Songs throughout the video 0:01 to 0:09 is Crybaby-Melanie Martinez 0:10 to 0:30 is How did I ever? slowed and reverb-Clairo 0:31 to 2:07 is Hey Kids-Molina slowed 2:08 to 2:21 is How did I ever?-Clairo The rest aren’t actually songs. Just so you know How did I ever? It’s not on Spotify but you can find it on my playlist called How Did I ever?
SAY IT LOUDER!!! i be browsing cutecore and then end up needing a break from the internet for a week and rewatching trolls world tour just to get me stable again
Also you guys, Traumacore shouldn’t be an aesthetic, in fact it really isn’t. Traumacore is made up of people’s “vent art.” Some people use Traumacore to seem like they are traumatized, which is incredibly awful and hurtful. I didn’t create this video so that people could say they are traumatized. People who watch Traumacore videos can feel really strong emotions, especially if you are emotional and empathetic like me. I just wanted to say this bc I have been getting comments that are saying that Traumacore isn’t an aesthetic.
Hm, I really do understand what you mean here. But a thought crossed my mind. If a person is simulating trauma for egoistic reasons, is that person really healthy? Haven't they been traumatized, too? Lets say, someone does it for attention or pity - why would they need it in the first place, if not due to some kind of underlying distress they can't cope with? Or even be trustful enough to openly ask for help. There are so many types of trauma and response to it. From my experience, people who do that are not so much simulating, but more like being insincere about their issues, twisting those in a way most beneficial for them, and using those as a tool for a wide variety of purposes, as a maladaptive coping strategy. It's still gross and unacceptable, of course. But it's also quite a dark place to be in. Those people are, above all else, enemies to themselves.
Ik but sometimes, like this stuff, is called “vent art” and that’s when people feel really strong emotions and draw and try to comfort themselves. Again, traumacore isn’t really an aesthetic, and it shouldn’t be, but yes some people do copy traumacore by saying that they are traumatized.
Its disturbing but I feel like I need to watch these because it's how I cope.. Edit: Hi, I'm Tessa. I'm now 12, turning 13 in September. I stopped watching these videos a long time ago and felt so much better. Watching these videos stopped helping me cope and made it worse instead. So please please please don't watch these if you feel uncomfortable. And to everyone: Hun, you're alive. You've made it so far and im so proud of you. Keep pushing, things WILL get better no matter what💫💕
Traumacore is something really harmful for me because even I didn't suffer a childhood/teenager trauma my friends did and even my boyfriend and that makes me want to cry so hard cause I imagine them as fragile, naive and innocent child whom I wasn't there for them to protect them specially my boyfriend and that just destroys me
Im not sure if this helps but nothing is your fault. You can't take the blame for your friend's and boyfriend's trama when you didn't put them through it. If watching tramacore makes you feel worse, I suggest you take a break. Tramacore should be a way of coping and not make you feel worse. Take care of yourself ❤
I went though child abuse , r4pe and abanndonment from my whole family (litterally NONE of them want to talk to me ) Tramacore helps me cope alot honestly , being in a homeless shelter sucks jenxidjd
holy shit i cried at the “i just want to be normal” because when i was about 9 i went through some traumatic shit and i got bullied since then because i wasn’t normal because of either the way i looked or how i acted because i live in the south and go to christian based schools because of religious family, anyways, i heard that echo in my head, and i still hear it. the thoughts about me not being right, me being different. i just want to be the same, what the fuck is wrong with me? it hurts man, thinking back on traumatic memories. even though it was years ago, i can still smell the blood and i can still hear what was said to me that day. i don’t want to be different, why can’t i just be the same?? anyways, i’m having a mental breakdown rn :)
I was raped at 5 then 7 7 times I'm emotional abused by my family I keep getting hurt by my brother I tried to stab myself when I was 7 I tried to hang myself not too long ago I was always harassed by boys in my school I was bullied I had learning problems I have suicidal thoughts I'm under weight I have extreme mood swings I'm depressed I have social anxiety I ran off into the woods and could've been killed I have insomnia I lock myself in my room from all my problems I'm a crybaby So lol who cares about me? Right I mean I have no friends everyone I knew was fake.
I just think it’s important to say and it probably has been said a lot but “Tr@uma” isn’t an “aesthetic”. People live it and it’s not cute. There is nothing cute, quirky, cool, or ect. about tr@uma. Some people will use this as a coping mechanism which is okay. Whatever happened wasn’t your fault, you didn’t deserve it, and I hope you get help/feel better and happy and I’m just so sorry for whatever happened. Know you matter, are worth so much, and it will be okay. It’s gonna be okay. I wish safety and happiness and love for you. You deserve love from others and can give self love for yourself as well. Sending positive vibes. I hope no one is coming here because you think this is cute and quirky. Tr@ma hurts a lot and it feels like it scars and I try telling myself that my past doesn’t define myself but even then it’s hard. Please know this isn’t fun/cute/cool and if you think it is please get some help or get educated. I can’t make you understand tr@uma and others can’t unless you went through it yet this video helps those who did have tr@ma cope w/ it so please DO NOT GLAMORIZE IT OR MAKE IT A TREND. There is nothing trendy about tr@uma because it’s terrifying/a sad thing. Sorry I just had to say something but anyways....I just needed to say something. Be safe/have a great day/night.
I disliked your comment by accident and I dont know if you get a notification for it but I wanted to apologise for accidentally disliking your comments- it's pretty dumb but yeah ^^" Have a lovely day!
You say this but what if, i deserve all the self hate, all the pain ive done to myself. The what? Do i rot away? Do i wait to be left alone? Do i simply sleep till death? What do I do. They dont umderstand, and never will.
I stick around here because I know how it is to feel some of these things. I would definitely agree this is not ment to be cutese in any means possible. This is a way for people to cope. Most people don't like tramacore because it deals with things that has happened to them.
0:39 This image, This one specifically. I of course relate to the dysphoria, lost sense of self, and self deprecation- but this really cut me deep. The small, bland bottom bunk that I would sit on and cry as my mother got in my face and screamed about my grades, my lack of motivation, my overall "Being a useless sadsack". My thoughts were always similar. I didn't think, "Shit! I'll stop being depressed and get my act together!" I thought, "Please stop. I don't want you to hurt me anymore." I was only a kid. That's what kids think. And it's parent's job to make sure that kids don't ever have to think that.
Yeah you’re not alone. That one hit different. I love my mom more than anyone but every time I bring up stuff she did to me while angry people tell me she was being verbally or emotionally abusive. I’m not comfortable calling it abuse though because she never laid a finger on me, it was always just screaming and insults and swearing, and she loves me and is a good parent most of the time. It’s all just so confusing and painful, and the fact that my mom is really the only person left in my life I can lean on right now complicates things even more. I just want to fall into a months long coma and shut my brain off so I don’t have to deal with it all.
2:22 onwards is the one that hits me. like the imaginary company i used to feel is talking to me, back before i felt so alone, back when the world actually had mystery and substance to me, back when it all was so innocent and fun. i also kind of feel bad for feeling with these so much because ive never been through extreme trauma like rape or excessive violence but i still feel like SOMETHING happened to me... but i feel like, because of all that, im not broken enough to be cared for, i feel like i dont have the right to feel this way.
This happens a lot. But it’s okay if you feel these things. Traumacore is made up of people’s “vent art” and that can make people sad and just weird feelings. Idk if this helped bc I’ve never gotten this comment before but I’m sorry.
I agree. It’s comforting because I can relate to it yet also scary cause I feel something is gonna grab me and....idk. I miss being innocent...I really do...god people called me “Pure Child” and then it happened...people still think I’m innocent but I know I’m not and it hurts and feel like I’m living a lie. Also know what you feel is valid and I know the feelings of comparing “trauma/a and experience” to someone else’s. It’s gonna be okay, your feelings and what you felt in that moment are valid and just as important as anyone else’s bad experience. Know you matter and are worth so much. It may take a while to feel better but you’ll get there. You are a beautiful gift and are unquie individual who will do amazing things. Remember to always be true to you. While people in life may “stop” you from doing what you love, NEVER LET YOURSELF STOP YOU because once you get past that you’ll do so much! Know you matter and valid and amazing. Have a safe/amazing day/night
i dont remember what happened to me. my mom told me that i was beaten by my brother and that i was raped in first grade but tbh i dont remember. The medical charts are there, theres photos of where my brother broke a bone, but i dont feel anyway towards it because i dont remember. However, i still do have lasting affects such as age regression (which im trying to work on), i get spooked very easily, i have meltdowns or panic attacks when someone yells, and im just very broken. Its very possible that you have surpressed your memories too.
You are valid. Your feelings are valid. This is coming from someone who has severe trauma. I've had people tell me they look up to me and invalidate themselves because of me being open about my trauma and I hate that because it's not fair. It doesn't matter if you have trauma or not, this isn't a competition and we're all valid no matter how big or seemingly small the things we're dealt with are. Tw beyond this point// I've lost a parent to drugs, been forced to stay with an abusive family that physically and mentally punished my disabilities and punished me when it was found out that my step brother had been raping me for years. I almost died from the stress the rape caused me and that traumatised me as well. When I lose a single hair or get sick I start to panic because it triggers flashbacks to the stress and how it caused my hair to fall out and gave me life threatening illnesses that doctors couldn't figure out how to stop. So at any sign of illness I think I'm dying all over again. Through all of that even I think, "well it's not so bad, some people have it worse than me." And even though there are, it doesn't make it right to say that what I deal with is any less important. I'm just letting you know everyone feels that way. I hear you and you're valid whether something happened or not.
Man, you weren't kidding about this being very uncomfortable. I don't know why this makes me feel a certain type of way that made my hair stand on end and made me kinda tense up.
Maybe because it's people's raw emotions barely blanketed by the cutesy filters and stickers. The people who made these poured their sadness, hate, pain, etc. Into these pictures, it feels like a monster being contained inside an innocent looking package. I've seen and drawn a lot of vent art and horror-for-fun art, but there's a strange difference between the two when you compare them: one is just shock value and fiction, and the other is the visualization of someone's real suffering. Sorry that was long, this subject is really interesting to me lol.
I identify with traumacore a lot! Remember, it isn’t so much as an aesthetic, but a coping mechanism made to look that way to make those with trauma feel better. Please dont abuse it!!!💞
Ik. And I really shouldn’t call it an aesthetic. It’s basically made up of people’s “vent art” and it can make people feel bad. I think it’s disguised as an aesthetic so it doesn’t seem that bad. I shouldn’t be calling it an aesthetic tho.
@@beesechurger7021 ik I love how everyone I bring this up to doesn't respond, it's literally a way of coping so shut your mouth and cope how you cope and stop fucking judging. They shouldn't care how it is we cope, just that it's healthy.
You don't need to go trough to the exact same things other "traumatized" persons went trough to actually feel this way , it's ok to feel sad/guilty/scared/triggered Maybe You are feeling empathy , maybe You truly feel identified The important thing is , never let anyone tell You Your feelings aren't valid , because they are.
traumacore for me is more of a coping mechanism but it's understandable why people don't like it. i sometimes cope using traumacore but i understand why people don't like it
What I do enjoy is that we are able to put our trauma out and have it embraced with others through the use of song and images. This, in essence, helps us know that we are not alone in this.
Man this low-key reminds me of my alcoholic dad who ruined my perception on adults and alcohol and now this aesthetic makes me feel like I'm finally at home with myself. Idk just a little
@@iluhvgirls understandable. if you don't mind, I'm going to elaborate. what I mean as in like my aesthetic not trauma core but rather something like a scarier version of that. I want to alter a trauma core version to things that look like that. if it makes any sense. same vibe, but also not. if you know what I mean?
i have over a decade of trauma i've lived through, and looking at traumacore and listening to music like it brings me an odd sense of sadness. and,, yet.. it makes me feel good. sometimes it's good to think of the past rather than try to block it out. this stuff portrays my thoughts in a way i can't. it. helps? yeah
Thank you so much for making this❤ Traumacore really helps me cope and it makes me feel like I'm not alone. For me these images aren't scary but very comforting so thank you💖
God, the second one really made me relate to it. I literally feel the exact same way. I wake up from a nightmare and I'm all alone. People and up leaving me. I feel like I deserved all of this damage and that I was a bad person. Usually i don't relate to Traumacore because it usually has something to do with abusive households which I have thankfully not experienced, but I still enjoy how it brings some sort of Anemoia (the pictures and colors and such) and the liminal spaces.
0:39 I relate to this because someone says that I’m weird and maybe having a problem, sometimes when they’re mad and come neir me I flintch, I hate when pepole shout at me I instantly tear up. And I feel useless child
its sad that people go through trauma. I remember my dad never helping mom and almost always being with friends and he would yell almost every day at me or mom. He had anger issues and he would hit me
0:12 .... this one hit me like wrecking ball.... these are also reasons why my aesthetic is kidcore... I had a peice of my childhood taken from me... I want to be a normal kid... who doesnt look at pill bottles and wonders "what if I just scarfed down those drugs? Would anyone even care..?" This is why I say sorry to much... I'm scared... and I just want to be a normal. In Pakistan men dont care about your age, if your a tall female with a few curves than they look... they dont care if them touching you will hurt you....
It's weird how some of the pictures and songs express pain that I want to never feel again but at the same time they feel so comfortable that I just want to step inside and live inside them forever.
im so glad i found lostcore/wierdcore/trumacore it has been a great coping mechanism and for some reason and makes me feel safe and vaild it also lets me know that i am not alone
Traumacore is actually soothing to me and I feel bad for the people that go through the stuff I actually do vent art for my trauma as well because it’s easier to hide it from my parents finding it
I watch it because my friend copes with this stuff and no matter how disturbing these images to some people they bring her comfort and a way to cope. It also pings a few memories that I don't like to relive. That's only comforting. But as long as my friend is happy.
I'm not sensitive to strong topics at all. I can talk about my abuse very openly. However, this was just . . . Wow. This video captured exactly how it felt right after it happened, right before that event got buried in my mind-- to be forgotten-- for years to come. I was so confused, hurt, ashamed, angry. It was when I learned the world was dark and evil unlike the fantasy worlds of the children's shows I consumed. I felt so alone. No one was there for me except the people who wanted to take advantage of me as a child. Tbh, I really don't like this "aesthetic". But I'm glad I stumbled across it. It made me better understand the world I lived in as a child. I remember the constant fear and paranoia I faced everyday. I remember the world I made up in my head to cope and better understand why bad things happened to me. Now, however, it feels like a cold and distant memory. Painful nostalgia. Great video. I'll definitely be carrying this with me.
P.S. This video also helped me realize I'm not quite over what happened to me in my childhood. I think now would be a good time to seek guidance of some sort . . .
This makes me feel peace. I feel comfortable. Like I’m the loneliest person in the world but I’ll always have angels watching over me. Even if I try my best in life, I know that I’ll forever be at peace in the end.
This reminds of the dark greasy places I used to live in with my dad and my mom. I hated it I never went outside all I did was sit in my room and eat I was so lazy and had nothing in life to do. Until my dad attacked my mom one day and the cops got called and etc…thank you so much this helps me cope sometimes with the horrible consequences I went through as a child
As someone who suffers from auto phobia and has abandonment issues..... This hits deep ngl. These make me feel sad and now i’m just gonna go cry 😔 thank you for the lovely pictures though
I can’t remember my childhood except for when I cried and at night. I used to, and still do, see figures and hear voices. I had/have something severely wrong with me and have never been able to get proper treatment do to poverty and neglect. Only now with the help of a friend have I started to get help. Anyways what I’m trying to say is my entire childhood is filled with looming black shadows. I never slept as a kid because I used to see them walk around my room and house and I would have to tell them to hurt me or my family. I do not remember if these were just more hallucinations or if these are real people who’s faces I’ve lost but I really hope they were just fake. Anyways sorry just felt like sharing
I watch these to understand the pain people with sexual trauma go through . The childish undertones and pain . The feeling of wanting to die and getting away . Hope those of you with trauma get better . Hope you heal
There's a game in Roblox about this, the name is "Dream World", the game has maps like this 1:03 , 1:10 , 1:11 , 1:47 The game contains 2 characters created by the creator of the game, all the maps are conected by portals or doors, there are a tunnel with eyes, a playground, a secret place (with some anime things) and the game has some emblems, they give them to you when you meet the characters and click them, there's a secret character with an emblem almost impossible to get. The game is worth it, it deserves knowledge
i’m really into trauma core even though it’s disturbing? but the thing is i like the disturbance? I feel like i can relate to this stuff mental but i won’t go on about personal stuff. This core really does satisfy me though
Oh god the dysphoria one hit me really hard, I've been dealing with dysphoria for like 4 years ( give or take) and just hearing my thoughts be verbalized made me sob aaaaa I've never experienced trauma but traumacore reminds me a lot of ny vent art. Its sad. Am I allowed to use the audio as long as a credit this video? If that's insensitive to ask I'm sorry
Truamacores actually something that many people would use to cope depending on what traumatic experiences they had in their past. There are many different types and styles. The pink hello kitty cutsy aesthetic is the most common one.
⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️ 0:26 this one hits hard as shit. Reminds me of the nights I would run away from home and be out from 7 pm to 6 in the morning. Just the image of the sidewalk and the caption saying "I don't want to do this anymore" reminds me of how dreadingly tired I was of being miles away from home barefoot and alone. The image is somewhat terrifying but also comforting it's difficult to explain.
i use this for coping tbh. i am not physically abused but i'm mentally and emotionally abused. i was like 1st grade when it all started. they all bullied me because i'm a crybaby. even teachers start to make fun of me. i am humiliated in front of everyone. ppl don't believe that i am not okay cuz i act like it's okay cuz i have no choice but to just shut up cuz when i tried to say something back it will end up so fucked up. i tend to fight back but it just didn't worked up. anyways, i use this for coping bcuz, i feel so many emotions about these pictures, the texts, everything. it's like my way to vent out. uh sorry if i tell my story. i don't know where should i put this since my irls don't actually care abt me.
This makes me feel.. scared, lonely, but not really lonely, sad, and comforted at the same time.. just realized I most likely had childhood trauma.. I think.. whattt the heeeell...
If you do another one of these I suggest using music by Laura Les. She has a very similar aesthetic to this music and she literally has an album called Hello Kitty Skates To The Cemetery
at timber ridge I'd see this duck springy ride that looked just 2:07 in a backyard with no fence in the back of the yard so when we jogged around the field I'd see that duck. It brings back nostalgia to me If anyone knows more about this duck toy or has a better picture of it pls tell me.
As somebody who has been through trauma, knowing that people are using this as an aesthetic makes me sick because they are normalizing trauma and it’s fucking disgusting. I hate people and lack of help that goes on.
anyone whos reading these comments and sees this and is watching this video and relating I hope you get to a point in your life where your able to be happy and feel safe and just okay to the best of your abilities if you haven't already
you can admire it, but people who don't suffer from trauma shouldn't participate in it :) thank you for asking!! (vv sorry if this sounds passive aggressive!)
I watch it because it makes me feel comforted when I'm anxious or upset but I've never really had a traumatic experience before I don't think? But yeah it's completely fine to watch it weather you have trauma or not
Songs throughout the video
0:01 to 0:09 is Crybaby-Melanie Martinez
0:10 to 0:30 is How did I ever? slowed and reverb-Clairo
0:31 to 2:07 is Hey Kids-Molina slowed
2:08 to 2:21 is How did I ever?-Clairo
The rest aren’t actually songs. Just so you know How did I ever? It’s not on Spotify but you can find it on my playlist called How Did I ever?
I just wanted to tell u that traumacore is NOT an aesthetic...it’s a type of therapy for people with childhood trauma
Also a reminder: never put traumacore hastag under safe hastag. Many people can have triggers.
SAY IT LOUDER!!! i be browsing cutecore and then end up needing a break from the internet for a week and rewatching trolls world tour just to get me stable again
Ok ty
Also you guys, Traumacore shouldn’t be an aesthetic, in fact it really isn’t. Traumacore is made up of people’s “vent art.” Some people use Traumacore to seem like they are traumatized, which is incredibly awful and hurtful. I didn’t create this video so that people could say they are traumatized. People who watch Traumacore videos can feel really strong emotions, especially if you are emotional and empathetic like me. I just wanted to say this bc I have been getting comments that are saying that Traumacore isn’t an aesthetic.
*Eats salami in this is my aesthetic because of trauma and I use it as coping *
Hm, I really do understand what you mean here. But a thought crossed my mind. If a person is simulating trauma for egoistic reasons, is that person really healthy? Haven't they been traumatized, too? Lets say, someone does it for attention or pity - why would they need it in the first place, if not due to some kind of underlying distress they can't cope with? Or even be trustful enough to openly ask for help. There are so many types of trauma and response to it.
From my experience, people who do that are not so much simulating, but more like being insincere about their issues, twisting those in a way most beneficial for them, and using those as a tool for a wide variety of purposes, as a maladaptive coping strategy. It's still gross and unacceptable, of course. But it's also quite a dark place to be in. Those people are, above all else, enemies to themselves.
i only watch this because i love the music
@KIXR buddy venting is valid stfu
@KIXR imagine calling people who are trying to cope with trauma, "retards".
Also just a fyi that ppl who enjoys traumacore uses traumacore aesthetic as a coping
Ik but sometimes, like this stuff, is called “vent art” and that’s when people feel really strong emotions and draw and try to comfort themselves. Again, traumacore isn’t really an aesthetic, and it shouldn’t be, but yes some people do copy traumacore by saying that they are traumatized.
Friendly reminder that traumacore is a coping mechanism, not an aesthetic. It’s not just something to look pretty on your Instagram page.
This is not a coping mechanism at all
@@impwendel it can be. A lot of people use art to cope with trauma.
@@impwendel Yes it is. The same way people write poems, stories, songs, etc about their trauma.
THANK YOU OMG
@@impwendel yes it is.
Its disturbing but I feel like I need to watch these because it's how I cope..
Edit: Hi, I'm Tessa. I'm now 12, turning 13 in September. I stopped watching these videos a long time ago and felt so much better. Watching these videos stopped helping me cope and made it worse instead. So please please please don't watch these if you feel uncomfortable.
And to everyone:
Hun, you're alive. You've made it so far and im so proud of you. Keep pushing, things WILL get better no matter what💫💕
so me rn
Right...
same, I cried while watching this..
Same.. I hope you’re doing better
Do u go to BHS?
Traumacore is something really harmful for me because even I didn't suffer a childhood/teenager trauma my friends did and even my boyfriend and that makes me want to cry so hard cause I imagine them as fragile, naive and innocent child whom I wasn't there for them to protect them specially my boyfriend and that just destroys me
Im not sure if this helps but nothing is your fault. You can't take the blame for your friend's and boyfriend's trama when you didn't put them through it. If watching tramacore makes you feel worse, I suggest you take a break. Tramacore should be a way of coping and not make you feel worse. Take care of yourself ❤
You seem like a kind person. I'm sorry the people you love have gone through trauma like that.
If traumacore hurts you in any way you shouldn't be watching..it's best to look out for you're health.
I went though child abuse , r4pe and abanndonment from my whole family (litterally NONE of them want to talk to me ) Tramacore helps me cope alot honestly , being in a homeless shelter sucks jenxidjd
holy shit i cried at the “i just want to be normal” because when i was about 9 i went through some traumatic shit and i got bullied since then because i wasn’t normal because of either the way i looked or how i acted because i live in the south and go to christian based schools because of religious family, anyways, i heard that echo in my head, and i still hear it. the thoughts about me not being right, me being different. i just want to be the same, what the fuck is wrong with me? it hurts man, thinking back on traumatic memories. even though it was years ago, i can still smell the blood and i can still hear what was said to me that day. i don’t want to be different, why can’t i just be the same??
anyways, i’m having a mental breakdown rn :)
Oh my god i've been through the same thing when i was 6
I remember being bullied too
I was never bullied but I sure do bully myself a lot. It's to a point where it's interfering with my life.
FBI r u ok
I was raped at 5 then 7
7 times
I'm emotional abused by my family
I keep getting hurt by my brother
I tried to stab myself when I was 7 I tried to hang myself not too long ago
I was always harassed by boys in my school
I was bullied
I had learning problems
I have suicidal thoughts
I'm under weight
I have extreme mood swings
I'm depressed
I have social anxiety
I ran off into the woods and could've been killed
I have insomnia
I lock myself in my room from all my problems
I'm a crybaby
So lol who cares about me? Right I mean I have no friends everyone I knew was fake.
0:59 "he never loved me, he loved the pleasure my body gave him"
i cried seeing that.
I just think it’s important to say and it probably has been said a lot but “Tr@uma” isn’t an “aesthetic”. People live it and it’s not cute. There is nothing cute, quirky, cool, or ect. about tr@uma.
Some people will use this as a coping mechanism which is okay. Whatever happened wasn’t your fault, you didn’t deserve it, and I hope you get help/feel better and happy and I’m just so sorry for whatever happened. Know you matter, are worth so much, and it will be okay. It’s gonna be okay. I wish safety and happiness and love for you. You deserve love from others and can give self love for yourself as well. Sending positive vibes.
I hope no one is coming here because you think this is cute and quirky. Tr@ma hurts a lot and it feels like it scars and I try telling myself that my past doesn’t define myself but even then it’s hard. Please know this isn’t fun/cute/cool and if you think it is please get some help or get educated. I can’t make you understand tr@uma and others can’t unless you went through it yet this video helps those who did have tr@ma cope w/ it so please DO NOT GLAMORIZE IT OR MAKE IT A TREND. There is nothing trendy about tr@uma because it’s terrifying/a sad thing.
Sorry I just had to say something but anyways....I just needed to say something. Be safe/have a great day/night.
I disliked your comment by accident and I dont know if you get a notification for it but I wanted to apologise for accidentally disliking your comments- it's pretty dumb but yeah ^^" Have a lovely day!
is being abandoned by three people who i trusted and maybe even loved considered trauma-
You say this but what if, i deserve all the self hate, all the pain ive done to myself.
The what? Do i rot away? Do i wait to be left alone? Do i simply sleep till death? What do I do. They dont umderstand, and never will.
@@ryanking6665 shut the fuck up and love yourself if you deserved it it would happen to you
I stick around here because I know how it is to feel some of these things. I would definitely agree this is not ment to be cutese in any means possible. This is a way for people to cope. Most people don't like tramacore because it deals with things that has happened to them.
0:39
This image, This one specifically. I of course relate to the dysphoria, lost sense of self, and self deprecation- but this really cut me deep. The small, bland bottom bunk that I would sit on and cry as my mother got in my face and screamed about my grades, my lack of motivation, my overall "Being a useless sadsack". My thoughts were always similar. I didn't think, "Shit! I'll stop being depressed and get my act together!" I thought, "Please stop. I don't want you to hurt me anymore." I was only a kid. That's what kids think. And it's parent's job to make sure that kids don't ever have to think that.
Yeah you’re not alone. That one hit different. I love my mom more than anyone but every time I bring up stuff she did to me while angry people tell me she was being verbally or emotionally abusive. I’m not comfortable calling it abuse though because she never laid a finger on me, it was always just screaming and insults and swearing, and she loves me and is a good parent most of the time. It’s all just so confusing and painful, and the fact that my mom is really the only person left in my life I can lean on right now complicates things even more. I just want to fall into a months long coma and shut my brain off so I don’t have to deal with it all.
IM FUZJKIN CRYING WHY IS MY LOCAL MALL IN THIS WHERE DID THEY GET THE FOOTAGE I-
maybe they live there 😳
wait w h a t-
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2:22 onwards is the one that hits me. like the imaginary company i used to feel is talking to me, back before i felt so alone, back when the world actually had mystery and substance to me, back when it all was so innocent and fun. i also kind of feel bad for feeling with these so much because ive never been through extreme trauma like rape or excessive violence but i still feel like SOMETHING happened to me... but i feel like, because of all that, im not broken enough to be cared for, i feel like i dont have the right to feel this way.
This happens a lot. But it’s okay if you feel these things. Traumacore is made up of people’s “vent art” and that can make people sad and just weird feelings. Idk if this helped bc I’ve never gotten this comment before but I’m sorry.
I agree. It’s comforting because I can relate to it yet also scary cause I feel something is gonna grab me and....idk. I miss being innocent...I really do...god people called me “Pure Child” and then it happened...people still think I’m innocent but I know I’m not and it hurts and feel like I’m living a lie.
Also know what you feel is valid and I know the feelings of comparing “trauma/a and experience” to someone else’s. It’s gonna be okay, your feelings and what you felt in that moment are valid and just as important as anyone else’s bad experience. Know you matter and are worth so much. It may take a while to feel better but you’ll get there. You are a beautiful gift and are unquie individual who will do amazing things. Remember to always be true to you. While people in life may “stop” you from doing what you love, NEVER LET YOURSELF STOP YOU because once you get past that you’ll do so much! Know you matter and valid and amazing. Have a safe/amazing day/night
i dont remember what happened to me. my mom told me that i was beaten by my brother and that i was raped in first grade but tbh i dont remember. The medical charts are there, theres photos of where my brother broke a bone, but i dont feel anyway towards it because i dont remember. However, i still do have lasting affects such as age regression (which im trying to work on), i get spooked very easily, i have meltdowns or panic attacks when someone yells, and im just very broken. Its very possible that you have surpressed your memories too.
You are valid. Your feelings are valid. This is coming from someone who has severe trauma. I've had people tell me they look up to me and invalidate themselves because of me being open about my trauma and I hate that because it's not fair. It doesn't matter if you have trauma or not, this isn't a competition and we're all valid no matter how big or seemingly small the things we're dealt with are.
Tw beyond this point//
I've lost a parent to drugs, been forced to stay with an abusive family that physically and mentally punished my disabilities and punished me when it was found out that my step brother had been raping me for years. I almost died from the stress the rape caused me and that traumatised me as well. When I lose a single hair or get sick I start to panic because it triggers flashbacks to the stress and how it caused my hair to fall out and gave me life threatening illnesses that doctors couldn't figure out how to stop. So at any sign of illness I think I'm dying all over again. Through all of that even I think, "well it's not so bad, some people have it worse than me." And even though there are, it doesn't make it right to say that what I deal with is any less important. I'm just letting you know everyone feels that way. I hear you and you're valid whether something happened or not.
Honestly,,,, SAME🥺
Man, you weren't kidding about this being very uncomfortable. I don't know why this makes me feel a certain type of way that made my hair stand on end and made me kinda tense up.
i feel the same way...
Maybe because it's people's raw emotions barely blanketed by the cutesy filters and stickers. The people who made these poured their sadness, hate, pain, etc. Into these pictures, it feels like a monster being contained inside an innocent looking package. I've seen and drawn a lot of vent art and horror-for-fun art, but there's a strange difference between the two when you compare them: one is just shock value and fiction, and the other is the visualization of someone's real suffering. Sorry that was long, this subject is really interesting to me lol.
I identify with traumacore a lot! Remember, it isn’t so much as an aesthetic, but a coping mechanism made to look that way to make those with trauma feel better. Please dont abuse it!!!💞
Traumacore isn’t an aesthetic btw :)
Ik. And I really shouldn’t call it an aesthetic. It’s basically made up of people’s “vent art” and it can make people feel bad. I think it’s disguised as an aesthetic so it doesn’t seem that bad. I shouldn’t be calling it an aesthetic tho.
@@beesechurger7021 ik I love how everyone I bring this up to doesn't respond, it's literally a way of coping so shut your mouth and cope how you cope and stop fucking judging. They shouldn't care how it is we cope, just that it's healthy.
@@nathanprescott4581 you sounded of aggressive. Was that really necessary?
ImaTeaKettle it is
@@iluhvgirls but why
This video made me realize I had childhood trauma
Aww :( I hope you are ok
Same lol
oh stfu no you didnt
@@kakushibori1359 wow man you’re so cool you must be fun at party’s 😐
So you think childhood trauma is cool and quirky huh? Stupid fucking pictures with hello kitty in the corner wont make you "realise you have trauma"
Calming,so calming it’s been helping me cope even if this is about trauma it helps mine too
Same
Man, dont know if I'm a traumatized kid or if it's just my
😎✨inferiority Complex ✨😎 making me want to feel special.
You don't need to go trough to the exact same things other "traumatized" persons went trough to actually feel this way , it's ok to feel sad/guilty/scared/triggered
Maybe You are feeling empathy , maybe You truly feel identified
The important thing is , never let anyone tell You Your feelings aren't valid , because they are.
@@yaninacattani5089 Thanks, I really needed that, I hope you're doing well.
me too. the trauma i went through, i can't see it as actual trauma, even if everyone tells me it is.
real
It really sucks that child abuse still exists
Being polite is one thing...💗
But being mature is another. 💗
They made me be *mature* 💗
It’s their fault. 💗
traumacore for me is more of a coping mechanism but it's understandable why people don't like it. i sometimes cope using traumacore but i understand why people don't like it
What I do enjoy is that we are able to put our trauma out and have it embraced with others through the use of song and images. This, in essence, helps us know that we are not alone in this.
Man this low-key reminds me of my alcoholic dad who ruined my perception on adults and alcohol and now this aesthetic makes me feel like I'm finally at home with myself. Idk just a little
don't consider it as a aesthetic please, it hurts us a little
@@iluhvgirls understandable. if you don't mind, I'm going to elaborate. what I mean as in like my aesthetic not trauma core but rather something like a scarier version of that. I want to alter a trauma core version to things that look like that. if it makes any sense. same vibe, but also not. if you know what I mean?
Peepee Poopoo ooh, yep yep!
These are really comforting in a weird way.. they trigger my delusions somewhat but they also make me feel safe? I don't understand.
I find this oddly comforting
i have over a decade of trauma i've lived through, and looking at traumacore and listening to music like it brings me an odd sense of sadness. and,, yet.. it makes me feel good. sometimes it's good to think of the past rather than try to block it out. this stuff portrays my thoughts in a way i can't. it. helps? yeah
Thank you so much for making this❤ Traumacore really helps me cope and it makes me feel like I'm not alone. For me these images aren't scary but very comforting so thank you💖
0:59 "he loved the pleasure my body could give him" This sounds like sexual abuse... :c thats so sad
this feels all so nostalgic..
like it happened before..
it feels familiar..
“TikToks”
Oh no it’s already ruined. I can already imagine the self-diagnosed “depressed” middle-schooler explaining how “aesthetic” this is.
God, the second one really made me relate to it. I literally feel the exact same way. I wake up from a nightmare and I'm all alone. People and up leaving me. I feel like I deserved all of this damage and that I was a bad person.
Usually i don't relate to Traumacore because it usually has something to do with abusive households which I have thankfully not experienced, but I still enjoy how it brings some sort of Anemoia (the pictures and colors and such) and the liminal spaces.
0:39 I relate to this because someone says that I’m weird and maybe having a problem, sometimes when they’re mad and come neir me I flintch, I hate when pepole shout at me I instantly tear up. And I feel useless child
its sad that people go through trauma. I remember my dad never helping mom and almost always being with friends and he would yell almost every day at me or mom. He had anger issues and he would hit me
Is it bad I use traumacore to cope? I initially found all these on tumblr and followed all of them and now i recently discovered this video :/
it's not bad, thst's what it's here for
@@bread_time255 ok ty :)
it's not bad
0:12 .... this one hit me like wrecking ball.... these are also reasons why my aesthetic is kidcore... I had a peice of my childhood taken from me... I want to be a normal kid... who doesnt look at pill bottles and wonders "what if I just scarfed down those drugs? Would anyone even care..?" This is why I say sorry to much... I'm scared... and I just want to be a normal. In Pakistan men dont care about your age, if your a tall female with a few curves than they look... they dont care if them touching you will hurt you....
I don’t really use this as an “aesthetic” I use this to cope with past things
Especially at 2:46
It's weird how some of the pictures and songs express pain that I want to never feel again but at the same time they feel so comfortable that I just want to step inside and live inside them forever.
This never fails to calm me whenever i feel stressed
Sometimes weirdcore is my comfort. Also 2:22 is Mii voices that make me remember Tomodachi Life
im so glad i found lostcore/wierdcore/trumacore it has been a great coping mechanism and for some reason and makes me feel safe and vaild it also lets me know that i am not alone
Traumacore is actually soothing to me and I feel bad for the people that go through the stuff I actually do vent art for my trauma as well because it’s easier to hide it from my parents finding it
I watch it because my friend copes with this stuff and no matter how disturbing these images to some people they bring her comfort and a way to cope. It also pings a few memories that I don't like to relive. That's only comforting. But as long as my friend is happy.
I'm not sensitive to strong topics at all. I can talk about my abuse very openly. However, this was just . . . Wow.
This video captured exactly how it felt right after it happened, right before that event got buried in my mind-- to be forgotten-- for years to come.
I was so confused, hurt, ashamed, angry. It was when I learned the world was dark and evil unlike the fantasy worlds of the children's shows I consumed. I felt so alone. No one was there for me except the people who wanted to take advantage of me as a child.
Tbh, I really don't like this "aesthetic". But I'm glad I stumbled across it. It made me better understand the world I lived in as a child. I remember the constant fear and paranoia I faced everyday. I remember the world I made up in my head to cope and better understand why bad things happened to me. Now, however, it feels like a cold and distant memory. Painful nostalgia.
Great video. I'll definitely be carrying this with me.
P.S.
This video also helped me realize I'm not quite over what happened to me in my childhood. I think now would be a good time to seek guidance of some sort . . .
This makes me feel peace. I feel comfortable. Like I’m the loneliest person in the world but I’ll always have angels watching over me. Even if I try my best in life, I know that I’ll forever be at peace in the end.
Traumacore really resonates within me.
I used to do theses type of stuff even without knowing what traumacore was,,,
Didnt help one bit,,, made me feel worst,,,
ㄒ𝔯𝔞𝔲𝔪𝔞 ℭ𝔬𝔯𝔢🖤
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This reminds of the dark greasy places I used to live in with my dad and my mom. I hated it I never went outside all I did was sit in my room and eat I was so lazy and had nothing in life to do. Until my dad attacked my mom one day and the cops got called and etc…thank you so much this helps me cope sometimes with the horrible consequences I went through as a child
As someone who suffers from auto phobia and has abandonment issues.....
This hits deep ngl. These make me feel sad and now i’m just gonna go cry 😔 thank you for the lovely pictures though
I like watching them because I see I’m not the only one feeling like this about myself.
I have trauma and I like things like this because it makes me understand myself better and feel comforted
This is my favorite traumacore video
Art.
This video made me realized that all the shit I went trought in primary school wasn't normal and I suddendly feel all alone.
I like trauma core it’s a way of venting but cutely but it’s also satisfaction from talking if it hurt so much they write it out and make it true.
I can’t remember my childhood except for when I cried and at night. I used to, and still do, see figures and hear voices. I had/have something severely wrong with me and have never been able to get proper treatment do to poverty and neglect. Only now with the help of a friend have I started to get help. Anyways what I’m trying to say is my entire childhood is filled with looming black shadows. I never slept as a kid because I used to see them walk around my room and house and I would have to tell them to hurt me or my family. I do not remember if these were just more hallucinations or if these are real people who’s faces I’ve lost but I really hope they were just fake. Anyways sorry just felt like sharing
I watch these to understand the pain people with sexual trauma go through . The childish undertones and pain . The feeling of wanting to die and getting away . Hope those of you with trauma get better . Hope you heal
Why am I watching traumacore at 2:00 a.m. again? I wish I could just do what I've been supposed to do for the last 5 years.
Holy hell I just realized I related to some of these and knew what they were feeling :(
There's a game in Roblox about this, the name is "Dream World", the game has maps like this 1:03 , 1:10 , 1:11 , 1:47
The game contains 2 characters created by the creator of the game, all the maps are conected by portals or doors, there are a tunnel with eyes, a playground, a secret place (with some anime things) and the game has some emblems, they give them to you when you meet the characters and click them, there's a secret character with an emblem almost impossible to get.
The game is worth it, it deserves knowledge
i’m really into trauma core even though it’s disturbing? but the thing is i like the disturbance? I feel like i can relate to this stuff mental but i won’t go on about personal stuff. This core really does satisfy me though
It's so damn great, I'm neither traumatized or crazy, but it's still awesome.
Holy crap should've taken that warning
Oh god the dysphoria one hit me really hard, I've been dealing with dysphoria for like 4 years ( give or take) and just hearing my thoughts be verbalized made me sob aaaaa
I've never experienced trauma but traumacore reminds me a lot of ny vent art. Its sad. Am I allowed to use the audio as long as a credit this video? If that's insensitive to ask I'm sorry
1:16 this really hurt
I once put a snail in a fake microwave and it exploded
I can’t feel anything anymore
0:13
This image. Describes me so well.
Same and I hope ur doing well...
Truamacores actually something that many people would use to cope depending on what traumatic experiences they had in their past. There are many different types and styles. The pink hello kitty cutsy aesthetic is the most common one.
1:45 For me I can relate to this on every level.
Dreamcore tutorial:
• Search 'kidcore places'
• Add eyes to your image
• Details
Me realizing all over again that they never cared 👁💧👄💧👁
God cares :)
I care I don’t know u but I love u just be alive
Thank you!!! Could you upload more of these songs and art, please?
⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️
0:26 this one hits hard as shit. Reminds me of the nights I would run away from home and be out from 7 pm to 6 in the morning. Just the image of the sidewalk and the caption saying "I don't want to do this anymore" reminds me of how dreadingly tired I was of being miles away from home barefoot and alone. The image is somewhat terrifying but also comforting it's difficult to explain.
In love very much this aesthetic :3
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@Boop Beep Again, it’s called vent art. But yes it’s a way for people to cope
@Boop Beep ok it's beautiful btw
please don't consider this as an aesthetic i feel hurt-
5 year old me:Its not fair!sharing is caring!
Atsushi:hold this
5 year old me:whats this?
Atsushi:my trauma we have to share its not my problem
i use this for coping tbh. i am not physically abused but i'm mentally and emotionally abused. i was like 1st grade when it all started. they all bullied me because i'm a crybaby. even teachers start to make fun of me. i am humiliated in front of everyone. ppl don't believe that i am not okay cuz i act like it's okay cuz i have no choice but to just shut up cuz when i tried to say something back it will end up so fucked up. i tend to fight back but it just didn't worked up. anyways, i use this for coping bcuz, i feel so many emotions about these pictures, the texts, everything. it's like my way to vent out. uh sorry if i tell my story. i don't know where should i put this since my irls don't actually care abt me.
I want to cry, but somehow I just cant
How the fuck did I get here and why is this oddly comforting?
You know that things are bad when you start relating to the images
This makes me feel.. scared, lonely, but not really lonely, sad, and comforted at the same time.. just realized I most likely had childhood trauma.. I think.. whattt the heeeell...
This video made me cry because it reminded me of the day my mom hit my nose and it bled, and she game me a bump on my lip bc she hit me too hard ):
Hey, this is a really great compilation. What's the song at 0:33 ? I've been looking for it for a bit.
It’s Hey Kids by Molina but it’s slowed
@@beesechurger7021 thanks!
Damn I love this aesthetic. It feels like I'm actually connecting to someone when I relate to the picture which is kind of nice
:3
@@beesechurger7021 uwu
it's not an aesthetic please don't consider it as one
@@iluhvgirls No I know, I just didn't know what to call it other than traumacore lol
Jar of Arts alright, just don't consider it as an aesthetic please thank you
If you do another one of these I suggest using music by Laura Les. She has a very similar aesthetic to this music and she literally has an album called Hello Kitty Skates To The Cemetery
1:46 that one hit hard
“Why can’t I be normal? I just want to be normal. Please.” I hate that I still understand
at timber ridge I'd see this duck springy ride that looked just 2:07 in a backyard with no fence in the back of the yard so when we jogged around the field I'd see that duck. It brings back nostalgia to me If anyone knows more about this duck toy or has a better picture of it pls tell me.
I’m spooked
As somebody who has been through trauma, knowing that people are using this as an aesthetic makes me sick because they are normalizing trauma and it’s fucking disgusting. I hate people and lack of help that goes on.
Same here.
You killed me.
That was worse than I thought.
anyone whos reading these comments and sees this and is watching this video and relating I hope you get to a point in your life where your able to be happy and feel safe and just okay to the best of your abilities if you haven't already
2:23
This reminds me of the chapter of dangonronpa 2 (I think it was chapter 5) when they somehow get to the school from dr1 and it's like all glitchy
No that’s wrong it was chapter 6
me in every darksouls bossfight "you litterally ripped me open wtf
0:44 you ripped me open wtf
i dont have trauma but the videos at the end made me cry a little bit and sweat coldly, watching this at 1:30 am was a major mistake
I’ve never really suffered trauma but I really like it? Pls someone tell me If I should like or not😃
It’s okay if you like it but again I shouldn’t be calling it an aesthetic bc it really isn’t.
i mean you can but just be respectful
you can admire it, but people who don't suffer from trauma shouldn't participate in it :) thank you for asking!! (vv sorry if this sounds passive aggressive!)
I watch it because it makes me feel comforted when I'm anxious or upset but I've never really had a traumatic experience before I don't think? But yeah it's completely fine to watch it weather you have trauma or not
this is my coping mechanism and it’s sad
To those that have a trauma I kinda just wanna hug them
Can I have one?....
Me, I enjoy this. Also me reads comments,
"Oh, ummm, well duck"