I feel empty. I have a Girlfriend and a friendgroup where everyone understands me and cares for me but still, im unhappy. I was bullied 7 years of my life. Always called the Outsider and the weirdo. My Family always treated me like i was the black sheep and they all said i was annoying. But still, i always saw good in people. I cared for them and helped them. But nobody helped me. Nobody cared. I have a Big Heart. Atleast thats what everyone tells me. I hate having a Big Heart. I tried killing myself in the past, but i never went through with it. Its just that i dont know what to do with my life. Everyone is Arrogant and selfish nowadays, and you cant find REAL people. My mom is sick. I have no idea how many years i have left with her. My dad doesn't care about me or my problems. But thats because he never got fatherly love. Over the time i changed so much for others, but its never enough. I just.. don't care anymore. I was never good enough. My mom always told me she wanted a Daughter. Not a Son. I just feel so unloved. Me and my Girlfriend have been together for 8 months now, but she never really treated me right. She made fun of me in front of her friends. My classmates noticed that. I talked with her. She wants to change it. I just hope she does. The more i cared about others, the more i got insecure and started hating myself.
I was bullied for 11 years since I 5 years old but now that almost 12 I self harm myself everyday because I hated myself but I’m scared to love my girlfriend if I mess up again since I’m a freak who is a therian wolf and my family hates me a lot still but I keep messing up but I just want to loved again but everyone hates but everyone one makes fun of me for not having a real dad since he left me when I born but I still hate my life but my doesn’t understand how it feels to want kill yourself but I have trauma and ADHD and PTSD but she acts like I don’t know that she is hurting my feelings but my family doesn’t like me for a pansexual/therian/ lesbian/bisexual/gender fluid
Life is one hell of a shitty thing
I feel empty. I have a Girlfriend and a friendgroup where everyone understands me and cares for me but still, im unhappy. I was bullied 7 years of my life.
Always called the Outsider and the weirdo. My Family always treated me like i was the black sheep and they all said i was annoying. But still, i always saw good in people. I cared for them and helped them. But nobody helped me.
Nobody cared. I have a Big Heart. Atleast thats what everyone tells me. I hate having a Big Heart. I tried killing myself in the past, but i never went through with it.
Its just that i dont know what to do with my life. Everyone is Arrogant and selfish nowadays, and you cant find REAL people. My mom is sick. I have no idea how many years i have left with her. My dad doesn't care about me or my problems. But thats because he never got fatherly love. Over the time i changed so much for others, but its never enough.
I just.. don't care anymore. I was never good enough. My mom always told me she wanted a Daughter. Not a Son. I just feel so unloved. Me and my Girlfriend have been together for 8 months now, but she never really treated me right. She made fun of me in front of her friends.
My classmates noticed that. I talked with her. She wants to change it. I just hope she does. The more i cared about others, the more i got insecure and started hating myself.
You deserve more
do you want to be my friend? :( same here i hate this thing called life at times, everything is so empty
come on king
One day. When I have achieved my goal, when I run my marathon. I believe in myself. I have hope. Even when all seems lost.
you dont know me, i dont know you. but youre loved and hell if you dont think so, I love you.
Me too...
My turn.
Self-reflection, except it's depressing
I was bullied for 11 years since I 5 years old but now that almost 12 I self harm myself everyday because I hated myself but I’m scared to love my girlfriend if I mess up again since I’m a freak who is a therian wolf and my family hates me a lot still but I keep messing up but I just want to loved again but everyone hates but everyone one makes fun of me for not having a real dad since he left me when I born but I still hate my life but my doesn’t understand how it feels to want kill yourself but I have trauma and ADHD and PTSD but she acts like I don’t know that she is hurting my feelings but my family doesn’t like me for a pansexual/therian/
lesbian/bisexual/gender fluid
This image is someplace I wish I could be right now.
cool
You good?
nah
who know. :):