growing up i was the middle child and and became the oldes after me older brother died i was always getting yelled at and my other siblings mistakes i got yelled at for and everyone would say " your the older one kimko they learn from you and them not wanting somthing is from you you the oldes you have to be the "perfect child ". then i would get yelled at and at the time i was 11 so i did not know how to handle this and the only friends were online and i had thoughts about k1ll1ng my self but over time every one forgot about me like im not here and every one i cared for did not help me as did i did them and i started c4t1ng me self and now when i wake up i go online and talk my life away ! : D
I need to vent so bad so... My best friend tried to commit today.. and they are in the hospital atm.. but their brother said that the doctor say they have a 25% chance of living... so I have been crying for like 30 mins straight and I saw ths comment and it made me feel a little better... so thank you to who ever wrote that comment.. thank you..
They didn't notice you were crying They didn't notice you were sad They didn’t notice you were tired They didn’t notice you were alone They didn’t notice how attentive you were They didn’t notice how sweet you actually are... They didn’t notice how you actually try to make others smile They did notice your failing grades They did notice your unattractive They did notice the mean side of you They did notice all your mistakes They did notice all your flaws They did notice that you weren’t good enough for them. But you stayed strong You kept going on You never gave up on hope You never let them take you down And you know they weren’t good enough for you And that’s what makes you stronger
Pillow:I’ll hold your tears and screams Blanket:I’ll hide you from the world Tissue:I’ll stop your nose from running Room:I’ll keep you safe Mirror:I won’t judge you Music:I’ll help you feel better shower: I wont judge your voice teddy bear: I'll hug you
Yo, I had a group of friends at the beginning of school, they all knew each other and I was the newbie, now last week a girl(affreen) went and said stuff that ain't true about me to them and i got sworn at and loads of stuff. I reported it and my bff who stayed with them, but moved to another country, showed me screenshots of them body shaming me and wishing I got beaten up. Then they went on to bully her and call her rude phrases and calling her a pig and so on. What should I do about it? I'm going school tomorrow and I have to see them.
same. apparently if i didnt know a single topic or if i wasnt strong enough I should just "know it because im in a "gifted" program" thats what my mom thinks, sucks being in that situation but if i do well she doesnt really care or mention it.
@@Foodez3 I was in the GT program for a while aswell, everyone thought I was supposed to be super smart since I was in that stupid program. It fucking sucks
@@TX2-4-LIFEit does, just doing extra work for what? If we're "smarter than usual" then why would we do extra work? Im basically just the cheat sheet and its fucking hell.
you mean "HE is just confused". Your feelings matter. Whilst I am straight/cis myself, I was once questioning (bi, gay, lesbian, and pan) so I support! Remember, if you have parents that tell you otherwise, that they are wrong, and love is love! 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙
““Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.” Matthew 11:28 because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖 And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u I’ll be praying for u❤❤❤❤
Yeah it feels like that sometimes it’s scary in a way I’m sorry I should cry more often so I don’t forget how too,I hope you find love and find a supportive group I’m sorry for everything that happened I really am
For me the title is interesting because I’m never “the mentally ill child” instead I feel like I’m not allowed to feel sad or be mentally unstable. My brother has taken the role of the “mental one” so I can’t be like him. While me and my mom was at the doctors and they gave us a sheet to fill out and instead of giving it to me she started checking off boxes while vaguely reading them to me. Like one of the questions was “do you think badly about yourself” and my mom checked the no box and said I’m not a failure…don’t get me wrong I love my mom but sometimes she just doesn’t understand that my brother isn’t the definition of mentally ill and that people have different symptoms. But for now I’m the golden child that’s mentally okay. (Sorry for the random vent I usually don’t talk about my problems online,,,stay safe yall 💗)
I feel you, I'm an only child but I tried to cover my emotions so much that now nobody validates them. They think I'm better but I'm actually drowning. Just know that you are not alone and your emotions are completely okay. We are in this thing called life together and we'll get out of this emptiness together too. (sorry for my bad english, I'm also not that good expressing myself and comforting others) thank you for reading my dear person
I relate! I really do my parents think I'm all sunshine and rainbows but when I am alone cause sometimes I go behind my bed away from everyone I think to myself wow! I can be such a disappointment my younger brother is the one everyone cares about because he is the youngest my family really doesn't understand why I sit back there or why I'm "shady" as they say. ( 🤗 you can vent to me I will understand! A lot of people on youtube or in the sections understand but I'm here if no one has reached out yet💗💗!)
@@Tecchou_is_Hot I’m honestly surprised that people replied to my comment and relates to it too!! I really only meet people that have bad parents and bad mental health so I can never say anything to them because I don’t know what’s wrong with me. If I act like a “bitch” they get mad at me but never ask what’s wrong and they never leave me alone when I literally just can’t reply, it’s like my brain shuts off and I want to lock myself away. If you ever need help as well I’m a good listener when needed! Ik it sucks rn but it’ll get better,,sending love 💗💗
I believe it is a combination of the evolutionary development of love (mother nature 'encouraging' humanity to protect the ones we love (so there's less death)) and the fact humans evolved to stay in tight-knit villages and groups(loved ones), which is really sweet if you think about it, because everyone here is feeling the animalistic desire to protect and love one another 💕:))
I’m proud of you for waking up. I’m proud of you for brushing your hair. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for breathing. I’m proud of you for making your bed. I’m proud of you for eating. I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat. I’m proud of you for drinking water. I’m proud of you for being here. I’m proud of you for being you. I’m proud of you for smiling. I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for sitting down. I’m proud of you for defending yourself. I’m proud of you for believing in yourself. I’m proud of you for simply trying. I’m proud of you for being alive. IM PROUD OF YOU. ♥ Not my words Im just passing this around! :) From a stranger on the internet to anybody reading this,I AM SO PROUD OF YOU Don't give up
I’m on the spectrum of autism, and this playlist hits hard. Almost everyone I meet calls me weird at least some point in their life because I guess I don’t act like most people. It hurts.
Hey, I’m autistic too. Trust me you find people who understand and like you for you. I never did act like a “normal human person” but then again who does? The social rules are contrived, and make no sense half the time. But trust me it stops, and you feel better in time. It takes awhile to figure out where to go from here, but trust me you can and you’ll do so much. Nice to meet you! Hope you have a wonderful day!
"Your skin isn't paper, don't cut it Your neck isn't a coat, don't hang it Your body isn't a book, don't judge it Your life isn't a movie, don't end it Your heart isn't a door, don't lock it Remember to always love yourself no matter what you come against" (This is not my word, I'm spreading it to the 1% and now its your turn)
@@NMldnd-tj1se Is that really going to be the answer? to just cut yourself when your body isn't to blame? isn't that ill of you to do so? you can't just give up and expect cutting to help you because what's the point of it? can you not scream for help and expect the darkest of times to sink you in? you would try to reach out for something. The problem is is because you're remaining silent and even if you are asking for help and no one is helping you, you're not screaming enough. Do whatever you can to get help. Literally yell for gods sake. Scream at someone until they help and understand you because self harm will make it worse. You want to feel relieved? don't self harm then. It'll only just hurt you even more instead of helping you. Trust me, I know
I'M the one who's unresonble, I'M the one who needs to take a break, It's MY fault I feel like this, I'M the person who needs to calm down, it's always ME who has the "weird" thoughts I need to be more understanding, I'M too paranoid, It's ME who ha to get help, It's MY fault I can't keep my emotions in check, I'M the one who refuses to listen, I'M being rude, And I'M the one who as to be on medication. It couldn't possibly be anyone else's fault, because I'M THE PROBLEM.
you arent the problem trust me its them its all them they expect us to fit it to there standards there hard as fuck standards trust me please it them not you
When i was like 4-5 my parents started abusing me physically and mentally...and i never noticed. I thought it was normal getting hit for the smallest of reasons. When was i 13 years old, i became slowly aware of the abuse. At that point the physically abuse stopped but not the mental abuse. I was ofc still scared of doing something wrong because i didn't want to get hit, even tho they stopped. My parents always put my grades before my health, at some point they told me : "if you dont get a A, i don't want to come back home. I want you to kill yourself" they repeated thos word 4 times....It really hurted hearing that from people you knew your whole life. They also said other disgusting words to me. The next day i went to my mom and asked if they actually want me dead if i didn't get a good grade, and she responded with: "no it was just a joke.." A JOKE. HOW IS TELLING YOUR CHILD TO KILL THEMSELVES "A JOKE"!!!. They did do other bad things to me but i dont want to mention it all. The worst part is my mom said she was abused as a small girl. She told me her father left her. Same goes to my dad (the one that abuses me the most while my mom watches him or some times supports him)...If they were abused and know how it feels, why make me go through it? I feel like a bad person for even thinking i am getting abused...
You aren't a bad person. You're a survivor. Stay safe okay? You matter. Please don't kill yourself. Good things will come soon, I promise. Just wait a little bit more. You have all the rights to feel the way you feel. Please don't give up so soon. I'm here for you.
@@myherofan7924I see I mean you got the point but for sure not everyone would be alike. Then you got it right since my mother did physical abuse and mentally. The person who commented the first has axactly alike my life but my mother’s words wasn’t even lying. She just wanted me to sleep on the outside and work at some random shops to “learn “ whyd studying is important. Yet Im still 14 back then when she cares about grades and top students of the year. She might be careless back then but now she’s asking for my forgiveness and Im still thinking about it weather to give a second chance or left her get her lessons .
Hey, you're not alone in any way...I want you to know that I feel the same, but there will always be this one person or even more who are always there for you, whether its a friend, a crush, a lover, or a random stranger, you are not alone. Always remember this! Be safe okay? :)
You have done nothing wrong. Your parents are in the wrong, please do not try to kill your self you are worth more than that and it does not mater if your grades are not perfect what matters is that you at least tried. So please continue with living and don’t let your parents opinion get to you.❤️🩹
The picture used where it says “get over it” is the perfect definition of my mom. When I’m sad I’m “too sensitive” and when I’m still thinking about something hours after it happened I need “to get over it already, your making a mountain out of a mole hill”. Love my mom but she’s terrible sometimes 💔
My parents talk wrongly about my sister behind her back. I have anger issues, depression, anxiety, and possibly ADHD. My mother works night-shift as a nurse, and sleeps all day. My father is never home, working for us all day. My older sister always is at parties or school club events. I have 5 younger siblings. Im lonely, Im the middle child, Im the forgotten one. Im 14, and wishing i could be hugged and never let go. I never get any breaks. Im told to suck it up. Im wishing on a star. A small, burnt, star. Im trying.
i would hug you so much right now after i read this..i would love to be your friend and i would care about you all the time id give you everything you want i would hug you for eternity belive me those words i say are true id love you always and i will be your friend i would hug you and i understand you totally belive me i really understand you i care about you and everyone
This is a *VENT* be safe. I’ve always been disconnected, ever since I was literally 3 or something. I’ve always been in a haze, things didn’t feel real. Time passed so slow like molasses, and I was stuck. I didn’t know why I felt like that, so empty and sad. I remember being depressed when I was 5, and it didn’t really stop for a long long time. I remember being yelled at so much, I remember crying so much, more often than not. I felt disgusting, I felt less than worthless. I felt like nothing I could be or do would ever be enough, I’d never be enough. Because I just was too sick, dumb, useless, a good for nothing that can’t be trusted, or listen or sit still. I wasn’t worthy, then I fell into a bad side of UA-cam when I was 5. I saw so much death and blood, sex and gore, animal abuse and death. And still I wasn’t comforted, still I wasn’t sick enough to be believed. I had nightmares for years, years and years. I remember not being able to sleep and staying up late crying. I drowned, i lost consciousness and drowned. My dad was supposed to watch me, but I drowned in the public kiddie pool. The lifeguard had to resuscitate me, and I lied there soaking wet. With death on my lips. I craved that feeling, comfortable nothingness. That pain in my lungs, that *burned*. I’ve always been a problem child, I have so many medical issues and disability’s. But I can walk and I can talk, I am not in pain all the time I guess. But I’ve always been a burden, financially and emotionally. I’ve almost died so so many times, I’m amazed I’m still here sometimes. But I’m just annoying and a burden. When I was 10, we moved from our house we had for so many years. I didn’t know why, but I was sad to go. Imagine finding out 6 years later, that is was because of you. All your OT and Speech therapy gave the family so much debt they had to sell the house. You could have gone your whole life without that on your shoulders, but when your parents and grandparents fight that’s just what is brought up. I’m so disgusting, I can’t take care of myself. I’m just this mess, that lives like a leech. I want to get a job, meet people, learn at a school, But it’s so fucking hard, when you just keep moving. Never stay in one place long enough to just be happy. Never being able to find your place and figure out how to work or apply or just whatever in this economy. I’m so tired. Of the yelling and the blaming and the accusations and fear. I just want to cry, and go back to that peaceful nothing. I want to be better, I want to be something. I am someone i am something but it doesn’t matter to my family, I could make so many people’s lives better and yet they would say “why are you talking to internet strangers!!??!?!? You’re banned from your phone.” And I’d just have to accept that. My name isn’t my own, it feels like a slur on my lips. How could you do that. I’m not chronically online, I was raised on it. My life is messy and chaotic and makes me wanna cry myself to sleep, but yet I still torture myself by saying nothing about it to my parents. I love them, but they have hurt me so much. They are kind one minute then yelling and calling me stupid and useless and awful. I’m so fractured, my name isn’t my name. Why can’t I just be better, why can’t I overcome my disabilities and mental issues. Why can’t I stand up for myself, why can’t I just be better. I’m happy to be alive, I wouldn’t change it. But I want to take myself out of this situation and get therapy god damnit. No one listens no one understands, I’m not who you think I am. I’m not her, i’m not the girl you see in front of you i’m not her i can never be her again. You killed her the first time you yelled at her, the first time you called her worthless, the first time you ignored her nightmares, the first time you left her alone in front of the tv screen, she is gone. She will never exist again and maybe never did. I’m what’s left of your abuse, and blaming and screaming and yelling and near death. You can burn me, strangle me, drown me, pull and push me, tell me i’m disgusting and disappointing, hurt me, rip and tear at my hair, but I’ll never be that little girl you so very much wanted. I’m angry and upset, depressed and hurt, I don’t feel real nothing feels right, and it’s all your fault. But I want kill myself because that’s not what I want to do. I hope I can escape, I wanna be myself with all the parts of me that were hurt too. I am some sorta worthy, but I’ll never be In Their eyes. It will always be by someone new, someone I don’t know. That’s why I like the internet, I can be myself and I can escape. Thank you for reading, whatever you went through was bad enough. You are worthy on my eyes. And I hope you have a wonderful day. -pop
@@leonpallino4241 thanks, I've actually seen some super messed up things. I've also come to the realisation that I probably have undiagnosed PTSD of some sort, like wow. how did that happen. it's been I uphill battle with a lot of things, but at the moment I'm okay and I'm safe. and thats the best I can hope for really. -???
*vent TW!* I’ve always been “gifted” but my mom has thought I’m autistic from the age of 4. Everyone said I was “to smart to be autistic” and that “autistic people don’t get the option to skip grades and take advanced classes”. Being raised in my family, I was taught that everything that goes wrong is your fault and that you have to apologize for everything. In school when I’m struggling I refuse to ask for help because I don’t want to be seen as a failure and it honestly makes ever worse because then I end up crying. I had really good friends and we all struggled with most of the same things. So that I could relate to them I had started pretending to have delusions but as this kept going I started to not have controle and my mind would trick itself into thinking there were cuts and scars where there weren’t. Over time this has gotten worse and I’ve started actually seeing the delusions I said that I saw. It’s really scary the things that lying for long periods of time can do and to stop my mind form thinking there were scars and cuts, I made the scars and cuts so it wasn’t as scary. My good friends ditched me because o was overwhelmed and didn’t want to go to one sleepover. That’s when I started cutting and I’ve tried to stop but it’s become like a drug addiction. You just can’t stop. If you did read all this thank you and I hope you are doing okay, if your listening to this playlist though I doubt you are. Your all loved❤️
can relate, I was the "gifted" kid when I was in primary school. 20/20 every test I took, especially in math. but nowadays i think that i may have ADHD. either that or i get tics, because whenever i stay completely still for a long period of time, my motor control just completely stops working and i jerk my leg in my sleep or when im daydreaming without even moving my body, im also a perfectionist, and when school moved up to grade 6, i found my grades dropping, and because of my perfectionism i freaked out and cried silently. i struggle to pay attention, and even if i am paying attention my teachers think im not because im reading, drawing, or something of that nature , which actually helps me focus because im moving my body or being productive. so idk?? i think i might also have OCD or something of that sort? lemme know cause i genuinely dont know whats wrong with me.
@@ShinyLittleUmbreon-of8zecould be any disorder but this seems to relate to autism maybe? I’m personally a perfectionist too as an autistic person and I tend to move around too when daydreaming and thought I had adhd and ocd and a bunch a other disorders, also doing something to pay attention like you mentioned may be autistic as i heard someone like that but, I’m personally not the type of person to diagnose someone, I just wanted to talk about my personal opinion and I hope you can figure yourself out! Wait, moving the leg around constantly? Even when sleeping, could be linked to restless leg syndrome, but I repeat those are just theories and analyses.
I don’t normally have a crying playlist that I cry to, but this is the one. Actually crying (like really hard) helped clear my head. I cried, and fell asleep, and I woke up feeling better. I just wanna tell anyone who needs to hear it, it will get better! I promise!
I won't lie: I was annoyed by how vent playlists copy each other, but now it makes sense. Similar songs have become a habit and are soothing. I must have at least one non-harmful habit. I click on the video and I know exactly what awaits me. I will listen to familiar music and see that people in the comments understand me. Support even strangers and look for joy even in what you don't like. Maybe it will change your attitude to something. Have a nice day!
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! These are not my words, but spread these and copy paste
for anyone who;s struggling with mental health issues, depression, eating disorders , anything just remember it'll all get better luv. i'm extremely sorry if anyone is dealing with these issues or any other issues you're dealing with :( stay strong luvs. you're important and worth living. it may be hard rn but it'll be okay❤ you're all trying your hardest and know that i'm very proud of all of you ^^ i love you ml ,stay strong! you can do it
i have somthing on my mind so i cant spell good im so sorry for that but thank you so so so so so so so so much i ❤ you too i am currently suffering depression you are the best i was not able to read it all the way im sorry for that lol
Since I’m sad. Ima rant. I was in the car when my dad was arrested for a DUI. I was 12 the first car crash I was in with my drunk dad. 13 when I realized how much his words and actions hurt. His negligence lead to my mental health disorder, dissociation. Its so hard. Any time anyone is drinkin, I dissociate. If I’m playing the game on my phone I was playing the day we crashed, I dissociate. Just like the day I was in the back of a police car having a panic attack after my dad’s arrest. the kind officer helped and hugged me till my mom was there. I just want to thank him even though I know he wouldn’t see this. I love my dad. But the more my parents fight, the more scared I get. The more the words hurt. And the more I hurt myself as an way to ease the pain. I can’t take it anymore. One day if I grow up to be a mother I won’t let my kids suffer. I won’t make them drag there father in bed drunk from the yard. I won’t make their brother cover their ears from the fighting of their parents. Like my brother does for me. I will show them what it means to be loved, I promise. I am 13 years old, my name is Lexi and I’m a normal girl in 8th grade you wouldn’t notice from how I act but I’m hurting. So the next time you see someone struggling go eat lunch with them or play 4 square it’s means the world. I promise…
They didnt notice you were crying They didn't notice you were sad They didn’t notice you were tired They didn’t notice you were alone They didn’t notice how attentive you were They didn’t notice how sweet you actually are... They didn’t notice how you actually try to make others smile They did notice your unattractive They did notice the mean side of you They did notice all your mistakes They did notice all you flaws They did notice that you weren’t good enough for them. They notice when your untidinesses
꧁TimeStamps ꧂ All I want is you - 0:01 Freaks - 2:17 Christmas kids - 4:27 Jealous -6:30 Bubble Gum - 8:53 Feel Better - 11:12 Nobody - 15:00 Alien Blues - 17:15 505 - 19:29 Cigarettes out the window - 23:05 Devil Town - 25:54 Michelle - 28:38 My Alcoholic Friends - 31:35 I Hate My Mom - 33:46 Washing Machine Heart - 35:53 Treehouse - 37:40 Rat - 39:41 STAY SAFE AND REMEMBER TO DRINK WATER
for everyone who is strressed, sad or etc : i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you’re excited i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love your toes
i started tearing up thank you i needed to hear all of this ( my friends started leaving me out and idk what to do anymore i just wanted to say thanks I LOVE YOU
I love you in every single way In every single day In every single thought In every single love I would dye a million times for you I would live a million lives for you❤❤❤❤
““Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.” Matthew 11:28 because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖 And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u I’ll be praying for u❤❤❤❤
@@Dogestronaut2.0 Fellow Christian. You are spreading the word to those who need it the most. May God show mercy on your soul and gift you his light and hope, for you are worthy.
@@JasonTheApologist thank u brother. That’s what God called me to do. He saved me from a lot of thing like a burning home. Getting stabbed. And suicide. And he was the only one with me. Now I want to show them what God can do. Cause he loves us all. Godbless u bro may God be with u
This playlist hits different when it’s like 2 in the morning you have school tmr but have insomnia and depression so are crying but every other day being told you have no reason to be depressed. Hope the rest of y’all r doing ok ❤
“I used to be scared of never waking up, now I wish I never did”. By Riku/me Love this playlist, keep doing what you love and just know I love all of y’all, never give up.
This hurts more after i got in a fight with my mom, and she said to tell her what my problem is. How the hell is a 15 year old girl supposed to tell her mother that it's her, the person who is supposed to make me feel safe and loved and comforted. How am I supposed to tell her she's the reason I cut myself, that she's the reason I cry all the time, the reason I don't like spending time with her. She thinks i'm being over dramatic, no, I want to die, all the time. But she doesn't know that, she'll never know that.
This comment made me cry.. I'm going through that too, my ma says that I can talk to her and she wants to know why I have no energy all the time but it's too heartbreaking to tell someone they are hurting you
i could never say that my mom would cry and hate me but not fully if i said that i would feel bad because my mom is sweet but also rude and ......has anger issues it feels like shes gonna kill me when she yells and thats why i cant look people in the eye while they queiston me also my grammer is bad lol
I am so sorry this happened to you but I just want to say that I am so proud you have made it this far! You are doing so well! and I am so proud of you! I mean this so genuinely. You made it far enough to be able to comment this and I am so proud of you for that. Keep going! You are doing amazing! You wonderful human being!
If you came to read this comment, i hope you get better. You don't deserve what happened to you. THEY don't deserve you. Don't to self harm, it will get better one day. Don't let them get to your Head. They are just voices. You are beautiful. Hey do you have a small chest girl? Are you really short man? You are still beautiful. And even if I'm ok or not, I hope you get better. Please don't cry... Love you, have a great day - A commenter that tried to make you feel better edit: hopefully i helped you guys, let me help you please.
...are you sure it gets better. it hasn't seemed too. I'm sinking in my own tears. im drowing in the blood escaping from the cuts on my arms. Im hurting. i dont think they realize. thanks tho
@@that_friend_everyone_has please, I know it's super hard but please try quitting self harm! And do you have anyone to talk to? A friend? You can talk to me if you want!
literally me when I was a kid and honestly I didn't "grow out of it" everyone say that you'll grow out of it but that's not how it works.The lyrics "I was told when I get older all my fears would shrink but now I'm insecure and I care what people think" literally says everything.
“Recovery and healing, treatment and balance it takes a long time.” And I’m not even halfway there yet. In reality it goes “you’ll grow out of it.” Doesn’t “oh shite dude? Wanna go to like a group therapy with me? It’s not bad you feel that way, but it’s not good. No dude. Trust me I’m not gonna give up on you, your my friend!” Actually figures out how to cope and healthy coping mechanisms at like 20+-30+ Figuring out these things takes time, but when it happens. You can feel with stone fall off your shoulders you didn’t know you were carrying. Idk. :P Hope you have a wonderful day!
@@user-ck3lr3zh3x eh, I use my spare time to make these sorta messages. it's my goal in life tbh. I wanna be that person who gives good advice, that's my goal. plus it's just fun to just see all the cool people in this world
DUDE, literally was like "I forgot what song I wanted to listen to, ig I'll listen to this playlist" AND THE FIRST SONG WAS IT. HAHAHA! THANK YOU THANK YOU! (Wonderful playlist!)
I have said this on multiple videos and I will say it again: I believe in you and the things you’re capable of doing. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for everything you do and give Everything is a season, and right now you’re in winter. It’s dark and cold and you can’t find shelter, but one day it’ll be summer, and you’ll look back and be grateful you stuck it out through winter. You know I’m always here for you and always will be Hey, it’s me. I’m you when you committed to staying alive and knew you deserved to be here. It’s okay that right now you don’t feel this way and probably think it’s a lie that you ever felt this way. It’s okay. I don’t blame you. You’ve been through hell and it’s a miracle that you survived up to this point. You are a miracle. I understand that right now you are battling between a decision to stay or to go. And I’m grateful that you chose to read this letter and hear what I have to say, before you decide. You are so important to me. Please don’t go. It’s not your time yet and you haven’t seen and done everything that you wanted to. Please stay and fight this. Please have super-human strength again. You were born with a right to live, to love, to be loved, to express yourself. They tried to take your light and fill you with lots of darkness. But the darkness isn’t yours. It never was. I understand you want the pain to end. I understand you don’t want to live like this and you feel like the pain, the nightmares, the flashbacks, the hell, will never end. I’m sorry for everything that’s happened to you and for everything that they did. I’m sorry it feels like you’re back there. I’m sorry you’re suffering so much. And I need you to hear this. No matter how bad it feels right now (and I understand it feels extremely bad), you already survived the worst hell of your life. You survived/going through your childhood. You survived it already and you escaped from it. You are not back there. You can survive this. I am here with you to help you get through this. I’ve put everything you need into this pack, I’ve prepared for this moment with you. I love you and I want you to stay. I believe you can survive this. I believe in you. I am here with you. Nothing that the voices in your head tell you, is true. There is nothing wrong with you. You are not the problem, the fact that you were so severely abused is the problem. You are loved and you are cared about. I want you to stay. We have so much life to still live together and I need you to stay so that we can do that. Right now, you feel like you can’t survive this or that you don’t even want to. And I know you have your reasons and they are valid. I hear you. And I’m asking you to believe in me right now. To put your faith in me, the version of you that has survived this before. I see your value, your light, your worth. You were born and put on this planet for a reason, it wasn’t a mistake. You are not a mistake. You are meant to take up space in this world. You are meant to stay. I want to help you stay, please let me. I need you to picture yourself as a little girl right now. I understand this is hard, but please try to do this with me. That little girl felt so unwanted, so worthless. She felt like the world would be better off without her. She believes that she is the problem, that it’s her fault Mummy is so mean and Daddy is in bed with her. She believes that she is the problem, but you can see that it’s not her. It’s them. This little girl is so small and innocent. She is so precious and worthy of love, care, nurturing, safety and protection. She is good enough. She doesn’t deserve any of the treatment that she got and she doesn’t deserve to die because of what they did to her. She needs you right now. She needs you to save her. She needs you to hold her and protect her. Don’t let her go. I believe in you. I know you can do this, and I’m right here with you. You are the person that she needs. Put the knife away, soften your fists and get a wet towel. Put it over your head and wrap yourself in your favorite cozy blanket. Hold onto your teddy and imagine it’s you as a little girl. You are her mother and you are going to hold her, comfort her and protect her right now. All you need to do is hold her tight until the voices soften. Re-read this letter over and over if you need to. Look at the other things I’ve left for you inside your Survival Pack. I am here with you. You are not alone, you have me. And the little girl inside you is not alone either, she has you. You are going to survive this. I believe in you. I love you. I want you to stay. Please stay with me.
being stressed dose not make you weak it shows how strong you are and you have worked hard for too long. tears dont make you a baby it shows you have been strong for too long being "werid" isint werid your just being you and if your being you your brave
im legit crying while listening to this as i read the comments of support. i am mentaly broken, though i am trying my best. im still wondering if my parents think im useful or useless.
Today was the last day of the class im going in, and i knew all of these people for +6 years and i feel empty thinking i will never see them again. And i lost the chance to confess for my love, because shes taken... I have lost the chance to say goodbye to my friend. I am have lost the chance to take time to spend with her... i feel horribly... if you read this... Dont spend time alone, go talk to your friends, find love. Dont be like me. i will never seeing them again, i'll have to search for new friends... i hope i will find one... goodbye dear reader...
my father always said: men dont cry! I dont belive anymore. I dont trust. im Angry and sad and crazy. Sometimes i dont care about ANYONE, but sometimes the opposite, i can't take it anymore. its too much, too much
To anyone that needs to hear this because you've been scrolling the comments, and you've begun to drown. You're not alone, things always seem worst because you're living it in the present but the most important part is that you're still here. Someone out there is proud of you, im proud of you, that you've made it this far, that you're awake in this moment to read this. Whatever people may say whatever you may think about what people say it dosent matter, at the end you're the one that makes your own choices. Be you for yourself. I hope this helps someone
i can never be like them. how hard i try. it doesn’t matter. my face is wrong. my body is wrong. my clothing style is wrong. my personality is wrong. i just want to be loved and have friends. literally nobody cares. the only time someone was nice to me in class was when they just wanted my gum or smthg. i don’t want to be known as the weirdo. i don’t. i wish i could just be wanted.
I swear I’m so lonely ttp I listen to all kinds of asmrs and I literally talk to myself without breaking conversation for hours. The bad thing about it is that my parents work in hospitals with different types of patients meaning they talk to schizophrenic and mentally unstable people and now their comparing me to them.😭😭🙏🙏🙏
VENT (Read at your own risk) At a very young age, my parents fought each other and not the normal type of fighting either. Since I was 3, I could hear my mother crying and yelling and my father losing patience and also yelling. It happened almost every time, my grandparents also fought with my parents a lot and I was always there to witness it all. I was there with my mother when she cried. She used to blame me, tell me it was all my fault and say slurs towards me. She used to hit me (not a lot, just slaps once in a while back then) , she used to lock me in the pantry and no matter how much i yelled and cried, she didn't let me out. I used to cry myself to sleep every night and also blame myself for their fights. No matter what I did to get them back together it didn't work. My mother and father both vented to me and just a reminder, I was around 4 to 5 back then. My maternal aunt used to also blame me and say I had to do better. I was jealous of my cousin because I always got scolded on what he did wrong and he broke everything I had. This continued till a long time and still does. I was so scared every time we went out for a car ride because they used to fight a lot during those and my mother even left the car and went home through a bus at times, sometimes along with me. Soon I joined a new school, I got heavily bullied by teachers and students alike on my talkative behaviour and other habits. I shut myself down. I got bully sensitive. This one girl stood up for me but then asked me for new school shoes and stuff like that because I was a single child. I got social anxiety at a very young age and was terrified to talk to people. I also got reflexes, such as if my mother tried to put a strand of my hair away... my hands would automatically block hers. My anxiety got worse as I grew up and I got neglected too, my television raised me and so did the internet. My parents both came very late from work and they would hardly listen about most things. My mother got more handy after I grew up and started hitting me, my father threatened me at times about not being nice and I think I may have gotten a good amount of slaps from him too. They treat me like a baby but at the same time they called me an adult and treated me harshly, any fault .. blame it on me and then give a lame apology later on. They are very provocative and sometimes force me to do things. If I threw a tantrum about not wanting to go to my father's friend's house because it is boring y mother would threaten me and make me forcefully go. She would insult about me to her family in front of me. If I stood up then I was a disobedient and bad child, she compared me to others a lot too and so would my father. My mother always said I looked horrible or I ruined my features. At one point I put on a facade towards everybody about being a positive and nice girl, if I suddenly burst out at my parents or said no then i was disobedient, I also de-appreciated myself and I still do. I am doing a bit better but it still breaks my heart. My mother started kicking me and hitting me with everything she could find and I got into arguments with my father a lot. I had suicidal thoughts as well. But my parents deny everytime I say that I have the social anxiety disorder, they also said since I am their kid then this bad thing about me or that bad thing about me cannot be real. They held high expectations and though they give me quite a bit of freedom. This really isn't great parenting. When i tried to talk to my mother about my mental health, she got annoyed and told me to just kill myself and didn't apologize and even though my father comforted me later on, I felt dead inside. I didn't feel anything when my mother said something to me. She said she didn't want a child or that she didn't want me as a child but it didn't matter. We also moved to my maternal aunt's house or grandfather's house when i was smaller, because of their fights. I never got to bring anything along. My mother destroyed a lot of my emotional support as well. My parents deny the fact that I have trauma. My mother treated me like a robot, she said I should shut my feelings down and ignore what she said/did to me whenever she was angry..... But I guess this is what happens when you have Asian Parents. You all are amazing and beautiful and everything about you is just so cool!! Never degrade yourself!! Listen to music and calm yourself!! Stay safe and happy! -That One Commenter Edit: I love my parents tho, they can be goofy at times and do the shit I wrote about but I still love them because they have sacrificed a lot for me and still are very good parents when they aren't angry 💀💀
im glad you didnt actually kill yourself bc a lot off people i met on the internet (like my gf) have suicidal thoughts and i always help them if you ever need to talk ill be there (i know im 9 but i had a lot of trauma as well so i understand) :)
AWW! That's so sweet!! If u need someone I'm there too!! I don't have suicidal thoughts, rather I just go through life without much of a reason! Really its not as depressing as it sounds!! I do enjoy myself quite a lot and a few friends of mine are there to comfort me! Its very sad that u have trauma at the age of 9, I will be there for u like u offered to be there for me!! THANK U SO SO MUCH FOR THE SUPPORT! I really needed sweet and kind words from beautiful souls such as yourself. sorry for the lang paragraph lol :D@@da_red1
Have you ever wanted to stop smiling.? I always wanted to stop smiling but I can't. I want to make others feel happy .. but I want to feel happy too! I want them to know how I felt ... I want a hug... A comfort.. But I didn't get them. i gave them away for those who still betrayed it
"Cause someone loved me, someone f__cking loved me. Someone f__cking loved me, and I loved them too. G0damn it, I was worth something." -Penelope Scott
I have more conversations with people that don’t exist than people that do. I wish I never woke up, that I never had to smile, that I could just DISAPPEAR. Im starting therapy tomorrow, I’ve been before, twice, for a year or two each, and it NEVER HELPS. IM WORSE OFF THEN BEFORE. I’m sick and tired of hiding from my parents from the world, but sometimes all I want to do is hide. LET ME GO
Listening to this song makes me remember what i wrote in my diary...Everything i wrote... Hating my attitude,my body, my stupidity, being useless, not being able to my anyone proud and even my existance.. This playlists does hit hard...And i somehow liked it...
You are so beautiful . Your arent stupid you arent useless and you are you and thats what i love about it. I love it when people be theirselfs yk like dont try to be different cause someone judged them.
For people who see this. Just remember your strong your loved i love you god loves you ur family loves you. If you need to vent in the replies go ahead i wont judge. This playlist helps me alot i listen to it very day at school replying it after its done. Anyway enough of me you are so special you make the world glow and you make it better place. Please dont hurt yourself or think of suicide we love you too much for you to do that. Take care of urself Get spa days with the besties get your nails done listen to music do anything you want its up to you. If you died everyone would be crying cause you were a person that made the world a better place and a good place. We all love you I love you. God loves you. Your eyes sparkle in the night and day your skin glows in the day and night YOUR BEAUTIFUL ON THE INSIDE AND OUTSIDE. If people bully you they are just jealous. Please love urself. If people call you fat or stuff DO NOT BELIEVE THEM YOU ARE NOT FAT YOU ARE NOT UGLY YOU ARE NOT WEIRD. you are beautiful you are not fat you are not weird. You be you and ignore people who bully you. We will always love you❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ / \ | | | | ALL THESE HEARTS ARE FOR YOU ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I might as well vent. Ty No one understands the pain that hits you. When you realize your nothing but a "LiTtLe GiRl" who cries herself to sleep EVERY. SINGLE. DAY. I know I can't fix the past, future, or what ever is happening in my presence. But at least people can be thoughtful instead of the stupidity crap that goes through this generation. I can't help that I was born, I didn't just say, "Hey I wanna be born in 2012 and live a horrible life & die of suicide because of depression!" I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHEN I WAS BORN ANYMORE. THIS EXISTENCE DOES NOT MATTER TO ME ANYMORE. All I ever wanted was a happy family. But no. I barely know my REAL dad. My DEAREST mother got taken away from me. I live with my grandparents. My step-grand father tells me " I don't care about your happiness, you have a roof over your head Wich matters" or "Happiness isn't apart of life. Along as you live a healthy life, you will be fine" HAPPINESS IS APART OF LIFE. A HEALTHY LIFE TO. My Grandmother just goes along with him sometimes like- He truly does not understand what depression feels like, or realize how bad I want to commit suicide. I talk to myself and laugh at & with myself without realizing. My grandmother told me to stop that, but I can't help it. My life is beyond my control. I never controlled my own life. My grandparents said that when I randomly talk to myself, people would think I'm weird and send me to a rehab. I honestly don't care anymore. I am WILLING to do ANYTHING that makes me happy. (Sorry if I spilled out a little much) Ty for your time =|
I get bullied at school a lot for being the “dumb kid”. I’ve started to just accept the fact that that was who I was, and I actually tried to joke around with it by wearing a ‘Dunce’ hat to school one time. Let’s just say the bullying and self-deprecation only made my mental health even worse. The kids at my table in school make fun of me for not paying attention in class (I have adhd and my Adderall hasn’t been working). So I’ve been getting really stressed and overwhelmed a lot (I’m only in 5th grade). I tried telling my parents, and they just gave me the regular “Just change tables,” or “you’re the smartest little girl I know,” or even the classic “he picks on you because he likes you.” They’re trying their best but, it rarely helps. I feel as if I have depression but, I’m still very young, and I sometimes feel as if I’m making excuses by pitying myself. I’ve been called ugly, fat, stupid, loud, annoying, etc, and I just don’t wanna be seen as the “Angry Girl” again. I’m currently known as the “Dumb Funny Girl” and even though being called funny is cool and all, being the “Dumb Funny Girl” isn’t as good as it sounds. I just needed somewhere to vent. Thank you to anyone who took time to read this.
I'm the 'funny friend' but when I get home I get yelled at by my mom if i'm not absolutely perfect and my dad isn't even here and people make dad jokes and I have to laugh off the pain when it hurts so much knowing he's looking after other kids when it should've been me. Don't I deserve that too? I miss him so much and I barely knew him. My 'best friend' KNOWS what I'm insecure of and yet she still makes fun of it and when I fix it she calls me fake. My 'family' body shame me and call me skinny so i'm forced to eat everything off the plate even if I feel sick and if I don't then i'm 'ill'. I just feel like there's nobody to turn to and I don't have a single talent or something that makes me a worthy human being.
I have done alot of research on some mental illnesses and I realized I have relate to alot of major symptoms, (like depression, -social- anxiety, adhd, etc) and I'm scared to think I'm ill because at the start I only wanted to enjoy life and now I'm still trying, but I'm terrified to put myself outside and explore the world again
bro i was some little stinking gaming shit and then i got a dog then i went outside i was happy bro you need to get out here im not sayin get a dowg or nothin but just come out im assumin its school term 4 u too get the fuck out here bro👍😃
Same here I genuinely believe I have adhd because of how many symptoms I have and other people saying their adhd but I tell the people I care about most my grandparents and they say it’s ptsd yay
To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
You are such a sweet person for this, I really hope you are doing good, thank you for taking day of your day to make so many people feel better and even put a genuine smile on their face, I hope you the best day ever, I love you too for everything you are, were and became :)
These songs.. make me remember what life is all about, it reminds me that my parents want ME to be perfect. Everyone assumes i'm perfect and i'm happy all the time. It's like the entire society doesn't care anymore. I've been suicidal, depressed and more for the past 4-5 years. It's not a great habit. Life just sucks.
Ask yourself. Are you mentally unwell? If you are, drop everything and fix it. Because it will only drag you into a mch much MUCH deeper hole. And if others around you are noticing something wrong with you then well.. just take a good look at yourself and calll the shots on what your gonna do.
I love your hair I love your eyes I love your nose I love your gender I love your mouth I love your face I love your grades I love your heart I love your sadness I love your happiness I love your loneliness I love your kindness I love your voice I love your singing I love your art I love your practice I love your work I love your time I love your music taste I love your strength I love your handwriting I love your weakness/weaknesses I love you when your kind I love you when your mean I love you when your smart I love you when you dont feel loved I love you when you are you I love you forever I love you now I love you every day I love you every month I love you every year I love you every second I love you every minute I love you every hour I love you every time you cry I love you every time your happy I love you every time you are you ----------------------------------- You right there, yes im talking to you. You are an amazing person, you can do anything your heart desires, you can have fun, you can be yourself, dont be someone that you dont want to be, be you. Love yourself for who you are. you never know if you'll see somebody that you love for the last time. Live life, be kind to people, ignore the haters, keep being yourself for who you are. ---------------------------------- I love your neck, dont hang it. I love your body, dont cut it. I love your life, dont end it.. ------------------------------ I love you 1% I love you 2% I love you 3% I love you 4% I love you 5% I love you 6% I love you 7% I love you 8% I love you 9% I love you 10% I love you 11% I love you 12% I love you 13% I love you 14% I love you 15% I love you 16% I love you 17% I love you 18% I love you 19% I love you 20% I love you 21% I love you 22% I love you 23% I love you 24% I love you 25% I love you 26% I love you 27% I love you 28% I love you 29% I love you 30% I love you 31% I love you 32% I love you 33% I love you 34% I love you 35% I love you 36% I love you 37% I love you 38% I love you 39% I love you 40% I love you 50% I love you 51% I love you 52% I love you 53% I love you 54% I love you 55% I love you 56% I love you 57% I love you 58% I love you 59% I love you 60% I love you 61% I love you 62% I love you 63% I love you 64% I love you 65% I love you 66% I love you 67% I love you 68% I love you 69% I love you 50% I love you 51% I love you 52% I love you 53% I love you 54% I love you 55% I love you 56% I love you 57% I love you 58% I love you 59% I love you 60% I love you 61% I love you 62% I love you 63% I love you 64% I love you 65% I love you 66% I love you 67% I love you 68% I love you 69% I love you 70% I love you 71% I love you 72% I love you 73% I love you 74% I love you 75% I love you 76% I love you 77% I love you 78% I love you 79% I love you 80% I love you 81% I love you 82% I love you 83% I love you 84% I love you 85% I love you 86% I love you 87% I love you 88% I love you 89% I love you 90% I love you 91% I love you 92% I love you 93% I love you 94% I love you 95% I love you 96% I love you 97% I love you 98% I love you 99% I LOVE YOU 100% -------------------- I LOVE YOU SO MUCH WORDS CANT DESCRIBE HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU ------------ spread the love around
I'm a person in a class for gifted children, people always think we have it so easy on us. But in our class, we're forced to have proper discipline, yelled at, and much more if we make *one mistake.* We're also compared to other classes, if we don't get a good score in our tests. I know other people have been through much more than this, remember I love you (:
"Your neck isnt a coat, Dont hang it Your life isnt a book dont judge it your skin isnt paper dont cut it your life isnt a movie dont end it your heart isnt a door dont lock it dont give up your life keep going till you reach ur end point"
To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love you even if you have insecurities i love your accomplishments i love you even if you have failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on you even on sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you act i love you even if you cry i love you when you're kind i love you even if you you're mean i love you even if you're alone i love you even if you can't feel i love you even if you feel too much i love you even if you can't take life anymore i love you even if you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you even if you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you even if you don't believe in yourself i love you even if you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you even if you have problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you even if you're in pain i love you even if you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love you even if you have wounds i love you even if you have scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you even if you lie i love you even if you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you even if you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you even if you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you even if you have headache i love you even if you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you're mature i love you even if you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you even if life isn't bright i love you when you're responsible i love you even if you're irresponsible i love you even if you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love even if your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :) (Not mine but please spread it around, everyone deserves even just a little bit of love.)
i actually thought it was normal to have scars on my body or being scared of doing basic things cause of my parents, till i started telling those things to my friends and they tried to call the police on my parents, it didn't go really well.... in the end, i have bipolarity, anxiety, depression, panic attacks, anorexia, PTSD (kinda) and i'm always taking meds
I'm proud of you it's okay if you relapsed you have come so far I am so incredibly proud of you keep your head up you got this you are a wonderful human being it's okay if you want you can vent here or if you just someone to talk to that is alright
The best decision to say that every thing is okey.That are my problems ^^ I’m saying just about myself and that not the right way.(p.s Sorry if there I wrote some thing wrong I’m Russian and it’s little difficult )
Hello! This is for anyone who needs to hear it TW for self harm btw lovelies, im a kid on the Internet like man of you. The past two years I've felt lost, my dad was emotionally and physically absent. I was stressed with school I was severely insecure I hated myself. But I'm here to let you know it does get better! I tried to fix things with my dad he doesn't try much but I tried. I threw away my blades, I've found my confidence I've accepted food is good for me. Feel free to vent in the comments I will try to respond, there are people there for you! U33
!!uh oh a vent❗ read at your own risk..!! I don't deserve to even fucking live,i don't deserve *anything* ,acording to society. We autistic ppl still have feelings,love,care,thoughts,body,mind. We aren't just empty shells. But i don't deserve to be loved,that's what i think. Everybody tells me to k1ll mys3lf. So i will. Even if i'm only 9. I've been hated more on the internet then by my "fRiEnDs". My sister ripped my prideflag. All of my family members are h0m0ph0bic exept me and my mom. I am a furry and i don't want to tell anybody,im soon getting a bunch of therapy and stuff. But i don't deserve it. I deserve *nothing*
My mum's been calling me lazy for not eating. I dont know why I don't want to eat, I thought I got over it.. I've been thinking of self-harm, but I'm scared. I don't know why. It's like half of my brain is fighting the other.. I had two panic attacks since the start of school already. I dont feel good. My health (mental and bodily) has gotten worse, and I hate it. I hate the hospital, i hate doctors, I hate medicine, I hate ambulances. It makes me feel anxious. Maybe it's because my brother died all those years ago in that very hospital. Idk, all I know is that I'm ill or crazy, idk, maybe both.
These songs are perfect to be honest, best playlist ever! Every song on here is a song I love and this is definatly one of my comfort/vent playlists to listen to.
““Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.” Matthew 11:28 because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖 And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u I’ll be praying for u❤❤❤❤❤
A vent, feel free not to read: . . . . My mom told me I shouldn't be sad, many people have it worse than me. Even she, once had it worse than me. . I still felt sad. My mom said, I'm just too sensitive, it's all in my head. I should just stop thinking about it so much. . I stopped myself from feeling sad or angry. . I found out the hard way feelings can burst out. My mom told me, I shouldn't be mentally ill. Her life is already hard enough and it makes my sister stressed. . Now, everytime I have an episode, I get a small room and take it out on myself while listening to songs. . One day my mental state got worse because of those songs, I had hysteria. But luckily I could still hold on to myself, so I didn't attack anyone. . She told me, if I couldn't stop myself, she'd put me in the mental hospital, no matter how much it costs. Maybe it would've been better if she could put that cost, to getting me a therapist when I first said I think I'm getting mentally ill.
I've thought what your mom said too, but what you should know is your mental health problems matter too. Even if someone has it worse. You still matter. You have the right to feel however you want. I hope you're ok, and just know I love you.
to everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! To everyone who is having a bad day, Always remember that you were born in this world to do your duty of what they gave you to make them proud! You got this babes, you're a whole fucking icon and legend !
I'm the one who does shit wrong. I'm the one you makes my mom's day worse when all she does I look at me. I'm the problem child. And yet... I still have that one person I can trust...that one person that loves me for who I am no matter how hyper I get, no matter how mad I get, no matter how many times I cry, no matter what...and I love him back... Dont worry guys, maybe not now, and maybe not then, but soon...there will be that one person that will always be there for you...
for me it's a fictional character with bleeding eyes and missing limbs who haunts a Pokémon game for GBC and works for an 8-foot-tall faceless dude wearing a suit with some weird ass black tentacles sticking out hbu
i felt that i just needed to ya know?vent.. PTSD, psychosis, ADHD, and Bipolar disorder hit me hard... I HATE the way people think it feels like, nothing. but NO. It's clearly SOMETHING ALRIGHT!! thank you for understanding
Ah, yes, a playlist for when I'm in rage with my mom treating me as if I was retarded and could not take care of myself alone cause according to her I can't do things alone as if my mental age was 5. Sweet.
life is hard, we cant change that. We lose people we love, we go through rough times, it seems like hell. But guess what? You made it, you made it through it. Even if you are still struggling, you are able to make it through it. I believe in you, and I will forever. luv you!
It really funny that my “parents” ask me how I messed up in life, yet they were the ones that messed me up, they abused me then asked “what did we do to you that was so bad? This is your fault not ours.” Like bish if you stopped beating me everyday and working me academically along with work then maybe I wouldn’t have been the mentally unstable child.
ok, so I'm a fan of something called Creepypasta. Famous internet horror stories with a lot of dead kids and teens for whatever reason. (for example: Slenderman, Jeff the Killer, Eyeless Jack, etc.) I know if my parents, or any of my relatives, really, found out, they would say stuff like "why do you like/ take comfort in these people? they're fictional murderers!" well, it's like they always say. "Care for your children, or they'll feel neglected. Or don't, and someone else will."
To whoever is reading this, I want you to know that you’re incredible, seriously you are. If you’re going through anything right now I’ll be by your side the whole way even if we haven’t met in real life because I care about you. You can’t go through shit on your own love, it slowly kills you and I don’t want to lose such a talented, beautiful, kind, and amazing person. I don’t want you to lose yourself because of a few words that someone has said to you because I’ve been there and you feel absolutely hopeless but love, try your hardest to escape this darkness and look for the light. It’s okay to cry, it’s okay to be upset but it’s never okay to suffer in silence. Talk to someone love, talk to me, I’m right here. Ending things is not worth it babes I’m so proud of how far you’ve come and how you’ve stayed so strong through everything that’s happened to you. You deserve to feel loved and cared for. This is a safe place angel, I love you more than words can describe. You honestly deserve the world gorgeous you’re more than enough I promise. Don’t beat yourself up over your regrets and past mistakes because everyday is a new day. Don’t let your intrusive thoughts get to you, you are worthy, you are NOT useless, you are NOT ugly, you are NOT fat or too skinny, you are NOT unwanted, you are NOT a problem, you are NOT annoying, you are NOT dumb, I’m so glad that YOU exist and that you are here on the faces of this earth. Don’t give up on life just because you think it is for the best, it’s not trust me. Don’t spend your life wishing you were someone else because YOU, YES YOU are one in a million, you are worth more than any type of currency in this world. I need you to keep going in life and don’t give up, for me, please promise me :). I wish I could hug you right now and tell you that it is going to be okay, I would much rather have you ranting to me for hours than losing you, you’re the most precious person in the world, I need you to believe me. Your feelings, opinions, and thoughts are all valid my angel. Don’t be afraid to use your voice and stand up for yourself. You know you have some great music taste, right? Music helps you get through anything, am I right? You relate to those lyrics, don’t you? That’s okay beautiful, you will always be worth it. Your smile brightens my day instantly love, I hope you know that. You are not a burden, I love you forever. I’m so sorry that no one has noticed that you cry yourself to sleep each night, I’m so sorry that no one hears you, I’m so sorry that you’ve lost yourself because of everyone around you. I hate to see you so hurt and broken, I wish I could take that pain away from you. Take a deep breath, you're doing so well. Drink some water and eat my angel, take care of yourself and your mental health. I want you to know: I love your smile I love your laugh I love your hair I love your eyes I love your nose I love your lips I love your flaws I love your insecurities I love your body the way it is I love your kind heart I love how beautiful you are I love you on your sad days I love you on your happy days I love your scars I love how you care about others so much I love your style I love your voice I love you when you cry I love you when you feel like no one does I love your facial features I love how unique you are I love your music taste I love your personality I love how you’ve kept on fighting I love how brave and strong you are I love how perfect you are I love your humour I love you when you dance I love you when you sing I love you when you feel hopeless I love you when you feel depressed I love you when you like like the whole weight of the world is on your shoulders I love you when you feel happy I love you when you feel sad I love you when you feel like no one cares about you I love your failures I love your accomplishments I love your gratitude I love you when you overthink I love you when you try new things I love you when you feel like your a burden I love you when you feel worthless I love you when you feel alone I love you when you have anxiety I love you when you feel like to can’t talk to anyone about your feelings I love everything you do I love you when life becomes too much for you I love you everyday I love you forever I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you. If you’ve read this whole message I hope you have an amazing rest of your day/night. You deserve everything in this whole entire world, now wipe away those tears and smile for me babes. I love you, please hold on for me and don’t leave this world. You are more than enough love. You can read this message anytime. I genuinely mean every single word in this message. You're amazing. Sending you virtual hugs
Bro so I know I'm like a month late but the fact you took from your time to write a whole paragraph for people on the internet is actually amazing.You are a wonderful person dude :3
I wish my parents didn’t brag about how their life could’ve gone if they hadn’t had kids in front of me and my sister. Specially my dad. He’d talk about how if he’d gone to the navy if he stayed working on helicopters etc if he got on at Toyota sooner. All in front of me, his child. How am I supposed to feel about that aside from “oh not only am I fucking up my own life, but my parent’s as well by just existing when I never chose to in the first place”. How am I supposed to feel loved and supported when my parents clearly didn’t want me but had me anyway?
Dear Mother. . . I'm sorry that I was never the daughter you wanted me to be. I'm sorry that I long to be with you again despite the decade of abuse and trauma you have given me. But. . .I do wonder sometimes. . .Why? Why did you abandon me? Why did you leave me behind? You let me recieve all this neglect and trauma. . .But why? Was I not perfect enough? Was I not loving enough? What did I do to deserve this? Goodbye, Mother. . . Forever
The feeling where you wanna cry so bad but you can’t. You wanna scream and let it all out but no one’s there to listen. You wanna cry on someone’s shoulder but have no one. You wanna vent but don’t want to be a burden. You wanna be happy but it’s not that easy. You can’t handle everything but you just can’t die. You wanna eat but you feel like you don’t deserve to. You wanna be loved but no one likes you. You wanna escape from this hell of a prison cell but this is reality.
To whoever needs to hear this: your skin is not paper, don’t cut it. Your feelings aren’t garbage, don’t throw them out. You matter, to me. Whatever you may be going through, you don’t deserve it. You deserve every good thing out there. No matter what you look like. Small eyes, acne, arched nose, small chest, crooked teeth, uni brow, stretch marks, chubby legs or cheeks, etc. you matter, your beautiful in every shape and form. I don’t care what anybody thinks, you matter. You shouldn’t have to be put down for the sake of somebody else, and I’m so sorry to whatever you may be going through if you are going through something. you deserve the world. don’t let anything get in your way. I want you to do something, say.. “I love myself.”. Can you say that? I want you to know how much you matter, how there are people who care. Even if nobody shows it, know that i care. You’re not a mistake, you’re not a failure, you’re a creation people can look up to. someone amazing and beautiful. Stand up, and shine bright. Your amazing, beautiful, talented, smart, etc. live your life without others bringing you down. Feel free to vent in this comment, please do not judge others. You here for a reason, and your here because god loves you, wanted you to live and love. I love you, keep your chin up, and shine bright.
"YOU'RE SMART! DO BETTER!" "You're overreacting." "STOP CRYING." "NO FOOD." "Where's the fun in you dying? Then you wouldn't suffer." the words that haunt me
My parents hate me , my dad is the worst he pressurises me to study and i am a swimmer he doesnt even care i do swimming he doesnt even support me , even when i win golds he doesnt care he never came to my swim meets ,i always see my friends' parents supporting them especially their dad but look at my dad he even told me he didnt even want me to be his daughter and im just a burden to him . He abuses my mom even though she works so hard for him and me im so grateful for my mom but im feel sorry for my mom that she got a daughter like me , im so useless , stupid, dumb ,ugly and the worst i cant do anything while he abuses me and my mom my body freezes , and he doesnt even support my swimming career financially, its like he'll even buy a whole damn house but no ,to get pity from other people he doesnt . He's even having affairs with several women since 4 years ive never had the courage to tell my mom cause this would break her heart . Thats why im working hard right now so that i can buy my mom a house and only me and my mom will live together forever.
My (2nd) roman empire is realizing how many of the "mentally ill kids" were so so wronged by life. Imagine living your childhood practically stuck in your house due to xenophobia, so you use art to cope with the loneliness so people can understand you. You get a bit popular, sure, and even find a partner with your same interests and settle down somewhere nice. And suddenly you can't do art anymore. You can't paint like you used to, your hands tremor violently every time you try to draw. And imagine that when you die, your "inability to paint" is what you're most known for. And imagine that even after that, someone takes your idea, your suffering, and turns it into an aesthetic. Turns it into nothing more than white noise. Now people don't remember you at all. Fly high, WCU. You'll always have one fan who knows all of your paintings ❤ 12/05/33 - 03/21/2007 Born: South Philadelphia Italian Bloc, Pennsylvania, USA Died: Warhammer Hospital, London, UK People don't know where he was born, or even when. But it's not for nothing now. Because as long as I and others remember everything he did, it won't be for nothing.
This playlist makes me bawl my eyes out, because of friend problems. Explanation: So i can be a very rude person, and i have great anger issues so sometimes i’ll make very bad arguments and etc, which end up badly. Sometimes they get so bad i actually hurt my own friends feelings.. This playlist makes me remeber all my mistakes and arguements i’ve done and make me guilty.
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For everyone who needs to hear this and for everyone who doesn't. (You can vent in replies
Thank you.
thanks so much for this it really helps me think that It is normal to cry
growing up i was the middle child and and became the oldes after me older brother died i was always getting yelled at and my other siblings mistakes i got yelled at for and everyone would say " your the older one kimko they learn from you and them not wanting somthing is from you you the oldes you have to be the "perfect child ". then i would get yelled at and at the time i was 11 so i did not know how to handle this and the only friends were online and i had thoughts about k1ll1ng my self but over time every one forgot about me like im not here and every one i cared for did not help me as did i did them and i started c4t1ng me self and now when i wake up i go online and talk my life away ! : D
I need to vent so bad so...
My best friend tried to commit today.. and they are in the hospital atm.. but their brother said that the doctor say they have a 25% chance of living... so I have been crying for like 30 mins straight and I saw ths comment and it made me feel a little better... so thank you to who ever wrote that comment.. thank you..
@@cryingqxx can I be your friend?
They didn't notice you were crying
They didn't notice you were sad
They didn’t notice you were tired
They didn’t notice you were alone
They didn’t notice how attentive you were
They didn’t notice how sweet you actually are...
They didn’t notice how you actually try to make others smile
They did notice your failing grades
They did notice your unattractive
They did notice the mean side of you
They did notice all your mistakes
They did notice all your flaws
They did notice that you weren’t good enough for them.
But you stayed strong
You kept going on
You never gave up on hope
You never let them take you down
And you know they weren’t good enough for you
And that’s what makes you stronger
What a nice speech
It almost made me feel worth something until my parents came in
Damn. If only my family could see that I’m not trying to make hurtful jokes I’m just trying to make them laugh WITH me instead of AT me for once..
Don't give up on life ok
"They didnt notice how you actually try to make others smile"
that hurt me in an emotional level
Despite the fact that this is a very motivating speech, I'm still going to put my head on the rails if I don't go to grade 9 :D
I read the title and felt obligated to click on it
Well now I know I’m not the only one😂
me as well
Same….
Same:D
Yep:)
Pillow:I’ll hold your tears and screams
Blanket:I’ll hide you from the world
Tissue:I’ll stop your nose from running
Room:I’ll keep you safe
Mirror:I won’t judge you
Music:I’ll help you feel better
shower: I wont judge your voice
teddy bear: I'll hug you
🥲🖤
I was going to say that the mirror IS judging me but then I realized it is in fact me who is judging myself, lol.
the mirror is inside your head its inside your head@@midnightlime5174
Yo, I had a group of friends at the beginning of school, they all knew each other and I was the newbie, now last week a girl(affreen) went and said stuff that ain't true about me to them and i got sworn at and loads of stuff. I reported it and my bff who stayed with them, but moved to another country, showed me screenshots of them body shaming me and wishing I got beaten up. Then they went on to bully her and call her rude phrases and calling her a pig and so on. What should I do about it? I'm going school tomorrow and I have to see them.
You forgot
Rain: I'll cry with you
POV the Internet understands you better than your parents: 😟😮💨
As a "gifted" child i was destined to be mentally ill
same.
apparently if i didnt know a single topic or if i wasnt strong enough I should just "know it because im in a "gifted" program"
thats what my mom thinks, sucks being in that situation but if i do well she doesnt really care or mention it.
real 💋🤘
@@Foodez3 I was in the GT program for a while aswell, everyone thought I was supposed to be super smart since I was in that stupid program. It fucking sucks
@@TX2-4-LIFE YEP + we gotta do extra work and we gotta do work later because of the "Gifted" program.
smh
@@TX2-4-LIFEit does, just doing extra work for what? If we're "smarter than usual" then why would we do extra work? Im basically just the cheat sheet and its fucking hell.
Hits hard as a “ S̶he is just confused” and “ S̶He is brainwashed by the internet” trans teen.
I'm proud of you. You've managed to find yourself in this hateful world. You're incredible, don't forget❤❤
I feel that as an enby teen. be strong boo
you mean "HE is just confused". Your feelings matter. Whilst I am straight/cis myself, I was once questioning (bi, gay, lesbian, and pan) so I support! Remember, if you have parents that tell you otherwise, that they are wrong, and love is love!
💙💙💙💙💙💙💙
💕💕💕💕💕💕💕
🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍
💕💕💕💕💕💕💕
💙💙💙💙💙💙💙
OMG ye..
“Mum and daddy aren’t in love, that’s fine, I’ll settle for 2 birthdays.’’ …
can i have som cake
U like devil town?
heres a present!
I love devil Town and I can sort of relate to those lyrics
@@blue_ber5432where did you get that emoji, I need it now pls.
"i am just a freak" can also be heard as "i am just a kid"...
And i am not allowed to be just a kid anymore.
I hope you hit the lottery
@@anomonomous1432 not yet, hopefully some day though.
“I’m just a fish”
““Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.”
Matthew 11:28 because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖
And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u
I’ll be praying for u❤❤❤❤
@@autumn_-furry LOL ☠️☠️☠️
I dunno why but.. i can't cry anymore. It feels like my mind is mumbling things while my heart is screaming
Yeah it feels like that sometimes it’s scary in a way I’m sorry I should cry more often so I don’t forget how too,I hope you find love and find a supportive group I’m sorry for everything that happened I really am
it means ur stuck in depression, js like me :)
@@that__one__stupid__kid2777 that's not healthy. like REALLY not healthy.
Honestly same.
Me too
"Society is f*ed up." But we are society. :/
Going into the slideshow
We are “f*ed up” tho aren’t we 🤡
We're all f*ck up
Literally tho...
exactly
For me the title is interesting because I’m never “the mentally ill child” instead I feel like I’m not allowed to feel sad or be mentally unstable. My brother has taken the role of the “mental one” so I can’t be like him. While me and my mom was at the doctors and they gave us a sheet to fill out and instead of giving it to me she started checking off boxes while vaguely reading them to me. Like one of the questions was “do you think badly about yourself” and my mom checked the no box and said I’m not a failure…don’t get me wrong I love my mom but sometimes she just doesn’t understand that my brother isn’t the definition of mentally ill and that people have different symptoms. But for now I’m the golden child that’s mentally okay. (Sorry for the random vent I usually don’t talk about my problems online,,,stay safe yall 💗)
I feel you, I'm an only child but I tried to cover my emotions so much that now nobody validates them. They think I'm better but I'm actually drowning. Just know that you are not alone and your emotions are completely okay. We are in this thing called life together and we'll get out of this emptiness together too. (sorry for my bad english, I'm also not that good expressing myself and comforting others) thank you for reading my dear person
@@4itis0ft_This actually made me smile so much!! I’m glad to know that I’m not alone and remember you’re not alone either
I relate! I really do my parents think I'm all sunshine and rainbows but when I am alone cause sometimes I go behind my bed away from everyone I think to myself wow! I can be such a disappointment my younger brother is the one everyone cares about because he is the youngest my family really doesn't understand why I sit back there or why I'm "shady" as they say. ( 🤗 you can vent to me I will understand! A lot of people on youtube or in the sections understand but I'm here if no one has reached out yet💗💗!)
tuff
@@Tecchou_is_Hot I’m honestly surprised that people replied to my comment and relates to it too!! I really only meet people that have bad parents and bad mental health so I can never say anything to them because I don’t know what’s wrong with me. If I act like a “bitch” they get mad at me but never ask what’s wrong and they never leave me alone when I literally just can’t reply, it’s like my brain shuts off and I want to lock myself away. If you ever need help as well I’m a good listener when needed! Ik it sucks rn but it’ll get better,,sending love 💗💗
The fact that strangers make us feel more Wanted, Loved , and comfortable is honesty sad...
I believe it is a combination of the evolutionary development of love (mother nature 'encouraging' humanity to protect the ones we love (so there's less death)) and the fact humans evolved to stay in tight-knit villages and groups(loved ones), which is really sweet if you think about it, because everyone here is feeling the animalistic desire to protect and love one another 💕:))
These strangers are like us. We all have something in common. We are all going through sumthin. Its like we are all one big group somewhat.
strangers comfort me better than my mom ever will, its sad but the way it is.
@@JustASourLemon you're right.
B = beautiful
e = eager
a = adventurous
u = useful
t = thankful
i = imaginative
f = favourite
u = unstoppable
l = loveable
U are Beautiful ❤
Thank you
Most of those don't apply to me..
@@JuliusNadaskay THEY APPLY TO ALL ❤
@@user-cs2ci5qs4f thanks
omg this made me cry
I’m proud of you for waking up.
I’m proud of you for brushing your hair.
I’m proud of you for blinking.
I’m proud of you for breathing.
I’m proud of you for making your bed.
I’m proud of you for eating.
I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat.
I’m proud of you for drinking water.
I’m proud of you for being here.
I’m proud of you for being you.
I’m proud of you for smiling.
I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you.
I’m proud of you for standing up.
I’m proud of you for blinking.
I’m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed.
I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth.
I’m proud of you for standing up.
I’m proud of you for sitting down.
I’m proud of you for defending yourself.
I’m proud of you for believing in yourself.
I’m proud of you for simply trying.
I’m proud of you for being alive.
IM PROUD OF YOU. ♥
Not my words Im just passing this around! :)
From a stranger on the internet to anybody reading this,I AM SO PROUD OF YOU
Don't give up
:')
Thank you. I really needed this.
You just got ur first subscriber, me!
wish my parents would appreciate me for any one of these
ily bro..
I’m on the spectrum of autism, and this playlist hits hard. Almost everyone I meet calls me weird at least some point in their life because I guess I don’t act like most people. It hurts.
Hey, I’m autistic too.
Trust me you find people who understand and like you for you.
I never did act like a “normal human person” but then again who does? The social rules are contrived, and make no sense half the time.
But trust me it stops, and you feel better in time. It takes awhile to figure out where to go from here, but trust me you can and you’ll do so much.
Nice to meet you! Hope you have a wonderful day!
Same for me I'm sorry for that
HEH dude i feel ya
im so sorry about that :((( im autistic too and it just sucks when people do that
omfg me too, it hurts so bad
"Your skin isn't paper, don't cut it Your neck isn't a coat, don't hang it Your body isn't a book, don't judge it Your life isn't a movie, don't end it Your heart isn't a door, don't lock it Remember to always love yourself no matter what you come against" (This is not my word, I'm spreading it to the 1% and now its your turn)
That's a very good description. I hope it works for others
I really appreciate people like you trying to help people who try harming themselves it really helps to know people care
I will
@@NMldnd-tj1se please don’t hurt yourself there’s better ways to cope
@@NMldnd-tj1se Is that really going to be the answer? to just cut yourself when your body isn't to blame? isn't that ill of you to do so? you can't just give up and expect cutting to help you because what's the point of it? can you not scream for help and expect the darkest of times to sink you in? you would try to reach out for something. The problem is is because you're remaining silent and even if you are asking for help and no one is helping you, you're not screaming enough. Do whatever you can to get help. Literally yell for gods sake. Scream at someone until they help and understand you because self harm will make it worse. You want to feel relieved? don't self harm then. It'll only just hurt you even more instead of helping you. Trust me, I know
I'M the one who's unresonble,
I'M the one who needs to take a break,
It's MY fault I feel like this,
I'M the person who needs to calm down,
it's always ME who has the "weird" thoughts
I need to be more understanding,
I'M too paranoid,
It's ME who ha to get help,
It's MY fault I can't keep my emotions in check,
I'M the one who refuses to listen,
I'M being rude,
And I'M the one who as to be on medication. It couldn't possibly be anyone else's fault, because I'M THE PROBLEM.
You ARE NEVER the problem. If people are telling you these things THEY ARE.
i aint reading allat
@@fusionstrike8118 don't be a jackass
you arent the problem trust me its them its all them they expect us to fit it to there standards there hard as fuck standards trust me please it them not you
@@something-nv8sw well said, and agreed
it hurts to know that strangers on the internet that we dont even know cares and supports for u more than anyone else u trust
When i was like 4-5 my parents started abusing me physically and mentally...and i never noticed. I thought it was normal getting hit for the smallest of reasons. When was i 13 years old, i became slowly aware of the abuse. At that point the physically abuse stopped but not the mental abuse. I was ofc still scared of doing something wrong because i didn't want to get hit, even tho they stopped. My parents always put my grades before my health, at some point they told me : "if you dont get a A, i don't want to come back home. I want you to kill yourself" they repeated thos word 4 times....It really hurted hearing that from people you knew your whole life. They also said other disgusting words to me. The next day i went to my mom and asked if they actually want me dead if i didn't get a good grade, and she responded with: "no it was just a joke.." A JOKE. HOW IS TELLING YOUR CHILD TO KILL THEMSELVES "A JOKE"!!!. They did do other bad things to me but i dont want to mention it all. The worst part is my mom said she was abused as a small girl. She told me her father left her. Same goes to my dad (the one that abuses me the most while my mom watches him or some times supports him)...If they were abused and know how it feels, why make me go through it? I feel like a bad person for even thinking i am getting abused...
You aren't a bad person. You're a survivor. Stay safe okay? You matter. Please don't kill yourself. Good things will come soon, I promise. Just wait a little bit more. You have all the rights to feel the way you feel. Please don't give up so soon. I'm here for you.
"the abused always becomes the abuser"
@@myherofan7924I see I mean you got the point but for sure not everyone would be alike. Then you got it right since my mother did physical abuse and mentally. The person who commented the first has axactly alike my life but my mother’s words wasn’t even lying. She just wanted me to sleep on the outside and work at some random shops to “learn “ whyd studying is important. Yet Im still 14 back then when she cares about grades and top students of the year. She might be careless back then but now she’s asking for my forgiveness and Im still thinking about it weather to give a second chance or left her get her lessons .
Hey, you're not alone in any way...I want you to know that I feel the same, but there will always be this one person or even more who are always there for you, whether its a friend, a crush, a lover, or a random stranger, you are not alone. Always remember this!
Be safe okay? :)
You have done nothing wrong. Your parents are in the wrong, please do not try to kill your self you are worth more than that and it does not mater if your grades are not perfect what matters is that you at least tried. So please continue with living and don’t let your parents opinion get to you.❤️🩹
The picture used where it says “get over it” is the perfect definition of my mom. When I’m sad I’m “too sensitive” and when I’m still thinking about something hours after it happened I need “to get over it already, your making a mountain out of a mole hill”.
Love my mom but she’s terrible sometimes 💔
Real
My parents talk wrongly about my sister behind her back.
I have anger issues, depression, anxiety, and possibly ADHD.
My mother works night-shift as a nurse, and sleeps all day.
My father is never home, working for us all day.
My older sister always is at parties or school club events.
I have 5 younger siblings.
Im lonely, Im the middle child, Im the forgotten one.
Im 14, and wishing i could be hugged and never let go.
I never get any breaks.
Im told to suck it up.
Im wishing on a star. A small, burnt, star.
Im trying.
if i could hug u i would, i’m so sorry.
if I could hug you. I would :(
i would hug you so much right now after i read this..i would love to be your friend and i would care about you all the time id give you everything you want i would hug you for eternity belive me those words i say are true id love you always and i will be your friend i would hug you and i understand you totally belive me i really understand you i care about you and everyone
if it makes you feel a bit better even 0.1%.. i would hug you
The solution is a good friend that cares about you and is willing to listen to you. And also likes hugs.
This is a *VENT* be safe.
I’ve always been disconnected, ever since I was literally 3 or something. I’ve always been in a haze, things didn’t feel real. Time passed so slow like molasses, and I was stuck.
I didn’t know why I felt like that, so empty and sad. I remember being depressed when I was 5, and it didn’t really stop for a long long time.
I remember being yelled at so much, I remember crying so much, more often than not. I felt disgusting, I felt less than worthless.
I felt like nothing I could be or do would ever be enough, I’d never be enough.
Because I just was too sick, dumb, useless, a good for nothing that can’t be trusted, or listen or sit still.
I wasn’t worthy, then I fell into a bad side of UA-cam when I was 5.
I saw so much death and blood, sex and gore, animal abuse and death.
And still I wasn’t comforted, still I wasn’t sick enough to be believed.
I had nightmares for years, years and years.
I remember not being able to sleep and staying up late crying.
I drowned, i lost consciousness and drowned.
My dad was supposed to watch me, but I drowned in the public kiddie pool.
The lifeguard had to resuscitate me, and I lied there soaking wet. With death on my lips.
I craved that feeling, comfortable nothingness.
That pain in my lungs, that *burned*.
I’ve always been a problem child, I have so many medical issues and disability’s.
But I can walk and I can talk, I am not in pain all the time I guess.
But I’ve always been a burden, financially and emotionally.
I’ve almost died so so many times, I’m amazed I’m still here sometimes.
But I’m just annoying and a burden.
When I was 10, we moved from our house we had for so many years. I didn’t know why, but I was sad to go.
Imagine finding out 6 years later, that is was because of you. All your OT and Speech therapy gave the family so much debt they had to sell the house.
You could have gone your whole life without that on your shoulders, but when your parents and grandparents fight that’s just what is brought up.
I’m so disgusting, I can’t take care of myself.
I’m just this mess, that lives like a leech.
I want to get a job, meet people, learn at a school,
But it’s so fucking hard, when you just keep moving.
Never stay in one place long enough to just be happy.
Never being able to find your place and figure out how to work or apply or just whatever in this economy.
I’m so tired.
Of the yelling and the blaming and the accusations and fear.
I just want to cry, and go back to that peaceful nothing.
I want to be better, I want to be something.
I am someone i am something but it doesn’t matter to my family, I could make so many people’s lives better and yet they would say “why are you talking to internet strangers!!??!?!? You’re banned from your phone.” And I’d just have to accept that.
My name isn’t my own, it feels like a slur on my lips.
How could you do that.
I’m not chronically online, I was raised on it.
My life is messy and chaotic and makes me wanna cry myself to sleep, but yet I still torture myself by saying nothing about it to my parents.
I love them, but they have hurt me so much.
They are kind one minute then yelling and calling me stupid and useless and awful.
I’m so fractured, my name isn’t my name.
Why can’t I just be better, why can’t I overcome my disabilities and mental issues.
Why can’t I stand up for myself, why can’t I just be better.
I’m happy to be alive, I wouldn’t change it.
But I want to take myself out of this situation and get therapy god damnit.
No one listens no one understands, I’m not who you think I am.
I’m not her, i’m not the girl you see in front of you i’m not her i can never be her again.
You killed her the first time you yelled at her, the first time you called her worthless, the first time you ignored her nightmares, the first time you left her alone in front of the tv screen, she is gone.
She will never exist again and maybe never did.
I’m what’s left of your abuse, and blaming and screaming and yelling and near death.
You can burn me, strangle me, drown me, pull and push me, tell me i’m disgusting and disappointing, hurt me, rip and tear at my hair, but I’ll never be that little girl you so very much wanted.
I’m angry and upset, depressed and hurt, I don’t feel real nothing feels right, and it’s all your fault. But I want kill myself because that’s not what I want to do.
I hope I can escape, I wanna be myself with all the parts of me that were hurt too.
I am some sorta worthy, but I’ll never be In Their eyes.
It will always be by someone new, someone I don’t know.
That’s why I like the internet, I can be myself and I can escape.
Thank you for reading, whatever you went through was bad enough.
You are worthy on my eyes.
And I hope you have a wonderful day.
-pop
you do not know gore at five 💀
@@1chloeo funk I WISH, but it happened lol. 0_o
@@1chloeo but no I was really really young when I saw that stuff.
Hey, I can understand you and I'm so sorry to what happened to you 🖤
@@leonpallino4241 thanks, I've actually seen some super messed up things. I've also come to the realisation that I probably have undiagnosed PTSD of some sort, like wow. how did that happen.
it's been I uphill battle with a lot of things, but at the moment I'm okay and I'm safe.
and thats the best I can hope for really.
-???
*vent TW!*
I’ve always been “gifted” but my mom has thought I’m autistic from the age of 4. Everyone said I was “to smart to be autistic” and that “autistic people don’t get the option to skip grades and take advanced classes”. Being raised in my family, I was taught that everything that goes wrong is your fault and that you have to apologize for everything. In school when I’m struggling I refuse to ask for help because I don’t want to be seen as a failure and it honestly makes ever worse because then I end up crying. I had really good friends and we all struggled with most of the same things. So that I could relate to them I had started pretending to have delusions but as this kept going I started to not have controle and my mind would trick itself into thinking there were cuts and scars where there weren’t. Over time this has gotten worse and I’ve started actually seeing the delusions I said that I saw. It’s really scary the things that lying for long periods of time can do and to stop my mind form thinking there were scars and cuts, I made the scars and cuts so it wasn’t as scary. My good friends ditched me because o was overwhelmed and didn’t want to go to one sleepover. That’s when I started cutting and I’ve tried to stop but it’s become like a drug addiction. You just can’t stop. If you did read all this thank you and I hope you are doing okay, if your listening to this playlist though I doubt you are. Your all loved❤️
ily
Hey, i just want you to know that ur also loved and safe, i hope everything is better now. You are a wonderful person and i hope you know that.
can relate, I was the "gifted" kid when I was in primary school. 20/20 every test I took, especially in math. but nowadays i think that i may have ADHD. either that or i get tics, because whenever i stay completely still for a long period of time, my motor control just completely stops working and i jerk my leg in my sleep or when im daydreaming without even moving my body, im also a perfectionist, and when school moved up to grade 6, i found my grades dropping, and because of my perfectionism i freaked out and cried silently. i struggle to pay attention, and even if i am paying attention my teachers think im not because im reading, drawing, or something of that nature , which actually helps me focus because im moving my body or being productive. so idk?? i think i might also have OCD or something of that sort? lemme know cause i genuinely dont know whats wrong with me.
@@ShinyLittleUmbreon-of8zecould be any disorder but this seems to relate to autism maybe? I’m personally a perfectionist too as an autistic person and I tend to move around too when daydreaming and thought I had adhd and ocd and a bunch a other disorders, also doing something to pay attention like you mentioned may be autistic as i heard someone like that but, I’m personally not the type of person to diagnose someone, I just wanted to talk about my personal opinion and I hope you can figure yourself out!
Wait, moving the leg around constantly? Even when sleeping, could be linked to restless leg syndrome, but I repeat those are just theories and analyses.
I don’t normally have a crying playlist that I cry to, but this is the one. Actually crying (like really hard) helped clear my head. I cried, and fell asleep, and I woke up feeling better.
I just wanna tell anyone who needs to hear it, it will get better! I promise!
Don't promise things that are only heard from human
Wdym? @@an-fallen--aelle-
@@strawberryspitsbarsfrfrmaybe they/he/she/it is a spider
i cause he thinks his better/Superiorthen a human idk or what @-GetBonked-
@-GetBonked- said@@strawberryspitsbarsfrfr
@@-GetBonked- HELP I ACTUALLY LAUGHED OUT LOUD
I won't lie: I was annoyed by how vent playlists copy each other, but now it makes sense. Similar songs have become a habit and are soothing. I must have at least one non-harmful habit.
I click on the video and I know exactly what awaits me. I will listen to familiar music and see that people in the comments understand me.
Support even strangers and look for joy even in what you don't like. Maybe it will change your attitude to something. Have a nice day!
:)
True fact the internet knows u better than your parents
No it doesn't
@@Louise3901 yes it does actually
@@Kanao_Tsuyuri2821no, it doesn't.
@@Louise3901 yes it does because most people have problems opening up to their parents but they can easily open up to people on the internet
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve
To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
These are not my words, but spread these and copy paste
STOP I KEEP SEEING THIS EVERYWHERE
for anyone who;s struggling with mental health issues, depression, eating disorders , anything just remember it'll all get better luv. i'm extremely sorry if anyone is dealing with these issues or any other issues you're dealing with :( stay strong luvs. you're important and worth living. it may be hard rn but it'll be okay❤ you're all trying your hardest and know that i'm very proud of all of you ^^ i love you ml ,stay strong! you can do it
thank you ml
i have somthing on my mind so i cant spell good im so sorry for that but thank you so so so so so so so so much i ❤ you too i am currently suffering depression you are the best i was not able to read it all the way im sorry for that lol
One: Thank you so much, I needed it.
Two: Your current pfp makes me feel like you don't mean it even though you probably do 😅
@@Rudy_GhostEyes no problem ml
@@ISniffWaffles don't mind my pfp loll I just don't have anything else to put 😭 but I'll change it later on cause I've had it for a while noww
Since I’m sad. Ima rant. I was in the car when my dad was arrested for a DUI. I was 12 the first car crash I was in with my drunk dad. 13 when I realized how much his words and actions hurt. His negligence lead to my mental health disorder, dissociation. Its so hard. Any time anyone is drinkin, I dissociate. If I’m playing the game on my phone I was playing the day we crashed, I dissociate. Just like the day I was in the back of a police car having a panic attack after my dad’s arrest. the kind officer helped and hugged me till my mom was there. I just want to thank him even though I know he wouldn’t see this. I love my dad. But the more my parents fight, the more scared I get. The more the words hurt. And the more I hurt myself as an way to ease the pain. I can’t take it anymore. One day if I grow up to be a mother I won’t let my kids suffer. I won’t make them drag there father in bed drunk from the yard. I won’t make their brother cover their ears from the fighting of their parents. Like my brother does for me. I will show them what it means to be loved, I promise. I am 13 years old, my name is Lexi and I’m a normal girl in 8th grade you wouldn’t notice from how I act but I’m hurting. So the next time you see someone struggling go eat lunch with them or play 4 square it’s means the world. I promise…
They didnt notice you were crying
They didn't notice you were sad
They didn’t notice you were tired
They didn’t notice you were alone
They didn’t notice how attentive you were
They didn’t notice how sweet you actually are...
They didn’t notice how you actually try to make others smile
They did notice your unattractive
They did notice the mean side of you
They did notice all your mistakes
They did notice all you flaws
They did notice that you weren’t good enough for them.
They notice when your untidinesses
...I'm such a stupid freak.
*this comment is making me really consider it again*
Everything i wanted others to notice but they don't care about me anyway...
PAIN.
ha reality....am i right?.... so over rated...haha ....ha
haha hah
꧁TimeStamps ꧂
All I want is you - 0:01
Freaks - 2:17
Christmas kids - 4:27
Jealous -6:30
Bubble Gum - 8:53
Feel Better - 11:12
Nobody - 15:00
Alien Blues - 17:15
505 - 19:29
Cigarettes out the window - 23:05
Devil Town - 25:54
Michelle - 28:38
My Alcoholic Friends - 31:35
I Hate My Mom - 33:46
Washing Machine Heart - 35:53
Treehouse - 37:40
Rat - 39:41
STAY SAFE AND REMEMBER TO DRINK WATER
Hello:D
:)
Pure angel took their time to do this 😭👏
I love that pretty much all of these are already in my depression playlist
@@kimberlykirgis5391hello :D
for everyone who is strressed, sad or etc :
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love your insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love your failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on your sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you move
i love the way you act
i love you when you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you when you're mean
i love you when you're alone
i love you when you can't feel
i love you when you feel too much
i love you when you can't take life anymore
i love you when you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you when you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you when you don't believe in yourself
i love you when you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you when you're in pain
i love you when you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love your wounds
i love your scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you when you lie
i love you when you’re excited
i love you when you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you when you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you when you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love your toes
I love your toes😭🤚
I love your toes too 🥰
i started tearing up thank you i needed to hear all of this ( my friends started leaving me out and idk what to do anymore i just wanted to say thanks I LOVE YOU
the "I love your toes" got me laughing
I love you in every single way
In every single day
In every single thought
In every single love
I would dye a million times for you I would live a million lives for you❤❤❤❤
Whenever I listen to this I feel so much more relaxed whenever my mom screams at me I just listen to this, I'm not as sad as I used to be.
““Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.”
Matthew 11:28 because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖
And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u
I’ll be praying for u❤❤❤❤
@@Dogestronaut2.0 TY
Same
@@Dogestronaut2.0 Fellow Christian. You are spreading the word to those who need it the most. May God show mercy on your soul and gift you his light and hope, for you are worthy.
@@JasonTheApologist thank u brother. That’s what God called me to do. He saved me from a lot of thing like a burning home. Getting stabbed. And suicide. And he was the only one with me. Now I want to show them what God can do. Cause he loves us all. Godbless u bro may God be with u
This playlist hits different when it’s like 2 in the morning you have school tmr but have insomnia and depression so are crying but every other day being told you have no reason to be depressed. Hope the rest of y’all r doing ok ❤
The fact that I knew all of these songs prior to listening to this speaks for itself.
I freaking agree when you know all of the songs in a freaking vent Playlist you know you have issues
“I used to be scared of never waking up, now I wish I never did”.
By Riku/me
Love this playlist, keep doing what you love and just know I love all of y’all, never give up.
Wow- you summed me up pretty easily
i hope your doing okay u never give up either
I was thinking bout it, but i do have like 2 reasons to live ig
@@yourfavoreocat please keep living
Im staying at least for a few more years❤️❤️
And you!
You going good??
This hurts more after i got in a fight with my mom, and she said to tell her what my problem is. How the hell is a 15 year old girl supposed to tell her mother that it's her, the person who is supposed to make me feel safe and loved and comforted. How am I supposed to tell her she's the reason I cut myself, that she's the reason I cry all the time, the reason I don't like spending time with her. She thinks i'm being over dramatic, no, I want to die, all the time. But she doesn't know that, she'll never know that.
i feel you. ill never fully understand all of what you go through, but youre not alone, i deal with parental issues as well
This comment made me cry.. I'm going through that too, my ma says that I can talk to her and she wants to know why I have no energy all the time but it's too heartbreaking to tell someone they are hurting you
i could never say that my mom would cry and hate me but not fully if i said that i would feel bad because my mom is sweet but also rude and ......has anger issues it feels like shes gonna kill me when she yells and thats why i cant look people in the eye while they queiston me also my grammer is bad lol
I am so sorry this happened to you but I just want to say that I am so proud you have made it this far! You are doing so well! and I am so proud of you! I mean this so genuinely. You made it far enough to be able to comment this and I am so proud of you for that. Keep going! You are doing amazing! You wonderful human being!
I have the same but in my case it’s more my sister (my mom is sweet but sometimes even she is like that)
If you came to read this comment, i hope you get better. You don't deserve what happened to you.
THEY don't deserve you. Don't to self harm, it will get better one day. Don't let them get to your
Head. They are just voices. You are beautiful. Hey do you have a small chest girl? Are you really short man?
You are still beautiful. And even if I'm ok or not, I hope you get better. Please don't cry... Love you, have a great day
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A commenter that tried to make you feel better
edit: hopefully i helped you guys, let me help you please.
Thank u for this I'm really stressed and going through a lot right now so this helped :))
@@YourLocalRat541 I’m glad this helped you and I hope it gets better for you, bless your soul and have a great life ❤️
...are you sure it gets better. it hasn't seemed too. I'm sinking in my own tears. im drowing in the blood escaping from the cuts on my arms. Im hurting. i dont think they realize. thanks tho
@@that_friend_everyone_has please, I know it's super hard but please try quitting self harm! And do you have anyone to talk to? A friend? You can talk to me if you want!
@@blackquartz8809 I'm staring to talk to the people around me and it's helping somewhat. Thank you though
literally me when I was a kid and honestly I didn't "grow out of it" everyone say that you'll grow out of it but that's not how it works.The lyrics "I was told when I get older all my fears would shrink but now I'm insecure and I care what people think" literally says everything.
“Recovery and healing, treatment and balance it takes a long time.”
And I’m not even halfway there yet.
In reality it goes “you’ll grow out of it.” Doesn’t “oh shite dude? Wanna go to like a group therapy with me? It’s not bad you feel that way, but it’s not good. No dude. Trust me I’m not gonna give up on you, your my friend!” Actually figures out how to cope and healthy coping mechanisms at like 20+-30+
Figuring out these things takes time, but when it happens. You can feel with stone fall off your shoulders you didn’t know you were carrying.
Idk. :P
Hope you have a wonderful day!
@@cinninatisinners you are so nice
@@user-ck3lr3zh3x eh, I use my spare time to make these sorta messages. it's my goal in life tbh.
I wanna be that person who gives good advice, that's my goal.
plus it's just fun to just see all the cool people in this world
@@cinninatisinners you are my BFF now
P
DUDE, literally was like "I forgot what song I wanted to listen to, ig I'll listen to this playlist" AND THE FIRST SONG WAS IT. HAHAHA! THANK YOU THANK YOU! (Wonderful playlist!)
I have said this on multiple videos and I will say it again:
I believe in you and the things you’re capable of doing. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for everything you do and give
Everything is a season, and right now you’re in winter. It’s dark and cold and you can’t find shelter, but one day it’ll be summer, and you’ll look back and be grateful you stuck it out through winter.
You know I’m always here for you and always will be
Hey, it’s me. I’m you when you committed to staying alive and knew you deserved to be here. It’s okay that right now you don’t feel this way and probably think it’s a lie that you ever felt this way.
It’s okay. I don’t blame you. You’ve been through hell and it’s a miracle that you survived up to this point. You are a miracle. I understand that right now you are battling between a decision to stay or to go. And I’m grateful that you chose to read this letter and hear what I have to say, before you decide.
You are so important to me. Please don’t go.
It’s not your time yet and you haven’t seen and done everything that you wanted to. Please stay and fight this. Please have super-human strength again.
You were born with a right to live, to love, to be loved, to express yourself. They tried to take your light and fill you with lots of darkness. But the darkness isn’t yours. It never was.
I understand you want the pain to end. I understand you don’t want to live like this and you feel like the pain, the nightmares, the flashbacks, the hell, will never end.
I’m sorry for everything that’s happened to you and for everything that they did. I’m sorry it feels like you’re back there. I’m sorry you’re suffering so much.
And I need you to hear this.
No matter how bad it feels right now (and I understand it feels extremely bad), you already survived the worst hell of your life. You survived/going through your childhood. You survived it already and you escaped from it. You are not back there. You can survive this.
I am here with you to help you get through this. I’ve put everything you need into this pack, I’ve prepared for this moment with you. I love you and I want you to stay. I believe you can survive this. I believe in you. I am here with you.
Nothing that the voices in your head tell you, is true. There is nothing wrong with you. You are not the problem, the fact that you were so severely abused is the problem. You are loved and you are cared about. I want you to stay.
We have so much life to still live together and I need you to stay so that we can do that.
Right now, you feel like you can’t survive this or that you don’t even want to. And I know you have your reasons and they are valid. I hear you.
And I’m asking you to believe in me right now. To put your faith in me, the version of you that has survived this before.
I see your value, your light, your worth. You were born and put on this planet for a reason, it wasn’t a mistake. You are not a mistake. You are meant to take up space in this world. You are meant to stay. I want to help you stay, please let me.
I need you to picture yourself as a little girl right now. I understand this is hard, but please try to do this with me.
That little girl felt so unwanted, so worthless. She felt like the world would be better off without her. She believes that she is the problem, that it’s her fault Mummy is so mean and Daddy is in bed with her. She believes that she is the problem, but you can see that it’s not her. It’s them.
This little girl is so small and innocent. She is so precious and worthy of love, care, nurturing, safety and protection. She is good enough. She doesn’t deserve any of the treatment that she got and she doesn’t deserve to die because of what they did to her. She needs you right now. She needs you to save her. She needs you to hold her and protect her. Don’t let her go.
I believe in you. I know you can do this, and I’m right here with you. You are the person that she needs.
Put the knife away, soften your fists and get a wet towel. Put it over your head and wrap yourself in your favorite cozy blanket. Hold onto your teddy and imagine it’s you as a little girl.
You are her mother and you are going to hold her, comfort her and protect her right now. All you need to do is hold her tight until the voices soften.
Re-read this letter over and over if you need to. Look at the other things I’ve left for you inside your Survival Pack.
I am here with you. You are not alone, you have me. And the little girl inside you is not alone either, she has you.
You are going to survive this. I believe in you. I love you. I want you to stay. Please stay with me.
sobb i love people like you
@@RIPPY. stay strong and don’t give up, the key to success is persistence
:)
Thank you. . .
I AINT READIN ALL DAT
Why does the one saying they hate their mom reminds me of a 4 year old singing about how they hate their mom because they couldn't get mcdonalds-
You know what. I’m sat here, crying, because my life is slowly falling apart.
same
me too
ur lucky u can even cry without people coming into my room not even knocking and stuff, the shower is the only place i can cry.
Oh, people walk in all the time, @@LushJewels so I have to say air got in my eyes.
@@goaway2011oop-
I remember being in the car & asking my mum y I go to therapy... She accidently said "to fix u" & then realised her mistake. Words r permanent.
I would love for people to say that. To fix me? Well, thank you.
slay
'M sorry you heard that
Now she said she wishes she never had me 🥰
being stressed dose not make you weak it shows how strong you are and you have worked hard for too long.
tears dont make you a baby it shows you have been strong for too long
being "werid" isint werid your just being you and if your being you your brave
im legit crying while listening to this as i read the comments of support. i am mentaly broken, though i am trying my best. im still wondering if my parents think im useful or useless.
I'm happy we feel the same. My mum has been kind of sh!tty to me, we can cry together C:
Today was the last day of the class im going in, and i knew all of these people for +6 years and i feel empty thinking i will never see them again. And i lost the chance to confess for my love, because shes taken... I have lost the chance to say goodbye to my friend. I am have lost the chance to take time to spend with her... i feel horribly...
if you read this... Dont spend time alone, go talk to your friends, find love. Dont be like me. i will never seeing them again, i'll have to search for new friends... i hope i will find one...
goodbye dear reader...
my father always said: men dont cry! I dont belive anymore. I dont trust. im Angry and sad and crazy. Sometimes i dont care about ANYONE, but sometimes the opposite, i can't take it anymore. its too much, too much
if u ever need anyone to talk to im here dude@@RadioactiveGermanDuck
@@RadioactiveGermanDuck ill be ur friend ❤
@@blue_ber5432thanks, I appreciate it
. This is one of the last positive places on the internet despite all the negative stories. 10/10
To anyone that needs to hear this because you've been scrolling the comments, and you've begun to drown. You're not alone, things always seem worst because you're living it in the present but the most important part is that you're still here. Someone out there is proud of you, im proud of you, that you've made it this far, that you're awake in this moment to read this. Whatever people may say whatever you may think about what people say it dosent matter, at the end you're the one that makes your own choices. Be you for yourself.
I hope this helps someone
i can never be like them. how hard i try. it doesn’t matter. my face is wrong. my body is wrong. my clothing style is wrong. my personality is wrong. i just want to be loved and have friends. literally nobody cares. the only time someone was nice to me in class was when they just wanted my gum or smthg. i don’t want to be known as the weirdo. i don’t. i wish i could just be wanted.
I swear I’m so lonely ttp I listen to all kinds of asmrs and I literally talk to myself without breaking conversation for hours. The bad thing about it is that my parents work in hospitals with different types of patients meaning they talk to schizophrenic and mentally unstable people and now their comparing me to them.😭😭🙏🙏🙏
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@@fusionstrike8118 oh hello new person.
@@pip_theadhdcreature yep youre waking up pregnant
@@fusionstrike8118 WOAH?
VENT (Read at your own risk)
At a very young age, my parents fought each other and not the normal type of fighting either. Since I was 3, I could hear my mother crying and yelling and my father losing patience and also yelling. It happened almost every time, my grandparents also fought with my parents a lot and I was always there to witness it all. I was there with my mother when she cried. She used to blame me, tell me it was all my fault and say slurs towards me. She used to hit me (not a lot, just slaps once in a while back then) , she used to lock me in the pantry and no matter how much i yelled and cried, she didn't let me out. I used to cry myself to sleep every night and also blame myself for their fights. No matter what I did to get them back together it didn't work. My mother and father both vented to me and just a reminder, I was around 4 to 5 back then. My maternal aunt used to also blame me and say I had to do better. I was jealous of my cousin because I always got scolded on what he did wrong and he broke everything I had. This continued till a long time and still does. I was so scared every time we went out for a car ride because they used to fight a lot during those and my mother even left the car and went home through a bus at times, sometimes along with me. Soon I joined a new school, I got heavily bullied by teachers and students alike on my talkative behaviour and other habits. I shut myself down. I got bully sensitive. This one girl stood up for me but then asked me for new school shoes and stuff like that because I was a single child. I got social anxiety at a very young age and was terrified to talk to people. I also got reflexes, such as if my mother tried to put a strand of my hair away... my hands would automatically block hers. My anxiety got worse as I grew up and I got neglected too, my television raised me and so did the internet. My parents both came very late from work and they would hardly listen about most things. My mother got more handy after I grew up and started hitting me, my father threatened me at times about not being nice and I think I may have gotten a good amount of slaps from him too. They treat me like a baby but at the same time they called me an adult and treated me harshly, any fault .. blame it on me and then give a lame apology later on. They are very provocative and sometimes force me to do things. If I threw a tantrum about not wanting to go to my father's friend's house because it is boring y mother would threaten me and make me forcefully go. She would insult about me to her family in front of me. If I stood up then I was a disobedient and bad child, she compared me to others a lot too and so would my father. My mother always said I looked horrible or I ruined my features. At one point I put on a facade towards everybody about being a positive and nice girl, if I suddenly burst out at my parents or said no then i was disobedient, I also de-appreciated myself and I still do. I am doing a bit better but it still breaks my heart. My mother started kicking me and hitting me with everything she could find and I got into arguments with my father a lot. I had suicidal thoughts as well. But my parents deny everytime I say that I have the social anxiety disorder, they also said since I am their kid then this bad thing about me or that bad thing about me cannot be real. They held high expectations and though they give me quite a bit of freedom. This really isn't great parenting. When i tried to talk to my mother about my mental health, she got annoyed and told me to just kill myself and didn't apologize and even though my father comforted me later on, I felt dead inside. I didn't feel anything when my mother said something to me. She said she didn't want a child or that she didn't want me as a child but it didn't matter. We also moved to my maternal aunt's house or grandfather's house when i was smaller, because of their fights. I never got to bring anything along. My mother destroyed a lot of my emotional support as well. My parents deny the fact that I have trauma. My mother treated me like a robot, she said I should shut my feelings down and ignore what she said/did to me whenever she was angry.....
But I guess this is what happens when you have Asian Parents.
You all are amazing and beautiful and everything about you is just so cool!! Never degrade yourself!! Listen to music and calm yourself!! Stay safe and happy!
-That One Commenter
Edit: I love my parents tho, they can be goofy at times and do the shit I wrote about but I still love them because they have sacrificed a lot for me and still are very good parents when they aren't angry 💀💀
hope you are doing well always, you are so positive
I am sorry you had to go through that, hope your better now though.
im glad you didnt actually kill yourself bc a lot off people i met on the internet (like my gf) have suicidal thoughts and i always help them if you ever need to talk ill be there (i know im 9 but i had a lot of trauma as well so i understand) :)
AWW! That's so sweet!! If u need someone I'm there too!! I don't have suicidal thoughts, rather I just go through life without much of a reason! Really its not as depressing as it sounds!! I do enjoy myself quite a lot and a few friends of mine are there to comfort me! Its very sad that u have trauma at the age of 9, I will be there for u like u offered to be there for me!! THANK U SO SO MUCH FOR THE SUPPORT! I really needed sweet and kind words from beautiful souls such as yourself. sorry for the lang paragraph lol :D@@da_red1
I ain’t reading allat
Have you ever wanted to stop smiling.? I always wanted to stop smiling but I can't.
I want to make others feel happy ..
but I want to feel happy too!
I want them to know how I felt ...
I want a hug...
A comfort..
But I didn't get them. i gave them away for those who still betrayed it
:)
So real.
Virtual hug?.. 👐
"Cause someone loved me, someone f__cking loved me. Someone f__cking loved me, and I loved them too. G0damn it, I was worth something." -Penelope Scott
I have more conversations with people that don’t exist than people that do. I wish I never woke up, that I never had to smile, that I could just DISAPPEAR. Im starting therapy tomorrow, I’ve been before, twice, for a year or two each, and it NEVER HELPS. IM WORSE OFF THEN BEFORE. I’m sick and tired of hiding from my parents from the world, but sometimes all I want to do is hide. LET ME GO
Listening to this song makes me remember what i wrote in my diary...Everything i wrote... Hating my attitude,my body, my stupidity, being useless, not being able to my anyone proud and even my existance.. This playlists does hit hard...And i somehow liked it...
You are so beautiful . Your arent stupid you arent useless and you are you and thats what i love about it. I love it when people be theirselfs yk like dont try to be different cause someone judged them.
you know it’s gonna be good when it starts with all I want is you.
all i want for christmas is not you💀
@@binglingchinghingblud this was 5 months ago 💀🙏
For people who see this. Just remember your strong your loved i love you god loves you ur family loves you. If you need to vent in the replies go ahead i wont judge. This playlist helps me alot i listen to it very day at school replying it after its done. Anyway enough of me you are so special you make the world glow and you make it better place. Please dont hurt yourself or think of suicide we love you too much for you to do that. Take care of urself Get spa days with the besties get your nails done listen to music do anything you want its up to you. If you died everyone would be crying cause you were a person that made the world a better place and a good place. We all love you I love you. God loves you. Your eyes sparkle in the night and day your skin glows in the day and night YOUR BEAUTIFUL ON THE INSIDE AND OUTSIDE. If people bully you they are just jealous. Please love urself. If people call you fat or stuff DO NOT BELIEVE THEM YOU ARE NOT FAT YOU ARE NOT UGLY YOU ARE NOT WEIRD. you are beautiful you are not fat you are not weird. You be you and ignore people who bully you. We will always love you❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
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I might as well vent. Ty
No one understands the pain that hits you. When you realize your nothing but a "LiTtLe GiRl" who cries herself to sleep EVERY. SINGLE. DAY. I know I can't fix the past, future, or what ever is happening in my presence. But at least people can be thoughtful instead of the stupidity crap that goes through this generation. I can't help that I was born, I didn't just say, "Hey I wanna be born in 2012 and live a horrible life & die of suicide because of depression!" I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHEN I WAS BORN ANYMORE. THIS EXISTENCE DOES NOT MATTER TO ME ANYMORE. All I ever wanted was a happy family. But no. I barely know my REAL dad. My DEAREST mother got taken away from me. I live with my grandparents. My step-grand father tells me " I don't care about your happiness, you have a roof over your head Wich matters" or "Happiness isn't apart of life. Along as you live a healthy life, you will be fine" HAPPINESS IS APART OF LIFE. A HEALTHY LIFE TO. My Grandmother just goes along with him sometimes like- He truly does not understand what depression feels like, or realize how bad I want to commit suicide. I talk to myself and laugh at & with myself without realizing. My grandmother told me to stop that, but I can't help it. My life is beyond my control. I never controlled my own life. My grandparents said that when I randomly talk to myself, people would think I'm weird and send me to a rehab. I honestly don't care anymore. I am WILLING to do ANYTHING that makes me happy.
(Sorry if I spilled out a little much) Ty for your time =|
@@Kyle_Femboy You didnt spill to much dont worry and im so sorry for you are so pretty We love you so much. Take care of yourself❤️❤️
@@rosalynhall7503 Ty, you are really kind =]
@@Kyle_Femboy Yw and ty
Your effort in putting the hearts just ment alot you know?..
I get bullied at school a lot for being the “dumb kid”. I’ve started to just accept the fact that that was who I was, and I actually tried to joke around with it by wearing a ‘Dunce’ hat to school one time. Let’s just say the bullying and self-deprecation only made my mental health even worse. The kids at my table in school make fun of me for not paying attention in class (I have adhd and my Adderall hasn’t been working). So I’ve been getting really stressed and overwhelmed a lot (I’m only in 5th grade). I tried telling my parents, and they just gave me the regular “Just change tables,” or “you’re the smartest little girl I know,” or even the classic “he picks on you because he likes you.” They’re trying their best but, it rarely helps. I feel as if I have depression but, I’m still very young, and I sometimes feel as if I’m making excuses by pitying myself. I’ve been called ugly, fat, stupid, loud, annoying, etc, and I just don’t wanna be seen as the “Angry Girl” again. I’m currently known as the “Dumb Funny Girl” and even though being called funny is cool and all, being the “Dumb Funny Girl” isn’t as good as it sounds. I just needed somewhere to vent. Thank you to anyone who took time to read this.
I hope ur doing ok
@@T0xicWa1stX_X I am. I’m just a bit stressed and doubtful recently. Thanks for asking though!❤
@@AlfredoSauce_
It's okay, I hope you're doing well, I have been through the same and I can tell you, you're not alone, they can't see your true and wonderful self!
I'm the 'funny friend' but when I get home I get yelled at by my mom if i'm not absolutely perfect and my dad isn't even here and people make dad jokes and I have to laugh off the pain when it hurts so much knowing he's looking after other kids when it should've been me. Don't I deserve that too? I miss him so much and I barely knew him. My 'best friend' KNOWS what I'm insecure of and yet she still makes fun of it and when I fix it she calls me fake. My 'family' body shame me and call me skinny so i'm forced to eat everything off the plate even if I feel sick and if I don't then i'm 'ill'. I just feel like there's nobody to turn to and I don't have a single talent or something that makes me a worthy human being.
I have done alot of research on some mental illnesses and I realized I have relate to alot of major symptoms, (like depression, -social- anxiety, adhd, etc) and I'm scared to think I'm ill because at the start I only wanted to enjoy life and now I'm still trying, but I'm terrified to put myself outside and explore the world again
bro
i was some little stinking gaming shit
and then i got a dog
then i went outside
i was happy bro
you need to get out here
im not sayin get a dowg or nothin
but just come out
im assumin its school term 4 u too
get the fuck out here bro👍😃
Same here I genuinely believe I have adhd because of how many symptoms I have and other people saying their adhd but I tell the people I care about most my grandparents and they say it’s ptsd yay
To whoever reads this,
i love you
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love your insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love your failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on your sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you move
i love the way you act
i love you when you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you when you're mean
i love you when you're alone
i love you when you can't feel
i love you when you feel too much
i love you when you can't take life anymore
i love you when you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you when you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you when you don't believe in yourself
i love you when you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you when you're in pain
i love you when you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love your wounds
i love your scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you when you lie
i love you when you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you when you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you when you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you when you have a headache
i love you when you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you need help
i love you when you're mature
i love you when you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you when life is meh
i love you when you're responsible
i love you when you're irresponsible
i love you when you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love you at your worst
i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
@cryingqxx but what
Thx, even I don't think my friend who has been my friend since birth cares for me anymore...🙂
You are such a sweet person for this, I really hope you are doing good, thank you for taking day of your day to make so many people feel better and even put a genuine smile on their face, I hope you the best day ever, I love you too for everything you are, were and became :)
Thank you and I love you too٫ but how long did this take you?!
thx that made my day I love you too you are amazing❤♥
These songs.. make me remember what life is all about, it reminds me that my parents want ME to be perfect. Everyone assumes i'm perfect and i'm happy all the time. It's like the entire society doesn't care anymore. I've been suicidal, depressed and more for the past 4-5 years. It's not a great habit. Life just sucks.
lol same
my mom says im mentally ill. i dont know whether to take is as an insult
and god no, this playlist contains all the songs i cry to at night 😭😭
Ask yourself. Are you mentally unwell? If you are, drop everything and fix it. Because it will only drag you into a mch much MUCH deeper hole. And if others around you are noticing something wrong with you then well.. just take a good look at yourself and calll the shots on what your gonna do.
I love your hair
I love your eyes
I love your nose
I love your gender
I love your mouth
I love your face
I love your grades
I love your heart
I love your sadness
I love your happiness
I love your loneliness
I love your kindness
I love your voice
I love your singing
I love your art
I love your practice
I love your work
I love your time
I love your music taste
I love your strength
I love your handwriting
I love your weakness/weaknesses
I love you when your kind
I love you when your mean
I love you when your smart
I love you when you dont feel loved
I love you when you are you
I love you forever
I love you now
I love you every day
I love you every month
I love you every year
I love you every second
I love you every minute
I love you every hour
I love you every time you cry
I love you every time your happy
I love you every time you are you
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You right there, yes im talking to you. You are an amazing person, you can do anything your heart desires, you can have fun, you can be yourself, dont be someone that you dont want to be, be you. Love yourself for who you are. you never know if you'll see somebody that you love for the last time. Live life, be kind to people, ignore the haters, keep being yourself for who you are.
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I love your neck, dont hang it.
I love your body, dont cut it.
I love your life, dont end it..
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You really didn’t have to waste you time, but you just made me feel better so thx!
This literally made me cry happy tears,i rlly needed this tysm
Tysm this makes me feel so loved by someone ❤❤❤
I swear I fucking love this person
You do not know how much I needed that I read that so many times you didn’t have yet you did for people like me and because of that I love you
For those who need it
I'm going to cry
@@Q1x.exe. Don’t cryyy
@@Lynx_luvscookie no they're happy tears:'D
@@Q1x.exe. Aww yay 😁
Glad ur happy!!
i am sobbing listening to this and i came across this thank you. this helped :)
I'm a person in a class for gifted children, people always think we have it so easy on us. But in our class, we're forced to have proper discipline, yelled at, and much more if we make *one mistake.*
We're also compared to other classes, if we don't get a good score in our tests.
I know other people have been through much more than this, remember I love you (:
"Your neck isnt a coat, Dont hang it Your life isnt a book dont judge it your skin isnt paper dont cut it your life isnt a movie dont end it your heart isnt a door dont lock it dont give up your life keep going till you reach ur end point"
Time stamps
Thank you I was looking for it !
@@HarlequinS1mp yw!!
How do I know all these songs 😰
@@katwewe fr like i know all of them
@@katweweLOLOL I'm glad someone does
To whoever reads this,
i love you
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love you even if you have insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love you even if you have failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on you even on sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you act
i love you even if you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you even if you you're mean
i love you even if you're alone
i love you even if you can't feel
i love you even if you feel too much
i love you even if you can't take life anymore
i love you even if you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you even if you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you even if you don't believe in yourself
i love you even if you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you even if you have problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you even if you're in pain
i love you even if you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love you even if you have wounds
i love you even if you have scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you even if you lie
i love you even if you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you even if you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you even if you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you even if you have headache
i love you even if you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you're mature
i love you even if you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you even if life isn't bright
i love you when you're responsible
i love you even if you're irresponsible
i love you even if you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love even if your worst
i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)
(Not mine but please spread it around, everyone deserves even just a little bit of love.)
Thank you ❤
i actually thought it was normal to have scars on my body or being scared of doing basic things cause of my parents, till i started telling those things to my friends and they tried to call the police on my parents, it didn't go really well.... in the end, i have bipolarity, anxiety, depression, panic attacks, anorexia, PTSD (kinda) and i'm always taking meds
Damn,hoping it gets better for ya
Boy I hope you get through this!💜
I'm proud of you
it's okay if you relapsed
you have come so far
I am so incredibly proud of you
keep your head up you got this
you are a wonderful human being it's okay
if you want you can vent here
or if you just someone to talk to that is alright
I needed this
what did ur gonna pround of me? about what?..
@@hellugusss-zz8uc im not the one who wrote this comment but, Im proud of you for making it this far, I'm proud that you are still here
as someone who just relapsed thanks lmao
Am I ok?
No
Do people ask me if I’m ok?
Yes
What do I say
I say “I’m fine” and smile I’m always happy so no one suspects a thing!
The best decision to say that every thing is okey.That are my problems ^^
I’m saying just about myself and that not the right way.(p.s Sorry if there I wrote some thing wrong I’m Russian and it’s little difficult )
@@Vindreq Lol it’s ok but true! 💗
lol I don't get asked but that's pretty much how it is
wish u luck btw with anything u go thru
Hello! This is for anyone who needs to hear it TW for self harm btw lovelies, im a kid on the Internet like man of you. The past two years I've felt lost, my dad was emotionally and physically absent. I was stressed with school I was severely insecure I hated myself. But I'm here to let you know it does get better! I tried to fix things with my dad he doesn't try much but I tried. I threw away my blades, I've found my confidence I've accepted food is good for me. Feel free to vent in the comments I will try to respond, there are people there for you! U33
Oh
!!uh oh a vent❗ read at your own risk..!!
I don't deserve to even fucking live,i don't deserve *anything* ,acording to society.
We autistic ppl still have feelings,love,care,thoughts,body,mind. We aren't just empty shells.
But i don't deserve to be loved,that's what i think. Everybody tells me to k1ll mys3lf. So i will. Even if i'm only 9. I've been hated more on the internet then by my "fRiEnDs".
My sister ripped my prideflag. All of my family members are h0m0ph0bic exept me and my mom.
I am a furry and i don't want to tell anybody,im soon getting a bunch of therapy and stuff.
But i don't deserve it.
I deserve *nothing*
My mum's been calling me lazy for not eating. I dont know why I don't want to eat, I thought I got over it.. I've been thinking of self-harm, but I'm scared. I don't know why. It's like half of my brain is fighting the other..
I had two panic attacks since the start of school already. I dont feel good. My health (mental and bodily) has gotten worse, and I hate it. I hate the hospital, i hate doctors, I hate medicine, I hate ambulances. It makes me feel anxious. Maybe it's because my brother died all those years ago in that very hospital. Idk, all I know is that I'm ill or crazy, idk, maybe both.
These songs are perfect to be honest, best playlist ever! Every song on here is a song I love and this is definatly one of my comfort/vent playlists to listen to.
““Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.”
Matthew 11:28 because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖
And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u
I’ll be praying for u❤❤❤❤❤
A vent, feel free not to read:
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My mom told me I shouldn't be sad, many people have it worse than me. Even she, once had it worse than me.
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I still felt sad.
My mom said, I'm just too sensitive, it's all in my head. I should just stop thinking about it so much.
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I stopped myself from feeling sad or angry.
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I found out the hard way feelings can burst out.
My mom told me, I shouldn't be mentally ill. Her life is already hard enough and it makes my sister stressed.
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Now, everytime I have an episode, I get a small room and take it out on myself while listening to songs.
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One day my mental state got worse because of those songs, I had hysteria. But luckily I could still hold on to myself, so I didn't attack anyone.
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She told me, if I couldn't stop myself, she'd put me in the mental hospital, no matter how much it costs.
Maybe it would've been better if she could put that cost, to getting me a therapist when I first said I think I'm getting mentally ill.
I've thought what your mom said too, but what you should know is your mental health problems matter too. Even if someone has it worse. You still matter. You have the right to feel however you want. I hope you're ok, and just know I love you.
@@Snippitscove Thank you, I hope you get better too
I’m so sorry t-that’s all I can say I’m sorry
@@insomniacsaresad1144 Thanks, we all have our hardships
Owh, and feel free to vent here too. I don't really mind
to everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
To everyone who is having a bad day, Always remember that you were born in this world to do your duty of what they gave you to make them proud! You got this babes, you're a whole fucking icon and legend !
I'm the one who does shit wrong.
I'm the one you makes my mom's day worse when all she does I look at me.
I'm the problem child.
And yet...
I still have that one person I can trust...that one person that loves me for who I am no matter how hyper I get, no matter how mad I get, no matter how many times I cry, no matter what...and I love him back...
Dont worry guys, maybe not now, and maybe not then, but soon...there will be that one person that will always be there for you...
for me it's a fictional character with bleeding eyes and missing limbs who haunts a Pokémon game for GBC and works for an 8-foot-tall faceless dude wearing a suit with some weird ass black tentacles sticking out hbu
i felt that i just needed to ya know?vent.. PTSD, psychosis, ADHD, and Bipolar disorder hit me hard... I HATE the way people think it feels like, nothing. but NO. It's clearly SOMETHING ALRIGHT!!
thank you for understanding
Might not be the best time to tell you this but I love ur pfp
@@aura-chan8394Its def not the time 💀
@@aura-chan8394 ty :>
@KaitoHalo ur welcome
@luciferemo8227 i know im known for having the worst possible timing :p
This song could be for the people that have been through rough times 🤗
"im nothing special"
same brotha
The title is just so relatable- But we can all get through this! i know I am not the best at this, but I promise you can do it! POGGGG!!
Ah, yes, a playlist for when I'm in rage with my mom treating me as if I was retarded and could not take care of myself alone cause according to her I can't do things alone as if my mental age was 5. Sweet.
BRO MY MOM IS THE SAME EXCEPT SHE BODY SHAMES ME! :O
Ok but this after a break up hits hard
Understandable..
for 1 same
for 2 IS THAT WHAT I THINK IT IS IN YOUR PROFILE PIC
@@bere4fucin WHAT R U SEEING IN THEIR PFP
@@hazelskiies OH ON PC THAT LOOKED NOT LIKE A HAND IT WAS PIXILATED
@@bere4fucin ...dirty mind.. 😨
life is hard, we cant change that. We lose people we love, we go through rough times, it seems like hell. But guess what? You made it, you made it through it. Even if you are still struggling, you are able to make it through it. I believe in you, and I will forever.
luv you!
It really funny that my “parents” ask me how I messed up in life, yet they were the ones that messed me up, they abused me then asked “what did we do to you that was so bad? This is your fault not ours.” Like bish if you stopped beating me everyday and working me academically along with work then maybe I wouldn’t have been the mentally unstable child.
ok, so I'm a fan of something called Creepypasta. Famous internet horror stories with a lot of dead kids and teens for whatever reason. (for example: Slenderman, Jeff the Killer, Eyeless Jack, etc.) I know if my parents, or any of my relatives, really, found out, they would say stuff like "why do you like/ take comfort in these people? they're fictional murderers!" well, it's like they always say. "Care for your children, or they'll feel neglected. Or don't, and someone else will."
To whoever is reading this, I want you to know that you’re incredible, seriously you are. If you’re going through anything right now I’ll be by your side the whole way even if we haven’t met in real life because I care about you. You can’t go through shit on your own love, it slowly kills you and I don’t want to lose such a talented, beautiful, kind, and amazing person. I don’t want you to lose yourself because of a few words that someone has said to you because I’ve been there and you feel absolutely hopeless but love, try your hardest to escape this darkness and look for the light. It’s okay to cry, it’s okay to be upset but it’s never okay to suffer in silence. Talk to someone love, talk to me, I’m right here. Ending things is not worth it babes I’m so proud of how far you’ve come and how you’ve stayed so strong through everything that’s happened to you. You deserve to feel loved and cared for. This is a safe place angel, I love you more than words can describe. You honestly deserve the world gorgeous you’re more than enough I promise. Don’t beat yourself up over your regrets and past mistakes because everyday is a new day. Don’t let your intrusive thoughts get to you, you are worthy, you are NOT useless, you are NOT ugly, you are NOT fat or too skinny, you are NOT unwanted, you are NOT a problem, you are NOT annoying, you are NOT dumb, I’m so glad that YOU exist and that you are here on the faces of this earth. Don’t give up on life just because you think it is for the best, it’s not trust me. Don’t spend your life wishing you were someone else because YOU, YES YOU are one in a million, you are worth more than any type of currency in this world. I need you to keep going in life and don’t give up, for me, please promise me :). I wish I could hug you right now and tell you that it is going to be okay, I would much rather have you ranting to me for hours than losing you, you’re the most precious person in the world, I need you to believe me. Your feelings, opinions, and thoughts are all valid my angel. Don’t be afraid to use your voice and stand up for yourself. You know you have some great music taste, right? Music helps you get through anything, am I right? You relate to those lyrics, don’t you? That’s okay beautiful, you will always be worth it. Your smile brightens my day instantly love, I hope you know that. You are not a burden, I love you forever. I’m so sorry that no one has noticed that you cry yourself to sleep each night, I’m so sorry that no one hears you, I’m so sorry that you’ve lost yourself because of everyone around you. I hate to see you so hurt and broken, I wish I could take that pain away from you. Take a deep breath, you're doing so well. Drink some water and eat my angel, take care of yourself and your mental health. I want you to know:
I love your smile
I love your laugh
I love your hair
I love your eyes
I love your nose
I love your lips
I love your flaws
I love your insecurities
I love your body the way it is
I love your kind heart
I love how beautiful you are
I love you on your sad days
I love you on your happy days
I love your scars
I love how you care about others so much
I love your style
I love your voice
I love you when you cry
I love you when you feel like no one does
I love your facial features
I love how unique you are
I love your music taste
I love your personality
I love how you’ve kept on fighting
I love how brave and strong you are
I love how perfect you are
I love your humour
I love you when you dance
I love you when you sing
I love you when you feel hopeless
I love you when you feel depressed
I love you when you like like the whole weight of the world is on your shoulders
I love you when you feel happy
I love you when you feel sad
I love you when you feel like no one cares about you
I love your failures
I love your accomplishments
I love your gratitude
I love you when you overthink
I love you when you try new things
I love you when you feel like your a burden
I love you when you feel worthless
I love you when you feel alone
I love you when you have anxiety
I love you when you feel like to can’t talk to anyone about your feelings
I love everything you do
I love you when life becomes too much for you
I love you everyday
I love you forever
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If you’ve read this whole message I hope you have an amazing rest of your day/night. You deserve everything in this whole entire world, now wipe away those tears and smile for me babes. I love you, please hold on for me and don’t leave this world. You are more than enough love. You can read this message anytime. I genuinely mean every single word in this message. You're amazing. Sending you virtual hugs
Bro so I know I'm like a month late but the fact you took from your time to write a whole paragraph for people on the internet is actually amazing.You are a wonderful person dude :3
That fact u took the time to write this for ppl like us, thank you❤
I wish my parents didn’t brag about how their life could’ve gone if they hadn’t had kids in front of me and my sister. Specially my dad. He’d talk about how if he’d gone to the navy if he stayed working on helicopters etc if he got on at Toyota sooner. All in front of me, his child. How am I supposed to feel about that aside from “oh not only am I fucking up my own life, but my parent’s as well by just existing when I never chose to in the first place”. How am I supposed to feel loved and supported when my parents clearly didn’t want me but had me anyway?
Dear Mother. . .
I'm sorry that I was never the daughter you wanted me to be.
I'm sorry that I long to be with you again despite the decade of abuse and trauma you have given me.
But. . .I do wonder sometimes. . .Why?
Why did you abandon me?
Why did you leave me behind?
You let me recieve all this neglect and trauma. . .But why?
Was I not perfect enough?
Was I not loving enough?
What did I do to deserve this?
Goodbye, Mother. . .
Forever
Sometimes you have to wonder. What did your mother go through in her life to turn out this way?
The feeling where you wanna cry so bad but you can’t. You wanna scream and let it all out but no one’s there to listen. You wanna cry on someone’s shoulder but have no one. You wanna vent but don’t want to be a burden. You wanna be happy but it’s not that easy. You can’t handle everything but you just can’t die. You wanna eat but you feel like you don’t deserve to. You wanna be loved but no one likes you. You wanna escape from this hell of a prison cell but this is reality.
To whoever needs to hear this: your skin is not paper, don’t cut it. Your feelings aren’t garbage, don’t throw them out. You matter, to me. Whatever you may be going through, you don’t deserve it. You deserve every good thing out there. No matter what you look like. Small eyes, acne, arched nose, small chest, crooked teeth, uni brow, stretch marks, chubby legs or cheeks, etc. you matter, your beautiful in every shape and form. I don’t care what anybody thinks, you matter. You shouldn’t have to be put down for the sake of somebody else, and I’m so sorry to whatever you may be going through if you are going through something. you deserve the world. don’t let anything get in your way. I want you to do something, say.. “I love myself.”. Can you say that? I want you to know how much you matter, how there are people who care. Even if nobody shows it, know that i care. You’re not a mistake, you’re not a failure, you’re a creation people can look up to. someone amazing and beautiful. Stand up, and shine bright. Your amazing, beautiful, talented, smart, etc. live your life without others bringing you down. Feel free to vent in this comment, please do not judge others. You here for a reason, and your here because god loves you, wanted you to live and love. I love you, keep your chin up, and shine bright.
:)
:)
"YOU'RE SMART! DO BETTER!" "You're overreacting." "STOP CRYING." "NO FOOD." "Where's the fun in you dying? Then you wouldn't suffer." the words that haunt me
lol my dad tells me a lot of those esp the 1 one XD
-POV:- The internet actually understands you more than people in your actual life do
My parents hate me , my dad is the worst he pressurises me to study and i am a swimmer he doesnt even care i do swimming he doesnt even support me , even when i win golds he doesnt care he never came to my swim meets ,i always see my friends' parents supporting them especially their dad but look at my dad he even told me he didnt even want me to be his daughter and im just a burden to him . He abuses my mom even though she works so hard for him and me im so grateful for my mom but im feel sorry for my mom that she got a daughter like me , im so useless , stupid, dumb ,ugly and the worst i cant do anything while he abuses me and my mom my body freezes , and he doesnt even support my swimming career financially, its like he'll even buy a whole damn house but no ,to get pity from other people he doesnt . He's even having affairs with several women since 4 years ive never had the courage to tell my mom cause this would break her heart . Thats why im working hard right now so that i can buy my mom a house and only me and my mom will live together forever.
skill issues
@@fergfanpage wtf seek help
As a person with a ‘mental illness' this playlist is relatable.
My (2nd) roman empire is realizing how many of the "mentally ill kids" were so so wronged by life.
Imagine living your childhood practically stuck in your house due to xenophobia, so you use art to cope with the loneliness so people can understand you. You get a bit popular, sure, and even find a partner with your same interests and settle down somewhere nice. And suddenly you can't do art anymore. You can't paint like you used to, your hands tremor violently every time you try to draw.
And imagine that when you die, your "inability to paint" is what you're most known for. And imagine that even after that, someone takes your idea, your suffering, and turns it into an aesthetic. Turns it into nothing more than white noise. Now people don't remember you at all.
Fly high, WCU. You'll always have one fan who knows all of your paintings ❤
12/05/33 - 03/21/2007
Born: South Philadelphia Italian Bloc, Pennsylvania, USA
Died: Warhammer Hospital, London, UK
People don't know where he was born, or even when.
But it's not for nothing now. Because as long as I and others remember everything he did, it won't be for nothing.
my parents always think im a softy but i just have been too strong for too long and im still holding all my anger in for 1 year
This playlist makes me bawl my eyes out, because of friend problems. Explanation: So i can be a very rude person, and i have great anger issues so sometimes i’ll make very bad arguments and etc, which end up badly. Sometimes they get so bad i actually hurt my own friends feelings.. This playlist makes me remeber all my mistakes and arguements i’ve done and make me guilty.
"change your name or change your mind and leave this f#cked up place behind but ill know.." hits harder than my dad...
bro dont wrry bout swearing your safe here brothee
bro stop, as i read this that line played. WHY DOES THIS KEEP HAPPENING