iv'e recently developed a really bad habit. when i get angry i shut down and i cry and then i feel shitty for it and then i'll repeatedly bang my head over and over again. and I can't stop doing it.
0:13 “You’re just a suicidal b-tch who changed *her* name because *she* was insecure.” Someone told me this because i told them it was rude to be calling me and my friends cringe for playing a game. He said the pronouns thing on purpose, too.
I hate it. I hate knowing I’m not the only one for him. I hate it it it it. but then again he is human, and I’m just a narcissistic asshole with no personality with no purpose with daddy issues with body issues. I ain’t perfect. The curves I want aren’t there, the beauty I want isn’t there. I’m selfish, narcissistic and childish. Yet I can’t do the most selfish thing for me. kms.
earlier today i was making popcorn with my dad and my brain just started saying to me “go on put your hand on the hob, burn yourself, you deserve it, hurt yourself, get 3rd degree burns, dr0wn yourself in the washing up bowl.” and it didn’t stop i can usually control things like that but it genuinely wasn’t me thinking that i didn’t know what happened. like if i usually get a cut or smt my brain says to myself “stop being so dramatic you deserve it” and i genuinely don’t know what’s going on please help me.
Yeah these are called negative thoughts, if your mentally unwell you get them. I have them too. Whatever you do do not give in and listen to these thoughts at all. Because they are lies constructed by your head from either your life experiences or something else. And don’t let other people make you feel terrible. Your as vital as the rest of us u understand? Dw things can get better. Just surround yourself with people that make you feel better abt yourself and lift you up in life.
And take care of yourself, one step at a time try to fix the problems you have. Take it easy and don’t let your school life stress you out to much. An important thing to understand is to prioritise your mental health over ANYTHING!
4:49 i thirfted those shoes.. same stains and everything
0:14 “NO, YOU CAUSE A CATASTROPHE EVERY TIME YOU DO SOMETHING”-my younger 8 yr old sister
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In the summer me and this girl were so close now I can’t even look at our pictures from then without tearing up it’s not the same anymore
iv'e recently developed a really bad habit. when i get angry i shut down and i cry and then i feel shitty for it and then i'll repeatedly bang my head over and over again. and I can't stop doing it.
0:13
“You’re just a suicidal b-tch who changed *her* name because *she* was insecure.”
Someone told me this because i told them it was rude to be calling me and my friends cringe for playing a game. He said the pronouns thing on purpose, too.
0:15 “mb I didn’t mean it”
7:00 I wish I did, I really do.
0:13 "go sit by a window and disappear"
I hate it. I hate knowing I’m not the only one for him. I hate it it it it. but then again he is human, and I’m just a narcissistic asshole with no personality with no purpose with daddy issues with body issues. I ain’t perfect. The curves I want aren’t there, the beauty I want isn’t there. I’m selfish, narcissistic and childish. Yet I can’t do the most selfish thing for me.
kms.
They’re called pain killers for a reason ig…
earlier today i was making popcorn with my dad and my brain just started saying to me “go on put your hand on the hob, burn yourself, you deserve it, hurt yourself, get 3rd degree burns, dr0wn yourself in the washing up bowl.” and it didn’t stop i can usually control things like that but it genuinely wasn’t me thinking that i didn’t know what happened. like if i usually get a cut or smt my brain says to myself “stop being so dramatic you deserve it” and i genuinely don’t know what’s going on please help me.
Yeah these are called negative thoughts, if your mentally unwell you get them. I have them too. Whatever you do do not give in and listen to these thoughts at all. Because they are lies constructed by your head from either your life experiences or something else. And don’t let other people make you feel terrible. Your as vital as the rest of us u understand? Dw things can get better. Just surround yourself with people that make you feel better abt yourself and lift you up in life.
And take care of yourself, one step at a time try to fix the problems you have. Take it easy and don’t let your school life stress you out to much. An important thing to understand is to prioritise your mental health over ANYTHING!
anything and everything
there will be bad days and good days, but don’t let these days bring you down. You got the power I believe in you.
@@itami0-1 thank you for your supppiet i really appreciate it! 🩷
How's everyone ????
Not great, Wbu?
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0:15 maybe you should lay off those burgers hun -my mom..I weigh 114lbs..
that's so toxic, I'm really sorry she said that that is messed up