girlhood is so painful. congrats for embracing it truthfully and also, for making me cry on this one. this is a successful message. thank you for your service
Kind of sort of related, but I'm autistic (diagnosed at age 10) and I was always so self-conscious of my looks. I was bullied and ostracized for being autistic and I just remember thinking all the time, "if I were pretty, people would treat me better." I gradually was able to afford more clothes and makeup and changed my hair and it started happening. Then I got so angry because I had changed nothing about my personality and I couldn't stand how shallow people were! I still love being feminine and doing self-care and feeling beautiful, but the fact that that happened always bothers me. Why can't people just be respectful? Great video as always Angel!
"i hope you did not watch this podcast bc it will/might be boring for you..." no really, I like the topics that you discuss on the internet Angel !! and it helps me to understand your point more when I watch you talking!! So we love to see you continue doing this ++I like to see and hear people's opinions and stances like you!! You're so outspoken and vocal, thank you!!
I am now just fully understanding how having muses and escorts-especially that early on at a child’s life, where they’re still developing and still very confused about themselves, and is done in a school environment-is a recipe for disaster. That’s how you make a room full of kids have body image issues.
i am saddened how i used to love putting on makeup before, doing that feels like an exhausting task i have to do if i wanna look more presentable when going out. I have been teaching my mind to love nd accept how I look coz ill never be this young and free again! good thing i came across your vids again, Ms. Angel! the message of this podcast might be a stepping stone for me to fully love and embrace myself thank u for this!
I felt seen in this Video. Thank you so much for talking about this topic. I’m currently on self love journey and it’s really hard coming from a person who was bullied a lot in middle school that AFFECTED me a lot. This means a lot to me❤❤
Damn, this topic is interesting to me as a nonbinary queer filipino, I've always treated beauty as like a neutral thing which if I'm being honest helped me a lot, even to this day. Perhaps because my relationship with my gender identity and sexuality played a part into it, and growing up in a lower middle class family there is this underlying attitude of like "yeah your pretty and?" Since being pretty didnt have much of a good advantage in the enviroment that I was in. Hopefully I'm making sense.
I love getting contents like this from you lately, as this year will be last year of my teenage I'm learning alot and especially thanks to you I'm learning alot about self acceptance and confidence thanks angel love to see you become an inspirational woman.
I remember my best friend in middle school asking a guy if he liked me. She told me he said "Yeah, but her nose is too big, I could never go out with her." My friend gave him my number sometime later when he asked for it. My cell phone got stolen. Anyway, he got a group of his friends to leave a message on my parent's answer machine with insults about my nose. I still remember this in my late 20s!
I never had that confidence about my looks since I was a kid because it's my family mismo who constantly criticize the way I look haha like my peers would say that “your're so pretty” but I would have a hard time believing their complements because all my effin life my fam had cemented into my mind that I'm not good looking. Just recently, our barangay is finding a representative for a pageant in our municipality, and some said that I would be a good one, yet my fam just responded them like “yeah Kaye has the brains, but the body? the face? nah”. That hurts me deeply because they said that knowing that I'm there, part of the conversation.
ANGEEEEL! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH❤ i kinda miss ur old contents tho like those yt videos nung pandemic pa. I MISSED THE VIBE AND THE WAY U EDIT BEFORE PERO IM STILL SO INLOVE WITH UR CONTENTS❤
Yo. As for holding onto things and not moving on, I can totally relate. A lot of the insecurities I do have were because someone pointed it out at some point of my life. As young as 6 or 7 even. It's not so much holding the grudge against someone, but rather how they made you feel in that moment.
dude the whole muse and escort thing seems so toxic, especially your mom asking you whether you have that position, why is that a thing in the first place?? im sorry you went through that, I went through something similar so I related to this vid way more than I expected, thank you for making this
i will grab the opportunity and rant over this guy who claimed that he "liked" me in hs!! i also dont want to sound like im humble bragging but im one of those known girl in school because im friendly and "maganda" 😭 but this guy, everyone knows he has a crush on me and i know too because he confessed to me. i can remember it so vividly because just like u I CAN'T MOVE ON 😭 i remember him telling me "alam mo ang perfect sana ng mukha mo kung mataas lang nose bridge mo, pango ka kasi" LIKE ???? i love everything about my face but ever since he said that back in 10th grade I can't help but to think about it everytime i feel insecure about my face and i hate it because i love my features growing up and there's nothing wrong w not having a tall nose bridge because I'm a filipino !? what fumes me even more is the fact that he is UGLY and I'm too nice to call him ugly because I'm not the kind of person that would shame u for how u look 😭😭 and people had the audacity to ask me why i didn't date him lol we accept the love we think we deserve and I KNOW I DON'T DESERVE SOMEONE WHO POINTS OUT OTHER PEOPLE'S INSECURITY 😩😩
I remember I subscribed when I saw your 'trying to adhere to ideal filipino beauty standards' video, and your snow white comment really took me back. I grew up getting called ugly, aeta, indigenous and the evil queen (because my sister was pale and was snow white) in the Philippines. Strangers used to ask if I was the maid's daughter, because my mother, brother and sister looked "chinito and chinitas". I don't think I've ever been called "maganda", just "beautiful" because I moved to Australia. You talked about vanity and getting upset when people called you ugly, and that was the one thing I couldn't relate to. I don't think I ever had the privilege to feel that, because at a very young age, I was forced to figure out that no matter how beautiful I am, there will always be someone that will find me ugly. Maybe even an entire country 😂😂
same girl, i was called negra and ugly. one time a boy called me king kong lmfao. but in the US people find me hot. I hate somethings about our country.
for the longest time, i felt like i wasn't the conventionally pretty type because i don't get much attention from my batch. but, i do always get compliments from adults or family like angel's experience, tho i never personally believed it bc i thought they were just obligated to say that since they're friends/family with my mom or smth. growing up tho, i gained confidence and even jokingly am narcissistic. and for the longest time, i've never thought anything of my nose..........until one faithful day my tita decided to tell me i'm alr so pretty, *but i just need a nose job*... bro i was so appalled, like the audacity hello???? filipino titas r ruthless and they js will never understand that "if you can't change it in 5s, don't point it out" thing...
just a quick skl moment HAHAHAHAHA I got bullied when I was in elem school for having big eyeballs and they would call me "laki mata" or "kwago" which is owl in tagalog (ikr so petty LMAO), and for also being too mabalbon LIKE my legs and armpits were super hairy SOOOOO whenever I get a chance to share this kwento to my friends (or kahit kaklase), they always don't believe me and say that "weh? ikaw? nabully? sa ganyang mukha?" and I would just awkwardly laugh it off because in my mind I always think na hindi naman ako ganoon kaganda para maexperience ang "pretty priviledge" or maybe it's also because I got bullied dahil sa physical apperance ko kaya medyo off na ako sa ganong idea BUT now that I've grown up, tinatawanan ko na lang talaga lahat HAHAHAHA like hindi naman ako doon nakafocus (at the time) kahit na pinaguidance ko yung bully LOL OMG pero ayon, my whole elem life naman was super saya with friends-even if anyone will see the photos of me (or us) na kahit jeje HAHAHA or pangit ang pose idk pero proud ako because I WAS AT MY HAPPIEST I still sometime feel insecure tho, I always overthink about what other people think about me or how they interpret me when they first meet me BUT FUCK IT whatever idgaf HAHAHAHA tnx angel for being a good ate to us (luh naglabas ng sweet side HAYS NAMAN ANGEL KASI) grabe one of my fav yt content creator kita!! wag ka muna sana mamatay kimi labyu
am ungrateful for not wanting to be attractive? i think all those compliments given to me are getting to my head, and i don't like it ToT. the first thing people notice about me is always my appearance. it makes me think that it's all that i have to offer. i'm not as witty and humorous as others are; i'm actually a pretty boring person bc i don't like showing my "true self." i keep thinking that what if others don't perceive me as the person they thought i was? what if i fall short on their expectations? don't get me wrong, but i do have my own fair share of insecurities. but ig my mom also contributed on me being too conscious of my looks (ofc, im still accountable for taking things what she says to heart :
Okay haha But before rin puro acne and pimple ang mukha and dahil nga sa mga tao na iba ang pananaw kapag ganun yung nakikita nila, yun ang naging biggest insecurities ko, to the point that I would put my hair sa mga pisnge ko to cover it, kahit sobrang init titiisin ko because it hurts when someone pointed it out. Like what you said yun din ng naging rason ko sa kanila na may salamin din naman kami sa bahay kaya I can see everything sa mukha ko no need na ipamukha sa akin HAHA and then another incident when my auntie come to our home, since nasa bahay naman ako I’m confident to show my skin kase they’re my family and they will understand that I’m having a skin problem but no HAHA lumapit sa akin yung tita ko to ask if may tigdas daw ba ako! AHAHAHA that time hindi na ako makasagot, tumakbo nalang ako sa cr to cry. But gladly I’m accepting it na there will be times na hindi talaga magiging perfect yung skin ko and its normal and its okay. That’s why watching your video makes me reminisce the day and it somehow help me na hindi lang ako yung nakakaramdam ng na feel ko before. So, thank you!
i am so in love with the topics you're giving us these days
this means the absolute world to me 🥹🥹🥹
girlhood is so painful. congrats for embracing it truthfully and also, for making me cry on this one. this is a successful message. thank you for your service
fr 😢
Kind of sort of related, but I'm autistic (diagnosed at age 10) and I was always so self-conscious of my looks. I was bullied and ostracized for being autistic and I just remember thinking all the time, "if I were pretty, people would treat me better." I gradually was able to afford more clothes and makeup and changed my hair and it started happening. Then I got so angry because I had changed nothing about my personality and I couldn't stand how shallow people were! I still love being feminine and doing self-care and feeling beautiful, but the fact that that happened always bothers me. Why can't people just be respectful?
Great video as always Angel!
we love angel’s active era!! 🫶 will binge watch your latest posts bc my acad week is OVER! ❤️
YAYYY
"i hope you did not watch this podcast bc it will/might be boring for you..." no really, I like the topics that you discuss on the internet Angel !! and it helps me to understand your point more when I watch you talking!! So we love to see you continue doing this
++I like to see and hear people's opinions and stances like you!! You're so outspoken and vocal, thank you!!
ive been feeling insecure for a long time because of my acne and dark circles. thank u for this :((
❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹
I am now just fully understanding how having muses and escorts-especially that early on at a child’s life, where they’re still developing and still very confused about themselves, and is done in a school environment-is a recipe for disaster. That’s how you make a room full of kids have body image issues.
I relate with this SO much as someone who also has pcos, got my period late, and had the worst acne ever, I needed this sm
i am saddened how i used to love putting on makeup before, doing that feels like an exhausting task i have to do if i wanna look more presentable when going out. I have been teaching my mind to love nd accept how I look coz ill never be this young and free again! good thing i came across your vids again, Ms. Angel! the message of this podcast might be a stepping stone for me to fully love and embrace myself thank u for this!
You're LITERALLY SPOILING US WITH ALL THESE VIDS YOU'RE POSTING OMG
HEHEHHEHEHHE
I LOVE IT ALREADY !!!! ur spoiling us so much with so much stories omg i LOVE YOU SM FOR THIS !!!
the "bilangin natin pimples mo angel 1 2 3 4 5 infinity" CRACKS ME UP CUZ I HAD THE SAME EXP 😭 men always spit bs
The background and lightning is peak girlhood ✨💖
Screaming crying sobbing throwing up hyperventilating pulling my hairs out...coz angel is spoiling us with back to back vids 😭😭😭😭
I felt seen in this Video. Thank you so much for talking about this topic. I’m currently on self love journey and it’s really hard coming from a person who was bullied a lot in middle school that AFFECTED me a lot. This means a lot to me❤❤
yayyy new angel’s beautiful podcast + long weekend = absolutely cozy ❤❤❤
YAYYY
Damn, this topic is interesting to me as a nonbinary queer filipino, I've always treated beauty as like a neutral thing which if I'm being honest helped me a lot, even to this day. Perhaps because my relationship with my gender identity and sexuality played a part into it, and growing up in a lower middle class family there is this underlying attitude of like "yeah your pretty and?" Since being pretty didnt have much of a good advantage in the enviroment that I was in. Hopefully I'm making sense.
I love getting contents like this from you lately, as this year will be last year of my teenage I'm learning alot and especially thanks to you I'm learning alot about self acceptance and confidence thanks angel love to see you become an inspirational woman.
I remember my best friend in middle school asking a guy if he liked me. She told me he said "Yeah, but her nose is too big, I could never go out with her." My friend gave him my number sometime later when he asked for it. My cell phone got stolen. Anyway, he got a group of his friends to leave a message on my parent's answer machine with insults about my nose.
I still remember this in my late 20s!
He's stupid. Periodtttt
listening to this while sleeping is so relaxing
Been watching your videos for a while now and this video made me decide na you are now my favorite comfort vlogger
just found this podcast and LOVE IT! Happy Holidays Angel!
YAYY THANK YOUU happy holidays!! 💌
my constant yt girly
thank you angel, your podcast is like a big pat on my back
this is so comforting, omg 😭
I never had that confidence about my looks since I was a kid because it's my family mismo who constantly criticize the way I look haha like my peers would say that “your're so pretty” but I would have a hard time believing their complements because all my effin life my fam had cemented into my mind that I'm not good looking. Just recently, our barangay is finding a representative for a pageant in our municipality, and some said that I would be a good one, yet my fam just responded them like “yeah Kaye has the brains, but the body? the face? nah”. That hurts me deeply because they said that knowing that I'm there, part of the conversation.
ANGEEEEL! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH❤ i kinda miss ur old contents tho like those yt videos nung pandemic pa. I MISSED THE VIBE AND THE WAY U EDIT BEFORE PERO IM STILL SO INLOVE WITH UR CONTENTS❤
OMG OMG DESERVE TALAGA LAHAT NG AYUDA VIDS NI ANGEL AAAAHHHHH
Yo. As for holding onto things and not moving on, I can totally relate. A lot of the insecurities I do have were because someone pointed it out at some point of my life. As young as 6 or 7 even. It's not so much holding the grudge against someone, but rather how they made you feel in that moment.
I HAD TO RUN HERE AFTER I FINISHED NISA NUGGETS' VLOG HUHUHU LOVE U BOTH
OMG SAME
everything u said in this vid is so relatable for me
dude the whole muse and escort thing seems so toxic, especially your mom asking you whether you have that position, why is that a thing in the first place?? im sorry you went through that, I went through something similar so I related to this vid way more than I expected, thank you for making this
new content I CHEERED
CHEERED 😭
ANGEL!! U r such an Angel, I wish all ur dreams come true.. ILYSM..
ugh! finally a podcast that i can listen to at 4am during finals weeks T^T SJHAJSH
i will grab the opportunity and rant over this guy who claimed that he "liked" me in hs!! i also dont want to sound like im humble bragging but im one of those known girl in school because im friendly and "maganda" 😭 but this guy, everyone knows he has a crush on me and i know too because he confessed to me. i can remember it so vividly because just like u I CAN'T MOVE ON 😭 i remember him telling me "alam mo ang perfect sana ng mukha mo kung mataas lang nose bridge mo, pango ka kasi" LIKE ???? i love everything about my face but ever since he said that back in 10th grade I can't help but to think about it everytime i feel insecure about my face and i hate it because i love my features growing up and there's nothing wrong w not having a tall nose bridge because I'm a filipino !? what fumes me even more is the fact that he is UGLY and I'm too nice to call him ugly because I'm not the kind of person that would shame u for how u look 😭😭 and people had the audacity to ask me why i didn't date him lol we accept the love we think we deserve and I KNOW I DON'T DESERVE SOMEONE WHO POINTS OUT OTHER PEOPLE'S INSECURITY 😩😩
activee eraa im so heree thnxx for blessing us
loved this, literally watching this on break from reviewing for finals hehe :))
im watching on yt, and its not boring tho HAHAHA just simultaneously watching u miss angel as i chibog the food HAHAHA luv lots
Happy eating !!
wow!!! Ty so much angel u r like a big sister
YT ACTIVE ERA?!!! Love your vidssss
30 seconds into this and it's already hitting so hard 😭😭😭 ilysmm angel
OMG HELLO ??? THE UNIVERSE HEARD MY CRIES EME
i really enjoy your podcasts, girl. keep doing what youre doing!!! 😍🤘
I remember I subscribed when I saw your 'trying to adhere to ideal filipino beauty standards' video, and your snow white comment really took me back. I grew up getting called ugly, aeta, indigenous and the evil queen (because my sister was pale and was snow white) in the Philippines. Strangers used to ask if I was the maid's daughter, because my mother, brother and sister looked "chinito and chinitas". I don't think I've ever been called "maganda", just "beautiful" because I moved to Australia. You talked about vanity and getting upset when people called you ugly, and that was the one thing I couldn't relate to. I don't think I ever had the privilege to feel that, because at a very young age, I was forced to figure out that no matter how beautiful I am, there will always be someone that will find me ugly. Maybe even an entire country 😂😂
same girl, i was called negra and ugly. one time a boy called me king kong lmfao. but in the US people find me hot. I hate somethings about our country.
I never clicked this fast my whole lyf!! Thnxx 4 this angel!! Luv listening to u as always.
💌💌💌💌💌 i appreciate it !!
U HAVE NO IDEA HOW HAPPY THIS VID NOTIF MADE ME
U HAVE NO IDEA HOW HAPPY COMMENTS LIKE THIS MAKE ME
I got bullied because of my acne, I really had a hard time acknowledging it all through out those years
currently suffering through it 😢
OMG YES GIRL SHE'S ACTIVE!????
ik this is gonna be the best 26 minutes today
🥹🥹🥹
I love these
youtube's algorithm's crazy who knew i'll get this video from someone from my old school
everything about your experience i relate to ☹️💖 i feel so seen and youre so funny and engaging you js earned a subscriber, im obsessed w ur vibe
I love your videos ❤. More upload pls 😙
U give me another life mwaa luvv u queen!!!
I LOVE THIS
ANOTHER UPLOAD?????? YESSSSS!!!
i'm reviewing for boards and your channel is my rest😭❤️
I LOVE YOUU ATE
I love you, Queen! 🧎♀️💗💗💗
This is so relatable
I LOVE UUUU I LOVE UUU ANGEL💗🍓🌷
for the longest time, i felt like i wasn't the conventionally pretty type because i don't get much attention from my batch. but, i do always get compliments from adults or family like angel's experience, tho i never personally believed it bc i thought they were just obligated to say that since they're friends/family with my mom or smth. growing up tho, i gained confidence and even jokingly am narcissistic. and for the longest time, i've never thought anything of my nose..........until one faithful day my tita decided to tell me i'm alr so pretty, *but i just need a nose job*... bro i was so appalled, like the audacity hello???? filipino titas r ruthless and they js will never understand that "if you can't change it in 5s, don't point it out" thing...
just a quick skl moment HAHAHAHAHA
I got bullied when I was in elem school for having big eyeballs and they would call me "laki mata" or "kwago" which is owl in tagalog (ikr so petty LMAO), and for also being too mabalbon LIKE my legs and armpits were super hairy
SOOOOO whenever I get a chance to share this kwento to my friends (or kahit kaklase), they always don't believe me and say that "weh? ikaw? nabully? sa ganyang mukha?" and I would just awkwardly laugh it off because in my mind I always think na hindi naman ako ganoon kaganda para maexperience ang "pretty priviledge" or maybe it's also because I got bullied dahil sa physical apperance ko kaya medyo off na ako sa ganong idea
BUT now that I've grown up, tinatawanan ko na lang talaga lahat HAHAHAHA like hindi naman ako doon nakafocus (at the time) kahit na pinaguidance ko yung bully LOL OMG pero ayon, my whole elem life naman was super saya with friends-even if anyone will see the photos of me (or us) na kahit jeje HAHAHA or pangit ang pose idk pero proud ako because I WAS AT MY HAPPIEST
I still sometime feel insecure tho, I always overthink about what other people think about me or how they interpret me when they first meet me BUT FUCK IT whatever idgaf HAHAHAHA
tnx angel for being a good ate to us (luh naglabas ng sweet side HAYS NAMAN ANGEL KASI)
grabe one of my fav yt content creator kita!! wag ka muna sana mamatay kimi labyu
AWWWW im sure youre a beaut 💌 knock on wood dun sa mamatai tnx HAHAHSHS
SLAY ANG ANTEH KO NA YAN OH
I LOVE YOU ANGEL
LOVE YOUUU
ILOVEYOUU
NEW VID YAY ACTIVE AH
YAYYY!! IM SO HAPPY IM THIS EARLY GIRLL🤪
Don't forget to love and forgive❤
omg pcos twinsies 😭✊🏼
you deserve what you tolerate
I love you, Angel.
ang saya na uli mabuhay ily
Earlyyy bcz saw your ig story 😎
aw ate gill 🫶
love haaaa
yeah people are just so insensitive like that. like yes, blackheads po yang nasa ilong ko and yes po i know andami po nila ano
on topic but you are so pretty
NOTANGEL ACTIVE ERA OMG
am ungrateful for not wanting to be attractive? i think all those compliments given to me are getting to my head, and i don't like it ToT. the first thing people notice about me is always my appearance. it makes me think that it's all that i have to offer. i'm not as witty and humorous as others are; i'm actually a pretty boring person bc i don't like showing my "true self." i keep thinking that what if others don't perceive me as the person they thought i was? what if i fall short on their expectations? don't get me wrong, but i do have my own fair share of insecurities. but ig my mom also contributed on me being too conscious of my looks (ofc, im still accountable for taking things what she says to heart :
You look like QuarterJade aka Jodi and you talk like her
Omg, your videos are ✨
The best part of my day
Te amo 💕
AWWW THANK YOUUU
palong palo sa update si mhiema ko ah, 3 years kaming i ghoghost nito
Boang !!! HAHAHSHSH
i should be studying rn for finals but heyy luvv!!!!!
PLS UR SO UNDERRATED!!!🥹🫶🏻
i want to be pretty
Yeppy yey! 💖
btw your set up makes it look like your aura is pink
or gay
@@notangelschannel ganyan yan siya, halata,,, HAHAHAHHAHAHHA
Alam mo Angel dahil sa video na ito naalala lahat ng bagay na never ako nag move on. Pakingshert. HAHAHA. Labyu!
HAHHSHSHSHS XENXIA
25:56 dw i have you on split screen with my reviewer😎🫶
an honor
Can you talk about pcos i also have it
Okay haha
But before rin puro acne and pimple ang mukha and dahil nga sa mga tao na iba ang pananaw kapag ganun yung nakikita nila, yun ang naging biggest insecurities ko, to the point that I would put my hair sa mga pisnge ko to cover it, kahit sobrang init titiisin ko because it hurts when someone pointed it out. Like what you said yun din ng naging rason ko sa kanila na may salamin din naman kami sa bahay kaya I can see everything sa mukha ko no need na ipamukha sa akin HAHA and then another incident when my auntie come to our home, since nasa bahay naman ako I’m confident to show my skin kase they’re my family and they will understand that I’m having a skin problem but no HAHA lumapit sa akin yung tita ko to ask if may tigdas daw ba ako! AHAHAHA that time hindi na ako makasagot, tumakbo nalang ako sa cr to cry. But gladly I’m accepting it na there will be times na hindi talaga magiging perfect yung skin ko and its normal and its okay. That’s why watching your video makes me reminisce the day and it somehow help me na hindi lang ako yung nakakaramdam ng na feel ko before. So, thank you!
OMG ANOTHER VIDEOOO JSHSJSHSHSH
EARLYYY!!!
omg heyy bae
Hey bae 😗
yay! another upload i'm not used to this T_T
himala ate active kaaaaa
Ikr LEL
Hi, Ms Angel! 🧡
Hi!!!
😳 loveyouuu!! AAAAAAA
❤❤❤❤
hi ate A!