TMI but I've been back to bleeding again, so headed to the doctor hopefully even sooner. Thank you all for being so brave and sharing your stories with me. I'm sorry that any of you have had to deal with miscarriage and loss
Love how real you are Kristen. I can’t watch some UA-camrs because I feel they sugar coat so much of their life where as you are just honest and relatable . Never stop posting you are my fellow mum therapy 😅🤍
awe thank you Abi. I really appreciate the sweet words. :) Glad my content is relatable. I feel the same, it can be challenging to find people who do youtube and are honest and just real. They create this facade and it's like so obvious that it's not real. lol
I miscarried when I got pregnant for the very first time and it was miserable, I bled out SO MUCH, so much blood. then had an ultrasound done and they said that it does not look good so they kept track of my hormone levels and they kept dropping each week and it got to the point that one day while I was peeing, I felt something drop out of my hooha as I peed, so I looked down and it was like this clear yoke-like substance with a tiny tiny fetus in the center. I sat looking there down in the toilet forever and I felt so bad! it happens though.. sadly. not a month goes by after the miscarriage and I was pregnant again and it was successful. now he's almost 16! haha. much love to you and yours Kristen! xox
I completely understand how you feel about not knowing what kind of mood he is coming home in. My dad is a firefighter/ first responder so I completely feel you on that one. He always tried his best not to bring it home with him, but sometimes he couldn't help it. The babies/kids always got to him. He was always very protective of me and my brother bc of the things he saw. So I just give him a little grace.
15:22 misophonia, like whatever the chirping like a cricket noise is in this video?🤪 jk all good, glad you opened up and this hopefully helped you feel better too! I think these videos help more people than you know! So sorry for your loss but understand your feelings! 💔
@@starrodeochick I think it’s a lot more noticeable if you watch the video on a faster speed, which is what I tend to do all because when I slow it down to normal speed, it wasn’t as noticeable, but definitely something there
omg misophonia finally someone addressing it - THANK YOU!! People used to think that I am crazy or too petty for having sounds / noises that irritate me to the point of turning me to pure rage. I have had it for years and not only since becoming a mom. Loud sounds literally hurt my hears, and ticking like nails on a surface or a biro like AAAAHH! Sorry to hear about your miscarriage, they are never easy but I can also understand your reactions.
Yes girl I can relate. The dogs barking or whining drives me crazy too. Harlow knows so well to use an inside voice because yelling hurts my ears too. Like loud noises just drive me crazy, or like if nick is trying to talk to me, and he has the tv up too loud I'm like OMG TURN THAT DOWN WTFFF
aww kristen you’re so sweet! thank you for keeping it real with us! i enjoy watching your videos 💕 we’re all going through something and life gets hard. but if there’s help out there for us to help us be better humans why not!
I’m so sorry about Jojo! I’m so sorry about your miscarriage. Life is so awful sometimes ❤ Therapy is so good!! Everyone should be in therapy. It’s so helpful to have someone who’s always there for you. You never know when shit it going to hit the fan. It’s work to find someone and figure out the insurance crap ❤❤
Thank you for posing and being one of the realest ones out there. I’ve been waiting you since I was in high school (crazy) and you’ve been consistently one of my favorites. Sending you all the love ❤
Same! My 15 month old her 1st year she literally screamed all the time no matter if i was trying to soothe her or not,and I thought I was losing it. I can relate so much.
Thank you for sharing and for always being so real and transparent. It feels amazing to know there’s other people going thru life the exact same way you are and that there’s nothing wrong with that❤
I am so sorry Kristen! For Jojo, the loss that comes with miscarriage this year has been hard for me too praying definitely helps. I love your real life chats. God bless you & I relate to not feeling as sad when I thought I should be when I experienced miscarriage
I’m so sorry for your loss. You are so strong and I’ve seen your growth in your life over UA-cam from the many years you have been here. Your rainbow baby is an angel watching down on your other children. Sending love to you and your Family
Wow. Just experiencing my own miscarriage now and your video pops up. Thanks for sharing, scariest thing to go thru but being able to see the beauty in the storm is the blessing and hope that’s giving me solice right now. Gratitude is the attitude. Stay strong sis!
I truly love how real you are and how open you are. This is why I have been following you for years. Thank you for sharing. The one and only time I have been pregnant I had a missed miscarriage. I was devastated.
The multiple drink selection at a time I do this its an adhd thing. Usually I have 3 one for energy (iced coffee)one for taste (juice or soda) and one for hydration (water)
I love your honesty about everything that you go thru in life. And I'm sure there are people who will say you are wrong from not being upset about your most recent miscarriage but these are your feelings and they are valid!
I'm sorry for your loss. I have a 2 year old as well, born in May of 2022. I also started having a miscarriage at the beginning of August and have continued to bleed off and on still. I definitely understand getting a little more numb after each one. I unfortunately have had 5 miscarriages now, and I am finally done and just so grateful for the little one I do have. I am going to enjoy my family and focus on being the best me. Thank you for always being so blunt. I wish more people were.
First responder's wife with a 2 year old here, and I love the heart idea! Thank you! Communicating is hard when sometimes everyone is just trying to get through the day.
Same here but unfortunately it’s not working out for us. Wish I had known the heart thing earlier. It would have been sooooo helpful. Your therapist sounds awesome.
I'm really sorry you're going through another miscarriage. How you're feeling is perfectly fine! If your mood changes, that's ok too. When I had my miscarriage, I didn't know how to feel. I was thankful I already have 2 children that are healthy, I wasn't in a good place in life financially to have a third child, and there were so many things going on in my life at the time. I felt grateful, sad, angry, relieved. My wish for you is that you are healthy and happy.
Would really love your clothes wash recipe!! 🙏🏻💜😻 I love how real you are about stuff, thanks for sharing your life with us! 💜 And RIP Jojo, my cats are like my babies. I know how sad it can be.
Love you so much for always being so amazing and sharing you take care and always remember you are the best mom/friend/many belts that you wear person ever! You take on so many roles and always appreciate you💓💓💜💜💪🏽🎉
Hey girl just wanna let you know that I’ve been thru the same thing. Don’t feel bad for not being sad, your body innately knew that something was not right and let that baby go. I know we can sometimes see it as we did something wrong but that’s not the case. Our bodies are amazing and know when things are wrong.
I'm sorry you had the miscarriage. I had that with my first pregnancy almost 3 months in and ended up having a d&c done. Everything surrounding that was very traumatic for me. Several years later I had my baby girl whos happy and healthy. She came to me when I needed her the most and i absolutely love her. But that pregnancy was filled with worry and doubt because id lost my last one. I'm so great full that shes here now though. I believe everything happens for a reason. I hope everything is okay and that little one comes to you when you're ready. Me and my significant other have been talking about going to couples counseling. We have a 7 month old and things have been a little rough between us since she showed up. There's lots of change lately, and we need to really sit down and talk about it all. I think its the right step for us and beneficial for others. Also your reminding me I need to put away laundry. Its the bane of my existence.
I don’t think you should second guess your feelings on the miscarriage. I just had my first one around 13 weeks and it was a crazy experience. You are handling it differently and that’s totally okay. Sometimes people are just more at peace with it and understand that God did what he did for a reason. I’m with you in that funk recently i know we will get through it❤
Kristen, I’m so so sorry about everything going on. I must say as a 24 year old, who’s also in the medical field, you’ve been so inspiring to me. I loved this video and honestly the tips about your husband sending the heart text depending on his day are so helpful, I’ll be using that! Sending so much love 🩵🫶🏻
You could be using too much laundry detergent/softener that can give your clothes spots. Also HE washers are sometimes more likely to get those spots because they use less water.
So sorry you're going through that again. I couldn't imagine! You are so bad ass and strong. Yes to the therapy! I always tell people this. I need to get back into it myself. New work insurance sucks and this year has been so awful for my health. Definitely struggling.
Oh, I so get you with the sound sensitivity. I have the ear plugs, and they help me so much. Really love these type of videos. Really appreciate you being so open. Sorry for your mischarage experience again. Hope you are well xx
@KristenxLeanne I'm sorry for your miscarriage. They are not easy. I had one 33 years ago, several months before I conceived my 32 year old daughter, after having 2 boys. I didn't know the gender of any of my children. You seem really amazing! I enjoy your videos, even though I'm 59. You are "real" about things. I enjoy that about you! Take care of yourself!
Yes we shall do laundry together because if I depend on myself it will never get done. Thanks for the motivation. Yes I also have coffee and water near me.
I’ve had 2 miscarriages, and both were completely different experiences. I also know several women who have had them, and reacted differently from me. There is no wrong way, or one way, to feel. 💟
sending big loves from newzealand. iv had 5 miscarriages in 3 years. first was 3 yrs ago this week, only one that we actually got to see the wee bean. as ws 12 weeks when lost it. others were earlier. never gets easier but i do agree its not as daunting i guess ... thats how i feel tho.
I freaking love you. I can so relate to you. I have a 4-month-old baby. & my husband is in medical school. Dr. Life can be similar to first responders life. Where they can be working/on-call days at a time. I need help processing my feelings and emotions too. Not harboring resentment. & understanding that you can be grateful, thankful, & have joy while also having struggles & complaints. ♡ You are so real, genuine, & authentic. You're an awesome Mom & Wife! Thank you for being so open. ♡
Your comment literally made me tear up 😢 thank you. Yes I can completely understand how difficult this time is for you guys while he’s in school. That takes so much time, concentration and dedication and support from you as well. What a hard time to be doing that, with a 4 month old! Sending you guys all the love and support and good vibes! You got this. ❤ be the wife he needs even when you think he doesn’t deserve it or that you can’t. ❤ I have to remind myself to do that too. :) isn’t always easy but we as women always have to do that FIRST 😂
Also don't know what I feel about 2024 haha. This year and last has been a concoction of joyful moments and heartache. Thank you for being so open! Prayers for you and your family 💞
Awwwe the story of Jojo (hope I spelt it right? Reminds me so much of my hubby. He really wasn't a cat person, well, Dexter had a different idea and choose him...well he passed suddenly and it just hit so hard. My husband alwags says he was the best cat. Sorry for your loss with cat and your pregnancy. Love your real and raw videos. We need more truth like this!!! Have a great day!! 🩷 Sending positive vibes!!!
You remind me so much of my daughter. She has 2 boys your children’s age. When I talk to her on the phone…squirrel…back to talking…squirrel…that post partum pregnancy brain is a real thing. So sorry you’re dealing with so much right now🙏🏻
Nonverbal autistic mom here with an 8 year old on the spectrum, a 3 year old and a 2 year old. ADHD is so real. Misophonia is so real. The sounds and the yelling and the TV and the chewing and the constant having to clean and always being touched… So very overstimulating. So real. So raw. Very shit. I kid you not… I have used my shooting range headphones because they are noise canceling and they are *perfect*. It helps calm my anxiety and rage. I also started taking this supplement from Nello called super calm and switched to decaf coffee because it was messing with my moods so bad. Really helps to actually calm your nerves in like… 10 minutes. I commend you for going to counseling. That is amazing. My husband and I have been together for 10 years, almost 11. Small children really are hard in a marriage. Get help before you are a single married person and miserable. Communication is key to a healthy stable marriage. I am SO sorry about Jojo and your miscarriage. I’m praying for you all. I’m happy and proud of you for posting this. 🫶🏻 Hugs.
Im glad u are getting in sooner , maybe go To the er if it doesnt let up because can cause an infection which happened to my cousin Totally off topic but i have noise issues to and i use loop ear buds ,a lot cheaper then that and are super awesome !!!
I’m a first responders wife as well and resonate with so much you’re saying. I am going to read this book because I’m very much on the same page as you in regards to gender roles. We just called a therapist to start therapy as well because being married is f*cking hard hahah
What I do before washing only whites I do a hot (90° celsius) wash which for me is my bed linen. It really cleans the machine and it might solve your weird spot issue 💡
I’m on a waitlist to be tested for multiple different things but sounds have made me go into full panic attacks as I get older and I didn’t used to deal with this. So I need some silencing ear buds. My fiancé is autistic so he has some and loves them. I’m so sorry about JoJo and the miscarriage 😢 I hope you’re physically, mentally and emotionally healing well ❤ I’m also a big advocate for therapy both individually and couples and thankfully so is my partner. So much love to you ❤❤❤❤
I didn't know there was a name for ne being bothered by thr noise. The ear buds are called loops. I appreciate you so much for being so open with us. 🖤
Sending you love 🖤 Kristen , if your considering loops I have a recommendation first, put your fingers in your ears and see if your heartbeat annoys you , its my one negative for loops (other than losing them easily) - if I'm already overwhelmed my heart rate is usually high and once I put the loops in its all i can hear , that just further sets me off 😅 🖤🖤🖤🖤
Okay wait. Do you use fabric softener?! I swear that is what stains my whites and when I stopped using it for whites, no more problems!!! Also I feel you on the one year old constantly yelling. The mad yelling, happy yelling, car ride yelling, hungry yelling 😅😅
Keep Calling the Dr office for cancellations if you can. I did that for my specialist. I was out until October and I’m due Nov. and I said oh hell no. My diabetes needs attention right now. So I got in Aug 20 thanks to a cancelation
My son is now 10 years old. but when he was a baby he had the most severe colic and reflux. He never stopped crying. And when I say never, I mean NEVER. And he would never sleep either. I had the worse anxiety and depression during that time. Come to find out Im ADHD and easily become over stimulated. I felt like such a horrible mom during that time. It was so so hard. Now that I know why I felt the way I did, it makes me feel slightly better. Thank you for sharing with us and opening up. I know it can help a lot of parents. I wish you all the patience and love for yourself. You deserve it.
Omg my son had colic when he was a baby! Postpartum depression and 4 hours sleep a week was not good on my MH oh and I have adhd too so I'm glad I'm not alone.
If you do not want to get pregnant make sure you’re careful after miscarriage bc you could be even more fertile now. We had a chemical pregnancy, then got pregnant again the next month. We were trying to get pregnant though. Sorry for your loss.
Hey girly, I wanted to give u an opinion based on wat happened to me, and no one knew or realized or took it serious. I was pregnant, and couldn't get an appointment with an OBGYN for a while. But I did end up bleeding (having a miscarriage) before my appointment ever came. I then went in to the E.R, they did an ultrasound; and didn't see a baby in my uterus. But they did see a sack. I waiting 2 weeks and kept taking tests to see when the line would go away so I could get on track to try again, and noticed my lines weren't getting lighter. My body felt off, so I went in to the OBGYN as an emergency to make sure that I miscarried everything. And come to find out, I had a baby stuck in my fallopian tube. It did rupture, and I had to go in for an emergency surgery for internal bleeding. Come to find out, I was pregnant with "twins" and 1 baby made it to my uterus, but the other got stuck. I miscarried the baby in my uterus, but no one ever thought to check my fallopian tube's. They said this is a really rare situation. You know ur body best. If u feel like u need to b seen, u do wat is best for ur health! And push!
I had a miscarriage in March that lasted 5-6 weeks. Low level Hemorrhaging and didnt get offered a D&C when I went to the ER 3 weeks in. I was able to eventually pass everything but it was horrible mentally. Because a lot of miscarriage happen over the course of 2 days people couldnt understand at work why i was still bleeding through my clothes, having severe cramps/pain or using the bathroom so much. I was offered 3 days off but i only took 1 day. It would make no difference since i was already 3 weeks in at that point 🤷🏼♀️ they dont get it. And im a nurse!
I’ve lost 3 cats tragically so I can understand. Losing animals is hard because they are a part of our lives. I’ve had a miscarriage before. I was 16 weeks pregnant. It was really hard on me but the Lords timing is always perfect. Im praying you don’t have an ectopic pregnancy and they can figure out what is going on with you soon!!!
I can’t handle bathroom fans, oven fans, hairdryers, sink running water, among many other things. Plus I have 2 kids 😅 My AirPod Pros are my best friends
I'm so sorry you're going through another miscarriage, and the death of an animal is the worst feeling ever... I'll be praying for you and your family ❤ 🙏
Never heard of misophonia 😢 I'm 36yrs old and have always blamed it on having lots of year infection as young child and having tubes in my ears. 😢so crazy to hear this is a thing. As an adult thinking it being over stimulating. Ps sorry for both your losses
Glad that you have something to call it now!! It is hard to deal with for sure. I'm sure having ear infections as a child didn't help either though. Thank you 🙏🏼
I'm the 3 drink person. Redbull in the morning with water and a Pepsi when I'm eating dinner. Always walking around my house double fistin it. And water Pepsi and alcoholic beverage at dinner 😂😂
TMI but I've been back to bleeding again, so headed to the doctor hopefully even sooner. Thank you all for being so brave and sharing your stories with me. I'm sorry that any of you have had to deal with miscarriage and loss
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Sending you love back 🖤🖤 you know your body so rest when you need to 🖤
@@Search4Cherisethanks girl ❤❤❤
@@shannanlindibananathank you thank you 🩷🩷
Praying for you 🙏 please take care
Love how real you are Kristen. I can’t watch some UA-camrs because I feel they sugar coat so much of their life where as you are just honest and relatable . Never stop posting you are my fellow mum therapy 😅🤍
awe thank you Abi. I really appreciate the sweet words. :) Glad my content is relatable. I feel the same, it can be challenging to find people who do youtube and are honest and just real. They create this facade and it's like so obvious that it's not real. lol
I miscarried when I got pregnant for the very first time and it was miserable, I bled out SO MUCH, so much blood. then had an ultrasound done and they said that it does not look good so they kept track of my hormone levels and they kept dropping each week and it got to the point that one day while I was peeing, I felt something drop out of my hooha as I peed, so I looked down and it was like this clear yoke-like substance with a tiny tiny fetus in the center.
I sat looking there down in the toilet forever and I felt so bad! it happens though.. sadly.
not a month goes by after the miscarriage and I was pregnant again and it was successful. now he's almost 16! haha. much love to you and yours Kristen! xox
I completely understand how you feel about not knowing what kind of mood he is coming home in. My dad is a firefighter/ first responder so I completely feel you on that one. He always tried his best not to bring it home with him, but sometimes he couldn't help it. The babies/kids always got to him. He was always very protective of me and my brother bc of the things he saw. So I just give him a little grace.
15:22 misophonia, like whatever the chirping like a cricket noise is in this video?🤪 jk all good, glad you opened up and this hopefully helped you feel better too! I think these videos help more people than you know! So sorry for your loss but understand your feelings! 💔
Omg I thought it was just me 😂
Me too!!! …😂😂
@@starrodeochick I think it’s a lot more noticeable if you watch the video on a faster speed, which is what I tend to do all because when I slow it down to normal speed, it wasn’t as noticeable, but definitely something there
omg misophonia finally someone addressing it - THANK YOU!! People used to think that I am crazy or too petty for having sounds / noises that irritate me to the point of turning me to pure rage. I have had it for years and not only since becoming a mom. Loud sounds literally hurt my hears, and ticking like nails on a surface or a biro like AAAAHH!
Sorry to hear about your miscarriage, they are never easy but I can also understand your reactions.
Yes girl I can relate. The dogs barking or whining drives me crazy too. Harlow knows so well to use an inside voice because yelling hurts my ears too. Like loud noises just drive me crazy, or like if nick is trying to talk to me, and he has the tv up too loud I'm like OMG TURN THAT DOWN WTFFF
aww kristen you’re so sweet! thank you for keeping it real with us! i enjoy watching your videos 💕 we’re all going through something and life gets hard. but if there’s help out there for us to help us be better humans why not!
I’m so sorry about Jojo!
I’m so sorry about your miscarriage. Life is so awful sometimes ❤
Therapy is so good!! Everyone should be in therapy. It’s so helpful to have someone who’s always there for you. You never know when shit it going to hit the fan. It’s work to find someone and figure out the insurance crap
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Thank you for posing and being one of the realest ones out there. I’ve been waiting you since I was in high school (crazy) and you’ve been consistently one of my favorites. Sending you all the love ❤
Same! My 15 month old her 1st year she literally screamed all the time no matter if i was trying to soothe her or not,and I thought I was losing it. I can relate so much.
Thank you for sharing and for always being so real and transparent. It feels amazing to know there’s other people going thru life the exact same way you are and that there’s nothing wrong with that❤
I love how raw and real you are Kristen. You truly show how being Unapologetically you, makes you overall the happiest!
I am so sorry Kristen! For Jojo, the loss that comes with miscarriage this year has been hard for me too praying definitely helps. I love your real life chats. God bless you & I relate to not feeling as sad when I thought I should be when I experienced miscarriage
I’m so sorry for your loss. You are so strong and I’ve seen your growth in your life over UA-cam from the many years you have been here. Your rainbow baby is an angel watching down on your other children. Sending love to you and your Family
Wow. Just experiencing my own miscarriage now and your video pops up. Thanks for sharing, scariest thing to go thru but being able to see the beauty in the storm is the blessing and hope that’s giving me solice right now. Gratitude is the attitude. Stay strong sis!
I’m so sorry you’re going through it. It’s so hard. ❤
So many have gone thru it but we all think we're so alone when it's happening to us. Don't b afraid to talk about it if it helps. 🩷
I am SO sorry that you had to go through all of this 🩷 I’m saying prayers for you and your beautiful family!
Thank you ❤I appreciate your kind words!
I truly love how real you are and how open you are. This is why I have been following you for years. Thank you for sharing. The one and only time I have been pregnant I had a missed miscarriage. I was devastated.
The multiple drink selection at a time I do this its an adhd thing. Usually I have 3 one for energy (iced coffee)one for taste (juice or soda) and one for hydration (water)
Love you and so sad for the recent losses. Hard seasons are so rough. Thank you for sharing your heart with us 🤗
I love your honesty about everything that you go thru in life. And I'm sure there are people who will say you are wrong from not being upset about your most recent miscarriage but these are your feelings and they are valid!
I'm sorry for your loss. I have a 2 year old as well, born in May of 2022. I also started having a miscarriage at the beginning of August and have continued to bleed off and on still. I definitely understand getting a little more numb after each one. I unfortunately have had 5 miscarriages now, and I am finally done and just so grateful for the little one I do have. I am going to enjoy my family and focus on being the best me. Thank you for always being so blunt. I wish more people were.
Sending you love. So sorry for the loss of your kitty cat and your embryo ❤
First responder's wife with a 2 year old here, and I love the heart idea! Thank you! Communicating is hard when sometimes everyone is just trying to get through the day.
Same here but unfortunately it’s not working out for us. Wish I had known the heart thing earlier. It would have been sooooo helpful. Your therapist sounds awesome.
Oh gosh I’m so sorry for your loss on your Jojo & the miscarriage. I can’t imagine. We love your lil family!
Thanks girl I appreciate the love
So thankful for your videos! Keep killing it momma!! You got this! ❤️
I'm really sorry you're going through another miscarriage. How you're feeling is perfectly fine! If your mood changes, that's ok too. When I had my miscarriage, I didn't know how to feel. I was thankful I already have 2 children that are healthy, I wasn't in a good place in life financially to have a third child, and there were so many things going on in my life at the time. I felt grateful, sad, angry, relieved. My wish for you is that you are healthy and happy.
Would really love your clothes wash recipe!! 🙏🏻💜😻 I love how real you are about stuff, thanks for sharing your life with us! 💜 And RIP Jojo, my cats are like my babies. I know how sad it can be.
Kristen i am sorry rest up and heal! ❤ praying for you and your family.
I’m a Firefighter/Paramedic who also has misophonia. It’s a living hell sometimes. It’s amazing the triggers.
Kristen, love how real you are. Sending much love ❤
Didn't know you had uploaded as didn't get notification. Watching now thou. Sending love ❤
Love you so much for always being so amazing and sharing you take care and always remember you are the best mom/friend/many belts that you wear person ever! You take on so many roles and always appreciate you💓💓💜💜💪🏽🎉
I thought you rehomed Piper? Do you guys still get visits with him?? That’s awesome. I know it was hard for
Your family to make that choice.
Hey girl just wanna let you know that I’ve been thru the same thing. Don’t feel bad for not being sad, your body innately knew that something was not right and let that baby go. I know we can sometimes see it as we did something wrong but that’s not the case. Our bodies are amazing and know when things are wrong.
I just adore you and how honest you are!!!❤❤❤❤
Can you tell us what you use for your laundry? Now I need to know. 🤣🤣🤣
I'm always so happy when you check in.
I'm sorry you had the miscarriage. I had that with my first pregnancy almost 3 months in and ended up having a d&c done. Everything surrounding that was very traumatic for me. Several years later I had my baby girl whos happy and healthy. She came to me when I needed her the most and i absolutely love her. But that pregnancy was filled with worry and doubt because id lost my last one. I'm so great full that shes here now though. I believe everything happens for a reason. I hope everything is okay and that little one comes to you when you're ready.
Me and my significant other have been talking about going to couples counseling. We have a 7 month old and things have been a little rough between us since she showed up. There's lots of change lately, and we need to really sit down and talk about it all. I think its the right step for us and beneficial for others.
Also your reminding me I need to put away laundry. Its the bane of my existence.
I don’t think you should second guess your feelings on the miscarriage. I just had my first one around 13 weeks and it was a crazy experience. You are handling it differently and that’s totally okay. Sometimes people are just more at peace with it and understand that God did what he did for a reason. I’m with you in that funk recently i know we will get through it❤
Kristen, thank you for sharing your story and especially your counseling/therapy journey ❤️
Kristen, I’m so so sorry about everything going on. I must say as a 24 year old, who’s also in the medical field, you’ve been so inspiring to me. I loved this video and honestly the tips about your husband sending the heart text depending on his day are so helpful, I’ll be using that! Sending so much love 🩵🫶🏻
You could be using too much laundry detergent/softener that can give your clothes spots. Also HE washers are sometimes more likely to get those spots because they use less water.
Someone else said this about the softener! I think that is the culprit!!!
So sorry you're going through that again. I couldn't imagine! You are so bad ass and strong. Yes to the therapy! I always tell people this. I need to get back into it myself. New work insurance sucks and this year has been so awful for my health. Definitely struggling.
I really do appreciate your videos and your honesty! Your realness! 💜 thank you so much for sharing!
Oh, I so get you with the sound sensitivity. I have the ear plugs, and they help me so much.
Really love these type of videos. Really appreciate you being so open.
Sorry for your mischarage experience again. Hope you are well xx
@KristenxLeanne I'm sorry for your miscarriage. They are not easy. I had one 33 years ago, several months before I conceived my 32 year old daughter, after having 2 boys. I didn't know the gender of any of my children. You seem really amazing! I enjoy your videos, even though I'm 59. You are "real" about things. I enjoy that about you! Take care of yourself!
we love you Kristen thank you for sharing when you don't need to, we appreciate you ❤
❤❤❤ thank you
Sending so so many hugs to you. Thank you for sharing with us. We are always here to support you❤️
Yes we shall do laundry together because if I depend on myself it will never get done. Thanks for the motivation. Yes I also have coffee and water near me.
I’ve had 2 miscarriages, and both were completely different experiences. I also know several women who have had them, and reacted differently from me. There is no wrong way, or one way, to feel. 💟
So sorry for everything you've been going through! Take care!❤
sending big loves from newzealand. iv had 5 miscarriages in 3 years. first was 3 yrs ago this week, only one that we actually got to see the wee bean. as ws 12 weeks when lost it. others were earlier. never gets easier but i do agree its not as daunting i guess ... thats how i feel tho.
I watch all of your videos so I’m glad that you plan to film more
Ugh that is so heartbreaking. You are so very strong. ❤
I freaking love you.
I can so relate to you. I have a 4-month-old baby. & my husband is in medical school.
Dr. Life can be similar to first responders life. Where they can be working/on-call days at a time.
I need help processing my feelings and emotions too. Not harboring resentment. & understanding that you can be grateful, thankful, & have joy while also having struggles & complaints. ♡ You are so real, genuine, & authentic.
You're an awesome Mom & Wife! Thank you for being so open. ♡
Your comment literally made me tear up 😢 thank you. Yes I can completely understand how difficult this time is for you guys while he’s in school. That takes so much time, concentration and dedication and support from you as well. What a hard time to be doing that, with a 4 month old! Sending you guys all the love and support and good vibes! You got this. ❤ be the wife he needs even when you think he doesn’t deserve it or that you can’t. ❤ I have to remind myself to do that too. :) isn’t always easy but we as women always have to do that FIRST 😂
I so feel you on the misophonia.. the overstimulation is too real. ❤️❤️
5:34 it’s definitely fabric softener!! This happened to me too
This was very brave, fair play to you. Hopefully talking about it has helped & life will be easing up on you now, sending love ❤
Thank you
Also don't know what I feel about 2024 haha. This year and last has been a concoction of joyful moments and heartache.
Thank you for being so open! Prayers for you and your family 💞
I can so relate to that. ❤ thank you so much
Awwwe the story of Jojo (hope I spelt it right? Reminds me so much of my hubby. He really wasn't a cat person, well, Dexter had a different idea and choose him...well he passed suddenly and it just hit so hard. My husband alwags says he was the best cat. Sorry for your loss with cat and your pregnancy. Love your real and raw videos. We need more truth like this!!! Have a great day!! 🩷 Sending positive vibes!!!
The crickets = misophonia nightmare for me 😬 still going to watch the whole video sending love to you and your family 🖤🤍
Keep up the awesome work and videos Kristen love the video
You remind me so much of my daughter. She has 2 boys your children’s age. When I talk to her on the phone…squirrel…back to talking…squirrel…that post partum pregnancy brain is a real thing. So sorry you’re dealing with so much right now🙏🏻
Sending love from Florida!
Nonverbal autistic mom here with an 8 year old on the spectrum, a 3 year old and a 2 year old. ADHD is so real. Misophonia is so real. The sounds and the yelling and the TV and the chewing and the constant having to clean and always being touched… So very overstimulating. So real. So raw. Very shit. I kid you not… I have used my shooting range headphones because they are noise canceling and they are *perfect*. It helps calm my anxiety and rage. I also started taking this supplement from Nello called super calm and switched to decaf coffee because it was messing with my moods so bad. Really helps to actually calm your nerves in like… 10 minutes.
I commend you for going to counseling. That is amazing. My husband and I have been together for 10 years, almost 11. Small children really are hard in a marriage. Get help before you are a single married person and miserable. Communication is key to a healthy stable marriage.
I am SO sorry about Jojo and your miscarriage. I’m praying for you all.
I’m happy and proud of you for posting this. 🫶🏻 Hugs.
Im glad u are getting in sooner , maybe go
To the er if it doesnt let up because can cause an infection which happened to my cousin
Totally off topic but i have noise issues to and i use loop ear buds ,a lot cheaper then that and are super awesome !!!
I’m a first responders wife as well and resonate with so much you’re saying. I am going to read this book because I’m very much on the same page as you in regards to gender roles. We just called a therapist to start therapy as well because being married is f*cking hard hahah
What I do before washing only whites I do a hot (90° celsius) wash which for me is my bed linen. It really cleans the machine and it might solve your weird spot issue 💡
I had to switch my laundry detergent the blue colored Tide was doing that!😮 also thanks for being vulnerable and speaking your truth a l w a y s ❤
I feel you on the misophonia, but speaking of ; was there not a cricket going the whole time you were filming?? lol
I’m on a waitlist to be tested for multiple different things but sounds have made me go into full panic attacks as I get older and I didn’t used to deal with this. So I need some silencing ear buds. My fiancé is autistic so he has some and loves them. I’m so sorry about JoJo and the miscarriage 😢 I hope you’re physically, mentally and emotionally healing well ❤ I’m also a big advocate for therapy both individually and couples and thankfully so is my partner. So much love to you ❤❤❤❤
Thank you for recommending Simply Feminine on the Yeah, No podcast. I love it and need to re-read it.
I didn't know there was a name for ne being bothered by thr noise. The ear buds are called loops.
I appreciate you so much for being so open with us. 🖤
Sending you love 🖤 Kristen , if your considering loops I have a recommendation first, put your fingers in your ears and see if your heartbeat annoys you , its my one negative for loops (other than losing them easily) - if I'm already overwhelmed my heart rate is usually high and once I put the loops in its all i can hear , that just further sets me off 😅 🖤🖤🖤🖤
Okay wait. Do you use fabric softener?! I swear that is what stains my whites and when I stopped using it for whites, no more problems!!!
Also I feel you on the one year old constantly yelling. The mad yelling, happy yelling, car ride yelling, hungry yelling 😅😅
You are looking amazing! Keep it up! Also you should make a video of things you eat ❤
It took me like 4 weeks to get back to not pregnant after the miscarriage started.
Keep
Calling the Dr office for cancellations if you can. I did that for my specialist. I was out until October and I’m due Nov. and I said oh hell no. My diabetes needs attention right now. So I got in Aug 20 thanks to a cancelation
I usually have 4 cups
Two for water , one for juice and one for coffee 😂
I’ve had my 7th miscarriage yesterday…….I feel so alone and devastated and empty inside. I’m so sorry you’re going thru this…. 💔
Thank you for sharing the real reality of life ❤️
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My son is now 10 years old. but when he was a baby he had the most severe colic and reflux. He never stopped crying. And when I say never, I mean NEVER. And he would never sleep either. I had the worse anxiety and depression during that time. Come to find out Im ADHD and easily become over stimulated. I felt like such a horrible mom during that time. It was so so hard. Now that I know why I felt the way I did, it makes me feel slightly better. Thank you for sharing with us and opening up. I know it can help a lot of parents. I wish you all the patience and love for yourself. You deserve it.
Omg my son had colic when he was a baby! Postpartum depression and 4 hours sleep a week was not good on my MH oh and I have adhd too so I'm glad I'm not alone.
If you do not want to get pregnant make sure you’re careful after miscarriage bc you could be even more fertile now. We had a chemical pregnancy, then got pregnant again the next month. We were trying to get pregnant though. Sorry for your loss.
Correct me if I’ve misunderstood a previous video. I thought piper was being rehomed?
I've been worried about ya since you mentioned your miscarriage on Instagram stories the other day. 🥺 Praying for healing, guidance, and peace 🙏♥️
Thank you that’s so sweet of you to even think of me ❤
Hey girly, I wanted to give u an opinion based on wat happened to me, and no one knew or realized or took it serious. I was pregnant, and couldn't get an appointment with an OBGYN for a while. But I did end up bleeding (having a miscarriage) before my appointment ever came. I then went in to the E.R, they did an ultrasound; and didn't see a baby in my uterus. But they did see a sack. I waiting 2 weeks and kept taking tests to see when the line would go away so I could get on track to try again, and noticed my lines weren't getting lighter. My body felt off, so I went in to the OBGYN as an emergency to make sure that I miscarried everything. And come to find out, I had a baby stuck in my fallopian tube. It did rupture, and I had to go in for an emergency surgery for internal bleeding. Come to find out, I was pregnant with "twins" and 1 baby made it to my uterus, but the other got stuck. I miscarried the baby in my uterus, but no one ever thought to check my fallopian tube's. They said this is a really rare situation. You know ur body best. If u feel like u need to b seen, u do wat is best for ur health! And push!
I had a miscarriage in March that lasted 5-6 weeks. Low level Hemorrhaging and didnt get offered a D&C when I went to the ER 3 weeks in. I was able to eventually pass everything but it was horrible mentally. Because a lot of miscarriage happen over the course of 2 days people couldnt understand at work why i was still bleeding through my clothes, having severe cramps/pain or using the bathroom so much. I was offered 3 days off but i only took 1 day. It would make no difference since i was already 3 weeks in at that point 🤷🏼♀️ they dont get it. And im a nurse!
I’ve lost 3 cats tragically so I can understand. Losing animals is hard because they are a part of our lives. I’ve had a miscarriage before. I was 16 weeks pregnant. It was really hard on me but the Lords timing is always perfect. Im praying you don’t have an ectopic pregnancy and they can figure out what is going on with you soon!!!
I can’t handle bathroom fans, oven fans, hairdryers, sink running water, among many other things. Plus I have 2 kids 😅 My AirPod Pros are my best friends
Hugs love ❤
I hope everything is okay with you! Also… my Misophonia is INSANE…
I'm so sorry you're going through another miscarriage, and the death of an animal is the worst feeling ever... I'll be praying for you and your family ❤ 🙏
yeah, just lost my cat of 13yrs, i still expect him to walk in, be on the bed etc, otherwise 2024 is okay, august can burn
Had a miscarriage alone in 2020. ❤ sending love ❤
Counseling is definitely necessary
I have misophonia and enraged I am. Haha. Foreal though I can not even explain it to people that do not have it.
And I have three kids. Soooo 💀 I do have a special ear plug I use when I remember to use them
I always have my Coke Zero in one hand and water in the other at all times. lol can relate. ❤❤❤
hahah nice you get me
Never heard of misophonia 😢 I'm 36yrs old and have always blamed it on having lots of year infection as young child and having tubes in my ears. 😢so crazy to hear this is a thing. As an adult thinking it being over stimulating. Ps sorry for both your losses
Glad that you have something to call it now!! It is hard to deal with for sure. I'm sure having ear infections as a child didn't help either though. Thank you 🙏🏼
❤love you!
Also, the spots may be from your actual detergent! You may need to change how you put your detergent in the washer. Good luck mama!
Ps. Ps. Share you laundry detergent recipe 😂
I'm the 3 drink person. Redbull in the morning with water and a Pepsi when I'm eating dinner. Always walking around my house double fistin it. And water Pepsi and alcoholic beverage at dinner 😂😂