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FLOAT Trailer
(Be sure to click HD!) This is the trailer for Float: an experimental short film shot completely underwater of trans and genderqueer folks swimming naked set to music by trans musician Rae Spoon. © 2015 Sam Berliner
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FLOAT Kickstarter Video
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FLOAT is a 4 minute experimental short film, shot completely underwater, featuring trans and genderqueer people, swimming naked, set to music by trans musician Rae Spoon. This was our Kickstarter campaign video that we successfully funded to cover a majority of our costs. Please visit the page and help spread the word about our film! Thanks so much! www.kickstarter.com/projects/947117179/float-...
Joe Stevens - "Following The Sound"
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"Following The Sound" by Joe Stevens at La Pena Cultural Center, Berkeley, CA - Oct 26, 2014
TRAILER - Dating Sucks: A Genderqueer Misadventure (Episode #1)
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The trailer for DATING SUCKS: A GENDERQUEER MISADVENTURE, Episode #1 by Sam Berliner the upcoming animated documentary webseries about the successes, failures, and confusions dating as a genderqueer trans person. For more information, please visit datingsucksmovie.com or donutfilms.org. (c) 2014 Sam Berliner Music: "Queen of Quiet" by Erin McKeown, used with permission.
The Goat & The Feather - Live at Awaken Cafe
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The Goat & The Feather concert, live at Awaken Cafe, Oakland, CA. 5/31/13 www.thegoatandthefeather.com/
sam #144 - 2 years on T
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august 23, 2010 - august 23, 2012 top surgery on july 12, 2011 feeling good and healthy and happy! legal name & gender change, traveling, family, gender odyssey, shifts in identity: moving away from genderqueer more towards just trans and closer towards male, learning about brain changes on hormones, starting to think about hysto in the future... a whole lot happens in 2 years!
sam #143 - one year post-op top surgery
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july 12, 2011 - july 12, 2012 = one year post-op top surgery with Dr. Garramone! i am super pleased with my results, even with one sad nipple. i've been using Mederma with SPF 30 on the scars for the past month. i was using Scarguard but it kept flaking off and had a strong chemical smell, so i have taken a break from it. not a day goes by that i do not deeply appreciate and have immense gratit...
sam #142 - legal name & gender change
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that's right, i finally changed my name and gender officially! woo! had help with the paperwork from a really nice lawyer, filed them in february and then had the court date on friday june 8. yep, samuel noah. YAY! i had an interesting processing couple days and then it was great. in other news, still thinking about the "male" identity shift and whether the word "genderqueer" still makes sense ...
Animated Real Estate Commercial
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Hired by Katharine Holland to create a short animated commercial for her real estate business. Hand-drawn pencil animation by myself and original music by Jon Cooney. (c) 2012 Sam Berliner, Donut Films
sam #141 - maleness & passing
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about a year and a half on T and my definition of maleness is slowly broadening. i am also trying to acclimate to passing, specifically stealth in certain situations, and learning how to navigate that. also, what do you say if you went to a women's college? and FINALLY submitted my paperwork for legal name & gender change! court date set for june.
sam #140 - happy 2012 update!
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hello long-lost youtube! it's been a while so i figured it was update time. - i am 1 year and 4 months on T and 5 months post-op top surgery with Dr. Garramone. top surgery update: lost a nipple which is a bummer and looking into scar treatments. suggestions welcome! - facial hair is definitely filling in almost everywhere. excited to rock a beard when it is full. - i will legally change my nam...
sam #139 - 1 YEAR ON T
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august 23, 2010 - august 23, 2011 = my first year on T. wow. it's been an incredible year. i feel so happy and so healthy and so grateful. by the way, i promise i won't only make shirtless videos from now on. i am just excited about it. :) - a lot of oscar meyer bologna song! - starting to think I actually do look different haircut top surgery weight redistribution angular face 5 o'clock shadow...
sam #137 - 1 month post-op top surgery & gender odyssey!!
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1 month post op. top surgery. double incision with free nipple grafts. dr. charles garramone. sunrise, florida. surgery on july 12, 2011. healing well. right side is still pretty tight. left nipple bled a little and is more oval and doesn't stick out. still covering nipples for another week and a half ish. using scar guard on the scars. when can i sleep on my side? when can i lift my arms? when...
sam #136 - 11 months on T (& 2 weeks post-op)
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11 months on T and 2 weeks post-op from top surgery with dr. garramone on july 12! - going to gender odyssey! genderbusters will screen on sat aug 6 @ 8:30am. - hair hair hair hair hair & not man-scaping - knots in my back from being hunched post-op - i can feel SO MUCH of my chest! hooray! - passing at the airport was interesting and HILARIOUS when i was patted down - should i keep my nose rin...
sam #135 - top surgery!! (part 2)
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sam #135 - top surgery!! (part 2)
sam #135 - top surgery!! (part 1)
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sam #135 - top surgery!! (part 1)
sam #134 - 10 months on T
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sam #134 - 10 months on T
sam #133 - 9 months on T
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sam #133 - 9 months on T
sam #132 - 8 months on T
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sam #132 - 8 months on T
sam #131 - 7 months on T
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sam #131 - 7 months on T
sam #130 - 6 months on T & top surgery scheduled!!
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sam #130 - 6 months on T & top surgery scheduled!!
"reboot" an animation by sam
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"reboot" an animation by sam
sam #129 - 5 months on T
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sam #129 - 5 months on T
sam #128 - 4 months on T & shaving with dad
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sam #128 - 4 months on T & shaving with dad
sam #127 - 3 months on T
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sam #127 - 3 months on T
sam #124 - 2 months on T
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sam #124 - 2 months on T
"perception" - an animation by sam
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"perception" - an animation by sam
sam #122 - 1 month on T
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sam #122 - 1 month on T
sam #119 -gqchat- "femininity" in FTM spaces
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sam #119 -gqchat- "femininity" in FTM spaces

КОМЕНТАРІ

  • @idespiseguugleplus6511
    @idespiseguugleplus6511 3 роки тому

    I clicked so fast!!!!!!!!

  • @rowandunn9149
    @rowandunn9149 4 роки тому

    Does anyone have any idea what the chords are for this song?

  • @tremtiger
    @tremtiger 7 років тому

    Sam, you're such a cutie

  • @videokidsam
    @videokidsam 9 років тому

    Thanks so much, Shani!! :)

  • @ShanestarVideoProductions
    @ShanestarVideoProductions 9 років тому

    well done, Sam!! super professional footage and exploratory film!! can't wait!~!!

  • @SkyeID
    @SkyeID 9 років тому

    What a coincidence! I'm legally Skye and legally male! YAY!! I went to court yesterday! I didn't have to say anything at the hearing. The judge just called me up, and all he said was, "Well, it's official!" and he gave me a big smile! :-D My sister, who went to court with me, did a victory dance with me outside of the courthouse! :-)

  • @Primalxbeast
    @Primalxbeast 10 років тому

    Cool video. I look forward to more of them. I've wondered if I'd have wanted to transition if I had the option when I was younger, but it's already hard to get boyfriends just not being a feminine female. I do feel a bit of envy for people who have transitioned to male, but it seems like it's a very mentally and physically challenging thing to go through.

  • @rinaparven5650
    @rinaparven5650 10 років тому

    Great Video! Forgive me for chiming in, I am interested in your opinion. Have you ever tried - Lanin Spectacular Real Estate Formula (probably on Google)? Ive heard some unbelievable things about it and my best friend Jordan finally unbelievably made an impressive amount of dollars with it.

  • @yosoydannyoldboy
    @yosoydannyoldboy 10 років тому

    Hola Sam, espero que te acuerdes de mí. I couldn't find your UA-cam channel until now. Abrazos!

  • @SkyeID
    @SkyeID 10 років тому

    Hi Sam! It's Skye! Thanks for congratting me on my top surgery! 6 days post-op! Oh yeah! Feelin' the joy!

  • @OffensiveCombatGamez
    @OffensiveCombatGamez 10 років тому

    Thumbs up thanks for sharing :-)

  • @OffensiveCombatGamez
    @OffensiveCombatGamez 10 років тому

    Thanks for the lesson :-)

  • @iuly2311
    @iuly2311 10 років тому

    Hey Sam. You look and sound great it's just that your voice and the shape of your face have changed quite a lot. Will you please talk more about the way that hormones change your brain. Do they make you think and feel like a man or what exactly happens?. It would be realy interesting to find out. Have a nice day!

  • @videokidsam
    @videokidsam 11 років тому

    he is a trans guy.

  • @tayllor2900
    @tayllor2900 11 років тому

    lol dork

  • @tayllor2900
    @tayllor2900 11 років тому

    Was that person a guy or a girl?

  • @tayllor2900
    @tayllor2900 11 років тому

    Good guitar playing

  • @jaigurudeva63
    @jaigurudeva63 11 років тому

    :-D

  • @videokidsam
    @videokidsam 11 років тому

    Fingers crossed for you!! -- Oh that's a nice idea, maybe I will do a video with my parents some time. My dad is in the one with me shaving and there are some photos of them in the top surgery videos... :)

  • @iuly2311
    @iuly2311 11 років тому

    I hope I can bring a letter from any kind of doctor 'cause in my country it is hard to find gender therapists . I hope I can have the surgery without a letter saying that I'm trans Have a great day Sam ! You should do a video with your parents 'cause they seem really nice people.

  • @videokidsam
    @videokidsam 11 років тому

    Yes, when I had top surgery I certainly did not ID fully as male, in fact I still don't 100%, but in order to gain access that's the route I had to go. Good luck!!

  • @iuly2311
    @iuly2311 11 років тому

    Thanks a lot for your answer Sam. I will call his office and see if he does it . In fact I am also questioning my gender . I think I might be genderqueer because There are a lot of things about being female that I don't identify with .I wish I could go to a therapist to see what my gender is for sure but I live In Romania and I can t find a gender therapist here I've watched your videos and there is a lot I can relate to from what you are saying Take care Peace and love

  • @videokidsam
    @videokidsam 11 років тому

    Hi Julia! I don't know if Dr. Garramone does that. When I had surgery I had to provide a letter from a doctor about being mentally male and diagnosed as trans. But it is definitely worth contacting his office to find out! You might just need a letter that says you are okay to have the surgery and not say the male part. His staff is really nice and you can find the contact info through his website. Good luck! If he doesn't do it I know it is done and you just have to find the right doctor!

  • @iuly2311
    @iuly2311 11 років тому

    Helllo Sam. My name's Julia and I want top surgery. Does Dr Garramone perform surgeries on Female Identified people? How much did your surgery cost in total ? Your chest looks great .Please answer my comment . Greetings from Romania

  • @samhudson3214
    @samhudson3214 11 років тому

    Qqqq

  • @videokidsam
    @videokidsam 11 років тому

    haha, no worries! :)

  • @jcmti
    @jcmti 11 років тому

    haha ! i'm not a stalker LOL !!! you mentioned your glasses and UC Berkley school of optometry and i just assumed you must have been affiliated somehow..... i'm studying JB atm so it just leaped out at me. not a stalker. promise x have a great 2013 !!!

  • @videokidsam
    @videokidsam 11 років тому

    not sure when i mention uc berkeley, but i live in berkeley and i have met judith butler when i worked on a film where she was interviewed! :) thanks!!

  • @jcmti
    @jcmti 11 років тому

    uc berkley?!?!?!?!?! have you like totally met judith butler????? so jealous. lol you're looking amazing btw ! love your vids.

  • @videokidsam
    @videokidsam 11 років тому

    haha! thanks! :)

  • @videokidsam
    @videokidsam 11 років тому

    oh wow. good luck!!!

  • @videokidsam
    @videokidsam 11 років тому

    aw thank you!!

  • @videokidsam
    @videokidsam 11 років тому

    thanks!!

  • @zackgomez6910
    @zackgomez6910 11 років тому

    Congratulations, dude!

  • @SuperAverageSkater
    @SuperAverageSkater 11 років тому

    good to be busy man, hope your exams and stuff go well :) peace

  • @videokidsam
    @videokidsam 11 років тому

    haha, i actually said that in the video i made about being an ally that i just re-watched the other day. i am doing well, busy with the end of the semester. how are you?

  • @SuperAverageSkater
    @SuperAverageSkater 11 років тому

    theres a piece of crap on the lens, no there isn't it's a glare hahaha, hey, I watched your vids a bit back a while ago, I think I've watched this one before, what's new :)

  • @kyleboyftm
    @kyleboyftm 12 років тому

    Off topic, but I have always wondered what happened to you. I used to watch your vids all the time.

  • @videokidsam
    @videokidsam 12 років тому

    hey! i totally understand. i went the route of explaining the traditional trans narrative vs. the non-traditional and explained how when i realized the distinction it meant that i am able to access certain aspects of traditional transition that make me feel comfortable in my body, regardless of social constructions of binary male and female. might that kind of contextual explanation be helpful?

  • @videokidsam
    @videokidsam 12 років тому

    haha, yeah, that just never gets old. :) the whole explanation is "he does me in the butt once a week when we're both ready. then we hug and talk about how it was for both of us." all of which is completely true. :) -- yeah the hysto thing is a big deal. i also went to a workshop about bottom surgery (metoidioplasty) and was intrigued but doubt i will do it... lots to think about.

  • @videokidsam
    @videokidsam 12 років тому

    you know, i am not 100% sure why the left nipple didn't make it, but my best guess is because i neglected to take the best care while i was traveling and going to gender odyssey one month post-op. i didn't change the dressing for over a day and the whole thing is to keep it moist and fresh and clean. so it was likely my own fault that it rejected. i was a really good patient but then during that trip it got away from me. :( definitely follow ALL the instructions to a T!

  • @videokidsam
    @videokidsam 12 років тому

    oh it just used to be awkward, and more and more awkward as i was on hormones longer. going to the airport looking male but with elizabeth identification was just not fun. i used to not speak as much as possible, smile a lot at the ATA agent, and get through as quickly and under the radar as possible. its so much better now.

  • @videokidsam
    @videokidsam 12 років тому

    :)

  • @videokidsam
    @videokidsam 12 років тому

    yeah the brain thing is really complicated so i'll try to explain what i understood the best i can. hopefully i can get some info from the person who ran the workshop to supplement my limited knowledge about it. :)

  • @Gambeli02
    @Gambeli02 12 років тому

    Sam, was the loss of your left nipple a rejection of the graft or an accident? I'm about to make appointments for my top surgery consults and I need to be armed with information. Yes, make a vid on your "brain thing". :D You look great!

  • @Ne0cortexx
    @Ne0cortexx 12 років тому

    I'd also love to hear about the brain thing. Please do a video about that!

  • @boy0boi
    @boy0boi 12 років тому

    ooo I wanna hear about the brain thing! I have heard that hormones affect your brain, and thinking about that totally freaks me out... but I'd like to know more about it anyway :p Also, glad to hear your friend is still doing you in the butt weekly :) excellent word choice.

  • @videokidsam
    @videokidsam 12 років тому

    haha! :) for sure.

  • @theelectricturtles
    @theelectricturtles 12 років тому

    now i have the baloney song stuck in my head :) i'd love to hear more about the brain workshop, here or in person!

  • @videokidsam
    @videokidsam 12 років тому

    thank you for your comment, i am SO glad that my vids are helpful! for sure, representation of all kinds of trans-ness is uuber important. :)