Jennifer Hollins
Jennifer Hollins
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What the Grants Pass Decision Means: Criminalizing Mental Illness for Profit
The Grants Pass Decision means much more than we think it does. It is just one more example of how profitable it has become to criminalize the most vulnerable in our society.
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Відео

THE LAB CALLED: URINE TROUBLE | LIFE WITH SJOGREN’S #002
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The lab called with my not-results and it was awkward.
IT WAS NOT A “CLEAN CATCH”: EMBARRASSING MYSELF AT THE RHEUMATOLOGIST | LIFE WITH SJOGRENS #001
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I had my first rheumatology appointment today and it got weird.
I Am Not Well | The Impact of Social Engineering
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I just thought I’d hop on and ramble some nonsense while feeling sorry for myself and reflecting on the impact that social engineering has had on my life.
Building A Brand When You Are Pathologically Indecisive...
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The only thing consistent about me is that I'm consistently inconsistent and can't stick to anything.
Vlog #5: Medical Paternalism is B.S.
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Vlog #5: Medical Paternalism is B.S.
MY CYBERSTALKING STORY: THERE ARE NO GOOD SOLUTIONS
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Just reflecting on where life is a year and a half after I was first hacked. Not much better. What happens when ALL of your options to deal with your cynerstalker SUCK?
NEW YEAR’S RESOLUTIONS ARE BULLSH!T
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My rambling thoughts on New Year’s resolutions and why they suck. And, no, I still haven’t started doing Yoga or writing (which was my other one that I forgot to mention)
I READ BRITNEY'S BOOK, B!TCH! | EP. 005
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I thought I would share my thoughts on Britney's new book, "The Woman in Me". To be fair, I flmed this in a total Covid Fog so it's probably not the best representation of my book reviewing skills. #britneyspearsreaction #britneyspears #thewomaninme #thatbookisbullshit
BODY CAM: THE NIGHT I MET THE CITY'S FINEST | MY CYBERSTALKING STORY
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This is some of the body cam footage from one of my encounters with the local police a couple weeks after I started being cyberstalked as part of, what I believe is, a social engineering attack. I stopped having control over my life in August of 2022 when I was hacked the weekend of Defcon, on THE SAME DAY the apple hack was revealed. After getting into my apple ID, the hacker was able to insta...
WHEN THEY THINK YOU ARE CRAZY| MY CYBERSTALKING STORY
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In 2022, I became a cyberstalking victim. I’m still dealing with the impact of that and how it has affected my mental health. This vlog is an introduction to my personal experience and what it has been like to have people not believe me. #cybersecurity #cyberstalking #cybercrime #socialengineering #cybercrimeawareness
RUBY FRANKE: A CONVERSATION ON SH!TTY MOMS | EP. 004
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RUBY FRANKE: A CONVERSATION ON SH!TTY MOMS | EP. 004
FEELING CONTROLLED BY LOVED ONES WHEN YOU HAVE A MENTAL HEALTH CONDITION | Ep. 003
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FEELING CONTROLLED BY LOVED ONES WHEN YOU HAVE A MENTAL HEALTH CONDITION | Ep. 003
VLOG #:1 IT WAS JUST A SIMPLE ERRAND: WHEN YOU'RE TOO SCARED TO LEAVE THE HOUSE
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VLOG #:1 IT WAS JUST A SIMPLE ERRAND: WHEN YOU'RE TOO SCARED TO LEAVE THE HOUSE
WHY I THINK "SELF-HELP" BOOKS ARE BULLSH!T | EP. 002
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WHY I THINK "SELF-HELP" BOOKS ARE BULLSH!T | EP. 002
WELCOME TO THAT BOOK IS BULLSH!T: A {MOSTLY} MENTAL HEALTH CHANNEL | EP. 001
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WELCOME TO THAT BOOK IS BULLSH!T: A {MOSTLY} MENTAL HEALTH CHANNEL | EP. 001

КОМЕНТАРІ

  • @ItsMeCheryl1231
    @ItsMeCheryl1231 4 дні тому

    Good to see you again!! Hang tough, Girl! I am SO with you, Jenn! Everyone wants to be "Politically Correct." You can't say you don't have any food. You have to say "I am food insecure." Does giving something a more "pleasant" name, doesn't make it any less tragic. NO. Putting homeless people in jail/prison is NOT the answer to this problem. My sister in law has mental illness. She was in a state facility for a time, then was just released with nowhere to go (she had been living with her parents, but had been threatening their lives, so couldn't go back there). She ended up homeless for several years. She suffers some physical issues from damage due to frostbite, etc. She is now in a group home where she is getting good care, meals and meds. She can no longer walk, but is doing well. This is a RARE situation.

  • @apikmin
    @apikmin 5 днів тому

    You're a good person. 🥂 cheers 😊 much love ❤☮️🙏

  • @jeannemarie5908
    @jeannemarie5908 2 місяці тому

    Maybe your urine doesn’t want to be tested! 😂😂😂 it’s nice to see you.

  • @jeannemarie5908
    @jeannemarie5908 2 місяці тому

    Hi Jen!

  • @melanieaveryeasthope3980
    @melanieaveryeasthope3980 2 місяці тому

    Celiac can be diagnosed by biopsy .

  • @Paula-po9kx
    @Paula-po9kx 2 місяці тому

    Thank you Jen. I’m so sorry you’re having such a hard time, hopefully they can figure it out soon.❤

  • @tracischuller329
    @tracischuller329 2 місяці тому

    Yeah...life gets...ummm....more "interesting" when you get older. Sorry Jen, but the older you get, the more "interesting" things get. I know, cuz I'm already there. 😆

  • @janesjourney9564
    @janesjourney9564 2 місяці тому

    I tend toward low creatinine. I began supplementing with creatine - protein building block that body builders adore. It calmed my jumpy system considerably. It was instant - first dose I slept the best in a decade. Maybe some of us burn through it quite rapidly-from stress of illness etc...

  • @apikmin
    @apikmin 2 місяці тому

  • @Paula-po9kx
    @Paula-po9kx 2 місяці тому

    Thank you Jen.🤪🤪🤪

  • @leaamherst
    @leaamherst 2 місяці тому

    Jen! NEVER wax before a urine test!!!!

  • @tracischuller329
    @tracischuller329 2 місяці тому

    😂😂😂😂😂

  • @jeremycole3008
    @jeremycole3008 2 місяці тому

    Was kinda hoping from the comments to find out what this chicks problem was/is. When she said: my wife, I'm out. I'd there a 30 second version?

    • @JenHollins
      @JenHollins 5 днів тому

      No. This isn't TikTok. It's my vlog and my fat lesbian ass can talk about what I want as long as I want.

    • @jeremycole3008
      @jeremycole3008 5 днів тому

      @@JenHollins God bless that 1st amendment

  • @Susan_1
    @Susan_1 3 місяці тому

    Jen I tried to give you a link to this song some kid posted on tiktoc. I thought you would think it was funny, I did❤

  • @Susan_1
    @Susan_1 3 місяці тому

    Hi Jen, because I go off and on with youtube, I though you quit doing videos. I really learned a ton about the lds religion. Anyway Kesha told me you had a blog when I asked her if you still did videos. So hi, praying for you, I deal with depression everyday and zI hate feeling depressed too. It seems to creep up on me like a literal smog cloud. It sound like yo have been having alot of things happening to you. You were just starting to talk about it on your other channel before I took a break. I hope it ends and I don't get it either😢❤

  • @jeannemarie5908
    @jeannemarie5908 3 місяці тому

    Hey girl. I just wanted to drop in and let you know I am thinking about you and sending you healthy, balanced, loving support.

  • @mariedegrace4900
    @mariedegrace4900 3 місяці тому

    So sorry for what you are going through. Don't loose hope and please do take care of yourself. Sending you a hug xo

  • @Rhombohedral
    @Rhombohedral 3 місяці тому

    🫂🫂🫂

    • @JenHollins
      @JenHollins 3 місяці тому

      I can't tell what the emojis are! #needreaders.

  • @jeannemarie5908
    @jeannemarie5908 3 місяці тому

    Jenn, it’s hard to hear that you are so dark right now. I have been with you for so long. You are caught up in this dark place and I don’t want you here!! You are so much more .. there is so much much more. Simplify. Let it go. Back to basics. I care about you.

    • @JenHollins
      @JenHollins 3 місяці тому

      Thank you. I'm hoping one day this will be a bad memory.

  • @jeannemarie5908
    @jeannemarie5908 3 місяці тому

    I keep hearing the bird!! I was wondering if my cat was screaming! Then I remembered you have a bird.

    • @JenHollins
      @JenHollins 3 місяці тому

      Yeah, that's the problem with shooting upstairs. He always has to get a word in whenever he hears me!

  • @Kamarca
    @Kamarca 3 місяці тому

    Is the group part of a podcast that's in the shade?

    • @JenHollins
      @JenHollins 3 місяці тому

      Unfortunately, I can't answer that. While I'm almost certain it is another channel and/or someone associated or formerly associated with another channel, I also recognize that someone may be trying to make it look like another channel or individual is the culprit. I know it's a crappy answer, but I definitely don't want to wrongly accuse anyone. I just want it to stop.

    • @Kamarca
      @Kamarca 3 місяці тому

      @@JenHollins Fair answer. I want it to stop too. I hate what this has done to you.

    • @madelinemahajan2808
      @madelinemahajan2808 3 місяці тому

      How about don't use Apple anymore? Steve Jobs was a sell out who was owned by the powers that be. Wipe APPLE devices and start from scratch.

  • @nohandle830
    @nohandle830 3 місяці тому

    Jen you should go on Mormon stories and tell your story to John DeLand.

    • @Susan_1
      @Susan_1 3 місяці тому

      yes that might help. I think it's people in that religion that is tormenting you. You are a beautiful human being and I don't know if you believe in God but I do and I believe God is still in the drivers seat of life. I don't believe in religion it has messed up so ! Love to you and your family ❤ Don't quit, you have given much of your life , you are smart too❤

  • @jenniferwhite7854
    @jenniferwhite7854 3 місяці тому

    Hang in there Jenn. Autoimmune disorders can make you feel as if you have the flu all the time until you get them managed. And there are some great treatments available these days. Feeling as if someone else has hold of your strings is an awful experience. If there is some activity you can do that is completely offline, that gives you a bit of spark, go do it. It will give you some energy to deal with the rest of it. The world can be a very hard place for those of us who cannot do 24/7 productivity. Naps are good. As for the cyber crap, you many have to live life analog as much as you can for a while. I have learned to love paper and ink again. I have also learned to take life in tiny bites.

    • @JenHollins
      @JenHollins 3 місяці тому

      Thank you. I am hoping I'll get the health issues under control, soon. As for the cyberstuff. I don't know if there is ever going to be an end to it.

  • @tracischuller329
    @tracischuller329 3 місяці тому

    I cannot express how sorry I am that you're dealing with this...and by yourself!! I know you don't know me from Adam, but, Jen, I AM HERE FOR YOU!! I'm going to write to you again on your blog thing, and I'm giving you some numbers. I want to to text/call/write/email whatever, whenever!! Okay??

    • @JenHollins
      @JenHollins 3 місяці тому

      Thank you! I did get your other email, but I haven't set up my domain email to respond to you, yet! I'm so sorry about that! I'll watch out for another one and maybe some day I'll be able to reply. I appreciate all of your support. It means a lot.

    • @tracischuller329
      @tracischuller329 3 місяці тому

      @@JenHollins it's ok, I'll be here.

  • @arwenhardy1995
    @arwenhardy1995 3 місяці тому

    Jenn, you so did not deserve the cyber/social engineering attack you experienced. It reminds me of being intensely bullied; both by students AND teachers, in highschool. I'm 60 years old and have never fully recovered from the ensuing PTSD, major depression, anxiety, OCD, etc. Cruel. Evil. I trust no one. You're very courageous to share your experience and life with us. The harassment has to be totally illegal. I'm so, so sorry.❤. Shame on your "friends" and co-creators for not standing up for you, supporting and helping you.

    • @JenHollins
      @JenHollins 3 місяці тому

      Thank you. I wish people knew how much their actions affected others but, then again, there are people who do and actually enjoy hurting others to such a degree that it causes long-term damage, not just to the person, but to their loved ones, as well. I feel so much guilt for putting my family through this along with me.

    • @arwenhardy1995
      @arwenhardy1995 3 місяці тому

      @@JenHollins Understandable that you would have feelings about what you're going through affecting your family because it's clear you love your family beyond measure. Please don't feel guilty. You've done nothing wrong! Love & respect.

  • @spreadlovenothate980
    @spreadlovenothate980 3 місяці тому

    ❤❤❤

  • @PLMARZ833
    @PLMARZ833 4 місяці тому

    Whoever posted this original and afterwards should be ashamed of themselves. Just more 'gaslighting' from a different perspective that will arrive at roughly the same results to one degree or another.

    • @JenHollins
      @JenHollins 3 місяці тому

      I don't want to be rude, but I don't understand your comment. What are you trying to say? I am the subject of record and its my channel and my story to tell.This is what cyberstalking does to its victims. I'm not sure how it is gaslighting. Have you seen this footage on another channel?

  • @PLMARZ833
    @PLMARZ833 4 місяці тому

    Yeah, F**K Apple and everything they develop and/or produce. It ALL SUCKS! Garbage tech from a company owned, developed, and operated by a cadre of GARBAGE INDIVIDUALS. You actually thought for however long that Apple in any or all of it's forms cared about you for so much as a scintilla of a moment, you probably need much more 'help' for your mental health and well being than what you have received to this point. I'm sorry but that is just a fact.

  • @swampandporchgifts7802
    @swampandporchgifts7802 4 місяці тому

    Kathy in Missouri here, actually here for all of it.

  • @tracischuller329
    @tracischuller329 4 місяці тому

    She got you good!! LOL!! Have a great Valentine's Day!!!

    • @JenHollins
      @JenHollins 4 місяці тому

      You know what? I just went to respond to your email and it’s gone!! WTH?

    • @tracischuller329
      @tracischuller329 4 місяці тому

      @@JenHollins Weird. I sent you a message on your website do I need to send another one??

  • @ItsMeCheryl1231
    @ItsMeCheryl1231 4 місяці тому

    OH! I will argue with you on being the most indecisive.. Just ask my Hub. He'll tell ya.

    • @JenHollins
      @JenHollins 4 місяці тому

      Wait, are you saying someone else on this planet has spent over 2 hours at target trying to decide on throw pillows, to the point that just when they think they’ve finally made a decision and thrown them in the cart, they change their mind on the way to the register and take said throw pillows back to the shelf, only to repeat the same behavior multiple times before they give up and leave the store empty handed?!? Please say yes, so I can inform the L wife that I’m not the only one who has this problem!

  • @bewitched3912
    @bewitched3912 4 місяці тому

    Hi Jen. It's me, the witch 😅! I like that you are open to change, I need to follow your example!

    • @JenHollins
      @JenHollins 4 місяці тому

      Well, if it helps L-wife is extremely rigid about things. She cannot adapt to change. For example: she refuses to even think about leaving this godforsaken state. Me, on the other hand, Miss. moved so many times before we met that my kids legit stopped memorizing our addresses, can’t wrap my head around it.

  • @spreadlovenothate980
    @spreadlovenothate980 4 місяці тому

  • @13608charee
    @13608charee 4 місяці тому

  • @tracischuller329
    @tracischuller329 4 місяці тому

    I know I don't comment a lot...BUT...whatEVER you do, Jen, I am here for it!! And I know I'm not the only one. So, if you want to be philosophical, here for it, if you wanna talk true crime, here for it, if you want it to be unofficial therapy, here for it. There's a lot of us out here that love you, Jen, and we are here for it!!! And we are here for you!! PS: I don't know if I told you this already, but, I thought I found your email, so I emailed you a long note and I was so happy and proud of me for finding your email, and I hit that send button and about 2 minutes later I get that response "This email doesn't exist, you nut job!" So apparently, I did NOT find your email!! Heavy sigh....

    • @JenHollins
      @JenHollins 4 місяці тому

      I did see that comment, but I went to reply and it was gone!! That sucks! I’ve done that so many times with UA-cam comments and then they disappear! I used to think it was how the creator set up their filters (which is still possible) but it’s totally a YT thing. It happens even if your comment is nice and it’s so annoying! Sometimes, I get perfectly nice comments in my spam filter! You can go to my website and copy and paste in the contact form if you still want copy and paste it. I don’t think there is a word limit, but you can send two if there is. I understand if it’s too much of a pain, though!

    • @JenHollins
      @JenHollins 4 місяці тому

      Also, thank you for being so supportive!!! It means a lot to this socially awkward hermit!

  • @sylviemcritchie6258
    @sylviemcritchie6258 5 місяців тому

    'promosm' 🙌