Oliver Curry i don’t know what you’re going through or where your mind is at the moment, but what you wrote here could’ve and probably did, hurt this person really bad. Please can we share kindness and comfort to those that are hurting? All i ask of you is to treat those the way you want to be treated exactly~
@@OliverInc-mz3hf the first time you get hurt you'll understand man we all like to act tough but that's just the tip of the iceberg when it comes to actual people and how they are on the inside
Why do we close our eyes when we pray, when we cry, when we kiss, when we dream; because the most beautiful things in our life are not seen but felt only by the heart -mystery
I remember listening to your mixes and reading through the comments like „damn, I wish everyone will be alright“ , now I think „damn, everyone‘s just as broken as i am“
It's sad time once again boys . . . I understand the grief and sadness that still follow you after lost love; the hole that is left in life, and the confusion of what to do, where to go next. I truly am sorry for what you have been made without - you deserve the promise of someone staying with you always, not the possibility. Yet, although this loss may be with you forever, you will gain something else far more valuable: a second chance. A chance to love again, a chance to learn from your past mistakes, and a chance to make this one right. While I cannot say how well this love will go, whenever you find it, I can say that you will try your best with it - I have faith in you with that. Until you meet that love that stays true, listen to some music. Enjoy.
how are you always so wise .. who broke ur heart hm? why u know all this.. I feel bad because you always help everyone and write these comments but my guy are _you_ okay?
It sucks seeing so many hurt people, but it also let's me know I'm not alone. I pray that everyone here finds someone who puts in as much effort as they did in the relationship.
Mother ... you always in my heart .. always ... i miss you .. soon will be together in the haven .. so look for me in the sky .. love you for ever .. my best memory .
Nathan Xabrera dont worry.. lovers come and go, focus on your life and your future for now, I literally left college for the second time and am going to be expelled after this, my parents split, I have my girlfriend but for some reason I just feel empty about not having a future and deciding to leave because of some problems I couldn’t handle on my own.
@@andrewtaylor1996 I may be quite "sensitive" but a 45 something old looking man asking a possibly underage person if that picture is of them is sketchy. Especially when the picture shows large amounts of skin. I don't know about you, but that does not seem that appropriate to me. 🤷♀️
You told me almost every day: "I'm never leaving you alone". Then one day you did just that, without saying a single word and months later I'm still here wondering what went wrong. Hope you can find your happiness, wherever you are ♡
nooneisgonnastealthenameIhadbefore soimgood I deleted my comment I understand the only reason why I said that because I thought he/she/they made a laughing face sorry, and I deleted my comment because I don’t want more people say ima a idiot over something so stupid.
This sucks because I see her in class all the time. I'm nothing to her anymore yet I still can't accept that she just left me all alone when I just wanted to treat her right. I was willing to do everything for her yet one problem appears and she changed.
It took me over 3 years to finally move on from "the accident" as I like to call it now. It's hard, but with some little hope, willingness, maybe a really close friend, long nights for thinking and a loooot of hard work and everything will be fine eventually. Trust me it will. It is already 11 months from the comment, who knows, maybe it already is better? I hope so.
ItsjustJanice I have it too. It's like inside my rib cage. Nothing works, but milk kinda helps)). I have it at the lowest points- when I'm extremely sad, lonely ext. it's interesting how that pain may be because of a pain from emotions.
i had always felt sad in my life, because of the emptiness inside of me.. no matter how much i tried to find light.. happiness.. love.. it was not there.... until i met you.. since the first day we spoke i felt something was different about you the moment you uttered a word..i just felt like you were different than all the people i've ever known.. little did i know that i found someone who is just "too good to be true" kind of person.. you brought happiness in every shape into my life.. filled my burned to ashes heart into the most beautiful undying garden there is.. made it green and beautiful.. you simply made me feel alive rather than someone merely existing.. thats how i felt in the past... in every form, you were and still are perfection just in your own way.. in my eyes.. and i was the same to you.. our feelings were the same.. its hard to explain how much our love is to one another.. we hardly ever know too.. i became the light of your life, and fire of your loins.. you became mine too .... we never stopped speaking from that day we knew each other .. till that same day we spoke in the other year.. 18 days before that.. and we did again .. for reasons i cannot explain here... it was not a faulty of our relationship because we never reached to a point where we ever wanted to end our relationship.. but i hate how the world is so cruel to us.. i mean, sure we had our arguments but we always ended up resolving them because our love is so strong.. why do i get to have the vision of us in the future just completely blurred?..... why is it getting painful for me to try to envision our future thats supposed to be the most beautiful thing to happen to me?.. i love you so much .. i tried to convince myself that i should end this because i simply cant see the future of us no more.. these questions filled my head all the time though; why should i fool myself and fool you? ... why should i stay holding on to false hope? .. if i stay will it hurt you in the end? should i stay or just give up?..... . . nothing would be able to fill up the void except for you.. . . you tried to convince me countless of times that we're going to be okay, that our love would break every boundary there is.. i've always believed in that before anything happened that resulted into my thoughts... but these ugly consequences are not only making me question my life being on earth but its making me regret the things i love.... it is tormenting me .. eating me alive.. why must the world be so cruel to me like this?? to us?? i've been put into a position where its making it hard for me to just love what i love.. to be free.. and its not the faulty of us but for the reasons i cannot explain... its heart breaking that if i was in the position of a normal person we'd have no problems.. but im in no place to make these choices of us being together.. but i will fight for us.. i will always do that.. that day when "the consequences" accrued..... i felt like death had its fingers lingering through my soul...... wanting to rip me apart .. inside.. and out.. i felt like wanting to disappear.. darkness almost consumed me whole.. but my love for you, that feeling woke me up... but what can i do? for you and i to be insanely fallen for each other yet its like there is no existing option for us to end up together.. thats just heart wrenching.. nevertheless the hardships we are going through you are there for me and for that i would die for you.. you'd always be there for me.. we are so wonderful together.. i feel like i can no longer hope because it scares me to do so.. but ill do it anyways because its the only thing i can do now.... and ill try to stand strong for us.. i hope for us to be one day together in real life.. face to face.. hand in hand.. where no one would tell us no.. and for us to live freely together no matter what the universe is saying.. you'll always be my one true love.. and no matter what happens in the future.. i'd always love you.. and fight for you.. my only fear is losing you... that fear alone eats me up every night.... makes me cry every night to sleep.. and i feel so hurt and numb.... but ill not give up.. for any one that has their loved one by their sides.. hold on to them.. and cherish them always never take them for granted..
Too many times I found myself with that same problem, I convinced myself to keep trying but now I don't want to keep going since each hurts worse than. The last.
My relationship ended in Japan so not only does the music really capture the feelings of loneliness and isolation. The Japanese aesthetic mirrors my own experiences and adds a deeply personal touch. I will listen to this on the bus and brood accordingly.
@@nikitbarapatre Oh my god. Really? You notice that :) I hope everything will be better. I just need some time i guess. Cuz it's kinda hard to heal sometimes. But I try to handle it as i can. You are so kind.Thank you for asking I'm very thankful about it. 💕🐧
What sucks is how someone who truly hates you can diecect your true love for them and true feelings in front of another and humiliate you and your way and style of a hopeless romantic ..to justify her actions ..fell for false promises ..false hops false dreams.. You're love for was just a sceame... .
People ... there is so much pain and sadness in the world, sometimes you have to smile and go on. Can I show you something nice and amazing? Look down . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . YOU 💖
Every time I say I should stop thinking of him . He does good things that let me fucking think of him for all the day . I love him and It hurts a lot .
Why is reading the comments of these songs the only thing I look forward to in my day. You are all beautiful people here, you give me hope when I have none. Thank you all so much. x
To Abby k, before i met you i was so lost, i didn’t have any happiness, and real friends, i had nothing. then i met you and everything started to change. we started off being really good friends for awhile and it felt great, talking all day and facetiming accasionaly. then ima print break we got really close. close enough when you started saying you missed me and couldn’t wait to give me a hug and a kiss. we become a thing, you were mine. you would often be upset and i couldn’t figure out why and all i did all day was think of how i could make you smile when i could talk to you next. i payed awake for house just thinking of what i could do just to give you a little smile. then, one day you told me you loved someone else. when you told me i was about to eat dinner with my family so i went upstairs saying i had to plug I’m my phone. i got to my room and just started crying, so hard. i jus took a shower so my family wouldn’t come up to see me and i took the longest shower i ever have. probably 30 minutes long, just crying. i just thought about you non stop for the next three to four weeks thinking how i would never get you to be mine again. i couldn’t help myself. no one could. hen one day you told me you really missed me and wanted to be with me again. i was so happy you have no idea. then you told me you couldn’t thi because you still loved him. we started talking over two months ago and it ended a little less then two months ago. i still think about you everyday, and every night. no one knows my pain. no one cares. i wasn’t happy before you because i had no friends and no one to make me happy then i had you and i didn’t need my other friends. i only needed you. I’m so sorry for not being the best i could’ve been abby. -Cailix
At 4am I can hear the rain on my window It reminds me that I'm back in reality A hazy dream that leaves me still feeling happy My lights are still on and I'm still on that call I want to go back to sleep so I can dream of you again
I used to listen to this playlist when I was sad. Now I put it on during my commute home. Thinking about everything I've went through and how far I've come. I believe in us. I'm proud of everyone here. Keep going. Life is worth it.
we've never been together, but you are the last guy i've ever loved, the only one who's had the greatest impact on my emotions. it's been 7 years since we last talked, but i still think of you
Justus Themlitz be happy then you little freak , I know it’s not that easy but listening to sad songs ain’t going to fix shit, in fact it will make it worse and bring back unwanted memories 🖕😬
Oliver Curry lol we got an ignorant dude in the comments that clearly doesn’t know what depression is like or the extent of it. don’t waste your time making yourself seem like an inconsiderate and condescending asshole. 👍
When I’m with her it’s like my whole world changes. i feel like I’m special around her. I’ve never been so happy in my life when I’m with her. It’s been years and yet... I still think of you
It hurts when you give everything you've got to a person who leaves you afterall... I got dumped after 5 months of happy memories with my girl... We were the happiest couple ever... Until she just told me she doesn't want to be with me anymore .... It's over ... And it will be.... All the memories.... Hurt....
Same. But honestly man, it could be a good thing. Just give it time & be strong. I just started talking to someone who truly understands me & I can really relate too, have a conversation with, care about on a interpersonal level. I feel people who really care about you wouldn’t leave. No matter what. Just have to be honest with them & yourself, everything falls into place.
It's been 3 years and 6 months since i last saw her. We all have that one feeling when you spend so much time with her and you think she is the one but when you both part ways that feeling never goes it, it never goes, it just stays with you until your time on this unholy ends
There was this girl I met some years ago. She was new and all, and literally at the first second I saw her, everything stopped and I just felt something like never before, and I still haven't felt anything like what I felt... feel for that girl. Years passed by and this feeling was always growing inside me, it was like I recognised her when I first saw her, like she had been someone important for me in some distant past. I became really obsessed with her, but not in that way that some guys get to the point of stalking their family, life, home etc. I was obsessed like, I just wanted to be good to her, I wanted her to at least think of me as a friend, because I value friendship above many things so I wanted to at least be a good friend to her, be someone she would care. I have always been some weirdo, specially around her, so I never got to be her friend really, although sometimes she would be friendly with me, being a little playful and all that, specially the last day I saw her. I could tell she was a really kind and cute person, and I'm glad that I had some oportunities to experience it (even if few), and her friends thought the same of her. Those were long years of me growing obsessed by her, in a way that it was fucking killing me inside. I saw her almost everyday. At the beginning she noticed a had some feelings for her, so she kind of ignored me completely for 2 years or so, which obviously made my mental health become just "mental", because the health had gone to fucking hell. Not that I'm blaming her for anything, she just felt awkward that some weird guy from the class was liking her, so she took the way she took. Even when I tried to forget her and fell in "love" with other girls, some of which I even had the oportunity to be together and all, but eventually I just couldn't, and after every one of these girls went away of my life, my feelings for that first girl always "returned", not that they were gone anyways. After some time, I finally thought I had overcome her, but on our last year at that school, a friend in common invited us both to their birthday (I didn't know she was going). There, we had the opportunity to interact with each other, and that brought me back so many memories, and that fucking feeling. On the same year, I entered in state of some deep fucking anxiety and depression almost through the whole year. Those feelings for her coming back just made all of this worse. Eventually, I began to think like "When this ends, the school, the relationships, the fun times and stuff, what if I still keep feeling things for her? What if I can't overcome it even after I won't be able to see her anymore?" So in the middle of the year, I called her saying I needed to talk about something with her. I had to do this so I could feel ok with myself, so I could overcome at least part of all that shit that was weighting so heavily on the entirety of myself, so I would feel better putting that out, specially if I did it with her, and not anybody else. I told her about everything, about when I began getting obsessed with her, when I thought I had overcome, when the depression and anxiety hitted, and many other things. She felt quite scared by all that situation, but she sympathized with me, and said nice words that confort me to this day. She offered help if I ever needed to talk to her about it. It went alright, better than I expected it to go. I had many bad times with my psychological that year, and talking to her a few times really helped a lot. By the end of the year, we would have our graduation event and all, and I knew that was the last time I would be seeing her. In one of our conversations, she told me she was going to live on another state to the south of the country (Pretty far considering it is a really big territory). Of course that kind of crushed me, but I felt happy that she was pursuing her dreams y'know, she would also be leaving many friends behind, not just me. Something I didn't tell before here is that the feelings I had for her, my time at school, the things I lived and the people I met during these school years (And some other things like movies, games, music and etc.), it all inspired me so much to imagine stories of many genres and different kinds, and I of course told that girl that she was my primary inspiration for what would become my biggest dream, to make these stories, to pay homage to all the things and to all the people that inspired me in many ways, to feel good and bad things, to think about life, friendship, love, to understand a little of what happiness is, and how to pursue it. At our graduation, she was being all playful and cute with me but I had to leave somewhat early, and so when I went to say her farewell, we hugged and all, then I said to her I would certainly miss her a lot. After what I said she gave me a big hug that left a mark on me. (Well, she already left a mark when i first saw her.) I honestly don't know if I will ever see her again, or if I will ever love someone like I loved her, or if I actually even overcame her. What I know is that she was certainly a good thing in my life, she literally changed it completely. Even though I have been quite happier on the last times, sometimes I remember her, when I look at the cityscape, when I see old pictures of the class, even before I sleep. I still miss her, I still think of her.
I miss seeing you i miss your voice i miss seeing you walk by me i will never forget you my Love maybe in another life we were happy together she is the most amazing girl i met and i miss her and i Love her
20 years old and no friends. Lots of friends in school but they all left. Living their life and succeeding. Here I am... listening to depressing music and hoping things get better soon. Good luck to you all.
I’ve fallen down the rabbit hole that is this music... I sleep to the “it’s __ am and I still miss you” playlist. And I know he’ll never read this but if anyone sees this and is listening... I wish I could go back and stop myself from leaving. From saying all of those regrettable things after you broke my heart for the final time. I wish I would’ve told you it wasn’t over and that we were forever. Life will go on without you. I’ll continue to love you from a distance. If you ever want to come home, I’ll be here waiting. I miss you more than I would miss the air I breathe.
He said “should we start distancing slowly to just finish this off?”.... I never knew what was like being stabbed on the heart by someone you love. But there I was bleeding out... and here I am... dead now. I loved you but you loved you. More than you could ever love me... thnx
When you know you have no one think about you and you just a memory and no one ask about you and when the cold at night alone in your bed how do you feel ? you wish you had a nother life when you get to be loved you will feel the warm of love and care that you never felt before 🖤.
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do you still think about me?
i always think of you
no homo
~oof
💜
the bootleg boy yep
Always
It hurts when the person who gave you the best memories...becomes a memory....
Felt that...
Damn 🖤
I broke down in so many tears after reading this cuz I relate to it very much! 😭😭
Everything will be fine even if it seems impossible
They are best left as a memory tbh
it hurts when you suffer for someone who doesn't even think of you
it really hurts when u cant say her ...........how much u like her
damn...
True
Big feel
And the person doesnt even know you but you walk past them and thinking maybe one day hell like me back
even after all this time, you'd think i would have let go and moved on. but yet, i haven't.
and,
i still think of you.
SugarStars fuck off you actually embarrass me knowing I share the same world as you
Oliver Curry i don’t know what you’re going through or where your mind is at the moment, but what you wrote here could’ve and probably did, hurt this person really bad. Please can we share kindness and comfort to those that are hurting? All i ask of you is to treat those the way you want to be treated exactly~
@@OliverInc-mz3hf the first time you get hurt you'll understand man we all like to act tough but that's just the tip of the iceberg when it comes to actual people and how they are on the inside
I wish the best for you, you’re a legend. focus on being as happy as you can, you deserve it c:
Oliver Curry the hell is wrong with u dude
Why do we close our eyes when we pray, when we cry, when we kiss, when we dream; because the most beautiful things in our life are not seen but felt only by the heart
-mystery
I felt that on a quantum level.
True 🔝😪
That was really inspirational
that made me tear up a bit during class
This is a quote i will keep in my mind
I remember listening to your mixes and reading through the comments like „damn, I wish everyone will be alright“ , now I think „damn, everyone‘s just as broken as i am“
The only way to fix a broken heart is wen the same ia broke
Its actually calming to see that you're not the only one who's going though these unhappy feelings
same
nope. fuck you
It's sad time once again boys . . .
I understand the grief and sadness that still follow you after lost love; the hole that is left in life, and the confusion of what to do, where to go next. I truly am sorry for what you have been made without - you deserve the promise of someone staying with you always, not the possibility. Yet, although this loss may be with you forever, you will gain something else far more valuable: a second chance. A chance to love again, a chance to learn from your past mistakes, and a chance to make this one right. While I cannot say how well this love will go, whenever you find it, I can say that you will try your best with it - I have faith in you with that. Until you meet that love that stays true, listen to some music.
Enjoy.
thank you
Chemo Emo 💜
Thanks for having faith in me.
how are you always so wise .. who broke ur heart hm? why u know all this.. I feel bad because you always help everyone and write these comments but my guy are _you_ okay?
Chemo Emo damn , this hit home .
It sucks seeing so many hurt people, but it also let's me know I'm not alone. I pray that everyone here finds someone who puts in as much effort as they did in the relationship.
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Love you bro
xxxx we all know the pain
She did. She was a amazing person. But her life was cut short by suicide.
Just stop whining. Nowhere to go with that shit.
Mother ... you always in my heart .. always ... i miss you .. soon will be together in the haven .. so look for me in the sky .. love you for ever .. my best memory .
Sorry to hear that.
May God bless you brother.
Hey maybe you’ve got your own personal angel up there now..
Wish you the best man. Make her proud
Wish all the best for u my friend❤
i know you'll do her proud, rest easy brother, may god have mercy on you
yall im overthinking about someone who doesn’t even think about me.
Same
Let me tell you, for me, that was one of the worst periods in my life.
Is she your first love? This is pretty much natural feeling with regrets I feel that way
Nathan Xabrera dont worry.. lovers come and go, focus on your life and your future for now, I literally left college for the second time and am going to be expelled after this, my parents split, I have my girlfriend but for some reason I just feel empty about not having a future and deciding to leave because of some problems I couldn’t handle on my own.
@@okat32 dam u have it hard I'm glad my girl friend doesn't live with me
"I promise I'll never leave you."
Yet here I am, alone. Left to pick up the pieces.
Is that you in your profile pic 🕊
@@andrewtaylor1996 Creep
I asked a simple question
@@andrewtaylor1996 I may be quite "sensitive" but a 45 something old looking man asking a possibly underage person if that picture is of them is sketchy. Especially when the picture shows large amounts of skin. I don't know about you, but that does not seem that appropriate to me. 🤷♀️
nope
Days are hard.
But nights are harder.
I wish to be okey someday.
You will
Oh that hit lmao. What time is it for y'all?
@@shyeline5007 rn here's 2 am
You will be maybe not today or tomorrow. But, I promise u..u will eventually be ok. Hang in there ok?❣️
@@nutsackgirl2605 i will ty
You told me almost every day: "I'm never leaving you alone".
Then one day you did just that, without saying a single word and months later I'm still here wondering what went wrong.
Hope you can find your happiness, wherever you are ♡
Is that how a relationship would end?. Because I've never been in a relationship before
@@enriconovian5647 nah not with everyone. It all depends. If they to insecure then those are the ones who just leave. You gotta just learn to move on
@@celinaindhur3286 okay, thanks :D
“wherever you are” gave me chills.
And then I leave with not excuses without words, because stay some time is to take the thing to far.
We swore we'd speak to each other regularly.
We swore we'd always be friends.
Yet here I am, writing this, lonely as I am
richvābeats x2
Lowiee It wasn’t meant to be funny.
@@Lowiee that meant *he is in the same situation like wdh dude, calm down
@@Lowiee idiot
nooneisgonnastealthenameIhadbefore soimgood I deleted my comment I understand the only reason why I said that because I thought he/she/they made a laughing face sorry, and I deleted my comment because I don’t want more people say ima a idiot over something so stupid.
I hate that I'm always the one who loves more, misses more, needs more and hurts more
Girl I got you ♥️
nope
As soon as I saw this comment, I bursted out crying. I'm happy to see that I'm not alone...
@@MegaFrancesco25 same
Wanna be my friend It would be nice of you if you accept it
Today I saw her again and realized
that I still think of her.
I hate when that happens.you get them out of your life but then you see them and rethink everything
you still love her or the feeling she used to make you feel? when i realized that, it was so more painful than i thought it could be
That is every single day for me
I have faith that she feels the same about you.
This sucks because I see her in class all the time. I'm nothing to her anymore yet I still can't accept that she just left me all alone when I just wanted to treat her right. I was willing to do everything for her yet one problem appears and she changed.
There ain't a day that goes by when I don't think of her... it's like when I'm alone the memories always creep up
Ik how you feel I'm going through it rn
Devin Tucker going through the same thing rn my guy.
I’m trying so hard to get over you, it hurts not being able to move on. I just want to be happy.
If you’re still in school or college, having decent grades and working for your future, I honestly can say you’re slowly but surely moving on.
It took me over 3 years to finally move on from "the accident" as I like to call it now. It's hard, but with some little hope, willingness, maybe a really close friend, long nights for thinking and a loooot of hard work and everything will be fine eventually. Trust me it will.
It is already 11 months from the comment, who knows, maybe it already is better? I hope so.
Same... it's been months now ;,(
waaa waaaa nope
Why are the best memories the most painful?
Matthew Vasques damn that hit hard
Maybe because it feels like we're not going to experience them ever again, and they're just part of the past.
Untouchable.
Gone.
Cause you can't live them again
Its call life.
You really didn't have to say it. Our eyes might've been a little less red, if you hadn't.
Immature love says, "I love you because I need you."
Mature love says, "I need you because I love you."
and the best kind: "I don't need you, and yet, I love you"
im at that immature state
idk
@@meooorw8801 the best kind until it crashes and burns...the intensity of the feelings is better than cocaine
I always have this feeling of sharp pain in my chest I don’t know how to describe it. Numb? Lonely? Empty? Idk I just can’t get rid of it.
Been there... Life is a mystery, but it reveals itself as days go by. Keep waiting. One day, that question will be answered.
same . Crying is easy but that pain is worse .
You should see a doctor. You could be having a pulmonary embolism.
ItsjustJanice
I have it too.
It's like inside my rib cage. Nothing works, but milk kinda helps)).
I have it at the lowest points- when I'm extremely sad, lonely ext. it's interesting how that pain may be because of a pain from emotions.
needy.
it hurts when you feel alone among people
thrash boy I feel you
Same. Every day
We are alone together ( saperated in our house)
how i feel
Just a quick reminder to anyone that's reading,
You are always enough
You are valid
You are not a waste of space
I hope you have a great day/night :)
Y o u H a v e A P r e t t y S m i l e this is so beautiful thank you so much omg
jungkookistheloveofmylife __ Aw you're welcome 💞💞
Y o u H a v e A P r e t t y S m i l e u made my day !
jungkookistheloveofmylife __ This comment is so sweet💕💕 I'm glad I was able to make your day!
Thank you. Same to you. :)
"I can't even sleep, because I think of u~"
luckly i sleep good now lol ..for how her face was like an angel she just wasnt toxic for mi
Sarcastic sounds - I don't sleep
@@xxRavaage that song's lyrics are different
"I don't sleep cause when I do, alll I dream are dreams of you"~sarcastic sounds
i had always felt sad in my life, because of the emptiness inside of me..
no matter how much i tried to find light.. happiness.. love.. it was not there....
until i met you.. since the first day we spoke i felt something was different about you the moment you uttered a word..i just felt like you were different than all the people i've ever known.. little did i know that i found someone who is just "too good to be true" kind of person..
you brought happiness in every shape into my life.. filled my burned to ashes heart into the most beautiful undying garden there is.. made it green and beautiful..
you simply made me feel alive rather than someone merely existing..
thats how i felt in the past...
in every form, you were and still are perfection just in your own way.. in my eyes..
and i was the same to you..
our feelings were the same..
its hard to explain how much our love is to one another.. we hardly ever know too..
i became the light of your life, and fire of your loins.. you became mine too ....
we never stopped speaking from that day we knew each other ..
till that same day we spoke in the other year.. 18 days before that..
and we did again .. for reasons i cannot explain here...
it was not a faulty of our relationship because we never reached to a point where we ever wanted to end our relationship.. but i hate how the world is so cruel to us..
i mean, sure we had our arguments but we always ended up resolving them because our love is so strong..
why do i get to have the vision of us in the future just completely blurred?.....
why is it getting painful for me to try to envision our future thats supposed to be the most beautiful thing to happen to me?..
i love you so much ..
i tried to convince myself that i should end this because i simply cant see the future of us no more.. these questions filled my head all the time though;
why should i fool myself and fool you? ...
why should i stay holding on to false hope? ..
if i stay will it hurt you in the end?
should i stay or just give up?.....
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nothing would be able to fill up the void except for you..
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you tried to convince me countless of times that we're going to be okay, that our love would break every boundary there is..
i've always believed in that before anything happened that resulted into my thoughts...
but these ugly consequences are not only making me question my life being on earth but its making me regret the things i love....
it is tormenting me ..
eating me alive..
why must the world be so cruel to me like this??
to us??
i've been put into a position where its making it hard for me to just love what i love..
to be free..
and its not the faulty of us but for the reasons i cannot explain...
its heart breaking that if i was in the position of a normal person we'd have no problems..
but im in no place to make these choices of us being together..
but i will fight for us.. i will always do that..
that day when "the consequences" accrued.....
i felt like death had its fingers lingering through my soul......
wanting to rip me apart ..
inside..
and out..
i felt like wanting to disappear..
darkness almost consumed me whole..
but my love for you, that feeling woke me up...
but what can i do?
for you and i to be insanely fallen for each other yet its like there is no existing option for us to end up together..
thats just heart wrenching..
nevertheless the hardships we are going through you are there for me and for that i would die for you.. you'd always be there for me.. we are so wonderful together.. i feel like i can no longer hope because it scares me to do so.. but ill do it anyways because its the only thing i can do now....
and ill try to stand strong for us.. i hope for us to be one day together in real life.. face to face.. hand in hand.. where no one would tell us no.. and for us to live freely together no matter what the universe is saying..
you'll always be my one true love.. and no matter what happens in the future.. i'd always love you.. and fight for you..
my only fear is losing you... that fear alone eats me up every night....
makes me cry every night to sleep.. and i feel so hurt and numb.... but ill not give up..
for any one that has their loved one by their sides.. hold on to them.. and cherish them always never take them for granted..
that's touching..
*missing someone i've never had*
Same
Thinking about someone I’ll never have.
Too many times I found myself with that same problem, I convinced myself to keep trying but now I don't want to keep going since each hurts worse than. The last.
I need you but you don’t need me💔
No homo
Basically my life
oof
bet your sister rejected you
Same 💔 If only we knew we would be happy in the future then maybe it be easier to forget
Can’t ever forget someone that gave you a lot to remember 😕😣💔
Heeey... That's so f*cking true 🖤😴💔
I Agree
(Tiffany) 💔😢
More often than not, it's not that they gave you a lot to remember, rather that they gave a lot meaning to what you do remember.
My relationship ended in Japan so not only does the music really capture the feelings of loneliness and isolation. The Japanese aesthetic mirrors my own experiences and adds a deeply personal touch. I will listen to this on the bus and brood accordingly.
The only person that can make you the happiest you've ever been is also the person that can make you the saddest you've ever been 💔
*_i still think of you til this day. It’s been a while, but I can’t seem to shake you out of my mind_*
She is the one who gave best memories and then became one.
same
and if its not you then who?
:( The day I find an answer to that question will be the best in my life
I still think of you because you're still there, *_in my heart_*
I see you everywhere(these videos) are you ok
I know it will not now but it's gonna be alright
@@nikitbarapatre
Oh my god. Really? You notice that :)
I hope everything will be better. I just need some time i guess. Cuz it's kinda hard to heal sometimes. But I try to handle it as i can.
You are so kind.Thank you for asking I'm very thankful about it. 💕🐧
love how we're all just hopeless romantics in the comments
I Don't know what to do right now 😖
@@nikitbarapatre enjoy the song!!
What sucks is how someone who truly hates you can diecect your true love for them and true feelings in front of another and humiliate you and your way and style of a hopeless romantic ..to justify her actions ..fell for false promises ..false hops false dreams.. You're love for was just a sceame... .
hopeless romantics who've had their hearts replaced by the void
awe all these sad people
People ... there is so much pain and sadness in the world, sometimes you have to smile and go on.
Can I show you something nice and amazing?
Look down
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Yup, midnight, time to chill a little 🖤😴
same
Every time I say I should stop thinking of him . He does good things that let me fucking think of him for all the day . I love him and It hurts a lot .
Just say it.
@@nikitbarapatre i didn't get it it
I always come back to these when I’m feeling alone ❤
Lara Kiryuu that’s why I’m always coming back to these
Why is reading the comments of these songs the only thing I look forward to in my day. You are all beautiful people here, you give me hope when I have none. Thank you all so much. x
Its sad how some people can be a distant memory that slowly fades away..
chewy bar that’s life man.
I just want to give everybody in this comment section a hug
Blah Blah same
I really need a fucking hug. No one around me seems to not fucking care at all.....
@@darkdawn19xx43 there's always somebody out there who cares it just takes a little while to find them
I wish I could still talk to her every night
Grimmjow *i wish I could still talk to him every night*
*thoughts rolling round my head*
big same
damn true
yeah bro me too
I never talk about her, but I do think of her.
The more you talk about her, the less you’ll think of her, for better or for worse. If your thoughts keep you up at night, talk.
when someone that made you feel special yesterday, makes you feel unwanted today
Will you ever leave my head?
Nobody __ I’m lost too.
😥😭 i feel you thats should be my question
7yrs and she is in my head 😥
To Abby k,
before i met you i was so lost, i didn’t have any happiness, and real friends, i had nothing.
then i met you and everything started to change.
we started off being really good friends for awhile and it felt great, talking all day and facetiming accasionaly.
then ima print break we got really close.
close enough when you started saying you missed me and couldn’t wait to give me a hug and a kiss.
we become a thing, you were mine.
you would often be upset and i couldn’t figure out why and all i did all day was think of how i could make you smile when i could talk to you next.
i payed awake for house just thinking of what i could do just to give you a little smile.
then, one day you told me you loved someone else.
when you told me i was about to eat dinner with my family so i went upstairs saying i had to plug I’m my phone.
i got to my room and just started crying, so hard.
i jus took a shower so my family wouldn’t come up to see me and i took the longest shower i ever have. probably 30 minutes long, just crying.
i just thought about you non stop for the next three to four weeks thinking how i would never get you to be mine again.
i couldn’t help myself. no one could.
hen one day you told me you really missed me and wanted to be with me again.
i was so happy you have no idea.
then you told me you couldn’t thi because you still loved him.
we started talking over two months ago and it ended a little less then two months ago.
i still think about you everyday, and every night.
no one knows my pain.
no one cares.
i wasn’t happy before you because i had no friends and no one to make me happy then i had you and i didn’t need my other friends. i only needed you.
I’m so sorry for not being the best i could’ve been abby.
-Cailix
Im sorry for you man...
Quit simping bro. It won't accomplish anything.
Kevin Woosley what’s simping?
its gonna be okay
this made me cry
No Name shit sucks man, months go by when i think of her everyday and i don’t go threw her mind once
"I'd rather be lonely than having fake friends."
Zsirmik Marcell this is me rn
Same
Carlo Baua like me 🥺
Carlo Baua 💜
being lonely is not bad in reality
At 4am I can hear the rain on my window
It reminds me that I'm back in reality
A hazy dream that leaves me still feeling happy
My lights are still on and I'm still on that call
I want to go back to sleep so I can dream of you again
It is raining here... and it is 4am... GET ME OUT OF HERE!
I used to listen to this playlist when I was sad. Now I put it on during my commute home. Thinking about everything I've went through and how far I've come.
I believe in us. I'm proud of everyone here. Keep going. Life is worth it.
Wondering.. if he's feeling the same rn
or is it just me, the one who is thinking every day and every second about that person.
Off all times, she never thought of me but I thought of her.
Man, what is my life come apon?
I feel you. But i hope it gets better in the future. I hope soon, we can all heal from that pain we are experiencing.
A midnight the saddest time of the day.
The time when all sad throuhts hurts most.
Thank you bootleg.💜you are the best.
"the person we loves the most always hurts us the most" 💔
we've never been together, but you are the last guy i've ever loved, the only one who's had the greatest impact on my emotions. it's been 7 years since we last talked, but i still think of you
i have a similar experience cheers hope you're okay now
damn
It's 9 years now. Do you still think of him?
@@victoriafernandez7526 yes. from time to time. and the funny thing is, i had a vivid dream of him last night.
Bootleg always blessing us💜
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omgosh i need to stop replying to comments just to say that it's annoying
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nice
“Moving on is harder to do when the one you love moves faster than you”
I feel your presence fading away and becoming into what we thought we could be.😞😞
This song make me feel so happy when I'm sad💜🌙😢
Still depressed in 2019
Justus Themlitz be happy then you little freak , I know it’s not that easy but listening to sad songs ain’t going to fix shit, in fact it will make it worse and bring back unwanted memories 🖕😬
@@OliverInc-mz3hf it will be alright man..
Oliver Curry lol we got an ignorant dude in the comments that clearly doesn’t know what depression is like or the extent of it. don’t waste your time making yourself seem like an inconsiderate and condescending asshole. 👍
Justus Themlitz mood
Nin its true sometimes hearing this Music Makes you feel worser but i think we Need this feeling to recover
I know your gone... I won’t forget I’ll always think of you.
-RIP uncle
william collins lol😂😂
@@twitchqoli1631 what's so funny,m
challenge edgy teen
Guys what do you means so funny? I out lots of love and crying emojis? Ive lost a family member before and its very sad
@@twitchqoli1631 shut up
I hope this channel never dies
I still think of you, and I still miss you... I wonder, do you feel the same way?
When I’m with her it’s like my whole world changes. i feel like I’m special around her. I’ve never been so happy in my life when I’m with her. It’s been years and yet...
I still think of you
This account has been here for me through so much🥰 love your music gr8 vibes
It hurts when you give everything you've got to a person who leaves you afterall...
I got dumped after 5 months of happy memories with my girl... We were the happiest couple ever... Until she just told me she doesn't want to be with me anymore ....
It's over ...
And it will be....
All the memories....
Hurt....
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Same. But honestly man, it could be a good thing. Just give it time & be strong. I just started talking to someone who truly understands me & I can really relate too, have a conversation with, care about on a interpersonal level. I feel people who really care about you wouldn’t leave. No matter what. Just have to be honest with them & yourself, everything falls into place.
It's been 3 years and 6 months since i last saw her. We all have that one feeling when you spend so much time with her and you think she is the one but when you both part ways that feeling never goes it, it never goes, it just stays with you until your time on this unholy ends
Bro this gives me so much anxiety, wtf...
Hell
is loving you in my sleep and
waking up alone...
There was this girl I met some years ago. She was new and all, and literally at the first second I saw her, everything stopped and I just felt something like never before, and I still haven't felt anything like what I felt... feel for that girl.
Years passed by and this feeling was always growing inside me, it was like I recognised her when I first saw her, like she had been someone important for me in some distant past. I became really obsessed with her, but not in that way that some guys get to the point of stalking their family, life, home etc. I was obsessed like, I just wanted to be good to her, I wanted her to at least think of me as a friend, because I value friendship above many things so I wanted to at least be a good friend to her, be someone she would care.
I have always been some weirdo, specially around her, so I never got to be her friend really, although sometimes she would be friendly with me, being a little playful and all that, specially the last day I saw her. I could tell she was a really kind and cute person, and I'm glad that I had some oportunities to experience it (even if few), and her friends thought the same of her.
Those were long years of me growing obsessed by her, in a way that it was fucking killing me inside. I saw her almost everyday.
At the beginning she noticed a had some feelings for her, so she kind of ignored me completely for 2 years or so, which obviously made my mental health become just "mental", because the health had gone to fucking hell. Not that I'm blaming her for anything, she just felt awkward that some weird guy from the class was liking her, so she took the way she took.
Even when I tried to forget her and fell in "love" with other girls, some of which I even had the oportunity to be together and all, but eventually I just couldn't, and after every one of these girls went away of my life, my feelings for that first girl always "returned", not that they were gone anyways.
After some time, I finally thought I had overcome her, but on our last year at that school, a friend in common invited us both to their birthday (I didn't know she was going). There, we had the opportunity to interact with each other, and that brought me back so many memories, and that fucking feeling.
On the same year, I entered in state of some deep fucking anxiety and depression almost through the whole year. Those feelings for her coming back just made all of this worse. Eventually, I began to think like "When this ends, the school, the relationships, the fun times and stuff, what if I still keep feeling things for her? What if I can't overcome it even after I won't be able to see her anymore?"
So in the middle of the year, I called her saying I needed to talk about something with her. I had to do this so I could feel ok with myself, so I could overcome at least part of all that shit that was weighting so heavily on the entirety of myself, so I would feel better putting that out, specially if I did it with her, and not anybody else.
I told her about everything, about when I began getting obsessed with her, when I thought I had overcome, when the depression and anxiety hitted, and many other things. She felt quite scared by all that situation, but she sympathized with me, and said nice words that confort me to this day. She offered help if I ever needed to talk to her about it.
It went alright, better than I expected it to go.
I had many bad times with my psychological that year, and talking to her a few times really helped a lot. By the end of the year, we would have our graduation event and all, and I knew that was the last time I would be seeing her. In one of our conversations, she told me she was going to live on another state to the south of the country (Pretty far considering it is a really big territory). Of course that kind of crushed me, but I felt happy that she was pursuing her dreams y'know, she would also be leaving many friends behind, not just me.
Something I didn't tell before here is that the feelings I had for her, my time at school, the things I lived and the people I met during these school years (And some other things like movies, games, music and etc.), it all inspired me so much to imagine stories of many genres and different kinds, and I of course told that girl that she was my primary inspiration for what would become my biggest dream, to make these stories, to pay homage to all the things and to all the people that inspired me in many ways, to feel good and bad things, to think about life, friendship, love, to understand a little of what happiness is, and how to pursue it.
At our graduation, she was being all playful and cute with me but I had to leave somewhat early, and so when I went to say her farewell, we hugged and all, then I said to her I would certainly miss her a lot. After what I said she gave me a big hug that left a mark on me.
(Well, she already left a mark when i first saw her.)
I honestly don't know if I will ever see her again, or if I will ever love someone like I loved her, or if I actually even overcame her.
What I know is that she was certainly a good thing in my life, she literally changed it completely.
Even though I have been quite happier on the last times, sometimes I remember her, when I look at the cityscape, when I see old pictures of the class, even before I sleep.
I still miss her, I still think of her.
Thanks for the story I enjoyed reading it.
I dont know if you see this Bootleg boy. But if you do, i just wanna say thank you for the mixes that i can cry about.
~A Boy from Germany
Depression & Obsession a girl from germany (me) is worried bcs you’re crying. u ok ?
@@alyn62 for the most part yeah, im just thinking about the past. Are u okay?
Depression & Obsession I’m okay. I think ? Just a bit tired of everything
@@alyn62 i feel you
Depression & Obsession it just sucks you know ? I show so much love to people but they all leave.
This moment when you give all your best.... but it still not enough ...
perfect time 🌸
She said she’s gonna keep me forever but she left me and im still waiting 💔
i never thought loving someone would bring me right back here
How can i not, when you left me alone to drown.
Drowning - Willow Smith. Listen to it.
nooneisgonnastealthenameIhadbefore soimgood bet
I miss seeing you
i miss your voice
i miss seeing you walk by me
i will never forget you my Love
maybe in another life we were happy together
she is the most amazing girl i met and i miss her and i Love her
Same... I have tears in my eyes while writing this
Yeah, Man. It's been almost a year now, sometimes I try to remember the exact tone of her voice. Slowly fadding away from my memory, hurts fucking bad
I feel you
Same dude. It's been 3 years since she left me and there hasn't been a day where i didn't think of her
that feeling when you like someone who only thinks of you as a friend... and you aren't even sure about it...
20 years old and no friends. Lots of friends in school but they all left. Living their life and succeeding. Here I am... listening to depressing music and hoping things get better soon. Good luck to you all.
we told eachother that we would be " bffs " till the end.
yet you go around putting other people first.
its sicking.
skinny dora wow you pointed out exactly how i feel rn
Sickening
@@astro4741 i was mad when i typed this out lol
@@peppapig4645 oh no, im not saying amything. I think that was the word at the end you were gonna use.
@@astro4741 yeah that's what my reply was referring to. i was mad when i typed it so there was some grammar errors.
The person who gave best memories , becomes memories tht kind of pain 🙁
Lis Min everything will be fine even if it seems impossible
We’ll never be apart, he said. But it always seems hard when we’re different. Love hurts sometimes
I come here and all the comments are sad, I hope all of you get the amazing life you deserve ❤️
like X said "Every person get life what deserves"
Miss u, but I’ve grown into something I’m proud of. Thank you for being you, will always love you
3 AM and i can't stop thinking about you
Whomever is reading this..
I love you! You're a beautiful human being
lovely ladies..
i love you too... really you are ♥️
@@phareelphoto789 mch love ❤
i thought about u once i thought about u twice ever since then u never left my mind
All this time I spent thinking of what you thought of me but I never truly thought about what I thought of you
Nothing is hopeless,must we hope for everything ♡
This song is 3 hours old and still yet the best comment section i've read so far.
Tears won't stop flowing...
Plz come back...
i miss u...
u...promised!!!
It's been two years, and I think of you every single day of my life
Lofi is a blessing
truly is
but so are you :b
Those words, they echo in my head...
Oh Gawd, I still think of the person I love even though he broke my heart and played with my feelings.. tho we will all find someone better...
I’ve fallen down the rabbit hole that is this music... I sleep to the “it’s __ am and I still miss you” playlist. And I know he’ll never read this but if anyone sees this and is listening...
I wish I could go back and stop myself from leaving. From saying all of those regrettable things after you broke my heart for the final time. I wish I would’ve told you it wasn’t over and that we were forever. Life will go on without you. I’ll continue to love you from a distance. If you ever want to come home, I’ll be here waiting. I miss you more than I would miss the air I breathe.
He said “should we start distancing slowly to just finish this off?”.... I never knew what was like being stabbed on the heart by someone you love. But there I was bleeding out... and here I am... dead now. I loved you but you loved you. More than you could ever love me... thnx
Your pain will pass through the hard times and you will come out smiling ✌🌷🕊🙏
:(
Hi Gerbi why the sad face ✌🙏🕊
Andrew Taylor madness
Yup yup
When you know you have no one think about you and you just a memory and no one ask about you and when the cold at night alone in your bed how do you feel ? you wish you had a nother life when you get to be loved you will feel the warm of love and care that you never felt before 🖤.
we promised each other forever. i guess my forever wasn't enough for you
my heart is empty but my mind is filled with you