I did not loose a dog but I lost a wife of 47.5 years to brain cancer. You have thoroughly flushed my tear ducts again, watching this video!! Getting past the emotion of the loss of someone we love is no easy task!! It is a long and arduous task!!!!
Its not fair that they're only with us for such a short time. You don't realize how fast they're gone until its almost that time. RIP Kyoshi, hope your dream of that everlasting squirrel chase with gravy and biscuits. She was such a sweet girl. ❤
Dear Lady Svenska, Anneka... How you are Dear, I have special Memories about you... Judgeth not ye me in Wrong Manipulating manner, I am will always be , Faithworthy Ally. Lady Svenska are you dear Squirrel, I have Been Asking Lord To be Granting Eternal Peaceful Rest, Healthy, Enjoyable , Prosperity , Love, New Bodyform to all souls at Unrest... I am still Writing my name Abhishek, Although this is not Name I want myself to be addressed with, Your Vloggs are Incredibly Superb... Which is Very Important For My Soul, Me, Every Living Beings Optimally Informative. Dear One Be Safe & Take Care, Enjoy... Love you Too..... "Be Kind to Dogs, Animals, You are my One of most Favourite" , Even @ CyberNet God Made you Perfectly Adorably Most Beautiful. Thanks.
It's beyond me how you managed to go through all this footage, it must have been heartbreaking, but thank you so much for doing that. Love is so powerful, yet so devastating. Kyoshi was such a gentle soul, beautiful and smart. She and her brothers will be forever in our hearts too.
Somehow, dogs are able to stand closer to our hooman heart, closer and more than any other being.. Not all of us, but many are capable of respecting pain beyond fur and selfishness. Sometimes only these little fellas can relax us from grief and suffering, one day only we are able to relieve them from the dark reality we all must be part of. Please dont be selfish on them.. Seeing Kyoshi as the little whelp she once was, really is heart breaking.. Poor thing
This hit home, losing a furry member of the family is heartbreaking, "Gone from our sight, but never our memories. Gone from our touch, but never our hearts"
i am so sorry for your loss. you made me cry in rememberance over the ones i lost. there's nothing really to say, other than - you loved her well. take care.
I'm so sorry, I went through this myself 3 years ago and I still cry about it often but I was glad she passed at home with me and I got to hold her paw while she crossed the rainbow 🌈 bridge 💔🐕 praying for you 🙏🏼 and sending you 💕
My cat passed this morning so this hits hard. The tears are flowing. My best dog ever will be 13 October 21. He had cancer 3 years ago and is doing ok, but his hind legs are very weak. I dread the day. My condolences to you on the loss of Kioshi.
I'm very sad and cried seeing this video....i know how much it hurts when we lose these beautiful creatures...they leave a huge void and a piece of heart dies with them....I'm only comforted by the fact that one day we will be able to embrace them in Heaven. RIP dear Kyoshi and you Anneka be strong. God bless you 🙏🙏❤
When my Katey died, my soul died. She was the last of my wolf pack and though I loved them all so much , there is always one that has is just a little more special. Now I have to move on, and being dx-ed myself with an incurable disease, I know a pup is not an option anymore. I would love to welcome an older rescue wolfdog in my life again, just to give back the joy and security to another lost soul. Thank you for posting this video.
We lost our beloved Gabriel on Easter Day of this year. He was a Rough Coated Collie and only five when he was called home due to neurological issue . He was one in a million and loved by many.. Many of us put ourselves through this inevitable loss, but for the love of animals we cannot help ourselves and we will do it again and again.♥♥♥
This made me cry just cry …. I had to hug on my dog and just cry. I am so so sorry for the loss of your dog . She was beautiful. And her brothers …. I understand the way you felt and I also can’t imagine doing again …. My boy is 8 and just can’t see how I’d ever live without him …. I love all the artwork
I lost my Tia at almost 15 yrs old, it was 18 months ago now and I still struggle with the loss of my little soul mate. She was euthanised in the back of my car in the vet car park, I held her and spoke to her as she slipped away. I never had a daughter, but I had her!
Could not hold my tears back watching this, we lost one of our precious girls last year, a rhodesian ridgeback called Indi, she was 12 years old and had cancer. I have just my beloved black Labrador now, she means the world to me and we have this extremely close bond. Sometimes I have nightmares of losing her and I can't bare it. She is just 5, but I don't actually know how I'm going to cope without her when that time comes. it's unbearable to think about. I really am so sorry for your loss, what a beautiful and loved life she had
I'm so sorry for your loss i just can't watch this video without crying, i hope you get through it and all my prayers go out to you, may Kyoshi rest in peace
God bless you and your dog darling. I know that pain you are going through. Last dog I had died 4 years ago and I am frightened to get another dog because I don't want to go through the griff if the unthinkable happen again and I loose another dog.
My condolences for Kyoshi and your mother and brother. Life is beauty and pain at the same time. I hope that you are surrounded by people who are supporting you during this tough time. I love you ❤️
Sorry for your loss. Am in tears. My icelandic sheepdog Lady died in my Arms this summer. Fortunately a female rare breed Mudi Puppy from Hungary came as a rescue to my home some weeks later. The icelandic had a nice burial Ritual in my garden.
I clicked this because I adore you and your work. I hated it and I cried my heart out. And then I loved it for your honesty and the feeling that you were right, we are not alone in our love and loss of our animals. And we do the best we can by them no matter how much it hurts. Thank you for this. It was simply stunning.
This precious and lucky girl lived a life of true love with one of the very best of the Magic Giants! I didn't expect to cry today and it's hard for me to cry anymore so I welcome these tears. But I can only imagine sweet Anneka's pain and suffering through all this. I believe that kind of love is the greatest thing that exists on this earth. Nothing else even comes close really. One can be no more alive, than to feel that way for another.
I’m so sorry wow I can’t even think about losing my babies. I’m glad you let her tell you when she was ready they always do. I hope you heal my condolences
I'm sorry for her loss. To anyone who has dogs with cancer please do not put them through the treatment. I have been on the other end of that as a vet assistant. They aren't comfortable, they cry, are stuck in a cold kennel and it drains their spirit. It just isn't humane imo. We need to do what's best for them and put them first. Let them enjoy their life as much as possible. Medical marijuana and cbd can keep them comfortable I've used it for my babies till I knew it was their time. We need to not be selfish and do everything to keep them. We need to give them everything so they can go peacefully.
I am also sorry for your loss and I am sure, everyone here can feel your pain and definatly did shed a tear, but... I agree. I dont know how to put this right now, but I gave an oath to all my furry friends that I would not let them suffer for to long by saying it out loud and looking them in the eyes. Animals often suffer silently, at least all of my dogs did and I wont even start with how silently cats would stand their pain... so, with all my love and empathy I'll have to say to all of you "please dont wait to long!!! Your best friend deserves better, even if our human family members often are not allowed such an act of humanity". Take care and stay strong!
It's heartbreaking to read about the experiences you've witnessed, but it's important to keep in mind that not all cancers are the same, not all treatments are the same and not all dogs are the same. My baby had lymphoma and the treatments helped immensely and bought me 11 more months with him. We went on walks, played with toys, he was able to jump on the bed on his own. When he had intravenous treatment I sat next to him, he didn't seem to be in pain or be more uncomfortable than he normally was when we went to the vet for his annual vaccine (he hated vets). It's true that once the cancer developed resistance to the initial treatment, he had to switch to a stronger one that caused side effects, usually related to diarrhea / vomiting / loss of appetite, and his immunity system weakened from the cancer treatments, but every time he had a side effect, I took him back to the vet and he got better and started playing and eating again. Most sick animals (and people) have ups and downs, I would never forgive myself if I put down a dog without giving him treatment and giving him a chance to recover.
I agree, the chemo and radiation just enrich the vets and do more harm and doesnt cure cancer. I believe cancer is caused by a genetic defect that causes the immune system to fail to recognise and destroy the cancer at it's earliest stage. Chemo and radiation themselves cause cancer and damage and they don't fix the root CAUSE that started the cancer in the first place. So many times I read about someone in "remission" and then the cancer comes back even worse than before. A genetic flaw explains how a baby or child can have cancer they tell us takes 30-40 years exposure to chemicals etc to develop. The fact Two sibling dogs both had cancer the same time and passed within a short time of each other also points to a genetic flaw causing it. Some breeds like Bernese Mtn Dogs have a proven inherited cancer that can affect entire litters- systemic and malignant histiocytosis of the Bernese Mtn Dog- it even has a name in the veterinary journals after the studies showed it was a genetic cancer.
I'm so sorry for you loss! My sincerest condolences for you. I hope you can recover from this and your dog wants you to be happy and take care of his dog brothers to your care. A big hug from Mexico.
God bless you. That was the most touching, loving and heartfelt video I have ever seen. Such a tribute to a beautiful pup. Continued prayer to you in this difficult time.
I am so sorry for your loss! I adopted my very first dog 4 months ago, can’t even imagine to lose him.. I am still crying & he’s licking my tears from my face. sending love to you!
I'm so sorry. The moments we have with our furry best friends are and forever will be in our hearts, even when they leave. Sending endless condolences and prayers to you 🐾🖤💙💜 R.I.P. Kyoshi
I am so sorry for your loss! You had a beautiful ceremony for your fur baby. May she have a wonderful painless joyous after life ! She had an amazing life 💕 Awe her lil puppy vids are so cute ! Those big ears get me every time! Sending tons of love & prayers to you ❣
Kali, one of my two cats, was hit by a car in 2019 and died instantly. I've never cried so much in my life. Prior to that I was never an overly emotional guy. I miss her every day. I'm sorry for your loss
I'm sooo sorry and my condolences to you and the other dogs. I read the title and started crying, then wached and couldn't stop crying. I can't imagine losing my dog but I no it will happen she is 9 and her breeds have health problems. And the hardest thing in life is telling the one who was there through the ups and downs good and bad, helping to heal through it all, good bye.
Oh my word, I'm so sorry for your loss. I have recently lost a cat to acute kidney disease. He was only five years old and now his brother is showing some of the same symptoms.
This brought back to the day when i had to go through this with my gsd who had cancer 5 years on it feels like only yesterday i went through this. While watching this i have tears rolling down my face i know what you are going through
Easily the most beautiful and touching episode you have done Annika. I definitely had a good cry throughout this one. Almost lost my little guy some six years ago. But he pulled thru and has been doing great ever since. My condolences to you and your dog family.
You were with her at the end. May whatever deities you believe in hold yours and their souls in peace and love. They are united again. You were granted something that fate denied me on several occasions in my life. The pain may never leaves us, but it gets easier with tome. Peace be with you and Tuscan’s family.
I have no words other then to say.. I’m so sorry you r hurting as I have also done and what a beautiful passing you gave him and us. Your journey with him isn’t over. He will be with you in mind and heart forever. 💜 USA. Sincerely, Jennifer
I am so sorry for your loss. It is very difficult to loose a loved family member, and your best friend. Kyoshi lived a wonderful life may she Rest In Peace. At least you were able to bring yourself to realize that it was her time, and were there to help her with a peaceful good bye. Kyoshi sounds like a wonderful dog, she will be missed
Deepest condolences. I've only had one dog in my life. A beautiful Golden Retriever named Chloe. She lived 14 beautiful year's and my heart broke when she left a decade and a half ugo. I have not been able to have another one since. Maybe now after your beautiful video of this gorgeous Angel's life it's time to get another. Sending you infinant Love and healing Light. Namaste'😇🐕
I'm so sorry for your loss. But thank you for this video. My best friend, my 16 years old dog died just like Kyoshi. And just like you I felted her last heart beat.... it's been a week and it hurt so much, its so hard. But not feeling alone helps. Your channel and your work is beautiful.
I've lost many dogs over the years - it's a part of being a lifelong dog owner. But I can easily say I have never once regretted having my fur friends no matter how hard it is to say goodbye to them. The pain of losing your closest friend never goes away but as time passes you remember the good times you had much more than the pain of loosing them.
It’s unbelievable I came across this video today. I lost my 6 yr old rescue to hemangiomasarcoma. She went through chemotherapy as well. I came across an email with a video her and god knows I still cry for her 6 years later. So much love to you and kyoshi.
Thank you for sharing this, I had to put my dog down today and this helps to see other people go through the same experience. Rest In Peace Kyoshi and Ryder ❤️
RIP Kyoshi you will forever be missed. What a beautiful video tribute, I cried every minute of it but it was just beautiful. Missing my Shelby girl more then usual now, but that will never go away. The power of love lives on even when they've been gone for so long. The heart and soul never forgets ❣️🙏 bless you
Thank you so much for sharing this with us. I am so incredibly sorry for your loss, I too know the sorrow and pain. Kyoshi was gorgeous, you did the right thing. He loved you more than you know. I'm also happy that you continue to add to your fur-babies. I love Animal Watch and you are the one that makes the show extra special. Much love from Az, US
Having to let go....I think it's the hardest thing to do in life. Especially when it's your bestest friend.😢 What a Beautiful tribute to Kyoshi. Sending love and hugs. 💝🐾💝🐾💝
I'm so sorry to hear of the loss of your loved one. Myself like many others have had to do like you. To do the right thing by our loved ones, our children. To make sure they do not continue to suffer. It is an extremely sad and painful time that you wish will never come. Just remember Kyoshi will always live on in your heart and your memories. We all are here to help you in this time of sadness.
Oh my gosh this made me cry! And I’m not even an emotional person! I watched this as my 22 month old Shepherd chased mice in a field and I don’t even want to think about what life will be like without her. RIP Kyoshi
believe me , i know how how much it hurts , i lost 4 dogs last years and it ripped my heart out, right at the begining of lock down in gb, lost georgia ,rip ,lost solo rip lost petra rip , and lost the old girl bella xmass eve, cant even begin to explain what i went through , miss them to bits . rest all in peace guys i loved you all ,
Could not watch this without multiple crying breaks. Having followed your channel for years and seeing Kyoshi in many videos as viewer I definitely felt a connection to Kyoshi as with all your beautiful dogs so when you first posted she passed I felt so much sadness for the world and you. R.I.P. Kyoshi. Both my parents grew up with dogs but my mom was absolutely traumatised when her beloved dog Rani passed away in her childhood, as a result my mom absolutely refused to get us any pets thinking that trauma is too much for children eventhough we love dogs. Sigh. I can kind of understand her illogical reasons reasons now having watched this.
A lot of people dont realize that they become a part of our family and a large part of our lives. I've lost several dogs and cats in my 63 years and cried like a baby for each one, just as I'm crying for your loss watching this.
Thank you for this video that made me cry. Your love for KYOSHI is so beautiful and it will last forever. I don’t know you but I bring you all my support. I’ve known those times myself and I always thought I wouldn’t be able to recover from the pain. But trust me, your love for KYOSHI will become an asset, a tool that will help you to face life even stronger than before. You made KYOSHI happy every seconds and your baby was happy. This is all you need to remember, the beautiful times, the memories, the softness of your times. I faced similar situations in the past and since then, I just try to provide happiness in animals life, giving myself 100% for the cause. I wish you all the best and also to feel warmth again in your heart.
I rescued many cats and went through that feeling 100 times it never gets easy, in fact it becomes harder everytime, sorry this happens she is now is a happy place 💔💔❤️
I feel so painful watching this, it is so sad to say goodbye to our loved ones. I really hope we and our loved ones can see each other again in future. 😭
I lost my jack russell of 18 years around 4 months ago and I am still in great pain. It does get better and I always remind myself that they would never want you to be down and sad. I try my best to remember them with love and happiness rather than sadness and despair.
Very sorry for your loss Anneka, I know how hard this is to decide and go through...lost my first dog as an adult four and a half years ago, a beautiful 105 pound black lab, German shepherd mix who was my gentile giant. She was only Seven and a half. A Chocolate lab puppy I got a few months before she passed helped me get through it. What a beautiful tribute to your baby... You made this tough old soldier cry a bit...
This video got me really good. It took me back the day I had to put my dog down. You’re right that I’ve been living in regret but more or less because he got out of the yard in a new home and I should’ve checked the fencing more thoroughly. My cat and I miss him dearly and I can’t help thinking I could’ve done better, treated him better, not take him for granted. He was a good boy. I didn’t deserve him, but he did change my life in a more subtle way. He taught me how to have more compassion for other humans. These tears are partially because his death never sat right with me but thank you for this video. It does help to know you and millions have gone through this process. Mine was quite sudden and I can’t imagine how tough it was on you and your pack. Keep putting out great videos. It’s been a great journey watching your channel throughout the years. Keep it going!
I’m so sorry for your loss. It took me a week to muster the courage to watch this. My prayers and condolences for you and Kyoshi. As a dog owner myself I know what this is like.
This is soo touching,you’re amazing and I’m watching it with tears,I have two beloved dog girls and just can’t imagine how i could go through it.You’re beautiful inside and out and I respect you so much for the love for animals.Your dogs had a wonderful life with you.I’m really really sorry for the loss of your members of family,mum,brother and dogs.Just take care.I love watching your videos ❤️❤️❤️
I'm so sorry for your loss, Kyoshi was so special. When I lost my dog I was utterly heart broken, I can imagine how you felt having to make that difficult decision. At least now she is no longer suffering. :''')
I know how you feel about losing kyoshi because I lost my chihuahua who was special to me 11 years ago. I’ve never been so heartbroken that I lost my companion who was there for the good and worst of times of my life. Anyways it’s not easy losing a family member of your pact
My tears run over my face. This inspirations we had for 3 years too. Then 1 year later came ghost in our live, he is our soul dog and his lost in the future is so painful.
The grief we feel for these special dogs is commensurate with the love we share with them. The loss of a dog soul mate is absolutely devastating. We cherish the memories, but the grief is terrible. Dearest condolences.
I'm very sorry for your loss and heartache. I started crying watching your video. My dog also died earlier this year and had a very similar experience - cancer (lymphoma in his case), treatments, eventually got worse and worse by the day until he went limp and I had to put him down. It's always traumatic, even if you know they're sick. I don't think it's the kind of wound that heals, you just learn to live with it.
So sorry to your lost. What beautiful dogs their were. It hit home for I to had to put my dog to sleep after having a stroke. She was not able to move, eat or drink did everything on herself. Spent one more night sleeping in my room for the next day to end her suffering. I cry your hold video from being ing till the end. You are a Blessed women with your lovely dogs. Love all you did with her,the gallery is beautiful. Your truly a women to admire. As for my Luna medium size cocker spaniel I have her buried in my daughter yard where I put flowers and have her close to us. Thank you once again for sharing your story. God Bless you and your lovely family of dogs. Carmen from Puerto Rico
What an absolutely beautiful tribute to your one of a kind, amazing pupper! You had me in tears holding my dogter so tight. You are such a wonderful doggy mommy, Kyoshi was so lucky to have you and you to have her!! No one could’ve given her a better life than you. Sending you a lifetime of love and happiness!❤️❤️❤️❤️🐕🦺🐕
I cant express properly how much you have helped me with this video. You have expressed to the "T" how i feel right now after putting my Shitzu of 15 years to sleep after almost a year fighting Cancer. The months of battle, the dread of the night, the begging to pass in peace and grasping to every moment and placing my health in line. The liver Cancer took his esophagus and it was horrible for him to eat or swallow, he would spend hours walking non stop in circles or lost in space. I bathed him and combed him, i prayed every night for another day, for a heal. That day he was still trying to get up after the most horrible night in my life, he threw up non stop blood yet he still battled, he still tried. I put on his bandana, perfumed him and combed him, i even took him to Church asking for guidance. I felt in my heart it was time and felt his heart beat after seeing the dreaded needle go in, i talked to him, thanked him, begged him to forgive me and cried in front of everyone. He is burred with my aunt who loved in as a child and i promised to love him and care for him so she could be at peace. I have struggled with guilt, depression wondering if i did the right thing, if it was truly time or how could i have done that to my puppy who i saw being born and had been thru hell with me by my side. Thank you for this loving sacrificed you have done with this video. There are so many mistakes i did with his treatment and things i did not know would hurt his long term health during 15 years but i loved him like no one else. In Irony, i am being offered a new born Husky girl, hash brown. I am in grief, anxious and scared if i should welcome her and try to do right by her. I love the Husky breed but it is a drastic change from a small Shitzu, to a Husky. Any advice? thank you again, this video has caused me healing just when i though nothing would help me after 9 days of my Dog's passing that have been so hard.
it's really an agony to lose our pets.ur indeed blessed to held her on her last breadth.But back in 2019 i hav lost my dog (my jack)being stolen by some stranger for dog meat trade ,was so helpless but to scream n cry holding his only belt n leash left with me😢😢..May kyoshi n her bro RİP
Respect to you for having to deal with this situation. RIP Kyoshi i also had a Husky Lia sadly she passed away last year she was 15 she was suffering from cancer aswell respect to you and all dog owners🕊️
I lost my best friend in the whole world at 10 to cancer last year too A very special gentle Wolf. Like you I had to assist. He was my soul one and I'm beyond broken hearted. I am sending you all my prayers and love.
I did not loose a dog but I lost a wife of 47.5 years to brain cancer. You have thoroughly flushed my tear ducts again, watching this video!! Getting past the emotion of the loss of someone we love is no easy task!! It is a long and arduous task!!!!
Its not fair that they're only with us for such a short time. You don't realize how fast they're gone until its almost that time. RIP Kyoshi, hope your dream of that everlasting squirrel chase with gravy and biscuits. She was such a sweet girl. ❤
You MUST let them go before this .
Thats the life we have to understand there if something comes than they had to go.we can't change this I appreciate you
It just means the Lord wants us to live learn and love from multiple dogs and cats
Dear Lady Svenska,
Anneka...
How you are Dear,
I have special Memories about you... Judgeth not ye me in Wrong Manipulating manner, I am will always be , Faithworthy Ally.
Lady Svenska are you dear Squirrel, I have Been Asking Lord To be Granting Eternal Peaceful Rest, Healthy, Enjoyable , Prosperity , Love, New Bodyform to all souls at Unrest... I am still Writing my name Abhishek, Although this is not Name I want myself to be addressed with,
Your Vloggs are Incredibly Superb... Which is Very Important For My Soul, Me, Every Living Beings Optimally Informative.
Dear One Be Safe & Take Care, Enjoy... Love you Too.....
"Be Kind to Dogs, Animals, You are my One of most Favourite" , Even @ CyberNet God Made you Perfectly Adorably Most Beautiful.
Thanks.
That’s why I gonna make sure I pass away before my friend does
It's beyond me how you managed to go through all this footage, it must have been heartbreaking, but thank you so much for doing that. Love is so powerful, yet so devastating. Kyoshi was such a gentle soul, beautiful and smart. She and her brothers will be forever in our hearts too.
Somehow, dogs are able to stand closer to our hooman heart, closer and more than any other being..
Not all of us, but many are capable of respecting pain beyond fur and selfishness.
Sometimes only these little fellas can relax us from grief and suffering, one day only we are able to relieve them from the dark reality we all must be part of.
Please dont be selfish on them.. Seeing Kyoshi as the little whelp she once was, really is heart breaking.. Poor thing
THIS VIDEO IS SO FUNNY 😂😂😂
Its not at all she had to put her beloved dog down what makes you think that its funny?
@@ijvk "*Not all of us, but many are capable of respecting pain" Some of us really should not have any relieve from the dark reality either.
This hit home, losing a furry member of the family is heartbreaking, "Gone from our sight, but never our memories.
Gone from our touch, but never our hearts"
i am so sorry for your loss. you made me cry in rememberance over the ones i lost. there's nothing really to say, other than - you loved her well.
take care.
I'm so sorry, I went through this myself 3 years ago and I still cry about it often but I was glad she passed at home with me and I got to hold her paw while she crossed the rainbow 🌈 bridge 💔🐕 praying for you 🙏🏼 and sending you 💕
@@lovemycharliefaith1041 we lost my boy demon 3 years ago i know the pain you felt he was mine since i was 17
My cat passed this morning so this hits hard. The tears are flowing. My best dog ever will be 13 October 21. He had cancer 3 years ago and is doing ok, but his hind legs are very weak. I dread the day. My condolences to you on the loss of Kioshi.
Sorry for your loss, we all know the pain. Remember the great times together.
@@kalbs89 thank you
We have to put my Nuggy down next Monday. Hardest decision we will ever make. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😔💔
if it makes you feel a little better, my dog died yesterday from cancer too 😢
I'm very sad and cried seeing this video....i know how much it hurts when we lose these beautiful creatures...they leave a huge void and a piece of heart dies with them....I'm only comforted by the fact that one day we will be able to embrace them in Heaven. RIP dear Kyoshi and you Anneka be strong. God bless you 🙏🙏❤
When my Katey died, my soul died. She was the last of my wolf pack and though I loved them all so much , there is always one that has is just a little more special. Now I have to move on, and being dx-ed myself with an incurable disease, I know a pup is not an option anymore. I would love to welcome an older rescue wolfdog in my life again, just to give back the joy and security to another lost soul. Thank you for posting this video.
We lost our beloved Gabriel on Easter Day of this year. He was a Rough Coated Collie and only five when he was called home due to neurological issue . He was one in a million and loved by many.. Many of us put ourselves through this inevitable loss, but for the love of animals we cannot help ourselves and we will do it again and again.♥♥♥
This made me cry just cry …. I had to hug on my dog and just cry. I am so so sorry for the loss of your dog . She was beautiful. And her brothers …. I understand the way you felt and I also can’t imagine doing again …. My boy is 8 and just can’t see how I’d ever live without him …. I love all the artwork
I lost my Tia at almost 15 yrs old, it was 18 months ago now and I still struggle with the loss of my little soul mate. She was euthanised in the back of my car in the vet car park, I held her and spoke to her as she slipped away. I never had a daughter, but I had her!
Could not hold my tears back watching this, we lost one of our precious girls last year, a rhodesian ridgeback called Indi, she was 12 years old and had cancer. I have just my beloved black Labrador now, she means the world to me and we have this extremely close bond. Sometimes I have nightmares of losing her and I can't bare it. She is just 5, but I don't actually know how I'm going to cope without her when that time comes. it's unbearable to think about. I really am so sorry for your loss, what a beautiful and loved life she had
God, that was heavy, but most of us have been there before. RIP Kyoshi.
I’m so sorry for your loss. She lived a wonderful blessed life. Fill your heart with the wonderful memories the two of you made.
I'm so sorry for your loss i just can't watch this video without crying, i hope you get through it and all my prayers go out to you, may Kyoshi rest in peace
I was crying for the entire episode, I will never have a dog...
That's not her idea. After the passing of one dog, there's always space in my heart for another. Many many many dogs still await adoption.
@@nanyanghuayi Of course you are right. It was just so sad...
The joy of having one is worth the pain of losing one.
God bless you and your dog darling. I know that pain you are going through. Last dog I had died 4 years ago and I am frightened to get another dog because I don't want to go through the griff if the unthinkable happen again and I loose another dog.
Thankyou for relating your love and sadness at Kyoshi's passing, and may the happy memories of her life ease the grief you feel now as time passes.
My condolences for Kyoshi and your mother and brother. Life is beauty and pain at the same time. I hope that you are surrounded by people who are supporting you during this tough time. I love you ❤️
I'm so sorry for your loss, ur dog had a good life and now he die happy knowing that u will always love and care for the dogs around the world
Sorry for your loss. Am in tears. My icelandic sheepdog Lady died in my Arms this summer. Fortunately a female rare breed Mudi Puppy from Hungary came as a rescue to my home some weeks later. The icelandic had a nice burial Ritual in my garden.
This brought a lot of painful memories. I lost both of my Huskies one year apart. They took a part of me when they left. Thank you for this video. 🙏❤️
I clicked this because I adore you and your work. I hated it and I cried my heart out. And then I loved it for your honesty and the feeling that you were right, we are not alone in our love and loss of our animals. And we do the best we can by them no matter how much it hurts. Thank you for this. It was simply stunning.
May she rest in peace. She will forever live in our hearts and memories.
This precious and lucky girl lived a life of true love with one of the very best of the Magic Giants! I didn't expect to cry today and it's hard for me to cry anymore so I welcome these tears. But I can only imagine sweet Anneka's pain and suffering through all this. I believe that kind of love is the greatest thing that exists on this earth. Nothing else even comes close really. One can be no more alive, than to feel that way for another.
Thank you for posting this. I just lost my beloved bloodhound to cancer. He was only four and it was incredibly painful to say goodbye.
I’m so sorry wow I can’t even think about losing my babies. I’m glad you let her tell you when she was ready they always do. I hope you heal my condolences
I'm sorry for her loss. To anyone who has dogs with cancer please do not put them through the treatment. I have been on the other end of that as a vet assistant. They aren't comfortable, they cry, are stuck in a cold kennel and it drains their spirit. It just isn't humane imo. We need to do what's best for them and put them first. Let them enjoy their life as much as possible. Medical marijuana and cbd can keep them comfortable I've used it for my babies till I knew it was their time. We need to not be selfish and do everything to keep them. We need to give them everything so they can go peacefully.
I am also sorry for your loss and I am sure, everyone here can feel your pain and definatly did shed a tear, but... I agree.
I dont know how to put this right now, but I gave an oath to all my furry friends that I would not let them suffer for to long by saying it out loud and looking them in the eyes.
Animals often suffer silently, at least all of my dogs did and I wont even start with how silently cats would stand their pain... so, with all my love and empathy I'll have to say to all of you "please dont wait to long!!! Your best friend deserves better, even if our human family members often are not allowed such an act of humanity". Take care and stay strong!
It's heartbreaking to read about the experiences you've witnessed, but it's important to keep in mind that not all cancers are the same, not all treatments are the same and not all dogs are the same. My baby had lymphoma and the treatments helped immensely and bought me 11 more months with him. We went on walks, played with toys, he was able to jump on the bed on his own. When he had intravenous treatment I sat next to him, he didn't seem to be in pain or be more uncomfortable than he normally was when we went to the vet for his annual vaccine (he hated vets). It's true that once the cancer developed resistance to the initial treatment, he had to switch to a stronger one that caused side effects, usually related to diarrhea / vomiting / loss of appetite, and his immunity system weakened from the cancer treatments, but every time he had a side effect, I took him back to the vet and he got better and started playing and eating again. Most sick animals (and people) have ups and downs, I would never forgive myself if I put down a dog without giving him treatment and giving him a chance to recover.
My chihuahua went through treatment and is just fine
I agree, the chemo and radiation just enrich the vets and do more harm and doesnt cure cancer. I believe cancer is caused by a genetic defect that causes the immune system to fail to recognise and destroy the cancer at it's earliest stage. Chemo and radiation themselves cause cancer and damage and they don't fix the root CAUSE that started the cancer in the first place.
So many times I read about someone in "remission" and then the cancer comes back even worse than before. A genetic flaw explains how a baby or child can have cancer they tell us takes 30-40 years exposure to chemicals etc to develop.
The fact Two sibling dogs both had cancer the same time and passed within a short time of each other also points to a genetic flaw causing it.
Some breeds like Bernese Mtn Dogs have a proven inherited cancer that can affect entire litters- systemic and malignant histiocytosis of the Bernese Mtn Dog- it even has a name in the veterinary journals after the studies showed it was a genetic cancer.
Animals are family, we build connections with them, at the vet they carry our name and they build memories with us.
RIP Kyoshi
For all our long lives, we'll never live long enough to ever pay them back. I'm so sorry for your loss.
Kyoshi is such a beautiful dog. Those sweet innocent eyes speak a thousand words. Losing a beloved pet is too painful. Heartbreaking 😥😥😥
I'm so sorry for you loss! My sincerest condolences for you. I hope you can recover from this and your dog wants you to be happy and take care of his dog brothers to your care. A big hug from Mexico.
God bless you. That was the most touching, loving and heartfelt video I have ever seen. Such a tribute to a beautiful pup. Continued prayer to you in this difficult time.
What a sweet message of sympathy.
I’m so sorry, I couldn’t watch, The thumbnail had me crying, This is just too sad, I can’t even imagine the day that I will lose ours
I am so sorry for your loss! I adopted my very first dog 4 months ago, can’t even imagine to lose him.. I am still crying & he’s licking my tears from my face. sending love to you!
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My Dog sat up on the bed the night before she was put down and stared at the moon, the only time I ever saw her do it. I knew she only had days left.
What a beautiful tribute. It reminds me of how sad I was, when I lost my dog.
I'm so sorry. The moments we have with our furry best friends are and forever will be in our hearts, even when they leave. Sending endless condolences and prayers to you 🐾🖤💙💜 R.I.P. Kyoshi
So hard to put a "like" on a video like this, but it was brave and so very generous of you to share this with us. Love and respect to you.
I am so sorry for your loss! You had a beautiful ceremony for your fur baby. May she have a wonderful painless joyous after life ! She had an amazing life 💕 Awe her lil puppy vids are so cute ! Those big ears get me every time! Sending tons of love & prayers to you ❣
Kali, one of my two cats, was hit by a car in 2019 and died instantly. I've never cried so much in my life. Prior to that I was never an overly emotional guy. I miss her every day. I'm sorry for your loss
I'm sooo sorry and my condolences to you and the other dogs. I read the title and started crying, then wached and couldn't stop crying. I can't imagine losing my dog but I no it will happen she is 9 and her breeds have health problems. And the hardest thing in life is telling the one who was there through the ups and downs good and bad, helping to heal through it all, good bye.
I wish there was a sympathy button because liking this makes me feel terrible.
I know. It's so sad especially since I've been through it. No easy thing to deal with. Human or animal, you don't want to lose them.
I could only watch this about 3 minutes at a time. Very touching, sad, and wonderful at the same time. Thanks for sharing this with us strangers.
Oh my word, I'm so sorry for your loss. I have recently lost a cat to acute kidney disease. He was only five years old and now his brother is showing some of the same symptoms.
This brought back to the day when i had to go through this with my gsd who had cancer 5 years on it feels like only yesterday i went through this. While watching this i have tears rolling down my face i know what you are going through
So sorry, Annika, for the loss of your fur friend, Kyoshi...What a lovely gurl she was and what a special tribute to the love you two shared.
So Sorry for your loss.
They still walk by your side even after they've gone.
I wish that every dog owner would be their dog's Best Friend! Best Wishes and Thoughts!
Easily the most beautiful and touching episode you have done Annika. I definitely had a good cry throughout this one. Almost lost my little guy some six years ago. But he pulled thru and has been doing great ever since. My condolences to you and your dog family.
That was a most beautiful tribute Anneka. I am sobbing and in tears.
Rest in peace beautiful girl. You are truly valued and loved.
You were with her at the end. May whatever deities you believe in hold yours and their souls in peace and love. They are united again. You were granted something that fate denied me on several occasions in my life. The pain may never leaves us, but it gets easier with tome. Peace be with you and Tuscan’s family.
I have no words other then to say.. I’m so sorry you r hurting as I have also done and what a beautiful passing you gave him and us. Your journey with him isn’t over. He will be with you in mind and heart forever. 💜 USA. Sincerely, Jennifer
I am so sorry for your loss. It is very difficult to loose a loved family member, and your best friend. Kyoshi lived a wonderful life may she Rest In Peace.
At least you were able to bring yourself to realize that it was her time, and were there to help her with a peaceful good bye. Kyoshi sounds like a wonderful dog, she will be missed
Deepest condolences.
I've only had one dog in my life.
A beautiful Golden Retriever named Chloe.
She lived 14 beautiful year's and my heart broke when she left a decade and a half ugo.
I have not been able to have another one since.
Maybe now after your beautiful video of this gorgeous Angel's life
it's time to get another.
Sending you infinant Love and healing Light.
Namaste'😇🐕
I'm so sorry for your loss. But thank you for this video. My best friend, my 16 years old dog died just like Kyoshi. And just like you I felted her last heart beat.... it's been a week and it hurt so much, its so hard. But not feeling alone helps. Your channel and your work is beautiful.
I've lost many dogs over the years - it's a part of being a lifelong dog owner. But I can easily say I have never once regretted having my fur friends no matter how hard it is to say goodbye to them. The pain of losing your closest friend never goes away but as time passes you remember the good times you had much more than the pain of loosing them.
It’s unbelievable I came across this video today. I lost my 6 yr old rescue to hemangiomasarcoma. She went through chemotherapy as well. I came across an email with a video her and god knows I still cry for her 6 years later. So much love to you and kyoshi.
Thank you for sharing this, I had to put my dog down today and this helps to see other people go through the same experience. Rest In Peace Kyoshi and Ryder ❤️
I'm so sorry for your loss.
RIP Kyoshi you will forever be missed. What a beautiful video tribute, I cried every minute of it but it was just beautiful. Missing my Shelby girl more then usual now, but that will never go away. The power of love lives on even when they've been gone for so long. The heart and soul never forgets ❣️🙏 bless you
So sorry for your loss. I went through this last October. Going to happen again soon with my 15 year old shiba.
All my condolences. You gave her a wonderful life.
My deepest condolences for your loss.
Thank you so much for sharing this with us. I am so incredibly sorry for your loss, I too know the sorrow and pain. Kyoshi was gorgeous, you did the right thing. He loved you more than you know. I'm also happy that you continue to add to your fur-babies. I love Animal Watch and you are the one that makes the show extra special. Much love from Az, US
Having to let go....I think it's the hardest thing to do in life. Especially when it's your bestest friend.😢 What a Beautiful tribute to Kyoshi. Sending love and hugs.
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I'm so sorry to hear of the loss of your loved one. Myself like many others have had to do like you. To do the right thing by our loved ones, our children. To make sure they do not continue to suffer. It is an extremely sad and painful time that you wish will never come. Just remember Kyoshi will always live on in your heart and your memories. We all are here to help you in this time of sadness.
Oh my gosh this made me cry! And I’m not even an emotional person! I watched this as my 22 month old Shepherd chased mice in a field and I don’t even want to think about what life will be like without her. RIP Kyoshi
believe me , i know how how much it hurts , i lost 4 dogs last years and it ripped my heart out, right at the begining of lock down in gb, lost georgia ,rip ,lost solo rip lost petra rip ,
and lost the old girl bella xmass eve, cant even begin to explain what i went through ,
miss them to bits . rest all in peace guys i loved you all ,
So very sorry for your loss. I am in tears 😭 watching this. Prayers 🙏❣️
I adore you and this killed me to watch you go through this. My mom is going through this right now as I am dealing with my mom‘s cancer.
Could not watch this without multiple crying breaks. Having followed your channel for years and seeing Kyoshi in many videos as viewer I definitely felt a connection to Kyoshi as with all your beautiful dogs so when you first posted she passed I felt so much sadness for the world and you. R.I.P. Kyoshi.
Both my parents grew up with dogs but my mom was absolutely traumatised when her beloved dog Rani passed away in her childhood, as a result my mom absolutely refused to get us any pets thinking that trauma is too much for children eventhough we love dogs. Sigh. I can kind of understand her illogical reasons reasons now having watched this.
A lot of people dont realize that they become a part of our family and a large part of our lives. I've lost several dogs and cats in my 63 years and cried like a baby for each one, just as I'm crying for your loss watching this.
Thank you for this video that made me cry. Your love for KYOSHI is so beautiful and it will last forever. I don’t know you but I bring you all my support. I’ve known those times myself and I always thought I wouldn’t be able to recover from the pain. But trust me, your love for KYOSHI will become an asset, a tool that will help you to face life even stronger than before. You made KYOSHI happy every seconds and your baby was happy. This is all you need to remember, the beautiful times, the memories, the softness of your times. I faced similar situations in the past and since then, I just try to provide happiness in animals life, giving myself 100% for the cause. I wish you all the best and also to feel warmth again in your heart.
i am so sorry for your loss. you made me cry in rememberance over the ones i lost. there's nothing really to say, other than - you loved her well.
An absolutely beautiful and heartfelt tribute to your sweet and lovely Kyoshi. Never easy to lose someone special. Thank you for sharing.
Thank you for sharing this, my deepest condolences for going through your pain to show us
I rescued many cats and went through that feeling 100 times it never gets easy, in fact it becomes harder everytime, sorry this happens she is now is a happy place 💔💔❤️
I feel so painful watching this, it is so sad to say goodbye to our loved ones. I really hope we and our loved ones can see each other again in future. 😭
I lost my jack russell of 18 years around 4 months ago and I am still in great pain. It does get better and I always remind myself that they would never want you to be down and sad. I try my best to remember them with love and happiness rather than sadness and despair.
Very sorry for your loss Anneka, I know how hard this is to decide and go through...lost my first dog as an adult four and a half years ago, a beautiful 105 pound black lab, German shepherd mix who was my gentile giant. She was only Seven and a half. A Chocolate lab puppy I got a few months before she passed helped me get through it. What a beautiful tribute to your baby... You made this tough old soldier cry a bit...
This video got me really good. It took me back the day I had to put my dog down. You’re right that I’ve been living in regret but more or less because he got out of the yard in a new home and I should’ve checked the fencing more thoroughly. My cat and I miss him dearly and I can’t help thinking I could’ve done better, treated him better, not take him for granted. He was a good boy. I didn’t deserve him, but he did change my life in a more subtle way. He taught me how to have more compassion for other humans. These tears are partially because his death never sat right with me but thank you for this video. It does help to know you and millions have gone through this process. Mine was quite sudden and I can’t imagine how tough it was on you and your pack. Keep putting out great videos. It’s been a great journey watching your channel throughout the years. Keep it going!
I'm very sorry for your loss Anneka :(
I’m so sorry for your loss. It took me a week to muster the courage to watch this. My prayers and condolences for you and Kyoshi. As a dog owner myself I know what this is like.
This is soo touching,you’re amazing and I’m watching it with tears,I have two beloved dog girls and just can’t imagine how i could go through it.You’re beautiful inside and out and I respect you so much for the love for animals.Your dogs had a wonderful life with you.I’m really really sorry for the loss of your members of family,mum,brother and dogs.Just take care.I love watching your videos ❤️❤️❤️
I'm so sorry for your loss, Kyoshi was so special. When I lost my dog I was utterly heart broken, I can imagine how you felt having to make that difficult decision. At least now she is no longer suffering. :''')
I know how you feel about losing kyoshi because I lost my chihuahua who was special to me 11 years ago. I’ve never been so heartbroken that I lost my companion who was there for the good and worst of times of my life. Anyways it’s not easy losing a family member of your pact
This video is bittersweet. I am sorry for your loss rest in peace to soul dog may they in the peace world.
My tears run over my face. This inspirations we had for 3 years too. Then 1 year later came ghost in our live, he is our soul dog and his lost in the future is so painful.
The grief we feel for these special dogs is commensurate with the love we share with them. The loss of a dog soul mate is absolutely devastating. We cherish the memories, but the grief is terrible. Dearest condolences.
So sorry that you lost your beautiful dog, she looked really special and intelligent.
I'm very sorry for your loss and heartache. I started crying watching your video. My dog also died earlier this year and had a very similar experience - cancer (lymphoma in his case), treatments, eventually got worse and worse by the day until he went limp and I had to put him down. It's always traumatic, even if you know they're sick. I don't think it's the kind of wound that heals, you just learn to live with it.
Ugh, you lost Kyoshi a while back - right before i lost my own Sadie, i think. Even now - now and forever - i will feel and understand your pain.
So sorry to your lost. What beautiful dogs their were. It hit home for I to had to put my dog to sleep after having a stroke. She was not able to move, eat or drink did everything on herself. Spent one more night sleeping in my room for the next day to end her suffering. I cry your hold video from being ing till the end. You are a Blessed women with your lovely dogs. Love all you did with her,the gallery is beautiful. Your truly a women to admire. As for my Luna medium size cocker spaniel I have her buried in my daughter yard where I put flowers and have her close to us. Thank you once again for sharing your story. God Bless you and your lovely family of dogs. Carmen from Puerto Rico
What an absolutely beautiful tribute to your one of a kind, amazing pupper! You had me in tears holding my dogter so tight. You are such a wonderful doggy mommy, Kyoshi was so lucky to have you and you to have her!! No one could’ve given her a better life than you. Sending you a lifetime of love and happiness!❤️❤️❤️❤️🐕🦺🐕
I cant express properly how much you have helped me with this video. You have expressed to the "T" how i feel right now after putting my Shitzu of 15 years to sleep after almost a year fighting Cancer. The months of battle, the dread of the night, the begging to pass in peace and grasping to every moment and placing my health in line. The liver Cancer took his esophagus and it was horrible for him to eat or swallow, he would spend hours walking non stop in circles or lost in space. I bathed him and combed him, i prayed every night for another day, for a heal. That day he was still trying to get up after the most horrible night in my life, he threw up non stop blood yet he still battled, he still tried. I put on his bandana, perfumed him and combed him, i even took him to Church asking for guidance. I felt in my heart it was time and felt his heart beat after seeing the dreaded needle go in, i talked to him, thanked him, begged him to forgive me and cried in front of everyone. He is burred with my aunt who loved in as a child and i promised to love him and care for him so she could be at peace. I have struggled with guilt, depression wondering if i did the right thing, if it was truly time or how could i have done that to my puppy who i saw being born and had been thru hell with me by my side. Thank you for this loving sacrificed you have done with this video. There are so many mistakes i did with his treatment and things i did not know would hurt his long term health during 15 years but i loved him like no one else. In Irony, i am being offered a new born Husky girl, hash brown. I am in grief, anxious and scared if i should welcome her and try to do right by her. I love the Husky breed but it is a drastic change from a small Shitzu, to a Husky. Any advice? thank you again, this video has caused me healing just when i though nothing would help me after 9 days of my Dog's passing that have been so hard.
it's really an agony to lose our pets.ur indeed blessed to held her on her last breadth.But back in 2019 i hav lost my dog (my jack)being stolen by some stranger for dog meat trade ,was so helpless but to scream n cry holding his only belt n leash left with me😢😢..May kyoshi n her bro RİP
Respect to you for having to deal with this situation. RIP Kyoshi i also had a Husky Lia sadly she passed away last year she was 15 she was suffering from cancer aswell respect to you and all dog owners🕊️
I lost my best friend in the whole world at 10 to cancer last year too
A very special gentle Wolf. Like you I had to assist. He was my soul one and I'm beyond broken hearted. I am sending you all my prayers and love.