@TheSmallTheorist I hope you get your emotions back😊🫂 i wish you the best of luck on your journey in life Please remember, not matter what there’s people out there that care for you and love you, no matter how much of a ‘pain in the ass’ you thing you are, they’ll ALWAYS love and care for you💜 (Ps: I’m one of those people so don’t give up no matter how hard your day was, also Ps: you can always vent/tell me what’s wrong and I’ll try to reply as soon as I can, also also Ps:this goes for anyone having a hard time/day out there, please feel free to reach out to me🤗😊💜♥️
See I’ve done that before,but I’ll say the truth. I’ll simply bottle up my feelings and deal with them afterwards. “I don’t know the answer.” Or say your playing a game you don’t know the rules to , tell the teacher.”I’m not playing.” Your putting yourself in power.
This happened to me last week I felt my arms and legs start shaking luckily they teacher called on another person after🙃 She later called on me again and I got the answer wrong because I was REALLY nervous and I wanted to k!11 myself
The only reason UA-cam is my therapy is because I'm to scared to tell my parents and even if I went to therapy I wouldn't tell the therapist anything because my parents would be overlayed the information so until I am old enough I won't get the help I most definitely need ☺
The teacher really didn’t stop you :( I’m sorry :( if I was the teacher I would have. I get it though. It sucks to know people don’t care, once my friends say and didn’t say much of anything. I’m not going to say that it “gets better” I’m sure your tired of hearing that too but I hope it does :) have an amazing day/night :)
1:19 and 2:08 is super relatable Edit:I spent the whole video crying on how relatable this video is (forgotten how to cry So I just stay quiet or yell back)
To whoever reads this, I love you ❤️ I love your smile I love your laugh I love your personality I love your looks I love your face I love your hair (or lack thereof) I love your insecurities I love your failures I love your accomplishments I love your eyes I love your voice I love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) I love the way you dance I love you on your sad days I love you on your happy days I love you on the days you feel lonely I love you on the days you feel hopeless I love you on the days you feel helpless I love you on the days you feel like no one cares I love you on the days you feel forgotten I love you on the you feel unmotivated I love you on the days you feel motivated I love you on the days you feel loved I love you on the days you feel unloved I love you on the days you feel sick I love you on the days you feel hopeful I love you on the days you feel tired I love you on the days you feel crazy I love you on the days you feel depressed I love you on the days you feel stressed I love you on the days you feel anxious I love you on the days you feel cuddly I love you on the days you feel clingy I love you on the days you feel amazing I love you on the days you feel beautiful I love you on the days you feel like a failure I love you on the days you feel angry I love you on the days you feel aggressive I love you on the days you feel horrible I love you on the days you feel safe I love you on the days you feel unsafe I love you on the days you feel vulnerable I love you on the days you feel weird I love you on the days you feel okay I love you when you’re unhealthy I love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) I love your taste in music I love your taste in tv shows I love your taste in movies I love the way you move I love the way you act I love you when you cry I love you when you’re kind I love you when you’re mean I love you when you’re alone I love you when you can’t feel I love you when you feel too much I love you when you feel like it’s too much I love you when you can’t take life anymore I love you when you’re asleep I love your nightmares I love your dreams I love how you believe I love you when you hate yourself I love you when you love yourself I love you when you don’t believe in yourself I love the way you think I love your problems I love your solutions I love how you support I love your pain I love your promises I love your secrets I love your attitude I love your sass I love your creativity I love your hand gestures I love your scars I love your stories I love your wounds I love your past I love your future I love your present I love your outfits I love your style I love your art I love your honesty I love you when you lie I love you when your energetic I love how you cook I love your bravery I love when you’re adventurous I love your imperfections I love your perfections I love your flaws I love you when you talk(or communicate) I love your opinions I love when you help others I love when you need help I love when you’re immature I love you when you’re mature I love you in the hard times I love you in the easy times I love you when life is meh I love you when you’re responsible I love you when you’re irresponsible I love you when you fight I love you in your darkest moments I love you in your brightest moments I love your heart I love you in the day I love you in the night I love you at midnight I love you at your best I love you at your worst I love the little things you do I love you when your silly I love you when your nice I love you when you’re you And I love every other thing about you that I didn’t list. I love you. (This is not mine but you can also copy this to makes someone’s day)
These popular girls at school are naturally pretty, they have clear skin and skinny but I have worked out, ate healthy, and did skincare all summer and not a thing happened to me. I wanna be pretty like the girls at my school.
Your pretty the way you are 💖🔥😁 I know me telling you that isn't gonna do a thing because you will still thing your ugly but that's normal.. I love you just the way you are ❤
When I was younger I tried venting to my friends they didn’t listen called me names (dramatic attention seeker selfish) now I can’t vent to anyone Ik at all because those words stay in my head and just stick to me daily I’ve found better friends but I just can’t my throat won’t let me.
I'm proud of you for waking up. I'm proud of you for brushing your hair. I'm proud of you for breathing. I'm proud of you for making your bed. I'm proud of you for eating. I'm proud of you for TRYING to eat. I'm proud of you for drinking water, I'm proud of you for being here. I'm proud of you for being you. I'm proud of you for smiling. I'm proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I'm proud of you for standing up. I'm proud of you for blinking. I'm proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I'm proud of you for brushing your teeth. I'm proud of you for standing up. I'm proud of you for sitting down. I'm proud of you for defending yourself. I'm proud of you for believing in yourself. I'm proud of you for simply trying. I'm proud of you for being alive. IM PROUD OF YOU. ❤
ugh. can you please stfu w these comments, they actually make me feel worse for some reason. I’m over here having a mental breakdown watching these and watching my arms bleed but these comments js make it worse. don’t come attacking me, I js wanna be clean.
8:03 i cried so hard i got a nose bleed bc i was already having a mental breakdown and then i watched that and idk i have a soft spot in my heart for cats :(
Remember this. You are so worth it, please dont give up ml, im so proud of you. Keep going. Life's hard but its better to feel pain then to not feel it at all. Ive already said this but, im so proud of you, dont give up.
its okay to not be okay, my friend. life happens, and eventually, it all does get better. even on the days where it feels like the universe is against you, i can promise you, it gets better. you will come out the other side a stronger person, because you didnt deserve any of it. we are all so proud of you. your mistakes, your inperfections, and those times where you just dont feel okay and just want to cry. you are human. its okay. you are valid to feel like this, because you have feelings too. take a deep breath, and remind yourself the reasons your still here, the reasons you deserve to live. whether its your love for your pets or the way that through anything, your friend will do anything to see you happy. whether its the taste of cake or the sunset on a tuesday evening, its valid. you are valid. you are inperfect, because no human is or ever will be perfect. your inperfections are what make you, you, and you should never let anyone make you think otherwise. You deserve to eat. It gives you energy. You deserve it because you are you, and no one should ever be able to decide what you do with your body. You will never be good enough for their standards, and that's okay. Why should you need their validation? The only validation you need is the validation of being yourself when you look in the mirror. Being happy with yourself is always better than needing others to be happy with yourself. It isn't their job to judge your body, and it never will be. Your body is beautiful the way it is because everyone is unique, even if people can't stand to accept your uniqueness. They do that because they themselves don't feel unique. The only thing they are looking for is their own validation that they lack about their bodies. They wish they were as unique as you are. They will never be able to regain that emptiness from the lack of validation they have with themselves, and that's the sad reality of it.
I had to do an extra credit assignment about what I would say to my younger self and I basically told my younger self to not end it all that I was going to be okay and I was worth living for.
Fun fact: eating gum (yes even the ones that claim to be sugarless, they have sweetening chemicals) makes you gain a lot more calories than actually eating a meal
@@AceyOC please eat, your weight doesn’t define you! Please eat because it might get you in a hospital bed. A HOSPITAL BED! You might pass out or even die!
2:53 I didn't even realize what I was doing. I wanted to sleep so I took a bunch of Tylenol and advil and had to lie about how many I took. It was because I had an anxiety attack and went home from school early. Know one knew.
Im getting to the point where I just wanna scream and cry 24/7. Its getting hard to conrol my anger and my sadness. I always wanna sh but cant as I dont have anything to do it with so I bite myself. I have faded bites all over my arms and hands and its getting bad/growing a habit. Im not mentally fine
I hate my new school in year 5 i came to a new school a new countrey and when i started people were all nice to me and there was this girl named davina yeah she was super nice in the beginning but in the middle term i was treated like shit she kept being rude i have a few friends but their all like “ oh why are you here “ or “why arent you hanging out with lydia” and im also sensitive so if someone is like “fine “ or i argue with someone and the just throw and be like “Fine take it” i just wanna cry i only have one friend and she is basicly the most liked person she is sweet shes athletic and all the guys want her on their team 😭 and in my old school all the girls liked me they were all my friends
I totally understand. Currently I’m homeschooled again bc school is too stressful and gives me too much anxiety and so my only friend is an online friend and we have a six hour difference. When I read “fine just have it” I stared sobbing my eyes out I understand maybe not fully we all experience different things and take them different ways and every way is ok no matter what anyone says. I’m not going to tell you things get better but I hope they do :) and I hope they already have. Have a good day/night and take care of yourself please
8:35 thats me when i try to talk to my mom but then she says if she takes me to a doctor and switches my school the doctor will say im a mess and i wont have a good enough education
You are beautiful and amazing, you are loved and deserve the world, thank you for still being here and trying every day. You CAN do this even though things are hard right now. ❤❤❤
Sry for this and replying to my own comment but I just need to say sry for everything I did in my sh!t Life but dw im Fine, im not giving up yet. Also sry for using the word I so much. Also sry for apologizing so much
I am so so sorry you feel like this, i know i don’t know you in person but please, if you ever need to talk or vent i am here for anything. keep pushing ml, things will get better
I just noticed that I had one of the nicest parents, the greatest life compared to all the people here, and I can’t believe I’m crying over things that many people think is a small problem. Just noticed how annoying I am, but I can’t help it, I’ve been thinking I was a good person, so I never tried to become a better person really, :) until now I have only seen the ugly, the talent-less person. But then I realized I was more of a “nothing” someone that absolutely no one would want to be next to, I wish I could be a better person. But I know I can’t. I realized what “life”is when I was at the age of 9. Started to have trust issues, started wanting to d!e. And the worst thing is, when I was talking with my family, and when I said “if I get in to a car accident driving and kill someone, I would die for them” they said, “ and? Would that help with anything? We don't care” that’s when I knew, when I knew that my family confirmed that they wouldn’t care if I d!ed. since then, I’ve been having dreams and wishes and “want” since then, I lost 5 people that were in my memory, that I cared about. Especially my friends. One of the most truest wish I’ve been having, since I was 7, was to have my own house. And live there either by myself or with a true best friend who I have lived over 12 years and still haven’t found yet, just to get away from my family. I used to be bright and laughing all the time, I mean I still do but, I feel like no one notices me anymore, I’ve been noticing my class mates(I go to a JP school)getting bullied because they’re fat, but I see them laughing, I see younger kids who don’t speak the same language as good enough to understand everything getting mocked and I don’t know if they like that. My mom talks crap about people behind there backs, and I keep hearing that heaven is a better place than earth. So I think, what reason is there for me to live? But i think that the reason that nothing i giving enough confidence for me to d!e, is because I only live once, one earth, so I should just do what I want to, live life, and meet people, accomplish my goals, and share my life and what I learned through my life and let people know that you’re not alone, and no one is perfect.
A little vent for anyone who cares: 3:26 , I was never told that but my parents always said "are you really going to cry right now?" So I just learned to hold it in and look where that got me... I used to sh and I'm trying my hardest not to relapse to i just scratch the back of my hand
I hate sh so much I still do it and we had PE at school and had to wear shorts and I kept pulling mine down but when we had to get on the trampoline I heard one girl say “ why does *name* have cuts on her legs “ she probably forgot that moment but I never forget
I don’t know how to help ppl when they cry bc I never did as a kid I was bullied pretty bad and anytime I would show emotion it would get bad again that still goes on till this day, I don’t know why I’m alive anymore nobody cares anyways. I just wish I had someone to vent to and someone who actually cares about me but instead I’m always the therapist friend and my friends life is probably way worse bc they deal with it differently, I get quiet and I panic in my head she screams I just can’t care about anything anymore.
4:54 that hapened to my 2 friends and me in art class , i already hated that teacher for some reasons but this was too much and i starter crying even harder...
What does I'm proud of you mean? If someone says they are proud of you, it is a big compliment. It means that they feel that you have accomplished something really wonderful, and that they are impressed with you for accomplishing this.
i might not know you in person but i know things might be hard for you right now but things will get better ml, you are so so strong so keep pushing, if you ever need to vent or talk i am always here for you ❤️🩹
That one video who said: if you got to talk to ur younger self what would you say" just made me cry SO MUCH, bc younger me was getting bullied and she wanted to die
The fact is that our parents said to go to your room when we were younger and now that we are getting older we started to stay in the room all day and never come out only to get food and that is it but now our parents say why are you always in your room and never come out. Well let's say that it's your guys fault bc you guys made up to stay in the room forever.
I’m made my therapist cry because I told her about what happens in my past and how I was feeling and how I dealt with it and I told her how I have been to a facility more then like 6 times telling her I’m just worthless
So today at school, I almost lost my bestfriend in an argument. This is what happened, she was really mad at her cousin but me and her cousin were friends so everytime we were hanging out, she'd just leave me. Her cousin also got mad at her so she asked me to ask my bestfriend/ her cousin, why she was so mad at her and I asked her even though I already knew why she was mad at her. When I looked over at her I was mouthing the words "I can't!", she saw what I meant so she stopped but her cousin noticed and looked at me and said to me "Seriously? Seriously ashlee?", I got confused and asked "What did I even do? I didn't do anything.", then she walked away, leaving me alone with her cousin. I was scared because me and her have been friends since 1st grade and hanging out. I was so s cared I almost started crying, i could feel tears swelling in my eyes but I held those tears back because I didn't want to seem dramatic but, every other friend I've had left me, that's why I was so scared. She then said, "Leave me alone, I don't need you right now.", those words hit me like a slap. I didn't know if she meant if she still wanted to be friends or not but she ignored me the whole day and left me shen I tried to talk to her. She still hasn't texted, called, or FaceTimed me in four days. And I'm sorry, I'm really sorry if she possibly sees this. I understand if you no longer need me or want to be friends. I'm not forcing you to stay but it'd feel like something is missing. (Have a good day, night, evening, afternoon, morning, or weekend!)
9:41 i relate to this one so much... so basically i have a friend ill call her A and A was chill, yknow that supportive bestie kind of person and she had a birthday party and told most of her friends (including me) that we were invited but instead turns out she wasnt allowrd to invite half of us and most of us were unbothered except me. literally she was in my top few favourite people and i wasnt invited. i started to feel bad and rethought why she wouldnt have invited me and realised how many annoying things i did to A. i realised how annoying i was. and i honestly wanted to kms. better then she INVITED MY FAVOURITE PERSON IN THIS BIG ASS WORLD. and not me. also i stayed up the other night and nearly kms bc of her bc i wanted to know how she would react....
To all the people who think they aren’t good enough, are on the verge of suicide, or just everyone in general, I haven’t met you but I can assure you that a lot of people think you’re pretty. You aren’t dumb or stupid, you just need to believe that you’re a wonderful great human. You’re worth a lot of things no matter what anyone says. Don’t, just don’t do it. You matter to a lot of people no matter what you think so just stop, don’t kill yourself. Suicide isn’t an option, reach out to someone who can help you and someone you trust dearly so they can help you. Don’t kill yourself, it’s not worth it. Please don’t do it, even if people make you feel worthless or even if you make yourself feel worthless, just please don’t do it.
7:49 OMG THIS IS SO RELATABLE IM SO SCARED OF MAKING DECISIONS BY MYSELF FOR THIS EXACT REASON. I ask question abt every little detail so I don't mess anything up
If I had 1 hour to talk to my past self I would say don’t trust everyone you see or hangout with or anyone for that matter let your anger out in a good way don’t hurt yourself I’m not a good influence as you can see but that doesn’t matter just don’t turn out like me with cuts and bruises on my whole body
6:41 everything changes, please be ready for it, because I wasn't. And we aren't doing well. Keep to yourself, don't get close with anyone yet, it isn't worth how many times you've been hurt. Let your brothers talk, don't snap. Focus. Don't get below an A in 4th grade like I did. Hang out alone as much as possible.
I can relate to most of these so much. I am only 10-13 and just don’t know what I am or why I exist. I SH a lot by biting myself since I just couldn’t cut myself. I attempt suicide almost every single week more than once. I thought about overdosing but couldn’t find the dang painkillers. My step-dad can be nice some days but hits us over small things. This one time my older brother tripped my younger brother and my dad went crazy. He was calling my older brother names and slapping/punching him. He then held my older brothers throat but let go after my mom told him to. My parents fight a lot and many other things happen behind the scenes in my house. I was yelled at over small things, not getting A’s when I got B+’s and got hit a lot. School is draining me. My friend tries to help be there for me and one time told on me to the teachers. I had to lie about everything and got away with it. I think a lot of you guys can relate to some things that happened to me. I’m hoping to speak to my school counselor soon but don’t know if she’ll tell my parents. Will she tell my parents tho?
I used to bite at your age too, and that turned into cvtting and that ruined my childhood so id suggest you try finding alternatives. Hug or punch a pillow. Draw on yourself. Blast music. Cry. Talk to someone. Just don’t hurt yourself. Im sorry to hear what you’re going through currently, but trust me you’ll rise from these ashes and be stronger than before, and life will get better you can’t miss out on everything life still has in store for you
I also told my counselor about my life at home and how I hurt myself but not my suicidal thoughts. I also wanted my friend to be there and another thing is that my counselor suggested I get a therapist . Right after school my parents were called in and I was literally about to break down but didn’t since my younger siblings were there. My parents talked to my counselor and principal alone in an office. They came out looking fine me I guess I was kind of reassured that they told my parents not to talk to me about it. They didn’t for a while until my mom wanted to go get groceries and told me to come with. At first we didn’t talk much about it like at all. Then, after we went to our second store, she told me she wanted to talk about what happened at school. She said that my friend shouldn’t have told me to go to the counselor no how she didn’t react until it was too late that one night where my older brother was hurt. She also said that my friend shouldn’t drag me into things like that. I just blamed it all on school. She then said that I could talk to them so I said I know. I actually really don’t trust them at all and never ever want to open up to them at all. For a second when I was meeting with my counselor and she said that I might get professional help, I actually thought that there was hope for me but I’m guessing there might not be. What am I supposed to do now that I can’t even trust the school?
@@Jasper-y5u unfortunately, the school is legally required to tell parents if students want to hurt themselves or others. If the counselor didn’t tell your parents she could get fired. Keep fighting and advocating for yourself and trying to get better im so proud of you 👏🏻
For anyone who needs to hear this: I love your hair I love your forehead I love your eyebrows I love your eyelashes I love your eyes I love your ears I love your nose I love your cheeks I love your mouth I love your laugh I love your teeth I love your chin I love your neck I love your shoulders I love your chest I love your arms I love your hands I love your tummy I love your hips I love your thighs I love your knees I love your shins I love your feet (not in that way.) I love your moles/marks I love your scars I love your voice I love what you do I love your personality I love you on your good days I love you on your bad days I love you when you when you wear makeup I love you when you don’t wear makeup. I love your skin I love you when you’re sad I love you when you’re mad I love you when you’re happy I love you when you hate me I love you when you love me I love you when you forget me I’m proud of you for getting some sleep I’m proud of you for trying to sleep I’m proud of you for waking up I’m proud of you for getting up I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth I proud of you for tending toward your braces I’m proud of you for doing your hair I’m proud of you for washing your face I’m proud of you for doing skin care I love you for doing your makeup (if you wear it) I’m proud of you that you got out of your room I’m proud of you for getting dressed I’m proud of you for eating breakfast I’m proud of you for being clean I’m proud of you for trying to be clean I’m proud of you for being alive I’m proud of you for being a good friend I’m proud of you for trying to be I good friend I won’t judge you for your looks I won’t judge you from your race I won’t judge you for your life I won’t judge you for your family I won’t judge you for your past/childhood I won’t judge you for your body I won’t judge you for your tears I wont judge you for your age I won’t judge you for your sexual orientation I wont judge you for your gender I wont judge you for your money I won’t judge you for where you come from I won’t judge you for your language You aren’t ugly You aren’t too fat You aren’t too skinny You aren’t annoying You aren’t mean You aren’t evil You aren’t crazy You aren’t weird You aren’t worthless You aren’t scary You aren’t selfish You aren’t too feminine You aren’t too masculine You aren’t too young You aren’t too old You aren’t disgusting You aren’t a doormat You aren’t a toy You aren’t a monster You are beautiful You are pretty You are handsome You are kind You are cool You are everything you want to be You aren’t perfect, nobody is, but you are perfect in my eyes I wont judge you for anything Im so proud of you I love you. ❤
If anybody needs to vent you are welcome to, if you feel scared to that okay. I would too if I were to vent to a stranger. But if YOU feel safe then you are always welcome to.
6:44 its okay little one, its okay to not fit. he doesn't deserve to be called your father, you're over here stressing and he's somewhere else not caring enough, he's not worth it...
pov your best friends left you then threatened to make your life living hell and then they started spreading rumors about you and then now your fav teacher heard about them so you lost every special person in your life so you come here to know youre not alone. and to think that i trusted them
10:46 through 11:15 is literally my life rn, I have a giant friendgroup! But i barely hang out with close friends... and I had a friendship for 7 whole years! I hated year for 3 of them. I always am getting drama dumped and emotions dumped on me and the only friend I really trust rn is in 3 of my classes. I hate hanging out with people because theres always a way im blamed for something and or im asked something stupid personal. And i love my friends but they hate the people I hang out with, their embarrassing, their loud talkers so you cant say a thing without them yelling. Im hit, pushed, made fun of and constantly having to hold back my anger before I snap on my friends or teachers. But my parents wont give me any calm days. Every weekend when all I want to do is relax so I dont bottle over im over loaded with chores or people want to hang out. Like two days ago in P.E this kid was telling me to "kys" and 'your not valid" and other stuff like that. I teared up, my friend pushed him a bit but I almost screamed at him. I only ever yell at home because its where I can get my emotions out. Ive had one mental breakdown at school because my parents screamed at me for being tired, the worst day ever. I need a break. I need support. I want my parents to see who I am. I need help.
i can’t do this. i’m 51 days clean and that’s about to all change. my life is going to sh!t right now. i know it will get better but i can’t take it anymore. i have my blade in my hand and ready at anytime to do it
Venting here rn Does my grandma hate me?? Am I dramatic? Am I over reacting that telling a 7yo to cover up and telling her not to trust her own father?Because she can get r3p3d ?? Telling her she's fat always when she's wearing a dress or anything talking about how she's weird? Locking her in a room when she was 3? She was crying screaming to get out. Always shouting and telling her she's sensitive 🥺 to the point where she tried to k1ll herself 2 times.. st3rving herself so you'll love her? Still isn't enough? I'm not pretty? I have acne I'm sorry my sorry isn't enough for you? My classmates are better than me??? Ok. I JUST WANT TO BE ENOUGH FOR U IM TRYING MY BEST AND I WILL NEVER BE ENOUGH IM STILL A KID I CANT EVEN EAT WITHOUT BEING SCARED OF GETTING CALLED FAT BY U AND I CANT GET MAD SINCE UR OLDER U KNOW MORE THAN ME I SHOULD TRUST U RIGHT? PLEASE JUST ACCEPT ME FOR ME.. I just want u to actually love me.
I wanna vent but I’m afraid of what to say, I don’t wanna talk, because I don’t know how to, I close up when someone is yelling when I’m scared I yell back when someone yells at me when I’m angry After that, I sit in my bed, questioning why I did that, why I hurt people’s feelings I shove myself away from others as to not hurt anyone I want to smash people’s head in walls when they say “it’s not that bad” or “take a chill. Pill” I’m jealous of my friend because she tells stuff from her heart and not her brain like I do I want to be left alone yet everyone interacts with me In diving practice when something is taking longer because I feel like something is stopping me from doing a dive I feel as if I’m worthless, Even in my room I sometimes get a wave of thoughts “Am I good enough?” “Am I annoying “ “Am I too harsh on my parents?” “Am I not enough ?” “Am I talked about behind my back?” “What have I done?” “How can I apologize to the people I’ve hurt?” “WILL THEY EVER FORGIVE ME?!” “AM I WORTHY?” thank you for your time😁
@@Anonymous-annoyer Omg I'm so sorry that you feel like that. We all have our bad days and lash out. It's perfectly okay to not know how to react the way everyone wants you to. Just keep trying your best. You are worthy. Don't let anyone, even yourself, tell you any different. I'll be here on yt if you ever want to vent more
"If you had one hour to talk to your younger self, what would you say?" Please... Hold his hand (I didn't hold my brothers hand, walking home, because I was mad at something that happened at school. My brother told my step dad, and my step dad dragged me up the stairs by my hair, and threw me on my bed, and choked me, while giving me a lecture about how I shipped hold his hand because I could have gotten hurt, Like WTF!? I WAS 7! AND YOU JUST HURT ME ERIC!)
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I sit here having a full on mental breakdown watching these and then a f4ing chick fil a ad comes on-
I’m sorry I understand that but not the Chick-fil-A
@@inMyVillainArc69 Huh
IM SO FUCKING SORRY CHICK FIL A IS OUT FOR YOU😭😭😭
Just proves you needa eAt MoRe ChIkEnNnNnnnN
I just got one too 😭😭😭
I’ve gotten to a point where I don’t cry I just get mad or feel nothing.
honestly, although this might sound rude, but same.
@TheSmallTheorist I hope you get your emotions back😊🫂 i wish you the best of luck on your journey in life
Please remember, not matter what there’s people out there that care for you and love you, no matter how much of a ‘pain in the ass’ you thing you are, they’ll ALWAYS love and care for you💜
(Ps: I’m one of those people so don’t give up no matter how hard your day was, also Ps: you can always vent/tell me what’s wrong and I’ll try to reply as soon as I can, also also Ps:this goes for anyone having a hard time/day out there, please feel free to reach out to me🤗😊💜♥️
relatable
my friend learned how to completely turn off her emotions in 2nd grade... is that bad?
@@WannabeLay is there a specific reason why she learnt how to turn off her emotions?
Today in class I almost had a panick attack bc a teacher called on me when. I didn't know the answer. YAAY SOCIAL ANXIETY 🙃
im so sorry i hope ur okay now
See I’ve done that before,but I’ll say the truth. I’ll simply bottle up my feelings and deal with them afterwards. “I don’t know the answer.” Or say your playing a game you don’t know the rules to , tell the teacher.”I’m not playing.” Your putting yourself in power.
Same here. I’m just extremely scared of being judged door being an idiot because I go to a grammar school. Things aren’t easy…
This happened to me last week I felt my arms and legs start shaking luckily they teacher called on another person after🙃
She later called on me again and I got the answer wrong because I was REALLY nervous and I wanted to k!11 myself
Yay! The thing that makes me hate myself and makes me think people hate me! So fun 🙃
POV this is your therapy
Remember you are all loved and cared for love you, your doing great
you dont need to lie..
someone loves u. U just have not met them one of the reasons u have to stay and hold on😢❤
The only reason UA-cam is my therapy is because I'm to scared to tell my parents and even if I went to therapy I wouldn't tell the therapist anything because my parents would be overlayed the information so until I am old enough I won't get the help I most definitely need ☺
That aint helping LMAO
Thank you but I'm only 12 and I chried soaside as and my life is miserable i cried so much i don't feel emotions
0:36 yep I got one too at my valentines party but I started to use a pencil to take out the blade in math class but the teacher stopped me
The teacher really didn’t stop you :( I’m sorry :( if I was the teacher I would have. I get it though. It sucks to know people don’t care, once my friends say and didn’t say much of anything. I’m not going to say that it “gets better” I’m sure your tired of hearing that too but I hope it does :) have an amazing day/night :)
I literally sat here crying while watching this video 0:50 this hit a little to close to home
1:19 and 2:08 is super relatable
Edit:I spent the whole video crying on how relatable this video is
(forgotten how to cry So I just stay quiet or yell back)
To whoever reads this,
I love you ❤️
I love your smile
I love your laugh
I love your personality
I love your looks
I love your face
I love your hair (or lack thereof)
I love your insecurities
I love your failures
I love your accomplishments
I love your eyes
I love your voice
I love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
I love the way you dance
I love you on your sad days
I love you on your happy days
I love you on the days you feel lonely
I love you on the days you feel hopeless
I love you on the days you feel helpless
I love you on the days you feel like no one cares
I love you on the days you feel forgotten
I love you on the you feel unmotivated
I love you on the days you feel motivated
I love you on the days you feel loved
I love you on the days you feel unloved
I love you on the days you feel sick
I love you on the days you feel hopeful
I love you on the days you feel tired
I love you on the days you feel crazy
I love you on the days you feel depressed
I love you on the days you feel stressed
I love you on the days you feel anxious
I love you on the days you feel cuddly
I love you on the days you feel clingy
I love you on the days you feel amazing
I love you on the days you feel beautiful
I love you on the days you feel like a failure
I love you on the days you feel angry
I love you on the days you feel aggressive
I love you on the days you feel horrible
I love you on the days you feel safe
I love you on the days you feel unsafe
I love you on the days you feel vulnerable
I love you on the days you feel weird
I love you on the days you feel okay
I love you when you’re unhealthy
I love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
I love your taste in music
I love your taste in tv shows
I love your taste in movies
I love the way you move
I love the way you act
I love you when you cry
I love you when you’re kind
I love you when you’re mean
I love you when you’re alone
I love you when you can’t feel
I love you when you feel too much
I love you when you feel like it’s too much
I love you when you can’t take life anymore
I love you when you’re asleep
I love your nightmares
I love your dreams
I love how you believe
I love you when you hate yourself
I love you when you love yourself
I love you when you don’t believe in yourself
I love the way you think
I love your problems
I love your solutions
I love how you support
I love your pain
I love your promises
I love your secrets
I love your attitude
I love your sass
I love your creativity
I love your hand gestures
I love your scars
I love your stories
I love your wounds
I love your past
I love your future
I love your present
I love your outfits
I love your style
I love your art
I love your honesty
I love you when you lie
I love you when your energetic
I love how you cook
I love your bravery
I love when you’re adventurous
I love your imperfections
I love your perfections
I love your flaws
I love you when you talk(or communicate)
I love your opinions
I love when you help others
I love when you need help
I love when you’re immature
I love you when you’re mature
I love you in the hard times
I love you in the easy times
I love you when life is meh
I love you when you’re responsible
I love you when you’re irresponsible
I love you when you fight
I love you in your darkest moments
I love you in your brightest moments
I love your heart
I love you in the day
I love you in the night
I love you at midnight
I love you at your best
I love you at your worst
I love the little things you do
I love you when your silly
I love you when your nice
I love you when you’re you
And I love every other thing about you that I didn’t list.
I love you.
(This is not mine but you can also copy this to makes someone’s day)
This actually made me cry because I haven’t heard those words in a long time ❤️🩹
Ty no has ever said that to me
Thank you.. I really needed to see/hear this
Thank you so much… that is actually making me cry.😭
I love that you took the time to share this with people!!
These popular girls at school are naturally pretty, they have clear skin and skinny but I have worked out, ate healthy, and did skincare all summer and not a thing happened to me. I wanna be pretty like the girls at my school.
I know how it feels. I’m 11. This started at 9.
Your pretty the way you are 💖🔥😁 I know me telling you that isn't gonna do a thing because you will still thing your ugly but that's normal.. I love you just the way you are ❤
When I was younger I tried venting to my friends they didn’t listen called me names (dramatic attention seeker selfish) now I can’t vent to anyone Ik at all because those words stay in my head and just stick to me daily I’ve found better friends but I just can’t my throat won’t let me.
8:38 is so messed up. I’m so sorry for that person :(
I'm proud of you for waking up.
I'm proud of you for brushing your hair.
I'm proud of you for breathing.
I'm proud of you for making your bed.
I'm proud of you for eating.
I'm proud of you for TRYING to eat.
I'm proud of you for drinking water,
I'm proud of you for being here.
I'm proud of you for being you.
I'm proud of you for smiling.
I'm proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you.
I'm proud of you for standing up.
I'm proud of you for blinking.
I'm proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed.
I'm proud of you for brushing your teeth.
I'm proud of you for standing up.
I'm proud of you for sitting down.
I'm proud of you for defending yourself.
I'm proud of you for believing in yourself.
I'm proud of you for simply trying.
I'm proud of you for being alive.
IM PROUD OF YOU. ❤
Thank you needed this.
This made me cry more then this vent comp
Also 2 DAYS CLEAN
Clean crew!
👇
the first 4 words were what got in tears then I read the rest
ugh. can you please stfu w these comments, they actually make me feel worse for some reason. I’m over here having a mental breakdown watching these and watching my arms bleed but these comments js make it worse. don’t come attacking me, I js wanna be clean.
@@Urmom.com-UGood Job!
At 0:34 I screamed "NO!" so loud and then started crying.
6:42
Do it while you can, nobody or anything is worth it.
2:16 to relatable 😭😭 I’m done 😭
8:38 omg imagine if he vented to that guy talking about how the other person was acting strange and not realising its them
8:03 i cried so hard i got a nose bleed bc i was already having a mental breakdown and then i watched that and idk i have a soft spot in my heart for cats :(
This made me terrified I fr felt my heart sinking...
Remember this. You are so worth it, please dont give up ml, im so proud of you. Keep going. Life's hard but its better to feel pain then to not feel it at all. Ive already said this but, im so proud of you, dont give up.
its okay to not be okay, my friend. life happens, and eventually, it all does get better. even on the days where it feels like the universe is against you, i can promise you, it gets better. you will come out the other side a stronger person, because you didnt deserve any of it. we are all so proud of you. your mistakes, your inperfections, and those times where you just dont feel okay and just want to cry. you are human. its okay. you are valid to feel like this, because you have feelings too.
take a deep breath, and remind yourself the reasons your still here, the reasons you deserve to live. whether its your love for your pets or the way that through anything, your friend will do anything to see you happy. whether its the taste of cake or the sunset on a tuesday evening, its valid. you are valid. you are inperfect, because no human is or ever will be perfect. your inperfections are what make you, you, and you should never let anyone make you think otherwise.
You deserve to eat. It gives you energy. You deserve it because you are you, and no one should ever be able to decide what you do with your body. You will never be good enough for their standards, and that's okay. Why should you need their validation? The only validation you need is the validation of being yourself when you look in the mirror. Being happy with yourself is always better than needing others to be happy with yourself. It isn't their job to judge your body, and it never will be. Your body is beautiful the way it is because everyone is unique, even if people can't stand to accept your uniqueness. They do that because they themselves don't feel unique. The only thing they are looking for is their own validation that they lack about their bodies. They wish they were as unique as you are. They will never be able to regain that emptiness from the lack of validation they have with themselves, and that's the sad reality of it.
I can't explain how I feel. I have an overflow of emotions.
6:43 and what hurts the most is people can go
✨From people u know✨
❓To people u don’t ❓
I had to do an extra credit assignment about what I would say to my younger self and I basically told my younger self to not end it all that I was going to be okay and I was worth living for.
Fun fact: eating gum (yes even the ones that claim to be sugarless, they have sweetening chemicals) makes you gain a lot more calories than actually eating a meal
Thank you dear, I couldn't find any reliable sources on this topic
@@AceyOC please eat, your weight doesn’t define you! Please eat because it might get you in a hospital bed. A HOSPITAL BED! You might pass out or even die!
@@Bj_AlexOG Don't worry dearie, it's been a while and I've gotten a little better! You really are such a sweet heart!
(Heheh! My name's Alex too!
@@AceyOCthats good
@@tatsukokoro 'u`
2:53
I didn't even realize what I was doing. I wanted to sleep so I took a bunch of Tylenol and advil and had to lie about how many I took. It was because I had an anxiety attack and went home from school early. Know one knew.
Im getting to the point where I just wanna scream and cry 24/7. Its getting hard to conrol my anger and my sadness. I always wanna sh but cant as I dont have anything to do it with so I bite myself. I have faded bites all over my arms and hands and its getting bad/growing a habit. Im not mentally fine
I hate my new school in year 5 i came to a new school a new countrey and when i started people were all nice to me and there was this girl named davina yeah she was super nice in the beginning but in the middle term i was treated like shit she kept being rude i have a few friends but their all like “ oh why are you here “ or “why arent you hanging out with lydia” and im also sensitive so if someone is like “fine “ or i argue with someone and the just throw and be like “Fine take it” i just wanna cry i only have one friend and she is basicly the most liked person she is sweet shes athletic and all the guys want her on their team 😭 and in my old school all the girls liked me they were all my friends
I totally understand. Currently I’m homeschooled again bc school is too stressful and gives me too much anxiety and so my only friend is an online friend and we have a six hour difference. When I read “fine just have it” I stared sobbing my eyes out I understand maybe not fully we all experience different things and take them different ways and every way is ok no matter what anyone says. I’m not going to tell you things get better but I hope they do :) and I hope they already have. Have a good day/night and take care of yourself please
8:35
thats me when i try to talk to my mom but then she says if she takes me to a doctor and switches my school the doctor will say im a mess and i wont have a good enough education
2:55 why is this actually so relatable?
I know right! 😅
I love ur pfp
This is relatable. We just don’t want people to see us like this…
Tysm@@Supernatural_Fan_1964
This is so real
Boys in my class call me “fatty” “werid” “ugly” and one boy used me once..I just want them to know one day I won’t be here.
6:39
Don’t…please don’t do it she’ll only hurt you more you can’t help her…
You can vent here! I'm always here for you no matter what...I'm always here well...unless I give up...but still!
You are beautiful and amazing, you are loved and deserve the world, thank you for still being here and trying every day. You CAN do this even though things are hard right now. ❤❤❤
Sry for this and replying to my own comment but I just need to say sry for everything I did in my sh!t Life but dw im Fine, im not giving up yet. Also sry for using the word I so much. Also sry for apologizing so much
I was the “stop crying I’m the one who should be crying kid”
I physically can't cry anymore. I can't even feel any emotion.
I am so so sorry you feel like this, i know i don’t know you in person but please, if you ever need to talk or vent i am here for anything. keep pushing ml, things will get better
The other day i was talking with my mom about my social anxiety and she told me just to get over it, wish i could
I just noticed that I had one of the nicest parents, the greatest life compared to all the people here, and I can’t believe I’m crying over things that many people think is a small problem. Just noticed how annoying I am, but I can’t help it, I’ve been thinking I was a
good person, so I never tried to become a better person really, :) until now I have only seen the ugly, the talent-less person. But then I realized I was more of a “nothing” someone that absolutely no one would want to be next to, I wish I could be a better person. But I know I can’t. I realized what “life”is when I was at the age of 9. Started to have trust issues, started wanting to d!e. And the worst thing is, when I was talking with my family, and when I said “if I get in to a car accident driving and kill someone, I would die for them” they said, “ and? Would that help with anything? We don't care” that’s when I knew, when I knew that my family confirmed that they wouldn’t care if I d!ed. since then, I’ve been having dreams and wishes and “want” since then, I lost 5 people that were in my memory, that I cared about. Especially my friends. One of the most truest wish I’ve been having, since I was 7, was to have my own house. And live there either by myself or with a true best friend who I have lived over 12 years and still haven’t found yet, just to get away from my family. I used to be bright and laughing all the time, I mean I still do but, I feel like no one notices me anymore, I’ve been noticing my class mates(I go to a JP school)getting bullied because they’re fat, but I see them laughing, I see younger kids who don’t speak the same language as good enough to understand everything getting mocked and I don’t know if they like that. My mom talks crap about people behind there backs, and I keep hearing that heaven is a better place than earth. So I think, what reason is there for me to live? But i think that the reason that nothing i giving enough confidence for me to d!e, is because I only live once, one earth, so I should just do what I want to, live life, and meet people, accomplish my goals, and share my life and what I learned through my life and let people know that you’re not alone, and no one is perfect.
Ik i might sound a bit annoying but this is actually so true for me, i really hope youre doing well and get better soon
A little vent for anyone who cares: 3:26 , I was never told that but my parents always said "are you really going to cry right now?" So I just learned to hold it in and look where that got me... I used to sh and I'm trying my hardest not to relapse to i just scratch the back of my hand
I hate sh so much I still do it and we had PE at school and had to wear shorts and I kept pulling mine down but when we had to get on the trampoline I heard one girl say “ why does *name* have cuts on her legs “ she probably forgot that moment but I never forget
I hope you can let your emotions go and cry… and i hope you’re not going to sh again.
@@Lalalalalaathat is actually so sad… if that girl was me, I wouldn’t have forgotten.
Sat here having a fucking mental break down and then my neighbours decides to set fire works of 😃.
I GOT A FVCKING AD ABOUT PERIOD PADS WHILE WATCHING THIS I CANT
I don’t know how to help ppl when they cry bc I never did as a kid I was bullied pretty bad and anytime I would show emotion it would get bad again that still goes on till this day, I don’t know why I’m alive anymore nobody cares anyways. I just wish I had someone to vent to and someone who actually cares about me but instead I’m always the therapist friend and my friends life is probably way worse bc they deal with it differently, I get quiet and I panic in my head she screams I just can’t care about anything anymore.
4:54 that hapened to my 2 friends and me in art class , i already hated that teacher for some reasons but this was too much and i starter crying even harder...
0:57 made me think of when I did that and my friend told me I was a bad influence
The Fact that my school is 12 hours long so that means 60 hours a week and 1,800 hours in one month
2:54 is literally the most relatable thing I’ve ever heard
11:20 i need to send this to my friends bc i want to warn them about it but i cant.
I have been depressed but I think I’m getting anxiety from it lately I have been nervous about everything sad anxious also apparently anxiety “ticks
“Why do you always have to be told what to do? Why can’t you just make your own decisions?” Why this video have to do me like that 😭
0:50 explains my current life
same
What does I'm proud of you mean?
If someone says they are proud of you, it is a big compliment. It means that they feel that you have accomplished something really wonderful, and that they are impressed with you for accomplishing this.
i watch these to remember my life is not as bad as i think these help
Stop I hate the one where the cat got stuck in between the doors if I ever see that again I’m crying.
2:56 real, almost made an attempt to kms, but I stopped myself
Ik i shouldn’t do this but i keep watching these because it keeps reminding me why i should still hate them. After these i go sh. I can’t even stop.
i might not know you in person but i know things might be hard for you right now but things will get better ml, you are so so strong so keep pushing, if you ever need to vent or talk i am always here for you ❤️🩹
watch hopecore!!!
1:48 wow, I never thought I could relate to a tiktok audio so much….
Only me realising depersonalization sounds like deep realisation
2:01 Y-your moms apologize?-... 🥲
my exact thought 😭🤚
That one video who said: if you got to talk to ur younger self what would you say" just made me cry SO MUCH, bc younger me was getting bullied and she wanted to die
The fact is that our parents said to go to your room when we were younger and now that we are getting older we started to stay in the room all day and never come out only to get food and that is it but now our parents say why are you always in your room and never come out. Well let's say that it's your guys fault bc you guys made up to stay in the room forever.
3:33 it’s actually the opposite for me. he died before I got to see him grow up. he was only 4. i miss him so, so, so much.
I’m made my therapist cry because I told her about what happens in my past and how I was feeling and how I dealt with it and I told her how I have been to a facility more then like 6 times telling her I’m just worthless
6:36 "Don't listen to the bullies, don't cut your arms like its paper, don't kill yourself like a lonely plant. Or at least don't try to again"
So today at school, I almost lost my bestfriend in an argument. This is what happened, she was really mad at her cousin but me and her cousin were friends so everytime we were hanging out, she'd just leave me. Her cousin also got mad at her so she asked me to ask my bestfriend/ her cousin, why she was so mad at her and I asked her even though I already knew why she was mad at her. When I looked over at her I was mouthing the words "I can't!", she saw what I meant so she stopped but her cousin noticed and looked at me and said to me "Seriously? Seriously ashlee?", I got confused and asked "What did I even do? I didn't do anything.", then she walked away, leaving me alone with her cousin. I was scared because me and her have been friends since 1st grade and hanging out. I was so s cared I almost started crying, i could feel tears swelling in my eyes but I held those tears back because I didn't want to seem dramatic but, every other friend I've had left me, that's why I was so scared.
She then said, "Leave me alone, I don't need you right now.", those words hit me like a slap. I didn't know if she meant if she still wanted to be friends or not but she ignored me the whole day and left me shen I tried to talk to her. She still hasn't texted, called, or FaceTimed me in four days. And I'm sorry, I'm really sorry if she possibly sees this. I understand if you no longer need me or want to be friends. I'm not forcing you to stay but it'd feel like something is missing.
(Have a good day, night, evening, afternoon, morning, or weekend!)
I'm sorry if some words were spelled right!
I actually suck at comforting ppl
I js can’t
*Sometimes I wanna know the meaning of life but if I’m with people I really love then I will get it..*
9:41 i relate to this one so much... so basically i have a friend ill call her A and A was chill, yknow that supportive bestie kind of person and she had a birthday party and told most of her friends (including me) that we were invited but instead turns out she wasnt allowrd to invite half of us and most of us were unbothered except me. literally she was in my top few favourite people and i wasnt invited. i started to feel bad and rethought why she wouldnt have invited me and realised how many annoying things i did to A. i realised how annoying i was. and i honestly wanted to kms. better then she INVITED MY FAVOURITE PERSON IN THIS BIG ASS WORLD. and not me. also i stayed up the other night and nearly kms bc of her bc i wanted to know how she would react....
If I had 1 hour to talk to my younger self.. oh boy my life would be still shit because I can’t listen to fucking myself.
Ima sue Chick-fil-A for disturbing my sad mood
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I would have one hour to talk to my younger self then I would say don’t trust anyone they are going to hurt you more than you already are
6:38 I would say “ DONT STARVE YOURSELF YOUR JUST AS BEAUTIFUL AS THE OTHER GIRLS”
7:22 me in p2 : i cant wait for p6 😊 now I'm finally in p6 and a made a p7 friend hes going to s1 next year
4:37. I wont make it on my own.......
If life was a game, it would be my least favorite.
“4:37 “ is the only one that made me cry
you know i cry alot when i remember when my own sibling tried to kill me three times
I hope your relationship is getting better
To all the people who think they aren’t good enough, are on the verge of suicide, or just everyone in general,
I haven’t met you but I can assure you that a lot of people think you’re pretty.
You aren’t dumb or stupid, you just need to believe that you’re a wonderful great human.
You’re worth a lot of things no matter what anyone says.
Don’t, just don’t do it. You matter to a lot of people no matter what you think so just stop, don’t kill yourself. Suicide isn’t an option, reach out to someone who can help you and someone you trust dearly so they can help you. Don’t kill yourself, it’s not worth it. Please don’t do it, even if people make you feel worthless or even if you make yourself feel worthless, just please don’t do it.
6:35 || im proud of you dont give up and i love you
:) ||
I don't cry, I bottle it up then the sadness turns into anger and I hate myself
7:49 OMG THIS IS SO RELATABLE IM SO SCARED OF MAKING DECISIONS BY MYSELF FOR THIS EXACT REASON. I ask question abt every little detail so I don't mess anything up
I ask questions about every little detail as well, i think it’s starting to make people annoyed with me cause of it tho-
I don't want to eat anything because they say I'm fat even if I'm not....😢
Why did you do that to yourself...
11:00 I feel personally attacked
If I had 1 hour to talk to my past self I would say don’t trust everyone you see or hangout with or anyone for that matter let your anger out in a good way don’t hurt yourself I’m not a good influence as you can see but that doesn’t matter just don’t turn out like me with cuts and bruises on my whole body
0:01 already relatable
1:00 this happened to me and i felt so sh1t
6:41 everything changes, please be ready for it, because I wasn't. And we aren't doing well. Keep to yourself, don't get close with anyone yet, it isn't worth how many times you've been hurt. Let your brothers talk, don't snap. Focus. Don't get below an A in 4th grade like I did. Hang out alone as much as possible.
I can relate to most of these so much. I am only 10-13 and just don’t know what I am or why I exist. I SH a lot by biting myself since I just couldn’t cut myself. I attempt suicide almost every single week more than once. I thought about overdosing but couldn’t find the dang painkillers. My step-dad can be nice some days but hits us over small things.
This one time my older brother tripped my younger brother and my dad went crazy. He was calling my older brother names and slapping/punching him. He then held my older brothers throat but let go after my mom told him to. My parents fight a lot and many other things happen behind the scenes in my house. I was yelled at over small things, not getting A’s when I got B+’s and got hit a lot. School is draining me. My friend tries to help be there for me and one time told on me to the teachers. I had to lie about everything and got away with it. I think a lot of you guys can relate to some things that happened to me. I’m hoping to speak to my school counselor soon but don’t know if she’ll tell my parents.
Will she tell my parents tho?
I used to bite at your age too, and that turned into cvtting and that ruined my childhood so id suggest you try finding alternatives. Hug or punch a pillow. Draw on yourself. Blast music. Cry. Talk to someone. Just don’t hurt yourself. Im sorry to hear what you’re going through currently, but trust me you’ll rise from these ashes and be stronger than before, and life will get better you can’t miss out on everything life still has in store for you
Thank you so much for that! I guess I could at least try to stop but that might take some times. @@LyntzbartzkyPerez
I also told my counselor about my life at home and how I hurt myself but not my suicidal thoughts. I also wanted my friend to be there and another thing is that my counselor suggested I get a therapist . Right after school my parents were called in and I was literally about to break down but didn’t since my younger siblings were there. My parents talked to my counselor and principal alone in an office. They came out looking fine me I guess I was kind of reassured that they told my parents not to talk to me about it. They didn’t for a while until my mom wanted to go get groceries and told me to come with. At first we didn’t talk much about it like at all. Then, after we went to our second store, she told me she wanted to talk about what happened at school. She said that my friend shouldn’t have told me to go to the counselor no how she didn’t react until it was too late that one night where my older brother was hurt. She also said that my friend shouldn’t drag me into things like that. I just blamed it all on school. She then said that I could talk to them so I said I know. I actually really don’t trust them at all and never ever want to open up to them at all. For a second when I was meeting with my counselor and she said that I might get professional help, I actually thought that there was hope for me but I’m guessing there might not be.
What am I supposed to do now that I can’t even trust the school?
@@Jasper-y5u unfortunately, the school is legally required to tell parents if students want to hurt themselves or others. If the counselor didn’t tell your parents she could get fired. Keep fighting and advocating for yourself and trying to get better im so proud of you 👏🏻
6:36
if you feel like you wanna hurt yourself, dont. its not the right path buddy.:/
I'm almost one month clean now! Just a few more days!
I’m watching this because I’ve been hiding my feeling for weeks my dog died a few weeks ago and I can’t hide it anymore
I’m sorry for you, may your dog rest in peace. Atleast he’s in a better place know
For anyone who needs to hear this:
I love your hair
I love your forehead
I love your eyebrows
I love your eyelashes
I love your eyes
I love your ears
I love your nose
I love your cheeks
I love your mouth
I love your laugh
I love your teeth
I love your chin
I love your neck
I love your shoulders
I love your chest
I love your arms
I love your hands
I love your tummy
I love your hips
I love your thighs
I love your knees
I love your shins
I love your feet (not in that way.)
I love your moles/marks
I love your scars
I love your voice
I love what you do
I love your personality
I love you on your good days
I love you on your bad days
I love you when you when you wear makeup
I love you when you don’t wear makeup.
I love your skin
I love you when you’re sad
I love you when you’re mad
I love you when you’re happy
I love you when you hate me
I love you when you love me
I love you when you forget me
I’m proud of you for getting some sleep
I’m proud of you for trying to sleep
I’m proud of you for waking up
I’m proud of you for getting up
I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth
I proud of you for tending toward your braces
I’m proud of you for doing your hair
I’m proud of you for washing your face
I’m proud of you for doing skin care
I love you for doing your makeup (if you wear it)
I’m proud of you that you got out of your room
I’m proud of you for getting dressed
I’m proud of you for eating breakfast
I’m proud of you for being clean
I’m proud of you for trying to be clean
I’m proud of you for being alive
I’m proud of you for being a good friend
I’m proud of you for trying to be I good friend
I won’t judge you for your looks
I won’t judge you from your race
I won’t judge you for your life
I won’t judge you for your family
I won’t judge you for your past/childhood
I won’t judge you for your body
I won’t judge you for your tears
I wont judge you for your age
I won’t judge you for your sexual orientation
I wont judge you for your gender
I wont judge you for your money
I won’t judge you for where you come from
I won’t judge you for your language
You aren’t ugly
You aren’t too fat
You aren’t too skinny
You aren’t annoying
You aren’t mean
You aren’t evil
You aren’t crazy
You aren’t weird
You aren’t worthless
You aren’t scary
You aren’t selfish
You aren’t too feminine
You aren’t too masculine
You aren’t too young
You aren’t too old
You aren’t disgusting
You aren’t a doormat
You aren’t a toy
You aren’t a monster
You are beautiful
You are pretty
You are handsome
You are kind
You are cool
You are everything you want to be
You aren’t perfect, nobody is, but you are perfect in my eyes
I wont judge you for anything
Im so proud of you
I love you. ❤
This is so relatable
If anybody needs to vent you are welcome to, if you feel scared to that okay. I would too if I were to vent to a stranger. But if YOU feel safe then you are always welcome to.
Don't give up on what you want to do someone is cheering for you.
I'm that person
6:44
its okay little one, its okay to not fit. he doesn't deserve to be called your father, you're over here stressing and he's somewhere else not caring enough, he's not worth it...
pov your best friends left you then threatened to make your life living hell and then they started spreading rumors about you and then now your fav teacher heard about them so you lost every special person in your life so you come here to know youre not alone. and to think that i trusted them
10:46 through 11:15 is literally my life rn, I have a giant friendgroup! But i barely hang out with close friends... and I had a friendship for 7 whole years! I hated year for 3 of them. I always am getting drama dumped and emotions dumped on me and the only friend I really trust rn is in 3 of my classes. I hate hanging out with people because theres always a way im blamed for something and or im asked something stupid personal. And i love my friends but they hate the people I hang out with, their embarrassing, their loud talkers so you cant say a thing without them yelling. Im hit, pushed, made fun of and constantly having to hold back my anger before I snap on my friends or teachers. But my parents wont give me any calm days. Every weekend when all I want to do is relax so I dont bottle over im over loaded with chores or people want to hang out. Like two days ago in P.E this kid was telling me to "kys" and 'your not valid" and other stuff like that. I teared up, my friend pushed him a bit but I almost screamed at him. I only ever yell at home because its where I can get my emotions out. Ive had one mental breakdown at school because my parents screamed at me for being tired, the worst day ever. I need a break. I need support. I want my parents to see who I am. I need help.
Vent
"Only because i took your sharpener away"
That?. THATS YOUR FUCKING RESPONSE TO YOUR SON BEING 34 DAYS CLEAN?. A SHIT JOKE!?
i can’t do this. i’m 51 days clean and that’s about to all change. my life is going to sh!t right now. i know it will get better but i can’t take it anymore. i have my blade in my hand and ready at anytime to do it
“why are you so angry all the time?”
because pretty girls don’t cry.
My friend was venting to,me and told me how she has social anxiety and I wanted so badly to tell her about my s thoughts
when will it be my turn to be happy? when will i be treated like im a person to ???? i have feelings to
Pls pls pls i know its so hard to believe… but better times will come and better treatment. I wish you all of it
How are you today if your day is not going good I hope tomorrow and every day from then on is amazing❤❤❤
Hi How is everyone? Feel free to vent in the replies
Venting here rn
Does my grandma hate me?? Am I dramatic? Am I over reacting that telling a 7yo to cover up and telling her not to trust her own father?Because she can get r3p3d ?? Telling her she's fat always when she's wearing a dress or anything talking about how she's weird? Locking her in a room when she was 3? She was crying screaming to get out. Always shouting and telling her she's sensitive 🥺 to the point where she tried to k1ll herself 2 times.. st3rving herself so you'll love her? Still isn't enough? I'm not pretty? I have acne I'm sorry my sorry isn't enough for you? My classmates are better than me??? Ok. I JUST WANT TO BE ENOUGH FOR U IM TRYING MY BEST AND I WILL NEVER BE ENOUGH IM STILL A KID I CANT EVEN EAT WITHOUT BEING SCARED OF GETTING CALLED FAT BY U AND I CANT GET MAD SINCE UR OLDER U KNOW MORE THAN ME I SHOULD TRUST U RIGHT? PLEASE JUST ACCEPT ME FOR ME.. I just want u to actually love me.
@@awak3nang3lsss_ I'm so sorry that that is happening to you. You are very beautiful and deserve more than this. You are enough
Hey, how are YOU doing? Are you okay? Do you wanna vent to me?
I wanna vent but I’m afraid of what to say, I don’t wanna talk, because I don’t know how to, I close up when someone is yelling when I’m scared
I yell back when someone yells at me when I’m angry
After that, I sit in my bed, questioning why I did that, why I hurt people’s feelings
I shove myself away from others as to not hurt anyone
I want to smash people’s head in walls when they say “it’s not that bad” or “take a chill. Pill”
I’m jealous of my friend because she tells stuff from her heart and not her brain like I do
I want to be left alone yet everyone interacts with me
In diving practice when something is taking longer because I feel like something is stopping me from doing a dive I feel as if I’m worthless,
Even in my room I sometimes get a wave of thoughts
“Am I good enough?”
“Am I annoying “
“Am I too harsh on my parents?”
“Am I not enough ?”
“Am I talked about behind my back?”
“What have I done?”
“How can I apologize to the people I’ve hurt?”
“WILL THEY EVER FORGIVE ME?!”
“AM I WORTHY?”
thank you for your time😁
@@Anonymous-annoyer Omg I'm so sorry that you feel like that. We all have our bad days and lash out. It's perfectly okay to not know how to react the way everyone wants you to. Just keep trying your best. You are worthy. Don't let anyone, even yourself, tell you any different. I'll be here on yt if you ever want to vent more
"If you had one hour to talk to your younger self, what would you say?"
Please... Hold his hand
(I didn't hold my brothers hand, walking home, because I was mad at something that happened at school. My brother told my step dad, and my step dad dragged me up the stairs by my hair, and threw me on my bed, and choked me, while giving me a lecture about how I shipped hold his hand because I could have gotten hurt, Like WTF!? I WAS 7! AND YOU JUST HURT ME ERIC!)
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