Deliriant Replication Compilation (4k)
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Wanna collab? Your stuff is mighty accurate.
Fun fact: a lot of these people used deliriants, and the 1st guy has a history
4:32
This must be pure terror. Never forget that unlike with psychedelics, you will be thinking those hallucinations are real.
Did benadryl multiple times and yes it is terrifying
@texys5848 i took a lower dose, enough to get mild delirium and some hallucinations, not only was it kinda boring compared to other hallucinogens it was quite freaky having all your thoughts jumbled and your lucid mind removed, even on that dose i had to double take every hallucination bc it felt so real
terror beyond primal fear
Well they are real, What you see under Datura, salvia and delliriums is Etheric world and lower 4th dimension if you are really unlucky, planes of existence we as human consciousness are not ment to be in and interfere.
@@FRforcingNo my guy you are giving yourself psychosis and brain damage with a poisonous compound.
When the hatman becomes visible, you’ve gone too far
Lol! Not getting enough sleep can do it too, it's happened to me before. Not cool at all.
I was more disturbed by the tiny Kramer running into the wall
and the audio is spot on for what schizophrenia sounds like.
Definitely saw that black hat man in the woods he kept peeking out behind trees and I would act like I didn't see it and focus on my friends but the more I did that the more he popped up. 700 dph
@@warrenkemmer1307 is this enjoyable in any way? It seems scary to me.
These artists are so fucking talented and I'd love to see like long-form horror media made by them.
I've been wanting to do this for so long lol.
@@feetman100 please
@@feetman100 do a choose your path psychological horror game ❤️
That's exactly what I thought too!
Just take a bunch of dph and witness it haha. (Only joking sorry)
Remember, you aren't just seeing things. There is an unsettling mental space and very uncomfortable bodily sensations. These replications can only somewhat grasp the visual-audio hallucinations, but there is much more to it. Avoid it.
I've done benzydamine once at night in my bed, spiders were walking all around me (have arachnophobia), also I felt something like their bites on my skin, my balance while walking was trash, when I "sat" on my bed I actually landed on the floor like my nervous system was making some rude jokes on me. When I came back from bathroom to my bed I felt a cold fucking corpse leg with my leg and I was paralyzed with fear. That was my only time with the substance.
@fleshdrone2202 I'd like to hear a more in-depth recollection of your experience :) sounds very interesting
Do you think it's an actual physical dimension or just pure schizophrenia?
@@ubcroel4022What's the difference
@ubcroel4022 schizophrenia is actually very VERY different to delirium. And yes delirium and psychosis are very different, just because the three cause vivid external delirious hallucinations absolutely does not meant they are similar in any way what so ever.
Deliriants are harder to represent visually than psychedelics, because on psychedelics, the "judgement machine" stays mostly intact, up until very high doses, while deliriants eradicate that part of the self pretty quickly, and one is left confused and with scrambled thoughts. And that is not so visual, but mental. Hard to show in a video. This is somewhat close to the visual part of it.
Yes. So many videos trying to approximate a mental state just can’t “display” what it’s like when whole areas of the brain are suppressed.
It’s like dream states (which we all more less have experienced). “You” are there, but the things that make you you can be muted.
Very hard to explain.
True, but this is *just a YT video*. It can't convey things that aren't describable by binary code, it's just pixels and .AAC information
Does it feel as unsettling as it looks and sounds ?
And what kind of drugs would I need to take to experience it ? (Or rather what kind of drugs do I need to stay away from, because this looks unpleasant)
@@mutenjoshi360 It says at the start: Datura and DPH (Benadryl)
@@mutenjoshi360 I have no experience with with deliriants like datura myself, but among people who have there seems to be an almost universal negative opinion. I'd stay far away from from them if I were you.
Isn't it insane and incomprehensible that these experiences are... real? At least in the sense that they can be experienced.
I agree, it sounds like something made up or fictional. Same thing could be said about psychedelics. It’s crazy the stuff that we take for granted that exists on earth.
I had a similar experience on too much promethazine but much less even though these substances are artificial and they are all antihistamines except datura of course
I have done so a few times using Benadryl, which is a very dangerous methode but ignore that. The visuals cannot even begin to describe how you actually FEEL about the visuals. Your memory isn't straight, it's like the past, present and future are all molded into one time space. You can feel things looking at you, feel beings near you, you can feel everything very numb but then every sensation you're feeling all at once, aswell as sensations that aren't actually there. Things may touch you that you are not actually touching. I've also taken some lower doses, and those usually result in my doing some odd stuff like watching and old cartoon and coming to and reading that I put in a childhood show. Or a very low dosage one, around 450 mg just makes me lose my phone lol. Looked for it in my bedsheets for a solid ten minutes, found it, set it back down right next to me and it was gone. I would see it right in front of me, go to grab it and it would disappear. I realized I actually had to LOOK but the phone seemed to be everywhere I looked and also... No . That's not it... It's a whole lot of that. For hours. Fun.
@@grimm8298But is it unpleasant? I have little interest in messing with any deliriants but I’ve read that, occasionally or very rarely, the experience is rather pleasant.
stay away, it is dark magic. How you said, it is crazy that this experience is "real" can be feel by someone. It is the closer experience to "the beyond", to dream and dystopian, its weird. Extremelly weird. Don't do it.@@majav15mg
Hey everyone, I just wanted to give an update on the status of this channel. I've had this video ready to go for months and wasn't originally planning to upload it until after our next big video essay project (DMT broken down and described).
Unfortunately, however, that project has very much been repeatedly delayed due to my life being unexpectedly hectic over the past few months. Between international travel for the holidays, my actual job as a psychedelic researcher working in biotech being extremely busy, and issues in my personal life... I've had to prioritise other things. The good news is though that things have very much calmed down for me. The script is fully written and ready to go. I just need to record it and start video editing. It's going to be the longest video essay I've put out on this channel so far and I think it's going to be really amazing. After that, my intention is to focus on shorter-format content which will be uploaded on a much more regular schedule.
Thanks for the support, everyone. The success of this channel over the past several months has really meant a lot to me.
no hurry in these videos, these videos are timeless.
Take care of yourself
Stay safe, happy and healthy! That will be always the most important thing. You are doing a great job and I am happy about any update/video whenever it comes.
You're my hero.
Totally understand - life happens! You are so exhaustive in your research and presentation on these complex topics, and it shows! Your videos show a great amount of work and I know as a video editor myself, you don't just throw this stuff together last minute and have anything worth watching. I enjoy both your long and short form videos. Some topics lend themselves to a concise explanation, but some things you can't abbreviate. Keep up the great work!
Hey, I've read about studies which suggest that psychedelics (especially DMT) can induce a stimulus to enhance neuroplasticity by growing new neurons. Even ketamine seems to have this effect, only in a slightly different way. Fantastic topic, maybe worth a shorter video.
Thanks for your work! ✴️
The worst wasn’t the spiders or random clear object jumping at me, it was how frustrating how bad the short term memory was. I’d start typing a sentence and forget mid way what I was even talking about. I’d walk in circles trying to figure out what was just about to do
Watching this at 3:30 in the morning was a fantastic idea.
no cuz real what am I doing with my life
same here lol 3:26 and im chillin
The good idea is to take Benadryl at 3 am
Silent Hill pill? uh, no thanks I'm good.
It looks like that part when they get stuck in the silent hill realm and can’t get back out😂 who tf willing does this
Silent hill usually scared the living crap out of me when I was young. It is deliriant fuel. I need to attempt to play em 😅
I wish they jumped on the train of remakes. I would love to try it
@@PieMK6Rthey’re remaking silent hill 2 on ps5 and pc
Okay I know this is supposed to be scary and all, but the spinning box of Benadryl at 4:39 cracked me the fuck up.
Yeah lol
Also the skeleton at 9:44
Taco at 9:55 is crazy
fr😂
Chilling wit da 144p skelebro while asian Steve Harvey fries cigarettes in a wok full of dog
Psychedelics can be the most abjectly terrifying experience of your life, but I'd rather go through 100 terror trips of LSD, Shrooms, whatever, than have to go through 1 high dose deliriant trip. I say that as someone with PTSD and derealisation from LSD
Idk if I’m just weird or something but my worst shroom trip is way worse than any dph/doxylamine trip I’d done
@@DaveSmith-pc4ulsame
@@DaveSmith-pc4ul What was your experience like? I've heard a few people say there's a level of drunkenness and dissociation associated with stuff like datura and diphenhydramine, which I guess would make the hallucinations more bearable than they otherwise would be if that's true.
@@DaveSmith-pc4ul nope you’re not weird. I’ve had many really awful badtrips on dph, but nothing destroyed my life more then a badtrip I had on acid once. it was 4 years ago and I still suffer from it.
@@nobodyofimportance3922 me personally did 50 benadryl. didnt feel anything for an hour and took 10 more but realized after the trip i did and i was already screwed. at the peak my pupils were non existant, all sense of time and place was gone. all of my bones felt like they were made out of a flexible metal and they were pulling inwards and it kinda ached. lost almost all fine motor skills and my mouth was dry for about a week afterwards. also kept hearing m name being called out from the door, knocks, footsteps, but not just hearing them, i could feel the floor shaking with them. everything i looked at for more than a second or two immediately dissolved into either colored sand or spiders. depth perception was gone, and the hallucinations took up more space than actual real physical stuff. i would love to experience that again without the negative physical and mental side effects.
Extremely accurate. I was a benadryl addict in high school and would frequently do over 900mg. It was hell each trip but I just couldnt stop. The feeling of living someone elses life along with the bugs made me quit after the 50th or so trip. I gag at the thought of diphenhydramine as an allergy medicine. Id rather have allergies than take Benadryl again.
Hi, is 500mg enough for hallucinations?
What made you want to keep taking them?
@@foodchewerFor me, I’ve always wanted to be in a real horror movie. And be actually terrified, and nothing ever will scare me.. unless it’s deliriants ☠️ (btw, you get terrible memory loss and have to write everything down)
@@Fvacultyy will u get bad memory loss if u do it once, i jus wanna try it fr
I’m in your spot possibly now..
The way I semi started. Was I started by speed balling (mixing) them with extremely high doses of Indica sativa(Weed). On top of Benadryl.. to use the Benadryl as a downer. And the sativa act as a stimulant or upper
And the effects of them both kinda negated a trip for me.. and it never really happened. But the closest I did come to a trip..
Was when I took the weed in smaller doses then the Benadryl instead of equal or slightly higher amounts then usual. And as the Benadryl left my system after the Sativa high wore off earlier… I kinda had.. what I think of as a mini trip
And saw some shit somewhat.. but didn’t experience it intensely enough to really care or freak out.
But my description of the high from the Benadryl and weed speed ball at the same time.. tho was entirely different. And with them both I just felt extremely energized and on top of the world..
But also felt fatigued. And tired at the same time.. while my brain kinda was mostly tweaking not knowing what to feel.. but it felt like a full body euphoria high that I’d almost compare to Coke and heroin. At the same time..
It was all spooky and scary until the dancing skeleton with the taco and Mario screaming lmaooo
Sometimes you see spooky stuff and sometimes you see hallucinatory shitposts. 😆
@@josikinz ngl true was once praying on a mosque while on benadryl and I ended up dreaming of a preworkout tub with the word cum written on it in all caps
@@josikinzlmao yeah your brain is just shitposting the whole time. I’m on a hood amount and thought I was in a different room untill I looked around for sehikme
@@DaveSmith-pc4ul Not just your brain
This helps me understand my beautiful, kind sister's schizophrenia. We love her deeply and are grateful everyday that she is alive. She has been given a very hard life. It's cruel, sad and painful.
Does schizophrenia give her clairvoyance or things like that?
Problem with acetylcholine?
Psychosis and delirium are very different states. I'm sure you know this, but if you don't, you should look into the differences to get a better understanding. I hope your sister is doing well.
@@satyRo-tu1wlno
@@satyRo-tu1wlSchizophrenia is an illness not a power
This reminds very vividly of having hallucinations while under sleep paralysis. The random voices chattering the most incoherent things you could possibly imagine , while moving shadows that seem to twitch and glitch around. Some shadows resemble the figures of people, others are formless and look blob like and may even float and not do anything extravagant in its behavior. Even down to the lighting. So for me personally, when my hallucinations are particularly intense it’s like I can “see” in the darkness. My whole room was almost pitch black with a sober/fully conscious naked eye but while I was still experiencing paralysis everything had a weird dirty tan hue or tint to my vision. Almost like night vision but in a weird earthy color.
I would imagine delirium to be a much more intense experience, because even though I was hallucinating I immediately knew EXACTLY what was real and what was just a trick of the mind. I never panic hearing or seeing things while under paralysis because it’s obvious it’s just my imagination running wild w/o my brain keeping it in check.
Thus true delirium would destroy that ability to tell what it real and what isn’t. Thus making the experience probably pretty terrifying as you experience the most rapid, and aggressive form of decay in your perception of reality. So much so that its overwhelming and almost indescribable to recall in full detail.
Ive seen the hat man in a sleep paralysis hallucination. He was telling me to come closer then i saw one of my friends who was taking to me though a transparent backpack which was actually in front of my sleeping face.
I have sleep paralysis every now and then too.. not fun. Now, after opening my eyes from paralysis, I need to close them for a few moments again or I’ll see the utterly most terrifying things in my room. Highly defined faces with thousands of wrinkles or knife wielding clowns. Spiders mid-jump towards my face etc.
@@spencedogI always just keep my eyes close if I feel that I’m in that state. Though the uneasy feeling doesn’t go away I typically just try and make my body go into a lucid dream since sleep paralysis is a perfect state to go into one.
@@Druuuuuuuuuhago lo mismo pero apesar que efectivamente entre en un sueño lucido, es mas como una pesadilla lucida, se que es un sueño pero siento que alguien me persigue y me observa
@@yiye2382igualmente, siempre me da un sentimiento sinister.
This is pretty damn close to what really happens. Like when your seeing this first hand, it looks real and you feel tired and drowsy so you have to do a double take on things that litterly just walk in your sights. Or be laying down listening to rain the TV and it starts morphing into what sounds like people giggling or laughing intently or it shifts to a conversation that you can barely hear, like you can hear them talking but can't make out what theyer saying, when you turn around there like static just enclosing around your vision and it goes dark. I personally have taken diphenhydramine for allergies when I was younger and I recently started a new job and I've taken them to help with sleep, I would take just 12-10 a night and this shit would happen and scare the shit out me, and I'm not easily frightened. Actually I just came down from a trip that lasted 2 whole days. It had up and downs, I would feel sober and then all of a sudden I would hear voices in my head and be thrown right back, I was also at work while that was happening. Thankfully before it got too bad I finished work and booked it home jumped in my window and sat down, breathed through it and here I am now just watched this video describing close to what I went through
My friend, 10-12 Benadryl is way too much if you a trying to sleep, 1-2 is the max amount for sleep.
The dumbest person I've ever read
took over 20 once and no hallucinations so idk what ppl are on abt
JUST 10-12?
Dam bro
Since deliriants put you into a state of delirium as well as a deteriorating sense of self... I always worry this is what Alzheimer's might feel like to the subject.
A constant state of delirium, a deteriorating consciousness, and never knowing what you're looking at.
I’m not sure about datura and other deleriants but I know that DPH abuse increases chances of early onset dementia
@@deviance7833 not just 'increases' its basically a guarantee, we're only seeing deliriant abuse since it was available otc in the last 40 years and early onset cases are already showing, the future is looking grim
You are correct since Alzheimer’s is a deliriant affect of the mind which makes one live in a constant state of the past or memories it’s kinda like this only deliriants are kinda just hallucinations and most the time bring out your worst fears and use them against you. The worst part is psychedelics are completely different because at least on psychedelics you can tell yourself it isn’t real (depending on how much you took) and you’d believe it. Datura or salvia is quite different it stop your grasp on time and reality and can end up leaving you with psychosis and dementia schizophrenia or Alzheimer’s
' Your mind is beginning to become self-aware of the true world around you... Aren't you glad you're experiencing this? ' - Chrome
wild that there's a drug that just straight-up sends you to the nightmare dimension
It's missing the part where my mom/friend randomly appears and addresses the thing that's weighing heavily on my mind, then stares at me for 20 minutes in silence, asks what the hell I'm talking about, then disappears.
Are you okay?
My friend took dph when staying over at my house and I was tripsitting him. I fell asleep before him somehow lol and I guess he was being loud enough that my parents woke up and found him trying to unlock my parents/my cars doors with a random key. He realized my parents might be real and said he was trying to get home to get his medication for the morning and that he already took his sleeping pill.
@@DaveSmith-pc4uldamn that’s nuts… don’t forget about the phantom cigarettes too tho lol
I have heard so many people talk about Benadryl spiders. I also saw and felt the Benadryl spiders. Horrible experience
Pretty wild the brain just visualizes spiders, out of all creatures to visualize, our brain just pictures spiders for some reason.
Acid eaters vs CHAD datura enjoyers
i love acid 🙏🏽
Yeah frying the brain and seeing horrific shit is totally cool 😎
@@Baconcatboyhe was making a joke lmao it’s a meme chill
@@zacharybenard1076 mine was too hence the emoji
Josie, thanks a lot for sharing this! Hope to see more content from you! Delirium described in this video reminds me a lot about horror games and movies, wonder why would people even consider taking this type of substances. Terrifies me a lot, and would definitely have horrible consequences like PTSD. Would be great to hear your thoughts about the ways to deal with negative side effects of psychodelics. I heard that taking MDMA under supervision of the psychotherapist may help with PTSD. During the trip itself I heard that smoking pot / weed, benzo, pregabalin could be beneficial to reduce negative effects. Many people heard about set and setting, though I keep hearing over and over again from many people about bad trips. So then, for the awareness and reducing harm, it would be great to dedicate a video about preventive measures, back up plans when the things may go wrong. And, your perception of the perfect set and setting. Thanks a lot in advance!
They are traditional used in Spiritual practices by many groups including Hindu (there is temple of Shiva that uses Datura) and native americans also use in thier rituals.
you can give me literally the worst and most unnerving trip reports ever, but nothing will compare to how creepy this is.
Well! Isn't this the most horrifying thing I could possibly imagine. It's like you're tapping into a part hell, or some terrible demon dimension. The movie Event Horizon comes to mind.
this is schizophrenia.
I'm in the second drafting stage of an historical novel heavy with expressionist elements as well as magical realism. This is a great video to put me in the mood for redrafting. Thank you!
Sleep paralysis has always been weird for me. Whenever I get it, it feels like I have an almost 3rd person perspective of my room. And there is always some shadowy figure that I can never put my eyes on, but I get a urgent and terrifying feeling that it is closing in on me quickly, and I can only tell by random sounds of objects that seem to emanate evil energy in my room. There is also sometimes a faint sound of some conversation or radio talk noise in the background that fuels the terror of being preyed on while paralyzed, slow to react and having to manage too much stimuli. Strangely, I can usually always tell when an episode is coming by 3-4 pulses that run through my body when I am half asleep and somewhat paralyzed. If I exert enough energy to move my body and get out of the numb state I can stop the episodes, right before or during
it looks like bringing out everyone's own worst hidden fear, a private hell
This is so well done! So unsettling
I kinda lost it at the pixelated skeleton at the end lmao, but a very fascinating journy. And the PSA as well as the comments are enough to keep me far away from deleriants
Do delirants they are safe and fun
@@manicstatic370 okay hatman
The worst experience I've had was from a massive dose of dextromethorphan mixed with a large dose of Benadryl. I was convinced I had to kill my roommate, or solve the, for lack of a better word, puzzle that could only be done by playing a song I heard the day before while standing in a certain position. I couldn't figure it out so it gave me 30 seconds to kill him or destroy my brand new phone. I decided to destroy the phone to prevent the collapse of spacetime. When I did, I threw it on the concrete. The concrete then cracked and opened up and seemingly swallowed me whole. I spent what seemed like an eternity enduring something I cannot put to words. I finally got my other phone and called 911, they checked me out and everything was going fine until tbe ambulance pulled off. I then saw my dead father in the back of the ambulance screaming towards me. Then everything I ever knew started to disintegrate. I ejded up in the hospital, I was so out of it at times. In other moments I was seemingly lucid. But I would be in a different time. (2013) this was in 2021. I hallucinated every worst fear then I would manifest I also hallucinated my own birth. I hallucinated what I could only describe and interpret as the Big bang and everything at least in my mind that led up to my birth from that point but all in an instant. I was watching nurses and the security guard freeze up in my room I could still hear them talk to me but they were Frozen in Time. I also hallucinated that there was another version of myself in the hospital that was getting an x-ray or something once we noticed each other I blacked out again and woke up completely sober only to later go through the similar experience all over again. It was the most terrifying thing I've ever been through in my life and I still have trauma from it it took me months to convince myself that it wasn't real but at times I think about it I actually started to believe that it couldn't have been fake because it was so elaborate. I don't recommend
Time looping is quite unsettling.
Having every thought become reality is an other one. Take care
Not gonna lie I want to do with just because your story sounds soo kool 😭 I love excitement
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Don’t, this isn’t psilocybin or DMT. You can die and or get a permanent psychological & physical damage-injury.
@@thatssohardcore5388 I would definitely NOT recommend. What I described just barely scratched the surface. It was pure hell at times. It also made me pass out in the hospital constantly. Each time I would hallucinate my own death. Only to wake up again and die all over. I lost all control and for the first time ever I didn't comprehend that I had taken something. It was making me solve all these puzzles that I would have to complete I can't really describe the puzzles other than it would make me find a certain object or go through a certain part of the hospital in a certain order or it would kill me when I finally solve the puzzle after failing multiple times it rewarded me. I can't really put it into words the puzzle is the best description. And when I say I was going all over the hospital I wasn't physically going all over the hospital it was all in my head. I got committed the mental ward.
Despite all the negative hallucinations and experiences that I had to go through it's extremely dangerous to take DXM in large doses especially if your on certain anti depressants. I took it one time on Wellbutrin and it made me violently sick with the worst headache of my life for 2 days. If you must, I would do a low dose DXM only it's a dissociative drug around 300 mg but I took slightly over 1,000 mg and I took 400 mg of diphenhydramine I had also been abusing air duster at the time and a lot of the hallucinations that I had during the DXM trip seemed to have been based on or related to air duster tripping even though that's not supposed to be possible. I think that might have affected it and I think that I just pushed it a little bit too far in that time. The reason I was taking all these things is because I wasn't sober living and I wasn't trying to do the program. I knew that those things don't typically show up in a drug test that they use. Be safe
@@gagetucker7743 how long did that experience last was it 9 hours? or 2 days? sorry you experienced that. reminds me of the time i was experiencing severe ocd (sober with no hallucinations. it was cptsd related) doctor thought it was psychosis and put me on antipsychotics. did the psych ward do anything to get you out of that nightmare trip? also sorry if these questions are triggering its ok to not respond if you dont feel comfortable.
Guys, I'm begging you NOT to try Datura. This is hell. This is bad for you. It might break you. Datura is evil and ruthless. You will get nothing but pain and suffering, so personal and deep that it can stay with you forever
This was fun to watch. Stoned cold sober . I look back at my memories of those far away experiences, I thought this vid was really educational. Experientially Always;
Unfortunately, I am a survivor of long term (14 years) physical and psychological abuse. Datura and other deleriants capture what it is like when I have a severe Complex PTSD episode. I believe that these substances may be useful for mental health care providers and mental health disorder advocates. When provided with first hand experience and direct witnessing of this type of experience, care providers and advocates may be able to better support those of us that have little or no control over being thrust into this domain of experience.
Fortunately, by employing the tools and wisdom I was gifted during several breakthrough psychedelic experiences, I now have full executive function during CPTSD episodes, the frequency of severe CPTSD episodes has gone from daily to a couple times per year, and I have a quite hard to explain deep empathy and acceptance of the long term abuse.
as i was watching this i couldn't help but think "why does this feeling feel so familiar" turns out, this kind of trip is pretty akin to cptsd hallucinations that i have . i wish the best for you in life, no one deserves to suffer through this experience whether it's because of datura or complex trauma
This reminds me so much of experiencing pyschosis and ego death simulatenously. Such a life altering and disturbing experience
Can I ask what substance caused this?
@@laniakeas92 he probably mixed a high dose of dph (benadryl's or something) with shrooms at the same time dont know why he would do that but thats my best guess lmao
could you explain what an ego death is?
@@kkgarcia1153 ego death is basically you losing sense of your own identity. You completely forget who you even are and all of the barriers your mind sets to protect your ego and self esteem are gone. You’re left with just raw you and it’s like looking into yourself as another person and your life with the veil of ego taken away. You basically see yourself for who you really are a little more.
@@LemonLizard.except when you are on DHP you forget everything and are in hell😂
glad to say ive never experienced any hell like this, my god this is literal hell
DXM is hell. i had 3 hours of a a cube, made of diseased human flesh, rotating itself inside out in front of me. this is quite tame.
@@flowinsounds DXM is insane. I once took Nyquil for a flu and had no idea about DXM, etc. being in it, my flu was extremely bad so I took maybe slightly over double the recommended dose. That was enough to make me forget practically everything about my life before the flu and made my mental facilities really fucked, I just felt anxious and like I was going to lose my mind. I can’t even imagine what higher doses would be like and have no idea how people could enjoy it recreationally lol
they put the sick chemical in nyquil cause people keep abusing it.
@@Franky566 i had access to pure dxm
@@psilopsychic I mean you obviously were thrown blank into a "trip" without even knowing about the effects itself, so of course you had a bad experience, but under proper set & setting and with the right dosage you can have a great and revealing time on it - same goes for mixing it with dph which can cause the visuals you see in this video.
I wouldn't be surprised if they used deliriants as a torture method in Guantanamo Bay for example. I've never tried these and I do not want to, but at least if I did it would be voluntarily. I can't even imagine the psychological anguish one would experience if they've been given deliriants against their will (or even unbeknownst to them) while locked in a small cell and/or bound to a chair in a cold dark room.
Better not to think about it...
Looks just like the state of mind I had for 2 years.. I really thought I can impact that "world" with just thoughts. I mean it sure changed the visuals but the feeling of being something else, something pure evil, was the hardest.
In 2016 I took Benadryl, 800 mg. Around 3 hours after dosing it became nightmarish. I heard a girl start weeping and she was inside of my wall. It scared the crap out of me and I was too out of it to tell it wasn’t real. She yelled ‘how could you do this to me?’ I started walking out of my room and she got mad and started yelling incoherently so I ran out of there. It was 2:00 pm and somehow it looked kind of dark outside, like twilight. Bud I could see the sun. Very disturbing experience. Also had to talk myself out of thinking there were big clear spiders crawling in and out of my body
That sounds horrifying 😳
İsn't benadryl sleep inducing? So how do you not fall asleep with such high dose?
but do you regret it?
bro why would yall take a drug that terrifies you wtf that jus sounds bogus af jus stick to psychedelics bro
@@smack1ful after the 30 minute mark it’s basically impossible to sleep. You’ll either be too out of it to sleep or the hallucinations would stop you. I once tried to sleep on a bad trip and I hallucinated a literal fly noise just surrounding me constantly and when I’d open my eyes it’d be gone.
Why is the imagery for deliriants always so horrifying.
I know this is an anecdote but this hasn't been my experience with this class of dougs at all.
AWEFUL. Great work!
Holy cats, this video is a horrifying masterpiece! It was so spooky, and very much like how I've pictured the experience. Not something I'd ever do on account of all the spiders and demonic entities.
The eyes are so accurate, horribly distorted manipulated faces with strange textures for skin surrounding them, the gaze feels like it’s piercing the soul
I've tried a deliriant, not exactly datura, but something very close to Atropine. In case anyone is wondering what it feels like, imagine you're watching this video in VR, but you're also so drunk you can barely move your tongue or even understand what's happening around, if you've ever been in that state. Yeah, the visuals look similar, but it's only visually, irl you also precieve it all different than you're doing right now watching this video. You're scared to death one moment, you are amazed to see your company of friends materialize and talk to you next moment, you definitely remember you just had a cigarette in your hands in a second a try to find it, even though it was never there. It's feels like what's happening in your head right before you go to sleep, false memories, nonsense. Overall it's not that negative, it's just... Helpless. And constantly confused. You don't think straight at all, its half sleep. At least from my 3 trip experiences that I had on that medicine.
@@Kong_Wonka At the place where I lived as a kid we had an abandon porcelain factory nearby. It was built at the times of Soviet Union and back then all facilities like that were required to have a "warehouse of civilian protection" in case of a war. There were lots of gas masks and first aid kits there. And inside those first aid kits amongst many other kinds of medication used to treat radiation poisioning and all that were these pills in a bright red bottle. It was originally desinged to treat people after phosphoric gas attacks. The bottle contained 6 pills. If you eat two of those in 40 minutes you'll get straight into a delirium for about 6 hours with vivid hallucianations. If you eat one you'll feel like you're falling out of reality from time to time, and you'll keep forgetting what you just said, but not as hard as two. So yeah, basically an old abandon soviet plant.
Exactly, the shift in how you think and feel also comes with psychosis territory. I think some people may see these things and think they are cool without understanding that your entire headspace changes. It can be really unpredictable too.
@@bridflower5408 Yeah, exactly, I remember my friend was like "I'll imagine myself at some cool concert" or something like that before taking the pills. As the result he was sitting there and playing a mobile game without an actual phone present in his hands, just looking into thin air and making "phone moves" with his fingers. He actually forgot about the concert and about anything he intended to "imagine" when on the thing.
Benztropine? That stuff is wild🎉
this is exactly what schizophrenia feels like.
All the time?
5:52 is the only similarity imo, you don't see all the distorted images but the whispers, knocks are VERY accurate. also the paranoia and "feeling that something's about to happen", all the other examples are way too extreme. Taking deliriants is worse than just having schizophrenia, one just lasts forever
I have seen the best graphics/visuals on your channel , Especially the dmt ones. With greetings from canada peacebless you
WOW!!
I got nervous watching this haha. Very well done to all! :)
to put how scary deliriants are into perspective, these arent even exaggerated or over-complicated visuals. These are accurate, and can't even convey the terrifying headspace and bodily sensations.
Its probably nothing like experiencing it in real life. I actually found the video somewhat relaxing to watch and fascinating, it did get a bit creepy but not too bad. But I know when youre actually on the drug it would be a completely different feeling because drugs can alter your emotional state as well. I dont think Im gonna actually try it
I experience a reduced version of this same stuff in hypnagogic hallucination
most common.
Ah this video explains so much. Once when I was a kid my mom gave me Benadryl. I guess maybe twice or thrice without realizing it. I remember the shadows were crawling all over the walls and being scared out of my mind, never wanting Benadryl again unless it was day time. Between that and Nitrous at the dentist where he turned its Guido from the Star Wars canteena, and his assistants were other bad guys from the movie. Song was playing and all.
Did you shoot first?
Happy day a Josie upload!
I will show this video the next time someone I know expresses interest in deliriants lol.
Ahhh this helps me sleep 😴 thank you
I've wondered at times if I've actually died while under the influence of something and now I'm in some alternate parallel universe that I'm trapped in and people are either illusions, evil entities, or confused beings that are also trapped here.
Or of I need to realize I'm dead somehow to get myself to be free finally and say or do the right thing to trigger release. Like maybe if I said the right thing to someone or looked up certain questions it would work.
That maybe when you die on DXM you die in that universe and slip into a parallel one where you didn't die, but are punished through events or struggles or other things in your environment. That I had somehow accidentally offed myself countless times and have slipped into ever deeper, realities where I'm subtly tormented and manipulated and kept in a sort of limbo until I find the key to stop it all.
That stuff can really put you through some hell. DPH is another story. Much less interesting, far more unpleasant in different ways... Just as unpleasantness in others.
DPH often made me feel this "evil" vibe from others where it seemed their tone of voice and energy they gave off was so EVIL, and something that DPH only did. Nothing fun about it... It lets you realize new ways you can suffer, ways you never realized existed.
DPH is purely a masochistic thing... Or for those so depressed they can't stand being conscious in the normal sense and don't care what happens. Ucky ucky.
The trip from which you never returned
schizophrenia.
but your not gona have a perma-trip... thats called "drug induced psychosis."
REST IN PEACE STAS
Love it ❤️
Man this was not at all what Benadryl was like for me. Everything just was off and I felt super heavy. Saw the typical spiders in my peripherals and my depth perception was unbelievably decalibrated.
How many mg?
@@TheRandomshite123 1000-1250
@@catatestrophe7499 holy friggen crap. you took 1.25 grams of benadryl?'!? boy, what is your dang problem? why? what on earth possesed you to do that!?!?
@@TheRandomshite123 homie took a GRAM of benadryl! thats death. why the... omfg... wtf...
@@Franky566 it’s called being 20, broke, with no weed, no girlfriend, no friends, and wanting to get high.
Gotta love my boy feetman100 making deliriant simulations.
Shit makes me feel delirious. I swear I live within a GTA V server.
@Josie Kins,
Thanks for sharing these.
I wonder if what would happen if a person who is blind or deaf or both were to take psychedelics….🤔
There's accounts of trip reports online you can find from blind people, probably deaf folks as well
I asked her some hours ago after watching a blind person talking in the television do they see the same as us? actual real colors could be groundbreaking showing them patterns and colors they never saw before! if the mind creates those patterns from nothing of course, should be a way to tell better where are they generated by nothing or experiences.
Or if they see diferent stuff because they never saw light aka colors and shapes
@@kinoven they do see colors and patterns too
@@ojberrettaberretta5314 that's amazing because they never had the experience sober can sink in some colors on their worlds to wonder around
@@kinoven yea we can only imagine how it must feel
and here I was hoping my few delirium replications here and there would have been here. but either way, still amazing work. rip stas, 700 club OGs re%
where can i find your deliriant replications? these are all from members of the r/replications community that I personally know
Are you planning to make a dissociative compilation in the future?
There are two paths. Mushrooms and whatever the hell this is 😂
I took a very high dose of Nytol when I was younger. These videos come close, but my experience was less nightmarish. I saw very vivid cartoon characters moving about in my walls in the gaps between posters. I went to pet my cat, only to realize it was my pillow. I had a conversation with my friend , who was protruding out of my couch from the waist up, only to realize he was never there to begin with. It seemed to activate the dreaming mind while still awake and engaged with waking reality, so dreaming images would blend with waking reality in a way that was completely convincing.
I knew I was tripping most of the time, but I would forget for brief periods of time from a few seconds to a few minutes (such as with talking to my non present friend). It was also somewhat sedating, so I wasn't panicking and remained quite calm throughout.
I can't recommend it, as the potential for causing bodily harm to oneself or others is definitely there.
Nope, it was 15+ years ago. I imagine I checked erowid and took "strong" dose. @@Kong_Wonka
deliriants are not to fuck with. with regular psychedelics you usually maintain your rational thinking, but deliriants, as the name would imply, put you in a nightmare of delirious insanity.
Feels like a REM dream that's on the verge of becoming a nightmare
WHY would people do this recreationally
This looks like my dreams at night sometimes. I'm very confused in my dreams. Example: dreaming of trying to enter my password in my phone over and over, with no success.
I have experience sleep, paralysis three times in my life and the shadowy figure is sort of familiar, but I don’t feel like this. Got it right at all I’ve never heard any high-pitched squeals. I’ve never seen a room that busy and chaotic. It’s usually just my room with a dark figure at the end of the bed.
I think i just screamed ew the entire time because that is SCARY even watching this is unsettling. I get hallucinations so some of it did see familiar (shadows darting across the room glitching, the hand that slips out of view) but this stuff is really scary.
Very well done. 👏
RIP Stas
best video everrrr!
You know you done fucked up when the hat man shows up
The chattering experience hits home when I had a sleep paralysis and I could hear 2 men speaking in English in a very clear and professional manner, as if they were on a radio/podcast platform, yet I could not understand a word. It was such a bizarre experience.
I was using psilocybin every 2 weeks for about 3 months in lower end of doses (2-3g, I'm 80kg) and suddenly I began experiencing sleep paralysis every single night for about 2-3 weeks, then every 2-3 days for the next entire year. I got accustomed to them, started enjoying the fear I felt every time it occurred as I was conscious of what was happening, however when the first time it started and that lasted for weeks, it was so terrifying to the point where I couldn't sleep in my bedroom for that period of 2-3 weeks, I couldn't get through the night without sleeping with lights on and waking up to an alarm every 5-10 minutes, all that in my own house, alone, and on a damn sofa, because my bedroom felt like it was full of dark energy. I was so fatigued by this kind of sleeping, that I decided to try sleeping in my bed during afternoon, when the sun was shining, yet I still had the creeps upon entering my bedroom. Upon laying in my bed and closing my eyes, it literally took about 1 minute with my eyes closed to see a full blown out hallucination, it appeared to look identical to a Medusa. It was a female with snakes as her hair, she was screaming and felt very aggressive, rushing towards me with great velocity and her claws trying to grapple me, all this happened within 2 seconds. I opened my eyes, felt sheer terror and immediately left the house.
I don't know what truly occurred this sleep paralysis period. I was 21 at the time, never used alcohol/drugs/nicotine/coffee you name it. Healthy person with no history of mental disorders in family. Had nothing but pleasant experiences during trips (again, 5-6 trips at best at that point), then that happened weeks after last trip.
These days I trip on higher dosages 1-2 times a year (5-6g), to gains insights and balance my life out. No more night terrors, lots of meditation and enjoying life.
Cool !
use shrooms ! @@Kong_Wonka
@@Kong_WonkaAre you asking how to induce a sleep paralysis? I don't know if that will work for you, but try to drink until you get a moderate buzz and have 2~3 short naps in a ~3 hour period, I pretty much always have one doing that.
The best and worst thing is human curiosity. I want to know how this would affect me. I'm not gonna mess with it though.
If only there were a machine, where I could experience anything with no ill effects. Whether it be this, or getting smacked to death with my own leg.
I feel you
Wow this is just like several experiences I had on bath salts back in 2011 after being awake for so so long. The room going dark but still being able to see. I could go on and on about the hallucinations and I really couldn't tell what was real. This is the closest thing I've seen to representing that hell. Benadryl just barely cracks that door open
Honestly this reminds me of a bad trip I had on too many edibles once.
don't underestimate the devils lettuce
weed doesn't do this to you, stop lying
@@barracudicgd nah ur just a noob
Real talk, a few weeks back I had a concussion and my dreams/hypnagogic hallucinations were kinda like this. I couldn't really get to sleep for a few days and whenever I'd close my eyes and try to fall asleep I'd start seeing/hearing weird stuff like this. Has anybody had a similar experience?
i hear small chatter or see a face pop up with judgy expressions for a couple seconds then jolt back awake
Dude this is a bad type of sleep paralysis but ur stuck with it while awake lol hell no
Hi Josie I was wondering if u could do a MDMA visual replicator would be nice of u thank u
MDMA doesn´t have visuals, only at stuppily high doses, and even then body load is unconfortable and feels like a shittier version off shrooms. MDMA isn't a psychedelic or a hallucinogenic, you don't trip at all. Its a stimullant from the same chemical family of the methamphetamine and has simular effects to a milder less euphoric version of amphetamine. The vibe is diferent, with amph you wanna be productive and you are more euphoric and easily angry, while with molly ur more empatic and lovable. You love everyone, you feel everyone loves u and you feel a connection with everyone even if they're strangers and you don't know em (music becomes incredible, its easily the soul core off the experience,defenitly hear some techno and don't take it alone or it becomes borring real quick. with stims u wanna socialise or do something or you'd become either REALLY borred or REALLY paranoic), its basically like a happiness pill. Ur mouth becomes really dry and phisically at moderatee doses like 80 to 120mg is as intense as 2 or 3 redbulls, not as intense as media portray and relatively safe if its not cut with shit. Bad part is the comedown. Next day have a lot of weed, cuz ur gonna feel depressed and tired all day, but weed/xannax helps through that. After a joint i felt high and felt the comedown was gone.
This is what people who don't know anything about schizophrenia think it's like (which is most people)
Fr, I have it and it is nothing like almost any of this, maybe just the shadow people and wall/floor warping for me. Everyone's different
this is so damn scary sometimes i see these things too when im between waking up and dreaming and it happens when i mess up my sleep schedule + watch horror movies
*So it's basically just a living nightmare.* I mean this when i say it as a guy with no judgement who's done plenty of high doses of shrooms and acid but, WTF is the appeal of this??? Im genuinely curious. As a guy with underlying mental disorders, the very idea of tripping on deliriants makes me uneasy, knowing all it could take is 1 overdose and im either dead or permanently schizophrenic.
Ok I’m gonna explain this for you. Most of these effects come from very high doses and most that do dph aren’t in this stage (500-750mg’s) this is for high dose users who at the point in addiction where they can do almost 2000 mg’s to get a feel. When dph use became more popular (tic tok) kids where taking very high doses as they think it will be fun but most who do dph usually can’t afford psychoactive drugs so they will take high doses to get to delirium point where they have this type of hallucinations. Me personally would not recommend dph to anyone as it is addictive and can have very bad long lasting effects. Hope this gave you a lil more information
Please, can someone tell me how long it takes for the effect to appear and how long it lasts at 0.5 g till 1 g of Datura?!! Please!!!!!!!
Reminds me of visualizations falling asleep after taking too many benadryl. The start of my dream process.
thats called "hypnogogia," and "sleep paralasys." often considered the most powerful form of meditation, without drugs. dont use drugs.
deliriants are the one drug class i will NEVER try, except for maybe amanitas since these do seem to be more lucid and less sinister.
Edit: after hearing about ayahuasca VR, the virtual DMT similator, I want to try to make a deliriant simulator called Datura VR. I've been learning game development and I think it would be an interesting concept. Using information from these simulations and trip reports, I could add all sorts of frightening and sinister effects.
That would be really cool keep me updated if you ever make it, you got my support
@@Stevenlyons777 Will do! I still have a lot to learn but I have already been brainstorming the idea and how I would go about it like what game engine to use, what features to add, how it works, how to make it more immersive, etc. It will probably be a project I work on gradually as I go for some hands on practice.
@@RedVRCC Nice!! Your minds in the right place already laying out the steps, I’m sure a lot of people would enjoy it! Plus you might lowkey save some people who would’ve tried deliriants but used your VR to get that curiosity fix instead
@Stevenlyons777 exactly! I'm already planning to emphasize harm reduction in the game by flashing a warning screen before the animation sequences start warning of the dangers of deliriants and why it's strongly discouraged to try them.
This is legit hood irony at the beginning
I knew of a time where ingesting more than a heroic amount of mush created a very similar experience to what was “reality “ at the time of one’s experience. Inside was in and out of a euphoria of existence while outside was very on par with all that this video has to offer.
Completely non but totally related, ceiling fans can turn into spiders. 🎉
wtf. how much did you eat? like a pound? mushrooms do not do this unless you are a schizophrenic.
Man I want to do a dph trip just one more time but now I do have shrooms but I want to experience fear lmao
I'm interested in your comment but Im struggling to understand. Can you explain it in a more simple way
0:39 Well mate that wasn't very nice now was it?
My sense of humor is so garbage, this caught me off guard and actually made me laugh
Though, while watching this, I thought to myself how much of a fever dream this is. But then that brings the perfect description for being delirious, "A fever nightmare"
Great Artwork,. But Terrifying.
The only way I could ever see myself powering through something like this would be to just get mad and overcome fear with anger. I've had some anger issues throughout my life, it's time to put it to good use
eu acredito que pra cada uma dessas vezes em que vemos algo estranho e então o concluímos como algo incompreensível, do outro lado disso tudo existe alguém, ou alguma entidade, rindo do que acabamos de dizer, como se fosse algo irônico declarar todas as coisas que eles já compreendem como incompreensíveis
what's the deal with all of the websites / articles scrolling on the walls? is this a symptom of deleriants?
I hate it! Great vid 🙏🏻
The brain is such a complex thing. So many changes that can happen in our brain chemistry... so much that can go wrong.
Amazing
If you drink 1-2 bottles of vodka for about 2 months, get used to it, become dependent on it and abruptly quit this is what you’re gonna go through. Mortality relate is about 40 percent. The scary part is you have to wait up until 72 hours to find out if you’re gonna go through it. I’ve been there. And the DREAMS when you do actually get to sleep are so Vivid and real you remember every bit of them.
I didn't know Trevor Phillips from GTA V would be heard.