a self-identity crisis
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- Опубліковано 1 сер 2024
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audio / spoken word: Miles Carter
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I think I speak for everyone when I say: We missed you and welcome back.
There he goes, speaking straight facts as usual.
Totally
Seconded! This has made my day off 🥰
I didn’t miss him
When has LegalEagle ever lied to us
COMEBACK QUEEN 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
we STAN the supportive energy 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
Yayy!!!!❤️
I was just watching your videos haha...i'm 100% in love with you
Long live the Queen!
and COMEOUT QUEEN :D
"and I now have a girlfriend"
my applauses heard the whole neighbourhood
I cannot tell you how happy I was to see this on my subscription feed -- and how excited I am for your content this year -- and how well articulated this video is 💫
Ruby! Ilysm! ❤️
Me too!!!
why do I imagine you waking up in the middle of the night and going "omg im like actually like properly gay"
HAHAHAHAHA
@@EveCornwellChannel enjoy ur new and introspected life
* making subscriber noise *
That is no joke what happened to me, I was in the bath and I just went huh I like women, cool, let's deal with that later. And then I didn't do anything about it for like 6 years lol
This was basically me. I had a... dream about a girl and woke up like “that makes a lot of sense” 😂. Tho the giveaway should have been when I told a girl “if I was a lesbian I would” In response to being asked if I would date this girl (who I defo had a crush on) in year 9. It took till like the middle of lockdown about 2/3 years later to be like “yeah I’m gay”
@@rachelorr4426 Fucking, me 😂
hey bestie great vid and thanks for keeping an eye out for Selener xx
wowza
We worship mikes mic in this household 😌
Mr Michael’s Microphone
bestie vibes only
This is a Mic Wazowski stan account
I guess my gaydar wasn’t broken after all
HAHAHAHA FAX
Same thoughts!
no but actually i couldnt put my finger on why exactly i was so invested in eve's videos but this explains it allll
Ahahaha samee
I’m laughing because I watch her off and on when she ends up in my recommended and had no idea she WASN’T gay until this video.
(I’m subscribing now, please don’t yell at me)
It's good to have you back 💜
why are you here?
Girl go back to demonetizing people 🙄
Yup sis you aren’t invited to this party
POV you’re here from eves story
Why? I have never seen y'all comment on any other video, why this one? (I don't mean that in a mean way, I'm genuinely confused)
“actually i do know, better than the uk”
laughs in american
Laughs in Floridian
*Cries in french*
Nods in kiwi
coughs in british
Shouts in Brazilian
My new life motto: “ you’re already better for wanting to be better”
The audio is from Miles Carter, he has a channel as well, I LOVE his videos
the lie i tell myself day after day
I heard that and I almost started to cry. (having a rough day)
@@julieannelovesbooks aw hope u feel better soon. These kinda days suck. Sending you big hugs and positivity and know you’re not alone xxx🥰
@@aaliyahpatel2819 aawhhh thankyou ❤️ just the covid blues and being stuck inside with my family for the past year.
"I have known...for a very long time....that I am not straight...." haven't we all luv xxxxx
omg you’re gonna be that stereotypical gay rich aunty lawyer now!
That's me in the future ngl
HAHAHAHA
@@lesbiangoddess290 manifesting!
“see you all very very soon”
i really missed hearing that.
as someone who also came in terms with their sexuality during this lockdown : i felt this video
That everybody right now. They are finding themselves this whole time with this pandemic.
sameee
tbh I'm still coming to terms with it ahaha, figuring out you're not fully straight is kind of a scary thought to me tbh, as women are INTIMIDATING
Started quarantine a bi cis woman in a LTR with a man, ended it as a single nonbinary lesbian 😅
Me lmao
not me crying when she started to talk about her sexuality. Felt that.
KEEPING AN EYE OUT FOR SELENUR i can’t. welcome back queen
Save the QUEEN.
she's GLOWING this brunette hair, this look, everything is CHEF KISS
@@madeleine1536 the dimuntive of Brun/ brunette can actually vary from light brown, brown, dark hair...
pale ppl with dark eyes and dark hair 😙👌
You literally just put into words EXACTLY how I felt when I knew I wasn’t straight... I wish I had seen this video at the time... I think it will help a lot of people also questioning. Thank you for putting it into words.
Definitely agree
Oh yes. This is hitting directly in the feels and actually explains why I distance myself from the relationship aspect of life. I low-key love it but also hate the fact that she reminded me of it :D
7:25 "you weren't expecting this video to turn into that direction, did you?"
idk i saw the thumbnail and i kinda felt it
As a closeted bisexual I cannot tell you how much this video put a smile on my face - it’s honestly made me so happy that somebody who I’ve watched for years is a little bit like me
SHE IS BACK LADIES AND GENTLEMEN
& non-binary people :)
@@magicalgibus3006 you're gross
EVE HAS A GIRLFRIEND im so proud of u x
"Maybe you weren't expecting the video to go in that direction" gurl there's a rainbow in the thumbnail =((
Congrats btw!!! And welcome back!
So what I'm getting from this comments sections is that nobody's countries have handled covid all that well
Its a mess
Mine did! (New Zealand)
True Czechia was worse than UK I think...I mean 70% of my class were infected😅
@@kylierae3156 im literally so jealous
YES YES YES she comes back stronger than a 90s trend
and now she has her own 'love story' as well!
Hey there swiftie!!
3:50 “I don’t think I ever slept, I was always just like keeping an eye out for Selenerrr” EVEEEE HAHAHAHAHAHAH
This made me cackle 😂😂
That Nikki reference goes hard ngl
can someone explain who Selener is?
@@Carla_1234 i think it is the moon
eve comes back stronger than a 90s trend
"Busy is just personal prioritization of time" is the most relatable thing I read in a while. Missed you 💖
“It was dealt better than the UK”
*laughs in American*
Laufhes harder in Slovakian (we still don't have a plan and things literally change from one day to another then back)
@@aronbartal Laughs even harder in latinamerican (help, I want to get out of here)
laughs in indian
Laughs in Lebanese.
*laughs in Czech*
"I bet you didn't see this coming" Actually Eve I was expecting this conversation when I opened this video lmao. Welcome back queen!
my gaydar: IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ONE..TURN IT UP!!
I loved the sparkle in your eyes when you mentioned your girlfriend, she must really be something special
she’s posted her on twitter and insta before 😌😌
i suspected you werent straight when you posted a pic on a date covering a street sign so it spelt your name. could easily be wrong but for some reason i was like she cant be on a date with a man lmao
How does that make any sense?
@@chillstudy8223 it's not that deep it was literally just something that made sense to me.
Omg I know exactly what you’re referencing and I felt the same way 💀
@@kaiafie if u say so but I never said it was deep. Dang take ur own advice ei literally asked a question and ur getting triggered. U must be fun at parties.
no same I know exactly what you mean
“Catch up with mates an recharge” is a hilarious statement to an introvert
You my dear gal are influencing an entire generation of law students, myself included! You’re showing us that law is no longer this mundane boring stiff upper lip job and I OWE YOU EVERYTHING FOR IT💕❤️
"Keeping an eye out for Selener" - SAME
WE HAVE BEEN BLESSED
IS THE COW ALSO HAPPY THAT EVE IS BACK?? Will she make an appearance now??? 😂
Will the cow ever be sated
I love it when my fav's interact with each other
“It was dealt better than the UK”
Me: *living in the US* 👁👃👁
@Ane Calvo thank you so much! I hope you and your family are well, too!
ENTP... the stereotype is that they love to debate... you're a lawyer... sounds about right :) You're so beautiful btw !
Didn’t realise how much I needed someone to articulate what it has been like to be an extrovert in lockdown, thank you for putting my experience into words
ANYBODY REMEMBERED WHEN SHE POSTED SOME PICS WITH "dO yOu LiStEn To GiRl In ReD" on Twitter that was goalssss
“actually i do know, better than the uk”
cries in Brazilian
"actually i do know, better than the uk"
ma'am i'm brazilian........
It was kinda hard to hear the part about feeling lost when not having a purpose and therefore not really feeling like getting out of bed. I've been struggling with that for a couple of years now, I've started therapy, didn't really stick with it. The pandemic forced me to live permanently in my own self-inflicted isolated reality in a much more restrictive, anxiety-ridden way. So I'm taking everything more seriously now and I can only hope that the effort will lead somewhere different. I'm sure it's better than doing nothing about it.
That definitely sounds like a good idea and perhaps the only way to get through lethargic moods! I hope you feel better :) But don't be hard on yourself if you don't, it's not your or anyone's fault ❤️
@@GallifreyanCat thank you xx
I hope you’re doing well. I was in a similar place for most of quarantine and before as I lived alone for 3 years. I found being creative was really helpful for me. I picked up painting and gentle exercise. It was really fulfilling to get up, exercise, shower, and then create until dinner. It was great and I’m not even a “good” artist. That helped me gain confidence and start doing other activities. I hope you’re able to find a flow that helps you ❤️
maybe also invest time into finding a therapist that really works for you. it really makes a difference for me
It's embarrassing how many times I have checked for missed uploads. It's good to see you lovey! ❤️
Same
as someone who came to terms with my sexuality during lockdown, this spoke to me so much ❤️ bloody excited that you're back, eve!!
YAY happy for u
“Keeping an eye out for Selener” I died
This video is literally like having my internal monologue played back to me, is scarily similar
When you said you weren't going to stop yourself any longer from being happy I almost cried 💞
I was blond naturally my whole life, and I dyed it brown a month ago and I feel so much more powerful. It's wonderful.
I’m a gay law student. I loved you and your content even before this video. I’m so happy for you, you’re such an inspiration to me ❤️
I recently came out as asexual and aromantic, so this made me feel really impowered xx much love to you eve ❤️❤️
Same!
@@MG-gu7fu oh wow! Small world!
“Actually i do know, better than the uk”
Me: *laughs in México*
Me: Laughs in Peru
Me: *Scream in Brazil*
@@dianamontesdeoca1837 laughs in Peru indeed, this shit is never ending here
Colombia jajaja
cries in United States
"I don't know how the pandemic was dealt with where you live...actually I do know, it was dealt with better than the UK."
I don't think so.
Sincerely,
An American
Policies and government can only do so much. The reason why the US and UK suffered so many deaths compared to the rest of the world is that we have very high rates of obesity and comorbidity. There's no short term cure for those problems. The high death rates were inevitable for us
@@ohwellwhateverr no it's the fact that the government did not prepare for the pandemic at all, the US were in complete denial of this and blamed everyone but their incompetence for the increased cases.
Hi Eve, I'm super glad you're back! I really needed this video. I've always been called the straightest person ever, and I never really questioned it because that was the "running gag" in my friend group. But I've also felt very strongly for other girls at times, whether they're celebrities, fictional characters, or friends/IRL people. I shrugged it off as me having strong platonic bonds or needing external validation/attachment, or even living vicariously through someone (if they were famous or fictional). It wasn't until I met a girl in my fiction class that I felt (what I think was) romantic feelings for another girl. They were lesbian, and talked to me about their experiences dating other girls. After months of talking to them, I seriously considered asking them out. But I kept telling myself that I was straight and it wouldn't be right to "queerbait" just because I'm bi-curious. During the pandemic, I've come to really question my sexuality, and I'm beginning to feel more open to expressing attraction to other women. However, I fear that this might all be a phase because I don't really feel the same things I do when I find men attractive. I don't like anyone romantically at the moment, but I'm so worried I'm going to lead someone on when I do because I'm not sure of myself.
Hey I feel similar, I feel something different towards girls than to boys and I don't understand what the feeling is. Hope we both work it out ❤️
For every girl who's in doubt about not being straight, do you feel nervous when you girl friend plays with your hair? Well...
bold of you to assume that girls are playing with my hair
@@juliadiers1927 lol
“Actually I do know, better than the UK”
we failed to convict our white supremacist president two times in one year, we cannot even handle making dinner let alone the pandemic
Who is the white supremacist president?
@@supermannnblablabla donald trump
@@fahmida5628 Oh i thought they were talking about a UK prime minister
@@supermannnblablabla i see what you mean dw it could kind of confuse you bc at first i wass too but the person said president so i clocked on they were american bc we dont have a president
Because there was no logical basis on which to convict him? Isn't this the same "white supremacist" president who oversaw unemployment rates among POC reach a historic low, who brokered peace deals between Israel and Palestine, whose criminal justice reform included the First Step Act (under which, 3000 inmates, 91% of them black, had their sentences reduced or quashed altogether), and who rightly condemned the destruction of black-owned businesses and homes during the BLM riots.
Meanwhile Biden gaslights black voters into voting for him lest they be "not really black", pushes critical race theory (a neo-racist ideology) into universities, schools and corporations, supports segregation ("white spaces" and "BIPOC spaces"), while Harris has actively contributed to mass incarceration and the harsh and heavy-handed treatment of black prison inmates in particular.
I wouldn't trust YOU to handle making dinner when you're so blind to the full picture.
You’ve just articulated EXACTLY how I’ve felt this past year. So glad you’re back and lovely to hear you’ve found yourself and love 💕
everything about you is literally so CHARMING you’re so CHARMING
You are back with a bang, and you are more strong and powerful after the discoveries that you made about yourself and I'm happy that you are happy and I'm glad that you are back.
I’m an enfp, and I’d argue this lockdown is least suited to my personality type🥲🥲🥲
enfp here, i agree🥲
Infp here,I love the break (not the harm done tho)
i was watching a story from your instagram last week and i was thinking “when is she coming back😭😭” cause you are one of my faves
Ohhhh i am sooo happy that you are back and that you are happier with yourself
I literally just had waves of impostor syndrome 5 hours ago. EVE ARE YOU MY FBI AGENT?? HI, HOW THE HELL ARE YA??!
11 minutes of you just chatting with us is really what i needed tysm
I'm so happy that I watched this video. I'm literally about to cry. Everything you just described is exactly how I feel and have been feeling for this entire year of the Covid era. I honestly thought I was the only one that felt like this. I am so happy you spoke on how you were feeling. That is so brave.
honestly, thank you, i’ve just come out to my friends and i’m finding a severe lack of modern-cool-relatable gay women representation
The dark hair and eyebrows is sooooo beautiful on you, i love it. We had a very similar 2020 in terms of mood, I’m still in the middle of it as well
She has a girlfriend? This channel is a gift 😭
r u a girl or boy? just out of curiosity cuz your name is dean
@@harleyquiinnnn Dean is a guys name
i had been questioning my own sexuality from mid 2018 to 2020. And i have a close relationship with God. I’m Jewish. That heavily effected accepting myself because i just denied it for two years because the world had told me God does not except LGBTQ+ members. I felt so frustrated and disgusted in my own self that I refused i refused to acknowledge my sexuality in words. I would not let my mind even form the words “bisexual.” Before 2020 i hadn’t heard of bisexuality which made it even more difficult to label myself. But when i did and when i finally admitted to myself and God that that was what i was i felt so much better. I knew i was loved, i go to an art school and have HELLA LGBTQ+ friends so i didn’t really worry about what anyone would think. My family has always been accepting of that community yet it took from March when i came out to myself to January maybe when i finally came out to my mom then sister. My dad doesn’t know yet. I don’t care to tell him cause i know he wouldn’t care it’d just be an awkward conversation. Anyway i’m glad for quarantine because it forced me to take a long hard look at myself and finally admit what i’d been struggling with for a while.
1:49 light colors and round shapes are perceived by the eyes as soft, nurturing, calm, etc., while dark colors and straight shapes are perceived as strong, professional, serious, etc. That being said, any major change in our appearance makes us more attentive to our sense of self; then, it feels like we're constantly donning something really striking - to ourselves, it comparatively is - and noticing we're still seizing the day while feeling so different makes us feel more powerful for merely existing.
as an anxious queer extrovert it's really calming to see some of the feelings I've been dealing with explained clearly 😭 really proud of you for embracing yourself!!!
Don't mind me watching the whole adverts jus cos our queen deserves it x
OKAY BUT YOU JUST KINDA GLAZED OVER THE FACT YOU HAVE A GF! CONGRATS :D
I'm so glad you're back- I've been following your journey for a little while now and seeing your instagram story that you'd posted a video.. I'd never rushed so fast.
Thank you for being true to yourself :)
I always return back to your channel because I feel a deep connection to the way you present your content and articulate sentiments, especially when it comes to work and now with you expressing your acceptance of your sexuality in this video. I think this ties back to people saying how the pandemic has given the room for people to not think about gender performance and led them to learn about and accept themselves. It’s great to hear that you and many other people (including myself) have been able to do that! I wish you the best, and I’m looking forward to your next video :)
How does any human go through life and not have a self identity crisis its almost like a right of passage that no one wants to endure but we end up better for it (most of the time or at least we hope so)
Eve, you've always inspired me. I'm so happy you're okay, and we love you
It's nice to know I haven't been the only one getting depressed and questioning my sexuality last year. What a comeback
missed you eve! happy for you that you’re learning about yourself and accepting who you are
"keeping an eye out for selenur" nosebleedfitz entered the chat
Eve, I cannot express how proud I am of you. You are such a huge inspiration and I have been here for a long time and I’M SO HAPPY YOU ARE BACK AHH. Can’t wait to see what’s to come 🥰
Honestly, it also took me a pandemic to finally realise that i'm queer- I was just stuck at home to the point where I ran out of things to think about and here we are
As Dr.Jean Milburn (Se* Education, Netflix) said : " Se* doesn't make us whole, and so, how could you ever be broken?"
The part about extroverts really hit hard, I've been feeling a lot of similar things and it feels like it surgically removed my motivation and my happiness
"I cannot stop myself any longer from being happy" omg this is this video i needed. Glad to see you back :)
So glad you’re back and congrats girlie!! 🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈
Eve! I’m so glad you’re back, I was just thinking about you!
Lots of love hun,you’re glowing 💚
I was literally just telling my friends about your videos the other day and how I want you to make content again. Welcome back!
you honestly couldn't have described it better, feels the same as my awakening. Proud of you eve!!
Been through the exact same process during all this world-collapse. It felt awesome to see someone like me. I feel blessed to stop thinking 'something's broken w me' .. Thanks and take care xx
“it was dealt with better than the u.k.” americans: 👁👄👁
Pffffft. Ain't that accurate
You are an incredible human, Eve Cornwell.
Keep doing what you do, can't wait to see more of your journey.
From a fellow trainee solicitor! ❤️
Wow, thank god you’re back! Someone who has the ability to verbally speak the thoughts that have been twirling around in my head for the last year!
I subscribed like 30 seconds into this video bc the editing was impeccable. Haven’t even watched the full thing yet and can already tell you’re a genuine and kindhearted person 💗
I'm obsessed with the direction this video took :) Welcome back Eve!
I had a very similar reaction to the lockdown, had to finally face and accept myself - and weirdly I'm much better for it 😀😀😀
Very honest, straight forward video. Thank you for sharing this with us all. It takes bravery to be open & forthright with who you really are.
i missed your videos sm! this couldn’t have come at a better time either. i’ve been struggling so much with self identity later and seeing someone else struggle the same way makes me feel so much less alone