The Greatest Thing I've Ever Seen

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  • Опубліковано 21 лис 2024

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  • @StarfieldDisarray
    @StarfieldDisarray 2 місяці тому +697

    holy shit, i don't mean to scare you but there's a skeleton behind you

    • @clarie-yu6tz
      @clarie-yu6tz 2 місяці тому +27

      thats her old "obligatory 2017 youtuber mascot" i believe

    • @stevemcquark
      @stevemcquark 2 місяці тому +15

      @@clarie-yu6tz also ex lover from the necromantik video

    • @Asparagoose
      @Asparagoose 2 місяці тому +29

      @@clarie-yu6tz his NAME is REMINGTON!!

    • @freelancescientists
      @freelancescientists 2 місяці тому +42

      I don't mean to scare you but there's a skeleton INSIDE you

    • @joeyj6808
      @joeyj6808 2 місяці тому +7

      @StarfieldDisarray...I have bad news for you. There's one lurking *INSIDE* you right *NOW*

  • @robertcharlottemaxwell
    @robertcharlottemaxwell 2 місяці тому +255

    "Luckily, there's a May". So true. So, so true. Off to find this gem imminently. Thanks comrade.

    • @naranara1690
      @naranara1690 2 місяці тому +2

      Lucky there's a Family Guy

    • @PTFVBVB
      @PTFVBVB 2 місяці тому +2

      Genuinely would have been shit outta luck without May on this one

  • @blackcrowrain
    @blackcrowrain 2 місяці тому +60

    Hrm, a man with dead parents who runs around solving his problems with a baseball bat. A "bat-man" if you will.

  • @kathleenseroy5310
    @kathleenseroy5310 2 місяці тому +139

    I'm twice your freaking age. I can't believe the emotions that get stirred up when I listen to May talk about what she loves/hates/regrets/embraces.
    Great job, this is why art exists!

  • @HellGirlWalking
    @HellGirlWalking 2 місяці тому +89

    im so happy these films are getting the recognition they deserve. theyre some of the best things ever and probably the magnum opus of both shiraishi and the found footage genre. i hope it was my comment on the first iceberg vid that got you to watch them and i really hope this video gets more people to watch them. the seventh entry (Final Chapter!) is by far my favorite and I love how it gives Shiraishi a chance to shine as an actor. its also worth noting that a bunch of Shiraishi's other films might be a part of the same multiverse as this series, since the cameraman character from this shows up in A Record of Sweet Murder and Kudo shows up in a bunch of stuff (theres other connections but that's just off the top of my head). also the worms in noroi might be connected to the worms in this, but maybe shiraishi just likes worms.

  • @maggieburton5020
    @maggieburton5020 2 місяці тому +53

    The stylistic CGI was one of my favorite parts of Occult. It made me laugh so hard when people criticized it for being "unrealistic" like I'm sorry, how would you personally depict a nightmarish realm of flesh-eating worms and jellyfish creatures. How can you make that realistic. What is the source material for Worm Hell. No fun allowed I guess

    • @Superabound2
      @Superabound2 2 місяці тому +1

      I mean, worms and jellyfish literally exist in real life. We know what they look like

    • @gamefaqsasciiart
      @gamefaqsasciiart Місяць тому +10

      Every day of the week I'll take Shiraishi's crude, cheap, but nonetheless extremely easy to parse CG over million dollar Hollywood slop that is both generic and indecipherable and also killed like 1000 VFX artists in its creation.

    • @nerveagent1905
      @nerveagent1905 21 день тому

      I've been to worm hell and it looks Connecticut

  • @usernamemixtape
    @usernamemixtape 2 місяці тому +29

    I watched the whole series earlier this year and without exaggeration it changed my life for the better. It inspired me to get back into art after my career was derailed by the pandemic.

  • @KaraokeWithoutBorders-lh9xh
    @KaraokeWithoutBorders-lh9xh 2 місяці тому +21

    I am so, so happy for the Twin Peaks season 3 episode 8 shout-out. I often tell people that my favorite film isn't a film, it's that particular episode of Twin Peaks, particularly for how it ties the series together while still being an incredibly surreal Eraserhead-style art piece all its own. The visuals are unforgettable, but it also feels like Lynch really bringing together his affinity for the weird and his storytelling prowess. It's definitely a career summarized in the length of a single episode, and to me it felt like Lynch's entire career had led up to that episode and the finale.

    • @lukaszzylik4437
      @lukaszzylik4437 2 місяці тому +1

      Another great reminder to get my lazy ass to watch Twin Peaks.
      And this is coming from someone with a Mulholland Dr. tattoo.

    • @Superabound2
      @Superabound2 2 місяці тому

      Not only is that episode one of the greatest works of art ever created, i think that David Lynch is able to tap into the underlying truth of reality and that that episode might not be that far off from what actually happened

  • @kkuudandere
    @kkuudandere 2 місяці тому +25

    the worm monster fighting the giant humanoid by simply choosing to spit out MORE bunches of worms may have convinced me

    • @coyoteartist
      @coyoteartist 2 місяці тому +1

      Never under estimate the worm.

  • @pedanthicc
    @pedanthicc 2 місяці тому +55

    "but, luckily, there's a May" absolutely -- pausing to go watch the movie!

  • @panickedlizard9829
    @panickedlizard9829 2 місяці тому +32

    Sold. Pausing this to go watch. Will continue this later. Thank you for vital information 👍👍👍👍

  • @junoeclipse7715
    @junoeclipse7715 2 місяці тому +41

    holy shit skeleton guy's triumphant return! I wonder if he knows that May filmed him naked tho : /

  • @MG-hz7wi
    @MG-hz7wi Місяць тому +1

    Your enthusiasm is infectious! I'm going to check this out immediately!

  • @IanShirley
    @IanShirley Місяць тому +3

    So glad I paused this a couple minutes in before you described the episode and went and watched all 10 episodes. I disagree with skipping ahead to episode 6. The build-up is so important the whole show

    • @Higgserted
      @Higgserted 6 днів тому

      trueeee also the shorts make the build up even better, the anna ishibashi short might be some of the scariest short horror I've seen

  • @GlitterMarcy
    @GlitterMarcy 2 місяці тому +16

    I LOVE the Senritsu series! It is so good to see people finding it and enjoying it. I wish I could give the director/writer much money so I can get the blu ray set of Senritsu. It is so wacky but there were moment that made me jump or freaked me out (the first one with the slit mouth lady...that end bit, shivers down my spine!) I watched them in order as there is an over arching story, but wow I wish I could watch them again. Kudo is a great character, that man punches first asks questions later. You can tell these films are made with such love and passion. I found out about them through Trevor Henderson, and I hope more people watch it thanks to you Nyx. It's so good.

    • @gamefaqsasciiart
      @gamefaqsasciiart Місяць тому

      There aren't many ways to support him outside of Japan, but there are some! A Record of Sweet Murder, Carved, and Sadako vs Kayako have had localized dvds, and Noroi and Cult can be streamed.

  • @Nobody-hr4gt
    @Nobody-hr4gt 2 місяці тому +4

    oh yeah ive been getting into like random horror videos on the internet and i feel this so much you really can make anything you want and theres an audience

  • @VoteOmnivore
    @VoteOmnivore 2 місяці тому +40

    I'm so glad you're bringing attention to Koji Shiriaishi's work! Truly nobody does it like him!

    • @daniellewillis2767
      @daniellewillis2767 2 місяці тому +3

      Mr Hori is my favourite J-horror character.

    • @FTZPLTC
      @FTZPLTC 2 місяці тому

      Sitting here wondering which ridiculously great Shiriashi movie this video is about =)

  • @ShwintyKat
    @ShwintyKat 2 місяці тому +3

    THANK YOU! I love this series so much, you might even think about looking into Fake Documentary Q !! It's available on youtube and ongoing

  • @baubleBeee
    @baubleBeee 2 місяці тому +8

    YES I took a Japanese Cinema course in college and we covered Occult as one of our films! It was one of my favorites, and when I had the opportunity to cover any japanese film i wanted I chose to watch another one of his films, A Record of Sweet Murder. Just outstanding films, it's rare to find art that sticks with you for so long after seeing it.

  • @LoganHollowC
    @LoganHollowC Місяць тому +2

    Stopped the video and watched the entire series and I’m so glad I did holy shit. What a trip! I can’t believe ep 10 ended like that LMAO

  • @bemysty
    @bemysty 2 місяці тому +22

    I knew off the thumbnail this would be Kouji Shiraishi lmao That guy is so fucking singular.

  • @Alsyoutubeaccount
    @Alsyoutubeaccount Місяць тому +1

    I just got back from the theatre and girl you HAVE to see The Substance (if you haven’t already) I think you’ll find it the best horror movie of this year. It’s so so good. I think you’d have fun talking about it in a video too :)

  • @allmydads
    @allmydads 2 місяці тому +12

    Koji Shiraishi's found footage work is incredible. just some of the funniest/weirdest/scariest stuff out there

  • @coyoteartist
    @coyoteartist 2 місяці тому +3

    So Sugisawa Village had a sign warning you not to go further as there's no guarantee of your life if you do. It's abandoned and you could lose your mind there. Inkuki village has a sign saying the laws of Japan don't apply here. There seem to be two stories, one you go there, you die because the residents will kill you. Two you get a call that curses you, you get transported there, lose control of body and mind and die. This makes me think more of the first story.

  • @tazandalsoalastname
    @tazandalsoalastname 2 місяці тому +27

    OMFG I'm literally watching "we're all going to the world's" fair right now for the first time and I JUST saw you in it, only to come here immediately and find a new video, double awesome 😁

    • @Dman333WS
      @Dman333WS 2 місяці тому +3

      Great movie topped with a sprinkle of May. Hell of a jump scare LOL

    • @tazandalsoalastname
      @tazandalsoalastname 2 місяці тому +1

      @@Dman333WS I wanted to watch "I saw the TV glow" and saw this one came first so I checked it out...its right at the end now and I'm feeling so many feelings 😭

  • @mallshoggoth
    @mallshoggoth Місяць тому +1

    I started this video, paused it, went to watch the entire series, and now I'm back. Thank you so much for that experience.

  • @GonzoAppreciator
    @GonzoAppreciator Місяць тому +1

    Yesssss, so glad to see someone else show some love to the Senritsu Kaiki File movies. They're absolutely incredible.

  • @BugsyMcOvaltine
    @BugsyMcOvaltine 2 місяці тому +12

    Hi. I wanna let you know that you are really appreciated. I look forward to all of your uploads. You have a goofy charisma and youre funny :)

  • @woodsro
    @woodsro 2 місяці тому +3

    I'm friends with some big Koji Shiraishi fans and I'm pretty sure I've watched this last year in some way shape or form.. Maybe I didn't see all of it but certainly some of it. And Koji uses those characters in a whole bunch of movies and shows too, and there's a lot of his early work that ties in to stuff that happens as well. it's like it's own little Marvel universe of Japanese ghosts. I might be getting this confused with Welcome to the Occult Forest, which I think was also a series but maybe re-edited into a movie? So confusing. But after watching a whole bunch of his films and tv shows I do see a lot of patterns and his particular style come through.

  • @jeniphirtaylor-mcintire81
    @jeniphirtaylor-mcintire81 2 місяці тому +1

    I love yr enthusiasm! Glad the algorithm put this video in front of me.

  • @dusk.
    @dusk. Місяць тому

    so glad you are bringing more exposure to this gem! i love this series to death

  • @hover2go
    @hover2go 2 місяці тому +5

    Oh wow. I had half watched the first episode a year ago and failed to find it again a week ago. Thank you.

  • @madtheorist1856
    @madtheorist1856 Місяць тому

    On May's recommendation I gave this a try and holy shit I loved it. Thank you May for the Nyx Fears Seal of Quality

  • @MitskiExceptItsMiku
    @MitskiExceptItsMiku 2 місяці тому +5

    ANOTHER NYX FEARS BANGER!!!!!!!

  • @roberthernandez5802
    @roberthernandez5802 2 місяці тому

    I could cry that your having this reaction, movies with what i would call dream logic are so underappreciated! These are the storys i want to tell. I could go on but i would turn this into a novel, i liked and subbed. Thank you for making this video!

  • @Steven_Splorch
    @Steven_Splorch 2 місяці тому +5

    Huh. The few seconds of footage May posted at the beginning immediately made me think: That reminds me of the movies that the director of Noroi did before he made Noroi. And it turns out I was right! He's an odd duck (in a good way), and his movies have a very recognizable vibe.

    • @RedSpade37
      @RedSpade37 2 місяці тому +2

      This certainly helps me understand the endings of a few of his films, for sure.

  • @GODhandCooper
    @GODhandCooper Місяць тому

    Your final assessment about art reminds me of how great it felt to watch The Curse.
    Im hoping I can bring some of this to the world in my own flavor someday, we'll see

  • @TheLeftistOwl
    @TheLeftistOwl Місяць тому

    I watched the 2023 film Senritsu Kaiki World and was FLOORED. I then watched the one you touch on in the video and absolutely loved it. Such a crazy series.

  • @PeacockandPuppets
    @PeacockandPuppets 2 місяці тому +1

    I have been looking forever for this! I came across this on UA-cam and couldn't find it again! Thank god (May)

  • @lelfah
    @lelfah 2 місяці тому +1

    Some utter legend has made a youtube playlist, racing home to start watching, thanks May 😊

  • @HacksawJenny
    @HacksawJenny 2 місяці тому +2

    The Senritsu movies are my absolute favourite horror franchise. You're all in for such a treat!

  • @CrispyFiddlers
    @CrispyFiddlers 2 місяці тому +4

    Always a good day when Nyx posts

  • @meltyvixen
    @meltyvixen Місяць тому

    You had me at Fox Mulder + Zak Baggins, so glad this is on youtube too. Theres a shorter form mockumentary series called "fake documentary q" on here too, i thought that one was wild, but this series takes the cake 😂

  • @seinfeld_666
    @seinfeld_666 Місяць тому

    Just finished this series, and yes. You are right. Thank you. Thank you for this. Was completely unprepared for episode 6 and 7.

  • @kayplease210
    @kayplease210 2 місяці тому +1

    i swear to god i knew about these but totally forgot to write down the names and never could find them ever again thank you with my whole heart

  • @RooSingleton
    @RooSingleton 2 місяці тому +3

    gasoline is so good omg i always listen to the whole outro lol

  • @rudebega1494
    @rudebega1494 2 місяці тому

    May!! I remember not too long ago the comments were begging you to watch Noroi and now here you are casually pointing me to a Shiraishi Koji series I haven’t been able to find to rewatch in years❤
    I love his stuff so much, he is so unfettered by convention and even with little to no budget he has a way of creating images that really stick with you. (Occult’s “It’s hell!” ending still gives me the heebies-like, are the visuals cheesy and dated? Sure, but it’s still some of the most effective cosmic horror I’ve ever watched.) I am so happy you’re a fan, and I’m psyched you want to do a full series on Senritsu Kaiki. Can’t wait!

  • @flynnscreations
    @flynnscreations Місяць тому

    you know its a good nyx fears vid when she puts in the earthbound music and a i think you should leave clip together in one thing

  • @PTFVBVB
    @PTFVBVB 2 місяці тому

    First video of yours I've seen but the delivery and enthusiasm is captivating! Gonna be checking out the ice berg

  • @nikkichuckles
    @nikkichuckles 2 місяці тому

    You were in my dream last night. No lie. I woke and a saw this video on my feed and was like wtf. Ive never seen you or your channel before and I'm astounded.
    As well as you're covering this on top of it all.
    Love your channrl, love your approach and appreciate the breakdown.
    ❤ty
    I'm glad u showed up as a recommeded channel

  • @kai5980
    @kai5980 2 місяці тому

    sooo stoked that ur talking about this it's genuinely my favorite film series of all time

  • @Phantasmimic
    @Phantasmimic 2 місяці тому

    this guy is genuinely one of my favorite horror directors lol, his work is so fun
    Noroi, Cult, Occult, etc are all so good

    • @Phantasmimic
      @Phantasmimic 2 місяці тому

      also the guy loves his worms. respect.

  • @AGothNamedWednessday
    @AGothNamedWednessday 2 місяці тому +3

    May: * *listing off all the works this director has done* *
    Me: huh, how have I never hear of him?
    May: "He made Sadko vs Kayako"
    Me: OMFG YOU MEAN THW GREATEST GODDAMN JAPANESE B MONSTER MOVIE TO EVER???? THAT MOVIE IS A GODDAMN MASTERPIECE! IM SOLD

  • @chibiinu11
    @chibiinu11 2 місяці тому +1

    Yay! the Kowasugi movies are my absolute favorite! I'm surprised you didn't mention it, but the cameraman is played by Shiraishi himself! I don't jive with ALL his work, but I love his horror mockumentaries a lot. He loves those haunted worms. (So do I)

  • @kiw3nt
    @kiw3nt Місяць тому

    I think my favorite is actually 2 because (while you don't know it yet) it relates directly to the rest of the story and the "main" character is so strange and creepy. But the whole thing is just great and it's amazing how it's all connected once you understand what's going on

  • @Sirene1134
    @Sirene1134 2 місяці тому

    thank you for reminding me these films exist
    and they're all available on youtube!! Shiraishi, the goat 🙏🏾

  • @digitalcryptid1189
    @digitalcryptid1189 2 місяці тому

    I'm pretty sure i watched the prequel or "proof of concept" series on youtube not that long ago and I'm so happy and excited to know there's more

  • @VHarlequinxQueenV
    @VHarlequinxQueenV 25 днів тому

    Kudo became my favorite fictional paranormal investigator character of all time. His method is to choose violence all the time which I loved.

  • @ilovemanatees996
    @ilovemanatees996 2 місяці тому

    i love this so much!! your perspective is so inspiring

  • @violetagilabert9477
    @violetagilabert9477 2 місяці тому

    Goddamn you weren’t kidding about how good this is! Great analysis, looking forward to seeing the rest of the series

  • @breadquanda69
    @breadquanda69 2 місяці тому

    your usage of i think you should leave was SO perfect for this topic.

  • @cheyennecartwright7244
    @cheyennecartwright7244 2 місяці тому

    I was already thrilled at the sudden upload and bold ass claim, ready to swallow hook line sinker, then you mentioned slit mouthed woman, and I remembered kuchisake-onna, fell down the rabbit hole and yeah... I'm a believer now, gonna watch everything this man's ever made now! EDIT: But also, with regard to "making sense", a prof I had in grad school turned me on to Reinaldo Arenas, a queer cuban writer from way back who 100% says making sense can go to hell and it is glorious, a true visionary.

  • @dubitataugustinus
    @dubitataugustinus Місяць тому

    Your words about creativity made me so, SO excited for you to watch The Substance. Enjoy.

  • @creationsylphfandom6256
    @creationsylphfandom6256 2 місяці тому

    You get prettier every video! Happy to see more content from the horror queen!

  • @sundaymorning9699
    @sundaymorning9699 2 місяці тому

    as soon as i saw the intro, i knew this had to be a koji shiraishi thing. the ending to occult is one of the only things in a movie that has ever truly shook me to my core and left me uneasy for several days afterward. SO happy to hear theres more of his terrifying freak shit out there that i havent even Heard of yet

  • @SeaJayLY
    @SeaJayLY 2 місяці тому +7

    The second I saw the footage, I instantly knew it was a Kōji Shiraishi movie just by how it looked
    I absolutely loved Noroi and Occult and had idea this even came out, so I'll definitely give it a look :)

  • @Trivial-Dot
    @Trivial-Dot 2 місяці тому +2

    Is always a good day when May uploads

  • @joseyphipps
    @joseyphipps 2 місяці тому

    I love how the director has such a distinct style that I was like, “Is this the Sadako vs Kayako movie?” when I saw the thumbnail

  • @PaigeHuddleston-xn8zi
    @PaigeHuddleston-xn8zi 2 місяці тому +4

    if there’s a may
    there’s a way

  • @samm4158
    @samm4158 Місяць тому

    i really enjoyed the music video at the end!

  • @gochuckyourself1892
    @gochuckyourself1892 2 місяці тому +5

    If may is saying this, I have to stop immediately and watch lol

  • @afish4086
    @afish4086 2 місяці тому

    I decided to go watch the thing before watching your thoughts on it and, yeah, I gotta say I agree; I feel like I've been handed a hall pass for making any kind of art that I want, and that feels GREAT

  • @Strawberry-IwasIcuddlecats
    @Strawberry-IwasIcuddlecats 2 місяці тому

    You are by far my FAVORITE UA-camR!!!

  • @someyoutubeaccountforvideo680
    @someyoutubeaccountforvideo680 2 місяці тому

    yooooo, peeping that guitar behind you 👀 looks sick

  • @bonsaikittenmew
    @bonsaikittenmew 2 місяці тому

    HEYYY IVE HEARD OF THIS FILM BEFORE!!! Its nice to see you covering something cool :)

    • @bonsaikittenmew
      @bonsaikittenmew 2 місяці тому

      Or a series I guess. But I’ve heard of one of the episodes:P

  • @HazMatt88
    @HazMatt88 2 місяці тому +4

    Oh shit, it's May...what kind of fucked up, weird shit am i going to learn about today.....

  • @elKinesis
    @elKinesis 2 місяці тому

    This may be the first time I paused one of your vids to watch something else.
    The first episode of Senritsu Kaiki is intriguing, even if it comes across as a Japanese version of Grave Encounters. I'll probably watch the rest of the episodes while trying to sleep, and see how that goes.

  • @basedsketch4133
    @basedsketch4133 2 місяці тому +1

    The first clip with the girl with the wet mouth would be perfect for a olive garden commercial with a quote for olive garden Japan branch saying "your here because you are here"

  • @Goblincow
    @Goblincow 2 місяці тому

    I clicked this thanks to the title before the thumbnail even loaded so that first few seconds was really something

  • @latetothegame4208
    @latetothegame4208 2 місяці тому

    I like the creativity rant. Thanks babe!

  • @scorpiosystem8082
    @scorpiosystem8082 2 місяці тому

    hell yes i love this one. noroi is my fave ever so i knew i HAD to check this out

  • @emilyb.8222
    @emilyb.8222 2 місяці тому +2

    we're all so lucky to have "a May"!! :)

  • @SamuraiMujuru
    @SamuraiMujuru 2 місяці тому

    Noroi is one of my favorite horror films, full-stop, and Occult was a ton of fun so I'm gonna gave to check these out.

  • @alexandragabitto2573
    @alexandragabitto2573 2 місяці тому

    The audacity of this series to be so completely and utterly self indulgent is awe inspiring.

  • @banjo-bu3fr
    @banjo-bu3fr 2 місяці тому

    watching those intro clips made me go “wow this reminds me of the end of occult fuck i love that ending” so mind blown its actually by the same guy. i had no idea this came out, so excited to go watch.

  • @infiniofficial
    @infiniofficial 2 місяці тому

    gonna check this out!!!! the way you explain plots is so entertaining and good 2 listen to ^_^

  • @StirlingDuncan
    @StirlingDuncan 2 місяці тому +1

    Koji Shiraishi is amazing. The most important horror director of our time.

  • @gummy555
    @gummy555 2 місяці тому

    a billion videos about this series now i have picked yours out of many you kind of look like uma thurman cheers!

  • @northstarparasite2610
    @northstarparasite2610 2 місяці тому

    Loved Noroi and liked Occult, will definitely give this a watch. Always thought these were lesser works but seems I was wrong

  • @KristianTKenwood
    @KristianTKenwood 2 місяці тому

    oh hey Sadako vs Kayako is on the Hooptober list this year. excited to dive into Shiraishi's other movies

  • @Erika-xe2ns
    @Erika-xe2ns 2 місяці тому +1

    Omg i remember finding this movie while doom scrolling

  • @sadbard
    @sadbard 2 місяці тому

    Planning to watch this with my friend group immediately.

  • @Dman333WS
    @Dman333WS 2 місяці тому

    I love it when you recommend a thing with all your chest 🖤 Thanks May

  • @moony3335
    @moony3335 2 місяці тому

    Hi may. You sound like my highschool chem teacher. Thanks for cranking out another banger. Have a nice day

  • @discovoodoodolly
    @discovoodoodolly 2 місяці тому

    Great review, I have to check this out now!

  • @AFoxInFlames
    @AFoxInFlames 2 місяці тому +1

    Thanks for giving me something to watch today😂❤

  • @caseyogden7105
    @caseyogden7105 2 місяці тому

    never seen you like this before lmao, brb gonna go watch all of it

  • @weeklyfont
    @weeklyfont 2 місяці тому

    May I am so freaking happy you have discovered Koji being let off the leash to go full Koji. It's the best. The Kappa interlude made me laugh through my nose.

  • @peckules
    @peckules 2 місяці тому

    This sounds incredible. Time to go check it out.

  • @iljalaaksonen6582
    @iljalaaksonen6582 Місяць тому

    Ooooohhhh I really likes Noroi!! I'll go look at this with my eyes soon.