Life is never easy but you've got to keep going! I've missed you all.Emetophobia WARNING
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- Опубліковано 30 бер 2022
- Hello my lovely friends,
I think this is the longest break I have had so far, and I'm so sorry for not keeping you updated. I hope this video explains everything, about where I have been.
I'm slowly getting there, just taking everything day by day and powering through.
I hope you have all been ok, and I hope I have not missed too many details with what's going on with you guys!
Thank you for always, ALWAYS supporting me and being here no matter what, it truly means the world.
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Missed you so much! So sorry to hear about your Granny 💔 go easy on yourself. Grief is hard xx
Thank you so much! It’s been really tough over the past few months but things just seem to be settling down now. It still doesn’t feel real but I don’t think it ever will! Xxx
I am so sorry regarding your grandma ( I know it hard my grandma was 21 days from being I’ll til dying). I am so so pleased for your dad and hope you travel safely. Sorry you all got covid and your tube is still not fixed. Glad to see your face and hope the rest of this year continues to be better. Take care.
Thank you so much! Oh my goodness that’s awful, I bet that was so hard 🥺 it’s awful losing somebody. Thank you so so much, hope you are well too 😘😘
So glad you’re okay very brave of you to share what’s been happening sending love & prayers for your whole family, rest easy Granny, and go Daddy Gallery fighting like a champ! bless you all sending ♥️
Been thinking about you. Hoping ur OK. Sorry for the loss of your Grandma. They are so special I lost mine 3 years ago. Hugs xx
Thank you so much!! I’m sorry to hear that 🥺 you are right, they are so so special! I don’t think any time is ever enough xxx
Hay chicken I so so sorry to hear Yr nan passing, loss is a hard to deal with and u need to take the time u need to start to heal. It ne er goes away but it do change and u have good days and bad day, the one we're u cry from the fun and happy memories are the ones that help u keep going I think. Sorry to hear about Yr dad but such amazing news that he has got the all clear 🌟❣. I'm sending love and healing to u all.
Bless u getting covid, I hope u didn't get any more ill than when u done Yr update with it as that seemed bad enough and having cf aswell I can't imagine that helping.
I hope u get Yr tube sorted soon hun and omg yes the contrast is awful, I had mine down my Nj tube thankfully as no way I could drink it but Dean has the contrast for his crohns and thankfully he ain't to bad just gets supper bloated.
I have some good new and I'm booked in for April 18th from my ileostomy ostomy surgery and I have to have surgery on my bottoms due to prolapse aswell, plus they hoping they can sort my bowel specialist to be available to come in and do my peg-j in the same procedure..... so 3 ops in 1 🙈. Preying it don't get cancelled now I'm this close and so desperate for these to be done and then can start investigating other issues that need sorting.
Don't be sorry for needing to have time off and away, understandably u need or want to keep family things private unless they say its OK or u feel ready to talk about it, we will all be here waiting for Yr return as and when Yr ready.
I have been thinking alot about u and sending love and wel wishes yr way.
It's lovely to see u back and look forward to Yr update as and when Yr able to do them hun.
Big hugs and hope u and mum have a safe and relaxing time when in Spain. Xx
Hey lovely!!
Ahh thank you so much, It's definitely done me a lot of good having a break from life in general and taking things easy! I keep having random moments where I think I am ok and next minute it just comes out of nowhere! But like you said just trying to think of the happy times!
Honestly I thought I would be much worse with covid than I was and I sort of feel happy that I've got it over and done with now because I was more worried because I didn't know what it would do to me! It just felt like a really really bad cold but I think I had the variant that wasn't as strong luckily!
Oh wow that's amazing news you have a date!! woooo!! Fingers crossed they can finally help you and get you to the point where you feel like you can manage a little easier! Let me know how you get on! xxx
@@bethgallery1140 oh hun my surgeries was cancelled Friday, just 2 weeks and 2 day b4 as the booking forgot it 2as bank hold Monday lol. I swear it's just my luck for this sort of stuff to happen lol. I need a new pre-assessment as mine was done a year ago this month I'm having that on the 26th of this month and then waiting for the date. I did copy my colorectal, bowel and dietitian all in on the same email I don't want to make sure they understand what is meant to be in done all in the same procedure as none of them seem to talk to themselves and I'm the one chasing them all to get these surgeries done in the same operation. Hopefully I have now took them into taking my large bowel away completely the prolapse surgery and he said he can place my peg feeding tube for me as well if my bowel specialist is not available.
Definitely lovely it is so hard losing somebody that you are so close to, it's been 7 years this year for my mum being passed and it has got no easier just learnt how to live with her not being here, but she do knock on the window very often and I know that she's around and that is comforting. I look at things that remind me of her and always try to do things that brought memories happiness and love that we done together and I tried to still keep them things in my life name. I lost my mum without any signs at all I spoke to her the night before and the next day I lost her. You never think she was 70 she would like a big kid and she never really had anything that you would see that it would take her from us literally out of the blue without any warning. was the hardest thing in my life I have ever ever had to deal with and I don't think I have still got over the shock and that morning.
It do same like you had one of the milder forms of Covid, it's scary with hour health conditions of what it can do to us. I'm a mess and hate leaving my home, even more now no 9ne wears masks. I have worn masks for about 7-8 years I think. So I was always looked at funny and people would never come neare me thinking I was contagious but now they don't are and with leave over me in my wheelchair 🙈🙈. Dean hates it coz I always have a detox spray on me and I use it for bathroom, lofts etc but I have been knowen to spray round me and if they so close it touches them then they need to get from onto of me lol.
Being in my wheelchair make me more nervous cos any germs float and as the slowly float more and drop they land on me 😥.
I so glad u wasn't any worse from having it and that Yr over it now and hopefully it will leVe u alone for the rest of the future love.
Hope family are doing OK, I still send love and healing out to u all when I do my meditation before I try to sleep. Xx
Oh Beth. I had a loss in 2020 with someone that was my closest people you know? And you were so so kind to me in comments and made sure to respond in a manor that was so empathetic. I am so sorry that you have had to feel the pain. I do not have any great advice other than try your best to take care of yourself the way you know is best and healthiest of course. But it will not be easy and you are not perfect and that is 💯 ok.
And do not push the grief. It is not like a fence to climb over but a thorn you have to pass by you know? The thorn bush get’s less prickly though.
I can not promise that it won’t hurt some in your future. But, I can promise that a love and bond that strong lingers to help you when you need it most. You are cared for and please take good care of yourself. 🤗
Ahh Katie thank you so much for your kind words, you are so nice. Greif is such a weird thing, one day I can feel absolutely fine and the next minute it just hits me so fast. I think I am still struggling to process that it's happened, because there has been a few times that I have gone to text my granny without realising, but I think that will take time as it's only been just over 2 months since she passed and it all happened super fast. Thank you so much, and you know I am always here if you need to chat xxx
Sending you my love as always ❤️
Love you 😘😘😘
I'm so glad to see your friendly face! It's like catching up with a friend when i watch your vlogs. I'm sorry things have been difficult lately. I hope you have a nice time in Spain, you deserve it. Contrast is awful! I was wretching in the waiting room when I had mine. Anyway, yayy you're back😁💜
Awww you are so sweet!! I have honestly missed being on here so much and chatting to everybody, it’s just been such a crazy and weird time, these past 3 months have gone super super fast. Thank you so much!! I hope you are ok, speak soon 😘😘
Omg I've missed u girl so happy ur ok and sorry uve gone thru so much with the family but ur very strong it shows thru I started watching u when I got my diagnosis and decided to share my story on my channel too instead the silly stuff I used to do but I myself have not been putting out alotta vids or any sometimes and I need to get bk to it soon but just know u inspire ppl ima share ur channel out again 💖
Aww thank you so so much that’s so kind of you!! Ahh that’s amazing though that’s such a big thing to be proud of to share a video with your story, I will give it a watch! 🥰 that’s so kind of you thank you! I hope you are doing okay at the moment! Xxxx
Glad you're back.
Thank you!! Hope you are ok 🥰🥰
Hey hun again I'm so sorry about your granny. Glad to hear your dad is clear now too. I went to magaluf which is about 15 mins away walking from palma nova there is a beautiful beach there and when we went I was 14 so a long time ago now but there was a hut along the beach that sold alcoholic slushes & really good milkshakes with real fruit so if u find it u will have to let me know if u gave it a try. I apologise if I offended u by emailing u but I was worried about u as I knew u had been having a tough time with your health & low mood so just wanted to check in like I say u can always call me if u need anything. Enjoy your holiday in spain & glad to see your ok & back online we missed u but PLEASE don't apologise for taking time for yourself & family we all need to do that from time to time. I got covid in February I was really ill with it & I still have that irritating tickle dry cough & unfortunately it has made my CFS & pots worse but hoping it will settle down eventually. Sending you lots of hugs & love speak soon xxx
Thank you so much it means a lot!! Honestly you did not offend me in the slightest, it was so kind of you to know you was thinking about me, it really meant the world and made me smile!!! Ahh thats amazing I will let you know if we end up going there and see if I can find it! Apparently lots of places have shut down due to covid so fingers crossed it's still there!
Oh my goodness no way :( So sorry it made you worse!! How are you doing now, are you doing any better or still struggling? xxx
@@bethgallery1140 I’m still struggling if I’m honest the cough is slightly better but the exhaustion is just horrible even my Gastroparesis nausea has worsened too but that doesn’t surprise me since they decided to take my NJ away in October despite its help I’m now awaiting surgical consult for a JeJ placement & yet an additional 2nd opinion by a higher up GI dr as my current one despite knowing I need post pyloric enteral feeding still wants another green light despite already having 3 from other drs. Shame a lot of places have closed down I do hope it’s still there also the sea life park was amazing that’s where we had photos done with dolphins it was magical so if that’s still going I’d highly recommend u both have a go at doing that it was best experience of my life. Xx
Great to see u back vlogging. I really missed ur videos. Soo sorry abt the passing of ur granny 💔 x
Thank you so much ❤️❤️ xxx
I have missed you!!
Ahhh I'm glad to me back!! Missed all you guys, it did feel super strange not uploading in so long, I'm going to make every effort to make sure I don't go that long again haha. Hope you are ok!! xxx
Yey you’re back 😊 ☕️
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It's great to see you back beth. We have all missed you. I hope you are well xx
Thank you so much! I hope you are both ok!!! Xxxx
@@bethgallery1140 hi lovely, it’s Jess. I’m so sorry to hear that your family have been through such a really awful time. Our thoughts are with your parents, family and loved ones during this sad time. We are so sorry to hear about your Gran. We hope that you and your Dad start to feel better.
We are always here if you need us.
Lots of love xxx
Thank you so much that’s so kind of you, it’s been a rocky few months but she’s finally at peace now and she isn’t suffering anymore which is something I’m finding peace with! Thank you so much though, I hope you are doing okay and things have been steady recently!! Xxx
Hay beautiful, missed u loads and been thinking of u babe. Xx
Aww I’ve missed you too!! 🥰🥰🥰
I🥀HOPE🌻YOU💐ARE🌹ALL🌺OK🌼TOO🌸BETH🏵️
Thank you!! ❤️❤️❤️
Anyone knows the name of the song 🎵 playing in the beginning?
It’s called Mindme feat Willow - I’ll get up xxx
@@bethgallery1140 🤎 thank you, love from New York! Fellow postie😉