Oh boy!!! You are such a strong person coming through all of that. I had no idea of your history with cancer. Art is such a powerful transformative creative outlet. Your work is beautiful and uplifting. Thank you for sharing your drastic history of your young life to date. Much love and appreciation of you. And wonderful that you had your partner to lie by you when you were knocked down and couldn't stand!!!❤
i don't usually comment on youtube videos (anxious introvert here lol) but as a disabled artist myself, i deeply resonated with creating art to survive. I just wanted to thank you for your vulnerability and sharing your experience with all of us. you seem like such a bright soul and its always so lovely to see your work and watch your videos! keep creating and being you🖤
After listening to what you've been through, I now understand why there is a depth and maturity to your videos. To the way you convey yourself and your emotions. You may be 29, but you are matured beyond your years. I love your videos. They feel very real, authentic, and gentle at the same time. Much love to you, Crystal.
That college graphic design process sounds truly horrifying. I’m so sorry you lost friends during cancer and Covid. People can be so terrible! You have survived a lot, and you’ve also made so many great strides with your art business. Thank you for sharing your story, you did a great job with this video. 😊
Omgosh! This video blew me away…from the skiing and rock climbing and you battling cancer. Amazing. I’m so glad you are here living life and doing what you love.
As someone who is going through her journey of being a freelance creative, this video felt like such a warm hug. Thank you for sharing your strength, insight, and creativity
This is such an authentic and beautiful/scary account of a real art journey. I am in awe of you, your courage, and your transparency. Just keep making art, whatever happens, and fill up your cup with things and people that make you happy. I wish you all the health and happiness in the world.
Beloved, thank you so much for sharing your journey. There is so much of your story that resonates with me - math, being an artist as a child, called to social justice - so much more. I am a poet, mainly. And even though I was an arts administrator and have always made things - jewelry, collage, dolls - it was the pandemic that plunged me into being a full time artist and poet. Your story is so moving and your clarity is inspiring - holding space for you to thrive and create all that you wish!!!
Wow,😮your story has touched me. Thank you so much for sharing this. I think it will help so many people that may be going through the same exact thing. It’s not easy what you’ve been through with her and absolute rockstar. I too am a disabled artist and I didn’t start making or into my late 30s. I have a eye condition that makes it where my eyes will slowly paralyze and it’s been rough immediate where I stop doing social media but this is giving me the courage to jump back in and possibly share my story. Thank you , I just gained a new subscriber 💖
when you said that you were told to study graphic design I laughed because I’m also a person that always wanted to be an artist and now I have a bachelor in graphic design😂 thank you for sharing your story🤍
Ugh, I love a good, vibrant under painting. Fantastic job on the painting! 😩👌💖 Hi Kristen, thank you for sharing your story. It has truly resonated with me. I am in my mid-twenties, feeling like a total disaster, making my way back to my artistic dreams despite having been discouraged by adult figures my whole life. What you said is true, life is short and fragile. The world being on fire in recent years has made me realize that. I'm so happy for you, and I'm grateful for this wonderful video!
My goodness. Thank you for staying here / being here. That is a lot to go through. Thank you for sharing your art and life experience so generously. I appreciate you.
Here I am listening to you talk about your high school and college experiences of people shutting down your art dreams and encouraging you to go the graphic design route…UGH. I just talked how this happened to me in a video- so this was a real deja vu moment. I graduated high school probably right before you were born and heard the same trash. I really wish it would’ve been different for someone born in the 90s! It’s why I encourage my own kids to go for whatever they’re dreaming of doing. I never want them to put it off because someone tries to convince them that their dream isn’t “a real job”. Eff that noise, man! It was so frustrating and I didn’t revisit the idea of being an artist until I was in my thirties. I was also very inspired by children’s books when I was a preschool teacher in my mid twenties and it got the creative wheels turning but I didn’t really go for it til about 10 years later. Until I dedicated myself to my art practice again I constantly felt like I was dying a slow death. I wasn’t fully being who I was meant to be. All of that being said, you’re a freaking badass and your partner and your family sound like an amazing group of humans full of love and support❤I can only imagine how tough had to be to talk about and revisit some of the more difficult memories and to talk about them out loud. To a camera, no less. So thank you for sharing your story with us❤
I love this comment so much! Good for you for breaking the cycle, and that's so cool that we have those shared experiences, checking out your channel now, thank you!
@@littletinyegg ❤️Just watch, my kids will decide to work corporate jobs now that they have the permission to do what they want😅 Thanks again for sharing your story and please keep going and making these beautiful videos!
I remember I was on maternity leave with Alice when I heard about you getting sick. I didn't have social media then, but I'm so glad I do now and have had a chance to reconnect with you! You are so strong and I'm so proud of you! Even though we have different lives and experiences, I can really relate to how you described your school experiences and isolation. I appreciate you and your willingness to be vulnerable! ❤
Hearing your illness journey and how you were spending time just mixing colours really made me feel seen, I developed M.E/CFS in 2019 and struggle to paint finished pieces faster than I used to. It's comforting to see an artist like yourself talking about the realities of illness and recalibrating your art practice, its therapeutic to just mix paint in a sketchbook and know that it's keeping the passion alive
Thank you for your vulnerability in sharing all of this. We have a lot in common: my name is also Kristen, I'm a graphic designer and artist, and I had breast cancer at age 33 and then skin cancer right before I turned 40. I just wanted to give you a hug watching this - knowing what it's like to be so young and already have gone through so much heavy stuff that a lot of people don't understand. It can be very isolating both physically and mentally. I relate with the loss of friendships. My view on life (and death) has forever and fundamentally changed because of this experience - and although I never want to hear the word "cancer" again, it has helped me grow as a person in some of the most profound ways I can think of. I've been very inspired over the last year by people like you sharing your art. It's given me a lot of courage to get back into my art practice more seriously. So thank you for all of the work you put into these videos and the graciousness you've shown in sharing your art and your life. I wish you health and happiness! ❤
Dear Kris, I recently found you through UA-cam's algorithm, and since then you've inspired me immensely just from your vlogs. Now watching this heart-touching story of yours, I feel even more inspired by you. I believe we're about the same age, and a lot of your topics in this video resonated with me, even though I'm not a cancer survivor. Thank you so much for sharing your journey; I'm myself trying to find my shelf in life, so it was truly great to hear how you found yours. I'm just in awe of you and your strength and art. All the best from a kind soul cheering you on in Denmark.
I recently stumbled upon your page because I’m trying to get more into sketchbooks and I just wanted to say what an incredible journey you have been on! My sister had leukemia when I was younger and I was her bone marrow donor-so much of this resonates with her/my experience!! I love how your style is influenced so much by nature and color and I wish I could join your sketchbook club but I don’t live anywhere near Utah lol. Wishing you all the best :)
As a person who experienced the same condition at 3 & had a relapse at 14 & I’m now 19 in art college I feel you , your not alone I love your art sm & it genuinely inspired mine 💕☺️
I don't think I can put into words the feelings I have right now after watching this video; it's so special and amazing. I can resonate with a lot of the things you said and I somehow feel better now, thank youuu! Sending you looots of love and support! 💖🌷
The first half of your story resignated so much with me as a msuic student 😓It killed every spec of love I had for the art. Congrats for making your way back to what you love 🥰 Life is beautiful and we're all so glad you're still here to live it ✨
I looked into being a bone marrow donor (I donated platelets for years and found out recently I have what's called baby blood so they want whole blood more now) after watching the movie Palm Springs a few years ago but never actually signed up. When you mentioned needing bone marrow, I immediately looked it up and signed up. I probably should have years ago but I felt like it was something I had considered in the past and feeling depressed recently and realizing that I've already donated other parts of me, that even if I was upset over my issues, it had nothing on people like you that have chronic illnesses that have no idea what tomorrow might bring. I might not be able to do a lot to help others, but donating the healthy parts of my body is one thing that I can do. I love your videos, and I'm so glad that you get to do what you love for a living. I've said it a few times across your platforms, but you are an inspiration, and I love watching your videos ❤
thank you for describing your 'art journey' in such a compelling way. i have so much respect and admiration (and affection) for you, as an artist and as a person. i'd be interested to learn more about your involvement with the artists with disabilities group, if that comes up in future videos. i like all your 'egg' associations and imagery. we've been watching a robin's nest right outside one of our windows. from little tiny blue eggs to fuzzy weird looking chicks with their beaks incredibly wide open. [side note: my daughter (who's a few years older than you) was in Salt Lake City a couple of weeks ago, and did some really fun solo hiking there (she was delighted to be at an elevation where it was snowing instead of raining... :). seems like a great place to live, with city resources and nearby gorgeous mountains!]
ah, thank you so much. I'll definitely share more about it as it comes up! I love eggs so much, and salt lake is definitely a cool city with amazing nature access!
You're so strong and I'm crying with gratitude for you sharing your story. It's so easy to be entitled and forget how privileged we are, and you had every reason to complain and you choose not to. Much respect, I'm a follower now ❤ love your art too
Yep, crying over math. And I convinced myself to pursue architecture because art wasnt a real career. Lol. Here I am after multiple architecture burnouts at 41, finally pursuing art. Omg this is such a wonderfully presented life story-- woah. You've come up against the wildest challenges. I found you on IG and I absolutely love seeing these UA-cams. Also how you edited the sound with painting real time - chef's kiss. Looking fwd to following along. 🎉
Thank you for being open with your story. Art has been a huge part of my healing process as well. Pottery, so that even when I lose my eyesight and hearing again, I can still create through touch. The internalized abelism is real! and the mental torture that comes with disease/chronic illness and sudden loss of independence is devastating. But your openness helped me feel less disconnected. One day at a time we go. Thank you
I am 24 and during this winter I realized I wanted to be an illustrator/artist. I graduated in design and specialised in jewelry design and then I got a mastered in web design and I'm currently in internship for it but is so boring, I found your channel today and so far I am very inspired.
Hey dude. I don’t comment on stuff. This video is so powerful to me. I am also a dirt bag seasonal worker. Instructing in the winter and guiding in the summer all with a chronic physical illness. Bodies are so wild. Sometimes I just want to stop and continue my art dream as well. Because pushing my body to its physical limits all so I can enjoy outside and make some kind of living is kind of getting old. It’s also really the only thing I know how to do. I am also currently in Montana and feel you hard on the medical availability that is here. I’m so happy you exist I’d love to be your friend. Thank you for sharing I feel less alone. Also I love your art style/styles.. whatever you’re doing it is so rad.
Incredible. You’re a force of nature for sure. I recently read Suleika Jaouad book between two kingdoms - not sure if you have read it but she had a similar life experience to you. Keep sharing. Glad UA-cam suggested you! ❤
You are beautiful old soul, and strong woman 💙 Thank you for sharing your vulnerability & healing story! I wish you all the good and to never give up of your true expression in art! Your art radiates beauty & love 💚
F**k Cancer. So glad you became the shaman you were meant to be, your perspectives on your experience are really humbling and inspiring. Keep on keepin’ on, little egg!
I just randomly clicked on your icon on Kelsey’s art discord and checked out your UA-cam! I’m happy for you. I’m also 29 and relate to how you tried a lot of things before finally accepting that art was the only way, even if it isn’t the most financially stable all the time. It’s not always easy but my dream is to be a full time artist too. Thanks for sharing your story❤
Aw I love that! Kelseys discord is one of my favorite places on the internet for sure. I'm glad you can relate but also know how hard it can be- keep making art! Thank you!
this is such a great video, thank you for sharing your story. i’m mentally ill, chronically ill and disabled and agree that it takes a lifetime to unpack it all, but videos like this help me do so ❤
Thank you for sharing this incredible journey with us. For being so honest and vulnerable. Your story is very inspiring. I’m a new follower! The editing is great! I loved this video!
I got a concussion back in Sept 2020 and still haven't recovered enough to have a normal life or get back to work in any capacity (society's only barometer for health). So I really relate to your acknowledgement of being disabled (although I still struggle with thinking I'm "worthy" of the title because (A) my disability is invisible, (B) the medical and insurance industries keep trying to prove how I'm NOT disabled and it's all in my head so I can go back to being a cog in the capitalist industrial complex, and (C) internalized ableism. Hearing you talk about losing a lot of friends while you were sick/immunocompromised was also superduper relateable because I went through many painful friendship breakups when I was sick, and so lost almost all of my friends. I realized there was an incredible amount of ableism amongst my family and friends, and eventually I ran out of energy trying to educate them about ableism / defend myself and my behaviours / try to help them when I was depressed and on the verge of suicidal ideation. The fact that you had the additional nuance and frustration of being immunocompromised during a worldwide panini amongst a group of misinformed, selfish friends that could really jeopardize your health/life simultaneously makes me want to cry and scream "FUUUUUUCK!!!" from a rooftop. Being young (I was 29 years old when I hit my head, I think you mentioned being in your mid-twenties at your first diagnosis?) and suddenly losing your independence from one day to the next fecking BLOWS. It's quasi-impossible for people to understand what it feels like to have your body "betray" you on such an existential level, especially when you're supposed to be at your energetic peak in life or wtvr. SO, all that to say: I see you, I hear you, and you're a ducking badass for pulling yourself out of quicksand time and time and time again. Giving up can seem sooo enticing. But you managed you still find meaning in life (art!) and now you're sharing your talents and gifts and efforts with the world and making it a better place for so many people in so many different ways. So thank you (: You're an awe-some beast! An awe-some eggie beast (:
I didn't know there were other kids who sobbed at the kitchen table over their math homework 😭 I got officially diagnosed with ADHD at age 30 and I am so upset that so many people let me slide by without helping me. Your story of art school is so similar to my experience, I finished my degree simply because I was too scared to ask anybody how to go about dropping out
Your story is so similar to my own. I got aplastic anaemia which meant a bone marrow transplant too. Then months in an isolated room suck (a specially being 18 at the time for me) im a fine art and graphic design student now at university 1 year later. I watch your videos to get through my assignments
I love your art and channel, I’m a 9 year breast cancer survivor, my body has never been the same, but I am here and I take it one day at a time, art and piano are the things that keep me happy, it keeps me grounded even when I make ugly art, lol. 👍👍❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
You demonstrate such strength and creativity, truly an amazing story. My stepbrother was in the hospital for nearly two years in and out with Leukemia and this video had me in tears such an honest account of that experience! I found one of your vlogs just recommended in the algorithm and it has truly encouraged me to pick back up sketching as it's always been a hobby of mine but corporate life drains my inspiration. This story reminded me that art should be an escape from that exhaustion!
🌻 Hej ... how powerful of you to share your personal story with us. thank you very much for that. ❤ I'm glad your journey ended in what you love most - ART - and I'm glad Taylor was by your side all the way - he must be an amazing person 💞 - sending you both lots of light and love 🧚
i loved this video sm, it was so special hearing your story up to now in such an honest way. i came to professional art making late too (around 27/28) and it was as a result of being more isolated and bed/housebound as a result of disability. my dream now is to have a bed easel like frida kahlo. my friend recently said to me that many disabled people go towards art making as a way to process, articulate and understand their disability, and that felt like such an astute observation to me. your journey rly speaks to the possibilities of art in terms of processing, self expression and actualisation. i know that a lot of the time it's felt like a lifeline for me, and i can definitely see that resonance here. utah seems like a rly magic and inspiring place to be creating too! just wonderful to see throughout this video, how you continue to expand in your creativity and living
I've found a lot of inspiration from Kahlo and other disabled artists or artists who've struggled with periods of illness, it's amazing how the desire to make art comes up when we are in pain or struggling in that way. I've been loving your videos as well, thank you!
Hi Kristen! Just wanted to say, you're amazing! I've just watched all your UA-cam video's over the weekend and I must say that they're so comforting to watch despite all the difficulties you experienced these pas years. I'm also a (small) artist/illustrator from The Netherlands and I just loved seeing you grow in every video you made so far. Keep up the good stuff and continue to be an awesome human being who I think will inspire many creatives along the way. Like I said, you're awesome!
Your story was touching and you are hella strong getting through all of that, I can't understand the pain you experienced, however I just wanted to say that your story brought tears to my eyes as my father died from leukaemia, his white blood sells were already too many compared to the red and it was already too late 😢 I am so glad you made it through and my prayers are with you x
I’ve been watching your videos for a while but just found this one today. Thank you so much for sharing your story and being vulnerable. Your art is so beautifully and specifically you- the world is lucky to have you
Thank you for making this video and sharing your story; hearing everything you went through really affected me. I’m going through my own healing journey atm and have been dealing with chronic illness that’s left me couch bound for the past 2 years. Art has really helped me get through the rough times so hearing that you are doing so well now and are actually doing something you love too is very inspiring. So thank you; I hope you continue to stay happy and healthy **sending virtual hug**☺️💚
Dang!! Straight up speechless. So glad you had your family and your partner to lean on during treatments. It’s hard to imagine what that would be let in normal years let alone Covid times. Glad I found your channel and I hope you stay in remission and continue making art ❤
Made me cry but even more because I know you’ve been able to get your own studio space and expand ur shop and live more of ur dream by now Saving up to buy ur beautiful crane print!
I first found you when you were making your diy sketchbook tutorials and 🥺I'm so glad I did! The art you made from nature is so unique and inspiring, but also your consistency with creating! And the more I learned about you through your channel, I thought wow, she's such a cool person. And after watching this video YOU'RE MORE THAN COOL, YOU'RE AWESOME😭 I would never wish what happened to you to someone else, but thank you to past Kristen for sticking it out, and I'm so happy that present Kristen is out here transforming her experience into beautiful creations❤ Thank you for this video and for sharing your experience, it gives me so much strength in many ways😭❤ I hope you get to create many beautiful things and encourage many people along the way~
Wow you’re a really strong person. Your story is so inspiring and humbling I don’t think I’d be as strong as you were in these situations God bless you!
You are so incredibly resilient, you have lived through hell multiple times and came out stronger. What a huge journey you've been through. Taylor seems like an absolutely wonderful partner, I wish you both the very best together. I'm really happy that I found your channel last night I've been watching some videos and followed you on instagram. I love your art, it's so charming and makes me smile. Sometimes we go through the toughest things and it makes us find our calling. I too am on disability so I'm trying to make the most of life to try and become a full time artist. Also, I was also told as a teen to go in to graphics design because art wasnt a proper job haha. I HATED graphic design. Thank you for sharing your story 💚
I recently discovered your channel and slowly binging through all your videos (amazing!). Today was a day to listen to your story, thank you so much for sharing your journey in arts and life. Cancer is such a taboo theme, I am very grateful that you added up to its visibility. Your art and your vibe is so wholesome and wondeful. I wish you long years of creativity and living a life. Becoming a subscriber and gonna wait for new videos while catching up with oldies
I discovered your channel this week and been watiching your videos from the beginning. Thank you for sharing your journey with us. You made me emotional with this one 😢❤ i love your art and the vibe of your videos.
Hello from Pennsylvania. I’m pretty sure the algorithm recommended your channel to me because I’m a longtime Blick customer who has recently watched some Utah videos 😅 Love your work.
yoooo, you're so strong in so many different ways ! It's so amazing. (really love the evolution of your art too, that heron (? is it the same in english ?) soo pretty wish you a wonderful rest of life ! :)
Thank you so much for sharing your story! Couldn’t imagine how hard it must’ve been for you in the last few years, but so glad you can finally support yourself with your art! 😊 Can’t wait to see what you get up to x
Thank you so much for sharing this very personal and inspiring part of your life with us. Your story is inspiring to me, as someone who is considering trying to sell art one day. I find I let myself get caught up in the fact that parenting life leaves me with little time to dedicate to it. Seeing what you have done in such a short amount of time, with the cards you were dealt is so eye opening and inspirational. Thank you again, for your work and for sharing this story.
kristen this video was so amazing to watch, the editing was so well done and i loved getting to know your story! i'm so glad you're here sharing your art with us! we're so lucky :,)
I’d like to see an artist that doesn’t cry over math 😂 jokes aside, thank you for sharing your story and I’m looking forward to seeing how your residency goes! ❤
Such a moving video Kristen, it was so inspiring to watch and to learn more about you and your art journey! And I loved learning about the meaning behind Little Tiny Egg! 🧡🧡
Hei Kris, I landed on your channel because of your hobonichi setup, but then I somehow felt connected to you as if we were long time friends! One video became two, and three and then I came here. Impressed with your story and strength! I hope 2024 brings you health and a lot of inspiration for new amazing art! you keep up, girl! If one day you're around Amsterdam, let's make some art together! :)
This was so inspiring. I’ve been following you for a while but didn’t know about your story! I can’t even imagine how it must have been like. You’re such an inspiration✨
Hi Kristen, I enjoy your art and your videos very much and have just now watched this video where you relate your journey of how you became a full-time artist. I feel overwhelmed listening to what you have had to cope with in your life, but am also very impressed with how you have dealt with all the blows. I am also grateful that you have been blessed with parents and a partner that support you. It is inspiring to watch you living your best creative life every day. May inspiration and creativity be your constant companions on the rest of your journey through life.
Wow! I loved this video. Recently I had a poetry project about people who inspire me, and I wrote mine about you. My teacher liked the pictures of your art I included haha. my art journey has been really supported by you!
Thank you so much for sharing your story. I’m sorry you have endured so much, but I’m glad your hardships steered you to become an artist as that’s obviously been one of your dreams for so long. So much of your story resonates with my own journey to becoming an artist- or should I say, accepting that I am an artist whether I want to be or not 🤪 So glad I found your channel! ❤
Oh boy!!! You are such a strong person coming through all of that. I had no idea of your history with cancer. Art is such a powerful transformative creative outlet. Your work is beautiful and uplifting. Thank you for sharing your drastic history of your young life to date. Much love and appreciation of you. And wonderful that you had your partner to lie by you when you were knocked down and couldn't stand!!!❤
Okay justice for all of us who went into graphic design because we thought it was the only responsible art career 😭
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Literally came to the comments for this, I did the exact same 🤧
i don't usually comment on youtube videos (anxious introvert here lol) but as a disabled artist myself, i deeply resonated with creating art to survive. I just wanted to thank you for your vulnerability and sharing your experience with all of us. you seem like such a bright soul and its always so lovely to see your work and watch your videos! keep creating and being you🖤
thank you so much for taking the time to comment! I really appreciate that, thank you ❤️
Same here! It’s amazing how art and creativity can save lives but is often dismissed as something frivolous. It’s so important! ❤
After listening to what you've been through, I now understand why there is a depth and maturity to your videos. To the way you convey yourself and your emotions. You may be 29, but you are matured beyond your years. I love your videos. They feel very real, authentic, and gentle at the same time. Much love to you, Crystal.
Aw that is so sweet Crystal, I'm glad that's what comes across, thank you
That college graphic design process sounds truly horrifying. I’m so sorry you lost friends during cancer and Covid. People can be so terrible! You have survived a lot, and you’ve also made so many great strides with your art business. Thank you for sharing your story, you did a great job with this video. 😊
Thank you so much!
Omgosh! This video blew me away…from the skiing and rock climbing and you battling cancer. Amazing. I’m so glad you are here living life and doing what you love.
thank you so much!
As someone who is going through her journey of being a freelance creative, this video felt like such a warm hug. Thank you for sharing your strength, insight, and creativity
I relate to the sobbing over math so much 😂
You’re a wonderful artist and thank you for sharing your story with us! ❤
haha ugh honestly not much has changed in the math department haha, thank you!
This is such an authentic and beautiful/scary account of a real art journey. I am in awe of you, your courage, and your transparency. Just keep making art, whatever happens, and fill up your cup with things and people that make you happy. I wish you all the health and happiness in the world.
Beloved, thank you so much for sharing your journey. There is so much of your story that resonates with me - math, being an artist as a child, called to social justice - so much more. I am a poet, mainly. And even though I was an arts administrator and have always made things - jewelry, collage, dolls - it was the pandemic that plunged me into being a full time artist and poet. Your story is so moving and your clarity is inspiring - holding space for you to thrive and create all that you wish!!!
Thank you so much, this comment is so sweet 🥰
Wow,😮your story has touched me. Thank you so much for sharing this. I think it will help so many people that may be going through the same exact thing. It’s not easy what you’ve been through with her and absolute rockstar.
I too am a disabled artist and I didn’t start making or into my late 30s. I have a eye condition that makes it where my eyes will slowly paralyze and it’s been rough immediate where I stop doing social media but this is giving me the courage to jump back in and possibly share my story. Thank you , I just gained a new subscriber 💖
when you said that you were told to study graphic design I laughed because I’m also a person that always wanted to be an artist and now I have a bachelor in graphic design😂 thank you for sharing your story🤍
haha it happens to a lot of us!! Good for you for making it through the degree tho!
Ugh, I love a good, vibrant under painting. Fantastic job on the painting! 😩👌💖
Hi Kristen, thank you for sharing your story. It has truly resonated with me. I am in my mid-twenties, feeling like a total disaster, making my way back to my artistic dreams despite having been discouraged by adult figures my whole life. What you said is true, life is short and fragile. The world being on fire in recent years has made me realize that. I'm so happy for you, and I'm grateful for this wonderful video!
My goodness. Thank you for staying here / being here. That is a lot to go through. Thank you for sharing your art and life experience so generously. I appreciate you.
Here I am listening to you talk about your high school and college experiences of people shutting down your art dreams and encouraging you to go the graphic design route…UGH. I just talked how this happened to me in a video- so this was a real deja vu moment. I graduated high school probably right before you were born and heard the same trash. I really wish it would’ve been different for someone born in the 90s! It’s why I encourage my own kids to go for whatever they’re dreaming of doing. I never want them to put it off because someone tries to convince them that their dream isn’t “a real job”. Eff that noise, man! It was so frustrating and I didn’t revisit the idea of being an artist until I was in my thirties. I was also very inspired by children’s books when I was a preschool teacher in my mid twenties and it got the creative wheels turning but I didn’t really go for it til about 10 years later. Until I dedicated myself to my art practice again I constantly felt like I was dying a slow death. I wasn’t fully being who I was meant to be.
All of that being said, you’re a freaking badass and your partner and your family sound like an amazing group of humans full of love and support❤I can only imagine how tough had to be to talk about and revisit some of the more difficult memories and to talk about them out loud. To a camera, no less. So thank you for sharing your story with us❤
I love this comment so much! Good for you for breaking the cycle, and that's so cool that we have those shared experiences, checking out your channel now, thank you!
@@littletinyegg ❤️Just watch, my kids will decide to work corporate jobs now that they have the permission to do what they want😅 Thanks again for sharing your story and please keep going and making these beautiful videos!
I remember I was on maternity leave with Alice when I heard about you getting sick. I didn't have social media then, but I'm so glad I do now and have had a chance to reconnect with you! You are so strong and I'm so proud of you! Even though we have different lives and experiences, I can really relate to how you described your school experiences and isolation. I appreciate you and your willingness to be vulnerable! ❤
awww thank you so much Whitney!! gosh school sucked. I'm so impressed by you and how you parent your kiddos. thank you
I'm so grateful that people like you do exist. Your art speaks to me somehow.
Thank you for sharing your story, it moved me to tears.
And fuck cancer.
I'm really sorry for all you had to endure and I'm so glad you're alive and able to make your art. You're a huge inspiration to me.
Hey, I’m a preschool substitute too. There are so many elements of your story I connect to , and I appreciate you sharing your story so so much.
Hearing your illness journey and how you were spending time just mixing colours really made me feel seen, I developed M.E/CFS in 2019 and struggle to paint finished pieces faster than I used to. It's comforting to see an artist like yourself talking about the realities of illness and recalibrating your art practice, its therapeutic to just mix paint in a sketchbook and know that it's keeping the passion alive
Thank you for your vulnerability in sharing all of this. We have a lot in common: my name is also Kristen, I'm a graphic designer and artist, and I had breast cancer at age 33 and then skin cancer right before I turned 40. I just wanted to give you a hug watching this - knowing what it's like to be so young and already have gone through so much heavy stuff that a lot of people don't understand. It can be very isolating both physically and mentally. I relate with the loss of friendships. My view on life (and death) has forever and fundamentally changed because of this experience - and although I never want to hear the word "cancer" again, it has helped me grow as a person in some of the most profound ways I can think of. I've been very inspired over the last year by people like you sharing your art. It's given me a lot of courage to get back into my art practice more seriously. So thank you for all of the work you put into these videos and the graciousness you've shown in sharing your art and your life. I wish you health and happiness! ❤
Oh wow, thank you so much for this sweet comment
Dear Kris, I recently found you through UA-cam's algorithm, and since then you've inspired me immensely just from your vlogs.
Now watching this heart-touching story of yours, I feel even more inspired by you. I believe we're about the same age, and a lot of your topics in this video resonated with me, even though I'm not a cancer survivor. Thank you so much for sharing your journey; I'm myself trying to find my shelf in life, so it was truly great to hear how you found yours.
I'm just in awe of you and your strength and art. All the best from a kind soul cheering you on in Denmark.
Crying from your journey. I’ve only recently found my love of art again as a disabled person and it’s inspiring to hear your story.
I recently stumbled upon your page because I’m trying to get more into sketchbooks and I just wanted to say what an incredible journey you have been on! My sister had leukemia when I was younger and I was her bone marrow donor-so much of this resonates with her/my experience!! I love how your style is influenced so much by nature and color and I wish I could join your sketchbook club but I don’t live anywhere near Utah lol. Wishing you all the best :)
As a person who experienced the same condition at 3 & had a relapse at 14 & I’m now 19 in art college I feel you , your not alone I love your art sm & it genuinely inspired mine 💕☺️
oh wow leuk buddies! I hope you're doing well and so glad it inspired you
I don't think I can put into words the feelings I have right now after watching this video; it's so special and amazing. I can resonate with a lot of the things you said and I somehow feel better now, thank youuu! Sending you looots of love and support! 💖🌷
aw thank you so much, I'm so glad you got something from it
The first half of your story resignated so much with me as a msuic student 😓It killed every spec of love I had for the art. Congrats for making your way back to what you love 🥰 Life is beautiful and we're all so glad you're still here to live it ✨
I had the same experience of being told to pursue a graphic design major instead of what I wanted, which was studio art!! 😮💨
ugh whyyyy do they do this to the poor artsy kids!! haha
I looked into being a bone marrow donor (I donated platelets for years and found out recently I have what's called baby blood so they want whole blood more now) after watching the movie Palm Springs a few years ago but never actually signed up. When you mentioned needing bone marrow, I immediately looked it up and signed up. I probably should have years ago but I felt like it was something I had considered in the past and feeling depressed recently and realizing that I've already donated other parts of me, that even if I was upset over my issues, it had nothing on people like you that have chronic illnesses that have no idea what tomorrow might bring. I might not be able to do a lot to help others, but donating the healthy parts of my body is one thing that I can do. I love your videos, and I'm so glad that you get to do what you love for a living. I've said it a few times across your platforms, but you are an inspiration, and I love watching your videos ❤
thank you for describing your 'art journey' in such a compelling way. i have so much respect and admiration (and affection) for you, as an artist and as a person. i'd be interested to learn more about your involvement with the artists with disabilities group, if that comes up in future videos. i like all your 'egg' associations and imagery. we've been watching a robin's nest right outside one of our windows. from little tiny blue eggs to fuzzy weird looking chicks with their beaks incredibly wide open. [side note: my daughter (who's a few years older than you) was in Salt Lake City a couple of weeks ago, and did some really fun solo hiking there (she was delighted to be at an elevation where it was snowing instead of raining... :). seems like a great place to live, with city resources and nearby gorgeous mountains!]
ah, thank you so much. I'll definitely share more about it as it comes up! I love eggs so much, and salt lake is definitely a cool city with amazing nature access!
You're so strong and I'm crying with gratitude for you sharing your story. It's so easy to be entitled and forget how privileged we are, and you had every reason to complain and you choose not to. Much respect, I'm a follower now ❤ love your art too
aww thank you so much Amara!
Yep, crying over math. And I convinced myself to pursue architecture because art wasnt a real career. Lol. Here I am after multiple architecture burnouts at 41, finally pursuing art. Omg this is such a wonderfully presented life story-- woah. You've come up against the wildest challenges. I found you on IG and I absolutely love seeing these UA-cams. Also how you edited the sound with painting real time - chef's kiss. Looking fwd to following along. 🎉
I’ve heard that story from so many of my friends who did architecture!! Thank you so much, glad you enjoyed it!!
Holy hell woman. I am glad you are here. Thank you for sharing your story. It is shocking and inspiring at the same time.
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Thank you for being open with your story. Art has been a huge part of my healing process as well. Pottery, so that even when I lose my eyesight and hearing again, I can still create through touch. The internalized abelism is real! and the mental torture that comes with disease/chronic illness and sudden loss of independence is devastating. But your openness helped me feel less disconnected. One day at a time we go. Thank you
and you keep smiling, such a beautiful soul you are. truly inspiring. 🍀💚 thank you for sharing.
I am 24 and during this winter I realized I wanted to be an illustrator/artist. I graduated in design and specialised in jewelry design and then I got a mastered in web design and I'm currently in internship for it but is so boring, I found your channel today and so far I am very inspired.
Hey dude. I don’t comment on stuff. This video is so powerful to me. I am also a dirt bag seasonal worker. Instructing in the winter and guiding in the summer all with a chronic physical illness. Bodies are so wild. Sometimes I just want to stop and continue my art dream as well. Because pushing my body to its physical limits all so I can enjoy outside and make some kind of living is kind of getting old. It’s also really the only thing I know how to do. I am also currently in Montana and feel you hard on the medical availability that is here. I’m so happy you exist I’d love to be your friend. Thank you for sharing I feel less alone.
Also I love your art style/styles.. whatever you’re doing it is so rad.
Incredible. You’re a force of nature for sure. I recently read Suleika Jaouad book between two kingdoms - not sure if you have read it but she had a similar life experience to you. Keep sharing. Glad UA-cam suggested you! ❤
You are beautiful old soul, and strong woman 💙 Thank you for sharing your vulnerability & healing story! I wish you all the good and to never give up of your true expression in art! Your art radiates beauty & love 💚
Thank you for sharing your journey. Stay strong, stay healthy, and keep making your wonderful art!! Well done you!!! Hero! 😊
Man, you've had a time. I'm happy to say that I've been a member of Be the Match for a couple years now ❤
aw yay that makes me so happy, thank you
F**k Cancer. So glad you became the shaman you were meant to be, your perspectives on your experience are really humbling and inspiring. Keep on keepin’ on, little egg!
hahah okay, a shaman!! love it, thank you
Honest, heartfelt and articulately said. Such an inspiring story of strength and resilience. Thanks for sharing!
Gosh, that must have been so difficult. Im so glad i found your art. Excited to see what comes next for you and your art
thanks for being here!
I just randomly clicked on your icon on Kelsey’s art discord and checked out your UA-cam!
I’m happy for you.
I’m also 29 and relate to how you tried a lot of things before finally accepting that art was the only way, even if it isn’t the most financially stable all the time. It’s not always easy but my dream is to be a full time artist too. Thanks for sharing your story❤
Aw I love that! Kelseys discord is one of my favorite places on the internet for sure.
I'm glad you can relate but also know how hard it can be- keep making art! Thank you!
this is such a great video, thank you for sharing your story. i’m mentally ill, chronically ill and disabled and agree that it takes a lifetime to unpack it all, but videos like this help me do so ❤
Thank you for the comment! Gosh what a journey, glad I could help a little bit
Thank you for sharing this incredible journey with us. For being so honest and vulnerable. Your story is very inspiring. I’m a new follower! The editing is great! I loved this video!
ah thank you! Glad you enjoyed it
I got a concussion back in Sept 2020 and still haven't recovered enough to have a normal life or get back to work in any capacity (society's only barometer for health). So I really relate to your acknowledgement of being disabled (although I still struggle with thinking I'm "worthy" of the title because (A) my disability is invisible, (B) the medical and insurance industries keep trying to prove how I'm NOT disabled and it's all in my head so I can go back to being a cog in the capitalist industrial complex, and (C) internalized ableism.
Hearing you talk about losing a lot of friends while you were sick/immunocompromised was also superduper relateable because I went through many painful friendship breakups when I was sick, and so lost almost all of my friends. I realized there was an incredible amount of ableism amongst my family and friends, and eventually I ran out of energy trying to educate them about ableism / defend myself and my behaviours / try to help them when I was depressed and on the verge of suicidal ideation. The fact that you had the additional nuance and frustration of being immunocompromised during a worldwide panini amongst a group of misinformed, selfish friends that could really jeopardize your health/life simultaneously makes me want to cry and scream "FUUUUUUCK!!!" from a rooftop.
Being young (I was 29 years old when I hit my head, I think you mentioned being in your mid-twenties at your first diagnosis?) and suddenly losing your independence from one day to the next fecking BLOWS. It's quasi-impossible for people to understand what it feels like to have your body "betray" you on such an existential level, especially when you're supposed to be at your energetic peak in life or wtvr.
SO, all that to say: I see you, I hear you, and you're a ducking badass for pulling yourself out of quicksand time and time and time again. Giving up can seem sooo enticing. But you managed you still find meaning in life (art!) and now you're sharing your talents and gifts and efforts with the world and making it a better place for so many people in so many different ways.
So thank you (: You're an awe-some beast! An awe-some eggie beast (:
comments like this are literally why I keep going, so thank you for sharing
I didn't know there were other kids who sobbed at the kitchen table over their math homework 😭 I got officially diagnosed with ADHD at age 30 and I am so upset that so many people let me slide by without helping me. Your story of art school is so similar to my experience, I finished my degree simply because I was too scared to ask anybody how to go about dropping out
Your story is so similar to my own. I got aplastic anaemia which meant a bone marrow transplant too. Then months in an isolated room suck (a specially being 18 at the time for me) im a fine art and graphic design student now at university 1 year later. I watch your videos to get through my assignments
I love your art and channel, I’m a 9 year breast cancer survivor, my body has never been the same, but I am here and I take it one day at a time, art and piano are the things that keep me happy, it keeps me grounded even when I make ugly art, lol. 👍👍❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I love that so much! I’m probably not going back to “normal” anytime soon but so happy to be here, thank you!
You demonstrate such strength and creativity, truly an amazing story. My stepbrother was in the hospital for nearly two years in and out with Leukemia and this video had me in tears such an honest account of that experience! I found one of your vlogs just recommended in the algorithm and it has truly encouraged me to pick back up sketching as it's always been a hobby of mine but corporate life drains my inspiration. This story reminded me that art should be an escape from that exhaustion!
ugh, sorry to hear about the Leuk. thank you for the comment
that was a beautiful, heart-wrenching, and inspiring story surrounding your artist journey. thanks for sharing huevocita 🥚
🌻 Hej ... how powerful of you to share your personal story with us. thank you very much for that. ❤ I'm glad your journey ended in what you love most - ART - and I'm glad Taylor was by your side all the way - he must be an amazing person 💞 - sending you both lots of light and love 🧚
i loved this video sm, it was so special hearing your story up to now in such an honest way. i came to professional art making late too (around 27/28) and it was as a result of being more isolated and bed/housebound as a result of disability. my dream now is to have a bed easel like frida kahlo. my friend recently said to me that many disabled people go towards art making as a way to process, articulate and understand their disability, and that felt like such an astute observation to me. your journey rly speaks to the possibilities of art in terms of processing, self expression and actualisation. i know that a lot of the time it's felt like a lifeline for me, and i can definitely see that resonance here. utah seems like a rly magic and inspiring place to be creating too! just wonderful to see throughout this video, how you continue to expand in your creativity and living
I've found a lot of inspiration from Kahlo and other disabled artists or artists who've struggled with periods of illness, it's amazing how the desire to make art comes up when we are in pain or struggling in that way. I've been loving your videos as well, thank you!
I started following during your bike trip and am so happy to have found your channel ❤
ahh I love that! Thank you for being here
absolute badass. loved the video and seeing your whole story! so glad you’re here 🫶
ahhh thank you!!
Hi Kristen! Just wanted to say, you're amazing! I've just watched all your UA-cam video's over the weekend and I must say that they're so comforting to watch despite all the difficulties you experienced these pas years. I'm also a (small) artist/illustrator from The Netherlands and I just loved seeing you grow in every video you made so far. Keep up the good stuff and continue to be an awesome human being who I think will inspire many creatives along the way. Like I said, you're awesome!
This comment is so nice, thank you so much!!
Your story was touching and you are hella strong getting through all of that, I can't understand the pain you experienced, however I just wanted to say that your story brought tears to my eyes as my father died from leukaemia, his white blood sells were already too many compared to the red and it was already too late 😢 I am so glad you made it through and my prayers are with you x
I’ve been watching your videos for a while but just found this one today. Thank you so much for sharing your story and being vulnerable. Your art is so beautifully and specifically you- the world is lucky to have you
Thank you for making this video and sharing your story; hearing everything you went through really affected me. I’m going through my own healing journey atm and have been dealing with chronic illness that’s left me couch bound for the past 2 years. Art has really helped me get through the rough times so hearing that you are doing so well now and are actually doing something you love too is very inspiring. So thank you; I hope you continue to stay happy and healthy **sending virtual hug**☺️💚
it is SO fascinating to hear the story that brought you here. thank you so much for sharing!!! it's so cool to watch your art and career blossom!!!!!
thank you so much Al!! she's blossoming!!! ~
Dang!! Straight up speechless. So glad you had your family and your partner to lean on during treatments. It’s hard to imagine what that would be let in normal years let alone Covid times. Glad I found your channel and I hope you stay in remission and continue making art ❤
thank you so much!
Made me cry but even more because I know you’ve been able to get your own studio space and expand ur shop and live more of ur dream by now
Saving up to buy ur beautiful crane print!
Thank you so much!!
Thank you for sharing this!! I’m also chronically ill and I’m trying to figure out how to have an art career
ugh I'm sorry! It's hard but one of the ways we can make it work in this world. sending you healing
Thank you for sharing your journey. You’re so brave, courageous and inspiring
I first found you when you were making your diy sketchbook tutorials and 🥺I'm so glad I did! The art you made from nature is so unique and inspiring, but also your consistency with creating! And the more I learned about you through your channel, I thought wow, she's such a cool person. And after watching this video YOU'RE MORE THAN COOL, YOU'RE AWESOME😭 I would never wish what happened to you to someone else, but thank you to past Kristen for sticking it out, and I'm so happy that present Kristen is out here transforming her experience into beautiful creations❤ Thank you for this video and for sharing your experience, it gives me so much strength in many ways😭❤ I hope you get to create many beautiful things and encourage many people along the way~
awww I love this so much, thank you thank you!!!! crying, of course. thank you
Wow you’re a really strong person. Your story is so inspiring and humbling I don’t think I’d be as strong as you were in these situations God bless you!
Thank you so much!
You are so incredibly resilient, you have lived through hell multiple times and came out stronger. What a huge journey you've been through. Taylor seems like an absolutely wonderful partner, I wish you both the very best together. I'm really happy that I found your channel last night I've been watching some videos and followed you on instagram. I love your art, it's so charming and makes me smile.
Sometimes we go through the toughest things and it makes us find our calling. I too am on disability so I'm trying to make the most of life to try and become a full time artist. Also, I was also told as a teen to go in to graphics design because art wasnt a proper job haha. I HATED graphic design.
Thank you for sharing your story 💚
I recently discovered your channel and slowly binging through all your videos (amazing!). Today was a day to listen to your story, thank you so much for sharing your journey in arts and life. Cancer is such a taboo theme, I am very grateful that you added up to its visibility. Your art and your vibe is so wholesome and wondeful. I wish you long years of creativity and living a life. Becoming a subscriber and gonna wait for new videos while catching up with oldies
I discovered your channel this week and been watiching your videos from the beginning. Thank you for sharing your journey with us. You made me emotional with this one 😢❤ i love your art and the vibe of your videos.
Hello from Pennsylvania. I’m pretty sure the algorithm recommended your channel to me because I’m a longtime Blick customer who has recently watched some Utah videos 😅 Love your work.
Haha I love that! Welcome!
yoooo, you're so strong in so many different ways ! It's so amazing.
(really love the evolution of your art too, that heron (? is it the same in english ?) soo pretty
wish you a wonderful rest of life ! :)
yes it is a heron! Thank you so much
My heart is so sore for all you have been through and the uncertainty of having to experience more of that. You are SUCH a beautiful soul. ❤
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GIRL, YOU ARE AWESOME! No Explanation needed. TFS 💛🎨
Thank you so much for sharing your story! Couldn’t imagine how hard it must’ve been for you in the last few years, but so glad you can finally support yourself with your art! 😊 Can’t wait to see what you get up to x
Thank you so much! ☺️🥰
Dang, you're a warrior!
Wow. I’m so glad you’re here. Love your art.
Thank you ❤️❤️
Thank you so much for sharing this very personal and inspiring part of your life with us. Your story is inspiring to me, as someone who is considering trying to sell art one day. I find I let myself get caught up in the fact that parenting life leaves me with little time to dedicate to it. Seeing what you have done in such a short amount of time, with the cards you were dealt is so eye opening and inspirational. Thank you again, for your work and for sharing this story.
oh man, all the respect to you for being a parent, that is not easy!! Thank you for the lovely comment!
kristen this video was so amazing to watch, the editing was so well done and i loved getting to know your story! i'm so glad you're here sharing your art with us! we're so lucky :,)
aww thank you so much Bri!! thanks for bein' here
Thanks so much for sharing your story. I swear art has magical powers in helping us through hard times. Really love your videos and your art 🙂
art for sure has magic powers, thank you!!
Thank you so much for sharing your story with us. You are truly amazing! Hugs from Portugal :)
Crying the ugliest cry so glad ur here n things r turning up for you 😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
You are a warrior. God bless you ❤
Also, your work is beautiful
Thank you for sharing your story, Kris! It's been inspiring hearing about your journey. ✨
thank you!
I’d like to see an artist that doesn’t cry over math 😂 jokes aside, thank you for sharing your story and I’m looking forward to seeing how your residency goes! ❤
hahah right??? thank you!!
Such a moving video Kristen, it was so inspiring to watch and to learn more about you and your art journey! And I loved learning about the meaning behind Little Tiny Egg! 🧡🧡
ah thank you Katie! eggs forever
You are very strong and courageous person❤️🔥 thank you for sharing your story ❤️❤️ your art is beautiful and cute🥰✨
Thank you so much for sharing your life story. ❤
You’re such an incredible person Kristen. Thank you for sharing your journey through life and art with all of us ❤
ahh thank you Dez
Hei Kris,
I landed on your channel because of your hobonichi setup, but then I somehow felt connected to you as if we were long time friends! One video became two, and three and then I came here. Impressed with your story and strength! I hope 2024 brings you health and a lot of inspiration for new amazing art! you keep up, girl! If one day you're around Amsterdam, let's make some art together! :)
Aww that is so cool! Thank you so much and happy new year!!
wow wow wow. your story is so so beautiful and your commitment to life and art is inspiring!!
Thank you so much!
This was so inspiring. I’ve been following you for a while but didn’t know about your story! I can’t even imagine how it must have been like. You’re such an inspiration✨
Hi Kristen, I enjoy your art and your videos very much and have just now watched this video where you relate your journey of how you became a full-time artist. I feel overwhelmed listening to what you have had to cope with in your life, but am also very impressed with how you have dealt with all the blows. I am also grateful that you have been blessed with parents and a partner that support you. It is inspiring to watch you living your best creative life every day. May inspiration and creativity be your constant companions on the rest of your journey through life.
Inspiring story, thank you for sharing. Stay well
Thank you so much for sharing your story ❤
Wow! I loved this video. Recently I had a poetry project about people who inspire me, and I wrote mine about you. My teacher liked the pictures of your art I included haha. my art journey has been really supported by you!
Omg wow that is amazing! Thank you so much 🥲
@@littletinyegg Thank YOU so much
Thank you so much for sharing your story. I’m sorry you have endured so much, but I’m glad your hardships steered you to become an artist as that’s obviously been one of your dreams for so long. So much of your story resonates with my own journey to becoming an artist- or should I say, accepting that I am an artist whether I want to be or not 🤪 So glad I found your channel! ❤
Accepting you are an artist is the first step 😜 thank you so much!!
Thank you for sharing your story! You’re an inspiration, you keep pushing on no matter what!! Thank you ❤
thank you!