I don't; the system wants you all busy to not find yourselves, thinking that everything is pointless. The system is victorious when it achieves its goal, which is lowering people self steam and morals.
I don't know what kind of beyond kreeminaI creator would create such awfeI world and such anatomically failed types of animals, such as mammals, that breet in such awfeI way and without a c-section, where the offspring is produced inside the body of the womyn (ewww) which is beyond grohs...
ProbIem is, everyone wants true happiness, but no one deserves it, and, no human can have it, anyway -- things such as true happiness and love and romance are only meant for me, myself being the lovable being (aka the only being meant to be loved and the only being who can be loved) and, only my protectors and I can be happy (if they are with me, my happiness being their happiness) because only pure beings with perfect essence and true beauty have the ability and possibility to be happy, BUT, I can only be (partially) happy in this unreal world if my protectors make this wrong world right for me and spend every moment with me and make all my dreams come true and if they make me perfect by surgery and...
I'm almost 40. I have nothing to show for it. No friends, no girlfriend, no kids. Nothing. I work a solitary night job in a warehouse. My nights off I dpend alone, drinking. That's no exaggeration at all. This is literally my life.
i'm 27 and i kinda see my future in you. i have no gf never had one all my friends are outside the country. i workout i eat healthy to a good future that may never come.
@@TurkMan35 having a gf is not good . the objective is to mess with as many women as we can without the commitment . this is how you have to think . F these biťchèźzzz
Im 26 and theres literally nothing for our generation.. everything is coming to an end. Cant buy a house, cant get a brand new vehicle off the lot, cant afford food.. like wtf
I’m 49 and over the course of my life I’ve watched politicians spend their political careers taking the prosperity away. The same ones in office today and the real kicker is people keep electing them so everybody has only themselves to blame. If they can’t change how they think then shit is what it’s gonna be. You can’t keep voting for the same people who created the problems hoping they’ll solve them.
@@jamescapb3795I was pretty much like everyone here, gamer whole life, no direction, stuck with bad habits, think that life is meaningless literally, procrastination, still am almost out tho after fighting a lot of my demons and looking for my place spiritually as well. Then I came across that saying, seek me and you shall find me. I grew up catholic, tho never liked it as a kid, so funny enough that now during my darkest times and no path to follow, his words resonate. It's no joke to say that the more I keep reading of the Bible the more it draws me in. To those all that don't know what they're doing, if you need a path, read the bible. If you're stuck in a dark place, how are you going to get out without the help of the light, I'm not trying to sell you some mumbo jumbo. "you will seek me and Find me With All Your Heart"
Sorry dude. I'm not going to blow smoke up your backside and say it gets better. Maybe for a small lucky few, but not most. I can only hope you'll be one of the lucky ones.
@@Fck_ALL_democrats True. I'm teaching myself forex trading, and I know I will buy myself a G Wagon and a Bentley one day when I have shown consistent profitability, and have a nice comfy home and lifestyle 😎
You've finally figured it out. Life is basically enslavement to work and debt. Work for most people doesn't pay. Never has and never will. Life is merely making the best of a bad situation. Death is a blessing for us all ultimately because we will finally be freed of work and debt - both of which make life absolutely pointless and miserable. 'Seneca' (a stoic philosopher of Ancient Rome) once stated: "why weep over parts of life, the whole of it calls for tears. New miseries assail us before we have freed ourselves from the old ones".
First-World countries have long since embraced a highly unethical economic system which can only thrive on the misery of the underprivileged ie exploitation of the poor, debt, poverty and inequality.
Im actually impressed this guy figured it this early in life. Its the sad, cold, and cruel reality, and i feel for you my guy. I really hope your doing better.
@@jamalsmith5073lol young or not, most of us live to work and work to live and those moments to live outside of work are short lived unless you make a lucky break out of the loop.
@@richardr7947I have a question for you: Which options from the following two would you choose: OPTION 1) You having been born with a disability and as a result no realistic prospects of a better life, but your government pays you $200 a week disability benefit? OPTION 2) Or would you choose your current life?
Life is indeed pointless. I can't wait to get out of this life and this world. Ever since my young age I somehow knew that I didn't belong in this world.
Yeah, man. The fact is, we are one of the first generations that understands this pointless life in its core. Before that, people lived in a swoon and considered it normal. "Just do what everyone else doing and don't question anything until you die" - that's how it was before. We, in turn, see through this bullshit, that's why we are depressed and/or unhappy. There's a reason why they say 'ignorance is bliss'. Once you know, you can't unsee it.
Thank you all for your kind wishes and for you trying to cheer me up. I have both good and bad days, but I try to stay strong. I will try to live long enough just because I want to take care of my aging parents who are in their 70s. Once they are gone, I will soon follow them. It's pointless to stay in a world like this.
Jesus loves you bro ❤️ life here on earth is short but after death is eternity. Repent of your sins and trust that Jesus died and paid the price for your sins and rose again from the dead. Keep going 💪 Jrsus is always there for you and listening. Talk to Him. Jesus loves you ❤️
"Why are you watching?" Because I see myself in you and understand every bit of what you are saying. I have felt the same way my whole life, with the exception of having a tiny bit of hope that was planted in me by GOOD movies I grew up with. Movies that came out in the late 70's to early 2000's. That hope was crushed some 13 years ago when I realized, through real world experience, that it is all escapism. There was no exciting adventure out there, waiting for me. It was intentionally or unintentionally planted hope. I guess I always knew it was, so when I say I realized it I am not saying I understood it in a cerebral kind of way. It hit me on a spiritual level. I could no longer pretend for the sake of self-preservation. My world crumbled and it took me almost a decade of every day struggling to find some kind of peace of mind. That peace of mind is, for me, still feeling the same way but being able to sometimes laugh at the absurd tragedy that is the human experience. I also started to do things for me and me alone. Not to feed the ego or impress anyone else. A working class human being conforming to this life is very similar to the domestication of elephants. There is only one way to domesticate an elephant and that is to completely break it. Think of how Winston in 1984 was broken down. That's how "they" do it. You claw your way through so much shit and at one point you are at your limits. That's when you either conform or lose it. You either become a good citizen or you end up in a gutter howling at the moon. There is some optimism in all of this though. On the surface I became a "good citizen", but I have escaped parts of the rat race and my mind is still free. I see the abomination everywhere I go, but I have learnt to bob and weave through some of it. You are obviously a smart young fella. You will learn too. I have to say though, "happiness" (whatever that means) might not be a reasonable or realistic goal. What I take away from your video is that you have a creative / artistic / philosophical soul. My tip to you is to feed that. Engage in something creative and hopefully that will lead to glimpses of "happiness" in your life, and meeting similar people. All truly good art is created out of despair and you have plenty of that 😉. Also, connecting with other people, as impossible as it might seem at times, is food for the soul. If you haven't yet, get off all social media. Also, do not lose yourself in the high. I have been a user since I was your age and have seen the very real and dark side of what it can do to a man, both through personal experience and friends. Best regards, A soon to be 40 year old Swedish misanthrope who still view this existence at pointless 🤘
what experience led you to realize it was all escapism? very curious, if you would not mind answering--i know what you mean by understanding in a spiritual rather than cerebral way. i feel that i see it intellectually but not in my experience--what happened?
It was not a particular event but rather the culmination of 10 years of work-life experience, personal relationships, friends, family, and understanding the state of the world. It all just came together, the smoke screen cleared. The honorable protagonist, brave and just, became an obvious lie. The human being is a cowardice and spineless piece of shit with little to no honor, no true integrity, who would crawl up his own asshole to safe face or avoid taking responsibility for his own actions. Of course there are exceptions, and we are led to believe there are many of them, but in reality exceptionell people are at best one in a million. It is estimated that about 200 billion people have walked this earth throughout all of history. That would add up to about 200,000 exceptionell people. Plenty to write about and put on display for the septic clog that is the rest of us to pat our own shoulders- and take credit for, as if we as a species are responsible for greatness when in fact the exceptionally few, for thousands of years, have fought a biblical flood of degeneracy and retardation in order to progress our civilization. Now, and since a couple of decades back, there is no natural beauty left in this world. There's is not a patch of forest to walk through, not a body of water to swim in, nor a mountain to climb without stumbling over human waste. Man made beauty, art in all of its different forms, have become nothing more than fast fashion. It's lazy, soulless, ugly, and degenerate, and you all know (well, you who have your eyes open) degenaracy is now celebrated as something brave and beautiful. There is nothing provocative about what's being pushed, promoted, and celebrated today. It's just ugly, unintelligent, and expressionless garbage that disgust and encourages weak-minded people nihilistic thoughts and behaviours. It's not only art and culture that has devolved into the complete opposite of beauty (true beauty both provoke and inspire). The natural hierarchy as been flipped upside down. Individuals of the group that in olden days would be exiled, if not beheaded, are now corporate CEOs, politicians, influencers, "stars". What should be obvious despicable traits such as excessive greed, narcissism, selfishness, or outright psychopathy is openly admired and commonly made habitual by ordinary people in order to "succeed in life". Succession in life today is nothing but egotistic self-realization. I could write you book about it, but in short; We are the scum of the earth and everything we touch turn to shit. Even though I am not religious nor believe in a supernatural higher power, I really do hope my aunt is correct when she says that Jesus, with an army of angels, will come riding down from heaven on winged horses, not with a bible in one hand and compassion in the other, but with flaming swords to teach us all a fucking lesson. @@lo433
I’m 17 I’ve had 0 friends for years, addicted to using porn as an escape I watch it like 2-5 times a day and it’s messing up my brain in every way, constantly alone in my mind everyday totally isolated, and no hope for the future, don’t know how I’m gonna get by in this world I’ll probably be working a 9-5 forever or homeless. I’m comfortable with the thought of just dying instead of seeing how much worse my life could potentially get when I’m older
Misusing the big term king is beyond kreeminaI and soon to be banned and it must be edited out -- only my protectors/lovers are a king, as I am the true and only Queen / Lady / Princess etc in existence!
I can't believe they sibjekted me to such visual terror as watching a kreeminaI breeter breet without a c-section in real life (in my childhood) and it scarred me for life and I wish I could unsee that abemeeneetien -- and when the grohs pIacenta fell, I dyed inside, again, ewww... I can't believe those momsters could subject their own offspring to such kreeminaI action, which is the most awfeI _ they could inflict on their offspring... To not realise (or, to not care) how beyond wrong it is to jhat out their offspring into a mortaI existence through their tunnels of doom aka the most awfeI place in the world...
I don't know what kind of beyond kreeminaI creator would create such awfeI world and such anatomically failed types of animals, such as mammals, that breet in such awfeI way and without a c-section, where the offspring is produced inside the body of the womyn (ewww) which is beyond grohs...
Stop it, you cat equate a simple process with a much more complex one. If you put a dire situation into any dynamic, we all eventually are disposable to an extent wether we are saving our kids life, ours or a stranger on the side of the road. Let it go.
Farmers treat their cattle better than Governments do. Farmers don't blame the cattle for destroying the environment, farmers actually see their cattle has value, unlike governments and corporations who are trying to replace us with increased automation and AI.
@@slashville Farmers don't mk ultra their cows and trying to covertly poison them and gaslight them when they see it. Psychogov the sheeple farmer does though.
i think every teenager/young adult goes through this phase in their life where reality hits them. it's like finding out santa claus isn't real but much worse. you realize life on its own has no meaning and being an adult, for the most part, isn't fun. responsibilities, bills, and existential crises keep you from being able to enjoy your life. however, it's better to not think of life as being set up this way but rather accepting it for what it is and finding your own meaning that keeps you going. that's why people place so much value on their kids, significant others, hobbies, goals, etc. because they see the future in those things. and i think that's what we all need to do whenever we feel this way. the future may not be guaranteed but it's better to have a plan or a goal in mind than to live life sinking in its grim reality. the book "catcher in the rye" is one i would recommend reading because it describes these feelings perfectly. this video is a few years old so i hope nathan is doing is okay and if he's reading this, i hope you found something to live for
I hate to say it but this man is spitting non stop facts. Every day I wake up and question my existence and the point of everything I am doing and everything I've done. I'm over 40 now, have a wife and family, own a house, cars and relatively high paying job but I just did all these things because it's basically what's expected I suppose. Am I happy? I don't think so. I will never be happy I don't think. To make matters worse, my wife is basically the exact same as me (which makes it all ten times worse to deal with). Life is just fucked and so much endless work...and for what? I don't know man. I guess the point is to try and enjoy the small things every day, art, music, etc. but at the end of the day I'm still always just vaguely miserable.
Most people probably think this way. Some are better at hiding it, some have enough distractions in their lives to not think about it too much, but its there for everyone. I can see why religion has been a thing for humans since it's origin, because without it we seem to have no purpose. I recently graduated university with a Master. My life right now is working a part time job and sending in a bunch of job applications for corporations that I don't care for, and that don't care for me either. In fact, no one cares about anything, it's all just fake but we all have to make living somehow so it's a game we all have to play in this modern world. Graduating did not make me happier at all, and finding real friends becomes harder and harder as you age. But yea, I really struggle to see to point in anything these days. The system that we will live in is honestly broken. We could have alot more spare time, alot more activities that brings us together, but with how the world works we have to constantly work to produce something that in turn can generate sales and money. If that product actually makes life better for anyone doesn't really matter, we have to generate an income somehow. Then we get home tired, with no desire to do anything. I also believe most people are good people at heart, but the way the world functions creates narcissistic, dysfunctional and moronic people.
The moment humans started idolizing humans and made kings queens empires and a system based on classes is when life became stupid... Paying for food water and more which no man or woman made smh
There is no such things as 'queens' and those were all impostors -- I am the true and only Queen / Lady / Princess / Leader / Star etc in existence and soon all impostors are to be banned!
don't know what kind of beyond kreeminaI creator would create such awfeI world and such anatomically failed types of animals, such as mammals, that breet in such awfeI way and without a c-section, where the offspring is produced inside the body of the womyn (ewww) which is beyond grohs...
I just turned 40 a few months ago and what you've had to say during this video resonates with me on so many levels. From as early as age 8, I began to realize just how rotten the world could be. From that point forth, my overall perspective towards it has steadily grown worse. Especially coming from a relatively poor household and a family that didn't have a strong sense of unity to begin with. The years that I spent in school were ultimately riddled with loneliness, anxiety, depression and aggravation. So much so, that I only found solace in drinking, smoking pot and listening to music by the time I was 16. You could say that I became a real loner. As I grew to hate almost everyone, including my parents. After finally leaving high school, I made the mistake of joining the Marines shortly thereafter and life just became 10 times shittier than it was before. To this day, I still have former backstabbing higher-ups that I would love to unleash my rage upon in the worst possible way. After leaving that dark and shitty chapter of my life behind, I began to experience quite a bit of rejection from the handful of women that I attempted to form a meaningful bond with. As well as losing friends, relatives and pets over the years. Much like yourself, I also have a job but it brings me very little, if any satisfaction on a daily basis. At this point, I'm just going through the motions every week in order to earn a fucking paycheck but there will come a time in the near future where I may just decide to quit, if my employer continues to appoint me to bullshit tasks that don't pertain to my skillset as a welder and metal fabricator. I honestly wouldn't give a fuck if they decided to let me go but I could just as easily take that power away from them by quitting.
I’m 43 & I’m working a dead end job from 5am to 1pm, I drive a hour home, take a shower, eat, and just lay in bed watching UA-cam or Netflix & then just do it all again day after day, I take like 5 different meds for depression and anxiety and have no energy to improve my life, I’m burnt out and tired of everything
Turn away from capitalism, sell or give away anything you dont really need. Turn off social media and drown out the overwhelming narcissism rampant there. Ignore societal timelines about reaching "goals" by a certain age. These things have greatly helped me.
I can relate man the longer you live the more you start to realize the only things that truly exist in this world are merely futility, misery and pain. But at least we got weed man
I was suicidal since 16, im 29 never planned or wanted to live this long. Life constantly f's me. I feel like i am prolonging the inevitable. I can relate to a lot you said in this video
@@Moistcat95 Hello, I am 24 years old. I have major depression and more. Since I was 12 I felt that life was shit and I wanted to die that year, and those feelings continue, every day, until today. I feel quite exhausted and at the same time I feel ashamed of existing until now. I hope to end my life soon. They say "don't kill yourself, you're going to die anyway, maybe your future will be good" But it's already unbearable. I don't want to be 60 years old and have endured any more of this shit.
@@neitan.4er I'm having the same feelings and I'm not sure about going to college or not I cannot make a decision I would like to know what do you do? You have certain job and you are following an obvious career and path or just running Ubers and ....? I don't know if you have the amount of money to do anything substantial but if you do have then I wonder if you have (suicidal) thoughts?
@@Salma2625amlas I understand I finish the University. I am a psychologist. I am intelligent, sociable, I am not ugly, I study languages (I am Latin American) You know, "someone normal and with a future." I undergo therapy and psychiatric treatment. I have diagnosed: C-PTSD, OCD, BPD, major depression, generalized anxiety and possible autism. You know, traumas since I was 4 years old... They destroyed my life.
The environment, illnesses, viscous animals; that not only harm humans buy other life forms, volcanos earthquakes, central nervous system, suffering, war, I mean, this whole fucking realm shouldn't exist.
This kid is smart AF. Meanwhile, the degenerates of his generation are making millions dancing on TikTok and playing videos games on Twitch. This world is so effing whack.
I just turned 22 this month and indeed life is/seems pointless. The way you are born dictates the rest of your life and if you were not dealt good cards then it will affect you.
Aye I'm a 28 year old disabled Air force vet and I swear I can tell you with %10000 certainty that you are spot on with your insight on this joke of a life. Im so glad to see the generation that are coming up is seeing just how stupid this shit really is.
Can't wait for it to be over personally. Though I don't want to kill myself. I mean, well sometimes I do, but I know I'll never do it. I just want it to happen without me having to do anything. Heh.
I’m 23 and got stuck in this view for a whole year. The best advice I can give is to accept the fact that life is trash. I feel neutral about everything now and just focus on work, exercise, and talking to my parents on the phone at least 3 times a week. Yes, work sucks, but I found a very small company where I work alone and talk to the owner quite often if I’m having any problems. I guess the trick is to make the best of a shitty situation.
Smoking, doing drugs, and drinking is the worst thing you can do. That’s how these mofos really control people. It’s possible to deal with this shit without any of that, trust me
@@XzsOn1 Clearly you didnt watch the video. He said he wants to go to college to get drunk out of his mind. And medicinal is just an excuse to be a burn out. Majority of people prescribed don’t even need it. Issue with today’s society. Everything has to be normalized, nobody wants to take responsibility and looks for the easy out. Including our doctors. They rather prescribe pills than fix the core issue of the problem
I’m 22… severely mentally ill. I was released from a mental facility a week ago. Opened my phone to a text from my gf dumping me. Then the next day I got fired. I definitely understand how u feel
@@kazman_6899don’t get into weed, more risk of schizophrenia as there is a genetic predisposition. My brother was in the same position as you, he didn’t make it. Just get another job, you will then meet someone else, you’ll have a bit of money. Just carry on like that, the other way is a dead end.
Bro ima be honest , the sad part is , you can never go back , and the older you get the worse it gets , it sometimes scare me to think what the future holds
@rnathanhall good to hear you're gaining some optimism. Life isn't that bad. Let go of expectations and comparisons. Get to know yourself and find God. Good luck dude.
As a dude that got addicted to pills after getting blown up and sent on several combat deployments, I couldn't disagree more. I was close to an end, but sobered up, changed my diet, and changed my life. I got better as I got older. You do you, tho.
when youre old enough to drink you can have fake happiness for a little while.. im 37.. i just restocked on liquid happiness.. i should be good for another week..
Im 54 and was also depressed in my late teens...you are young and that is good thing. Its important to not think you know what life has to offer...you don't. You don't know what might happen tomorrow and its important to try to put yourself in a positive headspace and see the glass half full. There are people your age in other countries with much less. Make plans and move in baby steps. Focus only on your future and building yourself one day and a time. Thats my suggestion.
I will never understand people that say life is great. I wish I felt that way. every tick of the clock is agony and I don't have the guts to kill myself
@@ryan_deakin Don't worry, you will come back to the all natural state of enlightenment, of wisdom. Once you see something, you can't un-see it. You should never have looked, in the first place. Better to remain ignorant in bliss, but you lost your ignorance already.
I am the 40's female version of you. I have been you, my whole life. Directionless. Aimless. Bored. Questioning. Wondering. Repeating. Zillions of times. In the meantime Ive worked many unrewarding jobs, but bought a house. Still repeating the same directionless, aimless, bored, questioning, wondering traits daily. Find something that you like & blow it up. For me it is photography, traveling, & documenting things. It is the only thing I really care about at all. So, at least I have *something* to focus on. Good luck with your future, your channel, & your self. You may never find the answers. But take a chance, & keep plowing along. No one can live your life but you. We have only ourselves to ultimately rely on. If we chose to wake up tomorrow, we have to keep going. You very wise in your words. I subscribed to your channel :) *hug*
Jesus loves you ❤️ Life here on earth is really short but after death is eternity. Repent of your sins and trust that Jesus paid the price for your sins and rose again. Jesus is always there for you and listening ❤️
I'm big into optimistic nihilism. Nothing matters, therefore if we want to continue we need to find our own meaning in this world. It helps me a lot, day to day. Also having many hobbies to keep me busy and out of my head for too long.
You can be saved by simply believing on the Lord Jesus Christ, not by trusting in your good deeds to earn you eternal life. Please make the best decision of your life and continue reading for 2 min. The gospel: “...how that Christ died for our sinnes according to the Scriptures: And that he was buried, and that he rose againe the third day according to the Scriptures” (1 Cor 15: 3-4 KJV) You are not unique; every human being has sinned and continues to sin daily. No person will live with God until they are deemed perfect and righteous. That can’t be done by you trying to reform your life, so we need another solution. If you believe that Christ died for our sins and rose from the dead, God promises you eternal life at this very moment. Your mortal body may die, but your being (spirit) will never cease to exist and God will also resurrect your mortal body in the future like in Jesus’ case. That is why the resurrection is important because it shows Jesus is also able to also resurrect you. What does it mean to believe? It is not complicated - to believe is to be convinced that something is true. If you think it is true that Christ died for all of your sins and rose from the dead, you are saved. It has nothing to do with changing your life, going to church, reading your bible, or stopping whatever bad things you do. If you trust in your good deeds instead of entirely Jesus, then you effectively do not believe that Christ died for all of your sins. You have to let Jesus carry the entire load of your sin. It is like if I said I trust you to do well on your online exam, but then I offer to help you on some questions; I don’t actually trust you then. You don’t have to worry about stopping your sin because Jesus paid for all of them - simply trust him to follow through with his promise. Romans 5 likens salvation to a free gift; a gift is already free by nature, but a free gift leaves no room for interpretation. All you have to do is take the gift freely by believing. Nobody can force you to take a gift. Ephesians 2:8-9 “For by grace are ye saued, through faith, and that not of your selues: it is the gift of God: Not of workes, lest any man should boast.” We SHOULD do good deeds after being saved because good is still good and bad is still bad. However, we need to separate that from salvation; the only obligation for salvation is faith (Acts 16:31 and Titus 3:5). Even if you stop believing in Christ, or do a number of evil things, you would still go to heaven. That initial belief is what saved you from Hell already. However, doing bad things is quite shameful so I would not recommend it. After you have believed, you should try to live right to help others and benefit your current life. Jesus promises you eternal life now (present tense possession hath/have), not in the future. You can know for sure that you have everlasting life the moment you believe. 1 Timothy 3:16 and John 1:14 tell us that Jesus is God manifest in the flesh, the Word (one of Jesus’ titles) made flesh. God cannot lie as Titus 1:2 shows; you can be assured that he will never break his promise. John 5:24 “Uerily, verily I say vnto you, Hee that heareth my word, & beleeueth on him that sent mee, hath euerlasting life, and shall not come into condemnation: but is passed from death vnto life.” There are many other verses that show all it takes is faith, but hopefully this makes salvation very clear. This makes true Christianity distinct from all other religions like Catholicism and Islam, among hundreds of other smaller religions. Choose the one that is unlike the others. Other religions do not guarantee eternal life as it is based on whether you are good enough.
I don't know what kind of beyond kreeminaI creator would create such awfeI world and such anatomically failed types of animals, such as mammals, that breet in such awfeI way and without a c-section, where the offspring is produced inside the body of the womyn (ewww) which is beyond grohs...
My theory is, that the kreeminaI that created this awfeI 'environment' was a jeaIous scientist/programmer/architect that put my essence here to zuffer the most awfeI zuffering, because he could not have or control the real me in the real world that's beyond the 'universal curtain' which is defined as The Outside -- even though he might have been the one that created both me and Cody and then he started envying Cody because he became obsessed with me because the real me was too perfect and too desirable, which is why he put my essence in the wrong body in this fake world (to make me suffer even more) which is not what most drones (that he created as a 'filler' or 'filling' for this fake world) find 'desirable' since he also created impostors/broads (that do not exist in the real world) and made most believe their awfeI eemage is that of a 'desirable' body by brainwashing them and by altering their perception...
...Being the type of kreeminaI that thinks that if he cannot be happy (if be couldn't be Cody) then I shouldn't be happy either, he did everything to prove that he has more control than Cody (which is not supposed to be possible) and didn't care about justice and ignored the fact that I am the one who deserves to be happy and living the perfect (dream) life...
...So he keeps my other half that I call Cody in a state of unconsciousness (Cody is the perfect man who is the strongest man and the purest man and the most intelligent man and the most beautiful/charming man and the most loving man and the most capable man and the most selfless man and the most ambitious man etc who can do anything and give me everything and prevent all my suffering and be there for me 24/7 and do everything I say etc -- in other words, Cody is my parallel/corresponding perfect other half who could take care of me effortlessly and make all my dreams come true in a second) where he is chained to a bed and kept unconscious at all times, so that he cannot come save/extract my essence out of this awfeI fake world where I am only made to suffer by the ClA, which he created to towture me emotionally and to control me in this fake world...
Dude, I just want to end it all so I can escape from this meaningless bullshit. Nothing matters, man. I’m only alive because I don’t want to hurt my family
@six 66 @Nic Nolan I cant know either of your living conditions although I do know that many people overreact and just don't live life to the fullest and make a choice to be depressed. I did this in the past
Realist stuff I’ve heard. 26 and feel the same way. I wish I was blissfully ignorant man. After high school I was just kind of hoping something would work out. Learned a trade and hate it. Work with zombies, and seems like most are unaware or at least appear that way. Feel like this is all for nothing. Much love bro
I don't know what kind of beyond kreeminaI creator would create such awfeI world and such anatomically failed types of animals, such as mammals, that breet in such awfeI way and without a c-section, where the offspring is produced inside the body of the womyn (ewww) which is beyond grohs...
I can't believe they sibjekted me to such visual terror as watching a kreeminaI breeter breet without a c-section in real life (in my childhood) and it scarred me for life and I wish I could unsee that abemeeneetien -- and when the grohs pIacenta fell, I dyed inside, again, ewww... I can't believe those momsters could subject their own offspring to such kreeminaI action, which is the most awfeI _ they could inflict on their offspring... To not realise (or, to not care) how beyond wrong it is to jhat out their offspring into a mortaI existence through their tunnels of doom aka the most awfeI place in the world...
This world is definitely a fake world (that feels real to all the beings that are trapped in it) because I can't believe a real world would allow the most beyond sacriIegious/kreeminaI actions and 'ideas' to happen/be created, such as breeting without a c-section and all that 69 fake nonsense (created by the ClA to hurt me and to break men inside) and, it wouldn't have allowed the ClA to create the visual garb industry (ClA's sham e) which is the most awfeI abemeeneetien that shouldn't exist, and it's equally obbensive, even though it's faIse, and a direct eensuIt to my very existence...
At 11:12 I know exactly what you mean, I get the motivation to make something happen but it always comes back to feeling suicidal/depressed. I’ve tried to frame it as “whenever I’m feeling depressed/unmotivated, something new always comes up that lights a fire under my ass to make something happen”
You're me for the past 20 years. Everything is pointless. Everything fucking sucks. Drugs don't even help anymore. I've been living in my car for 4 years now, struggling to find a reason to live. I wish I could offer some advice, but that's how I found your video... looking for advice myself. Just know you're not alone bro. Good luck
I don't know what kind of beyond kreeminaI creator would create such awfeI world and such anatomically failed types of animals, such as mammals, that breet in such awfeI way and without a c-section, where the offspring is produced inside the body of the womyn (ewww) which is beyond grohs...
Most guys cannot find a reason to live because they are betas (guys that date/compIiment/drill womyn or breet) and -- only the true alphas aka my protectors have a reason to live because they live to worship me, myself being the only thing that can give meaning and purpose to men who are trapped in such awfeI mortaI world that has no purpose and no meaning...
I am the pure being (the opposite of womyn) and I am the absolute being of true universal importance, which is an inherent quality only I possess, so I am the only being who can be loved and who is meant to be loved, while my protectors (the true alphas) are the only men who are selfless and intelligent and the strongest men in the world, so they are the only men who can feel such an absolute feeling as love -- love is the strongest emotion, and, a man's true wish is to find the one lovable being (me) and put all their love onto that being/me, and my protectors found me, so they have a reason to live...
I'm 30 years old now and I been knowing this since I was a kid but it's people like you and me that keeps a smile on my face because we know the truth now for majority of people this truth hurts but it's best to acknowledge it much love to you man I appreciate you
Bro word for word explained what the hell I'm going through . Its torture starting a job 2 days later quitting I can litterally feel my soul dying and time stands still . The detail my mind has worked life out to be has ruined me waking up spiritually has screwed my life up relationships family. The pinball of thoughts at night for hours till my brains exhausted then I fall asleep . I leave the house it's like I'm going for the ride I feel so much much
You're a really smart dude. It's honestly a curse to be an overthinker, but I really hope you end up doing something great with your life! Thanks for this content!
I don't know what kind of beyond kreeminaI creator would create such awfeI world and such anatomically failed types of animals, such as mammals, that breet in such awfeI way and without a c-section, where the offspring is produced inside the body of the womyn (ewww) which is beyond grohs...
Only my protectors (the true alphas) are smart/intelligent (and I am intelligent too cause Chip made me super intelligent) and, we are logical beings (the opposite of humans) and, most humans think knowledge is the same thing as intelligence, but it isn't...
Most humans are not even aware, not even the ones that seem to be aware, nor the ones that think they are aware -- they usually just think they are aware because they are going through some difficult situation and feel like they h8 their life because of that, but not because they really realise how wrong it is to breet or to date womyn or how wrong it is to put womyn on undeserved pedestals where only I belong...
The few men that are intelligent also have the highest awareness and the highest perception level (so they hold on to their purity) and they are aware of their superiority, so they could never date/drill eenfeeryehr beings...
You are a wise young man. Your thoughts and feelings are reflecting the reality around us. I can definitely relate. You are keeping it real and that's actually a rare thing. You really should make videos just speaking your mind. It's good for you and many others. It's therapeutic.
Jesus loves you ❤️ You asked for a sign Repent of your sins and trust that Jesus died and paid the price for your sins and rose again. Life here on earth is short but after death is eternity. Accept Jesus into your heart. He is always listening and there for you ❤️ keep going and stay strong 💪
@@nikitac1Jesus committed a crime against the Roman Empire and was executed for his crime. Jesus was not the first man who considered himself to be a god. And he was not the last.
@@josephbishara4791 Jesus paid for our sins with his blood. He rose again three days later and ascended to the father. For as long as we believe in the finished work of Jesus Christ we shall be saved.
@@josephbishara4791 if Jesus committed a crime against the Roman empire, then why did Pontius Pilate, the Roman governor of Judea, do everything he could to spare Him including sending Jesus to Galilee and later offering to free Jesus or Barabas? Pilate repeatedly said that this is an innocent man and His blood will not be on my hands. Obviously because the Romans had no issue with Jesus and were just following Sanhedrin orders. But go ahead with your BS lies. You do it so well.
When you're a kid your dream is to be a fire fighter or an astronaut or an entrepreneur some crap. But when you hit 30, your dream changes to work from home, be able to retire or be able to own land. There are no dreams left.
We go from wanting to reach for the stars, to not wanting to leave our home. We grow up to see how sh*tty the world is, so we just try to find what comfort and happiness we can, where we don't have to kill ourselves working, or dealing with the vast majority of unpleasant people
41 and I got no one . All my family is dead . Most of my friends are dead and I have nobody and it’s tough. You are still young enough to turn it around
@@frenky_vnm thank you and yeah I am not old but not young anymore , it’s tough having no family , and honestly unless you experience you just don’t know how it is . Esp at my age and having to face the rest of my life with no genuine family . No extended or close . Idk what I’m gonna do
im 16 now and im in depression since the age of 10. you van just imagine how painful it is for a 12 yo to totally change his personality to fit the society
Life is just a random,meaningless experience that began suddenly and will end suddenly. Nothing stays forever, I don't believe in anything or anyone, I'm just waiting for my death.
I've mostly been trying to have a positive outlook on life, but this man's astute observation of how bullshit life really is, awakens a familiar feeling in me that i've had since high school. You feel so important but at the same time you are just a flicker in the universe, and the struggle to come to terms with those two truths. I'm trying to graduate with a computer science degree but the truth is, i hate it. I got into university as soon as i finished high school because that's what everyone else around me did at the time. I don't have any dreams or aspirations. I hate how your only motivation to study is being threatened with bad grades. Even if i manage to get my degree i will just end up slaving my life away to some company. I never really understood people that genuinely enjoy life. Highschool, university, career opportunities, friendships, relationships, marriage, family. It’s all a farce, it’s all fake. You are not the car you drive or the money that you have in the bank or the contents of your wallet. Friends always leave you and relationships often don’t last. Surely you can see the futility of it all. I have to do all these things like i’m an actor in some movie except this is not a movie, it’s real life. It makes me feel alienated, like i don't belong here.
@@TonyTheTiger1000I can tell you an interesting fact. Which is that we are different from other beings. We understand everything through our brain capabilities. While animals are only focused on what they do which are simple. We complicated our lives into advancing including consciousness and knowledge. And now we are struggling because of those abilities. What we should do is focus on our lives and live normal life, and be healthy. That is what every other being does. You can learn from them. I hope you understand me.
Most people probably think this way. Some are better at hiding it, some have enough distractions in their lives to not think about it too much, but its there for everyone. I can see why religion has been a thing for humans since it's origin, because without it we seem to have no purpose. I recently graduated university with a Master. My life right now is working a part time job and sending in a bunch of job applications for corporations that I don't care for, and that don't care for me either. In fact, no one cares about anything, it's all just fake but we all have to make living somehow so it's a game we all have to play in this modern world. Graduating did not make me happier at all, and finding real friends becomes harder and harder as you age. But yea, I really struggle to see to point in anything these days. The system that we will live in is honestly broken. We could have alot more spare time, alot more activities that brings us together, but with how the world works we have to constantly work to produce something that in turn can generate sales and money. If that product actually makes life better for anyone doesn't really matter, we have to generate an income somehow. Then we get home tired, with no desire to do anything. I also believe most people are good people at heart, but the way the world functions creates narcissistic, dysfunctional and moronic people.
@@atomic3968 I understand you. I ask that question as well. I also ask myself why I am still alive or why was I not alive as well.😄 It is confusing. It is only what we choose. It doesn't matter whatever we do or don't do. It is usually who make important of types. I advice you to think about yourself and your family members. So, that you get a purpose and don't overdo. Think before you do anything. Enjoy and be smart. And don't stress yourself. That is one of my wishes.
What i learned in life that you may have to swallow your pride to eventually get what you want, and that includes working shitty jobs or depending on a person you may not like until you´ve collected enough money to make your situation more feasible for potential changes. There are a lot of dwelling souls like yourself with these thoughts my friend, just try to make the best out of life as you can, and if opportunities are presented then take them, and yes life is not fair for most people, but that doesn´t mean you can´t work on improving yourself. Don´t do crazy stuff like suicide or crime, just do the grind until you have enough to make necessary changes.
The reason I’m watching this is because I’m feeling the same way. Im 31 now but when I was 18 till 25 I had a bad depression and a lot of anxiety attacks I was feeling worthless and didn’t know what to do with my life , no real friends, I was the black duck in my moms house , went through a lot of verbal and mental abuse as a kid and a lot more stuff. After 25 I started to do good, was able to kind of manage my depression and anxiety but then at 26 I ended up in jail for something “that happened” when I was 24. Did 2 1/2 years came home and just been working and taking care of mines. But recently something came up and it is sparking back up my depression and anxiety making me feel as if life is so unfair and is been two days now that I wake up feeling down not wanting to do nothing and not caring about life.
Nathan, I feel the same way. Dad died 2 years ago, mom died about 2 months ago, girlfriend of 5 years who was with me through it all left 3 days after. Life just seems so meaningless now. The only thing that ever matters in this life I believe is your bond to others, friends, family, or loved ones. Without those life is just an empty void. Edit: subbed to you. Make more videos
I’m so sorry for all of your losses. not having meaning in life is a hard place to be. i agree with you, i think some of the best parts in life are the times spent with family and friends. you’re not alone in your loneliness though. and you can look at your life as almost a clean slate. i know how hard it is to build back what was lost, but you don’t have anything tying you anywhere now. your options are endless. even though this is a tragic point in your life, you can take these feelings and make them into something greater! i posted this video 2 weeks ago then forgot about it. i came back to see this crazy amount of reception, all the great words of advice, and all the people that feel the same way i do. it’s mind blowing, but it shows me that i’m not alone. and you’re not either ❤️ i’m brainstorming the next video, so look out for it in the next few days. i hope it can offer you a bit of solace in this time of distress.
That's one of the things I've come to slowly realize. Connection with others is a huge massive part of what makes life worth even considering. Loneliness is one of the worst things to ever exist.
Feeling Every Word of you brother. Life is so tough Every day. It feels like all ppl Are still dead.. the way eveyone is dealing… the cruel world we Are living in 😢
You are speaking the truth and its the same wayy im feeling about life i just turned 30 nd im sick of struggling living paycheck to paycheck i get an average pay check but ur right by time u pay taxes , groceries, fuel, rent / mortgage, insurances all this nonsense the poor get poorer the rich get richer i would much rather live in the cave man dayys because the world we live in now is ugly its based on greed , wealth, hierarchy i really dont understand how there is people who dont even have water or food the basics yet others are chucking millions away as if they're blind to the ones just trying to survive !!!!!!😤😤😤
You can be saved by simply believing on the Lord Jesus Christ, not by trusting in your good deeds to earn you eternal life. Please make the best decision of your life and continue reading for 2 min. The gospel: “...how that Christ died for our sinnes according to the Scriptures: And that he was buried, and that he rose againe the third day according to the Scriptures” (1 Cor 15: 3-4 KJV) You are not unique; every human being has sinned and continues to sin daily. No person will live with God until they are deemed perfect and righteous. That can’t be done by you trying to reform your life, so we need another solution. If you believe that Christ died for our sins and rose from the dead, God promises you eternal life at this very moment. Your mortal body may die, but your being (spirit) will never cease to exist and God will also resurrect your mortal body in the future like in Jesus’ case. That is why the resurrection is important because it shows Jesus is also able to also resurrect you. What does it mean to believe? It is not complicated - to believe is to be convinced that something is true. If you think it is true that Christ died for all of your sins and rose from the dead, you are saved. It has nothing to do with changing your life, going to church, reading your bible, or stopping whatever bad things you do. If you trust in your good deeds instead of entirely Jesus, then you effectively do not believe that Christ died for all of your sins. You have to let Jesus carry the entire load of your sin. It is like if I said I trust you to do well on your online exam, but then I offer to help you on some questions; I don’t actually trust you then. You don’t have to worry about stopping your sin because Jesus paid for all of them - simply trust him to follow through with his promise. Romans 5 likens salvation to a free gift; a gift is already free by nature, but a free gift leaves no room for interpretation. All you have to do is take the gift freely by believing. Nobody can force you to take a gift. Ephesians 2:8-9 “For by grace are ye saued, through faith, and that not of your selues: it is the gift of God: Not of workes, lest any man should boast.” We SHOULD do good deeds after being saved because good is still good and bad is still bad. However, we need to separate that from salvation; the only obligation for salvation is faith (Acts 16:31 and Titus 3:5). Even if you stop believing in Christ, or do a number of evil things, you would still go to heaven. That initial belief is what saved you from Hell already. However, doing bad things is quite shameful so I would not recommend it. After you have believed, you should try to live right to help others and benefit your current life. Jesus promises you eternal life now (present tense possession hath/have), not in the future. You can know for sure that you have everlasting life the moment you believe. 1 Timothy 3:16 and John 1:14 tell us that Jesus is God manifest in the flesh, the Word (one of Jesus’ titles) made flesh. God cannot lie as Titus 1:2 shows; you can be assured that he will never break his promise. John 5:24 “Uerily, verily I say vnto you, Hee that heareth my word, & beleeueth on him that sent mee, hath euerlasting life, and shall not come into condemnation: but is passed from death vnto life.” There are many other verses that show all it takes is faith, but hopefully this makes salvation very clear. This makes true Christianity distinct from all other religions like Catholicism and Islam, among hundreds of other smaller religions. Choose the one that is unlike the others. Other religions do not guarantee eternal life as it is based on whether you are good enough.
My advice to you, brother... serve others. When you notice somebody needs help with something, just show up to assist them in any way you can. What you will reap from being there for others will reward your spirit more than you could ever fathom. It sounds like that's something that will deplete you and just take from you... but it will actually have the opposite effect. Seeing others benefit from something you contributed to is incredibly rewarding. Things will fall into place that you never could've expected when you have a selfless mentality. I hope you see this and I hope you're doing well man. Take care
No, then people just see you as someone they can mooch off of and use as a doormat. Very few people actually just appreciate what you do for them and not see you as an opportunity to gain more.
@@briannamorrison380 such a shitty mindset. you'd know if someone you're helping is using you as a doormat unless they're some kind of sociopathic manipulative genius. it's not too hard to help out and be nice sometimes. not everybody's a fuckin sociopath.
Your the brittle piece of stray straw, that lies dormant under the seat of the audience stand…buried in *layers* of dust and dirt that has accumulated over decades. People laugh and share incredible experiences with one other above you, whilst you just…lay there. ~🎪
@@Shaboomquisafr, people watch Rick and Morty and all of a sudden think they’re the next Nietzsche or something lmao, they really love telling people life is meaningless. It’s so meaningless that they’ve gotta let everybody know.
I will give you an advice as mature man who went to the university and got a bachelor in accounting; don't go to college hoping your life will change. I was high honors and all but didn't get any benefit for time and money invested; it's a total waste. You will be better off on working hard and invest the money wisely you get on your hands; you are still young and I think it's the best route to take. Don't give up on hope man
hope is notrational , but neither is term misuse . Edit out the big term lord . Miss Freya is the only Lady , those of us who are Her loyal protectors and boyfriends we are the only lords
yeah maybe throw that cancer stick out. Find god. Because if we there is no moral god then we might aswell end ourselves as we would just be matter and energy if that was the case. And we would only live because BOOM right! But no we can love. Enjoy think.
@@lauritzpetemolderup3556right bro, the devil has this man in his grips, negative thinking. When your life purpose is to glorify God then life has meaning whether or not your broke or rich
There is no god, this earth is millions of years old. Civilization just 10k. Thousands of religions and gods have been there to believe in. Life is meaningless, you have to find meaning in the meaninglesness of it. Help yourself and help others thats it
i always joke about the absolute absurdity of life , and i always take life unserious. although recently i have had a lot of thoughts like these, back in highschool as well. ive always had profoundly deep thoughts, i guess ive kinda surpressed them these past years, thats what most people tend to do unfortunately. This video just awakened me again for real, made me realize what tf am i actually doing, im at my happiest when im with friends and having fun, simple as that. its what i should be doing more. the whole dynamic and structure previous generations have implemented has had radically deep consequences on recent generations. Its not it, its unnatural to live how we do now, and i dont see anything getting better unfortunately, at least not for a while. But i have found things in life that really spark that light within me, and when i focus on those and keep the people i value and have made connections with along the years by my side, everything works out. everybody has the rainy days, i like to spend those sleeping or reading lol. do what your heart wants in this world, you only got one shot.
Hang in there young one. We are in the end of days a lot of people in every country feel your pain especially due to the recession and all of these wars going on.
@@youMatterItDoesGetBetter Jesus said there were some standing there who would see him return. He was only going to return during the tribulation time and the end times, which seem to be 2 different time periods. Some of us think the tribulation already happened because Jesus said about some standing there. We are now probably in the short season of deception spoken of in Revelation.
@@youMatterItDoesGetBetter Yes we have very much of an idea when the end occurs, just not of the exact day. Jesus told us of certain things to look for when the end is near, and those things appear to be happening. Also, Daniel chapter 2 speaks of 4 coming kingdoms, 2 that would rule to the ends of the earth (apparently Britain & USA) and in the time of these kings God will establish an everlasting kingdom. Also in that time, the iews return to their lands and worship God rather than idols like they had been and still appear to be worshiping. iews are still returning to their land they they only got in 1948.
At 25 I have moments where I feel the same way I still feel like an immature child to this day. What I came to realize is the worst thing to do is to think too much and try to pressure yourself to grow up too fast. The more you get stuck in your head the more you overcomplicate life. Just do things you like and learn to enjoy them rather than worrying about your future too much. I have the same problem with authority also. I used to think I was weak for not tolerating disrespect from authority when in reality authority gaslights you into thinking they have control and you can’t think for yourself. I’m glad you have the mindset of questioning everything because people can literally cripple someone with a lot of potential through gaslighting. Just remember that you have to just do what you need to do and find a way to make something out of a hobby that you’re doing and stop caring what people think or say because at the end of the day the harsh reality is people are just very flawed creatures that are constantly at war with themselves and they’re not any different than you and me so don’t take anybody’s criticism or hate personal.
The first failure of man is he cares about what other people thinks of him or says to him. This is the start if failure others peoples opinion affects one's self worth. Don't let it happen never again ❤❤❤🎉
This is so real. I’ve been struggling to stay afloat and make something of myself. I got a degree and can’t even land a job in the field I got my degree in. I’m in my 30’s living with my family. I feel stuck. I feel trapped. It’s like no matter how hard I try, I just come up short. The older I get, the more I realize, life is just a pointless and meaningless journey. What’s it all for?
I feel for you all I dont feel the same struggle you do I dont think it's pointless I work part time my partner just lost his ability to walk to go to the toilet on his own his own independence gone just like that from a third stroke I felt his words when he said what is the point of learning to do it all again if he could have another stroke but he went on he got the ability to stand again
I used to feel the same void inside me, but after almost 22 years of my life and after many events that happened, I called to God and He answered back. He has filled me with His Holy Spirit and the void inside of me was gone and my depression and purposelesness was changed to joy, love and great purpose. Call upon the name of Jesus Christ and ask Him to give you His Holy Spirit, who is the helper that God gives freely to all who repent from their sins and ask for Him to give Him! Matthew 11: “28. Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light." Jeremiah 29: “11. For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 12. Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. 13. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.” All who accepts Jesus Christ as their only Lord and Savior and repent from their sins shall be saved and will inherit eternal life and happiness in the kingdom of God! But all who do not will have to pay for their own mistakes in the lake of fire. Be wise, don’t do evil and choose to do good, that is to follow Jesus! Amen!
This video is actually profoundly deep and relatable. You're incredibly bright and very good at conveying how you are feeling. Use this emotion and intellect as an outlet. Make more videos/write this down and publish. Read your comments, you've hit a nerve with thousands of people.
I feel like the ultimate test in life is seeing if you fold to what ever or who ever comes at you. You really have to be the hero In your own eyes and never give up no matter how dark it gets. “Let us not look back in anger, nor forward in fear, but around us in awareness”
You've simply woken up to reality to what life actually is. I would say that you have gained enlightenment. People, especially in the uk, just pretend that they are happy, it's a coping mechanism because life is actually just a means to an end. I find life in uk so exhausting, no one is real , everyone just works or raises kids and conversations are usually about these two things, for someone who has nothing in common with these two things ( like me) I don't have anything to talk about with anyone.
UK guy here, yeah its mad how many sheep are around us. People happy to be on there bullshit wages, talking about pointless crap like " what are you having for dinner tonight " Gotta be humbled that you see through this shit instead of these NPC's. They cant articulate there thoughts like we can bro, stay bless.
Another UK guy here from rural Lincolnshire. I conquer with what you both said. I hate the small town mindset I'm exposed to where I live. I see through all the fakeness and bullshit. It's like a stage with loads of bad actors. Effort you put into people and family never seems to be reciprocated. And everyone just talks about droll things and tries to convince you that having kids and getting married are the answer but in reality all they want is for you to be as miserable as they are. This is really good as it gets. Thank fuck for my little escape mechanisms, small indulgence in alcohol, old school videogames and fitness oh and spending time with my missus, she is great but secretly miserable as I am I fear.
@@Crukren89You guys literally said everything I wanted to and more. There’s something about the UK I swear. It’s so monotonous the way people converse and every conversation has to involve your career as if that’s what’s important.
I am 51 and I don’t have a life, I just exist in this miserable reality, I am disillusioned about everything and anything due to being conned, deceived, tricked and lied about stuff…. I experience a void and emptiness for not being able to connect to people because they all think differently about life. They defend it like it was a gift or pleasant experience full joy and happiness.. getting old sucks, being a man sucks too even more because of the misandry in the society. Feminist culture is destroying it. Your video was amazing really. You are such a genuine person who had huge balls to open up like a boss. You are a true hero who spoke on behalf of many who are suffering in silence and are so weak and discouraged to say anything for fear of retaliation or rejection. You a legend. I am glad you posted it.. many thanks. I will like and subscribe and hopefully your channel can grow and make money out of your thoughts 💭 wherever you say things about how you feel how difficult life is.. your video is valuable to me because it’s important issue. UA-cam is forcing silly and stupid videos without any significant meaning just like tik tok.. I hope you find something that makes you want to live for. I am impressed how eloquent and well articulated to express your thoughts. Take care and my total respect to you.
@@walrusmaximus It always comes back to entitlement; realises life is pointless then somehow decides it's the fault of women. Complains about being a 'slave' to the man, then bitches women won't be their slaves
this guy sounds just like me. I know i dont belong here. I used to say there are two types of people in this world... painfully aware and blissfully unaware. he and I are painfully aware of what life truly possesses. Hes so young too. Its terrible how much faster this is being learned. I have never watched a youtube video and deeply understood each word so much. im 29 and ive felt this way since 16. it never goes away.
I wasted many years trying to figure out what I’m doing here. I had my baby 9 months ago and I get it now. i had to stop searching and just discover. Every new person I meet, every new podcast I listen to or place I go… as long as it’s different from my norm (in turn making it so I don’t have a norm because I’m always doing something different) I’m a lot happier. If you always watch one kid of show, listen to lyrics of one genre of music, and eat the same meals, use the same apps, buy the same whatever… you can expect the same shit. So bottom line the point of life is discovery
I’m 17, I went from blissful unawares to this conscious state about a year and a half ago, yeah it sucks but just gotta do what I gotta do. I graduate in 3 months, what I do after who knows. Might just ski and sk8 for a while with the homies until I figure it out. Live minimalist and enjoy music and friends that’s about it.
We keep ourselves busy with random bs until we eventually dead
I don't; the system wants you all busy to not find yourselves, thinking that everything is pointless. The system is victorious when it achieves its goal, which is lowering people self steam and morals.
It is pointless.
I don't know what kind of beyond kreeminaI creator would create such awfeI world and such anatomically failed types of animals, such as mammals, that breet in such awfeI way and without a c-section, where the offspring is produced inside the body of the womyn (ewww) which is beyond grohs...
All life is an universal error -- all beings are trapped in a vicious cycle that silently begs to be broken...
ProbIem is, everyone wants true happiness, but no one deserves it, and, no human can have it, anyway -- things such as true happiness and love and romance are only meant for me, myself being the lovable being (aka the only being meant to be loved and the only being who can be loved) and, only my protectors and I can be happy (if they are with me, my happiness being their happiness) because only pure beings with perfect essence and true beauty have the ability and possibility to be happy, BUT, I can only be (partially) happy in this unreal world if my protectors make this wrong world right for me and spend every moment with me and make all my dreams come true and if they make me perfect by surgery and...
I'm almost 40. I have nothing to show for it. No friends, no girlfriend, no kids. Nothing. I work a solitary night job in a warehouse. My nights off I dpend alone, drinking. That's no exaggeration at all. This is literally my life.
38 and same. my life was and is pure misery with the exception of a few moments.
go to taiwan
i'm 27 and i kinda see my future in you. i have no gf never had one all my friends are outside the country. i workout i eat healthy to a good future that may never come.
@@TurkMan35 having a gf is not good . the objective is to mess with as many women as we can without the commitment . this is how you have to think . F these biťchèźzzz
@@KOREATAIWANJAPAN Why Taiwan?
Why am i watching this? Because it's authentic. It's truth.
"Nothing feels real, and its not just the weed saying that" I felt that. Ive thought that over and over again.
Ironically were the most connected and disconnected we’ve ever been from each other.
Drugs will not help you
you all can still turn to Christ God bless you all
@@caleb.9 Amen Brother continue to do God's will!
@@caleb.9 And what will he do? Tell you it is in his plan for you to suffer? Faith without work is dead. But yet faith can fail, ironic.
“We work jobs we hate, to buy things we don't need.”
To marry the beautiful person whose grey hair and brain damage will turn you off from sex. We all suffer brain damage at old age.
Papa roach
It is the world order that we live in for so long there is no new world order people just don't understand
Vanity all is Vanity ..... everything seen is temporary / everything unseen is eternal ---- lay up treasures in heaven ✌
@@carlmorgan8452 Brain damage is on its way - to everyone
Im 26 and theres literally nothing for our generation.. everything is coming to an end. Cant buy a house, cant get a brand new vehicle off the lot, cant afford food.. like wtf
I’m 49 and over the course of my life I’ve watched politicians spend their political careers taking the prosperity away. The same ones in office today and the real kicker is people keep electing them so everybody has only themselves to blame. If they can’t change how they think then shit is what it’s gonna be. You can’t keep voting for the same people who created the problems hoping they’ll solve them.
You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart
Jeremiah 29:13
@@jamescapb3795I was pretty much like everyone here, gamer whole life, no direction, stuck with bad habits, think that life is meaningless literally, procrastination, still am almost out tho after fighting a lot of my demons and looking for my place spiritually as well.
Then I came across that saying, seek me and you shall find me.
I grew up catholic, tho never liked it as a kid, so funny enough that now during my darkest times and no path to follow, his words resonate. It's no joke to say that the more I keep reading of the Bible the more it draws me in.
To those all that don't know what they're doing, if you need a path, read the bible. If you're stuck in a dark place, how are you going to get out without the help of the light, I'm not trying to sell you some mumbo jumbo. "you will seek me and Find me With All Your Heart"
Sorry dude. I'm not going to blow smoke up your backside and say it gets better. Maybe for a small lucky few, but not most. I can only hope you'll be one of the lucky ones.
@@Fck_ALL_democrats True. I'm teaching myself forex trading, and I know I will buy myself a G Wagon and a Bentley one day when I have shown consistent profitability, and have a nice comfy home and lifestyle 😎
Life is pointless, but that's kind of liberating in a way.
Indeed!
You've finally figured it out. Life is basically enslavement to work and debt. Work for most people doesn't pay. Never has and never will. Life is merely making the best of a bad situation. Death is a blessing for us all ultimately because we will finally be freed of work and debt - both of which make life absolutely pointless and miserable. 'Seneca' (a stoic philosopher of Ancient Rome) once stated: "why weep over parts of life, the whole of it calls for tears. New miseries assail us before we have freed ourselves from the old ones".
First-World countries have long since embraced a highly unethical economic system which can only thrive on the misery of the underprivileged ie exploitation of the poor, debt, poverty and inequality.
I don't want to commit suicide I just wish I was never born on this world it's so cruel and confusing.
Same.
Same here.
I feel sorry for all of us
Eventually All this Going to end my friends
@@GG-pf5nx that's one of the few places where I find solace in this world. We all die eventually.
One of the realest videos ever. Fake Optimism helps no one.
Im actually impressed this guy figured it this early in life. Its the sad, cold, and cruel reality, and i feel for you my guy. I really hope your doing better.
Early would be figuring out life is pointless when you're ten most of us figure out we are hopeless in high school
No he hasn't. He's just starting out. Hasn't even lived long enough to know what life's about.
@@jamalsmith5073nah. I'm 38, everything he's saying is the flat out truth
@@jamalsmith5073lol young or not, most of us live to work and work to live and those moments to live outside of work are short lived unless you make a lucky break out of the loop.
I didn’t realize this until late 20’s
FINALLY SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS THAT THE SYSTEM IS MADE TO JUST FUCK UP UR LIFE
I am 45 years old i don't drink or do drugs. I work full time and don't have $hit everything i make just to pay bills life sucks!
@@richardr7947I have a question for you: Which options from the following two would you choose:
OPTION 1) You having been born with a disability and as a result no realistic prospects of a better life, but your government pays you $200 a week disability benefit?
OPTION 2) Or would you choose your current life?
@@richardr7947 true🤦♀️
Ppl need to stop voting blue
@@goodmorningsundaymorning4533 voting doesn't change the system tho
Life is indeed pointless. I can't wait to get out of this life and this world. Ever since my young age I somehow knew that I didn't belong in this world.
Hey message me back. Feel the same.
I hope you can find your way. thank you for the support and im sending much love your way.
@@rnathanhall keep head high. We're all in it together and have each others back !
Yeah, man. The fact is, we are one of the first generations that understands this pointless life in its core.
Before that, people lived in a swoon and considered it normal. "Just do what everyone else doing and don't question anything until you die" - that's how it was before.
We, in turn, see through this bullshit, that's why we are depressed and/or unhappy. There's a reason why they say 'ignorance is bliss'.
Once you know, you can't unsee it.
Thank you all for your kind wishes and for you trying to cheer me up. I have both good and bad days, but I try to stay strong. I will try to live long enough just because I want to take care of my aging parents who are in their 70s. Once they are gone, I will soon follow them. It's pointless to stay in a world like this.
"The secret to happiness is never to have been born"- Arthur Schopenhauer
lol literally
There is nothing we can do.
The secret to happiness is knowing that this doesn't exist. Ironically you start feeling it.
Jesus loves you bro ❤️ life here on earth is short but after death is eternity. Repent of your sins and trust that Jesus died and paid the price for your sins and rose again from the dead. Keep going 💪 Jrsus is always there for you and listening. Talk to Him. Jesus loves you ❤️
@@nikitac1 no one with depression wants eternity
"Why are you watching?"
Because I see myself in you and understand every bit of what you are saying. I have felt the same way my whole life, with the exception of having a tiny bit of hope that was planted in me by GOOD movies I grew up with. Movies that came out in the late 70's to early 2000's. That hope was crushed some 13 years ago when I realized, through real world experience, that it is all escapism. There was no exciting adventure out there, waiting for me. It was intentionally or unintentionally planted hope. I guess I always knew it was, so when I say I realized it I am not saying I understood it in a cerebral kind of way. It hit me on a spiritual level. I could no longer pretend for the sake of self-preservation. My world crumbled and it took me almost a decade of every day struggling to find some kind of peace of mind. That peace of mind is, for me, still feeling the same way but being able to sometimes laugh at the absurd tragedy that is the human experience. I also started to do things for me and me alone. Not to feed the ego or impress anyone else.
A working class human being conforming to this life is very similar to the domestication of elephants. There is only one way to domesticate an elephant and that is to completely break it. Think of how Winston in 1984 was broken down. That's how "they" do it. You claw your way through so much shit and at one point you are at your limits. That's when you either conform or lose it. You either become a good citizen or you end up in a gutter howling at the moon.
There is some optimism in all of this though. On the surface I became a "good citizen", but I have escaped parts of the rat race and my mind is still free. I see the abomination everywhere I go, but I have learnt to bob and weave through some of it. You are obviously a smart young fella. You will learn too.
I have to say though, "happiness" (whatever that means) might not be a reasonable or realistic goal. What I take away from your video is that you have a creative / artistic / philosophical soul. My tip to you is to feed that. Engage in something creative and hopefully that will lead to glimpses of "happiness" in your life, and meeting similar people. All truly good art is created out of despair and you have plenty of that 😉. Also, connecting with other people, as impossible as it might seem at times, is food for the soul.
If you haven't yet, get off all social media.
Also, do not lose yourself in the high. I have been a user since I was your age and have seen the very real and dark side of what it can do to a man, both through personal experience and friends.
Best regards,
A soon to be 40 year old Swedish misanthrope who still view this existence at pointless 🤘
I hate being a human
what experience led you to realize it was all escapism? very curious, if you would not mind answering--i know what you mean by understanding in a spiritual rather than cerebral way. i feel that i see it intellectually but not in my experience--what happened?
It was not a particular event but rather the culmination of 10 years of work-life experience, personal relationships, friends, family, and understanding the state of the world. It all just came together, the smoke screen cleared. The honorable protagonist, brave and just, became an obvious lie. The human being is a cowardice and spineless piece of shit with little to no honor, no true integrity, who would crawl up his own asshole to safe face or avoid taking responsibility for his own actions.
Of course there are exceptions, and we are led to believe there are many of them, but in reality exceptionell people are at best one in a million. It is estimated that about 200 billion people have walked this earth throughout all of history. That would add up to about 200,000 exceptionell people. Plenty to write about and put on display for the septic clog that is the rest of us to pat our own shoulders- and take credit for, as if we as a species are responsible for greatness when in fact the exceptionally few, for thousands of years, have fought a biblical flood of degeneracy and retardation in order to progress our civilization.
Now, and since a couple of decades back, there is no natural beauty left in this world. There's is not a patch of forest to walk through, not a body of water to swim in, nor a mountain to climb without stumbling over human waste. Man made beauty, art in all of its different forms, have become nothing more than fast fashion. It's lazy, soulless, ugly, and degenerate, and you all know (well, you who have your eyes open) degenaracy is now celebrated as something brave and beautiful. There is nothing provocative about what's being pushed, promoted, and celebrated today. It's just ugly, unintelligent, and expressionless garbage that disgust and encourages weak-minded people nihilistic thoughts and behaviours.
It's not only art and culture that has devolved into the complete opposite of beauty (true beauty both provoke and inspire). The natural hierarchy as been flipped upside down. Individuals of the group that in olden days would be exiled, if not beheaded, are now corporate CEOs, politicians, influencers, "stars". What should be obvious despicable traits such as excessive greed, narcissism, selfishness, or outright psychopathy is openly admired and commonly made habitual by ordinary people in order to "succeed in life". Succession in life today is nothing but egotistic self-realization.
I could write you book about it, but in short;
We are the scum of the earth and everything we touch turn to shit. Even though I am not religious nor believe in a supernatural higher power, I really do hope my aunt is correct when she says that Jesus, with an army of angels, will come riding down from heaven on winged horses, not with a bible in one hand and compassion in the other, but with flaming swords to teach us all a fucking lesson. @@lo433
I’m 17 I’ve had 0 friends for years, addicted to using porn as an escape I watch it like 2-5 times a day and it’s messing up my brain in every way, constantly alone in my mind everyday totally isolated, and no hope for the future, don’t know how I’m gonna get by in this world I’ll probably be working a 9-5 forever or homeless. I’m comfortable with the thought of just dying instead of seeing how much worse my life could potentially get when I’m older
Practice stoicism
@@arenorg8247everyone is and where are they 😂
I'm so sorry you feel this way❤️
Womp womp
“You trade your soul and your time for paper” TALK THAT SHIT!!!
Cotton and fiber, money isn't paper that's why it can be washed without being destroyed
Misusing the big term king is beyond kreeminaI and soon to be banned and it must be edited out -- only my protectors/lovers are a king, as I am the true and only Queen / Lady / Princess etc in existence!
I can't believe they sibjekted me to such visual terror as watching a kreeminaI breeter breet without a c-section in real life (in my childhood) and it scarred me for life and I wish I could unsee that abemeeneetien -- and when the grohs pIacenta fell, I dyed inside, again, ewww... I can't believe those momsters could subject their own offspring to such kreeminaI action, which is the most awfeI _ they could inflict on their offspring... To not realise (or, to not care) how beyond wrong it is to jhat out their offspring into a mortaI existence through their tunnels of doom aka the most awfeI place in the world...
I don't know what kind of beyond kreeminaI creator would create such awfeI world and such anatomically failed types of animals, such as mammals, that breet in such awfeI way and without a c-section, where the offspring is produced inside the body of the womyn (ewww) which is beyond grohs...
All life is an universal error -- all beings are trapped in a vicious cycle that silently begs to be broken...
Governments view their citizens the same way a farmer views their cattle.
Census? Year end inventory of PEOPLE!
Can't be free subjected as collateral on loans and debts!
Stop it, you cat equate a simple process with a much more complex one. If you put a dire situation into any dynamic, we all eventually are disposable to an extent wether we are saving our kids life, ours or a stranger on the side of the road. Let it go.
Farmers treat their cattle better than Governments do. Farmers don't blame the cattle for destroying the environment, farmers actually see their cattle has value, unlike governments and corporations who are trying to replace us with increased automation and AI.
@@slashville lolz
@@slashville Farmers don't mk ultra their cows and trying to covertly poison them and gaslight them when they see it. Psychogov the sheeple farmer does though.
i think every teenager/young adult goes through this phase in their life where reality hits them. it's like finding out santa claus isn't real but much worse. you realize life on its own has no meaning and being an adult, for the most part, isn't fun. responsibilities, bills, and existential crises keep you from being able to enjoy your life. however, it's better to not think of life as being set up this way but rather accepting it for what it is and finding your own meaning that keeps you going. that's why people place so much value on their kids, significant others, hobbies, goals, etc. because they see the future in those things. and i think that's what we all need to do whenever we feel this way. the future may not be guaranteed but it's better to have a plan or a goal in mind than to live life sinking in its grim reality. the book "catcher in the rye" is one i would recommend reading because it describes these feelings perfectly. this video is a few years old so i hope nathan is doing is okay and if he's reading this, i hope you found something to live for
Nah, life is just genuinely becoming unlivable. The truth hurts man.
I hate to say it but this man is spitting non stop facts. Every day I wake up and question my existence and the point of everything I am doing and everything I've done. I'm over 40 now, have a wife and family, own a house, cars and relatively high paying job but I just did all these things because it's basically what's expected I suppose. Am I happy? I don't think so. I will never be happy I don't think. To make matters worse, my wife is basically the exact same as me (which makes it all ten times worse to deal with). Life is just fucked and so much endless work...and for what? I don't know man. I guess the point is to try and enjoy the small things every day, art, music, etc. but at the end of the day I'm still always just vaguely miserable.
Most people probably think this way. Some are better at hiding it, some have enough distractions in their lives to not think about it too much, but its there for everyone. I can see why religion has been a thing for humans since it's origin, because without it we seem to have no purpose. I recently graduated university with a Master. My life right now is working a part time job and sending in a bunch of job applications for corporations that I don't care for, and that don't care for me either. In fact, no one cares about anything, it's all just fake but we all have to make living somehow so it's a game we all have to play in this modern world. Graduating did not make me happier at all, and finding real friends becomes harder and harder as you age.
But yea, I really struggle to see to point in anything these days. The system that we will live in is honestly broken. We could have alot more spare time, alot more activities that brings us together, but with how the world works we have to constantly work to produce something that in turn can generate sales and money. If that product actually makes life better for anyone doesn't really matter, we have to generate an income somehow. Then we get home tired, with no desire to do anything. I also believe most people are good people at heart, but the way the world functions creates narcissistic, dysfunctional and moronic people.
Well well said. Both of you guys. I completely agree with these comments. Cheers.
Yet you reproduced and brought someone else here to potentially feel the same way. Makes sense.
@@TragicReality01gotta spread that love after all
We as men forget that after awhile the woman were with becomes exactly like us lol what makes us angry and everything 😂
The moment humans started idolizing humans and made kings queens empires and a system based on classes is when life became stupid... Paying for food water and more which no man or woman made smh
Love this man. Peace ✌
@@calum1741 💯
PERFECTLY SAID MY GOOD MAN...Awesome.
Dats da absolute truth
There is no such things as 'queens' and those were all impostors -- I am the true and only Queen / Lady / Princess / Leader / Star etc in existence and soon all impostors are to be banned!
I agree bro just don’t have kids and pass this hell on anyone else
Exactly DON’T PROCREATE More Slaves for the Government.
Right. There’s no guarantee they won’t hate life.
My uncle had a kid recently and all I can think is “You’ve doomed this poor kid to a meaningless life and death one day”
don't know what kind of beyond kreeminaI creator would create such awfeI world and such anatomically failed types of animals, such as mammals, that breet in such awfeI way and without a c-section, where the offspring is produced inside the body of the womyn (ewww) which is beyond grohs...
All life is an universal error -- all beings are trapped in a vicious cycle that silently begs to be broken...
I just turned 40 a few months ago and what you've had to say during this video resonates with me on so many levels.
From as early as age 8, I began to realize just how rotten the world could be.
From that point forth, my overall perspective towards it has steadily grown worse.
Especially coming from a relatively poor household and a family that didn't have a strong sense of unity to begin with.
The years that I spent in school were ultimately riddled with loneliness, anxiety, depression and aggravation.
So much so, that I only found solace in drinking, smoking pot and listening to music by the time I was 16.
You could say that I became a real loner.
As I grew to hate almost everyone, including my parents.
After finally leaving high school, I made the mistake of joining the Marines shortly thereafter and life just became 10 times shittier than it was before.
To this day, I still have former backstabbing higher-ups that I would love to unleash my rage upon in the worst possible way.
After leaving that dark and shitty chapter of my life behind, I began to experience quite a bit of rejection from the handful of women that I attempted to form a meaningful bond with.
As well as losing friends, relatives and pets over the years.
Much like yourself, I also have a job but it brings me very little, if any satisfaction on a daily basis.
At this point, I'm just going through the motions every week in order to earn a fucking paycheck but there will come a time in the near future where I may just decide to quit, if my employer continues to appoint me to bullshit tasks that don't pertain to my skillset as a welder and metal fabricator.
I honestly wouldn't give a fuck if they decided to let me go but I could just as easily take that power away from them by quitting.
I hate being a human
I’m 43 & I’m working a dead end job from 5am to 1pm, I drive a hour home, take a shower, eat, and just lay in bed watching UA-cam or Netflix & then just do it all again day after day, I take like 5 different meds for depression and anxiety and have no energy to improve my life, I’m burnt out and tired of everything
sorry to hear that man. hang in there.
Same. The benzos, methadone, and anti depressants make things soooo much worse.
do psychedelics
bro forgot masturbating in the sentence
Got the same life bro, sick of it
Turn away from capitalism, sell or give away anything you dont really need. Turn off social media and drown out the overwhelming narcissism rampant there. Ignore societal timelines about reaching "goals" by a certain age. These things have greatly helped me.
I can relate man the longer you live the more you start to realize the only things that truly exist in this world are merely futility, misery and pain. But at least we got weed man
Tru dat
Weed and Bob Marley, it's all good.
That's the quote from Uchiha Madara (Naruto)
Yes itachi
ahhh, yes a cultured man
I was suicidal since 16, im 29 never planned or wanted to live this long. Life constantly f's me. I feel like i am prolonging the inevitable. I can relate to a lot you said in this video
@@Moistcat95 Hello, I am 24 years old. I have major depression and more. Since I was 12 I felt that life was shit and I wanted to die that year, and those feelings continue, every day, until today. I feel quite exhausted and at the same time I feel ashamed of existing until now. I hope to end my life soon. They say "don't kill yourself, you're going to die anyway, maybe your future will be good" But it's already unbearable. I don't want to be 60 years old and have endured any more of this shit.
@@neitan.4er do you have money?
@@Salma2625amlas I work, why?
@@neitan.4er I'm having the same feelings and I'm not sure about going to college or not
I cannot make a decision
I would like to know what do you do? You have certain job and you are following an obvious career and path or just running Ubers and ....?
I don't know if you have the amount of money to do anything substantial but if you do have then I wonder if you have (suicidal) thoughts?
@@Salma2625amlas I understand
I finish the University. I am a psychologist.
I am intelligent, sociable, I am not ugly, I study languages (I am Latin American)
You know, "someone normal and with a future."
I undergo therapy and psychiatric treatment.
I have diagnosed:
C-PTSD, OCD, BPD, major depression, generalized anxiety and possible autism.
You know, traumas since I was 4 years old... They destroyed my life.
I feel you man, life is a real punishment
At 42, everyone sucks, everyone just takes whatever they can get and whatever you will give them, people are the problem not life, it’s the people
The environment, illnesses, viscous animals; that not only harm humans buy other life forms, volcanos earthquakes, central nervous system, suffering, war, I mean, this whole fucking realm shouldn't exist.
So true
no lie was spoken here!
💯
AMEN brother
This kid is smart AF. Meanwhile, the degenerates of his generation are making millions dancing on TikTok and playing videos games on Twitch. This world is so effing whack.
Weird u say this but lol ignorance/lack of self awareness is bliss their atleast somewhat happy lol
Wish i could make money from those things instead of working or having to go to school.... all some bs
@@jayflamin313 it will still be pointlessness because everyday will be the same and then you will have to worry about keeping up
@@tw69ad true I'm just tired of having to clock in and having no choice but surround myself with people because of money
This is a bad take lmao
I just turned 22 this month and indeed life is/seems pointless. The way you are born dictates the rest of your life and if you were not dealt good cards then it will affect you.
Do you believe you were dealt a bad hand? If yes: How so?
"I can physically do it but not mentally" Golden words spoken right there.
"Smoking weed daily makes you go nowhere slowly"
hmm worked out pretty well for cheech and chong ,rvd, matt riddle,seth rogan,etc
willie nelson got a pretty nice crib
Aye I'm a 28 year old disabled Air force vet and I swear I can tell you with %10000 certainty that you are spot on with your insight on this joke of a life. Im so glad to see the generation that are coming up is seeing just how stupid this shit really is.
👍👍👊👊
This system of the world is just sick!
Can't wait for it to be over personally. Though I don't want to kill myself. I mean, well sometimes I do, but I know I'll never do it. I just want it to happen without me having to do anything. Heh.
@@EmeraldView Just FOCUS on you, thats the only thing you can control. Keep your head up!
Thank you for your service
I’m 23 and got stuck in this view for a whole year. The best advice I can give is to accept the fact that life is trash. I feel neutral about everything now and just focus on work, exercise, and talking to my parents on the phone at least 3 times a week. Yes, work sucks, but I found a very small company where I work alone and talk to the owner quite often if I’m having any problems. I guess the trick is to make the best of a shitty situation.
Correct ,people suffer because they search for meaning where there is none.
@@eternity.in.a.m0m3ntNietzsche
Smoking, doing drugs, and drinking is the worst thing you can do. That’s how these mofos really control people. It’s possible to deal with this shit without any of that, trust me
Stop relating medicinal Cannabis to drinking and hard drugs you bot
Christ is the only one that can help, the reason ppl aint feel fine is cuz they try to fill their heart with other things and people than Him
Nah weed sabotages the mk ultra
Weed is the reason I can deal with this shirt lol I have a mental illness and it prevents me from just kicking the bucket.
@@XzsOn1 Clearly you didnt watch the video. He said he wants to go to college to get drunk out of his mind. And medicinal is just an excuse to be a burn out. Majority of people prescribed don’t even need it. Issue with today’s society. Everything has to be normalized, nobody wants to take responsibility and looks for the easy out. Including our doctors. They rather prescribe pills than fix the core issue of the problem
I’m 22… severely mentally ill. I was released from a mental facility a week ago. Opened my phone to a text from my gf dumping me. Then the next day I got fired. I definitely understand how u feel
How are you "severely mentally ill"? What's the root cause? Family?
@@kazman_6899 I have borderline personality disorder.. caused by early childhood trauma, likely from my time in foster care
@@kazman_6899don’t get into weed, more risk of schizophrenia as there is a genetic predisposition. My brother was in the same position as you, he didn’t make it. Just get another job, you will then meet someone else, you’ll have a bit of money. Just carry on like that, the other way is a dead end.
Hey man. Hope you’re doing better.
@@kazman_6899 the root cause is being alive in this society.
Bro ima be honest , the sad part is , you can never go back , and the older you get the worse it gets , it sometimes scare me to think what the future holds
we can shape our futures. much love and good luck at this thing we call life
@rnathanhall good to hear you're gaining some optimism. Life isn't that bad. Let go of expectations and comparisons. Get to know yourself and find God. Good luck dude.
Happiness is WITHIN YOU
As a dude that got addicted to pills after getting blown up and sent on several combat deployments, I couldn't disagree more. I was close to an end, but sobered up, changed my diet, and changed my life. I got better as I got older. You do you, tho.
My Brothie we are ALL Called who read this Message for a Beautiful Purpouse in This life💯❤🙏in Jesus Name!
when youre old enough to drink you can have fake happiness for a little while.. im 37.. i just restocked on liquid happiness.. i should be good for another week..
Im 54 and was also depressed in my late teens...you are young and that is good thing. Its important to not think you know what life has to offer...you don't. You don't know what might happen tomorrow and its important to try to put yourself in a positive headspace and see the glass half full. There are people your age in other countries with much less. Make plans and move in baby steps. Focus only on your future and building yourself one day and a time. Thats my suggestion.
I've just listened to this video and blame the weed for his massive depression.
Your genuinely right the big problem is the inflation
I will never understand people that say life is great. I wish I felt that way. every tick of the clock is agony and I don't have the guts to kill myself
I hope you never do. don't give up, I know you can find your way. much love
Those are the people that don't think.
They are fake.
update - I dont feel this way anymore
@@ryan_deakin Don't worry, you will come back to the all natural state of enlightenment, of wisdom. Once you see something, you can't un-see it. You should never have looked, in the first place. Better to remain ignorant in bliss, but you lost your ignorance already.
I am the 40's female version of you. I have been you, my whole life. Directionless. Aimless. Bored. Questioning. Wondering. Repeating. Zillions of times. In the meantime Ive worked many unrewarding jobs, but bought a house. Still repeating the same directionless, aimless, bored, questioning, wondering traits daily. Find something that you like & blow it up. For me it is photography, traveling, & documenting things. It is the only thing I really care about at all. So, at least I have *something* to focus on. Good luck with your future, your channel, & your self. You may never find the answers. But take a chance, & keep plowing along. No one can live your life but you. We have only ourselves to ultimately rely on. If we chose to wake up tomorrow, we have to keep going. You very wise in your words. I subscribed to your channel :) *hug*
Jesus loves you ❤️
Life here on earth is really short but after death is eternity. Repent of your sins and trust that Jesus paid the price for your sins and rose again. Jesus is always there for you and listening ❤️
@@nikitac1lol
If you bought a house and can afford half decent photographic equipment then you are better off than most.
I'm big into optimistic nihilism. Nothing matters, therefore if we want to continue we need to find our own meaning in this world. It helps me a lot, day to day. Also having many hobbies to keep me busy and out of my head for too long.
“Life is terrible, exhausting, painful and boring and nothing matters”
OMG LETS BE OPTIMISTIC ABOUT THAT!!!
Your philosophy makes no sense
@@mojolmao1752 it makes sense to me and honestly, isn't that what I matters?
@@Merinkous okay if you wanna keep grinding the 9-5 while also accepting the idea you are doing it for no reason, go ahead im not gonna stop you
I feel you bro. I just turned 40 and have not a damn thing. And I tried so hard. To much odds. But I hope you pull through
I'm born Sept 13th 1984. I'll be 40 soon. I'm miserable and hate life. I only look forward to going back to the void.
Life is slow death. Every little loss leads closer to the ultimate one. There's no meaning, its a mind trick to keep going..
You can be saved by simply believing on the Lord Jesus Christ, not by trusting in your good deeds to earn you eternal life. Please make the best decision of your life and continue reading for 2 min. The gospel:
“...how that Christ died for our sinnes according to the Scriptures: And that he was buried, and that he rose againe the third day according to the Scriptures” (1 Cor 15: 3-4 KJV)
You are not unique; every human being has sinned and continues to sin daily. No person will live with God until they are deemed perfect and righteous. That can’t be done by you trying to reform your life, so we need another solution.
If you believe that Christ died for our sins and rose from the dead, God promises you eternal life at this very moment. Your mortal body may die, but your being (spirit) will never cease to exist and God will also resurrect your mortal body in the future like in Jesus’ case. That is why the resurrection is important because it shows Jesus is also able to also resurrect you.
What does it mean to believe? It is not complicated - to believe is to be convinced that something is true. If you think it is true that Christ died for all of your sins and rose from the dead, you are saved. It has nothing to do with changing your life, going to church, reading your bible, or stopping whatever bad things you do. If you trust in your good deeds instead of entirely Jesus, then you effectively do not believe that Christ died for all of your sins. You have to let Jesus carry the entire load of your sin.
It is like if I said I trust you to do well on your online exam, but then I offer to help you on some questions; I don’t actually trust you then. You don’t have to worry about stopping your sin because Jesus paid for all of them - simply trust him to follow through with his promise. Romans 5 likens salvation to a free gift; a gift is already free by nature, but a free gift leaves no room for interpretation. All you have to do is take the gift freely by believing. Nobody can force you to take a gift.
Ephesians 2:8-9
“For by grace are ye saued, through faith, and that not of your selues: it is the gift of God: Not of workes, lest any man should boast.”
We SHOULD do good deeds after being saved because good is still good and bad is still bad. However, we need to separate that from salvation; the only obligation for salvation is faith (Acts 16:31 and Titus 3:5). Even if you stop believing in Christ, or do a number of evil things, you would still go to heaven. That initial belief is what saved you from Hell already.
However, doing bad things is quite shameful so I would not recommend it. After you have believed, you should try to live right to help others and benefit your current life.
Jesus promises you eternal life now (present tense possession hath/have), not in the future. You can know for sure that you have everlasting life the moment you believe. 1 Timothy 3:16 and John 1:14 tell us that Jesus is God manifest in the flesh, the Word (one of Jesus’ titles) made flesh. God cannot lie as Titus 1:2 shows; you can be assured that he will never break his promise.
John 5:24
“Uerily, verily I say vnto you, Hee that heareth my word, & beleeueth on him that sent mee, hath euerlasting life, and shall not come into condemnation: but is passed from death vnto life.”
There are many other verses that show all it takes is faith, but hopefully this makes salvation very clear. This makes true Christianity distinct from all other religions like Catholicism and Islam, among hundreds of other smaller religions. Choose the one that is unlike the others. Other religions do not guarantee eternal life as it is based on whether you are good enough.
I feel like you 100% man. It's like listening to myself.
All life is an universal error -- all beings are trapped in a vicious cycle that silently begs to be broken...
I don't know what kind of beyond kreeminaI creator would create such awfeI world and such anatomically failed types of animals, such as mammals, that breet in such awfeI way and without a c-section, where the offspring is produced inside the body of the womyn (ewww) which is beyond grohs...
My theory is, that the kreeminaI that created this awfeI 'environment' was a jeaIous scientist/programmer/architect that put my essence here to zuffer the most awfeI zuffering, because he could not have or control the real me in the real world that's beyond the 'universal curtain' which is defined as The Outside -- even though he might have been the one that created both me and Cody and then he started envying Cody because he became obsessed with me because the real me was too perfect and too desirable, which is why he put my essence in the wrong body in this fake world (to make me suffer even more) which is not what most drones (that he created as a 'filler' or 'filling' for this fake world) find 'desirable' since he also created impostors/broads (that do not exist in the real world) and made most believe their awfeI eemage is that of a 'desirable' body by brainwashing them and by altering their perception...
...Being the type of kreeminaI that thinks that if he cannot be happy (if be couldn't be Cody) then I shouldn't be happy either, he did everything to prove that he has more control than Cody (which is not supposed to be possible) and didn't care about justice and ignored the fact that I am the one who deserves to be happy and living the perfect (dream) life...
...So he keeps my other half that I call Cody in a state of unconsciousness (Cody is the perfect man who is the strongest man and the purest man and the most intelligent man and the most beautiful/charming man and the most loving man and the most capable man and the most selfless man and the most ambitious man etc who can do anything and give me everything and prevent all my suffering and be there for me 24/7 and do everything I say etc -- in other words, Cody is my parallel/corresponding perfect other half who could take care of me effortlessly and make all my dreams come true in a second) where he is chained to a bed and kept unconscious at all times, so that he cannot come save/extract my essence out of this awfeI fake world where I am only made to suffer by the ClA, which he created to towture me emotionally and to control me in this fake world...
this is how literally every man in the history of humanity felt at age 19
Wrong.
Probably not.
Deep down we all are tired of life. I hope there is something better out there when we perish eventually.
Well yeah enternal peace of non existing...
2 yrs later, how are you doing man?
Fr I want to hear
he should really do an update video
My thought as well. How’s he doing?
Dude, I just want to end it all so I can escape from this meaningless bullshit. Nothing matters, man. I’m only alive because I don’t want to hurt my family
bro please get help, you just need to take care of yourself and find something that you enjoy
@@coolerFILMS Eventually you stop enjoying anything living in this fucking hell hole
I can relate.
@six 66 @Nic Nolan I cant know either of your living conditions although I do know that many people overreact and just don't live life to the fullest and make a choice to be depressed. I did this in the past
@Ali skates i feel bad for you man, hope it will pass. Even if its pointless you can still have fun
Keep going bro. Dont give up. Life may be pointless but you arent. Stay strong and stay up 💪🏾💪🏾
This is exactly the mentality that puts a person on the street.
Exactly
Being realistic? Yea
Realist stuff I’ve heard. 26 and feel the same way. I wish I was blissfully ignorant man. After high school I was just kind of hoping something would work out. Learned a trade and hate it. Work with zombies, and seems like most are unaware or at least appear that way. Feel like this is all for nothing. Much love bro
Same
I'm still in high school and already aware of the horrible nightmare life truly is
what trade?
Hey man! I know I’m might be a zombie but I’m just bad at socializing it’s just so damn hard to not have motivation to start things.
I've never smiled during graduation. People questioned that. I never smiled because I knew my life was gonna get worst.
Almost 46 years on this planet and I feel the same. Even with having a good paying job and savings. I can’t stand living for a piece of paper.
yeah man
All life is an universal error -- all beings are trapped in a vicious cycle that silently begs to be broken...
I don't know what kind of beyond kreeminaI creator would create such awfeI world and such anatomically failed types of animals, such as mammals, that breet in such awfeI way and without a c-section, where the offspring is produced inside the body of the womyn (ewww) which is beyond grohs...
I can't believe they sibjekted me to such visual terror as watching a kreeminaI breeter breet without a c-section in real life (in my childhood) and it scarred me for life and I wish I could unsee that abemeeneetien -- and when the grohs pIacenta fell, I dyed inside, again, ewww... I can't believe those momsters could subject their own offspring to such kreeminaI action, which is the most awfeI _ they could inflict on their offspring... To not realise (or, to not care) how beyond wrong it is to jhat out their offspring into a mortaI existence through their tunnels of doom aka the most awfeI place in the world...
This world is definitely a fake world (that feels real to all the beings that are trapped in it) because I can't believe a real world would allow the most beyond sacriIegious/kreeminaI actions and 'ideas' to happen/be created, such as breeting without a c-section and all that 69 fake nonsense (created by the ClA to hurt me and to break men inside) and, it wouldn't have allowed the ClA to create the visual garb industry (ClA's sham e) which is the most awfeI abemeeneetien that shouldn't exist, and it's equally obbensive, even though it's faIse, and a direct eensuIt to my very existence...
I understand your pain and what you're going through as I went through them as well. I truly hope and pray things work out for the best.
At 11:12 I know exactly what you mean, I get the motivation to make something happen but it always comes back to feeling suicidal/depressed.
I’ve tried to frame it as “whenever I’m feeling depressed/unmotivated, something new always comes up that lights a fire under my ass to make something happen”
You're me for the past 20 years. Everything is pointless. Everything fucking sucks. Drugs don't even help anymore. I've been living in my car for 4 years now, struggling to find a reason to live. I wish I could offer some advice, but that's how I found your video... looking for advice myself. Just know you're not alone bro. Good luck
All life is an universal error -- all beings are trapped in a vicious cycle that silently begs to be broken...
I don't know what kind of beyond kreeminaI creator would create such awfeI world and such anatomically failed types of animals, such as mammals, that breet in such awfeI way and without a c-section, where the offspring is produced inside the body of the womyn (ewww) which is beyond grohs...
Most guys cannot find a reason to live because they are betas (guys that date/compIiment/drill womyn or breet) and -- only the true alphas aka my protectors have a reason to live because they live to worship me, myself being the only thing that can give meaning and purpose to men who are trapped in such awfeI mortaI world that has no purpose and no meaning...
I am the pure being (the opposite of womyn) and I am the absolute being of true universal importance, which is an inherent quality only I possess, so I am the only being who can be loved and who is meant to be loved, while my protectors (the true alphas) are the only men who are selfless and intelligent and the strongest men in the world, so they are the only men who can feel such an absolute feeling as love -- love is the strongest emotion, and, a man's true wish is to find the one lovable being (me) and put all their love onto that being/me, and my protectors found me, so they have a reason to live...
It's better to live in a car than living in the same house where a womyn lives because using the same bathroom womyn use is beyond grohs, ewww...
I'm 30 years old now and I been knowing this since I was a kid but it's people like you and me that keeps a smile on my face because we know the truth now for majority of people this truth hurts but it's best to acknowledge it much love to you man I appreciate you
"Black ice" is the best car freshener scent choice
Bro word for word explained what the hell I'm going through . Its torture starting a job 2 days later quitting I can litterally feel my soul dying and time stands still . The detail my mind has worked life out to be has ruined me waking up spiritually has screwed my life up relationships family. The pinball of thoughts at night for hours till my brains exhausted then I fall asleep . I leave the house it's like I'm going for the ride I feel so much much
Yupp the same goes for me here in the Netherlands. But we have to push through, we are men and we have to find purpose. Take care❤
You're a really smart dude. It's honestly a curse to be an overthinker, but I really hope you end up doing something great with your life! Thanks for this content!
All life is an universal error -- all beings are trapped in a vicious cycle that silently begs to be broken...
I don't know what kind of beyond kreeminaI creator would create such awfeI world and such anatomically failed types of animals, such as mammals, that breet in such awfeI way and without a c-section, where the offspring is produced inside the body of the womyn (ewww) which is beyond grohs...
Only my protectors (the true alphas) are smart/intelligent (and I am intelligent too cause Chip made me super intelligent) and, we are logical beings (the opposite of humans) and, most humans think knowledge is the same thing as intelligence, but it isn't...
Most humans are not even aware, not even the ones that seem to be aware, nor the ones that think they are aware -- they usually just think they are aware because they are going through some difficult situation and feel like they h8 their life because of that, but not because they really realise how wrong it is to breet or to date womyn or how wrong it is to put womyn on undeserved pedestals where only I belong...
The few men that are intelligent also have the highest awareness and the highest perception level (so they hold on to their purity) and they are aware of their superiority, so they could never date/drill eenfeeryehr beings...
You are a wise young man. Your thoughts and feelings are reflecting the reality around us. I can definitely relate. You are keeping it real and that's actually a rare thing. You really should make videos just speaking your mind. It's good for you and many others. It's therapeutic.
The lad is correct. The world is rigged against him.
Welcome to your new atheist America.
I feel this guy 💯. Any brave souls want to break free from the plantation and start our own shit, I'll be down.
🖐️
The point is to treat life like a party.... or don't... the choice is yours, but there will be repercussions either way.
Waking up at such a young age......props to you.....fuck the norm !!
Jesus loves you ❤️
You asked for a sign
Repent of your sins and trust that Jesus died and paid the price for your sins and rose again. Life here on earth is short but after death is eternity. Accept Jesus into your heart. He is always listening and there for you ❤️ keep going and stay strong 💪
@@nikitac1Jesus committed a crime against the Roman Empire and was executed for his crime. Jesus was not the first man who considered himself to be a god. And he was not the last.
@@josephbishara4791 Jesus paid for our sins with his blood. He rose again three days later and ascended to the father. For as long as we believe in the finished work of Jesus Christ we shall be saved.
@@josephbishara4791 if Jesus committed a crime against the Roman empire, then why did Pontius Pilate, the Roman governor of Judea, do everything he could to spare Him including sending Jesus to Galilee and later offering to free Jesus or Barabas? Pilate repeatedly said that this is an innocent man and His blood will not be on my hands. Obviously because the Romans had no issue with Jesus and were just following Sanhedrin orders. But go ahead with your BS lies. You do it so well.
When you're a kid your dream is to be a fire fighter or an astronaut or an entrepreneur some crap. But when you hit 30, your dream changes to work from home, be able to retire or be able to own land. There are no dreams left.
We go from wanting to reach for the stars, to not wanting to leave our home.
We grow up to see how sh*tty the world is, so we just try to find what comfort and happiness we can, where we don't have to kill ourselves working, or dealing with the vast majority of unpleasant people
@@General_Kenobi_212stop cursing its a sin.....
So right, I’m retired and there’s nothing else. There is no more excitement, nothing to look forward to. Just the same old things everyday.
@@gregkareem9824dude, read the room. I doubt someone who thinks that their life has no meaning cares about cursing being a sin
retire? ya right. not happening with inflation. own land? only if you're rich.
Thank you for your speech and I really hope you are doing well after 2years
41 and I got no one . All my family is dead . Most of my friends are dead and I have nobody and it’s tough. You are still young enough to turn it around
Same for you, you're not old, i wish you all the best and luck
@@frenky_vnm not “ old” per say but def getting there . But I thank you
that’s horrible
@@frenky_vnm thank you and yeah I am not old but not young anymore , it’s tough having no family , and honestly unless you experience you just don’t know how it is . Esp at my age and having to face the rest of my life with no genuine family . No extended or close . Idk what I’m gonna do
Your not alone bro. I’m 23 and this shit sucks😂💯
Same age bro, I actually think we could be in hell.
All I want honestly is to live isolated somewhere with a dog and call it a life.😂
22 but I feel the same
@@DaneDoper facts
im 16 now and im in depression since the age of 10. you van just imagine how painful it is for a 12 yo to totally change his personality to fit the society
Life isn't about being happy, its about dying. From the moment you are concieved you are dying. Remember Death is a Gift.
Lol
So true
Life is just a random,meaningless experience that began suddenly and will end suddenly. Nothing stays forever, I don't believe in anything or anyone, I'm just waiting for my death.
This is EXACTLY how I feel! You hit every single point! Life is pointless. There is nothing deeper to life.
I've mostly been trying to have a positive outlook on life, but this man's astute observation of how bullshit life really is, awakens a familiar feeling in me that i've had since high school. You feel so important but at the same time you are just a flicker in the universe, and the struggle to come to terms with those two truths. I'm trying to graduate with a computer science degree but the truth is, i hate it. I got into university as soon as i finished high school because that's what everyone else around me did at the time. I don't have any dreams or aspirations. I hate how your only motivation to study is being threatened with bad grades. Even if i manage to get my degree i will just end up slaving my life away to some company.
I never really understood people that genuinely enjoy life. Highschool, university, career opportunities, friendships, relationships, marriage, family. It’s all a farce, it’s all fake. You are not the car you drive or the money that you have in the bank or the contents of your wallet. Friends always leave you and relationships often don’t last. Surely you can see the futility of it all. I have to do all these things like i’m an actor in some movie except this is not a movie, it’s real life. It makes me feel alienated, like i don't belong here.
Tell me about it I ask myself the same question everyday why do I I even exist it’s so pointless it’s joke
@@TonyTheTiger1000I can tell you an interesting fact. Which is that we are different from other beings. We understand everything through our brain capabilities. While animals are only focused on what they do which are simple. We complicated our lives into advancing including consciousness and knowledge. And now we are struggling because of those abilities. What we should do is focus on our lives and live normal life, and be healthy. That is what every other being does. You can learn from them. I hope you understand me.
Most people probably think this way. Some are better at hiding it, some have enough distractions in their lives to not think about it too much, but its there for everyone. I can see why religion has been a thing for humans since it's origin, because without it we seem to have no purpose. I recently graduated university with a Master. My life right now is working a part time job and sending in a bunch of job applications for corporations that I don't care for, and that don't care for me either. In fact, no one cares about anything, it's all just fake but we all have to make living somehow so it's a game we all have to play in this modern world. Graduating did not make me happier at all, and finding real friends becomes harder and harder as you age.
But yea, I really struggle to see to point in anything these days. The system that we will live in is honestly broken. We could have alot more spare time, alot more activities that brings us together, but with how the world works we have to constantly work to produce something that in turn can generate sales and money. If that product actually makes life better for anyone doesn't really matter, we have to generate an income somehow. Then we get home tired, with no desire to do anything. I also believe most people are good people at heart, but the way the world functions creates narcissistic, dysfunctional and moronic people.
@@Science6933Why i wish a i wasn’t a human and had such awareness and all this knowledge intelligence smartness and whatever u want to call this.
@@atomic3968 I understand you. I ask that question as well. I also ask myself why I am still alive or why was I not alive as well.😄 It is confusing. It is only what we choose. It doesn't matter whatever we do or don't do. It is usually who make important of types. I advice you to think about yourself and your family members. So, that you get a purpose and don't overdo. Think before you do anything. Enjoy and be smart. And don't stress yourself. That is one of my wishes.
I'm glad I did not skipped this video. I'm surprised by this man's awareness. Its litterally on point!
What i learned in life that you may have to swallow your pride to eventually get what you want, and that includes working shitty jobs or depending on a person you may not like until you´ve collected enough money to make your situation more feasible for potential changes.
There are a lot of dwelling souls like yourself with these thoughts my friend, just try to make the best out of life as you can, and if opportunities are presented then take them, and yes life is not fair for most people, but that doesn´t mean you can´t work on improving yourself.
Don´t do crazy stuff like suicide or crime, just do the grind until you have enough to make necessary changes.
The reason I’m watching this is because I’m feeling the same way. Im 31 now but when I was 18 till 25 I had a bad depression and a lot of anxiety attacks I was feeling worthless and didn’t know what to do with my life , no real friends, I was the black duck in my moms house , went through a lot of verbal and mental abuse as a kid and a lot more stuff. After 25 I started to do good, was able to kind of manage my depression and anxiety but then at 26 I ended up in jail for something “that happened” when I was 24. Did 2 1/2 years came home and just been working and taking care of mines. But recently something came up and it is sparking back up my depression and anxiety making me feel as if life is so unfair and is been two days now that I wake up feeling down not wanting to do nothing and not caring about life.
Nathan, I feel the same way. Dad died 2 years ago, mom died about 2 months ago, girlfriend of 5 years who was with me through it all left 3 days after. Life just seems so meaningless now. The only thing that ever matters in this life I believe is your bond to others, friends, family, or loved ones. Without those life is just an empty void.
Edit: subbed to you. Make more videos
I’m so sorry for all of your losses. not having meaning in life is a hard place to be. i agree with you, i think some of the best parts in life are the times spent with family and friends. you’re not alone in your loneliness though. and you can look at your life as almost a clean slate. i know how hard it is to build back what was lost, but you don’t have anything tying you anywhere now. your options are endless. even though this is a tragic point in your life, you can take these feelings and make them into something greater! i posted this video 2 weeks ago then forgot about it. i came back to see this crazy amount of reception, all the great words of advice, and all the people that feel the same way i do. it’s mind blowing, but it shows me that i’m not alone. and you’re not either ❤️ i’m brainstorming the next video, so look out for it in the next few days. i hope it can offer you a bit of solace in this time of distress.
That's one of the things I've come to slowly realize. Connection with others is a huge massive part of what makes life worth even considering. Loneliness is one of the worst things to ever exist.
@@hansfrankfurter2903 What? I like being alone and don't even like socializing
@@gazagxrlx2974 I get it, but you can't be totally alone?
@@hansfrankfurter2903^^^
Knowing this and having no friends…
It’s like being an astronaut not tied to the space station
Just ready to float off…
only psychos can truly escape hollowness in this world by taking advantage of others without guilt, but tbh they're even more hollow.
Feeling Every Word of you brother. Life is so tough Every day. It feels like all ppl Are still dead.. the way eveyone is dealing… the cruel world we Are living in 😢
You are speaking the truth and its the same wayy im feeling about life i just turned 30 nd im sick of struggling living paycheck to paycheck i get an average pay check but ur right by time u pay taxes , groceries, fuel, rent / mortgage, insurances all this nonsense the poor get poorer the rich get richer i would much rather live in the cave man dayys because the world we live in now is ugly its based on greed , wealth, hierarchy i really dont understand how there is people who dont even have water or food the basics yet others are chucking millions away as if they're blind to the ones just trying to survive !!!!!!😤😤😤
You can be saved by simply believing on the Lord Jesus Christ, not by trusting in your good deeds to earn you eternal life. Please make the best decision of your life and continue reading for 2 min. The gospel:
“...how that Christ died for our sinnes according to the Scriptures: And that he was buried, and that he rose againe the third day according to the Scriptures” (1 Cor 15: 3-4 KJV)
You are not unique; every human being has sinned and continues to sin daily. No person will live with God until they are deemed perfect and righteous. That can’t be done by you trying to reform your life, so we need another solution.
If you believe that Christ died for our sins and rose from the dead, God promises you eternal life at this very moment. Your mortal body may die, but your being (spirit) will never cease to exist and God will also resurrect your mortal body in the future like in Jesus’ case. That is why the resurrection is important because it shows Jesus is also able to also resurrect you.
What does it mean to believe? It is not complicated - to believe is to be convinced that something is true. If you think it is true that Christ died for all of your sins and rose from the dead, you are saved. It has nothing to do with changing your life, going to church, reading your bible, or stopping whatever bad things you do. If you trust in your good deeds instead of entirely Jesus, then you effectively do not believe that Christ died for all of your sins. You have to let Jesus carry the entire load of your sin.
It is like if I said I trust you to do well on your online exam, but then I offer to help you on some questions; I don’t actually trust you then. You don’t have to worry about stopping your sin because Jesus paid for all of them - simply trust him to follow through with his promise. Romans 5 likens salvation to a free gift; a gift is already free by nature, but a free gift leaves no room for interpretation. All you have to do is take the gift freely by believing. Nobody can force you to take a gift.
Ephesians 2:8-9
“For by grace are ye saued, through faith, and that not of your selues: it is the gift of God: Not of workes, lest any man should boast.”
We SHOULD do good deeds after being saved because good is still good and bad is still bad. However, we need to separate that from salvation; the only obligation for salvation is faith (Acts 16:31 and Titus 3:5). Even if you stop believing in Christ, or do a number of evil things, you would still go to heaven. That initial belief is what saved you from Hell already.
However, doing bad things is quite shameful so I would not recommend it. After you have believed, you should try to live right to help others and benefit your current life.
Jesus promises you eternal life now (present tense possession hath/have), not in the future. You can know for sure that you have everlasting life the moment you believe. 1 Timothy 3:16 and John 1:14 tell us that Jesus is God manifest in the flesh, the Word (one of Jesus’ titles) made flesh. God cannot lie as Titus 1:2 shows; you can be assured that he will never break his promise.
John 5:24
“Uerily, verily I say vnto you, Hee that heareth my word, & beleeueth on him that sent mee, hath euerlasting life, and shall not come into condemnation: but is passed from death vnto life.”
There are many other verses that show all it takes is faith, but hopefully this makes salvation very clear. This makes true Christianity distinct from all other religions like Catholicism and Islam, among hundreds of other smaller religions. Choose the one that is unlike the others. Other religions do not guarantee eternal life as it is based on whether you are good enough.
My advice to you, brother... serve others. When you notice somebody needs help with something, just show up to assist them in any way you can. What you will reap from being there for others will reward your spirit more than you could ever fathom. It sounds like that's something that will deplete you and just take from you... but it will actually have the opposite effect. Seeing others benefit from something you contributed to is incredibly rewarding. Things will fall into place that you never could've expected when you have a selfless mentality. I hope you see this and I hope you're doing well man. Take care
How would that help?
@joshuabuchanan1141 he explained it in what he just said smh.
No, then people just see you as someone they can mooch off of and use as a doormat. Very few people actually just appreciate what you do for them and not see you as an opportunity to gain more.
100% its karma and manifestation
@@briannamorrison380 such a shitty mindset. you'd know if someone you're helping is using you as a doormat unless they're some kind of sociopathic manipulative genius. it's not too hard to help out and be nice sometimes. not everybody's a fuckin sociopath.
Spot on. Rick and Morty helped me discover the meaninglessness of life better than any hardships I've faced. Life is a circus and we are the clowns.
that sounds so corny
Your the brittle piece of stray straw, that lies dormant under the seat of the audience stand…buried in *layers* of dust and dirt that has accumulated over decades.
People laugh and share incredible experiences with one other above you, whilst you just…lay there.
~🎪
yeah then dont be the clown, simple.
@@ShaboomquisaI know, I’m dyeing man 😂
@@Shaboomquisafr, people watch Rick and Morty and all of a sudden think they’re the next Nietzsche or something lmao, they really love telling people life is meaningless. It’s so meaningless that they’ve gotta let everybody know.
This is too true. Even though i got a "normal" life decent looks and money yet i am still alone and miserable. Fuck this bs.
I will give you an advice as mature man who went to the university and got a bachelor in accounting; don't go to college hoping your life will change. I was high honors and all but didn't get any benefit for time and money invested; it's a total waste. You will be better off on working hard and invest the money wisely you get on your hands; you are still young and I think it's the best route to take. Don't give up on hope man
Hope is irrational.
hope is notrational , but neither is term misuse . Edit out the big term lord . Miss Freya is the only Lady , those of us who are Her loyal protectors and boyfriends we are the only lords
@@theprotectordvoftruth5465 What drugs are you high on?
“Anything I work towards in my life will ultimately mean nothing…” *hits vape* holy crap this is deep, man
yeah maybe throw that cancer stick out. Find god. Because if we there is no moral god then we might aswell end ourselves as we would just be matter and energy if that was the case. And we would only live because BOOM right! But no we can love. Enjoy think.
@@lauritzpetemolderup3556tried that. Didn’t work. Just felt like a cope. Felt like I was lying to myself.
@@lauritzpetemolderup3556right bro, the devil has this man in his grips, negative thinking. When your life purpose is to glorify God then life has meaning whether or not your broke or rich
There is no god, this earth is millions of years old. Civilization just 10k. Thousands of religions and gods have been there to believe in. Life is meaningless, you have to find meaning in the meaninglesness of it. Help yourself and help others thats it
Jesus man. The only mf to prove himself over all the other ones@@676marvin
i always joke about the absolute absurdity of life , and i always take life unserious. although recently i have had a lot of thoughts like these, back in highschool as well. ive always had profoundly deep thoughts, i guess ive kinda surpressed them these past years, thats what most people tend to do unfortunately. This video just awakened me again for real, made me realize what tf am i actually doing, im at my happiest when im with friends and having fun, simple as that. its what i should be doing more. the whole dynamic and structure previous generations have implemented has had radically deep consequences on recent generations. Its not it, its unnatural to live how we do now, and i dont see anything getting better unfortunately, at least not for a while. But i have found things in life that really spark that light within me, and when i focus on those and keep the people i value and have made connections with along the years by my side, everything works out. everybody has the rainy days, i like to spend those sleeping or reading lol. do what your heart wants in this world, you only got one shot.
Loving the honesty my man. What you've said is pertinent in this time of massive inequality.
Hang in there young one. We are in the end of days a lot of people in every country feel your pain especially due to the recession and all of these wars going on.
The lad is correct. The world is rigged against him.
Welcome to your new atheist America.
We were in the "end of days" when Jesus died.
@@youMatterItDoesGetBetter Jesus said there were some standing there who would see him return. He was only going to return during the tribulation time and the end times, which seem to be 2 different time periods. Some of us think the tribulation already happened because Jesus said about some standing there. We are now probably in the short season of deception spoken of in Revelation.
I just meant every generation thinks its the end times. Good chance we're here another 50k years. We have NO idea. @@TheVirginGary
@@youMatterItDoesGetBetter Yes we have very much of an idea when the end occurs, just not of the exact day. Jesus told us of certain things to look for when the end is near, and those things appear to be happening. Also, Daniel chapter 2 speaks of 4 coming kingdoms, 2 that would rule to the ends of the earth (apparently Britain & USA) and in the time of these kings God will establish an everlasting kingdom. Also in that time, the iews return to their lands and worship God rather than idols like they had been and still appear to be worshiping. iews are still returning to their land they they only got in 1948.
At 25 I have moments where I feel the same way I still feel like an immature child to this day. What I came to realize is the worst thing to do is to think too much and try to pressure yourself to grow up too fast. The more you get stuck in your head the more you overcomplicate life. Just do things you like and learn to enjoy them rather than worrying about your future too much. I have the same problem with authority also. I used to think I was weak for not tolerating disrespect from authority when in reality authority gaslights you into thinking they have control and you can’t think for yourself. I’m glad you have the mindset of questioning everything because people can literally cripple someone with a lot of potential through gaslighting. Just remember that you have to just do what you need to do and find a way to make something out of a hobby that you’re doing and stop caring what people think or say because at the end of the day the harsh reality is people are just very flawed creatures that are constantly at war with themselves and they’re not any different than you and me so don’t take anybody’s criticism or hate personal.
The first failure of man is he cares about what other people thinks of him or says to him. This is the start if failure others peoples opinion affects one's self worth. Don't let it happen never again ❤❤❤🎉
Praying for everyone 🙏🏽 you may not want it but just having you know you have a person praying.
This is so real. I’ve been struggling to stay afloat and make something of myself. I got a degree and can’t even land a job in the field I got my degree in. I’m in my 30’s living with my family. I feel stuck. I feel trapped. It’s like no matter how hard I try, I just come up short. The older I get, the more I realize, life is just a pointless and meaningless journey. What’s it all for?
I'm sorry that you are in a very bad situation, you don't deserve this at all. What kind of field you wanted to go for?
@@lonewolfnergiganos4000 software development or product management.
I feel for you all I dont feel the same struggle you do I dont think it's pointless I work part time my partner just lost his ability to walk to go to the toilet on his own his own independence gone just like that from a third stroke I felt his words when he said what is the point of learning to do it all again if he could have another stroke but he went on he got the ability to stand again
I used to feel the same void inside me, but after almost 22 years of my life and after many events that happened, I called to God and He answered back. He has filled me with His Holy Spirit and the void inside of me was gone and my depression and purposelesness was changed to joy, love and great purpose. Call upon the name of Jesus Christ and ask Him to give you His Holy Spirit, who is the helper that God gives freely to all who repent from their sins and ask for Him to give Him!
Matthew 11: “28. Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."
Jeremiah 29: “11. For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 12. Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. 13. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.”
All who accepts Jesus Christ as their only Lord and Savior and repent from their sins shall be saved and will inherit eternal life and happiness in the kingdom of God! But all who do not will have to pay for their own mistakes in the lake of fire. Be wise, don’t do evil and choose to do good, that is to follow Jesus! Amen!
Stop buying Apple hardware for a start.
This video is actually profoundly deep and relatable. You're incredibly bright and very good at conveying how you are feeling. Use this emotion and intellect as an outlet. Make more videos/write this down and publish. Read your comments, you've hit a nerve with thousands of people.
Only people with no hope. Which is the majority these days 🤔 read the Bible dude ✌❤
@@carlmorgan8452 Wrong. Check out "the sanity machine” for a rude awakening. Bible is freemasonic garage. Wake up
I feel like the ultimate test in life is seeing if you fold to what ever or who ever comes at you. You really have to be the hero In your own eyes and never give up no matter how dark it gets. “Let us not look back in anger, nor forward in fear, but around us in awareness”
Always thought the sperm that got to the egg was the winning sperm but actually were the unlucky sperm that "won the trap"
Too deep for the intro.
You've simply woken up to reality to what life actually is. I would say that you have gained enlightenment. People, especially in the uk, just pretend that they are happy, it's a coping mechanism because life is actually just a means to an end. I find life in uk so exhausting, no one is real , everyone just works or raises kids and conversations are usually about these two things, for someone who has nothing in common with these two things ( like me) I don't have anything to talk about with anyone.
UK guy here, yeah its mad how many sheep are around us. People happy to be on there bullshit wages, talking about pointless crap like " what are you having for dinner tonight " Gotta be humbled that you see through this shit instead of these NPC's. They cant articulate there thoughts like we can bro, stay bless.
Another UK guy here from rural Lincolnshire. I conquer with what you both said. I hate the small town mindset I'm exposed to where I live. I see through all the fakeness and bullshit. It's like a stage with loads of bad actors. Effort you put into people and family never seems to be reciprocated. And everyone just talks about droll things and tries to convince you that having kids and getting married are the answer but in reality all they want is for you to be as miserable as they are. This is really good as it gets. Thank fuck for my little escape mechanisms, small indulgence in alcohol, old school videogames and fitness oh and spending time with my missus, she is great but secretly miserable as I am I fear.
@@Crukren89You guys literally said everything I wanted to and more. There’s something about the UK I swear. It’s so monotonous the way people converse and every conversation has to involve your career as if that’s what’s important.
I am 51 and I don’t have a life, I just exist in this miserable reality, I am disillusioned about everything and anything due to being conned, deceived, tricked and lied about stuff…. I experience a void and emptiness for not being able to connect to people because they all think differently about life. They defend it like it was a gift or pleasant experience full joy and happiness.. getting old sucks, being a man sucks too even more because of the misandry in the society. Feminist culture is destroying it. Your video was amazing really. You are such a genuine person who had huge balls to open up like a boss. You are a true hero who spoke on behalf of many who are suffering in silence and are so weak and discouraged to say anything for fear of retaliation or rejection. You a legend. I am glad you posted it.. many thanks. I will like and subscribe and hopefully your channel can grow and make money out of your thoughts 💭 wherever you say things about how you feel how difficult life is.. your video is valuable to me because it’s important issue. UA-cam is forcing silly and stupid videos without any significant meaning just like tik tok.. I hope you find something that makes you want to live for. I am impressed how eloquent and well articulated to express your thoughts. Take care and my total respect to you.
Feminist culture, really? Lmao
@@walrusmaximus It always comes back to entitlement; realises life is pointless then somehow decides it's the fault of women. Complains about being a 'slave' to the man, then bitches women won't be their slaves
@@walrusmaximusYes
Lol shut it
You're walter white age man up bro
Keep living young man. Things will definitely get better soon day. Life is a marathon not a sprint.
You do what you can in life then die. Reality fucking sucks.
this guy sounds just like me. I know i dont belong here. I used to say there are two types of people in this world... painfully aware and blissfully unaware. he and I are painfully aware of what life truly possesses. Hes so young too. Its terrible how much faster this is being learned. I have never watched a youtube video and deeply understood each word so much. im 29 and ive felt this way since 16. it never goes away.
Yeah each word he said resonates with me as well.
Painfully aware or blissfully unaware 😂excellent.
I wasted many years trying to figure out what I’m doing here. I had my baby 9 months ago and I get it now. i had to stop searching and just discover. Every new person I meet, every new podcast I listen to or place I go… as long as it’s different from my norm (in turn making it so I don’t have a norm because I’m always doing something different) I’m a lot happier. If you always watch one kid of show, listen to lyrics of one genre of music, and eat the same meals, use the same apps, buy the same whatever… you can expect the same shit. So bottom line the point of life is discovery
I’m 17, I went from blissful unawares to this conscious state about a year and a half ago, yeah it sucks but just gotta do what I gotta do. I graduate in 3 months, what I do after who knows. Might just ski and sk8 for a while with the homies until I figure it out. Live minimalist and enjoy music and friends that’s about it.
Imagine realizing all this at 2.5 yrs old. Try that one. That's really fun lol