I just thought I’d hop on and ramble some nonsense while feeling sorry for myself and reflecting on the impact that social engineering has had on my life.
Hang in there Jenn. Autoimmune disorders can make you feel as if you have the flu all the time until you get them managed. And there are some great treatments available these days. Feeling as if someone else has hold of your strings is an awful experience. If there is some activity you can do that is completely offline, that gives you a bit of spark, go do it. It will give you some energy to deal with the rest of it. The world can be a very hard place for those of us who cannot do 24/7 productivity. Naps are good. As for the cyber crap, you many have to live life analog as much as you can for a while. I have learned to love paper and ink again. I have also learned to take life in tiny bites.
yes that might help. I think it's people in that religion that is tormenting you. You are a beautiful human being and I don't know if you believe in God but I do and I believe God is still in the drivers seat of life. I don't believe in religion it has messed up so ! Love to you and your family ❤ Don't quit, you have given much of your life , you are smart too❤
Jenn, you so did not deserve the cyber/social engineering attack you experienced. It reminds me of being intensely bullied; both by students AND teachers, in highschool. I'm 60 years old and have never fully recovered from the ensuing PTSD, major depression, anxiety, OCD, etc. Cruel. Evil. I trust no one. You're very courageous to share your experience and life with us. The harassment has to be totally illegal. I'm so, so sorry.❤. Shame on your "friends" and co-creators for not standing up for you, supporting and helping you.
Thank you. I wish people knew how much their actions affected others but, then again, there are people who do and actually enjoy hurting others to such a degree that it causes long-term damage, not just to the person, but to their loved ones, as well. I feel so much guilt for putting my family through this along with me.
@@JenHollins Understandable that you would have feelings about what you're going through affecting your family because it's clear you love your family beyond measure. Please don't feel guilty. You've done nothing wrong! Love & respect.
I cannot express how sorry I am that you're dealing with this...and by yourself!! I know you don't know me from Adam, but, Jen, I AM HERE FOR YOU!! I'm going to write to you again on your blog thing, and I'm giving you some numbers. I want to to text/call/write/email whatever, whenever!! Okay??
Thank you! I did get your other email, but I haven't set up my domain email to respond to you, yet! I'm so sorry about that! I'll watch out for another one and maybe some day I'll be able to reply. I appreciate all of your support. It means a lot.
Jenn, it’s hard to hear that you are so dark right now. I have been with you for so long. You are caught up in this dark place and I don’t want you here!! You are so much more .. there is so much much more. Simplify. Let it go. Back to basics. I care about you.
Unfortunately, I can't answer that. While I'm almost certain it is another channel and/or someone associated or formerly associated with another channel, I also recognize that someone may be trying to make it look like another channel or individual is the culprit. I know it's a crappy answer, but I definitely don't want to wrongly accuse anyone. I just want it to stop.
Hi Jen, because I go off and on with youtube, I though you quit doing videos. I really learned a ton about the lds religion. Anyway Kesha told me you had a blog when I asked her if you still did videos. So hi, praying for you, I deal with depression everyday and zI hate feeling depressed too. It seems to creep up on me like a literal smog cloud. It sound like yo have been having alot of things happening to you. You were just starting to talk about it on your other channel before I took a break. I hope it ends and I don't get it either😢❤
Hang in there Jenn. Autoimmune disorders can make you feel as if you have the flu all the time until you get them managed. And there are some great treatments available these days. Feeling as if someone else has hold of your strings is an awful experience. If there is some activity you can do that is completely offline, that gives you a bit of spark, go do it. It will give you some energy to deal with the rest of it. The world can be a very hard place for those of us who cannot do 24/7 productivity. Naps are good. As for the cyber crap, you many have to live life analog as much as you can for a while. I have learned to love paper and ink again. I have also learned to take life in tiny bites.
Thank you. I am hoping I'll get the health issues under control, soon. As for the cyberstuff. I don't know if there is ever going to be an end to it.
Jen you should go on Mormon stories and tell your story to John DeLand.
yes that might help. I think it's people in that religion that is tormenting you. You are a beautiful human being and I don't know if you believe in God but I do and I believe God is still in the drivers seat of life. I don't believe in religion it has messed up so ! Love to you and your family ❤ Don't quit, you have given much of your life , you are smart too❤
Jenn, you so did not deserve the cyber/social engineering attack you experienced. It reminds me of being intensely bullied; both by students AND teachers, in highschool. I'm 60 years old and have never fully recovered from the ensuing PTSD, major depression, anxiety, OCD, etc. Cruel. Evil. I trust no one. You're very courageous to share your experience and life with us. The harassment has to be totally illegal. I'm so, so sorry.❤. Shame on your "friends" and co-creators for not standing up for you, supporting and helping you.
Thank you. I wish people knew how much their actions affected others but, then again, there are people who do and actually enjoy hurting others to such a degree that it causes long-term damage, not just to the person, but to their loved ones, as well. I feel so much guilt for putting my family through this along with me.
@@JenHollins Understandable that you would have feelings about what you're going through affecting your family because it's clear you love your family beyond measure. Please don't feel guilty. You've done nothing wrong! Love & respect.
So sorry for what you are going through. Don't loose hope and please do take care of yourself. Sending you a hug xo
I cannot express how sorry I am that you're dealing with this...and by yourself!! I know you don't know me from Adam, but, Jen, I AM HERE FOR YOU!! I'm going to write to you again on your blog thing, and I'm giving you some numbers. I want to to text/call/write/email whatever, whenever!! Okay??
Thank you! I did get your other email, but I haven't set up my domain email to respond to you, yet! I'm so sorry about that! I'll watch out for another one and maybe some day I'll be able to reply. I appreciate all of your support. It means a lot.
@@JenHollins it's ok, I'll be here.
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Hey girl. I just wanted to drop in and let you know I am thinking about you and sending you healthy, balanced, loving support.
Jenn, it’s hard to hear that you are so dark right now. I have been with you for so long. You are caught up in this dark place and I don’t want you here!! You are so much more .. there is so much much more.
Simplify. Let it go. Back to basics. I care about you.
Thank you. I'm hoping one day this will be a bad memory.
I keep hearing the bird!! I was wondering if my cat was screaming! Then I remembered you have a bird.
Yeah, that's the problem with shooting upstairs. He always has to get a word in whenever he hears me!
Was kinda hoping from the comments to find out what this chicks problem was/is. When she said: my wife, I'm out. I'd there a 30 second version?
No. This isn't TikTok. It's my vlog and my fat lesbian ass can talk about what I want as long as I want.
@@JenHollins God bless that 1st amendment
Is the group part of a podcast that's in the shade?
Unfortunately, I can't answer that. While I'm almost certain it is another channel and/or someone associated or formerly associated with another channel, I also recognize that someone may be trying to make it look like another channel or individual is the culprit. I know it's a crappy answer, but I definitely don't want to wrongly accuse anyone. I just want it to stop.
@@JenHollins Fair answer. I want it to stop too. I hate what this has done to you.
How about don't use Apple anymore? Steve Jobs was a sell out who was owned by the powers that be. Wipe APPLE devices and start from scratch.
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I can't tell what the emojis are! #needreaders.
Hi Jen, because I go off and on with youtube, I though you quit doing videos. I really learned a ton about the lds religion. Anyway Kesha told me you had a blog when I asked her if you still did videos. So hi, praying for you, I deal with depression everyday and zI hate feeling depressed too. It seems to creep up on me like a literal smog cloud. It sound like yo have been having alot of things happening to you. You were just starting to talk about it on your other channel before I took a break. I hope it ends and I don't get it either😢❤