Sweet Emily, it’s so sad to see her struggling so hard. You were such an inspiration to us all, I’m 67 and I am learning what real Bravery is from you. 😢
I’ve thought a lot about Emily and what made her journey through such tough times so successful. I’ve decided it’s her attitude of gratitude. She was so grateful for everything she had. When she lost her license she was grateful for her eye sight. When her tumours grew she was grateful she didn’t have any new ones. No matter what bad came her way she effortlessly found the brighter side of her situation. To be dying of cancer. To have it in multiple organs including your brain and to say you wouldn’t change a thing is beyond amazing. The last years of her life could have been horrible for her yet she made them the best years of her life simply by appreciating all the good things she had.
You summed her up perfectly. I've often wondered what it is that made her so damn special... You are right it's gratitude. I think I've watched every single video at least twice
That beautiful face just light up when she smiled and how she kept going to the end was beyond me. She went through so much but Aisha was the key to it ..... how wonderful it is to find true unconditional love.
Best line of the video (besides my favourite “what’s going on you lot” lol) was “Ahhh look. Beautiful” when Emily panned the camera towards Aisha 😭😭😭💕your love is an example for us all!!
RIP Emily. This is the hard truth of many cancer stories unfortunately. I was rooting for you , Sophia (and others) so much hoping you’d make it. I think both of you are extremely brave having gone through that horrible pain. You’re pain free now. Fly high. We will remember you!
Can everyone cut down on the 'don't eat this, don't eat that, eat only this, this food feeds cancer...' Just let Em eat how she wants to eat, keeping her appetite and keeping her body nourished is more important than all this nonsense. If you want to give advice, just share some research politely and let Em choose what she wants to listen to. But if she listened to all of you, the poor girl would be starving.
Not to mention that taking medical advice from random strangers on the internet posting references to random sites on the internet would be just plain dumb. The problem with "this diet or that diet cures/prevents cancer" is that it implies that people who get cancer did something wrong and implies blame. Cancer is random mutations that occur based on certain proteins and gene mutations. Yes, there are certain things we know cause cancer. Sun exposure can cause melanoma, but not everyone who tans gets cancer, and I don't think Em was ever a sun worshipper; she's described herself as "moley." Cigarette smoking can cause lung cancer and bladder cancer, but not everyone who smokes gets these, and some who get those cancers never smoked. To a large degree, it's just the luck of the draw. So is treatment. Some people respond well, others don't. Every cancer is as individual as the person who has it. So let's pipe down on the medical advice too unless you know what you're talking about, 'mkay?
I agree with your sentiment, but God is not real. And Im glad hes not. What kind of God would give such a gorgeous soul so much torture to endure. She stayed postive till the end and she still died from the disease all the same. If god is real, hes a fucking asshole
It saddens me so deeply that bright, beautiful lights like Emily have to leave this world. I am in total awe of her fortitude of spirit throughout. Sending so much love to Aisha and all friends and family who are feeling the pain of this terrible loss 💜
Bloody hell that burst of music when you were driving over the bridge! I was watching this in a quiet cafe on my lap top and the whole place looked up! Hysterical!
Omg I forgot I meant to ask Emily to turn the music down a little. :D My speakers are old and the bass is waay too intense compared to the rest of the sound and I can't change that. I also watch British people quite loudly, because I'm not a native speaker. The result - when the music suddenly starts, the whole building is shaking. :D
Poor Em everytime I watch back these are always the ones that make me sad. Almost all of Ems vlogs are so incredibly uplifting. She was at the end of her tether here but still driving on... What a trooper she was. Xx her words 'life just goes so fast' could not be truer.
She hasn't been in veggies one bit ... she's been into eating chickens, supporting the misery of some poor creatures and the murdering of the same poor creature ... yeah, she's very uplifting
I Can't express how much i admire you and your strength. I have an uncle who is in his final stages, he's currently in a hospice. I've watched you since we found out his news you just kind of fell together at the same time. He has such an attitude like you and has like you shown the doctors who's really in charge of this. I admire both of you and your courage. You've given me strength in ways I can't explain. I really look forward to your videos. All my love, thoughts and strength is sent to both of you x
I wanted to comment that it really is the small things that stand out in the blog, Aisha smiling in the hospital, her knocking on window and you saying “ come on in!” With that grin of love. Non of us know what is to come but you both remind me of what love is. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🇨🇦
I watch back at these videos and am astonished at how fast you left us Em. On one hand im glad you didnt linger in so much torment and pain but on the other hand, I miss you so much. I had to stop watching all the tributes people were making for you because I found myself crying so much. I feel priveleged to have known you and Aisha even if it was just via youtube. I can so picture your happy healthy face smiling down on everyone. Never forget EMILYSTRONG!
I go for my MRI on Tuesday the day you get your results for my lump I have which I wouldn't of got checked if it wasn't for you em. Emily you are looking so much better and your speech is so much better love to both of you xxxx
I got scan next sat too...just keep going all u can do is your best...i told u ur speech was coming back and i can still hear how fluent you are ...yay...xxxx
First time I’ve ever commented on you tube... so Lisa don’t screw this up! 🙈 I need to tell you that, I first watched you on the program you did, I wondered what happened after it finished.. then I bumped into you on here and I’ve watched your channel ever since. You are an exceptional human being, I’m a better person because of what you have taught me about perspective and survival in the face of something hell bent on destroying you. I’m amazed by you both and blessed you entered my world even if it’s only in a 2D capacity. I strongly believe that some people touch your life to teach you lessons you need to learn, they better you and then you can do the same for someone else, touch someone else when they need it. Thank you Emily xx
I only started watching Emily's vlogs in January 2020. She has had a profound impact on me and my view of life. I wish I had a chance to meet Emily to thank her for showing others how to deal with such a cruel illness and maintain such a positive approach. Emily's vlogs will live on and inspire many people. God bless you Emily.
I’m so glad you were hear to see over 50,000 subscribes Emily you have changed so many millions of lives ...Fly High beautiful Angel you are so loved so missed thankyou so much Emily for touching my life blessing to heaven 💜💛💙🧡💚❤
Oh Emily and Aisha! So glad to see you- as is everyone. I love most reading the wonderful people from all over the world in the comment section, we all love you guys and for good reason. Thank you for sharing, try to let you know I am here for you even in my anonymity...
Em,ily did so much in her short life, my sister died at 27, in many ways Emily had the same spirit as my sister. I find it hard to write any thing here, but i did always watch the vids Emily did, such a truely lovely person, no matter how hard it got for her you could see she never give up. i know if i had even met Emily we would have had a good chat and put the world to right. But it is such a loss and Emily has left this world but left a mark in so many hearts, Sleep now sweet lady free from pain.
You can really see here how ems speech is becoming dragged out and slurred, she is such a beautiful person, I wish I would’ve known her! She inspired me to live a better life!
I paused the video , closed my eyes and asked whoever might be out there for a miracle for you Em. We all deserve life but you especially seem to have love & light emanating from within. Keep being you 🙌🏼🥝💪🏼 Cheers from New Zealand xx
You are looking so much better Emily! Your speech even sounds much improved. Remember what we have all been saying, it's all mental...don't allow the negative, scary thoughts take over...always think positive... mediate a couple of times daily...no negative thoughts..keep fighting and fighting with all you got... think nothing but positive thoughts about your scans results, not 'what ifs'. Keep fighting and fighting this evil thing that is cancer. You got this Emily, you are strong and you have an amazing woman by your side to help you continue a positive mind set. Yes, I said positive alot, but it needs to be repeated.❤️❤️💪😘🌈☀️❤️❤️
You do look much better today😊 Your thoughts and what you are sharing with us seems put together much better. I think you were terribly overwhelmed in your last video because of all the information you were given. You two are a wonderful couple. Thank you for sharing everything. Sending lots of positive thoughts and prayers 💜❤️💜❤️
Aisha tapping on the window was hilarious ! You look better, and I’m sorry you’re so tired. It was good to hear you say “what is going on you lot” again. I hope you two have an amazing weekend. XoXoX :)
Checking in on you two. Love the updates, and hearing how you're doing. Always look forward to your videos. Prayers going up from a lot of us. Thank you for being so inspirational. My 33yo son has cancer, and you have been so inspirational with your journey that you have helped him find some peace through his (and me, as well). I had to let you know how awesome you are, and I can understand and appreciate the love and care from Aisha. Much love to you both 💜
You are amazing. I am in awe of the woman you are and the absolute true love I see when you look at each other. Prayers continue for you both as you journey on!
You both are Love and so precious... so aware and wise! Each post is so vulnerable and of course your going to have good and not so good days... I have trouble with remembering with my brain without a tumor so I believed you are doing extremely well.. be gentle with yourself and soak in all the positive love and energy. I’d love to share a day with you both... truly amazing wise woman.
Sometimes when I see your posts I get so full of anxiety until I get to open it and watch it to see that your ok and feeling good! I love seeing you walk around without your hat! Y’all are so beautiful together, and I love how sweet you are to each other. Keep up those good vibes, and know we are all praying for you!
Would like to say hello from NH USA, you are just a joy and inspiration for people . I have been following you just this past year and just wanted to say keep up the fight and you are helping a lot of people and wanted to say thank you!
I never normally comment, but felt compelled to tonight. You look so much better in this vlog, much more like you. I think about how you are doing every day and I don't even know you. I'll be keeping my fingers crossed for positive news next week. Stay strong, you are both amazing!
I don't think I've clicked on a channel so quickly as I did today. 😘 So thankful for the update and seeing your beautiful smiles again, ladies! Looking much better, Emily! Prayers and love as always, ❤️🙏
So, I was looking at the part in your video while you were waiting for scans, and had the camera on aisha, and she just shines with beauty and love. Not just outer physical beauty, but inner beauty and light, and it reminded me of the Qand A question when someone asked something along the lines of if Aisha had always been with women, or if your relationship was a case of falling in love with the PERSON. Aisha said it was a case of falling for the person(you) regardless of your gender and because of how wonderful you are. As a woman myself, who has only ever been with men, I have had a hard time in the past understanding how that would be, how one could suddenly want to be with another female (or male, if it were a man) and what that would look like. I've never been able to understand that type of.. switch, I guess you could say. Where someone who has previously identified as "straight", can suddenly be attracted to another person of their own sex...(Even though I couldn't figure it out in my head, I never had any prejudice towards it, just to clarify). However, during my time watching all of your videos, and feeling like I actually know you guys and your personalities, I have completely changed my thought on that. I can ABSOLUTELY see how Aisha could have fallen in love with you, Em. Your personality and just everything about you is. Magnetic, you shine with inner beauty and a love for life. I can also see how Em could be so in love with Aisha... Aish, you possess a rare quality that I wish was not rare, I wish that many more people around the world could be SO loving, so optimistic and quietly fiercely strong without being outwardly mean, or harsh or hateful. Aisha has an inner beauty of her own, and I feel like I can actually FEEL her love for Emily when I watch how she takes care of her in tiny ways people don't often notice, as well as in huge ways, with her sacrifices and hard work, and constant positivity and pep talks that keep Em going. I feel that Aisha is a huge part of keeping you, Em, strong, and keeping you going like you have been. She is a force all on her own, but together you two are amazing. The both of you in this vlog have made us so greatful for every day that we have here on earth, shown us the power of positivity, taught us all about the true physical, mental and emotional fight that a cancer patient has to go on a daily basis, and helped others that are fighting their own battles to away strong and keep pushing just like you. In addition to that, you two have taught me about TRUE love, that it is blind, it doesn't care about the person's sex, or color, or health, or any other differences. True love she's through ALL of that, and we should too. Maybe if some of us stopped putting so many constraints and rules on who we should/shouldnt talk to/date/ fall in love with. If we STOPPED making decisions based on what others will think/say/feel, stopped letting family/religious/societal rules, etc dictate our decisions, and maybe if we just honestly allow ourselves to have feelings for whoever our hearts want, regardless of their appearence/gender/type/class etc, then maybe more people would find the happiness and love that you guys have together. Just a thought I've had a few times while watching your videos.
I never knew I could get so emotionally invested in people I've never even met. Thank you for all the joy you bring and for teaching me how to love life, including all the little things. I'm sending you love -- as always -- from Tennessee. ❤
Thinking of you today Emily, we all love & care for you & hate to see you dealing with such a difficult situation. Sending love, strength, prayers & healing vibes your way-from your 50k+ army of supporters xx
🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉 Congrats Emily on 50,000 subscribers, yeah I said 50,000, and I'm joyously glad you're hear to witness this. I know Aisha is. You're both in my prayers, I love you both 💋💋💋. Stay strong, and beautifully blessed.💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕🍻🍻🍻🍻🍻🍻🍻🍻
Congrats on the 50K! Brilliant and so well deserved sweetness. Noticing a bit of a change in your voice in this and the previous vlog but its probably the morphine which would also explain the tiredness. Love the music in this as you're driving over the bridge. just love your vlogs so much. Fifty thousand people currently anxiously awaiting the scan results, so you're probably going to be bombed with messages. Love you loads xxxxx
Lovely to see how you both are . This week wait will be awful but hope you feel well enough to have a few meals out or a few pub lunches. Whether you have more treatment or palliative care you and Aisha will have each other and the wonderful power of the “Aisha smile “. If only she could bottle that smile I would pay good money for a pint or two ! I will be thinking of you both until our next update.
My sweet Emily ... You really have been zoned out these last few videos and that is more than ok. You can't be this bubbly ray of sunshine all the time. Everyone cares so much about you and I only see you as an inspirationa to all us and I mean your loving 50K subscribers. Enjoy your zoned out days too we just love that you take time to share this very private time. I really would love to see you in some light healing colours. Colour vibrations are so important. Keep seeing the cancer leave your body on every out breath and keep breathing in healing energy visualizing it permeate through every cell in your body. All of life flows to Emily with ease joy and glory.
Hi Emily and Aisha! Emily you seemed more like yourself and that made me smile. I loved the Q&A but Aisha was right and gosh we all get why you were like not there. I would be totally looney and not dealing well and scared because I know how freakish I get ever since I had my own health issues 30 years ago. So I truly appreciate you and you are an encouragement to us all!!! 💖 I am praying things will be at least stable and that you can have more treatment! Like Aisha says, "I still believe in miracles!!!" I'm believing for you!!!!!! Love you both loads!!!! Xxxxxx
Emily anytime you pick up the camera and upload a video YOU'RE THERE! I'm sure meds take you somewhere else at times and what you're dealing with that's not always a bad thing. You do look like you're feeling better and I pray that you do. And Aisha as always taking great care of you. Congratulations on 50k🙂❤
You guys are simply amazing..Whatever the outcome is from the scans you will be able to deal with it. I am sending you a big hug filled with power and love...
I am an oncology nurse ( Canada) and have shared your channel with several of my patients ( especially my younger ones) and they are loving you and Aisha as much as I do!! I’ve even seen some comments from a couple of them! As always sending love , prayers and good thoughts your way! ❤️. BTW...was that London bridge as in the same bridge that heads were put on? 😂
Think that was a good idea, to show them Emmely s blogs! Best inspiration ever! Think you care a lot about your patients and job and have a big ♥! So nice when patients feel real care from nurses. They feel that and it makes patients feel so much more secure and well. 😘♥👍😍
You are being sent soooo much positive energy that I can’t help but be hopeful for your future! Good luck and thank you for continuing to keep us posted. You do look better in this video, more like yourself and your speech is better. Fingers crossed for great results.
I have leukemia and am deciding all those issues, too. I’m leaning towards stoping therapeutic/treatment in favor of palliative care. The pain is almost unbearable these days and I’m barely walking, but I have babies. I want be lucid for my small kids (one of which has type one diabetes and having bi-lateral cataract surgery... she’s only 10. If I cannot walk, I am failing her. Choices are diverse and varying for everyone with cancer. You’re I. My thoughts constantly. You’re my inspiration. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Last year, my mum was diagnosed with a carcinoid tumour in her lung. Almost a year to the day, they’ve now found a lump in her breast which needs to be investigated. The thought that her cancer may have come back has absolutely destroyed me. My mum is my best friend and I’ve been an emotional wreck. On Monday we find out what happens now. I came across your blog last week. I’ve sat and watched every video from start to finish and the strength and positivity I’ve found since watching you guys has been unbelievable!! I’ve gone from crying myself to sleep every night through fear, to feeling like we can and will get through anything. And it’s honestly all down to you two! I’m ready for Monday and ready to fight, if that’s what we need to do! Thank you! Praying your results are as good as they can be. All my love to the both of you, your families and your friends xxx
Please consider that comments are coming from tons of ppl, from all over the world, from our own thoughts, perspective, beliefs, experiences, Predjudice, all ages, education, manners and none. Take nothing personal.
Emily, You are such an Inspiring, Strong & Determined woman. I am a mum of a 7 yr old with grade 4, stage 4 Rhabdomyosarcoma- Base of skull & metastasized in lungs. I find I have been retreating from everyone but I absolutely love watching your posts, hearing how you tackle this bastard of a thing called cancer. Both yourself and Aisha give me, as a mum strength to get on with the day for my baby, Lauren. My heart also bleeds for you. Amy xoxo
Emily. You are amazing. You make me ashamed that I take so many things for granted. Thank you for sharing your journey with the world. I pray the results are positive.. i am with you in hope!!
Does anyone else get this feeling when watching Emily’s videos that somehow she’s going to beat this? I don’t know what it is but something is telling me she’s going to get through this and we’ll still be watching this time next year?! Anyways, fingers crossed for your scans! Sending positive thoughts your way! X
She looked so tired and poorly in this video. Bless you Emily what a woman! Both of you! I miss Emily and cone back to these videos she inspires me so so much. Simpĺy taken too soon 😣
WOOHOOOO 50K!!! well done you!!! Hope your scan results are as good as can be lovely keep smiling , look forward to your vids to see how your doing , inspirational for sure lots of love to you both xxx
Don’t worry Emily we all know you. If your brain cancer causes symptoms it’s not your fault, it’s all neurological. We all know the real Emily loving kind funny sweet caring well I could go on all day. It’s that beautiful soul that matters not much else. We would still love you even if you did something crazy or said something crazy or awful we still love you it’s all neurological thanks for not leaving us. ❤️ I didn’t think you would as you know we’ve grown to love you. ❤️ Being an RN with a history of oncology nursing I know a little about your cancer And you’ve already beat the odds and amazed me. You will continue that .....just seems to be who you are a champion. ❤️🙏
I was anxious, but this video calmed the nerves. The dissociation in the last vlog is gone & Em sounds more like her sassy self. What a gift: babes still smashing it, subbies @ nearly 50K & our champ edited. Sorry Emily, but I also LOVED the Q&A. Love & scan result prayers from Atlanta 💜💜💜
The love and strength two of you have are absolutely amazing! Taking us with you on your current life journey is a privilege. Take one day at the time and make the best of it. Thank you for reminding us what are the priorities in life!
So good to see you this week. Thanks for reaching out to us. You both really look good! And you sound good! Am holding out for good news next time we see you. You've both taught us so very much. Love and hugs from Colorado USA!
🌈 I can’t believe this was just over a week ago, gone too soon, can’t stop thinking about you Emily. I hope you see all the love your getting. You are a top you-tuber and this is coming from a veteran youtuber I’ve been watching UA-cam since 2006 , thank you for sharing your life with us. 😢⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️🌈
It's quite weird how UA-cam can introduce you to people, and how you can actually start to really care about them... I've been following your vlogs for months now, and I honestly look forward to seeing if you've posted anything when I come home from work. I'm in Australia, am a mid 40s leso and just wanted to say that what you guys have is something a lot of people will never have in their whole lives; enjoy your love!
Hi Emily.. don't know if you've tried these, but the spices (turmeric and black pepper) are powerful anti-inflammatories (pain relievers and immune system boosters). Good luck ! PS.. also, caffeine (coffee, tea) ... it and it's metabolites keep possible septic shock at bay should you get infections. Watch excess sugar though. Omega3 fats also reduce pain and inflammation. You can be one of the ones who emerge and I know you can do it !
Emily & Aisha Thank you for sharing your day. Thinking of you both. That stir fry looked awesomely healthy! I must confess I’m not very good with vegetables even though I’m a vegetarian ! Best Wishes ❤️
hahahaha Aisha behind the window :-))) That was spectacular music underneath the footage of the bridge. I'm going to read through comments to see if someone mentioned what it is! Best of luck awaiting the results!
Emily Sending you lots of prayers and good vibes ! You are such an inspiration to so many and uplifting to us all, Emily I know I’ll be watching your videos this time next month, Happy 2 month Anniversary to you both. And remember we are all out here praying for a miracle to our favorite person Keep holding on Sweetie Love you 💜
Sweet Emily, it’s so sad to see her struggling so hard. You were such an inspiration to us all, I’m 67 and I am learning what real
Bravery is from you. 😢
I’ve thought a lot about Emily and what made her journey through such tough times so successful. I’ve decided it’s her attitude of gratitude. She was so grateful for everything she had. When she lost her license she was grateful for her eye sight. When her tumours grew she was grateful she didn’t have any new ones. No matter what bad came her way she effortlessly found the brighter side of her situation. To be dying of cancer. To have it in multiple organs including your brain and to say you wouldn’t change a thing is beyond amazing. The last years of her life could have been horrible for her yet she made them the best years of her life simply by appreciating all the good things she had.
You summed her up perfectly. I've often wondered what it is that made her so damn special... You are right it's gratitude. I think I've watched every single video at least twice
She was also extremely active through most of it
Oh sweetheart you've left us all so quickly after this was filmed. You fought like a warrior. You were and will always be amazing.
That beautiful face just light up when she smiled and how she kept going to the end was beyond me. She went through so much but Aisha was the key to it ..... how wonderful it is to find true unconditional love.
Best line of the video (besides my favourite “what’s going on you lot” lol) was “Ahhh look. Beautiful” when Emily panned the camera towards Aisha 😭😭😭💕your love is an example for us all!!
You're the best human being. I truly respect you. Greetings from Ecuador
RIP Emily. This is the hard truth of many cancer stories unfortunately. I was rooting for you , Sophia (and others) so much hoping you’d make it. I think both of you are extremely brave having gone through that horrible pain. You’re pain free now. Fly high. We will remember you!
You look much better today! Will be anxiously awaiting the results and thinking good thoughts. Xoxo
Really heart warming to see you two together again. Here is hoping and praying for peace for you in these trying tests. Much love. Xx
Thinking of you both with love xxx
Allyson M iiiii
Emily and Aisha, I've reported these posts but I suggest that you also block whomever post these comments above.
Rest in Peace Emily. You will be missed.
Can everyone cut down on the 'don't eat this, don't eat that, eat only this, this food feeds cancer...' Just let Em eat how she wants to eat, keeping her appetite and keeping her body nourished is more important than all this nonsense. If you want to give advice, just share some research politely and let Em choose what she wants to listen to. But if she listened to all of you, the poor girl would be starving.
Not to mention that taking medical advice from random strangers on the internet posting references to random sites on the internet would be just plain dumb. The problem with "this diet or that diet cures/prevents cancer" is that it implies that people who get cancer did something wrong and implies blame. Cancer is random mutations that occur based on certain proteins and gene mutations. Yes, there are certain things we know cause cancer. Sun exposure can cause melanoma, but not everyone who tans gets cancer, and I don't think Em was ever a sun worshipper; she's described herself as "moley." Cigarette smoking can cause lung cancer and bladder cancer, but not everyone who smokes gets these, and some who get those cancers never smoked. To a large degree, it's just the luck of the draw. So is treatment. Some people respond well, others don't. Every cancer is as individual as the person who has it. So let's pipe down on the medical advice too unless you know what you're talking about, 'mkay?
Rawrzee and brilliantatbreakfast, amen to both of your comments!!!
Horrible advice
Still relevant in 2024! Sigh.
@@brilliantatbreakfastYes👏great comment😊
She is at peace now. I hope god grants her paradise. She is a lovely person x
I agree with your sentiment, but God is not real. And Im glad hes not. What kind of God would give such a gorgeous soul so much torture to endure. She stayed postive till the end and she still died from the disease all the same. If god is real, hes a fucking asshole
It saddens me so deeply that bright, beautiful lights like Emily have to leave this world. I am in total awe of her fortitude of spirit throughout. Sending so much love to Aisha and all friends and family who are feeling the pain of this terrible loss 💜
Bloody hell that burst of music when you were driving over the bridge! I was watching this in a quiet cafe on my lap top and the whole place looked up! Hysterical!
Jo Good - Middleagedminx Yikes!! Agree
Omg I forgot I meant to ask Emily to turn the music down a little. :D My speakers are old and the bass is waay too intense compared to the rest of the sound and I can't change that. I also watch British people
quite loudly, because I'm not a native speaker. The result - when the music suddenly starts, the whole building is shaking. :D
FannyMMOs ditto here...lolol
I read this comment at exactly the moment I watched that part. 😂
Poor Em everytime I watch back these are always the ones that make me sad. Almost all of Ems vlogs are so incredibly uplifting. She was at the end of her tether here but still driving on... What a trooper she was. Xx her words 'life just goes so fast' could not be truer.
She hasn't been in veggies one bit ... she's been into eating chickens, supporting the misery of some poor creatures and the murdering of the same poor creature ... yeah, she's very uplifting
@Moldovan Dorin are you ok?
@@moldovandorin6187 psycho!
@@roohnels shes clearly definetly not ok
Your videos always come to me while I am at work here in the states...I will watch the split second I walk thru my door at home!!!!!
I Can't express how much i admire you and your strength. I have an uncle who is in his final stages, he's currently in a hospice. I've watched you since we found out his news you just kind of fell together at the same time. He has such an attitude like you and has like you shown the doctors who's really in charge of this. I admire both of you and your courage. You've given me strength in ways I can't explain. I really look forward to your videos. All my love, thoughts and strength is sent to both of you x
All the love to you and your family from Sweden!
Deedoozy I'll keep your uncle and you all in my thoughts and prayers, as well. Best of wishes! Please keep us posted on how he is. ❤
Kari Solomon thank you. I really appreciate that x
IfYouMeetAWolf thank you
Warm wishes, happy thoughts, and hugs to you, your uncle, and all who love you both 💓 ❤️
Let’s all be praying this week for a miracle , we love ❤️ you both so much !
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🙏🏻 Praying
Didn't work. As usual....
She died
Yes , she’s since passed away .
This was literally 10 days before she passed 🥺😢
I wanted to comment that it really is the small things that stand out in the blog, Aisha smiling in the hospital, her knocking on window and you saying “ come on in!” With that grin of love. Non of us know what is to come but you both remind me of what love is. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🇨🇦
I watch back at these videos and am astonished at how fast you left us Em. On one hand im glad you didnt linger in so much torment and pain but on the other hand, I miss you so much. I had to stop watching all the tributes people were making for you because I found myself crying so much. I feel priveleged to have known you and Aisha even if it was just via youtube. I can so picture your happy healthy face smiling down on everyone. Never forget EMILYSTRONG!
Love ❤️ you Emily ❤️I will be praying for good results so you can continue treatment 🙏
I go for my MRI on Tuesday the day you get your results for my lump I have which I wouldn't of got checked if it wasn't for you em. Emily you are looking so much better and your speech is so much better love to both of you xxxx
all the very best for your results Lucy..Carol from Australia :)
Best of luck with your results Lucy, hope the news is positive xx
lucy cripps good luck Lucy xxx
Wishing you the best of luck❤❤
Whatever the outcome, what is unchanging is your resilience. My heart is with you two today.
Saying prayers for you....for strength and healing. Love to you both!
I got scan next sat too...just keep going all u can do is your best...i told u ur speech was coming back and i can still hear how fluent you are ...yay...xxxx
First time I’ve ever commented on you tube... so Lisa don’t screw this up! 🙈 I need to tell you that, I first watched you on the program you did, I wondered what happened after it finished.. then I bumped into you on here and I’ve watched your channel ever since. You are an exceptional human being, I’m a better person because of what you have taught me about perspective and survival in the face of something hell bent on destroying you. I’m amazed by you both and blessed you entered my world even if it’s only in a 2D capacity. I strongly believe that some people touch your life to teach you lessons you need to learn, they better you and then you can do the same for someone else, touch someone else when they need it. Thank you Emily xx
I only started watching Emily's vlogs in January 2020. She has had a profound impact on me and my view of life. I wish I had a chance to meet Emily to thank her for showing others how to deal with such a cruel illness and maintain such a positive approach. Emily's vlogs will live on and inspire many people. God bless you Emily.
I’m so glad you were hear to see over 50,000 subscribes Emily you have changed so many millions of lives ...Fly High beautiful Angel you are so loved so missed thankyou so much Emily for touching my life blessing to heaven 💜💛💙🧡💚❤
This is bringing me back to when my uncle was sick you are fighting much harder hate seeing anyone in pain we truly hope for a miracle
Who ever thumbs down videos like this .... you are in the gutter!!! non human..... God bless Emily xx
Thankyou so much for taking the time to keep us all updated ....love you loads keep up the fight love and best wishes from scotland x
Oh Emily and Aisha! So glad to see you- as is everyone. I love most reading the wonderful people from all over the world in the comment section, we all love you guys and for good reason. Thank you for sharing, try to let you know I am here for you even in my anonymity...
Em,ily did so much in her short life, my sister died at 27, in many ways Emily had the same spirit as my sister. I find it hard to write any thing here, but i did always watch the vids Emily did, such a truely lovely person, no matter how hard it got for her you could see she never give up. i know if i had even met Emily we would have had a good chat and put the world to right.
But it is such a loss and Emily has left this world but left a mark in so many hearts, Sleep now sweet lady free from pain.
So sorry
You can really see here how ems speech is becoming dragged out and slurred, she is such a beautiful person, I wish I would’ve known her! She inspired me to live a better life!
I paused the video , closed my eyes and asked whoever might be out there for a miracle for you Em. We all deserve life but you especially seem to have love & light emanating from within. Keep being you 🙌🏼🥝💪🏼 Cheers from New Zealand xx
You are looking so much better Emily! Your speech even sounds much improved. Remember what we have all been saying, it's all mental...don't allow the negative, scary thoughts take over...always think positive... mediate a couple of times daily...no negative thoughts..keep fighting and fighting with all you got... think nothing but positive thoughts about your scans results, not 'what ifs'. Keep fighting and fighting this evil thing that is cancer. You got this Emily, you are strong and you have an amazing woman by your side to help you continue a positive mind set.
Yes, I said positive alot, but it needs to be repeated.❤️❤️💪😘🌈☀️❤️❤️
You do look much better today😊 Your thoughts and what you are sharing with us seems put together much better. I think you were terribly overwhelmed in your last video because of all the information you were given. You two are a wonderful couple. Thank you for sharing everything. Sending lots of positive thoughts and prayers 💜❤️💜❤️
Aisha tapping on the window was hilarious ! You look better, and I’m sorry you’re so tired. It was good to hear you say “what is going on you lot” again. I hope you two have an amazing weekend. XoXoX :)
Checking in on you two. Love the updates, and hearing how you're doing. Always look forward to your videos. Prayers going up from a lot of us.
Thank you for being so inspirational. My 33yo son has cancer, and you have been so inspirational with your journey that you have helped him find some peace through his (and me, as well).
I had to let you know how awesome you are, and I can understand and appreciate the love and care from Aisha. Much love to you both 💜
You are amazing. I am in awe of the woman you are and the absolute true love I see when you look at each other. Prayers continue for you both as you journey on!
You both are Love and so precious... so aware and wise! Each post is so vulnerable and of course your going to have good and not so good days... I have trouble with remembering with my brain without a tumor so I believed you are doing extremely well.. be gentle with yourself and soak in all the positive love and energy. I’d love to share a day with you both... truly amazing wise woman.
Stay strong 💕 you’re such an inspiration x
Sometimes when I see your posts I get so full of anxiety until I get to open it and watch it to see that your ok and feeling good! I love seeing you walk around without your hat! Y’all are so beautiful together, and I love how sweet you are to each other. Keep up those good vibes, and know we are all praying for you!
49,000 of us are going into these scans with you....with love, strength and positive vibes. Love to you both❤❤🐾
Dorene Madrzykowski now 50K
Would like to say hello from NH USA, you are just a joy and inspiration for people . I have been following you just this past year and just wanted to say keep up the fight and you are helping a lot of people and wanted to say thank you!
I never normally comment, but felt compelled to tonight. You look so much better in this vlog, much more like you. I think about how you are doing every day and I don't even know you. I'll be keeping my fingers crossed for positive news next week. Stay strong, you are both amazing!
Hang in there Em and Aisha! 💕💕💕💕💕💕 Love from NY!
I don't think I've clicked on a channel so quickly as I did today. 😘 So thankful for the update and seeing your beautiful smiles again, ladies! Looking much better, Emily! Prayers and love as always, ❤️🙏
You are both in my thoughts and heart.My son is fighting the same battle,you help us so much.Take care ❤ xx
Kay Bonner ❤️
Love and strength to you and your son x
Kay Bonner 💜💜💜
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Kay Bonner I’m sorry to hear that. I wish him the best. 🙏🏼
Thinking of Emily today so thought I would come and visit her. it's so nice to hear her voice again. 🧡❤🧡
So, I was looking at the part in your video while you were waiting for scans, and had the camera on aisha, and she just shines with beauty and love. Not just outer physical beauty, but inner beauty and light, and it reminded me of the Qand A question when someone asked something along the lines of if Aisha had always been with women, or if your relationship was a case of falling in love with the PERSON. Aisha said it was a case of falling for the person(you) regardless of your gender and because of how wonderful you are. As a woman myself, who has only ever been with men, I have had a hard time in the past understanding how that would be, how one could suddenly want to be with another female (or male, if it were a man) and what that would look like. I've never been able to understand that type of.. switch, I guess you could say. Where someone who has previously identified as "straight", can suddenly be attracted to another person of their own sex...(Even though I couldn't figure it out in my head, I never had any prejudice towards it, just to clarify). However, during my time watching all of your videos, and feeling like I actually know you guys and your personalities, I have completely changed my thought on that. I can ABSOLUTELY see how Aisha could have fallen in love with you, Em. Your personality and just everything about you is. Magnetic, you shine with inner beauty and a love for life. I can also see how Em could be so in love with Aisha... Aish, you possess a rare quality that I wish was not rare, I wish that many more people around the world could be SO loving, so optimistic and quietly fiercely strong without being outwardly mean, or harsh or hateful. Aisha has an inner beauty of her own, and I feel like I can actually FEEL her love for Emily when I watch how she takes care of her in tiny ways people don't often notice, as well as in huge ways, with her sacrifices and hard work, and constant positivity and pep talks that keep Em going. I feel that Aisha is a huge part of keeping you, Em, strong, and keeping you going like you have been. She is a force all on her own, but together you two are amazing. The both of you in this vlog have made us so greatful for every day that we have here on earth, shown us the power of positivity, taught us all about the true physical, mental and emotional fight that a cancer patient has to go on a daily basis, and helped others that are fighting their own battles to away strong and keep pushing just like you. In addition to that, you two have taught me about TRUE love, that it is blind, it doesn't care about the person's sex, or color, or health, or any other differences. True love she's through ALL of that, and we should too. Maybe if some of us stopped putting so many constraints and rules on who we should/shouldnt talk to/date/ fall in love with. If we STOPPED making decisions based on what others will think/say/feel, stopped letting family/religious/societal rules, etc dictate our decisions, and maybe if we just honestly allow ourselves to have feelings for whoever our hearts want, regardless of their appearence/gender/type/class etc, then maybe more people would find the happiness and love that you guys have together. Just a thought I've had a few times while watching your videos.
You articulated everything i thought watching this amazing, beautiful, young couple...
I never knew I could get so emotionally invested in people I've never even met. Thank you for all the joy you bring and for teaching me how to love life, including all the little things. I'm sending you love -- as always -- from Tennessee. ❤
Sending love and light and prayers your way!!
Thinking of you today Emily, we all love & care for you & hate to see you dealing with such a difficult situation. Sending love, strength, prayers & healing vibes your way-from your 50k+ army of supporters xx
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Congrats Emily on 50,000 subscribers, yeah I said 50,000, and I'm joyously glad you're hear to witness this. I know Aisha is. You're both in my prayers, I love you both 💋💋💋. Stay strong, and beautifully blessed.💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕🍻🍻🍻🍻🍻🍻🍻🍻
We are here with you Em. Supporting, thinking and sending you so much love. Keep fighting babe x
Emily, you are a true inspiration! Love from Sweden! 💛
Hallå hallå :)
Chiming in from Florida - our thoughts are with you. Much love and hope from the States.
It's so fantastic to see that you have support from every part of the world
Congrats on the 50K! Brilliant and so well deserved sweetness. Noticing a bit of a change in your voice in this and the previous vlog but its probably the morphine which would also explain the tiredness. Love the music in this as you're driving over the bridge. just love your vlogs so much. Fifty thousand people currently anxiously awaiting the scan results, so you're probably going to be bombed with messages. Love you loads xxxxx
Lovely to see how you both are . This week wait will be awful but hope you feel well enough to have a few meals out or a few pub lunches. Whether you have more treatment or palliative care you and Aisha will have each other and the wonderful power of the “Aisha smile “.
If only she could bottle that smile I would pay good money for a pint or two !
I will be thinking of you both until our next update.
Holly Hocks ... the Aisha smile could keep me happy, as she is just gorgeous. Emily is one lucky lady.
My sweet Emily ... You really have been zoned out these last few videos and that is more than ok. You can't be this bubbly ray of sunshine all the time. Everyone cares so much about you and I only see you as an inspirationa to all us and I mean your loving 50K subscribers. Enjoy your zoned out days too we just love that you take time to share this very private time.
I really would love to see you in some light healing colours. Colour vibrations are so important. Keep seeing the cancer leave your body on every out breath and keep breathing in healing energy visualizing it permeate through every cell in your body.
All of life flows to Emily with ease joy and glory.
Hi Emily and Aisha! Emily you seemed more like yourself and that made me smile. I loved the Q&A but Aisha was right and gosh we all get why you were like not there. I would be totally looney and not dealing well and scared because I know how freakish I get ever since I had my own health issues 30 years ago. So I truly appreciate you and you are an encouragement to us all!!! 💖 I am praying things will be at least stable and that you can have more treatment! Like Aisha says, "I still believe in miracles!!!" I'm believing for you!!!!!! Love you both loads!!!! Xxxxxx
you seem much more together and here. thanks so much for updating us - it is really appreciated xxx
You both look beautiful..as always. Praying for good scan results! Love you both♡
Emily anytime you pick up the camera and upload a video YOU'RE THERE! I'm sure meds take you somewhere else at times and what you're dealing with that's not always a bad thing. You do look like you're feeling better and I pray that you do. And Aisha as always taking great care of you. Congratulations on 50k🙂❤
So great to see a video from you, Emily! Keeping you and Aisha in my thoughts always xxx
You guys are simply amazing..Whatever the outcome is from the scans you will be able to deal with it. I am sending you a big hug filled with power and love...
I am an oncology nurse ( Canada) and have shared your channel with several of my patients ( especially my younger ones) and they are loving you and Aisha as much as I do!! I’ve even seen some comments from a couple of them! As always sending love , prayers and good thoughts your way! ❤️. BTW...was that London bridge as in the same bridge that heads were put on? 😂
C C - I think the bridge is the "Albert bridge". 😊
Karin Froch oh..ok! lol..thank you! I need to google a pic of the London bridge 😊
Think that was a good idea, to show them Emmely s blogs! Best inspiration ever!
Think you care a lot about your patients and job and have a big ♥! So nice when patients feel real care from nurses. They feel that and it makes patients feel so much more secure and well. 😘♥👍😍
What a lovely thing to do, great to hear others going through similar journeys are being inspired xx
God bless all of you,so fucking unfair .brave facing death as you are living life.
You are being sent soooo much positive energy that I can’t help but be hopeful for your future! Good luck and thank you for continuing to keep us posted. You do look better in this video, more like yourself and your speech is better. Fingers crossed for great results.
Love when you smile beautiful. Sending love and positivity your way. xx
I have leukemia and am deciding all those issues, too. I’m leaning towards stoping therapeutic/treatment in favor of palliative care. The pain is almost unbearable these days and I’m barely walking, but I have babies. I want be lucid for my small kids (one of which has type one diabetes and having bi-lateral cataract surgery... she’s only 10. If I cannot walk, I am failing her. Choices are diverse and varying for everyone with cancer. You’re I. My thoughts constantly. You’re my inspiration. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
A Kalt So sorry to hear about yr difficulties, all my best wishes to you.❤💕
I think we've all seen, Emily determines Emily's future.
BLCBob great comment ,❤
My favorite comment.
Prayers and positive thoughts for you for Tuesday's results. Eat those veggies!!! You two are the best lovelies!
Last year, my mum was diagnosed with a carcinoid tumour in her lung. Almost a year to the day, they’ve now found a lump in her breast which needs to be investigated. The thought that her cancer may have come back has absolutely destroyed me. My mum is my best friend and I’ve been an emotional wreck. On Monday we find out what happens now. I came across your blog last week. I’ve sat and watched every video from start to finish and the strength and positivity I’ve found since watching you guys has been unbelievable!! I’ve gone from crying myself to sleep every night through fear, to feeling like we can and will get through anything. And it’s honestly all down to you two! I’m ready for Monday and ready to fight, if that’s what we need to do! Thank you! Praying your results are as good as they can be. All my love to the both of you, your families and your friends xxx
It was so nice to see both of your smiling, beautiful faces. Hoping and praying for the best possible results. Love you both!
Please consider that comments are coming from tons of ppl, from all over the world, from our own thoughts, perspective, beliefs, experiences,
Predjudice, all ages, education, manners and none. Take nothing personal.
Praying for a miracle for you. No one deserves it more. I absolutely HATE the wait on results of scans. It's so torturous.
Emily,
You are such an Inspiring, Strong & Determined woman.
I am a mum of a 7 yr old with grade 4, stage 4 Rhabdomyosarcoma- Base of skull & metastasized in lungs.
I find I have been retreating from everyone but I absolutely love watching your posts, hearing how you tackle this bastard of a thing called cancer. Both yourself and Aisha give me, as a mum strength to get on with the day for my baby, Lauren. My heart also bleeds for you. Amy xoxo
So sorry to hear this. I hope you beat it and I pray for your little girl
Emily. You are amazing. You make me ashamed that I take so many things for granted. Thank you for sharing your journey with the world. I pray the results are positive.. i am with you in hope!!
Does anyone else get this feeling when watching Emily’s videos that somehow she’s going to beat this? I don’t know what it is but something is telling me she’s going to get through this and we’ll still be watching this time next year?! Anyways, fingers crossed for your scans! Sending positive thoughts your way! X
Hope is limited - Truth is for Certain - Death is always the final outcome of Life
I have SO much respect for you. You are just an amazing person and radiate such strength and resilience. Keep going Emily we are all behind you xxx
She looked so tired and poorly in this video. Bless you Emily what a woman! Both of you! I miss Emily and cone back to these videos she inspires me so so much. Simpĺy taken too soon 😣
WOOHOOOO 50K!!! well done you!!! Hope your scan results are as good as can be lovely keep smiling , look forward to your vids to see how your doing , inspirational for sure lots of love to you both xxx
Don’t worry Emily we all know you.
If your brain cancer causes symptoms it’s not your fault, it’s all neurological.
We all know the real Emily loving kind funny sweet caring well I could go on all day.
It’s that beautiful soul that matters not much else.
We would still love you even if you did something crazy or said something crazy or awful we still love you it’s all neurological thanks for not leaving us. ❤️ I didn’t think you would as you know we’ve grown to love you. ❤️
Being an RN with a history of oncology nursing I know a little about your cancer And you’ve already beat the odds and amazed me.
You will continue that .....just seems to be who you are a champion. ❤️🙏
I was anxious, but this video calmed the nerves. The dissociation in the last vlog is gone & Em sounds more like her sassy self.
What a gift: babes still smashing it, subbies @ nearly 50K & our champ edited. Sorry Emily, but I also LOVED the Q&A.
Love & scan result prayers from Atlanta 💜💜💜
The love and strength two of you have are absolutely amazing! Taking us with you on your current life journey is a privilege. Take one day at the time and make the best of it. Thank you for reminding us what are the priorities in life!
Billy M well said Billy
Thank you for taking time to update us all. Always on my mind! Love 😘
50K! Congratulations! Next step, 100K.
I bet she could do it.
So good to see you this week. Thanks for reaching out to us. You both really look good! And you sound good! Am holding out for good news next time we see you. You've both taught us so very much. Love and hugs from Colorado USA!
🌈 I can’t believe this was just over a week ago, gone too soon, can’t stop thinking about you Emily. I hope you see all the love your getting. You are a top you-tuber and this is coming from a veteran youtuber I’ve been watching UA-cam since 2006 , thank you for sharing your life with us. 😢⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️🌈
You are the definition of a true Warrior Girl. Love you guys so much, you have no idea. Keep on, keeping on.. you are doing well. Much love. X
It's quite weird how UA-cam can introduce you to people, and how you can actually start to really care about them... I've been following your vlogs for months now, and I honestly look forward to seeing if you've posted anything when I come home from work. I'm in Australia, am a mid 40s leso and just wanted to say that what you guys have is something a lot of people will never have in their whole lives; enjoy your love!
Hi Emily.. don't know if you've tried these, but the spices (turmeric and black pepper) are powerful anti-inflammatories (pain relievers and immune system boosters). Good luck !
PS.. also, caffeine (coffee, tea) ... it and it's metabolites keep possible septic shock at bay should you get infections. Watch excess sugar though. Omega3 fats also reduce pain and inflammation. You can be one of the ones who emerge and I know you can do it !
Who could have known darling Emily that 11 days after this you would leave us forever to join the angels. I'm heartbroken. Love you forever ♡☆xxx
Emily & Aisha Thank you for sharing your day. Thinking of you both. That stir fry looked awesomely healthy! I must confess I’m not very good with vegetables even though I’m a vegetarian ! Best Wishes ❤️
hahahaha Aisha behind the window :-))) That was spectacular music underneath the footage of the bridge. I'm going to read through comments to see if someone mentioned what it is! Best of luck awaiting the results!
Thinking of you, hope your results were better than you expected. Angels encamped around you both to administer healing and comfort.
How can you not smile in life when your rock Aisha keeps smiling. Power couple xx
Emily
Sending you lots of prayers and good vibes !
You are such an inspiration to so many and uplifting to us all, Emily I know I’ll be watching your videos this time next month,
Happy 2 month Anniversary to you both. And remember we are all out here praying for a miracle to our favorite person
Keep holding on Sweetie
Love you
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Gonna pray my Canadian butt off for your results. Much love you you both xo🇨🇦✌