LyonSpearz I have never hear a song so amazing. This dude has a huge bright future I hope he keeps going. He should be famous (well he kinda is in the depressive community)
I know a lot of u won't read this faint comment and it be fine This song brought me so much hope and made me think about it a lot cuz a lot of this is about my life not my life exactly but like 99% of everything that happens to Steven in this song happened to me and my real name is Steven so when I heard this I almost started crying cuz all really happened to me except the part where he smoked weed or did shot that the only thing i didn't do and I almost died until my friend stopped me she ran to the park where I was going to jump from a high a*s bridge to my death to solid ground she ran all the way over there so fast as soon as I posted that I'm leaving forever that I'm ending my life that day and jumping off the bridge to my death and if anyone tried to make me change my mind to try before some certain time which I was going to leave but she saved me that day from jumping off I was already climbing up and standing on the ledge when she pulled me to safety till this day I feel like I owe her and every time I hear this song it make wonder y I did y and how she saved my life and I known must of u won't read this faint comment and that alright but this song inspired me to stop bully's more then I already do to tap into my human emotions and help people and save as many lives as possible I thank the person who wrote this song and again I know a lot of u won't read this but if u do thx for learning about my life and thanks to all
I know this is a year late reply but oh well tbh I started cry reading this comment cause of your story and it was really brave of you to tell it and how lucky you are to have a friend like that I hope your doing better now
@@gavinparker8870 you never know that, you don't know what their life is like so how about you stop assuming that this is just for attention not everybody says stuff like that for attention some do but not all so just stop
This song is so touching. It's talking about how a boy named Steven committed suicide because his dad died, his mom is in and out of his life. His step dad beats him. He gets bullied at school. His older brother is in and out of jail and on drugs. He is following in his brothers footsteps. Steven gave up on himself because he thought that no one loved him. Don't give up on yourself. Weather you believe it or not there is someone out there who loves you and will love you. Don't be like Steven. Have faith in yourself and god.
the guy Jake Miller wrote about is dead he said it in one of his interviews and he doesn't have little brother he was saying Steven was following in his older brothers foot steps
Having faith in god doesn't really have much to do with the song. The song talks about how Steven looked to god for help and was let down, like everyone else had let him down previously.
I remember hearing this song on the way to school , this song really touched me . I was hoping that by the end of the song he would've beaten his depression and his problems but I was so sad that didn't happen 😢
I'm reaching out to everyone who feels this way. You don't have to feel alone. There's always a way out, a way so much better than ending it. I'm offering to be your friend. A listener, a shoulder cry on. No one should have to feel like they have no one to lean on.
+Ryan Sisselman Being a freshman is not easy. Take it from someone who's graduated and spent her entire high school years in a wheelchair. I was definitely an outcast and felt like I didn't have anyone. But there's always someone willing to listen. I guarantee you're not the only one who feels alone in your school. Find those people and make sure you're never alone again. You can help each other. And as for your being drunk, the hell you doing drinking as a freshman?! I'm with your mom on this one, taking your phone away. Your mother doesn't deserve to deal with things like that, especially with your dad in jail. She needs you more than ever and you can't be there for her if you're drunk. I know you wanna be young and have fun but you can do that without getting drunk. Your actions have consequences man.
+Ryan Sisselman You have to know those people just suck. If your friends say they're true, then you should believe them over some random hating texter. As sad as it is there are people who get some sick high on putting other people down. And if you're still feeling down, just know I would be sad if you were gone. Because I'm here. I'm trying my very best to tell you that you matter. If you were to ignore me and leave the world, it would mean I've failed you. So please please don't give up. You're so young and you've barely began to love your life.
I almost performed this on America's Got Talent when I was 15 and was scared and didn't want to wait 5 more hours to audition... Looking back, seeing how life has gone... I don't know how much I regret not doing it. I love and miss this song so much. Jake is coming to my city in October and I hope I can tell him how much he helped me through the old days.
Every time the last part of this plays I can't help but shed a team. This is so emotional! I wish I could walk into this song and find Steven and give him a big hug and tell him that I am here for him and hopefully bring him hope.
...so sad...but what's even sadder is that it's true. This actually happens. People can be really cruel. And for what? For a laugh? To feel powerful? I just wish everyone could step back and get the full view and see their impact on someone. Can't say I'm innocent and never hurt anyone but I'm always working on bettering myself and being kind. And I encourage you all to do the same and most importantly, share love with everyone! No matter how bad they treat you, show mercy.
I really feel like that sometimes, but being the only child who is not a favorite (thats three kids if you didnt know) but then I heard this song and 'A Million Lives' and knew that well I'm not the only one who is depressed. Also it is worse on me because my mom and step dad fihht alot. Thanknyou for more hope...
I actually saw Jake Miller in concert & met him... such a nice guy. This song is so emotional & has so much meaning. Please stay strong to everyone who is struggling.
i start to cry every time he says “look, you’re the reason that i’ve done this” i forgot about this song and i used to listen to it years ago and it made me cry every time and it still does omg
That explains how my life is, my dad passed almost three years ago and he was my everything, I was a daddy's girl and I miss him so much, if anyone is going through any of this I promise you'll get through it just stay strong, you'll be ok.😭😇
kayla territo- my dad want to jail wen I was four cause he abused me I still rememeber everything, it's traumatizing. My grandma found me getting abused my him one day and called the cops (his own mother) she says I would probably be dead if she didn't come around right then.
Serjio Gonzalez Everything will end up alright. Sometimes things get hard, but you'll get through it. If you ever need to talk to someone I'm here to help.
I'm that kid steven. This is exactly what happened in my childhood. Literally crying because of this song. Thank you for tell my story even if this is about a different steven this is 100% my childhood.
who ever gets down when listening to this song I just want u 2 know that when I first heard this song I was about to die but luckily my friend was there he made not to kill my self and since then the first song of my day is this whatever u do stay strong pls don't let ur feelings finish u!!!!!!
I've been listening to Jake Miller sense 5th grade and his words are so true. I feel the same way, I can't even right now. This song is legit how I've been feeling my whole life, I've tried so many times and gave up on half of them because I didn't think I could do it. It's rough out there and anyone who can relate to this like me, it hasn't gotten better for me but I've heard that it gets worse before it gets better, Just think of that. Life's rough but if you ever need someone to talk to hmu.
Ashley, life isn't about the down its about the ups, because for example when people are going to post something do they post something positive or negative happening in there life!
I have one thing to live for; my brother, Jake. He's been going through some rough stuff. He starves because he doesn't have the money to buy much food. I wrote a letter to my mom saying I was depressed, but she just brushed it off. I only see my dad once a month, and even then, I don't get to see him because of his work.
Kaya Loo could you have a cry for me because I’ve gone fully numb. Enjoy feeling emotions while you can. Because they won’t last forever, I know your thinking that it’s probably better not feeling it but trust me it ain’t you feel a hella lot worse so enjoy it while it lasts. Your not too far gone just yet
I have 2 things too live for my dad and my girlfriend if I didn't have them I'd probably run away or just die i guess I'm lucky because without my dad I'd be just like Steven
Where is everyone when you need them? I'm falling apart and I don't think I can do it. I hope that you all feel guilty cause I'm broken now and you CANT heal me. My mom died from suicide and I wanna see her, imagine a 9 year old walking in her moms room and finding her dead in a pool of her own blood, and a empty pill bottle. I know people have it worse than me but I still have problems of my own. Im 12 now, I already attempted suicide 4 times.
Tamara Harding Stay strong baby doll!! I know things are very hard for you but I promise things will get better! I know that you have heard that many times but I really do mean it!! I was going through a very hard time learning that my dad was killed when I was little but I prayed to god every night and he will help you!!! Pray! Things will get better! I promise you that!!! I'm sorry to hear that this is what you are going through... You are way too young to be thinking about suicide.... Talk to someone that will help you!! Stay strong angel 💗❤️💟
I attempted it once, I attempted it 4 weeks ago, From being bullied feels like you have no power over yourself and you're just slaved ans kept in a cage that's bedrock.
Me too I’m 12 now I know you’re 15 now but I’ve attempted 4 times too and my dad got murdered when I was 7 and I developed behavior issues and my mom got breast cancer and started drinking a lot and verbally mentally and sometimes physically abusing me and my dad was the one I would always talk to and I think my step dad is the one who killed him it’s been like a year since I beat depression and it’s just coming back but I’m gonna be okay because I’m becoming numb to anything and everything and I’m just gonna stop letting everybody get to me I really just don’t care about anything anymore and if I wasn’t so scared I would be dead a long time ago and nobody knows the one boy I told I had a crush on when I was around 9 or 10 and he told all his friends and we were dating like a little fake 4th grade relationship and I like another boy a little bit and he told him so we “broke up” and I kinda fell in love with him like actually now we’re not even friends anymore after 5 years together but I don’t need him or anybody else I just want to love somebody even though I’m on in seventh grade I just want that one boy to love me and everything will be okay
Please reply! Are you okay? please don't ever think like this I know you can get through it if you are still alive please know there are people here for you. I am here for you!
I suffered from depression for two years now. Hell its hard. I haven't cut since last year. I'm not proud of it tho and never will be. But I'm staying strong ❤
I cut and I have tried to kill myself and I get bullied and don't have a father figure in my life. I think why am I alive and why am I not love no one will miss me if I'm gone
Been a few years since i last heard this song. Unfortunately i can relate. Used to suffer bullying in school. Back in grades 5-6, got mocked, called names, mimicked, laughed at for no reason. Didn't have too many friends either and they didn't do shit. One time, when i got out of the bathroom stall, i even saw someone jumping and spitting into the same stall i was in. After that i moved so i went to a different school with different kids. Still didn't have that many friends, and it was pretty much the same. Mocking, names, even physical at some points. But at grade 10 i decided i've had enough. I went up to them and told them that enough is enough and they stopped. We've became closer ever since. So, if you suffer bullying, abuse, get mistreated by someone, by all means for your own, i ask you to speak up. Get away if you can. You' re not alone, i know you can do this, i know how hard fhis is and i know it's a long way to the ens of that damned tunnel, but all you need is to believe in yourself. I know you can do it. I may not know you, but i want you to know rhat i believe in you. It's not a journy you walk alone on, i'm here to support you, and i'm gonna walk beside you. You're amazing, you have the powers for this. You CAN do this
I just want to say to anyone in this situation simular or about the same as this. You will get over it if you ask for help... You never know, the last person you may think that wont help you, just might help you.... I had someone to help me through it in some strange way..... I never thought this person would ever care for such person as myself.... I can't believe it, but im actually happy about the future in my life.... I feel like I can do it to it and get my life changed around... sure its gonna be hard to do but God knows i gotta try harder for myself first then he will help you further... n further..... Please try to make the effort to change.... You can do it.... My love and support goes out there to anyone who has suffered like I have.... Remember you can save you own life... Just reach out to somebody... You can change for the better.... and be proud of yourself for doing so...
LYRICS PEEPS Yeah, look Let me tell you about a kid named Steven He's slowly running out of things to believe in Every couple of months his mom leaves him, For no good reason his step-dad beats him Not too many friends, only ever had a few of them, But recently they don't want anything to do with him Always eating lunch in the bathroom stall, He just wants to feel normal and be cool again, yeah Always feeling like the outcast, he's been going crazy ever since his dad passed He needs guidance and advice but instead He only has breakdowns and flashbacks of the car crash uh It's been getting harder everyday, if he was still around everything would be ok 'Cause his dad was always the light at the end of the tunnel, But now that same damn tunnel is looking dark and grey He keeps quiet in the back of the class And when the bell rings Steven hurries home fast Scared to death the other kids will kick his ass on the long walk home 'Cause its happened in the past so He's getting used to the black eyes and fat lips But all he's got is a fake smile and cut wrists Wishin' he could walk right up to them and show them the scars And say look you're the reason that I've done this Maybe they would finally understand and go back to how it was before it all began But he's just a little different so they taunt him and they beat him Yeah it's all just fun and games, they don't give a damn, yeah His older brother ain't around, in and out of jail, hanging with the wrong crowd He's been doing coke, smoking weed, getting drunk all his life he's a shame No, he's not too proud Now his habits are rubbing off on his little bro yeah, but guess what? Little did he know that every time he did a line, Every time he lit a joint, Every time he took a shot he would set the mode So Steven's sitting in his room getting high now Doors locked, music up, with his lights out He just takes another toke til his room fills with smoke 5-6-7 hours til he knocks out Now he started stealing pills from his mom 8-9-10 at a time and now they're gone And maybe for a moment all his problems seem to fade, But the high fades too after not too long And that's when it really sinks in and that's when it hits him That these god damn drugs won't fix him Curled up on the floor, can't take it anymore Now he's talking to God 'cause he's the only one that gets him On his knees, looking up, can't stop crying "God I know we haven't talked in a long time But this time I really need you. Please God help me, say something Just give me a sign, because now I'm falling apart and I don't think that I can do it. Please God, give me the strength To pull through it. Tell me, Should I give up? I could end it all right now. I just don't know if I'm brave enough to do it. 'Cause there's gotta be a better way than suicide. Try to wait it out, give it time, you'll be fine. But it's been so long and I still haven't been able to get rid Of all the thoughts that I feel inside. So sick, so angry, so mad And to top it off no one even knows that" That's when he stood up, wiped his tears, walked over to his desk And got a pen and a notepad He just couldn't see it getting any better So on a cold dark night in December, Steven knew exactly what he had to do But first he sat down and wrote a couple letters One to his step-dad, one to his mother, Couple to the kids at school, one to his brother Bringing them the pain that they once brought him Tear drops on the paper one after another Yeah, I hope that you all feel guilty. 'Cause I'm broken now and you can't heal me And now you're all an accomplice in murder Each and every one of you have chipped in to kill me So the reason that I'm writing you this evening, Is to say goodbye and to tell you that I'm leaving But don't hold your breath 'cause I ain't never coming back Sincerely yours, Steven
This song explains my life... well part of it. Lol but if it hurts some people to the point when they wanna quit life. Dont do it because I have learmed that life is worth living. Keep your head up stay strong, and if possible fake a smile, lol. Everyone loves you, you are beautiful, always remember that. Never let anyone bring you down. Everyone goes through drama, depressing moments, even worse than that. Stay strong, keep your head up, you will get through this. Sho, im getting through it
im just like steven my parents are divorced and my dads not the best and my moms really poor. i get bullied alot ill never get beter my best friend dichted me and is not that kind to me her friend addy and annabelle made fun of my me ever since the 2nd grade and now im in the fourth grade if anyone is in the same situation im sorry!
Dude...Just..Fight dem bullies...WITH FISTS WITH KICKS UPPERCUTS IN THEIR NOSE MAKE THEM BLEED MAKE THEM PAY FOR THE TRASH THEY'RE TALKING..Also,I've never got bullied,I got loads of friends,my mum and dad are awesome
I want everyone to know who is growing through this, who is going through depression, who is going through bipolar depression, who is bipolar, who is suicidal, that it will be OK and suicide is not the answer. I want you to know that I myself have been there. I myself have thought day AND night that I was going to kill myself. I have thought 24/7, every week, every month until one day in school these 2 girls in my class said something and that was the feather that finally broke the glass. I called my mother crying after school saying I was going to hurt myself and by hurt I meant kill. she came running in to where I was in the 2nd / back lobby. she was already there to pick up my sister and she held me in her arms and from there we left dropped my sister off and took me to the ER. Later that night / early morning they had me hospitalized. This was from a different reason from most who has had or still had suicidal idealizations. I was going to kms because I wasn’t on my way to transition to who I am now. I still remember that day it was a Tuesday that day after school almost TWO years ago I was going to do it
This song makes me cry but in the most amazing way possible. It takes incredible talent to write a song backed with so much emotion but it takes a special person to deliver so well and Jake does just that. I love this song so mich😭😌☺️
BRO your my brothers favorite artist and ive only heard like 2 of your songs and as im making a powerpoint for the currency exchange class ive been taking.and i heard the first verse and literally though my brother knew you and was directed towards me.. if you knew how relatable this is and its crazy that i found it at the timing i did. God is real
I first heard this on Pandora and I just sat there listening to the words I didn't even realize then that I was crying. Ever since then I've been learning the rap a little at a time.
Ever since my brother passed I've been going crazy I can relate so fucking much. To anyone reading please hold you're siblings or loved one closed because one day they could be gone.
I get chills when he says "sincerely yours , Steven"
Me to my Name is Steven this song describes my life
MrStukey21 amen.
saaame
same here.
Miranda Ashley
Rest in peace Jacob. My brother committed suicide earlier this month. I love you so much bro
Sorry man
I’m so sorry for you loss
Nobody asked
@@ditchxr443 don't be a dick
@@angelleyva8791 bro I agree with you he's kind of an asshole
this deserves more credit then it's getting
LyonSpearz I have never hear a song so amazing. This dude has a huge bright future I hope he keeps going. He should be famous (well he kinda is in the depressive community)
Hah fuck you
@@reika6625 who you talking to like that? Same guy thats quiet in person.
Anyone cry when they hear this song?
I do every time
yup
i cryed the first time i herd this 😓😓
yes
always
Max_And_Ross_ Are_My_OTP I want to cry but I can't Idk why
What is this strange liquid forming in my eyes?
if only I knew
Strange eye fluid....
Blinker fluid
Building With Zach I cackled
I know a lot of u won't read this faint comment and it be fine This song brought me so much hope and made me think about it a lot cuz a lot of this is about my life not my life exactly but like 99% of everything that happens to Steven in this song happened to me and my real name is Steven so when I heard this I almost started crying cuz all really happened to me except the part where he smoked weed or did shot that the only thing i didn't do and I almost died until my friend stopped me she ran to the park where I was going to jump from a high a*s bridge to my death to solid ground she ran all the way over there so fast as soon as I posted that I'm leaving forever that I'm ending my life that day and jumping off the bridge to my death and if anyone tried to make me change my mind to try before some certain time which I was going to leave but she saved me that day from jumping off I was already climbing up and standing on the ledge when she pulled me to safety till this day I feel like I owe her and every time I hear this song it make wonder y I did y and how she saved my life and I known must of u won't read this faint comment and that alright but this song inspired me to stop bully's more then I already do to tap into my human emotions and help people and save as many lives as possible I thank the person who wrote this song and again I know a lot of u won't read this but if u do thx for learning about my life and thanks to all
you have a really great friend
I know this is a year late reply but oh well tbh I started cry reading this comment cause of your story and it was really brave of you to tell it and how lucky you are to have a friend like that I hope your doing better now
@@gavinparker8870 you never know that, you don't know what their life is like so how about you stop assuming that this is just for attention not everybody says stuff like that for attention some do but not all so just stop
You're full of shit
@@abbyrobinson800 dip shit it's on UA-cam what do you really think this is for other than attention.? Explain?
This song is so touching. It's talking about how a boy named Steven committed suicide because his dad died, his mom is in and out of his life. His step dad beats him. He gets bullied at school. His older brother is in and out of jail and on drugs. He is following in his brothers footsteps. Steven gave up on himself because he thought that no one loved him. Don't give up on yourself. Weather you believe it or not there is someone out there who loves you and will love you. Don't be like Steven. Have faith in yourself and god.
it doesn't say his Lil bro is following in the footsteps of Steven but that Steven is following in the footsteps of his older bro
Shannon Hall really? i didn't know about that! if it's true damn it!! Jake Miller is fucking awesome
That's a nice name. But the songs not talking about you. 😃😊
the guy Jake Miller wrote about is dead he said it in one of his interviews and he doesn't have little brother he was saying Steven was following in his older brothers foot steps
Having faith in god doesn't really have much to do with the song. The song talks about how Steven looked to god for help and was let down, like everyone else had let him down previously.
I remember hearing this song on the way to school , this song really touched me . I was hoping that by the end of the song he would've beaten his depression and his problems but I was so sad that didn't happen 😢
Well rip
Laura Lyon not everything ends happy. I love this song because it shows that the sad parts of life
I'm reaching out to everyone who feels this way. You don't have to feel alone. There's always a way out, a way so much better than ending it. I'm offering to be your friend. A listener, a shoulder cry on. No one should have to feel like they have no one to lean on.
+Ryan Sisselman Being a freshman is not easy. Take it from someone who's graduated and spent her entire high school years in a wheelchair. I was definitely an outcast and felt like I didn't have anyone. But there's always someone willing to listen. I guarantee you're not the only one who feels alone in your school. Find those people and make sure you're never alone again. You can help each other. And as for your being drunk, the hell you doing drinking as a freshman?! I'm with your mom on this one, taking your phone away. Your mother doesn't deserve to deal with things like that, especially with your dad in jail. She needs you more than ever and you can't be there for her if you're drunk. I know you wanna be young and have fun but you can do that without getting drunk. Your actions have consequences man.
+Ryan Sisselman You have to know those people just suck. If your friends say they're true, then you should believe them over some random hating texter. As sad as it is there are people who get some sick high on putting other people down. And if you're still feeling down, just know I would be sad if you were gone. Because I'm here. I'm trying my very best to tell you that you matter. If you were to ignore me and leave the world, it would mean I've failed you. So please please don't give up. You're so young and you've barely began to love your life.
your Right But A lot Of People Do .
+Teetee Humphrey Sadly yes
Eric Osaer Anytime, Eric. ❤
they should make a movie about Steven and what happened
Wth YESS...
n have Jake miller either direct it or be the main character
YES
You read my mind. THIS NEEDS TO HAPPEN
........isnt that what the song is for
this song is my obsession. i can relate a lot..
Angela Rodriguez ily
How could someone dislike this song
Ikr
I know right
ya this song is awsome 😀😀
Ikr,but I thought this song was funny >:(
ReepBeep what funny
Damn right in the feels
Same same
I haven’t heard this song since I was 12 wow, time flies. This song still resonates with me.
I CRIED SSOO MUCH WHO ELSE CRIED?😭😭😭😭😭
Lulu Rose me I cryd a lot
Lulu Rose I did
Lulu Rose I did
Me
I almost performed this on America's Got Talent when I was 15 and was scared and didn't want to wait 5 more hours to audition... Looking back, seeing how life has gone... I don't know how much I regret not doing it. I love and miss this song so much. Jake is coming to my city in October and I hope I can tell him how much he helped me through the old days.
who put the damn onions here?
ikr
Kelly ;-; same
Kelly ;-; OMG I LOVE YOUR PROFILE PIC ITS AMIZZIINNNGGGG
Stupid Squidward... >:(
+Noel Zurick YOUNG MASTER!!!
My father is in prison and my mother hates me so the only thing that I live for is my sister
this is similar to my situation
stay strong 💞
stay strong!
Don't worry, we're with you!
+Salvador Mirabal sorry meant does
This song truly gets to me :'(
+HandMeDownNinja i feel it :(
Every time the last part of this plays I can't help but shed a team. This is so emotional! I wish I could walk into this song and find Steven and give him a big hug and tell him that I am here for him and hopefully bring him hope.
...so sad...but what's even sadder is that it's true. This actually happens. People can be really cruel. And for what? For a laugh? To feel powerful? I just wish everyone could step back and get the full view and see their impact on someone. Can't say I'm innocent and never hurt anyone but I'm always working on bettering myself and being kind. And I encourage you all to do the same and most importantly, share love with everyone! No matter how bad they treat you, show mercy.
I noticed this is 4 years old. I'm here to comment and hope you listen to this again cause why not. Let's not forget this. Mk bye now
I really feel like that sometimes, but being the only child who is not a favorite (thats three kids if you didnt know) but then I heard this song and 'A Million Lives' and knew that well I'm not the only one who is depressed. Also it is worse on me because my mom and step dad fihht alot. Thanknyou for more hope...
I actually saw Jake Miller in concert & met him... such a nice guy. This song is so emotional & has so much meaning. Please stay strong to everyone who is struggling.
i start to cry every time he says “look, you’re the reason that i’ve done this” i forgot about this song and i used to listen to it years ago and it made me cry every time and it still does omg
2020 and this songs still trying to save my life
This song is so deep it's amazing
I'm crying my eyes out right now. Listening to every single Jake Miller song and starting to cry so much
The way this song ends hits the same everytime.
Freaking chills bro
That explains how my life is, my dad passed almost three years ago and he was my everything, I was a daddy's girl and I miss him so much, if anyone is going through any of this I promise you'll get through it just stay strong, you'll be ok.😭😇
Aww I'm So Sorry :( xx
my real dad died. my real mom dies drugs. I was adopted by my great grandparents. I am also bullied. my dog coco that I had for 10 years died.
kayla territo 💜💜 you are a strong phenomenal person ✨
kayla territo- my dad want to jail wen I was four cause he abused me I still rememeber everything, it's traumatizing. My grandma found me getting abused my him one day and called the cops (his own mother) she says I would probably be dead if she didn't come around right then.
Damn that last part gets me everytime!
Brooklyn's Giggle true
THIS MADE ME CRY 😭😭
I cry every time I hear this 😭😭😰😢
Makayla Lynema I used to. But I’ve gone numb
this song makes me cry every time i listen to it. me and steven are exactly alike. 😢
I cry every time I listen to this
595 people can relate but 7 cant damn your lives are amazing.....
2 years ago I couldn't use commas. Well that's interesting.
Can u guys stop cutting the onions?
hmmm
Lately ive been going through some rough shit but this song seems to. be the only thing i can relate too. Im almost outta luck :/
Serjio Gonzalez Everything will end up alright. Sometimes things get hard, but you'll get through it. If you ever need to talk to someone I'm here to help.
same Idk what to feel or believe in anymore
❤ you
Me too
+Serjio Gonzalez im the same way this song helps me though alot of shit im here if you need to talk to
This made me cry. I feel the same way… I wish I could tell the people who have made me feel like this my scars and tell them it's their fault.
Aw, stay strong ✊
i try
Stay strong bby ❤️
+Alysha Neill i feel the same. some times i just say fuck life and cut
+Isis Washington so do I
Still have it memorized front to back after all these years. High school was a rough time in my life.
I'm that kid steven. This is exactly what happened in my childhood. Literally crying because of this song. Thank you for tell my story even if this is about a different steven this is 100% my childhood.
probably one of the saddest song i have ever heard. it's so deep.
they should make a new song about what the family and school and stuff does and says after they find out
katlyn ¿ they made a tv show about it. It's called 13 reasons why
K Haynes really!!!! THANK YOU!!!!!!
Jake miller helped me so much... I love him
I never get tired of hearing this song. The world needs more music like this.
this song kinda remindes me of my older brother.... but this song happened to me befor :'(
who ever gets down when listening to this song I just want u 2 know that when I first heard this song I was about to die but luckily my friend was there he made not to kill my self and since then the first song of my day is this whatever u do stay strong pls don't let ur feelings finish u!!!!!!
I've been listening to Jake Miller sense 5th grade and his words are so true. I feel the same way, I can't even right now. This song is legit how I've been feeling my whole life, I've tried so many times and gave up on half of them because I didn't think I could do it. It's rough out there and anyone who can relate to this like me, it hasn't gotten better for me but I've heard that it gets worse before it gets better, Just think of that. Life's rough but if you ever need someone to talk to hmu.
*Im not crying... ur crying* ❤️
my friends brother he was like a brother to me passed away from a car crash 2years ago and this april will be 3 years and his name was Steven:(
Ashley, life isn't about the down its about the ups, because for example when people are going to post something do they post something positive or negative happening in there life!
Yoooo I️ remember I️ was literally crying last year in the backseat of my aunts car lmaooo
2017 and still listening to this...this shit hits me hard fam😥
Heard this song a million times, but I still get literal chills
It's 2017 whose listening to this 💙😓
Mabinta Drammeh me
Mabinta Drammeh me
Mabinta Drammeh 2019
Mabinta Drammeh 2019
It's 2016 who's listening to this
Mabinta Drammeh me
Mabinta Drammeh me
Mabinta Drammeh me
Mabinta Drammeh me
Mabinta Drammeh everyday
I have one thing to live for; my brother, Jake. He's been going through some rough stuff. He starves because he doesn't have the money to buy much food. I wrote a letter to my mom saying I was depressed, but she just brushed it off. I only see my dad once a month, and even then, I don't get to see him because of his work.
You know your broken when this is the only song you connect to
Disney Bug same
Please excuse me while I cry my eyes out...
Kaya Loo could you have a cry for me because I’ve gone fully numb. Enjoy feeling emotions while you can. Because they won’t last forever, I know your thinking that it’s probably better not feeling it but trust me it ain’t you feel a hella lot worse so enjoy it while it lasts. Your not too far gone just yet
I have 2 things too live for my dad and my girlfriend if I didn't have them I'd probably run away or just die i guess I'm lucky because without my dad I'd be just like Steven
Same I have my parents and boyfriend
Nice
i have nothing to live for 😔🔫
+Amber Crowder yes you do you have you and your life to live for you cant think like that
+Amber Crowder my reason to live is my horse and little brother and sister
I'm reaching out to everyone who needs this..; ending your life doesn't end the pain, it passes it on to someone else. Stay strong❤️
Does anyone still love this song in 2020?
This is the saddest song I've ever heard
Listen to:
Her last words
Baby don’t cut
To my parents (nightcore)
Therapy session (nightcore)
Dark enough
When she cry’s
Cuz the doctor says I’m fine
Where is everyone when you need them? I'm falling apart and I don't think I can do it. I hope that you all feel guilty cause I'm broken now and you CANT heal me. My mom died from suicide and I wanna see her, imagine a 9 year old walking in her moms room and finding her dead in a pool of her own blood, and a empty pill bottle. I know people have it worse than me but I still have problems of my own. Im 12 now, I already attempted suicide 4 times.
Tamara Harding Stay strong baby doll!! I know things are very hard for you but I promise things will get better! I know that you have heard that many times but I really do mean it!! I was going through a very hard time learning that my dad was killed when I was little but I prayed to god every night and he will help you!!! Pray! Things will get better! I promise you that!!! I'm sorry to hear that this is what you are going through... You are way too young to be thinking about suicide.... Talk to someone that will help you!! Stay strong angel 💗❤️💟
I attempted it once, I attempted it 4 weeks ago, From being bullied feels like you have no power over yourself and you're just slaved ans kept in a cage that's bedrock.
Have things gone better now ur 14? im 14 too i feel the same way if u have snapchat we could talk.
Me too I’m 12 now I know you’re 15 now but I’ve attempted 4 times too and my dad got murdered when I was 7 and I developed behavior issues and my mom got breast cancer and started drinking a lot and verbally mentally and sometimes physically abusing me and my dad was the one I would always talk to and I think my step dad is the one who killed him it’s been like a year since I beat depression and it’s just coming back but I’m gonna be okay because I’m becoming numb to anything and everything and I’m just gonna stop letting everybody get to me I really just don’t care about anything anymore and if I wasn’t so scared I would be dead a long time ago and nobody knows the one boy I told I had a crush on when I was around 9 or 10 and he told all his friends and we were dating like a little fake 4th grade relationship and I like another boy a little bit and he told him so we “broke up” and I kinda fell in love with him like actually now we’re not even friends anymore after 5 years together but I don’t need him or anybody else I just want to love somebody even though I’m on in seventh grade I just want that one boy to love me and everything will be okay
I can’t tell you how many times. Over years. I’ve found myself here. Reading this same comment section. And it’s so beautiful.
this song randomly came on my spotify tonight and i forgot how good this fucking song is.. and how sad it is too.
To my mom and dad you tried to fix me but look what happened? Too late to fix me now and now I go on a new journey. Sincerely yours Catherine
Catie Merrow Don't do this to yourself. Lol
Please reply! Are you okay? please don't ever think like this I know you can get through it if you are still alive please know there are people here for you. I am here for you!
+Shay Bertram he dead.
Come on now! Answer! Don't do this to yourself! Please
Who ever came up with this lyrics Albert Einstein is shaking
OMG this song is so emotional ugh the tears
I can really relate to when he says " I just don't know if I'm brave enough to do it"
I suffered from depression for two years now. Hell its hard. I haven't cut since last year. I'm not proud of it tho and never will be. But I'm staying strong ❤
Good job even if I don't know you I'm proud of you!!
Keep your head held high, because that's when you see what life is really about!
I cut and I have tried to kill myself and I get bullied and don't have a father figure in my life. I think why am I alive and why am I not love no one will miss me if I'm gone
+Kayleigh Sisson Everyone has a reason to be here. I hope you can find your reason.
i hope so to
i donteven know you and i would miss u if you were gone
+Kayleigh Sisson YAAAAAAAAAASSSSS SAAAAAAMMEEEEEE
don't kill your self
This song has been there for me for years
Been a few years since i last heard this song. Unfortunately i can relate. Used to suffer bullying in school. Back in grades 5-6, got mocked, called names, mimicked, laughed at for no reason. Didn't have too many friends either and they didn't do shit. One time, when i got out of the bathroom stall, i even saw someone jumping and spitting into the same stall i was in.
After that i moved so i went to a different school with different kids. Still didn't have that many friends, and it was pretty much the same. Mocking, names, even physical at some points. But at grade 10 i decided i've had enough. I went up to them and told them that enough is enough and they stopped. We've became closer ever since.
So, if you suffer bullying, abuse, get mistreated by someone, by all means for your own, i ask you to speak up. Get away if you can. You' re not alone, i know you can do this, i know how hard fhis is and i know it's a long way to the ens of that damned tunnel, but all you need is to believe in yourself. I know you can do it. I may not know you, but i want you to know rhat i believe in you. It's not a journy you walk alone on, i'm here to support you, and i'm gonna walk beside you. You're amazing, you have the powers for this. You CAN do this
2017 still my shit
my life on a song😭😭🔪🔫
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no its not always stay positive
I just want to say to anyone in this situation simular or about the same as this. You will get over it if you ask for help... You never know, the last person you may think that wont help you, just might help you.... I had someone to help me through it in some strange way..... I never thought this person would ever care for such person as myself.... I can't believe it, but im actually happy about the future in my life.... I feel like I can do it to it and get my life changed around... sure its gonna be hard to do but God knows i gotta try harder for myself first then he will help you further... n further..... Please try to make the effort to change.... You can do it.... My love and support goes out there to anyone who has suffered like I have.... Remember you can save you own life... Just reach out to somebody... You can change for the better.... and be proud of yourself for doing so...
AND!
I've heard the last part so many times but I can't stop my tears
Im crying reading these comments. I cut once. I've thought about suicide alout more than once and im only 11 yrs old.
LYRICS PEEPS
Yeah, look
Let me tell you about a kid named Steven
He's slowly running out of things to believe in
Every couple of months his mom leaves him,
For no good reason his step-dad beats him
Not too many friends, only ever had a few of them,
But recently they don't want anything to do with him
Always eating lunch in the bathroom stall,
He just wants to feel normal and be cool again, yeah
Always feeling like the outcast, he's been going crazy ever since his dad passed
He needs guidance and advice but instead
He only has breakdowns and flashbacks of the car crash uh
It's been getting harder everyday, if he was still around everything would be ok
'Cause his dad was always the light at the end of the tunnel,
But now that same damn tunnel is looking dark and grey
He keeps quiet in the back of the class
And when the bell rings Steven hurries home fast
Scared to death the other kids will kick his ass on the long walk home
'Cause its happened in the past so
He's getting used to the black eyes and fat lips
But all he's got is a fake smile and cut wrists
Wishin' he could walk right up to them and show them the scars
And say look you're the reason that I've done this
Maybe they would finally understand and go back to how it was before it all began
But he's just a little different so they taunt him and they beat him
Yeah it's all just fun and games, they don't give a damn, yeah
His older brother ain't around, in and out of jail, hanging with the wrong crowd
He's been doing coke, smoking weed, getting drunk all his life he's a shame
No, he's not too proud
Now his habits are rubbing off on his little bro yeah, but guess what?
Little did he know that every time he did a line,
Every time he lit a joint,
Every time he took a shot he would set the mode
So Steven's sitting in his room getting high now
Doors locked, music up, with his lights out
He just takes another toke til his room fills with smoke
5-6-7 hours til he knocks out
Now he started stealing pills from his mom
8-9-10 at a time and now they're gone
And maybe for a moment all his problems seem to fade,
But the high fades too after not too long
And that's when it really sinks in and that's when it hits him
That these god damn drugs won't fix him
Curled up on the floor, can't take it anymore
Now he's talking to God 'cause he's the only one that gets him
On his knees, looking up, can't stop crying
"God I know we haven't talked in a long time
But this time I really need you. Please God help me, say something
Just give me a sign, because now I'm falling apart and
I don't think that I can do it. Please God, give me the strength
To pull through it. Tell me, Should I give up? I could end it all right now.
I just don't know if I'm brave enough to do it.
'Cause there's gotta be a better way than suicide.
Try to wait it out, give it time, you'll be fine.
But it's been so long and I still haven't been able to get rid
Of all the thoughts that I feel inside. So sick, so angry, so mad
And to top it off no one even knows that"
That's when he stood up, wiped his tears, walked over to his desk
And got a pen and a notepad
He just couldn't see it getting any better
So on a cold dark night in December, Steven knew exactly what he had to do
But first he sat down and wrote a couple letters
One to his step-dad, one to his mother,
Couple to the kids at school, one to his brother
Bringing them the pain that they once brought him
Tear drops on the paper one after another
Yeah, I hope that you all feel guilty.
'Cause I'm broken now and you can't heal me
And now you're all an accomplice in murder
Each and every one of you have chipped in to kill me
So the reason that I'm writing you this evening,
Is to say goodbye and to tell you that I'm leaving
But don't hold your breath 'cause I ain't never coming back
Sincerely yours, Steven
That's good that Steven became a writer in the end 😀
This song explains my life... well part of it. Lol but if it hurts some people to the point when they wanna quit life. Dont do it because I have learmed that life is worth living. Keep your head up stay strong, and if possible fake a smile, lol. Everyone loves you, you are beautiful, always remember that. Never let anyone bring you down. Everyone goes through drama, depressing moments, even worse than that. Stay strong, keep your head up, you will get through this. Sho, im getting through it
im just like steven my parents are divorced and my dads not the best and my moms really poor. i get bullied alot
ill never get beter
my best friend dichted me and is not that kind to me
her friend addy and annabelle made fun of my me ever since the 2nd grade and now im in the fourth grade
if anyone is in the same situation
im sorry!
if you have been bullied please tell someone
ive been bullied since preeschool people made fun of my hair in 3rd grade so i cut it short
Dude...Just..Fight dem bullies...WITH FISTS WITH KICKS UPPERCUTS IN THEIR NOSE MAKE THEM BLEED MAKE THEM PAY FOR THE TRASH THEY'RE TALKING..Also,I've never got bullied,I got loads of friends,my mum and dad are awesome
this song explanes my whole life abused everything I JUST WANNA DIE...
I love you ❤️❤️ stay strong 💛
Me too
+Johana Martinez ur like 6
Same
+coltin will just let her be...just let her be...
Low key chills after he said "Steven"
I used to listen to this song for hours when I was younger I just found it again I'm happy I did
I want everyone to know who is growing through this, who is going through depression, who is going through bipolar depression, who is bipolar, who is suicidal, that it will be OK and suicide is not the answer. I want you to know that I myself have been there. I myself have thought day AND night that I was going to kill myself. I have thought 24/7, every week, every month until one day in school these 2 girls in my class said something and that was the feather that finally broke the glass. I called my mother crying after school saying I was going to hurt myself and by hurt I meant kill. she came running in to where I was in the 2nd / back lobby. she was already there to pick up my sister and she held me in her arms and from there we left dropped my sister off and took me to the ER. Later that night / early morning they had me hospitalized. This was from a different reason from most who has had or still had suicidal idealizations. I was going to kms because I wasn’t on my way to transition to who I am now. I still remember that day it was a Tuesday that day after school almost TWO years ago I was going to do it
4 years later and i still break down every time i hear this song
Amen. Everyone needs to hear this song
This song makes me cry but in the most amazing way possible. It takes incredible talent to write a song backed with so much emotion but it takes a special person to deliver so well and Jake does just that. I love this song so mich😭😌☺️
I cry every time I hear this ,, it was like Stevens whole life in just 3 minutes . God bless him
Crazy how i was steven and now i feel alive. Thanks for not making me feel alone
BRO your my brothers favorite artist and ive only heard like 2 of your songs and as im making a powerpoint for the currency exchange class ive been taking.and i heard the first verse and literally though my brother knew you and was directed towards me.. if you knew how relatable this is and its crazy that i found it at the timing i did. God is real
That's 3 minutes and 4 seconds I'll never get back... I don't want it back.
Listened to this song so many times I can just lie here and sing word by word
This song. It gets me every time..
I first heard this on Pandora and I just sat there listening to the words I didn't even realize then that I was crying.
Ever since then I've been learning the rap a little at a time.
it’s been about 6 years since i first listened to this song and it still hits SO hard. chills everywhere.
Ever since my brother passed I've been going crazy I can relate so fucking much. To anyone reading please hold you're siblings or loved one closed because one day they could be gone.
This song really hits home for me. It's soo good!
This song is soooo Gud!!!!!! I can't wait to see him in person!!!!!! I absolutely love jake miller and this song!!!
its so sad that so many people can relate to this song, but so can I. I relate to most of this.