life is weird. we find videos like this, and tell our mystery stories about our mystery person. all of our stories are so different, and yet we can all relate to each other. today was the first time in a long time I was truly happy. I have recently been improving my mental health, and I was so so genuinely excited to be happy again. it wasn’t even a big moment, I was just watching old David Dobrik vlogs and watching the sunset. although he isn’t my mystery person, as I could write a whole another paragraph about her, but still. thank you so goddamn much, not even just david but for all of you in the comments for sharing your stories. and remember, please, so matter what if your mystery person is a girl, boy, any another gender, blonde, has grey eyes, is younger than you.. no matter their appearance and their personality. no matter what they look like, I don’t care if they are the most attractive person in the world, it doesn’t matter. do not let them bring you down like my mystery person has done. that is a pain that I don’t wish on my worst enemies. you *fucking* love yourself. you have to believe in yourself to eventually become happy for to be able too. you deserve a chance to live, breathe the air. I don’t who needs to hear this, but if you are suicidal, please, please, don’t do it. not just because I’m gonna say some stupid corny shit about that you have something to live for. because, you may not. for a while, I didn’t. but please, you may not have a reason to live right now, but please trust me when I say that you will in the future. wether it be your parents, your friends, possibly even your own mystery person. you will find somebody or something to love you. for *god fucking* sakes, hold on. breathe just a little bit longer, if not for yourself, for them. don’t let them repeat the cycle that we all do with our mystery person. I love all of you so *fucking* much and I hope that one day, you can find true happiness. don’t be just another mystery person. and remember, I love you.
It feels as if life’s passing through me. I see everything passing through my body and I’m wondering if that feeling is good or bad. It hurts but it’s also beautiful. I don’t understand it
“Time was passing like a hand waving from a train I wanted to be on. I hope you never have to think about anything as much as I think about you.” ― jonathan safran foer "The tragedy of this world is that no one is happy, whether stuck in a time of pain or of joy. The tragedy of this world is that everyone is alone. For a life in the past cannot be shared with the present. Each person who gets stuck in time gets stuck alone." - Alan Lightman, Einstein's Dreams
It’s sad time once again boys . . . I understand missing someone who meant so much to you at a previous time; the laughs shared and obstacles traveresed, all the while having them by your side constantly. I truly do apologize for their absence - you deserve someone who won’t leave you, not someone who one day will. While you may still dream of them often, know that love is never a garuantee of being gone forever: a day will come when you find another, and the dark times won’t seem so bleak, and good times will be more prominent than ever. Until then, in the mean time, listen to some music. Enjoy.
Seriously appreciate your words however sometimes I believe I will never find that one person. I searched for so long now but nothing changes... How can everyone be so sure that better days will come?
its almost been 3 years, and even though i dont miss *you* , i miss what you *gave* ; and because of that I still dream of you after all this time.. Missing someone without actually missing them, missing not *who* they were, but *what* they were. That's what loving a ghost is like.
I do too. Its funny cuz' i decided to leave him. Things turned bad bettween us. So, i mind it was better to finish our relationship before we get mad and angry and hurt each other. It was the best choice. We have a healty relationship now, as friends. But, i feel constantly regret, i feel coward, i miss him soo much, and i know he's missing me out now. But its a process and i hope one day i coud get over it...i know i will and u will do it too. I send u a hug. Sorry by my awfull english🤗
Hopefully in another universe we're happily together, down for each other and making the best of life letting nothing get in our way. It is in this universe where I hope I am the happiest I am and everything is in my favor, I envy the me living this life but at the same time I'm rooting for him
I miss you. I really, really miss you. I know I’m better off without you, but I can’t let go. I know you don’t care anymore. I’m so scared of school starting, because there’s going to be that moment where I see you again and my stomach will drop just the way it did when we ended it. And then, chances are, I’ll have to see you every single day and pretend it doesn’t hurt. All the healing I’ve done will just disappear and I’ll be on square one again. I just can’t do it.
It's these moments that help us build resilience for the turbulence that life brings. Embrace the pain. It will make you worthy of your sufferings, and even more worthy to walk in this physical plane, even if only for a brief moment in time.
“I hate the way, once you start to know someone, care about them, their behavior can distress you, even when it's unreasonable and not your fault, even if you were really trying to be careful, tactful.” ― Tanith Lee, Wolf Star
Hey, what you said really hit me on a whole other level. I remember feeling just like this. I still do to be honest. My ex and I had decided to end things over the summer last year and although it wasn’t what I wanted I knew we had to because I could just feel all his feelings for me slowly leaving. So one day we just agreed to end things. As time went by I felt like I was getting better but then school started up again and I was scared to see him because I knew that once I did it was all over from there. I managed to not bump into him for the first week, I remember feeling nervous every time I walked into school. A teacher had held me back one day to talk to me as everyone moved to go to their next class. As my teacher was speaking with me I heard his voice. Instantly, my heart dropped. I was too scared to face him so I tried stalling to see if the class would fill up so I could get out unnoticed. Unfortunately, I had to get to my other class before I was late. So I turned around to walk out and we locked eyes. My world stopped and I wanted nothing more than to cry and run into his arms. We stood there staring at each other for what felt like hours. Finally, it registered that I had to go and so I got out of there as fast as I could. As I walked to my next class my heart was pounding, my eyes were watery, and I felt like I couldn’t breathe. After that I would see him from afar in the hallways. Months went by and I still couldn’t go a day without thinking of him. I stopped seeing him around and found out through one of his friends that he left and went back to Guam where he grew up. I was glad that I didn’t have to worry about seeing him anymore but I was also sad that I couldn’t. It’ll be a year soon in July since the day we decided to breakup and I’m still not over him. I’ll feel better for awhile but then I’ll get hit with these random waves of sadness and I’m back to square one. Anyways, sorry for ranting but I hope you’re doing better than I am. I wish I could tell you that things will get better but I don’t know if they will.
What are the possibilities that you and I could be listening to this at the same time, our ears being filled with sad beats and our minds in sync even though we’re so far away?
Life is so hard for good people. If you are good person life isnt going well for you. But you can still dream with the bootleg's mix. It makes it easy. 🌌
I hope in the sea of possibility you still dream of me and know that i still love you. The stars f***ed us over...so now i stare at the moon thinking about your loving smile... That smile...that personality...that awesome curiosity...is what brought me to you in the first place... Remembering that is hard with how messed up my mind is...but i hope i can keep my eyes...my mind...and ears...only with you flooding my every sense... I Love You...and I nor you could ever forget that... Thank You for ever being in my horrid life...giving me a sense of hope for the future... Thank You for your heartfelt apologies...your loving smiles...your tender kisses... I can't wait until our paths cross again... Thank You...for being Y O U I'm so sorry....😞
"giving me a sense of hope for the future" Oh yeah she did. It is funny how the source of my pain and my hope is the same person... wish you all the best!
Lif3 R3mnants You're welcome baby, I will love you until the end, the sea of possibility is nearly a small pond my love. For I do dream of you, and I know that you still love me. You're welcome baby, I will continue being the person that you know and love and keep trying to be the best I can for you. No matter what. No matter who. No matter when. I will always love you.
This video specifically holds a really dear spot in my heart. It got me through tough days in college. I always listened to it while going to sleep. I'd put my laptop on a chair, facing the bed, put this on and would fall asleep to it. Now I am back again putting it on my phone and relax my way to sleep. Glad to say I'm doing better in life, now the music in this video give me a bittersweet nostalgic feeling, although it brings me comfort. Thank you for putting this together.
I wonder if one day, at the very end, after I fall asleep, If I'll wake up somewhere beautiful. See you standing there, looking at me, smiling at me, tears drippin from my eyes, knowing that everything I did, all this time with your name in my mind, wasn't for nothing... Until then, I'll be dreaming of you.
“Hell was not a pit of fire and brimstone. Hell was waking up alone, the sheets wet with your tears and your seed, knowing the woman you had dreamed of would never come back to you.” ― Lisa Kleypas, Seduce Me at Sunrise
I keep dreaming about her. But I don't know why... It's been years. I dont think I love her anymore. It's like I'm yearning for something that isn't there. You know? It's tugging at my heart. And it hurts less and less. Maybe this is what peace feels like. Hopefully it's for good.
You feel so happy during the dream but so sad and empty when you wake up. You’ll probably never know but I dream of you everyday. I love you beyond comprehension ❤️. You make every single moment of my existence worth it, and you’re the best person know.
I’d rather feel pain than nothing @ all because I’d rather remember those good times than forget them. 🥺😢 you were the reason I started caring for myself again & it sucks I ended it like that. Sorry I hurt you & even though you told me many times I did that I didn’t listen. Sorry 😢😢😢 your literally the only one that understood me more than I knew myself & for that I’m grateful. Sorry for always saying sorry & never meaning it & you always caught it. That’s why I loved you. You were practically meant for me in my eyes. Sorry I didn’t measure up to your expectations.
i still dream of you. of your glittering brown eyes, you’re soft hair, you’re adorable laugh, and so much more. i dream of us. our memories, they fade into beautiful dreams. maybe it’s something my mind wanted to expierience again. or maybe it’s just me letting go of you. no matter what, i will always love you. i still dream of you..
Hope all is well🙏 i know sometime it can feel better to just sleep and never wake up. I always remember they're also is someone in a hospital wishing they where in our shoes wishing for a second chance. Its ok to feel pain but be strong be brave. Hope all is well 🙏
I had the absolute worst day today and seeing bootleg put out a new mix gave me a sense of relief, even if it was for only 16 minutes. Thank you bootleg boy, these mixes mean a lot.
I cannot relate with a person, but I can for the love of my life. Rest In Peace Kiwi, my beloved dog. ^^, I will always love you. I will always, always *dream of you* coming back into my open arms. Mommy is *so* sorry.
i still dream of you even if i know that i can’t reach you anymore, i still dream of you even if i know that you don’t dream of me anymore, i still dream of you cause i’m afraid to forget you.
It took me forever to not cry myself to sleep over him. i still think about him a lot. idk if i miss him or the memories. just know that all of you are worth so much and don’t let one person determine your value
I miss you my love. .. The bestest days with you, they're also the saddest..because they make me happy thinking about it, and not being able to live in the moment once again breaks me every damn time. I love you so much🌙❤
Late night again for me.. Depression setting in.. Thinking about everything she has told me, all the memories we created... wondering why she told me all these things and just finding out everything was bs... Why do ppl gotta be so cold sometimes.. Goodnight everyone...
Everyday I wonder if you thinking about me,dream about me Just like how i did, Turns out I am just a speck of dust... walking around alone in the darkest sky searching for stars just to hope I'll find you
Losing him feels like a never ending bad dream, and I wish I could wake up but its not a dream. This is reality. He's gone, somewhere better than here.
It all starts with an "I love you". It all ends with one: "I don't love you anymore but thank's, I will never forget you for everything you've done for me', u're such a beautiful person". I love you Eleonore, i miss you, i hope that you're happy without me until i'm overwhelmed by melancholy and our memories
I used to listen to this every night when I was crying myself to sleep often or to just comfort myself to sleep, so it has attached this sort of feeling to this playlist I can't put my finger on, and memory of when I would listen to this every time during college days. It's a bit hard to listen to it without remembering exactly how I used to feel back then now that I am mentally doing better. The sense of this odd nostalgia rushes though that I can't explain. It's nor pleasant, nor bad. It's crazy how emotions can get tied to a song depending during what time period you'd listen to it
It's the fact that we parted on good terms The fact that we still see each other on a regular basis The fact that you closed the door until Just until, it's like an open window You left a pie cooling on the windowsill So, might as well steal the pie Not sure why I'm relating this to stealing pie The fact that we broke up mutually The fact that we were still both head over heels The fact that there is still facts to state The fact that nearly a year and a half was so long The fact that even though it was mutual, but for 3 months after we kept trying to hold on The fact that it's not the way you made me feel that I miss It's just you that I miss I miss you so dxmn much I miss all time of day not just at the 4, 5 and 6 AMs. It's the facts that when people say you never loved them if you only missed them when you don't sleep. It's the facts that I still think about you all times of day. The facts that this entire thing was long distance and it still went so well. It's just the facts.
..one day I’ll learn to forget you. I’ll learn to not think about you first thing in the morning. I’ll be able to go through the days without having a thought of you in my mind. I’ll learn to not want to know how you are doing. One day I’ll be able to look at the stars and stop asking them about you. I’ll learn to enjoy small moment without you. I’ll learn to smile because I genuinely feel happy and not because I remembered you. I’ll learn to not flinch when I hear your name. One day I will no longer cry when I ask why what we had ended. I’ll learn to be able to be at peace when I do remember you. I’ll learn to be happy again. I’ll learn to stop wanting to see your face in crowded place. I’ll learn to stop wanting us back. I’ll learn to close me eyes and not dream of you. One day you’ll no longer have an effect on me. I will learn to become stronger. Thanks to you -dp
what about the poet saying "curse time and distance and all the banalities of life that tear us apart." in the dream there are less obvious rules. in the dream life tumbles in and out of place, personhood, and present. in the dream we are not torn apart, but somehow together, even if loosely.
I often wonder what exactly are dreams? Is a dream something we lived through in our past lifes? A shard of our lost self that somehow survived in our memories? Or is it yourself in a different Dimension? Is it real or is it just an illusion? Personaly I like to think that dreams are real. Because if there is at least one version of me that's happy, all this pain and suffering might not be for naught.
I like your theories. I've definitely toyed with the idea that they are real. But perhaps it isn't our extra-dimensional happiness that makes life worthwhile.
@@mitchcapps6021 you want to know more about my dreams? Me too ...I mostly forget my dreams the moment I wake up. And it hurts you know? It really hurts because you were happy just a moment ago but in the blink of an eye everything disappears. I often wake up with a feeling of emptiness and sometimes even crying. Worst thing is you can not do anything- It is just gone. And you are just lying there knowing you have to go through another day full of pain. I dont know man how can life be so cruel?
@@metaknight281 i understand what you're feeling. the mornings are my most difficult hours emotionally. have you tried writing down everything you can remember as soon as you wake? i've heard positive results about dream journaling and how it aids in retention. i can tell you are suffering a lot in your life right now. i hate that's happening. what gives you hope in the midst of it all?
I dreamed about her last night,and I don’t know why but it felt good to have her in my arms even though it was a dream. Though I haven’t seen her in 3 years,so why did I dream about her.
This music honestly just makes me miss my childhood. When there wasn’t a care in the world. Nobody prepares you for how hard it is going to be when you’re grown up :/
I was always there You moved away I still dream about you Could you please stay When I last saw you In the garden full of lilies You were also one lily How can I forget that day I still dream about you Could you please stay I hated saying goodbye Cause I loved you More than anyone i do I called out time And said HEY I still dream about her Could she just stay Love you A.B.C
I still dream of you but not how we were, how you became to me ... nothing. Because in your eyes i was nothing but a toy to you and i always accepted it. I wish you truly said you loved me at least once but you always beat around the bush and try to play with my feelings. I hate you for what you did to me, making me falling in love with you and thinking you cared about me. But i still dream about you because you were my first everything. I just wanna know if you have ever dreamt about me like i dream of you. Thank God i moved on, it took me 3months to forget you while you dated someone else a month later. Was i truly nothing to you that you just forgot about everything??
I still dream of the day I'll be really happy again and stay that way. Lots of Love out to the people going through it. Stay strong and don't sleep on your dreams for too long. ❤️
Been in love this girl for 2 years. We used to be friends but i made mistakes and now she doesnt even talk to me 😔 just feel sad all the time and miss her more than anything. Id give the world for her. Idk if im ever gunna get over her :/
You’ve been gone for so long As if you vanished into thin air You used to always sing that song And I ran my fingers through your hair Often wonder where we went wrong Now my heart is full of hatred and despair
Thanks, nice to listen this Fantasy lovely lofi chill music tune. Sounds of silence, so incredibly n intensely beautiful piece for all! Perfect for stress relief, relaxation n deep restful sleep with sweet dreams. Infinite love!🎧😴
I miss those days where i could laugh with everyone and had fun.Those old days....Im not a person who is nostalgic,but my life today is a routine. Every day the same. I wish I could stay in my dreams for ever. It doesnt have to be a good dream, I just want to get away from the reality. The reality where i can't laugh or cry anymore.
![Lofi With My Cat || Drizzle & Cat 🐱 🌧️Chill/Sleep/Healing [ Lofi Mix - Lofi Songs ]](/img/n.gif)
I wonder if you ever dream of me? 💤
Big fan from Syria
Amazing as always🤩
What?????!!! Say that again lol😄
💙💙💙💙
Your music makes me dream of a nightsky so beautiful with stars sparkling wonderously,i wish it could last forever
You’ve been gone for so long.
Disappeared into the mist.
*but i still dream of you*
damn................................
Same dude....
Reading that is a trip down to memorylane............. ;(
@@Punisher97 where is the line from?
Maybe theres "something in the mist"
My girl passed today last year, and I still dream of her....
May god love you as I do
Xoxo
Cuvant Ucide Rest In Peace ☮️
How?! :,,,(
R.I.P
God Bless my guy
While her body may have left, her soul and love will still remain in your heart.. Remember that my friend..
Rest in peace, she walks in the stars now.
life is weird. we find videos like this, and tell our mystery stories about our mystery person. all of our stories are so different, and yet we can all relate to each other. today was the first time in a long time I was truly happy. I have recently been improving my mental health, and I was so so genuinely excited to be happy again. it wasn’t even a big moment, I was just watching old David Dobrik vlogs and watching the sunset. although he isn’t my mystery person, as I could write a whole another paragraph about her, but still. thank you so goddamn much, not even just david but for all of you in the comments for sharing your stories. and remember, please, so matter what if your mystery person is a girl, boy, any another gender, blonde, has grey eyes, is younger than you.. no matter their appearance and their personality. no matter what they look like, I don’t care if they are the most attractive person in the world, it doesn’t matter. do not let them bring you down like my mystery person has done. that is a pain that I don’t wish on my worst enemies. you *fucking* love yourself. you have to believe in yourself to eventually become happy for to be able too. you deserve a chance to live, breathe the air. I don’t who needs to hear this, but if you are suicidal, please, please, don’t do it. not just because I’m gonna say some stupid corny shit about that you have something to live for. because, you may not. for a while, I didn’t. but please, you may not have a reason to live right now, but please trust me when I say that you will in the future. wether it be your parents, your friends, possibly even your own mystery person. you will find somebody or something to love you. for *god fucking* sakes, hold on. breathe just a little bit longer, if not for yourself, for them. don’t let them repeat the cycle that we all do with our mystery person. I love all of you so *fucking* much and I hope that one day, you can find true happiness. don’t be just another mystery person. and remember, I love you.
Love you too ❣️
Ur like the sweetest bean ever and i love you too, u deserve happiness sweet bean, all of us do
(ノ ´ 3｀)ノ♡
Man that's deep
this made me cry 🥺
thank you and like you said let‘s love ourselfs and enjoy life with people who bring positive energy into our lifes 💙
I needed that. Thank you so much.
It feels as if life’s passing through me. I see everything passing through my body and I’m wondering if that feeling is good or bad. It hurts but it’s also beautiful. I don’t understand it
“Time was passing like a hand waving from a train I wanted to be on.
I hope you never have to think about anything as much as I think about you.”
― jonathan safran foer
"The tragedy of this world is that no one is happy, whether stuck in a time of pain or of joy. The tragedy of this world is that everyone is alone. For a life in the past cannot be shared with the present. Each person who gets stuck in time gets stuck alone."
- Alan Lightman, Einstein's Dreams
JiNeTiK 💓 beautiful. Thank you
Never felt something so real like this before.
@@judabuddha2102 hope you’ll be doing good one day
if u Read this:
YOU ARE LOVED. I LOVE YOU YOU ARE PERFECT.
Das Problem ist das heutzutage keiner mehr offline seine Gefühle ausdrückt
Thank you. But this won't change the way i'm missing this person...
@@ys-og2im muss man ja auch nicht
@@piatfs9941 muss man und sollte man ;)
Thank you 😊
It’s sad time once again boys . . .
I understand missing someone who meant so much to you at a previous time; the laughs shared and obstacles traveresed, all the while having them by your side constantly. I truly do apologize for their absence - you deserve someone who won’t leave you, not someone who one day will. While you may still dream of them often, know that love is never a garuantee of being gone forever: a day will come when you find another, and the dark times won’t seem so bleak, and good times will be more prominent than ever. Until then, in the mean time, listen to some music.
Enjoy.
Thank you dude! ✌🏻
Seriously appreciate your words however sometimes I believe I will never find that one person. I searched for so long now but nothing changes... How can everyone be so sure that better days will come?
@@metaknight281 i apologize it and same :c
Metaknight don’t search, the world has a funny way of working. Just live life day by day and that love will find you when you least expect it :)
Thanks again Chemo Emo ... I needed it
I dream of you every single night. No matter how much it pains me to know you’re gone.
the artwork is absolutely magical and the music fits it perfectly
Agreed
I wish I could be in that art work
its almost been 3 years, and even though i dont miss *you* , i miss what you *gave* ; and because of that I still dream of you after all this time..
Missing someone without actually missing them, missing not *who* they were, but *what* they were.
That's what loving a ghost is like.
I feel you..
First person I’ve ever read say this but it’s so true sadly
I think of him every hour of the day
and i dream of him every single night
I do too. Its funny cuz' i decided to leave him. Things turned bad bettween us. So, i mind it was better to finish our relationship before we get mad and angry and hurt each other. It was the best choice. We have a healty relationship now, as friends. But, i feel constantly regret, i feel coward, i miss him soo much, and i know he's missing me out now. But its a process and i hope one day i coud get over it...i know i will and u will do it too. I send u a hug. Sorry by my awfull english🤗
Kalamity Jane Thank you very very much, and you will too ❤️
I have lost her too.
Hoping she'll come back one day.
I'm in a dark place , but i hope you get better soon strangers
The boy with the broken heart... His goal is to rip everything apart 🙀
Can you edit the emoji out.
@@touchmesama2590 I'm unable to can
Ellie?
@@bigchungus7720 nah bro
Sadly
Dude- i’m madly in love with a person who constantly won’t leave my dreams alone. This describes it perfectly.
Don't tell her your dreams. Show her
InYourChill why show her when she doesn’t love me back..and treats me like garbage bag.
I don't want to show her my dead body or me fucking squidward lets be fair
I dont have a shrek in my moms bad lol
Hopefully in another universe we're happily together, down for each other and making the best of life letting nothing get in our way. It is in this universe where I hope I am the happiest I am and everything is in my favor, I envy the me living this life but at the same time I'm rooting for him
I miss you. I really, really miss you. I know I’m better off without you, but I can’t let go. I know you don’t care anymore. I’m so scared of school starting, because there’s going to be that moment where I see you again and my stomach will drop just the way it did when we ended it. And then, chances are, I’ll have to see you every single day and pretend it doesn’t hurt. All the healing I’ve done will just disappear and I’ll be on square one again. I just can’t do it.
It's these moments that help us build resilience for the turbulence that life brings. Embrace the pain. It will make you worthy of your sufferings, and even more worthy to walk in this physical plane, even if only for a brief moment in time.
Bro you Spoke out of My heart
Daniel Butler I read your comment whenever it all hits me again.
“I hate the way, once you start to know someone, care about them, their behavior can distress you, even when it's unreasonable and not your fault, even if you were really trying to be careful, tactful.”
― Tanith Lee, Wolf Star
Hey, what you said really hit me on a whole other level. I remember feeling just like this. I still do to be honest. My ex and I had decided to end things over the summer last year and although it wasn’t what I wanted I knew we had to because I could just feel all his feelings for me slowly leaving. So one day we just agreed to end things. As time went by I felt like I was getting better but then school started up again and I was scared to see him because I knew that once I did it was all over from there. I managed to not bump into him for the first week, I remember feeling nervous every time I walked into school. A teacher had held me back one day to talk to me as everyone moved to go to their next class. As my teacher was speaking with me I heard his voice. Instantly, my heart dropped. I was too scared to face him so I tried stalling to see if the class would fill up so I could get out unnoticed. Unfortunately, I had to get to my other class before I was late. So I turned around to walk out and we locked eyes. My world stopped and I wanted nothing more than to cry and run into his arms. We stood there staring at each other for what felt like hours. Finally, it registered that I had to go and so I got out of there as fast as I could. As I walked to my next class my heart was pounding, my eyes were watery, and I felt like I couldn’t breathe. After that I would see him from afar in the hallways. Months went by and I still couldn’t go a day without thinking of him. I stopped seeing him around and found out through one of his friends that he left and went back to Guam where he grew up. I was glad that I didn’t have to worry about seeing him anymore but I was also sad that I couldn’t. It’ll be a year soon in July since the day we decided to breakup and I’m still not over him. I’ll feel better for awhile but then I’ll get hit with these random waves of sadness and I’m back to square one. Anyways, sorry for ranting but I hope you’re doing better than I am. I wish I could tell you that things will get better but I don’t know if they will.
I know the person who is reading this is really sad.
*warm hug*
We can go through this together
For me they’re the most beautiful dreams🍃🌔
me too. but heartbreaking too. :(
What are the possibilities that you and I could be listening to this at the same time, our ears being filled with sad beats and our minds in sync even though we’re so far away?
Life is so hard for good people. If you are good person life isnt going well for you. But you can still dream with the bootleg's mix. It makes it easy. 🌌
Somehow it is true, the best people have to suffer. The ones who deserve everything are getting nothing it is just not fair
@@metaknight281 the worst part is that we can't do anything
Memories of you haunt me by day, and dreams of you haunt me by night you are gonne from my life, but not from my mind
❤
I hope in the sea of possibility you still dream of me and know that i still love you.
The stars f***ed us over...so now i stare at the moon thinking about your loving smile...
That smile...that personality...that awesome curiosity...is what brought me to you in the first place...
Remembering that is hard with how messed up my mind is...but i hope i can keep my eyes...my mind...and ears...only with you flooding my every sense...
I Love You...and I nor you could ever forget that...
Thank You for ever being in my horrid life...giving me a sense of hope for the future...
Thank You for your heartfelt apologies...your loving smiles...your tender kisses...
I can't wait until our paths cross again...
Thank You...for being Y O U
I'm so sorry....😞
🌹
"giving me a sense of hope for the future" Oh yeah she did. It is funny how the source of my pain and my hope is the same person...
wish you all the best!
Lif3 R3mnants You're welcome baby, I will love you until the end, the sea of possibility is nearly a small pond my love. For I do dream of you, and I know that you still love me. You're welcome baby, I will continue being the person that you know and love and keep trying to be the best I can for you. No matter what. No matter who. No matter when.
I will always love you.
I love you..and I'm so sorry baby...please forgive me and my mistakes...I'm so sorry..I'm sorry..I just want you back..I'm sorry..
This video specifically holds a really dear spot in my heart. It got me through tough days in college. I always listened to it while going to sleep. I'd put my laptop on a chair, facing the bed, put this on and would fall asleep to it. Now I am back again putting it on my phone and relax my way to sleep.
Glad to say I'm doing better in life, now the music in this video give me a bittersweet nostalgic feeling, although it brings me comfort.
Thank you for putting this together.
Yo same it carried me though my college days typing all those papers 😭
I wonder if one day, at the very end, after I fall asleep, If I'll wake up somewhere beautiful. See you standing there, looking at me, smiling at me, tears drippin from my eyes, knowing that everything I did, all this time with your name in my mind, wasn't for nothing... Until then, I'll be dreaming of you.
I can say from experience:
With time, the dreams of him/her become fewer and further between.
Hang in there.
💚
I wonder if you dream of me
Like I dream of you
With loving glares,
hateful kisses too.
“Hell was not a pit of fire and brimstone. Hell was waking up alone, the sheets wet with your tears and your seed, knowing the woman you had dreamed of would never come back to you.”
― Lisa Kleypas, Seduce Me at Sunrise
We all have dreams.
We have to achieve them...
That's my thoughts for tonight.
Have a great Day-Night...
AWW THATS CUTE
I keep dreaming about her. But I don't know why...
It's been years. I dont think I love her anymore. It's like I'm yearning for something that isn't there. You know? It's tugging at my heart. And it hurts less and less. Maybe this is what peace feels like. Hopefully it's for good.
You were the sun to my life, everything feels so cold now. I miss you.
Everyone has hard times. Everyone has different ways of solving them. But we're all the same in one way. The song. :) Your great whoever you are.
Love you bootleg boy❤️ my day feels so much better when I get a new notification💕
You feel so happy during the dream but so sad and empty when you wake up.
You’ll probably never know but I dream of you everyday. I love you beyond comprehension ❤️. You make every single moment of my existence worth it, and you’re the best person know.
God damn I miss him so much
I’d rather feel pain than nothing @ all because I’d rather remember those good times than forget them. 🥺😢 you were the reason I started caring for myself again & it sucks I ended it like that. Sorry I hurt you & even though you told me many times I did that I didn’t listen. Sorry 😢😢😢 your literally the only one that understood me more than I knew myself & for that I’m grateful. Sorry for always saying sorry & never meaning it & you always caught it. That’s why I loved you. You were practically meant for me in my eyes. Sorry I didn’t measure up to your expectations.
The fluid ambrosia of the memory of you which flows through my head, filling every crevice as I drown in bliss.
i still dream of you. of your glittering brown eyes, you’re soft hair, you’re adorable laugh, and so much more. i dream of us. our memories, they fade into beautiful dreams. maybe it’s something my mind wanted to expierience again. or maybe it’s just me letting go of you. no matter what, i will always love you. i still dream of you..
I always wish I will fall asleep, and will never wake up again ☹️
To stay in my dream forever even if it is just an illusion... At least I would not have to suffer anymore
@@metaknight281 yap because in your dreams all is perfect ☹️
Same here sometimes dream are better than reality.
I wish for the Dirt Nap too sometimes 😥
Hope all is well🙏 i know sometime it can feel better to just sleep and never wake up. I always remember they're also is someone in a hospital wishing they where in our shoes wishing for a second chance. Its ok to feel pain but be strong be brave. Hope all is well 🙏
Man it’s really crazy how you can go from being 100% secure with someone to being so unsure of your future together.
These pictures are so amazing, all alone. My life right now.
I had the absolute worst day today and seeing bootleg put out a new mix gave me a sense of relief, even if it was for only 16 minutes. Thank you bootleg boy, these mixes mean a lot.
Luv u dis helps with my depression:)
Really are unmatched when it comes to compiling music like this, truly beautiful
I cannot relate with a person, but I can for the love of my life.
Rest In Peace Kiwi, my beloved dog. ^^,
I will always love you.
I will always, always *dream of you* coming back into my open arms.
Mommy is *so* sorry.
i still dream of you even if i know that i can’t reach you anymore, i still dream of you even if i know that you don’t dream of me anymore, i still dream of you cause i’m afraid to forget you.
My depression is really strong buh these songs make me stronger thanks❤️
It took me forever to not cry myself to sleep over him. i still think about him a lot. idk if i miss him or the memories. just know that all of you are worth so much and don’t let one person determine your value
I miss you my love. ..
The bestest days with you, they're also the saddest..because they make me happy thinking about it, and not being able to live in the moment once again breaks me every damn time.
I love you so much🌙❤
Late night again for me..
Depression setting in..
Thinking about everything she has told me, all the memories we created... wondering why she told me all these things and just finding out everything was bs...
Why do ppl gotta be so cold sometimes..
Goodnight everyone...
Dreams can only last so long.
I love how the vibe always fits with the artwork 🖤 another great mix G
Everyday I wonder if you thinking about me,dream about me
Just like how i did,
Turns out I am just a speck of dust...
walking around alone in the darkest sky searching for stars just to hope I'll find you
Losing him feels like a never ending bad dream, and I wish I could wake up but its not a dream. This is reality. He's gone, somewhere better than here.
I should get back to listening to your sad and sleepy beats livestream
Anxiety and depression makes me insane, but dreaming of you relieves my pain.
This are the vibes that u Need at Night (12 pm right now) I just Love it when u Upload before i sleep thank u for that
It all starts with an "I love you". It all ends with one: "I don't love you anymore but thank's, I will never forget you for everything you've done for me', u're such a beautiful person". I love you Eleonore, i miss you, i hope that you're happy without me until i'm overwhelmed by melancholy and our memories
I used to listen to this every night when I was crying myself to sleep often or to just comfort myself to sleep, so it has attached this sort of feeling to this playlist I can't put my finger on, and memory of when I would listen to this every time during college days. It's a bit hard to listen to it without remembering exactly how I used to feel back then now that I am mentally doing better. The sense of this odd nostalgia rushes though that I can't explain. It's nor pleasant, nor bad.
It's crazy how emotions can get tied to a song depending during what time period you'd listen to it
UGH the picture, the title and music all blend perfectly. it hurts
What If I found her in the comments saying she dreamt of me too.😴💤💤
damn, that be something
It's the time you know that you're still dreaming....
I think the same sometimes
Alex King lmfao
Still dream bro... :"(
Oh my.. thanks for supporting ♥️♥️♥️
💞
This is some good music to write poetry to. 🙏🏾👌🏿
It's the fact that we parted on good terms
The fact that we still see each other on a regular basis
The fact that you closed the door until
Just until, it's like an open window
You left a pie cooling on the windowsill
So, might as well steal the pie
Not sure why I'm relating this to stealing pie
The fact that we broke up mutually
The fact that we were still both head over heels
The fact that there is still facts to state
The fact that nearly a year and a half was so long
The fact that even though it was mutual, but for 3 months after we kept trying to hold on
The fact that it's not the way you made me feel that I miss
It's just you that I miss
I miss you so dxmn much
I miss all time of day not just at the 4, 5 and 6 AMs.
It's the facts that when people say you never loved them if you only missed them when you don't sleep.
It's the facts that I still think about you all times of day.
The facts that this entire thing was long distance and it still went so well.
It's just the facts.
This makes my soul think what is buried deep inside me💗...
every night i fall asleep just so i can see her in my dreams and she doesn't even think about me anymore
Sometimes late at night all I do is think of terrible terrible things... but in the midst of that, I can remember our good times...
Early 🐈. Love your vids btw.
This makes me think on how one pictures love to be and how it really turns out to be. It's beaudtiful and kind of sad.
This art is unbelievable
i still dream of you even if you don’t love me anymore
I know how it is but u gotta let go
Your music moves my soul 💜
How could I ever forget
..one day I’ll learn to forget you. I’ll learn to not think about you first thing in the morning. I’ll be able to go through the days without having a thought of you in my mind. I’ll learn to not want to know how you are doing. One day I’ll be able to look at the stars and stop asking them about you. I’ll learn to enjoy small moment without you. I’ll learn to smile because I genuinely feel happy and not because I remembered you. I’ll learn to not flinch when I hear your name. One day I will no longer cry when I ask why what we had ended. I’ll learn to be able to be at peace when I do remember you. I’ll learn to be happy again. I’ll learn to stop wanting to see your face in crowded place. I’ll learn to stop wanting us back. I’ll learn to close me eyes and not dream of you. One day you’ll no longer have an effect on me. I will learn to become stronger. Thanks to you -dp
what about the poet saying "curse time and distance and all the banalities of life that tear us apart."
in the dream there are less obvious rules.
in the dream life tumbles in and out of place, personhood, and present.
in the dream we are not torn apart, but somehow together, even if loosely.
I often wonder what exactly are dreams? Is a dream something we lived through in our past lifes? A shard of our lost self that somehow survived in our memories? Or is it yourself in a different Dimension? Is it real or is it just an illusion? Personaly I like to think that dreams are real. Because if there is at least one version of me that's happy, all this pain and suffering might not be for naught.
I like your theories.
I've definitely toyed with the idea that they are real. But perhaps it isn't our extra-dimensional happiness that makes life worthwhile.
I'd love to hear more about your dreams.
@@mitchcapps6021 you want to know more about my dreams? Me too ...I mostly forget my dreams the moment I wake up. And it hurts you know? It really hurts because you were happy just a moment ago but in the blink of an eye everything disappears. I often wake up with a feeling of emptiness and sometimes even crying. Worst thing is you can not do anything- It is just gone. And you are just lying there knowing you have to go through another day full of pain. I dont know man how can life be so cruel?
@@metaknight281 i understand what you're feeling. the mornings are my most difficult hours emotionally. have you tried writing down everything you can remember as soon as you wake? i've heard positive results about dream journaling and how it aids in retention.
i can tell you are suffering a lot in your life right now. i hate that's happening. what gives you hope in the midst of it all?
The city never fails to amaze me with its beauty.
I think about her everynight.
Sad time till the very end
god that first track is amazing.
I dreamed about her last night,and I don’t know why but it felt good to have her in my arms even though it was a dream.
Though I haven’t seen her in 3 years,so why did I dream about her.
This music honestly just makes me miss my childhood. When there wasn’t a care in the world. Nobody prepares you for how hard it is going to be when you’re grown up :/
Chris Ramirez yeah, I felt this :/
I was always there
You moved away
I still dream about you
Could you please stay
When I last saw you
In the garden full of lilies
You were also one lily
How can I forget that day
I still dream about you
Could you please stay
I hated saying goodbye
Cause I loved you
More than anyone i do
I called out time
And said HEY
I still dream about her
Could she just stay
Love you A.B.C
And in our dreams do we dream of each over. peace n light 💜
Reading these comments really makes me want to give everyone a hug
Hey hey just what I needed today! ❤️
Yes i dream of you.
As it hurts i still know what feeling you gave me.
In return i hope you just remember the feeling i wanted to give you...
Each night I fall asleep, praying this night I see you in my dreams. Waiting for me and us to be, as we once were, in reality.
ive looked up into the sky every night since 1996 and hope she still thinks of me when she sees the same starry night.
I still dream of you but not how we were, how you became to me ... nothing. Because in your eyes i was nothing but a toy to you and i always accepted it. I wish you truly said you loved me at least once but you always beat around the bush and try to play with my feelings. I hate you for what you did to me, making me falling in love with you and thinking you cared about me. But i still dream about you because you were my first everything. I just wanna know if you have ever dreamt about me like i dream of you. Thank God i moved on, it took me 3months to forget you while you dated someone else a month later. Was i truly nothing to you that you just forgot about everything??
Gaby Daoud keep moving forward 🖤
I still dream of the day I'll be really happy again and stay that way. Lots of Love out to the people going through it. Stay strong and don't sleep on your dreams for too long. ❤️
Been in love this girl for 2 years. We used to be friends but i made mistakes and now she doesnt even talk to me 😔 just feel sad all the time and miss her more than anything. Id give the world for her. Idk if im ever gunna get over her :/
You’ve been gone for so long
As if you vanished into thin air
You used to always sing that song
And I ran my fingers through your hair
Often wonder where we went wrong
Now my heart is full of hatred and despair
Thanks, nice to listen this Fantasy lovely lofi chill music tune. Sounds of silence, so incredibly n intensely beautiful piece for all! Perfect for stress relief, relaxation n deep restful sleep with sweet dreams. Infinite love!🎧😴
aye this is amazing
Wow again here still in love with this ^^
awesome selection! thank you for sharing!!
To this day, this is still my all-time favorite lofi track.
-Jebediah Bush, Almost your 45th President
I’m feel good with your music thank’s boys
beautiful.
Ah. These are so great. As usual
I still dream what our future life could’ve been 💔😭🤧
The only one I need is the only one I'll keep it good n solid for. My love grows by each passing day, always and forever
My love 😉💘
I miss those days where i could laugh with everyone and had fun.Those old days....Im not a person who is nostalgic,but my life today is a routine. Every day the same. I wish I could stay in my dreams for ever. It doesnt have to be a good dream, I just want to get away from the reality. The reality where i can't laugh or cry anymore.