I've been struggling with my cptsd nonstop and I've had therapy for years but right now I just don't know how it can get better. I'm really struggling and I can't stand the feeling of my heart going to explode out of my chest. I don't know how to live like this anymore
My 30yr old daughter tries to hide her anger toward me for not remembering certain details in our treacherous life (as her estranged but stalker father was an addict deeply delved in tormenting me for not getting an abortion) she has 3 children now. And she dreads seeing me but LOVES her daddy. (I could never tell her of the attempts on my life and kidnapping by third party) I'm not fire rescue but I did search for missing children POMC, VOCAL, JUSTICE FOR ALL, 12 step recovery supporter.
Ending a long career in EMS is brutally traumatic in itself...
I’ve battled with my own ups and downs with ptsd and depression. I’ve watched this probably a hundred times to remind me it can get better
Thank you for making this. I can relate to blacking out and coming to, crying like a baby. at the end of a call. I had to leave too.
Thank you for your honesty. Sorry that you lost your career as a result of of your career.
Yes Dan, have had some of my ghosts coming back to me. I've been doing this since 1982, it takes it's toll. Hope you're doing well my friend.
Dan is actually a family friend of mine and also talks at alot of scouts canada meetings
I've been struggling with my cptsd nonstop and I've had therapy for years but right now I just don't know how it can get better. I'm really struggling and I can't stand the feeling of my heart going to explode out of my chest. I don't know how to live like this anymore
You matter...and it is not your fault
Horrible situation........ Been close to leaving my self after a work related RTC/MVA, who helps the helpers?? #WeAreEMS
My 30yr old daughter tries to hide her anger toward me for not remembering certain details in our treacherous life (as her estranged but stalker father was an addict deeply delved in tormenting me for not getting an abortion) she has 3 children now. And she dreads seeing me but LOVES her daddy. (I could never tell her of the attempts on my life and kidnapping by third party) I'm not fire rescue but I did search for missing children POMC, VOCAL, JUSTICE FOR ALL, 12 step recovery supporter.