looks like i’m crying myself to sleep tonight💔’ your music saved me, even when i was at my lowest points, ima thank you the day i meet you, ima thank you for everything you’ve done for me for everything you’ve done for everyone else. i love you. thank you🖤.
Anxiety and depression is real sometimes we don’t even know where it comes from an at times it’s very hard to run from yet at the same time you can live with it if you get up every time your knocked Down much love and respect to #jaytekz
kr v hey man you just gotta keep your head up it can’t rain all the time there is sunshine never give up always get back up when life hits you never lose faith god bless
Anxiety and depression is real sometimes we don’t even know where it comes from and at times it’s very hard to run from yet at the same time you can live with it if you get up every time you’re knocked down✊❤️
I hope my parents listen to this song when I'm gone. Maybe they will finally understand the darkness that is choking me. Maybe they will see I dont say things for attention. Maybe they will see the voices on my head are real. I'm tired of this mask ..tired of the smiles. I try to stay strong but I dont know how much longer I can hold on.
Jaytekz I love you dude. You honestly say everything that my mouth won’t let me say. You rap about how I feel deep inside. You are my hero. I love you bro.
'i wish this was a nightmare.i wish I was never born' 'feely soul getting weak and my heart's getting heaviy I'm begging on my knees for the Lord to come and get me' I FELT THAT SHIT,it was worth the wait thank you jaytekz❤💔
This is exactly how I feel. I love the fact I can find music that is exactly how I feel and I’m thankful I found your music. I hope you don’t stop. I wish your music was played all over the radio. The truth should be told to the World. People don’t like these uncomfortable subjects but too bad.
Damn yo, always... i mean always. you always never fail to reach my emotions through yours. i know that im not the only person in this world fighting the fight and it shows to me i can persevere and make it through anything and everything with your music and all the love around me that i know i blinded myself to. i love you and your gift from the bottom of my heart. all glory to god because i know he has blessed you with your gift that keeps on feeding my soul and helping me get to the next day. just because you have a bad day doesnt mean you have a bad life, and just because you have a bad life doesnt mean the next wont be the best. #4NEVER.
"I'm a victim of my own self defeat and hate" I felt that man ☹️. Swear we need more rappers in the music industry like Jaytekz here, spitting there mind heart and soul and not only selling records bc of there name or bc the talk about money, drugs and sex
🔥 Lyrics 🔥 [Verse 1: JayteKz] It ain't no secret, I'm always vocal with the way I feel I don't wanna be alive, depression is gonna get me killed Family says I need help but I don't think they fucking get it What I feel is carved inside my heart and it's deeply embedded I-I-I wish it was that simple, I wish this made me stronger, but instead It has left me crippled It's hard for me to smile and when I do It's fabricated I'm slowly breaking down and my happiness is barricaded I fucking hate this shit, numb the pain by taking sips Every time I'm sober I just want to slit my fucking wrists Hoping I will bleed to death, choking till I lose my breath Father, please forgive me, but I can't go on within my flesh Death seems like the only route, only place where peace is found Mom and Dad I love you, and I'm sorry If I let you down, but I can't take no more My heart is fucking torn, I wish this was a nightmare, wish I was never born [Chorus: JayteKz] I can hardly feel now Every single day I am going numb I can only hope the end is near now I don't want to stay, I want to run No one understands these tears I shed now No one understands the hell I am in Honestly, just wish that I was dead now Can I bare this misery within? [Verse 2: JayteKz] And dear family, I know it's hard for you to listen, but this is how I feel, I hope that I can be forgiven I feel imprisoned, I don't know how to escape Yeah, Imma victim of my own self-defeat and hate I-I-I wish I wasn't fucked up I-I-I wish I could look up I-I-I wish that I was lying to you Wish I was sharing smiles instead of fucking crying to you I'm sorry for it all, but this broken heart is raw I ain't got no where to turn to and I don't know who to call Got no choice but to crawl, I can't stand up on my feet Every time I fucking fall, man I no longer want to breathe Feel my soul getting weak, and my heart's getting heavy I'm begging on my knees for the lord to come and get me And when my time comes all I ask is don't forget me My purpose was fulfilled, I'm no longer feeling empty [Chorus: JayteKz] I can hardly feel now Every single day I am going numb I can only hope the end is near now I don't want to stay, I want to run No one understands these tears I shed now, no one understands the hell I am in Honestly, just wish that I was dead now Can I bare this misery within?
A lot of people can’t speak up about their depression and I’m happy your out here changing the world and letting everyone know we’re not alone in a battle!
i felt that hurt..literally crying 💔😭 jaytekz i fucking love you man..everything you speak and sing about is how i feel even when im smiling deep down it hurts this song hit me hard...chosen1 did an amazing job with the effects and filming this for you...thank you so much jaytekz for everything you do for us..your fucking amazing 4Never!!! AlwayzJaytekz
Please never stop making music like this, I don’t know what I would do without your music. It’s people like you who help people like me keep breathing. We need a voice, someone to help us understand we aren’t alone.. even though we feel like it. Just fuckin thank you man..
Jaytekz, I hope you see this, Bro your music has healed my heart ever since the age of nine I was feeling depressed, I would hear voices and cut myself, I hated myself for no reason, sooner or later I went through sad days with family, big changes made me feel like I wanted to die, in early 2015 was when this all happened, in 2016, mid summer I was diagnosed with depression and at this point I felt like there was no way out, I had attempted suicide and failed, soon after I heard your songs, they made me feel like there was someone out there or someone who understands the pain I was in, at the time I didnt know anyone who had felt that depression like I had, I had changed my mind set after hearing your heart repairing poetry, I shed a couple tears hearing some of your songs but not out of sadness but out of understanding, I understood what I had to do to make myself think clearly and to actually get help, I am still here, I am still here on this very day, March 1, 2018, you've inspired me to make the most out of my life, I learned new hobbies and new tallents like drawing, writing and making beats, and helping others through what I've been through and also showing them your music, to do the same as I did, to get help and fulfill their life at their most, like I said, I don't want no shout out, I don't want nothing other than you to keep it up, your saving lives, day by day, song by song, keep it 💯, thank you Jaytekz💯💪🙏
Hearing this song makes me wanna cry. I'm trying so hard to get back on my feet . Thank you for making this song. 💗💗💗 sending tons of love wishing you the best with your music
JayteKz need to collab with either Logic, NF, Phora or Xxxtentacion 🙏 🔥🔥🔥 This song had me in my feelings and reminiscing on my life and every mistake I've ever made and what a burden I am to my family.
''wish that i was sharing smiles instead of fucking crying to you'' oh my. this song is literally the best 'image' for depression, it's the real thing, this song is actually helping me when i feel like crap, so thank you so much.
Lowkey just want someone to vent to and actually have close friends where it’s more than just about guy talk, but I love this song so damn much, the best and everything is so good😭💞💞💞
Straight Talk it hits home to me and exactly how depression feels like for me!!! I hate it too even holidays are even worst but I put my best mask on for my family and sons!! it sucks... Acting like your fine when you aren't but thank you I wanted to give up but then I saw you posted another video and it helped alot!!! It's bittersweet knowing someone feels the same as I do!!! Thanks jay... You helped me alot!!!!
God how i hate my life. I love u an ur music an i am chosing ur music to play at my Memorial service should i have one.thank u again for true heart music that everyone can relate too.god bless u
I love your music when I don't know how to vocalize what I'm feeling i listen to your music and it is exactly what I need your music has saved my life too many times to count and I am in the biggest debt to you for that. Thank you Jaytekz
Brenda Pineda I feel the same way fucking they make me feel worthless and like crap my family don't give a shit all I do is pick on my son he is 13 and why would they pull the shit they do and me I for myself I just want to pull a trigger and let my life in I know I don't have a piece of me here my son will carry on his name and he'll always carry on why Blood and he'll always be a piece of me but other than my family but I have no family what's family got to do I hate the way they treat me they treat me like crap and that's a fact all I could say as I Wish I Could Turn Back the Hands of Time and have my mother here with me I can't do this anymore by myself I just rather be bye myself and take my kid along with me no one really cares whoever's out there I need a friend please respond I I'm a good person I have a good personality but Noah gives a crap about me sit there and talk crap I don't need the negative in my life I need positive if there's anybody could answer prayers or if there is a God why isn't he answering my prayers cuz I know I'm living in hell well as there is a God I hold him into my heart and I will go to church every Sunday if I have to you and pray upon it anybody that's her and out there like me I pray upon you don't let no one bring you down keep your head up and stay strong don't let no one do you wrong I believe in karma and karma is a bitch 💯👼
Loralisa Velarde life is hard. It will always be. But it how you choice to live it. You choice to be down and feel like crap then you will be like. But you can choice to keeping fight and keeping going. You will see the light in the dark world. Believe in God. You are not alone. He is there for you and will always be. Trust his plan. I promise you that with him on your side you will when. And don't worries about your family Got will take care of it.
Never fails to say the things I feel on the daily I will always be grateful for your music truly does help me esppically not knowing when I'll do it or not even though I've been feeling more and more closer to ending it all I'll keep trying to keep on as long as I can but Thank you for this #4NEVER
Love you and all your songs JayteKz please for everyones sake dont leave us i myself fight with anxiety and your songs help me deeply,much love from Ireland ,thank you and dont be sorry for your actions we all care for you
I've been suffering from anxiety and depression for 20 years now. I've tried everything and the only only relief I can find is getting tattoos and Jay's music. 🖤
One day, it's all going to be better. Everything will get easier for you. Hang in there Jay. Keep doing you. Keep your head held high and let nothing ruin your day. You're amazing. All of your fans appreciate you. ❤
I love every single project you create. Your music and lyricism never fails to give me this sense of hopefullness, thank you. Thank you for letting me think that sometimes I may not be completely alone in this battle through life with your music ..
Ur music helped me through my toughest times wen i was lil i went through alot of pain n heart ache im the black sheep n my family i have no friends i always feel like no one cares bout me but ur music help me open my eyes to the world what its really like thank u for making these songs
Pre-ordered your new album a few days ago. You’re honestly amazing. I came across you one day when I was looking at free styles and at that moment I was hooked. This past year, has been incredibly difficult and I would self destruct inside. My mind was a ticking time bomb and the only way I could get through was because of your music. “Soul Searching” has had SUCH an impact on my life. Every lyric you shouted was a reflection of my life and my struggles Your music has forever put an imprint on my heart and I could not thank you enough
I suffer from anxiety and depression is been five months and thank god my life is better but when depression comes is the worse I lost a lot of weight and this song touch me I don’t hear regular music anymore all the songs I hear are god songs but this song describe how I feel and it touch me keep working hard jaytekz❤️ love your work I know there’s a lot of people going through so much and this video lets us know that we aren’t alone ❤️ Thank you
Why cant more artists be like jay? Spitting the truth insteading of having "bitches and money". Take some notes from this legend right here❤❤ Were always here to help Jay
My son has been gone a year now, he used your song to tell us how he was feeling, the words are so true for him, and it was a messag for us, thank you for this song,
Been listening to your music for over a year now. You cease to amaze me and hit me with deep lyrics. You’re a role model for a lot of people and would love to see you go above and beyond. God bless 🙏
Hip hop this way, no no...don't get me wrong I love all his songs...and i love this too..but not everyone like sad songs...this is too dark and real..not everyone type
I hope someday Jay overcomes this sad phase in his life. Life gets hard at times & it deeply sucks to be in this situation. Although, this has made Jay gain popularity through his career, I believe its more important to have a more happy life than any fame! ❤️
You are forgiven ❤️ we all love you! I don’t think people are understanding, you say he is helping everybody else but he’s also feeling this way, can we show him help and forgiveness? He’s pleading for help as well as all of us. Please don’t hurt yourself, you have so many people supporting you and caring for you and we will always be here for you bro. Keep your head up, and I know it’s hard to see that light at the end of the tunnel and I know it’s hard to see that you have all these people that love and care for your well being. Please stay strong. We need you and you need us.
Perfect timing bro I've been feeling down a lot and feelings of suicide and depression came back into my life thanks so much for all your songs you helped me through the hard times
I probably wouldn’t be alive if it wasn’t for you man your music is great I was counting down the days then hours since you mentioned this now for the whole innocence album
I don't understand how anyone can dislike this people feel like this and he wants everyone to know😢I know that's how I feel I done had the pistol to my head like 5 times but I didn't do pull it I tried to over dose I tried to do a lot but I don't want to hurt my mom so I'm trying to keep it together but depression is getting to me and I don't know how much longer I'm last😢
looks like i’m crying myself to sleep tonight💔’ your music saved me, even when i was at my lowest points, ima thank you the day i meet you, ima thank you for everything you’ve done for me for everything you’ve done for everyone else. i love you. thank you🖤.
x rapfeels same
x rapfeels i alwyas listen him
x rapfeels I made a song 3 weeks ago can y’all see if y’all like it ua-cam.com/video/oARxDZ68rlk/v-deo.html
Respect
Yeah I just said I'm not even gonna get out fetal position for the rest of the day.
You never fail to amaze me..thank you for letting us into your mind, let’s us know we’re not alone. Much love Jay
Naomi Lopez I made a song 1 month ago can y’all see if y’all like it ua-cam.com/video/oARxDZ68rlk/v-deo.html
sounds dope af, keep going man !
Truth be told his word's are lyrically insane
So legit his word's just fit
What you say is on point.
I'm so pissed, tried to off myself but the Neighbors snitched and called the cops
Not belittling your struggles.. But that isn't appropriate for social media :/
Anxiety and depression is real sometimes we don’t even know where it comes from an at times it’s very hard to run from yet at the same time you can live with it if you get up every time your knocked Down much love and respect to #jaytekz
Mr. UA-camr ..something else but different Day.....tired wish someone understood me at my broken time.....
kr v hey man you just gotta keep your head up it can’t rain all the time there is sunshine never give up always get back up when life hits you never lose faith god bless
Anxiety and depression is real sometimes we don’t even know where it comes from and at times it’s very hard to run from yet at the same time you can live with it if you get up every time you’re knocked down✊❤️
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Yes it is I have it it sucks
I hope my parents listen to this song when I'm gone. Maybe they will finally understand the darkness that is choking me. Maybe they will see I dont say things for attention. Maybe they will see the voices on my head are real. I'm tired of this mask ..tired of the smiles. I try to stay strong but I dont know how much longer I can hold on.
christie kelly stay strong ♥️
Ayy Bru u gud
You there man?
I am here i am going through the same thing I hope you're still here and doing better
Jaytekz I love you dude. You honestly say everything that my mouth won’t let me say. You rap about how I feel deep inside. You are my hero. I love you bro.
I feel it
For real though
ive been sufrering from depression for 4 years and hes one of 2 rappers that help me release my pain 💔😭😭 love you man !
What's up
ive been suffering from depression along time & anxiety
'i wish this was a nightmare.i wish I was never born'
'feely soul getting weak
and my heart's getting heaviy
I'm begging on my knees for the Lord to come and get me' I FELT THAT SHIT,it was worth the wait thank you jaytekz❤💔
Yo Gurl I made a song 3 weeks ago can y’all see if y’all like it ua-cam.com/video/oARxDZ68rlk/v-deo.html
Yo Gurl those lyrics are so powerful....🥀🥀
@@nodisguiseraps5178 Right🙌im glad his music is always here for us when noone else understands💯
“What I feel is carved inside my heart and it’s deeply embedded”
that one hit so fucking hard
I love this😭 all the feelings that I put away and couldn’t describe in words
Diana Tapia you are gorgeous girl. head up.
LP.Boxer thanks! But I’m Gucci.
David Johnsen thanks!!
I like this song all the feelings that i feel and didn't talk about and
Justa Frisco and what
Late Night Vibes 😩 in a dark room headphones blasting 🤧🤧 "I wish this was a nightmare, I wish I was never born"
This is exactly how I feel. I love the fact I can find music that is exactly how I feel and I’m thankful I found your music. I hope you don’t stop. I wish your music was played all over the radio. The truth should be told to the World. People don’t like these uncomfortable subjects but too bad.
Damn yo, always... i mean always. you always never fail to reach my emotions through yours. i know that im not the only person in this world fighting the fight and it shows to me i can persevere and make it through anything and everything with your music and all the love around me that i know i blinded myself to. i love you and your gift from the bottom of my heart. all glory to god because i know he has blessed you with your gift that keeps on feeding my soul and helping me get to the next day. just because you have a bad day doesnt mean you have a bad life, and just because you have a bad life doesnt mean the next wont be the best. #4NEVER.
His words perfectly show how i feel. Fucking deep.
Great stuff man!!
damn... deep af. been there for anyone struggling it will get better
Yung Ghost remmeber to every dark night you have brhigter day man.😘😘😘😍😍😍
Your music saves me from my depression and anxiety and PTSD
"I'm a victim of my own self defeat and hate" I felt that man ☹️. Swear we need more rappers in the music industry like Jaytekz here, spitting there mind heart and soul and not only selling records bc of there name or bc the talk about money, drugs and sex
Thank you for being the voice to anyone suffering in silence.
Will always love your music. Started listening 7 years ago! So much emotion i love it
🔥 Lyrics 🔥
[Verse 1: JayteKz]
It ain't no secret, I'm always vocal with the way I feel
I don't wanna be alive, depression is gonna get me killed
Family says I need help but I don't think they fucking get it
What I feel is carved inside my heart and it's deeply embedded
I-I-I wish it was that simple, I wish this made me stronger, but instead It has left me crippled
It's hard for me to smile and when I do It's fabricated
I'm slowly breaking down and my happiness is barricaded
I fucking hate this shit, numb the pain by taking sips
Every time I'm sober I just want to slit my fucking wrists
Hoping I will bleed to death, choking till I lose my breath
Father, please forgive me, but I can't go on within my flesh
Death seems like the only route, only place where peace is found
Mom and Dad I love you, and I'm sorry If I let you down, but I can't take no more
My heart is fucking torn, I wish this was a nightmare, wish I was never born
[Chorus: JayteKz]
I can hardly feel now
Every single day I am going numb
I can only hope the end is near now
I don't want to stay, I want to run
No one understands these tears I shed now
No one understands the hell I am in
Honestly, just wish that I was dead now
Can I bare this misery within?
[Verse 2: JayteKz]
And dear family, I know it's hard for you to listen, but this is how I feel, I hope that I can be forgiven
I feel imprisoned, I don't know how to escape
Yeah, Imma victim of my own self-defeat and hate
I-I-I wish I wasn't fucked up
I-I-I wish I could look up
I-I-I wish that I was lying to you
Wish I was sharing smiles instead of fucking crying to you
I'm sorry for it all, but this broken heart is raw
I ain't got no where to turn to and I don't know who to call
Got no choice but to crawl, I can't stand up on my feet
Every time I fucking fall, man I no longer want to breathe
Feel my soul getting weak, and my heart's getting heavy
I'm begging on my knees for the lord to come and get me
And when my time comes all I ask is don't forget me
My purpose was fulfilled, I'm no longer feeling empty
[Chorus: JayteKz]
I can hardly feel now
Every single day I am going numb
I can only hope the end is near now
I don't want to stay, I want to run
No one understands these tears I shed now, no one understands the hell I am in
Honestly, just wish that I was dead now
Can I bare this misery within?
FuzedArtz thank you!
I love actual rap. A lot of lyrics that mean something. If you look at new "rap" they are like 4 paragraphs long. Bless up
Ty babe
shits honestly how I been feeling. love your songs man
This made me cry a lot 😭😭😭The way your explaining your depression, is what I feel.😭💔
this is so deep! I love you Joel!!!💙💙💙 stay strong!! God bless! Much love❤️
A lot of people can’t speak up about their depression and I’m happy your out here changing the world and letting everyone know we’re not alone in a battle!
JayteKz is and always will be my hero. Your music speaks to my soul. Much love. 💙
My son is dealing with depression like i did and it kills me not to be able to take his pain away.. this is a deep song
i felt that hurt..literally crying 💔😭 jaytekz i fucking love you man..everything you speak and sing about is how i feel even when im smiling deep down it hurts this song hit me hard...chosen1 did an amazing job with the effects and filming this for you...thank you so much jaytekz for everything you do for us..your fucking amazing 4Never!!! AlwayzJaytekz
If I ever go this is it jaytekz forever I forever love your lyrics ❤️ you are my life
I think its time for you to go on tour jay
I'm sure he is now I seen a post on his Instagram the other day saying about a tour
Im on The Edge on taking my life. Your music is The only thing that make me feel anything thanks for everything
This song is so raw and I absolutely love it!!!!
Please never stop making music like this, I don’t know what I would do without your music. It’s people like you who help people like me keep breathing. We need a voice, someone to help us understand we aren’t alone.. even though we feel like it. Just fuckin thank you man..
Jaytekz, I hope you see this, Bro your music has healed my heart ever since the age of nine I was feeling depressed, I would hear voices and cut myself, I hated myself for no reason, sooner or later I went through sad days with family, big changes made me feel like I wanted to die, in early 2015 was when this all happened, in 2016, mid summer I was diagnosed with depression and at this point I felt like there was no way out, I had attempted suicide and failed, soon after I heard your songs, they made me feel like there was someone out there or someone who understands the pain I was in, at the time I didnt know anyone who had felt that depression like I had, I had changed my mind set after hearing your heart repairing poetry, I shed a couple tears hearing some of your songs but not out of sadness but out of understanding, I understood what I had to do to make myself think clearly and to actually get help, I am still here, I am still here on this very day, March 1, 2018, you've inspired me to make the most out of my life, I learned new hobbies and new tallents like drawing, writing and making beats, and helping others through what I've been through and also showing them your music, to do the same as I did, to get help and fulfill their life at their most, like I said, I don't want no shout out, I don't want nothing other than you to keep it up, your saving lives, day by day, song by song, keep it 💯, thank you Jaytekz💯💪🙏
Hearing this song makes me wanna cry. I'm trying so hard to get back on my feet . Thank you for making this song. 💗💗💗 sending tons of love wishing you the best with your music
JayteKz need to collab with either Logic, NF, Phora or Xxxtentacion 🙏 🔥🔥🔥 This song had me in my feelings and reminiscing on my life and every mistake I've ever made and what a burden I am to my family.
Crazy Limper Facts
Phora got past that depression phase and jaytekz stuck on that that's why he ain't blowing up phora is blowing up like crazy
joyner lucas and him would be great
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gixxer ryda 55 phora still going thru it wdym ?
''wish that i was sharing smiles instead of fucking crying to you'' oh my. this song is literally the best 'image' for depression, it's the real thing, this song is actually helping me when i feel like crap, so thank you so much.
💔gave me hella chills
Damn man, this is why I love a select few that are making hip hop music now days. Everything you make is just so beautiful.
Lowkey just want someone to vent to and actually have close friends where it’s more than just about guy talk, but I love this song so damn much, the best and everything is so good😭💞💞💞
Diana Tapia my sc is Marcocosta_99, please msg me so you can vent, I’m happy to there for you to talk to
I’m always here...if you wanna talk just reply and I’ll give you my social media
Love this song I was going through stuff and know this song gets me...
Totally worth the wait i love it, thank you for being so open with us, your music is my therapy
Straight Talk it hits home to me and exactly how depression feels like for me!!! I hate it too even holidays are even worst but I put my best mask on for my family and sons!! it sucks... Acting like your fine when you aren't but thank you I wanted to give up but then I saw you posted another video and it helped alot!!! It's bittersweet knowing someone feels the same as I do!!! Thanks jay... You helped me alot!!!!
Your the reason my heart's still beating bro
💯💯
Not just him. You.
You described everything that I’ve felt all this time .. So grateful for you❤️
your music has always helped me, thank you ❤️
Same 😞😔
literally brought me to tears. this is so deep, great job and never give up ! youre inspiring and helping so many people. xox
I love this songgg💙, Ima have it on replay all day
Cant forget someone who helps you get through depression, you'll always be remembered.
God another song that explains how I feel thanks Jay you say the words I cant say to people.
God how i hate my life. I love u an ur music an i am chosing ur music to play at my Memorial service should i have one.thank u again for true heart music that everyone can relate too.god bless u
Deep🥀💞
I love your music when I don't know how to vocalize what I'm feeling i listen to your music and it is exactly what I need your music has saved my life too many times to count and I am in the biggest debt to you for that. Thank you Jaytekz
Wow. I’m speechless💓💓
Awe love this song already ❤️❤️❤️ love his music 🎶 beautiful song
It's like he can read my mind 💔🔫
Brenda Pineda 💯
Brenda Pineda I feel the same way fucking they make me feel worthless and like crap my family don't give a shit all I do is pick on my son he is 13 and why would they pull the shit they do and me I for myself I just want to pull a trigger and let my life in I know I don't have a piece of me here my son will carry on his name and he'll always carry on why Blood and he'll always be a piece of me but other than my family but I have no family what's family got to do I hate the way they treat me they treat me like crap and that's a fact all I could say as I Wish I Could Turn Back the Hands of Time and have my mother here with me I can't do this anymore by myself I just rather be bye myself and take my kid along with me no one really cares whoever's out there I need a friend please respond I I'm a good person I have a good personality but Noah gives a crap about me sit there and talk crap I don't need the negative in my life I need positive if there's anybody could answer prayers or if there is a God why isn't he answering my prayers cuz I know I'm living in hell well as there is a God I hold him into my heart and I will go to church every Sunday if I have to you and pray upon it anybody that's her and out there like me I pray upon you don't let no one bring you down keep your head up and stay strong don't let no one do you wrong I believe in karma and karma is a bitch 💯👼
Loralisa Velarde life is hard. It will always be. But it how you choice to live it. You choice to be down and feel like crap then you will be like. But you can choice to keeping fight and keeping going. You will see the light in the dark world. Believe in God. You are not alone. He is there for you and will always be. Trust his plan. I promise you that with him on your side you will when. And don't worries about your family Got will take care of it.
Brenda Pineda yeah man it's tough! I feel you! I write about these feelings all the time in my music! It's tough, hold on
Loralisa Velarde karma is a bitch. I feel lost too and alone. This is hard.. but u will make it. I won't. I'm cursed
You never seem to to fail me , your music always speak my feelings 💔 thank you , but let’s all keep fighting this battle 💞
Liz Campos I made a song 3 weeks ago can y’all see if y’all like it ua-cam.com/video/oARxDZ68rlk/v-deo.html
Deep and such a good song. It was worth the wait. 🔥💯
This kid saves life’s period! Would love to meet him and try help him with his depression as he helps me with mine!
Never fails to say the things I feel on the daily I will always be grateful for your music truly does help me esppically not knowing when I'll do it or not even though I've been feeling more and more closer to ending it all I'll keep trying to keep on as long as I can but Thank you for this #4NEVER
Hes strong as fuck for putting his emotions in a song. I couldnt do that. Stronger then ill ever be.
Love you and all your songs JayteKz please for everyones sake dont leave us i myself fight with anxiety and your songs help me deeply,much love from Ireland ,thank you and dont be sorry for your actions we all care for you
Thank you so much jaytekz this song really helps
Everything im feeling In this song
Appreciate it jaytekz.
Been waiting so long for this
Joseph Sabanal can't wait till his other song drop on the 9th
Damn i didnt even know that
Joseph Sabanal yeah in I think his first or second blog he said it's called innocence and it's supposed to be his best song yet
he is dropping a whole EP on March 9th called "Innocence"
Damn Brodie I feel your pain . I’m close to beating depression . Stay strong we are all in this together !
yesss I've been waiting...and i relate to this all the way
I've been suffering from anxiety and depression for 20 years now. I've tried everything and the only only relief I can find is getting tattoos and Jay's music. 🖤
Damn bro you always go the deepest and mad respect for you💯❤️
Can't even explain the feelings I get from your songs I'm so happy you make music even tho you are struggling your struggle is a cure for someone else
I feel you bro. Thanks for making this song. Appreciate U. 🙏🏼💯
One day, it's all going to be better. Everything will get easier for you. Hang in there Jay. Keep doing you. Keep your head held high and let nothing ruin your day. You're amazing. All of your fans appreciate you. ❤
GOAT 🙏🏽
you’ve always gone above and beyond, this just proves that. All of us adore you🖤 love you sm jay🖤 #4never
I love you jaytekz:Dthis song is amazing 4NEVER
I love every single project you create. Your music and lyricism never fails to give me this sense of hopefullness, thank you. Thank you for letting me think that sometimes I may not be completely alone in this battle through life with your music ..
so hypeee
It hits home.. It really truly does. Jaytekz your speaking my mind out. Thank you!
Jayteks this is so deep and sooo good 💞💞
Ur music helped me through my toughest times wen i was lil i went through alot of pain n heart ache im the black sheep n my family i have no friends i always feel like no one cares bout me but ur music help me open my eyes to the world what its really like thank u for making these songs
Love it you have really grown your music is great
My big brother send me this video and a month later he’s gone I failed as a brother now I can’t stop listening to this song RIP big brother 💙💙🙏🏼
Rip
U took it deep i like it
Pre-ordered your new album a few days ago. You’re honestly amazing. I came across you one day when I was looking at free styles and at that moment I was hooked. This past year, has been incredibly difficult and I would self destruct inside. My mind was a ticking time bomb and the only way I could get through was because of your music. “Soul Searching” has had SUCH an impact on my life. Every lyric you shouted was a reflection of my life and my struggles Your music has forever put an imprint on my heart and I could not thank you enough
Damnn I felt that. I’ve been waiting for this video ! Much love jaytekz 💔💔💔❤️
I suffer from anxiety and depression is been five months and thank god my life is better but when depression comes is the worse I lost a lot of weight and this song touch me I don’t hear regular music anymore all the songs I hear are god songs but this song describe how I feel and it touch me keep working hard jaytekz❤️ love your work I know there’s a lot of people going through so much and this video lets us know that we aren’t alone ❤️ Thank you
Best song ever❤️
Why cant more artists be like jay? Spitting the truth insteading of having "bitches and money". Take some notes from this legend right here❤❤ Were always here to help Jay
I've been waiting honestly!
My son has been gone a year now, he used your song to tell us how he was feeling, the words are so true for him, and it was a messag for us, thank you for this song,
Love you !!!
Been listening to your music for over a year now. You cease to amaze me and hit me with deep lyrics. You’re a role model for a lot of people and would love to see you go above and beyond. God bless 🙏
#NOTIFICATIONSQUAD - I LOVE YOU JAY! This is a clear example of how hip-hop should be. :)
FuzedArtz yup
Facts!
Hip hop this way, no no...don't get me wrong I love all his songs...and i love this too..but not everyone like sad songs...this is too dark and real..not everyone type
I hope someday Jay overcomes this sad phase in his life. Life gets hard at times & it deeply sucks to be in this situation. Although, this has made Jay gain popularity through his career, I believe its more important to have a more happy life than any fame! ❤️
Keep ya head up vro big things soon I know it✊🏼❤️
You are forgiven ❤️ we all love you! I don’t think people are understanding, you say he is helping everybody else but he’s also feeling this way, can we show him help and forgiveness? He’s pleading for help as well as all of us. Please don’t hurt yourself, you have so many people supporting you and caring for you and we will always be here for you bro. Keep your head up, and I know it’s hard to see that light at the end of the tunnel and I know it’s hard to see that you have all these people that love and care for your well being. Please stay strong. We need you and you need us.
You have never made a song I couldn't relate to. #4NEVER♥️
Perfect timing bro I've been feeling down a lot and feelings of suicide and depression came back into my life thanks so much for all your songs you helped me through the hard times
Notification squad lets hear ya!! 🤙🏻🤙🏻
Grinch Morales me
Grinch Morales me
Grinch Morales I made a song 3 weeks ago can y’all see if y’all like it ua-cam.com/video/oARxDZ68rlk/v-deo.html
official distracting u did good.. yes keep it up
Grinch Morales here
you've saved my life countless times 😢 your music helps me vent to myself cause I have no one else
Shit man this made me cry
I probably wouldn’t be alive if it wasn’t for you man your music is great I was counting down the days then hours since you mentioned this now for the whole innocence album
I don't understand how anyone can dislike this people feel like this and he wants everyone to know😢I know that's how I feel I done had the pistol to my head like 5 times but I didn't do pull it I tried to over dose I tried to do a lot but I don't want to hurt my mom so I'm trying to keep it together but depression is getting to me and I don't know how much longer I'm last😢
Dre & Siomara ur strong, never give up
"Family says i need help, but i dont think they get it" I felt that.