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Hiiii :D like, eleven months late but who cares? Anyway, i read through the comments and i gotta say.. y'all are sad as hell. Like, not in a mean way, you all are just sad to read about. I am depressed myself, and im getting better so im not as depressed, but i cant help but feel like whenever i vent i am taking away from the other and being selfish. Just some kind of thing that stuck with me from the last time i vented and got yelled at for being 'selfish, overdramatic, whiny, and acting like im the only person with problems' when i didn't say what they liked. 😢 Anyway- i hope y'all are doing good.

I always feel suuuper bad about venting in comment section lol- but like- I'm literally in tears rn (not because of the music but this playlist made a spectacular soundtrack lol) I love almost all of these songs and I vibe so hard with the playlist. It utterly sucks being the 'broken one' esp when nobody actually takes you seriously. I hope everybody reading this is doing well tho- I'm rooting for you!

Remembering that one time my dad said "YOUR BRAIN DOESN'T WORK LIKE THE REST OF US"

Not a lot of people understand this. Its scientificly proven that people with A specific type of ADHD (theres 4 types) normally ADHD 3 or 4 will be more active. tapping there legs, bassicly begging for attention. They also are the most out going and loves to smile yet around the age of 10 people will find there hyper activity annoying, sometimes parents get annoyed by there hyper activity making them always get in trouble, mentelly damaging them because they can never get just enough attention. ADHD and depression are commonly comorbid (occurring together in the same person). Although ADHD is not thought to cause depression directly, people with ADHD often have low self-esteem and poor social skills, which are known risk factors for depression. in the most simple terms: People with ADHD 3, or 4 are more common to over try to get people attention and are normally looked at as weird, causinng low self esteam, eveything goes down hill afterwards . (sorry i was stimming wjile wrighting hyis LOVE YAL MWAH UR AMAZNIG PERFECT AND GORGEOSUE)

10 days clean, had to restart today.

they make fun of your life but they don't even know your story

dang i really thought tweek killed themselves, felt so bad for them

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schizophrenic/have psychosis ? 👇

This was the worse way tweek could have quit. This fake suicide caused an actual real social contagion causing others to actually take thier own lives before they knew it was fake. How do I know? Because me and another irl friend were caught up in it, my friend was thankfully talked out of it whilr I was left in the hospital because I took the leap. May the ones who didn't make it rest in peace.

i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪 <3 I love ur looks I love ur smile I love ur eyes I love ur hair I love ur skin I love ur personality I love ur touch I love ur insecurities I love ur dream I love ur walk I love ur talk I love ur name I love ur weight I love ur height I love ur things that u love I love ur happiness I love ur unique But... I hate when ur sad I hate when ur crying I hate when ur depressed I hate when ur stress I hate when ur get abused with ur family I hate when ur see what the things that should you don't have to see I hate when ur throw the stuff I hate when ur crying alone on the rain I hate when ur sees ur parents fight I hate when ur getting slapped I hate when ur scared I hate when ur harm ur self I hate when ur anxiety get higher all the time I hate when ur lost I hate when ur heart is breaking And... Ur beautiful Ur handsome Ur perfect Ur cool U don't need to die Ur pretty Ur gorgeous Ur unique Ur amazing Ur awesome Ur hardworker Ur strong Ur creative Ur wonderful Ur cheerful Ur heartkind Ur caring Ur shympathic Ur NOT weak Ur everything Don't listen to other people saying... reasons why you don't have to DIE. To look ur happiness To throw away ur sadness To look at ur future To eat ur favorite food To get a careness from ur family To be a happy person To be what u wanna be To continuing study To go to other country for holiday To enjoy ur live To do a homework To meet ur old friends To buy a some toys or interested things on store To makes someone happy To married with a right people To know what is love To clean off ur clothes To watch ur favorite movies on tv To sleep every night To play on the beach with ur family To get a high score on math test To watch youtube To listen another songs on ur playlist To learn how to driving a car To do ur birthday party To wear ur amazing clothes To singing on a cafe To makes some menu To find another things To feel a happiness To fall in love To pray To sharing some food to ur bestfriends To dance To hug ur fluffy doll again Remember, everything will be okay, youre a strong person and i will always love you for you and i will always be proud of you To you from a stranger on the internet <3

ngl, i hate it when people are like "stop shing yourself" bc (and i don't do it, so correct me if i'm wrong) it can be just as addictive as drugs or smoking. also, like, it's their choice. don't tell them to stop, just tell them you're there for them and would love to help them through it if/when they want to stop or smth. knowing you're there for them could be enough motivation for them to ask for help and/or stay alive even. life is hard, but i believe in you all, have a good morning/day/evening/night and ily, stay strong <333

<3 TIMESTAMPS <3 All I want is you - 0:01 Freaks - 2:17 Christmas kids - 4:27 Jealous -6:30 Bubble Gum - 8:53 Feel Better - 11:12 Nobody - 15:00 Alien Blues - 17:15 505 - 19:29 Cigarettes out the window - 23:05 Devil Town - 25:54 Michelle - 28:38 My Alcoholic Friends - 31:35 I Hate My Mom - 33:46 Washing Machine Heart - 35:53 Treehouse - 37:40 Rat - 39:41 Remember to stay safe and drink water <3

Since this is a safe space, Imma vent real fast... (Its so sad...) So, I'm not skinny. I have some flubber. It's just around my stomach tho. But still, my friends that are twice my size still fat shame me, make me feel worthless and fat. I get fat shamed by my own mother who just says "Take a joke, *deadname*" And no, Im not trans, my mom calls me this nickname I was given since birth and I hate it. She always calls me 'Andi' and I correct her everytime. She just says "Oh grow up, I'm old and I cant remember as well and plus, Ive called you that since you came out of me." And she also smokes cigarettes. She says shes gonna quit but the next day shes buying a new pack. She always finds some way to sexualize everything, and makes me feel so uncomfortable (im ace-) and I tell her to stop and she's like "Your a lesbian, DONT you like this type of stuff?" and I tell her no. She still tries to say this shit to me. And then, Im also a Therian. Oh when I tell you she didn't like that one bit... I came out as a Therian to her... And I introduced her into tails and such, BIG MISTAKE. See, She's "stuck" in her generations ways and says "So you put that up ur ass? Whore bag." And i say "No, You CLIP it to the back of your pants with a binder clip!" And she says "Oh yeah sure, I know the shit your into lesbian." And I just gave up. She always finds a way to ruin my good mood, and she is ALWAYS MAKING SOME SORT OF NOISE. Whether it be her heavy ass mouth breathing or her tapping her nails against the table or just her singing like a dying cat. She finds a way to ruin EVERYTHING for me. But NOOOOO! Im being an overdramatic teenager! I'm sooOooOo dramatic ARENT I!?

Anyone else’s mom threatens to call the mental hospital on you? 🖐🏻

Thank you for making this playlist. It has repeatedly been my safe place Somewhere I can let go and just cry So thank you for giving that to me I probably wouldn’t be here, typing this through tears without this video I’d probably be six feet below the ground instead I hope you have an amazing day / night, or at least a peaceful one

Imagine it’s just June 5th and I’m up at 3 am watching this actually contemplating if I have to go to gymnastics the next day when I have a bunch of scratches on my arms.

The middle child gang i account to it

You know it's a good playlist when it starts with literally any Rebzyyx song

why cant anyone like me for who i am?... <3

Time stamps :) 🥱🥱🥱 0:00 All I want is you 2:16 Freaks 4:27 Christmas kids 6:31 Jealous 8:53 Bubble Gum 11:12 Feel Better 15:00 Nobody 17:16 Alien Blues 19:29 505 23:05 Cigarettes out the window 25:53 Devil Town 28:38 Michelle 31:36 My Alcoholic Friends 33:46 I hate my mom 35:53 washing machine heart 37:40 TreeHouse 39:41 Rat

Started at 12 n never got fully healed even after 2 yrs.

100% sure i have autism/am autistic, but no one would belive if i don't explain it all, even worst, if i do explain how i think i might have autism, they question me more

summer boutta stunt my growth.

I have been told that im depressed and i have anxiety. This playlist sums it up real quick of how i feel on a daily.

wait so I have a question so this is kinda weird but do you play meep city and have your name as hazel?? just wondering because i feel like u might be somebody i know

It's sad how parents just don't understand why we cry.. Don't they understand were scared? Don't they understand were sorry? You curl up in a ball and cry and they tell us to suck it up? I'll tell my mom how I feel and I get called sensitive? Why can't you understand.. We're only children.. We don't know any better as much as you do!! I hope you guys stay safe and if you feel abused or suicidal.. Call someone to make you feel better!! ✰

Some people in my class talked about how weird I am, that I'm sick for being an autistic person. After days, I'm finally crying thinking that I will never be treated like a "normal person" because I was born this way. They are always finding reasons to hurt me in some way, I don't feel it at the time thanks to my friends and logical thinking, but sometimes I just remember their words.

js wanna vent even its at nothing: i know im not a good friend but when i needed them the most with a handful of random pills, all i got was "you're just on your period" "stop overreacting." "honestly deserved it since you're a bitch" i feel bad for feeling mad now. i cant help it. looking through our texts makes me wanna rip my skin off. the only reason they replied to me at all in the first place was so i could help with homework :)

2022: I don’t feel like me..2023: I don’t like me sometimes.. 2024: I hate me.. now: I’m getting better!!!! Life and thoughts:no. You never will. Me:why..

Remember if im not dead now I WAS WHEN I WAS 7-10

My brothers boyfriend made me be like this He made me sh He called me names He teased me And my brother broke up with him and casted a spell on his ass And I am so happy because now because of him I am back with my dad and I am 10x happier than I was before More rambles He made me run away He made me snuck a phone 2 times in my house He made me "a broken record" He made me sneak the vr to watch youtube past bedtime And I did the vr and phone thing bacuase I am an addict to the phone and he never handled it in a healthy way More rambles He made my bothers mental health ten times worse He made MY mental heath worse too He said he would laugh at me when I came to my dads He made me feel bad about my personality, looks, words, feeling, and actions He was never supportive He made a joke of me His family made a joke of me and my brother He made a mess and never cleaned it up with me and my brother He made my triggers worse He fucked me and my brother up so fucking much but now we are away from him and 10x happier then before More rambles He was lazy He induced suicidal thoughts on my brother and me And he made my brother be so love blinded he join his bullshit on me Thank for listening to my rambles and my vents and sorry you had to be involved Have a great day and remember shine bright because your a star and when your at you lowest there is still hope even if doesn't look like it ❤❤❤

IM LATE AF. SO TWEEK IS ALIVE???

Your playlist is honestly made by GOD

currently chugging a bottle of rum in my room to this song while crying. My mom blamed me for having panic attacks and for TAKING A FUCKING SHOWER and now i'm drinking my life away because "I'm just girl"

After 10 days i have a think that's somedays are again That's makes me sad and interes, they dont care that i feel weird im trying to be the best version of me🥲

The thing is that we can’t trust bugga either . They r horrible to so

want to ask permission to vent. am 11 yr old and really need to get this of my chest so if you can let me vent to you please reply..

Oh my God please put this on Spotify❤ I love it!

100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your Favorite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favorite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone like you. 75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships. 76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person. 77. Joy and happiness in the little things. 78. The power to inspire others. 79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression. 80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life. 81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet. 82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family. 83. Learn new things and develop new skills. 84. Create a legacy that will outlive you. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Cuddles 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it.

I can't even vent to my friends because I don't know where to start. I don't wanna get better anymore. What's the point? I deserve it right? My whole existence is a sin. I'm bisexual, bigender, and muslim. How the fuck does that work. I can't fucking do this. I don't even know how to end it. I wanna stay. But I don't want to. How the fuck do I decide? I don't know if my parents want me. they're not proud that their 'gifted" kid is actually a fucking mess. I hate my skin. I wanna rip it off. why can't I rip it off? God, it's so disgusting, why is it here? Take it all away. Stab it. Scratch it off. "you're so mature for your age!!" Oh I fucking wonder why, mom. i wonder why, dad. My parents went through worse. Is this generational trauma? I don't know. i just wanna leave. Why am i here? Fuck it. Fuck it all.

im crying right now and only because this play list reminds me of my grandma who died.

After I told my parents about how much I’m suffering from anxiety, the title wasnt a POV anymore. I never thought it would end up like this…..should have kept all that to myself shouldn’t I

i recently relapsed for a kinda stupid reason, and I honestly just feel horrible. this playlist helped me cheer up a lot. tysm <33

My friends call me autistic because im like- sick at reading, and math..They say im smarter because of autism idk what they mean though, not being rude but i dont think i am idk..Also the space song kinda made me cry at the “im on your side” because when i was listening to it, that lyric played at the exact moment my mom left after saying im useless and dumb-😅(I confide in internet strangersz :D)

I wont vent considering that has lost all purpose to me in any way. but great playlist

“I’m so sorry..I just want to be your dad again..” “Please give me a hug.” “Please..just one hug”

I'm not mentally ill...It's just I'm weird

The way this society has made kids feel like they need to grow up faster, it’s genuinely so sad because you should live your childhood to the fullest. Coming from a person who was forced to grow up fast

im really struggling right now my home life is shit and my friends that ive told about my family says that im being abused but i dont think i am and im scared because both me and my boyfriend are suicidal and so are a bunch of our friends so im scared my family my family will get so bad again that ill attempt and it work but my boyfriend will off himself too im so close to just ending everything but i cant because im the reliable friend that everyone talks to about their problems and everyone leans on and yeah i like knowing they care about if i live or die but i hate being responcible for everyones well being