@@pixelfish3395 hey, its ok! Traumacore can help people cope with abuse, bullying, disassociation, and a whole bunch of different things! Familial abuse isn't the only kind of trauma and you deserve to feel comfort for whatever it is that's plauging you
we are here because we're part of traumacore, and even though it hurts, we will be okay. i don't have the memories of what happened. i just age regress and cry a lot **finger guns**
Same but for some reason I never age regress. Also is that Norway in your profile picture? I’m a hetalia fan and I usually watch it whenever I’m sad. You know there is going to be a season 7?
0:57 spent lots of time in hospitals growing up bc my twin sister was very unwell and passed away when i was so young, this image makes me smell the hospitals
Also reminds me of a hospital particularly the waiting room for the ultrasound section where I had to go because of a cyst. I got it removed but I had to go back to the hospital later in life due to a vehicle accident. For some reason hospitals actually comfort me. I just feel safe in them like I’m in a place with people who just want to help.
I made pictures and drawings that I didn’t even know would be called traumacore, I remember one that was like, “stop touching me, stop it, stop it, stop kicking me, stop stop stop, I don’t wanna do this I don’t wanna do this I don’t wanna be touched, STOP IT,” the text overlaps and it’s a picture of me crying with bandaid on my arms and my clothes and legs and one directly on my heart, I wore a light purple overall dress with a buttercup yellow shirt and I had a ripped up bible by me, symbolizing that not even god can help me now. I remember that one mostly because I took that photo today, I had my head in my knees and I had small drawings of hands grabbing me
@@wabibunny thank you, I’m also a little, but when I get really sad I make these, and I have no cg to help me through me sad times and I’m a secret agere because my parents won’t accept it just like they didn’t believe me heh, I have a lot of childhood trauma and it kinda feels like I had no childhood at all
something i always ask myself is, can i ever remake my childhood? i’m part of traumacore/forgotten core and also a age regressor. i can’t reclaim my childhood due to my dad. fun things
Hope you're doing great you amazing creative kind wonderful and cool person just a kid on the internet here but I hope you're doing well comments like this make me value my childhood and see how good I have it!
you will prob not belive in this but, if you belive, you can shift, you can go to your desired reality, it look strange and will can call me weird but, it may help :) i hope you are good and safe now, ily
this shit just appeared in my recommends and the first thing i thought was "ah yes, another aesthetic" now i think i found another way to cope in silence, thanks
@Help Me I'm lost yeah i know, but at first i thought it was and some videos referred traumacore that way so there it goes the "ah yes, another aesthetic", maybe i worded it poorly fkfbdk
@@roggymp3 kneejerk response to someone saying "aesthetic" to me is calling out that it isnt that, so- eh? not really sure. Might be a tad bit worded badly
It's so comforting personally because that's pretty much how the places I've been in my childhood looked to me. I just watched everything and weren't involved with other kids or the environment, I was always stuck in my head, thoughts racing trying to process the terror I've encountered. There was never that careless child in me to experience a childhood, I was just... there.
I...sometimes hear voices, children laughing and talking, I get dizzy and I have to leave the room to calm down. It kinda happens whenever I'm in room with yellow or green walls, I've noticed that, and I've been dealing with these voices for years... People from traumacore, what do you think about it? Trauma or I'm just going nuts?
I really like traumacore art made by me or other people, but it's not an aesthetic. It's not cool or quirky to have trauma, it's extremely painful and this is a type of artistic outlet for a lot of people. I hate when people have this as an aesthetic cause it makes my pain feel like a prop to them. (-_-)
The thing is I had a childhood but my family broke apart and I lost the happy feeling those memories evoked. and even now that we are all okay I can’t remember the things that happened without getting upset. When I walked back into my old home to see my dad everything was déjà but but eerily different and I didn’t want that feeling I wanted everything how it was. I want to remember my neighbours again without feeling longing or anger. I want to feel happy when I remember my backyard not sad. And it makes me so frustrated and scared because I know people aren’t supposed to feel sad and angry thinking about their old memories because when I talk about nostalgia with friends they always are so happy.
I hope that by turning my feelings and trauma into art, I can make peace and move forward. I extend those wishes onto everyone else. Thank you for continuing to survive and I hope you have a good dream soon. 💜
WAİT İ REMEMBER EVERYTHİNG THEY LİED TO ME THEY LİED THEY LİED THEY LİED THEY LİED İ WAS RİGHT THAT WASNT A FUCKİNG DREAM İ REMEMBER EVERYTHİNG İ REMEMBER İ REMEMBER İ REMEMBER THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU
as someone who suffers from derealization, videos like these are grounding & allow me to feel real for a sec, like theyre real memories, idk i think i need to go back to therapy
I’ve dealt with a lot of trauma, I was kicked out multiple times, starting at the age of 12, I was hit an kicked on a Daily basis. I was never raped, but touched by both my parents, and when I was 6, my dad tried to kill me and himself by trying to drive into a river, half a year later, he shot and killed himself, I’ve had to deal with mental and physical and sexual abuse from both of my parents. I just want everything to end.
I'm so sorry. Thank you for sharing though! please stay. Even though I don't know you, I really appreciate you! Stay safe okay? thank you for being here
This really sticks to my brain.. Like i don't feel afraid ir any.. But these oictures seems so close yet so odd to me. It makes me think how life was always so.. Imaginary so dream alike that i never saw how it actually was. And how i never clearly remember anything as a child. And the only blury memories thar stayed were these kind of pictures
0:43 I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry.
I kinda use vids like this to cope with stuff I'm currently dealing with, and have been dealing with for the past two years. It might sound dumb, but I use it to cope with the bad days and nights where my mom and her Boyfriend get mad and snap at me and my siblings, nothing physical has ever happened, but my mom's bf has threatened to have us sleep in the shed and to become our worst nightmare. It's not anything physical, it's kinda just them yelling and reminding how lazy and useless I am, cussing out me and my brother, and treating my asshole of a stepbrother like he's an angel. It most of the time ends up with me crying in my room struggling to breathe from how hard I'm crying, them talking outside my door about how I'm a wimp and it's "just a joke". I know that traumacore is for people who actually have trauma and have to deal with it, but strangely enough it's.... well it's hard to explain.
That sounds like abuse to me. Abuse absolutely does not have to be hitting. In fact, I once heard that, while spanking and corporal punishment is extremely harmful to a child, the impact of verbal abuse is beyond imagination.and I'm so sorry that you have to deal with all of that :-( that sounds awful. You definitely deserve better, and I hope your life will soon improve 🤗
@@otakumangastudios3617 Thank you❤ I'm planning on moving out of my mom's house when I turn 16 so... only a couple more years of this shit and it'll all be done (as in I'm moving in with my dad and probably keeping her out of my life) also, thanks for informing me bout that, I thought her and her bf were assholes and that was it.
@@lennonbabicz968 well, they are assholes as well And you're welcome :-) is it okay if I ask what your dad is like? You don't have to answer if you're not comfortable
. people with understanding parents. parents who acknowledged their needs. whose parents chose mental health over grades. whose parents actually cared. who didn’t compare them. who treated them fairly. who helped them with their demons. who supported them. who understood them. who believed in them.
I never told anyone what she did to me in the bathroom stalls at elementary. I’m scared they’ll just ruin me more. My family is already broken and I don’t wanna make it worse by telling them.
Aww, I'm so sorry to hear :-( Just so you know there's a other people who believe you. I believe you. You are a good person, and you deserve everything you feel you need. You deserve hugs and cuddles, you deserve affection. You deserve to feel understood, to feel appreciated, to to be seen for your whole worth. I hope you soon feel better with these words :-)
oH G E E z did these get kinda personal with trauma core and all that good stuff, some gross pedo guy traumatized me and that “I keep having nightmares about you” really hit me so B)))) This is actually pretty cool and I like seeing traumacore stuff and it brings out a lot of emotion that I’ve been bottling up for too long B))))) Keep up the good work!
LORD THE FIRST ONE IS FR LAST YEAR I WAS SO SICK I WAS ABOUT TO DIE AND I DIDN'T GO TO HOSPITAL BC CORONA AND WHEN I GOT BACK TO SCHOOL NO ONE BELIEVED ME OMFGGGG
Traumacore is not an aesthetic, its vent art. People use it to cope, and it should NOT in any way get romanticized. People often mistake it as an aesthetic, but as sanrio like as it seems, it is not. There are sanrio symbols because it resembles innocence and childhood, and a lot of people use these symbols to express their childhood trauma. Stay safe evryone
I have myself convinced that my problems aren’t that serious and things could be worse. Because I’m so used to waiting for things to get worse. and that’s all that happens, nothing ever gets better.
i've been browsing various "aesthetic" categories lately. the definition of traumacore is almost similar to what they call "menhera" since it also has a lot of cute and pink visuals that also deal with negative experiences, feelings, and thoughts. do you guys have any insights on this? tnx.
WHY CANT I BE LOUDER I NEED TO TELL MY MOM SHELL JUST YELL AT ME!! STOP STOPS TSOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOPPPP that’s it for me venting it’s my 3rd meltdown of the month
Im trying to cope. Am i fitting in? Am i normal like you all when i try to cope? Im not actually coping. It scares me. Its to odd. Its to calm. But its too calm. It scares me.
If you don’t have trauma please don’t do traumacore, consume it all you want, I bet most creators will be happy for that, but please don’t do it I feel that traumacore maybe something that I can’t consume bcs is really triggering sometimes, like I’m 18 I feel like o should be over it at this point, the thought of “what you have been through is not even that bad” comes back, but that’s not true, abuse is different for everyone, you know all the little things that make your trauma that awful, just you have lived your reality so is only natural that words can’t express what you have gone through, but even if no one can picture your reality and know your fellings in that moment, there will be people that will understand and listen and cry with you
I'm so sorry to hear that :-( and I can totally empathize, as I have had many abusive interactions with family. I myself at some point felt so inadequate that I felt suicidal, so I could understand the place you're in. Sending love and hugs 🤗
I know my traumas I just wish everyone else would stop assuming I’m blaming them and defend themselves by just invalidating my pain. Im just trying to heal, I’m not trying to point blame 😢
I feel the same. I know your pain. I have some extended family that have had done some pretty reckless stuff to my being, oftentimes setting me up with the mentality that things aren't as bad as they seem, which it's actually very important to acknowledge every little pain.
is it weird that my childhood sexual trauma made me more religious? not in freak way that i annoy people, in that time no one defended me but i found my comfort in religion, it's like only god would believe, anyway i don't support terrorism or any kind of religious abuse, it's just something personal to me i would get shamed by my teen mates, so i thought since this is a vent art video that used to cope i decided to express here because i don't friends that i can talk to and understand
traumacore is NOT AN AESTHETIC. it is a way for trauma victims to cope, like vent art
Depends on how you view the topic, but I'm on your side with this.
I wasn’t abused by family, do I belong here?
Still have a lot of trauma, but I feel like I shouldn’t be here.
@@pixelfish3395 hey, its ok! Traumacore can help people cope with abuse, bullying, disassociation, and a whole bunch of different things! Familial abuse isn't the only kind of trauma and you deserve to feel comfort for whatever it is that's plauging you
Agreed
Alot of my trauma is from getting bullied.
Does that still count?
we are here because we're part of traumacore, and even though it hurts, we will be okay. i don't have the memories of what happened. i just age regress and cry a lot **finger guns**
Same but for some reason I never age regress. Also is that Norway in your profile picture? I’m a hetalia fan and I usually watch it whenever I’m sad. You know there is going to be a season 7?
**finger guns**
0:57 spent lots of time in hospitals growing up bc my twin sister was very unwell and passed away when i was so young, this image makes me smell the hospitals
Also reminds me of a hospital particularly the waiting room for the ultrasound section where I had to go because of a cyst. I got it removed but I had to go back to the hospital later in life due to a vehicle accident. For some reason hospitals actually comfort me. I just feel safe in them like I’m in a place with people who just want to help.
Realy wish my parents had believed me
I believe you
i believe in you too.
yo te creo.
@@wabibunny ayññ yo también hablo español uwu
I made pictures and drawings that I didn’t even know would be called traumacore, I remember one that was like, “stop touching me, stop it, stop it, stop kicking me, stop stop stop, I don’t wanna do this I don’t wanna do this I don’t wanna be touched, STOP IT,” the text overlaps and it’s a picture of me crying with bandaid on my arms and my clothes and legs and one directly on my heart, I wore a light purple overall dress with a buttercup yellow shirt and I had a ripped up bible by me, symbolizing that not even god can help me now. I remember that one mostly because I took that photo today, I had my head in my knees and I had small drawings of hands grabbing me
a very heavy weight to cope indeed :/
hey, you're not alone ♡
@@wabibunny thank you, I’m also a little, but when I get really sad I make these, and I have no cg to help me through me sad times and I’m a secret agere because my parents won’t accept it just like they didn’t believe me heh, I have a lot of childhood trauma and it kinda feels like I had no childhood at all
@@wabibunny it’s a big weight to carry but it’s better than self harming like I used to
i mean its only traumacore if you name it that way
it’s not an aesthetic. please understand that it’s a coping mechanism and form of venting for victims. PLEASE stop romanticizing it.
something i always ask myself is, can i ever remake my childhood?
i’m part of traumacore/forgotten core and also a age regressor. i can’t reclaim my childhood due to my dad. fun things
I’m not sure how to respond to these types of comments, but I’m sorry. I hope you are ok
same here except from my mom. i havent slept in days because she always pops into my head when i close my eyes
Hope you're doing great you amazing creative kind wonderful and cool person just a kid on the internet here but I hope you're doing well comments like this make me value my childhood and see how good I have it!
you will prob not belive in this but, if you belive, you can shift, you can go to your desired reality, it look strange and will can call me weird but, it may help :)
i hope you are good and safe now, ily
@@aqxxrius4336 ok may i ask how can i shift?
0:44 abusive father
this shit just appeared in my recommends and the first thing i thought was "ah yes, another aesthetic"
now i think i found another way to cope in silence, thanks
@Help Me I'm lost yeah i know, but at first i thought it was and some videos referred traumacore that way so there it goes the "ah yes, another aesthetic", maybe i worded it poorly fkfbdk
@@roggymp3
kneejerk response to someone saying "aesthetic" to me is calling out that it isnt that, so- eh? not really sure. Might be a tad bit worded badly
0:16 hurt me a lot
It's so comforting personally because that's pretty much how the places I've been in my childhood looked to me.
I just watched everything and weren't involved with other kids or the environment, I was always stuck in my head, thoughts racing trying to process the terror I've encountered.
There was never that careless child in me to experience a childhood, I was just... there.
I...sometimes hear voices, children laughing and talking, I get dizzy and I have to leave the room to calm down. It kinda happens whenever I'm in room with yellow or green walls, I've noticed that, and I've been dealing with these voices for years... People from traumacore, what do you think about it? Trauma or I'm just going nuts?
hey, sorry, its been a year. just wondering, have u told anyone, and do yk what it was after a year has passed?
This is a surprisingly effective way of coping for me...
I wish my brother never hurt me.. used me.. I wish my parents understood me, I wish I could forget tbh but I can’t it makes me worse and worse
0:41
how many people noticed that this are the lyrics from "You know you're right" ?
0:23 It reminded me of how lonely I feel while I'm surrounded by damn people..
Even when I’m with friends or family I feel so lonely like nobody will understand how I feel it’s a strange feeling…
I really like traumacore art made by me or other people, but it's not an aesthetic. It's not cool or quirky to have trauma, it's extremely painful and this is a type of artistic outlet for a lot of people. I hate when people have this as an aesthetic cause it makes my pain feel like a prop to them. (-_-)
The thing is I had a childhood but my family broke apart and I lost the happy feeling those memories evoked. and even now that we are all okay I can’t remember the things that happened without getting upset. When I walked back into my old home to see my dad everything was déjà but but eerily different and I didn’t want that feeling I wanted everything how it was. I want to remember my neighbours again without feeling longing or anger. I want to feel happy when I remember my backyard not sad. And it makes me so frustrated and scared because I know people aren’t supposed to feel sad and angry thinking about their old memories because when I talk about nostalgia with friends they always are so happy.
Even tho i dont have depression or abusive family or anything it still kinda makes me feel lonely or sad its triggering me
Then,, don’t watch it
Don’t force yourself to watch these don’t make yourself unstable
Please
Just appreciate what you have
I beg
it’s not triggering you it just makes you upset please don’t water down terms specifically for the mentally ill
Same
I hope that by turning my feelings and trauma into art, I can make peace and move forward.
I extend those wishes onto everyone else. Thank you for continuing to survive and I hope you have a good dream soon. 💜
Restrooms always make me uncomfortable
Wish someone really believed me, wish someone knew what’s really happening behind that locked door.
when i watch this video i feel really calm.
0:41 holy crap, that Nirvana reference though
when you're not even an adult but you feel like you right now and your childhood are in a completely different era
Keep making these! They’re so good!
ty!
sometimes I convince myself to jump but I care too much about the people who actually believed in me.
The first one really hit me hard
WAİT İ REMEMBER EVERYTHİNG THEY LİED TO ME THEY LİED THEY LİED THEY LİED THEY LİED İ WAS RİGHT THAT WASNT A FUCKİNG DREAM İ REMEMBER EVERYTHİNG İ REMEMBER İ REMEMBER İ REMEMBER THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU
as someone who suffers from derealization, videos like these are grounding & allow me to feel real for a sec, like theyre real memories, idk i think i need to go back to therapy
This makes me feel so relaxed but also so sad, I don’t know if I like or dislike this feeling.
I’ve dealt with a lot of trauma, I was kicked out multiple times, starting at the age of 12, I was hit an kicked on a Daily basis. I was never raped, but touched by both my parents, and when I was 6, my dad tried to kill me and himself by trying to drive into a river, half a year later, he shot and killed himself, I’ve had to deal with mental and physical and sexual abuse from both of my parents. I just want everything to end.
I'm so sorry. Thank you for sharing though! please stay. Even though I don't know you, I really appreciate you! Stay safe okay? thank you for being here
Watching these when I'm supposed to be asleep just hits different
When will you be doing a part 3? (Only if you want to ofc)
These videos truely help me a lot.
I will try to bc it was actually hard to find these vids on tiktok :3
I like the dreamcore/weird core eyes :>
Can we call Angela Anaconda officially the epitome of traumacore
I always want to re-do my childhood, I hated my childhood
There a edit make me remember my childhood
I love Traumacore
This really sticks to my brain.. Like i don't feel afraid ir any.. But these oictures seems so close yet so odd to me. It makes me think how life was always so.. Imaginary so dream alike that i never saw how it actually was. And how i never clearly remember anything as a child. And the only blury memories thar stayed were these kind of pictures
I wish she knew it’s way harder than she thinks.
`it`s just a dream`
It`s what i kept telling myself after my grandma died...
0:43
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Yesss more of this
I will try to make a part 3 but ty!
I kinda use vids like this to cope with stuff I'm currently dealing with, and have been dealing with for the past two years. It might sound dumb, but I use it to cope with the bad days and nights where my mom and her Boyfriend get mad and snap at me and my siblings, nothing physical has ever happened, but my mom's bf has threatened to have us sleep in the shed and to become our worst nightmare. It's not anything physical, it's kinda just them yelling and reminding how lazy and useless I am, cussing out me and my brother, and treating my asshole of a stepbrother like he's an angel. It most of the time ends up with me crying in my room struggling to breathe from how hard I'm crying, them talking outside my door about how I'm a wimp and it's "just a joke". I know that traumacore is for people who actually have trauma and have to deal with it, but strangely enough it's.... well it's hard to explain.
That sounds like abuse to me. Abuse absolutely does not have to be hitting. In fact, I once heard that, while spanking and corporal punishment is extremely harmful to a child, the impact of verbal abuse is beyond imagination.and I'm so sorry that you have to deal with all of that :-( that sounds awful. You definitely deserve better, and I hope your life will soon improve 🤗
@@otakumangastudios3617
Thank you❤ I'm planning on moving out of my mom's house when I turn 16 so... only a couple more years of this shit and it'll all be done (as in I'm moving in with my dad and probably keeping her out of my life) also, thanks for informing me bout that, I thought her and her bf were assholes and that was it.
@@lennonbabicz968 well, they are assholes as well
And you're welcome :-)
is it okay if I ask what your dad is like? You don't have to answer if you're not comfortable
. people with understanding parents. parents who acknowledged their needs. whose parents chose mental health over grades. whose parents actually cared. who didn’t compare them. who treated them fairly. who helped them with their demons. who supported them. who understood them. who believed in them.
0:52 reminds me of that coloured typing tournament keyboard form second grade
I really like theses cores. They’re like how I feel
Man, i wish i had someone to vent to
0:54 twin sister got missing
It makes me feel like my anxiety and my depression
I never told anyone what she did to me in the bathroom stalls at elementary. I’m scared they’ll just ruin me more. My family is already broken and I don’t wanna make it worse by telling them.
struggling with ocd and has dyscalculia tendencies. nobody believes me it's so fun
Aww, I'm so sorry to hear :-(
Just so you know there's a other people who believe you. I believe you. You are a good person, and you deserve everything you feel you need. You deserve hugs and cuddles, you deserve affection. You deserve to feel understood, to feel appreciated, to to be seen for your whole worth. I hope you soon feel better with these words :-)
i really wish my caseworker had believed me
I feel ya
oH G E E z did these get kinda personal with trauma core and all that good stuff, some gross pedo guy traumatized me and that “I keep having nightmares about you” really hit me so B))))
This is actually pretty cool and I like seeing traumacore stuff and it brings out a lot of emotion that I’ve been bottling up for too long B)))))
Keep up the good work!
Weirdcore is my favourite because if you were to print my mind on a screen it'd probably look like those cursed weirdcore images
My anxiety gets anxiety
Ik I say this a lot but same
Maybe if I was more specific my mom would’ve believed me
i just stumbled along traumacore and i made one, it helped so much its not an aesthetic
What is the song on the "I wish you believed me" part? I would like to know :)
0:43 please Toby don’t go please
LORD THE FIRST ONE IS FR LAST YEAR I WAS SO SICK I WAS ABOUT TO DIE AND I DIDN'T GO TO HOSPITAL BC CORONA AND WHEN I GOT BACK TO SCHOOL NO ONE BELIEVED ME OMFGGGG
This hit hard home
Traumacore is not an aesthetic, its vent art. People use it to cope, and it should NOT in any way get romanticized. People often mistake it as an aesthetic, but as sanrio like as it seems, it is not. There are sanrio symbols because it resembles innocence and childhood, and a lot of people use these symbols to express their childhood trauma. Stay safe evryone
0:23
my damn heart when the giygas battle theme popped
it's just... too dettaching
traumacore isn’t an aesthetic, its a vent art
Whats the last song called
*wish the urges would go away...*
all this comment section need a hug
I love having anxiety like this,Yes i'm so addicted too pain,I don't know where too share it,So i will put it here
My child hood
I just realized I was rocking while watching this
What's the song playing at 0:51 ?o:
that firsrt one fucked me up
1:02 i can fucking taste this image, it's the tang of orange paint on a pencil and hamburger lunchables
Not me watching even though I knew I would get triggered
I have myself convinced that my problems aren’t that serious and things could be worse. Because I’m so used to waiting for things to get worse. and that’s all that happens, nothing ever gets better.
I'm so sorry you feel that way :-( I hope everything gets lovely for you
Sending you hugs 🤗
It hurts me for how much I know..
Art is supposed to comfort the disturbed, and disturb the comfortable.
For me, it comforts me. What about you?
This is also called Fever Dream Core aesthetic
0:46 i have nightmares about your too
Thank you for sleeping, see you in the next dream.
i've been browsing various "aesthetic" categories lately. the definition of traumacore is almost similar to what they call "menhera" since it also has a lot of cute and pink visuals that also deal with negative experiences, feelings, and thoughts. do you guys have any insights on this? tnx.
traumacore is specifically for abuse survivors and is basically vent art :)
how can i induce a strong sense of derealization? i havent felt it in so long
the only people who've been like parents to me are splitting up and i don't want to lose them
0:50 what the music?
ITS A COPING MECHANISM AND VENT ART, NOT AN AESTHETIC!
WHY CANT I BE LOUDER
I NEED TO TELL MY MOM
SHELL JUST YELL AT ME!!
STOP STOPS TSOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOPPPP
that’s it for me venting it’s my 3rd meltdown of the month
They won’t listen
Wait for them to die
Or Cause something to happen
Im trying to cope. Am i fitting in? Am i normal like you all when i try to cope? Im not actually coping. It scares me. Its to odd. Its to calm. But its too calm. It scares me.
If you don’t have trauma please don’t do traumacore, consume it all you want, I bet most creators will be happy for that, but please don’t do it
I feel that traumacore maybe something that I can’t consume bcs is really triggering sometimes, like I’m 18 I feel like o should be over it at this point, the thought of “what you have been through is not even that bad” comes back, but that’s not true, abuse is different for everyone, you know all the little things that make your trauma that awful, just you have lived your reality so is only natural that words can’t express what you have gone through, but even if no one can picture your reality and know your fellings in that moment, there will be people that will understand and listen and cry with you
i feel safe here
why did you leave me? i thought i was good! i tried so hard to make it up to you! YOOU made me this way.
what the second song pls??
when i was young my brother used to bully me when i was ten so i developed
suicidal thoughts :D
Are you ok? Not in a rude way bc I don’t want anyone to have suicidal thoughts
you're not alone, b:/
I'm so sorry to hear that :-( and I can totally empathize, as I have had many abusive interactions with family. I myself at some point felt so inadequate that I felt suicidal, so I could understand the place you're in. Sending love and hugs 🤗
0:29 song?
I know my traumas I just wish everyone else would stop assuming I’m blaming them and defend themselves by just invalidating my pain. Im just trying to heal, I’m not trying to point blame 😢
I feel the same. I know your pain. I have some extended family that have had done some pretty reckless stuff to my being, oftentimes setting me up with the mentality that things aren't as bad as they seem, which it's actually very important to acknowledge every little pain.
is it weird that my childhood sexual trauma made me more religious? not in freak way that i annoy people, in that time no one defended me but i found my comfort in religion, it's like only god would believe, anyway i don't support terrorism or any kind of religious abuse, it's just something personal to me i would get shamed by my teen mates, so i thought since this is a vent art video that used to cope i decided to express here because i don't friends that i can talk to and understand
Whats the intro music
Crybaby by Melanie Martinez.
Thanks
@@4blaire4 yep! Ty for answering that question
@@beesechurger7021 No problem! She's my favorite singer.
MELANIEEE
People be talking bout their truama or some dejavu stuff while I'm here askin for the outro
of course they would talk about truama this is fucking vent art