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On 4/20 I quit smoking tobacco, on 4/26 I quit Nicotine Replacement Therapy (3mg Zyn, 2-3x daily).
On 5/4 I attained enlightenment to simply lighten up and appreciate the journey.
On 5/6 I snapped back to reality to continue my important work of self discovery.
On 5/7 I checked in.
Hey. I'm glad you came. Keep going.
How are you doing now? I hope the journey of self improvement is still going well. Ive just hit a little stumbling block in my life.
We're all here together at different times. how cute is that
Existing is cool!!!
@@felixargyle6614living feels good
Yes , hello 👋 ❤
I'm glad I get to experience things like this
keep goin.
Hello yall, im going thru a really bad time right now but im happy i could stop by with everyone. I hope everyone feels better soon, thanks for being here with me.
You will make it through like I know you have before ❤ best of luck to you my friend
I have bad times too, like once i was really really bad mentally, and I’m glad I kept going, life is all ups and downs and I get it now
Thanks for being with me!
Thank you for treating us like people too. We the passing strangers miss you and we've never met.
🙏
This feels like ive entered a saferoom in a video game, thanks pal.
Haha l4d2 type shit
@@KenkadeLinden I do believe you mean RE
Fuck it, I'm drunk and feeling things. Eight months ago I almost died by my own hand, but a cop revived me. As nice a guy as he was, I spent about 8 or 9 of those past months guiltily and secretly angry at him, for I almost, finally, got to slip off into peaceful oblivion. It would have been such a nice death too, all the heroin made it so that I barely even felt how hard I busted my ass before I blacked out and began agonal breathing.
My ex fiancee leaving me still hurts on a near daily basis. Even when I can manage to go a few days without thinking about her, my unconscious mind finds it necessary to bombard me with vivid, brutally emotional dreams, and my day starts with memories of a much happier life that I'll never get back.
About a month or two ago, a tiny black kitten followed me and my dog until I picked her up to keep her safe from passing cars. She clung to my shoulder and screamed if I went to put her down, so I let her stay there until we got home. When we got there and I sat on my bed, she fully released her claws from my shoulder, cuddled up with my dog, and took a very long nap.
I may still live a poor and overall passionless life, one where there's nothing I really want to be or accomplish. Essentially, I'm just existing as a spare garbage person, destined to live and die alone as all of my friends get older, start their families, and inevitably forget all about my lonely divorced ass.
But for now, at least, I have these two beautiful animals that I love to death and would do anything for. I may have nothing going for me, but I am very good at making them happy, so I guess I'll just continue to do that for as long as I possibly can. It's the only thing that'll ever make sense any more.
You’re a great person for saving the kitten and treating it and your dog well. Sorry you’ve been through so much pain. Please just do what you love and treat yourself well, it will get better.
Hey, I’ll never stop having hope that things become 10x better for you my dude. U found love in two other living beings and that’s good. Cherish that good as much as you possibly can and im sure you’ll be successful in your strive for peace. Stick around friend, there’s more to life than what you know so far, new things can and will happen for you. Love.
Hey, man!
I just wanted to say that, even if I do not know you, nor all the things that you have been through, I do know that you have the strength to move on from all of this. I know that this is not easy, but you have made an important step by sharing your thoughts, also you have a kitten and a dog that inspire you to keep going, I am sure you will be able to find new reasons and other things that motivate you, remember that we all have that potential to be many things :)
Remember that you are never alone, even here in this comment section inside UA-cam, there will be always people that take a moment to read and give you their best wishes!
Everything will be better 🙌
We love you. You are loved. Keep going mate.
me alegra escuchar que puedas ver lo bueno a pesar de todo, me inspiras
I was scrolling through the comments and saw one that I decided to reply to and I just wanted to repeat myself so more people may hear this.
In case you haven't been told before, you are a great person. Despite your past and everything that may have happened to you, you are amazing and unique and deserve happiness. My life took a turn for the worst, as I began suffering with OCD, quickly becoming the lowest point in my life. But, even if I haven't fully recovered yet, I want you to know that it does get better. I am better. Please don't lose hope. Please know that everything you do matters and you're not alone. If you need help, ask for it, as hard as it may be. You are meant to be here and please don't ever doubt that. Remember to love and appreciate yourself every day, as impossible as it might look right now. Don't ever for a second think you're a bad person. You're not. You're a beautiful person. Your mind is beautiful, even if you don't see it. Learn to forgive yourself. Remember that it's never over, so please, whatever you're going through right now, keep fighting. It's worth it. You are worth it.
Thank you for being here.
I hope you have a beautiful day.
thank you, bro...
Here to say I see you man, I went through the major OCD dip too and it truly felt like a demon was in my mind trying to drag me into the pits of Hell. I don't know if my life has gotten better but with a few years of effort the OCD *did*. I'm glad to know there's at least one other person out there who has gone through that and I hope you too will come out the other side. Wishing you all the best.
despite this being cliche and generic to me,
it still made me shed a few tears, thanks bro
We're finally here.
We can rest and wait for the end of days; we've finally arrived. we are here.
🎉❤ love all know nothing seek forgiveness
WHAT IN THE F TOOK YOU SO LONG????
We are here for what?
@@henriquebucinskascarnaz1179 at this point
You will be okay.
ty
In this world full of unknown, there are billions of ways your life could have turned out.
Every choices you’ve made up until now has resulted in another path that you’ll never get to know about.
Maybe you ended up happier, maybe you would have been miserable. There will never be a way to know.
But in this vast space of unknowns, you exist in the miracle where everything, up until this point, brought you here.
You’re here. And some way or another, a part of you will always continue to be here.
Thanks for that ❤
yes
Truthful and beautiful all at once my friend
With that being said, is this where you really wanna be? Are you happy with where you are now? If not, it’s never too late to change your present for your future. Never too late
But does the chimichanga taste better than a burrito? 🌯
Checkpoint noticed. It's been a wild and honestly depressing ride in my 20 years of existence. Lost a lot of friends, been struggling with family, and lately encumbered by isolation and just trying to find my place here.
But seeing these comments filled me with a newfound sense of determination, and at the very least it gave me tools to get started on working towards a destination through a vast sea of unknown territory.
Thank you all for existing, even if I know none of you personally. I'm glad to finally be somewhere, to be here. At least, I could finally say after a long, long time, I get to breathe.
Have a rest in this little peace and quiet bonfire in the wild sea of the internets
hugs, it is good to have you here.
@@DarkMargenal thank you, I'll definitely need to take a break from time to time.
@@naade thanks, I appreciate hugs
Oh, Bro... Hang on, we don't know you either, but we're with you. if you need support, then write to me. You know, nature helps me. Look at the floating clouds in a clear sky or the stars. The rustle of trees or the sound of waves. Where there are no prying eyes and you can be yourself. Try it too, it might help you. And friends... You know, people come and go. You get the people you need, because they give us the experience so that we don't make mistakes in some things anymore. And over time, the one you want will appear, who will become the closest in the world. But for now, hold on, if you're still alive, it means you're a strong-minded person. I believe in you, Bro! * hugged*
Glad I made it... Getting here was tough yknow, felt like giving up a lot.
I pray whoever reads this will find the strength to keep going. Things have been so tough yet were still here. Pain is released sometimes thru silence. I love you if no one cares
Threres this feeling when you're alone, sitting late at night in a dark room, reminiscing about everything while listening to music like this. Sometimes it makes me sad, other times it makes me appreciate all the things ive been through. Its a feeling that we all wish we could share to others, but its quite hard for them to understand, you think. Its a special emotion, for the bygone person looking out if their window at 2 in the morning.
I don’t think I quite understand 😢what a shame, you shared un thoughtful words Mith
* Mitch, silly me
I think that's called introspection
I have a similar situation happen very often where i find myself alone whether i like it or not because of the fact I'm a night owl by nature, always have been. But it offers me less distraction's....less i let it become one itself
I get it❤
no matter how lonely i feel. i always feel warmth within these certain comment sections. you all mean so much to me by just being small shadows on the internet, i’m not alone here
❤
i'm stone cold to the bone
fr, i love this type of videos and the comments on these :') thanks for everything
Yes yes!
Me too indeed!
hey everyone im happy to be here ive been losing my mind with life just hope someone reads this and can relate ill be here for you dont worry
We're in this together, it's going to be alright i think
Hey, it’s you.
You’re finally here.
We thought you’d never come. Hurry, come inside. Get out of the rain.
Everyone’s waiting for you. They’ll be so happy to see you.
I wish I could believe it. I really, really wish I do. But the thoughts, my mind, and the Pistanthrophobia that courses through me makes me think not
@@HopefulDay-pu2mg hopeful day if u had a wish what would it be
Everyone reading this right now, I just want to say thank you - for breathing right now, for reading this, for being you, for being you no matter how bad shit happens to you. You're all very strong, and I'm proud of you - just the fact that you exist is enough. Life is shit sometimes, but it's also full of moments worth living for. I experience all the traumas, problems and cruelty of life with you, and I want to give a big hug to everyone who contemplates unhappiness. You are not alone, remember that!
You are finally here,
In a world where clocks tick without mercy,
Concrete dreams sprawl in urban decay,
Reality whispers in the hum of fluorescent lights.
Wander through streets where shadows dance,
Between the forgotten echoes of yesterday's ambition,
Neon signs flicker, casting a surreal glow,
On faces etched with tales of mundane survival.
The air tastes of stale coffee and exhaust fumes,
Where strangers pass like ships in a muted sea,
Their eyes glazed with the residue of mundane routine,
In a cityscape eternally draped in industrial gray.
You are finally here,
Among the echoes of clockwork existence,
A cog in the machinery of the strangely real,
In a world where the surreal is just another day.
you are finally here
beautiful 🥺♡˖✧*。
I really liked this. I write too and I appreciate the imagery here. Most people try too hard and over explain in an attempt to dig for meaning and rhythm out of the words. You did a really good job conveying several moments in time from an angle I don’t usually think in. Much appreciated.
i would possibly like this if i didn’t know it was written by AI lol
@@ghostrecon3834 man i hope you're wrong cause I really like this
these words remind me of how artificial this world has become. Human or AI... it all decays in the end. rest in peace to those we have lost along this path of ours. may your names forever be etched in stone.
all praise to allah. -idols
At the moment, I’m sitting in my childhood room I stayed in at my grandparents. All my cousins are grown up and don’t come around anymore, my grandparents are getting old and can’t move around much anymore. I’m lying on the floor with the echo of thousands of great memories with my cousins and extended family, who are now all gone.
Phew! Glad I finally made it. Hope I haven't been keeping you all. Well shall we?
WHAT THE F TOOK YOU SO LONG
let us commence
yes, let us
we shall🐇
We shall start
i have been struggling so bad.. i have gone through more than 3 severly traumatic things and now i thought i was doing fine (i was distracted) but now my mom had been diagnosed with cancer last week and i honestly thought that i could survive everything but i am not so sure i could survive this.. she is my everything
I’m sorry to hear that. Know that your words are being heard and wholeheartedly supported here. You can make it through this. I believe in you.
here for youuuuu. don't bare the pain alone
Hey friend. I'm in the same boat, life has been hurdle after hurdle and recently we've found out my Mum has cancer too, and it feels so unfair that someone so wonderful has to be the one to get saddled with this. It sounds like you feel the same way about your Mom. I can't say anything about whether we'll make it through this, I can't know anything about the future. But I hope in this moment you can feel a little less alone. I'll be sending you good thoughts and I hope things get better for you even if its not instant.
My 5 month old daughter just said "aaah dada" for the first time just now, at 8:20. I feel like that was her attempt at saying "daddy i'm finally here" . Got me quite emotional as I rushed to hug her to the sound of the music playing. Thanks for creating a wonderful little memory for me in realtime.
That's so amazing man, all the best wishes for you and your daughter! :]]
maybe she was just making noise like kids do
@@bigbobo9507 thats how you learn words 💀
just "daddy" dont be bit extra mate
@@ImJugg cant believe people have actually forgotten how special a childs first words are, @lukahead6 you aren't being extra and he's not right, its an absolutely beautiful moment and im happy for you and your daughter!
Yes, indeed I am finally here
After reading so many stories derivated from life experiences of many individuals, every single one unique in its core, I decided to leave a so called "checkpoint" in here. For whoever is reading this, I hope you live your life fully and also be able to overcome your difficulties in life, I`m sure you can.
From a young person who didn`t truly lived fully yet but hopes to in the time we call future
Not sure if anyone will read this, but here it goes. My life has been a massive roller coaster like most people's. Every year it feels like I got closer and closer to hopefully getting my dream job and I really thought I almost did it, but then I lost my dream job a few months ago, shortly after I ended up in the hospital with no insurance, found out I have a liver problem, and now potentially testicular cancer and somehow have to pay all these bills before they inevitably ruin my life. Crazy part is I just got out of debt a few weeks prior to it happening, but used all my money from my dream job to get out of it. For my entire life this has been pretty much the same thing. I get so high up the mountain only to be kicked right back down to the bottom again. To be honest for a while, especially recently, I've thought about what life would be like if I ceased to exist. Maybe not necessarily in the sense of unaliving myself, but also in another sense maybe. I'm not looking for pity at all from anyone, I'm just lost and honestly I don't know what to do with myself anymore. Life feels like I'm stuck in concrete that's hardening around my feet and slowly filling up past my chest making it hard to gasp for air and I'm barely keeping my head above it. No one knows what I'm actually feeling on the inside or about my current health and I choose not to tell anyone not even my family or friends, but the reality is I am no longer happy. At least, I'm not happy in the sense I felt I was when I was very young, not since I was about 5-7 years old without a care in the world. Sure I find happiness in some things, little things. But it isn't at all the pure happiness and ethereal bliss I once felt when I was younger. I understand life isn't easy, l agree that it shouldn't be all the time, but I'll be honest the amount of times I've taken 1 step forward and 10 steps back in my life is immeasurable and so incredibly painful it borderlines on me thinking irrational thoughts like this must be some kind of sick simulation to see how much punishment this me can take before I end it, only to wake up and have someone go "wow he lasted much longer on this go around than we thought he would, we really pushed it this time". I don't care about money or anything, my purpose is and always will be to make sure my family and friends are taken care of forever. So I'm hoping that life cuts me a break soon, but if not and this message reaches someone a day, weeks, months or even years from now, just know regardless I tried my best and I hope I found peace in one form or another and that you did too.
meu irmão, saudações do Brasil! peço que não deixe que pensamentos nocivos dominem sua cabeça, realmente a vida é uma montanha russa e temos de aprender a lidar com ela de diversas formas, você é forte e tenho certeza de que vai conseguir sair dessa e de tantas outras, mas também peço que, por favor, busque ajuda com psicólogos se possível, isso não é sinal de fraqueza, muito pelo contrário, é um sinal de coragem, coragem de enfrentar de frente seus problemas. você consegue!
se eu puder te ajudar também, seria uma honra, só não sei como poderíamos fazer para entrar em contato.
Feliz ano novo, de onde quer que seja, meu novo irmão.
I feel you. Normal people like all of us here get punched down for no reason. I get that life isn't fair, but sometimes it burns my ass to see others getting away with horrible shit and you can't even get a pardon for a medical bill. Went through the same thing with myself and my mom, we're being bled dry. This Goddamn world makes no sense. I hope life cuts you a break. No matter what you did, you tried your best. Maybe that's the best you can do. That's okay.
Best wishes from a stranger. Cheers.
God bless you, allow God to heal you.. i promise its worth it. We arent here for long, but the most important thing to experience and discover is the love of God through Jesus
The kindness in these comments gave it a lot more faith in humanity today. It feels better sleeping now. Tomorrow has good folx in it.
Laying down in the dark and listening to music like this just gives me this feeling of emptiness and at the same time I wish I could always stay like this forever, wanting nothing but to rest in the dark, to fall asleep and never wake up, but in the end reality hits and time moves forward, on and on, with or without you
I would have to agree!
❤❤❤
"Hello, my dear friend, as I see you have not forgotten me and have not stopped waiting, I also really missed your gentle gaze..."
I’m finally here, I don’t have to think about leaving.
I’ll leave this comment here. I’ll freeze a part of myself in time, for the new people that arrive to discover. I was here too :)
Love you all ❤
Me too bud!
Now I am forever one with time! And just a reply to your comment🤣
Yeah man me too i finally made some real friends
❤hey love you too friend
❤
I'm toked up and I absolutely lost it when I saw this thumbnail. "You're finally here" some distant frayed thread in my heart came apart. Like when you pop that joint that's irritated you for months.
Glad i got here 🙂
Life has been pretty tough for the last 2 years lol, im glad i can finally have a break 😊
i know listening to this, you might feel heavy, in your heart, head, chest, shoulders...
but itll be ok, it might take time (everyones different) but you enjoying something like this means you still notice and enjoy beauty in life.... keep going
Thank you for supporting my song 💙💙💙
❤❤
you should pin this@@Blackradio1
Thank you for making the song
I'm finally here. At this moment. I feel okay. We are okay for now. It's okay to breathe. Okay to be stressed. And it's okay to fall apart. Just for this moment.
I hope you find peace in your tears 🌺😢
you didn't have to come for my throat like this.
@@dreamcity7514 id rather the heart.
I hope you are doing well. ❤️🩹
❤️ love you man too!
We’re all going through it, life is though. But whoever clings onto the word of God will be saved.
“Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes? Look at the birds of the air, they do not sow or reap, or store away in Barns, and yet your heavenly father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they?
And why do you worry about your clothes? See how the flowers in the fields grow. They do not labor spin. Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all this splendor was just like one of these. If that is how God clothes the grass in the field, which is here today and tomorrow’s thrown into the fire, will He not much more clothe- you of little faith?”
I want you to know man it’ll be all right, God loves you so much more than we can now
I pray that you will find success in your life, and you would be brought to repentance, and you would give an open heart to God, and he would come into your life and change you.
All glory be to the Lord Jesus Christ, in Jesus name amen.
Ah, that feeling when you say “I’m home!” to an empty house
It's ok bro
I like to imagine that when I venture upon these playlists, I'm transported to another realm. Think of a liminal space, and then these comments manifest as creatures; friendly in nature, and they speak to me what the comment is I just read. Sometimes, these are spectral ghosts, other times, wilderbeasts, but all of them have one thing in common. They all make me feel as if I'm not alone. While I am alone in the real world, I know that deep down, in my mind. That is were I can truly be free. Free to do whatever I please at my whim, and I enjoy it. I don't let the mindless fantasy get to my head, but on some days such as today, I just sit in my mind and imagine scenarios such as this one. It could be about me raising a family, working at job I'm dreaming of getting, or some action-packed fighting scenes. While it may seem sad to some, this imagination makes me feel better after. It helps reorientate my goals. For instance, when I think about raising a family, I like to think about the kinda girl I'd want to be my wife. It will certainly help in the future when I need to decide who will actually be my wife. Another thing is a job I'd like, I'd imagine what work I'd be doing. And that seems really fun as of late. So, it means I'm on the right path. I... no, we just need to hold 4 look toward a bright future. Keep on living, for any reason you see fit. Any way to cope with reality, any method to the madness is better than none. I just want to say thank you to all of these videos like this that have helped me hone my imagination to the level it's at right now. I love everyone on this Earth, and I hope we can all pursue a better future together. All of us got this year in the bag. Come on, it's 2024. Let's make this year count.
This comment section is like a place to get away from a lot of people, to talk about yourself or anything else really, and it's really nice to see that. It is kind of like a safe haven where those who are traveling the internet can come here and rest
The image and name made me feel like this would be something unsettling, but damn, i feel so.. relaxed..? It makes me feel nostalgic in a way... I've been going through hell these past years, and even more so recently, loneliness, stuggles sleeping, depression, all sorts of things, but this.. its like a break from all the noise in my head, i feel rather calm and okay for now, it brings tears to my eyes, it may not last, but in this moment, i feel fine, a small small on my face, the pain isn't so bad, thank you all for giving me a moment of reprise from the day to day dread of like, a place to calm down and feel, a place to feel okay again, its like 3 in the morning right now, i hope it will get better some time, stay strong people, life can really beat you down, but at least we can all feel okay right now, hang in there
Sabes.... Lo bonito de la vida, es que cada vez que caemos, y caemos tan profundo que uno se pregunta que debo hacer, que debo pensar, porque esto a mi, en esos momentos no sabemos la respuesta, pero llegará... Y se que lo hará, un día en que puedas entender y saber las respuestas que hace un tiempo atrás no podías... El tiempo es la vida y por más que nos ignore, siempre pero siempre tendrás otra oportunidad de sacudirte y ponerte de pie.. Como cada mañana que el sol resplandeciente sale sin importar la circunstancia, eso es La vida.
Hay una frase que es una de mis favoritas espero que te identifiques y no dejes de luchar por ti ❤ *Un abrazo persona de alguna parte del mundo.* 🤝🏻
"En algún momento todo saldrá mal allá, absolutamente todo! Y dirán se acabado eso es todo, pueden simplemente aceptarlo o ponerse a trabajar, no hay más... solo... comienza, Haces números resuelves un problema, y luego el siguiente y el siguiente, si resuelves lo suficiente seguro vuelves" 💎
I raise a glass for you my brother, you’re not alone. Hang in there
@@raifaustino I raise one back, brother, keep going
same, feels like a dream
Hey man, the answer is Jesus, always has been, always will be.
Jesus says “and you will know the truth and the truth will set you free”
Listen man nothing in this world will do, it is all temporary, Jesus is the only answer “Heaven and Earth will odd away, but my words will never pass away”
For God so Loved the world He gave His one and only Son, that whoever Believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.
“And this is Eternal life, that they know you, and Jesus Christ who you sent”
And “I am the true bread from heaven, your ancestors are the manna in the wilderness, and they died, but whoever eats of my flesh and drink some my blood will live, even though they die”
“ whoever drinks of this water will be thirsty again, but whatever drinks out of the water, I give them will never thirst, indeed, the water I give them will become in them, a spring of water welling up to eternal life”
For God so Loved the world He gave His one and only Son, that whoever Believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.
And God demonstrates his love for us in this, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.
I want you to know man, Jesus Christ is the only way to freedom. You will never find freedom and anything else he is the way the truth, and the life wherever believes in him shall not die, but have eternal life.
If you want to get into it, I suggest you read from the book of John in the Bible. It is a book in the New Testament, which speaks about Jesus, and how God so loved us, there is nothing greater than Gods love for us.
Just want you to know that, God loves us.
I pray too that your situation will get better, Grace and peace to you from the living God.
It's always been okay and it'll always be okay. Remember you're a soul, these bodies aren't forever.
Just relax and enjoy
Real Tracklist (yeah, I did the author's work):
00:00 - Oneheart - Hide Away
01:44 - pandora,chillwithme,cody - afterdark
03:27 - Nectry, Antent - Shelter
06:07 - suffershade - dreamstate
07:34 - unholy - onewish
And again, if you can't remember the last 583 seconds, but on shuffle:
09:43 - Oneheart - Hide Away
11:15 - pandora,chillwithme,cody - afterdark
12:40 - Nectry, Antent - Shelter
15:20 - pandora,chillwithme,cody - afterdark
17:04 - Oneheart - Hide Away
18:40 - unholy - onewish
20:52 - suffershade - dreamstate
22:18 - Nectry, Antent - Shelter
24:58 - pandora,chillwithme,cody - afterdark
26:45 - Oneheart - Hide Away
28:18 - unholy - onewish
30:31 - suffershade - dreamstate
31:56 - Nectry, Antent - Shelter
34:37 - pandora,chillwithme,cody - afterdark
36:22 - Oneheart - Hide Away
Gracias por tu labor, desconocido de internet
@@RamShifu 🙂😉
Thank u a good man ♥
many thanks :3
for several hours now, I have been listening to this video, it is an unforgettable feeling of calm, warmth, and probably happiness, thank you very much to the author for such a playlist of music, I am very grateful, I will be glad if it comes out in VK
I’m happy to be here and I’m happy that there are others here as well. Thank you for the moment of respite.
It really warms my heart to have all of you here, it's been a long journey.
yeah it has still going tho
I like to think the photo is what has been left behind, you aren't back then. You are here.
If you're going through hard times, know that it's okay. I know you heard it a lot of times. People might be telling you to not give up and so you're not stopping, but maybe you feel like you already gave up but you've no choice but to continue, so you feel like you only "seem strong".
It's hard, I know. Maybe you feel exhausted, agony, even dead but you're still breathing. I know you still have that small slither of hope that tomorrows going to be better,
because of which one day it will be better.
I love you, whoever or whatever you are. I acknowledge your pain and will pray for you.
To anybody who reads this,
I hope you know you deserve to be loved and cared about. Maybe everybody has treated you like shit your whole life, maybe you've done terrible unthinkable things, maybe you have a dark past and/or present. At the end of the day every single life has beautiful potential and I see yours. You deserve love. Love is a basic necessity and you don't deserve to be deprived of love.
Yes I am here :) now no one can hurt us anymore
are we dead?
@@FIREGOD333 no, better. we burried our past.
@@sods505 💪🔥 FUCK YEAH 🗣🔥🔥🔥
You're finally here. After all those days, all those terrible memories you managed you pull through, even if you weren't realising it, you are apart of a society that cares about you. There is a reason to continue this journey of yours but first while you reached this pace, enjoy this time, as it may not last forever
As someone a little further down the road of recovery, this mental place here is still comforting. Stepping away from everything and just looking at how much I've gained and how far I've come because I stopped being this person I grew to hate. There's still rough spots and patches lined with what feels like razor wire but even the bad times must come to an end. Just like this playlist. It's okay to move on and be someone new, that's always been an option. You're allowed to chase happiness, maybe you just need to learn what happiness really is. And it's okay to find that terrifying, because it is. Change is unfamiliar but here we are, comfortable in a music space most others find strange and alien; In a space others find unfamiliar, we find ourselves comforted, because this is what's familiar to us.
There's rarely a place for such community as a comment section like this.
I read everyone's comments and I just feel connected,
It's somehow, poetic
Right? I instantly feel like it. Thank u for being here.
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Hey Bro!
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No matter where you are, everyone is always connected.
Glad to be there. Sending peace to mend your souls.
Peace to correct fools.
Peace to unite all.
Welcome Traveler. Glad you made it! Come, take a break from your troubles and enjoy your day... You've done enough.
Everyone we're here it's a safe spot :)
It's a secret to everybody.
I've been feeling lost lately, I don't know what I can do to change that. But I'm resisting as much as I can so that one day I can become a better person. I hope everyone reading this feels better, it's not just you who feels this way.
Hope you can overcome it
"Indeed I am, thanks for waiting, sorry I took so long, bud."
I'm 6,181.7 km away from my home , family and friends ... after 3 years of suffering from loneliness finally I will be there after 5 days from now
I genuinely hope you all can and will be happy, there will always be sadness but happiness will always be there somewhere. God bless
Oh, they often write their own stories here. Now is clearly not the best time for me... constant nerves, studying. playlists like this help me fall asleep. I'm glad, thank you. I can only sleep soundly thanks to you, in my difficult time. Good luck to everyone. We can handle it. the main thing is not to forget about your sleep. It's really important.
If this year taught me one thing, is to be patient and never stop working on your dreams. When people tell you “it’s impossible” you work in the shadows and let the hard work prove itself for you..
Earlier this year I was at my all time low and it’s now December and I’m extremely confident next year will for sure be the year for me. You got this🎉 I believe in you❤
What a beautiful message ❤️ thank you so much for this!
Thx man ❤❤
It feels like it's been 5 years since I've seen something past this great static.
man, great it is.
As each year goes by, I feel like I get closer to life. And each year proves to me that of which I failed to understand. At least that's what I hold onto through these dark times I've been going through. Trauma, deep issues, and terrible mental states are no joke. I've told myself before what great lies underneath what pains.
There may be no end to the challenges and obstacles, but I just hope and will try day after day to come to stasis; with inner peace.
Not normalcy.
peace.
All I can say about now is this feels right. This video, the picture, each of all your comments, was needed.
And I'm glad to have finally made it.
Nice to see you guys 🩶
Hey man, the answer is Jesus, always has been, always will be.
Jesus says “and you will know the truth and the truth will set you free”
Listen man nothing in this world will do, it is all temporary, Jesus is the only answer “Heaven and Earth will odd away, but my words will never pass away”
For God so Loved the world He gave His one and only Son, that whoever Believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.
“And this is Eternal life, that they know you, and Jesus Christ who you sent”
And “I am the true bread from heaven, your ancestors are the manna in the wilderness, and they died, but whoever eats of my flesh and drink some my blood will live, even though they die”
“ whoever drinks of this water will be thirsty again, but whatever drinks out of the water, I give them will never thirst, indeed, the water I give them will become in them, a spring of water welling up to eternal life”
For God so Loved the world He gave His one and only Son, that whoever Believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.
And God demonstrates his love for us in this, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.
I want you to know man, Jesus Christ is the only way to freedom. You will never find freedom and anything else he is the way the truth, and the life wherever believes in him shall not die, but have eternal life.
If you want to get into it, I suggest you read from the book of John in the Bible. It is a book in the New Testament, which speaks about Jesus, and how God so loved us, there is nothing greater than Gods love for us.
Just want you to know that, God loves us.
I pray too that your situation will get better, Grace and peace to you from the living God.
We have all come this far, dont stop now ❤
After a long month of feeling like I've done nothing but mess up again and again and feeling like I can't do anything but fuck up this playlist and comment section brought me to tears.
you are finally here
so am i
We are all here together, warming our souls by the sounds and the company. I love you all dearly ❤ You will make it through.
Never alone little one, never alone ✨
It’s good to see you my old friends, I missed you. Hope we can keep hanging out when the next day comes. I miss your voices. You left us too soon. ❤
it took a long journey to get here, glad your here reading this. even if it seems hopeless your hard times will someday pass, just remember that you're never alone and never will be alone
hope you have a good day :)
Remember, son. before burrying your past, and creating the future... take the last look back... on us - memories...
Feels like a song of hope. Just passing through. I encourage you to stand again. y'all be good now.
Thank you, I will just rest a while here with you all. Then, then onwards.
WHAT THE F TOOK YOU SO LONG???
thank you all for being here with me. ❤
Happy to be here amongst all of you :) there's nothing worrying me as i listen to this....gives me so much peace. I hope the future treats you all well...and me too...hopefully.
I want to thank you deeply from the heart. This "Black Radio" was something that I was looking for without even knowing that it existed somewhere in my memory, with these playlists created by you I have once again recovered memories that if I didn't remember them would be forgotten, now they are dying and I find myself in searching for some of them, some would say a misfortune, because living in a dead past will not be the best. Although I can say something, it is that I will be able to find answers to what I am and I even believe I will discover with these memories what I came to this world to make. Maybe I don't do anything, but I still change and maybe I don't remember anything in the end, but I still believe that these music lists will continue here and in them I will find again some kind of new inspiration or lost fragment of existence.
Your channel was an epiphany for me.
Thank you, although probably no one knows or will read this thank you message.
Thanks to these musicians for helping me write my fictions, poems and scripts.
I also apologize for my terrible English, I don't speak that language, but I think I remember the rules and so on that I learned in high school.
And finally, directed to the words of the video.
Yes... I'm finally with you, I'm sorry for the delay Allenka, where were we staying?
We played hide and seek, right?
come on... now it's your turn¨
❤
@@Blackradio1 🙏
i was here. remember me too
Ok
Checkpoint
Tomorrow's tomorrow will be Christmas. Wow time really flies fast. A year already passed and I haven't even noticed it. I still remember when I was still chilling, playing with friends, having nothing to worry in my mind like it was yesterday. Now I have to be prepared for University. This year is and will be one of the worst years in my life. Fell off my dream high school. Have yet to complete anything I set goals for, still remaining uncompleted. Maybe part of it is because of my PTSD ass that can't not do anything properly and being lazy and unmotivated. But i can't keep blaming on my myself.
I'm currently sitting on my deck and studying from the final first period exams. This song really hits me and fill me with regretful, doubts, sadness. and as I was scrolling down all of the comments, seeing all of the people who shared there thoughts here, make me feel warm-hearted and wanna leave my comment here too.
To all of the people who stumbled on this video, whoever you are and wherever you are on life right now, bravo to you for passing through a difficult period, to be here, with us. I will wish and pray for you to only go up from here, to be better next year. Now you can continue to enjoy the music and read the comments.
POV: you've come back to your old minecraft world
the dog: "you're finally here"
i bestow you the highest honor one could receive in nowerdays digital landscape:
an emotional nasal exhale.
and a like :3
Ano acabou.. com seus altos e baixos.. mas uma era e terminada..espero voltar aqui em breve no futuro.. boa viagem colegas 👋🐻
My life changed a lot in a short time, and now things that used to matter don't seem important. I've learned that change is inevitable, even though as kids, we insist we won't change. As we get older, we start wishing we could go back and relive everything, even the tough parts, because it's those ups and downs that give life its worth.
People change, and that's a truth we start understanding early on. We might resist it or embrace it, but in the end, we long for a chance to rewrite our story, embracing both the good and the bad. As time passes, our emotions may fade, but the memories and echoes of joy and sadness remain.
Every now and then, we stumble upon new feelings, unexpected and different. The mix of good and bad experiences becomes the essence of life, a dance between sadness and happiness. Life becomes a continuous journey of facing challenges we set for ourselves, making us grow and adapt.
In the big picture of life, filled with ups and downs, we realize that being human means navigating our own unique journey, finding meaning in the twists and turns of our existence.
Thank you for waiting.
Maybe in another universe I will finally be loved, cared for, and at peace,
For me, this moment is a familiar feeling whenever I become to absorbed in my ego delusions, eventually I come back to this point of sober mindfulness. It’s all there good and bad, but it’s okay because it’s all my experience and it gives me enrichment and contributes to who I am. I’ll stay in this moment, in this space, for as long as my soul needs. Eventually, returning back to the eternal road with a peace of knowing everything is as it should be.
Jesus Christ is Lord I want you to know that. God is love Jesus is God.
“ in him what his life, and that life is the light of mankind, the light that shines in the darkness, and the darkness is not overcome it”
“ When the Son of Man is lifted up, he will draw all people onto himself.”
“ Come to me all you who are weary and heavy burden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon me and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.”
“ what so ever you are to ask in prayer, believing that you will receive them, and you should I have them”
Grace and peace to you from the living God.
May the Lord bless you, and God loves you. Amen.
This is really the moment when I am finally here. I can hear my hometown sounds.. Thank you for this Black Radio. I can see the kiosk where i was buying Digimon stickers... Monopoly box that lost its saturation from the sun... and live fence plants....
Finally made it! Sorry for the wait guys
Life checkpoint.
oh no.
thats what this is, isnt it?
i tried so hard not to go to one of these videos, but now i must finally take a moment to acknowledge how im feeling.
“All those moments will be lost in time like tears in rain“
That came up as a youtube suggestion and when I saw the title, I knew I had to be here. Not disappointed - you are right: I am finally here. Thank you
All of us are shaped by our experiences and understanding of them.
This reminds me of hiking and you’re stopped for a rest. Meanwhile, other hikers come and go - resting and refreshing with you as they share their origins and destinations before heading out. ❤
I couldn't sleep, I decided to do 101 pushups I like it when my heart beats fast yk? makes me feel like I'm alive
Glad to be here homies. And I'm proud of all of you.
me too bro
facts. same here
have a good life
Finally here. Its so peaceful. Sorry, I took so long.
really helps ease down the tempo of life
Peace at last… Took me a long time to get here.
been having huge revelations this week. finally making peace with the idea that maybe that thing i have always been running after, may not be for me. at least for now. there's a strange beauty in slowly learning that life is what it is. we are all going crazy trying to find a purpose. but what if, the purpose of life is.... life itself??
Hey friends, I wanted to stop by and say that as someone who as of about a year and a half ago completely gave up on relationships, I finally met the most lovely girl. We've been together a while now, but I want to let you all know that you'll find someone. I turn 21 soon, I have friends who have met their now wives near their thirties. You all have plenty of time. Not only for relationships but anything you set your mind to. There is no such thing as your "peak age" or "too late."
Go live your best lives friends, and I hope to see you all, share our stories, and talk about how great it all was in the end
Feels Like The Answer Is Right There, But It’s The Hardest Thing In The World To Get It. I Will Get My Paradise. 💯
i love this, the image and the text feels like a dream where you are somewhere on a liminal place (in this case a steppe with a house, and a bench with a roof) with someone that you used to love, but you cant remember who was, amazing.
A'int good at writting in english, but now im here, last days haven't been good but this comes like a godsend and im quite hopeful, reading all these comments makes me feel im not alone in this, i love you all, we are here!
Thank you all for being in my life at this moment, you are worth it.
If you are going through a difficult time, everything will be fine ❤
Listening to this while doing college math homework has made it way less stressful. Thank you!