Thankful to God for Dr. Anderson. Loads of good reminders. Especially. Since I had been forgetting to keep taking all my thoughts captive in obedience to Christ. Rarely remembered on my own. I was renouncing and rejecting the negative thoughts, but forgetting to focus on keeping them captive to Christ most of the time. I thought after my last session with my ✝️ counselor. I would feel and know God’s surpassing peace again. But there is something else holding me back. I felt His Peace for a time. But there is something core heart issue still holding me back. It is not as able to spiritually harass. Since I can refocus on Christ and God’s Word. But I don’t understand where the issue lies anymore. I keep choosing to forgive. I talked through everything with my counselor and I prayed and she prayed. I keep wondering what…it’s fear of been hurt again….God’s Holy Spirit just made me realize it. I still don’t fully trust. So that’s why my heart cannot fully receive His healing by His Agape Love. It always feels like only a bit gets through. But not as fulfilling as when I was born again and other moments where God helped me for many days to fully feel His Peace, my mind so clear. I guess, then this is the part about maturity taking time. I need to accept, make peace, with this fact, that it will take time to mature. As I keep choosing obedience. Imperfectly, some days I do backslide. But I know always. I must reset, renew and refocus on Christ after a moment of tiredness and backsliding. I choose to entrust to Jesus. That I will overcome my unbelief due to distrust, due to the disappointments of my past relationships that meant so much to me among believers. Everyone falls short. Only God’s Holy Spirit in Christ Jesus Is Perfect. Everyone needs His Grace. 💖✝️📖🕊💖
You need to start again, and stop believing the lies of satan. Every set back you have two choices. Give up. Or keep holding on to Christ by God’s Word. God would prefer you choose Christ again instead of giving up. That part is your responsibility. Endure, persevere and press onwards in Christ. I pray you choose so. 💖✝️📖🕊💖
Thankful to God for Dr. Anderson.
Loads of good reminders. Especially. Since I had been forgetting to keep taking all my thoughts captive in obedience to Christ. Rarely remembered on my own. I was renouncing and rejecting the negative thoughts, but forgetting to focus on keeping them captive to Christ most of the time.
I thought after my last session with my ✝️ counselor. I would feel and know God’s surpassing peace again.
But there is something else holding me back. I felt His Peace for a time.
But there is something core heart issue still holding me back. It is not as able to spiritually harass. Since I can refocus on Christ and God’s Word.
But I don’t understand where the issue lies anymore. I keep choosing to forgive. I talked through everything with my counselor and I prayed and she prayed.
I keep wondering what…it’s fear of been hurt again….God’s Holy Spirit just made me realize it.
I still don’t fully trust. So that’s why my heart cannot fully receive His healing by His Agape Love.
It always feels like only a bit gets through. But not as fulfilling as when I was born again and other moments where God helped me for many days to fully feel His Peace, my mind so clear.
I guess, then this is the part about maturity taking time. I need to accept, make peace, with this fact, that it will take time to mature. As I keep choosing obedience. Imperfectly, some days I do backslide.
But I know always. I must reset, renew and refocus on Christ after a moment of tiredness and backsliding. I choose to entrust to Jesus. That I will overcome my unbelief due to distrust, due to the disappointments of my past relationships that meant so much to me among believers.
Everyone falls short. Only God’s Holy Spirit in Christ Jesus Is Perfect. Everyone needs His Grace.
💖✝️📖🕊💖
Thank you so much! We thoroughly enjoyed hearing the truth relayed in such a kind and calm manner! Love freedom in Christ ministry!
Bro. I have backslidden again. Againnnnn. I dont know if god still accepts me.
You need to start again, and stop believing the lies of satan.
Every set back you have two choices. Give up. Or keep holding on to Christ by God’s Word. God would prefer you choose Christ again instead of giving up.
That part is your responsibility. Endure, persevere and press onwards in Christ. I pray you choose so.
💖✝️📖🕊💖