Ryan Donnelly - My (Very Quick) Story About My Life and Addiction
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RIP man. You were an angel, almost 9 years clean with your help. May God bless your soul and your family
I will never forget you Ryan. You saved me and thousands more. I couldn’t stop for years and when I found your videos it changed everything. Clean now for over a year. RIP my friend.
Wtf happened.
I hope I can have your story soon. Trying to get myself right. Starting an intense outpatient program this Thursday. Congratulations on being clean, I’m proud of you.
Adam im starting my wd today. Already in it. Im here
Mel Lopez I wish I could give you some advice, or words of encouragement, but I can’t yet. Just try and stay strong, I’m going to try my best. For myself, my family, my career. Something has to change and I hope I can get some sort of plan tomorrow. I’m scared to be honest, but excited somehow. I need to do this. Mel, I hope I hear from you soon and you’re doing great. I wish you the best of luck on this.
@@Haywood-Jablomi from what I gather he had a blood disorder and had developed a blood clot
RIP RYAN YOU ARE AN ANGEL ❤
2.5 yrs sober with your help buddy. RIP
That’s amazing, congrats man.
Are you still sober?
Thank you god for giving us a man like this..He has changed my life...
Rest in peace buddy. Your videos help me more than you will ever know.
Through my recovery, I wasn't aware Ryan had passed, he's the very reason I was able to get through the process, his video's wisdom and advice, he's helped me live a new life of which I'm grateful, God needed him for future projects, he's a angel one of a kind... Respect, love u bro
I was on night 2 and it was the worse I've ever felt . I was kicking , taking my clothes on and off . It was torture ! .............then out of nowhere , out of nowhere I say ! I fell asleep soundly for 3 hrs and woke up and felt 10x better and this victory has last for Hour and a half and still feeling badass ! When you feel your worse and you can't stand it and it's too much the victory is right there . Know when you are feeling at your worse , that actually how much better you are going to feel . TRUST ME . DON'T GET DISCOURAGE , DON'T BE AFRAID , YOU CAN ! MAKE IT THOUGH ANOTHER DAY ! - Fight the Good Fight from Triumph ! This song is getting me motivation and of course Mr Ryan Donnelly !! Thanks Ryan , you were right !!!!
Well , Day 3 was probably the worse but let me tell you Day 4 is way better . Day 3 I would look at things and just get SOOO fucking depressed and the RLS , Shakes , Aches were awful . I maybe got 1 hr of sleep last night but today Day 4 I'm not feeling that depression as much and actually feeling spurts of normalcy . Not 100% by no means but a lot better than yesterday . Fight the Good Fight !!!!!
***** im on day 1 bro, been here before....WE CAN DO IT
swb3111 Thanks Bro ! I'm on Day 5 and I'm feeling a lot better physically . I'm so glad I did this !
Please you ol hillbilly! So many people, including me, NEED success stories. I don't care if they are stories of torture, really I hate that for you, but we know you're hanging in there. Sorry. I'm from Texas and I can't find a way to give you a yeeee haaaaaw. You can do it. Then wait for the feelings of the world. A nice cool breeze, holding someone's hand, the smell of good food. Please hang in there. People care. I want a good story. It'll be over before you know it. Coming back to life.
Ryan you are doing the work of God. Evil has noticed that and will do whatever possible to shut you down and shut you up. I have been a Marine corps sniper for 10 years with multiple combat deployments all over the world. I was severely wounded during an ambush in Iraq and was shot 5 times (ak-47) and hit with an anti personnel mine. Thank God I survived and even kept all my limbs. Unfortunately, this is when I began the opiate journey. Depression and anxiety from many years of combat coupled with intense pain, made opiates seem like a gift from God. I would use for 2-3 years and then have that life altering revelation come around, that I did not want to live my life that way anymore and would start the process of withdrawing and getting clean. I left the Marines and was fortunate enough to find success in the corporate world. It shocked me to see business executives mentioned on Forbes popping opiates in their office before a meeting. It is a widespread problem affecting all levels of society and the only defense we truly have at the end of the day, is each other to recover. I have tried the suboxone route and had worse withdrawals then the vicodin and eventually relapsed because of it. Personally, I believe that we should round up the individuals responsible at the pharmaceutical companies for introducing this medication as safe, and criminally charge every one of them for the epidemic we now face. I find it hard to believe with the lab resources at their disposal, that they were not completely aware of the extreme addiction potential associated with these opiate medications. I had created a new strategy to ensuring that my final stand with opiates would be my last. I had decided to completely commit myself to the work of God. Through many prayers during withdrawals I was lead to you tube for the first time in search of support from others recovering and fighting this fight. This is how I found your videos. I cannot tell you in words the support you gave me during some dark days. I never once wrote you as I was too embarrassed to have the opiate tag associated with my name on a public forum. However, I felt the need to tell you that you are doing God's work and the more positive impact you create on a larger scale, the more evil will notice you and crate a movement to stop you. I am not a crazy religious person, but I have had missions all over the world and have met unbelievable evil face to face on numerous occasions and can tell you it works to dim the light of God and our happiness. You however, are working to spread the light and give people hope again that they may not be able to find in the current support network. There were times that I felt like you were a good friend of mine lol. I would have a craving and tell my wife, " time to go have a chat with Ryan and figure this out". Thank you brother for taking time out of you day for such an important cause, and although we will most likely never meet each other on Earth, I know we will have the chance for that conversation when we get upstairs with God after our passing. God bless you brother and keep doing what you do!
Thanks for sharing devil dog, you’re testimony hits close to me. Been on prescription hydro for about 4 months, was not aware what I was getting myself into. I’m very lucky to have realized so early the hidden destructive evil in taking pain medication. Thanks to watching videos, and reading testimonies (like yours)for past 2 days I have gotten stronger in my battle to get off them, It’s 10 days. Lost a lot of respect for doctors. Simper fi
Semper Fidelis 5 And when thou prayest, thou shalt not be as the hypocrites are: for they love to pray standing in the synagogues and in the corners of the streets, that they may be seen of men. Verily I say unto you, They have their reward.
6 But thou, when thou prayest, enter into thy closet, and when thou hast shut thy door, pray to thy Father which is in secret; and thy Father which seeth in secret shall reward thee openly.
7 But when ye pray, use not vain repetitions, as the heathen do: for they think that they shall be heard for their much speaking.
8 Be not ye therefore like unto them: for your Father knoweth what things ye have need of, before ye ask him.
9 After this manner therefore pray ye: Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name.
10 Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven.
11 Give us this day our daily bread.
12 And forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors.
13 And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil: For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, for ever. Amen.
14 For if ye forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you:
15 But if ye forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses.
- MATTHEW CHAPTER 6 under alms and above fasting King James Version HOLY BIBLE
Semper Fidelis Don't know if you have already found this or if it helps thank you for your service.
Could you please explain what your point is and why you reference this bible verse? Just genuinely not sure of your point. @@jordanclark9474
There's no question that's why your here ... You were meant to help others and even tho I am not clean yet ... You and keeping up with your videos will be a big part of my withdrawll and recovery ... When I get there thanks ryan for being who you are ... I'm sure your family is very proud of you !
🦋 Aww.. Ryan You had and still have a lot of Friends. I miss you very much. All my Prayers to Your Family 💞🕊
What happened to him?
@@roseanneking8984
Ryan Passed away from blood clots. I believe in 2018. So Sad.!!.
You have been a godsend man. I’m goin’ thru it now, currently on day 2 cold turkey. Being naturally shy, I’ve found you and a couple other channels here that have really inspired me to keep pushing, and bolstered my will to live.
Guys, you might now know it, but someone might be following your story and getting inspired by it as we speak! Thank you all, and for anyone battling addiction...you’re not alone. 🙏
RIP my brother
I'm on day 14 of sobriety from opiates, and I just found his video a few days ago. Started binge watching. What a great help he has been to me. I just now found out from your comment that he had passed away in September. What a shock. Agree. RIP Ryan. His videos will live on, and continue to help others.
Your videos helped me become clean after 15 years.. RIP brother
THE WORLD THANKS YOU FOR YOUR GOOD WORK!
Thank you Ryan. Thank you for being you..rest in peace. Your family and recovery community are in my prayers.
R.i.p Ryan you made me feel like I could do this.. condolences to your family...finally talked to my doctor and he's tapering me off...for people who are watching plz plz plz talk to your doctor it will save you so much hurt and pain
Rip man. I never knew you lived in my town. Damn
man your videos are gonna be something i look back on with a thankful attitude. I'm on day 2 clean. I'm feeling up and down but my outlook is how excited i am to go visit home in california. its been 2 years because i was scared to travel. I'm excited to feel normal
Xander how did he pass? 😓
RIP Ryan. I’m still in shock.
Gracie Inv Me too just found out today. He will be very missed and so sad yet he leaves an enormous legacy through these videos and all the thousands of people who are now in recovery due to his efforts. 🙏🏼
What happened?
@@Re-bl5sr He died of a blood clot. He had a history of them unfortunately. He was such an awesome guy and it's beyond sad that he's gone.
Thank you for the info
This guy is a true Angel
Hey Ryan this is Bobby. I watched your videos for a long time and thought you were very inspiring. After a couple of months of that I thought I can do this. So with the help of your videos my wife, and Vivitrol shot I'm now almost 7 months clean and life is great again. I know it's something I'll have to fight for a long time but I'm good with that brother. I just wanted to tell you that you personally made me think I could muster the strength to do it, I can never think you enough for what your doing, but you helped to save my life in sure of that.
You are are real man Ryan! God bless you! A real inspiration to us all who have been through what you have or are currently going through it!👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
i knew a little of your story before this but am glad to know the rest now. you have done so much for people and i thank you for the videos and your passion for helping others, God bless you ryan, dave
Amazing work thank you Ryan !!
THIS MAN IS AN ABSOLUTE INSPIRATION, REAL HERO, AND MAN OF GOD. BLESS YOUR SOUL RYAN!
B M - did Ryan believe? I hope you say yes. I see people talking about him being a Godsend and as you said “and man of God”, so I’m curious. His life was short, and I hope he was a believer in Christ and repented.
@@crysb5099 Why does everyone have such stigmas with the word "God". It means many different things to many different people. God is not a christian term. It is an understanding of this reality.
I remember watching this the day it posted . The one before this one is another great video . Ryan you helped me help me . When its all said and done we have to help ourselves . Thanks for being a great motivator , a great example , a glimmer of hope in the dark world of addiction . I've been clean for 6 months and I've never felt so good . Remember the tire cover that made us all mad ? LOL "Life is good" ? When you see those now and believe it , its a great thing . Thanks you for everything brother . TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF !!! I'm so glad you have your own home and a beautiful family . Thanks for all you do brother !!!
Omg, THANK YOU, so much, for dedicating this time, even away from your son, to helping with this beast of addiction. I've forwarded to my son in email, and posted in FB. I am hoping my son will get healed before he is dead of this rotten heroin. Our family is so hurt over it, and my heart is broken for my boy.
How is your son doing ??
Hi Ryan hope your well.
Bless the work here.
Have daily readings in playlists here covering the topics in Courage to Change and One day at a time in AL-'Anon. It maybe helpful to someone's family or friends.
Blessings
Ryan, you're a huge inspiration to me and a lot of other people. You have a nice little collection of videos, and they are really helpful and encouraging.
But my dude, get yourself some water! Haha just some advice...because when you keep clearing your throat like that, it can be distracting. But keep up the good work!
I too would love to hear the rest of your story! Was looking for #5 until I found out your channel was hacked :(
Ryan sounds like he was amazing guy, sorry I never had the chance to communicate before his death. Another of GODS CHILDREN taken early.
Let's go!! 12 Steps again and again this is 2019..get creative!
Just started watching your videos man and I really enjoy them. Was addicted to oxys a few years then switched to subs thinking I was doing the right thing, man was I wrong. Was on subs for about a year and hated the way they made me feel. After a few weeks of being clean I couldn't take it and went back to oxys for a month. After 6 days of being clean I relapsed last night like an idiot. Watching your videos and i'm dedicated not to let this slip ruin what i'm doing. Im 25 and cant let this addiction control me anymore. Its crazy that you live in TR because I actually live a few towns over in Bayville, what a small world.
I was going to say that man. That would be awesome, have a lot of free time and am trying to keep as busy as possible.
RIP Ryan! 💗
Thank you 🙏🏻
Your awesome man! I'm in the same situation u were once in an this stuff helps a lot. Trying to get off the suboxone it's rough
This is Rick From California and after talking to you and seeing this video i feel like maybe i can be me again and not this horrible pill popping animal i have became over the years. Your story is so much like mine. You are a living angel in my eyes and thankyou for talking over 20 min with me even though you was at a birthday party and i was only supposed to get 5 min. You are the real deal and honestly i think you would have let my babbeling axiety ass talk to you for hours. Sorry for that but thankyou you are the only person i told the truth to since i have been using for the past 4 years.and i felt some weight come off my shoulders and found some hope.
Hey Ryan I have been listening to your vids for a while now. I admire what you have been able to accomplish. Five years sober.I was also in the military and felt a lot like you when I got out. I have been struggling with opiates for a couple years. 5 days days clean now. Any advice for getting through the pressures of work and parenting as I am dealing with serious depression, anxiety and low energy.
For anyone reading this: you have to know that the only way is not taking poison ever again, you can't talk to anyone who is controlled by substances, change your phone number.
I personally believe that god is our power of will. He will answer to your commitment, sacrifices and positivity.
"God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
courage to change the things I can,
and wisdom to know the difference."
You can't talk to anyone who is addicted to don't be ridiculous
I went to a hospital for the same exact reason, but they just sent me back home?
500 mgs a day? Damn. I'm very happy that you were able to get out of that!
Hey Ryan! Quick question, did The Salvation Army have a detox facility? And regardless if it did or not, can you describe your final detox?( What kept you motivated, did to pass time, ease the pain..Ect...). Thanks Ryan you're the man. May nothing but great things happen for you and your family.
Rip ryan ❤
Hi Ryan, Thanks for sharing your stories. I live on NC but was born in Paterson NJ and have 21 cousins in Toms River. I found out last week my son was addicted to hydrocodone. He was getting overdrafts in the bank and I questioned him and he finally admitted it. He just went this weekend and on his 4th day coming off the pills. I am shocked! I pretty much told him he could not live here and do this. I ordered drug test kits and all. He just got out of college and started a career in IT. I had a guy that was in prison for 3 years and lived out of trash cans due to addiction talk with him also. I don't think he knew what a weekend thing with his friends was going to get out of control like this. I am really not sure what to do but I refuse to allow him to do this and I have even went door to door. I refuse to watch him do it. He now has all his bills and paying me board to live at home. I am drug testing at random. I hope he realizes this going to hurt him and stops.
How was it? Are you ok?
You are an Amazing man Ryan! I'm almost tearing up watching and listening to your videos... I've been struggling with Opiate addiction for about three years, and have been on Suboxone for about a year now... ( But, we all know it's basically the same crap ) ... My life is S@#t right now, and I've gone so far backwards from where I was before I started using... I've gotten/weened down to about 1mg per day of Suboxone, but the PAIN and WITHDRAWAL that accumulates when I've tried to "jump-off" from that 1mg dose, has just been so hard... I'm really going to try to give it another run... ( I did so in the past, but, unfortunately have relapsed after a few months/6 months or so ) I'm REALLY drawing STRENGTH through your videos, and just listening to you talk about the process and the freedom that one can expect once they free themselves from this HORRIBLE drug... ( i can draw so many similarities, from SOOOO many of your videos... Love of music, GONE... Sex drive, GONE... Going outside of the house/social events, GONE... Etc, etc... ) Basically, just MANY of the same symptoms form use as well as withdrawal symptoms that MSOT EVERYONE feels... ( I really liked your video on "SPECIAL/EXTRAORDINARY people, as well as the video on "The Biggest loss form Opiate addiction... ) I really could go one for a while, but I'm not "special", and am in a VERY similar "Boat" as many users/people trying to quit/Getting the strength to proceed with getting off the Opiates, and tough through the withdrawal phase... ( and RID themselves from this addiction... )
Thank you so MUCH MAN! I can just tell form your videos and energy, that you are a really RAD guy, with a HUGE heart for helping people! God is using you/working through you, to reach and help so many people, and I'm hoping that I can be another success story as well! Thanks so much Ryan! Huge blessings to you and your family! :)
Nathan
Jersey yes represent
Thanks man. Ur vids are positive and really help. Im on a taper of methedone. On 5 mg going down 1mg every 2 days.(was on 80 mg ). Withdrawls have been tough but I will make it.
How did you do. Did you get off the methadone?
Hope you made it. You aren't missing anything!
Hi Ryan , R.i.p
Great story, thx for sharing.....did somebody learn to say "Dad?"
RIP. I just heard. Sad.
Really appreciate these videos. I'm currently almost to 48 hrs since my last use and I'm terrified of everything (how I feel, relapsing, the past present and future)
Go to freefromhell.com and join the chat ! Lots of great people to talk to .
What's this about Irish springs to help with RLS
Over the past years your videos have always popped up and are always worth a watch. Can I ask how they detoxed you from 500mg of oxy? Did they give you any benzo to ease it? Glad you have survived the battle and helped people along the way!
What unit were you in in the Navy? You mentioned you were in special operations.
ryan what you have done is awesome,theres people who got alotta support off your site.I got involved in your site a lot.and it helped me quit benzo.unfortunately I got booted off your website.
So sad 😭,you passed.Oxy is hard to quit . It’s weird I tried everything but I like Norco’s the most.And I don’t understand why.But I do know it ruin you life and pocket and it’s all you care about.
Help. I have listened over and over to your videos. I have been on oxycodone since 1998 for Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy and Fibromyalgia an incredible WHOLE body chronic pain. My dosage is 30mg 6 X a day. I am so tired of being on meds but don't know how to take care of the pain any other way. I try to withdraw and the pain wins. I'm only 67 and looking forward to my first grandchild. I already invested in withdrawal vitamins and cannot afford Calm Support. I know you are not a miracle worker but any advice would be helpful. I hope before you answer you might read a little about how painful RSD is much less fibromyalgia also. I'll keep watching.
Is there a part
5 to you story
How do i get the product u make for withdrawal
Rest in Peace
I hear 5150 is the worst. Especially if you’re withdrawing and you have all these other people in there going through the same or worse.
Let's go
you have a baller beard, great video too
hello
hope im doing this right and my question reaches you.
btw-you are VERY HELPFUL.
RYan, have u come aross anyone who finds the pain pills etc ACTUALLY seem to HELP one breathe better, seems to reduce the congestion in my lungs (enphazema). AND do u fid it harder, for women to stop. ive read that its documented that woman have harder time quitting alcohol.
are these ALL jUST EXCUSES??
the breathing assistance is real...do u know if it passes?
how old were u when u got clean
Hi Ryan, I have been watching many of your videos and you have made me start thinking about getting off Opiates seriously. The only one thing that I have relised though, is that you havnt got into depth in regards to what actually happens to the persons personality or mental state while withdrawing. My concern is, while im in withdrawing stage is there any chance that I may experience suicidal or deep depression behaiviour? I have been using for around 6 years and I am looking for a way out because my life has turned into everything you have described in your videos. But I am scared off the reaction that my brain may have, because I believe honestly that I take Opiates to enhance my view off life. So getting off them may leave me with this blank problem?
So in other words, I want to get off the drugs. But I need assurance that I wont go into a mental breakdown and that how much time will I need to begin working or socialising again?
Robert....I would like this question answered as well! I totally know where you're coming from. I have a lot of mental issues and the opiates always made me feel better! I do tend to get even more suicidal when in withdrawals. I wish you luck on your journey to getting clean!
Ryan, I noticed in one of your videos you said something about an addict going to the bathroom alot, I just wondered why they do that, my girlfriend had a problem with opioids, and now I think she's doing it again, she does alot of what you talk about, thanks for your videos, would love to talk,
paul durrah To Be honest that not true because when you take pills it causes Constipation. She might go once to use but if she keeps goin to bathroom she might be clean or using every time she goes set up a secret camera to check,or flat out ask her.Hope this helps
You're super got. Unrelated yea...but I enjoyed the story and your face.
*hot
I want to buy your book! Please let us know if it gets published. You deserve to make up for lost time. For all your charity to us, may each one of us repay YOU!
New Beginning hell ya! Go Ryan!👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻
😢 RIP
Ryan I would really like to speak with you! I am havin such a hard time even taking the first step and I’m so scared....I felt compelled to watch some of your videos and I’m hoping you could be by my side as I have no one that I can tell about my addiction. Is there some way I could even just email you?
I know all too well how you feel. Idk you but I hope you are doing well even though this is 2 months after your comment was written. Addiction sucks but it gets easier. It truly does. Day by day.
I have been trying to quit taking oxycodone for 6 months now and have had little success. I went cold turkey November 2014 and was off pills for 6 days and started again. If you could help me in anyway I could greatly appreciate it.
Brittney Olsen how is your recovery going? I’ve been in the boat for 12 yrs . Pills heroin then methadone for 7 yrs. kicked last year and had a year clean. I can’t help but to think that at day 6 you were over the hump. We are our own worst enemy though. ✌️
Any tips on breathing while running? Great video!
In through your nose, out through your mouth
This is the method I use. Since this comment i have enlisted in the Army with a lot of help from Ryan and his journey. Positive vibes!
Ryan I’m on day 2 withdrawal do you think exercise is a bad thing?
Exercise is great if you can handle it. Speeds up the detox process.
You get clean and a piano falls on your head. Gotta laugh at life sometimes rip
Ryan was a man who took a different way and died.
hey bro bro.Have you ever heard of Pacific Biologic inc. I bought some natural vitamins from them killer my friend.
Damn, dude.. OD ing on Oxy and Adderall would have been a TERRIBLE way to go. Why the Adderall??
Euphoric for some folk. I’ve considered it as well. “Crazy” good way to go, I thought... lol. Crazy indeed. It’s similar to why people go out with speedballs instead of just heroin sometimes.
Can somesone please tell me what happened to Ryan?
Ryan passed away from a pulmonary embolism on September 21, 2018. He was a true hero.
Tom's river! Frankie edgar! Must be where fighters are born.
How did this guy pass away?
Blood clot. He'd had problems with them before. It's so sad that he's gone and I feel horrible for his family, especially his wife and kids.
@@burf4963 That was caused by his addiction.
@@thefifthstage369 You don't know that, and even it was true it doesn't make a difference. Quit trying to shame a recovering addict that's passed away. He was 9 years clean and did so much to help other people.
c squared sent me.
BATMAN
That beard tho.
I been patient for like a month now and I got no help. I really wanna try calm support to stop taking pills im down to taking 2 to 3 pills a day now from taking 15 pills a day so I been slowly stopping but I still need help. I think I should get a free sample pack of calm support for wait so long.
5 And when thou prayest, thou shalt not be as the hypocrites are: for they love to pray standing in the synagogues and in the corners of the streets, that they may be seen of men. Verily I say unto you, They have their reward.
6 But thou, when thou prayest, enter into thy closet, and when thou hast shut thy door, pray to thy Father which is in secret; and thy Father which seeth in secret shall reward thee openly.
7 But when ye pray, use not vain repetitions, as the heathen do: for they think that they shall be heard for their much speaking.
8 Be not ye therefore like unto them: for your Father knoweth what things ye have need of, before ye ask him.
9 After this manner therefore pray ye: Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name.
10 Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven.
11 Give us this day our daily bread.
12 And forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors.
13 And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil: For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, for ever. Amen.
14 For if ye forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you:
15 But if ye forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses.
- MATTHEW CHAPTER 6 under alms and above fasting King James Version HOLY BIBLE
Jordan Clark - ♥️
C R 💓
C R I couldn't find a red heart I'm not weird or anything
Jordan Clark - it’s okay, I am weird 🤷🏼♀️
not to be a hater but you never hit rock bottom running the streets getting into fights in the hood at the dope spot looking for good heroin. robbing to support your habbit doing prison terms because your habbit on a scale of one to ten I would say you were a 4 or 5 in addiction at most .
Rock bottom is different for everybody, and you're nobody to judge what he went through. I used to think that I always had it worse than pills users because heroin is such a different story, but it has nothing to do what you're using. Ryan is gone now btw.
Ok you win the dumbass award 🥉 congratulations.
Glad you found your higher power,❤
He IS with his higher power as hes been dead for few years now im afraid
Hi Ryan hope your well.
Bless the work here.
Have daily readings in playlists here covering the topics in Courage to Change and One day at a time in AL-'Anon. It maybe helpful to someone's family or friends.
Blessings