Failure Girl english ver. 【Oktavia】失敗作少女【英語で歌ってみた】

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  • Опубліковано 28 січ 2017
  • this :) is :) fine :) nothings :) wrong :)
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    Lyrics: sonimiki.tumblr.com/post/1565...
    Feel free to use as always, based off of Hazuki no Yume's translation.
    Request a song: symphonymermaid.idea.informer.com
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    Every couple loud songs, I like to do a softer song (as best as my loud ass self can). Actually, as I was recording this, I even found an Ib version of the song, about Mary ( • Video ). I never thought about it, but it does fit well.
    Honestly I don't know what makes me sadder, this song or the fact that the comments on the song video are filled with "I relate to this so much". I'd say I'd give you all blankets and desserts to make you feel better, but I'd be hypocritical since I'm still struggling with this sort of thing as well. Oh well. We can all be sad together at least! ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ
    I got a lot of requests for this song and I've wanted to do it for a very long time, but writing the lyrics took forever. Whenever I have to write about self hatred I think I'm gonna do great but then the words seem very forced. Maybe I'm scared? Who knows.
    Anyway. I managed to get them done today and sang it. You can always tell when I'm sad because I binge watch Sailor Moon and the only noise coming from my apartment is "TSUKI NI KAWATTE OSHIYOKI YO" over and over
    I hope I didn't disappoint you. Thanks for all your support lately, it truly does make my day to see comments and likes.
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    ♫ Credits ♫
    Vocals/Sub/Mix: Oktavia
    Music/Lyrics: Kairiki Bear ( / kairikibear )
    Illustration: Nou ( / nounoknown )
    Character Design: Siomidu ( / siomidu )

КОМЕНТАРІ • 513

  • @petermarsella6537
    @petermarsella6537 4 роки тому +984

    Oktavia: posts a song cover that's kinda sad
    Everyone: lmao me af
    Oktavia: you weren't supposed to do that

    • @Lunaliladee
      @Lunaliladee 3 роки тому +17

      lmao same tho

    • @greentea9877
      @greentea9877 3 роки тому +10

      Lol so sad yet true

    • @kyuokuo
      @kyuokuo 3 роки тому +25

      We are all pogchamps inside with major oof moments.

    • @bird9581
      @bird9581 3 роки тому +13

      @@kyuokuo this genuinely made happy and idk why-

    • @TopEye64
      @TopEye64 2 роки тому +1

      But...same Miku

  • @DRed-tw3hc
    @DRed-tw3hc 7 років тому +724

    slowly puts down red pen I was using

    • @queenalice7483
      @queenalice7483 6 років тому +51

      Levana Red I have a pink one does that count?

    • @LowIntSpecimen
      @LowIntSpecimen 4 роки тому +32

      @@queenalice7483close enough

    • @LumenAzai
      @LumenAzai 3 місяці тому +5

      1 year for a response lmao 😭😭

  • @Slaanash
    @Slaanash 5 років тому +1248

    "God, if you're there
    listening to my song I want to be reborn worthy
    They say you don't make mistakes
    so do you just hate me?"
    Well damn.
    That's a feel.

    • @dandi-lion33
      @dandi-lion33 3 роки тому +5

      Ssme-

    • @Chloe_Gee
      @Chloe_Gee 3 роки тому +3

      Same

    • @aLiShii_
      @aLiShii_ 2 роки тому +8

      I've questioned myself this my whole life, as to why is my life growing up is shitty with uncaring parents and getting bullied. And I would have to think as to why God gave me a unfair life while I watch others go freely..

  • @Silly_Sulky_Seli
    @Silly_Sulky_Seli 7 років тому +815

    "let's all cry togheter" I got my hankercief, has anyone tissues?

    • @chimine11
      @chimine11 7 років тому +16

      *gives ya tissues
      Here you are ;-;

    • @Silly_Sulky_Seli
      @Silly_Sulky_Seli 7 років тому +9

      Mine•exe :3 thank you

    • @sleepy_sleeby
      @sleepy_sleeby 6 років тому +5

      *donates a costco box pack of tissues*

    • @AlexTorres-hj2je
      @AlexTorres-hj2je 5 років тому +4

      Your grammar reminds me of my life. Crappy.

    • @elina21596
      @elina21596 5 років тому +21

      @@AlexTorres-hj2je you remind me of my teachers, rude.

  • @Gracellot
    @Gracellot 7 років тому +2972

    *sees the comments on how people relate to this*
    No, you're all my children now, I'm adopting all of you
    Edit: I'm seeing a new rush of children for me to hug so I just want to let you know I feel you and will bake you many cookies

    • @zarinavina5391
      @zarinavina5391 7 років тому +146

      Akemi Chan Thank you..mom..?

    • @Gracellot
      @Gracellot 7 років тому +117

      zarina vina *hugs*
      You're welcome

    • @zarinavina5391
      @zarinavina5391 7 років тому +72

      Akemi Chan _hug_ ♥

    • @Elizabeth-hu9os
      @Elizabeth-hu9os 7 років тому +54

      Thank you😭

    • @ramonarize3721
      @ramonarize3721 6 років тому +69

      Akemi Chan I didn't make a comment, but relate. Can I still have a hug?

  • @EphemeralGloom
    @EphemeralGloom 4 роки тому +690

    This song hits on a deep level. When I was younger, and I was still religious, I used to ask god to make me normal and successful, or to just kill me and start over. I remember being so bitter that nobody answered my prayers, so I came to the resolve that I just had to do it myself. This led to years of pretending and forcing normalcy on myself. If it was popular, I liked it. If it was the current style, I wore it. I forced myself to feel something when I didn't feel anything. I spent hours and hours learning about topics I had no interest in, craving approval from my parents and teachers through grades, and my peers through chamealoning my way into social groups. Nowadays, I'm not religious anymore. I try to be content with my life, but I just always feel like a failure to those around me.
    Sorry for rambling.

    • @DaughterOfHelios
      @DaughterOfHelios 4 роки тому +38

      I hope things get better for you some time soon if they haven't already, I really don't think you're a failure but that might not mean much given that I'm a stranger and all, even so I still hope that it brighten your day regardless and that you'll see yourself in a more loving light.

    • @EphemeralGloom
      @EphemeralGloom 4 роки тому +23

      @@DaughterOfHelios Thank you. It means a lot, even coming from a stranger.

    • @asdfghjklkjhgfdsaqazwsxefh4549
      @asdfghjklkjhgfdsaqazwsxefh4549 3 роки тому +16

      You shouldn’t be sorry. I hope you can find you own way to be happy, remember that there are lots of random people on the internet such as me and the other person who replied that you could talk to. You don’t need to fit in.

    • @fawnlynx5291
      @fawnlynx5291 3 роки тому +7

      woah wait, are we the same person?

    • @Rainingblu
      @Rainingblu 3 роки тому +8

      The hell Why can't you just except the fact that your wonderful just being yourself and that doing that was a waste of time your YOU no matter what anyone says or dose And DON'T YOU LET THEM TELL YOU OTHERWISE HECK STOP TELLING YOURSELF THIS! YOUR A BEAUTIFUL AND WONDERFUL PERSON AND THERE'S ONLY ONE OF A KIND IN THE WORLD YOU ARE GREAT SO DON'T SAY ANYTHING BUT!!!

  • @TheWinterHaze
    @TheWinterHaze 7 років тому +455

    The lows of severe depressive disorder in a nutshell. I hope those smilies in your description weren't gestures of self deception!

    • @turtlesquare7174
      @turtlesquare7174 Рік тому +5

      im sorry, but what??

    • @Nevehara
      @Nevehara Рік тому +6

      @@turtlesquare7174 was there anything confusing about it, it's pretty obvious

    • @SubZeroNexii
      @SubZeroNexii Рік тому +6

      That's severe depressive disorder?
      Oh.
      Oh no.
      :)

    • @adaon2282
      @adaon2282 9 місяців тому

      Can confirm

  • @moistbread8993
    @moistbread8993 6 років тому +737

    Look at that, I made a mistake again
    You can tell I’ve lost count with the red pen
    It’s a fact, theses scars still reveal
    Despite how I’ve tried forcing them to heal
    See with that, they say ignorance is bliss
    Playing dumb, I’ve really gotten good at this
    It’s a fact, they’ll say whatever ‘bout me
    How I’m unwanted and loved by nobody
    Bruised before you, the pain the pain
    Have to push through the pain the pain
    Bid my breath adieu, the pain the pain hurts so*
    Everybody tells me I’m a failure, there’s no reason to even show me love
    No matter whatever I do, it falls short of enough
    i-I-I just have to try and fake through the whole way
    If I smile abidingly, would then it be okay?
    Look at that, seems I’ve scraped my skin again
    You can tell I’ve lost count of times fallen
    It’s a fact, theses traumas still reveal
    Despite all my tries to still conceal
    See with that, I’ll pretend nothing’s amiss
    Holding it in, I’ve gotten good at this
    It’s a fact, they’ll say whatever they think
    I feel their hatred covering me
    With choking feelings, I’m quaking quaking
    Self loathing, I’m shaking shaking
    Suffocating, still faking faking I’m whole
    Everybody tells me I’m a failure, there’s no reason to even show me love
    No matter whatever I do, I’ll still be the victim
    i-I-I still wonder why I breathe in the first place
    If I smile more naturally, would that make it all okay?
    God if you’re there listening to my song, then please, I want to be reborn worthy
    They say you don’t make mistakes, so do you just hate me?
    Crying my eyes dry, my heartbeat turns to a lullaby
    Maybe, maybe, when morning comes, I’ll smile for the first time
    So my life of failed attempts,
    ‘Till tomorrow, goodbye

  • @reveriemaple
    @reveriemaple Рік тому +143

    LETS GOOOOO ITS THE 6 YR ANNIVERSARY OF FAILURE GIRL 🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 i know literally no one will see this but i'm simply paying my respects to one of my favorite covers, thank you oktavia for this fucking banger a little too relatable
    i hope things have started looking up since you posted this, you deserve it and i still adore your voice just the same as i did when i first discovered your content.

    • @nissnynass
      @nissnynass 11 місяців тому +2

      omg and this was 6 months ago

    • @crowsfate2535
      @crowsfate2535 10 місяців тому +2

      @@nissnynassdamn if i only where here 4 days ago

  • @IZA124
    @IZA124 7 років тому +341

    sCREAMS AT THIS
    BLESS YOU AND YOUR VOICE

  • @rocket_1288
    @rocket_1288 7 років тому +758

    u should make a english cover on mind brand

    • @Sours56
      @Sours56 6 років тому +55

      I know this is an old comment, but yeah, I think you/Oktavia should do Mind Brand, whether it be Japanese or English. I think you/she could handle the range and I think it would be beautiful.

    • @plantinapot9169
      @plantinapot9169 5 років тому +6

      Yessss

    • @OkamiLyra
      @OkamiLyra 5 років тому +15

      F U C K Y E S.

    • @wistera8080
      @wistera8080 4 роки тому +10

      I know all of these are old, but she did it 😂

    • @somerando5975
      @somerando5975 3 роки тому +6

      @@wistera8080 wait oktavia did it already?? I can't find it :((

  • @YoppyVU
    @YoppyVU 7 років тому +461

    I'VE BEEN OFFLINE FOR 3 DAYS AND I COME BACK TO YOU POSTING A COVER AAAAAA
    It sounds awesome!

  • @foamkyu3395
    @foamkyu3395 3 роки тому +40

    LYRICS:
    Look at that. I made a mistake again.
    You can tell I've lost count with the red pen.
    It's a fact, these scars still reveal
    despite how I've tried forcing them to heal.
    See with that, they say ignorance is bliss.
    Playing dumb, I've really gotten good at this.
    It's a fact, they'll say whatever 'bout me.
    How I'm unwanted and loved by nobody.
    Bruised before you,
    the pain, the pain.
    Have to push through
    the pain, the pain.
    Bid my breath ado,
    the pain, the pain hurts so.
    Everybody tell me I'm a failure, there's no
    reason to even show me love...
    No matter whatever I do
    it falls short of enough.
    I-I-I just have to try and
    fake through the whole way
    if I smile abidingly,
    would then it be okay?
    ~
    Look at that, seems I've scraped my skin again
    you can tell I've lost count of times fallen.
    It's a fact, these traumas still reveal
    despite all my tries to still conceal
    See with that, I'll pretend nothings amiss
    Holding it in, I've gotten good at this.
    It's a fact, they'll say whatever they think.
    I feel this hatred covering me.
    With choking feelings, I'm
    quaking, quaking.
    Self loathing, I'm
    shaking, shaking.
    Suffocating, still
    faking, faking I'm whole.
    Everybody tells me I'm a failure there's no
    reason to even show me love...
    No matter whatever I do,
    I'll still be the victim.
    I-I-I still wonder why
    I breathe in the first place.
    If I smile more naturally,
    would that make it all okay?
    ~
    God if you're there
    listening to my song, then please, I want to be reborn worthy.
    They say you don't make mistakes,
    so do you just hate me?
    Crying my eyes dry,
    My heart beat turns to a lullaby.
    Maybe, maybe, when morning comes,
    I'll smile for the first time.
    So my life of failed attempts,
    'till tomorrow goodbye.
    WOAH that took time to type out, and I hope you are doing ok

  • @byakuyatogami2905
    @byakuyatogami2905 7 років тому +96

    I just realized all of your thumbnails have grief seeds

    • @Auxieliatrix
      @Auxieliatrix 4 роки тому +10

      It’s taken me so long to realize this because of your comment

    • @sevengnomesinatrenchcoat
      @sevengnomesinatrenchcoat 3 роки тому +1

      they what

    • @byakuyatogami2905
      @byakuyatogami2905 3 роки тому +4

      @@sevengnomesinatrenchcoat in Madoka Magica, when a magical girl becomes a witch her soul turns into a grief seed

    • @hi-ju1uu
      @hi-ju1uu 3 роки тому +1

      OMG I JUST REALIZED

  • @Averageguy-vt7vl
    @Averageguy-vt7vl 7 років тому +233

    This song is sort of relatable to me since they(people) do tell me I fail at the things I do, but it's usually me that tell myself these things
    This is a great song and I love playing it. Your voice is softer than the other covers making it more ___________ I like it

    • @candy.soda_4974
      @candy.soda_4974 4 роки тому +7

      We're the same. I want to give you a hug and hope you feel better.

  • @radiozap2717
    @radiozap2717 3 роки тому +18

    the line about the red pen hits harder when you know there's a superstition in japan about how writing someone's name in red ink will shorten their life. this is because the name of the deceased is written in red in the family register and funeral banners. so, considering the implications of the end of the song... ouch.

  • @Extremebasilfan.
    @Extremebasilfan. Рік тому +8

    Me when the adhd starts adhding

  • @Unused76785
    @Unused76785 2 роки тому +31

    “If I smile abidingly would then it be okay?”
    Damn that hits pretty hard on my side. People always said I was ungrateful and I shouldn’t harm myself they called me annoying and a bitch. My mother even agrees with them! But then I started smiling more and she started respecting me. Even though it hurts to smile all the time I never tell anyone how I feel.

  • @kefrika9950
    @kefrika9950 3 роки тому +44

    Damn, it just always impress me how just a song can relate so much. I'm just 15 and have still 2 years till I can attend to college. Well that is if I make it. I feel constant as a failure because I realize how smart I am but I'm to stupid to be smart. I'm lazy but I don't do anything about it. My parents and probably others have high expectations me, but I feel like a failure and because of myself I become a failure because I don't do anything about it. When I look at others they are way better than me and could achieve way more than me because they have the will to do it, meanwhile I'm just lazy to accomplish anything. I just feel like a constant failure

    • @pklopin6395
      @pklopin6395 2 роки тому +3

      You just perfectly described how I feel
      Hope you’re doing ok and have a nice day

    • @mlemx3
      @mlemx3 Рік тому

      damn did i write this

    • @gardener5763
      @gardener5763 Рік тому

      same, man

    • @Chuchu_train69
      @Chuchu_train69 6 місяців тому

      The feeling of knowing someone there is having the same problem as me is insane

    • @chelyr5517
      @chelyr5517 2 місяці тому

      same but u also have the feeling that u could just disappear and nothing would change

  • @CandiedAppleSlices
    @CandiedAppleSlices 7 років тому +145

    never heard this song before, i guess i should really get more acquainted with karakiri bear's stuff, since this is amazing. but wow, those lyrics... they definitely resonate. though i'm not familiar with the original, i like the flow and emotion your lyrics have here. and your voice! the choruses were especially beautiful. nice work!

  • @xXfuffychickenXxreddivineaj
    @xXfuffychickenXxreddivineaj 7 років тому +40

    0:27 PowaPowa P's Please Give Me a Red Pen... this lyric really hit me ;-; Still not over his death.

    • @queenalice7483
      @queenalice7483 6 років тому +2

      melonie yea me too 0:48 that one really got me ;-;

  • @EclipseKid
    @EclipseKid 3 роки тому +22

    a lot of great symbolism and meaning in this. The scissors mean she's constantly cutting things apart, but it causes a lot of inner tension (the cracks) and it's like they're constantly missing something, becoming imperfect in the process. The picture is divided between black and white because the decision to confront has lead to a lot of understanding, but it's like something is always lacking- what's in between. The scissors miss out on something behind them (the green- which means love and blue, which holds meaning) and this is in a quest of self discovery while drowning in the self-hatred that others have taught her. "There's no reason to show me love" but this brings inner tension because she knows she deserves it. The measuring tape circles around her in approval because she knows she's actually pretty good, she just doesn't know how it all fits together. "I wonder why I breathe" her heart is beating, but barely enough to feel, but the more she feels the more she's forced to confront things. "If I smile more naturally, would that make it all okay?" She senses there's something about positivity and naturalness that's the key, and that's exactly right.
    The key is to not see these things- love, joy, approval- as some kind of destination. After a lifetime of being withheld love she's started to withhold it from herself, but this is not right. Love isn't something you earn. Everybody disserves it, regardless of what they are or what they do, because you separate the actions from the person and you don't hate the person themselves. The same is true of joy- it is in all things, in this song, which has brought so much meaning and understanding. The most negative experiences can become something positive that moves you forward. It's always a conflict of being dark but seeing the light or being light but not seeing the darkness. You just have to master your own positivity and be able to speed up your thoughts with optimism, which will prevent you from being as lovably deep all of the time, but you can interact with others and prevent yourself from seeing negativity that doesn't necessarily exist. Then you can interact with them in a meaningful way and bring them joy, and many of your own demons that might just have been your own creation will disappear. Then you can switch between them at will- negativity for seeing the way forward, positivity for conversing with others and getting through things. In my opinion, that is enlightenment

  • @meatymaggot
    @meatymaggot 3 роки тому +27

    "It's a fact these scars revel despite how I try to force them to heal." "It's a fact these traumas still revel despite all my tries to still conceal."
    Those lines I could very much relate to. I always harmed myself and when my mother see's my scars she get's pissed that I am not grateful. Plus my older sibling was raped and I always applied the blame onto myself. My mother says she can't get a boyfriend because it always hurt me or makes me traumatized. It' s not just stop getting with people who are creeps or abusive!!

  • @MoriiDraws
    @MoriiDraws 7 років тому +145

    how are you not famous yet?

    • @Crybatty
      @Crybatty 7 років тому +23

      awkward_on_all_levels i feel like people usually have a thing for the loli sounding voices in the anime/manga community. (which is sorta sad imo.) And moe/cute/feel good songs. I love oktavia's voice though, especially for these songs.

    • @moncherryhead7530
      @moncherryhead7530 6 років тому +8

      absolutely, I agree with you on this.
      My favourite cover artists on youtube for these songs are people like Oktavia, Mikutan etc and so on- and they have more powerful stronger (and deeper than the loli sounding voices) in my opinion.
      and It stands true to all of them. For some reason people just seem to favour the loli and higher pitched singers when it comes to vocaloid covers. Maybe its to do with sounding like the originals? because they are sung robotically by vocaloids and generally in higher tones?
      Either way its very sad because these singers are amazingly talented and gifted with gorgeous powerful tones that I wish more people could appreciate.
      It could also be that weve reached a time where the western fanbase for vocaloid type covers has dwindled a lot. for example with the bigger names like juby and liz etc you can see a significant fall in views in some of their latest songs. Its really a shame though :(
      Still amazing artist Oktavia is and hopefully people like us can continue to support and watch her as she grows (as she is bound to one way or another :) )

    • @Rikudo44
      @Rikudo44 6 років тому +3

      Because UA-cam's algorithms are utter crap that's why.

    • @queenalice7483
      @queenalice7483 6 років тому

      ShirohiOfficial who knows

  • @galactic4842
    @galactic4842 7 років тому +140

    tfw you are only 13 and you already relate to this a lot

    • @queenalice7483
      @queenalice7483 6 років тому +5

      Karkat crappy lives

    • @kayotic_catgirl
      @kayotic_catgirl 5 років тому +26

      I'm a fetus and I relate to this

    • @bijuutamer729
      @bijuutamer729 5 років тому +13

      13 is probably when you'd most relate to this.

    • @Newnawn
      @Newnawn 5 років тому +9

      I'm 87 and a veteran from the Vietnam and I can relate to this.

    • @Axios_Deminence
      @Axios_Deminence 5 років тому +19

      Man, I started on this road when I was 8 years old. Been told it was just adolescence and now that I'm no longer a teenger, what is there to say now? I write and continue on with work, but what's the point. No more than ten times (probably less), I've felt wanted. I trust then I get hurt even more.
      I have lists. People who I blame for my detioration. Events in my life which I can remember in clear detail, all of them bad. Numbers, e-mails, every which way to contact people. Songs that I've listened to which speak for me. All of the contradictions with what people have told me. All of the lies I've told. All of the money I owe my family. All of my unfinished accomplishments. The methods and the times when I had an unfinished attempt on my life.
      When I die, I'm not going to be missed. Yet, I'll miss everyone else. I'll still have so many regrets. I never learned to play guitar by ear, I never went to each continent (including Antarctica), I never published my novel/web serial, I never sang that song for them. At the end of the road, it's just me who loses.

  • @em3ow
    @em3ow 2 роки тому +4

    2:20
    Ignore this I'm using this for personal reasons

  • @ameladaptivedaydreamer949
    @ameladaptivedaydreamer949 7 років тому +175

    OMG i LOVE your covers,you always cover the songs that i love and also LOVE SO MUCH your voice :3 also i dont know if im just looking too much at it but most of the Kairiki Bear PVs the "protagonist" of the songs are always looking to the side like they dont want to make eye contact with people (us the viewers in the case) but then theres Heart Nonsense and the "protag" is looking at our eyes because she doesn't care anymore she just wants someone help.......or im just crazy xD i really dont know xD but it was something that i noticed and found interesting xD

    • @OktaviavonSeckendorff8
      @OktaviavonSeckendorff8  7 років тому +55

      Wow, I actually never noticed that but... WOW OKAY THAT MAKES A LOT OF SENSE

    • @ameladaptivedaydreamer949
      @ameladaptivedaydreamer949 7 років тому +17

      Oktavia von Seckendorff Oh really,i thought i was just too much at nothing 😅 but im happy that this little detail bring more life to the song and that i could be of some help to make the story of the song more rich and im happy you like my little theory :3 also keep being awsome sweety ;3

  • @Solace6428
    @Solace6428 2 роки тому +5

    Anyone want to make a massive pile of blankets to nest in, while eating ice cream and listening to sad songs?

  • @raodekia
    @raodekia 6 років тому +44

    So the entirety of my life so far, and whatever´s left of it, can be summarized in a 3 minutes and 17 seconds song.
    Huh.

    • @queenalice7483
      @queenalice7483 6 років тому +1

      raodekia I hate my life I always have and I still have 6 years at least of hating it left

  • @oasisflurry9933
    @oasisflurry9933 4 роки тому +9

    Damn throughout the video the girl starts crying
    my heart

  • @queenalice7483
    @queenalice7483 6 років тому +19

    OMG THIS SONG KEEPS DROPPING OFF THE FACE OF THE EARTH I FOUND IT AGAIN
    I feel so bad for people looking for this and just like me can't find T.T
    It hurts so

  • @drqcvla
    @drqcvla 10 місяців тому +2

    This cover was made 20 days after my birthday...

  • @moneybun
    @moneybun 3 роки тому +12

    Mmmm
    Hate how this song unintentionally lays my whole life out for everybody to see :^)

  • @pg-13otaku4
    @pg-13otaku4 Рік тому +2

    How did I listen to this in high school and not realize I was going through some massive dysphoria?

  • @Jolteon39
    @Jolteon39 7 років тому +5

    All of these new covers have been so good! I definitely love these kinds of songs just as much as the loud and intense ones. Thank you so much for sharing, as always!

  • @user-ls3yw6ig6k
    @user-ls3yw6ig6k 4 роки тому +4

    歌詞の訳し方もなるほどなぁって感じだし歌い方も好き

  • @pencilmistic1147
    @pencilmistic1147 7 років тому +15

    you're my absolute fav cover artist aaaaa??? you cover like the best stuff and your voice is always top notch

  • @hattalebem
    @hattalebem Рік тому +5

    Me scrolling on UA-cam at 2 am finding a song that perfectly describes my life

  • @IsntChrome
    @IsntChrome Рік тому +6

    THIS HITS ME IN THE CHEST SO HARD
    God if you're there
    listening to my song, then please, I WANT TO BE REBORN WORTHY.
    They say you don't make mistakes,
    so do you just hate me?

  • @mrdumbguy6026
    @mrdumbguy6026 7 років тому +4

    How did I only find this until now!? You have such a beautiful voice!

  • @floofyguinepig9795
    @floofyguinepig9795 10 місяців тому +3

    God now this is bringing back memories of how my parents would get really angry and shout at me for crying cause I used to cry a lot. To be fair it was my fault since I burst out crying while we were walking outside, she genuinely trained me to smile if there's other people around but apperently it still looks awkward so I'm still practicing lol... Yeah this whole song is just... This sounds really selfish and self centered but it's because I am, but everytime I hear this I can't help but feel it was written specifically with me in mind... (I'm really really sorry for rambling on so ungratefully you don't have to read that all)

    • @nissnynass
      @nissnynass 5 місяців тому +1

      its not selfish sounding ❤

    • @honani
      @honani 3 місяці тому +1

      First of all, you don't have to feel guilty for crying or venting. It's okay to feel not okay and show your emotions. Your mother is in the wrong one, you don't have to smile when you feel pain. I hope it gets better for you. Never blame yourself for something like this. You matter ❤

  • @Madmushroom64
    @Madmushroom64 7 років тому +1

    You've been putting in work this past month! Another great cover!

  • @ying_verse
    @ying_verse 7 років тому +2

    I love the timbre of your voice ugh

  • @chaneychane9339
    @chaneychane9339 Рік тому +3

    I've been listening this cover for years and I want to say thank you so much for creating this🥺💗This song has become my comfort music that I listen whenever I feel anxious and upset.💗

  • @evanleijon5851
    @evanleijon5851 5 років тому +6

    When I first started selfharming, I found this song. It helped me to vent a lot. Five years later I’m in recovery from it and listened to this whenever I get the urge, and helps me to stop.
    A lot of your covers have helped me so much throughout these past few years and I wanted to thank you ^_^

  • @jaykapa5776
    @jaykapa5776 3 роки тому +4

    this song hits differrent when ur home alone and you finish online school gets done and you can sing at the top of your lungs and play this outloud, thank you for making this :)

  • @cyb3r_b4tzzz
    @cyb3r_b4tzzz Рік тому +5

    "Look at that, seems I’ve scraped my skin again
    You can tell I’ve lost count of times fallen
    It’s a fact, theses traumas still reveal
    Despite all my tries to still conceal
    See with that, I’ll pretend nothing’s amiss
    Holding it in, I’ve gotten good at this
    It’s a fact, they’ll say whatever they think
    I feel their hatred covering me"
    is it a bad thing I relate a little too much to this verse...?

  • @abelerculano7565
    @abelerculano7565 6 років тому +1

    we all have problems and we all have ways to cope. I'd have to say that watching your vids is definitely a new favorite!

  • @evna9246
    @evna9246 7 років тому +44

    It actually said "rain" at the beginning.

    • @OktaviavonSeckendorff8
      @OktaviavonSeckendorff8  7 років тому +43

      Yeah, but I decided to translate it as "drip drop" since I felt it was supposed to be like a sound effect!

    • @nappingcactus1497
      @nappingcactus1497 7 років тому +34

      Oktavia
      I see so many comments in your songs where people correct you on something and you always end up explaining how what you did is actually really smart and honestly I don't see how people even question you anymore.

    • @wolfiebun5842
      @wolfiebun5842 6 років тому

      Evna NANI YOU READ KANJI coooool

  • @sunight117
    @sunight117 7 років тому +1

    You're one of my favorite cover artists and I just found you today! You're voice is really good!

  • @kreepskun4828
    @kreepskun4828 2 роки тому +2

    still a bop 5 years later thank u

  • @breadc5412
    @breadc5412 7 років тому +1

    AAAAA YOU UPLOADED I love your covers so much and you cover some of the less known songs and I love that aaaa

  • @bug_boy
    @bug_boy 3 роки тому +2

    Guys she cant hear you she has her ears covered!!!

  • @semanthango7226
    @semanthango7226 5 років тому +2

    Amazing cover! i love your voice it's really beautiful 😍

  • @Nevehara
    @Nevehara 2 роки тому +3

    why ouch i relate to this

  • @vashustampede
    @vashustampede 7 років тому +14

    hoW DID I NOT FIND YOU NOW YOUR VOICE IS SO BEAUTIFUL GODDESS

  • @mrmudkipswag374
    @mrmudkipswag374 7 років тому +1

    THIS
    IS
    AMAZING
    THANK YOU

  • @hayamikano47
    @hayamikano47 6 років тому +3

    This is a beautiful cover, thank you for covering one of my fav songs (yeah i know the feeling of wanting to cover others in a blanket and hand them a slice of cake and help them but it would be hypocritical cause you cant even love yourself or convince yourself that your worth it.)

  • @AmyRose603
    @AmyRose603 6 років тому +6

    Hace poco que eh estado viendo algunos de tus fandubs... Y debo decir que tienes una hermosa voz♡ hasta ahora no hay fandub que no me guste, excelentes adaptaciones

  • @mirandacarden3482
    @mirandacarden3482 4 роки тому +2

    This deserves so much more attention man

  • @Caranella
    @Caranella 7 років тому +1

    Your voice is amazing, omg, I love this cover it's fantastic *thumbs up*

  • @wonton5656
    @wonton5656 7 років тому

    This is amazing!!!
    (and thanks for giving a link to the Ib ver. of it. I saw it a while ago but I couldn't find it;;)

  • @berzerker5653
    @berzerker5653 7 років тому +2

    Awesome Video! Keep up the great work!

  • @raine4690
    @raine4690 2 роки тому +1

    i swear i'll die for you to have an spotify account where you post your covers so i can listen to them more often and make good playlists with your music

  • @sheri2128
    @sheri2128 5 років тому

    oh my gosh girl!!! your voice goes so high.. i can see you try your hardest!

  • @LunaticTrumpet
    @LunaticTrumpet 7 років тому +2

    Hey I just discovered your channel and you earned yourself a sub. I hope you get the recognition that you deserve and keep up the good work.

  • @alexandrapierre5330
    @alexandrapierre5330 7 років тому

    best cover eveerrrrrr

  • @randomname182
    @randomname182 7 років тому +1

    ur voice is amazing!!

  • @kakak3282
    @kakak3282 3 роки тому +2

    DAMNN ur voice is amazing

  • @inuzukabonfire2073
    @inuzukabonfire2073 Рік тому +2

    the double whammy of song, upbeat but sad song

  • @LassBisharp
    @LassBisharp 4 роки тому +3

    I love how your voice sounds like something that could be a part of RWBY, when I still used to watch that show anyways.

  • @Midiport
    @Midiport 6 років тому +3

    OMG THIS COVER IS BACK

  • @saltypuppo4319
    @saltypuppo4319 7 років тому

    You cover all of my favorite songs!!!! ^^

  • @Asdf-rx8sh
    @Asdf-rx8sh 4 роки тому +5

    Damn- this song is definition of my thoughts-

  • @lemonkirby628
    @lemonkirby628 7 років тому

    WHY HAVE I NEVER FOUND YOU?! YOU COVER ALL MY FAVORITE SONGS!!

  • @chalkwarrior5542
    @chalkwarrior5542 2 роки тому +3

    My body's not right. My mind's not right. Nothing is right. No matter what I change about my body it won't be right. No matter how I try to improve my mind it just won't happen.
    My chest is unright. No matter what shape or size I imagine myself with, it is unright.
    My legs and arms are unright. No matter what width, length, or color I imagine myself with, they are unright.
    My hair is unright. No matter how many intriciate variables get changed in my imagination, it is unright.
    I'm not even looking for perfection anymore. I'm looking for right. Everything is unright. No matter how I change it, it's still unright. It will never be right. I'm left to be in misery.

  • @CovericanOtashku
    @CovericanOtashku 7 років тому

    IT SOUNDS SO FRKN AWESOME

  • @ashcooper2881
    @ashcooper2881 4 роки тому +3

    if anybody wants, here’s a rough translation of the japanese one in comparison to this!!
    ah, look, I made a mistake again
    with this, how many times has it been?
    hey, look, no matter how much i try to close it up, the gaping scars pop out again
    ah, look, i deceived them again ,
    pretending not to see, pretty good right?
    ugh, look, whatever is said to me, nobody wishes for me to be here
    my wounds laid bare, it hurts it hurts
    i pretend to be tough, but it hurts it hurts
    i’m choking, it hurts it hurts y’know..
    they say that i’m a “failed work”
    that i’m unwanted
    whatever i do, even if i try, it seems to be helpless.
    i just want love, love, love; but it seems like i have to fake my way to get there
    i wonder if it would be better if i smiled more?
    ah, look, i got scraped again,
    with this, how many times is it?
    hey, look, even though i try hard to hide it, the trauma comes oozing out
    ah, look, i held it back again,
    i’m pretty good at keeping a clear expression, right?
    ugh, look, whatever is being said about me
    i’m just covered in their disdain and bruises.
    this feeling of suffocation makes me quiver
    this inferiority complex causes my dizziness
    this suffocation leaves me empty inside
    they say that i’m a “failed work”
    that i’m unwanted
    whatever i do, even if i try,
    it seems to be no good
    i really want some meaning to being born,
    maybe if i smiled more naturally it would be better?
    dear god, if i am able to be born again
    i wish to become somebody who is loved.
    when i cry myself out, my pulse turns into a lullaby
    for sure, tomorrow i’ll be able to smile, right?
    goodbye, to my life full of mistakes
    (correct me if i made any mistakes!)

  • @cheese810
    @cheese810 3 роки тому +3

    No one has every told me I'm a failure. In fact I've been doing far above average my entire life, my friends and teachers often complement my art and I'm known as the smart kid who's especially good at maths. So why do I still try so hard to get my parents to appreciate what I do? Why do I see myself as a failure when I can't? Why was this I set myself when I was like 6 and still haven't completed?

    • @Xemnii
      @Xemnii 2 роки тому

      I relate to this so much lol
      Also a song that kinda resembles ur vent is called "Are you satisfied." Pretty good song so kindly check that out lol.

  • @KiriChan99
    @KiriChan99 4 роки тому +2

    This is a wonderful cover of a great song. Good jog. A sad song, that I unfortunately also relate to like many people here...keep your chins up everyone, I believe in you.

  • @Pedro-pf2xs
    @Pedro-pf2xs 3 роки тому

    Why is this so good

  • @detectivebiggs9875
    @detectivebiggs9875 7 років тому +3

    Holy shit your voice is amazing!!

  • @justalilbitsilly
    @justalilbitsilly 5 місяців тому +3

    yippee 7th anniversary of cover
    i hope everyone's doing okay

  • @giantbluepanda8029
    @giantbluepanda8029 6 років тому

    you have gooooooood taste *wink* one of the two composers i wanted english covers for. now tokotoko. i wish

  • @epitaph5340
    @epitaph5340 7 років тому

    This is too good.

  • @yoshin6465
    @yoshin6465 7 років тому

    wow it's soo beautiful
    your sound is soo majestic
    I can't believe it
    Wow
    good job

  • @juneturnsintojuly6684
    @juneturnsintojuly6684 4 роки тому +2

    came back to this song after so long to check if i would feel any different. i don't.

  • @zanpartizannes7822
    @zanpartizannes7822 7 років тому +19

    Heckadoodle, your voice is really pretty! This is a wonderful cover! Would you mind if I used your lyrics for a cover?

  • @Zoiggelz
    @Zoiggelz 5 років тому +12

    Am I allowed to relate to this if I am a boy...? 失敗作少年?
    'Cause this is so similar to what is going on my head rn.

    • @merinnnnnn
      @merinnnnnn 4 роки тому +2

      I think you can relate to this if you are a boy

    • @krowsilver8966
      @krowsilver8966 3 роки тому +2

      Anyone can. What happened?

  • @ArtbyHannah.
    @ArtbyHannah. 4 роки тому +1

    This song makes me cry badly everytime I listen to it.

  • @FeverCrush1728
    @FeverCrush1728 3 роки тому +3

    This kind of songs make me active and energetic and I dont know why?

  • @maiballs
    @maiballs 2 роки тому

    Your voice is one of a kind its beautifull

  • @tritonia_
    @tritonia_ 4 місяці тому +2

    that feeling when you can't even succeed at failing life despite years of attempts xd

  • @burntsicle1535
    @burntsicle1535 5 років тому

    ur so fucking good at singing man, keep up the awesome work !

  • @princekat8915
    @princekat8915 7 років тому +32

    Is this a series with People Allergy? :o

  • @cloudypopped
    @cloudypopped 3 роки тому

    why the fuck did this in specific have to play right when i was in a depressive mood istg youtube really is coming for me, but im always in the mood for Oktavia's AMAZING covers even if this one specific really hits me in the gut. this truly is a blessing and curse istg

  • @fuzzystatic949
    @fuzzystatic949 6 років тому +8

    I'm always waiting for tomorrow

    • @queenalice7483
      @queenalice7483 6 років тому +1

      xx jessy at first I wanted to say something like a joke but then I realized I wait for tommorow too. I hate everyday but the night isn't so bad...

  • @Ringo-lx5bz
    @Ringo-lx5bz 4 роки тому

    dam this is so good

  • @marchingflute5181
    @marchingflute5181 4 роки тому +2

    What a mood

  • @InkyNC
    @InkyNC 7 років тому +1

    WHY ARE YOU SO GOOD AT SINGING!!! AHHHHHHHHH XD STOP BEING AN AMAZING SINGER IT'S UNFAIR!!! AHAHAHA
    BUT I DO LOVE YOUR SONGS SO MUCH!!! I KEEP LOOPING THEMMMMMMM IT'S STARTING TO MAKE ME JEALOUS!!!! GAHHHHHH!!!
    -NC