It's too loud / Traumacore // Weirdcore // Dreamcore playlist (READ DESC)
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- Опубліковано 16 тра 2021
- TW: Traumacore can trigger people often. If you are triggered by songs about SH or mentions of suicide, please leave.
All these songs are NOT owned by me. They are owned by their rightful owners.
![Why couldn’t I have a normal childhood?.. [a traumacore/vent playlist]](/img/n.gif)
0:00 - Fallen Down
2:30 - Never (Oh, he's sorry!)
6:30 - EEEAAAOOO (slowed + reverb)
9:42 - Darkest Part Of Day
12:16 - Parish (slowed + reverb)
(sorry there weren't many songs! I IS LAZY ;-; )
Thank you
Do you have a link to the never (oh he's sorry) please?
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@@activesocialmenace ua-cam.com/video/iFB3pvb58mw/v-deo.html
Tysmmm
i miss someone who wasnt real to begin with.
yeah me too.. come here let me hug you.
Same, are you doing okay? :)
Me too... I just want to see them one time..
I had a dream when I was 6 or 7 about a blond girl who wore a white dress. we played together in this big yellow field! I felt really safe with her and I’ve been looking for her ever since :)
@@potatorcat woah bro I had a similar dream long ago! I dreamed this cute blond girl several times and now I can't stop to relate Rapunzel to her
i think parents forget to stop even when we're sorry
Yeah they do
Also parents never apologize. And when they do which is rare I don't think its true.
@@Genkiooo yeah, they hurt us so much even knowing that they did it but 5 minutes later act like nothing ever happened. hurts me a lot.
I'm pretty sure they either just give you a half ass apology or no apology at all
@@fried5796 I'm sorry.. I hope you stay strong even though it's tough
ok but we are not gonna talk about how that my melody figure/ toy / plush is very cute
That's not my melody that's her friend my sweet piano and that's someone in a costume i think
it's my sweet piano
I want it :D where do you get it
@@cupcakegore666 oh thank you i didnt kno
@Roblox990 Watkins-White ???
I am one who can have mental breakdowns, panic attacks, and get terrified quickly. Sometimes when I hear my mom and dad fighting, knowing that my sister goes through the same pain, I run to her room, lock the door, and play music for us both. We draw, play games, and just be sisters.
Awww =) I can relate too you!
awww
sorry but just you, i hope everything gets better though
That's sweet ! I hope you're doing ok and things get better !! Don't forget to drink water and talk to someone when you need to
Aww
i hate loud noises, but i listen to music on 100 volume.
edit: thank you for 1k likes everyone
Same.... Maybe that's why we hate loud noises because we are used to these masterpieces... Idk
Same tho- ;()
I can relate to this.
Sameee
lol same
when i was first grade i had a big panic attack it was so big that i cried all night and the next day all my friends at my school showed up at my classroom and took me to get pizza and at the end we went ice skating
now thats some friends :]
@@elliot_dose_things316 My friends always forget i exist and when i tell them my problems their answer is "okay then be happy it's that easy" bro- istg-
@@Kazuyo.08 oh sorry to heat :[ but just know your problems are valid and you are always important even tho people make it seem like your not, but just know you are!!
awww
awe thats sweet
I first disliked weirdcore/ traumacore because I thought people were romanticizing trauma but honestly this helped way more than therapy ever did. (I’m not saying don’t go to therapy, go for it if you have the money to receive help) but personally this calms me down.
yeah i just like the songs on htem, also its great when you just want to stare at a wall and think nothing
i hate thosse people who romantize traumaa
@@roxee7864
YEs- 💀
@@roxee7864 feel ya-
The people that romanticize trauma is the bad part of this community. But I met people that use it to cope with their trauma, I support those that use traumacore to vent. And it's nice to not feel so lonely about my own feelings and bad thoughts.
dissociating to this playlist is a vibe
Doing that rn :')
what i’m doing lol
Same here
I remember having a panic attack in school
My friend came behind me and covered my ears and hugged me
I broke down in her arms
:(
keep them for as long as you can
Aweeeeeeee!!! That sounds like the best person ever!! Kinda jealous! I'm no longer with my friends enough, and my family doesn't care/know what to do
Wish I had those friends
@@arashde01 me too
dang i wish to have friends that comfort me ( its just that i lost all my friends =] )
I remeber my parents were being too loud and yelling yo much and i had a meltdown and i had to cover my ears and cry into my pilllow in the corner of my room
I'm so sorry that happened to you, I hope it will get better for you. My parents went through that, and they got a divorce, I was young, so it didn't effect my too much. But, none the less, it's terrible, and still effected me, so I understand. I wish I could give you some tips, or some comfort, but I don't know what to do myself, so I hope this is slightly comforting
I hope youre doing better now. I went to something like that too. My father didnt loved me for being a girl and left my mother alone with 2 kids. Even if the years have passed and my mother told me everything is fine between them and between me and him i still think that im not accepted for being a girl :). Im doing better now because i got help. I hope you did/you will do soon. And heres a reminder to tell you that youre loved and appreciated from me❤️🥰
@Heather Donohoue yeah I hate it when I hear people yelling because it reminds me of when my parents would fight.
@Heather Donohoue thank you 🤍
@Heather Donohoue yeah. Thanks again I really appreciate it :)
my sister once told me "i wish i had a brother instead" and used to physically hurt/abuse me. we're close now but i'll never forget that
same, when my mom would leave my sister would always tell me she wished I wasn't born, I was like 6. We're pretty close now tho :p
i tell my little brother he ruined the family sometimes, but i mean it. he hits me and our family, and hes the worst brother i couldve ever asked for. i love him with all my heart though
Its same here i cant understand her she triend to lay my head in the toilet and when we was young she tryed to step on me when i was a baby but my mom stoped her i think she hate me i think she wants to be the only kid in the familie
same my sis likes to be mean to me a lot and she blackmails me because i wached hent@i one time but shes a brat and likes to hit me
for all my life my brother hits me. when i was learning to walk he pushed me down and he still does it after 11 years :(
“suicide doesnt stop the pain, it gives it to someone else..”
I lost and uncle from suicide in 2018, i never knew he was suffering from depression, or that he committed.. i was told he was sick and died from that. I overheard my grandparents talking about him- thats how i learned the hard way of how he truly died. i was furious of him after that. But i still have no idea if he did die of suicide… my ears might’ve been playing tricks.
My d-d commited when i was 11, nobody ever told me how he died but I found by myself, I never knew why but I'm sorta glad he is gone for good, he used to yell at my me and my mom and other things, I just wish i had a better d-d who actually cared about my emotions
@@crowruffles im sorry :(
@@deadwingg its not your fault :(
@@crowruffles I'm so sorry! Glad it's over with, never party over it tho.
@@crowruffles You're glad your dad died just because he yelled at you?
Me: *hears falled down*
Me: Sad because fandoms
Also me: happy because this is going to be a great playlist
i know why you are sad, bc the mcyt fandom claims that it is related to Ranboo but it is not.
@@gunam7a119 it always get under my skin when I see that, it's not his song. Yes, he plays it after his streams, but it's not *his* 😕. Now, I don't hate mcyt, or Ranboo, I'm just not emotionally attached to it, so when people make a big deal of it, idrk, it pisses me off
@@wasuretayaku4348 also i think he might have played Undertale once bc i don't think someone would use any song on anything without hearing It at least once
Same, with me I get sad because Ranboo is my comfort streamer, and yes, I know it isn't his song I play Undertale, but the song always reminds me of him
Undertale was basically my childhood
Perfect for my 3am panic attacks...
are u ok?
@@sofia3453 Not everything about depression, panic attacks, anxiety is just acting or trying to be cool 👌
@@seez6963 dude, I have a panic disorder and I hate when people come across to be glamorising panic attacks. I get pretty defensive. Not sugarcoating what I said as it was the wrong thing to do, but there’s your explanation. I’ve deleted my comment.
@@skydaydreamer I am very aware, but the comment seemed to do such and I got pretty pressed about it. I’ve deleted my comment and I’d like to move on. Thank you.
@@seez6963 (don't be sorry:)
*A few months ago I had a panic attack that made me faint after my friends laughed at some photos that my ex-boyfriend took without my consent, I walked away from they and I avoid they at all costs, it makes me want to cry when I see them close to me, but for some reason hearing this reassures me, and I appreciate it.*
I’m sorry you have to go through that
I’m so sorry you dealt with that, but I’m glad you’ve found something to help, good luck out there, the world is worrying
it's just too loud that my heartbeat starts racing,
every beat is louder than whatever they're saying.
past memories keep on flashing.
when will this ever stop?
There is no underated comment here so:
This playlist is underrated I like this playlist.
Lol I read "undertale" instead of "underated" because of your pfp
@@lav-kitty you are very poggers my guy.
i wanted to like but its at 555-
@@lav-kitty lol
I like your pfp =]
i got kicked out and im walking in the dark crying, perfect vibe. perfect playlist
EDIT// YALL R SO SWEET HELP IM OKAG NOW I WALKED BACK HOME
I saw that this comment was posted 2 days ago I hope your okay and you’ve found shelter 💖
@@TheArkhamGhost7645 tysm, im back home :D
@@mr.surrealismsaccordion4111 yayy :D
@@mr.surrealismsaccordion4111 jez- you're parents suck-
@@flowey1145 they do
I'm listening to this while eating pizza and feeding some to my cat (Romaine lettuce)
Wait so does the pizza have romaine lettuce on it or is that your cat's name?
yum!!
@@S4tanaeSum13 romaine lettuce is a good name for a cat-
*change my mind*
Can u make your pfp romaine lettuce I desperately need to see this beautiful cat
nice cat name
small T.W: possible derealization
Whenever i listen to playlists like this im able to make all the noises sound muffled and next thing i know im in my own world,with the muffled noises in the background and i dont "wake up" for a good 40-45 minutes,and in this world i can forget about all my problems and i can be whoever or whatever i want to be,but then i wake up.
T.W: fakiu lolololo
You seriously thought there was gonna be something down here, huh?
That's not derealization.
I’m sorry, but what does derealization mean?
@@maieugf Derealization is a mental state where you feel detached from your surroundings. People and objects around you may seem unreal. Even so, you're aware that this altered state isn't normal. More than half of all people may have this disconnection from reality once in their lifetime.
@@your.deadprince6745 thanks! I’ve had a similar experience recently for a brief moment and now I know what it is!!
I remember staring up from my bed in the med bay at school and couldn't stop thinking about the hospital and needles and everything. If no one else was there I probably would have had a breakdown
Okay, I was in electrical doing tasks until I saw the sussy imposter vent.
@xGleaming_seemingx You are sus, I'm voting you out.
@@unused1900 seriously shut up
@@unused1900 dude thats pretty sussy
@@itsjustsam1420 Nope, you sussy imposter.
This playlist is perfect ♡´･ᴗ･`♡
aw tysm!
I know right. The first remind me of my childhood and my old house. All the Barbie shoes scattered on floor, "clean up before your little sister could hurt her feet" my oldest sister would say to my other sister. All the my little pony dolls we got from Christmas with scattered hair and a comb jammed against their fake colorful hair. My old bed with the sheets all messed up. Old shirts, pants, shoes. Not gunna lie I miss those days 💛
Me having a random panik attack for no reason:
Also me remembering all the anxiety and bad things happening to me knowing my parents will never see that I am hurting:
Ive been dissociating a lot recently, and i cant always figure out whats real and whats not. Only today i figured out that all of my trauma wasnt real. It was all in my head for 3 years. But then again, most of the trauma is real, which really isnt a good thing. Also, because of it, i were thinking of the possibility that i might have DID or OSDD-1b. Right now, im mostly sure that i dont have one of them. I dont know. I dont know anything about myself anymore, it seems. Well, its fine. If anyone sees this and reads this, first of all, wtf, second of all thanks for taking your time to read my rant/vent, i love you so much
Can relate
Excuse me, What's dissociating? is it when you kinda pause/go out of reality for a bit and then return or something? like what happens when there is no one who is controlling a body while alters switch? I'm curious :3
I hope you find a way to figure out things and feel better
Why do you believe you may have DID? (Just asking 😞)
Do you even know what DID and OSDD-1b is.
Everyone talking abt how they had a panic attack as a kid and their friends comforted them.... guess it was just my friends who laughed with everyone else 😅
I’m so sorry! I hope your okay now! Don’t worry everything will be okay! But uh plz don’t look at my pfp-
@@frogie6578 everything is still bad, but It’s slowly getting better :)
Also ur pfp is so funny bro 💀
Same
Mine too. Glad I left them.
dw, same.
This really hit close to home, and this helped me with a PTSD related panic attack, thank you so much for this playlist
as someone with moderate spd, the phrase "its too loud" gives me chills
Same though
This, just this comment. Yes. I can feel ya with this.
yes I have lvl. 1 autism and this rly hit hard for me
I was bullied to the point where I feared to step foot in the school due to the humiliation I knew I would receive. Also I was scared that it would escalate and I'd be physically harmed. I can picture the dusty, yellow and green splotches of tiles in the hallways and the hateful eyes on me. I only had a few friends. They, too, were victims of the bullying. We all just kind of huddled together against the others. We were just tired of it all. To this day, I've never been the same. I'm numb, burnt out, and don't have the ability to laugh without it being numbed down or straight up fake anymore. I'm sick of it.
Hey. I've gone trough the same thing, bullied until i didn't want to go to school or talk to anyone, not even my family. I thought about giving up so many times, and i could see everyone judging me. But let me tell you something. I know that you feel tired and sick of everything. I'll ask you one thing: don't give up and have faith. Start with baby steps, like reading a good book or listening to a nice playlist. I promise you, some day, a very kind person will appear to you, because you're wonderful and you deserve it! Hang on a litte longer
I hope you’re doing better man.
I have claustrophobia and thanatophobia. I lived in vietnam for 2 yrs before moving to the the US. during the 2 yrs, I went into the elevator alone during night to meet a friend. I was anervous wreck because this was the first time ive been in an elevator without a person let alone during night. While going down, the elevator got stuck and the lights stopped working. I completely lost it and started crying on the floor and having the biggest mental breakdown ive had. the elevator started working but i was still in distress when my friend saw me crying when the elevator opened. this happened when i was 8 and im now 13
I remember when I had a panic attack during orchestra. It happend out of nowhere. I was playing my violin then it hit me. It was getting hard to breathe and I was getting light-headed. My hands were starting to shake. My teacher noticed and she let me take a break. After that day I have been scared that it will happen again.
The “Hes sorry” one hit to hard…
Bc im the one that screams “IM SORRY” all the time while crying. Its a good day to be a Mikan Kinnie
Please the people in the comments have such good friends 😭
Once I was having a mental breakdown in class and my “best friend” just looked at me and then told the boys they made me cry- like- no-
She was very toxic and I ended it two weeks ago
*feelin great*
What they did was such an awful thing, everyone has feelings & are allowed to show them :(
They didn't even ask you why u were crying like bro why tell the bOyZ. They should've just hug u and ask what's wring
I dont have good friends to like im never lucky T-T
Si tu amiga es amiga de la chica q te daño es realmente tu amiga? ( perdón no se a quien decirle esto no quiero lastimar a nadie )
2:30
I zone out and start shaking
Memories flooding back
Tears are now dripping off my pink cheeks
My heart pounding unable to handle the pain from the trauma
Thoughts of my little brother while our father is yelling at him
Thoughts of mom and dad yelling at each other
Thoughts of dad yelling "COME OUT DEMON, I REBUKE YOU IN JESUS NAME" at me as I sit stuck in a corner shaking in tears
I hate feeling cornered now, I'll just freeze up and start shaking if I feel cornered, too scared of moving for the fear of getting hit
All the nightmares I have now of dad hurting my mom and little siblings and not being able to help them
The screams
I can still hear them
The pain
I still feel it
I still have to face him every day when I go out of my room
I still have to hear the arguing
Hoping that I'll get out soon
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My father is a religious, narcissistic, physical and mental abuser, 80 years old, I've found ways to get away from him and cope but I'm still stuck in this house being only 15, my older sister is about to move out and idk how I'm going to survive without her because she's the only thing that's keeping me alive, I'm extremely happy that she's getting out of this mess tho so I'm going to try my best to be strong, for her
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Thank you for taking your time to read my stupid little rant/vent, to everything out there going through trauma or dealing with a traumatic past, I wish you the best and stay strong ok? If you don't have anyone to stay strong for then do it for yourself, I'm sure it'll be worth it in the end, just stay strong, I love you all and I'm wishing you all the best! ♡♡♡
I'm so sorry you have to go thru that hell, I have an extremely religious parent too I know how things can be, however, I really hope you can get out of there someday, there is a life to live without having to just try to survive all of the time, I send you my best of lucks
I’m very very sorry you had to go through something like that, I really hope you heal mentally and physically. You are an amazing person and I’m very proud of your for making it this far, please don’t give up❤❤
I’m truly sorry you had to deal with that you did not deserve anything like that I really hope you can get through this because I believe in you
I love drowning in dreamcore playlists. :)
No thoughts, head empty. It always feels like I can let all emotions come over me in waves and not think about anything at all.
pov: the only thing keeping u going is ranboo and the idea of growing old with that one girl and adopting six kids
That's not a pov, that's my whole damn life explained-
@@an1k_623 Fr-
yeah but except its not ranboo and i wanna be alive but dead??? lol does anyone know what im talking about
@@rainyclouds4138 lol Y E S
@@kenma_kozome7489 phew someone in this world understands me
Reasons to live:
“Suicide doesn’t stop the pain,” “It gives it to someone else.”
- [ ] 1: We would miss you
- [ ] 2: It’s worth it to be alive
- [ ] 3: It does get better,believe it or not it will eventually get better.
- [ ] 4: There’s so much you would miss out on doing.
- [ ] 5: You are worth it don’t let anyone,even yourself tell you otherwise.
- [ ] 6: God made you for a reason, you have a reason.
- [ ] 7: There is always a reason to live!
- [ ] 8: So many people care about you
- [ ] 9: You are amazing
- [ ] 10: I don’t even know you and I love you
- [ ] 11: I care for you
- [ ] 12: There are plenty of people that love you
- [ ] 13: Youre literally perfect!!
I- thank you 😖❤️
I started crying when i was reading this 😖
I'm very late but thank u thank you a lot your an angel I love uuu T3T❤
Thank you, you really made my night...after so much..it is nice to see people that care..thank you very much..you made my day.
Thanks. 😃♡
you angel!! you beautiful, sweet angel!! how dare you be so amazing!? 💖
Just lost my last friend today,this makes me feels safe and happy,thank you dear person.
I’m your new Internet friend now, I hope you doing ok
@@mountain9310 Thank you, I am fine now
The title of this playlist reminds me of my father, who would scream at me even when I was only three. Yesterday I had a breakdown during a social event with some friends, we were standing in a group of many people, it got so loud that it triggered something and I just started crying uncontrollably. Please never delete this.
Idk just the cover picture is like me everyday Idk why But when a lot of people start talking my head starts hurting and I start to get sad it’s so stupid and weird. Anyway , I love this playlist it’s perfect
Same.
Same for me , kinda. I get mad easily when people talk to me for too long and i dont know why lmao. I just get so stressed
same
It’s my mental breakdown and I wanna have my time and pick me some songs 😌
LMAO
@@deadwingg girl wtf this was a joke, i was laughing because she said that she got to pick the songs for it like relax i have mental breakdowns too little wannabe hero
Oh some tea is happening
@@Im_inside_ur_walls8843 LMAO this girl just randomly attacked me for laughing- 💀
@@misskayla._4167 ik people so sensitive now and days
I just learned fallen down on piano!
gj!! i wanna learn piano but it seems rlly hard so good job! :DDD
waaaohh gg! that's amazing
@@haitheseus aww i love your pfp everytime i see a Sal pfp reminds me of the whole game and so much memories :( < 33
@@isnellux thank you! and yeahhh bahaha :'D
@@haitheseus
a lot of us have been through terrible trauma, and I just want to say you’re not alone and I love u. I’ve been going unnoticed in mental health recently and starting to experience depressive episodes, I can’t get a therapist because my mother thinks I’m fine. an example of bad parenting…
This is exactly what im going through. Im glad i can relate to someone and share my thoughts
Me at school in a nutshell:
~Classmates: +Make noise DURING CLASS+
~Me: +The photo+
~My head: +The songs+
Same sometimes i just wanna be deaf
@@GraveModel0 relatable.
@@GraveModel0 same
i can relate
EEEAAAOOO Lyrics
~^Baby blue buildings far above the crystal grove^~
~^Magenta plated terrace with a table and a stove^~
~^Guarded golden railing just to frame the pretty stars^~
~^Fix that old piano and the birds will fall apart^~
Spanish Lyrics (from a cover)
~^En un bosque de cristal mi casa es azul^~
~^Con terraza Magenta y una estufa con glamur^~
~^De barda dorada que proteje estrellas^~
~^Repara el piano y las aves pronto se iran^~
I know it wasn't necessary but there We go
I remember my mom getting drunk then fighting her boyfriend, she was screaming, yelling and crying, this happened 5 times last year, now I can never hear a raised and agitated voice the same way again, it stopped before the end of 2020, but one time this year she got mad at her boyfriend again one night, not drunk though, but it was on a school night, the next day I wasn’t participating in school, mostly in gym, the other boys and teacher were pushing me to participate, but I was too afraid to tell what happened, back in class I had a breakdown when my teacher was asking if I was okay, I had to tell him what happened, he immediately understood, it’s rare that I vent, online, irl, anywhere, I mostly keep my feelings to myself until I break, and I don’t know how to stop doing it
i recently had panic attacks from noise im so lucky that my parents comforted me
you know all those shows where someone goes through the same day over and over?
that's what this year is starting to feel like
This playlist is a massive soother for me.
TW: derealization, death, and shaking stuff
Ummmm as soon as I started listening, I felt really light and all the noises around me were extremely muffled and my skin was crawling like crazy. It felt like ants were in my skin, but for some reason, it was soothing. It calmed me down. I saw my dad (for reference, he died when I was 4 from an od) and he was telling me to come with him. I went into this dark doorway (like the ones that you see on other thumbnails) and I saw my grandpa and other people who were family that had died. I tried to run to them, but I started shaking really badly. Turns out, my mom was calling my name for at least 10 minutes and was shaking me to "wake up". I have no idea what happened afterwards. I just wanna go back so I can see them. So for about 3 hours, I've been listening non stop and starting it over once it ends. Help please
traumacore is so comforting to me because i never had full experience as a child. i was made to grow up so fast that i did not have time to enjoy my childhood. being bullied and laughed at, being taught to be modest because it is not right "for girls". i didnt experience being a kid.
All young girls experience that.
@@starlightfoxie6470 no they don’t. not as intensely as others. it varies depending the person.
@@hymnseraphic How would you know?
@Bvcv I vfv bruh idk 👁️👄👁️
@@starlightfoxie6470 yeah right coz all girls are comfortable being girls
I remember i used to have minor panic attacks but since i was usually alone no one noticed and my parents thought i was faking them, now i don't go out often bc of my social anxiety and they wonder why -.-
Damn, you guys have cool friends. All of mine laughed when I'd have episodes or ignored me. 🤷♀️
Great compilation :D
Ty!
@@user-ho9zd5pk9o do you know what the plushie is called?
*off topic but i really like the EEEAAAOO!!
for those wondering,I’m a ghost who wants cheer sad people up! I’m a bit like Ghostbur,I guess.
For those sad;don’t be!! Come talk with me!! I’ll cheer you up!!
Update:OH MY GOODNESS I LOVE THE SLOWED PARISH!! I should play the fnf mod again!! :D
Hi!
you seem so nice !! can we be friends :O
@@amayahuq yes!! :)
@@autisticsonicfan hello :)
I like trains
Damn, I miss my little playground that I had, I used it to escape reality when my parents would yell and argue because I never really had a phone to distract me but,, they'd sometimes argue near midnight but I was never hesitant to go outside and play on swings and slide down the slide. It was always so comforting.
Many nights.
I remember that one night.
She terrified me.
She said lots of things.
She yelled.
It felt so horrible.
I cried and cried.
I wished she never came that night.
I was held in my grandpa's arms crying into his chest while they argued and fought in the living room.
The drunken state made her go mad.
I was younger so I felt bad.
I didn't know what to do.
I didn't know what I did.
Oh but God forbid.
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That one other night
What I heard beyond the door that night.
"I hate her"
There I stood and cried.
I went back to bed and fell asleep in tears.
After many years I thought I was special and loved.
Wrong.
How wrong I was.
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Crybaby.
Quit being such a crybaby
You told me.
I simply missed dad.
Wishing he'd come back.
I don't cry no more.
I don't cry in front of others.
It hurts too much.
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You let him.
That MAN.
You allowed it for me at the age of 3
To be in the closet with nothing and sleep there all night.
I've grown to be comforted by closets and carpeted floors now.
To sleep not on the bed but the floor.
Now everytime something happens I strip of myself of what keeps me warm and lay there on the concrete floor and cry my eyes out. In pain.
Sometimes I wish
I wasn't the one but I don't want to have happened to any of my siblings, so I see why it was me.
Thanks mom...
- hugs-
I’m sorry. I love you.
there’s this girl and i don’t go into so much detail but it’s not the best friendship and she left for a good couple months without telling me i got worried and then i kinda changed and was happy and we’re online friends but then i was playing the game we met on and i saw that she had joined my game so i went to her so happy and excited but then it seemed like she didn’t even care… she was kinda ignoring me and the fact i took time and sent her messages a lot of the time and i added her on snap to make sure she was okay and things she didn’t even respond until on july 1st a couple of days ago and she acted like nothing had happened and i feel like she was lying to me. and then this horrible thing happened she was a piece of the past and then it latched onto me into my heart- and now i’m terrified and so tired and depressed and this made it worser i have no clue what to do and people will say and the friendship… heh- well i can’t she’s something i really don’t want in my life but at the same time she’s something i don’t wanna let go of. oh well good luck to me :)
im so sorry to hear that :(
@@mintamay it's fine! no need to be sorry but im NIT friend with her anymore ^^ and I'm pretty sure it was a good decision because I'm happier now
awe thats good! im happy that you're doing better :)
@@mintamay thank you so much! :) 💗
summon ur demon bf 😑😑😑🙄🙄🙄
i can’t handle being here anymore i forgot what it’s like to feel emotions, for fucks sake i can’t even cry.
Ngl Parish sounds like your in heaven like it’s CALM DUDE I-
whenever my father hurts me , i always come back to this playlist . it is the only one that i bawl my eyes out to and the only one that calms me down . thank you creator
I just keep thinking about when my mom was on her medication and how she was always yelling because she couldn't control her emotions. Now it's my dad that gets mad at me when I refuse to hang out with the family and he wonders why I stay in my room all day.
As a child, when i had a fever, i would wake up from dreams screaming, everything would be to loud. I would go outside woth my parents at 2am to breathe the fresh air, normally it smelled like smoke or fore and it would freeze my lungs. I would go back to bed, but i wpuld stay awake till morning. A good and bad memory ig :/
the phrase "its too loud" is something i can really relate to bc my parents always fought and it was so irritating for me i even hated new years eve bc all the fireworks were so loud and the noise scared me the only time it was actually quiet tho was in the night so i basically sat in the darkness for hours until i somehow fell asleep
It's not to get attention, it's just to vent. My mom once said that she would be late for me and that she would pick me up late. Even knowing that, I went into a strong state of anxiety attack, my hands were sweating, I felt chills, my breathing became agitated, and therefore I began to cry, like that, out of nowhere. Now, that I suffered bullying for 6 years in a row, I am someone insufficient, whose self-esteem goes from bad to worse, and I feel alone, nothing makes me feel good, from now on, I will sink into the traumacore, so maybe I will not feel so wrong, I don't know, nobody knows
this playlist sounds like breaking down in the school toilets after hearing everything people say about you and how they view you... i just wish i could re start at a new school where no one knew me.
the song never just reminds me of how much i crave to hurt someone, to like take their like yk? to see the life drain out of every part of them, their eyes, their skin... i just want to know what it feels like. like what do serial killers get out of it, what makes it so desirable to want to constantly do it? the question won't leave my mind.
:D
Same, I've been having trouble sleeping because of the question. Plus I had the urge to do yk take someone's life away one night too.
Let's book a therapy appointment together y'all.We really need it
@@sapphicsymphony9044 yeah we really do.
Yeah
(edit:venting to the yt comments) i dont whats wrong with me, sometimes im too loud. idk if im just spoiled or if there is something actually wrong? the best way to describe it is: parents who arent in love but dont hate each other and dont fight and wont divorce either so they are stuck with each other with the oddly specific vibe of an on-off couple but they are married and havent divorced. we are like four strangers put in a house and told to get along but we only half listen to the rules.
As a person with severe OCD, that picture perfectly encapsulates my experience
Sometimes its better not to have children. You'll fight and forget about them easily with the next batch. But with the next batch you'll yell at them for nothing. You'll never know if there dying or not. Not even they will know. It'll hurt them to the point they want to die.
Or do. Parents are great? :(
last song gives me FNF vibes, love it
I use 8bit video game music as an escape so this helped a lot
I'm gonna rant a little now but sometimes I just listen to the entire Undertale soundtrack and cry and I don't know why and also this one song called I don't want to set the world on fire by the ink spots makes me cry and I have no reason.
Does anyone have a theory why?
Go to the psychologist
Sometimes your body gets reminded of good memories but you don't realize it, so its your body's reaction? Maybe? I'm not sure, but undertale gives me nostalgia and reminds me of times when it was better
This is actually such a cute-short playlist! As someone with ADHD, this is amazing how it's short!
my friends dropped me today for no reason lol, perfect playlist
summon ur demon bf 🙄🙄🙄
@@kyrasnider22 BWHAHAHA PLEASE-
uhm- also- kill them tf ✋🤨
listening to this in the dark while parents are arguing
hit different :]
I blast calming music in my ears to make myself feel better, also I always try to seen ok even though I always need to cry I try comforting other people when they need it, I always say "I'm ok" when someone asks how I'm doing I just don't wanna them to ask if I'm ok because it's to hard to explain.
For me this music is scary or something like that(I cant explain its like trigger or something) and im listening to it at 4am with max volume, now I cant sleep but I like the playlist so much
This kind of music is scary but also calming to me its weird but thanks I hope you have a good day to 💖
I love this already
im so proud of this playlist because they have mid fight masses in a traumacore video. **chefs kiss 🥰😇**
I've been gravitating towards these types of playlists and music recently, and for a few issues I have I find it comforting and helpful in collecting myself especially since I had to stop therapy.
When i was a kid I use to be bullied at school and home, I was never happy because I always had to deal with some sort of abuse. Yet when i got older things got better, it took lots of work and I fell back many times but it can get better.
0:00 Undertale Fallen - down
2:30 Never - ( Oh, he's sorry! )
6:30 EEEAAAOOO - ( Slowed & reverb )
9:42 - Darkness Part Of Day
Parish - ( Slowed & reverb )
I had a panic and a anxiety attack at the same time wichh let's say... It gave me trauma😀✨and on top of that the teacher didn't believe me that I couldn't breath😍✨
I hate when people do that I hope that you’ve recovered well and I just want to let you know I care and I understand your troubles
You matter 💖
@@TheArkhamGhost7645 this
@@TheArkhamGhost7645 thank u so much ur to kind to be a person✨
does anyone else have times where they're just chilling and cool but then the slightest noise becomes too loud and you start to get incredibly mad and anxious?
When i was listening to the second song (Never) there were little kids outside my house screaming in joy, it made the song more emotional . I miss those days... :(
I remember years ago when the teacher yelled at everyone in the class while they all ignored her and kept talking too much and making all possible ungrateful things around me. I started to feel my body burning and sweating everywhere and then my patience just got lost. I didn’t handle it anymore so I started screaming and hitting people around me. They watched me in a very concerned way. I didn’t remember much about it but I decided to go to the restroom a few minutes after this. I don’t know if this felt good to relieve my emotions or not.
the screaming at the start reminded me of something i've screamed at the top of my lungs, spitting blood with each breath. oh, those marvelous days.
My sister and mom would yell so loud the neighbors would hear. I’ve become familiar with loud noises and tones of an argument.
**Me reading the comment's**
**My brain: You should rlly change ur pfp. All the other's pfp are so cool**
**Me: Goes to change pfp**
**My brain: now that is not even better :')**
Btw love this playlist
This is so nice to listen thank you
I remember having several panic attacks, I really feel scared all the time, these songs are so relaxing for me
To be honest this playlist is so calming and literally great for my mental breakdowns♡︎♫💖
Thank you for making such a great playlist♥︎🌈❤️
Traumacore and weirdcore Playlist usually give me anxiety but this one is nice so thank you :)
I normally get panic attacks where I cant speak well and my heart starts racing and I get anxious at everything. I try to talk to my friends abt it but they act like it's some kind of joke.
Fallen down is literally one of my fave songs-
When I heard the frantic Sorrys it woke something up inside me, I haven't felt this in a long time. I need it to come out so it doesn't fester, thank you.
I remember in 6th grade, I was just realizing that it wasn’t normal to disassociate like that and constantly hear those voices… I remember once I did that, I realized how little people cared. No one asked if I was okay. No one even noticed, despite how obvious I thought my distress was.
Awhile after I’d started recognizing i gave up on someone asking me if I needed help. I didn’t have enough confidence to ask myself, nor do I currently. So I just… gave up. Tried to forget about the idea of someone ever noticing me.
I don’t know where I was going with this. Nothing changed. In the past 2-3 years, I’ve only been asked if I was okay about… 4 times. I know because I hold those times close to me, even if they were only strangers. And suddenly, I feel awful. Telling this story has made me feel ill. I don’t know what the purpose of this was. From the start I knew that I had no motivational message. Yet I still kept writing.
Goodnight.
this is beautiful i love it
really great song selection, thank you :>
this playlist triggered my anxiety a little bit so i got scared but i still like it ;-; good songs and playlist :)
The silent panic attacks have affected me in so many ways. And it took me a while to realize that panic attacks arent always out but they can happen on the inside too.