Reading My Book (part 1) | VEDISI Day 4

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  • I've decided to read you the first chapter of Out of Love. Here's part 1...
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 154

  • @joeyleery2002
    @joeyleery2002 4 роки тому +211

    My new sexuality is ´Mostly straight with some inclination to say yes to whatever Hazel Hayes may propose, sexual or otherwise'. Good God Hazel... you just keep getting better and better. ps. I am already embarrassed of this comment but I am going to post it anyway.

    • @kaitlynlancaster4655
      @kaitlynlancaster4655 4 роки тому +11

      And that is a big ol' mood.

    • @GOD999MODE
      @GOD999MODE 4 роки тому +6

      She's pretty stunning

    • @okonh0wp
      @okonh0wp 4 роки тому +3

      @@GOD999MODE and her accent is so beautiful. t reminds me of how friendly and warm everyone was in Ireland on my vacation there

  • @betul6350
    @betul6350 4 роки тому +62

    please do the audiobook!

  • @spudanky
    @spudanky 4 роки тому +86

    You have a soothing voice and immersive writing style.

  • @Mettelicious
    @Mettelicious 4 роки тому +81

    I'm already teary-eyed! We may not know each other, but i feel as if i'm SO proud of a friend!

  • @nap5tablook
    @nap5tablook 4 роки тому +84

    the guy from the tapas bar!! i remember that one from the obligatory valentines content video with dodie from... two years ago? three? honestly i don't know how long ago that was cause i have no sense for time at all

    • @7211_
      @7211_ 4 роки тому +1

      greyishmilk same!!

    • @allergictoalliteration6033
      @allergictoalliteration6033 4 роки тому +1

      I thought so too!

    • @agaw7965
      @agaw7965 4 роки тому +2

      Yeah, I knew I heard this story somewhere before... Thank you!

  • @rutabrivlauka4911
    @rutabrivlauka4911 4 роки тому +50

    I'm more of a fantasy adventure kinda gal myself, and i read these types of stories very rarely, but you've convinced me. I already kind of wanted to read this book, because i like your videos and after seeing you talk about films i figured it would probably be good, but after listening to this i am set on buying this book.
    I really liked the "i can do better than that" bit. I felt that cringe.
    Also i just enjoyed the video. It was really calming.

  • @emmasperos8926
    @emmasperos8926 4 роки тому +27

    i can hear your heart in your writing and that’s so amazing

  • @katieelizabeth7622
    @katieelizabeth7622 4 роки тому +24

    This reminds me of when I was younger, not too young maybe 8 or 9 years old and didn’t feel well because of anxiety, I’d curl up next to my nana, and she’s read to me until I fell asleep. She hasn’t done so in many years, as she’s getting older and it’s harder for her to do things now, but I digress. This has the same kinda aura of that, and for some reason it brought me to tears. I just feel so comfortable and safe, especially during this dark time. Well done, Hazel. This is beautifully written and thank you for using your platform for this.
    xo

    • @TheHazelHayes
      @TheHazelHayes  4 роки тому +10

      Katie Elizabeth Thank you for sharing this beautiful memory Katie. The idea that me reading to you helped bring you back to that I almost brought me to tears so we’ve both touched each other’s lives today ❤️

    • @katieelizabeth7622
      @katieelizabeth7622 4 роки тому

      Hazel Hayes ❤️❤️

  • @StormTheParade
    @StormTheParade 4 роки тому +81

    This book feels like a very cathartic, well written homage to everyone who has sat in an empty room or an empty apartment in the dark and cried for people not worth their tears. I am very excited to feel my heart break again, this time not for myself or a relationship, but for everyone who can relate to the thoughts and feelings you've lain bare for everyone.
    I will be ordering this ASAP and expect to swallow it whole in a single night, then again and again 🥰

    • @TheHazelHayes
      @TheHazelHayes  4 роки тому +13

      StormTheParade Such a lovely comment thank you! Can’t wait to hear your thoughts when you’ve read it all x

  • @lucynicoleee
    @lucynicoleee 4 роки тому +15

    this video reminds me of the feeling totm used to give me without the visuals. your voice is so soothing and I can't wait to hear/read more of your lovely book💗

  • @ashleybrubaker7124
    @ashleybrubaker7124 4 роки тому +1

    WOW! Just WOW. I started crying to this and its just the begining. I just watched the book release video with Dodie and this is THE book - meaning the first book I pick up in a while for more than a school assignment and something more meaningful than words and pages. Thank you Hazel for the work you did to create a masterpiece and somewhere were all of us who are hurt can be soothed and felt validated in the feelings which we know a form of. Thank you!

  • @hanna_maria
    @hanna_maria 4 роки тому +7

    10 minutes in I rushed to amazon to buy this damn book only to realize that it comes out in june??? YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO ME HAZEL I'M SMITTEN 😭♥️

  • @christyburdett9125
    @christyburdett9125 4 роки тому +2

    god please release an audiobook🥺🥺🥺

  • @bethkennedy_x
    @bethkennedy_x 4 роки тому +13

    I’m so excited to read this book - I didn’t even notice time passing as you read it, it got to the end and I genuinely frowned when you announced that was it for now lol. You definitely have a way with words, only problem is I’ll be hoping for an audiobook read by you by the time this chapter is over 😂🤞🏼

  • @kaitlynlancaster4655
    @kaitlynlancaster4655 4 роки тому +5

    The strong women posters was a throwback to the Halloween makeup video with Dodie and made me think of Dory. The taxi kiss is another story I remember hearing from hazel in a video. I really love how well written it is so far, knowing its got real-life things in it really help solidify the normality of the situation.

  • @caitlinkenyon3896
    @caitlinkenyon3896 4 роки тому +4

    Jesus this is stunning! Can't wait to hear the rest and get my hands on the book

  • @elisabethLR
    @elisabethLR 4 роки тому +11

    Oh hazel! I've been waiting for your book since your Interview with Grace Helbig on Not too deep ❤️ can't wait to have it in my hands.

    • @TheHazelHayes
      @TheHazelHayes  4 роки тому +9

      I CAN'T WAIT TO HAVE IT IN MY HANDS!

  • @Molldance
    @Molldance 4 роки тому +12

    Thank you! I have been really anxious today and hearing you read so calmly and beautifully has helped me so much! X

  • @anissiaart6167
    @anissiaart6167 4 роки тому +2

    Thank you, Hazel. You are inspiring me to write. Which means, you did a good job. 💛

    • @TheHazelHayes
      @TheHazelHayes  4 роки тому +2

      AniLostPie that’s the best kind of complement! Do it ☺️

  • @rubyaliciamusic1868
    @rubyaliciamusic1868 4 роки тому +9

    Your voice is so soothing. There are no other videos that I’d happily sit and watch the whole way through completely captivated the whole way through! Stay safe during this scary time, thankyou x

  • @inktheidiot7294
    @inktheidiot7294 4 роки тому +2

    The way you read is so calming, drowns out the chaos that is my life rn. Can’t wait for the next one :))))

  • @later_taters
    @later_taters 4 роки тому +1

    Wow ☺️ I listened to that with headphones in and it was awesome, I love your writing style!

  • @marlyngasparindovina3034
    @marlyngasparindovina3034 4 роки тому

    I'm speechless in the best way possible.
    I love all of this. I love that this book was a passion piece; that you were so captivated by this story in your brain that you had to put pen to paper (or hands to keyboard- whatever). I love that you radiate confidence in your openness.
    I've pre-ordered the book. I'm so happy I can be able to support you. I wish all the best for you. Take my money.

  • @beatricebroderick-auger4639
    @beatricebroderick-auger4639 3 роки тому

    What a beautiful read. xx

  • @lj4466
    @lj4466 4 роки тому +4

    Me: * gets a cuppa * Lovely, now I’m quite ready to have my heart broken by Hazel Hayes.

  • @erindekker6121
    @erindekker6121 4 роки тому +36

    babe could you do a flat tour? or talk about how you decorate your house? xx

  • @zoeosman8313
    @zoeosman8313 4 роки тому

    Hazel - this is fucking excellent writing. I love it.

  • @liliadoliny4465
    @liliadoliny4465 4 роки тому

    this is so cozy amidst all this pandemic. you’re very calming hazel, and a lovely author.

  • @cori24
    @cori24 4 роки тому +2

    I can’t wait till I can finally read the book!

  • @emmafinegan5417
    @emmafinegan5417 4 роки тому +4

    Listening to you feels very healing. Thank you, Hazel. I'm looking forward to reading this. ❤

  • @eLeLhusband
    @eLeLhusband 4 роки тому +4

    Dodie and you are gonna make my 2020 special. I can already see the evenings with Dories music in the back reading your book in my beanbag

  • @theatregeek19s
    @theatregeek19s 4 роки тому

    Hazel, this was so so lovely! Your writing feels cozy and familiar, like chatting with a close friend who is confiding in you. Any chance you'll narrate the official audio version? Anywho, I've just preordered it and am eagerly awaiting the day I can get my hands on a physical copy.

  • @AmyMcDonaghGuitar
    @AmyMcDonaghGuitar 4 роки тому +1

    Hazel you are just fab 😍 thank you so much for these videos! I just saw your good news so congratulations, and I’m now binge watching Vedisi. I can’t tell you how much your videos help me, as an Irish girl in LA who is so homesick and had to cancel my first visit home after moving, listening to an Irish accent is soothing my aches 😅 it’s crazy I’m a new subscriber and I feel like I know you! Keep being amazing 💚

  • @FadyenRS
    @FadyenRS 4 роки тому +7

    Am I the only one who feels heartbroken at the thought of taking down Star Wars posters? :(

  • @mariona713
    @mariona713 4 роки тому +3

    Just while I see it, I saw a quote from Paul Neafcy, if anyone sees this I would 100% recommend his book The Princess and The Fool, it is self published and available on amazon. Truly one of my all time favourites!! Right... on with the video.

  • @strvnghystrclnkd
    @strvnghystrclnkd 4 роки тому +2

    I'm now re watching these w/ my copy woo

  • @janetong8813
    @janetong8813 4 роки тому

    im listening to this under heavy rainfall 10/10 would recommend

  • @boutzee
    @boutzee 4 роки тому +4

    I groaned when the video ended! Can’t wait for more. You’re brilliant. xxx

  • @Jemike5
    @Jemike5 4 роки тому +4

    Is your novel fiction or non-fiction?
    It's well written with a pinch of humor and a touch of despise.

    • @fi5976
      @fi5976 4 роки тому

      It’s fiction, but she has used small parts of real life events and stuff.

  • @Mettelicious
    @Mettelicious 4 роки тому +9

    Also! 18:07 I remember you telling that story with dodie in a video! Gosh!

    • @camilagayol9579
      @camilagayol9579 4 роки тому +4

      SAME i felt kinda weird, like i was a stalker for knowing this and some other details (like taking the wall of pictures was something hazel did aaaaages ago when she did totm)

  • @karolinehuber2680
    @karolinehuber2680 4 роки тому +3

    This was so pleasant, very excited for tomorrow’s video. The simile with the wagon was really smart, because the analogy actually led somewhere with the stitched on smile as a metaphor for pretending to be content. Also, the detail with the sheets tied the narration together nicely and was really memorable.

  • @Shaka6331_
    @Shaka6331_ 4 роки тому +3

    Really enjoying VEDISI, glad you are doing it. Really comforting watching a fellow Irish person going through this! I'm currently in self quarantine due to having a cough and a temperature!
    You mentioned in your first VEDISI that you have BPD, I never realised this. I'm waiting on referral to try to get a diagnosis but who knows how long that will take now due to the global pandemic. Comforting to know someone I look up to so much has the disorder I may have also!

    • @TheHazelHayes
      @TheHazelHayes  4 роки тому +1

      Shauna Bromley Yes I do. And PTSD. And it’s been a lot of hard work getting to a place where I feel in control of it all but so worth it. Best of luck with your journey x

    • @Shaka6331_
      @Shaka6331_ 4 роки тому

      @@TheHazelHayes glad you're feeling in control of it! I've gotten myself a DBT workbook for the time being until I can maybe get some professional help. Thank you for replying to me! Really enjoyed listening to you reading some of your book, definitely going to preorder!

  • @amybean1607
    @amybean1607 4 роки тому

    THATS IT. Pre ordering this goddamn book immediately

  • @ellinorhansson7118
    @ellinorhansson7118 4 роки тому

    Ugh Hazel, that is just fucking brilliant. Good on you!

  • @SadieMayB
    @SadieMayB 3 роки тому

    i have no idea if you’ll see this but i wanted to come back to this video because i read out of love when it first came out and obviously loved it, but now i’m going through a break up myself and have been rereading the book in reverse. it’s been such a genuine help, you put into words so many feelings that i thought i was very alone in, and i wanted to come back here to hear the first/last chapter in your own words. thank you.

  • @youtubequeen4251
    @youtubequeen4251 4 роки тому

    I really want to write my own book. I just have no idea how I want to publish it. I have no idea where to start.

  • @ellisc3466
    @ellisc3466 4 роки тому

    After having read the book, which u saw on twitter lol, listening to this is odd, because I know more details of the fragments of memory and darn it hit me again

  • @calamaryyy4957
    @calamaryyy4957 4 роки тому +2

    The one dislike is Theo

  • @Repulpd
    @Repulpd 4 роки тому +4

    Omg Loved it!!

  • @eLeLhusband
    @eLeLhusband 4 роки тому +2

    I'm sorry, but the energy you radiate just makes me feel cozy.

    • @TheHazelHayes
      @TheHazelHayes  4 роки тому +1

      Ludy You don’t need to be sorry for that lol

  • @jenniferwiedrich1090
    @jenniferwiedrich1090 4 роки тому +4

    This is amazing 😍

  • @seashore961
    @seashore961 4 роки тому +1

    Your voice & writing style are perfection, thank you for sharing a lil sneak preview of your book with us, it was so lovely to listen to 💕 looking forward to the next bit! ☺️

  • @mikemccauley4429
    @mikemccauley4429 4 роки тому +1

    Beautiful story, I'm hooked, awkward dates have kept me social distancing long before necessary, but now with this going on it will seem excruciatingly long waiting until June to get my own copy

  • @juliareste
    @juliareste 4 роки тому +1

    is this an autobiography? i can't remember if u said it was, but i remember the tapas bar story like it was yesterday. maybe its just written based on ur experiences... but either way this is amazing!

  • @georgia7636
    @georgia7636 4 роки тому +1

    Wow, I'm definitely buying this book

  • @bottleblogs6678
    @bottleblogs6678 4 роки тому +1

    ASMR Book Reading in a lovely Irish accent. I'm in heaven

  • @MsSupermegaawesome
    @MsSupermegaawesome 4 роки тому +5

    Jesus I feel this story in my bones!

    • @TheHazelHayes
      @TheHazelHayes  4 роки тому +3

      MsSupermegaawesome wowowow

    • @MsSupermegaawesome
      @MsSupermegaawesome 4 роки тому +1

      @@TheHazelHayes you have no idea what my brain just did - basically ran in a mental circle squeeing-when I saw your reply! All of Cork could hear me!! You are wonderful I've watched you for years! X

  • @georgia7636
    @georgia7636 4 роки тому

    Congrats Hazel :)

  • @Velocitist
    @Velocitist 4 роки тому

    O, M, G. That was amazing.

  • @lulumidget
    @lulumidget 4 роки тому +2

    Just watched your instagram live and instantly hopped over to listen to this. Looking forward to reading the whole book!

  • @hayleymcguire4028
    @hayleymcguire4028 4 роки тому +1

    Beautiful writing! I will be buying this book. I think it’s lovely that you are spending your time doing this to ease this tricky period of self distancing. Hope you are well and staying safe x x x

    • @TheHazelHayes
      @TheHazelHayes  4 роки тому +1

      Hayley McGuire thanks for your support Hayley!

  • @xxkate152xx
    @xxkate152xx 4 роки тому +1

    I feel like I might cry and I want more

  • @McCoyFromSpace
    @McCoyFromSpace 4 роки тому

    If you haven’t already PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THAT IS IRISH DO AN AUDIOBOOK

  • @zoieorth1424
    @zoieorth1424 4 роки тому +1

    this was lovely, i cannot wait to read this book

  • @albertobozzetto8939
    @albertobozzetto8939 4 роки тому +1

    You are stunning on reading out loud!

  • @a7ewald
    @a7ewald 4 роки тому +1

    (I pre-ordered the kindle-version! OMG it's long till June!)

    • @TheHazelHayes
      @TheHazelHayes  4 роки тому

      Tun Ewald it really is I can’t wait for you all to have it too

  • @carriegranadosx
    @carriegranadosx 4 роки тому +1

    Eep idk if I wanna watch this because I've ordered the book and I don't wanna spoil it for myself aH

    • @TheHazelHayes
      @TheHazelHayes  4 роки тому +2

      Carrie it’s only the first chapter don’t worry. There’s PLENTY more ☺️

  • @agaw7965
    @agaw7965 4 роки тому

    LOVE it! ❤️👌

  • @noone-yg8xo
    @noone-yg8xo 4 роки тому

    I never realized how much i watch urs and dodie's video until the moment the date you tried to go on was mentioned because i had remembered when u and dodie were baking valentines day cakes/scones and in that obligatory valentines day content, u had told the story (in an admittedly far less poetic way.
    i used to watch that video when i needed background noise and just to see u mature so much from that and turn that story into pure art
    amazing💕

  • @PrincessStephanieell
    @PrincessStephanieell 4 роки тому

    The photo wall sounds so familiar - was it in a vlog??? Xx

  • @Makkuvideos
    @Makkuvideos 4 роки тому

    Wow this is fantastic to listen to. I’ve always considered myself a huge reader, but haven’t picked up a book in a while. And i must say, watching this video has been a nice reminder of what i’m missing out on. Thank you for sharing this with the world. You’ve genuinely inspired me to start reading and even start writing again. I haven’t written since I was probably 10 years old haha! A forgotten passion of mine.

  • @DorkOrc
    @DorkOrc 4 роки тому

    I don't know how much of this book is based on your personal life, but I'm fairly certain you've taken "the guy from the tapas bar" straight out of one of your own experiences as I believe you've spoken about it with dodie in a video once before. Also, the pictures seem like the images that Charlie McDonnell pointed out as being a bit sinister in a Tipsy Talk once so, again, assuming that's based on real events. Am I right in thinking this?

  • @Ali_and_Macy
    @Ali_and_Macy 4 роки тому

    What a gorgeous story so far! We can't wait to hear the rest of chapter one and, you know, read the whole book! Hope you're staying healthy and positive during these strange times, Hazel!

  • @stacker63
    @stacker63 4 роки тому

    i cannot WAIT to get my copy, i'm SO so excited! this chapter just captivated me, such a wonderful read from you!

  • @AndrewsEdits
    @AndrewsEdits 4 роки тому

    NO WAIT... Don't stop reading

  • @htrainor1234
    @htrainor1234 4 роки тому

    Ah I wish I could love a video!! I have already pre ordered the book under the crown funding but PLEASE tell me you are doing an audiobook?!x

  • @locketgirl8500
    @locketgirl8500 4 роки тому

    On your first VEDISI I started a paint by numbers and now its become a bit of a routine, I loveddd listening to this part while I painted away, lost. Thank you for letting me escape it all for a while. Means so much x

  • @RuthieCroft
    @RuthieCroft 4 роки тому

    That journalism degree was worth something, Hazel Hayes...cannot wait to read this when it comes out! 💗

  • @SindreHjelle
    @SindreHjelle 4 роки тому

    Aaah so fun :)
    Im so excited to get the whole book !

  • @bethclews495
    @bethclews495 4 роки тому

    Omg this is so entertaining. You're so funny and beautiful! 💞

  • @DucksRock113
    @DucksRock113 4 роки тому

    I really enjoyed it - had to pause twice to laugh out loud. My partner was in the background listening (he doesn't read much) and said that he had to keep reminding himself that this was fictional, which I took as a sign that you were doing a good job :)

  • @heyhaileyjoy
    @heyhaileyjoy 4 роки тому

    I absolutely love your writing style, Hazel! And getting to hear you read your own words aloud is an extra treat! Thank you for sharing!

  • @hanna_maria
    @hanna_maria 4 роки тому

    Henlo I am back to listen through these for the 4th time. You're amazing Hazel

  • @jess-uj6rc
    @jess-uj6rc 4 роки тому

    I had to watch this video incrementally, pausing every few minutes to allow my eyes to de-mist, my cheeks to cool down and my heart rate to settle. Thank you, Hazel.

  • @xanderw1217
    @xanderw1217 4 роки тому

    Hazel, your voice is so soothing to listen to. Thank you for helping me power through my homework!

  • @MsKayper
    @MsKayper 4 роки тому

    this was so lovely and cozy, thank you for calming our busy minds with your beautiful words!

  • @Wild4464
    @Wild4464 4 роки тому

    I cannot wait to read your book!! Along with animal crossing, it shall be another glimmer of light in the world :)

  • @ChrissyCrow
    @ChrissyCrow 4 роки тому

    So proud of you! This sounds like a great book. You should narrate the whole thing!! ♡

  • @thepowerofcheesecake
    @thepowerofcheesecake 4 роки тому

    what a lovely lovely start. will there be an audiobook coming out anytime?

  • @20KadamsMaclay00
    @20KadamsMaclay00 4 роки тому

    This is so nice to go back to after having read the book

  • @Kimberly-hm5xj
    @Kimberly-hm5xj 4 роки тому

    I got tears in my eyes and a smile on my face after you finished! Such beautiful writing, you captured all the possible feelings in an endearing sort of way. And you reading, your intonation, gives another level of emotion to all of these. Thank you very much for sharing, I am looking forward to the rest of the chapter and your reading of it. Lots of love!

  • @k1_kev
    @k1_kev 4 роки тому

    I dont want to believe its a fiction, sounds like a real event. Well written. Not a big reader but glad i pre ordered this. Great idea with the snippet chapter reading.

  • @silentwhisp4r670
    @silentwhisp4r670 4 роки тому

    That was freaking fantastic. You are an amazing writer. Also, your voice. If you ever got into the audio book world I would listen just based on you doing it for sure.

  • @formysubscribers
    @formysubscribers 4 роки тому

    This is excellent, but what else can we expect from Hazel Hayes.

  • @MsHollyMusic
    @MsHollyMusic 4 роки тому

    I'm already upset that I can watch you read your book for one chapter only

  • @jaegermeistersfriend
    @jaegermeistersfriend 4 роки тому

    and i know it is fiction but i couldnt help seeing all your time of month videos in my head while you read

  • @theysaylikewhoop
    @theysaylikewhoop 4 роки тому

    *curls up to a ball like a little cat, gets super comfy, ready to listen and cry and smile*

  • @ginime_
    @ginime_ 4 роки тому

    I liked the intro but if you just want the reading = 4:48

  • @catarinahagel8193
    @catarinahagel8193 4 роки тому

    i love this, i love that i can work on my projects while listening to your book, i also love that comes with an irish accent

  • @lilliahna618
    @lilliahna618 4 роки тому

    Wow, such beautiful writing