I've been watching you, Suzanne, for a couple of weeks now, and this phase of my journey of discovering your journey has been one of the most allness and nothingness at the same time... I have so much to talk about. I wish I could meet you. That was a great conversation you guys had! 😊
I have sooo much to say but trying use human language to define what I can only say is the language of feeling/energy/frequency is damn near impossible.
After the big names like adya,Eckhart,Joseph g, etc this lady Suzanne is the purest most authentic "awake" person on UA-cam. I feel her more than I hear her. It's like my heart or soul or whatever the it is in me sees itself in her and connects immediately. There is presence in just her sound no words needed. What a privilege to see this video. Thank you both. Deep gratitude.
If u have read/heard of Power vs Force, Suzanne is the true definition of power. She speaks so calmly, slowly at times, with long pauses and yet her words are captivating bc they are pure truth
Zubin has identified such critical points in this talk and has gone above and beyond his role in trying to maintain the flow of information for the listener and paying good attention to suzanne. Great job sir . The more i watch this the more your skills are seen . Thank you so much.
Less than 14 min in and Suzanne's explanation is absolutely beautiful ❤ The mind chatter. If I can truly learn that's not me, I'll be in a much freer place ... or that's the best way I can describe the feeling it gives me to put that down and just say it is not what is, or isn't. I am fine with or without it.
This was “beyond” good!!! Beautiful sharing. Love all these kind of conversations you have. The authenticity, realness, and openness is sooo refreshing and enjoyable. It makes me not feel like I’m crazy or on island all alone. Thank you 🙏 🎉❤
Honestly, I used to listen to her, but I felt scared. She didn't smile, joke, nothing. Am glad she is laughing and joking. I might listen to her again. I did full stop with Emerson nonduality because I felt I know him forever. Thanks for sharing this... ❤🎉
Listening at breakfast, before work. Beautiful description, Zubin, of what it means to “die. “. So fresh and clear, right out of the oven. This is what I love about Suzanne’s channel. It’s a personal/impersonal, raw account of the dissolution of the me. Blunt and gentle both. Really exquisite. To work now. More later. Love you both! 🔥💜⭕️🫥🌻🐣🦋
Was waiting for this since you talked about it with doc Angelo. Love you all . Thank you. Am typing this before I watch the talk. Suzanne needs no introduction to most PPL watching this.
Suzanne to me is like a tempel where even silence makes questions obsolete. The silence is the answer. So authentic, open, safe. No as if. She just is. Beautiful. Spacious.
My realization was very similar I think to this lady's. A lot of years ago, I realized that nothing matters, except unconditional love. And everything that is not love comes from fear. This lady is the first person to say anything even slightly similar to what I understand. Never heard of her , will make sure to look further into who she is.. Good content dude👍
This touched a nerve i feel like i have experienced a partial death years ago but didn't really understand what was happening. So much anger was repressed it was so intense yet there wasn't room for space to be held. Triggering to witness the intense space between your stares also very vulnerable of you both. Thank you both ❤
Agreed. Anger has been and remains a key to freedom here. Even as I thought I was allowing it, I have subtly caved in to the pressure to tame it. Less and less. And the relief, release, clarity and impact are beyond description. All the best to you…
I have followed you for long time .I worked in a lab for 8 years and was. Awake to this oneness the last 3 with was though covid..fun to watch the rest of the world wake one by one...when we all remember we are all one...this is when christ comes again..christ is us ..
Love this video. Surrendering is so essential. There is one more aspect to the feeling of the raw sensations, which we qualify as fear, anger, shame, anxiety etc. When these sensations arise, it's helpful to be alerted to the story accompanying these sensations. More often than not, these stories are based on deep-seated beliefs, and the sense of self can hide within them. There is a story of "I being ashamed, or fearful etc". Once we fully recognize this is just a thought that we take for true, it becomes very clear that fear, anger, shame, and other emotions are ultimately just beliefs/thoughts. Everything will start to crumble after that. And then the magic happens:) Thank you for sharing this video - it was really enjoyable to watch!
❤️🎶 so beautiful 🥰 This appearance here barely watches YT videos but this one was so raw and beautiful, that was enjoying timelessly until the last second of it apparently. ❤🎉🤸♀️
Words fall short because yeah words are made up. Under, before and through (before/after words) there is the communion of soul. Arete. Beyond words. Communication of intangible sensation. A song, music a harmony of vibrations you feel yet ... Understand - THEN try to make square peg words fit in non square holes. Words, a tool of tools worshiped by wise fools. Schools out forever ... Soul Jazz. You both performed majestically! Thank you!
Incredible interview 👏🏽 I’ve been on this journey for 3 years now and I’m somewhat experiencing the illusion of self more often due to practicing nonjudgmental awareness.
When I read "The Primal Scream" by Arthur Janov, I first thought this couldn't be true. By the middle of the book I was "Oh God, this might be true." When I finished the book, I was "Oh God, this is true!" Basically it described the level of pain the normal person carries and doesn't know is there. The description of what you went through is similar to what happens in the 'Primal Scream." There is another description of Jidu Krishnamurti going through this as well. Back then they didn't have the term awakening, but this has been going on for years under different names. When I was going through the process I kept saying "I'm dying." But, the dying was also an expansion. It was as if the dying allowed me to expand. As if I was the world. So the dying was an expansion of self to Self. Have you read Bernadette Roberts "The Experience of No Self." It's the best description ever. What I went through is just like the process you went through, long before 'awakening' was a thing. Excellent video. You two do a wonderful job of expressing it. It is fresh for you so the expression is true to the experience. It's wonderful to see. The personality becomes like a persona you use to navigate the relative world. It's useful. It's just not who you are. Nice work!
I can totally confirm what both of you are talking about.❤ Experiences this many times. (In the beginning with magic mushrooms, later also without). Ego/Identity is holding so much back, allways judging and protecting ... when it lets itself go there is so much more possible. It's sooo beautiful. 🙏
Oh my God! 😃❤️ this was such a lovely conversation to witness (and I might even say, feeling like being a part of). Thank you, beautiful Beings🙏🏻 expressing the inexpressible and transmitting it even to the viewer of the video. So many things resonated with me and the smiling just kept happening here. 😊
Yes...already been watching Suzanne's journey from over a year ago. Sounds like Angelo knew what he was doing in recommending Suzanne come to your home. I find it interesting hearing you speak of the ”fear”. There has never been any Fear of Death here and I am now 68 and live alone and can only feel excitement about the death of self. I am wondering how much the fear you spoke about is related to fear of death? Feeling the raw energy without resistance totally resonates as someone who has done a lot of energy work with emotion and trauma. It's great this is being talked about. A big part of why I love Suzanne's video's is she speaks about the full experience this has been, more than anyone else I've heard speaking of non-dual awakening. What Im most struck by is how childlike the two of you come across and that makes this even more exciting here. I loved when Suzanne said she's taking your wife you just asked for videos!😅 That's definitely a loosening of personal desire. The experience you all went through together speaks to me about the power of transmission. What an exceptionally valuable experience for all of you.❤🎉 Zubin, do you know about the Buddhist 10 Fetters, a Buddhist process of seeing through self and the 2nd Fetter deals with Doubt.
The fetters are described in Angelo’s UA-cam channel so I’m guessing Z is familiar. Of course, none of that is necessary for awakening. Z’s wife’s story being a perfect example. Brilliant!
Oh, yeah, now I remember when I was awakening. Sometimes I only could make gestures with my hands or fingers, instead of speaking. Because it felt impossible to say something, although everything was crystal clear. Everything is beautiful, don't you see it? Like that. But later on, I could speak, albeit it was if my body remembered how to speak. The words came from nowhere, and it felt it was spoken, but by my mouth, not by me.
I can see why Angelo is now saying, find a female liberated being for a teacher. It's easier to surrender and feel everything because there's the sense that it's all okay around her. There's nothing to fear, it's okay to let everything go. Estupendo!
I loved how you treated talking about your kids almost like a meditation and forgot what you were talking about. That happens all the time with my husband and I.
The death of fixations are so beautiful. It’s almost impossible to not fixate when the dream state keeps happening until the moment the fixation is ready to let go. It’s almost right to say it’s impossible not to seek as the seeking is the grinding away of the fixations and conditioning. We walk up to this moment when we are fully ready to die, and die into the unknown. Sometimes we don’t know that we are ready. Everything before that is a preparation of some sort. It could be very painful but one could not get away from it
This morning I tried focusing on the present but discovered there is no present moment, the present is already gone, in addition the future is never here, Holy Crap!
The mind is a very good tool to solve problems. The mind is always looking for problems to solve. Even if there is not a problem. So, one insight is: old feelings, like trauma, envy, anger, all your history, education, beliefs are just thoughts. So not real real. To see this, is a big step. There are people who can play chess in their heads on 10 boards, against themselves. The mind is in overdrive, clocking at 240 Herz, but still nothing is really happening, because it is all just inside the brain. I think babies and animals are always living in bliss. That's why babies don't have memories of their first months, and animals don't remember not much or nothing from their past. They wouldn't even recognize their parents. If all thoughts are seen as just thoughts, all which remains is pure consciousness. So it is possible to experience the world more directly, bypassing the thought process. Because life is not a problem to be solved. So you have to see the worlds without worlds. Labelling, concepts, beliefs, hesitating, fear, carefulness. Just jump in like a suicidal person. That's not easy, because our instinct is to be careful. Never trust the world outside, danger is everywhere, and accidents lure in every corner. So we need a plan. Nobody lives fully, without lack of fear. Nobody wants to die, caused by a lack of preparation and suspicion. So, we need to have trust, trust that the world will take care of itself, and you. Trust in the unknown and surrender to the unknown future. And, amazingly, the world can run itself perfectly. You don't have to steer yourself, you don't have to change the world to live. There is not a free will, because everything happens anyway. But this is just words, theory, concepts, philosophy. Now you have to do it. By letting it happen. It's a total different concept. Forget the urge to do things. Consciousness remains, thought come and go. To see this, is 90% problem solved. Now 5his concept is in reality just a very big obstacle to get awakened. I see reality or the world like this. This is just philosophy/a concept: particles are waves/fields, waves are energy, energy is information, information is consciousness. So all things are made of consciousness, penetrating all and everything. Of course, you yourself are a part of this conscious field. It is not that the universe stops at your door of your skin. You came from the world, and you will dissolve in it. As nothing ever happened. But to do all this, practically, is another ballpark. You have to really feel/experience/see it. AN AHA moment. Satori means : slap in the face in Japanese. It is a sudden insight, awakening when you see it. It is seeing everything in another perspective/way. OK, I am tired now. Hope some of this helps in some way.
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I was laughing a lot in the started when you were shit talking her stare 😂😂 and when she said that she can't keep her eyes open. That was a perfect setup for an asian joke 🎉😂 ahh good stuff
Interesting conversation. Putting Margaret on a pedestal may result in tears one day when she tires of your fawning Zubin. Be careful what your mind makes up about things. I am talking from personal experiences.
Ahhhhhh....This feels like a warm bath in honey. Sigh .. So much energy in my chest area right now .I want to kiss you both. Thank God you landed in my phone tonight .LOL. Its like I want to leap across everyone's roofs tops and yell.. Yeahhhhhh . Lol. I'm beaming ...You two are pure love on legs. Mwah .🙏🙏🙏 I feel so blown away, yet again, that you arrived in my life just after I discovered Angelo on Sunday.. Spooky shit going on. 😁🙏💕
Is like zero flying given and all is perfect, I am 42 and just found out I am pregnant, my toddler is 2 and haft . I don't know if baby will stick, and I really want to, children teaches us so much, and all is perfect I am not stressing out because all is perfect 😛I call it the happening, the happening will take care of all 🙏 and is really lovely to listen to both of you, thank you 🙏
Deeply resonate yet I offer challenge. If you're really free of fear Suzanne - not just aspiring to be so but really are ' - then speak out against those who give the orders to send soldiers to kill and those masses who either don't care or are afraid to say anything. And no I'm not talking only about Putin, I'm talking about Biden and virtually all in Congress and the Senate. Note my words. I'm saying if you honestly and truly are completely free of all fear. We've gotta say something. No we've gotta scream it so hard their eardrums are shattered. They KNOW as do we all this is utterly insane.
7:05, beginning. I love how playful you two are at the beginning! 😁 "And then, I met you"...! 😂😂😂😂 10:18, seemless, like I've always been here. 14:55, I would express, but I don't hold on to it. 18:59, how we met. She's just sitting down there watching unfold... Watching enlighten... That's the silence... She's still triggering you (in a good sense), and you keep sparkling... It's amusing...! 😊❤️ 26:05, you can trust this! 27:02, you become untouched. 27:21, fear doesn't mean anything anymore. 27:27, the central message. 29:37, SEE???!! She's still observing and impressed... 😊 32:38, Wait! Me???!?!?!! So, I am the one holding myself. I'm imprisoned within...! 😮 33:08, you're living on top of fear... 😢
What Suzanne seems to intimate is that no one can be really happy without awakening, in that “it is never enough.” However, I do know a number of people who are genuine, happy and at peace with fulfilling lives. They are clearly able to express emotion and be open to emotion from loved ones and others, even strangers. She also states that you can’t attain this openness by force of will and I am having difficulty grasping this concept as many thoughtful, introspective people I know seem to possess this ability to analyze themselves (at least the present “I”) with this openness you both are discussing. I can certainly see that pent-up emotions; anger, resentment, shame, etc. are extremely corrosive and that someone who has had great difficulty in the past with expressing these feelings will have a huge catharsis if allowed to let these feelings all go. I’m just having trouble linking that to a complete abnegation of self. If that is the case, does personality also disappear; the thing that makes life joyful, and at times, yes, miserable, but ultimately interesting, challenging and worth living. I’m rather disquieted by the notion of everyone attaining this state of unbeing, for lack of a better term. Do we really want to live in such a world? Would flat affect be the norm of the human condition? I definitely have to research and read more on this topic as I am rather a novice in this area, although definitely possess an introspective bent. I am not saying you guys are wrong at all. These are just some of my observations.
I asked a question to myself that in hindsight seemed contradictory... "How do I get rid of my ego?" The "I" is as much the ego as the concept of ego itself. It seems like something we are nearing until we feel we desire anything but, then it eludes us. I believe that the wanting, the pursuit of control in any fashion is the egoic drive manifesting in our minds. Is the ego our own? Or is it truly inherited by the fears of society? I'm not sure. I will never be sure, and the need for clarity might be the entire "whole a$$" of suffering...
Eeek... Love it! ♡♡♡ Can't thank you enough for everything Zubin.
And thanks for all the love and support everyone!
Infinite gratitude for you Suzanne ❤️🙏❤️
Your videos are sobering. Thank you for your inner work!
almost half way through, beautiful conversation, andor energy exchange
I've been watching you, Suzanne, for a couple of weeks now, and this phase of my journey of discovering your journey has been one of the most allness and nothingness at the same time... I have so much to talk about. I wish I could meet you. That was a great conversation you guys had! 😊
I have sooo much to say but trying use human language to define what I can only say is the language of feeling/energy/frequency is damn near impossible.
After the big names like adya,Eckhart,Joseph g, etc this lady Suzanne is the purest most authentic "awake" person on UA-cam. I feel her more than I hear her. It's like my heart or soul or whatever the it is in me sees itself in her and connects immediately. There is presence in just her sound no words needed. What a privilege to see this video. Thank you both. Deep gratitude.
If u have read/heard of Power vs Force, Suzanne is the true definition of power. She speaks so calmly, slowly at times, with long pauses and yet her words are captivating bc they are pure truth
@@frid123yup I was listening to him about a year back. Thanks. Tc.
@@zma6779she has zero pretence. Just pure and real.
I dont feel that at all
Mooji is a pretty amazing teacher you might want to check out.
I've watched this more than twice and it makes no sense and yet it makes perfect sense. Thank you for sharing
Zubin has identified such critical points in this talk and has gone above and beyond his role in trying to maintain the flow of information for the listener and paying good attention to suzanne. Great job sir . The more i watch this the more your skills are seen . Thank you so much.
Well said. Agreed!
Less than 14 min in and Suzanne's explanation is absolutely beautiful ❤ The mind chatter. If I can truly learn that's not me, I'll be in a much freer place ... or that's the best way I can describe the feeling it gives me to put that down and just say it is not what is, or isn't. I am fine with or without it.
This was “beyond” good!!! Beautiful sharing. Love all these kind of conversations you have. The authenticity, realness, and openness is sooo refreshing and enjoyable. It makes me not feel like I’m crazy or on island all alone. Thank you 🙏 🎉❤
Drop-dead funny, honest, and enlightening. Some of the best silence ever. My brain is loose!
Thank you for this. I have been watching Suzanne for almost a year. love her.
He's so scared this whole time she's like it's ok and he's like that's soo scary
Honestly, I used to listen to her, but I felt scared. She didn't smile, joke, nothing. Am glad she is laughing and joking. I might listen to her again. I did full stop with Emerson nonduality because I felt I know him forever. Thanks for sharing this... ❤🎉
❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Haven’t watched yet but two of my most respected and beloved peeps 🎉🙌 suuuuper excited to watch!!
Thank you so much for sharing this video. Beautiful, authentic talk❤.
Listening at breakfast, before work.
Beautiful description, Zubin, of what it means to “die. “. So fresh and clear, right out of the oven.
This is what I love about Suzanne’s channel. It’s a personal/impersonal, raw account of the dissolution of the me. Blunt and gentle both. Really exquisite.
To work now. More later.
Love you both!
🔥💜⭕️🫥🌻🐣🦋
Brilliant. Yes. Thank you.
This conversation cracks me wide open ❤❤❤ Infinite gratitude 🙏🙏🙏 and more importantly to see the funny side of Suzanne!!! what a blast!
Was waiting for this since you talked about it with doc Angelo. Love you all . Thank you. Am typing this before I watch the talk. Suzanne needs no introduction to most PPL watching this.
Suzanne to me is like a tempel where even silence makes questions obsolete. The silence is the answer. So authentic, open, safe. No as if. She just is. Beautiful. Spacious.
My realization was very similar I think to this lady's. A lot of years ago, I realized that nothing matters, except unconditional love. And everything that is not love comes from fear. This lady is the first person to say anything even slightly similar to what I understand. Never heard of her , will make sure to look further into who she is.. Good content dude👍
Thank you! Both of you wisecracking with each other is hilarious. Discussing your experience of non duality so helpful.
This is great! Thanks!
You’re absolutely on point with the silence, that’s what I’ve noticed with her videos. Very thoughtful.
This touched a nerve i feel like i have experienced a partial death years ago but didn't really understand what was happening. So much anger was repressed it was so intense yet there wasn't room for space to be held. Triggering to witness the intense space between your stares also very vulnerable of you both. Thank you both ❤
Agreed.
Anger has been and remains a key to freedom here.
Even as I thought I was allowing it, I have subtly caved in to the pressure to tame it.
Less and less.
And the relief, release, clarity and impact are beyond description.
All the best to you…
I have followed you for long time .I worked in a lab for 8 years and was. Awake to this oneness the last 3 with was though covid..fun to watch the rest of the world wake one by one...when we all remember we are all one...this is when christ comes again..christ is us ..
Beautiful interview... I can feel the pure love!!! Thanks ❤
Love this video. Surrendering is so essential. There is one more aspect to the feeling of the raw sensations, which we qualify as fear, anger, shame, anxiety etc. When these sensations arise, it's helpful to be alerted to the story accompanying these sensations. More often than not, these stories are based on deep-seated beliefs, and the sense of self can hide within them. There is a story of "I being ashamed, or fearful etc". Once we fully recognize this is just a thought that we take for true, it becomes very clear that fear, anger, shame, and other emotions are ultimately just beliefs/thoughts. Everything will start to crumble after that. And then the magic happens:) Thank you for sharing this video - it was really enjoyable to watch!
So authentic, so energetically accessible, so grateful for this talk! Thanks plenty, there is a hope that wants to see Suzanne on here again.
❤️🎶 so beautiful 🥰 This appearance here barely watches YT videos but this one was so raw and beautiful, that was enjoying timelessly until the last second of it apparently. ❤🎉🤸♀️
The entire week should have been recorded ❤ I just love you both❤ I wish you didn’t cropped out your wife’s section ❤❤❤ this is a beautiful family ❤
Wow, just Wow.....thanks Zdog and Suzanne
this was absolutely mind blowing. I really enjoyed you both in this conversation. Loved seeing Suzanne here.
You’re such lovely and funny guys.
🙏❤️
She has incredible dept.
I've had some of the most powerful spiritual experiences just listening to her.
like a DMT flashback
loved this so much
Oh, I’ve been waiting for this!
Past my bedtime, but starting right now…
🙏💜😎🔥🫥⭕️
SOo amazing you guys done this new subscriber ty so much for sharing this with the world
this is really beautiful. the moments of stillness sublime.
Words fall short because yeah words are made up. Under, before and through (before/after words) there is the communion of soul.
Arete.
Beyond words.
Communication of intangible sensation.
A song, music a harmony of vibrations you feel yet ... Understand - THEN try to make square peg words fit in non square holes.
Words, a tool of tools worshiped by wise fools.
Schools out forever ...
Soul Jazz. You both performed majestically!
Thank you!
Incredible interview 👏🏽 I’ve been on this journey for 3 years now and I’m somewhat experiencing the illusion of self more often due to practicing nonjudgmental awareness.
ZDogg this has got to be the absolute funniest dharma talk I've ever
Minds blowing, thank you. Just perfect!
When I read "The Primal Scream" by Arthur Janov, I first thought this couldn't be true. By the middle of the book I was "Oh God, this might be true." When I finished the book, I was "Oh God, this is true!" Basically it described the level of pain the normal person carries and doesn't know is there. The description of what you went through is similar to what happens in the 'Primal Scream." There is another description of Jidu Krishnamurti going through this as well. Back then they didn't have the term awakening, but this has been going on for years under different names.
When I was going through the process I kept saying "I'm dying." But, the dying was also an expansion. It was as if the dying allowed me to expand. As if I was the world. So the dying was an expansion of self to Self. Have you read Bernadette Roberts "The Experience of No Self." It's the best description ever. What I went through is just like the process you went through, long before 'awakening' was a thing.
Excellent video. You two do a wonderful job of expressing it. It is fresh for you so the expression is true to the experience. It's wonderful to see. The personality becomes like a persona you use to navigate the relative world. It's useful. It's just not who you are. Nice work!
Beautifully expressed 🙏
Your beginning paragraph nails it!!!❤
Your conversation is so simple and so "deep". Thank you both. ♥ Yes, it's perfect as it is.
It sounds like a crysalis opening up and spreading its wings. We are just a dot in the universe seen and unseen you are back at the beginning
I can totally confirm what both of you are talking about.❤
Experiences this many times. (In the beginning with magic mushrooms, later also without).
Ego/Identity is holding so much back, allways judging and protecting ...
when it lets itself go there is so much more possible.
It's sooo beautiful. 🙏
Oh my God! 😃❤️ this was such a lovely conversation to witness (and I might even say, feeling like being a part of). Thank you, beautiful Beings🙏🏻 expressing the inexpressible and transmitting it even to the viewer of the video. So many things resonated with me and the smiling just kept happening here. 😊
The first five minutes of the sit down with her are pure gold.
It's like the banter of two Zen masters.... to the uninitiated it sounds like bitchiness or meanness but it's love.
Yes...already been watching Suzanne's journey from over a year ago. Sounds like Angelo knew what he was doing in recommending Suzanne come to your home.
I find it interesting hearing you speak of the ”fear”. There has never been any Fear of Death here and I am now 68 and live alone and can only feel excitement about the death of self. I am wondering how much the fear you spoke about is related to fear of death?
Feeling the raw energy without resistance totally resonates as someone who has done a lot of energy work with emotion and trauma. It's great this is being talked about. A big part of why I love Suzanne's video's is she speaks about the full experience this has been, more than anyone else I've heard speaking of non-dual awakening. What Im most struck by is how childlike the two of you come across and that makes this even more exciting here.
I loved when Suzanne said she's taking your wife you just asked for videos!😅 That's definitely a loosening of personal desire. The experience you all went through together speaks to me about the power of transmission. What an exceptionally valuable experience for all of you.❤🎉 Zubin, do you know about the Buddhist 10 Fetters, a Buddhist process of seeing through self and the 2nd Fetter deals with Doubt.
The fetters are described in Angelo’s UA-cam channel so I’m guessing Z is familiar. Of course, none of that is necessary for awakening. Z’s wife’s story being a perfect example. Brilliant!
This was brilliantly authentic.
Suzanne has been the most help to me!!!❤
Oh, yeah, now I remember when I was awakening. Sometimes I only could make gestures with my hands or fingers, instead of speaking. Because it felt impossible to say something, although everything was crystal clear.
Everything is beautiful, don't you see it? Like that. But later on, I could speak, albeit it was if my body remembered how to speak. The words came from nowhere, and it felt it was spoken, but by my mouth, not by me.
I love you both. Thank you for sharing.
love suzanne. i did a one on one w her... amazing!!!
Love you too zubin 🥰 literally been watching all ur vids w Angelo…. AMAZING! Love you guys and THANK YOU
Thank you for this conversations and thank you for intruducing us Suzanne, shes incredible
Suzanne's silent gaze pierces the false personhood
Would love the full version. Had a conversation with Suzanne a while back. She's something else.
Thanks for bringing this forward. Love both of your positive vibes.
I can see why Angelo is now saying, find a female liberated being for a teacher. It's easier to surrender and feel everything because there's the sense that it's all okay around her. There's nothing to fear, it's okay to let everything go. Estupendo!
Lovely!
Well said!
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The egoic layer of gender doesn't mean anything lol.
if they say they no longer exist , then why their gender still matter?
I wish we didn't have to miss the part with your wife speaking to Suzanne! Loved it, though.
Thank You both so much. 💖💖
"The cave you fear to enter holds the treasure you seek" ~Joseph Campbell
Touch nothing but the lamp! 🤭
A new/old mythology minus the myth...
suzanne is the real deal for sure !!! love her style of expressing non duality
Dynamite…..awesome……incredible…….beautiful……I love this……..Zubin and Suzanne thank you both so much 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻💥✨❤
When no one speaks to no one, there isn't much to say.
Thanks for the video!
Suzanne is awsome, I'm so grateful for her
Thanks!
Thanks so much James 🙏
I loved how you treated talking about your kids almost like a meditation and forgot what you were talking about. That happens all the time with my husband and I.
Absolutely beautiful !
Looking forward to listening to this episode!
"It's (the mind) is like a bird tweeting" that really landed :)
The death of fixations are so beautiful. It’s almost impossible to not fixate when the dream state keeps happening until the moment the fixation is ready to let go. It’s almost right to say it’s impossible not to seek as the seeking is the grinding away of the fixations and conditioning. We walk up to this moment when we are fully ready to die, and die into the unknown. Sometimes we don’t know that we are ready. Everything before that is a preparation of some sort. It could be very painful but one could not get away from it
I’m tired of feeling anxious often. I choose truth.
Queen’s Bohemian Rhapsody finally makes sense to me now after listening to this!
I feel so at home here! ❤
Suzane mijn hoofd werd een moment spontaan leeg moest er om lachen maar bedankt.❤
This episode is pure heart ❤
This morning I tried focusing on the present but discovered there is no present moment, the present is already gone, in addition the future is never here, Holy Crap!
Thanks Zubin and Suzanne :)
The mind is a very good tool to solve problems. The mind is always looking for problems to solve. Even if there is not a problem. So, one insight is: old feelings, like trauma, envy, anger, all your history, education, beliefs are just thoughts. So not real real. To see this, is a big step.
There are people who can play chess in their heads on 10 boards, against themselves. The mind is in overdrive, clocking at 240 Herz, but still nothing is really happening, because it is all just inside the brain.
I think babies and animals are always living in bliss. That's why babies don't have memories of their first months, and animals don't remember not much or nothing from their past. They wouldn't even recognize their parents.
If all thoughts are seen as just thoughts, all which remains is pure consciousness. So it is possible to experience the world more directly, bypassing the thought process. Because life is not a problem to be solved.
So you have to see the worlds without worlds. Labelling, concepts, beliefs, hesitating, fear, carefulness. Just jump in like a suicidal person. That's not easy, because our instinct is to be careful. Never trust the world outside, danger is everywhere, and accidents lure in every corner. So we need a plan. Nobody lives fully, without lack of fear. Nobody wants to die, caused by a lack of preparation and suspicion. So, we need to have trust, trust that the world will take care of itself, and you.
Trust in the unknown and surrender to the unknown future. And, amazingly, the world can run itself perfectly. You don't have to steer yourself, you don't have to change the world to live. There is not a free will, because everything happens anyway. But this is just words, theory, concepts, philosophy. Now you have to do it. By letting it happen. It's a total different concept. Forget the urge to do things.
Consciousness remains, thought come and go. To see this, is 90% problem solved. Now 5his concept is in reality just a very big obstacle to get awakened. I see reality or the world like this. This is just philosophy/a concept: particles are waves/fields, waves are energy, energy is information, information is consciousness.
So all things are made of consciousness, penetrating all and everything. Of course, you yourself are a part of this conscious field. It is not that the universe stops at your door of your skin.
You came from the world, and you will dissolve in it. As nothing ever happened.
But to do all this, practically, is another ballpark. You have to really feel/experience/see it. AN AHA moment. Satori means : slap in the face in Japanese. It is a sudden insight, awakening when you see it. It is seeing everything in another perspective/way. OK, I am tired now. Hope some of this helps in some way.
This is the best ASMR video on UA-cam
😂 Just… Wow! Thank you 🙏🏻 ❤
The lightness of being….love that❗️
🤔what meal did your wife cooked that Susan loved❓….a bit of a foodie here…lol
She cooked a meal using a meal prep service called Gobble which we love! It's was halibut. I reached out to them and they offered us a promo for people who watch the show, check it out here: gobble.com/zdoggmd
I was laughing a lot in the started when you were shit talking her stare 😂😂 and when she said that she can't keep her eyes open. That was a perfect setup for an asian joke 🎉😂 ahh good stuff
Interesting conversation. Putting Margaret on a pedestal may result in tears one day when she tires of your fawning Zubin. Be careful what your mind makes up about things. I am talking from personal experiences.
Ahhhhhh....This feels like a warm bath in honey. Sigh .. So much energy in my chest area right now .I want to kiss you both.
Thank God you landed in my phone tonight .LOL. Its like I want to leap across everyone's roofs tops and yell.. Yeahhhhhh . Lol.
I'm beaming ...You two are pure love on legs. Mwah .🙏🙏🙏
I feel so blown away, yet again, that you arrived in my life just after I discovered Angelo on Sunday.. Spooky shit going on. 😁🙏💕
Is like zero flying given and all is perfect, I am 42 and just found out I am pregnant, my toddler is 2 and haft . I don't know if baby will stick, and I really want to, children teaches us so much, and all is perfect I am not stressing out because all is perfect 😛I call it the happening, the happening will take care of all 🙏 and is really lovely to listen to both of you, thank you 🙏
“You become more fully human.” Yes. G.I. Gurdjieff called this, “Being human without the quotation marks.”
We are moving from “human” to human.
Deeply resonate yet I offer challenge. If you're really free of fear Suzanne - not just aspiring to be so but really are ' - then speak out against those who give the orders to send soldiers to kill and those masses who either don't care or are afraid to say anything. And no I'm not talking only about Putin, I'm talking about Biden and virtually all in Congress and the Senate.
Note my words. I'm saying if you honestly and truly are completely free of all fear.
We've gotta say something. No we've gotta scream it so hard their eardrums are shattered.
They KNOW as do we all this is utterly insane.
"nothing so blinding as perception of form.'" (includes perception of "energy") A Course in Miracles
No don't "surrender to what is"... Become what things should be!
One part moves all parts move!
7:05, beginning. I love how playful you two are at the beginning! 😁 "And then, I met you"...! 😂😂😂😂 10:18, seemless, like I've always been here. 14:55, I would express, but I don't hold on to it. 18:59, how we met.
She's just sitting down there watching unfold... Watching enlighten... That's the silence... She's still triggering you (in a good sense), and you keep sparkling... It's amusing...! 😊❤️ 26:05, you can trust this! 27:02, you become untouched. 27:21, fear doesn't mean anything anymore. 27:27, the central message. 29:37, SEE???!! She's still observing and impressed... 😊 32:38, Wait! Me???!?!?!! So, I am the one holding myself. I'm imprisoned within...! 😮 33:08, you're living on top of fear... 😢
1:04:38 wow Zubin’s wife 😮what an amazing question she asked because that’s a whole discussion for our loved ones. Wow
She has a lovely peaceful face
"just needed to say goodbye"
I want whatever they're on 😂
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meditate
that always feels like i want to meet "her"
What Suzanne seems to intimate is that no one can be really happy without awakening, in that “it is never enough.” However, I do know a number of people who are genuine, happy and at peace with fulfilling lives. They are clearly able to express emotion and be open to emotion from loved ones and others, even strangers. She also states that you can’t attain this openness by force of will and I am having difficulty grasping this concept as many thoughtful, introspective people I know seem to possess this ability to analyze themselves (at least the present “I”) with this openness you both are discussing. I can certainly see that pent-up emotions; anger, resentment, shame, etc. are extremely corrosive and that someone who has had great difficulty in the past with expressing these feelings will have a huge catharsis if allowed to let these feelings all go. I’m just having trouble linking that to a complete abnegation of self. If that is the case, does personality also disappear; the thing that makes life joyful, and at times, yes, miserable, but ultimately interesting, challenging and worth living. I’m rather disquieted by the notion of everyone attaining this state of unbeing, for lack of a better term. Do we really want to live in such a world? Would flat affect be the norm of the human condition?
I definitely have to research and read more on this topic as I am rather a novice in this area, although definitely possess an introspective bent. I am not saying you guys are wrong at all. These are just some of my observations.
paradoxically, personality is freer with no binding of self
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'It gets the hose again'. Silence of the Lambs
Yes! I realized that after we finished the interview 🤣
The intensity of this will fade, when they see that it has worn off, but it is just as likely that they will revisit it, again and again.
I don't get it. I know it's true, but I don't get it.
I asked a question to myself that in hindsight seemed contradictory... "How do I get rid of my ego?" The "I" is as much the ego as the concept of ego itself. It seems like something we are nearing until we feel we desire anything but, then it eludes us. I believe that the wanting, the pursuit of control in any fashion is the egoic drive manifesting in our minds. Is the ego our own? Or is it truly inherited by the fears of society? I'm not sure. I will never be sure, and the need for clarity might be the entire "whole a$$" of suffering...