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kypharrop
Приєднався 19 жов 2006
Making videos about being a little trans boy up in Canada.
Disconnected
Admitting that I've been terrible at staying on track with my T shot and the consequences that may have resulted from such negligence.
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Відео
Return of the Kip
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A video about why I haven't made a video for so long. Classic Kip. I also talk about being accountable for the things I say because words have consequences.
Sláinte!
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Music provided by: www.purple-planet.com It's even harder to find music that fits when it's royalty free but what can you do? Talking about my short film and how everyone is going to have the chance to help me make it! Hooray!?! Hope everyone had some great holidays and a happy, prosperous New Year to all my friends!
Working Hard
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I made a video in my production truck while working on a short film and it's not the greatest but it's my starting off point to get back in the game!
Casting Call for a Social Movement Project
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I am working with a growing group of amazing people on a short film that we are looking to expand into a series and we want the trans community to be involved! kipling.harrop@gmail.com Looking for trans actors based in Toronto or willing to travel. Thanks so much everyone! I'm sorry it's been so long since I've been active! I'm still making videos, just more slowly. Hope everyone is well and li...
An Anniversary Surprise for You!
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Happy Anniversary My Love! I hope You Enjoy xx (I do not own any of the music in this video) RAC Remix-Edward Sharpe and the Magnetic Zeros-HOME The Little Ones-Argonauts Regina Spektor-Dance Anthem of the 80's
Introductions and Conversation
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Long time, eh! My apologies for letting UA-cam sit idly while I adjusted myself to a couple big changes in my life. I hope you enjoy meeting Miranda, she's pretty swell ^.^ I'm a lucky chap, I'd say. There are some topics I've been asked to cover so I will make some time to get back to making videos and give some answers! Peace Also, forgot to finnish editing the end, here's the music, in case ...
CAMH Answers pt. 1
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Audio fixed. Sweet, this is a long video. I tried to get good answers about what one can expect from CAMH. I found out some interesting information on surgeries and what's covered by OHIP. Send me a private message if you want to know more about top surgery options! Peace everyone! Here's the link to the fellow's video about his first meeting at CAMH: ua-cam.com/video/XNnjmAteLmE/v-deo.html Lin...
CAMH Answers pt. 2
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A pretty even split, eh. Jeeze. CAMH website encore: www.camh.net/About_CAMH/Guide_to_CAMH/Mental_Health_Programs/General_Psychiatry_Program/gid_guide_to_camh.html Peace everyone!
CAMH Questions - have some?
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Hey everyone! This description mainly pertains to individuals living in the GTA (Greater Toronto Area) and anyone who would have to make their way to Toronto to access resources. The notice is short but I thought I would post this because it's the weekend and I usually get the bulk of comments in the first two-three days anyhow. I am going in to the mothership of gatekeepers on Monday and I wan...
CAMH - Personal Experience
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Well, horseshit. I uploaded this terribly lit video and it was muted by UA-cam because one of the bands is affiliated with some dumb, short-sighted music agency or whatever... Now I'm grumpy at UA-cam and the entire world. I had also written some quatrains here, describing the video but can't remember them. Anyway, I probably should have just waited to get my video camera back for good and made...
My feelings around coming out
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Responding to a comment about how I prefer to be perceived and the protocol I initiate in coming out to someone new.
"Invalidation" from radfems and lesbians
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I don't like making long videos, especially when all I'm doing is talking. This isn't a very good christmas present :( But if you want to know how I think transmen should be dealing with ignorance and hate that comes from within the community and from other minority groups striving for the same fundamental respect as we are, this should do the trick. I have no concrete answers about how to do t...
FTM - Naked in front of the mirror
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FTM - Naked in front of the mirror
....😊 11 years later....
Kyp are you on Instagram?
I am! With two accounts ʕ ꈍᴥꈍʔ @kiptiff and @audenwood_jewellery
@@kiptiff ☺️💛
Channelling Keanu Reeves here. ;-)
Are you coming back?
I miss your videos. Time fo an updare :)
Are you daring me to update Szilvia?
Rewatching this after three years because i miss you in my subs. What a loss :(
Kip, I've missed your videos so much. I watched you constantly pre-transition and admired you because you were everything I wanted to be. I know life gets in the way and UA-cam might not be a priority anymore, but I wanted to say thank you. I'm 5 years on T now and living post-transition and thought of you. So glad I looked you up.
WintersTide! I read your comment when you posted it and instead of responding to you, I tried... several unfortunate times, to film a new vid with a big shout-out to you and everyone who left me such lovely comments. I should have known better. Thank you so much for the kind words and congrats on getting that T coming up on six years now! That's glorious news. I hope life is treating you well and you are staying safe and happy and healthy, along with everyone you love! Such strange times.
Just came across your channel: amazing videos!
I had to look it up: “This river I step in is not the river I stand in” is borrowed from Greek philosopher Heracleitus, meaning that change is constant in life and experiences.
You can really draw!
Hey! I'm a transguy and I totally hear that about taking your T shot, I'm a little over a year on T. I plan on stopping T after another couple years so that helps me focus on why I'm taking it in the first place. Hope you make more videos, you're an inspiration. Thank you for all of the time and attention you have put into your UA-cam channel ❤✌🌱
Hope your doing well. Miss seeing your videos. I think of you from time to time
Hi! From Honduras Kyp. Thanks for the update.
Hey Kip! LONGTIME subscriber and I always think what you have to say is important. Peace brother.
You should seriously consider voice over work. Rich, clear voice, perfect.
Kyp, you are one gorgeous man. So happy to see you are back. You went AWOL for a long while now, got worried. Please be well.
Yay, Kyp's back!! I can totally relate to your lethargic period. After my surgery (thank you for the Instagram comment btw) I felt disconnected and just...SLOW. Its got me a bit down and I hope getting back to the treadmill will help shake me out of it. Sometimes we go against our best interests for a period of time in order to perhaps push the limits, or maybe because of the disconnect. Good luck with everything.
WHEN YOU TAKE THE JOURNEY TO YOURSELF....THAT IS YOURS AND YOURS ALONE.....NO APOLOGY NEEDED,GIVEN, OR RECEIVED ! B R A V O ! " There will be people that get you and those that don't......Go towards those that do "
THE JOURNEY BACK TO SELF IS WORTH TAKING...........AND YOU DO IT WELL !
HELLO HANDSOME.....YOUR BACK .......AND THATS ' A ' GOOD THING .... AND AS FOR ME.....MY EYES ARE ON YOU.... THE DREAM AND THE JOURNEY ARE ONE !
Food for thought...take it or leave it: You could take a break from T. It would at least give you consistency for a time and then restart it when your body isn't so resistant to it.
I've considered that. I also thought since I've been on T for several years now I wouldn't menstruate anymore but when I skip a shot for too long, that monthly visitor comes back with a vengeance >.>;
That's understandably a barrier.
So nice to see you back! I hope you stick around ;) I know *precisely* what you mean about follow-through. I'm crap at is as well. Cool ideas & bad (or none at all) execution. That's my life.
Thanks Watson! Yeah, it's frustrating/interesting how I can have all these ideas and I have no trouble imagining myself doing them. It seems great in my head but when I have the time, I lose all my energy for some reason.
Such an accurate description! Can imagine myself doing it, but just lose the energy when you've got the time. SO accurate. And, probably nearly as frustrating for me, have the energy to do the creating thing but can't b/c I'm in the midst of doing the work thing...
Hey, really nice to see you back on the ol' youtube. I know that feeling of offness with being on/off T and not keeping track of it and that imbalance. Have you considered T gel? I don't know if its possible or feesable for you, but an option perhaps.
Hey Roadmapzach! I talked to my doctor last year and said I wanted to try a testosterone gel. For some reason I let her convince me to get patches instead. The biggest reason I put off my biweekly T shot is the fear of pain. I'm quite hairy, and the amount of pain I experienced daily, ripping those patches off, was enough to make me stop after a couple of weeks. I haven't gone back to talk to her about it since! It's also unfortunately much more expensive than the shots, as I'm sure you know.
@@kiptiff Well I am sorry I never replied to your reply! I am fortunate to live in England with the NHS so am in a place of priviledge where gel and injections costs me the same. You liking my reply seems to be at just the moment in my life where I needed to rewatch your video as where you were then is where I find myself now since switching to Nebido. Funny how the world works. Hope you are well. Take care 🙂
@kypharrop PS what is the opening song?
@@roadmapzach Ohhh, the Universe is always on time, isn't it. I'm uninitiated to Nebido. I just did a quick online look but I should do more research. Honestly, I still struggle to this day with my shots. Hahaha, such a pain. I hope you are finding ways to stay on schedule and also keeping safe and healthy and happy during these dismal days. The opening song is called Line of Fire by Junip. I can't remember how I stumbled upon the band but the album Line of Fire is on is full of other great songs and their music videos are wonderfully bizarre :)
Omg so glad to see you back! I discovered your channel after you had stopped posting..
It took me a while but I always had it at the back of my mind that I'd come back ;D
You're back! I got irrationally excited when I cruised through my subs and saw you!
I'm very glad to hear that! I'm smiling from ear to ear :D
i'm really bad at t-shots, i should be 3-4ish years by now but instead im about 8 months collectively. i can't do it myself, and i can't find a doctor whose willing to do it for me.
Finding a doctor to do it is very tough. They all see themselves as too busy to stop for four minutes and help someone out every 1-2 weeks. I am lucky to have my wife agree to do them, even though she also doesn't like it when it hurts. I used to have a friend do it. Maybe that could work for you.
I hope you keep up with your T shot! Im sure it's hard! Wishing you all the support and wellness!
Thanks Naaman! I guess it's only as hard as I make it for myself :P I've been doing well the past couple months and I'm feeling better. Hopefully that will motivate me to continue.
Omg! You're back! I love your videos! 🙀😻👌🏽
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haha that's crazy, i've been feeling and not doing exactly what you're saying with my shots. now i have to ice the spot before each procrastinated shot
Oh, no way. That's a good idea! It's tough because on one hand, you mind wants it more than most of the things, but your body is fighting to not get jabbed by a slick metal pin... a bit of a conundrum!
Heya Kip! Your kitteh is Soooooooooooo CUTE! Good to see you making Videos again.
Thanks Jaymie! He's a little scamp :D He's too handsome and he knows it :P
was so surprised (but excited) to see you in my sub box
That's quite nice of you to say Will!
I love your cats! Please do an update on where you've been and what you've been up to. By the way, you're just dreamy💖
Hey Leanne B! This is not a good look for me, huh. Thanks for sending the love to my cats! They surely appreciated it :) I'm not sure what is wrong with me, I have tried to film an update since you posted your comment... Two years ago!! Gosh. Well, I do have some updates and I'm going to try to get my act together! I hope you are safe and have your health with you during this pandemic!
So glad to see you again! Nice beardcut :) You look younger now. Kyp, make subtitles next time like for previous video. please) And where's Bria? P.S. Very beautiful song.
"Princess" Bria as she has informed me she's going by now, lives back in Guelph with my dad. She's an outdoor cat and I live next to a pretty busy road in Toronto; a bad combination in my books.
welcome back! :)
Thanks Fran Sinclair :D
It's so great to see you kip! You're such an inspiration yo me.
That's really nice to hear Ren! I hope life is bursting with great things for you :)
OMG! Can't believe finally you're back! Sooooo glad! You're so changed. You always were very smart, much smarter than most of older people but now you sound even wiser! P.S. you've got a new cat. What's with Bria? BTW thanks for subtitles!
Hey Malika Gemini! It took so long but I made it back :) Sometimes it feels like everything I've been learning in recent years is making me realize how dumb I am, though, I think I've always known that I don't know much ;)
It's funny that the people who know nothing think they know everything! ))) And vice versa smart people doubt their talents
im liking this comeback man
I'm liking this comment :D
I missed you! Welcome back. Hope the career is going well!
Thanks so much! Career has taken quite the unexpected turn but it's a good forward motion!
Still looking hot as ever! You have one of the sexiest most soothing voices I've ever heard. Great to have you back💚💜💚
Ah, thanks Leanne! Glad to be back :)
Whoa been a while
I know, eh!
Thanks for the return!
Thanks for watching :) It means a ton!
i think about you often, really great to hear from you again!
That's pretty incredibly sweet. Thanks for listening!
You look great and glad to see you are back!! How have you been? What's been new?
Thanks so much MarchDayne17! Life's been good! I'm aiming to shoot a bit of an update video this weekend and I've got some cool things to share :)
KIP!!!!!! So good to see a video from you again!
Ah Jaymie! Thanks so much :D
Yay, you are back! I hope you have been doing well. You look like you have. I have missed seeing your videos. Your cat is super adorable too. Lisa 🙂
Hey Lisa! I'm really happy to be back. I forgot how therapeutic making videos can be. Life has been grand. Hopefully I'll have a vid up this weekend with some updates!
Good to have you back :)
That's so nice to hear! I'm so glad to be back!
yeah but u werent put in schizo prenic program and its crap. i work well under pressure and i like challenge u got it wrong and dotn ven know my strenghts.ive been through nothing bro.
did they provide you with condoms in camh? for the girls?
Kip, Wherever you are, I hope things are going great for you! I just wanted to take this opportunity to wish you A Very Merry Christmas and all the Best for a healthy and a Happy New Year!!! I hope you'll put out a video to let us know how you're doing and what you've been up to:)
Preach it brother!