Yeah i feel like most people would never understand my race dysphoria... I always wanted to fit in in the hood and say the big N, yet i can't... Very bad society.
its a dead person. I read my deadname the same way I would look into a cascet. yet its still adds more fuel to the fire that ive tried so hard to put out when someone calls me by it
Their reflection making them angry is so accurate omg and like you can picture how you should look but it’s just not right. My personal experience is looking in the mirror and seeing a complete stranger or something that makes me horrified or angry
Most likely caused because the part of the brain that does the mental map is sexually dimorphic, and (along with other parts of the brain) in trans people doesn’t biologically match up with what’s being seen, hence… I used to spontaneously snarl at myself in anger and pain. Past couple of weeks I’ve literally giggled instead, which is a bit of an upgrade 😅
Whenever I look in the mirror I just get really confused at the face I'm seeing. Like, if I was to look in the mirror for the first time ever I would not expect my face to look like this. But at the same time, I don't exactly know what I expect it to look like.
@@RivLoveshine my friend is thinking and this makes sense to me that that’s kind of caused by the fact that the part of the brain that’s generating kind of self image is sexually dimorphic, and “wrong” for assigned sex in trans people. I mean there’s other parts of the brain that are also sexually dimorphic that can also be “wrong” for the assigned sex of a trans person but that seems like probably the one that’s causing physical dysphoria. Heck, the same high percent of men who are trans have phantom penis sensations as do men who are cis who’ve lost theirs for some reason.
I like how this can be interpreted as: A) A post-transition trans woman seeing her old self in the mirror and hating it, or B) A pre-transition trans man seeing his true self in the mirror and hating that he doesn't look like that yet EDIT: or C) A pre-transition trans woman seeing her physical self in the mirror and being harshly reminded of how she looks.
@@Kaileedoodleloo69good luck to you!!! 😀 Sigh. I can’t figure out what the hell I look like, but I do know it’s better than 11 months ago, and causing me so much less pain. Plus I biologically run so much better on the right hormones. (I mean obviously I only want people to flip hormones if it’s right for them, and quit if you discover it isn’t, you can just stop anytime, but for me this has been amazing)
@@rebeccasam3434 Congrats!!!!!!!!! I'm also on my 11th month mark~ Still a bit more to change with HRT over time but it's so freeing now and I'm finally able to have peace between my mind and body for the first time in my life. The cocoon phase is the last step before we fly after all! Hang in there, you're doing great! :D
@@chemistral4943 oh that’s neat! And thank you! I only just last week kinda sorta flipped what clothes I’m primarily wearing 😬. Wasn’t planning to, but… so far it’s been okay 😅 It would help if i could even figure out what I look like. Looots of people have claimed I look female but my brain lots of times just thinks I look vile. And I discount any positive interactions as flukes lol Well, I’m already doing more than I expected to by this point!
this is actually kinda helpful for me. i sometimes struggle to believe that i have dysphoria, but i have this exact experience every morning (minus the bleeding lol). it's nice to be able to relate to something like this so that i know it's real.
Did you google others experience (inner sexism for example for example, but there could be others reasons) or all your usufull info it's UA-cam shorts?
This is so painfully true. At least rn as I’m pre transition I can sometimes look in the mirror and see a more feminine side of me staring back. Hopefully one day that will be always.
I’m 11 months since I flipped. I still don’t know what the hell is going to happen or what I’ll be able to do but even I can tell how much better things are in the mirror, and I don’t believe it half the time.
I liked it almost two years ago just because of animation.. in December of last year I understood that I am agender… this animation now feels too relatable. And not just with right now.. but my whole life.
heyy I'm in the same boat, except slightly older than you :-/ it's also straight up illegal to be trans in my country. I really hope things get better for all of us because it feels like I'll never experience real happiness otherwise. just endlessly waiting for it to happen
Hey, just wanted to say, I was in this exact position 5 years ago. I’m now 17, and I’ve got less than a year to go. I know it sucks now, but time flies and before you know it, that 6 years will be gone. Live your life and reach the milestones you can in the meantime, I believe in you :)
@@moniviljapaahtoThis really helped me honestly. Just knowing there are people experiencing the same thing that I’m going through (I’ve been having rlly bad dysphoria lately) makes me feel a lot better. Thank you. Also, woohoo!! less than a year, you’re so close! I’m super happy for you :))
I love how the reflection can be interpreted as either their current, past, or future selves, and any interpretation makes perfect sense! Incredible work, hope even more people see this :)
THIS!! Well..I'm trying to cope, but I feel like I lose my identity and personality when engaging with unsupportive people. Then I end up confused and lost and start questioning my existence I wonder if it's normal to continue living this way
@@Someone-n2v4t Be yourself. If you're in a situation where you're safe, stop being afraid of being yourself. Stop hiding it. It is not a healthy way of going, and you shouldn't let people push you back into acting how they expect you to!!!!!
@@jadeisnotnormal13 I interpreted it as FTM, he sees a glimpse of himself in the mirror but he is mistaken and still looks like a girl, which prompts punching the mirror, because he doesn't want to look like that
@@jadeisnotnormal13 i think its the other way around, as in the mirror part the person turns into a more masculine looking character before going back to how they looked before
@lemonstudios8617 I'm thinking it could be both ways tbh. It's set up so this could be a trans girl that transitioned, but when they look in the mirror they still see a guy. Or it could be a trans guy that hasn't transitioned yet, seeing what they could have as a man.
painfully accurate. I was a completely different person with a separate personality and everything before my transition (not finished). I still see the younger boy I used to be in the mirror. I'm not that person anymore that name isn't mine. That male body isn't mine.
You did a good job at making this be able to go both ways. For trans femmes like me, the mirror could be a reminder of the outward self and how it differs from the body I want to achieve. For trans mascs it could be who they see themselves as ideally but feel trapped and so far away from achieving. I think they would both warrant that reaction.
So real. I hate not being able to be who I want. I would cut my hair, I even know how I want it, but I could never, since my parents would not let me and my friends would look at me weirdly. It's just pains me. A lot.
When I look in the mirror, it doesnt anger me just makes me feel... empty. Like 'welp there is whatever that is'. I dont feel connected to it. But being called he by my friends and imagining being the guy I want to be? It makes me so happy. Hopefully that will be how I feel when I look into the mirror, happiness at who I am not... nothing.
I am very scared at the fact i found this relatable and possibly could do this in the future due to a mix between dysphoria and anger managemente issues.
I’m so tired of like never getting gendered correctly by strangers. I’ve been medically transitioning for 2 years and it feels like nothing has changed
Typically when people say body dysphoria they mean to say body dysmorphia. Dysmorphia is when you incorrectly perceived your body and are upset about how you perceived yourself to look, thinking you are still fat when you are clearly starving to death. Dysphoria is when you correctly perceive your body and are upset by how you are perceived.
It feels like this shell is growing around my body. Every day I fight it but it’s already shaped my bones, turned me into something I feel like I’m not. I can’t stand the thought of becoming something inbetween, a monster in my own eyes. I’m so lost
I get this same feeling when Im dressed fem and then have to go boymode just to exist around my family and in society, why have I been cursed like this
Im gender fluid and i hate when people say gender dysphoria is only a trans thing. I absolutely hate being gender fluid because i have dysphoria for all genders as sometimes i feel masculine, sometimes i feel feminine. I also can't make any changes to my body to help feel more masc or fem because in a few days i will feel different and be insecure or dysphoric about what i changed. :(
I feel like this is the only video I can actually talk about this on. I know it's really unhealthy, but I try to present as a female online because I can't irl... I'm pretty good at it, but it hurts feeling like I'm in the wrong body every day...
I feel this on so many levels so much so that sometimes i wish i could just move out and live a new life as someone else although i love my family i fear that some of them won't accept me for who i am, the fear i have coming out as i know a lot of others may have, even if it's not necessarily illegal where i am, frightens me cause sometimes i forget that some people will never accept me no matter where, what, or when. Despite not knowing if I'm dysphoric, and although my experiences are different than others i can understand where everyone is coming from, i hope one day, somewhere, somehow, and in someway that we all can be happy as ourselves no matter how rough things get. Thank you to whoever found time to read this i know it's long especially listening to me ramble but i appreciate it lots, i wish you the best adventures ❤️
i hope only good things happen to you and for you to finally get the help you need. no person deserves to go through this, i wish the very best for you million hundred times ❤ you will become a strong version and your real gender soon and you'll be happy. let's hope for that. ❤ may you achieve happiness
@@mar35962 Thank you so much this means a lot to me ❤️ I hope that someday you may be right, and I wish and hope the very same for you too. I hope that you can achieve happiness yourself no matter who you are because you deserve it just as much as anybody ❤️
Im waiting to transition but the more i wait for my first appointment the more my life feels like its getting worse. Im getting to the point where i want to kms. I dont know how long i can last.
hey it's okay. i went through the same thing, and if you can hold on a little longer, it gets better. you won't feel this way forever, please give yourself a chance to feel happy
@@Bareq_99 I am 16, so as far as legal reasons go in my state I don’t think i can legally take any form of hrt without doctor permission and prescription. I do plan on taking over the counter things like zinc, ashwaganda, omega-3, and an overall testosterone increasing diet for a little boost to at least give me more hope. So if I understand your comment sadly I cannot.
My friend is trans... We never really talked about her dysphoria, but I know that she has this a lot. This animation reminded me to support her and take care of her, to remind her that she is *a girl*. Thank you. (Sorry for my english)
What made me start bawling when I watched this was that the person in the reflection looks just like me. I'm so much closer to who I want to be but I'm still not there yet
this hits hard as someone who was forcibly detransitioned (socially + forced to grow hair out). sometimes i used to see someone i liked in the mirror. now i never do.
I didn't realize that my inner picture if myself froze at 8 until I started transitioning. I would dream, and i oftetn see myself as if I'm playing a video gane in 3rd person, and i always saw a little child, even though i was 17. Then i start transitioning, put on my first binder and whack! When i dream i look like i do now, just with all the bits in the right place.
as a person who doesn't have dysphoria, this actually convinced me what it is like to experience this, i almost felt the panic when you see a different person in the mirror of what you're not. very well put. i feel so sorry for everyone going through gender dysphoria, this is not easy i hope everyone becomes able to get help that they need, my prayers go out to everyone, hope everyone's safe :(❤ lots of love and hugs from here
@@GeorgiaTalksTrans you don't have to thank me for being a normal human being and doing the bare minimum. i hope you receive all the support in your journey 💖 good luck
@@mar35962 Thank you. Okay I won't thank you for 'being a normal human' but I will at least acknowledge your decency... I know the haters are rare, but they are noisy. It's nice to see quiet support.
@@Bareq_99 Certainly in my country (UK) they are in a minority by a long shot. But they are noisy and they are (by definition) hateful. Most people are getting on with their lives and couldn't give a rats ass about trans people, many people are supportive, many simply don't understand and may have generational or societal transphobia... then what, maybe 1% of people are genuine haters? The problem is that the _actions_ of that 1% can be devastating. (The media would have you believe otherwise, but the media is always looking for sensationalism)
I look in the mirror and see a stranger or, better said, a person I know but... It's just a character, that person is not real and definetly not me. But stil, it's a part of me, of my life. Waiting until I get a house to transition seems like a eternity. And I can't tell anyone until there, how will I manage the dysphoria until I can transition?
I remember feeling that way for a long time. It was horrible. But I am glad that I was able to accept myself as I am and get rid of gender stereotypes and gender labels. I am a woman, I was born a woman and my gender is human.
I get this. Im lucky enough to have friends that use my name and pronouns, but whenever i look in the mirror i can never regonise myself, nor my body, nor my voice. My sense of identity shifts so often its hard to truly pinpoint what i feel.
I know this feeling as for the punching the mirror part I’ve punched mine but I never punch it hard enough to break it, I also cope a bit by sleeping with a bra and fake boobs in (I wish I had real ones)
I always find it so interesting hearing ( or ig seeing) other trans people’s experiences with dysphoria, I would describe mine closer to a panic, something bad is gonna happen, or I scare myself by looking in a mirror and not seeing me but some other kid with a gaunt face
It still is so crazy that people would want to be male, I’m trans femme so I always find it like life’s cruel joke to have us carry treasures that others want so badly but we can’t trade with eachother for me being male feels like a barbaric meat suit receding hair lines, hairy facial hair etc. I just want to look beautiful. But dysphoria is a cruel thing indeed
Are you joking? being a woman is way worse, being weak, being constantly harassed, not being taken seriously because of your gender, being forced to smile 24/7... i don't understand why a man would want to be a woman, just because they are pretty? our life sucks
I'm not even trans and i still feel like i can semi relate to this, i look in the mirror and do not see what/who i want to see, idk what i want to see but not what i see in the mirror atleast lmao
I do not know exactly how this feels because I am not trans. However, I am a therian and I do get quite a lot of species dysphoria, so I know how painful and infuriating it is. 🐾🐾🐺🐾🐾
still to this day im having troubles with this and sometimes it takes a massive toll on you but when you finally know and who you are it will be better just hang in there everyone who is going through such thing :)
People who didn't experience this themselves will never know how it really is.
The truth. Transphobes say that feelings don't beat reality... but they've never experienced the reality of these feelings.
Exactly
Yeah i feel like most people would never understand my race dysphoria... I always wanted to fit in in the hood and say the big N, yet i can't... Very bad society.
@@takeyourmeds-d9g Thanks for your input, Rachel
@@takeyourmeds-d9gi read this and i hope this is a joke cuz if not im sorry im laughing
Frfr, am I the only one who feels like I was just a whole separate person before I transitioned? Like she’s someone else… stop calling me by her name
Honestly! Its been only a little over a year, and it already feels like he was someone I knew, not someone I *was*.
I feel like two people sometimes. Sometimes I feel like she evolved into me, other times, I feel like her knight.
CRAZY HOW WE SAY "I'm still me" BUT THEN "theyre dead and i kiled them"
its a dead person. I read my deadname the same way I would look into a cascet. yet its still adds more fuel to the fire that ive tried so hard to put out when someone calls me by it
oh my god there are words for this feeling
Their reflection making them angry is so accurate omg and like you can picture how you should look but it’s just not right. My personal experience is looking in the mirror and seeing a complete stranger or something that makes me horrified or angry
Most likely caused because the part of the brain that does the mental map is sexually dimorphic, and (along with other parts of the brain) in trans people doesn’t biologically match up with what’s being seen, hence…
I used to spontaneously snarl at myself in anger and pain. Past couple of weeks I’ve literally giggled instead, which is a bit of an upgrade 😅
Whenever I look in the mirror I just get really confused at the face I'm seeing. Like, if I was to look in the mirror for the first time ever I would not expect my face to look like this. But at the same time, I don't exactly know what I expect it to look like.
@@RivLoveshine my friend is thinking and this makes sense to me that that’s kind of caused by the fact that the part of the brain that’s generating kind of self image is sexually dimorphic, and “wrong” for assigned sex in trans people. I mean there’s other parts of the brain that are also sexually dimorphic that can also be “wrong” for the assigned sex of a trans person but that seems like probably the one that’s causing physical dysphoria.
Heck, the same high percent of men who are trans have phantom penis sensations as do men who are cis who’ve lost theirs for some reason.
every time i look at myself in the mirror im always like "who the fuck is this dude" for a second
@@tristantheoofer2 same! I'm glad I'm not alone in how I feel.
That is so relatable 😢 on the other hand, I really love your artstyle and the color that you chose for it!!
thank u so much!
when I want to see a girl in the mirror but instead I just see a weird looking man I dont recognize
Feel
Feel.
❤❤❤
exactly i used to recognise my self now when i see my self i feel so much hatred to my self
@@solwilkinson8551 (hug) You are not alone.
The fact that I got an ad for Pads and Women’s Power before this video
Omg same, it's ridiculous
bro every time i get adds like that i always report them for not being targeted right, its just so annoying
Do you actually think you're a woman
@@takeyourmeds-d9g LMAO theyre a trans boy, transphobia failed
BAHAHHA-
Srry i think its kinds funny-
I like how this can be interpreted as:
A) A post-transition trans woman seeing her old self in the mirror and hating it,
or
B) A pre-transition trans man seeing his true self in the mirror and hating that he doesn't look like that yet
EDIT:
or
C) A pre-transition trans woman seeing her physical self in the mirror and being harshly reminded of how she looks.
Personally I’m in the second scenario.
@@Kaileedoodleloo69good luck to you!!! 😀
Sigh. I can’t figure out what the hell I look like, but I do know it’s better than 11 months ago, and causing me so much less pain.
Plus I biologically run so much better on the right hormones.
(I mean obviously I only want people to flip hormones if it’s right for them, and quit if you discover it isn’t, you can just stop anytime, but for me this has been amazing)
@@rebeccasam3434 Congrats!!!!!!!!! I'm also on my 11th month mark~
Still a bit more to change with HRT over time but it's so freeing now and I'm finally able to have peace between my mind and body for the first time in my life. The cocoon phase is the last step before we fly after all! Hang in there, you're doing great! :D
@@chemistral4943 oh that’s neat! And thank you! I only just last week kinda sorta flipped what clothes I’m primarily wearing 😬. Wasn’t planning to, but… so far it’s been okay 😅
It would help if i could even figure out what I look like. Looots of people have claimed I look female but my brain lots of times just thinks I look vile. And I discount any positive interactions as flukes lol
Well, I’m already doing more than I expected to by this point!
to me i interperet it as a pre-transition trans woman (me), with the disappointment of realising how I actually look
this is actually kinda helpful for me. i sometimes struggle to believe that i have dysphoria, but i have this exact experience every morning (minus the bleeding lol). it's nice to be able to relate to something like this so that i know it's real.
Did you google others experience (inner sexism for example for example, but there could be others reasons) or all your usufull info it's UA-cam shorts?
@hey-nq6ev are you always an ass or only in YT comments?
This is so painfully true. At least rn as I’m pre transition I can sometimes look in the mirror and see a more feminine side of me staring back. Hopefully one day that will be always.
Omg same!! I see the me underneath sometimes, but then speak and it dissapears. Someday she'll be there all the time :)
I’m 11 months since I flipped. I still don’t know what the hell is going to happen or what I’ll be able to do but even I can tell how much better things are in the mirror, and I don’t believe it half the time.
same here. i know what i wanna look like and i see that in the mirror sometimes. when i dont... that causes insane dysphroia. its fucking ridiculous
Wonderful color palette choice!
thank u sm!! 💖
I liked it almost two years ago just because of animation.. in December of last year I understood that I am agender… this animation now feels too relatable. And not just with right now.. but my whole life.
POV: me, 12, every. single. morning. 6 years seems like an eternerty
heyy I'm in the same boat, except slightly older than you :-/ it's also straight up illegal to be trans in my country. I really hope things get better for all of us because it feels like I'll never experience real happiness otherwise. just endlessly waiting for it to happen
Hey, just wanted to say, I was in this exact position 5 years ago. I’m now 17, and I’ve got less than a year to go. I know it sucks now, but time flies and before you know it, that 6 years will be gone. Live your life and reach the milestones you can in the meantime, I believe in you :)
same boat here :\ my country isnt against it but my school is n my parents arent the most supportive
@@moniviljapaahtoThis really helped me honestly. Just knowing there are people experiencing the same thing that I’m going through (I’ve been having rlly bad dysphoria lately) makes me feel a lot better. Thank you.
Also, woohoo!! less than a year, you’re so close! I’m super happy for you :))
Me 16 with parents unsupportive and surgery impossible here :trollface:
I love how the reflection can be interpreted as either their current, past, or future selves, and any interpretation makes perfect sense! Incredible work, hope even more people see this :)
I feel stuck in people's perception of me..
THIS!!
Well..I'm trying to cope, but I feel like I lose my identity and personality when engaging with unsupportive people. Then I end up confused and lost and start questioning my existence
I wonder if it's normal to continue living this way
@@Someone-n2v4t EXACTLY, IT'S LIKE EXISTENTIAL DREAD/EMBARRASSMENT
Same
i wish i could tell them how i feel but ik it will stop them from loving me
@@Someone-n2v4t Be yourself. If you're in a situation where you're safe, stop being afraid of being yourself. Stop hiding it. It is not a healthy way of going, and you shouldn't let people push you back into acting how they expect you to!!!!!
It usually hits hardest right when I wake up
True
Underrated comment
stop why is this so real
True
it happens when i go into the real world and experience gender irl
getting this video recommended to me while going through dysphoria is certainly something
I love the detail of the unshaven legs.
That's a really good color palette! I love the symbolism of it especially when the 'girl' washes her face, such a smooth transition.
thank u so much! that means a lot :)
i'm MTF but this still perfectly sums up dysphoria
Isn't this an mtf animation? Or am I misinterpreting it?
@@jadeisnotnormal13 I interpreted it as FTM, he sees a glimpse of himself in the mirror but he is mistaken and still looks like a girl, which prompts punching the mirror, because he doesn't want to look like that
@@jadeisnotnormal13 i think its the other way around, as in the mirror part the person turns into a more masculine looking character before going back to how they looked before
@lemonstudios8617 I'm thinking it could be both ways tbh. It's set up so this could be a trans girl that transitioned, but when they look in the mirror they still see a guy. Or it could be a trans guy that hasn't transitioned yet, seeing what they could have as a man.
@@kairi4640Yeah I'm pretty sure the animation was made that way so it could be interpreted both ways.
I sat down to watch this and my bed frame collapsed, I’m such a gamer.
Lol what
Sigma
painfully accurate. I was a completely different person with a separate personality and everything before my transition (not finished). I still see the younger boy I used to be in the mirror. I'm not that person anymore that name isn't mine. That male body isn't mine.
You did a good job at making this be able to go both ways. For trans femmes like me, the mirror could be a reminder of the outward self and how it differs from the body I want to achieve. For trans mascs it could be who they see themselves as ideally but feel trapped and so far away from achieving. I think they would both warrant that reaction.
Indeed.
Ah yes the nightmare of remembering I have a physical form
you put my whole emotions into one video. I have tears in my eyes watching this.
This is so simple, so short, but omg its so accurate
My heart goes out to y'all
So real. I hate not being able to be who I want. I would cut my hair, I even know how I want it, but I could never, since my parents would not let me and my friends would look at me weirdly. It's just pains me. A lot.
0:22 This is so me..
Yes
When I look in the mirror, it doesnt anger me just makes me feel... empty. Like 'welp there is whatever that is'. I dont feel connected to it. But being called he by my friends and imagining being the guy I want to be? It makes me so happy. Hopefully that will be how I feel when I look into the mirror, happiness at who I am not... nothing.
u done coping? 😂
I am very scared at the fact i found this relatable and possibly could do this in the future due to a mix between dysphoria and anger managemente issues.
I’m so tired of like never getting gendered correctly by strangers. I’ve been medically transitioning for 2 years and it feels like nothing has changed
maybe because they can tell you're just trying to emulate the real thing?
@@takeyourmeds-d9gwhat are you on about
@@localarsonist4484 idk. And the shit on their channel is :/
@@ohmybreadsticks there's pretty much nothing on my channel, whatever thing you are
@@takeyourmeds-d9g your playlists are public and they’re pretty gross. Just full of hate and white supremacy
i wish people saw the real me, not the one they think i am
So true
I didn't have gender dysphoria, I had body dysphoria, but I felt this. The punching mirror part..
Typically when people say body dysphoria they mean to say body dysmorphia. Dysmorphia is when you incorrectly perceived your body and are upset about how you perceived yourself to look, thinking you are still fat when you are clearly starving to death. Dysphoria is when you correctly perceive your body and are upset by how you are perceived.
@@plastictouch6796as someone with anorexia not really.. I recognize the body I recognize the flaws but
@@konpeitojellie fellow anorexic here, hope you're doing okay
@@LeanneHolloway-cy2uo I’m doing alright, thank you friend, I hope you’re doing alright as well
Yeah that's basically it. Sometimes I do indeed feel like breaking my mirror.
40 seconds and I'm crying
Waaaaa do you want a tissue?
dont forget to wipe your nose from all nasty mucus , you poor thing
It feels like this shell is growing around my body. Every day I fight it but it’s already shaped my bones, turned me into something I feel like I’m not. I can’t stand the thought of becoming something inbetween, a monster in my own eyes. I’m so lost
yea
It's the worst pain in the world, and some people (me too) experience it every day.
Little things like this video makes me burst in tears so fast
XD
I get this same feeling when Im dressed fem and then have to go boymode just to exist around my family and in society, why have I been cursed like this
Because your daddy will disown you😂
Art style, animation and sound are great and blend well.
thankyou!!
This is really beautiful! I love the colors! I hope things get better soon!
just wanna say, this video is really well made, in only 40 seconds, this video hits so deeply
I personally don’t have this but I hope someone who needed help finds this
DAMN I feel this!
amazing job capturing the feeling. It sucks.
Im gender fluid and i hate when people say gender dysphoria is only a trans thing. I absolutely hate being gender fluid because i have dysphoria for all genders as sometimes i feel masculine, sometimes i feel feminine. I also can't make any changes to my body to help feel more masc or fem because in a few days i will feel different and be insecure or dysphoric about what i changed. :(
even as a trans girl, i felt that
My god, I have never seen something so true. It hurts so much.
This is.... accurate.
maybe because of such a deep pain I hate that I'm like this
I feel like this is the only video I can actually talk about this on. I know it's really unhealthy, but I try to present as a female online because I can't irl... I'm pretty good at it, but it hurts feeling like I'm in the wrong body every day...
>maybe if i go on discord with an anime profile picture i will finally be a woman...
@@takeyourmeds-d9g maybe if I go on youtube and ragebait I'll finally get noticed...
@@athena-love male hands typed this
@@takeyourmeds-d9g lack of family caused you to type that.
@@athena-love lack of proper father figure caused you to transition
I feel this on so many levels so much so that sometimes i wish i could just move out and live a new life as someone else although i love my family i fear that some of them won't accept me for who i am, the fear i have coming out as i know a lot of others may have, even if it's not necessarily illegal where i am, frightens me cause sometimes i forget that some people will never accept me no matter where, what, or when. Despite not knowing if I'm dysphoric, and although my experiences are different than others i can understand where everyone is coming from, i hope one day, somewhere, somehow, and in someway that we all can be happy as ourselves no matter how rough things get. Thank you to whoever found time to read this i know it's long especially listening to me ramble but i appreciate it lots, i wish you the best adventures ❤️
i hope only good things happen to you and for you to finally get the help you need. no person deserves to go through this, i wish the very best for you million hundred times ❤ you will become a strong version and your real gender soon and you'll be happy. let's hope for that. ❤ may you achieve happiness
@@mar35962 Thank you so much this means a lot to me ❤️ I hope that someday you may be right, and I wish and hope the very same for you too. I hope that you can achieve happiness yourself no matter who you are because you deserve it just as much as anybody ❤️
the animation is good, detailed and everything is there, and I don't know why the viewer is still small (´-﹏-`💧)
tysm!! i really appreciate it
@@najaaliffiyah yes you are welcome, I hope you become a great content creator one day! ^.^💕💐
Im waiting to transition but the more i wait for my first appointment the more my life feels like its getting worse. Im getting to the point where i want to kms. I dont know how long i can last.
hey it's okay. i went through the same thing, and if you can hold on a little longer, it gets better. you won't feel this way forever, please give yourself a chance to feel happy
@@beetle__bugz thank you im going to try.
I hate when yall just wait like this
Research DIY HRT and save yourself while you still can
@@Bareq_99 I am 16, so as far as legal reasons go in my state I don’t think i can legally take any form of hrt without doctor permission and prescription. I do plan on taking over the counter things like zinc, ashwaganda, omega-3, and an overall testosterone increasing diet for a little boost to at least give me more hope. So if I understand your comment sadly I cannot.
@@hikarusolar mate, just google what DIY HRT is
Read it's wiki
That will help you understand what I am talking about :)
That face isn’t me. It’s just mine.
40 Seconds long with 1000+ Words said o7
It’s so short but it made me want to cry
Bottom😂
In the game "Celeste", there is a song called "in the mirror", and if you play it in reverse, the lyrics perfectly describe this feeling.
Oh my hecking wholesome hidden gem
My friend is trans... We never really talked about her dysphoria, but I know that she has this a lot. This animation reminded me to support her and take care of her, to remind her that she is *a girl*. Thank you.
(Sorry for my english)
This is very sweet
I hope yall are good friends
HWNBAW
@@takeyourmeds-d9g YWNBWAW
😢poor abomination
I've never felt so much in such a short period of time
hang in there y'all ^-^
>hang in there
kek
@@takeyourmeds-d9g shutup dorkk
Can vouch this is true
Just haven’t punched the mirror yet
please don't punch a mirror 🙏
@@najaaliffiyah I’m gonna fucking do it
@@mushroomy9899 same
@@mushroomy9899don't do it, you'll let *something* out
have you punched the mirror yet?
What made me start bawling when I watched this was that the person in the reflection looks just like me. I'm so much closer to who I want to be but I'm still not there yet
this hits hard as someone who was forcibly detransitioned (socially + forced to grow hair out). sometimes i used to see someone i liked in the mirror. now i never do.
Oh my goodness that's horrible. I wish you the best.
thank you for being so kind
THATS ME ASF i hate feeling like a man in a dress even tho i'm not 😭
It can indeed feel like that
God. I can relate to this..
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Short , but oh so accurate
I didn't realize that my inner picture if myself froze at 8 until I started transitioning. I would dream, and i oftetn see myself as if I'm playing a video gane in 3rd person, and i always saw a little child, even though i was 17. Then i start transitioning, put on my first binder and whack! When i dream i look like i do now, just with all the bits in the right place.
as a person who doesn't have dysphoria, this actually convinced me what it is like to experience this, i almost felt the panic when you see a different person in the mirror of what you're not. very well put. i feel so sorry for everyone going through gender dysphoria, this is not easy i hope everyone becomes able to get help that they need, my prayers go out to everyone, hope everyone's safe :(❤ lots of love and hugs from here
Thank-you for your allyship!
@@GeorgiaTalksTrans you don't have to thank me for being a normal human being and doing the bare minimum. i hope you receive all the support in your journey 💖 good luck
@@mar35962 Thank you. Okay I won't thank you for 'being a normal human' but I will at least acknowledge your decency... I know the haters are rare, but they are noisy. It's nice to see quiet support.
@@GeorgiaTalksTrans"the haters are rare"
Do you even live in reality what do u mean "are rare"?
@@Bareq_99 Certainly in my country (UK) they are in a minority by a long shot. But they are noisy and they are (by definition) hateful. Most people are getting on with their lives and couldn't give a rats ass about trans people, many people are supportive, many simply don't understand and may have generational or societal transphobia... then what, maybe 1% of people are genuine haters? The problem is that the _actions_ of that 1% can be devastating.
(The media would have you believe otherwise, but the media is always looking for sensationalism)
I get this urge a lot, this hurts
This was very well made and accurate thank you :))
i feel like i repeating everyone here but this is real as fuck.
😢 totally know that feeling every day 😓 thank you for making this video 💖
I look in the mirror and see a stranger or, better said, a person I know but... It's just a character, that person is not real and definetly not me. But stil, it's a part of me, of my life. Waiting until I get a house to transition seems like a eternity. And I can't tell anyone until there, how will I manage the dysphoria until I can transition?
I remember feeling that way for a long time. It was horrible. But I am glad that I was able to accept myself as I am and get rid of gender stereotypes and gender labels. I am a woman, I was born a woman and my gender is human.
I get this. Im lucky enough to have friends that use my name and pronouns, but whenever i look in the mirror i can never regonise myself, nor my body, nor my voice. My sense of identity shifts so often its hard to truly pinpoint what i feel.
“who’s ******n? I’m Connor…..”
I know this feeling as for the punching the mirror part I’ve punched mine but I never punch it hard enough to break it, I also cope a bit by sleeping with a bra and fake boobs in (I wish I had real ones)
The reflection was real but AGH THE LEG HAIR AT THE END IDK THAT'S JUST RELATABLE ( ;-;)
That's so crazy... I saw it but didn't SEE it. What a subtle addition to the whole story. Well spotted...
this but also so so much with the way i speak and my voice itself💔💔💔
I hope u guys are doing okay
I always find it so interesting hearing ( or ig seeing) other trans people’s experiences with dysphoria, I would describe mine closer to a panic, something bad is gonna happen, or I scare myself by looking in a mirror and not seeing me but some other kid with a gaunt face
I've been so close to doing that, only thing that stopped me was because its my aunts mirror
I cut my hair back in January 2024 but it’s grown shoulder length and I’ve been feeling massive dysphoriya
Oh my gods this is just my life
Took me a solid 4 years of changing to like seeing myself in the mirror lol. Definitely worth the effort tho
It still is so crazy that people would want to be male, I’m trans femme so I always find it like life’s cruel joke to have us carry treasures that others want so badly but we can’t trade with eachother for me being male feels like a barbaric meat suit receding hair lines, hairy facial hair etc. I just want to look beautiful. But dysphoria is a cruel thing indeed
>hello guys i'm male and mentally ill btw i'm very ugly and will never be a woman
@@takeyourmeds-d9g >hello guys im 12 and want attention on the internet please my dad isn't home very often I need some attention :(
Are you joking? being a woman is way worse, being weak, being constantly harassed, not being taken seriously because of your gender, being forced to smile 24/7... i don't understand why a man would want to be a woman, just because they are pretty? our life sucks
Wow 40 seconds and I know exactly how this feels wow you did a really good job at explaining this just wow
I walk around in third person I see myself in third person like someone watching me from above bc it’s like I’m a mind in a body that’s not my own
Oh my god…this feeling is so confusing❤
This is so relatable 😢 at least to me or are there other people relating to this?
hahaha you sad little thing
Ouch…..too relatable
I'm not even trans and i still feel like i can semi relate to this, i look in the mirror and do not see what/who i want to see, idk what i want to see but not what i see in the mirror atleast lmao
I don't have strong dysphoria but honestly sometimes I look in the mirror and I'm like " who tf is this girl?" It's terrible.
the amount of times i have wanted to punch the mirror exactly like this. life is so cruel :(
i can feel you :( stay strong, sending all the love ❤️
every day is this
Yeah. This is way too relatable
I do not know exactly how this feels because I am not trans. However, I am a therian and I do get quite a lot of species dysphoria, so I know how painful and infuriating it is.
🐾🐾🐺🐾🐾
are you serious or trolling, i cant tell
@@takeyourmeds-d9g I am completely serious.
wow another therian in the wild :3 hi !
@@sunnysideofthings Hello.
@@takeyourmeds-d9gyou know if you don’t like something you can ignore it
still to this day im having troubles with this and sometimes it takes a massive toll on you but when you finally know and who you are it will be better just hang in there everyone who is going through such thing :)
As a trans person this is very relatable