"The image of nature as a womb we left which leaves in the infantile attitude of seeking wombs of our own creation. To vanish from before the sight of ourselves and our estrangement. But in vain." God damn bro
I just had to take a psychological evaluation recently. One of the questions was “True or false, you enjoy highly theoretical topics”. I checked false. This video is a prime example of why I despise philosophy and theoreticians. I can always appreciate the effort and thought that goes into creating the work itself, but the topics and ideas themselves just…..aggravate me, I think. Maybe I’m too mentally ill and/or pessimistic to appreciate it like I did when I was younger. But now I just think “What’s the point in pondering these ideas whenever the real world is what it is, directly in front of us”. It’s all escapism from the death and destruction we bear witness to every day. I had agoraphobia for 7 years and didn’t leave my house one time in that period, aside from being monthly visits to my psychologist who used me as a case study for her university because my brain is so busted. Then one day I saw my grandfathers corpse in front of me, and the agoraphobia disappeared after that. But seeing somebody dead in front of me also destroyed any of the curiosity I had left. There is no need to theorize on the nature of reality when you witness death and see that you will face that same fate, and everything will cease. I miss having agoraphobia. At least then I could still find joy in the distractions in the safety of my home. Whatever it is I have now follows me wherever I go. There is no joy to be found anywhere, only constant pain and fear.
This was an absolute wonder of a video. Thank you, it's making me think a lot, I'll can come back soon and post the conclusions of my thought process
Looking forward to that
You never played your thought process.
Awesome. So many of my own thoughts and experiences summed up, I'd say perfectly, in such a short time.
What an amazing video. Your way of speaking is truly fascinating, and is very thought provoking. Keep up the good work Nathan!!
Your videos keep getting better and better!
"The image of nature as a womb we left which leaves in the infantile attitude of seeking wombs of our own creation. To vanish from before the sight of ourselves and our estrangement. But in vain." God damn bro
thanks for this one -something i have been thinking about a lot lately
Absolutely loved this.
Amazing thought provoking videos! Thank you for sharing your insights!
Closest thing I've heard to the "truth" in a good while. Good video.
Thank you.
loved this :)
Your vocabulary is good.
Mindfulness.
Wow. This is the truth.
Baudrillard would ...
You talk about god in this video but does a true creator really exist if it’s just infinite layers going up?
Maybe not a creator but a source? An infinite cycle perhaps and maybe things beyond that cycle, humans may never know🧐
@@thereptiliongamer6141 you kinda just replaced one word for another though
Got the llm trippin
Good video. Bad reality.
It appears I did not succeed in cultivating the view that it might not be so bad haha
@@NATHANOLOGY Yeah, well I don't expect literally anyone to make up for what I've been through, especially not just with a video.
I just had to take a psychological evaluation recently. One of the questions was “True or false, you enjoy highly theoretical topics”. I checked false. This video is a prime example of why I despise philosophy and theoreticians. I can always appreciate the effort and thought that goes into creating the work itself, but the topics and ideas themselves just…..aggravate me, I think. Maybe I’m too mentally ill and/or pessimistic to appreciate it like I did when I was younger. But now I just think “What’s the point in pondering these ideas whenever the real world is what it is, directly in front of us”. It’s all escapism from the death and destruction we bear witness to every day. I had agoraphobia for 7 years and didn’t leave my house one time in that period, aside from being monthly visits to my psychologist who used me as a case study for her university because my brain is so busted. Then one day I saw my grandfathers corpse in front of me, and the agoraphobia disappeared after that. But seeing somebody dead in front of me also destroyed any of the curiosity I had left. There is no need to theorize on the nature of reality when you witness death and see that you will face that same fate, and everything will cease.
I miss having agoraphobia. At least then I could still find joy in the distractions in the safety of my home. Whatever it is I have now follows me wherever I go. There is no joy to be found anywhere, only constant pain and fear.
we mi cerebroooooo