Not sure if anyone knew this but the name of the witch and the maid is ikusu and suoh respectively Edit: ikusu is the Japanese pronunciation of Ichthus, meaning "fish", it's also a symbol of Christ ( the witch's earring) Suou/suoh is from the word hanazuoh, the Japanese name of the redbud flower aka the judas tree
Really? It’s definitely in a bunch of other songs out there, but nonetheless it’s really fun and pretty whenever you get to hear it Surely you’ll see it more often when you dig into a variety of indie (pop) music :D at least that’s where ive heard some of the same stuff!
Lyrics for those who might not see the captions! So… All along, it was a want, a Simple little prayer, admired everywhere, and Even as that dies, the curtain’s gonna rise, thus Bow and say goodbye, but Don’t forget to lower your eyes There’s things I wanna say, and I try, But many things I think, they stay in my mind And so I hide my guilt behind me and lie before you I wanna hear my heart, obey to its beat, But couldn’t cough them up, the words that I eat And now the core’s gone bad, too cloudy to clean before use To ‘come to terms’, that’s asking a lot I can’t embrace it, far too weak, and I watch That very thing possess my body beyond a tribute I’ve got a voice of vapor, it’s harder to breathe My throat is drying out, yet starting to freeze And now I realize I really don’t know what to say Every feeling that I’ve felt, I’ve Thrown away by throwing to myself Over and over, farther off and further off When will we even go? Just Where is it we’ll make it if we rush? Never ever knowing can’t be healthy, so I want your thoughts If we only need a second to break, A minute ‘till we wander away, I’ll pray to every God I know to keep you here to hold me If you only had a century to stay, Eternity to stay here the same, That I’m saved by such a feeling that I’m the only one Can stay the truth Peace is gone in a Flash, attrition comes Can’t tell they’ve been exchanged Some say they’re different, but really they’re not Blitheness lies on a smokey bed of sin Before a fire’s burning, why don’t we get together and go? …ing crazy, “that can’t be”, I’m saying so Over and over, over and over, super soft Where should I even start from? What is it I’ll lose, no matter what? Never ever knowing has me tethered to the same old spot If we only need an hour to break, A day to dream of running away, I’ll pray to every God I know that leaving won’t be lonely So my heart is never broken to mean That somebody can take yours from me, Let’s entrust them to each other Come on, ‘cause you can trust me… you know La-lu-la-du-da… Cry with me again Smile with me again Scream with me again Sing with me again Dance with me again Talk to me again… “When, oh when will it all end?” I’m saying so Over and over, over and over, super soft “I’ll never leave your mind” this atmosphere, it seems to promise, though Gotta kinda wonder how much longer it’ll haunt my soul If we only need us… If we only need a second to break, A minute ‘till we wander away, I’ll pray to every God I know to keep you here to hold me If you only had a century to stay, Eternity to stay here the same, That I’m saved by such a feeling that I’m the only one Could you see the things I live for and show me if I’m only doing great?
The interpretation of “I can be saved. You can still save me” in the description is perfect when you consider the character and event that the song was commissioned for (Mizuki Akiyama from Project Sekai).
FINALLY let my thoughts marinate in my head long enough to crystallize into something tangible enough to comment it's obvious when reading the video description, but even just listening to the lyrics it's clear how much care you put into incorporating the MV/an urgent appeal(/even The biblical judas towards the end!) into your lyrics and i think it REALLY paid off. like specifically an urgent appeal, it seriously felt like i was re-reading it while watching the premiere. an urgent appeal felt like the coalescing of judas' adoration, desperation, obssession, and possessiveness, all born from worshipping someone extolled for their selflessness... and then falling in love with that someone for that same selflessness, despite (or rather, because of) her own selfishness. it wasn't until reading your rationale behind why you worded 1:17 the way you did that it really clicked for me what made this version feel so satisfying: you REALLY hit that persistent feeling of inferiority that underscored dazai's judas, that FUELED her splitting between adoration and resentment. it feels only fitting that the cowardly judas is only able to pray that they stay together vs actively working to tie jesus down. even outside that specific line though, your judas instinctively prostrates herself in relation to jesus thanks to that insecurity throughout the entire song despite WANTING their relationship to be one of mutual reliance (2:19 - 2:27, the JESUS PLEASE NEED ME THE WAY I NEED YOU BABYGIRL plea):
- [ 0:30 - 0:43 ; 0:58 - 1:05 ] she forces herself to swallow those ugly, unacceptable feelings judas has for her comparatively infinitely virtuous jesus - [ 1:05 - 1:10 vs 2:04 - 2:11 ] what was once wanting to know what jesus thought of running away together in a moment of intimacy (in an urgent appeal, it's the one time judas believes she got to truly speak to jesus before jesus would close herself off from judas) becomes resentment and a realization that clinging to jesus has shackled her to the same exact position she was in before: insignificant, insecure, and clinging to someone who can't reciprocate - [ 2:42 - 2:54 ] flipping back to adoration after experiencing the MV's allegory for jesus washing her disciples' feet before the last supper. in contrast to alternate translyrics, are explicit pleas to jesus, BEGGING that she please come back to judas >> ALSO A TANGENT HERE. i'm NOT exaggerating when i say my jaw dropped when i saw following jesus' accusation like SORRY BABYGIRL I TURNED YOU IN IT'S TRUE I HAVE SINNED!!!!!! and THEN getting sucker punched by superimposed over !!!!!!!!! girl what the fuck!!!!!!! not just being a recounting of the ways jesus was virtuous (humility in singing, dancing, screaming, etc. ALONGSIDE her disciples in the same vein as her washing their feet) re: in the context of it as a hymn praising jesus, but also like. judas' personal memories of her. literally, "jesus, sweet remembrance"/"the sweet memory of jesus", judas longing for that which she's now lost. screaming crying vomiting moment fr. all that segueing into... - [ 3:22 - 3:31 ] bringing the adoration/resentment cycle to a close a la biblical judas who's recognized her betrayal for the grave mistake it was, cementing jesus as her god who she is wholly beneath and left wanting for her approval in her final moments before repenting by dying. your judas plays jumprope with the line between faithfulness (selflessness) and monopolization (selfishness) much like dazai's judas, illustrating a kind self-serving devotion judas had towards jesus. the desire for a lover, a PERSONAL god, through which all her insecurities and sins would be forgiven while simultaneously being elevated to, in her mind, a true equal worthy of standing by jesus' side. in the way an urgent appeal is an intimate look into judas' thoughts, this cover feels almost...intrusive? as a listener we hear all of your judas' inner thoughts laid bare: the ugly feelings, the wistful thinking, the memories, the apologies. but the sole person judas prays to and wants to convey it all to... never does in the end. and that guilty feeling of reading a letter unsent is a testament to the success of your cover and lyrics, at least in my personal listening experience. tldr: delicious addition to the will/trickle lower cover blunt rotation, 2023 oktavia SWEEP
Honestly this is a super detailed and beautiful analysis?? I've never read the Bible and have no familiarity with the story of Jesus and Judas but you described it so vividly that I feel like I have. Would genuinely pay to see quality analysis like this on more Vocaloid songs. Edit: Just read An Urgent Appeal and hot damn, this IS gay. When devotion becomes ruthlessness...
I LOVE that you took the time to analyze my translyrics, it really made my day. I spend hours thinking about every little detail and how I’m gonna work it in to make it fit juuust right, and your analysis really made it feel worth it. I’m glad you caught on to the duality I was trying to express from the singer/Judas’ perspective- in my opinion it’s a very human feeling I’ve struggled with too sometimes. Somebody who you’re so jealous of, you want to be them in some ways- but in other ways you can’t deny how beautiful they are, and how your jealousy also manifests in wishing they won’t be taken away from you. I’ve always loved those sorts of characters in fiction, they’re very interesting to look at. Anyway THANK YOU like I feel like I’m losing my words but your analysis is spot on and makes me really happy!! This song is painfully beautiful and I love it 💔
Damn, that a pretty nice analysis. There's only a few thing I disagree with tho. I don't think Judas (in the short story) killed himself because he regretted killing Jesus, instead I think he planned to commit necc cracc from the very beginning. "If You were to disappear from this world then I should die immediately as well. I could not live on." "Tonight will be the last night for me too." Wanting to be equal to Jesus is like the most important part of Judas's character arc for him to accept that he'll always be below him is to go against it. The MV also referenced it by having ikusu wear a hat so it looks like she taller than suou then have her stop wearing it towards the end symbolize how they are now "equal". Also I think the last line of the song (in Japanese) is something along the line of "my feelings and everything I live for is correct" is supposed to represent how Judas justified his actions ? (Though if you were talking about the biblical Judas or this translated version of the song pls ignore my comment 😅)
Today I woke up and thought to myself "gosh what a dull day" and then I saw you had a new cover up and my day immediately went from dull to brilliant! An amazing song that I know you'll cover exquisitely < 3 So so so looking forward to the premiere!
This is amazing holy moly Also some theories(?) this song takes inspiration from the Osamu Dazai novel called "Heed My Plea" which is about Judas and his betrayal of Jesus, but from Judas' perspective. The maid represents Judas The witch represents Jesus The other maids represent the rest of the disciples Based off the novel and the way the maid stares with dissatisfaction when the man in green kneels in front of the witch, the man could represent Mary Magdalene The witch can be seen healing someone, likewise Jesus doing miracles for the ill The scene at the seashore coukd be referencing a scene in the novel where Jesus and Judas has a one-on-one conversation at the beach A scene in the novel has Jesus feed Judas some bread (in front of all the disciples) after saying that the person that He (Jesus) is going to feed is the one going to betray Him. I think this may reference where the witch burns the book that the maid is holding in front of the other maids. The fire that the maid got caught in could be a reference that Judas said that he felt like he was humiliated The scene where the maid gets the coins referencing the fact that Judas sold out Jesus for 30 pieces of silver During the "lalularuda" part where the maid seems like she's telling something and then a woman and elderly man in the next frame could be referencing Judas telling the story of Jesus to the priests and selling Him out Throughout the novel Judas' feelings progressively gets more and more inclined towards Jesus, the point where he declares that he wants Jesus to live with him and that he loves Him (could be represented by the dances that the maid and witch share during the choruses) but at the end he denies all of these as lies And finally when Judas kissed Jesus in order to identify him, could be represented with the last dance they (maid and witch) share (both a kiss and a dance, specifically the dance shown in the MV could be read as romantic gestures, not always though)
@@amorestrada5293 I think I read it once on the vocaloid wiki yes but I'm not sure. There's a lot of parallels between the song and the novel though so maybe(?
Oh my god I cannot believe I will be able to witness such beauty premiered Edit: i passed out before the actual premier and was 2 hours late but, this is amazing, great cover. I had been listening to Oktavia's covers for so long and they still would not disappoint. Waiting is always worth it.
HUH WHAT THE CHORUS HOW COULD THIS BE SO GOOD WHAT edit: 2:52 i like how "talk to me again" sounds a lot more lonely than all the other lines in this part also the transition at 1:56 is super cool also the ending is amazing jeez i think i just found my new favourite cover of any song ever
So… All along, it was a want, a Simple little prayer, admired everywhere, and Even as that dies, the curtain’s gonna rise, thus Bow and say goodbye, but Don’t forget to lower your eyes There’s things I wanna say, and I try, But many things I think, they stay in my mind And so I hide my guilt behind me and lie before you I wanna hear my heart, obey to its beat, But couldn’t cough them up, the words that I eat And now the core’s gone bad, too cloudy to clean before use To ‘come to terms’, that’s asking a lot I can’t embrace it, far too weak, and I watch That very thing possess my body beyond a tribute I’ve got a voice of vapor, it’s harder to breathe My throat is drying out, yet starting to freeze And now I realize I really don’t know what to say Every feeling that I’ve felt, I’ve Thrown away by throwing to myself Over and over, farther off and further off When will we even go? Just Where is it we’ll make it if we rush? Never ever knowing can’t be healthy, so I want your thoughts If we only need a second to break, A minute ‘till we wander away, I’ll pray to every God I know to keep you here to hold me If you only had a century to stay, Eternity to stay here the same, That I’m saved by such a feeling that I’m the only one Can stay the truth Peace is gone in a Flash, attrition comes Can’t tell they’ve been exchanged Some say they’re different, but really they’re not Blitheness lies on a smokey bed of sin Before a fire’s burning, why don’t we get together and go? …ing crazy, “that can’t be”, I’m saying so Over and over, over and over, super soft Where should I even start from? What is it I’ll lose, no matter what? Never ever knowing has me tethered to the same old spot If we only need an hour to break, A day to dream of running away, I’ll pray to every God I know that leaving won’t be lonely So my heart is never broken to mean That somebody can take yours from me, Let’s entrust them to each other Come on, ‘cause you can trust me… you know La-lu-la-du-da… Cry with me again Smile with me again Scream with me again Sing with me again Dance with me again Talk to me again… “When, oh when will it all end?” I’m saying so Over and over, over and over, super soft “I’ll never leave your mind” this atmosphere, it seems to promise, though Gotta kinda wonder how much longer it’ll haunt my soul If we only need us… If we only need a second to break, A minute ‘till we wander away, I’ll pray to every God I know to keep you here to hold me If you only had a century to stay, Eternity to stay here the same, That I’m saved by such a feeling that I’m the only one Could you see the things I live for and show me if I’m only doing great?
0:41 considering what this song is about/based on, I find it very interesting that the plant chosen for the Maid is the Judas Tree and the plant chosen for the Witch is the Star of Bethlehem. When you look at it like that it makes you wonder if there are any other hidden symbols in the music video. Or maybe I'm just too curious
NEW OKTAVIA COVER OH MY GOD !!! LOWER ONE'S EYES !!!!! i'm never gonna get over this the lyrics are so good your voice is breathtaking i'm !! auurauuauu !!! this is definitely my new favorite cover of the song and it had some HARD competition so thats saying something !!!!!
You are incredible, and I’ve already looped this song so much! Your voice is so powerful and emotional that when you hit the chorus I had goosebumps (and even teared up at the end). Your lyrics are great too- I really love the “why don’t we get together and go...ing crazy. That can’t be.” transition especially. Incredible job 😭💜
Wow! What an amazing cover! The highnotes and the adlibs in this song were so good!! I've been obsessed with this song recently, so thank you so much for this cover!! Incredible as always!! ❤️
oghhh you put so much feeling and thought into these translyrics and into your vocals. I hadn't heard of this song until it started being more widely covered in English late last year, but it ended up in three of my top twenty spots of my Spotify wrapped, including the top spot. I'm obsessed with this cover specifically though and I think if it was on spotify then it'd obliterate any chance any other song would have of taking the #1 spot
THIS IS AMAZING! This has been one of my favorite Vocaloid songs for a long while now, so I'm so happy to hear you covering it. This cover is truly amazing, and I'll be looping it for a long while to come.
IT'S FINALLY HERE AAAAAAAAA These lyrics are just so good and the adlibs are amazing as well. (1:58, 2:41, and 3:01 are so satisfying omg) Your performance on this cover is awesome. Thank you!
OH MY GOD ITS COMING IM SO FUCKING HYPE???? I ALREADY KNOW THIS'S GONNA BE AMAZING BUT IM SO READY TO HAVE THIS ON LOOP THE NEXT FEW WEEKS edit: god this was AMAZING your voice is SO beautiful and angelic as always, love the lyrics they're so fucking clever uueuehgjgjg this literally gave me CHILLS THIS MADE ME TEAR UP JESUS edit 2: i JUST saw that you mentioned madohomu in the desc... i read it i swear i just missed that part. anyway anyway you're so fuckign right theyre literally the exact pairing i imagine in this mv GOD
How in the w o r l d did I miss it yesterday???? I completely forgot about this absolute banger of a song, when suddenly - WHAM, Oktavia's cover appears! Love it more and more with each replay, also, can we just appreciate the moment at 2:37?? I keep rewinding and I can't get enough of it!! Amazing work!!
oh my god the vocals were amazing as usual but i am absolutely FLOORED BY THE LYRICS. lower is one of my favorite songs in all of existence you did it so well
THIS IS SOOO GOOD thank you… I love the lyrics you went with theyre so painful and good and I feel like they flow really satisfyingly and I have to say the “go? …ing crazy” transition made me go >:O!!! Your singing went crazy too your adlibs went super hard!!! Your voice is really pretty!!! I feel like you really did this song and the feelings behind it justice, definitely my favorite English version of this song, no contest, thank you for your service 🙏
THIS ACTUALLY GAVE ME GOOSE BUMPS. You're voice is absolutely ethereal and I'm 100% going to check out your other covers out! It baffles me how powerful you're able to make your voice sound
Oktavia, thank you so much for another cover! Your music means the world to me, and this song became one of my favorites ever since I heard it, and I love it even more because of you :3. Hope you're better, rest well please! The stream was so nice to watch!! Happy new year 💙💙💙
this is the most angelic yet powerful cover ive ever listened too HOLY oh my god this is literally more than amazing and amazing is an understatement aaa
this cover is AMAZING oh my god! im obsessed w "lower your eyes" so to see youve covered it makes me sososo happy!!! 2:35 that note. ur range.... u r slaying!!!!!! u r serving!!!!!!!!!! ur voice is so gorgeous!!
I've got SO many words to say about this, but I think one sentence sums them all up simply: HOLY SHIT, THIS IS AMAZING! I really love all of the high notes, and how well they're done! (Frankly, if I ever tried this, I'd fuck up my throat. It's extremely impressive that you can reach them!) I absolutely love your content, and whenever something pops up, I love to check it out! In short, awesome work! ♥♥♥
this was absolutely amazing oh my god i'm actually crying T_T i positively lit up when i saw this cover bc its also one of my fave vocaloid songs and i *knew* you would absolutely do it justice and boy was i right! the sheer range of your voice and tonal quality is incredible, the soft and quiet intensity of the verses was good enough but hearing the contrast when you absolutely Exploded in the chorus?? wonderful amazing brilliant showstopping, there is a lovely ease to your voice technically speaking (your high notes always sound soaring and effortless that bit at 2:36 was heavenly), but a beautiful desperation in the emotions conveyed, ALSO THE LYRICS i'm never gonna get over that sleek transition from "together and go-" "-ing crazy" ugh so good and it was rlly interesting to read ur thoughts on the translation too ANYWAY this was phenomenal i loved it thank you for sharing !
I've listened to this freaking cover at least once every other day since it came out already, absolutely amazing work!! the lyrics are incredible and your vocals are so so powerful and like ? ? ? enchanting?? amazing work, i am seriously so SO obsessed with this
the emotions, the lyrics, everything is so amazing oml. you can tell how much care you put into this song in every aspect of this cover. and of course as always your belting is heavenly. time to listen to this on repeat for weeks!
I've missed your covers I love your voice so much! I'm so happy you covered Lower it's one of my favorite songs and your voice makes it a thousand times better
I have nothing to say about this cover other than the fact that it has heavenly vocals with really good english lyrics, that you slayed on this cover so hard and keep up the good work.
Yay new cover! I never discovered Vocaloid songs until late, so I love hearing your covers as my first exposure and give the original ones a listen. Beautiful as always!
Been following your work since I stumbled upon Rats Had Died, everything about these covers is just so awe inspiring! From the lyrics to your vocal performance, it's just 10/10! Thanks for making these!
It's always nice seeing you make your own translation lyrics for a song, they always come across as something more unique compared to other covers, this song included (been hooked on this song as well). Oh and happy 24th birthday. I'm sure it doesn't feel as grand of a milestone but its still been a year nonetheless, so maybe take it as a chance to look back at the good times this year did bring
If you've listened to Oktavia's songs, I don't think a lot of them are "overly cute", especially with 2022's uploads: Aishite Aishite Aishite, Self-Inflicted Achromatic, Jailbreak, Shoujo Rei, and Monuke no Karada. I think Shoujo Rei is the closest to an "overly cute" song, and even then, it's a melody littered with melancholy. Ignore me if you meant it in a general sense.
i usually don't comment on videos since i don't have anything important to say, but my god, i really want to mention how much i love your covers, your voice is literally the best voice i've ever heard in my entire life, there's just something so incredibly comforting and calming about it. i'm horrible at putting my feelings into words, but just know that i genuinely just love your covers so much.
Ok, when you announced that you were going to cover lower I got really exited because it’s one of my favourite songs. I was expecting a really good cover but this? THIS IS AMAZING LIKE I CANT DESCRIBE IT
AUUUGHHH im so obsessed with this, literally can not stop listening to it. your lyrics and voice are excellent and i always get excited to listen to new stuff you put out
Aaaaah, this cover was so amazing, you did such a good job!!! Your voice is perfect for this song, I am always happy to wait to hear more of your beautiful voice!!!
HOLY CRAP YOU ABSOLUTELY ATE THIS UP!!!! You sound so close to the original, how in the world!?!?!? Absolutely unparalleled banger, Oktavia!!
TRICKLE!!
Trickie 😮😮
Have you ever collabed with will?
can y'all collab plz
Not sure if anyone knew this but the name of the witch and the maid is ikusu and suoh respectively
Edit: ikusu is the Japanese pronunciation of Ichthus, meaning "fish", it's also a symbol of Christ ( the witch's earring)
Suou/suoh is from the word hanazuoh, the Japanese name of the redbud flower aka the judas tree
@@emuurin_ are you talking about the proseka character ?🤔
@@emuurin_ what make you think the witch name is mizuki then 🤨
@@emuurin_ really ?? Where ? Because the keychain merch call her ikusu 🤨??
ahh thank you so much !!!
that lyric transition at 1:56 is amazing, i've never seen someone mix two lines of lyrics like that before.
Exactly! and with the context of the song it just makes it a lot better.
Reminds me of poetry where the end of one line leads into the next
Really? It’s definitely in a bunch of other songs out there, but nonetheless it’s really fun and pretty whenever you get to hear it
Surely you’ll see it more often when you dig into a variety of indie (pop) music :D at least that’s where ive heard some of the same stuff!
@@karuma2232do you know what it’s called? im really enamored by the way the words lead into other lines and i’d like to see more of it ? if not its ok
@@karuma2232actually i searched and found it 😭😭 enjambment
OCTAVIA IS THE PINNACLE OF GOOD ENGLISH LYIRCS AND GODLY VOCALS I LOVE HER MUCH
You uh, spelt her name wrong..
Lyrics for those who might not see the captions!
So… All along, it was a want, a
Simple little prayer, admired everywhere, and
Even as that dies, the curtain’s gonna rise, thus
Bow and say goodbye, but
Don’t forget to lower your eyes
There’s things I wanna say, and I try,
But many things I think, they stay in my mind
And so I hide my guilt behind me and lie before you
I wanna hear my heart, obey to its beat,
But couldn’t cough them up, the words that I eat
And now the core’s gone bad, too cloudy to clean before use
To ‘come to terms’, that’s asking a lot
I can’t embrace it, far too weak, and I watch
That very thing possess my body beyond a tribute
I’ve got a voice of vapor, it’s harder to breathe
My throat is drying out, yet starting to freeze
And now I realize I really don’t know what to say
Every feeling that I’ve felt, I’ve
Thrown away by throwing to myself
Over and over, farther off and further off
When will we even go? Just
Where is it we’ll make it if we rush?
Never ever knowing can’t be healthy, so I want your thoughts
If we only need a second to break,
A minute ‘till we wander away,
I’ll pray to every God I know to keep you here to hold me
If you only had a century to stay,
Eternity to stay here the same,
That I’m saved by such a feeling that I’m the only one
Can stay the truth
Peace is gone in a
Flash, attrition comes
Can’t tell they’ve been exchanged
Some say they’re different, but really they’re not
Blitheness lies on a smokey bed of sin
Before a fire’s burning, why don’t we get together and go?
…ing crazy, “that can’t be”, I’m saying so
Over and over, over and over, super soft
Where should I even start from?
What is it I’ll lose, no matter what?
Never ever knowing has me tethered to the same old spot
If we only need an hour to break,
A day to dream of running away,
I’ll pray to every God I know that leaving won’t be lonely
So my heart is never broken to mean
That somebody can take yours from me,
Let’s entrust them to each other
Come on, ‘cause you can trust me… you know
La-lu-la-du-da…
Cry with me again
Smile with me again
Scream with me again
Sing with me again
Dance with me again
Talk to me again…
“When, oh when will it all end?” I’m saying so
Over and over, over and over, super soft
“I’ll never leave your mind” this atmosphere, it seems to promise, though
Gotta kinda wonder how much longer it’ll haunt my soul
If we only need us…
If we only need a second to break,
A minute ‘till we wander away,
I’ll pray to every God I know to keep you here to hold me
If you only had a century to stay,
Eternity to stay here the same,
That I’m saved by such a feeling that I’m the only one
Could you see the things I live for and show me if
I’m only doing great?
The interpretation of “I can be saved. You can still save me” in the description is perfect when you consider the character and event that the song was commissioned for (Mizuki Akiyama from Project Sekai).
This cover was a gift. Sapphic love, witches, maids, tragedy. It’s everything I love 🖤
Few things touch my soul like those do.
Toxic Yuri, Jesus, and Tragedy is the real holy trinity
The euphoria I felt during this cover.
You knocked it out of the park once again, Oktavia!
Have you breathed since than? 😨
FINALLY let my thoughts marinate in my head long enough to crystallize into something tangible enough to comment
it's obvious when reading the video description, but even just listening to the lyrics it's clear how much care you put into incorporating the MV/an urgent appeal(/even The biblical judas towards the end!) into your lyrics and i think it REALLY paid off. like specifically an urgent appeal, it seriously felt like i was re-reading it while watching the premiere.
an urgent appeal felt like the coalescing of judas' adoration, desperation, obssession, and possessiveness, all born from worshipping someone extolled for their selflessness... and then falling in love with that someone for that same selflessness, despite (or rather, because of) her own selfishness. it wasn't until reading your rationale behind why you worded 1:17 the way you did that it really clicked for me what made this version feel so satisfying: you REALLY hit that persistent feeling of inferiority that underscored dazai's judas, that FUELED her splitting between adoration and resentment. it feels only fitting that the cowardly judas is only able to pray that they stay together vs actively working to tie jesus down. even outside that specific line though, your judas instinctively prostrates herself in relation to jesus thanks to that insecurity throughout the entire song despite WANTING their relationship to be one of mutual reliance (2:19 - 2:27, the JESUS PLEASE NEED ME THE WAY I NEED YOU BABYGIRL plea):
- [ 0:30 - 0:43 ; 0:58 - 1:05 ] she forces herself to swallow those ugly, unacceptable feelings judas has for her comparatively infinitely virtuous jesus
- [ 1:05 - 1:10 vs 2:04 - 2:11 ] what was once wanting to know what jesus thought of running away together in a moment of intimacy (in an urgent appeal, it's the one time judas believes she got to truly speak to jesus before jesus would close herself off from judas) becomes resentment and a realization that clinging to jesus has shackled her to the same exact position she was in before: insignificant, insecure, and clinging to someone who can't reciprocate
- [ 2:42 - 2:54 ] flipping back to adoration after experiencing the MV's allegory for jesus washing her disciples' feet before the last supper. in contrast to alternate translyrics, are explicit pleas to jesus, BEGGING that she please come back to judas
>> ALSO A TANGENT HERE. i'm NOT exaggerating when i say my jaw dropped when i saw following jesus' accusation like SORRY BABYGIRL I TURNED YOU IN IT'S TRUE I HAVE SINNED!!!!!! and THEN getting sucker punched by superimposed over !!!!!!!!! girl what the fuck!!!!!!! not just being a recounting of the ways jesus was virtuous (humility in singing, dancing, screaming, etc. ALONGSIDE her disciples in the same vein as her washing their feet) re: in the context of it as a hymn praising jesus, but also like. judas' personal memories of her. literally, "jesus, sweet remembrance"/"the sweet memory of jesus", judas longing for that which she's now lost. screaming crying vomiting moment fr. all that segueing into...
- [ 3:22 - 3:31 ] bringing the adoration/resentment cycle to a close a la biblical judas who's recognized her betrayal for the grave mistake it was, cementing jesus as her god who she is wholly beneath and left wanting for her approval in her final moments before repenting by dying.
your judas plays jumprope with the line between faithfulness (selflessness) and monopolization (selfishness) much like dazai's judas, illustrating a kind self-serving devotion judas had towards jesus. the desire for a lover, a PERSONAL god, through which all her insecurities and sins would be forgiven while simultaneously being elevated to, in her mind, a true equal worthy of standing by jesus' side.
in the way an urgent appeal is an intimate look into judas' thoughts, this cover feels almost...intrusive? as a listener we hear all of your judas' inner thoughts laid bare: the ugly feelings, the wistful thinking, the memories, the apologies. but the sole person judas prays to and wants to convey it all to... never does in the end. and that guilty feeling of reading a letter unsent is a testament to the success of your cover and lyrics, at least in my personal listening experience.
tldr: delicious addition to the will/trickle lower cover blunt rotation, 2023 oktavia SWEEP
i am so sorry if none of this is coherent
Honestly this is a super detailed and beautiful analysis?? I've never read the Bible and have no familiarity with the story of Jesus and Judas but you described it so vividly that I feel like I have. Would genuinely pay to see quality analysis like this on more Vocaloid songs.
Edit: Just read An Urgent Appeal and hot damn, this IS gay. When devotion becomes ruthlessness...
I LOVE that you took the time to analyze my translyrics, it really made my day. I spend hours thinking about every little detail and how I’m gonna work it in to make it fit juuust right, and your analysis really made it feel worth it. I’m glad you caught on to the duality I was trying to express from the singer/Judas’ perspective- in my opinion it’s a very human feeling I’ve struggled with too sometimes. Somebody who you’re so jealous of, you want to be them in some ways- but in other ways you can’t deny how beautiful they are, and how your jealousy also manifests in wishing they won’t be taken away from you. I’ve always loved those sorts of characters in fiction, they’re very interesting to look at.
Anyway THANK YOU like I feel like I’m losing my words but your analysis is spot on and makes me really happy!! This song is painfully beautiful and I love it 💔
Damn, that a pretty nice analysis. There's only a few thing I disagree with tho.
I don't think Judas (in the short story) killed himself because he regretted killing Jesus, instead I think he planned to commit necc cracc from the very beginning.
"If You were to disappear from this world then I should die immediately as well. I could not live on."
"Tonight will be the last night for me too."
Wanting to be equal to Jesus is like the most important part of Judas's character arc for him to accept that he'll always be below him is to go against it.
The MV also referenced it by having ikusu wear a hat so it looks like she taller than suou then have her stop wearing it towards the end symbolize how they are now "equal".
Also I think the last line of the song (in Japanese) is something along the line of "my feelings and everything I live for is correct" is supposed to represent how Judas justified his actions ?
(Though if you were talking about the biblical Judas or this translated version of the song pls ignore my comment 😅)
Omg i love how they said: “don’t forget to lower your eyes” I GOT CHILLS EVERY TIME!!!
Today I woke up and thought to myself "gosh what a dull day" and then I saw you had a new cover up and my day immediately went from dull to brilliant! An amazing song that I know you'll cover exquisitely < 3 So so so looking forward to the premiere!
This is amazing holy moly
Also some theories(?)
this song takes inspiration from the Osamu Dazai novel called "Heed My Plea" which is about Judas and his betrayal of Jesus, but from Judas' perspective.
The maid represents Judas
The witch represents Jesus
The other maids represent the rest of the disciples
Based off the novel and the way the maid stares with dissatisfaction when the man in green kneels in front of the witch, the man could represent Mary Magdalene
The witch can be seen healing someone, likewise Jesus doing miracles for the ill
The scene at the seashore coukd be referencing a scene in the novel where Jesus and Judas has a one-on-one conversation at the beach
A scene in the novel has Jesus feed Judas some bread (in front of all the disciples) after saying that the person that He (Jesus) is going to feed is the one going to betray Him. I think this may reference where the witch burns the book that the maid is holding in front of the other maids. The fire that the maid got caught in could be a reference that Judas said that he felt like he was humiliated
The scene where the maid gets the coins referencing the fact that Judas sold out Jesus for 30 pieces of silver
During the "lalularuda" part where the maid seems like she's telling something and then a woman and elderly man in the next frame could be referencing Judas telling the story of Jesus to the priests and selling Him out
Throughout the novel Judas' feelings progressively gets more and more inclined towards Jesus, the point where he declares that he wants Jesus to live with him and that he loves Him (could be represented by the dances that the maid and witch share during the choruses) but at the end he denies all of these as lies
And finally when Judas kissed Jesus in order to identify him, could be represented with the last dance they (maid and witch) share (both a kiss and a dance, specifically the dance shown in the MV could be read as romantic gestures, not always though)
IT WAS INSPIRED BY ONE OF DAZAI'S WORKS??
@@amorestrada5293 I think I read it once on the vocaloid wiki yes but I'm not sure. There's a lot of parallels between the song and the novel though so maybe(?
oktavia covering my favorite project sekai commission song this day is truly blessed 🙏🙏
Oh my god I cannot believe I will be able to witness such beauty premiered
Edit: i passed out before the actual premier and was 2 hours late but, this is amazing, great cover. I had been listening to Oktavia's covers for so long and they still would not disappoint. Waiting is always worth it.
Didn’t realize how heavy this song was until I heard it in English. Spectacular cover.
OMG YOU'RE SO RIGHT THIS WOULD MAKE FOR SUCH A GOOD MADOKA PV
1:13 it's just so lovely! I've heard other English versions of this song, but I've never heard those lines sung like that!
HUH WHAT THE CHORUS HOW COULD THIS BE SO GOOD WHAT
edit: 2:52 i like how "talk to me again" sounds a lot more lonely than all the other lines in this part
also the transition at 1:56 is super cool
also the ending is amazing
jeez i think i just found my new favourite cover of any song ever
So… All along, it was a want, a
Simple little prayer, admired everywhere, and
Even as that dies, the curtain’s gonna rise, thus
Bow and say goodbye, but
Don’t forget to lower your eyes
There’s things I wanna say, and I try,
But many things I think, they stay in my mind
And so I hide my guilt behind me and lie before you
I wanna hear my heart, obey to its beat,
But couldn’t cough them up, the words that I eat
And now the core’s gone bad, too cloudy to clean before use
To ‘come to terms’, that’s asking a lot
I can’t embrace it, far too weak, and I watch
That very thing possess my body beyond a tribute
I’ve got a voice of vapor, it’s harder to breathe
My throat is drying out, yet starting to freeze
And now I realize I really don’t know what to say
Every feeling that I’ve felt, I’ve
Thrown away by throwing to myself
Over and over, farther off and further off
When will we even go? Just
Where is it we’ll make it if we rush?
Never ever knowing can’t be healthy, so I want your thoughts
If we only need a second to break,
A minute ‘till we wander away,
I’ll pray to every God I know to keep you here to hold me
If you only had a century to stay,
Eternity to stay here the same,
That I’m saved by such a feeling that I’m the only one
Can stay the truth
Peace is gone in a
Flash, attrition comes
Can’t tell they’ve been exchanged
Some say they’re different, but really they’re not
Blitheness lies on a smokey bed of sin
Before a fire’s burning, why don’t we get together and go?
…ing crazy, “that can’t be”, I’m saying so
Over and over, over and over, super soft
Where should I even start from?
What is it I’ll lose, no matter what?
Never ever knowing has me tethered to the same old spot
If we only need an hour to break,
A day to dream of running away,
I’ll pray to every God I know that leaving won’t be lonely
So my heart is never broken to mean
That somebody can take yours from me,
Let’s entrust them to each other
Come on, ‘cause you can trust me… you know
La-lu-la-du-da…
Cry with me again
Smile with me again
Scream with me again
Sing with me again
Dance with me again
Talk to me again…
“When, oh when will it all end?” I’m saying so
Over and over, over and over, super soft
“I’ll never leave your mind” this atmosphere, it seems to promise, though
Gotta kinda wonder how much longer it’ll haunt my soul
If we only need us…
If we only need a second to break,
A minute ‘till we wander away,
I’ll pray to every God I know to keep you here to hold me
If you only had a century to stay,
Eternity to stay here the same,
That I’m saved by such a feeling that I’m the only one
Could you see the things I live for and show me if
I’m only doing great?
0:41 considering what this song is about/based on, I find it very interesting that the plant chosen for the Maid is the Judas Tree and the plant chosen for the Witch is the Star of Bethlehem. When you look at it like that it makes you wonder if there are any other hidden symbols in the music video. Or maybe I'm just too curious
This was phenomenal. The intensity of that chorus left me breathless. Common Oktavia banger.
Always a treat to hear that blend of vocal beauty and power in action! OTSUTAVIA ~~~
OH MY GOD LOWER COVER??? THIS IS GONNA BE SO GOOD I LOVE U AND LOWER (and prsk in general)
I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS!!! this is probably one of my favourite vicaloid songs and I bet your damn well gonna do it justice
How can a voice be so incredible?
oh my GOSH YOU ABSOLUTELY NAILED THOSE HIGH NOTES
AMAZING COVER 😭MY MOST FAV ENGLISH COVER OF LOWER ONE'S EYES
NEW OKTAVIA COVER OH MY GOD !!! LOWER ONE'S EYES !!!!! i'm never gonna get over this the lyrics are so good your voice is breathtaking i'm !! auurauuauu !!! this is definitely my new favorite cover of the song and it had some HARD competition so thats saying something !!!!!
HOLY MOLY YOUR VOCALS SOUND SO POWERFUL AND HEAVENLY
You are incredible, and I’ve already looped this song so much! Your voice is so powerful and emotional that when you hit the chorus I had goosebumps (and even teared up at the end). Your lyrics are great too- I really love the “why don’t we get together and go...ing crazy. That can’t be.” transition especially. Incredible job 😭💜
Wow! What an amazing cover! The highnotes and the adlibs in this song were so good!! I've been obsessed with this song recently, so thank you so much for this cover!! Incredible as always!! ❤️
oghhh you put so much feeling and thought into these translyrics and into your vocals. I hadn't heard of this song until it started being more widely covered in English late last year, but it ended up in three of my top twenty spots of my Spotify wrapped, including the top spot. I'm obsessed with this cover specifically though and I think if it was on spotify then it'd obliterate any chance any other song would have of taking the #1 spot
感情の表現が上手く、さらにサビの力強い歌声もありすごく上手い…
Amazing It randomly appeared in my recommended such a blessing
THIS IS AMAZING! This has been one of my favorite Vocaloid songs for a long while now, so I'm so happy to hear you covering it. This cover is truly amazing, and I'll be looping it for a long while to come.
Holy shit, this is SO GOOD. I’ve had it on loop all day and will probably continue to have it on loop for the next few days.
Ooooooh, love this song ! And i'm sure you'll make it extra special with your powerful voice ! Ah, i can't wait to see your cover 💜
This song suits your strong voice so well! It felt very emotional.
I have too many tears. What a beautiful cover
EVERYONE BOW DOWN THE QUEEN IS BACK!!! Ok but for srs, impeccable cover as always. Hope you're doing well! Don't forget to drink some water!
IT'S FINALLY HERE AAAAAAAAA These lyrics are just so good and the adlibs are amazing as well. (1:58, 2:41, and 3:01 are so satisfying omg) Your performance on this cover is awesome. Thank you!
OH MY GOD ITS COMING IM SO FUCKING HYPE???? I ALREADY KNOW THIS'S GONNA BE AMAZING BUT IM SO READY TO HAVE THIS ON LOOP THE NEXT FEW WEEKS
edit: god this was AMAZING your voice is SO beautiful and angelic as always, love the lyrics they're so fucking clever uueuehgjgjg this literally gave me CHILLS THIS MADE ME TEAR UP JESUS
edit 2: i JUST saw that you mentioned madohomu in the desc... i read it i swear i just missed that part. anyway anyway you're so fuckign right theyre literally the exact pairing i imagine in this mv GOD
SAME I REALLY LIKE WILL STETSON AND TRICKLES COVER SO IM SO EXCITED TO HEAR THIS ONE.
oh my god you're that one fic author I love your fics so much
@@themaniceraser WHAT!??£!_!????? U KNOW MY FICS?????? IM GONNA CRY WHAT 😭😭😭😭😭
How in the w o r l d did I miss it yesterday???? I completely forgot about this absolute banger of a song, when suddenly - WHAM, Oktavia's cover appears! Love it more and more with each replay, also, can we just appreciate the moment at 2:37?? I keep rewinding and I can't get enough of it!! Amazing work!!
oh my god the vocals were amazing as usual but i am absolutely FLOORED BY THE LYRICS. lower is one of my favorite songs in all of existence you did it so well
This is such perfect timing! I've been completely obsessed with this song recently and you're cover is just beautiful! Incredible work as always
THIS IS SOOO GOOD thank you… I love the lyrics you went with theyre so painful and good and I feel like they flow really satisfyingly and I have to say the “go? …ing crazy” transition made me go >:O!!! Your singing went crazy too your adlibs went super hard!!! Your voice is really pretty!!! I feel like you really did this song and the feelings behind it justice, definitely my favorite English version of this song, no contest, thank you for your service 🙏
im obsessed with this song im glad you covered this!
本当に鳥肌
全人類聴いてくれ
I'be been listening to this cover non stop since it came out! 2:35 sends chills down my spine, amazing work as always!
THIS ACTUALLY GAVE ME GOOSE BUMPS.
You're voice is absolutely ethereal and I'm 100% going to check out your other covers out!
It baffles me how powerful you're able to make your voice sound
Oktavia, thank you so much for another cover! Your music means the world to me, and this song became one of my favorites ever since I heard it, and I love it even more because of you :3. Hope you're better, rest well please! The stream was so nice to watch!! Happy new year 💙💙💙
How does it feels to NEVER MISS????? god bless your voice, I can listen to you all the time 😭👌
Thank you so much!!
Happy 1 Year Anniversary to this BANGER of a cover!!! ❤️✨
I know that I am so late to the comment train, but you absolutely killed this. I think this is my favorite version of this song I've heard.
this is the most angelic yet powerful cover ive ever listened too HOLY oh my god this is literally more than amazing and amazing is an understatement aaa
this cover is AMAZING oh my god! im obsessed w "lower your eyes" so to see youve covered it makes me sososo happy!!! 2:35 that note. ur range.... u r slaying!!!!!! u r serving!!!!!!!!!! ur voice is so gorgeous!!
I've got SO many words to say about this, but I think one sentence sums them all up simply: HOLY SHIT, THIS IS AMAZING! I really love all of the high notes, and how well they're done! (Frankly, if I ever tried this, I'd fuck up my throat. It's extremely impressive that you can reach them!) I absolutely love your content, and whenever something pops up, I love to check it out! In short, awesome work! ♥♥♥
Happy birthday Octavia. The cover is absolutely stellar.
Always amazed by even the smallest improvements on every song. Goated cover artist
DEAR OKTAVIA, ILY. THATS ALL. EVERY COVER IS SUCH A TREAT!! SLAY!! >:D
my favourite cover ♥️
This vocal cover gave me chills, what the hell… this might be my new obsession! What an incredible job!!
HOLY CRAP THIS IS ACTUALLY SO GOOD
legit the best eng version I’ve heard of a jp song
this was absolutely amazing oh my god i'm actually crying T_T i positively lit up when i saw this cover bc its also one of my fave vocaloid songs and i *knew* you would absolutely do it justice and boy was i right! the sheer range of your voice and tonal quality is incredible, the soft and quiet intensity of the verses was good enough but hearing the contrast when you absolutely Exploded in the chorus?? wonderful amazing brilliant showstopping, there is a lovely ease to your voice technically speaking (your high notes always sound soaring and effortless that bit at 2:36 was heavenly), but a beautiful desperation in the emotions conveyed, ALSO THE LYRICS i'm never gonna get over that sleek transition from "together and go-" "-ing crazy" ugh so good and it was rlly interesting to read ur thoughts on the translation too ANYWAY this was phenomenal i loved it thank you for sharing !
i genuinely have been able to get this out of my head!! this cover lives rent free in my mind and i’m loving it!
Such a beautiful cover! Amazing as always, I’m so happy I got the opportunity to be here for the premiere
HOLY SHIT YES
I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH, AND NOW I GET TO HEAR OKTAVIA SINGING IT!?!?!?!
IM IN HEAVEN
THIS COVER IS AN ABSOLUTE BANGER OCTAVIA!!❤️❤️
I've listened to this freaking cover at least once every other day since it came out already, absolutely amazing work!! the lyrics are incredible and your vocals are so so powerful and like ? ? ? enchanting?? amazing work, i am seriously so SO obsessed with this
Ethereal and bewitching! Excellent cover as always!
ABSOLUTE GODLY VOCALS IM TEARING UP UR VOICE IS LIKE SMOOTH BUTTER
the chills I got when you hit the chorus were immaculate, thank you for blessing our ears with this
This sounds incredible as always!!! You have such a beautiful voice 🥰
the emotions, the lyrics, everything is so amazing oml. you can tell how much care you put into this song in every aspect of this cover. and of course as always your belting is heavenly. time to listen to this on repeat for weeks!
I've missed your covers I love your voice so much! I'm so happy you covered Lower it's one of my favorite songs and your voice makes it a thousand times better
Damn I got chills! As I do every time I hear one of your covers. I love your voice amazing cover!
こうして海外の人にも日本のボカロPさんが作った曲を歌ってくれるのありがたい。後歌声めっちゃ好きです
I have nothing to say about this cover other than the fact that it has heavenly vocals with really good english lyrics, that you slayed on this cover so hard and keep up the good work.
AAA THIS IS AMAZING!! ur voice is so pretty and powerful this is awesome
Yay new cover! I never discovered Vocaloid songs until late, so I love hearing your covers as my first exposure and give the original ones a listen. Beautiful as always!
Been following your work since I stumbled upon Rats Had Died, everything about these covers is just so awe inspiring! From the lyrics to your vocal performance, it's just 10/10! Thanks for making these!
*screams,yells* BRO THIS IS SO GOOD,AHDISJFJE AS GOOD AS WILLS ABD NIGHTCORD DUSKFNDI
I audibly gasped when I saw this cover oml
Definitely worth the wait!! Some of the lyrics hurt so good like the "Talk to me again" was so so so good
you somehow make any song cover sound good
not to mention how beautiful the visuals are
It's always nice seeing you make your own translation lyrics for a song, they always come across as something more unique compared to other covers, this song included (been hooked on this song as well).
Oh and happy 24th birthday. I'm sure it doesn't feel as grand of a milestone but its still been a year nonetheless, so maybe take it as a chance to look back at the good times this year did bring
This song is a fresh new experience from the regular overly cute songs and I'm loving it.
If you've listened to Oktavia's songs, I don't think a lot of them are "overly cute", especially with 2022's uploads: Aishite Aishite Aishite, Self-Inflicted Achromatic, Jailbreak, Shoujo Rei, and Monuke no Karada. I think Shoujo Rei is the closest to an "overly cute" song, and even then, it's a melody littered with melancholy.
Ignore me if you meant it in a general sense.
@@hv433 Yeah, I meant in a general sense as in the overall music industry and not simply Octavia.
i usually don't comment on videos since i don't have anything important to say, but my god, i really want to mention how much i love your covers, your voice is literally the best voice i've ever heard in my entire life, there's just something so incredibly comforting and calming about it. i'm horrible at putting my feelings into words, but just know that i genuinely just love your covers so much.
Ok, when you announced that you were going to cover lower I got really exited because it’s one of my favourite songs. I was expecting a really good cover but this? THIS IS AMAZING LIKE I CANT DESCRIBE IT
Oktavia, the hero of my high school years, drops another banger!!!!!!
AUUUGHHH im so obsessed with this, literally can not stop listening to it. your lyrics and voice are excellent and i always get excited to listen to new stuff you put out
oktavia covering my favorite song ever????? omg slay!!!!!!!!! thank you ^^
Oh my Oktavia! This cover and its lyrics are so lovely! Glad to see your work again!!
AHHHHH SKDJDJJSHS OKTAVIA REALLY JUST QUIETLY RELEASED THIS ABSOLUTE MASTERPIECE OF A COVER JESUS CHRIST
As always, your voice is so gorgeous oh my God. It's like an honor to be able to listen to your covers
IM ACTUALLY OBSESSED THANK YOU OKTAVIA FOR THIS GODLY COVERR HEEYEHHE
The vocals are so beautiful!!! I'm so glad you covered this song, it's one of my favourites 💝💝💝💝
Aaaaah, this cover was so amazing, you did such a good job!!! Your voice is perfect for this song, I am always happy to wait to hear more of your beautiful voice!!!
Love these lyrics! I think they're my favorite version yet.
OMG, ive been wanting a good English cover of this for a while- the others felt so weird! so glad you covered this! you always do them so well
what a treat to wake up to!! absolutely my favorite verison so far, can't wait to have it on repeat for forever!