TUYU - What If This Isn't A Slave? MV
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- Опубліковано 14 сер 2021
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Lyric Composition/Arrangement/Guitar/Mix&Mastering：Pusu(ぷす)
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illustration : Omutatsu(おむたつ)
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Movie：AzyuN
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Piano：miro
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Vocal：Rei(礼衣)
Subtitles/Translation : IAmRelapse
-Lyrics
I am a slave
Something I don't want to do. The adults
They're forcing it on us
Where will I use this?
This foolish Circle of Wisdom that I'm attached to
Then, I'll quit if I could quit
There is no minimum amount needed anyway
I don't want to do it, don't want to do it
Then, what do you want to do?
I don't know, I said I don't know
This is the only thing I've ever done
I don't want to die, don't want to die
Then, what's your reason to live?
I don't know, I said I don't know
Just a slave. You've become a slave like the others
What do I do with this situation?
Sort it, Sort it, Sort it, Sort it
Can I do that?
Anyhow, Anyhow, Anyhow
It didn't even change
Can't you see
All we do is get used to being sad
Even when we turn our backs
We're going in circles, but it's not opening
Remember what they said
Well, they didn't teach me much of anything useful
Ah, I should've dropped early and stayed out of this
I can't believe this.
What if this isn't a slave?
I don't want to do it, don't want to do it
Then, what do you want to do?
I don't know, I said I don't know
This is the only thing I've ever done
I don't want to lose, don't want to lose
Then, why do you want to win?
I don't know, I said I don't know
Just a slave. You've become a slave like the others
What do I do with this situation?
Break it, Break it, Break it, Break it
Can I do that?
Anyhow, Anyhow, Anyhow
It's just a bunch of wasted effort
Can't you see
Wouldn't it be easier if you just threw them out?
Even if it makes a difference
It's very insignificant, invisible in the big picture
Question it in your head
Well, its not like I deserve this life in the first place
Ah, I wish I'd been late for a few more seconds
I can't believe this.
What if this isn't a slave?
Where will I use this?
This foolish Circle of Wisdom that I'm attached to
Then, I'll quit if I could quit
There is no minimum amount needed anyway
No honor, no rights
Just a bunch of puppets
Then, I'll run away if I could run away
Even if my name disappears
Something I don't want to do. The adults
They're forcing it on me
I've become a slave to them
I don't want to do it, don't want to do it
Then, what do you want to do?
I don't know, I said I don't know
This is the only thing I've ever done
I don't want to die, don't want to die
Then, what's your reason to live?
I don't know, I said I don't know
Just a slave. You've become a slave like the others
What do I do with this situation?
Break it, break it, break it, break it
Can you?
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・・・この状況はどうすれば
打破出来ますか？
多分無理です()
(知られてないのは辛いがワイらが広めるからそこは安心してもろて､､､！w)
❤❤기대되요
武道館埋めましょう！(あれ)
ツユさんならいけます()
分かりません！！
サムネの子、奴隷としか生きれなくて人生を諦めたようにぼーっと宙を見つめてるようにも見えるし、奴隷として生きさせてるこっち側を上から睨んでるようにも見えてすごい(語彙力)
私は人生諦め宙ぶらりん説にしか見えない…この人想像力豊かでいいなあ(・∀・)
頭良いが故に自分を奴隷だと決めつけ、諦めているように見えますが、それでも気品を失っていないというか、上から見下している(睨み付けている)ように自分は見えました
( ・`ω・´)✨
I think the line that hits the hardest is "I don't want to do it, I don't want to do it." ----- "Then what do you want to do?" ----- "I don't know, I said I don't know." Its like an eeriely typical conversation with my parents I had in the past, and feeling completely lost as to what to answer. In different cases, this can result in different severities of control or 'slavery' in this case.
as someone who’s also experienced conversations like this, I can say that yes, it does feel like you’re being controlled with the flow of the conversation
God, you put this into words so well. I've had this conversation with so many people in the past, and it really hurts.
Yes...
i dony know what i want anymore because of this exact situation
It’s kind of nice knowing that we’re all going through the same thing. I’m sure you’ll be able to figure out what you enjoy doing, but for now, we can just focus on surviving, I guess
I really like the circle-cross motif of the song. In case you don't know, Japan uses a system where correct answers get a circle, while incorrect answers are marked by a cross (albeit said cross tends to be shortened to just a check mark since it's faster and saves up on ink).
Dorei-chan has a circle hanging from her neck, which represents how she is physically and metaphorically chained by right answers due to her school life, in the same way a slave would get a collar to prevent them from running away. At the same time, her hair pin, ribbon and uniform include the crosses corresponding to wrong answers, so the girl's very appearance is a conflict between right and wrong.
In this vein, when she asks "Where will I use this?/This foolish circle of wisdom/that I’m attached to" it's literally in reference to the uselessness of getting correct answers (the so-called circle) in life outside tests and how she’s enslaved to them anyway.
Throughout the song we see how Dorei-chan goes back and forth between 〇 and ×, she gets surrounded by circles/right answers at 0:18 after the opening shot showed the puppets on their own, then at 0:38 crosses begin to accompany the girl as she reflects on her inability to escape her condition (“It didn’t even change/Can’t you see/All we do is get used to being sad”). The crosses keep popping up to the point where Dorei-chan decides that dropping out of school would have been better, but ultimately the chorus kicks in and she goes back to being circled by the 〇’s.
This ties back into the idiom of “going around in circles/堂々巡り” that gets referenced in the lyrics, no matter what the slaves like Dorei-chan do, they will always loop back to their initial situation for as long as they are still chained to the idea of correct answers that the circles convey.
The rest of the MV follows the same structure, the crosses appear and the girl ponders if maybe she actually can escape her scholarly slavery without much certainty (“What do I do with this situation?/Break it/Can I do that?), only for the circles to step in and crush her already small hopes (“Then, I’ll quit if I could quit” or “Then, I’ll run away if I could run away”).
It’s a rinse-and-repeat of yanking the girl’s chain whenever she thinks she can break free until we see the puppet’s string give in, but as others pointed out, what this means for Dorei-chan is left ambiguous.
That's a good insight. I was wondering why she was drawn with that obnoxiously large circle as the zipper.
@@acecream8568 I'll be honest, I thought at first that it was a grenade pin before realizing that it had to do with the right answer circle.
my god thank you that is so genius and makes me love the song and TUYU overall even more
since that is absolutely right, I have similar feelings with school. I already noticed some of these feelings from Namikare for example
the adults reprimanding her is also shown to be puppets, maybe representing the cycle of life how maybe when Dorei-chan grows up she'll be reprimanding the younger people as well, but i do sincerely hope she can break the cycle.
Bro you need some sleep
ok whoever made this CC is an absolute chad
I didn't even know youtube could do that
@@backpain8688 You can do that on .srt file - here a wiki for understanding: en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/SubRip
Also, they made the subtitles dancing perhaps the creator having nothing to do or getting bored for bland subtitling...
@@LlanderRuroku I always get shocked on how they do this ahaha
@@N0GG1N If you can't read the CC, you can read subtitles in description
you can do this on other videos too wtffff
ツユさんの曲の女の子全員個性が全然違って好き
わかりみが深い
激しく同意。
高評価が555だと、、、、、
556にしときました
Yo no entiendo taka taka
@@user-iw4rc7ju7i 申し訳なくなるやつや、、、、、
大人に勉強していい職につけって言われて｢やりたくない｣って言っても、将来やりたいものなんてなくて...結局言うこときいてレールの上なぞってくだけだなぁ...
ツユさんの曲はいつも共感しまくり
マジそれな✨
ツユさんの曲って思春期の子によくある悩みや気持ちを代弁してくれてるみたいで好き
どっちかと言うと厨二病だろ（）
皆じゃ無いけど大体自分が大変だって思いたい人多い年頃だから…
自分も含めて
あんまり刺さりすぎてこれやナミカレ聞くのちょっと避けちゃいそうになりますけどね…
目逸らしてるものに直面するから
@@user-wd9ny6yd7y 自分は大変だ可哀想だと思いたい年頃ではあるけど厨二病とは違う気がする、、（←マジレス乙な感じで滑稽ですこと） そもそもガチガチに鬱を深めている人ならばそんな年頃もあるだとか思春期だし〜とか割り切るのもできなさそう 自殺でもしなきゃこのつらい現状は打破できない 死のう！ とか、大人になって楽になるのだとしても大人になってもいないし、そんな保証なんてないし、そもそも現状生きるだけでも充分辛いから大人になるまで待つとか無理無理無理無理無理無理無理無理とか思いそう
いや、別に俺じゃないから ガチで、、 ね？
@@user-wd9ny6yd7y WWWWWWWWWWWWW
じゃあ ほんとに辛い時に辛いって言えなくなるね。
そのコメントちょっと傷つくよ
@@user-wd9ny6yd7y思うだけならいいだろ。それって人の思いを押し潰そうとしてるのでは？
Can we talk about the subtitles. Whoever did it is a genius, needs a raise and a pat on the back.
Glad you noticed them and had the fun time with it.
Go support on the Bus girl sequel to enjoy even more cool arrangements!
@@kinogami9295 Are you the one that put the subtitles for the video? If so how, did you make them appear on UA-cam? I want to make English subtitles for other videos but I can’t figure out how to make them appear on UA-cam.
@@arlo6121 nope, the guy who did it appeared in my comment, you can check it out for your reference. He might give u a few tips regarding your questions.
ok
@@arlo6121 i know im several months late but I presume its something like aegis sub (the subtitle software i-win used for his Speed of kirb series)
edit: the reason why i added a space is because of youtube, they won't let me mention it unless i add 1 extra "s" and a space in-between
当たり前やけどツユさんの曲って共感できる心の苦しさを歌ってる曲が多くて、それにおむたつさんの苦悶に浮かぶ絵が入ってその苦しさが凄い伝わってきて好き
ほんとにそれな！
私も思って書こうと思ったけど先に書かれていたw特にツユさんの私の好きな曲はくらべられっ子です
それな？めっちゃ共感できる曲多すぎて大好き()
「奴隷な私ね」をドレミファソラシドの音階で表現するの超好きです
すげぇほんとだ
僕たちの普段言えない、言おうとも思えない、言っても無駄だと思って言えない気持ちを、音にのせてさらけ出してるのが好き
わかります…この曲出た当時ずっと、
「 思ってたことを凄くこの曲が代弁してくれる… 」
ってこればかり聴いてましたぁ…！
やっぱりMVありとないとじゃ伝わってくるものって強くなるんだと思った初めてのプレミア公開視聴でした😆
@ぺけたん 多分全く関係ないURL
At this point, TUYU and Takayan are now our therapists giving out free therapy through their songs.
Yep (。•ω•。)ノ♡
Pusu and Takayan are the real dark-themed experts and BFFs.
YEP
Ikr
Takayan
I have a small idea about this.
Of course, she's singing about being a slave to these adults who are 'forcing it on them', perhaps work, studies, and more. They're forcing them to be perfect and exactly what they want, like puppets, or as extensions of themselves. Every time she gets a chance to say this isn't what she wants to do, she's conflicted and has no idea what she actually wants. Her whole life, she's been forced around, always doing things for others, yet never for herself. So, all she can say is 'I don't know and once again put her head down.
She's always thinking of breaking the strings, yet she slowly loses hope in her ability to break this generational curse (being the strings), eventually asking someone else if they could do it for her.
Now, the ending could be interpreted as two different things. One is from the adult's perspective where she breaks free from the strings, now being rendered broken and useless to them. She's free, but not without a few broken pieces that she needs to put back together on her own. Or, she has fallen from the strings, and it was too late for her to form her own identity, leaving her blending in with the rest of a mundane society that's gone through the same. She's broken, and in turn, so is her spirit.
I have a feeling its something simple like rape
maybe it's also related to when you finish school, in finding a career that fits you, that you like/would love doing, sometimes this is pushed by parents, as they want to have sons/daughters that study the same career as them. everybody has a different idea of what the song means.
@@glitterpvp1641 yooo chill
@@glitterpvp1641 yooo not so fast-
@@dddynz or maybe that when you finish your education, you aren’t able to find a job at all
この状況はどうすれば打破出来ますか？
言おうと思ったら既にいましたw
Every intro is so unique and catchy, and then the whole song is straight up banger. I'm fascinated with how good TUYU are at making unique J songs.
Ikr Tuyu songs are the most original and interesting songs not to mention how much meaning is put behind their lyrics
YEAHH 👏👏
The music from this channel can be now described as: the poggest champer.
@@systemstress1262 So true?
@@jinpie4312 best Japanese artist/band
She just described school in less than 3 minutes.
Edit: This is only a joke.
I love this song so much.
ngl you want to listen to this AT school
nope
@@solicoli time to pull up to school with this
It also applys to moving into the workforce when u didnt even want to go through school and school just teaches u to be obedient
@@raspberrysleuth lol no
大好きですどうか消えないで
確かに、この曲は多く人々の共感を受けたと思う。
僕もそうだっだけどな~..
でも今も好きなんだもんね
この曲最初から鳥肌が立つほど、やばいんだよな。
MVで聴くとさらにこの子の痛みが伝わっていく感じですごくいい
I swear to god bro with every single MV that TUYU release the artworks get better and better
I agree
Kudos to Omurice for her improvement in illustrating the girls.
AzyuN for his constant video editing skills.
omutatsu supremacy
facts
So very true
一番最初の「奴隷な私ね」がドレミファソラシドなのって最初から最後まで奴隷って事なのかな
Song theory:
This song is based around the ideals of school, university etc. It is known especially in Asian counties that school and grades mean a lot and are important to your future. Many parents and adults force children to study hard and try to get into good universities etc for their ideal futures. Unfortunately many children dont agree with this and by the time they finish highschool they are so used to just studying that they have no idea what they want to do with their lives or how to live it. This song is showing a girl trapped in this situation where studying and doing what adults have told her is her life. She wants to break out of it but she doesnt know how to because this is all shes ever done. Shes so used to being a 'slave' and trapped in this cycle that she doesnt even know what to do if she did escape it. She wishes to be free, she wishes that she could have been later to class to enjoy her freedom but shes stuck in the cycle of being a 'slave' to adults and their ideals.
Good guess, cause that's what it is.
ツユさんの曲はいつもこの世の不条理とかを表してくれて、共感もできるし、世界の黒いところを誤魔化さずに曝け出しているところが好き(語彙力)
今回も最高な曲をありがとうございます🥺
MVを見て改めて主人公の絶望感が伝わって来ました…ツユさんの曲に出てくるヒロイン達は全員個性があって好きです…。。
礼衣さんの声ってどんな女の子の見た目にも違和感なく合っててすごい✨
それな ! ! !ほんとにすごいと思う ! !
At this point, TUYU has become my therapist. This song is really relatable, my parents aren’t that bad, but my whole family really puts a lot of expectations on me, like marriage, children, education.. I am always the “ good child” and if I actually express myself, it becomes unacceptable, I need to be polite, quiet, and neat. But at the same time, I need to be caring and attentive to my little siblings, I feel pressured and everything I do I fake..
奴隷じゃないなら何ですか？
だいすきなツユの曲の中でも
上位に入るほどなのですごくたのしみでした…
今まで以上に画面の動きが曲に合っていてリズミカルで、
女の子はかわいいけど何処か闇を感じられて、
とにもかくにもすてきで最高でした…
私もそうです！！！
1:10
「負けたくないけど勝ちたい意味は知らない」っていうところが今の私（高2）でグッときた(((語彙力
もう打破出来ないとこまで堕ちてしまいました😭
何がやりたいとか、そういうのは分からないけど、やりたくないってことだけはわかるっていう私です。この曲聴いて、なんか同じような人が、歌の中にいるんだなって思えて、ここのコメ欄見て共感してる人いるんだなって思えて凄く安心してます！ありがとうございます！
一番最後の「か？」が押さえつけられているような苦しげな声になってるところ好き。
ほんとだ！！
I think this is a song for current students who learn some abstract knowledges in school without knowing where it could be used in.
As im a high school 3rd grade in Korea, I’m feeling quite simmilar feeling even though getting good grades (first grade). I hope that I can search and learn informations that I think useful after I graduate.
THANKS FOR THE GREAT SONG AGAIN TEAM TUYU! ☔️☔️☔️ Nice 2nd album!
I graduated from a high school, and originally I wanted to work somewhere that based on my major, but I can't unless I'm already a professional or when pandemic is over....
bro my school system is shitty i learned more from youtube browsing on Adam Ragusa than mu culinary class
Yeah bro, its fuckin bullshit
もうどうにも打破できないよ………
言う通りに生きてきたのに上手くいかない、それでいて今更逃げ出すことも反抗することもできない八方塞がりな状況とか、言う通りにしか動けない苦しみと自由にやれなんて言われても…って気持ちが伝わってくる
I swear Tuyu songs are always so catchy and their lyrics and music videos always have so much meaning tucked behind them
Edit: clarity and grammar
True. I love the symbolism TUYU puts in their mv and lyrics.
I only see fax in this comment, no printer
@@galagaarts3222 for real
おう何言っているんだ??
聞き終わった後に、自分がやりたいことや何かをしたい訳全てを持っているのに、行動をしない事がどれだけこの子に失礼か反省する曲だった。
歌詞が本当に共感できる歌詞ばっかりで度肝を抜かれるというか胸にグサッときます....！
転調多めのメロディに綺麗な高音めちゃめちゃ合ってます....MVもめちゃめちゃ凝ってて曲がさらに引き立ちますね✧︎
Lyrics [ Romaji ]
Dorei na atashi ne
Yaritakunai koto otona nanka ni
Oshitsukerareteiru
Doko de tsukau no?
Baka na chie no wa tsukiatte
Jaa yametara yameta de
Saitei hoshou sura nai shi
Yaritakunai yaritakunai
Jaa, yaritai koto wa?
Shiranai shiranai yo tte
Kore shika yatta koto nai shi
Shinitakunai shinitakunai
Jaa, ikitai wake wa?
Shiranai shiranai yo tte
Tada dorei dorei to kashiteiru
Kono joukyou wa dou sureba
Daha daha daha daha
Dekimasu ka?
Douse douse douse
Kawariyou ga nai na
Tte hora ne
Nageite nareau dake no
Se wo muketemo
Doudou meguri doudou to shitenai kedo
Ano kotoba wo omoidase
Maa taishita koto nante osowattenai kedo
Aa konna koto nara sousou ni gureterya yokatta
Atashi nante.
Dorei janai nara nan desu ka?
Yaritakunai yaritakunai
Jaa, yaritai koto wa?
Shiranai shiranai yo tte
Kore shika yatta koto nai shi
Maketakunai maketakunai
Jaa, kachitai wake wa?
Shiranai shiranai yo tte
Tada dorei dorei to kashiteiru
Kono joukyou wa dou sureba
Daha daha daha daha
Dekimasu ka?
Douse douse douse
Muda no tsumikasane da
Tte hora ne
Nagedaseba raku ni naru kai?
Sa wo tsuketemo
Bibitaru mon de zentai no naka ja mienai
Kono atama ni toitadase
Maa somosomo konna jinsei ni kachi nai kedo
Aa konna koto nara suubyou okureterya yokatta
Atashi nante.
Dorei janai nara nan desu ka?
Doko de tsukau no?
Baka na chie no wa tsukiatte
Jaa yametara yameta de
Saitei hoshou sura nai shi
Meiyo mo kenri mo batsu de
Ayatsuri ningyou kai
Jaa, nigetara nigeta de
Namae sae kiesatte
Yaritakunai koto otona nanka ni
Oshitsukerareteiru
Dorei to kashiteiru
Yaritakunai yaritakunai
Jaa, yaritai koto wa?
Shiranai shiranai yo tte
Kore shika yatta koto nai shi
Shinitakunai shinitakunai
Jaa, ikitai wake wa?
Shiranai shiranai yo tte
Tada dorei dorei to kashiteiru
Kono joukyou wa dou sureba
Daha daha daha daha
Dekimasu ka?
i needed this lol
I feel called out... 🙂🙂🙂
As an only child before, my parents expectations on me were pretty high even if they admit it or not(cause their actions and things they do to me tells me), I was always in the first class since elementary till high school, now I'm studying in a university that I didn't really like cause I feel like it would drain me but I had to attend because my parents want me to... Even the course I'm studying is not something I actually want.
And I was right, I really was drained 🙂 I actually realized that everything I've done before is because what they want me to do and not because I wanted it to. So I decided to temporarily stop studying, for now at least till face to face learning is implemented again. (My parents, other relatives, and other people don't know yet that I temporarily stopped studying)
And because of that I feel like I'm the most ungrateful person and I feel bad for my parents to have me that I actually have thoughts about commiting seppuku again.
Anyway, apart from saying that this song is a banger, I just want to release some of my thoughts in these comment section.
Anyway, have a great day😃.
I really hope it gets better, no one deserves to feel like that, even some random stranger on the internet have feelings...
I know how you feel...my sister also went through the same thing, and rn my parents are doing what she did to my sister to me too. But yknow...i know rebelling is not a good act but i think that once in a while we should so that we won't bottle up and be free for once
I'm sure you can do it since you made it this far^^ fighting~ ♪ ♬ ヾ(´︶`♡)ﾉ ♬ ♪
Rebel against your parents then. I now that it’ll be super tough but they shouldn’t be pressuring you into doing what they want. It’s your fucking life not theres to decide. You are NOT a puppet to be controlled. But it’ll be tough cutting those strings since you’ve been dealing with this since you were a kid you had said. At the same time though I can tell you are already rebelling against them; keep on going, you should be deciding what path you want to take not them! You’ll never be satisfied with your life if you’re only making choices that they desire. Don’t let yourself think that you are ungrateful, you are taking back control over your own life. They need to realize that you are your own person with your own wants in life. Here’s a song that gave me some courage to step out of my comfort zone. I hope it does the same for you though ua-cam.com/video/lGS9flfg8Vg/v-deo.html
I know this is off topic but you should look into persona 5. I think it would be beneficial for you and for a lot of other in this world just saying though don’t let anyone decide what you want to do, okay? Don’t lose sight of it ever again please.
You did nothing wrong
Bro we're literally in the same boat. I'm planning on stopping for a year rn but I dont know how to tell it to them. Doesn't really help that I'm the oldest too.
アルバムの方で曲自体は聴いてたのでめちゃめちゃ良いなって思ってたんですけど、おむたつさんのイラストとかMV付きで聴くと鳥肌立つくらい最高ですね😭✨
ツユの曲ほんとに大好きです！！！！
Something about this song. It just makes me want to press that repeat button over and over again. Thank you TUYU for this wonderful song.
use loop bro, it's good
also with the captions 😍
Thanks to the UA-cam update you can now loop on mobile :)
@@bari3175 woah I never even noticed? Thank you, I’ll be using this lol
操り人形は糸を切られたら動けない
子供も大人の助けが無いと生きられない
文句や不満があっても、従うしかない…
れいちゃんの歌声神
ぷるさんの歌詞＆ギター神
おむちゃんのイラスト神
ピアノ担当のmiroさん神
動画デザインのAzyuN神
え、みんな神
それな
ツユさんの曲って絶対、皆んなが共感する歌詞が入ってるから凄い。
Honestly, this song hits me hard, especially the part “what do you want to do? I don’t know I said I don’t know”. It’s actually what I’ve been thinking all the time even way before I knew this song. “I was forced to do everything to the point that I don’t know what I want or what I’m alive for.” And this song spoke that out for me. So yeah, it hits me so damn hard.
この状況をどうか打破してくれ。
皆貴方を待っているんだ。
ほんとに鋭く言い当てられて、何度もハッとさせられる痛くて気持ちいい曲です。身に纏っていた「正しい」を引き剥がされて、ぼんやり呑み込んでいた自分を次々と暴かれて・・・じりじりと追いつめてくるテンポに絶妙に合った動画、深緑とオレンジがずっと頭から離れません
No one can replace TUYU their song is so good i have never seen any other artist that always have banger songs this is what i liked about them cant wait for the "if there was an end point MV" ❤❤❤❤❤
Fact!!!!
fun fact: Tuyu is not a single artist but they're a band
Finally a comment that I can understand.
forreal
Ahhhh I absolutely can't wait for the MV for 'if there was an endpoint'!!!! It's become one of my favourite TUYU song sequel
言われた通りにしすぎて夢なんて無くて夢に向かってる人がキラキラして見えていいなって思ってしまう
I relate so much to this song. Starting from a very young age, My parents has always been the one to make decisions for me, It didn't really got that bad when I was in kindergarten but when I reached grade 1 and was told I was the first place in my class. My parents attitude changed and they continued to push me to study for first place which I didn't mind but as years go by, Their pushing and nagging gets worse to the point that if I made even little to mistake,I get yelled at and get called useless. Now im here grown up not sure about life because half of it was decided all by my parents. Most of the time I have so much hard time trying to decide for myself because I dont know what's "best" for me because I always believed that parents know whats "best" for me. :')
I'm kind of in the same shoes as you, but i'm not gonna be giving you advice i'm terrible at them, i just want to say that no matter what we do we just end up suffering in the end for nothing, sucks doesn't it.
went from opposite side, my parents letting me do whatever i want but in the end i ended up being shut in, realizing i slave my own self and regreted it. dont know what i live for nor what i wanted to do in life.
in the end i learn the lesson that whatever path u choose it will end in the same suffering
Did you ever manage to find out what's best for you? Nowadays my fam are signing me up to do things I never wanted to do and I get put out of the house for trying to speak up. -3- Been loyal for 18 years of my life without disagreeing and lost personal feelings (love, hatred, happiness etc)
I'm in the exact same position as you, I hope it can get better for us TT
Omu is Improving alot with these drawings!! ✨ and AzyuN's Editting made it even more satisfying to watch
Omu is truly the Illust Queen. No one can really deny her
yanfei.
Hi
Just my opinion but I think Tuyu's control is also getting better
Olá hello
ほんとにツユさんの歌は自分の気持ちを代わりに歌で表現してるようなリアル感があって毎日聞くほどの中毒性も備わっている自分達の宝物のようなものです。
ほんとにいつも素晴らしい曲をありがとうございます！
I have abusive parents and this song really just describes everything I feel, from being pressured to do better to having no free will, your mind blanking when asked anything, as I have spent too much time being forced to study just for the sake of being a trophy child. I feel this song really calls out to me and I just get emotional when I listen to it. It also premiered on my birthday, Aug 15, which just makes it call out to me and my situation. Thank you.
Listen to the voices
I relate to this song on a personal level.
The dummies shown here are used for art, and throughout the song we hear how much she doesnt want to do this anymore, but continues because it feels like a piece of her is missing if she does. Therefore she forces herself to continue draw, and the more she does the more she hates it.
This happened to me and im still going through it in a way. I always saw art as a competition so i never got to enjoy any of my work. All i did was criticize it and hate it, and made my self get better and better with no breaks. This went on for a while, and even if i had no inspiration or not in the mood i'll make myself do it.
Eventually I got sick of it and stopped drawing as one. And the break went on for months, the longest break i had.
My hobbie turned into my worst enemy, i wasnt happy do it and many times and I'd cry while i drew. Art felt like it identified who i am as a person, and the thought of leaving it made me horrified.
Im still drawing, just not much as before.
I was so scared that my art would get worse that my art actually did by the force i put into.
I still make myself draw, i just allow myself get breaks here and there.
The fact that its getting better is great :)
Maybe youll see art as a hobby again or find a new one
to be honest, I'm just a tiny bit similar to you, just not forcing myself to do it everytime.
I used to draw everytime in grade 3-4 and I would always get asked to draw for some people (it was just my classmates because their eyes were used to buttcheek drawings). But then in grade 5-6, I took more longer to draw and wouldn't be able to finish a drawing for one day (maybe 'cause it was getting even more detailed). I started hating myself and sometimes pushed myself a bit to the point that I got nearsighted (only for a little while, it'll go away eventually).
It's the same with my story writing, I also kind of thought of it as a competition and did enjoy it a little, but nobody was interested and didn't care. I thought that everyone wasn't interested because it wasn't good enough so I tried studying a bunch of things to improve the story (btw it is prolly good enough but nobody's just interested or they're busy) but nothing ever worked. I also pushed myself there as well.
I am a bit disappointed of myself, but I'd still keep doing it over and over again and keep repeating, since I still kind of like doing it I guess, and I'm also still stuck in the cycle.
forgive me if I didn't understand anything about you at all!
Haha it's a bit similar to mine. I really loved drawing and i was like addicted to drawing. I didn't have many friends and I enjoyed drawing. But now growing up along with that corona wave changed many things. From the very first my parents never supported me drawing and they preferred me to study in those stupid few minutes instead of drawing those stupid 'face masks' as they what they call it. I hated it. But I couldn't understand that I hated them or their complaints and expectations. I started hating my drawing to the point that I really started hating drawing. No everything. I passed grade 12 and now i have no friends to share my feelings and no hobbies , no motivation. Who said I was not going to study or become a doctor. I wanted to make them proud and still I do. But sometimes my feelings and what simple human things I want they don't get it. Huh it's pointless now. They won't get it never. They never praised me though even when I was always a topper in my class. But they want more not me(maybe) .
I want to live my life and I don't hate the education system. It's expectations that I hate
女の子の髪の毛を結んでるヘアゴムがなんか手枷に見えて…
女の子縛り付けられてるし、首元が詰まった服を着てるから自由のない奴隷のようってことを表してるんだなって思った(語彙力)
おむちゃん天才
ツユさんの歌体全体に響きわたってくる。こういう悲しい感じだけど共感できる曲って時々聞いてすっきりしている自分がいる
At first you scream in pain as they slowly strip most of your humanity. You cry, beg, and scream but the pain won't stop. Until you slowly become used to the pain, accept your position and role. You start thinking that you're a slave, or a tool made to serve others, to make others happy to die for the sake of other people. It become the sole reason to your existence.
Then suddenly people say that "you should live for your own sake...for your own happiness". At first you're confused, because you're a tool made to serve other people. You become lost, don't know what to do. Because you're a tool, and a tool doesn't move unless they were given orders. When someone ask you "what do you want? what's your dream? what do you want to do in the future?". Nothing...you don't know how to answer it, you don't even know what's your favourite food it. You answer "I don't know."
You slowly realised how fucked your life have become. You stop eating because you start eating for "your own sake" not so you can help others. Your mind trapped in an endless cycle trying to answer the basic question. What do you want? What do you want to do in the future?
最初の【押し付けられている】のリズム好き
i love how TUYU's songs are simply straightforward... No hidden meanings whatsoever.
Ok it took me a bit of time to realize it's sarcasm
開始10秒もしないでこんなにも引き
込まれる曲を作れるなんて､本当に
天才すぎる。最高
辛くなったとき、この曲を聴きにきています。いま、とても辛いです。通信制高校で、推薦(受験)させてもらうことが決まったのに、学校に行きたくない。モチベーションというかトラウマというか。前の高校でのトラウマが辛い。奴隷。
私を置いて他の誰かが状況を変えて幸せになってゆくのが許せない。見ていると苛立ってきて、悲しくなって、必死に引き止める。
自分の汚い部分が見える度にツユの曲を聴いて泣いてます。
今日も素敵な曲有難う御座います♡♡
一生ついていきます
Probably my favourite TUYU song ever.
Idk what to say, it's crazy that this is what happened.
I feel like people don't realize the amount of effort it takes to get subtitles to do that on UA-cam. That's a ton of talent to make that work so well
凄く良い曲過ぎてめちゃ感動です、
自分は結構病みやすい性格だから共感出来る歌詞が凄く心に響いて来るしツユさんの感情的な歌い方が更に心に染みて悲しい曲だけど自分は何でか自分の事を理解してくれた気分になって立ち直れます。
ほんとにホントのガチでこの曲なんでこんなに伸びてないの？？？
他の曲と比べるとこの曲だけ再生数少ないよね、かなり中毒性あっていいと思うだけどな😢
本当に期待してたこれ！ いつもいい歌をありがとうございます♡♡♡
@長谷瑠衣 とりあえず黙れ
「こんなことなら早々にグレてりゃ良かった」にめちゃくちゃ共感した。
いい子ねって褒め言葉が欲しくて親の言いなりに生きてきた結果親の奴隷になってしまった。
今更逆らおうとしたって遅い。
糸を切られた操り人形はその場に崩れ落ちるだけ。
Then fly :)
(jk)
amazing
Too good.
毎回歌詞に納得してしまう。
SUCH A MASTERPIECE !! ☔️☔️☔️☔️☔️☔️
YESSSS
damn right in the kokoro
まじ何様だよって感じだけど、
おむたつちゃん画力あがった🤔??
魅力増してるわ🙄👏🏻🙄👏🏻🙄👏🏻
曲もいつもとテイスト違う感じでいい!!
Omg another subtitles mover!
LET'S GOOO 😳😳👏👏
keep on producing bops tuyu
another masterpiece and relatable song , Good Job Tuyu
天才
that is beautiful
The cc was dope
Every single TUYU MV is a genuine work of art.
I swear the quality of TUYU’s MV just gets better after every release.
thank you tuyu
very nice
i like that how in every mv you can always see the background changing in sync with the beat and you can vibe with it
the designs of all of tuyu's videos/characters are so amazing ❤
i love the song
Yay the animation is out
I've been going through some trauma related to school that I'm fully facing now that I'm out, and my brain knows I'm out.
It happened early on, (5th grade) and the fact I had to keep going despite it made the fears and process be ingrained into my brain. And now I'm even facing a lot that I didn't know I struggled with, because I didn't have the perspective I do now and because I probably couldn't face it while I was in school, or I'd probably had given up or had another mental breakdown.
This song resonates with me to an insane degree, because of how it describes things. Phrases like, "This is the only thing I know how to do", "There is no minimum amount needed anyway", and the feeling of no longer wanting to be a slave to someone or something else. It's scary how accurate that is, because for me during at least half of my school life, I wasn't a willing participant, I was only doing it because It felt like I was under threat. "Do this, or you'll have to take this all again." or, "Do this or you'll be in trouble." It had nothing to do with my parents, I just put myself under unreasonable pressure due to wanting to be a good kid and how media always said that you should get good grades, only A's and B's. Plus my own anxiety and ADD made it worse. The face she makes before the end really embodies that helpless feeling too.
Trauma has wormed it's way into a lot of my life, effecting my actions so I will never have to deal with that ever again. Helping people used to make me happy because I made them happy, It's now hard to want to do anything I see as troublesome. I want to change, because I know that isn't me, but I don't know how for right now. But seeing others having the same feelings or having gone through the same stuff as me is comforting. Thank you for making this.
I like how the captions matched the colors of the theme
DOPE CAPTIONS, MUSIC AND ARTWORK
めちゃいい
i love your voice and those eyes animation, really
If it ain't one of the songs in her 2nd album, I already memorized this and can't wait to loop this
i love tuyus music so much
かわいい