To anyone considering tripping here's what you need to know: please be aware that the mental and emotional effects were not well described in this video. Yes, the perceptual and cognitive effects are well documented but those are only a tiny fraction of the experience relative to the flood of emotions. With most substances (including classic LSD, Mushrooms, and DMT) most people will get a hightened anxiety, nervousness, and general physical discomfort at the start (come-up) which is often unexpected and can be very difficult (usually impossible!) to control in the traditional sense. The video presents the first few levels as "controllable if you focus" which is true of the perceptual side effects but it is false of the emotional side effects. Learning how to LET GO and let the experience take you where it will is essential but it's MUCH easier said than done. Yes, bad trips lead to the most learning and growth but can also have a traumatic component that hightens anxiety for months after the trip. Use extreme caution. If you don't respect these substances, you will get hurt sooner or later. Good trips are most common, just immense fun and beauty. Bad trips are good because you learn about yourself from them even if, in the moment, you had a tough time emotionally. Terror trips leave you with life-long PTSD. First time? Start with a low to average dose, see how you react for 2-3 hrs. Stay safe and good luck. Let. Go.
I did 3.5g gold caps for my first time. Tried to play Super Smash Bros with my friends who were also trippin out on 3.5g of shrooms. Everyone kept falling off the stage cuz we decided to pick the most colorful stage you can fight on. The warping visuals and the constant rush of random thoughts makes it extremely difficult to concentrate on anything. My mind was blown from all the colors just flying out of the TV at me.
I think its very subjective... what you are describing...I dont experience discomfort when coming up on a trip. I would say any discomfort I do feel is after. and that depends on how much activity I did or hydration ect
yeah my first trip i thought tempurature on my skin was faces touching me everywhere because I was just a little chilly and I thought only the room I was in existed and it existed in a void of invisible cold faces and it was terrifying
I’ve rented a log cabin in the woods for a day before my birthday, I’m really excited to go. I live in a city where you can’t see any stars, and I found a spot that has reduced light pollution. I absolutely love how clouds and stars look on psychedelics.
Man one of my first lsd trips ever I was panicking a little and they told me to outside and it still is the most insane thing I’ve ever seen never was able to see it again on the dozens of trips after tho unfortunately
Dudeee, 3 days from now Ive got my own tripping cabin, at the base of a mountain in Virginia. Taking 300-400 mics, and I couldn't be more excited. If not a bit nervous as well!
I moved to desert for a year and the amount of psychedelics out there was insane. I decided to drop 3 tabs my first time taking acid and was staring at the mountains during monsoon season because there was hella light shows in the sky with the lightning and rain
With even just the enhanced visual acuity but before the hallucinations, it's beautiful to see the motion of all the different parts of the cloud at once!
@@p_fiction indeed! those are tough to go through. to be born again, one must die. facing your ego and other self-told lies head-on takes an amount of courage hard to explain
Never done hallucinogenics or any drugs but I would never imagine psychedelics to actually be this strong. Are the optical images all this clear as in the images in the video? Do you think well such as when microdosing? How do you feel after these hallucinations?
@@JS-vi6tq everyone is different. I usually feel restless, hard for me to sleep so does lead to grogginess. Not hungry the whole trip, then get the munchies after. Depending on your mindset/willpower/personality; perceptions could be enhanced. I was lonely/sad a lot and after few times i felt more easy going not so worried about the future. Doesn’t mean permanent, sometimes those feelings can come back but I feel them a lot less. Even appreciating my stagnation as a growth as well not just a waste of time… cause what is time right ? Lol
Although many of us think of psychedelics as dangerous drugs, it's time for a rethink. They are non-toxic, non- addictive, have very few side effects, and could help heal the wounds of those suffering from reoccurring anxiety/depression and bring healing to their consciousness.
Here's a friggin psychedelic story--Level 8? Though I'm older (60), I smoke weed for back pain and have for a long time. About 14 years ago, I had moved to Texas and nowhere to get any...so got some legal "salvia" from a local head shop who said it was " like a weaker form of weed." Anyone who really knows (and I didn't) could tell you it's like mega-DMT. I had no idea, and that night ripped a single hit from a bong, laid down and hoped to get a bit tired or mellow. The next thing I knew, I was in front of some kind of "being," like a librarian, saying,"The story of (my name) is over" and had me hand him a tape/cd of my life recorded. Next, I was nack in my bedroom with 3 beings by the side door (I don't remember what they looked like), two were at computers punching in 0's/1/s...(I remember thinking "they are using binary," and third scowled at me "you are nothing but a hologram and we control you." Then, he started making the walls disappear, like panels on the holodeck on Star Trek...I was paniced and begged him to stop, not to do it to my dog who was on the opposite side floor (so they did, lol) along with everything else until nothing was left. They had no empathy, more like hatred-filled, and after they made all disappear, and I was left alone in what seemed to be an eternal, black, silent void. I felt overwhelming dispair; kind of said f-it, and let myself dissolve. Then, it felt that I saw "thrown," felt a thud, and found I landed on the hardwood floor in the sphinx-position...else I would have cracked my skull open. Please Understand: At that time (2008 or so), there was no "holographic simulation" theory around as there is today. I would not have randomly made up being in a "hologram"--as if I ever gave holograms any thought. Ditto with respect to thinking about "binary numbers." I may have seen the Matrix when it came out about 10 years before, but I didn't like it or ever think about it, so could not have been "primed" to make this up from that. The experience was as real as reality feels to me now as I type this. I am not a bullshitter or kook--I have a Ph.D., retired professor, well published and level-headed. I was also familiar with psychodelics having done my share back in my own college days. This was nothing like, well anything I ever experienced before or since. This incident shook me up so much, that after, I spent years and a lot of money traveling with my wife (who went for the fun of adventure/traveling...I never told her this story to this day, lol) all over the world for answers. Egypt, Cambodia, Vietnam, Turkey, Malta, France, India, Peru, Bolivia, Belieze, Guatamala, etc. etc. all in search of answers/hints from both spiritual folks in some of those places, and perhaps glimpses of reality to explain wtf happened that one bad salvia day (and then, a real weird thing that happened to us in Peru that borders on the impossible too). The eternal black void haunts the shit outta me. Sorry--this was long. I haven't vented on this for a while. I can't vouch or not for what I experienced...but I think you can tell it was more than nothing. I since, have had many reality "glitches" paranormal stuff and amazing synchronicities in my life. All I can and have absolutely concluded is reality is not what we think it is, and anyone claiming to have a clue is actually clueless. I sure the F hope it doesn't simply boil down to a hologram--that's for sure.
This sounds something truly like a dmt breakthrough or an extreme salvia trip lmao but you just said bong which is very intense but still I’m very curious as to what you actually had bc that is something life changing I’m sure you leanred something from that trip over the years….
I’ve heard so many bad things about Salvia. Salvia is the ONLY hallucinogen that I’ve done. It was in 2006 and I had an absolutely incredible experience. I mixed it with cannabis to create a cushion. I also did it with my husband in our home, alone in a sacred ceremonial type setting. I truly believe Salvia is the most strict of plants and demands respect. I studied it for months before making my purchase and I spoke to it and thanked it before and after. I too saw the hologram it told me that my husband and I created the world we live in together. I saw that we have been traveling together in different forms and relationships to one another since the beginning of time (even that we were a form of “Adam and Eve” so to speak). I had a psychic premonition of a small event in my life that I didn’t realize was that until it happened about 3 months later. I saw code all around me, binary code I guess it was very similar to the matrix. I don’t really smoke weed ever but in this period of my life for about a year I was experimenting with things. This day was the day I learned this world was not AT ALL what it seems and like the OP my studying began. One hit of Salvia Div changed my ENTIRE view on the world. It was gentle with me and kind. I remember thinking the whole time “I’m not afraid, wow I’m not afraid” because I’m legit scared of everything 😂😅 I think set, setting, intention and REVERENCE most importantly are crucial when doing salvia. IMO. 🙏🏽🤍
The first time I ever did Psilocybin was one I'll never forget. My legs felt so light, and I had the overwhelming urge to just start walking. I walked about 6km to the other end of my town, and then back again for a total of 12. It was like the power stopped at my midsection; my legs felt light as air. Colors were so much more vibrant and I just had this overwhelming appreciation for the structure of the universe. I thought repeatedly how much nature and the cosmos should be appreciated more, how the design of the world around me was just so incredible and I had to acknowledge it.
Man o man ! I had that exact same urge too on psilocybin !! I kept walking while listening to music and enjoying nature plants, flowers, leaves, lakes, ponds and rivers I could feel each and every being, I had compassion for rocks even they were breathing !!! Each step I took was a beam of energy that I sent into the universe and came back to me in a different way. I had experienced connection with everything I had become unity !! Most beautifulEST experience of my life ! I had another trip once I got home into my bed, a more introspective experience that was as enjoyable as the first !
Now think about the reason why governments want to ban this profound medicinal substance. War propaganda or material marketing would be ineffective. they would lose control of the general civilization and a revolution would start globally.
Psychedelic mushrooms completely helped me get out of addiction and depression. It totally rewired my mind. It's amazing how it worked better than antidepressants.
A couple of points I want to add: - The intensity of emotions. Psychedelic experiences on every level can be really intensely emotional depending on your mindset and what you're going through in life. I know this video is talking more about general effects and emotions are more personal, But you should know these experiences differ person to person and you might experience some difficult emotions. - Personally for me synesthesia happens even on lower levels. - Spiritual and mystical internal experiences that can be quite transformative might happen on lower doses as well, you don't need to get to level 6-7 to experience that sort of thing. Psychedelic experiences just feel mystical because of how they change your perception of reality, If you truly embrace the experience and look inwards, it'll 100% be spiritual even if you're only taking 1.5g of mushrooms.
1) I love your user name - great fucking album & band!! 2) I agree - Emotional intensity is the reason I haven’t done psychedelics in a long time. I get put thru the emotional wringer on a trip, and it’s enough already 😅
I had one of my most spiritual experiences by accident off 1/4 tab. 10 hours into it I was basically sober but I smoked two hits of weed and was able to pull my anxiety out of my stomach into the space in front of me and sculpt these three dimensional objects into more pleasant emotions
Did anyone else start getting flash backs while watching this .. ? I literally felt every species of psychedelic mushroom, along with every micro dose of every hallucinogen I've ever tripped -in my entire life -all the way from the first time I tripped face off 2grams of mushrooms.. one thing I'll add ... At least in my own personal experience, along with many fascinating conversations I've had with other "experienced" trippers.. the more you trip, the better you get. By 5hat I mean, the better you get at at tripping, and being able to handle those memorizing-face -melting experiences; such like, when one finds themselves on the tipping point of reality, going in and out forgetting who they are or why your there, not a clue of where your at, or what you even are... in any form at all. Trip more often, and you learn certain techniques that can help deter an all out "freak-out". Granted, that's if your dose wasn't too-toooo high. Better to trip with a light/medium experience.. that's when you learn to do the "magic" in those mushrooms, as you begin to experience the world through the eyes of the "shaman"... Most people won't believe it until they trip themselves, but every trip we take, we alter our lives permanently. Depending on how we developed as a tripper, this shall either welcome it's-self as an enduring positive transformation, that forces us to break free from our material delusions, or it will be a highly detrimental experience and will undoubtedly drive a person to the brink of insanity. this is why it's better to learn to trip when you can manage the trip itself, and actually remember the experience! When this is done, you can actually begin to use the psychedelic experience of tripping to 'open doors & open windows' into literally alternate dimensions that your consciousness wakes up into, when you no longer are tripping. Or ofcourse shuts down and sinks/slips further into a world which you have no control over. The question is however, did we ever really have any control over our lives or did we just perceive it that way? I personally have proven to myself through my experiences that that depending on my actions and my thoughts and my deeds that I perform while tripping, it literally controls the alternate universe I live in today, which personally, I prefer to any alternative I could have woken up to if I never experienced the magic of shape shifting realities. That said, Great Video.. well said and stated with the many basic initial introductions into the layers of tripping , love those memorizing visuals as well, pretty accurate I felt too, at least from how I remember all my trips. So remember friends, neighbors, and strangers, trip clean, trip easy, and don't be surprised if everything about your life changes after you took that first trip, and instead take that trip by horns of the bull, and wrestle that mean, intimidating creature, into a form of personal enlightenment and complete positive transformation. Do the drugs, don't let the drugs do you!
beautiful flashbacks. As someone who has tripped many times and reached lvl 6. I think micro dosing is best to just coast after you've experienced alot of tripping. Woot : )
Your description of a heavy experience really helped put into context my last acid trip....25 years ago, it scared me off psychedelics possibly for life! I was tripping so hard, and was seeing the most insane, complex, and mind blowing geometric puzzles spiraling, changing, the most incredible thing I've ever seen in my life! So yeah, I was having a fabulous trip, so I thought it was a great idea when my friend suggested taking more! So I took 5 more hits and within a very short time I became completely overwhelmed and terrified of everything! I saw my friend with about 8 heads, all stacked up and then the world exploded into static. I remember saying "I took too much acid" but in this weird slow man's voice and stumbled into my bedroom and collapsed onto the floor. The terror and panic I felt is indescribable, the worst fear possible. And yes, I met an entity, THE ENTITY. It was the motherboard that runs the universe. That's all I can say. I saw the man behind the curtain on that trip, and it left me with the feeling that I was NOT supposed to see what I saw. I think I've seen all I need to when it comes to psychedelics, but I'm still fascinated with them, their power is truly awesome .
i feel like a psychadelic experience will not only make u appreciate the worlds beauty during the trip but even after, u start to notice, consider, and appreciate the worlds beauty alot more. I also feel like a trip can really open your mind to a new level of creativity that you can expand on throughout life
Never did I notice driving down the highway in my area are you able to see out for miles and miles you can even see Boston a little bit once I tripped I started noticing just how vast and expansive the sky is. And how little we are in the world. Psychs are amazing 🤩🥰
So about a month ago I took my first LSD trip. It was in a small hut near a forest with 2 of my friends, so 3 people, but only 2 of us (luckily) took the acid. Me being me, I wanted to have the full psychedelic experience, so I took one tab which was supposedly 200μg. For about an hour nothing much really happened. I was a little giggly, but that may have been just from the excitement. In the next 30 minutes, some visual distortions started appearing. Dinosaurs in the trees, Auschwitz children on the ceiling, Lenin on the right side of my friend's face. Anything with a slightly more complex texture like leaves, bark, stone walls, etc. my brain would just expand recursively into more and more complex patterns. The effects were especially pronounced outside where it was dark since it was kinda late at night so we tried to spend as much time as possible there to explore our newly attained senses and not get cold while doing so. My friends also took this opportunity to smoke some weed. They were also drinking beer throughout the night. Usually, at these kinds of events, I drink and smoke as well, but since it was my first time on acid, I wanted to have as vanilla of an experience as possible, so I restrained myself. Looking back, maybe I should have drank as well since alcohol and weed apparently weaken the effects. At this stage it was really fun, everything felt new and exciting and me and my friend felt like explorers of a brand-new world. That feeling lasted for about 15 minutes after which the weird stuff began. We were just sitting down at a table discussing the effects, trying to explain what it feels like to our "sober" friend. It was late at night, I felt a little drowsy and the visuals were starting to get a little overwhelming, so I put my head down into my crossed arms to lay down and relax for a while, but the moment I did that, I lost all control over my body and my mind just went nuts. Fractals of infinite complexity, everything just spinning around. I thought: "This is it. This is the trip. I'm just gonna enjoy myself for the next 8 hours". Every sound, colour and thought, they all were just a part of this abstract painting that me and my friends were painting together. It felt like we were bouncing thoughts and ideas back and forth between each other all equally contributing to the final image of the evening. At some point, I lost track of which thought is mine and which isn't and I just went with the flow. I still felt very excited, so I just enjoyed the ride for the next 10 minutes trying to figure out the rules of the new world we were in. Well, I say 10 minutes, but honestly from here on out time stopped making sense so any time information I give can be wildly inaccurate. Thinking that I have figured it all out, I started laughing out loud uncontrollably. To my sober friend it looked like I was laughing at his joke which apparently wasn't that funny to the degree I was laughing, so he knew something was up, but honestly, I wasn't a part of that conversation for the last 10 minutes and I don't remember anything he said. Anyway, he tries to check up on me if I'm all right. I'm trying to answer back because I can somewhat hear him but it feels like I'm 5 layers under reality and to get anything out is a challenge. Any coherent sentence that I try to formulate comes out just as random sounds and squeaks. My friend now knows that I'm not good and so he grabs me and turns on the lights. Mind you, until this point, we tried to make the inside of the room as dim as possible so that we enhance the effects. So he turns the lights on and BAM ... I'm awake, back in the real world ... for about 5 seconds after which I dropped back again into my daydreaming group session. Anyway, the way my friend tried to wake me up made me think that an ambulance was called and I got a panic attack thinking that I ruined the night. After all, it was my first time, so it could have been too big of a dose for me. I really didn't know what was going on with my body. By now, I could be somewhere completely else on stretchers carried by paramedics for all I knew. To make it all worse I knew 8 more tabs were lying on a table and my friend was talking the whole night about taking another one as he didn't feel the effects for the first hour thinking that we took only a quarter of a tab, not a whole. So I thought we took the rest as well. This made my anxiety spike even more. Given this moment I'd like to also thank my sober friend who didn't take acid with us giving me one small sense of hope. So by now I pretty much wasn't sure of what is real and what isn't. I saw recurring images of all the possible night iterations where I either am carried away by paramedics or I'm still just lying down on a mattress next to a fireplace or we are still outside exploring all at the same time. It felt like I got one deja vu every second. It also felt like only by thought I can control the outcome of the night. Any thought that I had felt as real as if it was really happening at that moment so I tried to think as positively as possible. My friend tried to wake me up to give me some water. I'm back again in the real world for another 5 seconds of rest time. This time I'm just scared shitless hoping for it to end ... it didn't. Any attempt to wake me up from here on out would just reassure me into thinking that the paramedic storyline is real. At this point, I started to feel like time is going backwards. My thoughts were going forward, but key moments from the night started appearing again and again, and thoughts that I had before at some given moment, which didn't make sense at the time, now suddenly started making sense only in the context of the future. So yeah ... for the next six hours I was just really miserable hoping for everything to end and that what I was thinking isn't real. When I finally came back after these 6 hours, at first, I wasn't sure if I was really back or if this wasn't just another hallucination. My first memory after waking up is of my friend talking to me, but I wasn't really paying attention since he could have been just a product of my imagination so no meaning in answering. After about 5 minutes I realized, that yes, this really is the real world. I wasn't even happy or anything that I'm back. I was just so drained of any will to live after trying for hours to communicate and not being able to. Well, that concludes the story of my very first and as of now only psychedelic trip. I don't know if I want to try this ever again, maybe sometime, but definitely with a smaller dose. I'm not sure where would my experience rank in the context of this video, but I'd say at least a 4. Definitely a strong thought provoking experience. I'm still thinking about it quite often. For anyone still reading, thank you for your time, sorry for my rant and any mistakes that I've made (I'm not native). I just wanted to write down somewhere my experience. I hope your trips go better than mine. Trip safe. PS: Visuals in this video are VERY accurate. Probably the best I've seen on yt.
This looks like fucking torture man, i tried to replicate in my mind rn and feels horrible, like every thought you have become reality, but you can't know if that's real or not, jeeez bro, for 8 hours? I'd rather stay with my weed, stay safe man
Tbh with you, I'd take one dose like this but only with a sober friend and somewhere safe, with music and shit like that, could you at least move yourself?
My dad, who has a lot more experience than me said 100 micrograms is a good amount for a first time and that's what I tried, it was amazing but I can't imagine what 200 would be like with no experience. (I also spent many hours talking about it with my dad first to make it a very comfortable environment and a relaxed experience. We live in different countries so we had lots of time to discuss beforehand. Going to visit him again in a week.)
It seems like your sober friend didn't leave you enough space for tripping on your own. This whole waking up and talking to you constantly must have been a horror. I actually feel a real discomfort when I think about it. Gosh, it's so important to have a good sitter.
I was on like a 5 and could not control anything I was saying. I think I made it up to a 6 because I did blackout at one point and it was pretty awful. I was stuck in such a loop. Like the biggest possible loop you could imagine. (Honestly one you couldn’t even imagine) I was also having repetitive motion syndrome. This was on mushrooms and I haven’t taken any since. I think of the trip too often. I don’t know if I ever will take mushrooms again. Although I really do respect them. I guess I’m just saying this to you because I am curious as to what you have to say
Hell yeah. Please collaborate with Nervewing on this. He has an amazing blog on dissociatives and I’m 99% certain he’d love to collaborate. He’s the disso king.
will do! I'm realizing that my biggest limiting factor is that the replications community has produced an endless amount of psychedelic replications for me to use in my videos, but very few dissociative replications. It's entirely possible but I don't have any good k-hole replications, for example. At this point, I'll probably make a video on deliriants before dissociatives, because there are plenty of people replicating that experience within the community.
I think I got to level 6 once on acid, but it may have just been high level 5. I would certainly appear unconcious to others, but I was not, I was completely unaware of my real enviornment or my body though. I remember floating out of my body, looking at it thinking "if i'm here what happens to it", which quickly stopped mattering as ego dissolved completely. Flew through some trippy space (amnesia starts kicking in here), until I arrive in an infinite expanse of swirling conciousness and energy, in awe at first but then merging with it. In that state everything just made sense, and felt more real than anything I have ever experienced.. Spent probably 2 hours in that part, followed by return to the lesser ego death state, and a period of trying to piece my mind back together, convinced if I did not I would never come back. When I did finally come down I was so excited to share the experience with my friends, only to find I could not, still not done processing it myself, unable to communicate the experience in a way that made sense, and also having some trouble speaking in general. For many months I was not entirely convinced I was not still in the trip, but not to a level where it caused problems. It was one of the most profound experiences of my life, but it also made me terrified to touch psychadelics again for a long while.
Extremely realistic and accurate representation of the open and closed eye visuals produced by psychedelic substances such as psilocybin and LSD. Likely the best I have seen on UA-cam.
I had a level 5 trip the other day with my bf after not doing psychedelics for almost 20 years. It was the most fun, beautiful, refreshing, life affirming thing I have ever done. I still have overwhelming feelings of gratitude and happiness from that trip. I’m sure it helped that I am in a better spot in my life than I’ve ever been. But I feel the psychedelics pushed my happiness over the edge. All in all an absolutely wonderful experience.
Back in the early mid nineties I used to do quite a lot of acid. Lately I've been wondering how I would go taking acid again. Glad you had a wonderful experience after 20 years.
Same, i just tripped 2 days ago and it was the first time in 5 years, I feel so at peace and felt like I got soo much hatred and all the negativity out of me, it was so beautiful even at one point I cried so much, but in the most beautiful way if that makes sense. Listening to the most beautiful music while being in nature and watching the most trippiest things , looking at the night sky (which was INSANE)
@@rainbowllama5570"seeing figures moving" is not why you take a trip. Its not about what you see, about halucinations. Its about what you experience. Your thoughs and mind are the main gamechanger here, not your senses.
I meditate every time I take 🍄 and I can't begin to explain the countless experiences I've had. Going to into my Akashic Records, seeing my past lives and connecting with my higher self.
A few months ago I ate a chocolate mushroom filled candy bar without realizing what was in it and long story short I saw a bunch of little faces everywhere and when morning came I noticed a green mist hanging in the air and I started thinking about lizards and frogs. A few days later I was telling a friend about it and they had just returned from a psychedelic retreat where they had their experience around the same time as I did and they were out in some wetlands surrounded by frogs. Pretty wild, we were hundreds of miles apart but seemed to have a psychedelic connection.
@@Scotty-vs4lf ehh idk I don’t doubt what he felt was real to an extent, I’ve had telepathic communication with friends on psychs to some it seems far fetched but it was very real
Psychedelic connections need to be studied. My friend and I took them at the same time in different places, and we were texting each other without reading our phones because we knew what the other was thinking and feeling. Very strange. Both of us had a terrible trip but that brought us together and somehow after our telepathy experience we were able to calm down
The altered and enhanced cognition aspects is what REALLY make me keep coming back, visuals are fun but the cognition changes are POWERFUL and paths to growth and positive change.
When I stopped smoking weed and tobacco in January this year I was often experiencing level 1 without taking any psychedelics. I also experienced lucid dreams which I haven't had for many years, and even astral travel on a couple of occasions during sleep. A few months later I had the urge to start smoking again, only tobacco, and all that stopped. This tells me even tobacco can diminish the memories of dreams similar to weed and have an effect on Seratonin and Melatonin. I'm determined to stop again even though it's proving harder than before, I want back what I had for the first 3 or 4 months of this year. It was a strangely magical time.
I went from smoking weed daily to cutting it down to once or twice a week, and I have had much much more vivid dreams, and less groggyness in the morning, ive also noticed how much more fun it is to be high on the days I get to smoke. Weed is great but overusing it (just like anything) really kills its greatness for me.
Psychedelics saved me from years of uncontrollable depression, anxiety and illicit pill addiction.imagine carrving heavy chains for over a decade and then all of a sudden that burden is gone.Believe it or not in a couple years they'll be all over for treatment of mental health related issues
Please does anyone know where I can get them? I put so much on my plate and it really affects my stress and anxiety level .I would love to try to shrooms.
Was actually having this constant, unbearable anxiety due to work stress.Not until I came across myco.spore a very intelligent mycologist.He saved my life honestly
I'm 68 now and vividly remember my numerous trips in the 70s....white lightening, orange sunshine, yellow mellow, window pane, purple microdot... sugar cubes .. and shrooms... never had a bad trip.... some of these simulations are pretty close to what I experienced.... in particular for me with cars and women... in a way I could never explain... .I have no regrets. Lots of laughter.. ..and the music we listened to is ingrained in my brain to this day (Yessongs). The most intense visions I've ever seen. Glad I experienced it!
When I accidentally took between 9-15 hits of acid I definitely made it to what she describes as level 6. I can’t remember a lot of the trip, I only really remember coming up and then coming down, but the effects were immediate after taking. 20 minutes after eating the sugar cubes, my entire body was vibrating and I could not hear my friend yelling my name right next to me until his maybe fifth try. The rest of what I remember is mildly stereotypical of a hero dose, autonomous entities and all the rest but what really keeps me up is having gone unconscious with my eyes open (or so my friends tell me) while peaking. There is roughly 4 hours of my trip that I cannot account for, having apparently just sat on a couch staring at a wall with my eyes wide open. I don’t really remember drifting off but I do remember the intensity increasing to the point of knowing all I could do was sit down and ride it out. I really wonder where I went during my peak but something tells me I’m not supposed to know considering how difficult it was to come back to reality after that one. I basically had to relearn how to be a human entirely and I still have my struggles regarding. I was 16 at the time and am 23 now, too much acid for probably anyone, let alone a 16 year old. Thanks for reading!!! Love to you
Wow that sounds traumatic! I’m glad that you’re still with us. Just because there aren’t really any deaths on mushrooms or acid doesn’t mean there’s no risk of hurt from overdosing.
@@ErikPelyukhno I appreciate that and agree, some people never really come back from trips like that and I’ve often felt like one of them. Since then I’ve had my troubles with anxiety and have worked through it to a reasonable extent but it’s definitely shaped my philosophies and ideals for the better I do believe. I remain indifferent to the specifics of the supernatural but since that trip I have even had my share of what I personally deem to be mystical experiences, often wondering if that trip pushed me into that world. While psychedelics can change your life for better or worse, I do often believe they are not for everyone, especially in massive doses. Like your point, they may not kill you, but they may factory reset your ego whether you want it or not 😂. Thanks for the kind comment!!!
can you elaborate on having to relearn how to be human? how long was that process? what did you forget how to do effectively? what was the dose you took if you had to estimate?
These depictions are so accurate im impressed to whoever recreates these! It’s been SO long since I’ve had an intense psychedelic experience like level 3/4. This video made me miss it
@@scooty9272 I think it is AI video morphing. So it is neither, but people may relate it to be an accurate depiction. -Similar to their own experience. Both experiences are similar anyways. If you are interested in the differences you can read up on it.
Me and buddy went fishing and split 🍄 about 4gs each. My experience was between level 3-4 Moderate and Heavy. Smoking 🌿 definitely made it a lot more intense. My buddy helped me out of a negative headspace in my trip which wasn't by any means a bad trip. I was in a bad situation in life so he let me vent to him and he gave me his advice. There's definitely something special about talking with someone when you're both tripping. It's no wonder why governments keep them illegal. Hell, I've never really had a "bad trip." Challenging ones for sure but still overall a beautiful experience.🍄 tend to go in waves for me especially the mental part of the trip. Makes you think about everything in life. No regrets doing 🍄. Never tried acid though. I have no idea how different it is to 🍄.
Weed always causes more anxiety, paranoia and clouds up my psychedelic trips. The difference between acid and shrooms is probably subjective but for me acid is more "electric" and you as the tripper guide the ride while mushrooms seem to be more 'wavy' and 'earthy' and they tell you where the trip is going to go. Its so hard to put in words, but there definitely are nuances imo.
Well.. if this says enough. I did acid at least 12 different times before my first shroom trip, and my mind was so dead set on what a general "trip" was supposed to look like, shrooms forever weird me the fuck out. They are too different of a ride, and my mind can never take them. Haha
@@b.entranceperium Electric vs earthy/wavy is pretty accurate. But I also think that acid is a bit more of a wild card - there are many different acid experiences that kind of get structured out of the situation. Frequently, the metaphorical effects predominate over tbe visual so that you are effectively having a completely mental experience (that sounded funny). I treat acid with a lot of respect. Be mindful of where you want to be - in a safe, flexible, escapable space with the right people, or with no one if preferred. It's so difficult to pin this stuff down. This is why people feel so compelled to talk about it. I meant to write two sentences and I still can't shut up!
I never done shrooms, but I’ve been practicing meditation and looking into all old eastern philosophy and way of life like Buddhism, Taoism, zen, ect... heavily for years, getting deeper and trying to understand what this life is. So I have had some of these experiences in the video in my head in deep meditation. From seeing hallucinations, some geometric shapes(not as intense as the high level shroom dose but can get very interesting), talking to entities or spirits and being able to feel there presence, astral projection, knowing everything is one. my experience u eventually feel the wobble of your soul when your thoughts calm down and less come in, and if u keep calm u end up forgetting U have a body or realizing the imagine u are looking at has been in your head the whole time, making me realizing everything comes from within and we control it, answers come to u too in the same way it was described in the video. If u practice and can astral project u feel a tug from the body and by this time your thoughts are way less not many thoughts if any, they almost more come to u more as like a lesson or something u are supposed to see for growth, but u aren't attached to the thought in the same way u normally are u realize its a thought and u can choose not to connect with that thought and u are more viewing the thought more than identifying with it.. besides that it’s just peaceful bliss and i mean beyond comprehension peaceful bliss, u see "the light" they talk ab after dying everything gets bright like the sun is in your eyes out of no where, even tho your eyes are closed and probably in your room. at this point u understand everything is one and there's no describing it, u understand there's an afterlife bc u are literally out of your body, u felt the tug out.. at certain points before this u see a blue ball, that can move or create shapes, even hallucinations ive seen soooo many. and that’s said to be your higher self, soul, spirit something like that and it can communicate through subconscious imagery like scenarios. Basically u are now tapped in to the subconscious and if u know how to communicate with entities u can and they will communicate through the imagery like i said and from my experience u use emotion and imagery to communicate back., theres def some negative energies out there but if u ignore them and understand love is stronger than them it quickly vanishes into a peaceful state. which is where to start to astral project if u practice. u calmly wait and then since u have much control over your head at this point its able to use the imagery in a dream like viewing that u can feel entities messages.. u even can almost see a face that it creates a image of off energy and the blue ball. I know when u breath a certain way your lungs release natural dmt. Our lives are literal dreams states that we can create and change by emotion and through thought the heart chakra being the most powerful manifesting tool, feeling the love and gratitude for what u have already. When u want something that indicates subconsciously u don’t have it, since this is a dream like state and responds off how u feel not what U think, so u gotta be thankful for having what u have or what u want and almost pretend u have it already ,know it’s yours just based off thought, the universe brings it to u. Anyone should look up Neville Goddard, Alan watts, Terrence McKenna a couple very interesting people. And if your interested in different levels of meditation look up the 7 stages of Jhana. i found it interesting the similarities ive had with this video but i understand why. i do believe more in them being beings of light tbh tho.
I'm glad this video exists to help me understand what happened to me. "I" completely dissolved for hours. I learned so much it was awe inspiring. I've taken more on dozens of occasions and never had my ego dissolve, and it lasted so long. I was completely separate from my body and some incredible intelligence was beaming into me. I'm so not worthy of this experience but I'm glad you uploaded this.
Psilcybin contining mushrooms saved my life.they drastically reduced my benzodiazepine withdrawal allowing me to quite illicit pill addiction after three years of heavy daily use before it would had became medically dangerous to quit
Psychedelic's definitely have potential to deal with mental health symptoms like anxiety and depression, I would like to try them again but it's just so hard to source here
Impressive , and you know your stuff young lady. I am 69 years of age now and hav logged in many mind excursions. I still have one kind of experience on LSD that never occurred again. I was 19 at the time, and was camping with two buddies . We each took a full dose of blotter acid which supposedly came from Tim Leary's lab. The dot on the paper was the size of a quarter. One hour later I felt myself being led away from my friends whom I wouldn't see until the next day. I felt as if something powerful was coming and I was helpless. Tne next thing I know , I was standing on a rock in the middle of the woods arched backwards with my spine in a back- curved position. I was missing my jacket, belt and one shoe and 17 hours had passed. After recalling enough pieces of the experience through the next several months, I realized that I had fallen into a trance state of consciousness. What I recalled was a metaphorical story of my life and beyond. I could write a book just based on that one experience. . . . so there may be yet another level of experience . . . . the psychedelic Trance level.
Pretty great analysis and ranking, and I got to say, the visuals were pretty convincing that I was tripping. As a 46 year old, experienced with acid and shrooms since the early 90's, level 2 is at most what you'd want to do as a beginner. Level 3 is done solo only with experience and a positive, controllable setting. Level 4 and above only with a sitter or at least multiple friends with you on a trip. Trust me, I ended up putting myself in the ER only on a level 3 after years of abstinence and thinking I could handle it on my own in an uncontrolled setting (nature hike, bad trip, poisonous bugs attacked me!). I do agree with your comment at the end of the 6th stage, it's just not worth it. Although I do think I experienced "ego death" somewhere between level 4 and 5 once when I was younger. It profoundly changed my outlook on life and the way I carry myself, sometimes not for the better. I became more existentially nihilistic, withdrawn, and very low self esteem (I basically saw humans as no matter how much you achieve, you're always insignificant, weak, and not even a speck of meaning to the greater power of whatever it is) . Experiencing these things don't always improve you....I didn't expect to keep adding to this lol, I'll stop.
I have had a nihilistic period as well and I would seriously recommend checking out optimistic nihilism. Together with stoicism, continously trying to not take life seriously, searching for joy in everything, and doing a job to make sure other people can do the same, I turned it into my greatest strength to live life fully.
Dude. This is perfectly made. Level 5 - strong depicts and described everything perfectly down to a t. Especially when the video demonstrated blinking. 10/10 accuracy
Phsychedelics helped me quit illicit pills addiction, I was messed up I was depressed and a danger to myself. Good videos and help like this should be seen always.
Truth be told... Psychedelics are life changers.. And Should be made readily accessible by people...I still microdose DMT till date..thanks to DENNIS_ALLEN_01👌
can i just say not only are you an intelligent mediator of psycodelic experiences but also i would assume that one has much experience in such experiences to be able to explain so much in dept!.bravo🤝👏👏keep up the fantastic work
Wow this is awesome. Not only your useful new intensity scales, but also these replications. I really had to breath very deeply while watching some of them. Crazy how accurate and beautiful they got. Anyway cool video, i love your work. Hope you are doing well
More impressive, to me at least, than the visual representation, is the way you captured the auditory aspects of the experience. Hearing those sounds unlocks memories for me!
I Had A Level 3 Trip Yesterday And It Was Beautiful And Very Insightful. I Dosed Around 9 Am And Fully Came Down Around 2-3PM But It Felt Like A Whole 24 Hours. I Definitely Didnt Want It To End
I projected my conciousness out of my forehead and was staring at myself from above and below. I then connected completely to the universe and felt complete bliss. Everything including my mind was a geometric shape. When I came out I started to cry hard from the experience. It's hard to explain what I seen or experienced. It made me believe in something greater and I'm so glad it happened as I dont fear death as much
Excellent video. I’ve always noticed that objects can take on a off kilter position appearing to sit at odd angles as if they’re slightly tilted. The breathing and morphing in this video is spot on . A lot of times I’ve had these kaleidoscope wheels that would grow and turn in my whole vision . There is definitely a anxiety factor that goes up the higher the dose . I think it was a great point to make about what is therapeutic and enjoyable in going up on dosage . These are just my personal experiences on psychedelics and I am aware of the fact that they are not always shared by others . Your scale really makes me wonder just how much of these substances I was taking years ago lol .
This is my first encounter with you and your content. I’m greatly impressed at the thoroughness, language, editing, and composition of this content. I’ll surely be subscribing. Cheers!
I really love how you explained what the highest level psychedelic experience is like. Other people describe the levels of experience as if the highest dose is the most profound. When you're so far gone you can't really bring anything back.
I may be a little late saying this, I’ve only seen a few of your videos and heard you. It was a pleasant surprise to be able to put a face to the voice behind this amazing informative content ☺️. I’ve been waiting for something like this. Thank you so much. It really hits close to home.
Nothing else has *visually* compared to what I'd experienced before seeing the graphics in this video, great stuff - some of the better looking ones are the ones that don't have visual depth to them, can't say I've ever experienced anything like 9:52 before. There's something immersion-breaking about being able to pick out how far something is away from you when you focus on it. But the blink transition like at 10:10 is SO good, I'd find myself trying to re-blink again to reset what I was seeing sometimes bc I'd figured I'd just blinked wrong or something. But some personal context that this vid reminds me of - DO NOT underestimate all the effects that weren't shown visually or auditorily, that were read out or shown listed on screen. At 9:15 they mention your thoughts seeming more significant - oftentimes your thoughts will come to you more as if they're some reality-breaking realization, like a cascade of repeating "aha!" moments from playing a puzzle game. Even the most nonsensical ideas become *very* believable when you combine some of the listed effects like delusion, emotional intensification and enhanced spirituality. If you're fighting the trip, you'll get driven down the trip even harder because of your pattern-seeking brain trying to make sense of it all. Multiple effects will feed off each other to create that feeling of physically or spiritually being somewhere else. A lot of the visuals in the video at face value just seem cool-looking and trippy. But when you're in the headspace of the trip, you ascribe meaning to them and they stop being shapes, and start being stand-ins for some greater *thing* you're thinking of. Your sight will bleed over into the things you feel physically, and you'll get placebo'd seeing a ball you hold wrap itself around your hands, and you'll feel the ball grabbing back at you. When you see faces, you'll pair them up with the hands and deduce that there must be people all around you. If there's people all around you, you must be being watched - and if you're being watched, maybe you're also being recorded. Maybe you get some sense of de'ja vou - like maybe you've seen yourself in this moment before. From the recording that's being taken? - Which would mean all of this has already happened, as you're currently living it. Which means you're living in the past? Or the people you saw before are living in the future? Which means that time must be flat if you saw them earlier at the same time as you've been existing, which means maybe life is only viewed *subjectively* in a linear way, but really all exists at the same time. If time is flat, surely you'd be able to hear every sound you'll ever hear if you just listen close enough - and sure enough it comes, voices of all the people you've ever known or people you haven't met yet. Sounds you hear repeat and layer over eachother like a recording that records itself, but doesn't seem to come from anywhere at all. And when you see the spinning, multi-colored tesseracts like at 1:17 and, possibly, these could be the source of the sound - all of the time-flat lives that surround you that you could never see before when time was linear. But if you can see them now, where does that mean you're at now? A place where physics don't make sense anymore, and time is flat and infinite, but you can pretty solidly say you're not dreaming, yet you're outside of your own life able to experience it if you only focus hard enough. If your trip leads you to believing that you must be dead, and you weren't ready to die yet, good luck - don't dig too deep into your thoughts, don't try to make too much sense of it, and take everything as it comes at face value.
This is so helpful, personally I’ve always been terrified of psychedelics because my regular imagination is so wild that even my dreams don’t always feel like dreams. I’ve never felt comfortable enough to take them so seeing something like this I think I could handle the very couple stages should I ever want to give it a try ❤ appreciate you for making something like this, I think it’s so very helpful for understanding.
This channel is one of those rare gems you sometimes come across surfing UA-cam. Thank you for your efforts. Subscribed. Oh, and please make that video about Microdosing. I read about this concept a while ago, and although I never have taken psychedelics it is a very interesting topic.
Much much research has been done for decades, but it's getting very popular now. Psyilcybin can be used to treat PTSD, drug and alcohol addiction, to cure depression and anxiety, grief, and a whole manner of different mental afflictions. Many states in the U.S are pushing to decriminalize. It's an uphill task, but it's getting there slowly. Mushrooms really are a cure all miracle substance. They helped cure my depression in ways that are indescribable. Many countries in Europe are also pushing to decriminalize, and are using psychedelics in similar research. I think the issue the government's have, is how to make money off it. Of course it's always about money, and never about helping people. The world is changing though. There is a huge psychedelic revolution happening. When you look into history and ancient traditions like shamanism, then plant medicines were a huge part of thier culture. And to be honest, I feel that is what is lacking in modern society, we lost touch with our natural healers and teachers, and then the world went to shit. It will come back, it's inevitable.
One thing you didn't mention, that becomes more noticeable as you age, is the enhancement and distortion of memory. This effect can be tremendous even at low or micro doses. Memories that are long forgotten from many years ago can come flooding in as if the events only just happened. At higher doses the immediate chaos, euphoria, and ego loss tend to negate most of these effects.
The shifting shapes and sizes were incredibly well done, and the non-visual aspects were described very accurately. A useful guide for everyone interested from the uninitiated to pros, and those like me somewhere in the middle trying to explore responsibly.
Starry night is the top! My peak of the year is to go to small mountain festival far away from lights of city where stars shine most beautiful and the music is going thru all the night and then to take trip and watch the stars. It's most beautiful and humbling and enriching experience I've experienced and just can't get enough of it
WOW! You really know your s**t about psychedelics, and I can definitely tell that you are VERY intelligent by just the way that you speak and present your videos. PLEASE keep this content coming, I am hooked!! 🙂
@@shaunbang6986 I love hearing that dude! I used to grow Golden Teachers and make my own nn-DMT, and it has helped me unbelievably. I’ve quit smoking cigarettes, lost almost 40 pounds of pure body fat, diet & exercise, meditate, and just generally became a better person. They also helped me with illicit drug use. I am , unfortunately, in a Suboxone clinic and ever since I started tripping again awhile back, I’ve been trying to slowly get myself out of there. I’m down to 1/4 my original starting dose, and I am doing great, but DAMN IS IT HARD! Lol
Extraordinary and very accurate work. After half a century as a psychonaut, I fully endorse this video and recommend it as essential viewing for intending first-time trippers, and anyone involved in, or intending to become involved in, work as a psychedelic companion. Please, not ‘guide’, or ‘therapist’. The essential point is the intrinsic wisdom … just keep them safe and resist the temptation to ‘subtly suggest stuff’. There are more than enough charismatic, narcissistic ‘gurus’ and ‘life coaches’ out there … BTW, it was also a little bit mind-blowing seeing some of my favourite psychedelic locales from the last fifty years. Mt Macedon (even the amenities block at the bottom of the hill …), the Botanic Gardens. I actually found some lovely shrooms there, before they dug that section up and re-landscaped it. Eyes open ! :))
One thing that would’ve been a nice addition would’ve been the visual representation of people under these different states. Being in nature and in a friendly, familiar setting is key to staying on the good side of an intense trip, but I think it’s important to discuss and be aware of potential downsides as well. Seeing what happens to people was one of the craziest visuals I’ve ever had and ultimately kept me from continuing to use psychedelics. I believe I reached the “strong level” but was not in an ideal setting and unfortunately it ruined tripping for me. I had probably 100+ awesome experiences and one bad one turned all future experiences into negative ones. I believed I had seen a demon or devil of some kind at the time, although now I feel like I may have just seen the outlines and edges and shapes being extended and intensified to a degree that completely changed the appearance of people into ghastly grotesque humanoid figures. Ugh. Just thinking about it gives me chills.
You have created a wonderful frame of reference here. Better than all of Hollywood has ever produced. Visuals are quite accurate. You get the psychedelic award of, "truth in presentation". You have great skills of interpretation.
New sub and new to psychedelics. 2months in and its been fantastic, from micro dosing to deep states as far as level 5 in this video. Stumbled onto your channel after searching for information on psychedelic entities. However back to this video I feel you hit the nail on the head explaining every level. I can't speak for level 6 though, I can't explain the amazing feeling I get at level 5. Great video look forward to browsing more on your channel.
@ 9:19 with how the wood almost appears to grow yet remains the same size with the subtle patterns overlayed is so amazingly accurate thank you for this
Well done Josie, after experimenting with Psychedelics for 40 years, I would say that your representation is the most accurate I have seen. Where does the Psychedelic experience end and the genuine Mystical experience begin!
Oh yeah I've experienced a level 5 trip once and to be honest, I dont know if it was a 450 ug or 600 ug dose, but somewhere in that range. That is the most profound experience I've ever had and while I was experiencing that I was flying through the universe, seeing galaxies and planets take form. I didn't even realise that I was tripping. I was just so mesmerized by everything I saw. Crystal like forms that I'm not capable of explaining in words. Everything was in neon bright colours and it was vibrating to the distant music I heard from youtube. I even had a feeling of pureness that I've never felt in my whole life. It's was just pure. emotionless. I don't know how to describe it. I also felt that everything existing was connected and that we were all god. What an amazing experience. Ridiculous!
I don't know what to expect going IN to this video, so I'll just, say this much- I was an _angry_ boy. For a LONG time. That turned into my _default._ When I first started trying _weed?_ It felt like my brain itself was being _restructured._ It was like THAT SCENE from Death Note, in The Helicopter. The sensation was like... I was flying. FAST. So fast I gripped my seat. When I closed my eyes, I saw space itself. I saw a vertical line in the middle, a light at the end of the tunnel, as space _curled away from me, into the line._ It was surreal as all hell, and I've never been the same since. It literally changed me. Leveled me out. If I stop smoking pot, for good, I won't be like I was. I'm fascinated with psychedelics. They're wonderful tools of self discovery. I can't even _begin_ to tell you what it would've taken for me to change that drastically, naturally.
This is by far the best / most informative video to show anyone who may have a prejudice opinion of what psychotropic use is really about. Very good job on making the video. In my years of use with psychotropics , this video is amazingly accurate visually and very informative
I think the highest level I’ve been at is between strong and heavy, it was when I lemon tekked 8 grams. Mushrooms are by far the most mind boggling thing on this planet. Especially when you go in deep, nobody can convince me mushrooms aren’t some sort of interdimensional aliens. Also the visuals used in this video are INCREDIBLY ACCURATE!😮
What's "lemon tekked"? Sorry, just a curious Gen X'er who's never heard of that before. And yes, I've tripped harder on shrooms than any acid trip. And I did a lot of acid in the early 90's. Edit: never mind, I just looked it up. Wish I knew about this! Seems a better way just because you don't have to chew up dried up shroom jerky!
Dude I agree for some reason the only side effect I got from 7g was slight itchiness and I listened to the very best of Jimi Hendrix while tripping balls. Pretty sure that’s as close to communing with God as it gets
Also the colors that I saw while in the pitch black of my room were amazing. But then I went downstairs and saw all the mini lights within my living room electronics and felt like I was in my own pocket universe!!
I took 1/8 golden teacher and .4g edible and 1g penis envy and I was not impressed. I didn't really get any visuals... my trip was all feel with a slight shift in color. It was good experience but I was largely unimpressed.
Thank you for speaking and bringing information instead of just making a "psychedelic video", I had avoided to watch this clip because of the overload on the internet of videos that proclaim to replicate the psychedelic experience, all of them focused exclusively on the "visuals aspects". I had forgot for a moment who you are and all your contribution to the psychedelic community, i shouldnt had spected less of you nice one again
The visuals in the video are quite well-made but it really doesn't matter how good you animate it. Psychedelic visuals is something that's unexplainable and it cannot be recreated. For example i might look at a video or picture and say "Damn thats trippy" but i've never seen a video or picture that even got close to what its really like. Sadly it's something that you've got to see yourself. I always tend to say that explaining psychedelic visuals to someone that never took psychedelics is like trying to explain to a blind person what a color looks like.
I would love to pursue this kind of research as a career. I really do think this is the most important and fascinating field of research. Idk if you’ve already made a vid explaining but I would love to know how you got into this at such a professional level
That’s actually a good idea. I’ll add that to my list of video ideas! I want to make several videos about specific substances and effects before I make more meta videos on the topic of myself and the field that I work in though.
This is by far the first time I’ve seen a scale or video effects that actually mirror a lot of what being on psychedelics is visually like. This is very well thought out my friend.
This was absolutely fascinating, I've only gotten close to heavy before which was deeply overwhelming and would have a very hard time recommending that level of high to anyone. The only thing I personally have experienced that wasn't covered was significant time dilation. Hours feel like seconds or vise versa.
I have experienced time slowing down on low dose of psilocybin, that was so weird ! And time speeding up on MDMA, even more annoying lol, it feels like the experience had ended way too quickly.
@josikinz I think that in describing subjective experience it is also important to mention two more things: The phenomenon of fractality. Fractals are not just patterns and textures. This is a form of perception that can cover the entire spectrum of perception, from the fractal detailing of visual perception to the direct experience of the fractality of consciousness itself. And the second thing is the lack of perception of time, which leads to the experience of eternity.
Wow. I have been doing mine under clinical supervision. You are getting it right. I could add a little but your info is great. I had an NDE 4 years ago that me the same sensations as your high level explanations.
Those visuals remind me of the hypnagogic hallucinations I used to have while trying to fall asleep. They were often times intense and somewhat disturbing but I battled through them and did some research which helped me a lot in understanding what I was going through at the time. Great video and the music was spot on! 🤯😎
I’m not sure who will read this but I want to share it with you people. I had taken small amounts of psilocybin before but this time I prepared a lemon-tek using high quality ingredients, distilled water, and an 3.5g of blue cap mushrooms. I was dark alone in my room listening to healing music and it hit hard. Music made me nauseous and I could not keep my eyes open. I felt anxious. I felt the vibration and pressure. I was lifting off the rocket. I was seeing my room and myself while I laid down with my eyes closed. I saw a golden like watch / gears in my room from. What looked like fairy or elf faces and the feeling of gold bright and beautiful. Instantly after I recognized this I was led down a metal tunnel. I flew down. I felt scared. I saw the room fall apart. I was given visions of a 3-dimension green line grid. Insight that life IS like a simulation. And that I am blessed time moves so slowly because it is truly a world wind of powerful energy in this dimension. That humans are somewhere in the lower middle. That sleeping in our way and being “comfy” is truly a human thing. That comfort is different here. Time is short here you must act if you want to achieve but, do be grateful for what you are and have. After this I feel like I landed in a Windows 2001 looking screensaver environment with basic bright colors shapes and the feeling that this was a circus 🎪. At this realization a wobbly half funny looking Jester appeared. Told me something about being not ready for “up there” quite yet. And that I had questions of the afterlife (I did) and what the meaning of life is. It knew this and responds, “Yep it’s real! Let’s go take a look at what it looks like!!!!” It told me I could have been a beam of light traveling through empty spaces where I am then doing exactly that for what felt like 5 minutes or so. After it says, I could’ve been a bug! Where I am some type of respected chief insectoid, pass away with an honorable funeral, and am reborn as another insectoid who gets eaten alive as a baby. (I did not feel fear or pain) After it shows me on a private jet plane and tells me, “You’ll get here but at what cost? Look how serious you are.” and begins to point and laugh at me. I then see myself playing piano Jester says, “and look at you here!!!” laughing again at how serious I take it all. He was absolutely right. After this it felt like I was given knowledge about who I was to be or information on how to decide my time in life. I was then given information about my family and the genetic tree that is real and contains the selves and information of precious relatives which can help determine skill sets. I was also explained how past lives versions of ourselves or alternate timelines or lives are real and was given explanations as to why my family was the way it was. I felt I understood much more. After this Jester told me, “Well, now we will watch the cycle of life!” where I was shown for what felt like half the trip and hours of a younger deer 🦌 standing i. the forest eating dying rotting having the earth recycle it’s bones and it all happening again over and over with images of the fibonacci sequence and similar seashell shapes showing and over and over again. Here I could especially feel my heart beat out of my chest and thought I was going to die which I had actually accepted. I felt I did this to myself and wanted to know more and boy did I get what I wished for. My life has changed since. I understand a lot more now and I am grateful. Jester man did what he had to do and I am grateful and thankful. I did not touch and psychadlics after this until one year later where 100-300mg had me seeing light level 1 very basic visuals with a message and presence that said, “Why are you here again boy? It is not your time and you are not ready for anything here. You are not welcome right now.” After this I quite literally discarded the rest of the mushrooms and waited under my covers in bed to come down. The next time after this was perhaps another 1 maybe 2 years after where I was able to have mushroom chocolates with a girl I was dating who I said I would tripset with. I took as much as she did which was perhaps 1-1.5g but I certainly still felt the effects strongly where we watched the entirety of, “The Midnight Gosepl”. The feeling began on the launch pad again but with a very powerful holy feeling presence staring right at me together with her in my arms. It told me, “I see you here. Do not do anything you’re not supposed to. Behave.” as if I felt I was allowed in. I could see the tentacles or eyes and with the powerful presence felt it was an angel. I cried briefly from this and bowed my head and said I understood thanked it and that I must be strong with her. It was a beautiful scary thoughtful experience that night and helped me organize lots of those thoughts and feelings from my true first breakthrough. I understand it all more now. Maybe one day i’ll go back there to visit but I feel I understand what I must do. Thank you for reading.
I had an ego death experience from a flying saucer chocolate bar a year ago, here’s my experience: (just to give some context I’m an experienced tripper with a fast metabolism and my go to psychedelic is golden teachers which is mild in nature regarding its psilocybin which is average .70%. I take 2.5 of golden teachers and have a mild trip, I didn’t know about other strands and higher potency until that flying saucer bar which is the most potent mushroom in the world with a more than double psilocybin content of that of golden teachers) I had a 4 gram chocolate bar and made plans to trip that night with the intention of playing the game with my brother. I ignorantly ate almost 2 grams of the bar thinking I was going to experience a similar trip with golden teachers. I had the game set up and I got myself a drink as the shrooms kicked in 15 minutes later, all is going good at first I could feel my perception change as I see patterns in everything, colors are more vibrant, and I can feel at higher frequency compared to before. Things took a wild turn when I looked at the ceiling and the patterns began to twirl like a dance. I thought it was strange because on golden teachers patterns would move slightly in a triangular pattern nothing more, but to see the patterns dance like that just completely caught me off guard. I felt the body high start to kick in and man I knew at that point I couldn’t sit down and play the game but I needed to find a bed. I’m sweating even though it’s cool in the house I turned my AC on full blast and made my way upstairs to my bed where I laid with nothing but shorts because of how hot it was. At this point of the experience everything came to life, I would watch objects in my room warp into other objects everything is moving I see fractals and geometric symbols in everything literally. The body high was only getting stronger and I felt almost completely relaxed, the anxiety flowing through me is overwhelming I didn’t want to trip anymore. My memories became distorted and I felt like I’m dying. I forgot who I am, that I have children, it’s like every memory connected to my current physical life and all concepts pertaining to it are being obliterated. I remember the lights going off and my room being dark and I felt like if I could close my eyes it will all go away and that’s when it happened…. The moment I closed my eyes, I saw a kaleidoscope of fractals and geometry that infinitely expanded within itself. I forgot how to breathe and died. I observed a flash of lightning ⚡️ followed by a whole light show and I’m in this void. At first I was floating looking around then I fell into infinity. As I fell in that void I saw lightning, and these immaterial beings that are so small and big I can’t accurately describe them using material words or symbols. I felt there presence and they felt mine we all stared at each other. I saw these dark figures that looked like something from stranger things. I’m everything and nothing at the same time. I could feel vibrations all throughout the void and even though I’m falling I felt like I am the void. It felt like i was in there forever as I continued to fall through. My memories slowly started to come back I began to remember that I have a body, I remembered how to breath again and I went through this portal and resurrected in my body while still seeing visuals and things of that nature. The body high began to fade slowly and I was able to move again. I realized once I gained the concoct of time back that I only peaked for 1 hour even though it felt like years in the void. I could describe how I felt with the emotions of fear and gratitude. I learned so much from this experience. I realized I wasn’t the ego being obliterated but the one consciously observing it. This life we live is precious and we should treat ourselves and each other with balance. Not love and positivity over everything but balance equilibrium. Creating a hierarchy of one emotion over the other will stall healing and spiritual growth. You must embrace them all equally.
13:24 Amazing. Thats a near perfect recreation of what my "Bad Trip" in 2016 looked like. I was scared shitless the whole time. Just felt and looked like a force/void trying to pull me in forever and I thought I was seconds away from dying for a few hours. I look back on it all fondly now, but when it happened I just wanted out.
It happens but do you feel like you have conquered something huge! To think, some people will never get to experience that in their entire lives and you can safely say you held the ropes and came out the other side. Feels wacky as fuck being there trust me, I’ll never go down the hole that far again… just micros for me these days 😅
To anyone considering tripping here's what you need to know: please be aware that the mental and emotional effects were not well described in this video. Yes, the perceptual and cognitive effects are well documented but those are only a tiny fraction of the experience relative to the flood of emotions.
With most substances (including classic LSD, Mushrooms, and DMT) most people will get a hightened anxiety, nervousness, and general physical discomfort at the start (come-up) which is often unexpected and can be very difficult (usually impossible!) to control in the traditional sense.
The video presents the first few levels as "controllable if you focus" which is true of the perceptual side effects but it is false of the emotional side effects. Learning how to LET GO and let the experience take you where it will is essential but it's MUCH easier said than done.
Yes, bad trips lead to the most learning and growth but can also have a traumatic component that hightens anxiety for months after the trip. Use extreme caution.
If you don't respect these substances, you will get hurt sooner or later. Good trips are most common, just immense fun and beauty. Bad trips are good because you learn about yourself from them even if, in the moment, you had a tough time emotionally. Terror trips leave you with life-long PTSD.
First time? Start with a low to average dose, see how you react for 2-3 hrs. Stay safe and good luck. Let. Go.
I always have to vomit during the come up so I fight that alongside the nervousness lol
I did 3.5g gold caps for my first time. Tried to play Super Smash Bros with my friends who were also trippin out on 3.5g of shrooms. Everyone kept falling off the stage cuz we decided to pick the most colorful stage you can fight on. The warping visuals and the constant rush of random thoughts makes it extremely difficult to concentrate on anything. My mind was blown from all the colors just flying out of the TV at me.
@drhxa very good advise👍
I think its very subjective... what you are describing...I dont experience discomfort when coming up on a trip. I would say any discomfort I do feel is after. and that depends on how much activity I did or hydration ect
yeah my first trip i thought tempurature on my skin was faces touching me everywhere because I was just a little chilly and I thought only the room I was in existed and it existed in a void of invisible cold faces and it was terrifying
Most accurate representation of psychedelic visuals I’ve ever seen. Hands down.
Agreed
Same and explains it very well
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@@supraguy4694 thanks bro
Yup.
I’ve rented a log cabin in the woods for a day before my birthday, I’m really excited to go. I live in a city where you can’t see any stars, and I found a spot that has reduced light pollution. I absolutely love how clouds and stars look on psychedelics.
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Man one of my first lsd trips ever I was panicking a little and they told me to outside and it still is the most insane thing I’ve ever seen never was able to see it again on the dozens of trips after tho unfortunately
Dudeee, 3 days from now Ive got my own tripping cabin, at the base of a mountain in Virginia. Taking 300-400 mics, and I couldn't be more excited. If not a bit nervous as well!
I moved to desert for a year and the amount of psychedelics out there was insane. I decided to drop 3 tabs my first time taking acid and was staring at the mountains during monsoon season because there was hella light shows in the sky with the lightning and rain
With even just the enhanced visual acuity but before the hallucinations, it's beautiful to see the motion of all the different parts of the cloud at once!
Out of the handful of “bad trips” I’ve had, they always ended up being some of the most meaningful and significant experiences of my life.
For me they've never ended bad, only had bad parts. I guess I'd call them difficult experiences over bad trips because of that
@@Terence.McKenna yeah It seems most people get on a bad one as they’re about to peak or peaking and then goes away as the intensity eases off
bad trips are necessary healing trips. peace!
@@betinhocaimatando9133 right...they always end up being the best experiences for me
@@p_fiction indeed! those are tough to go through. to be born again, one must die. facing your ego and other self-told lies head-on takes an amount of courage hard to explain
Your representation of the visual effects are absolutely spot-on.
For real. I just commented the same thing before seeing your comment lol
Never done hallucinogenics or any drugs but I would never imagine psychedelics to actually be this strong. Are the optical images all this clear as in the images in the video? Do you think well such as when microdosing? How do you feel after these hallucinations?
@@JS-vi6tq i can answer the first question yeah, it’s pretty much spot on like they said
@@alexaroseeee4347 what do you feel afterward? Like a withdraw, groggy, new perceptions, etc?
@@JS-vi6tq everyone is different. I usually feel restless, hard for me to sleep so does lead to grogginess. Not hungry the whole trip, then get the munchies after. Depending on your mindset/willpower/personality; perceptions could be enhanced. I was lonely/sad a lot and after few times i felt more easy going not so worried about the future. Doesn’t mean permanent, sometimes those feelings can come back but I feel them a lot less. Even appreciating my stagnation as a growth as well not just a waste of time… cause what is time right ? Lol
This experience gave me a lot of confidence about my self and my body. A bunch of bad thought/behavior patterns were broken.
Although many of us think of psychedelics as dangerous drugs, it's time for a rethink. They are non-toxic, non- addictive, have very few side effects, and could help heal the wounds of those suffering from reoccurring anxiety/depression and bring healing to their consciousness.
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Here's a friggin psychedelic story--Level 8?
Though I'm older (60), I smoke weed for back pain and have for a long time. About 14 years ago, I had moved to Texas and nowhere to get any...so got some legal "salvia" from a local head shop who said it was " like a weaker form of weed." Anyone who really knows (and I didn't) could tell you it's like mega-DMT. I had no idea, and that night ripped a single hit from a bong, laid down and hoped to get a bit tired or mellow.
The next thing I knew, I was in front of some kind of "being," like a librarian, saying,"The story of (my name) is over" and had me hand him a tape/cd of my life recorded. Next, I was nack in my bedroom with 3 beings by the side door (I don't remember what they looked like), two were at computers punching in 0's/1/s...(I remember thinking "they are using binary," and third scowled at me "you are nothing but a hologram and we control you." Then, he started making the walls disappear, like panels on the holodeck on Star Trek...I was paniced and begged him to stop, not to do it to my dog who was on the opposite side floor (so they did, lol) along with everything else until nothing was left. They had no empathy, more like hatred-filled, and after they made all disappear, and I was left alone in what seemed to be an eternal, black, silent void. I felt overwhelming dispair; kind of said f-it, and let myself dissolve. Then, it felt that I saw "thrown," felt a thud, and found I landed on the hardwood floor in the sphinx-position...else I would have cracked my skull open.
Please Understand: At that time (2008 or so), there was no "holographic simulation" theory around as there is today. I would not have randomly made up being in a "hologram"--as if I ever gave holograms any thought. Ditto with respect to thinking about "binary numbers." I may have seen the Matrix when it came out about 10 years before, but I didn't like it or ever think about it, so could not have been "primed" to make this up from that. The experience was as real as reality feels to me now as I type this. I am not a bullshitter or kook--I have a Ph.D., retired professor, well published and level-headed. I was also familiar with psychodelics having done my share back in my own college days. This was nothing like, well anything I ever experienced before or since.
This incident shook me up so much, that after, I spent years and a lot of money traveling with my wife (who went for the fun of adventure/traveling...I never told her this story to this day, lol) all over the world for answers. Egypt, Cambodia, Vietnam, Turkey, Malta, France, India, Peru, Bolivia, Belieze, Guatamala, etc. etc. all in search of answers/hints from both spiritual folks in some of those places, and perhaps glimpses of reality to explain wtf happened that one bad salvia day (and then, a real weird thing that happened to us in Peru that borders on the impossible too). The eternal black void haunts the shit outta me.
Sorry--this was long. I haven't vented on this for a while. I can't vouch or not for what I experienced...but I think you can tell it was more than nothing. I since, have had many reality "glitches" paranormal stuff and amazing synchronicities in my life. All I can and have absolutely concluded is reality is not what we think it is, and anyone claiming to have a clue is actually clueless. I sure the F hope it doesn't simply boil down to a hologram--that's for sure.
Anyone that has went there knows, it feels so much realer than reality at that level
Love to know where you got that from or whag brand bc I have never seen this apparent salvia but I’ve seen mushrooms in the store
This sounds something truly like a dmt breakthrough or an extreme salvia trip lmao but you just said bong which is very intense but still I’m very curious as to what you actually had bc that is something life changing I’m sure you leanred something from that trip over the years….
I’ve heard so many bad things about Salvia. Salvia is the ONLY hallucinogen that I’ve done. It was in 2006 and I had an absolutely incredible experience. I mixed it with cannabis to create a cushion. I also did it with my husband in our home, alone in a sacred ceremonial type setting. I truly believe Salvia is the most strict of plants and demands respect. I studied it for months before making my purchase and I spoke to it and thanked it before and after. I too saw the hologram it told me that my husband and I created the world we live in together. I saw that we have been traveling together in different forms and relationships to one another since the beginning of time (even that we were a form of “Adam and Eve” so to speak). I had a psychic premonition of a small event in my life that I didn’t realize was that until it happened about 3 months later. I saw code all around me, binary code I guess it was very similar to the matrix. I don’t really smoke weed ever but in this period of my life for about a year I was experimenting with things. This day was the day I learned this world was not AT ALL what it seems and like the OP my studying began. One hit of Salvia Div changed my ENTIRE view on the world. It was gentle with me and kind. I remember thinking the whole time “I’m not afraid, wow I’m not afraid” because I’m legit scared of everything 😂😅 I think set, setting, intention and REVERENCE most importantly are crucial when doing salvia. IMO. 🙏🏽🤍
Salvia is the wildest shit I ever smoked
The first time I ever did Psilocybin was one I'll never forget. My legs felt so light, and I had the overwhelming urge to just start walking. I walked about 6km to the other end of my town, and then back again for a total of 12. It was like the power stopped at my midsection; my legs felt light as air. Colors were so much more vibrant and I just had this overwhelming appreciation for the structure of the universe. I thought repeatedly how much nature and the cosmos should be appreciated more, how the design of the world around me was just so incredible and I had to acknowledge it.
how much did you take?
how cramped were your legs the next day
Yeah one time me and my friends took shrooms and walked 12 miles on the beach just looking at stars and listening to music
Man o man ! I had that exact same urge too on psilocybin !! I kept walking while listening to music and enjoying nature plants, flowers, leaves, lakes, ponds and rivers I could feel each and every being, I had compassion for rocks even they were breathing !!! Each step I took was a beam of energy that I sent into the universe and came back to me in a different way. I had experienced connection with everything I had become unity !! Most beautifulEST experience of my life ! I had another trip once I got home into my bed, a more introspective experience that was as enjoyable as the first !
Now think about the reason why governments want to ban this profound medicinal substance. War propaganda or material marketing would be ineffective. they would lose control of the general civilization and a revolution would start globally.
Psychedelic mushrooms completely helped me get out of addiction and depression. It totally rewired my mind. It's amazing how it worked better than antidepressants.
@@bairdbusinesssu mad for selling salvia brother
Using them right now for alcohol withdrawal, works fabulous.
@DennyTorres678 since when is mdma psychedelic?
@@caciliaakuma3521you definitely trip so…
@@caciliaakuma3521since their inception
A couple of points I want to add:
- The intensity of emotions. Psychedelic experiences on every level can be really intensely emotional depending on your mindset and what you're going through in life. I know this video is talking more about general effects and emotions are more personal, But you should know these experiences differ person to person and you might experience some difficult emotions.
- Personally for me synesthesia happens even on lower levels.
- Spiritual and mystical internal experiences that can be quite transformative might happen on lower doses as well, you don't need to get to level 6-7 to experience that sort of thing. Psychedelic experiences just feel mystical because of how they change your perception of reality, If you truly embrace the experience and look inwards, it'll 100% be spiritual even if you're only taking 1.5g of mushrooms.
1) I love your user name - great fucking album & band!!
2) I agree - Emotional intensity is the reason I haven’t done psychedelics in a long time. I get put thru the emotional wringer on a trip, and it’s enough already 😅
Yes. I took 100ug of 1V-LSD and had a what I'd call a mystical experience.
I had one of my most spiritual experiences by accident off 1/4 tab. 10 hours into it I was basically sober but I smoked two hits of weed and was able to pull my anxiety out of my stomach into the space in front of me and sculpt these three dimensional objects into more pleasant emotions
Did anyone else start getting flash backs while watching this .. ? I literally felt every species of psychedelic mushroom, along with every micro dose of every hallucinogen I've ever tripped -in my entire life -all the way from the first time I tripped face off 2grams of mushrooms.. one thing I'll add ... At least in my own personal experience, along with many fascinating conversations I've had with other "experienced" trippers.. the more you trip, the better you get. By 5hat I mean, the better you get at at tripping, and being able to handle those memorizing-face -melting experiences; such like, when one finds themselves on the tipping point of reality, going in and out forgetting who they are or why your there, not a clue of where your at, or what you even are... in any form at all. Trip more often, and you learn certain techniques that can help deter an all out "freak-out". Granted, that's if your dose wasn't too-toooo high. Better to trip with a light/medium experience.. that's when you learn to do the "magic" in those mushrooms, as you begin to experience the world through the eyes of the "shaman"... Most people won't believe it until they trip themselves, but every trip we take, we alter our lives permanently. Depending on how we developed as a tripper, this shall either welcome it's-self as an enduring positive transformation, that forces us to break free from our material delusions, or it will be a highly detrimental experience and will undoubtedly drive a person to the brink of insanity. this is why it's better to learn to trip when you can manage the trip itself, and actually remember the experience! When this is done, you can actually begin to use the psychedelic experience of tripping to 'open doors & open windows' into literally alternate dimensions that your consciousness wakes up into, when you no longer are tripping. Or ofcourse shuts down and sinks/slips further into a world which you have no control over. The question is however, did we ever really have any control over our lives or did we just perceive it that way? I personally have proven to myself through my experiences that that depending on my actions and my thoughts and my deeds that I perform while tripping, it literally controls the alternate universe I live in today, which personally, I prefer to any alternative I could have woken up to if I never experienced the magic of shape shifting realities. That said, Great Video.. well said and stated with the many basic initial introductions into the layers of tripping , love those memorizing visuals as well, pretty accurate I felt too, at least from how I remember all my trips. So remember friends, neighbors, and strangers, trip clean, trip easy, and don't be surprised if everything about your life changes after you took that first trip, and instead take that trip by horns of the bull, and wrestle that mean, intimidating creature, into a form of personal enlightenment and complete positive transformation. Do the drugs, don't let the drugs do you!
Literally did have a slight flashback, i had to stop the video for a few seconds. 🤣🤣🤣
Very uncomfortable flashbacks indeed
beautiful flashbacks. As someone who has tripped many times and reached lvl 6. I think micro dosing is best to just coast after you've experienced alot of tripping. Woot : )
Dawg I think the drugs just did you if you wrote that much. I mean I’m off the dope and I’m mot writing that fucking much damn son 😭
I like long posts. Short quips leave too much to be misinterpreted.
Your description of a heavy experience really helped put into context my last acid trip....25 years ago, it scared me off psychedelics possibly for life! I was tripping so hard, and was seeing the most insane, complex, and mind blowing geometric puzzles spiraling, changing, the most incredible thing I've ever seen in my life! So yeah, I was having a fabulous trip, so I thought it was a great idea when my friend suggested taking more! So I took 5 more hits and within a very short time I became completely overwhelmed and terrified of everything! I saw my friend with about 8 heads, all stacked up and then the world exploded into static. I remember saying "I took too much acid" but in this weird slow man's voice and stumbled into my bedroom and collapsed onto the floor. The terror and panic I felt is indescribable, the worst fear possible. And yes, I met an entity, THE ENTITY. It was the motherboard that runs the universe. That's all I can say. I saw the man behind the curtain on that trip, and it left me with the feeling that I was NOT supposed to see what I saw. I think I've seen all I need to when it comes to psychedelics, but I'm still fascinated with them, their power is truly awesome .
Care to explain about the entity? Or do you not remember much
Ummm you sure you weren't just having a very bad trip and just made you hallucinate lol
@@rainbowllama5570 that's pretty much what I said, I took too much acid and had a real bad time.
@@rainbowllama5570that's literally what they're saying happened lmao, wtf else would they be talking about???
@@Very-Uncorrect idk people make it seem like they actually meet a God or something spiritual instead of just saying they are hallucinating
i feel like a psychadelic experience will not only make u appreciate the worlds beauty during the trip but even after, u start to notice, consider, and appreciate the worlds beauty alot more. I also feel like a trip can really open your mind to a new level of creativity that you can expand on throughout life
Never did I notice driving down the highway in my area are you able to see out for miles and miles you can even see Boston a little bit once I tripped I started noticing just how vast and expansive the sky is. And how little we are in the world. Psychs are amazing 🤩🥰
So about a month ago I took my first LSD trip. It was in a small hut near a forest with 2 of my friends, so 3 people, but only 2 of us (luckily) took the acid. Me being me, I wanted to have the full psychedelic experience, so I took one tab which was supposedly 200μg.
For about an hour nothing much really happened. I was a little giggly, but that may have been just from the excitement. In the next 30 minutes, some visual distortions started appearing. Dinosaurs in the trees, Auschwitz children on the ceiling, Lenin on the right side of my friend's face. Anything with a slightly more complex texture like leaves, bark, stone walls, etc. my brain would just expand recursively into more and more complex patterns. The effects were especially pronounced outside where it was dark since it was kinda late at night so we tried to spend as much time as possible there to explore our newly attained senses and not get cold while doing so. My friends also took this opportunity to smoke some weed. They were also drinking beer throughout the night. Usually, at these kinds of events, I drink and smoke as well, but since it was my first time on acid, I wanted to have as vanilla of an experience as possible, so I restrained myself. Looking back, maybe I should have drank as well since alcohol and weed apparently weaken the effects. At this stage it was really fun, everything felt new and exciting and me and my friend felt like explorers of a brand-new world. That feeling lasted for about 15 minutes after which the weird stuff began.
We were just sitting down at a table discussing the effects, trying to explain what it feels like to our "sober" friend. It was late at night, I felt a little drowsy and the visuals were starting to get a little overwhelming, so I put my head down into my crossed arms to lay down and relax for a while, but the moment I did that, I lost all control over my body and my mind just went nuts. Fractals of infinite complexity, everything just spinning around. I thought: "This is it. This is the trip. I'm just gonna enjoy myself for the next 8 hours". Every sound, colour and thought, they all were just a part of this abstract painting that me and my friends were painting together. It felt like we were bouncing thoughts and ideas back and forth between each other all equally contributing to the final image of the evening. At some point, I lost track of which thought is mine and which isn't and I just went with the flow. I still felt very excited, so I just enjoyed the ride for the next 10 minutes trying to figure out the rules of the new world we were in. Well, I say 10 minutes, but honestly from here on out time stopped making sense so any time information I give can be wildly inaccurate.
Thinking that I have figured it all out, I started laughing out loud uncontrollably. To my sober friend it looked like I was laughing at his joke which apparently wasn't that funny to the degree I was laughing, so he knew something was up, but honestly, I wasn't a part of that conversation for the last 10 minutes and I don't remember anything he said. Anyway, he tries to check up on me if I'm all right. I'm trying to answer back because I can somewhat hear him but it feels like I'm 5 layers under reality and to get anything out is a challenge. Any coherent sentence that I try to formulate comes out just as random sounds and squeaks. My friend now knows that I'm not good and so he grabs me and turns on the lights. Mind you, until this point, we tried to make the inside of the room as dim as possible so that we enhance the effects. So he turns the lights on and BAM ... I'm awake, back in the real world ... for about 5 seconds after which I dropped back again into my daydreaming group session. Anyway, the way my friend tried to wake me up made me think that an ambulance was called and I got a panic attack thinking that I ruined the night. After all, it was my first time, so it could have been too big of a dose for me. I really didn't know what was going on with my body. By now, I could be somewhere completely else on stretchers carried by paramedics for all I knew. To make it all worse I knew 8 more tabs were lying on a table and my friend was talking the whole night about taking another one as he didn't feel the effects for the first hour thinking that we took only a quarter of a tab, not a whole. So I thought we took the rest as well. This made my anxiety spike even more. Given this moment I'd like to also thank my sober friend who didn't take acid with us giving me one small sense of hope.
So by now I pretty much wasn't sure of what is real and what isn't. I saw recurring images of all the possible night iterations where I either am carried away by paramedics or I'm still just lying down on a mattress next to a fireplace or we are still outside exploring all at the same time. It felt like I got one deja vu every second. It also felt like only by thought I can control the outcome of the night. Any thought that I had felt as real as if it was really happening at that moment so I tried to think as positively as possible. My friend tried to wake me up to give me some water. I'm back again in the real world for another 5 seconds of rest time. This time I'm just scared shitless hoping for it to end ... it didn't.
Any attempt to wake me up from here on out would just reassure me into thinking that the paramedic storyline is real.
At this point, I started to feel like time is going backwards. My thoughts were going forward, but key moments from the night started appearing again and again, and thoughts that I had before at some given moment, which didn't make sense at the time, now suddenly started making sense only in the context of the future.
So yeah ... for the next six hours I was just really miserable hoping for everything to end and that what I was thinking isn't real. When I finally came back after these 6 hours, at first, I wasn't sure if I was really back or if this wasn't just another hallucination. My first memory after waking up is of my friend talking to me, but I wasn't really paying attention since he could have been just a product of my imagination so no meaning in answering. After about 5 minutes I realized, that yes, this really is the real world. I wasn't even happy or anything that I'm back. I was just so drained of any will to live after trying for hours to communicate and not being able to.
Well, that concludes the story of my very first and as of now only psychedelic trip. I don't know if I want to try this ever again, maybe sometime, but definitely with a smaller dose. I'm not sure where would my experience rank in the context of this video, but I'd say at least a 4. Definitely a strong thought provoking experience. I'm still thinking about it quite often. For anyone still reading, thank you for your time, sorry for my rant and any mistakes that I've made (I'm not native). I just wanted to write down somewhere my experience. I hope your trips go better than mine.
Trip safe.
PS: Visuals in this video are VERY accurate. Probably the best I've seen on yt.
Next time take half of that dose. It will be much more enjoyable.
This looks like fucking torture man, i tried to replicate in my mind rn and feels horrible, like every thought you have become reality, but you can't know if that's real or not, jeeez bro, for 8 hours? I'd rather stay with my weed, stay safe man
Tbh with you, I'd take one dose like this but only with a sober friend and somewhere safe, with music and shit like that, could you at least move yourself?
My dad, who has a lot more experience than me said 100 micrograms is a good amount for a first time and that's what I tried, it was amazing but I can't imagine what 200 would be like with no experience. (I also spent many hours talking about it with my dad first to make it a very comfortable environment and a relaxed experience. We live in different countries so we had lots of time to discuss beforehand. Going to visit him again in a week.)
It seems like your sober friend didn't leave you enough space for tripping on your own. This whole waking up and talking to you constantly must have been a horror. I actually feel a real discomfort when I think about it. Gosh, it's so important to have a good sitter.
I'm well into the triple digits for trips starting about 15 years ago. This is BY FAR the most accurate and comprehensive description I've seen.
I was on like a 5 and could not control anything I was saying. I think I made it up to a 6 because I did blackout at one point and it was pretty awful.
I was stuck in such a loop. Like the biggest possible loop you could imagine. (Honestly one you couldn’t even imagine)
I was also having repetitive motion syndrome.
This was on mushrooms and I haven’t taken any since. I think of the trip too often. I don’t know if I ever will take mushrooms again. Although I really do respect them.
I guess I’m just saying this to you because I am curious as to what you have to say
How are you managing life after triple digit trips 😮
@@SharkFishSFhe means the number of not like a 121 gram shroom trip, I think that'd outright send you to the next dimension
@@fayai1548 haha I got that, but still that much trips has to be too much
Is this more like lsd or shrooms
This is extremely accurate description of the process. Huge congratulations to the creator.
Please make the dissociative scale into a video! These are incredible.
Hell yeah. Please collaborate with Nervewing on this. He has an amazing blog on dissociatives and I’m 99% certain he’d love to collaborate.
He’s the disso king.
YES, dissos are extremely fascinating to me
Please do this boss
will do! I'm realizing that my biggest limiting factor is that the replications community has produced an endless amount of psychedelic replications for me to use in my videos, but very few dissociative replications. It's entirely possible but I don't have any good k-hole replications, for example. At this point, I'll probably make a video on deliriants before dissociatives, because there are plenty of people replicating that experience within the community.
There's an infinite number of levels when you go sideways
I think I got to level 6 once on acid, but it may have just been high level 5. I would certainly appear unconcious to others, but I was not, I was completely unaware of my real enviornment or my body though. I remember floating out of my body, looking at it thinking "if i'm here what happens to it", which quickly stopped mattering as ego dissolved completely. Flew through some trippy space (amnesia starts kicking in here), until I arrive in an infinite expanse of swirling conciousness and energy, in awe at first but then merging with it. In that state everything just made sense, and felt more real than anything I have ever experienced.. Spent probably 2 hours in that part, followed by return to the lesser ego death state, and a period of trying to piece my mind back together, convinced if I did not I would never come back.
When I did finally come down I was so excited to share the experience with my friends, only to find I could not, still not done processing it myself, unable to communicate the experience in a way that made sense, and also having some trouble speaking in general. For many months I was not entirely convinced I was not still in the trip, but not to a level where it caused problems. It was one of the most profound experiences of my life, but it also made me terrified to touch psychadelics again for a long while.
He's on lnstagrm
Extremely realistic and accurate representation of the open and closed eye visuals produced by psychedelic substances such as psilocybin and LSD. Likely the best I have seen on UA-cam.
I have NEVER seen visuals be so correct than the first 3 stages . Exactly what it's like on acid
That’s what I was gonna say💀
Yesss. Some of level 4 visuals, too. I guess so >155 micrograms
Never tried acid but visuals were similar to my shroom trips.
uk how much acid i have to take foe lvl 2?
@@TheBloggme how many shrooms do u need to get to the second level for someone with a very low tolerance
I had a level 5 trip the other day with my bf after not doing psychedelics for almost 20 years. It was the most fun, beautiful, refreshing, life affirming thing I have ever done. I still have overwhelming feelings of gratitude and happiness from that trip. I’m sure it helped that I am in a better spot in my life than I’ve ever been. But I feel the psychedelics pushed my happiness over the edge. All in all an absolutely wonderful experience.
What I would never understand is that how tf would seeing figures moving make you experience these so called life changes experiences
Back in the early mid nineties I used to do quite a lot of acid. Lately I've been wondering how I would go taking acid again. Glad you had a wonderful experience after 20 years.
Same, i just tripped 2 days ago and it was the first time in 5 years, I feel so at peace and felt like I got soo much hatred and all the negativity out of me, it was so beautiful even at one point I cried so much, but in the most beautiful way if that makes sense. Listening to the most beautiful music while being in nature and watching the most trippiest things , looking at the night sky (which was INSANE)
@@rainbowllama5570"seeing figures moving" is not why you take a trip. Its not about what you see, about halucinations. Its about what you experience. Your thoughs and mind are the main gamechanger here, not your senses.
@@rainbowllama5570lmao man if only you knew
I meditate every time I take 🍄 and I can't begin to explain the countless experiences I've had. Going to into my Akashic Records, seeing my past lives and connecting with my higher self.
Sounds like a good plan aha, what type of mushes do you typically go for and which do you typically stay away from?
@Jack Robinson justsaying most mushrooms youll find are cubenisis' and a cubes a cube
How can you meditate when the effects make your 🧠 run at 1000km/h?
@@huzlfinance everyone trips different, some take you on a spiritual journey, the key is to relax and clear your mind before and during the trip.
A few months ago I ate a chocolate mushroom filled candy bar without realizing what was in it and long story short I saw a bunch of little faces everywhere and when morning came I noticed a green mist hanging in the air and I started thinking about lizards and frogs. A few days later I was telling a friend about it and they had just returned from a psychedelic retreat where they had their experience around the same time as I did and they were out in some wetlands surrounded by frogs. Pretty wild, we were hundreds of miles apart but seemed to have a psychedelic connection.
Tell me you’ve never actually taken mushrooms….without telling me you’ve never taken mushrooms 😅
@@codyanderson1593 fr lmao. i mean i guess anything can happen but that is a bit far fetched
@@Scotty-vs4lf ehh idk I don’t doubt what he felt was real to an extent, I’ve had telepathic communication with friends on psychs to some it seems far fetched but it was very real
Psychedelic connections need to be studied. My friend and I took them at the same time in different places, and we were texting each other without reading our phones because we knew what the other was thinking and feeling. Very strange. Both of us had a terrible trip but that brought us together and somehow after our telepathy experience we were able to calm down
@@mikeb1368 yeahhhh dood insanity
Your representation of the visual effects are absolutely spot-on.. Most accurate representation of psychedelic visuals I’ve ever seen. Hands down..
The altered and enhanced cognition aspects is what REALLY make me keep coming back, visuals are fun but the cognition changes are POWERFUL and paths to growth and positive change.
When I stopped smoking weed and tobacco in January this year I was often experiencing level 1 without taking any psychedelics. I also experienced lucid dreams which I haven't had for many years, and even astral travel on a couple of occasions during sleep. A few months later I had the urge to start smoking again, only tobacco, and all that stopped. This tells me even tobacco can diminish the memories of dreams similar to weed and have an effect on Seratonin and Melatonin. I'm determined to stop again even though it's proving harder than before, I want back what I had for the first 3 or 4 months of this year. It was a strangely magical time.
I wish you all the best!
Thanks Jethro.
I went from smoking weed daily to cutting it down to once or twice a week, and I have had much much more vivid dreams, and less groggyness in the morning, ive also noticed how much more fun it is to be high on the days I get to smoke. Weed is great but overusing it (just like anything) really kills its greatness for me.
Psychedelics saved me from years of uncontrollable depression, anxiety and illicit pill addiction.imagine carrving heavy chains for over a decade and then all of a sudden that burden is gone.Believe it or not in a couple years they'll be all over for treatment of mental health related issues
Please does anyone know where I can get them? I put so much on my plate and it really affects my stress and anxiety level .I would love to try to shrooms.
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Was actually having this constant, unbearable anxiety due to work stress.Not until I came across myco.spore a very intelligent mycologist.He saved my life honestly
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I'm 68 now and vividly remember my numerous trips in the 70s....white lightening, orange sunshine, yellow mellow, window pane, purple microdot... sugar cubes .. and shrooms... never had a bad trip.... some of these simulations are pretty close to what I experienced.... in particular for me with cars and women... in a way I could never explain... .I have no regrets. Lots of laughter.. ..and the music we listened to is ingrained in my brain to this day (Yessongs). The most intense visions I've ever seen. Glad I experienced it!
you can still trip at 68
Let's trip! Lol
that sounds amazing bet you were a pimp back then OG, predicate the culturism will checkout "yessongs"
When I accidentally took between 9-15 hits of acid I definitely made it to what she describes as level 6. I can’t remember a lot of the trip, I only really remember coming up and then coming down, but the effects were immediate after taking. 20 minutes after eating the sugar cubes, my entire body was vibrating and I could not hear my friend yelling my name right next to me until his maybe fifth try. The rest of what I remember is mildly stereotypical of a hero dose, autonomous entities and all the rest but what really keeps me up is having gone unconscious with my eyes open (or so my friends tell me) while peaking. There is roughly 4 hours of my trip that I cannot account for, having apparently just sat on a couch staring at a wall with my eyes wide open. I don’t really remember drifting off but I do remember the intensity increasing to the point of knowing all I could do was sit down and ride it out. I really wonder where I went during my peak but something tells me I’m not supposed to know considering how difficult it was to come back to reality after that one. I basically had to relearn how to be a human entirely and I still have my struggles regarding. I was 16 at the time and am 23 now, too much acid for probably anyone, let alone a 16 year old. Thanks for reading!!! Love to you
Wow that sounds traumatic! I’m glad that you’re still with us. Just because there aren’t really any deaths on mushrooms or acid doesn’t mean there’s no risk of hurt from overdosing.
@@ErikPelyukhno I appreciate that and agree, some people never really come back from trips like that and I’ve often felt like one of them. Since then I’ve had my troubles with anxiety and have worked through it to a reasonable extent but it’s definitely shaped my philosophies and ideals for the better I do believe. I remain indifferent to the specifics of the supernatural but since that trip I have even had my share of what I personally deem to be mystical experiences, often wondering if that trip pushed me into that world. While psychedelics can change your life for better or worse, I do often believe they are not for everyone, especially in massive doses. Like your point, they may not kill you, but they may factory reset your ego whether you want it or not 😂. Thanks for the kind comment!!!
can you elaborate on having to relearn how to be human? how long was that process? what did you forget how to do effectively? what was the dose you took if you had to estimate?
Oh psychedelics can kill you most certainly... I would consider the old me dead and gone for years.... just not in the literal sense of death.
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These depictions are so accurate im impressed to whoever recreates these! It’s been SO long since I’ve had an intense psychedelic experience like level 3/4. This video made me miss it
Is the video shrooms or lsd
@@scooty9272from what I've seen I'll go with shrooms but I've only gone up to level 3
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I think it is AI video morphing.
So it is neither, but people may relate it to be an accurate depiction.
-Similar to their own experience.
Both experiences are similar anyways. If you are interested in the differences you can read up on it.
Me and buddy went fishing and split 🍄 about 4gs each. My experience was between level 3-4 Moderate and Heavy. Smoking 🌿 definitely made it a lot more intense. My buddy helped me out of a negative headspace in my trip which wasn't by any means a bad trip. I was in a bad situation in life so he let me vent to him and he gave me his advice. There's definitely something special about talking with someone when you're both tripping. It's no wonder why governments keep them illegal. Hell, I've never really had a "bad trip." Challenging ones for sure but still overall a beautiful experience.🍄 tend to go in waves for me especially the mental part of the trip. Makes you think about everything in life. No regrets doing 🍄. Never tried acid though. I have no idea how different it is to 🍄.
Weed always causes more anxiety, paranoia and clouds up my psychedelic trips. The difference between acid and shrooms is probably subjective but for me acid is more "electric" and you as the tripper guide the ride while mushrooms seem to be more 'wavy' and 'earthy' and they tell you where the trip is going to go. Its so hard to put in words, but there definitely are nuances imo.
Well.. if this says enough. I did acid at least 12 different times before my first shroom trip, and my mind was so dead set on what a general "trip" was supposed to look like, shrooms forever weird me the fuck out. They are too different of a ride, and my mind can never take them. Haha
Acid was very similar in my experience.
@@b.entranceperium Electric vs earthy/wavy is pretty accurate. But I also think that acid is a bit more of a wild card - there are many different acid experiences that kind of get structured out of the situation. Frequently, the metaphorical effects predominate over tbe visual so that you are effectively having a completely mental experience (that sounded funny).
I treat acid with a lot of respect. Be mindful of where you want to be - in a safe, flexible, escapable space with the right people, or with no one if preferred.
It's so difficult to pin this stuff down. This is why people feel so compelled to talk about it. I meant to write two sentences and I still can't shut up!
Acid seems to linger in the psyche with prolonged use. Shrooms are more contained to the experience. Does that make sense?
I never done shrooms, but I’ve been practicing meditation and looking into all old eastern philosophy and way of life like Buddhism, Taoism, zen, ect... heavily for years, getting deeper and trying to understand what this life is. So I have had some of these experiences in the video in my head in deep meditation. From seeing hallucinations, some geometric shapes(not as intense as the high level shroom dose but can get very interesting), talking to entities or spirits and being able to feel there presence, astral projection, knowing everything is one. my experience u eventually feel the wobble of your soul when your thoughts calm down and less come in, and if u keep calm u end up forgetting U have a body or realizing the imagine u are looking at has been in your head the whole time, making me realizing everything comes from within and we control it, answers come to u too in the same way it was described in the video. If u practice and can astral project u feel a tug from the body and by this time your thoughts are way less not many thoughts if any, they almost more come to u more as like a lesson or something u are supposed to see for growth, but u aren't attached to the thought in the same way u normally are u realize its a thought and u can choose not to connect with that thought and u are more viewing the thought more than identifying with it.. besides that it’s just peaceful bliss and i mean beyond comprehension peaceful bliss, u see "the light" they talk ab after dying everything gets bright like the sun is in your eyes out of no where, even tho your eyes are closed and probably in your room. at this point u understand everything is one and there's no describing it, u understand there's an afterlife bc u are literally out of your body, u felt the tug out.. at certain points before this u see a blue ball, that can move or create shapes, even hallucinations ive seen soooo many. and that’s said to be your higher self, soul, spirit something like that and it can communicate through subconscious imagery like scenarios. Basically u are now tapped in to the subconscious and if u know how to communicate with entities u can and they will communicate through the imagery like i said and from my experience u use emotion and imagery to communicate back., theres def some negative energies out there but if u ignore them and understand love is stronger than them it quickly vanishes into a peaceful state. which is where to start to astral project if u practice. u calmly wait and then since u have much control over your head at this point its able to use the imagery in a dream like viewing that u can feel entities messages.. u even can almost see a face that it creates a image of off energy and the blue ball. I know when u breath a certain way your lungs release natural dmt. Our lives are literal dreams states that we can create and change by emotion and through thought the heart chakra being the most powerful manifesting tool, feeling the love and gratitude for what u have already. When u want something that indicates subconsciously u don’t have it, since this is a dream like state and responds off how u feel not what U think, so u gotta be thankful for having what u have or what u want and almost pretend u have it already ,know it’s yours just based off thought, the universe brings it to u. Anyone should look up Neville Goddard, Alan watts, Terrence McKenna a couple very interesting people. And if your interested in different levels of meditation look up the 7 stages of Jhana. i found it interesting the similarities ive had with this video but i understand why. i do believe more in them being beings of light tbh tho.
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Very nice, thank you.
I'm glad this video exists to help me understand what happened to me. "I" completely dissolved for hours. I learned so much it was awe inspiring. I've taken more on dozens of occasions and never had my ego dissolve, and it lasted so long. I was completely separate from my body and some incredible intelligence was beaming into me. I'm so not worthy of this experience but I'm glad you uploaded this.
Psilcybin contining mushrooms saved my life.they drastically reduced my benzodiazepine withdrawal allowing me to quite illicit pill addiction after three years of heavy daily use before it would had became medically dangerous to quit
Psychedelic's definitely have potential to deal with mental health symptoms like anxiety and depression, I would like to try them again but it's just so hard to source here
@aarnarinkihreedran6560 Tripping is not really bad but find a good mycologist who will teach you the right things you need to know
@@emmanueluma Yeah ,I got my GT from him.
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He Is very reliable
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Impressive , and you know your stuff young lady. I am 69 years of age now and hav logged in many mind excursions. I still have one kind of experience on LSD that never occurred again. I was 19 at the time, and was camping with two buddies . We each took a full dose of blotter acid which supposedly came from Tim Leary's lab. The dot on the paper was the size of a quarter. One hour later I felt myself being led away from my friends whom I wouldn't see until the next day. I felt as if something powerful was coming and I was helpless. Tne next thing I know , I was standing on a rock in the middle of the woods arched backwards with my spine in a back- curved position. I was missing my jacket, belt and one shoe and 17 hours had passed. After recalling enough pieces of the experience through the next several months, I realized that I had fallen into a trance state of consciousness. What I recalled was a metaphorical story of my life and beyond. I could write a book just based on that one experience. . . . so there may be yet another level of experience . . . . the psychedelic Trance level.
Talk of the "entity" sent chills down my spine. I have also seen a "being" during a high level intense trip.
Pretty great analysis and ranking, and I got to say, the visuals were pretty convincing that I was tripping. As a 46 year old, experienced with acid and shrooms since the early 90's, level 2 is at most what you'd want to do as a beginner. Level 3 is done solo only with experience and a positive, controllable setting. Level 4 and above only with a sitter or at least multiple friends with you on a trip. Trust me, I ended up putting myself in the ER only on a level 3 after years of abstinence and thinking I could handle it on my own in an uncontrolled setting (nature hike, bad trip, poisonous bugs attacked me!).
I do agree with your comment at the end of the 6th stage, it's just not worth it. Although I do think I experienced "ego death" somewhere between level 4 and 5 once when I was younger. It profoundly changed my outlook on life and the way I carry myself, sometimes not for the better. I became more existentially nihilistic, withdrawn, and very low self esteem (I basically saw humans as no matter how much you achieve, you're always insignificant, weak, and not even a speck of meaning to the greater power of whatever it is) . Experiencing these things don't always improve you....I didn't expect to keep adding to this lol, I'll stop.
I have had a nihilistic period as well and I would seriously recommend checking out optimistic nihilism. Together with stoicism, continously trying to not take life seriously, searching for joy in everything, and doing a job to make sure other people can do the same, I turned it into my greatest strength to live life fully.
Dude. This is perfectly made. Level 5 - strong depicts and described everything perfectly down to a t. Especially when the video demonstrated blinking. 10/10 accuracy
Phsychedelics helped me quit illicit pills addiction, I was messed up I was depressed and a danger to myself. Good videos and help like this should be seen always.
Truth be told... Psychedelics are life changers..
And Should be made readily accessible by people...I still microdose DMT till date..thanks to DENNIS_ALLEN_01👌
Ive never been able to describe the experience of a psychedelic trip. This is by far the best Ive seen. Thanks
can i just say not only are you an intelligent mediator of psycodelic experiences but also i would assume that one has much experience in such experiences to be able to explain so much in dept!.bravo🤝👏👏keep up the fantastic work
Whoever made those psychedelic montage this is incredibly accurate !!! Bravo
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Wow this is awesome. Not only your useful new intensity scales, but also these replications. I really had to breath very deeply while watching some of them. Crazy how accurate and beautiful they got. Anyway cool video, i love your work. Hope you are doing well
More impressive, to me at least, than the visual representation, is the way you captured the auditory aspects of the experience. Hearing those sounds unlocks memories for me!
I Had A Level 3 Trip Yesterday And It Was Beautiful And Very Insightful. I Dosed Around 9 Am And Fully Came Down Around 2-3PM But It Felt Like A Whole 24 Hours. I Definitely Didnt Want It To End
I projected my conciousness out of my forehead and was staring at myself from above and below. I then connected completely to the universe and felt complete bliss. Everything including my mind was a geometric shape. When I came out I started to cry hard from the experience. It's hard to explain what I seen or experienced. It made me believe in something greater and I'm so glad it happened as I dont fear death as much
Excellent video. I’ve always noticed that objects can take on a off kilter position appearing to sit at odd angles as if they’re slightly tilted. The breathing and morphing in this video is spot on . A lot of times I’ve had these kaleidoscope wheels that would grow and turn in my whole vision . There is definitely a anxiety factor that goes up the higher the dose . I think it was a great point to make about what is therapeutic and enjoyable in going up on dosage . These are just my personal experiences on psychedelics and I am aware of the fact that they are not always shared by others . Your scale really makes me wonder just how much of these substances I was taking years ago lol .
This is my first encounter with you and your content. I’m greatly impressed at the thoroughness, language, editing, and composition of this content. I’ll surely be subscribing. Cheers!
This video was the closest demonstration and explanation to what I saw and experienced. Stage 4 especially. Best video I’ve found on it to date.
You’re a pioneer! Your lexicon and analysis is world class! Subscribed
I really love how you explained what the highest level psychedelic experience is like. Other people describe the levels of experience as if the highest dose is the most profound. When you're so far gone you can't really bring anything back.
This is the best visual representation and scale of tripping I have ever seen. Above and beyond. Great job!
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I may be a little late saying this, I’ve only seen a few of your videos and heard you. It was a pleasant surprise to be able to put a face to the voice behind this amazing informative content ☺️. I’ve been waiting for something like this. Thank you so much. It really hits close to home.
haha, what? have you been waiting for a face reveal? kinda weird
Thanks! Let me repeat, Thank you! Awestruck. Grateful to support you bringing light to the world!
Nothing else has *visually* compared to what I'd experienced before seeing the graphics in this video, great stuff - some of the better looking ones are the ones that don't have visual depth to them, can't say I've ever experienced anything like 9:52 before. There's something immersion-breaking about being able to pick out how far something is away from you when you focus on it. But the blink transition like at 10:10 is SO good, I'd find myself trying to re-blink again to reset what I was seeing sometimes bc I'd figured I'd just blinked wrong or something.
But some personal context that this vid reminds me of - DO NOT underestimate all the effects that weren't shown visually or auditorily, that were read out or shown listed on screen. At 9:15 they mention your thoughts seeming more significant - oftentimes your thoughts will come to you more as if they're some reality-breaking realization, like a cascade of repeating "aha!" moments from playing a puzzle game. Even the most nonsensical ideas become *very* believable when you combine some of the listed effects like delusion, emotional intensification and enhanced spirituality. If you're fighting the trip, you'll get driven down the trip even harder because of your pattern-seeking brain trying to make sense of it all. Multiple effects will feed off each other to create that feeling of physically or spiritually being somewhere else.
A lot of the visuals in the video at face value just seem cool-looking and trippy. But when you're in the headspace of the trip, you ascribe meaning to them and they stop being shapes, and start being stand-ins for some greater *thing* you're thinking of.
Your sight will bleed over into the things you feel physically, and you'll get placebo'd seeing a ball you hold wrap itself around your hands, and you'll feel the ball grabbing back at you. When you see faces, you'll pair them up with the hands and deduce that there must be people all around you. If there's people all around you, you must be being watched - and if you're being watched, maybe you're also being recorded. Maybe you get some sense of de'ja vou - like maybe you've seen yourself in this moment before. From the recording that's being taken? - Which would mean all of this has already happened, as you're currently living it. Which means you're living in the past? Or the people you saw before are living in the future? Which means that time must be flat if you saw them earlier at the same time as you've been existing, which means maybe life is only viewed *subjectively* in a linear way, but really all exists at the same time.
If time is flat, surely you'd be able to hear every sound you'll ever hear if you just listen close enough - and sure enough it comes, voices of all the people you've ever known or people you haven't met yet. Sounds you hear repeat and layer over eachother like a recording that records itself, but doesn't seem to come from anywhere at all. And when you see the spinning, multi-colored tesseracts like at 1:17 and, possibly, these could be the source of the sound - all of the time-flat lives that surround you that you could never see before when time was linear. But if you can see them now, where does that mean you're at now? A place where physics don't make sense anymore, and time is flat and infinite, but you can pretty solidly say you're not dreaming, yet you're outside of your own life able to experience it if you only focus hard enough.
If your trip leads you to believing that you must be dead, and you weren't ready to die yet, good luck - don't dig too deep into your thoughts, don't try to make too much sense of it, and take everything as it comes at face value.
Nice comment
This is so helpful, personally I’ve always been terrified of psychedelics because my regular imagination is so wild that even my dreams don’t always feel like dreams. I’ve never felt comfortable enough to take them so seeing something like this I think I could handle the very couple stages should I ever want to give it a try ❤ appreciate you for making something like this, I think it’s so very helpful for understanding.
The use of magic mushrooms completely helps one get over depression and makes you feel like yourself.
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This channel is one of those rare gems you sometimes come across surfing UA-cam.
Thank you for your efforts. Subscribed.
Oh, and please make that video about Microdosing. I read about this concept a while ago, and although I never have taken psychedelics it is a very interesting topic.
Much much research has been done for decades, but it's getting very popular now. Psyilcybin can be used to treat PTSD, drug and alcohol addiction, to cure depression and anxiety, grief, and a whole manner of different mental afflictions. Many states in the U.S are pushing to decriminalize. It's an uphill task, but it's getting there slowly. Mushrooms really are a cure all miracle substance. They helped cure my depression in ways that are indescribable. Many countries in Europe are also pushing to decriminalize, and are using psychedelics in similar research. I think the issue the government's have, is how to make money off it. Of course it's always about money, and never about helping people. The world is changing though. There is a huge psychedelic revolution happening.
When you look into history and ancient traditions like shamanism, then plant medicines were a huge part of thier culture. And to be honest, I feel that is what is lacking in modern society, we lost touch with our natural healers and teachers, and then the world went to shit. It will come back, it's inevitable.
I don't know how your channel is not more popular, this is fantastic!
Thanks!
Very good video! It is clearly visible, that you have put alot of work into this!
One thing you didn't mention, that becomes more noticeable as you age, is the enhancement and distortion of memory. This effect can be tremendous even at low or micro doses. Memories that are long forgotten from many years ago can come flooding in as if the events only just happened. At higher doses the immediate chaos, euphoria, and ego loss tend to negate most of these effects.
The shifting shapes and sizes were incredibly well done, and the non-visual aspects were described very accurately. A useful guide for everyone interested from the uninitiated to pros, and those like me somewhere in the middle trying to explore responsibly.
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One time looking into the starry night. The stars appeared to be connected by a celestial spider web, breath taking. Very cool visual effects!
Happened to me as well while on shrooms..
Our reality is made from strings of consciousness. These have a vibration just like our thoughts.
Starry night is the top! My peak of the year is to go to small mountain festival far away from lights of city where stars shine most beautiful and the music is going thru all the night and then to take trip and watch the stars. It's most beautiful and humbling and enriching experience I've experienced and just can't get enough of it
Ah yes, the Web. Lifts my spirit to know others have seen it too
@@TheJoshestWhite see it every time 🙃
WOW! You really know your s**t about psychedelics, and I can definitely tell that you are VERY intelligent by just the way that you speak and present your videos. PLEASE keep this content coming, I am hooked!! 🙂
@@shaunbang6986 I love hearing that dude! I used to grow Golden Teachers and make my own nn-DMT, and it has helped me unbelievably. I’ve quit smoking cigarettes, lost almost 40 pounds of pure body fat, diet & exercise, meditate, and just generally became a better person. They also helped me with illicit drug use. I am , unfortunately, in a Suboxone clinic and ever since I started tripping again awhile back, I’ve been trying to slowly get myself out of there. I’m down to 1/4 my original starting dose, and I am doing great, but DAMN IS IT HARD! Lol
@@greenbud8946 good luck with your journey!
@@mrscoles100 THANK YOU!!! 🙂🙂
@@greenbud8946 How did you make nn-DMT?
@@waterzero5461 with Mimosa Hostilis root bark, water, naphtha, and lye.
Extraordinary and very accurate work. After half a century as a psychonaut, I fully endorse this video and recommend it as essential viewing for intending first-time trippers, and anyone involved in, or intending to become involved in, work as a psychedelic companion.
Please, not ‘guide’, or ‘therapist’.
The essential point is the intrinsic wisdom … just keep them safe and resist the temptation to ‘subtly suggest stuff’.
There are more than enough charismatic, narcissistic ‘gurus’ and ‘life coaches’ out there …
BTW, it was also a little bit mind-blowing seeing some of my favourite psychedelic locales from the last fifty years. Mt Macedon (even the amenities block at the bottom of the hill …), the Botanic Gardens. I actually found some lovely shrooms there, before they dug that section up and re-landscaped it.
Eyes open !
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One thing that would’ve been a nice addition would’ve been the visual representation of people under these different states. Being in nature and in a friendly, familiar setting is key to staying on the good side of an intense trip, but I think it’s important to discuss and be aware of potential downsides as well. Seeing what happens to people was one of the craziest visuals I’ve ever had and ultimately kept me from continuing to use psychedelics. I believe I reached the “strong level” but was not in an ideal setting and unfortunately it ruined tripping for me. I had probably 100+ awesome experiences and one bad one turned all future experiences into negative ones. I believed I had seen a demon or devil of some kind at the time, although now I feel like I may have just seen the outlines and edges and shapes being extended and intensified to a degree that completely changed the appearance of people into ghastly grotesque humanoid figures. Ugh. Just thinking about it gives me chills.
Awesome video, Josie. We can always count on you for thorough and engaging content.
the visuals are spot on, but the descriptions of each level mix across all levels in my personal experiences.
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You have created a wonderful frame of reference here. Better than all of Hollywood has ever produced. Visuals are quite accurate. You get the psychedelic award of, "truth in presentation". You have great skills of interpretation.
*His on tele'gram*
*@siri_tripstore* ✓
New sub and new to psychedelics. 2months in and its been fantastic, from micro dosing to deep states as far as level 5 in this video. Stumbled onto your channel after searching for information on psychedelic entities. However back to this video I feel you hit the nail on the head explaining every level. I can't speak for level 6 though, I can't explain the amazing feeling I get at level 5. Great video look forward to browsing more on your channel.
@ 9:19 with how the wood almost appears to grow yet remains the same size with the subtle patterns overlayed is so amazingly accurate thank you for this
Well done Josie, after experimenting with Psychedelics for 40 years, I would say that your representation is the most accurate I have seen. Where does the Psychedelic experience end and the genuine Mystical experience begin!
I mean you dont need drugs to know that lol
Absolutely incredible representation of all seven states of visuals. Even the sounds are absolutely spot on!
Oh yeah I've experienced a level 5 trip once and to be honest, I dont know if it was a 450 ug or 600 ug dose, but somewhere in that range. That is the most profound experience I've ever had and while I was experiencing that I was flying through the universe, seeing galaxies and planets take form. I didn't even realise that I was tripping. I was just so mesmerized by everything I saw. Crystal like forms that I'm not capable of explaining in words. Everything was in neon bright colours and it was vibrating to the distant music I heard from youtube. I even had a feeling of pureness that I've never felt in my whole life. It's was just pure. emotionless. I don't know how to describe it. I also felt that everything existing was connected and that we were all god. What an amazing experience. Ridiculous!
Sounds amazing.
Am preparing for a heroic mushroom experience.
Also seen some amzing fog and spiderweb like energies while on acid.
Its amazing stuff.
The visual representation in this video of the different stages are actually pretty accurate
Brilliant, and stunningly accurate visuals.
I don't know what to expect going IN to this video, so I'll just, say this much-
I was an _angry_ boy. For a LONG time. That turned into my _default._ When I first started trying _weed?_ It felt like my brain itself was being _restructured._ It was like THAT SCENE from Death Note, in The Helicopter. The sensation was like... I was flying. FAST. So fast I gripped my seat. When I closed my eyes, I saw space itself. I saw a vertical line in the middle, a light at the end of the tunnel, as space _curled away from me, into the line._ It was surreal as all hell, and I've never been the same since. It literally changed me. Leveled me out. If I stop smoking pot, for good, I won't be like I was.
I'm fascinated with psychedelics. They're wonderful tools of self discovery. I can't even _begin_ to tell you what it would've taken for me to change that drastically, naturally.
Bruh the fact that I get to level 4 on 2 grams of mushrooms…. Well at least I don’t have to spend a lot of money to see god.
I took 5 grams a couple of weeks ago and i got to level 5.5 id say. Hands down the most intense and bizarre experience ive ever had.
Your break down was very well structured and visuals are a very good representation of the different levels. Glad I found this channel. :)
This is by far the best / most informative video to show anyone who may have a prejudice opinion of what psychotropic use is really about. Very good job on making the video. In my years of use with psychotropics , this video is amazingly accurate visually and very informative
Visually one of the truest representations of the psychedelic experience I have seen so far! Thank you!
I think the highest level I’ve been at is between strong and heavy, it was when I lemon tekked 8 grams. Mushrooms are by far the most mind boggling thing on this planet. Especially when you go in deep, nobody can convince me mushrooms aren’t some sort of interdimensional aliens. Also the visuals used in this video are INCREDIBLY ACCURATE!😮
What's "lemon tekked"? Sorry, just a curious Gen X'er who's never heard of that before. And yes, I've tripped harder on shrooms than any acid trip. And I did a lot of acid in the early 90's.
Edit: never mind, I just looked it up. Wish I knew about this! Seems a better way just because you don't have to chew up dried up shroom jerky!
Dude I agree for some reason the only side effect I got from 7g was slight itchiness and I listened to the very best of Jimi Hendrix while tripping balls. Pretty sure that’s as close to communing with God as it gets
Also the colors that I saw while in the pitch black of my room were amazing. But then I went downstairs and saw all the mini lights within my living room electronics and felt like I was in my own pocket universe!!
I took 1/8 golden teacher and .4g edible and 1g penis envy and I was not impressed. I didn't really get any visuals... my trip was all feel with a slight shift in color. It was good experience but I was largely unimpressed.
You simply didn’t do enough. Also the edible probably ruined things 🤔
Thank you for speaking and bringing information instead of just making a "psychedelic video", I had avoided to watch this clip because of the overload on the internet of videos that proclaim to replicate the psychedelic experience, all of them focused exclusively on the "visuals aspects". I had forgot for a moment who you are and all your contribution to the psychedelic community, i shouldnt had spected less of you nice one again
Amazing visuals. I’ve never taken psychedelics, so it helps to get an idea what it’s like.😮😊
The visuals in the video are quite well-made but it really doesn't matter how good you animate it. Psychedelic visuals is something that's unexplainable and it cannot be recreated.
For example i might look at a video or picture and say "Damn thats trippy" but i've never seen a video or picture that even got close to what its really like. Sadly it's something that you've got to see yourself.
I always tend to say that explaining psychedelic visuals to someone that never took psychedelics is like trying to explain to a blind person what a color looks like.
Level 4 is like LSD and 5 and above would be like DMT
@@youqqwheniq8502 i disagree. The lower levels are pretty accurate. Yeah its not perfect but its pretty alright
I would love to pursue this kind of research as a career. I really do think this is the most important and fascinating field of research. Idk if you’ve already made a vid explaining but I would love to know how you got into this at such a professional level
That’s actually a good idea. I’ll add that to my list of video ideas! I want to make several videos about specific substances and effects before I make more meta videos on the topic of myself and the field that I work in though.
@@josikinz wow !!! I will surely join you guys...if i ever got an opportunity to do so !!
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This is by far the first time I’ve seen a scale or video effects that actually mirror a lot of what being on psychedelics is visually like. This is very well thought out my friend.
This was absolutely fascinating, I've only gotten close to heavy before which was deeply overwhelming and would have a very hard time recommending that level of high to anyone. The only thing I personally have experienced that wasn't covered was significant time dilation. Hours feel like seconds or vise versa.
I have experienced time slowing down on low dose of psilocybin, that was so weird ! And time speeding up on MDMA, even more annoying lol, it feels like the experience had ended way too quickly.
@josikinz I think that in describing subjective experience it is also important to mention two more things: The phenomenon of fractality. Fractals are not just patterns and textures. This is a form of perception that can cover the entire spectrum of perception, from the fractal detailing of visual perception to the direct experience of the fractality of consciousness itself.
And the second thing is the lack of perception of time, which leads to the experience of eternity.
Wow. I have been doing mine under clinical supervision. You are getting it right. I could add a little but your info is great. I had an NDE 4 years ago that me the same sensations as your high level explanations.
This is so accurate that I’ll just come here when I need a boost. Thank you!!!
Those visuals remind me of the hypnagogic hallucinations I used to have while trying to fall asleep. They were often times intense and somewhat disturbing but I battled through them and did some research which helped me a lot in understanding what I was going through at the time. Great video and the music was spot on! 🤯😎
Had my last trip about 2 weeks ago, INSANE how detailed this video is. Literally looked 1:1 to psychedelics
You are doing Gods work! Please never stop!
this is by far the best coolest and most accurate in my experience and opinion depiction of tripping ive ever seen ty and ur strikingly beautiful
Wow, both the descriptions and visual representations were really spot on!
This video help me understand how I’m currently feeling thanks
I’m not sure who will read this but I want to share it with you people. I had taken small amounts of psilocybin before but this time I prepared a lemon-tek using high quality ingredients, distilled water, and an 3.5g of blue cap mushrooms. I was dark alone in my room listening to healing music and it hit hard. Music made me nauseous and I could not keep my eyes open. I felt anxious. I felt the vibration and pressure. I was lifting off the rocket. I was seeing my room and myself while I laid down with my eyes closed. I saw a golden like watch / gears in my room from. What looked like fairy or elf faces and the feeling of gold bright and beautiful. Instantly after I recognized this I was led down a metal tunnel. I flew down. I felt scared. I saw the room fall apart. I was given visions of a 3-dimension green line grid. Insight that life IS like a simulation. And that I am blessed time moves so slowly because it is truly a world wind of powerful energy in this dimension. That humans are somewhere in the lower middle. That sleeping in our way and being “comfy” is truly a human thing. That comfort is different here. Time is short here you must act if you want to achieve but, do be grateful for what you are and have. After this I feel like I landed in a Windows 2001 looking screensaver environment with basic bright colors shapes and the feeling that this was a circus 🎪. At this realization a wobbly half funny looking Jester appeared. Told me something about being not ready for “up there” quite yet. And that I had questions of the afterlife (I did) and what the meaning of life is. It knew this and responds, “Yep it’s real! Let’s go take a look at what it looks like!!!!” It told me I could have been a beam of light traveling through empty spaces where I am then doing exactly that for what felt like 5 minutes or so. After it says, I could’ve been a bug! Where I am some type of respected chief insectoid, pass away with an honorable funeral, and am reborn as another insectoid who gets eaten alive as a baby. (I did not feel fear or pain) After it shows me on a private jet plane and tells me, “You’ll get here but at what cost? Look how serious you are.” and begins to point and laugh at me. I then see myself playing piano Jester says, “and look at you here!!!” laughing again at how serious I take it all. He was absolutely right. After this it felt like I was given knowledge about who I was to be or information on how to decide my time in life. I was then given information about my family and the genetic tree that is real and contains the selves and information of precious relatives which can help determine skill sets. I was also explained how past lives versions of ourselves or alternate timelines or lives are real and was given explanations as to why my family was the way it was. I felt I understood much more. After this Jester told me, “Well, now we will watch the cycle of life!” where I was shown for what felt like half the trip and hours of a younger deer 🦌 standing i. the forest eating dying rotting having the earth recycle it’s bones and it all happening again over and over with images of the fibonacci sequence and similar seashell shapes showing and over and over again. Here I could especially feel my heart beat out of my chest and thought I was going to die which I had actually accepted. I felt I did this to myself and wanted to know more and boy did I get what I wished for. My life has changed since. I understand a lot more now and I am grateful. Jester man did what he had to do and I am grateful and thankful. I did not touch and psychadlics after this until one year later where 100-300mg had me seeing light level 1 very basic visuals with a message and presence that said, “Why are you here again boy? It is not your time and you are not ready for anything here. You are not welcome right now.” After this I quite literally discarded the rest of the mushrooms and waited under my covers in bed to come down. The next time after this was perhaps another 1 maybe 2 years after where I was able to have mushroom chocolates with a girl I was dating who I said I would tripset with. I took as much as she did which was perhaps 1-1.5g but I certainly still felt the effects strongly where we watched the entirety of, “The Midnight Gosepl”. The feeling began on the launch pad again but with a very powerful holy feeling presence staring right at me together with her in my arms. It told me, “I see you here. Do not do anything you’re not supposed to. Behave.” as if I felt I was allowed in. I could see the tentacles or eyes and with the powerful presence felt it was an angel. I cried briefly from this and bowed my head and said I understood thanked it and that I must be strong with her. It was a beautiful scary thoughtful experience that night and helped me organize lots of those thoughts and feelings from my true first breakthrough. I understand it all more now. Maybe one day i’ll go back there to visit but I feel I understand what I must do. Thank you for reading.
Midnight gospel is well-worth watching.
holy shit, thats detailed!!
Do you have a private jet plane now?
I had an ego death experience from a flying saucer chocolate bar a year ago, here’s my experience: (just to give some context I’m an experienced tripper with a fast metabolism and my go to psychedelic is golden teachers which is mild in nature regarding its psilocybin which is average .70%. I take 2.5 of golden teachers and have a mild trip, I didn’t know about other strands and higher potency until that flying saucer bar which is the most potent mushroom in the world with a more than double psilocybin content of that of golden teachers) I had a 4 gram chocolate bar and made plans to trip that night with the intention of playing the game with my brother. I ignorantly ate almost 2 grams of the bar thinking I was going to experience a similar trip with golden teachers. I had the game set up and I got myself a drink as the shrooms kicked in 15 minutes later, all is going good at first I could feel my perception change as I see patterns in everything, colors are more vibrant, and I can feel at higher frequency compared to before. Things took a wild turn when I looked at the ceiling and the patterns began to twirl like a dance. I thought it was strange because on golden teachers patterns would move slightly in a triangular pattern nothing more, but to see the patterns dance like that just completely caught me off guard. I felt the body high start to kick in and man I knew at that point I couldn’t sit down and play the game but I needed to find a bed. I’m sweating even though it’s cool in the house I turned my AC on full blast and made my way upstairs to my bed where I laid with nothing but shorts because of how hot it was. At this point of the experience everything came to life, I would watch objects in my room warp into other objects everything is moving I see fractals and geometric symbols in everything literally. The body high was only getting stronger and I felt almost completely relaxed, the anxiety flowing through me is overwhelming I didn’t want to trip anymore. My memories became distorted and I felt like I’m dying. I forgot who I am, that I have children, it’s like every memory connected to my current physical life and all concepts pertaining to it are being obliterated. I remember the lights going off and my room being dark and I felt like if I could close my eyes it will all go away and that’s when it happened…. The moment I closed my eyes, I saw a kaleidoscope of fractals and geometry that infinitely expanded within itself. I forgot how to breathe and died. I observed a flash of lightning ⚡️ followed by a whole light show and I’m in this void. At first I was floating looking around then I fell into infinity. As I fell in that void I saw lightning, and these immaterial beings that are so small and big I can’t accurately describe them using material words or symbols. I felt there presence and they felt mine we all stared at each other. I saw these dark figures that looked like something from stranger things. I’m everything and nothing at the same time. I could feel vibrations all throughout the void and even though I’m falling I felt like I am the void. It felt like i was in there forever as I continued to fall through. My memories slowly started to come back I began to remember that I have a body, I remembered how to breath again and I went through this portal and resurrected in my body while still seeing visuals and things of that nature. The body high began to fade slowly and I was able to move again. I realized once I gained the concoct of time back that I only peaked for 1 hour even though it felt like years in the void. I could describe how I felt with the emotions of fear and gratitude. I learned so much from this experience. I realized I wasn’t the ego being obliterated but the one consciously observing it. This life we live is precious and we should treat ourselves and each other with balance. Not love and positivity over everything but balance equilibrium. Creating a hierarchy of one emotion over the other will stall healing and spiritual growth. You must embrace them all equally.
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Amazing. Thats a near perfect recreation of what my "Bad Trip" in 2016 looked like. I was scared shitless the whole time. Just felt and looked like a force/void trying to pull me in forever and I thought I was seconds away from dying for a few hours. I look back on it all fondly now, but when it happened I just wanted out.
That’s scary man
Experienced something similar, horrifying as hell
I feel like this would be me
Man that’s what happened to me I was trying to hold on and fight it because I thought I was gonna die.
It happens but do you feel like you have conquered something huge! To think, some people will never get to experience that in their entire lives and you can safely say you held the ropes and came out the other side.
Feels wacky as fuck being there trust me, I’ll never go down the hole that far again… just micros for me these days 😅