SUPER EMOTIONAL 😭 A MUST SEE! NF-HOW COULD YOU LEAVE US!

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  • Опубліковано 26 бер 2020
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    Wut it do wut it do wut it do Half and Jai squad❗️Thanks for the 3.8K subscribers, let’s get to 4K by the end of this month❗️New to the channel, don’t forget to like comment and subscribe❗️See you guys next video❗️
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  • @oninabanes7527
    @oninabanes7527 4 роки тому +3328

    My boy is a pure gentleman. Salute sir!

  • @crunch9362
    @crunch9362 3 роки тому +1545

    I was fine until she started crying. Dang. Never had a reactor make me tear up. She's genuinely beautiful.

    • @kimberlywalker6565
      @kimberlywalker6565 3 роки тому +50

      Same here... I was handling the video okay but when she started crying I was tearing up but when put her head down and went into full feeling crying I lost it. I could feel her pain!!!

    • @laneybrandonbl
      @laneybrandonbl 3 роки тому +36

      I'm thinking she may be able to relate to the emotions in this song.

    • @BillyJoel1947
      @BillyJoel1947 3 роки тому +2

      they really didn’t give you a heart because you said she was beautiful wtf

    • @michaelmartin1170
      @michaelmartin1170 3 роки тому +3

      If you guys take a second to look you’ll notice the comments with hearts were from 7 months ago and this comment is from 4 months ago. All hearts I seen were on comments from 7 months back, anything I seen sooner than 7 months ago had no ❤️

    • @kyle-ro3cd
      @kyle-ro3cd 3 роки тому +2

      @@laneybrandonbl she says at the end I can relate

  • @kevinsmith6903
    @kevinsmith6903 3 роки тому +188

    When she stopped moving her head i knew.

  • @mindylynn4734
    @mindylynn4734 3 роки тому +599

    I remember sitting in the line at school waiting to pick up my babies from school and this song came on. I cried hysterically, my son got in the car and really thought something happened. As a recovering addict, this song is hard, so hard.

    •  3 роки тому +9

      +24 hours my friend!

    • @coltonstacks4655
      @coltonstacks4655 2 роки тому +3

      Coming from the kids point of view i can agree, it hurts so much that words can’t describe it, only screams.

    • @FunknMunky77
      @FunknMunky77 2 роки тому +5

      I'm in the same boat I uave 6 years and thought I uad buried a lot of emotions....but this song made me see things again from a perspective the hurts and the memories attached to it. I'm glad you found your way out and are present and able to pick your kids up. Addicts only have 3 roads jail/prison, or death rarely do we choose the road of recovery and sobriety its not a easy road to find when you're in the middle of full blown addiction....so I'm glad you are hear I'm glad you are sober and I am glad you are present and in your children's lives. Stay safe you've got this

    • @tootielynn986
      @tootielynn986 2 роки тому +2

      Same. I get emotional every time I hear it bc for many years I put my son through hell bc of my selfishness. I've been clean for 4 years and I was able to go to see son my son walk at graduation over the weekend!

    • @SummerBreezey
      @SummerBreezey 2 роки тому +1

      CONGRATS on ur recovery!! U got this 💙

  • @Kelly30stm
    @Kelly30stm 4 роки тому +2963

    Everyone cries at this one. NF is so brave to tell us this story. It’s sad but beautiful.

    • @wezhayez2531
      @wezhayez2531 4 роки тому +5

      That cpmmmmmm

    • @swansmeister
      @swansmeister 4 роки тому +3

      sounds so stupid realy, brave to tell something, doesnt take a real effort now imo.

    • @G17x
      @G17x 4 роки тому +31

      @Slamet Raharjo well, it's technically a real-life STORY

    • @G17x
      @G17x 4 роки тому +25

      @@swansmeister Not everyone could go through that tbh. It's not easy as you expect it to write anything about a loved-one who passed away.

    • @zukked9964
      @zukked9964 4 роки тому +8

      Yea and it sucks when you have to go through this shit it's bullshit

  • @BEternity17
    @BEternity17 4 роки тому +1266

    " I heard that this one is a true story."
    Yeah, that's basically all NF songs.. You'll get used to it.

    • @noahyoung7253
      @noahyoung7253 4 роки тому +12

      Arkan Kent all his stuff is true I’ve been listening and following his movements since he dropped his first album

    • @anotheruselesshuman1639
      @anotheruselesshuman1639 4 роки тому +7

      That's why they are all great

    • @jessieclub9179
      @jessieclub9179 4 роки тому +5

      He inspired me to rap

    • @rayannaaustin3462
      @rayannaaustin3462 4 роки тому +4

      All of nates song are true

    • @G17x
      @G17x 4 роки тому +2

      Heck yeaah

  • @TarotLadyLissa
    @TarotLadyLissa 3 роки тому +624

    I lost my father in 2001 to drug abuse. It still hurts, nearly 20 years later. This song got me!

    • @Acadian.FrenchFry
      @Acadian.FrenchFry 3 роки тому +13

      Amen! Lost my mom the same way in 2000 and the pain is always just under the surface. Never goes away totally. This song hits me hard every time. The woman in this video even kind of looks like my mom in her final years.

    • @Saqua2289
      @Saqua2289 3 роки тому +10

      Lost my mom to Alcohol in 1992. I feel you for real.

    • @norawilcox7170
      @norawilcox7170 3 роки тому +7

      I'm so sorry for your loss.

    • @ninga55
      @ninga55 3 роки тому +7

      I lost my dad in 2001 also to alcohol and drugs. I was OK til she broke down. 💔

    • @jaredolson4580
      @jaredolson4580 3 роки тому +2

      @@Acadian.FrenchFry this is what's cool he connects to everyone on a different level

  • @lakep7798
    @lakep7798 2 роки тому +199

    NF: Real music.
    Half and Jai: Real people with real reactions.
    Me: A real fan.

  • @jetnationr3234
    @jetnationr3234 4 роки тому +340

    I just gotta say this man right here is the definition of a true man. The way he took care of his girl like that is honorable. Much respect homie 🙏🏻

    • @HalfAndJai
      @HalfAndJai  4 роки тому +23

      JetNation R Thank you bro!

    • @jetnationr3234
      @jetnationr3234 4 роки тому +14

      Half And Jai keep up the grind. You don’t see to many like y’all around anymore and it’s very humbling

    • @jayclean-mean9400
      @jayclean-mean9400 4 роки тому +2

      I agree! Definition of a godly man!

    • @deborahwalker6474
      @deborahwalker6474 3 роки тому +1

      I felt the same way.. you a great MAN.. A REAL MAN.. LOVE BOTH Y'ALL

  • @anthonysavena5684
    @anthonysavena5684 4 роки тому +843

    He kicked out everyone in the studio to do the last verse...N.F is deep n real music real emotions love the reacts prayers your way can see that hit home

    • @jessenyathi379
      @jessenyathi379 4 роки тому +28

      He didn’t kick them out, they left cuz they knew how hard it was for him

    • @SeanB-wi5yh
      @SeanB-wi5yh 2 роки тому

      U talking about the final verse or the part were he was speaking at the end

    • @snowflakehunter
      @snowflakehunter Рік тому +1

      He did not kick anyone out. The staff left on their own volition out of respect.

  • @Quoteunquot3
    @Quoteunquot3 3 роки тому +223

    As an addict, this song hurts a lot. I refuse to have kids due to my issues. I was clean for 11 years and relapsed a couple of years ago. I am having a really hard time with it this time. I want to get better but sometimes I fear ultimately it will kill me. NF is so amazing at painting a picture.
    Your wife has such a beautiful soul. What an amazing woman, and you are a great man, so much respect for the both of you and I wish you the best.

    • @onehellofanight1161
      @onehellofanight1161 2 роки тому +14

      You can do it !!!!! Never ever ever give up on yourself.

    • @LancasterWoodworks
      @LancasterWoodworks 2 роки тому +7

      How are you holding up? Reach out if you need to.

    • @conspiracytheorist7824
      @conspiracytheorist7824 2 роки тому +5

      Keep fighting bro we got hella faith in you

    • @MessiahXScience
      @MessiahXScience 2 роки тому +8

      Bro you can do this don't let your addiction define your life . I just got clean off opiods after thinking I would never be free from it's grasped but here I am and you did it for 11 years so you can do it I believe in you

    • @daisi4925
      @daisi4925 2 роки тому +5

      Some people just get mad! But I’m praying for you sweety, you could be safe now which is wonderful. God loves you no matter what

  • @JennRighter
    @JennRighter 3 роки тому +223

    I sob every time I hear this song, no matter how many times I’ve heard it.
    My friend Shannon died of a pill overdose a few months ago, after being clean for several years. She left behind two kids, one 13, one 6. It’s heartbreaking. Shannon was a fiery, strong, beautiful, often mean person. And I loved every part of her. She was such a bitch. She was also the most loyal and devoted person to anyone she allowed to love her. I miss her.

    • @missyudell2247
      @missyudell2247 3 роки тому +4

      Jai !!!♥️♥️♥️♥️ hugs beautiful I relate 😭

    • @user-zb8lq4zv9u
      @user-zb8lq4zv9u 2 роки тому +1

      🥀

    • @onehellofanight1161
      @onehellofanight1161 2 роки тому +4

      I loveeeee how you were honest in mentioning she was a bitch. Im sure shannon is watching over you and because you been true to her she hasn't left you. Honor people for whom they were in life & they can rest peacefully. Xoxoxo

    • @ibpopn1653
      @ibpopn1653 2 роки тому

      Hope you doing alright Jen 🤙

  • @donnietrowell3124
    @donnietrowell3124 4 роки тому +1303

    She just showed real strength and let it all out on here. She could have walked out or edited the video but she didn't. Most people still think crying is weak and you should bury those emotions so you don't look weak. Well I'll tell you first hand that it's a false narrative. All it did was eat me up inside and eventually when the situation finally hit its boiling point you lash out, mostly on the people you love. Pride is a killer and it takes out more people than we realize. Thanks for pouring your heart out through your tears are going to save people lives because its gonna provide the strength and encouragement to to be real and not let pride take them out. God Bless you and your family.

    • @multanocte6431
      @multanocte6431 4 роки тому +38

      I know - this is a STRONG woman and a great role model!

    • @FlameExecutioner
      @FlameExecutioner 4 роки тому +15

      I used to bottle up my sadness, but all it did was ferment until it turned into blinding rage. Just cry. The alternative is not worth it.

    • @kanteannightmare
      @kanteannightmare 4 роки тому +4

      "most"except everyone I turn in the TV or Internet...
      Crying when it's not necessary is weak, live well and you'll know when it's necessary.

    • @notimportant3686
      @notimportant3686 4 роки тому +9

      most people think crying is weak.... FOR MEN.... no one has ever felt any kind of way about a woman crying

    • @donnietrowell3124
      @donnietrowell3124 4 роки тому +4

      I learned my lesson on hiding my emotions instead of letting them out. That melt down I had scared the ish out of me lol it was at that moment that I realized, F pride this stuff needs to come out lol

  • @Eric-tp4de
    @Eric-tp4de 4 роки тому +660

    I listen to this song almost daily. I lost my mother in a similar way. She was diagnosed with stage 4 breast cancer, and couldn't handle it. She committed suicide by pills two days later. I was 19 at the time, hooked on drugs myself, and hopeless. That moment changed my life for the best however. I cleaned up, ended up falling in love, had 3 children, and found happiness. I come back to this song to remember how much bad decisions can hurt someone you love. I cry as well, but at the same time, this song reminds me to never go back to that life, and keep on fighting the good fight. Take it as a positive Jai, use it to make you stronger.

    • @HalfAndJai
      @HalfAndJai  4 роки тому +87

      Eric Bierling We are truly sorry to hear that about your mom. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.

    • @Eric-tp4de
      @Eric-tp4de 4 роки тому +40

      @@HalfAndJai thank you, same to you guys.

    • @alisonbruce2486
      @alisonbruce2486 4 роки тому +16

      Proud of you I was hooked on pain pills for years I worked one job for bills the other for my habit I would think in my mind my kids are not doing without they got everything they need but then I realized I was taking time away from them working that second job and I got help if anyone's reading this get help go to a hospital that has a detox they can not turn you away if you don't have insurance then they will set up up with a free rehab facility

    • @alisonbruce2486
      @alisonbruce2486 4 роки тому +10

      @@HalfAndJai I just sucribed to yalls channel I like yall do all different music try Rascal Flatts changed its very powerful ❤️ with the video

    • @thekidceltics9677
      @thekidceltics9677 4 роки тому +5

      Amen🙏

  • @roguemerlin1969
    @roguemerlin1969 3 роки тому +201

    He ran everyone out of the studio when he recorded the last part of him crying and talking to his mom.

    • @seriresamira3364
      @seriresamira3364 3 роки тому +4

      Yeah was real

    • @dusk7498
      @dusk7498 3 роки тому +7

      @@seriresamira3364 NF always going to be real no matter what

  • @Saqua2289
    @Saqua2289 2 роки тому +17

    I was the unwanted foster kid. My mom abandoned us. This song tears me apart because I have lived it. Half and Jai are the parents I wished I'd had.

  • @spiritualgiant2571
    @spiritualgiant2571 3 роки тому +201

    Your wife has a beautiful heart.

  • @firemandadffd3217
    @firemandadffd3217 3 роки тому +586

    Ma'am you made me cry. That was the most honest and beautiful reaction I've ever seen. You have a new subscriber. That song touches me personally as well and I can't tell you how much I appreciate your honest reaction. Sir... you're a good man.. you care about your woman and I appreciate you.

  • @Sarge23
    @Sarge23 3 роки тому +26

    You know it was real when she went from vibing to stillness and paying full attention

  • @RC-ul2oe
    @RC-ul2oe 2 роки тому +2

    Homeboy loves his queen with all his heart relationship goals for real

  • @JMNihon
    @JMNihon 4 роки тому +399

    I knew Jai was going to have a difficult time getting through this. She is a great soul. Love to see Half take care of her and even wipe her tears away. You two are a wonderful couple. Peace and positivity to you both.

  • @bigken96
    @bigken96 4 роки тому +206

    One of the harder reactions to this song.

  • @Scorpiosting_1029
    @Scorpiosting_1029 3 роки тому +82

    I'm crying while seeing Jai cry. Hope she's doing alright. This song is the hardest hitting song for a reason from NF.

  • @gossimgirl
    @gossimgirl 3 роки тому +29

    the second she started crying I started crying and now it's a full ugly cry.

  • @Amberhx1
    @Amberhx1 4 роки тому +149

    Honey it's okay to cry. Everyone did and still does when they hear this.

  • @ericjemison4647
    @ericjemison4647 4 роки тому +316

    I’ve never seen anyone break down like that over this song, maybe a few tears but her reaction seemed genuine and I could see concern in your face when she started crying. Best reaction yet.

  • @DeepHouse29
    @DeepHouse29 3 роки тому +29

    God, how I would like to be loved as much as you love her ...

  • @jlawson7204
    @jlawson7204 2 місяці тому +1

    That was as real as it gets. My man is a true gentlemen for the immediate concern he showed for his lady.

  • @tinabagheri5158
    @tinabagheri5158 4 роки тому +167

    This is the first song I ever heard from NF. It was right after I lost my son to addiction in 2017. The line “I hate the way I remember you” is exactly how I feel. After dealing with my son’s addiction for six years, it is hard to remember the good times. Praying that in time, I will be able to remember his beautiful heart and smile. I do know that this song has also helped a lot of moms beat their addiction.

    • @HalfAndJai
      @HalfAndJai  4 роки тому +14

      Tina Bagheri We are so sorry to hear that about your son. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.

    • @tinabagheri5158
      @tinabagheri5158 4 роки тому +9

      Half And Jai thank you so much. I know my son is finally at peace, and I will see him again one day. Until then, my heart hurts. Music is my therapy.

    • @racellatiqulla
      @racellatiqulla 3 роки тому +3

      Sending love to you x

    • @O-T-7-BTS
      @O-T-7-BTS 3 роки тому +2

      Tina, I'm so very sorry for all the pain and loss you've had to go through. Much love, wish I could hug you.

    • @tinabagheri5158
      @tinabagheri5158 3 роки тому

      @@O-T-7-BTS thank you.

  • @princecardzsports5016
    @princecardzsports5016 4 роки тому +237

    Hope ur wife is ok she made me cry. Reminds me of my mom passing from cancer day before my birthday.

    • @multanocte6431
      @multanocte6431 4 роки тому +7

      So sorry to hear about your loss, Randy. XXXOOO

    • @thekidceltics9677
      @thekidceltics9677 4 роки тому

      🙏

    • @JTB128650
      @JTB128650 4 роки тому +2

      Same. I can’t believe it till this day. I tired talking, but she didn’t talk. 😔

    • @captainron1975
      @captainron1975 3 роки тому

      Sorry for your loss bro

    • @Z_LTries
      @Z_LTries 3 роки тому

      Same bro...

  • @melissamurray1948
    @melissamurray1948 3 роки тому +42

    I cried so hard, my mom was accidentally overdose from pills, she was 63, I was 36, took me 12 yrs to accepted her death, I was the one found her.....

    • @willasacco9898
      @willasacco9898 3 роки тому +5

      This song and her reaction would have choked me up anytime, but especially now. My wife passed away in July, after suffering for many years, physically and mentally. I have found that reactors have helped me greatly on working through the grief and depression.

    • @lakep7798
      @lakep7798 2 роки тому +2

      I’m so sorry, that’s horrible❤️

    • @user-zb8lq4zv9u
      @user-zb8lq4zv9u 2 роки тому

      🥀✌️

    • @ibpopn1653
      @ibpopn1653 2 роки тому

      Hope you’re doing good Mel.🤙

  • @katyswiftgagapinkari7897
    @katyswiftgagapinkari7897 2 роки тому +22

    A person from my class played this video in front of the class because it was a part of her presentation. And the whole class was emotional and tried to hold their tears back

  • @allencarter3498
    @allencarter3498 4 роки тому +69

    We all need to take a moment and pray for the ones in a struggle with addictions hopefully they find a way to work through it and get help

  • @krw73
    @krw73 4 роки тому +51

    He kicked everyone out of the studio and then broke down crying... That's the last part.

  • @misskristinyoo
    @misskristinyoo 3 роки тому +76

    I lost my mom to pills and when this song comes on I lose it. Seeing this reaction just killed me. But almost in a good way. Felt like I wasn’t a lone for some reason. Thanks for sharing these raw emotions with us.

  • @tristaramsey942
    @tristaramsey942 3 роки тому +84

    I've watched several of your reactions. This one caught you a subscriber. Her honest, raw, uncut reaction got me. She could hsve edited it out, could have pretended. Her realness, you showing her love... y'all got me.. best wishes.

  • @jaymilstriegler2510
    @jaymilstriegler2510 3 роки тому +11

    I was addicted to opiates; yet, I declared control over my after my daughter played me this song! Never again will I ever take these oral demons again. I spent almost a year away from my children in treatment. I missed them everyday with an ache I can’t describe but here we are now. I’m almost 4 years sober, in a home we own and a great job. Songs are sometimes the gateway to our soul. 🙏❤️

  • @senpai5028
    @senpai5028 3 роки тому +137

    I remember hearing this song for the first time when it came out and was paralyzed by the lyrics. Completely broke down after it finished.
    My mother is still alive, but her drug addiction pushed all of us away. Our family will never be the same.
    The cigarette line is the most relatable shit. That smell will always remind me of her.

    • @borsalinoversa689
      @borsalinoversa689 3 роки тому +1

      😞😞❤❤❤

    • @jasminbolin2282
      @jasminbolin2282 3 роки тому

      I can relate so much 😭.

    • @jcphan2191
      @jcphan2191 3 роки тому +4

      this is my daughter...I have her daughter,my grand daughter, living with me. At age 4 I had to rescue her from her mom because of the drugs, neglect, druggies sleeping over, very unsafe! Her son was taken by his father but he was killed in car accident right before Christmas 2020 at age 13...he was crying while he died in his other grandmother's arms crying, "I want my mommy." He never saw her for many years. I cry when I remember hearing that. He was crying for his mommy. After all the years of not seeing her. All the times she left him to do drugs. Now he is in heaven where he knows no sorrow. But I still cry for his loss of his mom. His not being allowed to see us or his half sister. His dad had custody but himself is an alcoholic. Drugs are so very evil. They destroyed my family. My daughter is still alive but she has overdosed many times. Thankfully, her daughter was with me and didn't see those times when the rescue squad resuscitated her mother. If I could I would destroy all the drugs that enslave people all over the world, especially in America. God is sad. He is also angry at the wasted destroyed sad lives because of selfish people who choose drugs over even their own little kids.

    • @ShadowsxEvil
      @ShadowsxEvil 2 роки тому +2

      The first time my mom ODed I was 14 while holding her hand. My dad had just left because she was spending everything on pills. I was homeless at 17 when she had to go to rehab. She ended up ODing for the last time about 6 years ago when she died. I'm 28 now and have a beautiful 5 month old son that she never will see.

    • @tootielynn986
      @tootielynn986 2 роки тому

      @@jcphan2191 it's a selfish disease, yes it's a choice at first and once it grabs a hold of you, it's hard to let it go. When someone starts using.. in the beginning you feel great, energetic and you can feel like you can accomplish anything. When you feel this way, you don't ever want to stop but it's a lie. Eventually, you'll need it all the time to just "function" and feel "normal". I was addicted and choose drugs over my son for many years. I lost everything. I bow have 4 years clean and take full responsibility of what I caused and did. I'm sorry to hear about your daughter and the pain that your granddaughter goes through. I hope she seeks help and one day be a part of the family again. God Bless.

  • @KaiLucasZachary
    @KaiLucasZachary 2 роки тому +2

    You’re such a good boy. Thank you for treating your lady that way.

  • @eliemarie6380
    @eliemarie6380 2 роки тому +11

    What a beautiful and authentic reaction. I'm over here sobbing and I've heard this song 8 million times. 😭😭

  • @shayden2kzz
    @shayden2kzz 4 роки тому +256

    After he recorded this song his producer asked if he was sure that he wanted to release it cuz it was so raw and vulnerable. He said why wouldn't I, it's part of my story. Some thonk this should be played in rehab centers for the perspective of familyvmekbers, especially kids who are affected by addiction by their parents. Glad you made it through, not every one can. But as you go through his journey you will understand where his pain is rooted from. He has a sing called Nate on the new album that is equally impactful in my opinion. To evoke true emotion is a art that not all artists can do. Thanks for your heart in this. Prayers for you both!

    • @Idkk_448
      @Idkk_448 4 роки тому +4

      Bruh where do u get this information

    • @joeshmoelb
      @joeshmoelb 3 роки тому +3

      Playing this in rehab is a terrible idea. One thing opiate addiction does is mute and numb emotions, showing someone in recovery an emotional video like this will 9/10 overwhelm someone in treatment. Thereby making them want to seek out more drugs to numb themselves as thats the 'easy' path and the body/mind will always seek out what has worked before regardless of our intentions.

  • @TheJstroud24
    @TheJstroud24 4 роки тому +30

    My grandpa raised me until 11 and passed away due to pain pills and alcohol. Mom died a few years later from the same thing so this song hits really hard for me.

  • @Posseem
    @Posseem 17 днів тому

    You can tell she was hearing everything that we who lost parents or parents left felt.

  • @JuanRodriguez-ce6ft
    @JuanRodriguez-ce6ft 3 роки тому +19

    This song literally tells my wife's story. She was raised by her grandma when she was a baby, her younger step brothers went to foster care. She got to witness her mom do pills, go to jail plenty of times. Her mom missed out on everything that had to do with her. A few years ago she passed away from pill overdose. This song tears her apart so much I feel her pain.

    • @ibpopn1653
      @ibpopn1653 2 роки тому +1

      Hope you and your wife are doing good brotha. 🤙

  • @mikosdanes
    @mikosdanes 4 роки тому +53

    You've probably lost your humanity if you don't cry watching this for the first time. Literally everyone cries. He's so good at painting a picture. You can just hear the true emotion in his voice

    • @vyctorearandall9022
      @vyctorearandall9022 4 роки тому

      i didn't but im just not good with emotion

    • @icanmakeeverythingilovedie9861
      @icanmakeeverythingilovedie9861 4 роки тому

      Lost your humanity? That's a stretch.
      People who go through seeing their parents/family addicted to anything can relate (be it pills, street drugs, or alcohol), but most become numb to it when they see it happen to others. It, in some sense, sits at a certain level of normal for them. This song definitely hits hard, but you haven't "lost your humanity" if you don't cry over it. You sound like a judgemental millennial who hasn't experienced anything this song speaks on.

    • @robertwilliams2309
      @robertwilliams2309 4 роки тому

      Guess my humanity is gone. I've accepted the fact that people pass away. I'm numb to it. You want to judge me? That's cool, because your type is why i don't feel bad. Garbage and judgemental people made me not be sympathetic. We will see what humanity is left if you judge me in person. Trust that.

    • @brandino5548
      @brandino5548 4 роки тому

      The first time I listened to this I was at work and started balling and a few customers asked if I was okay, then came home and listened to it again and it was just as bad as before, then I watched this and it was even worse, such a powerful song this is

    • @mr.cloudpuffs3769
      @mr.cloudpuffs3769 3 роки тому

      @@vyctorearandall9022 I'm not either, this is the first time I've cried in 4 years

  • @Killlerbee
    @Killlerbee 4 роки тому +79

    This is the most emotional song NF ever did and no apologies for crying. I cried just watching you. Thanks again for the insight and breakdowns. Always enjoy you heartfelt comments and hope to hear more.

  • @crikey6979
    @crikey6979 2 роки тому +1

    The healing of the world happens when we witness one another’s pain.

  • @user-xl9wr4jo2c
    @user-xl9wr4jo2c 3 роки тому +4

    I don’t know what made tear up more. Her reaction or him taking care of her like that. So much negativity in the world, touching seeing emotions and love like that.

  • @TheOnlyGhxst
    @TheOnlyGhxst 4 роки тому +114

    That was quite a reaction. I'm glad you guys didn't cut the emotional parts out... NF is really transparent with this song and puts his heart and soul out front in center, so it's cool that you guys showed the same transparency with the reaction, it's a great song, but definitely not something you can just listen to for fun.

  • @krystall1674
    @krystall1674 4 роки тому +14

    When he wiped her tears🥺😭

  • @kimberlyellis7347
    @kimberlyellis7347 3 роки тому +1

    Addiction is a horrible thing. Nobody sets out to be an addict and destroy their lives and relationships. People who reach for a pill or drink or sex are just trying to numb their inner pain! God bless you both! ❤️

  • @danikagopcevic-levesque925
    @danikagopcevic-levesque925 Рік тому

    If only more men would cherish their woman like this! Pure gentleman!

  • @georgejetson1379
    @georgejetson1379 4 роки тому +52

    sometimes you want to say 'Damn you NF and bless you NF' at the same time dude is amazing

  • @mannygonzalez2868
    @mannygonzalez2868 3 роки тому +10

    No rapper has ever put this much emotion into a song and shared with the world on such a deep level

  • @loyalcasanova6743
    @loyalcasanova6743 2 роки тому +4

    NF hits hard for those who understand and have gone through the pain.

  • @ryanstegall5155
    @ryanstegall5155 3 роки тому +10

    Nothing like a true reaction. Touched my heart. Love from Ga.

  • @codydoyle3623
    @codydoyle3623 4 роки тому +66

    Rarely a dry eye the first time anyone hears (feels) this song for the first time. Can’t wait for more on the NF journey

  • @erikanorman928
    @erikanorman928 4 роки тому +13

    8:50 is when I felt like your wife truly knows this pain. In one way or another. I felt truly connected to you guys. Thanks for this raw reaction. I feel less alone.

  • @dopedreamz
    @dopedreamz 3 місяці тому +1

    My dad always told me being a husband is stewardship, the care and responsibility for a woman who trusts and believes in you. And you’ll NEVER understand until you have a daughter. All the young men watching can learn a lot by watching how you care for your wife.

  • @gumz5661
    @gumz5661 2 роки тому

    The vulnerability he shows in this song.... Never stops impressing

  • @Purpleroses1974
    @Purpleroses1974 4 роки тому +49

    Anyone who has lost someone close feels this song on a whole different level. I cried with you. God bless.

  • @angiemyers9793
    @angiemyers9793 3 роки тому +55

    I'm glad I'm not the only one that gets emotional and cries, sometimes, when I hear music.

  • @joshshaw9443
    @joshshaw9443 3 роки тому +17

    My mom left me and my siblings when I was s young and they were younger. I am forty-one, I still hurt from it. If anyone feels like they are crazy because they still feel it, I just want you to know I still do too.

  • @FizzlePops
    @FizzlePops 2 роки тому +1

    This most real reaction I have ever seen. I am a mom and recovery’s addict. This touched my ❤️ you all real ppl I have ever seen. Thank you.

  • @ShikaApathetic
    @ShikaApathetic 4 роки тому +46

    When Jai started crying I started crying too. I felt you.

    • @debratate2927
      @debratate2927 3 роки тому +1

      I think this touched her personally in some way.

  • @Thirdeyedreamer
    @Thirdeyedreamer 4 роки тому +51

    I lost my mom 2 years ago, trust me most of us cried the first time and still do. That's why NF Is REAL music #LoveandLight

    • @HalfAndJai
      @HalfAndJai  4 роки тому +9

      Thirdeyedreamer So sorry to hear that! Our thoughts and prayers are with you.

  • @oliviaprewett6061
    @oliviaprewett6061 2 роки тому +3

    This song hit me harder than any other song ever has.
    In 2013 my nephews were 17 and 12. My sister lost her life to her pill addiction. She died on her oldest sons 17th birthday. For 5 years we did everything we could to try and help get my sister clean. But the pills won. I cry everyday.
    My sister beat cancer in 2008 at the age of 30. Only to get addicted to pills from all the surgeries she had that year. God had given her a second chance and the disease of addiction got her.

  • @melissavalderrama7355
    @melissavalderrama7355 3 роки тому

    Been there with my mom. Foster care and all. She passed from an overdose. I loved her anyway. No ones perfect. She left 11 of us in foster care. I was lucky enough to meet her. You never know someone else’s pain. Love you ma ❤️ I don’t judge.

  • @barelyshaman6298
    @barelyshaman6298 4 роки тому +9

    Jai, you a real one. As much as I hate seeing you cry, I love knowing you’re soul isn’t so bitter you can’t. Half, man. Taking care of her, wiping away those tears, that’s one of the pinnacles of being a man. You two are beautiful, keep up the great work!

  • @Livinvee
    @Livinvee 4 роки тому +25

    Felt this on a different level 🥺

  • @Kizzy1555
    @Kizzy1555 3 роки тому

    She's unbelievably empathetic. Bless her.

  • @macshatchetman13
    @macshatchetman13 2 роки тому +1

    I always cry when I hear this song but having Jai there feeling those emotions made it doubly emotional. Phew. Thank you.

  • @KillnMeSmallz
    @KillnMeSmallz 4 роки тому +43

    I knew she'd have a hard time with this song, I've been a fan for years and i still have trouble with it. They way you have her back during these hard song is everything. Love you guys!!

  • @mrrothskin6165
    @mrrothskin6165 4 роки тому +20

    You guys are so real..don’t ever stop.

  • @goatitisful
    @goatitisful Рік тому

    This man is sooo kind and caring towards his woman.... he is truly a stand up man. He has a lotta stuff figured out that I still don't. She is a lucky woman, he is a lucky man!

  • @NathanCline12-21
    @NathanCline12-21 3 роки тому +2

    This is the same response I still get every time I hear this song. That is how it should make you feel. That is what makes it so great.

  • @HalfAndJai
    @HalfAndJai  4 роки тому +30

    Wut it do wut it do wut it do Half and Jai squad❗️Thanks for the 3.8K subscribers, let’s get to 4K by the end of this month❗️If you’re new to the channel don’t forget to like comment and subscribe❗️See you guys next video❗️🤟🏾www.patreon.com/HalfandJai

    • @mickeyh4139
      @mickeyh4139 4 роки тому +3

      Half And Jai u hey guys keep up the good work much love Melbourne Australia

    • @davidgossett9388
      @davidgossett9388 4 роки тому +1

      Yea this is a sad song it's crazy cuz Ems mom was addicted to pills too and Em himself got addicted to them he talks about it on Cleanin out my Closet and a few other songs on Castle he's writing letters to his daughter Hailie and on Arose he's fighting for his life

    • @johnnada1917
      @johnnada1917 4 роки тому +3

      All i have to say is God bless you guys... I can see both of you are good souls, good honest people and above all REAL! Thanks for every reaction you guys put out! Stay safe and stay healthy!

    • @mystiquecritique5374
      @mystiquecritique5374 4 роки тому

      React to Venting by Stephano the real dawg

    • @mystiquecritique5374
      @mystiquecritique5374 4 роки тому

      React to freestyles 1-3 and Classic by Stephano the real dawg

  • @the_maverick1680
    @the_maverick1680 4 роки тому +13

    Damn. Y’all got me crying over here ☹️

  • @jennyjay7816
    @jennyjay7816 3 роки тому +5

    I feel bad when Jai gets emotional and cry’s, but it shows how deeply she cares about people. Also love that half is always comforting her instead of laughing at her emotions like some people do ☮️💜

  • @princekalal
    @princekalal 2 роки тому +1

    Thank you for sharing your vulnerability. This reminds me of my father's passing. He had stage 4 liver and colon cancer. He lived at home with my wife and I so that my brother could take care of him. He passed on my 10th wedding anniversary. We were just about to leave home when my brother shouted for me to help. He was on the floor, eyes staring up at the cieling, unresponsive. We spent what felt like an eternity giving CPR until the paramedics arrived. The sight of my mother coming in to meet the love of her life being intubated, and eventually being told there was nothing that could be done to save my father...I refuse to accept his death; I try to ignore it but. I don't know. I just can't

  • @zerocool3170
    @zerocool3170 4 роки тому +19

    I have heard this song hundreds of times I watched many other people react to it it never gets easier I'm a 39 year old man and I break down every time I just been through so much in my life. I appreciate you guys love how you keep it real thank you. 💯🔥🙏

    • @brentbare3698
      @brentbare3698 3 роки тому +2

      I'm also 39 & I've been thru some hard things in my life.

  • @Embur12
    @Embur12 4 роки тому +8

    A raw song that tugs at your heartstrings every time you watch it. NF is the definition of a great story teller!

  • @davidjunior5773
    @davidjunior5773 Рік тому +1

    That by far is the most beautiful reaction to such a sad song… that simply tells me that you are a good hearted person… my man you struck gold with your lady… god bless you both… this is what we need in today’s society… A HEART ❤️

  • @DallasSlicc
    @DallasSlicc Рік тому +1

    Her emotion is exactly what this song was meant to bring out. I came from y’all Hope video to go through y’all’s entire NF playlist. I’ve now subbed. 🖤🖤🖤

  • @xyira777
    @xyira777 4 роки тому +14

    This is the BEST reaction to anything, I love you baby girl 😘.

  • @timothywalker9459
    @timothywalker9459 4 роки тому +55

    Legit this song left me in tears for like an hour after listening to it

    • @mr.cloydwilson5586
      @mr.cloydwilson5586 4 роки тому +2

      The first time i listen to it i cried

    • @MrClo352
      @MrClo352 3 роки тому

      Me too.Its real and anyone who has someone they love or someone important in their life that is going through an addiction,will cry.Not everyone wins that battle

  • @SheanaOBrien1985
    @SheanaOBrien1985 2 роки тому +1

    Its really not fair how many of us relate to this, no matter the side you were/are on.

  • @ryanabate1981
    @ryanabate1981 2 роки тому +2

    There are 5 stages of Grief and you can see her go through all 5 as she listens to this song.

  • @andreagagne2377
    @andreagagne2377 4 роки тому +17

    I gotta be honest.....I've only heard this song once and I cried for 10 minutes after......seeing Jai crying in the thumbnail I had to share in her pain and sadness.....people should never cry alone.....this songs cuts into my soul.....play our Queen something happy Half....love you both so much .....go listen to Nowhere to Go by Snow.....you will smile the whole video

  • @dominique02henare48
    @dominique02henare48 4 роки тому +14

    Words I cannot find to describe..😭😭😭😭 Thank you NF for being the voice for many of us who have lost our mothers to drugs...love and miss you momma Rest in paradise 9/7/18...Drug overdose😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 love n light to Half n jai❤😭😭😭

  • @truckinleprechaunscottcask9747
    @truckinleprechaunscottcask9747 3 роки тому +6

    This is my first time hearing NF! For sure made me cry as well! I relate 100% only I was the one causing the pain. Thankfully I am 27 years sober of all drugs and 10 years sober of alcohol. To every survivor keep your head up, stay strong. To those that are dealing with the pain of ones that passed we are all here for you!
    Half and Jai may I request a song by Craig Morgan-Almost Home.?. Thank you for all you guys do your us!

  • @dopeimean5571
    @dopeimean5571 Рік тому +1

    Now that's a real man there everyone
    The way you help comfort her made my heart ache respect to you both.Soulmates are hard to find this is what true love looks like respect to you both x

  • @bgdaddy42069
    @bgdaddy42069 4 роки тому +20

    This song hit my hard when I first heard it I just like broke down and cried

  • @ozcapicu1092
    @ozcapicu1092 4 роки тому +15

    Rawest reaction ever, thanks for sharing this moment with us.

  • @rosemaryoutler2423
    @rosemaryoutler2423 2 роки тому

    I'm an old lady and this really hit home. It wasn't pills with my mother, it was alcohol. I was a foster from age one until I aged out. It was really hard to hear this. There were so many times when she was to visit. but never made it because drinking was more important. I remember, when she did come, it was always supervised. Yeah, and she did not come to my high school and college graduation. It still hurts and won't ever go away. I forgave her but will never forget. Love you guys....

  • @thekidd5949
    @thekidd5949 Рік тому

    Anyone who has experienced this feeling as a child understand this song. When me and my brothers first listened to this song we cried,because our mom is the same way. She isn’t dead but chose drugs over her kids. This song hits deep.

  • @jessi4384
    @jessi4384 4 роки тому +10

    When she started crying I was crying too like damn. This is the best reaction video I've seen.

  • @sherylh2570
    @sherylh2570 4 роки тому +12

    Sorry if you’re able to relate to this song. It is heart-breaking to listen to even without a loved one that’s an addict. My brother has been an addict since age 16 (he’s now 51) and we’ve all had to deal with his issues (which even include jail), but he’s married with a daughter now and doing well. Addiction is something that affects way more than just the addict!

  • @austinwinslow1973
    @austinwinslow1973 2 роки тому +5

    This song hits home. I’m 7 days sober from a pill addiction so ik what it could be like and how bad things can get. Thank you for reacting to this song and I hope you guys and everyone reading this can push on.

  • @kayleebowentaylorcaniffsbae
    @kayleebowentaylorcaniffsbae 2 роки тому +1

    I feel this song 100% my mom died when i was 11 from a drug overdose...i was a kid who she leaned on and i got taken from her. Then a few months later she got taken from me. This song explains exactly how i feel, but i could never find the words until now. Right down to the cigarette smell....