My father abused me and my mother is a textbook narcissist. I wish my father would just die and I feel like my mother more and more as I get older. This line made my stomach flip.
@@nusknvp_ it's about how as much as you want to reject/run away from awful family members you'll always be related to them ('fate's already fucked me sideways')
“The fates already fucked me sideways, swinging by my neck from the family tree” this line… it hurts and im speechless. this song is my fav on the album, i think
Exactly ❤ The last chorus really define my relationship with family and especially my father who always wasn't there for me when I needed him and now I suffer with several mental illnesses 😞
That is my favorite song from this album. Also I always hear "I thought I raised you better than this" instead of "you know I raised you better" anyone else hear that or is it just me?
“Swinging by my neck from the family tree; He’ll laugh and say “You know I raised you better than this”, Then leave me hanging, so they all can laugh at me.” This song is everything and I am so obsessed with it I could cry. Thank you, Mother 🙏🏻
Absolutely haunting. As an actual “preacher’s daughter” I have sadly seen firsthand how religion has been used for harm, bigotry, and control. I pray the church just repents before it’s too late.
She is singing in such a way that explains that it's not the religion which is bad, it's the people who force the religion to others who are bad. It's also written in the Bible that you can't force someone to believe in God, yet people do it. This song is a great message to us Christians so that some of us can stop forcing people to join our religion. God bless everyone
That’s my experience. After the onset of COVID and the murder of George Floyd in 2020, my church separated due to a multitude of things involving money, passing the torch onto a new pastor, but also this hidden racism and bigotry that so many in our church finally let come to light. I was just turning 21, and I gained a sense of being an adult for them first time. It was finally time that I realized I have my own opinions and my own heart and head to follow, and God NEVER taught me to be hateful, and racist, and bigoted to anyone that was different from me or weren’t “Godly”. Anyway, after our separation and creation a new space, I had a really hard time going back to church and sitting with people, weary of their intentions behind the smiles on their faces. To this day, I still have a hard time with it. I never lost faith in God, but I for sure did with the people who call themselves faithful Christians. I have so much pent up religious trauma and hurt that I’m still going through and trying to navigate, but I am proud to say that I am a man of God-who loves and befriends all; LGBTQ+, people of all colors, people of all backgrounds and lifestyles, I love and show to love to all-even if I don’t know or experience or sometimes understand them, I show them love and friendliness. That’s what we’re called to do, and I will never stop doing it, nor will I let someone tell me I am not a real Christian for doing it. Rant over. Thank you Ethel for such a cathartic and metaphorical piece of art that even if I don’t fully understand and relate to, I can apply it to my own journey and life.
My 18 year old daughter was set to see Ethel Cain this past summer. Tragically she was killed by a drunk driver on June 2nd. My daughter, also a talented artist wrote and performed songs, many that were inspired by the talented Ethel Cain.
[Verse 1] These crosses all over my body Remind me of who I used to be And Christ forgive these bones I'm hiding From no one successfully [Verse 2] Jesus can always reject his father But he cannot escape his mother's blood He'll scream and try to wash it off of his fingers But he'll never escape what he's made up of [Chorus] The fate's already fucked me sideways Swinging by my neck from the family tree He'll laugh and say, "You know I raised you better than this" Then leave me hanging so they all can laugh at me
There's a thought creeping on me while I'm thinking of all her lyrics. How is it okay to listen to her stories for pleasure? Save on a distance. As for her, life's been full of agony. Ethel, if you read this, thank you for displaying your emotions in beautiful works or art. You're gifted. I bless you. I wish you happiness. And I'm thankful that your music excists, to comfort other souls that are hurt. I can't imagine the salvation you bring.
A great deal of art is not only not meant to be enjoyed pleasantly, it cannot be enjoyed pleasantly. But enjoyment doesn't always feel pleasant. Sometimes the core of the experience we seek is the discomfort.
glad i discovered ethel cain a few days before the anniversary of this album. got through most of her music leading up to the album, and listened to it now. my mind is blown from the variety of styles and the complex production, and of course, the story. i can't wait to know what she makes next
When, I heard this I immediately added it to my creepy songs playlist. It just sounds so unsettling but it's one of those songs I play to feel spiritual discomfort.
Im barley catching up with season 2 of Chucky and when I heard this song I fell in love. I totally agree. Most of my play list consist of music from TV and movies.
i have no idea how much this song is meant to have a trans subtext (I mean obviously the artist is trans, but the character of the concept album isn’t trans) but I feel like a lot of lines in this song hit hard taken in a trans way. like “these bones I’m hiding from no one successfully” sounds like talking about one’s own masculinized bone structure… and then of course the lines about being fucked by fate and rejected by family
@green mayo man🇺🇦 Ooooh nice. I totally assumed Ethel-the-character was meant to be cis and troubled-for-other-reasons. I just read the interview where she confirms it tho. Thank you for telling me.
Hayden, you are so beautiful. This song means so much to me. I feel this so much, especially coming from a place of religious trauma. It's healing to me. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ Love you!!!
as a christian i sincerely apologize on the church's behalf and i pray that we do a better a job at representing Christ Jesus our lord and saviour...the man who said to the crowds "he that is without sin let him cast the first stone at her".
It's creepy how easily closed denominations of Judeo-Christian religions can turn into cults. This album reminds me of the Family from Far Cry 5. Taking advantage of people's faith is an easy way to manipulate people. Both this album and that game are fictionalized versions of something very real and insidious that happens with religious fanatics. Extremism isn't just making car-bombs. It's raping children, it's organizing against minority groups, it's incest, it's chattel slavery, child brides, it takes many forms. If I was a religious person I'd say it was people answering the call of the devil in disguise as righteousness, using the Lord's name falsely to bring people to into the darkness. But I'm not, so I call it what it is to me: cultism, fanaticism, and abusive, oppressive manipulation. As an irreligious person, I believe people should be able to have "faith" or believe in whatever they want, who am I to say I'm right and they're wrong, I do not have all the answers, so long as they don't use those beliefs to encroach on the autonomy of others, to hurt others or to work as a tool for bigotry and spread hate and judgement to those who are harming no one by simply existing.
Isn't that (escaping mother's blood) what happens when the body dies? Or before that, by being born again from above not just of water (womb's waters)?
The UA-cam ad into this song give me severe whiplash Little Caesar’s Crazy Puffs bite sized mozzarella, pepperoni, and sauce right into “I’ve killed before and I’ve killed again” 👁️👄👁️
A Haunting Beautiful Soliloquy for your evening ALASKA and Pudge fans,I love you all! We're connected from John Greenes writing AND JOSH SCHWARTZ & Stephanie Savage GIFT of the creative process and transforming the words to Video Magic that will Jolt you to LUST FOR LOVE enduring such loss in this saga you knew how it was gonna end by the book.yet the impact Alaska Young will have on your is inescapable. We are kin
These crosses all over my body Remind me of who I used to be And Christ forgive these bones I'm hiding From no one successfully Jesus can always reject his father But he cannot escape his mother's blood He'll scream and try to wash it off of his fingers But he'll never escape what he's made up of The fate's already fucked me sideways Swinging by my neck from the family tree He'll laugh and say: You know I raised you bеtter than this Then leavе me hanging so they all can laugh at me
“Jesus can always reject his Father, but he cannot escape his mother’s blood.” …..holy sh*t.
it’s such a genius lyric 😭 ohmygod its just so good 😭
My father abused me and my mother is a textbook narcissist. I wish my father would just die and I feel like my mother more and more as I get older. This line made my stomach flip.
hey fellow kaeya pfp and ethel listener
Yes. So powerful
“jesus can always reject his father but he can never escape his mother’s blood.” FULL BODY CHILLS. I GENUINELY LOST MY BREATH
@@nusknvp_ it's about how as much as you want to reject/run away from awful family members you'll always be related to them ('fate's already fucked me sideways')
“The fates already fucked me sideways, swinging by my neck from the family tree” this line… it hurts and im speechless. this song is my fav on the album, i think
Me too I just wish it was longer, I know it's meant to be an intro, I just prefer it to the Family Tree song later in the album.
The depth of the lyrical genius is far beyond her years. Life's fkd like that sometimes. I hope it takes her somewhere free
Exactly ❤
The last chorus really define my relationship with family and especially my father who always wasn't there for me when I needed him and now I suffer with several mental illnesses 😞
That is my favorite song from this album. Also I always hear "I thought I raised you better than this" instead of "you know I raised you better" anyone else hear that or is it just me?
She's so unserious for starting the album with this and going straight into American Teenager
i think she did it as a fuck you to the reception of crush
“Swinging by my neck from the family tree; He’ll laugh and say “You know I raised you better than this”, Then leave me hanging, so they all can laugh at me.”
This song is everything and I am so obsessed with it I could cry. Thank you, Mother 🙏🏻
Absolutely haunting. As an actual “preacher’s daughter” I have sadly seen firsthand how religion has been used for harm, bigotry, and control. I pray the church just repents before it’s too late.
It’s already been too late for centuries :(
Hayden herself was and I think could technically still be a preachers daughter!
That last line u wrote… lowkey chilling
Especially catholic Churches, cuz they are still in their old age
religion is the playground of pedofacsim
She is singing in such a way that explains that it's not the religion which is bad, it's the people who force the religion to others who are bad. It's also written in the Bible that you can't force someone to believe in God, yet people do it. This song is a great message to us Christians so that some of us can stop forcing people to join our religion. God bless everyone
That’s my experience. After the onset of COVID and the murder of George Floyd in 2020, my church separated due to a multitude of things involving money, passing the torch onto a new pastor, but also this hidden racism and bigotry that so many in our church finally let come to light.
I was just turning 21, and I gained a sense of being an adult for them first time. It was finally time that I realized I have my own opinions and my own heart and head to follow, and God NEVER taught me to be hateful, and racist, and bigoted to anyone that was different from me or weren’t “Godly”.
Anyway, after our separation and creation a new space, I had a really hard time going back to church and sitting with people, weary of their intentions behind the smiles on their faces.
To this day, I still have a hard time with it.
I never lost faith in God, but I for sure did with the people who call themselves faithful Christians.
I have so much pent up religious trauma and hurt that I’m still going through and trying to navigate, but I am proud to say that I am a man of God-who loves and befriends all; LGBTQ+, people of all colors, people of all backgrounds and lifestyles, I love and show to love to all-even if I don’t know or experience or sometimes understand them, I show them love and friendliness.
That’s what we’re called to do, and I will never stop doing it, nor will I let someone tell me I am not a real Christian for doing it.
Rant over.
Thank you Ethel for such a cathartic and metaphorical piece of art that even if I don’t fully understand and relate to, I can apply it to my own journey and life.
My 18 year old daughter was set to see Ethel Cain this past summer. Tragically she was killed by a drunk driver on June 2nd. My daughter, also a talented artist wrote and performed songs, many that were inspired by the talented Ethel Cain.
Im so sorry for your loss! What did your daughter create? ❤
I’m so very sorry for your loss. 💔💔💔
So sorry for your loss :(
[Verse 1]
These crosses all over my body
Remind me of who I used to be
And Christ forgive these bones I'm hiding
From no one successfully
[Verse 2]
Jesus can always reject his father
But he cannot escape his mother's blood
He'll scream and try to wash it off of his fingers
But he'll never escape what he's made up of
[Chorus]
The fate's already fucked me sideways
Swinging by my neck from the family tree
He'll laugh and say, "You know I raised you better than this"
Then leave me hanging so they all can laugh at me
Ethereal
the last chorus
Fuckkkkk she mothered so hard
love you for this
The last chorus is ART
A true artist in my eyes, it’s like I’ve been listening to this music for a lifetime, truly haunting in the most peaceful way.
great point of view
this slowly became my fave song in the album... it's the first, yet it snuck up on me.
best intro i’ve ever heard. this album is everything to me
There's a thought creeping on me while I'm thinking of all her lyrics. How is it okay to listen to her stories for pleasure? Save on a distance. As for her, life's been full of agony. Ethel, if you read this, thank you for displaying your emotions in beautiful works or art. You're gifted. I bless you. I wish you happiness. And I'm thankful that your music excists, to comfort other souls that are hurt. I can't imagine the salvation you bring.
A great deal of art is not only not meant to be enjoyed pleasantly, it cannot be enjoyed pleasantly. But enjoyment doesn't always feel pleasant. Sometimes the core of the experience we seek is the discomfort.
Like having a glance at something youre not supposed to see.
One of my absolute favorite tracks along with its continuation track on the album. Who’s here not only for the lyrics but those powerful drums?!
Damn i heard this for the first time MY WHOLE BODY FULL OF GOOSEBUMPS 💀
i cried
Facts
glad i discovered ethel cain a few days before the anniversary of this album. got through most of her music leading up to the album, and listened to it now. my mind is blown from the variety of styles and the complex production, and of course, the story. i can't wait to know what she makes next
"He'll laugh and say, "You know I raised you bеtter than this"
Then leavе me hanging so they all can laugh at me"
Holy shit
3:16 this guitar outro does something to my soul I can't explain with words
She makes me want to rejoin christianity just so I can quit again!
hahah thats it
God loves you
@@ಠ_ಠ-ಛ4ಞ but not enough to save youuuuuuu
@@reputationbarfi but He did :)
F--k no, you couldn’t pay me to rejoin. I enjoy being free…
When, I heard this I immediately added it to my creepy songs playlist. It just sounds so unsettling but it's one of those songs I play to feel spiritual discomfort.
mother cain rly does not make any bad song. this is so beautiful
I'm FROTHING AT THE MOUTH
ethel’s voice is as hauntingly beautiful as ever! 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍
the first notes are giving THE SHINNING
Thank you Chucky. Tv shows and movies constantly introduce me to these powerful hidden gem songs that I would never hear or know about otherwise.
MS. CAIN WAS ON CHUCKY ??
Chucky?
@@lilac.mascaraIt's based of the child's play movies and got made into a series
@@mdc2142 there's a series? It contains an ethel cain song?? I AM SOLD.
Im barley catching up with season 2 of Chucky and when I heard this song I fell in love. I totally agree. Most of my play list consist of music from TV and movies.
Thank you Mother Cain for the most Vergil Devil May Cry coded song ever.
This album will be ingrained in my mind till the day i die. Its not often you come across a masterpiece like this.
Ethel seems like a Lana protégé coz this song's sound reminds me much of The Blackest Day and White Mustang
Omg it dose!
Yesss white mustang and fckd my way up to the top for me
so haunting, i cannot stop listening to this album
This is how you start an album... Wow.
I'm so jealous for people who are still to listen to this for the first time in their lives...
wow, your voice on this 🤯 goosebumps every time
This song does things to me that nobody else can or ever will. Absolutely obsessed
I feel like Peter Steele would have absolutely loved her if he were still alive
ETHEL CAIN I FUCKING LOVE YOU
REALLLLL SHITTT
I’m legit obsessed with this song. I’m a former Catholic turned atheist. The lyrics hit deep..
My favorite song from Hayden, so haunting, deep and beautiful! I hope to I’ll hear it live from her one day❤
that guitar at the end 😍
imagina esse ser seu primeiro álbum? tem que ser mt fodona mesmo.
How in the world did I not know about this incredible magic. This is absolutely stunning
This and Ptolemaea are impeccable…really special. Looking forward to hearing more after discovering you recently. ❤️🔥
This song brings me so much chills omg all over my body. I swear this pure art. Thank you for your creation
one of my favs on this one!!!!
i have no idea how much this song is meant to have a trans subtext (I mean obviously the artist is trans, but the character of the concept album isn’t trans) but I feel like a lot of lines in this song hit hard taken in a trans way. like “these bones I’m hiding from no one successfully” sounds like talking about one’s own masculinized bone structure… and then of course the lines about being fucked by fate and rejected by family
@green mayo man🇺🇦 Ooooh nice. I totally assumed Ethel-the-character was meant to be cis and troubled-for-other-reasons. I just read the interview where she confirms it tho. Thank you for telling me.
Wait so is Hayden like the actual artist a trans woman or the character of Ethel?
@@amysmith_xo8437 both the artist and the character are trans (i got it wrong in my first comment)
this song has evolved so much
Thank you Chucky for introducing me to this artist
Same! I'm obsessed with this song
Yes!
Literally A GENIUS
This Song give me chills 🖤
Thank you, Ethel.
Thanks, Chucky!
Hayden, you are so beautiful. This song means so much to me. I feel this so much, especially coming from a place of religious trauma. It's healing to me. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ Love you!!!
Her voice is like a meteorite
The official anthem of Southern Gothic.
You should keep on going with that song it's like it's only just begun
THIS IS SO GOOD
My fave song of her in this album behind American Teenager ❤
ALBUM OF THE YEAAAAAAAAR
I'm equal parts terrified and astonished by this
hi ethel! i'm a new fan and absolutely adore ur works! keep going girl. can't wait for ur next release!
ethel don't miss
her best song🩸
I grew up going to type of churches in the rural South it is a vibe
The drums and that fucking reverb omg😩💦
I am sending this song to my "dad" and putting "song you might like, from your angel." as the caption
that's it. I'm titling my song "from:your angel"
how'd it went? 🤭
Her Melodies are soo good! Like yes chile, sing that vibe
She absolutely EMBODIES that vibe.
Can we have this in a movie please !
its in chucky the show season 2 episode 3
Music was waiting for this
Close your eyes. Now...FEEL.
These crosses all over my body❤❤❤
Remind me of who i used to be❤❤❤❤
this is transcending
MOTHER CAIN
thank you my beautiful human,i luv you ♥
as a christian i sincerely apologize on the church's behalf and i pray that we do a better a job at representing Christ Jesus our lord and saviour...the man who said to the crowds "he that is without sin let him cast the first stone at her".
It's creepy how easily closed denominations of Judeo-Christian religions can turn into cults. This album reminds me of the Family from Far Cry 5. Taking advantage of people's faith is an easy way to manipulate people. Both this album and that game are fictionalized versions of something very real and insidious that happens with religious fanatics. Extremism isn't just making car-bombs. It's raping children, it's organizing against minority groups, it's incest, it's chattel slavery, child brides, it takes many forms. If I was a religious person I'd say it was people answering the call of the devil in disguise as righteousness, using the Lord's name falsely to bring people to into the darkness. But I'm not, so I call it what it is to me: cultism, fanaticism, and abusive, oppressive manipulation. As an irreligious person, I believe people should be able to have "faith" or believe in whatever they want, who am I to say I'm right and they're wrong, I do not have all the answers, so long as they don't use those beliefs to encroach on the autonomy of others, to hurt others or to work as a tool for bigotry and spread hate and judgement to those who are harming no one by simply existing.
found the soundtrack to read picnic at hanging rock
First time listening to Ethel Cain!
Holy shit this is fire
Holy cow this is a banger
🙏🏼 thanks.,. Ethel Cain † ♾️🛐
I love that most of the channels in recommended on her page are ASMR channels anahaha
Woah! Holy shit!
a rival for nicole dollanganger has stepped into the ring
About to check that out
Só estou aqui por causa do Chucky! Que música incrível
kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
x2
Estoy en shock con esta mujer!!! Desborda talento por los poros
Wow. This song is…. Wow.
Isn't that (escaping mother's blood) what happens when the body dies? Or before that, by being born again from above not just of water (womb's waters)?
She gone. Next mega star on this planet. Huzzah. Johnny wajda rockledge pa Jax beach ace² Åysm sane busloop crew
The UA-cam ad into this song give me severe whiplash
Little Caesar’s Crazy Puffs bite sized mozzarella, pepperoni, and sauce right into “I’ve killed before and I’ve killed again”
👁️👄👁️
Likey likey
obrigado chucky por me fazer conhecer essa perfeição de música
me sinto pequeninha perto dessa música, vontade de simplesmente cortar os laços com minha famíliaKKKKKKKKKKK
A Haunting Beautiful Soliloquy for your evening ALASKA and Pudge fans,I love you all! We're connected from John Greenes writing AND JOSH SCHWARTZ & Stephanie Savage GIFT of the creative process and transforming the words to Video Magic that will Jolt you to LUST FOR LOVE enduring such loss in this saga you knew how it was gonna end by the book.yet the impact Alaska Young will have on your is inescapable. We are kin
She’s amazing to listen to off shrooms as well 🖤
Where am I all this time? Wow
Nice.
These crosses all over my body
Remind me of who I used to be
And Christ forgive these bones I'm hiding
From no one successfully
Jesus can always reject his father
But he cannot escape his mother's blood
He'll scream and try to wash it off of his fingers
But he'll never escape what he's made up of
The fate's already fucked me sideways
Swinging by my neck from the family tree
He'll laugh and say: You know I raised you bеtter than this
Then leavе me hanging so they all can laugh at me
Chucky - S02E03 😈🔪
❤❤❤❤❤
Chucky brought me here. F'ing amazing tune!
Interesting. Britney Broski brought me
Who tf this bih??? I am here for it
Where are all my abuse survivors?
❤