Our last night together was a cherished memory I hope to remember forever. I didn't know at the time I'd never see her again. She came over to my place, spent nearly all night with me. Then left to get ready for a trip she had to take. A week later, she got back from her trip. Texted me how much it sucked, was glad to be back, needed a few days of alone time to recharge and then she'd come and see me again. A week after her last text to me, I found out from Facebook that she had died. She hit her head real hard and died from a brain hemorrhage. After all these years, I still miss her and think of her. Heck, there were a few occasions where I even dreamed of her. Time hasn't healed my broken heart, but it has made it bearable. Cherish every moment with your friends and family.
She'll be gone soon. At times I feel like I took her for granted. I just wish I had more time with her... no matter what, she was always there for me when no one else was... I'll miss you, my favorite gremlin 💛
While having a lot of friends, a caring family, and so on. I only think that, if I really deserve this perfect life? What did I do to deserve this, and why do I still feel so lonely, as if I had nobody on my side. It doesn't make any sense. By listening to this and the other playlists this channel has created, I can feel at peace, without any dark feelings.. just myself finding peace at real time, not in my imagination, but in real life. I hope anyone reading this, will have a great time in the future, without thinking of anything dark and gloomy. Hope you all do well in life!
Oh! Hey kiddo, you found me. Rough day? I'm sorry kid. I can't imagine how that feels for that one of a kind soul you got there. I know it feels like every day's the same problem and you can't help but feel terrible for letting everyone down... but keep that head for me kid. Tomorrow's gonna get better and promise you, I'll be there in your heart with you to keep you going to another good day! Push on kiddo, you got a stranger rooting for you!
As I continue to endlessly daydream and as my reasons to go on slowly dwindle, I think to myself “what should I be doing?”. I can’t remember if I was ever happy with myself to begin with. I wish I could be confident and go find something or someone to dedicate my life to, but instead I rot away in my secluded space and daydream of impossible scenarios in an attempt to cope with my self hatred. I hate having emotions that constantly swirl, morph, and change my rationality into irrationality. I want to face reality and make big changes but my fear and self doubt stops even the slightest thought of it. Sorry for ranting, but I just needed to put my thoughts somewhere.
Man i understand exactly what you mean, my entire 3rd and final high school year was exactly like this, now that I've pilled up my schedule i barely have time to think of scenarios like these, only when going to bed (and eventually fall asleep before i even get the chance). Life changes drastically and barely have time to process, let alone think forward. As result making the same mistakes over and over, waning my patience -(not only mine but those around me too)- day by day. What i suggest is that you take that step forward no matter how much it may frighten you, and i believe that you'll get used to it in no time (though it wont be easy that's for sure). Being delusional is fine but think realistically when it comes to important stuff, use logic and if you lack of logic like I do for example as what people around you think. My decisions may have drifted me away from certain friends and people. I recently even lost the ability to call some very close people my family and it wasn't even my fault, but i can't let that affect me. I still haven't moved on from things i did in the past, i cant help but feel depressed when thinking bout it... But I'm daily trying and that's what i think you should try doing too! Closing i just wanna say sorry for yapping about things like this, but seeing someone i relate in a way facing the same problem i cant help but spent even 25 minutes to see if i can help. Even if I lack the free time. Good luck with the rest, counting on you. YOU make the decisions for yourself after all. ps: the name killed me (sorry) 💀
One day you're going to escape from this fantasy cycle, my friend, I also daydream a lot. One piece of advice I can give you is to start by accomplishing small things. Get out more, hit the gym even if it's just for 20 minutes, and take small actions, even if they seem insignificant. These will grow within you and bring you back to reality. Fantasizing about scenarios can be wonderful, but nothing beats living real emotions and meeting new people. I believe in you, mate. Good luck
Don't worry, happiness is at the corner. Keep going, stay strong, you won't regret it. It can seem overwhelming at first sight, but this stairway indeed has an end: it will bring you to heaven. Don't let other people abuse you, just find the courage to love yourself, and everything will be fine ❤❤❤
I’m glad you’re still here. I don’t personally know you but just knowing you’re still alive after experiencing loss is amazing. I hope everything turns out good for you.
After uve felt enough pain u start to grow jaded or numb. It still hurts when u lose someone u love but u get better at dealing with it. Maybe ur used to feeling that low or maybe u go into it with the feeling that one day they will leave u idk. But it gets easier to ignore
Ur probably right, I doubt she does think about you. It's alright tho man u don't need her, ik its annoying having that longing feeling but just keep moving forward.
"It was given but not received, taken but not used. The desire for more, the desire to be more, to be with more. To manually expose the soft, beautiful core only for it to be thrown away, discarded, and pushed to the side for something that isn't even real." A soul who has lost many things, but manages to slug his way though the muck Edit: grammar and wording
The only people that have ever hugged me in my life are my parents. But if I'm being honest with you, I've become so used to it that I don't even feel it anymore...
I see that these kinds of videos keep on catching me at the right time. I just ditched university because of my mental health and just not finding it enjoyable. I wonder if I did the right thing or not but I guess I'll find out eventually. Being diagnosed with depression and finally after a year of holding it off from my mom I told her and I found it not as bad as I thought as it could have been. Guys, if you are having mental health issues, tell people around you. Don't keep it shut inside, because from what I learned, you're just hurting yourself even more than needed. Get help, I didn't really want any at the start but it helped and I feel like even tho life isn't always fair, you can hold to what you have and make it out of the bad times. Good luck to anyone reading this comment and I hope you can as well get though the tough times of life.
I don’t know how your story doesn’t have many likes, but this means a lot, I may not be depressed or sad yet I feel for you, and hope that all will go smoothly for you later in life
She died on me and left me alone with nobody else, I know she would want me live on since that's what she told me when I was depressed but it's difficult.
i miss you, more than you'll ever be able to know. the late nights, awkward silences, warm embraces. the way you used to smile at me, hold my hand, tell me everything was going to be alright, that you were mine. the things i'd give to go back to our good days. our loving days. i wish it didn't end. i wish you felt the same way. i love you.
They said that I'd be fine, that I could move on but when your bed was once so warm it's impossible to adjust to it being empty. I know you know just how much I miss you and I won't change that, I'd rather cry remembering all the good times than forget your smile. Thank you Brianna for giving me the strength to keep going until we meet again ❤
Don’t say that, I’m sure that you can experience it some day. It may seem like that day isn’t coming any time soon but if you want to experience it then I sincerely hope you can one day.
Im sure you will someday man, but just be careful you know? I can say from experience that the temporary bliss isnt worth the later pain, don't join relationships you don't know about, date to marry, don't date if you know it won't last, because once it ends you'll hate yourself for going through it in the first place, don't hold onto hope when its but a thin rope that can break at any moment, good luck and god bless brother (sorry im kinda venting here myself to be honest)
@@theemperoroftea3001I disagree. It's worth falling in love even if it's short lived. The memories and those moments that make u wish u could stop time r worth all of the pain.
Ain't life a bitch, when those people.. who you used to hold close to you... Suddenly pull a 180° on you? I'd rather not share the story (It fits the title too) But thanks for uploading this❤
Same but my case is complicated. She wasnt my girlfriend and she didnt even know that I was in love with her. I know that I cant be with her for many reasons but at least I would like to be friends with her or sth but its too late because I will never see her again.
@@freeingup7625 I last saw her on August 24 (a month ago), around 8 a.m., and that was the last time I saw her in my life, as I will never have the chance to see her again.
Plastic memoresis the first Anime that actually made me cry. It gave you a sense of dread of you knowing whats to come and yet you refuse to accept it.
I fought for them, struggled with them through their hardships, loved them when they were at their lowest, was there even if I had to sacrifice time, actively listened all the time.. ect.. all for what? A ghosting and just ignorance? What did I did wrong? I ask and ask again and all I get is nothing. It hurts. I miss them.
This video brings back memories of my grandfather who loat his life after a heart attack after open heart surgery...my final words to were "be careful and come back safe"....he didn't come home...my heart has never healed from that day...its been over 6 years..i miss him...
Just Got out of a breakup, Feeling like trash, But at least this music helps, thank you creator, and to everyone who is reading this never stop giving up on your dreams and one day you will find someone even better then the last.
It's been a few weeks how u feeling? And I agree keep ur head up and keep looking. U might have thought this last girl was amazing but believe me ur going to think ur next gf is even more amazing.
I exist at a time in my life when i have nothing. Ive been very blessed and have had family, a wife, kids, jobs opportunity and as i reach further into my 30s i currently view the world from a dead end job and debt and i now live alone. Sometimes life can feel like its all falling apart...like the darkness is reaching in and you can only tread water for so long. But it can get better...light will come again if you let it, you will take a breath of fresh air and feel the weight lift from your chest. You can find a new path to walk down, a new passion that can fill the holes in your heart and help you to support yourself. Be productive, put your whole heart into moving forward and lift those feet, feel that breeze, and walk towards a better you, a better life. Youre not alone, you never were.
We lost her when she was only six. The brightest girl anyone ever knew. Funny, friendly, popular. Apparently, all the boys liked her. Kindergarten crushes, you get it. Even to this day, it hurts to look at pictures or videos of her. She didn't deserve to die. If I could give up my own life for her to live, I would. A thousand times over. Rest in peace, Annelyse. We all love you, so very, *very* much. 2010 - 2016.
i met her online and we started talking. every day at 5 am I would wake up to see a good morning text from her. she started to get distant. i would text her and it would take a few hours or days for a response. idk what i did, if anything. if she hated me she would remove my playlist from her spotify account. i deleted all of the pictures of her except one. i meant to delete all but i didn’t. i regret it. it’s everyday now i think of her. she’s probably with some asshole now that doesn’t care about her. she didn’t know how much it would rip me up when I saw she had self harm cuts on her arm. it scared me when she said she was going to the doctor because they might send her off. i love you Samantha.
Hearing this playlist makes me thinking, when will anyone ever care about me. When will I ever be recognized as a fragile human being. Why is the world so cruel.♥️➡️💔➡️❤️🩹 😌- I'm fine 🥲- I'll be fine 😂- it's fine (starts to cry) 😭- It's not fine
She passed away 3 years ago, it is very painful to remember it, but I try to remember her with love and joy every time I remember her... I hope one day to remember her in this way.
It was just a week after her birthday, i tried to know what was happening with her but she pushed me away from her life and dissapeared from the internet. Now i live with the regret of knowing she might be dead now and i didn't get to help her like she did when i was about to die aswell. Thanks to that i can't help but to just want to die and pray that i will meet her again eventually.
this time of being born in between eras is rather... dull everything was explored, done, invented, attempted so now sitting and rotting I don't know if I have something to look out for or am I doomed from the moment I was born? I'm sure someone feels the same, maybe gazing into stars is what I really need, or maybe I just need to die? who am I to know? Am I being delusional to want freedom to sleep a bit longer, to dream something better? or is all that stripped from me thanks to those that surround me? Someone take me home where I can rest and drown in my own dreams and happiness and not in what others see as "normal" I wonder if she thinks about me or not I wonder if my dreams carry a meaning in my real world I wonder if I'll have a chance to live a life instead of this delusional lie I wonder if...
I typed a much longer hing, but I guess youtube deleted it (it was a lot, I was ranting and venting like it's my job) But I ended it with this, and perhaps this is what really matters. When you love someone, don't do it for your present self, love someone for your future, their future. The fact is, being part of a relationship that is aimed at the present and not the future will only hurt more later, which I can say from experience. And so, to everyone reading this and even to those who haven't, someone will love you, many people here in this comment section have lost hope, many people have said that they will never find someone, that they'll never be loved, I had the same thought and frequently I still do, but I know god provides what I need, and for those who don't believe in religion, just think about it, even if only one person could love you out of every group of one thousand people, how many people is that? 8 million, and I know without a doubt that more than 1/1000 people have the capacity in their hearts to love you, so don't think like that, even if you dont actively seek it out, whether out of embarassment or out of anxiety, others do, that person will find you, you'll be there, at the right place, at the right time, to be somebody to someone... someday, it could be in a month or in two years but it will happen, for those of you who are religious, pray for it, and for those of you who aren't religious, do me a solid and just try it, please. I'll stop ranting now, just know that it'll all get better, I love yall and god bless you. ❤
I know I might piss off some of you wholesome and fragily person in this comment section, but I still can't beat the curiosity that ''What is the background picture you use to make this playlist and may I know the source'' since I really love this picture, It just feels... true calm, its just feels strange... I once have a desperation life, sometimes I wonder what was my purpose on this world, I cant be as the others. IM JUST FEELING THE REAL DESPAIRRRRR, people think Im a psychopath, but NO. I think this world is all PSYCHOPATHS. But when I accidently, maybe it was fortunate enough to know your channel. You have manage to stop a PSYCHOPATH, a FAILURE, A DESPERATION OF THIS WORLD. heh, what a evil person I was. Sorry guys, but I really don't know who I was anymore. But perhaps I will become a better person someday, or maybe with this channel. But what truly matters now is that I have found my desire to live, until now, it may have been a bit too long, soooo I think a scumbag like me shouldn't waste your time anymore, and to end this is my one and only question the reason I actually find it to actually having to live '' Can I ask if you get the picture anywhere and if you can Can I know the source? " Sinceres ( PS: sorry so many commas, i just not use to using dots to break the sentences :( )
FYI its from plastic memories, never seen it myself but when i find the time i will watch it. As for what you said... i haven't had an experience like this to really question myself this, but i cant help but feel remorse by simply reading this. I wish for you to find what your looking for.
Это зацикленный фрагмент из аниме "Пластиковые воспоминания" Только в отличии от оригинала здесь фрагмент с фиолетовым оттенком. Этот фрагмент можно найти где-то в последних сериях.
My last breakup went horrible. I wish I could go back and reset everything, it’s been a year now and I’ve moved on somewhat but these scars will never fully heal.
@@pythios8982 i have same experience but trust me, the trauma will gone on day. In this time, you can meet more new people, focus in yourself and improve yourself.
Scrapped excerpt from the Indifference. "You know how this will end." Said the Indifference as he sat by his former enemy. "I know. I just wish I had a chance to say goodbye to him. So..." She looked up to him with a pensive stare. "Save your words. Save them for him." Said the Indifference as he stood and looked down at her. "You'll be seeing him soon enough."
You are alive to live. To make the most of the journey, and discover who you are. Once you do the storm will calm but never give up, I’m trying my best too as well, I believe in us
I sit here in my college dorm… alone after 4 years… my last relationship was freshman year of high school…. In those 3 years after the break up I learned so much about myself. My religious beliefs changed, my maturity changed, I tried becoming a better person. I still try and be better to other people. I just feel hollow. Nothing fills that hole she left. I wish I could have done more to save it, but she let her friends dictate the relationship. I got no free time or ability to be around friends. I still want the best for her. I just wish this empty space would go away.
We all miss someone but we have to get up improve and move on.There is still a lot of things in front of all of us.learn on our mistakes and move on---Make yourself Proud and be kind and remember don't lose the best part of yourself along the travel. Now forgive me brothers but i have to move foward Ill see you all on top.
Kinda funny seeing this in my feed ngl. Just hadsome leave approved from the military, and I only had one day to see my significant other, and it'll be a good while before I get another opportunity.
I had a girlfriend, and there was a time when i kept reflecting on our last time together... for years. Now i cant even remember that time, and somehow it makes me sad.
I've dated a lot in my life time and a lot of my gfs were terrible to me but remembering back I don't remember the bad things but only the good times we had
My love, I must leave.. but I will not abandon you when you need me the most. I will be there for you for as long as you want me by your side. I will give you what you need. You will not feel alone.
Forever they said. Only one of us really meant it. I've tried to heal, and thought I was healing. I tried to meet new people, but it just reminds me of what's missing. I don't even want to meet another perosn. I just want them back. 😞
For the last year I swear every time I go to bed and close my eyes I feel a small warm woman's hand on my cheek but when I open my eyes I just see that it's just a fantasy
Really I feel it when some days ago we were in the same bed like this and she told me that she wasn't in love anymore. She left me after 10 years together and I'm 25 years old...I really hate her in this moment.
I would have told you, i would have hugged you and said sorry, and i would have told you everything. but it wouldn't have changed anything. only made the wound hurt less i suppose.... goodbye, i'm not meant for this life, maybe the next one.
honestly, this reminds me of a time where a nice girl had once asked for my number, I was nice then too. But nowadays, I've probably taken a bad path of life, in fact I think it was a good idea to not give her my number so then she would have a better life with someone else. That happened 3 times, i'm still holding up to the belief they're better off with someone else. For now, I'm trying to be a better person.
I really feel like I ruined the only real relationship I ever had, I still love her and even though she is far away from me I hope she still feels something for me.
I'm sorry... For everything. I'm sorry for being a bad son. I'm sorry for being a bad student. I'm sorry for being a bad friend. I'm sorry for being a bad lover. I'm sorry for being a bad boyfriend. I'm sorry for being a bad person. I'm sorry for being me.
I love her with all my heart, and she loves me, too... But... Am I good enough for her...? We live a LONG distance... All I want to do is hold her close again... She's my everything... But... What man am I if I can't be there, next to her, for when she needs me most...? What man am I if I can't hug her or kiss her...? I lost her once, due to bullshit reasons I don't really want to go into detail about now... I don't want to lose her again... EVER... I want to... No... NEED to be next to her... She's the ONLY girl I've dated who's never treated me like I'm useless... But... Can I really call her my 'fiance' even if I proposed over text, like I promised I'd propose to her in person years ago...? God, help me...
i dont know if i can say i miss her, i just yern for a reason why she was gone before things even ended, she forced me to end it becuase she just refusded to evevn talk to me, hell on my birthday which i dont celebrate i took the day off to spend the whole day with her and she told me happy birthday in the morning then didnt say another word to me that day
Our last time together was almost a year ago before he moved to a different state, we're still together so I'm far more fortunate than some of these other comments, but it still hurts like crazy, our last face to face interaction was a faint hug on the way to class, looking back, I wish I would've kissed him, or hugged him longer, hell, told him I loved him, but I didn't, I was running late and didn't think they'd be moving so urgently. I wish I could've done something, I thought we'd be able to spend another day together before they left but we didn't, I fucking miss him. I'm trying so hard not to dwell on the past, but I should've kissed him or said a proper goodbye. Fuck dude.
Time is the only resource. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength, resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ --Diamond Dragons (series)
I had a friend who didn't want to talk about his problems, I always talked to him and asked how he was doing, but he always replied that everything was fine, after which he committed suicide. I want to say to all those friends who support their loved ones, and those who are having a hard time right now, don't be afraid to speak out in front of your friends, please, they will be very hurt without you, believe me, I would rather listen to my friend all night long. than... standing at his funeral and watching his family cry.
Do you ever hug your pillow because your so touch starved? My uncle died on sunday. It doesnt feel like its worth it. Why does everything feel so unfair? People say to accept it, people say its normal but even saying thats unfair. 11 31. That's the time.
10 03 pm. Yes. I still miss my dog. He was hit be a car 5 days before Christmas last year. I hate the fact that everyone hates me. I just want to be loved. I need a friend to lean on. I only find comfort in Thomas the tank engine and talking to ai.
My uncle died 4 years ago in December. He was my best friend, it gets better but theres a piece of you that will change. Thinking of the good times we would have if he was still here helps. It's like a celebration of his personality. I dont hug a pillow but i do lay down and touch a wall.
she used to ilke me when i was 11 we kiss as lil kids then she ilke me so we play tg and hang out after that she doesnt ilke me no -more she sees me As a brother to her💔 them after i got really upset.. Now I am 15, i can see why, i am A lone wolf with no girlfriends
i feel like ive lost connection to my soul. weird sentence, right? im not really truly happy anymore. always in a depressive state or faking my happiness. at school im “happy” and nice but at home im depressive and snappy. why? i dont know. i know i have diagnosed depression and anxiety. ive been clean for a year. but im struggling. hs is so difficult already, and im having trouble with just life in general. my sibling’s an as*hole, my parents don’t understand anything, and ive come to realize all but one friend i have is fake. one real friend, and she just got a girlfriend, so she’s not talking w me as much. im happy for her, but, also jealous. she gets relationships so easily. i have a crush, he was told i like him, he knows i exist just doesn’t know me well enough. im not allowed to have much social media, just youtube and discord. so i cant see his snapchat or whatever. i dont know how to get his number. ill stay single ig. although ive always wanted a bf. who cares anyway though, right? im hardly noticed at school. not fitting standard. not curvy enough, i don’t show enough skin or something, and my hair is at my shoulders instead of mid-chest or stomach. im also not blonde or brunette, only dirty blonde, so my hair only looks good in dim lighting or sunsets. my eyes are hazel which are like my hair, only pretty in sunsets or dim lighting. and i have uneven tans, my arms slightly more tan than my pale legs. i want more curves. im thicker than some of the girls but they’re popular because they’re blondes or brunettes who wear makeup and crop tops and short shorts. i wear shorts, just not ones that show my bottom. i wear tight shirts, just not crop tops. what else does it take? what else do i need? makeup? better clothes? better personality? anyways, if u read this, have a good day/night. im trying my hardest. burning out. i hope i get prettier.
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Our last night together was a cherished memory I hope to remember forever. I didn't know at the time I'd never see her again. She came over to my place, spent nearly all night with me. Then left to get ready for a trip she had to take. A week later, she got back from her trip. Texted me how much it sucked, was glad to be back, needed a few days of alone time to recharge and then she'd come and see me again. A week after her last text to me, I found out from Facebook that she had died. She hit her head real hard and died from a brain hemorrhage. After all these years, I still miss her and think of her. Heck, there were a few occasions where I even dreamed of her. Time hasn't healed my broken heart, but it has made it bearable. Cherish every moment with your friends and family.
A dream of her means you meet in the next life, things will become better.
Im really sorry for your loss.. :(
She'll be gone soon. At times I feel like I took her for granted. I just wish I had more time with her... no matter what, she was always there for me when no one else was...
I'll miss you, my favorite gremlin 💛
Dont do that with you bro... I understand what r y feeling but... dont do that.
@briareos1311 is it about Amelia Watson? For some reason I kinda feel it is
…I had no one.
While having a lot of friends, a caring family, and so on. I only think that, if I really deserve this perfect life? What did I do to deserve this, and why do I still feel so lonely, as if I had nobody on my side. It doesn't make any sense. By listening to this and the other playlists this channel has created, I can feel at peace, without any dark feelings.. just myself finding peace at real time, not in my imagination, but in real life. I hope anyone reading this, will have a great time in the future, without thinking of anything dark and gloomy. Hope you all do well in life!
loneliness is the key to open the door of inner peace.
i feel this
sometimes its good to be embraced by someone knowing full well they don't need anything in return.
My eyes, heart, & soul are burning. I miss him.
Oh! Hey kiddo, you found me. Rough day? I'm sorry kid. I can't imagine how that feels for that one of a kind soul you got there. I know it feels like every day's the same problem and you can't help but feel terrible for letting everyone down... but keep that head for me kid. Tomorrow's gonna get better and promise you, I'll be there in your heart with you to keep you going to another good day! Push on kiddo, you got a stranger rooting for you!
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thank you 😭
i remember seeing this comment by sans
I never even got to hug here like this, nothing i wanted more
As I continue to endlessly daydream and as my reasons to go on slowly dwindle, I think to myself “what should I be doing?”. I can’t remember if I was ever happy with myself to begin with. I wish I could be confident and go find something or someone to dedicate my life to, but instead I rot away in my secluded space and daydream of impossible scenarios in an attempt to cope with my self hatred. I hate having emotions that constantly swirl, morph, and change my rationality into irrationality. I want to face reality and make big changes but my fear and self doubt stops even the slightest thought of it.
Sorry for ranting, but I just needed to put my thoughts somewhere.
Man i understand exactly what you mean, my entire 3rd and final high school year was exactly like this, now that I've pilled up my schedule i barely have time to think of scenarios like these, only when going to bed (and eventually fall asleep before i even get the chance).
Life changes drastically and barely have time to process, let alone think forward. As result making the same mistakes over and over, waning my patience -(not only mine but those around me too)- day by day.
What i suggest is that you take that step forward no matter how much it may frighten you, and i believe that you'll get used to it in no time (though it wont be easy that's for sure). Being delusional is fine but think realistically when it comes to important stuff, use logic and if you lack of logic like I do for example as what people around you think.
My decisions may have drifted me away from certain friends and people. I recently even lost the ability to call some very close people my family and it wasn't even my fault, but i can't let that affect me.
I still haven't moved on from things i did in the past, i cant help but feel depressed when thinking bout it...
But I'm daily trying and that's what i think you should try doing too!
Closing i just wanna say sorry for yapping about things like this, but seeing someone i relate in a way facing the same problem i cant help but spent even 25 minutes to see if i can help. Even if I lack the free time.
Good luck with the rest, counting on you. YOU make the decisions for yourself after all.
ps: the name killed me (sorry) 💀
One day you're going to escape from this fantasy cycle, my friend, I also daydream a lot. One piece of advice I can give you is to start by accomplishing small things. Get out more, hit the gym even if it's just for 20 minutes, and take small actions, even if they seem insignificant. These will grow within you and bring you back to reality. Fantasizing about scenarios can be wonderful, but nothing beats living real emotions and meeting new people. I believe in you, mate. Good luck
Damn man, you just described my whole state of being.
Plastic Memories is an anime i definitely recommend
100% 👌
no stop please approves of this statement 👌
Devastating man, devastating.
the first anime that actually made me cry
Never watching that because It's going to break my heart. Maybe one day actually...not now for sure
Don't worry, happiness is at the corner. Keep going, stay strong, you won't regret it. It can seem overwhelming at first sight, but this stairway indeed has an end: it will bring you to heaven.
Don't let other people abuse you, just find the courage to love yourself, and everything will be fine ❤❤❤
It doesn't hurt.. It only hurts when you finally know they're gone.
I feel like all I've felt is loss, I don't know why I'm still here. There's so much going on and the only person who could make me feel loved is gone.
I’m glad you’re still here. I don’t personally know you but just knowing you’re still alive after experiencing loss is amazing. I hope everything turns out good for you.
After uve felt enough pain u start to grow jaded or numb. It still hurts when u lose someone u love but u get better at dealing with it. Maybe ur used to feeling that low or maybe u go into it with the feeling that one day they will leave u idk. But it gets easier to ignore
It's not that I miss her, I miss the idea of her, and belonging to someone. I doubt she even thinks about me at all.
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You’ll find another person someday. I’m sure of it. All you can do is move forwards. I wish you the best of luck.
I'm exactly in the same place. No, they don't think about us at all. N it hurts
Ur probably right, I doubt she does think about you. It's alright tho man u don't need her, ik its annoying having that longing feeling but just keep moving forward.
@@shajeesyed9535facts I miss someone too but u gotta just ignore it.
u are not alone in this... I'm thinking the same thing every night.
"It was given but not received, taken but not used. The desire for more, the desire to be more, to be with more. To manually expose the soft, beautiful core only for it to be thrown away, discarded, and pushed to the side for something that isn't even real."
A soul who has lost many things, but manages to slug his way though the muck
Edit: grammar and wording
I've already forgotten how it feels to hug someone. I don't remember the last time it was, maybe 6 years ago.
same.. it's been 7 years... seven years.. huh
Never
i hope you find someone soon to express you're feelings🙂🙂
The only people that have ever hugged me in my life are my parents. But if I'm being honest with you, I've become so used to it that I don't even feel it anymore...
@@JoshuaTheGamerYT beyond that, there is an 85% chance she will cheat on you anyhow so, it's not really worth it.
I see that these kinds of videos keep on catching me at the right time. I just ditched university because of my mental health and just not finding it enjoyable. I wonder if I did the right thing or not but I guess I'll find out eventually. Being diagnosed with depression and finally after a year of holding it off from my mom I told her and I found it not as bad as I thought as it could have been. Guys, if you are having mental health issues, tell people around you. Don't keep it shut inside, because from what I learned, you're just hurting yourself even more than needed. Get help, I didn't really want any at the start but it helped and I feel like even tho life isn't always fair, you can hold to what you have and make it out of the bad times. Good luck to anyone reading this comment and I hope you can as well get though the tough times of life.
I don’t know how your story doesn’t have many likes, but this means a lot, I may not be depressed or sad yet I feel for you, and hope that all will go smoothly for you later in life
que relax , estaba enojada hasta se me paso el malestar
She died on me and left me alone with nobody else, I know she would want me live on since that's what she told me when I was depressed but it's difficult.
i miss you, more than you'll ever be able to know. the late nights, awkward silences, warm embraces. the way you used to smile at me, hold my hand, tell me everything was going to be alright, that you were mine. the things i'd give to go back to our good days. our loving days. i wish it didn't end. i wish you felt the same way. i love you.
What relaxing music, I was angry and the discomfort went away, although it does make me think but calmer, the night is very calm
Calm indeed.
They said that I'd be fine, that I could move on but when your bed was once so warm it's impossible to adjust to it being empty. I know you know just how much I miss you and I won't change that, I'd rather cry remembering all the good times than forget your smile. Thank you Brianna for giving me the strength to keep going until we meet again ❤
We’ll never know when gonna be the first and last time..
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Nothing like looking at a video of something I've never experienced and will never experience.
Don’t say that, I’m sure that you can experience it some day. It may seem like that day isn’t coming any time soon but if you want to experience it then I sincerely hope you can one day.
Im sure you will someday man, but just be careful you know? I can say from experience that the temporary bliss isnt worth the later pain, don't join relationships you don't know about, date to marry, don't date if you know it won't last, because once it ends you'll hate yourself for going through it in the first place, don't hold onto hope when its but a thin rope that can break at any moment, good luck and god bless brother (sorry im kinda venting here myself to be honest)
@@theemperoroftea3001I disagree. It's worth falling in love even if it's short lived. The memories and those moments that make u wish u could stop time r worth all of the pain.
Hope you all are doing okay, life gets tough but don’t give up. You guys got this!
Ain't life a bitch, when those people.. who you used to hold close to you...
Suddenly pull a 180° on you?
I'd rather not share the story
(It fits the title too)
But thanks for uploading this❤
I've lost count of how many times I've lost someone I genuinely cared about. Stay strong brother
@@shigglezz684 Thanks man, you too
I miss her 😔
we all miss the one girl we loved. i just got heartbroken too, but lets not let it get into us. instead, lets become stronger
Same but my case is complicated. She wasnt my girlfriend and she didnt even know that I was in love with her. I know that I cant be with her for many reasons but at least I would like to be friends with her or sth but its too late because I will never see her again.
@@KacperL. 🫂
@@freeingup7625 I last saw her on August 24 (a month ago), around 8 a.m., and that was the last time I saw her in my life, as I will never have the chance to see her again.
Me too I miss her .... even though she hurt me so much
Plastic memoresis the first Anime that actually made me cry. It gave you a sense of dread of you knowing whats to come and yet you refuse to accept it.
the title hits hard like a punch to the gut.
Isla & Tsukasa from anime Plastic Memories ❤️❤️
The only reason I clicked on the video 😢
I fought for them, struggled with them through their hardships, loved them when they were at their lowest, was there even if I had to sacrifice time, actively listened all the time.. ect.. all for what? A ghosting and just ignorance? What did I did wrong? I ask and ask again and all I get is nothing. It hurts. I miss them.
Same…
sebastian on ur pfp :3 also i understand u it is very sad .... ive seen ur comments before!
This video brings back memories of my grandfather who loat his life after a heart attack after open heart surgery...my final words to were "be careful and come back safe"....he didn't come home...my heart has never healed from that day...its been over 6 years..i miss him...
Leukemia is a bitch.
I miss you Lia. This playlist is exactly what I feel right now. I love you.
Just Got out of a breakup, Feeling like trash, But at least this music helps, thank you creator, and to everyone who is reading this never stop giving up on your dreams and one day you will find someone even better then the last.
If you broke up then I’m guessing the relationship wasn’t for you. Just know that you have to keep on going forward. I hope you feel much better soon.
It's been a few weeks how u feeling? And I agree keep ur head up and keep looking. U might have thought this last girl was amazing but believe me ur going to think ur next gf is even more amazing.
Sometimes it’s not that we lost someone else. Sometimes we have lost ourselves…
I exist at a time in my life when i have nothing. Ive been very blessed and have had family, a wife, kids, jobs opportunity and as i reach further into my 30s i currently view the world from a dead end job and debt and i now live alone. Sometimes life can feel like its all falling apart...like the darkness is reaching in and you can only tread water for so long. But it can get better...light will come again if you let it, you will take a breath of fresh air and feel the weight lift from your chest. You can find a new path to walk down, a new passion that can fill the holes in your heart and help you to support yourself. Be productive, put your whole heart into moving forward and lift those feet, feel that breeze, and walk towards a better you, a better life.
Youre not alone,
you never were.
We lost her when she was only six.
The brightest girl anyone ever knew. Funny, friendly, popular. Apparently, all the boys liked her. Kindergarten crushes, you get it.
Even to this day, it hurts to look at pictures or videos of her. She didn't deserve to die. If I could give up my own life for her to live, I would. A thousand times over.
Rest in peace, Annelyse. We all love you, so very, *very* much.
2010 - 2016.
good playlist for study and reflection.
What do you mean by reflection?
@@DeionTP look back on yourself of what your purpose in life is, I think?
@@_VuHaiMinh makes sense i guess, thanks for the explanation
maybe one of these days I'll stumble into the right place at the right time to be something to someone
I’m sure you will. Don’t give up on trying. Good things will come to you someday. I hope it’s soon.
felt brother, I wish you luck
I want to be held like this... I'm tire of being alone.
i met her online and we started talking. every day at 5 am I would wake up to see a good morning text from her. she started to get distant. i would text her and it would take a few hours or days for a response. idk what i did, if anything. if she hated me she would remove my playlist from her spotify account. i deleted all of the pictures of her except one. i meant to delete all but i didn’t. i regret it. it’s everyday now i think of her. she’s probably with some asshole now that doesn’t care about her. she didn’t know how much it would rip me up when I saw she had self harm cuts on her arm. it scared me when she said she was going to the doctor because they might send her off. i love you Samantha.
Endless pain
Hearing this playlist makes me thinking, when will anyone ever care about me. When will I ever be recognized as a fragile human being. Why is the world so cruel.♥️➡️💔➡️❤️🩹
😌- I'm fine
🥲- I'll be fine
😂- it's fine (starts to cry)
😭- It's not fine
She passed away 3 years ago, it is very painful to remember it, but I try to remember her with love and joy every time I remember her... I hope one day to remember her in this way.
It was just a week after her birthday, i tried to know what was happening with her but she pushed me away from her life and dissapeared from the internet.
Now i live with the regret of knowing she might be dead now and i didn't get to help her like she did when i was about to die aswell.
Thanks to that i can't help but to just want to die and pray that i will meet her again eventually.
this time of being born in between eras is rather... dull
everything was explored, done, invented, attempted
so now sitting and rotting I don't know if I have something to look out for
or am I doomed from the moment I was born?
I'm sure someone feels the same, maybe gazing into stars is what I really need, or maybe I just need to die?
who am I to know? Am I being delusional to want freedom to sleep a bit longer, to dream something better?
or is all that stripped from me thanks to those that surround me?
Someone take me home where I can rest and drown in my own dreams and happiness and not in what others see as "normal"
I wonder if she thinks about me or not
I wonder if my dreams carry a meaning in my real world
I wonder if I'll have a chance to live a life instead of this delusional lie
I wonder if...
I typed a much longer hing, but I guess youtube deleted it (it was a lot, I was ranting and venting like it's my job)
But I ended it with this, and perhaps this is what really matters.
When you love someone, don't do it for your present self, love someone for your future, their future. The fact is, being part of a relationship that is aimed at the present and not the future will only hurt more later, which I can say from experience.
And so, to everyone reading this and even to those who haven't, someone will love you, many people here in this comment section have lost hope, many people have said that they will never find someone, that they'll never be loved, I had the same thought and frequently I still do, but I know god provides what I need, and for those who don't believe in religion, just think about it, even if only one person could love you out of every group of one thousand people, how many people is that? 8 million, and I know without a doubt that more than 1/1000 people have the capacity in their hearts to love you, so don't think like that, even if you dont actively seek it out, whether out of embarassment or out of anxiety, others do, that person will find you, you'll be there, at the right place, at the right time, to be somebody to someone... someday, it could be in a month or in two years but it will happen, for those of you who are religious, pray for it, and for those of you who aren't religious, do me a solid and just try it, please. I'll stop ranting now, just know that it'll all get better, I love yall and god bless you. ❤
I know I might piss off some of you wholesome and fragily person in this comment section, but I still can't beat the curiosity that
''What is the background picture you use to make this playlist and may I know the source'' since I really love this picture, It just feels... true calm, its just feels strange... I once have a desperation life, sometimes I wonder what was my purpose on this world, I cant be as the others. IM JUST FEELING THE REAL DESPAIRRRRR, people think Im a psychopath, but NO. I think this world is all PSYCHOPATHS. But when I accidently, maybe it was fortunate enough to know your channel. You have manage to stop a PSYCHOPATH, a FAILURE, A DESPERATION OF THIS WORLD. heh, what a evil person I was. Sorry guys, but I really don't know who I was anymore. But perhaps I will become a better person someday, or maybe with this channel. But what truly matters now is that I have found my desire to live, until now, it may have been a bit too long, soooo I think a scumbag like me shouldn't waste your time anymore, and to end this is my one and only question the reason I actually find it to actually having to live
'' Can I ask if you get the picture anywhere and if you can Can I know the source? "
Sinceres ( PS: sorry so many commas, i just not use to using dots to break the sentences :( )
FYI its from plastic memories, never seen it myself but when i find the time i will watch it.
As for what you said... i haven't had an experience like this to really question myself this, but i cant help but feel remorse by simply reading this.
I wish for you to find what your looking for.
Это зацикленный фрагмент из аниме "Пластиковые воспоминания" Только в отличии от оригинала здесь фрагмент с фиолетовым оттенком. Этот фрагмент можно найти где-то в последних сериях.
@@DeionTP wow, just... wow, how could I forgot such an amazing series like that....
A psychopath is someone incapable of feeling empathy. You are either one or not. It's genetic and cannot be changed.
My last breakup went horrible. I wish I could go back and reset everything, it’s been a year now and I’ve moved on somewhat but these scars will never fully heal.
@@pythios8982 i have same experience but trust me, the trauma will gone on day. In this time, you can meet more new people, focus in yourself and improve yourself.
Scrapped excerpt from the Indifference.
"You know how this will end." Said the Indifference as he sat by his former enemy.
"I know. I just wish I had a chance to say goodbye to him. So..." She looked up to him with a pensive stare.
"Save your words. Save them for him." Said the Indifference as he stood and looked down at her. "You'll be seeing him soon enough."
why am i still even alive
because god still has a purpose for your life my friend I pray you can find joy on the path he has you on
I’m sure you will find a better reason/purpose than religion
@@Sparte_ nothing to do with religion and everything to do with relationship
You are alive to live. To make the most of the journey, and discover who you are. Once you do the storm will calm but never give up, I’m trying my best too as well, I believe in us
I’m trying to figure it out too .
Oh boy this is gonna hurt. Yuh, I'm ready for the pain. Let's do this.
I sit here in my college dorm… alone after 4 years… my last relationship was freshman year of high school…. In those 3 years after the break up I learned so much about myself. My religious beliefs changed, my maturity changed, I tried becoming a better person. I still try and be better to other people. I just feel hollow. Nothing fills that hole she left. I wish I could have done more to save it, but she let her friends dictate the relationship. I got no free time or ability to be around friends. I still want the best for her. I just wish this empty space would go away.
its been 3 months now and last week i saw her with someone else and that hurt littel bit, but im happy if she is happy
We all miss someone but we have to get up improve and move on.There is still a lot of things in front of all of us.learn on our mistakes and move on---Make yourself Proud and be kind and remember don't lose the best part of yourself along the travel. Now forgive me brothers but i have to move foward Ill see you all on top.
w playlists
Kinda funny seeing this in my feed ngl. Just hadsome leave approved from the military, and I only had one day to see my significant other, and it'll be a good while before I get another opportunity.
I had a girlfriend, and there was a time when i kept reflecting on our last time together... for years. Now i cant even remember that time, and somehow it makes me sad.
I've dated a lot in my life time and a lot of my gfs were terrible to me but remembering back I don't remember the bad things but only the good times we had
Keep pushing
💜💜
Life has really beat me to the ground. Between losing friends and family over the years. I just don't know what more I can take.
That thumb got me crying fr
My love, I must leave.. but I will not abandon you when you need me the most. I will be there for you for as long as you want me by your side. I will give you what you need. You will not feel alone.
"We try to hold the light of hope at our hearts, that's why our heads are such a dark place when we're hurt." - Sixty4 Redstone
I used to feel bad for loose her, but now, I feel a little sad for her, the years didn't treat her well
Forever they said. Only one of us really meant it.
I've tried to heal, and thought I was healing. I tried to meet new people, but it just reminds me of what's missing. I don't even want to meet another perosn. I just want them back. 😞
oh to be hugged and patted like this
i want this in my life
Phoenix if you're watching in the future after I've shed this mortal coil just know im with you in the wind and rain the sun and moon i love you
For the last year I swear every time I go to bed and close my eyes I feel a small warm woman's hand on my cheek but when I open my eyes I just see that it's just a fantasy
perhaps that is the warmth of your mother, always there and not there, dead or alive.
Really I feel it when some days ago we were in the same bed like this and she told me that she wasn't in love anymore. She left me after 10 years together and I'm 25 years old...I really hate her in this moment.
I'll always remember you courtney, and ill miss you a lot punk
This playlist makes me think that it’s so Over
I could say many things about the title but.. I guess one word is enough- Real.
I miss the person I thought she was. 8 years and so much struggle; wasted.
i truly feel like shit after losing my girl best friend to suicide the time we spent together lost like it was nothing
I would have told you, i would have hugged you and said sorry, and i would have told you everything. but it wouldn't have changed anything. only made the wound hurt less i suppose.... goodbye, i'm not meant for this life, maybe the next one.
honestly, this reminds me of a time where a nice girl had once asked for my number, I was nice then too. But nowadays, I've probably taken a bad path of life, in fact I think it was a good idea to not give her my number so then she would have a better life with someone else. That happened 3 times, i'm still holding up to the belief they're better off with someone else. For now, I'm trying to be a better person.
❤ Hare Krišna 🪷🍀🙏❤️🔥🕉️
I just wanna end it all bro ❤
don't, you have so much live for. life is beautiful
@@rabbitpassingby2541 thanx man appreciate it not gunna lie I needed that
here before it goes viral
yeah, 20 stories will do
I really feel like I ruined the only real relationship I ever had, I still love her and even though she is far away from me I hope she still feels something for me.
I'm sorry... For everything.
I'm sorry for being a bad son.
I'm sorry for being a bad student.
I'm sorry for being a bad friend.
I'm sorry for being a bad lover.
I'm sorry for being a bad boyfriend.
I'm sorry for being a bad person.
I'm sorry for being me.
I love her with all my heart, and she loves me, too... But... Am I good enough for her...? We live a LONG distance... All I want to do is hold her close again... She's my everything... But... What man am I if I can't be there, next to her, for when she needs me most...? What man am I if I can't hug her or kiss her...? I lost her once, due to bullshit reasons I don't really want to go into detail about now... I don't want to lose her again... EVER... I want to... No... NEED to be next to her... She's the ONLY girl I've dated who's never treated me like I'm useless... But... Can I really call her my 'fiance' even if I proposed over text, like I promised I'd propose to her in person years ago...? God, help me...
i dont know if i can say i miss her, i just yern for a reason why she was gone before things even ended, she forced me to end it becuase she just refusded to evevn talk to me, hell on my birthday which i dont celebrate i took the day off to spend the whole day with her and she told me happy birthday in the morning then didnt say another word to me that day
Our last time together was almost a year ago before he moved to a different state, we're still together so I'm far more fortunate than some of these other comments, but it still hurts like crazy, our last face to face interaction was a faint hug on the way to class, looking back, I wish I would've kissed him, or hugged him longer, hell, told him I loved him, but I didn't, I was running late and didn't think they'd be moving so urgently. I wish I could've done something, I thought we'd be able to spend another day together before they left but we didn't, I fucking miss him. I'm trying so hard not to dwell on the past, but I should've kissed him or said a proper goodbye. Fuck dude.
I didnt know
And now i regret not doing so many things
I cant let go
girl being pet for hour: my head itches
Theres two sides of my brain on this
I'm single 😊
I'm single 😞
Time is the only resource.
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"Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength, resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again."
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--Diamond Dragons (series)
I had a friend who didn't want to talk about his problems, I always talked to him and asked how he was doing, but he always replied that everything was fine, after which he committed suicide. I want to say to all those friends who support their loved ones, and those who are having a hard time right now, don't be afraid to speak out in front of your friends, please, they will be very hurt without you, believe me, I would rather listen to my friend all night long. than... standing at his funeral and watching his family cry.
Do you ever hug your pillow because your so touch starved? My uncle died on sunday. It doesnt feel like its worth it. Why does everything feel so unfair? People say to accept it, people say its normal but even saying thats unfair. 11 31. That's the time.
10 03 pm. Yes. I still miss my dog. He was hit be a car 5 days before Christmas last year. I hate the fact that everyone hates me. I just want to be loved. I need a friend to lean on. I only find comfort in Thomas the tank engine and talking to ai.
My uncle died 4 years ago in December. He was my best friend, it gets better but theres a piece of you that will change. Thinking of the good times we would have if he was still here helps. It's like a celebration of his personality.
I dont hug a pillow but i do lay down and touch a wall.
i want that bg for my pc wallpaper
she used to ilke me when i was 11 we kiss as lil kids then she ilke me so we play tg and hang out after that she doesnt ilke me no -more she sees me As a brother to her💔 them after i got really upset.. Now I am 15, i can see why, i am A lone wolf with no girlfriends
No i didnt ir i knew,maybe i would say that "I LOVE you so much"i was embarrased to say. It's so hard to go down a step in the stair...
i am really like this video
plastic memories killed me man
I miss her my last time with her was at her house I kissed her and it was over like that 😢
I'm lonely
got discord man ? we can talk if u want
that moment you realise you can't unfold passenger footrests and the seat is long empty
lowkey not even that sad just manifesting my wins on ow lowkey
and wp
i feel like ive lost connection to my soul. weird sentence, right? im not really truly happy anymore. always in a depressive state or faking my happiness. at school im “happy” and nice but at home im depressive and snappy. why? i dont know. i know i have diagnosed depression and anxiety. ive been clean for a year. but im struggling. hs is so difficult already, and im having trouble with just life in general. my sibling’s an as*hole, my parents don’t understand anything, and ive come to realize all but one friend i have is fake. one real friend, and she just got a girlfriend, so she’s not talking w me as much. im happy for her, but, also jealous. she gets relationships so easily. i have a crush, he was told i like him, he knows i exist just doesn’t know me well enough. im not allowed to have much social media, just youtube and discord. so i cant see his snapchat or whatever. i dont know how to get his number. ill stay single ig. although ive always wanted a bf. who cares anyway though, right? im hardly noticed at school. not fitting standard. not curvy enough, i don’t show enough skin or something, and my hair is at my shoulders instead of mid-chest or stomach. im also not blonde or brunette, only dirty blonde, so my hair only looks good in dim lighting or sunsets. my eyes are hazel which are like my hair, only pretty in sunsets or dim lighting. and i have uneven tans, my arms slightly more tan than my pale legs. i want more curves. im thicker than some of the girls but they’re popular because they’re blondes or brunettes who wear makeup and crop tops and short shorts. i wear shorts, just not ones that show my bottom. i wear tight shirts, just not crop tops. what else does it take? what else do i need? makeup? better clothes? better personality? anyways, if u read this, have a good day/night.
im trying my hardest. burning out. i hope i get prettier.