There's so much I want to say but I'll keep it briefish. It's not been easy with my trauma to show up authentically online. I kept posting and removing lots of longer posts. Faced the need for validation a month back, after not getting liked by Angelo which was excruciatingly painful yet welcomed somehow. It's been 6 weeks since you all came into my life. . and so much gratitude wells up for you guys right now.. Having been alone on this 'trip' for so long, with the 'right ' timely teacher video book as external confirmation, I never felt like I fit in any group or Sangha and kept falling back to my inner guidance, and nature, as my true companions in truth. Being gifted you all with your wisdom direct experience vulnerability and humility after a prayer has been like God took my hand and said here's your spiritual mob. The one you've been longing for.Its time. Thank you for the availability of the teachers, the vulnerability and authenticity of the participants, and the deep love in the room I may never show up live but I am here showing up, choixelleslly committed and devoted to the mystery of this ever deepening more subtle dismantling process. I thank you all from this bottomless heart. 💗🕳️ Thank you all, Angelo, Life . 🙏🌻🙏
Don't underestimate the value of what you did on your own to get you here. I sometimes get too caught up in community instead of time spent in contemplation/inquiry and may need to back off a bit. It has happened the other way around for you, which is Consciousness working, too! Very glad to have you.
There's something very powerful at work at showing up with more vulnerability and receiving love from you all here. Thank you for responding so generously. 🙏💗🌻
I agree, excellent poem! Also, some really relatable questions and answers. And right in the middle of it all, I had a very powerful insight. For the first time in my life, I actually trust myself! I finally trust my own direct experience without having to filter it through other people's opinions ! As a very psychic/intuitive child I "saw and knew" things that I wasn't supposed to see or know, and when I spoke about them I was dismissed over and over again. So in order to to fit in, I learned to mistrust myself and put other people's beliefs and opinions above my own. This is a HUGE weight lifted off of me! Thank you 🙏💕
FOR THE ROAD TO SANTIAGO For the road to Santiago, don’t make new declarations about what to bring and what to leave behind. Bring what you have. You were always going that way anyway, you were always going there all along. … 'For The Road to Santiago' David Whyte Thanks all for beautiful sharing, pointers, and love.
Always a good time at the Double Barrel Non-Duality Saloon. Really related to Kelly, kinda swimming in the same waters so I really appreciate that advice, Angelo & Suzanne 🌞
Thank you everyone for your questions and vulnerability. it's all here, too. Thank you Angelo and Suzanne for your succinct, compassionate, exceptional responses. So very helpful. 🙏
perfect balance between feminine and masculine ! i kept getting stuck with a bias on either side!!! Thank you Kwang so much for asking. my masculine side seeks intellectual answers so much as well. thank you angelo and suzanne for your responses. each one was like a rainbow to my dark storming tornado thunder raining sky !!!
Suzanne randomly popped up on UA-cam one night. After listening for a few minutes I was like omg this is what I'm experiencing. I'd never heard someone else speak about it. Then I found you a few weeks ago. SO much is clicking into place. Much gratitude and love 💗
Thanks to everyone for asking heartfelt questions, ...this morning struck by the sensitivity and beauty of answers, questions; really the dialogue as a whole, thank you Angelo, Suzanne. Thanks too for the dialogue around thoughts, pce. balancing energy.... all really neat, thanks , john
1:39:50 “ At this moment, in this (whatever this is) there is no more or less; more or less is of the mind. In a way, there is no need for capacity, because there is an infinite capacity, because there is no container.” - this was so beautiful! Really struck me.
Wow. This is phenomenal. It touches on so many of the areas where many of us get stuck like seeking validation. Helps so much with my personal inquiry.
Mike B ~ I had a week "out of the blue" where I couldn't get myself to do anything. The energy wasn't there. The mind thought "There's so much I need to do!", but I just Needed to not do. I trusted it. Slowing down happens. This was followed by a week of doing almost nothing but sleeping! I continued to trust, even tho the mind thought I was Really being irresponsible and all would Surely fall apart, but it didn't. It was good to trust what was needed. Just wanted to share that, it happened pretty recently. Thank You to Everyone who participated in this, it's soo wonderful and helpful 🥰 Resonating with all of you / me 🤗❤
Thanks to Suzanne for bringing in some realism here with regard to our normal human responses? So often in non-dual circles, we are bombarded by statements such as "Is there a separate self here feeling anything?" No, there isn't a separate self in reality but that's not how it seems for most people and that kind of response does nothing to help deal with problems in relationships. There's no need to completely negate the illusory self in order to see the nondual nature of reality. So long, as one can differentiate the two, it's perfectly possible for them to seemingly co-exist.
thank you Angelo re the pce rigpa explanation, this is my main way in for years, but never quite fully believed it was rigpa, as no one i know seems to have talked so clearly about this. thanks so much ....generally too, as everything you offer is gold
As I was looking for a book on the internet when I saw your book Angelo. I downloaded a preview copy. After reading the first pages, I thought before I buy this I’d first check out on you tube to see who and what this man is about. Wow this is the support I've been looking for so so long. The questions and answers from both you and Suzanne are amazing. I will definitely order the book now. Thanks for sharing 🙏
My two favourite, No-ones at the same time.....lol.... thanks Suzanne and Anglo. Note to self, be more in the body and definitely stay right there.....and just feel.
I feel the guy who said he was scared of the emptiness. Up until you Suzanne, I listened to Alan Wats, Eckart Tolle and Angelo and resonated with EVERYTHING they said...and then I came upon you, everyone recommended you, which means they obviously agree with you, but...for some strange reason, I guess it's about your approach to this, I suddenly resisted...I couldn't understand or I should say I couldn't "vibe" with you...and that's exactly why I keep watching your videos...
It’s interesting to me seeing someone who feels helpless because there is no “doer”, where the main thing I face presently is worrying if I’m using this as a form of escapism. I’d rather not have anything to do with the mess I’ve made of things lol. It’s a relief to me…but still presenting as an “issue”
If it was a hologram or simulator, that would imply that there is something out there causing it, but nonduality affirms that this is all there is and that it's uncaused
I have experienced the loneliness in the Void, it was Terrifying , afterwards I became very Nihilistic for about 2 Years, I'm still knda stuck and cold heartless now , but past caring now,
How about now? I've experienced it too. It sent my ego into a state of mourning its own death. Denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and finally acceptance. I piled the dirt on the grave, and then realized if my ego is down there, then who is up here? 😂😂😂
Lovely to be with you all! Thanks Angelo ♡
wow = simply available = simply feeding back = simply beautiful and inclusive thank you both
There's so much I want to say but I'll keep it briefish. It's not been easy with my trauma to show up authentically online. I kept posting and removing lots of longer posts. Faced the need for validation a month back, after not getting liked by Angelo which was excruciatingly painful yet welcomed somehow. It's been 6 weeks since you all came into my life. . and so much gratitude wells up for you guys right now.. Having been alone on this 'trip' for so long, with the 'right ' timely teacher video book as external confirmation, I never felt like I fit in any group or Sangha and kept falling back to my inner guidance, and nature, as my true companions in truth. Being gifted you all with your wisdom direct experience vulnerability and humility after a prayer has been like God took my hand and said here's your spiritual mob. The one you've been longing for.Its time.
Thank you for the availability of the teachers, the vulnerability and authenticity of the participants, and the deep love in the room I may never show up live but I am here showing up, choixelleslly committed and devoted to the mystery of this ever deepening more subtle dismantling process.
I thank you all from this bottomless heart.
💗🕳️ Thank you all, Angelo, Life .
🙏🌻🙏
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Thanks for being here Zorba. We are mighty companions walking this beautiful journey together and holding space for each other. 💖💕
Love this ❤🎉
Don't underestimate the value of what you did on your own to get you here. I sometimes get too caught up in community instead of time spent in contemplation/inquiry and may need to back off a bit. It has happened the other way around for you, which is Consciousness working, too! Very glad to have you.
There's something very powerful at work at showing up with more vulnerability and receiving love from you all here. Thank you for responding so generously. 🙏💗🌻
Ooh, lethal duo. Looking forward to this one guys 🔥
I agree, excellent poem! Also, some really relatable questions and answers. And right in the middle of it all, I had a very powerful insight. For the first time in my life, I actually trust myself! I finally trust my own direct experience without having to filter it through other people's opinions ! As a very psychic/intuitive child I "saw and knew" things that I wasn't supposed to see or know, and when I spoke about them I was dismissed over and over again. So in order to to fit in, I learned to mistrust myself and put other people's beliefs and opinions above my own. This is a HUGE weight lifted off of me! Thank you 🙏💕
Woohoo!!!!!
Go Jill!!
I’m happy for you for insight
FOR THE ROAD TO SANTIAGO
For the road to Santiago,
don’t make new declarations
about what to bring
and what to leave behind.
Bring what you have.
You were always going
that way anyway,
you were always
going there all along.
…
'For The Road to Santiago'
David Whyte
Thanks all for beautiful sharing, pointers, and love.
Always a good time at the Double Barrel Non-Duality Saloon. Really related to Kelly, kinda swimming in the same waters so I really appreciate that advice, Angelo & Suzanne 🌞
So intimate and personal, yet every one relates. This is like a universal counselling session 💕
Thank you everyone for your questions and vulnerability. it's all here, too. Thank you Angelo and Suzanne for your succinct, compassionate, exceptional responses. So very helpful. 🙏
Suzanne Chang is sooo innocent and charming... i just love the place where her answers came from ... Thank you both! ❤
This sharing is a wonderful gift! Thank you all ♡
Best double barrel yet. Felt spoken to directly and intimately. Thanks to all the questioners and to Angelo and Suzanne ❤
In the words of Gnarls Barkley Crazy “who do you, who do you who do you, who do you think you are …. Haha bless your soul” fkn hits doesn’t it 😂😂😂
Gonna listen to this now 🎶
💛 love music quote comments so thanks for this.
perfect balance between feminine and masculine ! i kept getting stuck with a bias on either side!!! Thank you Kwang so much for asking. my masculine side seeks intellectual answers so much as well. thank you angelo and suzanne for your responses. each one was like a rainbow to my dark storming tornado thunder raining sky !!!
Wow! Suzanne your discussion of the innocense of people pleasing really landed. Thanks Suzanne and Angelo :)
Thanks for the beautiful, long respons to the man with the poem.
Suzanne randomly popped up on UA-cam one night. After listening for a few minutes I was like omg this is what I'm experiencing. I'd never heard someone else speak about it. Then I found you a few weeks ago. SO much is clicking into place. Much gratitude and love 💗
When the ego dies…truth awakes and love is born 🙏💙🙏
Awesome poem ❤❤❤
Excellent .Thank you both and the incoming guests were great also
Thanks to everyone for asking heartfelt questions, ...this morning struck by the sensitivity and beauty of answers, questions; really the dialogue as a whole, thank you Angelo, Suzanne.
Thanks too for the dialogue around thoughts, pce. balancing energy....
all really neat, thanks , john
1:39:50 “ At this moment, in this (whatever this is) there is no more or less; more or less is of the mind. In a way, there is no need for capacity, because there is an infinite capacity, because there is no container.” - this was so beautiful! Really struck me.
lovely conversation folks, very helpful! 🔥
Thanks for pulling us home
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Strengthening your body by just being here. ❤lovely.
That was a beautiful poem, Mike. WOW. ❤️💡🙏🏻
Thanks so much Suzanne and Angelo
Poem is so beautiful.
The double barrel series is awesome ❤ Thank you!
Appreciation for that poem " Old Suit", completely resonate. Gratitude for Double Barreled talks, for both Angelo and Suzanne. ❤
Lovely team…
🙏🔥🫥⭕️🌻
“I can’t tell you how, but you already know.”
This is an incredible video. Thank you everyone for this 🙏
Thank you Suzanne!
Wow. This is phenomenal. It touches on so many of the areas where many of us get stuck like seeking validation. Helps so much with my personal inquiry.
You two are brightening up my room☀️
It is true, you can change the world, we can 🫂💗❤️🌹🧚♂️
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you!
Damn. This whole thing so good. The vulnerability of questions and the compassionate, insightful responses ❤🤯
Mike B ~ I had a week "out of the blue" where I couldn't get myself to do anything. The energy wasn't there. The mind thought "There's so much I need to do!", but I just Needed to not do. I trusted it. Slowing down happens. This was followed by a week of doing almost nothing but sleeping! I continued to trust, even tho the mind thought I was Really being irresponsible and all would Surely fall apart, but it didn't. It was good to trust what was needed. Just wanted to share that, it happened pretty recently. Thank You to Everyone who participated in this, it's soo wonderful and helpful 🥰 Resonating with all of you / me 🤗❤
this was awsome.
Thank you Angelo and Suzanne for all you do.
🙏❤️
Thanks to Suzanne for bringing in some realism here with regard to our normal human responses? So often in non-dual circles, we are bombarded by statements such as "Is there a separate self here feeling anything?" No, there isn't a separate self in reality but that's not how it seems for most people and that kind of response does nothing to help deal with problems in relationships. There's no need to completely negate the illusory self in order to see the nondual nature of reality. So long, as one can differentiate the two, it's perfectly possible for them to seemingly co-exist.
That is a beautiful poem 🫂🌅🌹
Yup, both of you are awesome ...non of that spiritual bypassing...GREAT episode
thank you Angelo re the pce rigpa explanation, this is my main way in for years, but never quite fully believed it was rigpa, as no one i know seems to have talked so clearly about this. thanks so much ....generally too, as everything you offer is gold
Right there with you Marcee ❤️
Thank you! This rocks!
As I was looking for a book on the internet when I saw your book Angelo. I downloaded a preview copy. After reading the first pages, I thought before I buy this I’d first check out on you tube to see who and what this man is about. Wow this is the support I've been looking for so so long. The questions and answers from both you and Suzanne are amazing. I will definitely order the book now. Thanks for sharing 🙏
Enjoy 😊
So much content that was brought up really resonated with me, great video thank you!
Wow, this was a good one. Love you all.
Glad you enjoyed it
Exactly what I needed to hear, thanks guys,!
Right there with you Alec - good call.
My two favourite, No-ones at the same time.....lol.... thanks Suzanne and Anglo. Note to self, be more in the body and definitely stay right there.....and just feel.
Precious.
I feel the guy who said he was scared of the emptiness. Up until you Suzanne, I listened to Alan Wats, Eckart Tolle and Angelo and resonated with EVERYTHING they said...and then I came upon you, everyone recommended you, which means they obviously agree with you, but...for some strange reason, I guess it's about your approach to this, I suddenly resisted...I couldn't understand or I should say I couldn't "vibe" with you...and that's exactly why I keep watching your videos...
46:35 nice. ❤😊
Thank you! Soo helpful!
recently i have noticed that it sounds like the perfect stopping point for angelo to stop talking is about half-way through his schpiel.
Very helpful 🙌🏽🌸
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Love this more please 😃
Oh Angelo. Oh Suzanne.
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Easy to get this one.
Thx 🙏🏾
I thought the poem was fantastic I know artist or no right brained savant however I thought it was beautifully stated❤
I feel like same way listening to nde awaking stuff trying meditate nothing happens . I know it will
Why don't I see a Thumbs Up 🧐
It’s interesting to me seeing someone who feels helpless because there is no “doer”,
where the main thing I face presently is worrying if I’m using this as a form of escapism.
I’d rather not have anything to do with the mess I’ve made of things lol.
It’s a relief to me…but still presenting as an “issue”
Well it’s imperative to not use the principle of no doership to avoid responsibility. Otherwise the effects will just follow you until addressed.
@@SimplyAlwaysAwake damn I thought I could get out of the whole responsibility game! 😅
How do i get on one of these?
I believe you have to become a 'Sustaining Member' of the channel. I'm not entirely sure though
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How does one participate in this as a guest? Patreon or joining via UA-cam?
You tube membership to my channel (supporting members and above)
😮... aw.....❤🙏
25:05
hi, is this life a hologram or simulator?
The cosmos has no description at all. It is not devided into named parts.
If it was a hologram or simulator, that would imply that there is something out there causing it, but nonduality affirms that this is all there is and that it's uncaused
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double jack pot 🦑🦑🦑
I have experienced the loneliness in the Void, it was Terrifying , afterwards I became very Nihilistic for about 2 Years, I'm still knda stuck and cold heartless now , but past caring now,
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You saw through a lot I’m guessing but perhaps not enough to get past that despair. I know the experience well
How about now? I've experienced it too. It sent my ego into a state of mourning its own death. Denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and finally acceptance. I piled the dirt on the grave, and then realized if my ego is down there, then who is up here? 😂😂😂
Devotion is not a word I would use, just saying
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