but then there’s that one part of the internet that finds suicide and sh funny and don’t beleive lgbt people deserve rights, guns have more rights than lgbt people at this point
“ oh my god… your such a teenager. “ everything is brushed off. everything is just “oh it’s just a stage.” im slowly realizing how must of a toxic and dysfunctional family mine is. i don’t wanna leave, i don’t have a choice. i want to be loved. im just the “weird kid”. everyone is judging me. everyone is watching. everyone is listening. im the outcast. im not worth it at all. i feel like ill be better off gone. i don’t want to live like this anymore.
I feel you. I feel like if I tell my parents or therapist anything I guess.. “teenage drama”-y they would just laugh it off or something. I feel so pushed away.
my best friend had a family like that and committed suicide i was heart broken hearted 💔 Please dont do it. it was hard to go through and i hope your doing ok.
Fr like the internet is so kind and most peoples will just help you and comfort you. At this point the internet is nicer then some peoples i actually know
@@Hammy_mayIsNotHere oh my goodness, that is so unfortunate. :(( your mom shouldn't have said that, even if she was upset at you or not. there is no reason that a mother should be so insulting to their child, who is still growing and comments like that can stick with that kid you aren't gross or disgusting, i know im just a girl on the internet telling you that, but i do really believe that you can be something truly amazing.
I want everyone here who is sobbing, (YES I CAUGHT YOU!) or having tough times, I’m proud of you. That one person in your life is proud of you. If you end it imagine that person crying themself’s to sleep like you do. If you say nobody loves you, I do. I love you so much and I’m so great full youre reading this. I’m grateful you’re crying and feeling your emotions. Get help and stay safe. *I love you* ❤️
I'm proud of you for waking up. I'm proud of you for brushing your hair. I'm proud of you for breathing. I'm proud of you for making your bed. I'm proud of you for eating. I'm proud of you for TRYING to eat. I'm proud of you for drinking water, I'm proud of you for being here. I'm proud of you for being you. I'm proud of you for smiling. I'm proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I'm proud of you for standing up. I'm proud of you for blinking. I'm proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I'm proud of you for brushing your teeth. I'm proud of you for standing up. I'm proud of you for sitting down. I'm proud of you for defending yourself. I'm proud of you for believing in yourself. I'm proud of you for simply trying. I'm proud of you for being alive. IM PROUD OF YOU.
Yep it kinda is ml. But it is probably because we feel more comfortable bc everyone is strangers, and they don't know you. That means they won't remember you, and telling them secrets/venting wont impact you ( At least not badly ).
Hey there. What are you doing here so late? Can't sleep? Ah. Coming to cry in the middle of the night. I get that. It feels nice to do that, so I understand. Take all the time you need. You know, I just happened to find you stumble upon the video where I'm taking a break. Wanna sit down for a while? Tell me about what's bothering you? Oh, don't worry about me. I don't find you annoying. I wanna be here for you. I'll try to help as best as I can. I won't judge you. Everyone has their own story. Ah, that sucks. I can't begin to imagine how you must feel. You're so tough for getting through all of that. I'm so proud of you for not giving up. Of course I understand. One broken soul to another. I just want to remind you. No matter how hard it gets, please stay strong. Take care of yourself. You can't go into a battle already wounded. You can't wave the white flag without trying your hardest. This will all be over soon. And hey. If you ever need to take another break, I'm always here. Helping people is my specialty. They always find their way, one way or another. You can come sit down with me any time. I'll try to lend some advice, or just an ear to listen. And if this is your last time visiting me, I'm proud of you. My job is done. Go take on life with all your energy, and remember that you have one soul always cheering you on. You'll always have my support. I can't wait to see the great things you'll achieve. Before you go... I love you.
i'm crying rlly hard atm, one of my trusted friends were rlly rude to me js now, he yelled , shouted , and threatend me. Then, my boyfriend cheated with me on another girl. I had a fucked up life and childhood. Seeing this message really put me back in place because i had suicidal thoughts. I tried to calm myself down, i actually thought i was talking to a real person though. This should have alot of more replies and likes.
To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :) (this is for anyone who needs it like i do a lot of the time and i hope it helped)
(Vent)To be honest every time I see this type of comment I’m grateful someone acknowledges and understands that someone feels the same why that feel/felt but I can’t get over that one thought telling me ‘They don’t care about you, they don’t know you. They’re just saying that’ Although it kind of makes me happy it just seems like it’s copy and paste each time and I just can’t get over that fact that it could be copy and paste, I mean I don’t blame people for copy pasting I blame myself for not trusting them enough to think they actually care but I blame that on my trust issues because of all my ‘friends’. I’m really sorry if you read my vent comment and had to waste your time on it.
@@ocean_sparrow no its ok i think that all the time thats why i try to love people even when i dont know them (im not just saying that please believe me) its true i dont know you but that doesnt mean i dont care about you. i care about you a lot i promise
directed to the creator: i have no regret choosing to listen to this one, thank you! directed to the people listening and reading: you are perfect. i hope one day you will find peace in this life and you deserve to be loved
00:00 🔷💙Alien Blues (Lyrics) 🟦🔵 Was it the best you ever had? Was it the worst? You'd never know I try to tell you what I think and play it off like it's a joke Oh no, more surprises, guess it's like this I'd do anything for you, Mrs. Highness Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh The sun is fun, the land is dandy I only talk to dogs because they don't understand me My teeth are yellow, hello world Would you like me a little better if they were white like yours? I need to purge my urges, shame, shame, shame I need an alibi to justify, somebody to blame It's a halibut, party bitch, give it a name and say, "Hey, hey" Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh ____________________________________ 2:22 🍾my alcoholic friends (lyrics) 🍷 I'm counting back The number of the steps It took for me to get Back on the wagon of the weekend I'll use the auto-timer to prove that I'll Get home with my imagination If they find the body in the basement "In the very house that she was raised in" I'm taking down The number of the Times So when we get the sign From God I'll be the first to call them I'm taking back the number of the beast 'Cause six is not a pretty number Eight or three are definitely better A is for the address on the letter To my alcoholic friends I'm trying hard Not to be ashamed Not to know the name Of who is waking up beside me Or the date, the season or the city But at least the ceiling's very pretty And if you are holding it against me I'll be on my best behavior Taking shots for mother nature Once my fist is in the cupboard Love is never falling over (Hey) Should I choose a noble occupation? If I did I'd only show up late and sick And they would stare at me with hatred Plus my only natural talent's wasted on my alcoholic friends My alcoholic friends The party never ends My alcoholic friends _______________________________________________________________ 5:10 💔I can't handle change (lyrics) 💔 Hangin' out where I don't belong is nothing new to me I get tired, and I get sick, and then I lose the strength to leave I can't handle change I can't handle change Nothing I do is ever good Nothing I do is ever good enough Nothing I do is ever good Nothing I do is ever good Nothing I do is ever good enough Nothing I do is ever good Leave me alone Leave me alone Leave me alone Leave me alone I can't help but repeat myself I know it's not your fault Still lately, I begin to shake For no reason at all For no reason at all For no reason at all For no reason at all For no reason at all _________________________________________________ 8:28 🌲treehouse (lyrics)🌳 "Do not enter" is written on the doorway Why can't everyone just go away? Except you, you can stay What do you think of my treehouse? It's where I sit and talk really loud Usually, I'm all by myself Ooh-ooh-ooh I'm the captain, but you can be the deputy I'm really glad you think I'm so funny I don't think I'm ever gonna let you leave "Do not enter" is written on the doorway Why can't everyone just go away? Except you, you can stay What do you think of my treehouse? It's where I sit and talk really loud Usually, I'm all by myself Ooh-ooh-ooh I'm the captain, but you can be the deputy I'm really glad you think I'm so funny I don't think I'm ever gonna let you leave ____________________________________________________ 10:31 🌌 Space Song (lyrics) ☄ It was late at night You held on tight From an empty seat A flash of light It will take a while To make you smile Somewhere in these eyes I'm on your side You wide-eyed girls You get it right Fall back into place Fall back into place Tender is the night For a broken heart Who will dry your eyes When it falls apart? What makes this fragile world go 'round? Were you ever lost? Was she ever found? Somewhere in these eyes Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into ___________________________________________ 15:52 🌕rises the moon (lyrics) 🌑 Days seem sometimes as if they'll never end Sun digs its heels to taunt you But after sunlit days, one thing stays the same Rises the moon Days fade into a watercolour blur Memories swim and haunt you But look into the lake, shimmering like smoke Rises the moon Oh-oh, close your weary eyes I promise you that soon the autumn comes To darken fading summer skies Breathe, breathe, breathe Days pull you down just like a sinking ship Floating is getting harder But tread the water, child, and know that meanwhile Rises the moon Days pull you up just like a daffodil Uprooted from its garden They'll tell you what you owe, but know even so Rises the moon You'll be visited by sleep I promise you that soon the autumn comes To steal away each dream you keep Breathe, breathe, breathe ___________________________________________________________ this is made by me, if i copied a comment, i didn't see. or this is a waste of time.
““Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.” Matthew 11:28 because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖 And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u I’ll be praying for u❤❤❤❤❤
!! vent !! my dog just passed away today, i couldnt believe it when i saw my sweet baby lying on the floor. she wasn't moving and her beautiful fur was flowing by the wind, i saw my mother cry for the first time in years and my older brother comforting her. i couldnt take it anymore i ran to the nearest bathroom and puked, i was crying and screaming. last night i was in the bathroom getting ready to go to sleep, i showered and noticed my dog was climbing out of her sleeping cage, i rushed immediately and noticed her shivering. i was petting her and cuddling with her until she felt better, she finally fell asleep but this was the worst mistake i could have possibly done. if only i told my parents about her shivering, she wouldve lived and i would bonded with her more. i blame myself so much and i feel disgusted at myself. she passed away so early, she was only 2 years old. i couldnt accept it, i was grieving so much, my mental health started to deteriorate and i couldnt even bother to look at the cage where i held her in my arms for the last time. she was like my little sister, and i failed as a big brother. I can't handle change, knowing the fact i wont see her beautiful eyes and her luscious fur anymore aches me. i want to see her one more time and hug her, she didn't deserve this.
Hey ml, I'm am SO sorry you went through that! But I want you to know that it isn't your fault. You didn't realize that you should've told them, nobody would've. And please, take care of yourself. Shower, brush your hair, change your clothes, eat. Maybe you could take something your dog had, like a collar or toy and put it somewhere special?
Aw, Poor baby, I really hope you feel better! I've been thru this one time to, She was really old. Enough about me! Are you ok? Just think, Your dog is in a better place and she will always visit you in your dreams . She will always be there , even if you feel like your alone. She will always be by your side . She will never forget her grateful owner , you , That adopted her
Here I am, sobbing at 1AM. I don’t know what I’m doing with my life. I have the most unhealthy habits, I have the worst periods, I’m chubby, and everything just hurts sometimes. I’m so damn sensitive and cry for the most pathetic reasons.
It's ok, I have a good life but for some reason I'm still suicidal??? Ur valid I promise, also I personally find chubby people attractive Also having bad habits is so real, I've tried to stop so many times but I cant
You’re doing your best. I don’t know if it ever truly gets easier. but what I do know is that until you stop breathing, until you open your eyes for the last time, you have another chance. You have your whole life ahead of you ♥️
Been a few months I hope your alright Your perfect You are good enough Your amazing You great You deserve more Your not “fat” Please eat Don’t starve yourself Don’t hurt yourself If you feel like none of your friends or family care remember a random stranger on the internet does-someone who relates
How are you?? You may think Im just doing this since you said that but I do want to let you know Im here for you if needed, sending virtual hugs!!!🫂🫂🫂🫂
@@poptartalternative0101-e1y yes because when theres a shit ton of drugs and fighting and rape happening in the house everyone obviously gets mad over a phone
@@Gh0st_idi0t555 I am rly crying rn, i have similar situation, but i am trying to dont think about my depreshion, because i was always talking about it to my friend, and rn i realize that he is feeling bad cause of me, but he just wants to help me, and i know that IT is all my fault
When you want to tell somebody that your depression is getting worse, but you can’t tell them because you’re always smiling and they never acknowledge how you actually feel because you’re too shy to tell them
your best is the greatest you can do and I need you to know that no matter what standards other people put up or what standard do you put up against yourself you are wonderful and whatever you're doing is the best you are doing right now and the greatest you can do with the things you have. People love you unconditionally they're just too nervous to tell you that's a fact and don't let anybody ever tell you otherwise
im gonna vent. you dont have to read it but im gonna write it anyway tw keep in mind for the entire thing, im twelve. i dont know how to start venting but: i want to kill myself. evreryday is a constant cycle of people telling me " dont eat metal (i know i know its wierd dont judge me)", "stop c#tting yourself", "dont die" and "eat" but its so exhausting. The list of thngs ive been dragged through is f#ching stupid for a TWELVE YEAR OLD. I HAD TO LIVE THROUGH MULTIPLE ABUSIVE PARENTS (mums boyfriends), STUPID TRAUMA, ABUSE, ABANDONMENT, LONELINESS, MY MOTHER HAVING PANIC ATTACKS THAT 7 YEAR OLD ME HAD TO DEAL WITH. WHAT THE FUCK. *I* HAD TO LOOK AFTER MY SIBLINGS WHILE MY MOTHER WAS GOING THROUGH DEPRESSION AND I WAS THE ONE THAT MISSED THEIR CHILDHOOD. WHY WOULD A TWELVE YEAR OLD S#LF H#RM, HAVE ANOREXIA, PANIC ATTACKS, FREQUENT S#ICIDE THOUGHTS, PRETTY MUCH CONSTANTLY. WHY WOULD A NINE YEAR OLD HAVE TO LOOK AFTER THEIR SIBLINGS. WHY WOULD A 7 YEAR OLD SELF HARM, BE ABUSED BY HER FRIENDS, GET LIED TOO, MANIPULATED, TRAUMATIZED. If you wanted to find out, you would only have to ask me. Im a manipulator, a people pleaser, secretly a disappointment, lonely, dead inside, mentally ill, traumatized. im dead. you dont have to read it. it would be nice if you did though
It's not getting worse for me or anything, but I'm just here to tell y'all you'll get through it. Have a snack, drink some water, do some makeup for fun if you like makeup, just do things you enjoy. And remember that it has to be bad to get better. Love y'all! /p
i just want to fall in love with someone i just wanna be loved be touched be hugged i don’t wanna be crushed and hurt by anyone, i just tired of feeling alone
Bro idk you and ik you don’t know me but this helped me go through so much, Mad respect my friend I hope you’re doing well and I hope you well with the rest of your life
this playlist let me burst all of the emotions i had, it wasn't really good emotions but i broke down because i've been struggling so much and couldn't find a way to let it all out until i found this playlist, really good, thank you for this playlist!!
need you to know that your best is the greatest thing you could possibly do and it warms my heart to see how amazing you can do and how wonderful all of you people are it makes me want to cry to see how random strangers can ensure each other that they absolutely love each other no matter what and this gives me so much faith in humanity I love you all and we all love each other and that's a fact
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! If you're reading, relax, Focus, and imagine the beautiful scenes in your head. If you're playing games like me, Focus on your game and don't give up :D And if you're going through a bad time, remember, life will go on, and you can power through the bad. You just have to reach the good.
parents: barating and scaring their children 'i care for you more than anyone, i love you. people on the internet are cruell' also people on the internet: comforting you after you accidentally vent 'its okay, im with you no one should go thru this alone. your not annoying, i dont hate you.'
“Too much! Too much is wrong with me, that’s the problem isn’t it? Too much is wrong with me and you can’t fix that, you can’t fix me! You can’t fix me because I’m not broken! I’m not broken! IM ME!!” -Ian Gallagher (shameless US)
OI YOU- Yes you, I though i'd tell you something..... I love your smile I love your laugh I love your personality I love your hair (or lack thereof) I love your insecurities I love your accomplishments I love your failures I love your eyes I love your beauty I love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) I love the way you dance I love you on your happy days I love you on your sad days I love you on the days you feel lonely I love you on the days you feel helpless I love you on the days you feel like no one cares I love you on the days you feel forgotten I love you on the days you feel unmotivated I love you on the days you feel loved I love you on the days you feel sick I love you on the days you feel motivated I love you on the days you feel depressed I love you on the days you feel stresses I love you on the days you feel crazy I love you on the days you feel hopeful I love you on the days you feel cuddly I love you on the days you feel clingy I love you on the days you feel amazing I love you on the days you feel beautiful I love you on the days you feel like a failure I love you on the days you feel angry I love you on the days you feel aggressive I love you on the days you feel horrible I love you on the days you feel safe I love you on the days you feel unsafe I love you on the days you feel vulnerable I love you on the days you feel weird I love you on the days you feel ok I love you when you're healthy I love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) I love your taste in music I love your taste in movies I love your taste in tv shows I love the way you move I love the way you act I love you when you cry I love you when you're kind I love you when you're mean I love you when you're alone I love you when you can't feel I love you when you feel too much I love you when you can't take life anymore I love you when you feel like it's too much I love you when you're asleep I love you when you have nightmares I love you when you have dreams I love how you believe I love you when you believe in yourself I love you when you don't believe in yourself I love you when you hate yourself I love you when you love yourself I love the way you think I love you problems I love your solutions I love how you support I love you when you're in pain I love you when you're hurt I love your promises I love your secrets I love your attitude I love you sass I love your creativity I love your voice (or lack thereof) I love you hand gestures I love your stories I love your wounds I love your scars I love your face I love your past I love your future I love your present I love your outfits I love your style I love your art I love your honesty I love you when you lie I love you when you're tired I love you when you're energetic I love how you look I love how you cook I love you when you're adventurous I love you when you're scared I love your imperfections I love your perfections I love you when you worry I love you when you talk (or communicate) I love your opinions I love you when you have a headache I love you when you have a stomach ache I love you when you help others I love you when you need help I love you when you're mature I love you when you're immature I love you in the hard times I love you in the easy times I love you when life is meh I love you when you're responsible I love you when you're irresponsible I love you when you fight I love you in your darkest moments I love you in your brightest moments I love your heart I love you in the day I love you in the night I love you at midnight I love you at 3 am I love you at all times I love you at your best I love you at your worst I love the little things you do I love all of you I love you when you're you I love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. XOXO, From the stranger on the internet who loves you :D
I was listening to this while finishing an essay I had to do and when it was finished so was the music video, that made me feel like it actually cared, thank you.
I'm strangely relieved to know that I'm not the only one feeling like this. But at the same time it's way more than just terrible to know others go through hard times when no one understands them. I'm proud of you all, I'm on your side! I love you :)
hey if your reading this i wanna say I'm so so very proud of you, and you are an amazing human and you derisive so much, much more than you all ready have. you should get all the love you need and more you derisive all of it. I am all ways open for if you need to come and vent. I LOVE YOUUUU!
my best friend, the only person who has ever understood me, she recently went to a mental hostbital after trying to end her life... i purposely got my self expelled from school bc without her, i couldn't handle it... my nana is dying....without my bsf i dont know how to live. I've been thinking about all the people who would be happier if i was gone forever..... these thoughts have been in my head for about a month... about 2 months ago i got over depression, but now that she's gone its back, i thought i was getting better but i guess not. i try to not think about it but at night its impossible to sleep, i havent slept in over 4 days and the days i do get rest its no longer than an hour..... my family always thinks im happy, but thats because i have to bottle up all of my emotions and hide them or i get questioned.... im not sure why im still here, mabey its because i hope that one day my bsf will come back, that cant be it..... i already know she wont come back.... i just wish i could see her agian, ive cried myself to sleep a few times,,, the mental hostbital said her deppresion is getting worse... i read everyone elses comments and i hope you all get better..... since im still here i guess in life there are things good enough to live for? even if we dont know what they are, i guess thats why we r still here.....? im not sure but thats probably why you are able to be reading this right now, love yourself, go talk to someone you trust... it doesnt have to be family.... just be open to some one (not saying im going to open up bc the one person i could talk to was sent away. but you should talk to some one....) music i sthe one thing me and my bsf used to do together to stay the slightest bit happy..... now its the only thing i have (im 12 incase you were wondering, and the fact a stranger understands my feeling is insane bc my parent just sit there acting like no have no reason to cry..)
vent!! as soon as i turned ten i went insane with depression and anxiety im 11 and already feel like kms idk why maybe its bc all my friends left me bc im strange? idk i never felt the urge to tell anyone because recently i had my biggest panic attack yet because my cat peed my mom called me such horrible things and i hate her for it but i love her so much at the same time i wannna die but i dont wanna devastate her too much i dont wanna leave but i dont wanna stay ik nobody will see this im just hoping somone will and i just feel so strange and numb and im starting to lose emotion just typing this is making kinda have a panic attack AND I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH MY MOM IS MENTALLY ABUSIVE AND MY STEP MOM IS PHYSICALLY ABUSIVE WHY SHOULD I EVEN EXIST???
I'm 11 too. I've gotten so far into hating myself that little mistakes like dropping something can make me think about killing myself and every once in a while it pisses me off so much to the point that I'll stick a rifle in my mouth at the end of the day. I can understand what you're going through and I know it sucks. Sorry if my comment is cringe but please stay safe
Don't give up I know it's hard I know what your going through. I love you and your not weird your amazing I'm proud of you for not giving up on life but just know you are amazing and I love and care for you I know you don't know me and I don't know you but I still love you don't hate yourself I know that's something hard to do but you are beautiful in your own way and if no one can see that they suck because you are great and you deserve to be loved. It will be okay I promise if you want to talk to me you can I will hear you out and help you all I can just please don't give up on life. I LOVE YOU
@@annabloodworth1140 its only gotten worse since i typed this.and i feel like im losing it..but this comment. thank you. you made it atleast a little better. which goes a long way. thank you.
Fun fact: Elephants think we're cute like we think puppy's are cute, so elephants think you are cute, you're not ugly nor imperfect, this coming to you from a trans 18 year old boy, luv you
Fun Fact: music can be therapists depends on what kind of way ur feeling if u feel sad listen so sad music if your any emotion listen to music that expresses your feelings❤
That’s what I do! When I’m sad I just listen to vent playlists and draw until I don’t feel like being sad anymore, so I just scroll through yt or TikTok :D
That's what I do, but my mom says I should listen to happier music, but it wouldn't help me as much as sad music does. I used to draw to help me, too, but my mom banned me from drawing anything sad. It is so annoying.
I'm so tired. I can’t be bothered to get out of bed, I’ll just lay here, letting the wishes take over the reality in my head. Staring at the walls, closing my eyes, I realize that they were tired of me, or just didn’t care. I talk too much, making them wanna leave, I'm too touchy, It’s not my fault I’m like this. If I invite them to hang out, it’s always, ‘No sorry, I’m hanging out with someone else right now,’ or, ‘Sorry no,’ and the worst of all, is if they’ve seen it, and still don’t respond. It feels like no matter how hard I try, I am always the easiest person to be replaced. I don’t blame them. I’m a boring person, I live in the middle of nowhere, and don’t share interests of theirs. I try to fit in, but I stick out more than I think. It’s always like that, but it’s funny how I keep trying to be their friend, no matter how much they hurt me. Like a dog. I come back, trying to give them another chance, hoping, ‘Oh well maybe they were just busy, and couldn’t respond,’ or, ‘Maybe they’re free today.’ But I’ve stopped trying, and the arrow through the heart was this. If I didn’t text them first, they never text me. Never a, ‘Hello! Wanna hang out today?’ It’s not fair. I stay in my shell, because I’m so tired of people hurting me. They say they're going to be there for me, but when I need them most, where are they? And don’t get me wrong, I have two friends who I can rely on. Most of the time. It still feels my presence, it's just testing their endurance, a burden or a bother. I just don’t know anymore. Why do I try? But by the time I finish thinking, it’s noon, and I have to get up. Now my face is marked with a frown, which isn’t allowed. Because now I make everyone sad. One of the things I just do, and can’t fix, one of the things that’s just the matter with me.
I understand that I do not understand clearly what you are going through so please know that I can be an option if you want to vent or just have a conversation. Praying for you💜🫂
I always used to speak back, to explain, express things, my feelings yeah.. but ppl werent rlly fond of it, i hurt some and offended and i get quite angry easily so now when i learned to swallow my own words and thoughts i did it every time, good or bad, its heavy to keep it in but its better than spilling too much. it hurts.
anyone ever get so stressed abt school work and parents expectations you end up not doing anything and just being extremely on edge and bottling up emotions and smiling arnd ppl bc you dont want them to see what your going thru?
Yup. A lot of people in his comment section are going thru that including me but just know that everyone in this comment section also cares so much about each other.
this reminds me of whenever I'm overthinking at school and i thought i did something wrong and every time i try to talk to someone they just ignored me and i thought i was becoming boring to them. I'm more glad that the internet understands people like me more than other people do..
О БОЖЕ.. ПЕРВАЯ ПЕСНЯ- ЭТО ТА, КОТОРУЮ Я ИСКАЛА ОКОЛО ДВУХ-ТРЕХ МЕСЯЦЕВ В КАКИХ ТО ТРЕВОЖНЫХ ПЛЕЙЛИСТАХ, ЧЕСТНОЕ СЛОВО, ЭТОТ ПЛЕЙЛИСТ Я СЛУШАЮ ВПЕРВЫЙ РАЗ, Я ТАК УДИВИЛАСЬ, ЧТО НАШЛА ЕЁ!! ЕЕЕ
After she fought cancer for 5 years, I lost my grandmother to cancer today, and I don't know how to react. I lost my other grandmother to cancer about 5 or 6 years ago, and it caused my depression. I'm still in denial, I don't want to believe that she's actually gone. I don't want to accept the fact that cancer has taken yet another person from me. I don't want to face that fear of losing her so soon, I really don't want to have to relive that again. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm scared of relapsing, but I don't know how else to deal with it. I can't believe she's actually gone, but it's going to hit me tomorrow, and it's going to hit me hard. Fly High, Meema. I'm going to miss you so much, but I promise to take care of everyone, especially my dad. I'll make sure to tell Victor and Dante about all of our great adventures, and give them the same childhood you gave me. I'll never let anyone forget you and I'll make sure that everyone always remembers how much you loved them. I wish I could have been over there with you, and been able to make tortillas with you one last time. You deserve to be happy with papa, and I'm sure he's going to take amazing care of you in heaven. After 5 years of battling, you won in my eyes. You are such an inspiration, and you are loved by so many. I know I'll see you in the sunset, maybe even the donkeys since they're your favorites. It's all over, Meema, you can rest now. I love you so much, rest well
I feel the same way aswell, my grandma passed away from taking to many drugs, and now my other one has cancer and can barely move. I just hope she wins her battle, but its stage 4, so i dont think she is going to make it :(
@@THE_Akaashi_keiji I'm so sorry about that. I hope she does win her battle, and if she doesn't, I'm here if you need to talk. It's a hard thing to process, but it will all be okay. I hope you have an amazing day or night tho
On the third one, it felt very relatable, because my father, who is a very bad person and is divorcing my mom always hated when someone would touch his food so usually we would pass plates of food around so we could just grab it ourselves, now that I'm in a safer place... We just pass a piece of food to them... It still makes me shake and almost cry like whenever I would accidentally touch my dad's food... It makes me cry when I hear that now... I'm glad I am away from him now.
The hard part of life is, when we get older it gets harder, to a point where it stops and then returns. It doesn't always have to be a stop for a bit, it can or will completely stop. Something can trigger it to return and end up with the same feelings you had the last time, but it's a bigger weight. In life we aren't supposed to give up even if it feels like it, we push through until we can't lift the weight anymore but we still lift the weight to balance what we don't have and do have from the past and present day.
When ever I try to tell my parents I'm really sad, they just say I'm "overreacting" and then they are confused why I don't talk to them about my feelings.
i would vent if i had something to vent about,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
I love you I love your eyes I love your mouth I love your nose I love your eyebrows I love your face I love you I love your body I love your weight I love how you look I love how you are I love your body no matter what I'm glad you're here I'm proud of you I'm proud of who you are I'm proud of what you are I'm proud of you I'm so proud of you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I LOVE YOU I love who you are I love your smile I love how you look I love your arms I love your legs I love your chest I love your back I love your head I love your face I love your skin I love who you are I love you. Feel free to vent
I got so sad i dont even feel anything when listening to this, but this was my go to playlist. No im not gonna vent about what happened. If i felt comfortable enough i wouldn’t be in this situation in the first place. DONT TELL ME TRYING TO TALK TO SOMEONE CAN HELP. IT DOESNT, IVE TRIED TO MANY TIMES.
Maybe you just got used to this music since you've played this a lot Maybe it'll help listening to these playlist: I'm just a kid...: a {vent} playlist POV: you have familly issues/parent issues You'll always be that "mentally ill" child/ a sped up playlist(this is a going insane playlist, not a sad playlist) . . . IDK, it usually get's me high(on emotions) . And I'm sorry for you, you don't need to "tell someone and work things out" sometimes the situation is just terrible. People are just wayyy too ideal
Parents don’t understand what’s happening in your life and they don’t realize what your going through, while u r dealing with depression or anxiety anything like that they don’t know bc they don’t care they think your so “fine” but your not you feel useless and nobody understands what your going through but real people that care for you and knows what u go through is with u everyday and cares about u.. while nobody understands what is happening to you.. and I have the same problem myself. But people reading this is the most best person ever
If I ever have kids I will be as supportive as I can but I'll have to remind them that the world sucks and people can be mean so that they don't break down at the slightest insult
You know, i’m tired of being made fun of for being overweight. I’ll be changing my ways and i’ll workout and take walks daily, even with snow. I’ll be responding and updating for you, if you want me to.
playlists like this one helped me cope and now im doing better :D also i love the songs on here this is ur reminder that it'll get better for all of you too everything should have a good ending so if it's not good, it's not over you can do it and drink a cup of ice water bcs that kind of water tastes the best
I come back to this playlist a lot it helps me calm down after a mental breakdown or while having one because it goes from letting all my pent up emotions out to a bit more calmer songs to rises the moon which is one of my favorite songs for when I'm sad. So just placing it at end is so nice thank you for making this!❤
I was depressed af. Hes the only one who truly gave me butterflies and made me smile. I dont think he even likes me as much i do him. Im confessing 2 days later at prom but idk if hes coming. I love him so goddamn much.. please love me back [redacted].... Edit,: i told him. He rejected me. I simply do not care. God has a better plan for me.
I've been having suicidal thoughts for 5 or more months now.. I can't even vent to my friends because they don't wanna hear my problems because their accusing me of "WANTING" to feel like this..
I like to carve the initial of people I've attached emotionally to on my skin, so if they leave me in the end I can remind myself how painful it is being so emotionally attached to something and as a punishment for not sticking to my rule of "not attaching to people", I am ashamed of myself.
But I’m not ashamed of you. I never will be. Im proud of you. Not proud of the carving but proud that you were able to get out of bed and socialize. Get help and stay safe. I love You.
Dude thank you so much I know this sounds ridiculous but this song helped me go through times when I realised friends who I treasured the most never cared about me at all and during the times when my life went to absolute shit this playlist was the only thing that comforted me and the only thing that made me finally feel happy after so long. Thank you so much
I love you all don't think no one loves you because of the way you look or talk you are perfect just the way you are. Also I am so proud of you for trying to do your best you can. I know it can feel like no one cares about you but I do and I always will remember that. We all love you don't give up!
same, even if you don't know the person personally or at all, they somehow still listen and understand you better than people IRL. Maybe it's bc they don't know you ... Idk if you're going through anything bad but if you are, then I hope things get better! Hugs and Wishes, - coco
I love you when your mad I love you when your sad I love you when your stressed I love you when your cold I love your singing(humming, dancing, and others) I love your smile I love your hardwork I love your taste of music I love your hair I love your artwork I love you even if your a therian, furry, Trans, guy, lesbian, etc I love the way you think about things I love your eyes I love the way you look Your skin isn't paper, don't cut it. Your face isn't a mask, don't hide it. Your life isn't a movie, don't end it. Your neck isn't a jacket, don't hang it. Bullys are just jealous of you, let's why they hate you. Be yourself Be creative Be happy Be excited Be you no one else Don't give up Try your best Be confident Keep trying hard things Don't cut yourself Put the knife down and relax Get a cup of tea, water, etc Put headphones on and vibe to music Forget the memories that are making you fall apart Get sleep and make more friends Edit: this took forever to make-
Some people feel better after getting comforted. some people want to be comfrorted but never feel better theres always people who don't feel better after comforts some people never liked comfort theres always people that liked comfort we love comforts but some don't feel better after them you said amazing things im thankful ur telling people this we need more people like this
To this reading this, people may not be able to help you, but there is a chance you can! There will always be someone who’s proud of you. And i’ll always be proud of you no matter what happens, your highs and lows, i’ll always be proud, try live your life to the fullest, even if it’s hard, try not to worry, try to get enough sleep, and try be happy, even if it’s hard you feel like you can’t, just take small baby steps at a time. Stay strong, and don’t forget, you’re *not* alone.❤️
The fact that i am scared to tell my parents how i feel is an issue. They get mad at me when i express my emotions, then they expect me to feel comfortable venting to them. They need to understand that being rude is not going to make me like them. Like gosh, they make me so frustrated! AND THEY ALSO YELL AT ME WHEN I CRY (which is all the time...👋🥲👍)
YOU ! Yeah YOU I’m so ducking proud of you ! Ur such an amazing person and I believe in you ! I know everyday is a struggle but just know that you are valid and you are perfectly fine just the way you are ❤❤ I believe in you so so much and I know that you can do this !! Just remember that their is other people struggling and your not alone and if you don’t think you can get help at the moment that’s fine ! Nobody will push you to do something that you don’t want to !! Just try and do it when your comfortable ml just remember life is full of ups and downs so you will be up soon I promise ml I love you so much
POV: You're contemplating because everybody hates you before they even get to know you and somehow even if you're obviously the victim everyone treats you like the villain for defending yourself.
VENT! I fucking hate myself for being so fucking weak. My bully gaslighted me, saying it was all my head. To give context, she sent me a friend request on Snapchat and told me I was the problem and an attention seeker. When in actuality, she was hurting me to the point I cried. I hate how the teachers don't do shit about bullying. I wish I could be in a world where everything is okay. I want to leave my place and find somewhere happy and safe. I hate myself...
Hey, don’t hate yourself. You’re strong, you just don’t realize it for yourself. The fact that you could recognize the fact that the bully was toxic shows it. I agree with you, the teachers need to do stuff about bullying. It’s their job to help. But someone can’t magically make a problem stop, as much as I wish it was that way. People can give advice, but it’s up to you to make a better future for yourself. It doesn’t have to be a big start. It could just start off with you giving yourself a compliment ever morning. Then when you feel you’re ready, go out. Make some new and better friends that you enjoy being around, and who are supportive. Trust me, with a good support system, you can get through even the hardest of times. You just need to find the right people. I’m just some rando on the internet sure, but I’ll still try my best to help. Think about it for a moment. Someone in the world, who doesn’t even know you, cares a lot about you. If I don’t even know you and still care, I can promise you you’ll find someone. It may not be immediate, but I’m confident it’ll happen. And in the meantime, I’m here to listen. So have a good day for me, ok?
@@AnimatingBeats Wow, I wasn't expecting someone to respond to my vent I made 5 months ago. That's actually... Really sweet of you. Thank you so much for giving me the strength I need to be ready for school tomorrow. My mental health wasn't doing okay on Thursday. Making me skip school on Friday. I'll make sure to keep pushing through for the sake of my online friends. Thank you so much, Animating Beats. You really made my day brighter.
@@ZippyShineDark Thank you. I know how stressful life can be sometimes (heck it’s hard for me right now), and it’s always nice to know that I can help someone. Have a good day at school tomorrow. You can do it!
These song remind me of my past, even though it makes me sad it also reminds me how thankful i am to be alive. Im glad i escaped, im glad the rope broke, and im glad the kids got out alive. I hope everyones day and or night goes well 😊
Я просто не понимаю, что со мной не так? У меня лучшая мама на свете, у меня есть близкие друзья. Мое детство проходило хорошо, я ни в чем не нуждалась. Но.. мне так плохо, я правда не понимаю. Я ненавижу себя за все, что бы я не делала, я ненавижу то, как я выгляжу, я ненавижу все вокруг. А то, что у меня в жизни не было ничего, что могло бы сделать меня такой, убивает меня еще больше. Спасите меня.
I honestly don’t know why I exist, but drawing makes my self hatred less for a temporary amount of time, and music helps me draw. So thank you for a temporary piece of help for my self hatred and world hating a bit better for at least a little while.
![{Pov: You’re getting a much needed hug for the first time in months} [Comfort playlist]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/yK2SIzlRWmM/mqdefault.jpg)
00:00
Alien Blues
2:22
my alcoholic friends
5:10
I can't handle change
8:28
treehouse
10:31
Space Song
15:52
rises the moon
00:01
Ty
Tysm
Thx for the Playlist and time stamps ❤
LmgY
Fun fact: It all ends so u might as well do whatever tf u wanna do with your life 🤷♂
nuh uh
@@s1ugb7gnuh uh what it always end no matter what you do so might as well do whatever you want
@@L1T3S_Lityerses_is_my_name i had a brain aneurysm trying to read that lol
1 life, make the most of it!
@@Sheluv.camila 🙏
Fun fact:The Internet understands u more than ur parents
That's so true
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but then there’s that one part of the internet that finds suicide and sh funny and don’t beleive lgbt people deserve rights, guns have more rights than lgbt people at this point
Ikr TvT
Very true
“ oh my god… your such a teenager. “
everything is brushed off. everything is just “oh it’s just a stage.”
im slowly realizing how must of a toxic and dysfunctional family mine is. i don’t wanna leave, i don’t have a choice. i want to be loved. im just the “weird kid”. everyone is judging me. everyone is watching. everyone is listening. im the outcast. im not worth it at all. i feel like ill be better off gone. i don’t want to live like this anymore.
I feel you. I feel like if I tell my parents or therapist anything I guess.. “teenage drama”-y they would just laugh it off or something. I feel so pushed away.
@@AmeliasArt4 💔💔💔
Ya and when they do ask if im.actuly ok its to scarey to tell the truth
my best friend had a family like that and committed suicide i was heart broken hearted 💔 Please dont do it. it was hard to go through and i hope your doing ok.
@@itsFroppyFrog tysm, im doing a bit better now luckily. i appreciate u caring and im very sorry about your friend💔💔❤❤
«Expect disappointment and you'll never get disappointed.»
-MJ
my life motto
I'm depressed?
@@1_Slly_G00ber same
im living off this qoute right now
muzan jackson?
parents: "everyone on the internet is cruel."
people on the internet: literally comforting ppl they don't even know
true
that's literally what im doing !!
@@dianenguye-ncomfort me I need it cuz my mom just yelled at me that I'm "gross"
Fr like the internet is so kind and most peoples will just help you and comfort you. At this point the internet is nicer then some peoples i actually know
@@Hammy_mayIsNotHere
oh my goodness, that is so unfortunate. :(( your mom shouldn't have said that, even if she was upset at you or not.
there is no reason that a mother should be so insulting to their child, who is still growing and comments like that can stick with that kid
you aren't gross or disgusting, i know im just a girl on the internet telling you that, but i do really believe that you can be something truly amazing.
I want everyone here who is sobbing, (YES I CAUGHT YOU!) or having tough times, I’m proud of you. That one person in your life is proud of you. If you end it imagine that person crying themself’s to sleep like you do. If you say nobody loves you, I do. I love you so much and I’m so great full youre reading this. I’m grateful you’re crying and feeling your emotions. Get help and stay safe. *I love you* ❤️
I love you too stay save and stay strong 🫶🏻
Stop making me cry in happy emotional tears i'm already going through something. 😞😢
Thank you…
i just want to be a boy
I really needed this right now, thank you.
I'm proud of you for waking up.
I'm proud of you for brushing your hair.
I'm proud of you for breathing.
I'm proud of you for making your bed.
I'm proud of you for eating.
I'm proud of you for TRYING to eat.
I'm proud of you for drinking water,
I'm proud of you for being here.
I'm proud of you for being you.
I'm proud of you for smiling.
I'm proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you.
I'm proud of you for standing up.
I'm proud of you for blinking.
I'm proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed.
I'm proud of you for brushing your teeth.
I'm proud of you for standing up.
I'm proud of you for sitting down.
I'm proud of you for defending yourself.
I'm proud of you for believing in yourself.
I'm proud of you for simply trying.
I'm proud of you for being alive.
IM PROUD OF YOU.
lord of yaps vill
When you lost faith then find this :❤️
Ty!
❤
It's sad that people on the internet understand and listen to you more than your own parents
Yep it kinda is ml. But it is probably because we feel more comfortable bc everyone is strangers, and they don't know you. That means they won't remember you, and telling them secrets/venting wont impact you ( At least not badly ).
boohoo nigga show me a band
i just want to be a boy
@@3GCREWNLand i just want to be a girl
@@Terrorising._.Schmetterling awesume do you want advice from an ftm
Hey there.
What are you doing here so late?
Can't sleep?
Ah. Coming to cry in the middle of the night.
I get that.
It feels nice to do that, so I understand.
Take all the time you need.
You know, I just happened to find you stumble upon the video where I'm taking a break.
Wanna sit down for a while?
Tell me about what's bothering you?
Oh, don't worry about me. I don't find you annoying.
I wanna be here for you.
I'll try to help as best as I can.
I won't judge you. Everyone has their own story.
Ah, that sucks.
I can't begin to imagine how you must feel.
You're so tough for getting through all of that.
I'm so proud of you for not giving up.
Of course I understand.
One broken soul to another.
I just want to remind you.
No matter how hard it gets, please stay strong.
Take care of yourself.
You can't go into a battle already wounded.
You can't wave the white flag without trying your hardest.
This will all be over soon.
And hey.
If you ever need to take another break, I'm always here.
Helping people is my specialty.
They always find their way, one way or another.
You can come sit down with me any time.
I'll try to lend some advice, or just an ear to listen.
And if this is your last time visiting me, I'm proud of you.
My job is done.
Go take on life with all your energy, and remember that you have one soul always cheering you on.
You'll always have my support.
I can't wait to see the great things you'll achieve.
Before you go...
I love you.
i'm crying rlly hard atm, one of my trusted friends were rlly rude to me js now, he yelled , shouted , and threatend me. Then, my boyfriend cheated with me on another girl. I had a fucked up life and childhood. Seeing this message really put me back in place because i had suicidal thoughts. I tried to calm myself down, i actually thought i was talking to a real person though. This should have alot of more replies and likes.
@@bebe1_official ❤
I was cvtting myself when I found this
thank you
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH 😭😭 I’ve been having suicidal thoughts and this helped me
I will visit you everyday!
To whoever reads this,
i love you
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love your insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love your failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on your sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you move
i love the way you act
i love you when you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you when you're mean
i love you when you're alone
i love you when you can't feel
i love you when you feel too much
i love you when you can't take life anymore
i love you when you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you when you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you when you don't believe in yourself
i love you when you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you when you're in pain
i love you when you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love your wounds
i love your scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you when you lie
i love you when you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you when you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you when you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you when you have a headache
i love you when you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you need help
i love you when you're mature
i love you when you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you when life is meh
i love you when you're responsible
i love you when you're irresponsible
i love you when you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love you at your worst
i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)
(this is for anyone who needs it like i do a lot of the time and i hope it helped)
you literally just made my entire afternoon thank you so much i love you too
(Vent)To be honest every time I see this type of comment I’m grateful someone acknowledges and understands that someone feels the same why that feel/felt but I can’t get over that one thought telling me ‘They don’t care about you, they don’t know you. They’re just saying that’ Although it kind of makes me happy it just seems like it’s copy and paste each time and I just can’t get over that fact that it could be copy and paste, I mean I don’t blame people for copy pasting I blame myself for not trusting them enough to think they actually care but I blame that on my trust issues because of all my ‘friends’. I’m really sorry if you read my vent comment and had to waste your time on it.
@@ocean_sparrow no its ok i think that all the time thats why i try to love people even when i dont know them (im not just saying that please believe me) its true i dont know you but that doesnt mean i dont care about you. i care about you a lot i promise
@@catinblack2836
you just made my day, love you too
directed to the creator: i have no regret choosing to listen to this one, thank you!
directed to the people listening and reading: you are perfect. i hope one day you will find peace in this life and you deserve to be loved
respect for the pillow for catching all your tear
real
Real
The picture of the smile that's crying is basically what I feel a lot. I'm the therapist friend and I have been my whole life.
Yup that’s me too
hey are you alright?
@@SophiaSantiago-jc8lq you ok mate?
@@SophiaSantiago-jc8lq I can say the same cuz i put a fake smile on every day😀
Same here! And I hate it…
00:00
🔷💙Alien Blues (Lyrics) 🟦🔵
Was it the best you ever had?
Was it the worst? You'd never know
I try to tell you what I think and play it off like it's a joke
Oh no, more surprises, guess it's like this
I'd do anything for you, Mrs. Highness
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
The sun is fun, the land is dandy
I only talk to dogs because they don't understand me
My teeth are yellow, hello world
Would you like me a little better if they were white like yours?
I need to purge my urges, shame, shame, shame
I need an alibi to justify, somebody to blame
It's a halibut, party bitch, give it a name and say, "Hey, hey"
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
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2:22
🍾my alcoholic friends (lyrics) 🍷
I'm counting back
The number of the steps
It took for me to get
Back on the wagon of the weekend
I'll use the auto-timer to prove that I'll
Get home with my imagination
If they find the body in the basement
"In the very house that she was raised in"
I'm taking down
The number of the Times
So when we get the sign
From God I'll be the first to call them
I'm taking back the number of the beast
'Cause six is not a pretty number
Eight or three are definitely better
A is for the address on the letter
To my alcoholic friends
I'm trying hard
Not to be ashamed
Not to know the name
Of who is waking up beside me
Or the date, the season or the city
But at least the ceiling's very pretty
And if you are holding it against me
I'll be on my best behavior
Taking shots for mother nature
Once my fist is in the cupboard
Love is never falling over
(Hey)
Should I choose a noble occupation?
If I did I'd only show up late and sick
And they would stare at me with hatred
Plus my only natural talent's wasted on my alcoholic friends
My alcoholic friends
The party never ends
My alcoholic friends
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5:10
💔I can't handle change (lyrics) 💔
Hangin' out where I don't belong is nothing new to me
I get tired, and I get sick, and then I lose the strength to leave
I can't handle change
I can't handle change
Nothing I do is ever good
Nothing I do is ever good enough
Nothing I do is ever good
Nothing I do is ever good
Nothing I do is ever good enough
Nothing I do is ever good
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
I can't help but repeat myself
I know it's not your fault
Still lately, I begin to shake
For no reason at all
For no reason at all
For no reason at all
For no reason at all
For no reason at all
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8:28
🌲treehouse (lyrics)🌳
"Do not enter" is written on the doorway
Why can't everyone just go away?
Except you, you can stay
What do you think of my treehouse?
It's where I sit and talk really loud
Usually, I'm all by myself
Ooh-ooh-ooh
I'm the captain, but you can be the deputy
I'm really glad you think I'm so funny
I don't think I'm ever gonna let you leave
"Do not enter" is written on the doorway
Why can't everyone just go away?
Except you, you can stay
What do you think of my treehouse?
It's where I sit and talk really loud
Usually, I'm all by myself
Ooh-ooh-ooh
I'm the captain, but you can be the deputy
I'm really glad you think I'm so funny
I don't think I'm ever gonna let you leave
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10:31
🌌 Space Song (lyrics) ☄
It was late at night
You held on tight
From an empty seat
A flash of light
It will take a while
To make you smile
Somewhere in these eyes
I'm on your side
You wide-eyed girls
You get it right
Fall back into place
Fall back into place
Tender is the night
For a broken heart
Who will dry your eyes
When it falls apart?
What makes this fragile world go 'round?
Were you ever lost?
Was she ever found?
Somewhere in these eyes
Fall back into place
Fall back into place
Fall back into place
Fall back into place
Fall back into place
Fall back into place
Fall back into place
Fall back into place
Fall back into place
Fall back into place
Fall back into place
Fall back into place
Fall back into place
Fall back into
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15:52
🌕rises the moon (lyrics) 🌑
Days seem sometimes as if they'll never end
Sun digs its heels to taunt you
But after sunlit days, one thing stays the same
Rises the moon
Days fade into a watercolour blur
Memories swim and haunt you
But look into the lake, shimmering like smoke
Rises the moon
Oh-oh, close your weary eyes
I promise you that soon the autumn comes
To darken fading summer skies
Breathe, breathe, breathe
Days pull you down just like a sinking ship
Floating is getting harder
But tread the water, child, and know that meanwhile
Rises the moon
Days pull you up just like a daffodil
Uprooted from its garden
They'll tell you what you owe, but know even so
Rises the moon
You'll be visited by sleep
I promise you that soon the autumn comes
To steal away each dream you keep
Breathe, breathe, breathe
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this is made by me, if i copied a comment, i didn't see. or this is a waste of time.
Thanks a lot I appreciate the effort and time you put into typing this.😊🤗
Thank you????????? It's the perfect comment ily ily
reward for having the longest comment here
You are the best for doing this
““Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.”
Matthew 11:28 because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖
And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u
I’ll be praying for u❤❤❤❤❤
!! vent !!
my dog just passed away today, i couldnt believe it when i saw my sweet baby lying on the floor. she wasn't moving and her beautiful fur was flowing by the wind, i saw my mother cry for the first time in years and my older brother comforting her. i couldnt take it anymore i ran to the nearest bathroom and puked, i was crying and screaming.
last night i was in the bathroom getting ready to go to sleep, i showered and noticed my dog was climbing out of her sleeping cage, i rushed immediately and noticed her shivering. i was petting her and cuddling with her until she felt better, she finally fell asleep but this was the worst mistake i could have possibly done. if only i told my parents about her shivering, she wouldve lived and i would bonded with her more. i blame myself so much and i feel disgusted at myself. she passed away so early, she was only 2 years old.
i couldnt accept it, i was grieving so much, my mental health started to deteriorate and i couldnt even bother to look at the cage where i held her in my arms for the last time. she was like my little sister, and i failed as a big brother.
I can't handle change, knowing the fact i wont see her beautiful eyes and her luscious fur anymore aches me. i want to see her one more time and hug her, she didn't deserve this.
oh blees your soul it gets better ☺
Hey ml, I'm am SO sorry you went through that! But I want you to know that it isn't your fault. You didn't realize that you should've told them, nobody would've. And please, take care of yourself. Shower, brush your hair, change your clothes, eat. Maybe you could take something your dog had, like a collar or toy and put it somewhere special?
Aw, Poor baby, I really hope you feel better! I've been thru this one time to, She was really old. Enough about me! Are you ok? Just think, Your dog is in a better place and she will always visit you in your dreams . She will always be there , even if you feel like your alone. She will always be by your side . She will never forget her grateful owner , you , That adopted her
i been throught this so i know how it feels and im hear for you if you wanna talk
Rip doge **your spared**
Alien Blues Made My Grandpa Jump Out Of His Wheelchair And ✨DaNcE✨!
noice
LMAOAOAOAO-
🎉🕺🎉
HOLY CHICKEN I HAVE NEVER GOTTEN THIS MANY LIKES
THANK YOU SO MUCH YOU MADE MY DAY BETTER
Here I am, sobbing at 1AM. I don’t know what I’m doing with my life. I have the most unhealthy habits, I have the worst periods, I’m chubby, and everything just hurts sometimes. I’m so damn sensitive and cry for the most pathetic reasons.
It's ok, I have a good life but for some reason I'm still suicidal??? Ur valid I promise, also I personally find chubby people attractive
Also having bad habits is so real, I've tried to stop so many times but I cant
You’re doing your best. I don’t know if it ever truly gets easier. but what I do know is that until you stop breathing, until you open your eyes for the last time, you have another chance. You have your whole life ahead of you ♥️
I know how you feel
Been a few months I hope your alright
Your perfect
You are good enough
Your amazing
You great
You deserve more
Your not “fat”
Please eat
Don’t starve yourself
Don’t hurt yourself
If you feel like none of your friends or family care remember a random stranger on the internet does-someone who relates
didnt realise how much i needed to hear someone say "I'm on your side."
How are you?? You may think Im just doing this since you said that but I do want to let you know Im here for you if needed, sending virtual hugs!!!🫂🫂🫂🫂
"God, why are you so emo?"
I'm not emo. It's depression.
Nah your prob just mad cuz ur parents took away your phone or smth
@@poptartalternative0101-e1y yes because when theres a shit ton of drugs and fighting and rape happening in the house everyone obviously gets mad over a phone
@@binxkisser sure that happens
@@poptartalternative0101-e1y
nga u sound stupid
@@poptartalternative0101-e1y Your the type of person to see someone with a broken arm and blood running down and tell them to walk it off.
Hey, I am proud of you. So far you have survived ALL of your bad days. Your life is NOT a movie please don't end it.
I made a promise to my mom that I won't end my life but it's getting worse I don't know if I'll be able to keep that promise and I'm only 12
@@audreyjohnson829 yeah, same but i am little older, like my birthday was 2 days ago, but even this day, was just so sad
i promised i would live a good life for my dead dad,i hope i can still keep going.
@@Gh0st_idi0t555 Thanks!
i hope you and your friend get better
@@Gh0st_idi0t555 I am rly crying rn, i have similar situation, but i am trying to dont think about my depreshion, because i was always talking about it to my friend, and rn i realize that he is feeling bad cause of me, but he just wants to help me, and i know that IT is all my fault
When you want to tell somebody that your depression is getting worse, but you can’t tell them because you’re always smiling and they never acknowledge how you actually feel because you’re too shy to tell them
i have never cried more at a playlist in my life
your best is the greatest you can do and I need you to know that no matter what standards other people put up or what standard do you put up against yourself you are wonderful and whatever you're doing is the best you are doing right now and the greatest you can do with the things you have. People love you unconditionally they're just too nervous to tell you that's a fact and don't let anybody ever tell you otherwise
@@Craig_the_personslide 1
real@@cvmditoner
For everyone who needs to hear this and for everyone who doesn't. (You can vent in replies
ty 🥺❤🩹 so sweet
im gonna vent. you dont have to read it but im gonna write it anyway
tw
keep in mind for the entire thing, im twelve.
i dont know how to start venting but: i want to kill myself. evreryday is a constant cycle of people telling me " dont eat metal (i know i know its wierd dont judge me)", "stop c#tting yourself", "dont die" and "eat" but its so exhausting. The list of thngs ive been dragged through is f#ching stupid for a TWELVE YEAR OLD. I HAD TO LIVE THROUGH MULTIPLE ABUSIVE PARENTS (mums boyfriends), STUPID TRAUMA, ABUSE, ABANDONMENT, LONELINESS, MY MOTHER HAVING PANIC ATTACKS THAT 7 YEAR OLD ME HAD TO DEAL WITH. WHAT THE FUCK. *I* HAD TO LOOK AFTER MY SIBLINGS WHILE MY MOTHER WAS GOING THROUGH DEPRESSION AND I WAS THE ONE THAT MISSED THEIR CHILDHOOD. WHY WOULD A TWELVE YEAR OLD S#LF H#RM, HAVE ANOREXIA, PANIC ATTACKS, FREQUENT S#ICIDE THOUGHTS, PRETTY MUCH CONSTANTLY. WHY WOULD A NINE YEAR OLD HAVE TO LOOK AFTER THEIR SIBLINGS. WHY WOULD A 7 YEAR OLD SELF HARM, BE ABUSED BY HER FRIENDS, GET LIED TOO, MANIPULATED, TRAUMATIZED. If you wanted to find out, you would only have to ask me. Im a manipulator, a people pleaser, secretly a disappointment, lonely, dead inside, mentally ill, traumatized. im dead.
you dont have to read it. it would be nice if you did though
This just made me cry thank you!
Also, My bf just cheated on me and my bsf left me for my religion and you're comment made my day!
I'm sorry. I've started sh.
It's not getting worse for me or anything, but I'm just here to tell y'all you'll get through it. Have a snack, drink some water, do some makeup for fun if you like makeup, just do things you enjoy. And remember that it has to be bad to get better.
Love y'all! /p
Ya ever just fantasize about actually ending it while listening to a vent playlist? oh you do? same
yes....
SAME ⚰️
#dailyactivity
Yesss!but i Can't Do That to my friendos :)
𝓗𝓮𝓻𝓮 𝓪𝓻𝓮 𝓽𝓗𝓮𝓻𝓮 𝓼𝓸𝓶𝓮 𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓼𝓸𝓷𝓼 𝔀𝓱𝔂 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓼𝓱𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓭 𝓷𝓸𝓽 𝓮𝓷𝓭 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓵𝓲𝓯𝓮
𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓪𝓻𝓮 𝓪𝓹𝓹𝓻𝓮𝓬𝓲𝓪𝓽𝓮𝓭.
you know this is gonna be good when you start with alien blues
Ikr
underrated comment
@@minibee.creations lol yeh
Frrrr
Bro this comment is too true
i just want to fall in love with someone
i just wanna be loved be touched be hugged
i don’t wanna be crushed and hurt by anyone, i just tired of feeling alone
Listen relationships are even worse they make you feel trapped your not alone you just need to say "hey" every one and a while
Bro idk you and ik you don’t know me but this helped me go through so much, Mad respect my friend I hope you’re doing well and I hope you well with the rest of your life
thank you :)
Thanks man!
This playlist just gave me an idea for a short novel, thanks.
you're welcome :)
ooooh
Are u gonna write the novel on a website or anything bc I would really like to read it!
this playlist let me burst all of the emotions i had, it wasn't really good emotions but i broke down because i've been struggling so much and couldn't find a way to let it all out until i found this playlist, really good, thank you for this playlist!!
Me too
need you to know that your best is the greatest thing you could possibly do and it warms my heart to see how amazing you can do and how wonderful all of you people are it makes me want to cry to see how random strangers can ensure each other that they absolutely love each other no matter what and this gives me so much faith in humanity I love you all and we all love each other and that's a fact
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating, you got this.
Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
If you're reading, relax, Focus, and imagine the beautiful scenes in your head.
If you're playing games like me, Focus on your game and don't give up :D
And if you're going through a bad time, remember, life will go on, and you can power through the bad. You just have to reach the good.
Thank you 😞
I read all of it
Спасибо, что распространили его)
Это то, что нужно было мне сейчас😼
Me doing homework: NUH-UH
@@Blind_Eye046💯
parents: barating and scaring their children 'i care for you more than anyone, i love you. people on the internet are cruell'
also people on the internet: comforting you after you accidentally vent 'its okay, im with you no one should go thru this alone. your not annoying, i dont hate you.'
the internet sucks lwk even if theres comfort and shi im sure youve seen a lot of
“Too much! Too much is wrong with me, that’s the problem isn’t it? Too much is wrong with me and you can’t fix that, you can’t fix me! You can’t fix me because I’m not broken! I’m not broken! IM ME!!” -Ian Gallagher (shameless US)
OI YOU- Yes you, I though i'd tell you something.....
I love your smile
I love your laugh
I love your personality
I love your hair (or lack thereof)
I love your insecurities
I love your accomplishments
I love your failures
I love your eyes
I love your beauty
I love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
I love the way you dance
I love you on your happy days
I love you on your sad days
I love you on the days you feel lonely
I love you on the days you feel helpless
I love you on the days you feel like no one cares
I love you on the days you feel forgotten
I love you on the days you feel unmotivated
I love you on the days you feel loved
I love you on the days you feel sick
I love you on the days you feel motivated
I love you on the days you feel depressed
I love you on the days you feel stresses
I love you on the days you feel crazy
I love you on the days you feel hopeful
I love you on the days you feel cuddly
I love you on the days you feel clingy
I love you on the days you feel amazing
I love you on the days you feel beautiful
I love you on the days you feel like a failure
I love you on the days you feel angry
I love you on the days you feel aggressive
I love you on the days you feel horrible
I love you on the days you feel safe
I love you on the days you feel unsafe
I love you on the days you feel vulnerable
I love you on the days you feel weird
I love you on the days you feel ok
I love you when you're healthy
I love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
I love your taste in music
I love your taste in movies
I love your taste in tv shows
I love the way you move
I love the way you act
I love you when you cry
I love you when you're kind
I love you when you're mean
I love you when you're alone
I love you when you can't feel
I love you when you feel too much
I love you when you can't take life anymore
I love you when you feel like it's too much
I love you when you're asleep
I love you when you have nightmares
I love you when you have dreams
I love how you believe
I love you when you believe in yourself
I love you when you don't believe in yourself
I love you when you hate yourself
I love you when you love yourself
I love the way you think
I love you problems
I love your solutions
I love how you support
I love you when you're in pain
I love you when you're hurt
I love your promises
I love your secrets
I love your attitude
I love you sass
I love your creativity
I love your voice (or lack thereof)
I love you hand gestures
I love your stories
I love your wounds
I love your scars
I love your face
I love your past
I love your future
I love your present
I love your outfits
I love your style
I love your art
I love your honesty
I love you when you lie
I love you when you're tired
I love you when you're energetic
I love how you look
I love how you cook
I love you when you're adventurous
I love you when you're scared
I love your imperfections
I love your perfections
I love you when you worry
I love you when you talk (or communicate)
I love your opinions
I love you when you have a headache
I love you when you have a stomach ache
I love you when you help others
I love you when you need help
I love you when you're mature
I love you when you're immature
I love you in the hard times
I love you in the easy times
I love you when life is meh
I love you when you're responsible
I love you when you're irresponsible
I love you when you fight
I love you in your darkest moments
I love you in your brightest moments
I love your heart
I love you in the day
I love you in the night
I love you at midnight
I love you at 3 am
I love you at all times
I love you at your best
I love you at your worst
I love the little things you do
I love all of you
I love you when you're you
I love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
XOXO, From the stranger on the internet who loves you :D
When they say "don't make us be disappointed" when u know your gonna fail
Great news im mentally unstable i went to listening to a playlist abt falling inlove to a playlist abt giving up ❤
Dang, but I hope this playlist helps
agreed :)
one question how is that good news 😅
hope you feel better soon and fall in love if you haven't already
@@SusanStoodley I was being extremely sarcastic dw about it also I ended up dating my crush! So I'm still mentally unstable but I got a bf now so!
too real...
I was listening to this while finishing an essay I had to do and when it was finished so was the music video, that made me feel like it actually cared, thank you.
I'm strangely relieved to know that I'm not the only one feeling like this.
But at the same time it's way more than just terrible to know others go through hard times when no one understands them.
I'm proud of you all, I'm on your side! I love you :)
hey if your reading this i wanna say
I'm so so very proud of you, and you are an amazing human and you derisive so much, much more than you all ready have. you should get all the love you need and more you derisive all of it. I am all ways open for if you need to come and vent.
I LOVE YOUUUU!
ty for the kind words 🥰
the music and lovely words from chat make me feel happy
💔❤🩹❤🩹❤🩹💓
This play list helps calms stress for me
🥲
yeah, me too, but my parents keep saying that all my mental ilness is cause of music like this and computer
@@nightm.a.e OMG SAME!
@@akinaderru i feel sorry for u
XD
i relate to all these songs... is it bad I feel like my life has already ended and now I'm just being torchered by it repeating again..?
I'm sorry. If you ever want to vent we're here for you :)
Kenny? Is that you?
tortured*
@@aheriasiriyo BRO THATS NOT THE TIME
pls not rn .... ols not rn.
my best friend, the only person who has ever understood me, she recently went to a mental hostbital after trying to end her life... i purposely got my self expelled from school bc without her, i couldn't handle it... my nana is dying....without my bsf i dont know how to live. I've been thinking about all the people who would be happier if i was gone forever..... these thoughts have been in my head for about a month... about 2 months ago i got over depression, but now that she's gone its back, i thought i was getting better but i guess not. i try to not think about it but at night its impossible to sleep, i havent slept in over 4 days and the days i do get rest its no longer than an hour..... my family always thinks im happy, but thats because i have to bottle up all of my emotions and hide them or i get questioned.... im not sure why im still here, mabey its because i hope that one day my bsf will come back, that cant be it..... i already know she wont come back.... i just wish i could see her agian, ive cried myself to sleep a few times,,, the mental hostbital said her deppresion is getting worse... i read everyone elses comments and i hope you all get better..... since im still here i guess in life there are things good enough to live for? even if we dont know what they are, i guess thats why we r still here.....? im not sure but thats probably why you are able to be reading this right now, love yourself, go talk to someone you trust... it doesnt have to be family.... just be open to some one (not saying im going to open up bc the one person i could talk to was sent away. but you should talk to some one....) music i sthe one thing me and my bsf used to do together to stay the slightest bit happy..... now its the only thing i have
(im 12 incase you were wondering, and the fact a stranger understands my feeling is insane bc my parent just sit there acting like no have no reason to cry..)
Theres always at least one thing to live for, whether it’s a pet or a hobby. Things will get better
vent!!
as soon as i turned ten i went insane with depression and anxiety im 11 and already feel like kms idk why maybe its bc all my friends left me bc im strange? idk i never felt the urge to tell anyone because recently i had my biggest panic attack yet because my cat peed my mom called me such horrible things and i hate her for it but i love her so much at the same time i wannna die but i dont wanna devastate her too much i dont wanna leave but i dont wanna stay ik nobody will see this im just hoping somone will and i just feel so strange and numb and im starting to lose emotion just typing this is making kinda have a panic attack AND I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH MY MOM IS MENTALLY ABUSIVE AND MY STEP MOM IS PHYSICALLY ABUSIVE WHY SHOULD I EVEN EXIST???
I'm 11 too. I've gotten so far into hating myself that little mistakes like dropping something can make me think about killing myself and every once in a while it pisses me off so much to the point that I'll stick a rifle in my mouth at the end of the day. I can understand what you're going through and I know it sucks. Sorry if my comment is cringe but please stay safe
Don't give up I know it's hard I know what your going through. I love you and your not weird your amazing I'm proud of you for not giving up on life but just know you are amazing and I love and care for you I know you don't know me and I don't know you but I still love you don't hate yourself I know that's something hard to do but you are beautiful in your own way and if no one can see that they suck because you are great and you deserve to be loved. It will be okay I promise if you want to talk to me you can I will hear you out and help you all I can just please don't give up on life. I LOVE YOU
@@annabloodworth1140 its only gotten worse since i typed this.and i feel like im losing it..but this comment. thank you. you made it atleast a little better. which goes a long way. thank you.
life is hard but music is nice
Yessir
agreed :)
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This made me write down all my feelings, i did it and wrote a poem called punching bag, i feel better.
@Yuri_has_knife hellloo
Fun fact: Elephants think we're cute like we think puppy's are cute, so elephants think you are cute, you're not ugly nor imperfect, this coming to you from a trans 18 year old boy, luv you
Your lucky I'm not an 8 year old dude (I did that to piss you off)
The fact that I feel so helped by the people in the comments is so sweet thank you
parent: my child is mentally stable!
The child:
real.
There right
Fun Fact: music can be therapists depends on what kind of way ur feeling if u feel sad listen so sad music if your any emotion listen to music that expresses your feelings❤
That’s what I do! When I’m sad I just listen to vent playlists and draw until I don’t feel like being sad anymore, so I just scroll through yt or TikTok :D
That's what I do, but my mom says I should listen to happier music, but it wouldn't help me as much as sad music does. I used to draw to help me, too, but my mom banned me from drawing anything sad. It is so annoying.
I'm so tired.
I can’t be bothered to get out of bed, I’ll just lay here, letting the wishes take over the reality in my head.
Staring at the walls, closing my eyes, I realize that they were tired of me, or just didn’t care.
I talk too much, making them wanna leave, I'm too touchy, It’s not my fault I’m like this.
If I invite them to hang out, it’s always, ‘No sorry, I’m hanging out with someone else right now,’ or, ‘Sorry no,’ and the worst of all, is if they’ve seen it, and still don’t respond.
It feels like no matter how hard I try, I am always the easiest person to be replaced. I don’t blame them.
I’m a boring person, I live in the middle of nowhere, and don’t share interests of theirs. I try to fit in, but I stick out more than I think.
It’s always like that, but it’s funny how I keep trying to be their friend, no matter how much they hurt me. Like a dog.
I come back, trying to give them another chance, hoping, ‘Oh well maybe they were just busy, and couldn’t respond,’ or, ‘Maybe they’re free today.’
But I’ve stopped trying, and the arrow through the heart was this. If I didn’t text them first, they never text me. Never a, ‘Hello! Wanna hang out today?’ It’s not fair.
I stay in my shell, because I’m so tired of people hurting me. They say they're going to be there for me, but when I need them most, where are they?
And don’t get me wrong, I have two friends who I can rely on. Most of the time. It still feels my presence, it's just testing their endurance, a burden or a bother.
I just don’t know anymore. Why do I try?
But by the time I finish thinking, it’s noon, and I have to get up. Now my face is marked with a frown, which isn’t allowed. Because now I make everyone sad. One of the things I just do, and can’t fix, one of the things that’s just the matter with me.
I understand that I do not understand clearly what you are going through so please know that I can be an option if you want to vent or just have a conversation. Praying for you💜🫂
@@xelawowee Thank you. It still feels strange when a stranger can try to help, more than my parents. 🫶
@@Aspirin-Tree Im here for you!
Eat a cup noodles and feel that nostalgia of when you were a kid and you'll be fine **you'll be spared for now**
This is an amazing playlist!!
Thank you, I needed to see that lol 😗
@@Mishaiia_14 your welcome!
I always used to speak back, to explain, express things, my feelings yeah.. but ppl werent rlly fond of it, i hurt some and offended and i get quite angry easily so now when i learned to swallow my own words and thoughts i did it every time, good or bad, its heavy to keep it in but its better than spilling too much. it hurts.
anyone ever get so stressed abt school work and parents expectations you end up not doing anything and just being extremely on edge and bottling up emotions and smiling arnd ppl bc you dont want them to see what your going thru?
Yup. A lot of people in his comment section are going thru that including me but just know that everyone in this comment section also cares so much about each other.
@@KarlTheRacoon3 this was so oddly comforting to read😭
this reminds me of whenever I'm overthinking at school and i thought i did something wrong and every time i try to talk to someone they just ignored me and i thought i was becoming boring to them. I'm more glad that the internet understands people like me more than other people do..
you ok?
0:16 "Guess it's like this" Never related more to a line in a song
I feel ya :/
I cry and listen to music that I relate too. Thank you, Thank you for creating a playlist that comforts me. ♥️
you're welcome :)
people love you unconditionally they're just too nervous to tell you that's a fact and don't let anybody ever tell you otherwise
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"Hurting somebodies feelings is as easy as throwing a rock, but do you wonder how far that rock can go?"
О БОЖЕ.. ПЕРВАЯ ПЕСНЯ- ЭТО ТА, КОТОРУЮ Я ИСКАЛА ОКОЛО ДВУХ-ТРЕХ МЕСЯЦЕВ В КАКИХ ТО ТРЕВОЖНЫХ ПЛЕЙЛИСТАХ, ЧЕСТНОЕ СЛОВО, ЭТОТ ПЛЕЙЛИСТ Я СЛУШАЮ ВПЕРВЫЙ РАЗ, Я ТАК УДИВИЛАСЬ, ЧТО НАШЛА ЕЁ!! ЕЕЕ
The fact i know all of these songs by heart.. >w
After she fought cancer for 5 years, I lost my grandmother to cancer today, and I don't know how to react. I lost my other grandmother to cancer about 5 or 6 years ago, and it caused my depression. I'm still in denial, I don't want to believe that she's actually gone. I don't want to accept the fact that cancer has taken yet another person from me. I don't want to face that fear of losing her so soon, I really don't want to have to relive that again. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm scared of relapsing, but I don't know how else to deal with it. I can't believe she's actually gone, but it's going to hit me tomorrow, and it's going to hit me hard.
Fly High, Meema. I'm going to miss you so much, but I promise to take care of everyone, especially my dad. I'll make sure to tell Victor and Dante about all of our great adventures, and give them the same childhood you gave me. I'll never let anyone forget you and I'll make sure that everyone always remembers how much you loved them. I wish I could have been over there with you, and been able to make tortillas with you one last time. You deserve to be happy with papa, and I'm sure he's going to take amazing care of you in heaven. After 5 years of battling, you won in my eyes. You are such an inspiration, and you are loved by so many. I know I'll see you in the sunset, maybe even the donkeys since they're your favorites. It's all over, Meema, you can rest now. I love you so much, rest well
I'm sorry for your loss. I hope they are happy in heaven
I feel the same way aswell, my grandma passed away from taking to many drugs, and now my other one has cancer and can barely move. I just hope she wins her battle, but its stage 4, so i dont think she is going to make it :(
@@THE_Akaashi_keiji I'm so sorry about that. I hope she does win her battle, and if she doesn't, I'm here if you need to talk. It's a hard thing to process, but it will all be okay. I hope you have an amazing day or night tho
On the third one, it felt very relatable, because my father, who is a very bad person and is divorcing my mom always hated when someone would touch his food so usually we would pass plates of food around so we could just grab it ourselves, now that I'm in a safer place... We just pass a piece of food to them... It still makes me shake and almost cry like whenever I would accidentally touch my dad's food... It makes me cry when I hear that now... I'm glad I am away from him now.
The hard part of life is, when we get older it gets harder, to a point where it stops and then returns. It doesn't always have to be a stop for a bit, it can or will completely stop. Something can trigger it to return and end up with the same feelings you had the last time, but it's a bigger weight. In life we aren't supposed to give up even if it feels like it, we push through until we can't lift the weight anymore but we still lift the weight to balance what we don't have and do have from the past and present day.
or everyone who needs to hear this and for everyone who doesn't. (You can vent in replies
When ever I try to tell my parents I'm really sad, they just say I'm "overreacting" and then they are confused why I don't talk to them about my feelings.
@@Luc_101 that’s rlly sad. I hope you get better you need to be more in touch in your friends maybe tell something to someone. :). Love ya
@@Idontreallycareandnobodydoses thank you :]
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Feel free to vent
You dont even know me
love wiggle
I love you too
-Stranger
i love you too stranger
Nobody knows me, even my own parents
I got so sad i dont even feel anything when listening to this, but this was my go to playlist. No im not gonna vent about what happened. If i felt comfortable enough i wouldn’t be in this situation in the first place.
DONT TELL ME TRYING TO TALK TO SOMEONE CAN HELP. IT DOESNT, IVE TRIED TO MANY TIMES.
Maybe you just got used to this music since you've played this a lot
Maybe it'll help listening to these playlist:
I'm just a kid...: a {vent} playlist
POV: you have familly issues/parent issues
You'll always be that "mentally ill" child/ a sped up playlist(this is a going insane playlist, not a sad playlist)
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IDK, it usually get's me high(on emotions)
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And I'm sorry for you, you don't need to "tell someone and work things out" sometimes the situation is just terrible. People are just wayyy too ideal
At least you put the song in instead of 30 seconds of the first chorus ,
Your a real one U~U
Parents don’t understand what’s happening in your life and they don’t realize what your going through, while u r dealing with depression or anxiety anything like that they don’t know bc they don’t care they think your so “fine” but your not you feel useless and nobody understands what your going through but real people that care for you and knows what u go through is with u everyday and cares about u.. while nobody understands what is happening to you.. and I have the same problem myself. But people reading this is the most best person ever
If I ever have kids I will be as supportive as I can but I'll have to remind them that the world sucks and people can be mean so that they don't break down at the slightest insult
You know, i’m tired of being made fun of for being overweight. I’ll be changing my ways and i’ll workout and take walks daily, even with snow. I’ll be responding and updating for you, if you want me to.
Yes plz and I relate to this I’m just not gonna eat
I’m crying in my room a lot so when I put this on, everyone knows that sometimes I need some comfort (I use a speaker often)
Hey ml, I'm sorry that you cry very often. But I'm glad you found a way to let people know you need comfort :)
remember
playlists like this one helped me cope and now im doing better :D
also i love the songs on here
this is ur reminder that it'll get better for all of you too
everything should have a good ending
so if it's not good, it's not over
you can do it
and drink a cup of ice water bcs that kind of water tastes the best
I come back to this playlist a lot it helps me calm down after a mental breakdown or while having one because it goes from letting all my pent up emotions out to a bit more calmer songs to rises the moon which is one of my favorite songs for when I'm sad. So just placing it at end is so nice thank you for making this!❤
I was depressed af. Hes the only one who truly gave me butterflies and made me smile. I dont think he even likes me as much i do him. Im confessing 2 days later at prom but idk if hes coming. I love him so goddamn much.. please love me back [redacted]....
Edit,: i told him. He rejected me. I simply do not care. God has a better plan for me.
i'm glad you found someone hat made you this happy
I hope he reacts well, you deserve all the love in da world!
@@coco_x_x tysm♡ but he diddnt come to prom so im gonna confess on the last day..♡♡
@@coco_x_x also you deserve it too! I hope you find some1.
@@User182r8 Ok well goodluck! my school ended 2 weeks ago btw
I've been having suicidal thoughts for 5 or more months now.. I can't even vent to my friends because they don't wanna hear my problems because their accusing me of "WANTING" to feel like this..
If its okay with you I allow you to vent in the replies. I promise to try and help or comfort you in any way I can, for now, wishing you well
I like to carve the initial of people I've attached emotionally to on my skin, so if they leave me in the end I can remind myself how painful it is being so emotionally attached to something and as a punishment for not sticking to my rule of "not attaching to people", I am ashamed of myself.
But I’m not ashamed of you. I never will be. Im proud of you. Not proud of the carving but proud that you were able to get out of bed and socialize. Get help and stay safe. I love
You.
Dude thank you so much I know this sounds ridiculous but this song helped me go through times when I realised friends who I treasured the most never cared about me at all and during the times when my life went to absolute shit this playlist was the only thing that comforted me and the only thing that made me finally feel happy after so long. Thank you so much
Bro, spill the tea, did you get into a fight with those motherfuckers/friends?
I love you all don't think no one loves you because of the way you look or talk you are perfect just the way you are. Also I am so proud of you for trying to do your best you can. I know it can feel like no one cares about you but I do and I always will remember that. We all love you don't give up!
It's hard to belive people on the internet get you more than your parents.
Yeah..
same, even if you don't know the person personally or at all, they somehow still listen and understand you better than people IRL. Maybe it's bc they don't know you ...
Idk if you're going through anything bad but if you are, then I hope things get better!
Hugs and Wishes,
- coco
don't cry because it ended smile because it happened :)
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I love you when your mad
I love you when your sad
I love you when your stressed
I love you when your cold
I love your singing(humming, dancing, and others)
I love your smile
I love your hardwork
I love your taste of music
I love your hair
I love your artwork
I love you even if your a therian, furry, Trans, guy, lesbian, etc
I love the way you think about things
I love your eyes
I love the way you look
Your skin isn't paper, don't cut it.
Your face isn't a mask, don't hide it.
Your life isn't a movie, don't end it.
Your neck isn't a jacket, don't hang it.
Bullys are just jealous of you, let's why they hate you.
Be yourself
Be creative
Be happy
Be excited
Be you no one else
Don't give up
Try your best
Be confident
Keep trying hard things
Don't cut yourself
Put the knife down and relax
Get a cup of tea, water, etc
Put headphones on and vibe to music
Forget the memories that are making you fall apart
Get sleep and make more friends
Edit: this took forever to make-
Some people feel better after getting comforted.
some people want to be comfrorted but never feel better
theres always people who don't feel better after comforts
some people never liked comfort
theres always people that liked comfort
we love comforts but some don't feel better after them
you said amazing things
im thankful ur telling people this
we need more people like this
This is a playlist I never knew I needed, thanks..(has a few signs of depression)❤
To this reading this, people may not be able to help you, but there is a chance you can! There will always be someone who’s proud of you. And i’ll always be proud of you no matter what happens, your highs and lows, i’ll always be proud, try live your life to the fullest, even if it’s hard, try not to worry, try to get enough sleep, and try be happy, even if it’s hard you feel like you can’t, just take small baby steps at a time. Stay strong, and don’t forget, you’re *not* alone.❤️
The fact that i am scared to tell my parents how i feel is an issue. They get mad at me when i express my emotions, then they expect me to feel comfortable venting to them. They need to understand that being rude is not going to make me like them. Like gosh, they make me so frustrated! AND THEY ALSO YELL AT ME WHEN I CRY (which is all the time...👋🥲👍)
YOU ! Yeah YOU I’m so ducking proud of you ! Ur such an amazing person and I believe in you ! I know everyday is a struggle but just know that you are valid and you are perfectly fine just the way you are ❤❤ I believe in you so so much and I know that you can do this !! Just remember that their is other people struggling and your not alone and if you don’t think you can get help at the moment that’s fine ! Nobody will push you to do something that you don’t want to !! Just try and do it when your comfortable ml just remember life is full of ups and downs so you will be up soon I promise ml I love you so much
Thank you, I wish I had a way to express how much I wanna cry because I needed this way more than I want to admit
@@CrazyLady0324it’s no problem ml and btw I’m always here to talk
he looks like an egg yolk crying the white part, it's texture looks like it has bubbles when you cook an egg
Everything's different now
POV: You're contemplating because everybody hates you before they even get to know you and somehow even if you're obviously the victim everyone treats you like the villain for defending yourself.
im sorry that people refuse to see you as you and instead go off biased opinions
God i needed this so much........ty 😭
Fun (sad) fact: when a person said "I'm okay or I'm fine" comfort them cuz they need it more thn anything...
VENT!
I fucking hate myself for being so fucking weak. My bully gaslighted me, saying it was all my head. To give context, she sent me a friend request on Snapchat and told me I was the problem and an attention seeker. When in actuality, she was hurting me to the point I cried. I hate how the teachers don't do shit about bullying. I wish I could be in a world where everything is okay. I want to leave my place and find somewhere happy and safe. I hate myself...
vent? oh! like the among us!
Hey, don’t hate yourself. You’re strong, you just don’t realize it for yourself. The fact that you could recognize the fact that the bully was toxic shows it. I agree with you, the teachers need to do stuff about bullying. It’s their job to help. But someone can’t magically make a problem stop, as much as I wish it was that way. People can give advice, but it’s up to you to make a better future for yourself. It doesn’t have to be a big start. It could just start off with you giving yourself a compliment ever morning. Then when you feel you’re ready, go out. Make some new and better friends that you enjoy being around, and who are supportive. Trust me, with a good support system, you can get through even the hardest of times. You just need to find the right people. I’m just some rando on the internet sure, but I’ll still try my best to help. Think about it for a moment. Someone in the world, who doesn’t even know you, cares a lot about you. If I don’t even know you and still care, I can promise you you’ll find someone. It may not be immediate, but I’m confident it’ll happen. And in the meantime, I’m here to listen. So have a good day for me, ok?
@@AnimatingBeats Wow, I wasn't expecting someone to respond to my vent I made 5 months ago. That's actually... Really sweet of you. Thank you so much for giving me the strength I need to be ready for school tomorrow. My mental health wasn't doing okay on Thursday. Making me skip school on Friday. I'll make sure to keep pushing through for the sake of my online friends. Thank you so much, Animating Beats. You really made my day brighter.
@@ZippyShineDark Thank you. I know how stressful life can be sometimes (heck it’s hard for me right now), and it’s always nice to know that I can help someone. Have a good day at school tomorrow. You can do it!
If you want society to change dont wait to be the the follower be the leader
But as a leadermake sure to not be vulnerableor naive or u will get hurt
These song remind me of my past, even though it makes me sad it also reminds me how thankful i am to be alive.
Im glad i escaped, im glad the rope broke, and im glad the kids got out alive.
I hope everyones day and or night goes well 😊
I was crying before I started listening to this. Started reading the comments and now I'm happy. Thank you
Listening as my mental health slowly crumbles and I have no idea what to do because I hate talking about anything related to my feelings 👍
When the POV is not a POV anymore...
so underrated
Я просто не понимаю, что со мной не так? У меня лучшая мама на свете, у меня есть близкие друзья. Мое детство проходило хорошо, я ни в чем не нуждалась. Но.. мне так плохо, я правда не понимаю. Я ненавижу себя за все, что бы я не делала, я ненавижу то, как я выгляжу, я ненавижу все вокруг. А то, что у меня в жизни не было ничего, что могло бы сделать меня такой, убивает меня еще больше. Спасите меня.
Сочувствую дружище. Все когда нибудь точно наладится :)
I honestly don’t know why I exist, but drawing makes my self hatred less for a temporary amount of time, and music helps me draw. So thank you for a temporary piece of help for my self hatred and world hating a bit better for at least a little while.
Such a lovely playlist!
True fact: the Internet raised us more than parents
True fact: the Internet understands us more than our parents
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