Noel’s Lament [Official Audio] from Ride the Cyclone The Musical featuring Kholby Wardell

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  • @Sillyusernamehere
    @Sillyusernamehere 2 роки тому +19465

    "he ran into my knife.. he ran into my knife 10 times"

    • @onlyyemii
      @onlyyemii 2 роки тому +427

      THANK YOU

    • @_veronica_r
      @_veronica_r 2 роки тому +652

      IF THAT'S SOMEHOW NOT A REFERENCE I'LL SCREAM

    • @sm0kysoulcynics579
      @sm0kysoulcynics579 2 роки тому +732

      HE HAD IT COMIN' HE HAD IT COMIN' HE ONLY HAD HIMSELF TO BLAME

    • @tiredbean6557
      @tiredbean6557 2 роки тому +449

      IF YOU HAD BEEN THERE, IF YOU'D SEEN IT, I BETCHA YOU WOULD'VE DONE THE SAME

    • @spiltmilk0204
      @spiltmilk0204 2 роки тому +384

      POP
      SIX
      SQUISH
      UH UH
      CICERO
      LIPSCHITZ

  • @octoprince315
    @octoprince315 2 роки тому +14728

    Rip Noel you would have loved Chicago

  • @Melliorra
    @Melliorra Рік тому +4594

    this musical is sm funnier when you think of the fact that noel and ricky just sang about wanting to be their ocs

    • @taliajung1553
      @taliajung1553 Рік тому +222

      I'm never gonna unsee it now, help

    • @auramint
      @auramint 11 місяців тому +194

      It’s a self insert :0

    • @Gnarpygnarpguhh
      @Gnarpygnarpguhh 11 місяців тому +283

      they want to live in fanfictions and now they cant live at all

    • @Nehu_22
      @Nehu_22 9 місяців тому +48

      And I relate to that

    • @bl00dy.ma1ds
      @bl00dy.ma1ds 7 місяців тому +39

      There just like me fr

  • @Cupids_fiction
    @Cupids_fiction 2 роки тому +7129

    the way he sings “New man every night” scratches my brain

    • @yuanruska2907
      @yuanruska2907 Рік тому +18

      Bruh where 8s the comments on this one

    • @l3monbunnyy
      @l3monbunnyy Рік тому

      i got hungry@@yuanruska2907

    • @_Sluggy_
      @_Sluggy_ Рік тому +3

      ​@yuanruska2907 idk man 😭💀

    • @NeoLocket
      @NeoLocket 4 місяці тому +1

      The notes he sung at the end is what made this song a earworm for me

  • @madicl8033
    @madicl8033 2 роки тому +10647

    Rip noel he would have loved rocky horror

    • @poopiedoopieon
      @poopiedoopieon 2 роки тому +107

      OMFG YES

    • @madicl8033
      @madicl8033 2 роки тому +312

      @@poopiedoopieon you just know he would have gone to every midnight show thigh highs and all

    • @poopiedoopieon
      @poopiedoopieon 2 роки тому +37

      @@madicl8033 lmao yes

    • @dingIeberry
      @dingIeberry 2 роки тому +88

      rest in pee noel. wouldve fucking loved richard obrien

    • @dr.sylvester.ashling3391
      @dr.sylvester.ashling3391 2 роки тому +34

      STOP HE WOULD

  • @lvna_
    @lvna_ 10 місяців тому +2624

    RIP Noel, you would have loved AO3

    • @squibkib
      @squibkib 10 місяців тому +85

      HELP WASNT THIS COMMENT ALSO ON ANNAPATSUS (?) COVER

    • @ItzKurxmii
      @ItzKurxmii Місяць тому +8

      HELP THIS IS SO REAL

  • @anzuaoix
    @anzuaoix 2 роки тому +36444

    This song is so good… I wish France was real :(

    • @Stxrria
      @Stxrria 2 роки тому +4622

      Fr just thinking about how France is non existent and just a fictional country makes me cry. It’s so not oui

    • @HarryTakaira
      @HarryTakaira 2 роки тому +2713

      EXACTLY I want to try a baguette!!

    • @sydinthehat2505
      @sydinthehat2505 2 роки тому +1093

      france 😢

    • @inarismindscape
      @inarismindscape 2 роки тому +978

      SAME!!! it makes me sad how france isnt real :^(

    • @HarryTakaira
      @HarryTakaira 2 роки тому +262

      @Mia milkshake NO?????

  • @luc_keith4604
    @luc_keith4604 2 роки тому +8034

    I'M GETTING GENDER ENVY BY HIS VOICE

  • @neophytte
    @neophytte Рік тому +631

    "i choose to burn out rather than fade away" is now my new favorite sentence

    • @lukedoesntupload
      @lukedoesntupload 4 місяці тому +1

      Jimi Hendrix's last words were something similar

    • @Light-ro5bp
      @Light-ro5bp 4 місяці тому +3

      @@lukedoesntuploadWeren’t they Kurt Cobain’s? Based on someone’s song I think

    • @lukedoesntupload
      @lukedoesntupload 4 місяці тому

      @@Light-ro5bp oh yeah they were

    • @thatonemusickid08
      @thatonemusickid08 Місяць тому +2

      " I made.My exit it's better to burn out right than to fade away"

  • @All-ze9cl
    @All-ze9cl 2 роки тому +8010

    I think Noel didn't want a happy life, he just wanted to feel something. Although this doesn't sound appeasing to most people, it does to Noel because he's been apathetic about his whole boring life, so he'd rather have a tragic life than a lifeless one. EDIT- this was not supposed to be relatable

  • @alithealienn
    @alithealienn 2 роки тому +25736

    this song is for the girlies that sing songs until the break of dawn. the girlies who embrace a new man every night. the ones who’s life’s a never ending carnival.

    • @hoursewife
      @hoursewife 2 роки тому +199

      :33

    • @theauthor5484
      @theauthor5484 2 роки тому +1488

      For the girlies who catch typhoid flu 😔💅

    • @MsVilma1970
      @MsVilma1970 2 роки тому +1120

      For the girlies who choose to burn out rather than fade away 😌

    • @mollyrocksin3d
      @mollyrocksin3d 2 роки тому +835

      For the girlies that live in a world of boozy-floozy flashing light 😔💅

    • @lilac.decastro
      @lilac.decastro 2 роки тому +641

      For the girlies who drink champagne and guzzle gin 😔💅

  • @mjserrano32
    @mjserrano32 9 місяців тому +301

    I love how in Ocean’s and Noel’s song everybody is saying something along the lines of “Rip Noel/Ocean, you would have loved/hated ___”

    • @the_clover_star
      @the_clover_star 8 місяців тому +6

      THATS SO TRUE-

    • @GhostFromTheMoon
      @GhostFromTheMoon 5 місяців тому +20

      Rip ocean, she would have loved reading those comments lmao

  • @PinaColadas0604
    @PinaColadas0604 2 роки тому +3025

    Ironic how he sings that his fantasy life "is a never ending carnival" when he, in his real life, died at one...

    • @All-ze9cl
      @All-ze9cl 2 роки тому +316

      Also it's implied that at the end of the musical they are back on the ride to keep circling around on it, showing how their deaths really are a never ending carnival

    • @jimmypetrock
      @jimmypetrock 9 місяців тому +15

      666

  • @Vinixoxo
    @Vinixoxo 2 роки тому +6824

    4:46 his falsetto (or whatever tf it is 😭) is soo good I love this part

  • @pantatism
    @pantatism Рік тому +494

    I like how around 4:12 you can hear build up beats, which sounds like a roller coaster ride going higher and higher waiting for the drop. Which is a neat detail.

  • @honeychan9548
    @honeychan9548 2 роки тому +4810

    An interesting thing I find about this song is it always reiterates how Monique was alone. She didn’t have anyone. She died alone as well. The root meaning of the name Monique is “alone”. Either that’s one hell of a coincidence or a genius move and I think it’s the latter-

    • @silentglacierfang
      @silentglacierfang Рік тому +150

      Not fully correct for the name. The root origin is unknown, but it is connected with monos in Greek meaning alone, though it most likely does not come from Greek because of where St. Monica lived (Carthage and Numidia). I do hope the name choice was intentional though since it does fit really well.

    • @Simmer12341
      @Simmer12341 Рік тому +28

      It's apperently also a canadian fast food restaruant

    • @TheBeanPerson
      @TheBeanPerson Рік тому +89

      ​@@Simmer12341Yeah, Monique's surname, Gibeau, is the name of a Canadian fast food place called the "Gibeau Orange Julep" Which is ironic when you realize that he worked at, and hated, a fast food place.

  • @PhantomPinetree
    @PhantomPinetree 2 роки тому +11347

    RIP Noel he would have loved Will Wood

    • @uploxy5341
      @uploxy5341 2 роки тому +358

      OMG THATS SO TRUE

    • @melodyisheretoo
      @melodyisheretoo 2 роки тому +312

      FINALLY SOMEONE SAID IT

    • @ShyQueerStudios
      @ShyQueerStudios 2 роки тому +120

      so true bestie

    • @michaelwilliamybarra2409
      @michaelwilliamybarra2409 2 роки тому +265

      Honestly, from listening through this(especially the end) sounds JUST LIKE "Outliars and Hyppocrates: a fun fact about apples" from Will Wood's Normal Album(which I just listened to selections from, for the first time):
      ua-cam.com/video/DvueppU31fM/v-deo.html
      In fact, Kholby Wardell(Noah)'s vocals seem to carry the same tone as Will Wood's here, so I can definitely picture him doing a cover or even a live performance of Wood's work sometime!

    • @inmymumscarbroombroom
      @inmymumscarbroombroom 2 роки тому +47

      I THOUGHT EXACTLY THIS

  • @tsumugishirogane9526
    @tsumugishirogane9526 2 роки тому +1009

    All the transmasc leaving my body when this song comes on

    • @Spideyhwa
      @Spideyhwa 2 роки тому +32

      REAL

    • @Lotion_consumer
      @Lotion_consumer Рік тому +14

      Fr

    • @someguy9130
      @someguy9130 Рік тому +101

      In the real world I'm a trans masc who loves musicals. But in my dreams, I play a different role.

    • @Lovesick_Crimson
      @Lovesick_Crimson 10 місяців тому

      ​@@someguy9130Why are you Gay?

    • @lord_ozymandias
      @lord_ozymandias 5 місяців тому +17

      for 5 minutes we are all monic gibeau 😔✊

  • @imchoosingnottoexist6894
    @imchoosingnottoexist6894 2 роки тому +9395

    My Red flag is thinking I could perform this song without practice on the spot

    • @funky_frootloop670
      @funky_frootloop670 2 роки тому +373

      In my experience if you sing it enough you can always perform it on the spot

    • @olivesnow9998
      @olivesnow9998 2 роки тому +152

      yah to be honest my toxic fraught is like whole heartedly believing the same thing

    • @pianolover3711
      @pianolover3711 2 роки тому +30

      honestly, same

    • @genfiu
      @genfiu 2 роки тому +69

      make it a green flag cuz who doesnt

    • @Starrrycandy
      @Starrrycandy 2 роки тому +10

      Yep

  • @chocomelo454
    @chocomelo454 2 роки тому +1377

    RIP Noel you would've loved Vocaloid

    • @anji42085
      @anji42085 2 роки тому +96

      he would've had the hots for gakupo as venomaina ong

    • @3daniku
      @3daniku Рік тому +19

      ​@@anji42085 IM EXPLODING

    • @СергейВишнев-т1ю
      @СергейВишнев-т1ю 10 місяців тому +24

      ​@nailpolishpoison let people have fun zamn🥶

    • @alandoyle1077
      @alandoyle1077 9 місяців тому +6

      @nailpolishpoisoni can actually imagine him use it for Monique’s voice if he even decided to make and post anything about Monique’s story

    • @alandoyle1077
      @alandoyle1077 9 місяців тому +1

      @nailpolishpoison makes a lot of sense that he would sing himself

  • @Kacie.Cant.Volley
    @Kacie.Cant.Volley 6 місяців тому +103

    I got caught performing this at 1am in my room. Dress AND heels. Worth it

  • @cosmicsquirrel4584
    @cosmicsquirrel4584 3 роки тому +4215

    NOEL:
    In my life, I was Noel Gruber who worked at Taco Bell in Uranium City, Saskatchewan. But in my dreams I played a different role. I was Monique Gibeau in post-war France!
    A HOOKER WITH A HEART OF BLACK CHARCOAL
    I WRITE POEMS TO BURN BY FIRELIGHT
    DRINK CHAMPAGNE AND GUZZLE GIN
    GOOD GIRLS CALL ME "THE TOWN BICYCLE"
    DON'T KNOCK IT 'TIL YOU'VE TRIED MY LIFE OF SIN
    OH, CLAUDE, MY PIMP, KNOWS NEVER MESS WITH ME
    LAST PRICK DID THAT FADED QUICK TO BLACK
    I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE TO FIND HIM, OFFICERS
    BUT IF YOU DO, PLEASE MENTION THAT I'D
    LIKE TO HAVE RETURNED THE PRETTY KNIFE
    THAT I STUCK TEN TIMES IN HIS BACK!
    [Sips, swallows.]
    FOR I SING SONGS UNTIL THE BREAK OF DAWN
    I EMBRACE A NEW MAN EVERY NIGHT
    MY LIFE'S ONE NEVER-ENDING CARNIVAL
    NOEL AND CHOIR:
    A WORLD OF BOOZY-FLOOZY FLASHING LIGHT
    NOEL:
    I WANT TO BE THAT FUCKED UP GIRL
    [Instrumental]
    NOEL:
    HE SAID, "I THINK I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU"
    I'VE HEARD THAT LIE A MILLION TIMES BEFORE
    OH, TONIGHT I GIVE IN TO THE FANTASY
    TAKE LOVE WHEN YOU CAN, WHEN YOU'RE A WHORE
    FOR I SING SONGS UNTIL THE BREAK OF DAWN
    I EMBRACE A NEW MAN EVERY NIGHT
    MY LIFE'S ONE NEVER-ENDING CARNIVAL
    A WORLD OF BOOZY-FLOOZY FLASHING LIGHT
    I WANT TO BE THAT FUCKED UP GIRL
    SO NOW I SELL MY LOVE FOR OPIUM
    IN SOME RAT-INFESTED CHINESE DIVE
    AT NIGHT I BURN MYSELF WITH CIGARETTES
    JUST TO SOMEHOW PROVE I'M STILL ALIVE
    EIGHT MONTHS LATER I CATCH TYPHOID FLU
    KICKED OUT, I SEE THE UGLY LIGHT OF DAY
    DYING IN AN ALLEY, A PRIEST KNEELS DOWN TO ME-
    RICKY (as priest, in French accent):
    "My child, do you have any final words to the Lord you'd like to say?"
    NOEL (as Monique, in French accent):
    "Oui. Tell Him that, like Him, I choose to burn out rather than fade away!"
    FOR I SING SONGS UNTIL THE BREAK OF DAWN
    I EMBRACE A NEW MAN EVERY NIGHT
    MY LIFE'S ONE NEVER-ENDING CARNIVAL
    A WORLD OF BOOZY-FLOOZY FLASHING LIGHT
    FOR I SING SONGS UNTIL THE BREAK OF DAWN
    I EMBRACE A NEW MAN EVERY NIGHT
    MY LIFE'S ONE NEVER ENDING CARNIVAL
    NOEL AND CHOIR:
    A WORLD OF BOOZY-FLOOZY FLASHING LIGHT
    NOEL:
    I WANT TO BE THAT FUCKED UP GIRL
    I WANNA BE THAT FUCKED UP
    (ad-libbing, riffing)
    GIRL...
    OCEAN/CONSTANCE:
    BROKEN HEART, A FLASK OF GIN
    TATTOOED WITH A SAFETY PIN
    TEETH ALL STAINED WITH NICOTINE
    RUNNING NYLONS, SHATTERED DREAMS
    SUPER CRUSTY, HOLY TERROR
    WILD EYES AND BLACK MASCARA
    BROKEN HEART, A FLASK OF GIN
    TATTOOED WITH A SAFETY PIN
    TEETH ALL STAINED WITH NICOTINE
    RUNNING NYLONS, SHATTERED DREAMS
    SUPER CRUSTY, HOLY TERROR
    WILD EYES AND BLACK MASCARA
    NOEL:
    IF I COULD HAVE JUST ONE DREAM...
    OCEAN/CONSTANCE:
    IF HE COULD HAVE JUST ONE DREAM..!
    NOEL/OCEAN/CONSTANCE:
    I'D BE THAT FUCKED UP GIRL!
    MISCHA/RICKY:
    Hey!

    • @acreforrest
      @acreforrest 2 роки тому +37

      is the part that's ocean/constance not also jane, or does she not sing and instead just dance during that part?

    • @donovan3957
      @donovan3957 2 роки тому +21

      @@acreforrest it's ocean constance and jane

    • @unknownpasta8103
      @unknownpasta8103 2 роки тому +16

      I remember when I was a young lad a few weeks ago that needed the lyrics

    • @lolcats3566
      @lolcats3566 Рік тому +3

      W

    • @kaydenbrown1790
      @kaydenbrown1790 Рік тому +8

      It's whirl not world :))

  • @artanimeandothershtuff965
    @artanimeandothershtuff965 2 роки тому +8194

    So. I have 2 things to say:
    1. the vocals
    2. the riff at the enddddddddd
    3. literally, like, mood
    4. THE WAY HE SAYS TACO BELL
    ...
    okay, so that was a little more than 2. whoops

  • @jinxed847
    @jinxed847 2 роки тому +307

    3:05 … MY GODDDD THE WAY HE SAYS CIGARETTES AND HIS EMOTION WHEN HE CATCHES THE FLU.

    • @nxierro_z
      @nxierro_z Рік тому +11

      FR THOUGH HIS VOICE >>>>>>

    • @St4randEclipse
      @St4randEclipse 4 місяці тому

      YESS

    • @Olzzen
      @Olzzen 4 місяці тому +2

      Imagine if there was no context to this comment lmao

  • @Asummersdaydreamer14
    @Asummersdaydreamer14 3 роки тому +5567

    Just heard about this musical and barely know anything about the premise, but if this song is representative of the quality of the rest then this is going to be fun to become obsessed with. Time will tell. Let’s go.

  • @mostdefinitelynotdarkreunion
    @mostdefinitelynotdarkreunion 2 роки тому +3218

    rip Noel u would’ve loved the religious symbolism in madoka magica

  • @skylar4602
    @skylar4602 10 місяців тому +66

    For anyone wondering what the background vocals are saying at 4:35, it repeats:
    “Broken heart, a flask of gin,
    tattooed with a safety pin,
    teeth all stained with nicotine, running nylons, shattered dreams,
    Super crusty, holy terror,
    wild eyes and black mascara”

    • @iihxneyd3wii
      @iihxneyd3wii Місяць тому +3

      I literally practiced so much just to say those lines really fast and I finally mastered it 😭

  • @rachelramone
    @rachelramone 2 роки тому +1725

    I feel like we need to talk more about that damn falsetto at the end because hoLY FUCK THAT FALSETTO AT THE END-

  • @cupidxx_1113
    @cupidxx_1113 2 роки тому +2723

    Along with the ballad of jane doe, best song in the musical!!

  • @bananasryummy
    @bananasryummy 10 місяців тому +595

    rip noel you would’ve laughed your ass off at these comments

  • @blurryfacedkilljoy9133
    @blurryfacedkilljoy9133 2 роки тому +606

    THE LINES WHERE HIS VOICE IS SCRATCHY AND HOW HE SINGS "UNTIL" AND "NEW MAN" IM SCREAMING

    • @Nehu_22
      @Nehu_22 9 місяців тому +5

      I love how he sings "Break" on the second half like "BrrrEAk" it scratches my brain just right

  • @lilfishboy_
    @lilfishboy_ 2 роки тому +32942

    RIP Noel you would have hated the boyfriends webtoon

    • @riya-tg1pm
      @riya-tg1pm 2 роки тому +1462

      LMAO

    • @sillyposting
      @sillyposting 2 роки тому +874

      real

    • @arielc7730
      @arielc7730 2 роки тому +1203

      So random and so true xd

    • @Carmelvsq
      @Carmelvsq 2 роки тому +256

      Yes

    • @jojoslameerrand9305
      @jojoslameerrand9305 2 роки тому +1832

      He probably would've liked it idk. He couldn't imagine being with a man without it being a tragedy, it probably would've blown his mind that a story centered in queer love that's all sugar and no substance where nothing particularly tragic or terrible happens exists. Not only exists but is thriving. Idk tho

  • @cyh2499
    @cyh2499 Рік тому +477

    just a couple things:
    1. the way he says "Monique Gibeau" so wistfully
    2. the way he sings "charcoal"
    3. the amazing instrumentals in this song LIKE WOW
    4. for some reason I love the way he sings "one never" like the words just flow into one another in a way that's so satisfying to me
    5. 3.11
    6. the "me" at 3:38
    7. the grainy audio at 3:46 like it really sounds like an old movie
    8. the slow build before the final chorus
    9. the falsetto and riff at the end because holy shit
    I love this song so much you don't understand

  • @carolinemackenzie6043
    @carolinemackenzie6043 2 роки тому +1646

    Kholby Wardell is amazing. Period. I feel fortunate to have seen him in the original production all those many years ago when this was just a Fringe Festival entry...

    • @hannahfaith_valley
      @hannahfaith_valley 2 роки тому +54

      That’s crazy that this started with fringe! I’ve done shows at the festival before, and I’ve seen so many. This show is absolutely incredible!

    • @superawesomerodent
      @superawesomerodent 2 роки тому +9

      WHATTT?! IM SO JEALOUS 😭

    • @coolangiestan
      @coolangiestan Рік тому +7

      literally my dream omg

  • @TheGreenandEnvious
    @TheGreenandEnvious 2 роки тому +2198

    RIP Noel you would have loved HRT

  • @nutsameskhi
    @nutsameskhi 2 роки тому +584

    Lyrics:
    In my life, I was Noel Gruber who worked at Taco Bell in Uranium City, Saskatchewan
    But, in my dreams, I played a different role
    I was Monique Gibeau in post-war France
    A hooker with a heart of black charcoal
    I write poems to burn by firelight
    Drink champagne and guzzle gin
    Good girls call me "the town bicycle"
    Don't knock it 'til you've tried my life of sin
    Oh, Claude, my pimp, knows never mess with me
    Last prick did that faded quick to black
    I have no idea where to find him, officers
    But if you do, please mention that I'd like to have returned
    The pretty knife
    That I stuck ten times in his back
    For I sing songs until the break of dawn
    I embrace a new man every night
    My life's one never-ending carnival
    A world of boozy-floozy flashing light
    I want to be that fucked-up girl
    He said, "I think I am in love with you"
    I've heard that lie a million times before
    Oh, tonight I give in to the fantasy
    Take love when you can, when you're a whore
    For I sing songs until the break of dawn
    I embrace a new man every night
    My life's one never-ending carnival
    A world of boozy-floozy flashing light
    I want to be that fucked-up girl
    So now I sell my love for opium
    In some rat-infested Chinese dive
    At night I burn myself with cigarettes
    Just to somehow prove I'm still alive
    Eight months later, I catch typhoid flu
    Kicked out, I see the ugly light of day
    Dying in an alley, a priest kneels down to me
    "My child, do you have any final words to the Lord you'd like to say?"
    "Oui. Tell him that, like him, I choose to burn out rather than fade away"
    For I sing songs until the break of dawn
    I embrace a new man every night
    My life's one never-ending carnival
    A world of boozy-floozy flashing light
    For I sing songs until the break of dawn
    I embrace a new man every night
    My life's one never ending carnival
    A world of boozy-floozy flashing light
    I want to be that fucked-up girl
    I wanna be that fucked-up (girl)
    Broken heart, a flask of gin
    Tattooed with a safety pin
    Teeth all stained with nicotine
    Running nylons, shattered dreams
    Super crusty, holy terror
    Wild eyes and black mascara
    Broken heart, a flask of gin
    Tattooed with a safety pin
    Teeth all stained with nicotine
    Running nylons, shattered dreams
    Super crusty, holy terror
    Wild eyes and black mascara
    If I could have just one dream (ahh)
    (If he could have just one dream)
    I'd be that fucked-up girl!
    Hey!

  • @Firehaxardszz
    @Firehaxardszz 2 роки тому +874

    We could say the song order of this musical is a rollercoaster of emotions

    • @pinkmario0
      @pinkmario0 2 роки тому +18

      ayyyyy

    • @charlescalvin9598
      @charlescalvin9598 Рік тому

      i’m going to cannibalism you

    • @theshadow4020
      @theshadow4020 Рік тому +4

      You did not😭😭😭

    • @auramint
      @auramint 8 місяців тому +2

      Its literally
      Upbeat but ends depressed(Fall fair and Uranium)
      Upbeat!(What the world needs)
      Depressed(Noel's Lament)
      Upbeat!(This song is awesome)
      Depressed(Talia)
      Horny(YK)
      Depressed(Jane Doe)
      Upbeat(sugar cloud)
      Depressed but also upbeat?(It's not a game/It's just a ride)

  • @neeeckkksoon
    @neeeckkksoon 2 роки тому +4935

    so according to the entire comment section (yes i scrolled through it all)
    RIP Noel he would have hated the boyfriends webtoon, loved Will Wood, Rocky Horror, Chicago, the religious symbolism in Madoka Magica, HRT, I/Me/Myself, drag races, the musical he was from, mean girls, SIX the musical, the French (if they were real), moulin rouge, burlesque, Vocaloid, Mozart L'opera rock, Anatole from Great Comet, Gerard Way, Lana del Rey, Paris, heartstopper, cookie run kingdom, roleplay, the spider dude from Hazbin hotel, Taylor Swift, repo, angel from chainsaw man, would have rioted when they got rid of the raspberry frozen lemonade at Tim Hortons, loved Amanda Palmer, euphoria, falsettos, mars argo, Steve Harrington, Ayesha Erotica, Cabaret, lady gaga, Shayfer James, being transgender, and Homestuck.

    • @juststrangeandcrazyme1338
      @juststrangeandcrazyme1338 2 роки тому +291

      Best comment I've ever read in UA-cam

    • @itsevie7865
      @itsevie7865 Рік тому +135

      @@juststrangeandcrazyme1338 definitely this is the only reason I still have a smal amount of hope in humanity

    • @daikonnn822
      @daikonnn822 Рік тому +152

      OMG THE SPIDER DUDE FROM HAZBIN HOTEL YES

    • @daikonnn822
      @daikonnn822 Рік тому +93

      THE SPIDER GUYS NAME ANGEL DUST

    • @nick-ke6wy
      @nick-ke6wy Рік тому +35

      the truest thing i have ever read

  • @thegodofpotatoes922
    @thegodofpotatoes922 Рік тому +97

    "Like him, I choose to burn out! Rather than fade away..."
    I LOVE THE DELIVERY OF THIS LINE OMG

  • @meganhash7840
    @meganhash7840 2 роки тому +1021

    Every time it gets to the part about Claude the pimp I think about my friend Claude who's actually the one who got me into Ride the Cyclone in the first place

    • @yourlocaldemon2195
      @yourlocaldemon2195 2 роки тому +115

      Does he know not to mess with you?

    • @rat_queen7431
      @rat_queen7431 2 роки тому +79

      @@yourlocaldemon2195 because of the last prick who did that?

    • @Asmo-in1xu
      @Asmo-in1xu 2 роки тому +70

      @@rat_queen7431 didnt he quickly fade to black ?

    • @waffle._.bubbles
      @waffle._.bubbles 2 роки тому +64

      Does he still have the pretty knife that you stuck ten times in his back?

    • @S0FIATH3MUPP3T
      @S0FIATH3MUPP3T 2 роки тому +8

      i was at this part of the song EXACTLY as a saw it

  • @Lea_nne_
    @Lea_nne_ 2 роки тому +362

    THE HIGH PITCHED PART TOWARDS THE END SCRATCHES MY BRAIN SO HARD

    • @dhllyyquit
      @dhllyyquit 2 роки тому +3

      IT SCRATCHES YOUR BRAIN EXCUSE ME?

    • @crunchevo8974
      @crunchevo8974 Рік тому +6

      ​@@dhllyyquit I think it triggers ASMR lol

    • @Catinasuit3
      @Catinasuit3 7 місяців тому

      @@dhllyyquitMETAPHORICALLY LOL

  • @mysterylemon9889
    @mysterylemon9889 9 місяців тому +13

    Is it crazy that when j fist watched the musical and i saw the scene for this movie... I was so mesmerized by him. Also... He SLAYED in those heels

  • @eaniracate
    @eaniracate 2 роки тому +593

    This voice sounds just right to my ears. The way the "ah" sounds are pronounced and the "i" sounds, like song and dawn, and alive, etc. So satisfying.

  • @kewlcat69
    @kewlcat69 2 роки тому +314

    rip Noel you would have loved the very musical you are from.

  • @jperson5485
    @jperson5485 16 днів тому +7

    my college is doing ride the cyclone rn, and this song was SO fun to do during callbacks. didn’t end up getting the role, but still a 10/10 experience, would recommend

  • @alienfrograbbit5310
    @alienfrograbbit5310 2 роки тому +11170

    As a trans guy and a maladaptive daydreamer, I relate to this song sooo much.

  • @weirdguy7451
    @weirdguy7451 2 роки тому +401

    I kind of interpret that this song is about how he dreamed of being the center of attention in the sense of being desired, even (what he feels) is the most negative way possible. He said the line about how he’s the only gay kid and I think it’s implied he didn’t really have any friends for that on top of him being eccentric yk?

    • @emsmnms3507
      @emsmnms3507 2 роки тому +115

      I think it could also be something like “Tragedy over apathy.” He works a boring job he hates, he doesn’t have people to talk to or spend time with. He is alone. Pain, emotional or physical, become more appealing than nothing at all. eg. using the pain of cigarette burns to prove he’s still alive, “I’d rather burn out than fade away.” go out painfully than submit to an apathetic void. I think tragedy over apathy also supports wanting to be paid attention to, for people to interact with him, even if in a negative way, just for some sort of human interaction, for his pain to feel real.

    • @HartleyBurns
      @HartleyBurns 2 роки тому +54

      I personally thinks it touches on many things that adds a lot of depth to his character. I have heard theories about this song is also about Noel's internalised homophobia that he experienced along with the majority of things you guys mentioned and, honestly, I agree with that theory, which sort of states that he feels as though he feels he would only experience the kind of love he longed for if he were in the place of a woman as even a 'fucked up girl' is more desired than he is to another man as we've seen in many of the movies Noel seems to adore.
      I do believe that the complex nature of Noel's character is really overlooked by the fandom in all honesty as this song has so many layers and can be interpreted in so many ways that it doesn't just have one meaning to it, which is something I think this show does so well. The songs are as well structured and well rounded as though they were their own character and I don't think I've heard a musical that has ever successfully done that like 'Ride The Cyclone.'

  • @Eklensjd8654
    @Eklensjd8654 2 роки тому +89

    yesterday i accidentally listened to a clean version of this song and "last *jerk* did that faded quick to black" scared the shit out of me

  • @TheCheese06z
    @TheCheese06z 2 роки тому +309

    The various references in this song make me laugh every time because this song is so good and NOEL PLEASE

  • @mikey_m114
    @mikey_m114 2 роки тому +318

    I love that the most replayed part of the song is the end - we’re all collectively in awe of this absolute banger lmaoooo

  • @tulejurunfecaca
    @tulejurunfecaca Рік тому +20

    I listened to this using some half-broken earphones and I could only hear the instruments well and the person who was singing sounded like they were in a cave it was such a fucking cool experience I am actually glad

  • @kkarma211
    @kkarma211 2 роки тому +175

    Convulsing on the ground, screaming and foaming at the mouth over how good this song is

  • @v4mpsc3ne
    @v4mpsc3ne 2 роки тому +119

    rip noel gruber, you would’ve loved mean girls

  • @cmat911
    @cmat911 Рік тому +68

    obsessed with how chaotic the ending is, it feels like a villain song and I love it 💀

  • @moxienerd4714
    @moxienerd4714 2 роки тому +312

    yknow what? noel was onto something. i also would love to be that fucked up girl.

    • @idea340
      @idea340 6 місяців тому +6

      REAL

  • @iwanttocryandkms4735
    @iwanttocryandkms4735 2 роки тому +263

    4:00 don't mind me, just listening the best part in repeat

  • @OddyOddity-ob2uv
    @OddyOddity-ob2uv 3 місяці тому +13

    RIP Noel Gruber you would have loved I/Me/Myself

  • @goobtastic
    @goobtastic 2 роки тому +237

    THIS SONG IS EVERYTHING OMFGGG KHOLBY’S VOICE IS PERFECT THE SONG IS PERFECT I LOVE IT SO MUCH

  • @Mojomay
    @Mojomay 2 роки тому +216

    Ugh this musical is still so underrated, I adore it

  • @abaddonikana
    @abaddonikana Рік тому +46

    I know absolutely nothing about this musical and this is the only song that I have heard from it, but I want to inject this song straight into my veins and go ham

    • @twist_ending7545
      @twist_ending7545 Рік тому +5

      You should watch a stage recording of The Ballad of Jane Doe, that one is WILD

  • @acailoves
    @acailoves 2 роки тому +151

    that falsetto at the end always goes hard

  • @basilevergarden5668
    @basilevergarden5668 2 роки тому +80

    RIP noel he would have loved heartstopper

  • @Crynope
    @Crynope Рік тому +183

    I love it, I watched the performance at Arena Stage Theatre and at 2:47 (in this song specifically) it looks like it ends, and everyone started to clap- the acTOR THO LEGIT DID A " ☝🤨 Wait wait we're not done yet hold on there's more ✋🤨" It was never said, but the expression and hand signals said everything he needed to convey.

    • @scroobl
      @scroobl Рік тому +12

      Lmao I saw the McCarter version and dude does the same thing 💀

  • @priisawallflower
    @priisawallflower 2 роки тому +104

    This is the song. This is MY song.

  • @itz_jesseree6214
    @itz_jesseree6214 2 роки тому +141

    Dude this song, especially the fucked up girl part, scratches my brain in a way that it’s never been scratched before

  • @blazzingrose5442
    @blazzingrose5442 Рік тому +149

    No I didn’t just do a 5 minute dance routine in my kitchen to this, you did 💀

    • @filename_017
      @filename_017 Рік тому +10

      ...W-We both did..-

    • @-StrandedAlone-
      @-StrandedAlone- Рік тому +14

      We all did 😚👉👈

    • @Zzzk23
      @Zzzk23 10 місяців тому +3

      Trying not to pole dance on the subway rn

    • @justkayleeeee
      @justkayleeeee 8 місяців тому

      Man we all did💀 dont be embarrassed

    • @GhostFromTheMoon
      @GhostFromTheMoon 5 місяців тому

      I was literally choreographing in my head while reading this, so I guess yes, yes I did

  • @fathmathshahida4658
    @fathmathshahida4658 2 роки тому +1084

    Broken heart, a flask of gin
    Tattooed with a safety pin
    Teeth all stained with nicotine
    Running nylons, shattered dreams
    Super crusty, holy terror
    Wild eyes and black mascara
    Broken heart, a flask of gin
    Tattooed with a safety pin
    Teeth all stained with nicotine
    Running nylons, shattered dreams
    Super crusty, holy terror
    Wild eyes and black mascara

    • @EmpaT
      @EmpaT 2 роки тому +38

      lmao I was looking for a lyric comment for this part

    • @JuniBlueDoe
      @JuniBlueDoe Рік тому +7

      Thank youuu legit came to the comments to find this :3

    • @ohpoorjuno0666
      @ohpoorjuno0666 Рік тому +3

      Top tier lyrics right here🫶🏼🫶🏼

  • @Camilaroyale
    @Camilaroyale 2 роки тому +91

    RIP noel, you would have loved Six the musical

  • @yuko-d2o
    @yuko-d2o Рік тому +34

    “My life’s one never ending carnivaal”
    Love this line

  • @miriama3887
    @miriama3887 2 роки тому +116

    rip Noel you would have loved roleplay

  • @sofiachaves7725
    @sofiachaves7725 Рік тому +47

    R.I.P Noel, you would have loved SIX, especially K Howard

  • @ksxfox
    @ksxfox Рік тому +27

    RIP noel he would’ve loved young royals

  • @chteretreeart
    @chteretreeart 3 роки тому +171

    Its so nice to finally hear the songs I love so much in an official cast recording

  • @rachel.marie08
    @rachel.marie08 2 роки тому +167

    I keep replaying this part 1:07
    I CANT THIS SONG IS TOO GOODD

    • @hanahahmad
      @hanahahmad Рік тому +6

      OI OII

    • @skysflipbooks8400
      @skysflipbooks8400 Рік тому +9

      Omg I was looking for this part for ages u are my saviour 😂😂😂😂

    • @ghassenmraihi-kf8pf
      @ghassenmraihi-kf8pf Рік тому +2

      And I stuck 20 times in his back!!!!!

    • @chunkyyoshi777
      @chunkyyoshi777 Рік тому +1

      @@skysflipbooks8400fr

    • @damiaH1260
      @damiaH1260 10 місяців тому

      Fairly certain people made anomation memes with it since its really good

  • @nick-ke6wy
    @nick-ke6wy Рік тому +37

    somebody said noel would've loved will wood and now i can't stop expecting him to say "POPS PLACEBOS FOR LIBIDOS SCREAMING BLESS THE TORPEDOS" over the "SUPER CRUSTY HOLY TERROR WILD EYES BLACK MARCARA" part instead of his vocal riff

  • @shahar992
    @shahar992 2 роки тому +89

    RIP Noel, he would've loved "Rupaul's Drag Race"

  • @hihowareyou424
    @hihowareyou424 Рік тому +57

    RIP Noel you would've loved Heathers the musical

  • @FallinqLeafz
    @FallinqLeafz 10 місяців тому +15

    RIP Noel. He would’ve loved The Main Character

  • @saphirrabradford-tf5wt
    @saphirrabradford-tf5wt 10 місяців тому +19

    Rip noel you wouldve loved the cell block tango

  • @facelessdeer
    @facelessdeer Рік тому +18

    R.I.P Noel, you would’ve loved Chicago 💔

  • @The-gender-goblin
    @The-gender-goblin 9 місяців тому +33

    The fact it said specifically _CHARCOAL_ rather than coal is most likely a detail put there on purpose. Charcoal is the result of burning wood. Coal is natural. If it said coal, it would mean a naturally emotionless/hard shelled person that burns brightly when hit with fire. Charcoal would mean someone who was open and social and most likely got their heart broken or ‘burned’ and made it charcoal.
    To add to this some more, charcoal also burns well until it becomes ash, so it means that said person can still love, but if burnt again it’s all over.

    • @Mercibuilderman
      @Mercibuilderman 2 місяці тому

      it’s probably because they needed the extra syllable

  • @croutonwu
    @croutonwu 3 роки тому +111

    YES HIT THOSE NOTES

  • @SydNSquid
    @SydNSquid 2 роки тому +169

    Rip Noel, he would have loved drag races

    • @cmat911
      @cmat911 Рік тому +1

      💀💀💀💀

  • @blox3400
    @blox3400 Рік тому +47

    Rip Noel, you would have loved Noel's lament...

  • @blackprimrose7541
    @blackprimrose7541 Рік тому +43

    3:12
    My favorite sequence and progression of this amazing song

  • @beatrizlima6761
    @beatrizlima6761 2 роки тому +22

    He's so real for this one

  • @-Max-2
    @-Max-2 8 місяців тому +77

    Rip Noel you would have hated dance moms

  • @lucythesuperweirdo3501
    @lucythesuperweirdo3501 3 роки тому +179

    I love this musical 😍 this song has been on my mind for years, so happy I can finally listen to it again!

  • @oopsie_eispoo
    @oopsie_eispoo Рік тому +57

    I clicked on this out of curiosity and when it started up I was like oh nice it's gonna be set in like 1920s or something the I get hit with "I worked at taco Bell" 😂

    • @nihilisticRomanticism
      @nihilisticRomanticism 7 місяців тому +1

      did u still enjoy this song tho

    • @jasperjazzie
      @jasperjazzie 5 місяців тому +3

      same, when i first heard it it was without the beginning part explaining, so i assumed all the stuff he talks about was actually happening and not just a fantasy, and let's just say i did not expect the plot of this musical to be about a bunch of kids dying on a rollercoaster lmao

  • @UltraxEmerald
    @UltraxEmerald 10 місяців тому +4

    Ever fall in love with a song after listening to it once, then listen to the lyrics on the second time?

  • @darkking9821
    @darkking9821 2 роки тому +50

    Ok why is no one talking about the part where Noel says “Oui. Tell Him that, like Him, I choose to burn out rather than fade away!” Like yeeeeeesssss I live for it😍😍😍😍

  • @oscarandrade527
    @oscarandrade527 8 місяців тому +40

    Rip Noel, he would have loved Heathers

  • @Sammyskeleton5332
    @Sammyskeleton5332 2 роки тому +18

    In that part where the man asks "do u have any final words to the lord you'd like to say" their answer is golden. those are going to be my final words when I die!
    "Tell him that like him I choose to BURN OUT rather than fade away~"
    it's beautiful!

  • @mitsubuns
    @mitsubuns 2 роки тому +94

    i want to sound like him so bad

  • @MechanicalArtistTheOne
    @MechanicalArtistTheOne Рік тому +13

    It screams angel dust

  • @neeziskid
    @neeziskid Рік тому +41

    the music you listen to when the homies aint around

  • @samtheballoon1522
    @samtheballoon1522 Рік тому +28

    RIP Noel, you would have loved men

    • @cmat911
      @cmat911 Рік тому +10

      if only gays were real 😢

    • @facelessdeer
      @facelessdeer Рік тому +1

      😭😭

    • @mangocannibal9099
      @mangocannibal9099 Рік тому +2

      he literally makes out with a man sloppy style in this song.

    • @samtheballoon1522
      @samtheballoon1522 Рік тому

      @@mangocannibal9099 He died before that happened. Sad! Well there’s other French hookers

    • @facelessdeer
      @facelessdeer Рік тому +3

      @@mangocannibal9099 That’s the point!! They were simply being sarcastic, the character is openly gay :)

  • @Lily_LuvzU
    @Lily_LuvzU 10 місяців тому +12

    Noel would be a wattpad fanfic ngl🤩

  • @gumisse
    @gumisse Рік тому +6

    You know when you *know* certain songs just taste good? This is one of them

  • @emmamiller368
    @emmamiller368 Рік тому +12

    I feel like the final minute is just him pleading to live.
    That if he could do it again he would live a life of sorrow and indulge in the lows of life. That he would rather live a life of sadness and adventure then comfortably and stability. He overall rather burn out then be dead.
    He’s arguing he should get to live because he never got too.