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Thanks for the vid clip!

You look amazing summer...Hope you're mum and family are good...I was in the young set many years ago...feel how u feel ...lots of love xxx

Best of luck.. to you!! glad you posted!!

Hi there! I’m relieved to hear you’re doing better and in a positive relationship. The endless lockdown is proving difficult but I’m trying to stay hopeful, sooner or later, the much-mentioned Freedom Day will finally happen, don’t you think? So keep going, take good care, love and light 💖

Lovely person you are summer steve porter gilling court xxx

So so agree and feel the same way...one of my favouritest sayings is never judge a person until you’ve walked a mile in their moccasins. And quite frankly if we were able to walk a mile in another person’s shoes, then that experience would completely render us unable to judge them. We would most likely realise that in their shoes we would be reacting and behaving in pretty much the same way. Summer, what an amazing human being you are to have the courage to come out and say all that. Yes, you feel angry and upset but that is born of the voice for love that lies within. Your speech has helped me. Not because I judge Meghan and Harry, but because I am having a human experience and I judge myself and others. Full stop. And one of my goals is to learn to choose peace and see through the eyes of love more often. And often it has to be a moment by moment choice. When I feel triggered by someone’s behaviour ( if I remember😉) I find it helpful to get curious and wonder what happened in their lives that led them to behave in the way they do. I find that so helpful to get the love muscles working and when we are able to drop our grievances Then love and compassion can start flowing again. Better stop rambling! Thank you for help8mg me get clear! 😌🙏💕

Wow that was an amazing frank talk. I just watched Land girls and wondered how the cute Nancy was doing in real life. So sorry to hear your life isn't going well. I hope things get better for you. A fellow Brit living now in Connecticut so were neighbours. Hope things go better for you. One thing i would say. A woman that looks and articulates like you gets money spent on her. she doesn't do the spending. Good luck in the future.

Loved you in Land Girls.

I liked Meghan and had compassion for her at the beginning but the she went to Oprah. Oprah who is addicted to money and will destroy anyone to make more money. Even Princess Diana gave a big fat NO to Oprah. Then Meagan went on with lie after lie. As for her "safety" on Vancouver Island. Yes people knew where they were but we don't have paparazzi on Vancouver Island and the few that came were refused hotel rooms and no one locally told them where Harry and Meagan were. They were in NO danger whatsoever but Meghan lied and insinuated she was hounded here which is a complete and utter lie. She wanted the Monarchy to change the rules for Archie but as soon as Elizabeth dies he would have become a prince and she knew that. I'd like to believe she was suicidal but when 80% of her interview was a lie I'm sorry but then I can't believe her about anything. If she had been honest, completely honest, then I would have had all the time in the world for her. Since I live here on Vancouver Island just minutes away from where they were staying I can assure you she lied. She moved from one of the safest places to the city with the most paparazzi in the world (remember how that was her reason for leaving the UK and Victoria?). Then she went on TV with Oprah where she could have promoted what she was doing for Netflix and to help the charities they want to support. Instead she played the fake "victim" card and tried to bring down a monarchy. I do believe she is mentally unstable, of that I have no doubt. She does tend to make really bad decisions when pregnant or post pregnancy. Has she actively found a good mental health professional now she is in L.A.? I don't think so based on the fact she even did this interview. Is the Royal Family free of all blame, of course not but Meghan has now trapped Harry, more than he was ever trapped before. When asked point black what makes him happy he said nothing about Markle and was very clear that he found happiness in his son. That was very telling about his true feelings. Please don't fall for her lies. I could point out all her lies (so many) but it is up to you to do the research. Do I feel sorry that she is so mentally ill, of course. Harry needs to get her a good mental health professional and he should have stopped her from having Oprah exploit her. Unfortunately he has his own issues and is not strong enough emotionally to do anything but follow her like a lost puppy. I feel for him. Just look at his face, he's miserable.

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Thanks for sharing and expressing yourself honestly. Please post more vids.

I’m relieved to see you here, I was worried about you. For what it’s worth, you do have so many ‘whys’, so, hard as it is, try not to lose sight of them. I do understand, from personal experience, what it is to be swallowed up in the darkness of your own mind. Just take very good care, love and light x

I saw you in Love Never Dies (I still listen to the cast recording!) and just came across your channel. I’ve never seen a video so brilliantly honest and inspirational. Thank you so much for making it.

Hi darling. Are you well, you are a worry. Missing hearing from you. You are so loved, and you will never be alone. Hugs and love always, Patacakes.❤️

Speaking personally, there’s very little that’s worse than knowing on an intellectual level you should be happy and satisfied - but you don’t have any doubt you actually feel neither of those things- so don’t feel as if you’re being self-pitying when you’re just being honest. Take care, Annie ❤️

Hi Summer, of course you should post a version of ‘Something’s Coming’- even if you don’t want to put it publicly, do it for yourself. I understand feeling disconnected, as if you’re watching yourself from a distance rather than being in the moment. I have felt the same, skipping around the planet, hoping to find where I ‘belong’. I honestly don’t know what I’m looking for really, but a wise friend tells me, when you’re truly safe and secure within yourself, you don’t look for those feelings anywhere else. Finally, about starting with a joke ? Well, don’t they say try everything at least once ? So give it a try. I know it sounds incredibly trite, but hard as it can be to believe, you’re not on this journey alone- none of us really know where we’re going but, we are all travelling together, so when you wave, we are waving back. Take care, Annie ❤️

When you mentioned ACIM I got shivers down my spine! Like you I haven’t read the ‘tomb’...it’s style of language put me off and still does, but when I kind bypass that the teachings are brilliant. By the way, I had been following Marianne and was sad that she didn’t gain more of a following, but I do feel that she has sown seeds in people’s minds of a better way. I have felt guided since your first video to recommend a book and I just never acted on that guidance until now when you mentioned ACIM. I do veer towards mind/body/spirit teachers who base their work on or are inspired by ACIM. Last year I was looking for guidance and one of the issues was around anxiety. I stumbled on a UA-cam video which was about anxiety (my nemesis!) and health and ACIM. I can’t tell you how much it helped. So I then found a book by the same lady and that book has helped me no end. I’m still only half way through because there is so much. And the book is clear, down to earth and easy to absorb. It is ideal for anyone who is struggling with ACIM or who never intends reading it. So the book is ‘Gorgeous for God’ by Lisa Natoli. And it’s my latest ‘best book ever’. And for the first time, as I read this book, I’m starting to ‘get it’. So many ‘Aha’ moments. One of those rare books where the highlighter is everywhere! I have it in my kindle app on my phone and iPad (as its really cheap) but am so in love with the book I also have a paperback copy. Lisa Natoli also has a YOuTube channel so check that out too....simply brilliant! Another ACIM teacher you might want to check out in terms of dealing with anxiety is Corrine Zupko. She also did a video with Lisa which is on UA-cam. Lots of love and namaste 😇💕💕💕

I love this because I suffer with audition anxiety and no one really talks openly about it and I will definitely try your tips and tricks, you are wonderful and yes you look really pretty ❤️

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Summer, I can’t comment on your latest videos as comments are turned off. I have something I wanted to share so have pm’d you on Facebook xxx💕💕😌

Hi summer I doubt you’ll answer this but I hope you will, are you the Octopus on the masked singer

I found that quote. It says it all... 💕😍🙏😌 Our Deepest Fear By Marianne Williamson Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness That most frightens us. We ask ourselves Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small Does not serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking So that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, As children do. We were born to make manifest The glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; It's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, We unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we're liberated from our own fear, Our presence automatically liberates others.

Loving listening to Rambling Stralls...I love your authenticity, your sharing and your openness...such beautiful qualities. I can relate to the seesaw of the split mind where we *think* we know what we want but then we’re not so sure or we want something else too and it seems we can’t have both or we don’t know how to , etc. And them we get into that whole comparison thing which then brings all the shitty guilt to the surface. Actually we don’t know what we really truly want....at least at the level of the human mind.....because....because our human mind is not Who We Really Are....so if that’s not our Real Self how can it possibly know what it truly wants. That’s deep. Hmmmm....I keep reading that our purpose is to be happy and to be happy in the moment....(not necessarily easy for some of us) and it’s all about enjoying the ride otherwise any jubilation we get from reaching the destination...the goal...is short lived. Can I ask a question? Do you believe that life is just one big illusion? Lots of love and enjoy the Oscars....that is soooo brilliant to have fun and also to use as a practise session for dreamweaving a fun goal of one day being a recipient for one of those statues. BTW, I’ve heard that they are great for weightlifting training, lol!!😂😂😂😂 💕💕💕💕🌈😇🙏🎁xxxxxxx Oh, and PS....just had some more thought whilst on the loo (too much information🤣🤣🤣). That guilt feeling we get when we compare our privilege to another person’s lack....it’s like the guilt is just one big human mind/ego tactic to keep us stuck. It’s like we’re then choosing in our mind to throw ourselves away and jump in the sea of lack along with those we are ‘using’ to fuel our guilt. Does that make sense? The best gift we can give others is not to jump on the pity wagon and join them or to give up our joy and fun because we know they’re out there. The best gift we can give another is to shine our unique light...our happiness, our joy, our fun, our special unique talents. Not take life too seriously. Our happiness, our success, our joy, our light-heartedness and our love is the best gift because it gives others relief, raises a smile, provides them with a dream, the hope that if someone else has some success on any level then just maybe they can create success on some level too. And that’s a miracle. Soooo, for me, for example, watching this here ‘Rambling Stalls’ (love that) vlog and hearing your story of privilege about going to the Oscars and being taken care of....well, I see that as a miracle for you, for me and for every single one who watches this. Why? Because you are receiving a miracle of a little holiday, of receiving a gift, sharing a success story, giving others joy and hope and knowledge that we can all create miracles and fun successes in our own lives. And you are getting close to touching and tasting a possible fun dream/goal for yourself and that can help to bring clarity of intention and dreamweave whatever you want to create. And that’s a blessing. One of my favourite quotes is the Marianne Williamson one, ‘Our greatest fears....’. You know the one?

Just Because you recognize you're in a position of privilege, doesn't mean you don't deserve to enjoy it. You are allowed to do the nice things, even if others can't. you're allowed to not feel amazing about it even if others would. You and your feelings and your experiences are valid 100% Sending love and positivity ❤

There’s only ever the present moment, happiness, sadness this too shall pass. Keep going. Have you looked into stoicism? As for white privilege, can you help being either? Never feel you need to apologise, We don’t get to choose to whom we are born to.

Don't ever feel guilty, or ashamed you deserve all the lovely things this world has to offer and more. Keep going! Xx

Genuinely loved watching this. Two things: 1) “Take a lover” is a hugely under-rated phrase! I don’t understand why it’s fallen out of use... 2) I can recommend marrying a fire-fighter, both for the being-looked-after and for the baby-having phases of your plan. That is all xx

I actually love your rambles!

Where does that sense of not belonging come from? It can only be felt if we know that there is something greater within us...a memory that there is more to us. This quote expresses it so very beautifully. “Listen, perhaps you catch a hint of an ancient state not quite forgotten; dim, perhaps, and yet not altogether unfamiliar, like a song whose name is long forgotten, and the circumstances in which you heard completely unremembered. Not the whole song has stayed with you, but just a little wisp of melody, attached not to a person or a place or anything particular. But you remember, from just this little part, how lovely was the song, how wonderful the setting where you heard it, and how you loved those who were there and listened with you. Listen, and see if you remember an ancient song you knew so long ago and held more dear than any melody you taught yourself to cherish since. Beyond the body, beyond the sun and stars, past everything you see and yet somehow familiar, is an arc of golden light that stretches as you look into a great and shining circle. And all the circle fills with light before your eyes.” 💕💕💕💕💕💕

Firstly, Hell YES of course I wanna hear you do a version of West Side Story....I would absolutely love that!! Music feeds the soul and as we give our gifts we also receive. How beautiful is that?💕😌🙏 The whole thing of not belonging goes way beyond family, friends, colleagues, playmates and can be felt even if we have the most loving of families. I don’t feel I’ve ever truly felt a sense of belonging in my life. I used to think it was perhaps because of circumstances I found myself in, or perhaps because I had little in common with those around me...with my peers....I seemed to have minority tastes. I used to think it was perhaps to do with the way I spoke, my accent, or my sensitivities. I had so many ideas about why I didn’t seem to belong. Sometimes there is an accompanying feeling of a cut self-consciousness and unreality (a bit of a paradox, perhaps). Today I see that my sense of not belonging goes beyond my environment, beyond family, friends, etc, and I need to look past my perceived personality traits. What I’m noticing...sensing....realising is that my sense of not belonging is a disconnection or a separation from the Real Me - which I would describe as the God Spark. You know, the part of us that is connected to our Source. I’m not sure if I’ve explained it well enough - does that make sense at all? There is an overwhelming sense of separation. I need to find a quote. Back in a mo!

I really get that feeling of not belonging. Everything seems to move around while I'm still standing still and its a very uncomfortable thing. Try to check in with people and spaces and activities that make you feel good and connect with those who really see you, your value and your heart. Life is scary and there is a lot of not knowing what's going on but that's okay. It's okay to not have everything figured out and needing time to find your space and rhythm. I truly hope you find some freedom and empowerment in these videos and know their sentiment is resonating with others around the world x

Love you videos,love following your journey

I enjoyed this! Yes to the song also...

Aykana’s album is amazing! Thank you for the recommendation 🙏🏻 Your videos are just so real and amazing. I hope it’s helping you. It will definitely help others xx 💕

Thank you, Summer. I'm loving your Videos. You are a beautiful Person, With a beautiful heart and soul. Who is definitely helping others. My daughter is called Phoebe!! Lots of love. Keep going!!

Brilliant video! Can't wait for more!

Looking forward to following your adventure.

I can really sense where you are, Summer, and firstly I really want to honour your courage to take this step and share yourself so publicly and with such transparency. I’m quite a private person so I bow to you. Secondly, I understand when you say you feel you have been self-serving....I get it because I can identify those places in myself...and yet I just want to say that in your industry you are serving others through entertaining and it’s good to honour that too. I am current going through a dark night of the soul and it’s a very lonely place to be...and hopefully I am now just beginning to feel a new strength beginning to emerge to navigate way out out thanks to the book I’m currently reading which seems to be inspiring me more than another other mind body spirit book I’ve read over the last 30 years. I am at a crossroads and I have a choice to either stay where I am, die or live....and I realise that I have a split mind...where part of me wants to take all three options. What I do see now is that this is a wake up call from our soul, an opportunity to awaken, to rise like a phoenix from the ashes of our despair because we realise there is a greater purpose...some greater gift we have to give to the world around us...even though we may not know what may be yet. As I write I do feel very drawn to connect with you on this journey.💕🙏😇🎁

I think you are amazing!! Thank you for sharing , and caring. I'd love to come on the journey with you. I have suffered with anxiety my whole Life and sometimes it gets incredibly unbearable. I hear you. Xx

Im very excited to see how this series progresses. It's nice to see real honest content, especially from someone with a background like yours. I hope you're doing okay and this can be a rewarding and positive experience for you 😊

Modern Life can feel like you’re screaming into the void alone I know I feel it sometimes but sometimes I do feel part of something. Stress and anxiety seems to be peaking at the moment and yet as a people life has never been so good. Which then leads to feelings of guilt and self indulgence as to why do I feel like this, I’m failing, I’m dying whatever the variation on the theme maybe. It’s a brave step for someone to stand up and say I don’t know what’s going on inside. Maybe that’s true wisdom. I know that feelings pass like rain clouds, as do sunny spells. I’m inspired to do my podcast I’ve threatened for the past 6 months. For that Thank you Namaste Summer

Loving it already! 😌 Especially the good ole British icebreaker - the weather!!☔️ 💦😂💦☔️