Just want to open up and talk

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  • Опубліковано 3 тра 2020
  • In this video, I wanted to open up to you and talk to you guys about my mental health. This video is to open up and show you what I go through on my bad times and its not meant for you to worry about me or anything. If anything, I feel much better opening up with this video and I hope that you can see this video in a positive view. Thank you all for always cheering us up and understanding the situation. I'm very thankful for all your support. Thank you So much. Tofu has been AMAZING with me and she definitely deserves more credit on how much she has been taking care of me. Please don't worry and stay safe everyone. Thank you and love you guys
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  • @Kimchi_Bbang
    @Kimchi_Bbang  4 роки тому +2237

    Wow.. thank you guys so much for all the support..holy cow.. This is insane.. I was really nervous about making this video but you guys really have my back. Thank you so much... I can't express how I am feeling from reading your comments. It really makes my heart happy. I wish I can heart every single comment , but please know that I appreciate all the prayers, comforting messages, love, uplifting messages, advice, stories, and listening.. All of your comments are not ignored... thank you so much guys. I will be getting better, Tofu is right by me, and I will see you guys soon :) Please please stay safe and God bless you .. Love you

    • @sodafancyo
      @sodafancyo 4 роки тому +15

      ❤️

    • @MaxPower162
      @MaxPower162 4 роки тому +15

      ❤️

    • @leasuasumoeva8279
      @leasuasumoeva8279 4 роки тому +21

      Kimchi & Tofu I know how you feel I go through same thing I have ptsd and major depression disorder and I feel depressed the whole time I been like this my whole life it’s just a part of me and I’ve been losing jobs and been unemployed for couple months now but watching your videos makes me feel a lot better. You guys are my favorite anime reactors and I hope you get through it your not alone.

    • @xanderino3121
      @xanderino3121 4 роки тому +8

      it's your time to heal your mind at your own pace :) much love to you two

    • @KbIPbIL0
      @KbIPbIL0 4 роки тому +8

      please heal in your own time and don't stress about youtube at all, it's just a game; you have your life to take care of! best of luck to you and wish you get better!

  • @akosihaha1
    @akosihaha1 4 роки тому +1838

    I thought you’re going to confess that you joined the “akatsuki” which is totally fine

  • @DeeBeeGeek
    @DeeBeeGeek 4 роки тому +273

    You're stronger than you think dude! Sit up! Chin up! And RISE UP! You got this Brother!! 💚

  • @Ssjutsu
    @Ssjutsu 4 роки тому +622

    Bro bro! Thank you for sharing man, so courageous of you to allow people in to see who you are and what you’re going through. Your actions will allow others to be okay with their struggles as well since we all have them. If you need anything just hit me bro. Much love and respect ✊🏽

    • @goatbrook1068
      @goatbrook1068 4 роки тому +2

      @@enthuzias3913 he's already watched it lol

    • @UpliftedBrother
      @UpliftedBrother 4 роки тому +8

      These replies have me dead lmao

    • @AdeodatusX
      @AdeodatusX 4 роки тому +11

      @@UpliftedBrother ikr it's a serious topic and then we a get a One Piecetard

    • @AmericanIlluminati
      @AmericanIlluminati 4 роки тому +4

      Surprised but happy to see you here showing your support Adonis. This gained a lot of respect from me to you.

    • @wallstreetzoomer
      @wallstreetzoomer 4 роки тому

      @@AdeodatusX As expected from the most toxic fandom in anime

  • @JamiUwU
    @JamiUwU 4 роки тому +2668

    Sending love ❤️❤️❤️ You are so strong for opening up, it’s okay to take a break mental health is very important. When you were mentioning Tofu being very supportive I teared up a bit 😭❤️ You both are amazing and I wish you the best! Be strong 💪 ❤️

    • @pwner332
      @pwner332 4 роки тому +233

      @Black clover Memes stfu man, got nothing nice to say, don't say anything at all

    • @pwner332
      @pwner332 4 роки тому +85

      You're such a sweet person, I'm glad to see you here :3

    • @pwner332
      @pwner332 4 роки тому +157

      @Black clover Memes again, shut the fuck up. This is not acting, gtfo here with your bullshit. just because some people may fake this shit, doesn't mean others would. No one wants to see your negative ass comments. Again, if you got NOTHING nice to say, don't say anything at all. Don't bother replying because I'm reporting all your comments as spam.

    • @mikehenry1488
      @mikehenry1488 4 роки тому +43

      It's really nice to see you supporting your fellow reactor. This is why your my Captain Jaime, Sparkle Pirates Rule.

    • @pwner332
      @pwner332 4 роки тому +70

      @Black clover Memes what truth? It is always innocent until proven guilty. That has never changed. Again, stfu, you're the one who is fucking crying, sounding all butthurt claiming its fake. STFU

  • @pan1592
    @pan1592 4 роки тому +909

    Don’t worry about us, We will still be here when you back

    • @drenishkuliqi4735
      @drenishkuliqi4735 4 роки тому +5

      Yeah we will support you and we will se kimchi at his best prime ever 🔥👍🐐💜

    • @Mike.325
      @Mike.325 4 роки тому

      Pan tozx Facts

  • @inspektical2393
    @inspektical2393 4 роки тому +512

    My dad is also diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder. He also didn't want to accept it at first, but unlike you, he still doesn't accept it. That's one of the reasons he also quit taking his medication. And although he's been worse in the past, living with him was tough to say the least, so tough that I can't imagine ever living with him again right now. I still love him to bits, but I can't imagine living in the same house as him. I have no idea what It's like from your perspective but I do have the perspective of someone who lived with someone with the same mental health condition who didn't take his meds. So please take them, I know that the medicine for Bipolar disorder is something you take for life, and I know that the side effects are shitty to say the least, but it's better than having sudden "breaks" where you spend a large amount of time feeling like complete shit. I hope you can find a solution or at least a compromise. I know what I wrote about my father seems like it's bad, but honeslty that doesn't even cover 2% of what he's like. This does not define you. Don't be ashamed of who you are, be proud of the things you've achieved. We all love you, be strong.

    • @mangaexpo3973
      @mangaexpo3973 4 роки тому +13

      i hope your dad change his mind and sending love to you be strong !!!!!!!!!!

    • @Rensune
      @Rensune 4 роки тому +8

      Nutrition and exercise help a lot (and can be used as a replacement for some) but it's best to use Medicine until you can find a good Nutritionist and Endocrinologist.

    • @arinsgoodlooks1472
      @arinsgoodlooks1472 3 роки тому

      @@Rensune yeah I use exercise and it works very well but I spend 4-6 hours exercising so perhaps meds could save some time

  • @yokoyoko9029
    @yokoyoko9029 4 роки тому +198

    Hello. I’m Japanese and I love anime like you.
    I can’t so understand what you said, because of my poor English. But I love your reaction movie, and I hope I can see again soon. Please take care, I hope you will be fine.

  • @yannajules7470
    @yannajules7470 4 роки тому +386

    I just wanna thank Tofu for everything she’s done for Kimchi in this situation 💗

  • @StruckByBelz
    @StruckByBelz 4 роки тому +349

    Thank you for being so vulnerable, we are so proud of you. I know a lot of people can relate to what you are going through, you are not alone in this. We will be here to support you and Mary along with your community. We love you guys and can’t wait to reunite and make more memories together ❤️
    Sending endless amounts of prayers your way 💕

    • @Cpcp9696
      @Cpcp9696 4 роки тому

      Oh my.. you guys here too 😍😍

    • @user-gz8il4fp5g
      @user-gz8il4fp5g 4 роки тому

      Yo😋

    • @kembo1869
      @kembo1869 4 роки тому +3

      How can you not love StruckByBelz ?

    • @dx_Rain_xb
      @dx_Rain_xb 4 роки тому +1

      Thanks for helping him, he needs it.
      Kimchi, take care of yourself.

    • @jademist17
      @jademist17 4 роки тому

      Wow, props to SBB! So much love from the reaction video fam!!!!

  • @wizedoughboy
    @wizedoughboy 4 роки тому +420

    I’m a psychology major, and I just want to say that stopping straight isn’t the best option. It is better to slowly lean off prescription medication to lessen the withdrawal symptoms. Besides the factual harsh advice, I’m glad you’re safe. You make great content that makes a lot of people happy! Very enjoyable, so keep up the amazing work!!! (I’m a fan and now a fresh subscriber) Thank you for making me smile during these tough times! 👍❤️

    • @x6402
      @x6402 4 роки тому +29

      Seriously,
      First, I am a PharmD (pharmacist) and agree with Ian. If you went cold turkey, straight off meds, this could be withdrawal and not your condition. Psych meds usually alter your brain (down-regulate the receptors they activate) so if you go off the meds you will be in a worse state than if you never took the meds. You wouldn’t white knuckle cancer, so I am glad to hear you are going back to the doctor.
      Second, while I appreciate your jolly personality in many of the vids and get excited for the vids when you guys yell “its ya boy…”, I watch your reactions because of how affected you both get empathizing with the events and characters on screen. If it is a show I watch, I get to relive the catharsis with you guys. Therefore, when you talk about how your self image and the reason people watch is your energy and personality, this isn’t as affected by a mood disorder as it may seem right now. You are still you bro.

    • @BakaBaki0
      @BakaBaki0 4 роки тому

      Yes it's drugs and like most drugs they can or will give you withdrawal symptoms

    • @marcusx22x
      @marcusx22x 4 роки тому +4

      I can agree to this, I use to take a mixture of anxiety & attention medication and then I went straight cold turkey. The after affects lasted like a month for symptoms such as stuttering, being forgetful, etc.

    • @wizedoughboy
      @wizedoughboy 4 роки тому +6

      Louis Fontenot Haha, I wish. Still learning, but that’s the goal.

    • @jackyyc1346
      @jackyyc1346 4 роки тому +14

      He's trying to help guys. If you know any better, correct him instead of being mean. If you don't just don't say anything

  • @yassineghaboubi5104
    @yassineghaboubi5104 4 роки тому +155

    I came here to see if they reacted to the new aot trailer . and i was surprised by this video , I hope everything gets well Kimchi . Take your time

  • @BenXBlack93
    @BenXBlack93 4 роки тому +788

    Mental issue is no joke, the brain is the most important part of human body when it fails us it can get pretty serious, forget breaking an arm or a leg, it hurts but it will eventually heal itself but the brain it's close to impossible to heal. Just want to say stay strong, you're not weird, being able to open up like this is very good it relieves some stress. Take your time, if we want to see the good happy Kimchi take your time to heal and come back strong. And i know this is a wasted year because of covid19, this isn't going to be easy but eventually we will find a way to get around it. For now don't force yourself, keep being yourself.

    • @deadlyrobot5179
      @deadlyrobot5179 4 роки тому +3

      once you get depression it will never go away.

    • @texenl555
      @texenl555 4 роки тому

      Well said

    • @dan-xl4mg
      @dan-xl4mg 4 роки тому +5

      @@deadlyrobot5179 uhhmm well that's debatable

    • @jimmydevron5480
      @jimmydevron5480 4 роки тому +5

      The only time anything is impossible to heal is when you decide it is. not an attack or anything i'm just saying there is still a chance to recover if you want there to be.

    • @HipHopAddict1000
      @HipHopAddict1000 4 роки тому +5

      @@deadlyrobot5179 you'll actually recover with the help of your love ones, but it's hard.

  • @toddwilliams374
    @toddwilliams374 4 роки тому +422

    Everyone goes through things , take your time there’s no need to apologize.

  • @BrianxStephanie
    @BrianxStephanie 4 роки тому +260

    Kimchi you are really brave for sharing this and inspirational to everyone that is going through or might be going through the same thing. Keep your head up high and stay strong. You will come out on top with the support of Tofu and your family. Stay safe and healthy during the crisis. Sending all the love and support ❤ - bxs

    • @naufalrafi6695
      @naufalrafi6695 4 роки тому +17

      Wow I didn't realize you coming up here too :)
      Kimchi Tofu and BxS are my favorite anime reaction 😘

    • @DA.PrismO
      @DA.PrismO 4 роки тому

      @@naufalrafi6695 yeah same xd

    • @DA.PrismO
      @DA.PrismO 4 роки тому

      tnx for supporting tofu :3 lov you guys

  • @daviddomingo8846
    @daviddomingo8846 4 роки тому +16

    Hi I'm the guy who you gave the advice to find my own Hana. That advice has really helped me alot with my crush. Not in a sense that I'm together with her, but more on the lines to focus on myself and what I want in life. I thank you from the bottom of my heart and soul. I'm praying for you two and I can't wait to see you again. I'm sure all your fans feel the same. Thank you and bless you all 🙏

  • @thomas537
    @thomas537 4 роки тому +926

    Life isn’t youtube. Take a break and think about yourself

    • @steppa-
      @steppa- 4 роки тому +5

      Thomas Vue that’s how they pay bills tho.

    • @peekatchu1467
      @peekatchu1467 4 роки тому +24

      @@steppa- you completely disregard what he said, you’re basically telling kimchi to keep watching youtube and telling him you don’t care.

    • @steppa-
      @steppa- 4 роки тому +4

      Peek at Chu I said “they”. Tofu can still make videos. And don’t say I fuckin don’t care my brother suffers the same and it breaks my heart.

    • @fatzebrahdstoes8468
      @fatzebrahdstoes8468 4 роки тому +9

      @@steppa- say if you were alive 2,000 years ago when there were no glasses. And your job was to watch.. ants or something. And doctors told you to drop droplets in your eyes so your vision doesn’t get blurry. Say your vision gets blurry, what do you do?

    • @neilanblomi5568
      @neilanblomi5568 4 роки тому +10

      @@steppa- something that causes bipolar is to suffer a significant loss

  • @buasfe6986
    @buasfe6986 4 роки тому +575

    Don’t apologise to us when you provide us with the content we love all the time man. So what if you’re bipolar, some people are stupid, smart and some smell like Body odour (mob reference to cheer u up) you being bipolar doesn’t mean it has to be a bad thing, try and change it into a good thing as you say they are perks too it. You’re a good guy kimchi and I hate seeing u like this

    • @Alive369
      @Alive369 4 роки тому

      Meditation bro /energy control awareness no joke .
      Dont be the victim . Its drains you .
      Nothing good is easy ..
      Get up and Kick ass everyday is a new start .. You have alot influence dont doubt it . RISE

    • @blackpepper2610
      @blackpepper2610 4 роки тому

      What is bipolar?

    • @nowonderimhere9979
      @nowonderimhere9979 4 роки тому +1

      @@blackpepper2610 a depression disorder

    • @Mike.325
      @Mike.325 4 роки тому

      Buasfe Facts

  • @auhbv7311
    @auhbv7311 4 роки тому +6

    My younger brother, 15 years old now, was diagnosed with a mental health disorder and had to drop out of school temporarily last year. One of the only things he enjoyed while stuck at home was your videos, and that's how I found your channel. I was one of the people who wasn't very sympathetic towards mental health issues like this, but seeing someone I had known my whole life go from outgoing, energetic and cheerful to constantly unhappy really opened my eyes to how serious it can be. He's doing a lot better these days, and he still watches your guys reactions often when he's feeling down. I want to both wish you the best in overcoming this low point in life, and also thank you for putting yourself and your positivity out there. I'm sure it can be strange to see thousands of people replying to your videos behind youtube profile pictures... but the people you impact and those around them are very real, and you've truly a difference in more people's lives than most people on earth have. I've wanted to say this for a while but I always thought it might come off as awkward on a regular video.
    Anyways, thank you again for making a positive difference in my brother's life, and mine. I wish you and Tofu nothing but the best going forward in life. You can and will overcome this, and I hope you take as much time as you need, even if you have to put youtube on the backburner for a while. People will always come back for quality content from quality creators even if you take a long break. There's not enough people like you guys on this site. Thanks and good luck.

  • @craigmosley3875
    @craigmosley3875 4 роки тому +417

    "... 'just' a reaction channel"?
    You and Tofu are people who bring a new level of human connection in a world where many, many people exist in virtual isolation. I'm one of them. I have an extremely hard time being myself around anyone. There's maybe a handful of people in my life that I can be myself around and just feel at ease, and even them I isolate from regularly. You and so many other Vlog channels I watch daily and it's nice - I get to enjoy things I like with people who also get excited about it. The online connection you're talking about has the obvious physical disconnect that we feel sometimes, but the connection is still real. It's simply a different medium we use to be connected, and the best part of it all is that it transcends so many social aspects like race, religion, beliefs, politics, none of that stuff matters when we all sit down and just enjoy something together. Online gaming, TV shows and Movies, technology, art, etc. "I'm proud of it", well good, dude. You should be. Thanks to you both for doing what you do.
    A diagnosis can make life better or worse, it's kind of a double edged sword. At the end of the day just do you, do what is right for you. There will always be people there for you when you need it, even if they're physically distant.

  • @Future_Fables
    @Future_Fables 4 роки тому +239

    I discovered I was Bipolar II last summer after a life of struggling with depression and anxiety. Don’t get off medicine because you feel level. You feel level because of the medicine and that’s okay. It’s a birth defect, not a life choice or a personality trait. Don’t be ashamed to rely on medicine. If anything it’s a quirk. It is a part of you and always will be; sometimes it feels like it is all you are but it’s not. The one choice you can make, whether you feel like you’re the person that can bring the world together or the person who wants the shut the world away, is that you want to find your center. Make that choice and the result is what you are. Take your time and find your balance. We appreciate you.

  • @botanbutton
    @botanbutton 4 роки тому +330

    I think that everyone would agree with me in saying that your mental health and well being comes before any upload on UA-cam. We support you. I appreciate your honesty in sharing with us, I'm sure this was hard to do. Don't worry about us, we understand and stand behind you. ❤

  • @nightmare3070
    @nightmare3070 4 роки тому +28

    I cant be the only lad constantly check if kimchi and tofu dropped a new vid, i hope the great lad gets to a better place mentally and comes back although he should be smiling before he makes anyone else smiles. We're waiting for you both to come back.

  • @Yaboku-Ch
    @Yaboku-Ch 4 роки тому +19

    just remember that if you feel like you're losing everything, just remember that trees lose their leaves every year, yet they stand tall and strong, and wait for better days to come...

  • @xanderino3121
    @xanderino3121 4 роки тому +394

    Kimchi man, I think I'm talking for everyone in here, but we love you and Tofu lots and we understand that everyone goes through something. This channel is super fun and feels like a great community that enjoys your reactions (and Tofu of course) your reviews about each episode. Stay strong, the lockdown is quite harsh on a healthy mental state, so I can't imagine how much it adds up to you. And there is no need to apologize so much to us, if anything we should thank you both for uploading so much content and keeping us entertained AND engaging with the community. And finally, I know you have probably heard this more times than you can remember but, take your time. If you feel you want to stay away some time, it is more than uderstandable, we will be waiting right here :)
    Take care man, I'm wishing for you to get stronger and get better with your mental health ^^

  • @thehershyman7029
    @thehershyman7029 4 роки тому +14

    Honestly, it's amazing how his optimism still somehow shines through during this.

  • @olseman28
    @olseman28 4 роки тому +6

    I feel like u just took that first step, talking about how u feel is no easy feat, don't feel guilty or even think that u disappointed us. I just recently started watching u guys and u helped me more times than I can count.
    You both are WONDERFUL people, this comment section is the proof of it, I just wanted to contribute with the Kimchi-dama in this sea of wholesomeness. You got it Kimchi, take ur time, ur mentality on it is already amazing. This is just another part of u, and we love u the same.
    THANK YOU, Kimchi & Tofu. Hope u get better my boi!

  • @glasslilacs
    @glasslilacs 4 роки тому

    Hearing this from you of all people was... something very special to me. I lost 10 years and my entire youth to anxiety and symptom phobia. Just today as of writing this, I started the treatment that is going to hopefully give me my life back, and I couldn't be more grateful. Seeing the others in my group, who have all gone through terrible things and suffer the same things I do, it's... strange. You feel a very genuine kinship with these people. It seems almost surreal that these seemingly ordinary people go home and deal with the exact same things that you do. And that's how I felt watching this video.
    It's incredibly commendable of you to come out with a video like this, especially considering you're a "public figure" of sorts, and people know you to be a certain way. There's such vast power in that. We're all here together. So many of us are struggling, but it gives us common ground to relate to eachother on. We can make it through here together. I might be free from my 10 years of torment by the end of the week. It's such a strange feeling. I've already planned to devote my life to helping others out of the same ditch. Hope I get to meet you some time Kimchi, and that we may walk together as free people.

  • @pandaex4102
    @pandaex4102 4 роки тому +217

    Kimchi you can post anything at any time whenever you want. Even just randomly talk and share like this one. There will always be us listening.
    I want to let you know that we will support you and be on your side.
    Kimchi is Kimchi, you don't have to be perfect. We like you as a whole not just a part of you.
    Stay health and stay safe.

  • @X3MAntics
    @X3MAntics 4 роки тому +53

    One day at a time. 🙏

  • @dungdaongoc
    @dungdaongoc 4 роки тому

    I can totally relate to your situation. I too have moments of depression and I'm glad that you're openly sharing your thoughts with us instead of locking it (away), allowing us fans to share some of your hardships. Know that no one here criticizes you so feel free to share with us all your happiness and sorrows. You're also making me feel better as well. Ty

  • @chadrussel1221
    @chadrussel1221 4 роки тому +3

    I love and respect you man, Ive gone through this shit before as well, don't feel alone, I haven't really improved but all I do is watch the reactions and move on up, because that is what I can do I won't dwell on what I can't

  • @OmeGigaSavior
    @OmeGigaSavior 4 роки тому +140

    *Sends invisible hug.*
    I never thought about Naruto's Kyuubi as a personification of depression before, but that was a clever way to express how you feel to the otakus and weebs.

  • @Karan-pn7xs
    @Karan-pn7xs 4 роки тому +106

    When i see his usual self and when i see this part of him, man it really hurts somewhere inside. Just wanna give him a comforting hug badly and say "You got this buddy. we have your back if you need us".

  • @koyomizuta9190
    @koyomizuta9190 4 роки тому +2

    I really wanted to say thank you and tofu!!!!! The reason why I decided to study in the U.S. 2 years ago is I watched your youtube channel. You are the first UA-camr I wanted to subscribe. I've been watching your youtube everyday to practice listening and speaking. I believe you don't know how much you helped me to learn English. I love anime and I also love both of you and tofu's reaction all the time. I think not only me, but also a lot of people are looking forward to seeing your smile again. Everyone loves you!!!!!!

  • @sig5430
    @sig5430 4 роки тому +3

    Seeing the way you feel in this, this is how i feel 80% of the time, I dont have bipolar, but depression and anxiety is something i deal with, so i know things like this can be tough, and im sorry that you have to deal with this. Having someone like Tofu in your life probably helps alot, just having someone to talk to that actually cares, Im not that lucky to have someone like that yet, but maybe some day. But take your time man, theres no rush for anything. Take care of you. Atleast you have the courage to post a video like this, opening up to people. Im having a hard time opening up to anyone about anything. This gives me a little more courage, Thank you.

  • @eoussama
    @eoussama 4 роки тому +31

    You poor little thing, stay strong fam, here's a remote hug 🤗

  • @austinmazzo5489
    @austinmazzo5489 4 роки тому +43

    You and Tofu's reactions to my favorite anime shows make those special moments so much better. You guys are a shining beacon of light on a website like UA-cam that is so toxic and dark a lot of the time. Don't ever feel like you aren't enough or that you feel like you need to hide your feelings. You are amazing, Tofu is amazing, you guys are a true power couple. We all love you, and are patiently waiting for your return. Feel better bro, we all have bad days. Weeks. Months. It will all turn out fine. Stay Strong.

  • @ko-dj7nm
    @ko-dj7nm 4 роки тому +46

    ざっくり和訳すると、少し病んでるから動画投稿はしばらく休むけど、彼女や視聴者のサポートに感謝してるっていう内容です

    • @harufuku1996
      @harufuku1996 4 роки тому +2

      いあ 和訳ありがとうございます!大まかな内容は分かったのですが、彼女との間に何かあったのでしょうか。病んでる理由など何か話してました?

    • @aru6169
      @aru6169 4 роки тому +11

      詳細を和訳するとこうです。
      「皆さんにお知らせしたいことがあります。わたしの精神病について
      です。皆さんにカミングアウトして、かえってポジティブに感じます。
      Tofuはよく世話をしてくれています。皆さんにお知らせしましたが、
      心配しないでほしいです。皆さんにも、ありがとう、と言いたいです。」
      というような内容です。
      Bipolar Disorder「躁鬱病(二極性障害)」と書いてあったので、そのことなんでしょう。
      鬱病(一極性障害)や躁鬱病(二極性障害)は、社会が恥だと思っているので、隠している人は多いですね。アメリカの有名人がそうですね、もう
      10年以上前でしたでしょうか、立て続けに「カミングアウト」して、かなり世間の当たりが柔らかくなってきましたが、学生のうちは隠さずに済んでも(学校が支援してくれるので)、社会に出た途端、こういう精神病を持っていると仕事ができないだろう、と社会がみなすので、隠すことになります。
      復帰待っております!(´;ω;`)

    • @yoki7375
      @yoki7375 4 роки тому +2

      リアクション動画を沢山見てて全くそんな風に感じなかった、、、、翻訳ありがとうございます☺️

    • @user-xx2zz6id3r
      @user-xx2zz6id3r 4 роки тому +2

      yo ki 躁鬱病はわかりにくい病気で側から見れば鬱病が治ったと感じることが多いらしいです

    • @takudade
      @takudade 4 роки тому +1

      センスゼロのAru ありがとう

  • @ZoeDucky
    @ZoeDucky 4 роки тому +1

    Sending you lots of love and support

  • @YKB461
    @YKB461 4 роки тому +80

    Hope you feel better Kimchi!

  • @abbasm0151
    @abbasm0151 4 роки тому +17

    We're always here for you

  • @jesper6765
    @jesper6765 4 роки тому

    I really appreciate the openness and rawness! Thanks for sharing Kimchi! Just take care of yourself and your family first and foremost, that's what's most important! We're all here for you and Tofu

  • @jasontodd6850
    @jasontodd6850 4 роки тому +7

    I gonna be honest here. I found your channel a few weeks ago because it was in my recommendation list. I just had finished parasite and well... I searched for the songs and some videos because T really liked it. when I found your channel I was quite happy about it. the content was good, the quality too and you and tofu have a really nice personality, you always look happy. But after watching this video I was really sad about it. I mean, I barely know you, but seeing someone like this really breaks my heart. I hope you can get thought this, you and everyone else who is going trough something similar.
    Take care man, and get well soon.

  • @CJ-bc4ic
    @CJ-bc4ic 4 роки тому +146

    Stay strong man, take your time. We can wait. Prioritise you over us.

  • @kevinwilliams200
    @kevinwilliams200 4 роки тому +85

    I’ll be honest I don’t know how you feel and can’t even imagine it, but me and the community are here with you, there’s absolutely no doubt about that. Stay tough and like you said, just try to take that first step (keep in mind it won’t be easy).

  • @ssjdre
    @ssjdre 4 роки тому

    Thanks for the video man. I feel you. A lot of people are going through hard times. It takes a lot of courage to open up to everyone about your feelings and your condition. Know you are loved, respected and appreciated. Big fan and i'll be here

  • @denjipochita3398
    @denjipochita3398 4 роки тому

    Just realized you guys hit 200K!
    Congrats! Stay strong and pray! God bless!

  • @mak01711
    @mak01711 4 роки тому +21

    We love your content bro, your reaction and tofu's are the best and most genuine reactions out there, it's okay to be depressed, it's okay to have mental issues because in a world as crazy as this who doesn't. Do what you love, like you said we enjoy it and you enjoy it so it's win win, us fans gonna give you so much love especially through low times like this, take it slow.... and just muddle your way through 1 step at a time.

  • @bryceswinson8736
    @bryceswinson8736 4 роки тому +34

    We’re here for you ! Wishing you the best 🤍

  • @dragonzord91
    @dragonzord91 4 роки тому +1

    Hey man, mental health affects us all, especially in these crazy modern times and theres nothing to be ashamed of or embarrassed about. Been through plenty down periods myself but just remember there will come better times for sure. Its crazy to see how high energy you are in your anime reaction videos compared to how you are here, i would have never of guessed you were struggling like this. I hope by doing this video you feel a weight lifted off you and remember that people that watch your stuff will support you and be there for you. The internet is an amazing thing and we can all communicate and help each other. I wish you all the best for the future, focus on improving your mental health however you can. Personally what helped me at times was gym/lifting/exercise, improving my diet, meditation, nofap, intermittent fasting, reading and cold showers. I hope may some of these can help you too

  • @Frozenbozo
    @Frozenbozo 4 роки тому

    Thank you for sharing man you guys are amazing and I hope you feel better.

  • @christianruiz5390
    @christianruiz5390 4 роки тому +51

    Moments like these are what shape us as human beings, specially the bad moments: you can't feel good if you haven't felt bad. You have to focus on yourself, you have to be your first priority, you have to feel good with yourself so you can feel good with those who surround you. Do whatever you want to do, if you want to be the whole day in your bed, do it. If you want to cry, do it. Let go your emotions. And most important, be patience, time heals wounds.
    I've laughed and cried with you guys so, I hope you read this and get better soon
    Love from Chile

  • @porkysugrim
    @porkysugrim 4 роки тому +3

    Wishing you the best bro! Sending love your way!!!

  • @FinalHabib
    @FinalHabib 4 роки тому +19

    Like you said; "We are online friends; never met each other." Doesn't matter to me dude; We are friends through the internet and i'm glad that you showed us this side of you. It shows me that you're human. What you're feeling doesn't stay forever. You'll lift your head up again. Until then, i'll keep watching your content and waiting to see how you're doing my friend.

  • @coolkid558_
    @coolkid558_ 4 роки тому

    I’m really glad you made this video. Regardless of how we feel, it’s important to deal with these things in the best way you see fit. If that means making a video about it, it’s a good thing to do. I didn’t see the video when you talked about this before, but I’m really sorry you have to go through this, especially through everything that’s going on in the world right now. I’m glad that you’re getting better, and I’m glad you’ve been doing things to make yourself feel better. I watch your videos cause I like watching you, it doesn’t matter what the topic is. And you’ve got nothing to apologize about. Take all the time you need, we’ll be here for you whenever you feel well enough to come back. Feel better Kimchi, you’ll get through this

  • @sakatagintoki6356
    @sakatagintoki6356 4 роки тому +25

    I just wanna say thank you for all your anime reactions including Gintama even you not yet complete it because copyright problem 😅. You are one of the best anime reactor ive ever seen in youtube. Keep strong and never give up 💪💪

  • @tophdobradoradeterra9646
    @tophdobradoradeterra9646 4 роки тому +7

    your channel is my favorite reaction channel of all, I love the energy that you and Tofu transmit, it is so real and it does me so well, and I´m sure you cause this in many people, you and Tofu are incredible, it must be very hard to have to fight all this, but we your subscribers are with you, always supporting you and we just want your best, so take your time, stay strong, even if things don´t happen in the expected way you will get through them(sorry if I have mistakes in my English, I´m Brazillian and I´m not so good with your language, but I really thought I needed ti send some support message)

  • @AATproducer
    @AATproducer 4 роки тому

    Whatever happens I think you are doing great content and I wish you the best of luck to get healthier and get through this hard time. Much love

  • @WhisperingEYEMonster
    @WhisperingEYEMonster 4 роки тому +25

    Hey Kimchi, it’s not easy to open up to other people and be vulnerable let alone hundreds and thousands of your fans. But that’s a testament to your strong will. I have faith brother that you will overcome this. Thankyou for taking the time to make this video and sending my love to you and tofu. Kia Kaha - which means stay strong

    • @jackyyc1346
      @jackyyc1346 4 роки тому +1

      What language is this?
      And this made me think of old fan subs being like
      Konbanwa
      Note : Konbanwa means good evening in japanese
      XD

    • @WhisperingEYEMonster
      @WhisperingEYEMonster 4 роки тому +1

      J.Y.C. the language is Maori

  • @Dymension
    @Dymension 4 роки тому +15

    Take it easy man I totally understand, take your time, your health is most important.

  • @user-gp9fw9ht1y
    @user-gp9fw9ht1y 4 роки тому +98

    it’s hard to completely understand what you guys said, Because I’m Japanese.
    But It’s doesn’t matter where I’m from.
    Your reaction is awesome
    All of us love your reaction.
    Take all time you need.
    So don’t say sorry.
    We’re waiting for you ;)
    Sorry my poor English

    • @basicjeff.
      @basicjeff. 4 роки тому +3

      山本一稀 well said 👍

    • @TheMaitoPulla
      @TheMaitoPulla 4 роки тому +2

      Well put.

    • @ace206
      @ace206 4 роки тому +2

      Your English is great, thanks for your comment 😇😘😃

  • @mattnux7648
    @mattnux7648 4 роки тому +3

    This was one of the most impactful things I've seen in a long time. I always get a pickmeup from watching your videos but this hit close to home and connected with me. Respect.

  • @yasu7494
    @yasu7494 4 роки тому +7

    I have been on a break from anime, and I'm coming here so late brother, ironicaly on Reckful death day.
    Finding my boy, in the same state I also am. Mental issues are such a pain in the ass dude, I've been lost in my mind for the last 5 years or more maybe...
    I have a chronic depression resulting in a EUPD (Emotionally Unstable Personality Disorder).
    You are doing the right thing, keep sharing, keep building the love even you can't feel all of it. You are an awesome beeing, a good creator but no one is shielded against the darkness within our hearts. Take care of people who loves you.
    Medication is your choice and nobody can tell what is right, but be carefull heal your mind and your body without substitute it to something you might regret later.

  • @vexxgaming94
    @vexxgaming94 4 роки тому +136

    You created this whole family. And we've join the family bc it's fun bein' with you guys. Nakama 💕 always stay together. Stay strong. Be safe. Take care of yourself and Tofu too. 💪🏻

  • @hathal9090
    @hathal9090 4 роки тому +3

    Seeing this side to you made me like you even more. Stay strong, and it will all blow over! 💪🏼

  • @davidduggan8654
    @davidduggan8654 4 роки тому

    I'm sorry to hear you feel like this chief, I don't have any experience with bipolar myself but my mother was. I've had experience with mental health issues myself and I just wanted to say that you have earned so much respect the world over for doing this video and being as honest as possible. Coming clean in front of hundreds of thousands of people isn't easy but every single one of us are a part of the community that you created. Assembled by all the parts of you. I'm not gonna lie and say I understand exactly how you feel because I don't, but I understand difficulty and please don't underestimate how much being in lockdown can influence how you're feeling.
    Thank you for this, take your time to take care of yourself.
    All the love.

  • @asukakii7601
    @asukakii7601 4 роки тому +12

    I just saw this channel, you seem like a good genuine person who looks out for others and is funny, id like to watch more of your reactions because their funny🤣 I hope you keep safe and please look after yourself. I wanna see more videos from you👊😃

  • @acrazyguy14
    @acrazyguy14 4 роки тому +9

    I relate heavily, just take things at your own pace.

  • @JustinJIP
    @JustinJIP 4 роки тому +7

    We will be here waiting for your triumphant return! Take care 🙂

  • @VeylmanTheRock
    @VeylmanTheRock 4 роки тому

    I gladly listened man. You're not weird at all there's a lot of people that go through tough things like that, me too although maybe not as difficult (but we perceive things differently so who knows). Thank you for sharing, that's something everyone should do more, it's badass. Now you don't have to hide it anymore and we understand when you'll need breaks more so than ever and can support you. The videos you two create have brought us a lot of happiness so we owe to give something back. You got this!

  • @TheManXX
    @TheManXX 4 роки тому

    Take all the time you need to feel better man. I fully support you and God Bless.

  • @leo-shun
    @leo-shun 4 роки тому +3

    We enjoy your videos man. I assure you that you have a really good community backing you up and we will push you up no matter how deep you fall. Take as much time as you need and we will be waiting for you, we're not going anywhere dog. Your health is the most important thing here

  • @Duraznillo_
    @Duraznillo_ 4 роки тому +4

    I did start see your videos for practice my "listening" in English because I'm a native spanish speaker. Now, I don't miss any video. Take any time you want and comeback strongest. We will waiting and still supporting to you and Tofu. Thanks for all

  • @Kiamm
    @Kiamm 4 роки тому +2

    The points about depression being difficult to separate from your identity, and about how comfortable it is to be in a state you've always known strikes really true for me. Thanks for sharing your experience.

  • @bySkriK
    @bySkriK 4 роки тому +4

    Prob this message will get lost in the flood of support, but I want to express it anyway. You really are a good man, I can notice. Thanks for opening up, because this shows how you worry about us, even if you don't need to. This things are ok and need to be taken care off steady and slowly, and I can't talk too much about this because I haven't deal with depression, but I feel like I don't need to tell you, because you know it. Even if you are feeling down, this video shows how even then, you somehow can stay somewhat cheerful and positive, you really have a good perspective on things. And needs to be said, some topics you developed here were quite 'deep', and made me reflect things about myself too. Like you said my friend, one step at the time.
    And thanks to Tofu, because I also know you are a beautiful woman, take care both of you.

  • @daymi7300
    @daymi7300 4 роки тому +60

    man you're always so cheerful it's surreal to see you like this but I hope everything works out

  • @rickymac5481
    @rickymac5481 4 роки тому +41

    Friends share their struggles so that we can get out of them together, don't worry.

  • @Testerrrrr62
    @Testerrrrr62 4 роки тому +1

    I love this channel and I hope you get better as soon as possible and feel really good ^^
    I watch you from Brazil

  • @bohil5461
    @bohil5461 4 роки тому

    Good luck hope you feel better, I love your videos an reactions. FEEL BETTER!!! 💙💙💙

  • @danalloway7002
    @danalloway7002 4 роки тому +3

    to me in the beginning did think much of this kind of content, but you two, was the first channel to realize its like watching the my favorite anime/show again with new eyes. like with HxH series, ive seen tht show twice plus your cover of it, making three. you made it really fun to watch anime as a group to me.

  • @MaxPower162
    @MaxPower162 4 роки тому +66

    Take as long as you need man. Health first, we aren't going anywhere! Hope you feel better soon Kimchi ❤️ sending lots of love

  • @ik-uv8bo
    @ik-uv8bo 4 роки тому +1

    My cousin is the same as you.
    Thank you for sharing this.
    Rest well!!👍

  • @jserna_teculutan8139
    @jserna_teculutan8139 4 роки тому +3

    Im glad your talking about this cuz now with everyone being locked in their house, being in your head 24/7 can be the deadliest thing right now. I found this time to be the worst for me and for the first time im taking Celexa, which I would never do, but I was literally feeling like how I used to feel. Now im okay but its been up and down and trying to find people comfortable talking about it is always good for the mind. I feel like you need validation and its ok to feel that way just got to stay strong💪🏼 Love you both for the content🙏🏻

  • @sheogorath.princeofmadness6373
    @sheogorath.princeofmadness6373 4 роки тому +8

    Never look down my friend, even if it's just a camera. You need to understand that you deserve better, and that you are one of the reason of why we are here.
    keep up, and down look down in life!.

  • @booploop1627
    @booploop1627 4 роки тому +35

    We love you. We’ll support you no matter what 🤗 ❤️ ❤️

  • @panos617
    @panos617 4 роки тому

    We will waiting to be well!!! Have faith. Good luck from Greece.

  • @Bamboocomedy
    @Bamboocomedy 4 роки тому

    Whatever you need to do man, sending you love❤️. Thank you for sharing

  • @hemoo_0243
    @hemoo_0243 4 роки тому +3

    We always support you kimchi !!!
    Hope you get well soon

  • @madi2005
    @madi2005 4 роки тому +3

    Near the end of the vid whem kimchi is like "we will get through this" made me smile n shows me that he will b just fine n come back stronger than ever

  • @realtalk4994
    @realtalk4994 4 роки тому +2

    Kimchi, my dude. I am a brand new viewer to this channel, just over the past couple weeks and let me just say, I have so much respect for you for your willingness to come on here and lay your soul completely bare like this. Especially given your usual persona in the reaction videos. That takes an incredible amount of strength and courage, and it is really inspiring to see.
    I myself have had my own struggles with anxiety, depression, panic attacks, hopelessness, self-worth...for more than half my life now. They are things that can be really hard to understand unless you've been there...to say the least.
    Those invisible hugs you felt? Count me among them. I've been really enjoying yours and Tofu's videos and the light that they bring, especially during these difficult times with the pandemic they have put a smile on my face....but seriously...this video? You mentioned that you felt people might be bummed out by it or even be annoyed by you posting something like this because it's so different from your normal content. For me, it is the opposite. I feel love in this. It is so personal, and so raw, and even while you're having a hard time you're still taking multiple opportunities within the video to reach out to others who struggle with mental health, letting them know they aren't alone and that you know it is hard, and that it can get better, and promoting self-acceptance, and normalizing mental struggles. It is difficult for me to express how powerful that is, and how touched it makes me feel.
    I appreciate you brother. I think that this side of you is just as cool, and just as worthy as the persona I've seen in the previous videos. You are enough, as you are, however you may be. Happy, sad, whatever the case is--those are fleeting states of emotion. But your caring for others, your wanting to be real with people whether you are accepted or not, your wanting to better yourself for the sake of those around you and your relationships....those things say a lot about a person.
    You've got yourself a new subscriber, and whether it's standard Kimchi and Tofu or stuff like this, I love what you're doing and I'm here for it. Peace and love to you my friend.

  • @shpleb123
    @shpleb123 4 роки тому +1

    This is so brave of you man. You might have just inspired a heck of a lot of people to be open about their mental health issues. I really hope you heal & take whatever time you need.

  • @fonzi981
    @fonzi981 4 роки тому +5

    We love you man! Chin up!

  • @bigmind8508
    @bigmind8508 4 роки тому +4

    I had depression few years ago and I was even prescribed to take medication (Quetiapine). It felt cringy at first since I was not open to the idea of mental health issues. But by the time that it almost ruined my life where I became suicidal, I realized that it's not just a joke. The good thing is that you opened up man, sometimes it helps when you know that there is emotional support from the people around you. Even if you don't know me personally, I want you to know that you are not alone. Take it easy and I hope you get better soon.

  • @v-log4670
    @v-log4670 4 роки тому +2

    Hello from Japan
    I love your reactions
    Health is the most important thing you can have
    Take care and I’ll be waiting to see your reactions again!

  • @deadlyrobot5179
    @deadlyrobot5179 4 роки тому +116

    Dude I'm 30, I've been depressed for the last 16 years of my life and I locked myself inside my house for the last 9 years.
    the only time that I'm going outside is when I'm seriously sick.
    I cant take a lot of depression medicines because I have stomach, liver, and a bunch of other illnesses.(basically my body is fucked).
    I've been through a lot of physical pain but nothing is worst then mental pain.
    the only thing that I can tell you is, stay around the people that you love and do the things that you like.
    Stay away from stress.

    • @jakebarlow6433
      @jakebarlow6433 4 роки тому

      Deadly Robot locked inside ur house for 9 years, Tf are u doin

    • @deadlyrobot5179
      @deadlyrobot5179 4 роки тому +13

      @@jakebarlow6433 Slowly dying.

    • @kvncnr8031
      @kvncnr8031 4 роки тому +12

      Man, your situation seems tough as fuck, hopefully you get to get out of that fucked up loop and live again. Cheers and best of luck. You can do it.

    • @johnythepvpgod1470
      @johnythepvpgod1470 4 роки тому

      @@deadlyrobot5179 do u work from home or what

    • @bertholdtohoover446
      @bertholdtohoover446 4 роки тому

      Hope you break through

  • @keshanlam1385
    @keshanlam1385 4 роки тому +120

    Its been 3 weeks, hopefully everything is ok..

    • @Tokito_263
      @Tokito_263 4 роки тому

      U mean 1 month

    • @flakern-brawlstar9842
      @flakern-brawlstar9842 4 роки тому +5

      jotaro kujo it was posted 2 weeks ago dumbass

    • @marvinlopez7827
      @marvinlopez7827 4 роки тому

      BitCap 1 month...

    • @lopiws
      @lopiws 4 роки тому

      @@marvinlopez7827 He means the comment not the video

    • @keshanlam1385
      @keshanlam1385 4 роки тому

      I mean, now its 1 month. Hope everything is fine.

  • @spykedust9957
    @spykedust9957 4 роки тому +4

    i wanna tell you everything that the others already told you below. feel a big HUG from Germany, i like your work and you personality, me myself diagnosed and suffer from anxiety and depression aswel as suicidal thoughts. so feel a big hug, im feeling with you, youre not alone my friend. Its gonna get better, take your time. and be sure as for me, you are a beautifull, amzing human beeing and you helped me through some dark times too. so thank you for that a 1000 times :)

  • @DVXPH
    @DVXPH 4 роки тому +1

    You are so Strong opening up and Mental health is important Take care!👍 And be Strong Always be Strong👊

  • @luisvalverde2342
    @luisvalverde2342 4 роки тому +3

    You two are the reason why I started to watch reactions of anime, and I always wait for you two to watch some really good videos and honest reactions.
    Don't worry about us, We will still be here waiting for you two :)