STORY TIME: I had Cancer.
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- Опубліковано 30 кві 2016
- This is my story. My journey. #Screwcancer
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that nurse was fucked up dude.. ):
WUB MACHINE for real
WUB MACHINE I was looking for this comment
WUB MACHINE I know If I was Nikkis mom i wouldve said can i talk to you then punch her in her damn face then start to cry because the situation that dumbass nurse said
Please don't feel embarrassed of your scar. EMBRACE that beautiful scar! That's scar is to remind you that your tough, brave and nothing can stop you! This story really touched my heart. The nerve of that stupid nurse to say something like that. I'm a nurse myself and I would NEVER say such a thing! I have worked with many cancer kids and I'm so pist off!
😊 nice 😻
in other videos where she was wearing a tank top i thought something happened to her shoulder and now i know why but Kathy is right embrace your scare because it means you're tough and brave!
you are nice we need more people like you and that nures that said that is dumb and whean you said your a nurse pls dont be like that other nurse
When you say “there is not one single cancer cell left in your body” I just broke down because god is truly with you
My great grandma had cancer and we all thought she wouldn't make it though the surgery....
but god helped her and she did
That's Amazing!!
How could you thumbs down this video? Bless you!
Christine Di'Amore yay I love u and Nikki
Christine Di'Amore You and Nikki are so awesome
Christine Di'Amore u and Nikki are my fav
You and Nikki should club
Christine Di'Amore ikr
the tears are flowing! no one can tell me God is not real.
God bless you. Love you sis. & Thank you for sharing your story.
Milan Emaj' right, God is very real.
Milan Emaj' ok but then why doesn't god save so many innocent children who die of cancer? He just happened to choose to save Nikki? Maybe god is real for you but not for me
Hellofromtheotherside. he saved more people than Nikki. But god tried his best.
Hellofromtheotherside why must you hate. If you don't believe you don't believe. If god didn't let some people die where would the motivation to cure cancer come from. God punished the world with diseases to teach us a lesson. How many scientific discoveries have we had because of them. You don't have to believe but don't be rude to those who do.
Ottolee Ubi when did I express any hatred?
I'm just starting my journey with cancer... i was recently diagnosed with osteosarcoma. This video and you are really inspiring. I love you💛
MARS Be sure to stay hopeful! I can't imagine having cancer and being very young.
MARS When I was 15 I had osteosarcoma in my left tibia right below my knee. I did chemo and surgery and missed my entire junior year of high school. Through my journey I learned so many things, it makes you grow up faster when you are dealing with things other people your age are not. I learned who my true friends were, that life is a priceless gift and you have to take full advantage of it and most of all my relationship with god strengthened! I met my bestfriend going through this, she had the same thing just in her arm. Stay strong and know you will make it through! If you ever have questions or just need to talk to someone that has been through this, PLEASE don’t hesitate to reach out to me! You are now apart of the #OsteoFamily, and we always there for each other! -Love, Your new Osteo-Sis 😘
I am praying for you .
Lindsey Goldensoph I know it’s been six months but how are you doing now
hope all is well ❤️
Who else started crying??😭😭😢
me😿
It's me duh ._. MEEEE
After I watched this, I prayed to God & thanked him for my good health & for looking over me all my life 🙏🏽
AMEN 🙏🙏
v_rexkless 🙏🏾🙏🏾
Rexkless Alex right right.
for anyone who has cancer or knows anyone with cancer I'm so sorry for you! stay strong everybody ❤
thank you 🖤🔐
ari igbx thank you 😢😩
ari igbx my sister we adopted her mom passed away with cancer and we were so close to her she was our neighbor before I was born and she was like my second mom I love her
dear god please pertect every one in the comments even if they where bad even if they are a bad person please help them to be a good person. please bless and pertect nikki glamor and her family and keep her safe please never let her die young just please god bless her and keep her safe.just please keep everyone safe.
Amen
Amen
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Amen.
"Its sad because its going to fall off with the chemo" my freaking heart dropped. Omg how insensitive
that still makes me mad four years later
@@mothmarch has Nikki made a storytime about her mother's cancer. I think she did but i can't find it. Currently going through the same with my mom
one of my friends was diagnosed with cancer. leukemia to be exact. I was so shocked when I figured out. Because she was just the happiest person I've ever met. I remember we were really close in middle school. we would sit together in lunch, in class, she would let me borrow her phone so I could get on fb. i would give her xmas presents. we eventually stop being as close in high school, but we would sit with each other at lunch and smile here and there at each other in the hall ways. we grew apart senior year. I mean we would just say hey if we saw each other but I never knew it would be the last time I would say hey to her. I remember sitting in class and I heard people say pray for Suzie and I was like what. I assumed she got in a bad car crash or she broke her leg or lost her home. I asked the girl that sat in front of me what was wrong and she said Suzie has cancer. I got worried. this girl I knew to always smile, to always find a way to mal me laugh. someone who befriended me because I was bullied a lot in school. And having someone to call a friend was a really good feeling. like your not alone and there's that someone who sees you for you and not just someone to make fun of. And trust me I got bullied a lot. so much I put myself in a diet where I ate no more than 200 calories a day. But people like her made me see I didn't need to be super skinny or pretty to be me. she helped me see the value of a true friend. I wrote her a card so she could read it and at least laugh. I had hopes she would be ok. I heard the teacher say she's in reemisson! I got soo happy but turned out that the blood transfusion went wrong and her cancer came back worse. Then one day before graduation she died. I really wished she lived. I wished she would of won her battle. I get teary eyed thinking about it. I wish I i could tell her what a great friend she was and that I was so thankful to have a friend who accepted me for me. even when I was bullied she remained my friend. she didn't do what fake friends do see your not cool and turn their backs on you to fit in. she was genuinely a true friend and I really miss her..
those 106 people dont have a heart and prob live their lives trying to please people.
lovely solorio I am so sorry about your friend. Some people are only on this earth for a short while and we just have to embrace them while they're here.
lovely solorio I'm really really sorry for your lost I hope u got over it and moved on because I know she would've wanted everybody she loved including u to move on whith there lives trust me I've lost people to dew to cancer you will be ok
that is so sweet and so sad i am sorry for u
You just have to move on with your life you cant let this one thing make you really sad all the time move on but never forget.
Made me cry but I knew it would. my mom is currently battling stage 3 breast cancer so anything cancer related makes me lose my shit
Happy you're okay ❤️
And I'm currently in a sling with a broken collarbone from a car accident so I know that feeling of trying to rehabilitate your arm to full range of motion
hope she's better and hope you feel well
+lovely solorio you know, I actually really appreciate your comment, thank you❤️
Tamia Edrington Praying for your mother💓 She's very strong💓💓
Tamia Edrington thoughts & prayers with you, my mother also had stage 3, I know how tough the battle is. Sending you and your family love 💜
AND we need to meet your mother because she is a freaking super hero. Furthermore u need to give me that nurses address
Apparently 149 ppl are heartless.
174 now
Tamara Dunne 178 now
God healed you, he is so good....
god bless you mija stay healthy god loves you amen
I dont belive in god :P
true
+Hacked whether you believe in God or not he did his works, and it is gone. To God be the glory
amen 🙏
My mom had 4 tumors all in her lower stomach. I remember she went to the doctor while I was in Ocean City with my aunt. She had the surgery while I was with my aunt and I felt so bad for not being there for her. When she got out of the hospital she couldn't move. She laid on the couch day in and day out and I took care of her all summer. I woke up at 6 to feed her, and I didn't go to sleep until 3 am when I knew she was asleep. I woke up around 4:30 to make sure she was sleeping alright, and that her pillows were comfortable. I remember the day my grandmother and my aunt came over to my house. My brother and I were in the basement, I was asleep and he was quietly watching t.v. I was woken up by a scream. I ran upstairs to find my mother crying, her face red and she was convulsing. She was on the couch still, as she couldn't move. I ran to her side and asked her what was wrong, and my grandmother told me our dog had jumped up and jumped on her stomach. She cried in pain for hours, and no matter what I did she kept crying. My aunt calmed her down and made sure she was okay, and that her stitches from the surgery hadn't popped. She wore diapers because she couldn't move. She couldn't eat that much, because it would result in her having to use the bathroom. About 3 weeks into me looking after her, my aunt came over again. My aunt is a nurse practitioner, and came to check her stitches. I was so proud, because my mom was able to slightly move to a sitting position. Her left stitch was infected and she had to get another surgery. They then found a cyst in her pelvic area, and it was about as large as the tumors. I don't even know how we did it, but we got her to the hospital for an emergency surgery. She came home 8 days later. Everything went fine for the next 3-4 weeks, and I was slowly teaching my mom how to walk again. She used a chair and scooted around in it, but she still couldn't use steps without falling so she wasn't able to reach the bathroom. 3 weeks after that she was stumbling (walking) and holding onto my shoulder. She learned how to crawl down the steps to our basement bathroom and I set up a chair in our shower and she sat in it to take a shower. Of course, I helped her with that. The surgeries were affecting her ability to use the restroom so I had to inject this fluid into her. Every week we had to take my mom to a routine checkup to make sure nothing was going wrong. She doesn't know I heard her, but she would cry during the night because she felt that she ruined me and my brothers summers. It hurt me so much because I love my mom, and I would rather take care of her and make sure she is alright then do something "fun" for the summer.
The worst part of all, was that the summer this happened, I was 12 years old.
God Bless u, u have a wonderful heart and i hope ur mom i s doing ok
You are the toughest person ever bless y'all
ALL I SEE IS A STRONG LATINA WOMEN❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Rainbowdash And Ariel Well she didn’t know that so don’t be rude..
Wait Nikki isn’t Latina? You sure?
Dramione_feels X I think she's part Latin
Dramione_feels X she’s a Latina / Chicana . Meaning she’s Hispanic but she isn’t 1st/2nd generation being born in America
Dramione_feels X she is😂
Our God is awesome!
Brittany McCuiston yessss
I know right 💯🤞🏼
For getting her cancer?
MOROCCO BALL bc he took it away
Alhamdullah. An Islamic term for thank God :)
a scary time in my life was when I was putting my childhood molester in jail. I kept it a secret for 7 years and one day I told my mom and she called the police right away. it took months of calling the guy while recording, and doing a bunch of sneaky things and court dates , and I look back at it now and I was a walking zombie. I didn't go to one court hearing though, because there was enough evidence to convict him for 12 years. he was held on a million dollar bail, and 17 charges for what he did to me all those years. I remember meeting with grown ass men who were detectives and district attorneys who cried when I told them what happened to me, who swore on their lives they were gonna get me justice in the least painful way. & I slept through the court dates so I didn't have to worry. tons of my family went to support me but I couldn't even leave my house. I still remember the day I told my mom, the day the detective called us to tell us they had him in custody, and the day when they put him in jail for 12 years. I still remember having to make the decision of how many years we were going to fight for, I still remember when I had to talk to him on the phone to admit what he did to me. I still remember how weak and scared I felt. but that was the moment my life changed forever , because I finally seen how many people loved me but couldn't love me because I was being eaten alive by a secret my whole life. 3 months later I was raped at a park, I had gotten kicked out of my house so I went to the park and I was sexually assaulted, beaten, drugged, almost killed, and used for money and drugs and sex. I wasn't supposed to make it out alive that night, but I did. andafter the police released him 3 blocks from my house 2 days later, that was the day I realized I wasn't going to live to protect anybody but myself and to do what's good for me. I've had eating disorders, suicidal thoughts since I was 5, I've been tortured by people in school, and I wouldn't change any of it. because it makes me who I am today, and it made me the strong courageous person I am, and its made me fight for my life , and to live my life because I know how it is to be dead, while still. breathing . and I spend every day trying not to slip back to that place, and its made me want to live the most beautiful life I can live.
This is so sad 😞
you okay 😩❤
this was really sad
Bryaan Casst I am so sorry. Reading this I started to cry
skyler moon My heart breaks from you. Stay strong dear. 💕❤
This is so amazing, wow. I love you and your story so much. You're inspirational.
Ily!!❤️❤️
I love you💘 karleee
Karlee Steel how is her having cancer and a lot of shit happening to her and u think its amazing i think its amazing that she made it through the sergary and she didn't die from the cancer its like u having cancer and people say amazing ok bye 👋
Karlee Steel illy
Karlee Steel KARLEE!!!!ILYSM💕
when she showed her battle scar that’s when it got me. it’s insane what some people go through. Nikki you’re probably never going to see this but you inspire me so much! I know you hear that all the time but it’s true. ily girl♥️
I love how she only smiled when she said she finally got to eat😂❤️ don't take the laughing emoji in the wrong way, this is a horrible story and I'm SO SORRY that this had to happen to you, you don't deserve it. God bless you, Nikki.
My mom had cancer when I was 2 years old. She died on my 3rd birthday.
Samantha Kennedy I sorry
Samantha Kennedy I'm so sorry stay strong💗
Samantha Kennedy I'm sorry for your loss
Melanie Gonzalez thx
Samantha Kennedy sorry for your loss
Wow! I cried throughout your whole story! God is so great, is Power is so wonder🙏🙏 Cancer runs in my family. My mother had cancer and it was found quickly enough to not need anything else done to her body. I also have a auntie and a cousin who are Cancer survivors. I went for a physical a couple.months ago and my lupus levels were high & I am still searching for a rheumotologist that can look at my results & tell me whats wrong. But I believe in God our savior there is no better doctor then him! God bless you Nikki💕
I have als and cancer in my family. I understand how it feels. I promise happiness is still achieve able
+Gabi Gumms Thank you so much! I just pray that what ever it is God takes care of itand allows me to live a long happy life!
I'm so sorry that must be very hard. But cancer is actually not genetic, it is only 5% derived from genetics the other 95% is what you expose yourself to. I recommend you watch forks over knives.
God bless you ma'am
Everyone that disliked this needs:
1. Help
2. A life
Because they don't understand how this could be by not listening to her. This can happen to you one day and then you will be looking crazy cause you should have listened.
Listening people: GOD is good! Thank GOD she saved Nikki so she can still entertain and move on in life!
Dislike people when it happens to them: Gosh! I should have a to her so can be prepared. 😭 I'm sorry Nikki
Maybe is from the people that are dissapointed to the persons that show this type of personal things in public (in my opinion its good becouse this type of videos can help another people)
I wish I found this a while ago, my friend was going through cancer when she was 9. She passed away a year later. I was so so sad. I still can't get over it even though it was 2 years when she went. 😭
I'm not even an emotional person but this story made me cry. It's so beautiful. Sending love from Michigan.💓🌹
Deahja Tigner same x
i literally can't stop crying 😭 my mother died of stomach cancer over 9 months ago and my bf is in the middle of chimiothérapie right now i don't think I can handle loosing an other person that i love because of cancer 😢
I'm so sorry😔
I'm so sorry, I will keep you and your boyfriend in my prayers. Stay strong for him ❤️
Thank you :(
Omg I'm so sorry 😭😭 stay strong everything will be alright.
Keeping you and your bf in my prayers ❤️
I am Sorry I couldn't watch the whole storytime.. I just watched like 4.5 seconds !!! I was on your storytiem playlist and soon as I saw the title I had cancer I quit because Both of my Nonna Papa Died Of Cancer 😪😪😪😪..Sorry 😢
When I was about To turn 13 U got diagnosed with a brain tumor which caused me t8 lose my vision. I had major brain surgury. I am still majority visually im0ared and I went through radiation. it's been 5th month and I'm doing great. I went the9ugh a lot 9f the same em9tions.
When I was 4, my dad was in a car accident and was killed. When you tell people you've lost a parent, they think about it with a more clinical perspective, about the social aspects. But they don't think about how you suddenly have to process and understand the concept of death and illness at a young age. They don't realize that every new experience of your life is tainted with this fear of dying or losing other loved ones to death.
I really admire you Nikki, thank you for sharing your story with everyone. You're amazing.
Eri ...this made me tear up bc i have little cousins who i can't imagine how they would feel if they lost their dad. God Bless you.
My dad passed when I was 4 too. I am sending lots of love and positive vibes to you. I get how you feel and hope you have gotten better.💚💙
girl. when you said there was no cancer left in you I got chills. that is truly a miracle.
I watched this video 7 years ago and I remember thinking how I'd never be strong enough to endure something like that. Here I am now recovering from Guillan Barre Syndrome which almost took my life this February. I don't know how I was able to get through being paralysed from one day to the next at 19 and to be in the most excruciating pain I could ever imagine. Your own body killing you is something that sticks with you forever. Thank you for this video Nikki.
God was truly with you Nikki. My sister almost had to get a glass eye when she was 10. And that was the scariest moment for us. I understand that moment you felt. I'm so happy that you're healthy and here to give us STORYTIME!
This video really hit a soft spot and it was so hard to keep the tears in.... I didn't deal with cancer personally but a loved one did and its a hard time to go through .....you are strong and beautiful
Thank you so much love!! I really appreciate you taking the time out to watch my video. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
+Nikki Glamour you inspire me and your just like me so ilysm
Me too, my mom had breast cancer, but she is a survivor and so are you Nikki!!! 💗
Me too, my little sister had brain cancer at 2, her hair wasn't supposed to grow back at all but it did, and she's almost 11 now and she's gotten so smart and is such a hard worker. I hope that everything is okey with you guys.
+ItsMeMel I'm so sorry
Why in the world would somebody give this video a thumbs down so pissed off rn I'm crying
I'm crying too
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Im pretty sure people just hop from video to video and dislike bc they're trolls
ikr
I know I thought the same thing when I click it this is a life or death situation
When she showed her shoulder I started tearing up but then I remembered her belly dancing and that cheered me up and I said ‘she’s fine now, she’s okay’ 😂🤎
What an incredible God we serve. God gives His strongest battles to His strongest soldiers! God bless you Nikki, always in my prayers.
Thank you for sharing your story, you're an inspirational and a strong person, may god bless you and thank god you're good okay. God is awesome ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️I
Thank you love! I really appreciate it!!
I would give you my bone if I could you are strong you can fight that battle.
+Nikki Glamour i think that you're very brave to tell that story Nikki. You are such an inspiration for me.😊😊😊
+Nikki Glamour your brave you strong
+Nikki Glamour Well at least you became a beautiful young woman and you made it.
you're so strong and beautiful inside and out.
Who ever disliked this video has no freaking heart you are sharing a personal story and people still dislike
oh my god girl, you made me cry!!! I love you and thank god he gave you such a beautiful miracle and thank goodness he did because you inspire many people including me, to keep on with life no matter what, because you are so strong and beautiful both inside and out. I think that your purpose in life is to teach lessons and give people a good reason to live and to stay strong when they're in a bad situation.
ERES UNA GUERRERA!!! God bless you -June 20, 2017
This made me cry. I know it isn't the same but I was diagnosed with Epilepsy when I was 5, I would have full blown seizures which made it very difficult to breath and I would be temporarily paralysed down the right side of my body after each one. At the time I didn't really understand, but I was in hospital a lot and I have spent hours in those MRI things so I can completely relate to that. But I met a friend who also had epilepsy when I was 8 and he was 6, he died from a bad seizure just a few months after diagnosis. That is when it hit me just how ill I was. But at 23 I am still going, my seizures are a lot better, I just have subtle asymmetry from the seizures affecting the right side of my body more than my left. You say you didn't think you were strong enough at the time, but your body clearly was.
Your story is so beautiful. I'm so glad that you're doing better. Keep your head up love! You're strong, beautiful, and unstoppable!! Thanks for watching! XOXO
Thank you, you too!! I love your videos! I have only found your channel recently but you seem like a great role model for girls which is always nice to see online. XOXO
+Nicole Silver I actually just got diagnosed with seizures like a year and a half ago due to a military brain injury. I have a lot of seizures. how do you deal? How are you girls so calm about these very serious illnesses. I'm too scared to go out, no one wants me to get a job, I can't even go on a run or shower alone. how do you keep a positive attitude?
Lanacupcake
I keep typing out long winded answers and deleting them because I really don't know if I am the best person to answer this question. I really don't know how I deal with it because I have never known life any other way, I could count on one hand the number of memories I have from before my first seizure. And I am not always positive, I have some really bad days when I just want to cry and scream from the top of my lungs. But I guess you have to let yourself have those bad days to appreciate the good ones. I could even imagine what you have gone through since your injury to be very much like grief for your old life. If that is the case you need to let yourself grieve and feel sad because, let’s be honest, it really sucks. But no matter how much it sucks, we are survivors and we still have a lot of life to live. We might as well make the most of every single moment. As for more practical advice, have you looked to see if there are any support groups in your area? People there will know what resources are available where you live. Plus, if you don't have one already, get a Medicare bracelet with details about your condition. Also a personal alarm if you can tell when a seizure is going to happen this can be very useful for getting help. If you think you are going to have a seizure, then find a safe place to sit or lay down. Maybe even practice falling without injuring yourself. If you have seizures in bed you can get alarmed mattresses which sense when you are having a seizure and alerts whomever you programmed it to alert on their phone. In the shower I would say you are better off being safe and sitting down if that is possible. If not, then washing your hair over the bath and cleaning yourself with sponge maybe a better option. Also in some areas I know you can get a personal alarm that puts in a call to emergency medical services, so maybe look into that if you haven't already. As for going out you really need to make people aware of your condition and teach them how to handle the situation if you do have a seizure. It may help to stick to a certain shop for groceries where the staff know you and the same goes for anywhere you go alone. Sorry if this is all useless, I really didn't know what to say. You are clearly 10 times braver and tougher than me already, so I am sure you will find a way. BIG HUG!
I had a close friend, that I knew since middle school, that died when she was 18 from a seizure. She had been diagnosed with epilepsy shortly after I met her. I also have epilepsy, but I have temporal lobe and mini mal seizures. The disease is scary. My brothers also have it as well.
Wow. This was very touching and inspiring. God is Good.
Nikki I have totally enjoyed your story times, I happened on one by accident and have been hooked ever since. I can relate to the experience of how quick things moved. 8 years ago I sent in for my mammogram and 2 days later I was in again getting an ultrasound for what I thought was to determine if I had a tumor. After I was led to a room and met with a surgeon. I asked if it was a tumor and she said I'm sorry but it's cancer. In that moment I felt like the air had been sucked out of me and I just burst out into tears. They wanted me to come back for a biopsy at 3pm. I called my husband and he came home from work. Had the biopsy and a week later I was going in for a lumpectomy and lymphectomy. We didn't know what the after treatment would be, it just depended on how much cancer there was. As you said there must have been an angel there for me too. They got the lump it was smaller than 1 centimeter and it had not spread. My after treatment was only radiation 5 days a week for 8 weeks. Now 8 years later I'm still clear. Now I live life with all that I have and I always tell my loved ones how much I love them.
God is awesome and he is watching over you I know the feeling of knowing that you are supposed to be hear stay strong 💪 I have a whole new level of respect ✊ for you I am glad that I watch this video thanks for sharing this story I cried tears of joy and sadness 😭 ps. What you went through you don't have to be over it your so strong 💪 for having the courage to put this video up .........don't mind the haters they don't deserve your attention you are you are forever in my prayers 🙏 love you 😘😍✌️.
What sort of nurse would say something like that to a 15 year old? That is horrible. -.- Thank you for sharing your story.
This literally made me cry.
I learned I had kidney disease and kidney problems since I was 11 and when I turned 15 both of my kidneys completely stopped working and I was placed on dialysis doing treatments 3 times a week. When I turned 18 I got a kidney transplant and was able to get off of dialysis, my kidney transplant lasted me a good 3 years before my original kidney disease attacked my transplanted kidney. I'm back on dialysis at the age of 21 having treatments once again 3 times/ week for 4hrs a day.
Sorry to hear your story,be strong and be blessed you are in my prayers.
hope everything is well .
When I was born I was a premie, I weighed 2 pounds 4 and a half ounces. I was told by my mom that she had a rare blood disease that didn't allow her to carry a child. She had many children before me....all passed away before their due dates. And I was the only one to have survived....She calls me an angle. I wasn't supposed to even see the light of day and here I am. I am 17 years old and I have the same personality, and I'm doing my best to make her and my dad proud of me every day. She always tells me this story and that she believes I am here for a reason, and I believe her. I've gone through so much and I'm only 17. I am healthy and now you can't even tell that I was a premie. I am so glad that you survived, you've taught me so much, and I look up to you so much. Thank you for doing what you do and telling the stories you tell, they've helped me so much.
Rewatched this after a year or two and this still made me very emotional I love you Nikki. I really appreciate you and I’m glad you are still here. You’ve guided me And taught a few things. When I was going through a hard time, your videos helped to feel me less lonely. Thank you.
I started crying so much. personally I have ovarian cancer so I can't ever have kids and I've always wanted a kid. I also have some other chronic medical issues but you telling your story made me so proud and so sad at the same time. I just appreciate you much
I'm sorry and you can always adopt, but even though God always has a plan. 🙏🏾😘 stay strong
Thank you so much, personally I don't believe in God. But having someone who believes in him saying that makes me happy and fortunate that such amazing people like you exist thank you so much!
+jackson wang you may not believe but He is very real and works in mysterious ways 🙌🏾 there's all a reason to why things happened to you the way they did and maybe someday you will believe 😊 I'll keep you in my prayers 😘
+jackson wang +jackson wang you may not believe but He is very real and works in mysterious ways 🙌🏾 there's all a reason to why things happened to you the way they did and maybe someday you will believe 😊 I'll keep you in my prayers 😘
Thank you so much you're honestly such an amazing person!!!! I wish you the best as well and again thank you!
I love you, you're such a strong woman. my cousin had a brain tumor all his life but it never came back cancerous. February 2012 he was diagnosed with brain cancer by June it became spinal cancer too by August he was gone.... so quickly... he was like my twin we were exactly 3 months apart. because he was so sick I didn't even want to tell him I had been diagnosed with epilepsy. the last day I saw him I couldn't stay in the hotel room, I couldn't see him like that. nobody realizes how depressed I am almost 4 years later... the morning I found out it was weird because my grandmother called, and I already new deep inside I looked my and slightly smiled and said he's gone... she said yes and I just went silent and broke down... I feel like that piece of me is gone forever. God bless you and your family. This video aided me in seeing what it was like from his point of view. Thank you. ❤
*my Mom
Wintersparkles1210 god bless you ❤️
I'm sorry for ur loss. You'll see him again❤️❤️
Wow your testimony is truly a blessing thankyou so much for sharing this ik its hard. I pray to God that you continue to be healthy. This is how you know God is good and is looking down upon all of us.Wow ty Jesus. This really made me think. And im only 13 and this can happen to me.
When I was watching this vid I cried because my mother and cousin had cancer and although they both survived and don't have it anymore it's just so heart breaking but I remember that I have god😢🙏🏻
your so lucky you caught yours early. i am 13 years old and i have been waiting to be diagnosed for 2 years. i know all too well the feeling of not knowing. i was finally diagnosed with a germinoma brain tumor, cancer, 4 months ago. i am currently in the midst of my awful chemo treatments. i've gone through 10 MRIs, two surgeries, many hospitalizations, and lots of horrific tests. i've lost all my function of my pituitary gland. my neurosurgeon has not been able to remove my tumor due to it's growth in sensitive areas. but after listening to your story, i have a new found hope. i know i can get through this and i partially have you to thank. so, thank you
You are so amazing🙏🏻 #Screwcancer
aww thank just know you are not alone, be optimistic 😄
I'm praying for u!
Are you ok now????? PLEASE BE OK PLEASE BE OK PLEASE BE OK PLEASE BE OK!
Keep fighting! Don't give up!
um hi,My name is Destiny and when i was five years old i found out i had leukaemia and being young it didn't really phase me that that day could be my last,but when i was about six years old i had my first cemo therapy and i started loseing my hair at first i thought it was cool because suddenly it was just falling out but later i realized i wouldn't have long hair for a long time and my hair was so long it was at my waist but when i was still going for my first real surgery i had to get a port on my chest on the left side, but during the same time i was fight my cancer im aunti and my grandma (who i was very close to) where fighting breast cancer. On my last 2 or 3 years of therapy they both past away in October and i went into depression at the age of 7-8 years old and i found it hard to fight like i lost the only two things that matured to me where gone just like that. But at the age of nine i won the fight the was fighting for so long
but growing up with cancer it was hard because i was bullied for not having hair and fir never wanting to leave my moms side.but to make a long story short im a healthy 14 year old girl about to start high school. But with that scar u have ,wear it with pride because u know that u wear lucky enough to not have to go through the whole cemo thing why? because u had god on your side.So seeing this my heart went out to u.- Destiny
+Leticia Lane I STARTED CRYING WITH YOUR STORY....❤💗
+Leticia Lane I BLESS YOU AND I AM SO PROUD U FOUGHT THIS FIGHT
+Leticia Lane AND THAT YOU ARE A SURVIVOR I AM PROUD U MADE IT THROUGH CONGRATSS
+MoonlightSima X thank u
Wow, that was so insensitive of that nurse to say that. :/ I'm sorry you had to go through that whole experience. It seems like cancer is so common nowadays. It's kinda scary. I've lost quite a bit of people in my family to cancer. I wish more could be done to stop it.
You are so lucky to survive Cancer. Two of my aunties have Cancer... but one of them died. But right now, my other aunt is really tough! So she fought her Cancer and she's ok. God blesses you more then anything else. Good job.
I am a cancer survivor too. I was 12 yrs old and had Hodgkins Lymphoma stage 2 progressing ( agressively ), so i completely understand
Muzica143 I'm glad that you, Nikki, and others are here to share your part of life to even strangers I just wanted to say that it changes my perspective even if i may not have a medical diagnosis like depression or somethin bigger cuz my friends r the one going through a bunch of s*** that makes me wanna share a positive message
When I was in the fifth grade I got into a go cart accident with my friend, she came out okay but I ended up with a lot of scares all over my body and I could've died if the impact so stronger but thankfully I made it out okay and recovered in the next week.
I'm so glad you made it through ok!! You were meant to be here love...I'm so happy!
I'm so happy you replied I love you so much.
+Nikki Glamour I'm am so happy you have no idea that you are ok you just got a new subscriber because your awesome and yeah you are a very strong beautiful women keep being strong so glad your okay love you ❤️
I was just looking through the comments and I saw yours. I just wanted to say I'm so glad you made it through well.
If my comment out of the rest of the amazing hearted people put stands out I hope that you feel my giant hug that’s is coming through the screen right now. Girl my mom bought me a full pack of tissues and there all gone
This comment probably won’t be seen since this is an older video, but your story really, really resonated with me. I didn’t have cancer, but when I was 16, I developed degenerative disc disease accompanied with a herniated disc. By the time I was 17 years old, I underwent MAJOR spinal fusion surgery (fusing my L5/S1 vertebrae). They accessed my spine through my abdomen so I have a huge scar that goes under my belly button to right above my bikini area. It is a painful condition I will struggle the rest of my life with. You really don’t know how strong and resilient you are until you forced into a horrendous situation that is out of your control. Your boldness, confidence and kindness is truly inspiring! I feel like you have such a relatability to your subscribers and I wish my 17-year-old self could have seen this video (I am 32 now) to give me a little boost and reassure myself that it will be OKAY. Thank you for sharing your story ❤️
PS - Representing from McKinney, TX! Go Cowboys! ⭐️💙
Fuck. This story really shook me to my core. Made me count my blessings. I am so happy that this story had a happy ending for you after what you've been through with it.
Wow after she said there was no cancer cells in her body I felt the holy spirit move through my body. God healed her!
thank god your alive because if not I wouldn't be able to listen to your amazing story times
Stories like this are how I don’t understand how someone couldn’t believe in any form of higher power(s). You are a miracle sweetheart. Blessed be.
this video made me cry thou I hope and pray that rainy days are over
waw u are blessed
This Definitely made me cry. But it shows me that GOD IS REAL AND HE IS A HEALER!!! Nikki God bless you!💕🙏🏾
Hellofromtheotherside everyone dies for a reason.
Hellofromtheotherside God puts them there for a reason , and you shouldn't be fighting over religion . Shutup and keep your dang opinions to yourself.
Mirna Chicas why you so mean?
BTS LOVER i was responding to a comment that said god wasn't real . dont put comment to something you dont know
Mirna Chicas i ask a fucking question and i know that god is real
I literally cried. Nikki God is with you wherever you go. And he was there with you during that surgery. I believe that he cured you in a blink of an eye. God bless you!
When you had said your mom had pick you off the floor and said you are stronger than this I just bursted into tears.
As soon as I saw this video pop up in my video feed, I froze for a moment. I froze and for a split second I was transported back several years ago when my fiance was diagnosed with Cancer. The moment the specialist uttered that world, I felt like the world as I personally knew it - even if it wasn't me having to go through it - it really did stop. The words of the specialist sounded like the words you hear when you're underwater. You can't make out what they're saying, but they're saying something important and because I had always heard that cancer kills I thought he was going to die. 3 different Cancers & 6 years later he's currently in remission (and this year will be our 9th year together - he never expected me to hang around & he had told me that he wouldn't blame me if I left but LOVE is stronger than anything that Cancer's ever thrown at us
+Emma You are amazing. I understand the feeling completely. My boyfriend and I met 4 years after this event but it was a hard piece of my past for him to take because he lost his mother to cancer when he was 13. I've had a few additional scares while with him and he stood by me every time even though it was so heartbreaking and scary for him as well. You are an amazing woman with a great heart to stand by your fiancé through his journey because it's never an easy one. God bless you and your beautiful relationship. I'm sure your fiancé looked at you multiple times and saw an angel watching over him as I did with my boyfriend. I wish you guys the best and I am so happy to hear he's in remission! #fuckcancerThank you for watching and taking the time to tell me your story.
+Nikki Glamour It would be for sure. I couldn't imagine a world where my mother isn't in it, but a friend of mine also lost her mother when she was young so never had that opportunity to have that special relationship with her. It would be incredibly difficult for him to take your past on but I feel like it's important for him to know for sure. Scares are incredibly difficult to deal with, but you kind of learn to roll with the punches (not once did my fiance complain going through chemo and radiotherapy) and even though he ended up in ICU at one point - he essentially stopped breathing and I thought I was going to lose him. I remember the moment I was awake, I think it was like 6 minutes past midnight and I received a call from a private number. I thought it was weird. I thought it might have been the hospital, but I didn't know which area to call. I decided to wait to see if they would call me again so I could answer. They didn't. Found out the next morning he was in ICU with my mother in law & the reason why they didn't call me again because I was alone and possibly would have panicked and not being able to drive anywhere etc due to blurred vision from crying. I wish they had called me again though, I would have called my mum and she would have come and got me.
He's alright now though. His strength makes me stronger now. He's raised several thousands for our local Cancer clinic which he spent like 4 months straight in there (the nurses loved him because he was so self sufficient! He would do a lot of the treatments himself haha). I visited him every single day except for once when he was too drowsy from his operation. It isn't an easy journey for sure, but it's one that has made us stronger. We're getting married next May on our 10th year anniversary so that will be super special for the both of us. I do believe in miracles as I have one sitting in the lounge room right now.
No one believes me when I say God is real 😩🙏🏽🙏🏽❤️❤️❤️
I believe you :)
Me too💕
sorry, I don't believe in God but I fully respect any religion.
it doesn't matter what other people think
if you believe in god then keep believing him and once you do don't stop
And I will never stop either
I believe everyday, but I do question why he allows certain things to happen):
This is so inspirational Nikki! I'm so happy your healthy and I'm gonna appreciate life more after watching this❤️❤️
You are so brave for sharing. As someone who recently lost a loved one to cancer I understand how much of an emotional and physical toll it takes on a family. I have to apologize to you Nikki because when I saw you trying on wedding dresses I noticed they had straps and I remember thinking, "She's got such a beautiful body and nice arms. Why is she wearing straps?" NEVER did I imagine the reason behind the straps. I'm currently looking for a wedding dress and am SUPER self conscious about my arms but your story and your scar really helped me realize how superficial I am being. It really humbled me and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing this personal and difficult experience.
God is wonderfulll 🙏🏾🙏🏾
Every. single. day.
Amen❤️🙏
your welcome hun
Amen🙏🏻❤️
Yes He is!! ❤️
Don't apologize for the heaviness, this is real. You are truly an inspiration, God bless
This is making me cry and I don’t know if I might have cancer in the future. Cancer runs in my family. Almost every one of my aunts ,uncles and grandparents who have died has died from cancer on my moms side of the family. Now anything cancer wise makes me cry so much.
I had Pleuropulmonary Blastoma when I was about 1 year old and I went through chemo and the whole thing. Watching you makes me feel a lot more comfortable with what I had. You are such an inspiration! I love you so much! Knowing there is someone who has gone through very similar aspects of what I went through has made me feel more appreciated for the fact that I am now living. I am now 11 years cancer free. I love this so much!! God is and was there for us all! God bless you Nikki!
I came across your channel a bit more recently and, fell in love with your personality immediately. I've been binge watching your videos and, got to this one.. after watching this, hearing your story, I love you that much more. Because, that strength and, powerful, unapologetic personality that, radiates in EVERY one of your videos, I now know about this huge event in your life that, has driven you to be such a strong and KIND person today. I'm in the midst of trying to find out more about some pretty scary health issues right now, myself. Being a single mom of two little girls and, the mother in me, doesn't want to know what is really wrong, not wanting it to take any of my time from my babies. This really inspires me. because, you are proof that impossible, is possible. Thank you for making this video. Even though, it wasn't posted recently, it helped me TODAY. ♡♡♡♡
Awww, that made my heart warm and mushy! ;)
im crying so much . of happiness that you're okay now , and because I'm scare cus like you said this can happen to anybody , one moment you can be healthy then the next moment you can have a disease ! This is so inspirational , thanks God and all those doctors , youre healthy now , but what happen to you , thats what I call a miracle . Cancer is a fucking bitch. i wish it didn't exist along with all those diseases that people get , because it kill so many innocent people , or ruin their lifes): but yes babygirl , live life , and embrace that scar you have! it shows what a strong person you are I admire you
Thanks God * .
Bless ur heart Nikki! 💕 your story really touched me 😘
This has such a powerful message! Thank you, Nikki 💜💜💜💜
This seriously made me cry. I'm 19 years old, I got diagnosed with cancer (leukemia) when I was 16. I have been doing chemotherapy for two years and a few months, I have two more months left then I can call myself cancer free. I lost my hair, I suffer anxiety and depression. But I have life so I cherish that. I have a port in on my left side above my boob. My doctor told me I was lucky because with my cancer you usually never suffer from pain until you're dying but I had my body hurt before it was to late 🙏🏻
Praying for you❤️
I hope you are better now. God bless you.
I found out that when I was a child. I was actually deaf and maybe a few months later I could hear and everything
Aaryana Thompson praise God
Aaryana Thompson you have the same story i have lets be deaf buddys
Thank you for sharing your story with us! Your strength is inspiring!
This was so emotional. You're such a strong and beautiful woman. ❤️❤️
God works in mysterious ways amen
Brieanna's life amen
Brieanna's life yes ma’m he does
i was crying for 2 purposes the video and my mom hit me in the face with her shoulder on accident so It looked like I was really emotional. But such a great story, you are very strong bbg, keep at it ❤️
elbow * not shoulder lol
Thank you for sharing your story, you are so brave and you are such an inspiration to so many! ❤️❤️
Thank you for sharing your story!!! That must have taken a lot out of you!💞
I literally started crying!!! That was definitely God!!!! You are so strong and I love you so much❤️❤️❤️❤️
My dad actually had cancer and it scares me to death cause cancer is just so terrible. He had for at least 3 years. We found out about it when I was in 6th grade. The doctors ended up getting rid of cancer for about a year. My dad wasn't the type that you would've thought would get cancer cause he was so active and he could fix anything. I was basically daddy's girl. The cancer ended up coming back worse and he got really weak and it hurt me so bad cause we weren't able to go out like we used to. He sadly passed away last year in October on the 10th and his birthday was on the 27th of that month. He had Gastric Cancer which is stomach cancer. I'm getting sick at times right now but I don't think it's to serious but it always scares me cause I think it's really serious. My mom is a nurse so she knows a little bit about it. But I'm sorry for all you people that are sick. Just know that God is with you and he will help you through it❤️
Uriah Bowman.. rip to ur dad 😭 and also my birthday is the same day as yours ☺
Uriah Bowman if god is with us and helps us through, then why do so many people (young and old) die of cancer? Isn't it just a matter of luck and science? I know faith might give you strength but it bothers me when people attribute everything to god because I feel sad thinking about innocent children who've died of cancer. God didn't see those kids through. Blind faith isn't a good thing
+Hellofromtheotherside because the people wit cancer might suffer their whole lives of they live. he doesn't want then to suffer.
Uriah Bowman+ I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope you will be able to heal from your dad dying along with the rest of your family. Im so grateful that God is watching over all of us. When my friend died a few years ago, I was heartbroken but soon I was able to realize that God has set a time for everyone and that everyone lived for a reason.
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Hellofromtheotherside+ Everyone has a time and died then for a reason. Please sto going through the commets and arguing with people who believe in god. I respect everyone's religion but that gives you NO right to start arguing against people's beliefs. Please stop hating on people who believe in the lord.
I love this video so much. My mom was recently diagnosed with stage 3 breast cancer. I'm 18, and my mom just turned 43... I found out 2 weeks before I started school and my school is two hours away. I am currently still going to school and my mom is going through chemo now. She has to go every week now. I'm going to college to become a cosmetologist so my school is very strict with hours. It just is so sad knowing that I'm not always there for my mom. But I know god will help my mom out and give us the strength to go through this hard time. After watching your video, I just regained some more hope. All of this is hard .... but I know everything will end up being okay
Guadalupe Ibarra go back home. Go back home to your mother. Being with her is so much more worth than a degree. Yes, YOURE 18, BUT YOU DONT NEED TO GO TO COLLEGE RIGHT AWAY. please do this for your mother. You life matters , your mothers life matters so much more .
Those prayers were listened. Your story really moved me ❤️
Definitely made me cry. You're so strong and I'm glad you made it through all of this. Clearly, you aren't done here yet
I found out i had a brain tumor last summer and had to have surgery to remove it. i spent a lot of time worrying that it was cancerous and it turned out to be benign. My daughter was about 5-6 months old at the time and I was so angry this was happening! I got the results back and I felt relieved. God is a good God and a turn around God 100%! He got me through not only that but a very bad addiction to opiate painkillers as well as being a single mom. You have a great teatimony thank you for sharing!
You are so amazingly inspirational
Thank you for listening to my story, I really appreciate it love
you are ..ily nikki !!! 😭💯 just subscribed !!
You are an inspiration my respect to those who go through it and are strong to fight for another day
You're very inspirational, such a strong woman.