It Got Emotional! Pastor/Therapist Reacts To NF - Hate Myself
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JP: "I hope he comes out with an album called 'Released' or something"
*Everyone that knows*: Oh you're in for a treat in the next album
“You lose the desire to do the things you once loved”
Damn, I felt that.
Yeah,your dreams die bc of stupid ppl. Mine did
@@EmmysCoolVids123 bring it back and achieve it
@jambloxify_370 thanks I'll try
This is maybe the most sincere reaction to something ive ever seen. This song hits me everytime , but this reaction also did. Well done
DON’T say you’re sorry for bringing the Lord into your videos. Keep sharing! You have a great platform to share HIS love! Thank you! Thank you! 46 year old that went through deep depression about 3 years ago, but grateful and thankful that the Lord brought me through that tough time! You guys are doing a great work! Keep it up! Love you brothers!
I definitely understand what you're saying. My last boyfriend died one month before our 2 year anniversary - and I thought I was going to be his wife - and that was the absolute hardest thing I've ever had to deal eith in my life. God was right there and He helped me rebuild myself from the bottom up because I literally didnt even know who I was anymore. It literally felt like Jesus had His arms around me in that darkest moment when I cried out to Him and that was one of the most real hugs I've ever received. Even now, almost 5 years later, looking back on that time of my life makes me feel so loved and so cared for and comforted. Jesus really is amazing and I didn't get to experience it truly until I went through greiving the love of my life.
Wow this made me tear up. I’ve been going through a lot of medical issues myself. I truly feel like a burden to my gf, but honestly I love her with all my heart and she is my world. Just wish I could do more for her. I try my hardest.
Mmm nnhnmn nah I b
Thank you for sharing this. I'm so sorry for the loss you've been through.
Sorry for your loss Hope you are in a good place now 🙏🙏🙏🙏
I'm so so sorry for your loss. I've had some major losses the last 2 years. What keeps my head above water is knowing they don't want to see me in pain and they want to see me be strong and live a successful life all in their honor.
This and paralyzed has helped me through some dark shit. God bless nf
Low self esteem has hindered me all my life and this song depicts those feelings so well
I know it eats away at you every time you try to be positive doubt just sits there in corner of your mind
Making you think am I good enough, do people care about what I feel, think or how you see yourself
Regret and sadness laughing at you because of the mistakes you made
Angry, because people can't see your pain and understand
Depression, because you don't feel worthy you feel worthless
Empty, because you don't care anymore at this point getting out of touch with reality is better than confronting the pain I am 15 years old and I know how it feels being told your best isn't enough that's why I'm done feeling sad I'll do things my way and be strong
Be strong to whoever is reading
Be brave don't be sad you can do this life will always be hard that's why we adjust ourselves
And adapt to make life better for ourselves so don't worry that's we have God turn to him it might be hard but do cuz he will always be the way to go
This is the best breakdown I’ve seen for this song from any reactor. JP is so genuine. Thank you for getting to this one.
Im a disabled veteran who has basically lost all hope of ever being worthy of living or love. Ive spoken to many therapists but they were just smoke and mirrors for me and i just felt judged. i have no trust but listening to you talk at the end of your videos speaks to me more than all my years trying to find someone who understands. i need a therapist like you
Read matthew,, Mark, Luke, then john...ask God for wisdom and understanding to follow your holy spirit. Always know that Jesus walks with you everywhere. Hope this finds you well brother.
Hugs to you. ❤
This may sound like blowing smoke up your butt, and hard to believe because I don’t know you- but you’re worthy of living. If you weren’t - you wouldn’t be alive. You’re here for a reason, it doesn’t have to be some grand crazy mission you’re mean to do, but there’s a reason you’re here. You’re worthy of love simply because you’re human. I’m religious (if you’re not I apologize for bringing this in) but our worth is inherent from God. No mistake we make, no wound we receive, no disability, no mental illness, no flaw, and even by that default, no good deed or no nice quality makes us MORE or LESS worthy. We are worthy because God said so. You’re just as worthy now as you were the day you were born, same as when you were in your prime. You’re so loved and cared for; even by people who don’t know you. I promise that. Life is hard and it sucks a lot at times. I’m 20, disabled, with chronic pain. I’ve wanted to give up and die so many times. I spent my teens watching everyone socialize and have fun, while I lay in my floor sobbing in pain. No one believed I was ill, not even my parents. God saved me. I didn’t want to live. I hated myself. I felt repulsive , unlovable, useless. I couldn’t stand up without fainting- much less go to school or follow my passions. It’s still hard. I still have days where I cry my eyes out or want to scream. But Our worth is inherent. God can heal anything. Even if He doesn’t change your current situation, He still wants you to give that pain to Him. You’re loved. You’re appreciated. You’re important. You’re enough. You’re worthy. Thank you so much for still being here ❤
@@kyonascontentcorner6552 Beautifully put 🥰
I just bawled my eyes out listening to the end of your reaction and breakdown. I have heard this song a million times but this time, it got me crying and I've be a God saved man my whole life and I keep reacting and relating to this message. God knows I'm good but I'm still to this day working towards that simple fact 💯...thank you for your transparency too. NF is so good at bringing good people to their brink to come together and be saved. Praying to God with my arms open...🙌 😢 ❤
Hey Jeremy, Pastor JP here. Thanks for your comment. When I finally realized that God looks at me like he views His Son, Jesus.
It blew me away; you mean I am in Christ, seated with Him in the heavenlies. Brother you could have knocked me over with a feather,. My identity here and now and in the future all revolves around Jesus. Also, my brother, from a person who saw themselves for many years defined by trauma, hurt, and, pain; Have FAITH and don't surrender to the lies... Also, Keep Your Nose in the Book
JP, your heart runs deep. You've been to the many corners of the dark and sad parts of yourself, you felt this. And I just want you to know also, you are loved. Truly loved.
Please check out "Mama" by NF... it's the follow up to How Could You Leave Us... it helped me learn to forgive.
I think their going in album list now so this then the mixtape then hope
His "drugs" are actually pain and sadness. It went to the point where he accepted it and it became an addiction.
I just wanna say this, i spent my childhood in church. I stopped going to church when he took my sister 3 days before my 11th birthday. Wish I could have a one on one conversation with this pastor cause i feel like he could help me so much. He seems way more personable than any pastor I have personally met. This is by far my favorite video so far on this channel. Pleaae keep going and dont stop!! I may not go to church any more but i want to believe and not feel like im constantly questioning my purpose that god has given me...
This song hits home with me. Like nf I know what God's word says but it's so easy to feel trapped in my own self hatred
This is one of my favorite songs. It describes my feelings perfectly
It’s as if the pastor knew all of those feelings, how it actually felt to be there…. Really refreshing to see! 🙏🏻 ❤️
Thank you for allowing those feelings and being transparent to us.
When I was at a low point in my life, ive had several times but during one time, i memorized this song because the title was exactly how i felt about myself, im joyful because of the Lord now and i was still going along with the song during this video
AMEN!!! TRUE THAT BEING HONEST WITH HERSELF!!!
This was the best NF reaction you guys have done to date. I love pastors doing NF reactions and bringing it all back to Biblical meaning/application.
Currently going through everything NF sings about. I relate so much that when someone says they hate his music, I have a hard time not taking it as rejection before they know I'm going through it.
I love watching you guys react to him. ❤ By far, the best reactors I've seen. I'm so happy you are listening to him. My family has been listening to him for 8 years, and his music has helped us through so much. Watching him live and being so emotional makes my heart hurt for him. He cried while performing this song on the search tour, and you could just hear the pain in his voice. I'm so happy he's been getting help and getting better. I'm excited for you guys to finish this journey. The growth has been amazing. ❤ Thank you for all your wisdom in the reactions. I think you are helping a lot more people than you know.
As a very successful man.. with everything I have ever wanted.. I spend my days trying to figure out how to stop hating my self. Everyone says that I am loved, but its more about how much I love myself... I guess thats the hardest part.
Hey, I just wanted to say that myself, my son, and wife love watching your NF reactions. We went to see NF in Illinois on July 15th. It was amazing. We can't wait till you get to the Hope Album. My wife and I can relate to so many songs and feel like he was speaking to us. Much love from Illinois.
I feel this these two guys should have millions of viewers and views cause JP is just found you today and have been sitting here for 5 hours straight and every video I watched hit home some how and has helped me put a lot into prospective and how my life has been going and I just turned 43 thank you for what you do on here
this channel is absolutely increbile. I thank all of you guys and the production behind it. I hope you guys keep doing what your doing. You are truly helping us.
In going through stuff right now within my marriage and also with my battle with faith. This video hit me so hard! I have listened to NF for years his music has helped me go through a-lot so thank you everything you said at the end hit me so hard in the heart and I needed THIS TY..
This style and depth of the minister of Jesus Christ is desperately needed. So much healing is possible knowing the Potter and the clay.
I went and seen NF in concert for the first time 2023, I won't miss him again.
So sincere! Love it! Keep up the great job guys!! All 3 of ya are killing it! Lord bless!
I feel like I have been hearing him my whole life. It was only when I chose to listen that my life changed towards salvation. I also understand that as a young person hearing anyone may not come as a priority. It isn’t until the moment you give yourself to God, regardless of your back that you actually hear him.
im not a believer particularly but you guys hit these out of the park from someone that has broke through rock bottom, thank you
So great what you guys are doing. May God continue to bless your efforts.
I needed the hear the rest of that for sure
This and Running go hand and hand ❤ two of nf's best songs 🎵 👌 ❤
MORE NF!!!!
Thank you for this video. I appreciate it...
You guys are awesome
Would love to see a journey through the "Architects" discographie...
It's basically a bitter sweet journey of a band member losing his life to cancer and how he and the band copes with it.
Would love to hear your thoughts on their songs.
Greetings from Germany!
I hate that I relate to this song so much, been listening to it since it came out and it’s still fire
Such a good reaction
Thank you
Always here for NF
AMEN!!!
"I don't do drugs, I'm addicted to the pain, though"
One of my favorite songs is "My Stress" nf has saved my life.
One of my favorite quotes says; not forgiving someone is like drinking poison and waiting for the other person to die.
What is anything worth if you can't share it with others or do something that can help others. A motto if 1 makes then everybody does.
that was healing
Addiction is anything you use to feel outside yourself people drugs money attentive food and it makes life hard spiritually 😢
When i am left alone w my thoughts no matter when or where, that is when i feel the most comfortable. I would rather stay there then go and talk w people, id rather sit and talk w myself and I.
To be in a room full of people and known by so many be to feel alone and unknown or understood by none.
Mre NF reactions please. He has so many good DEEP songs. GodBless NF
When I was trapped in a hole from scrolling on my phone and laying down for hours and hours watching Netflix or UA-cam videos, or watch Pxrn, masterbaiting, I was stuck until one day I stopped and ran away from everything and ran to Jesus…
Please please please do NF and flame “start over”
1st!
NF’s music and NF reactions are my addiction….
This song has been with me for years now and its been my theme song for so long but I've been going to therapy and reading the Bible I was just wondering where you church is I live in Missouri
Rives Junction, Michigan
If you want context to the “diggin through the trash for drugs” line, watch Change. He says he doesn’t “do drugs, but he is addicted to the pain though”.
I wouldn't say it's an addiction it's a therapy and he said that before it's his therapy his way to cope with everything that happens to him
This song is always painful
I was going to chime in - his music is his ""drug" - yes. But also the industry itself can be so toxic and for certain personalities it can be very dangerous... I feel as though his age state was dangerous to entrance to the industry, but with his traumas - they could have been nurtured or siphoned off of. I feel like he was fair in stance during this album- he is a wise artist regarding the industry. But it will always have a bite to it.. the music industry is a pool of fish and sharks. Prey and predators...and to fluke the predator or stand up to it (as I feel he saw/did) ... Now is the next transition. A new phase. For him and his audience..with "hope."
I'm an atheist, but this was beautiful.
listen to the songs Mansion and Hope by NF
This is why so many religious leaders were addicts. They were still seeking sadly.
The prayer thing and shit hard addition if you are in the mindset.
Hey, I just tried to send an email but got an error message saying that the email doesn’t exist. Thought I’d post it here
Hi, my name is Lucas. I just finished watching y'all's video that you uploaded a few days ago. It was a video reacting to NF Hate Myself.
I just wanted to start off by saying that I've enjoyed your videos and I look forward to watching more.
But I really wanted to ask, for guidance, for prayers. I've been going through a really rough time in the past year. Left my home in Flint Mi to peruse a career in the US Army with the support of my now ex girlfriend and my family. My family has a long history with the military, pretty much serving in every single war since Vietnam, and I wanted to continue that legacy. My girlfriend at the time was extremely supportive, but she had one concern about me possibly cheating on her with another woman in the military. I had assured her up and down that I wouldn't and I kept my word. Even though I had several opportunities to while I was going through training my response was always "I have a girlfriend at home". The MOS (job) that I had selected was 11B or Infantry. At the time, Infantry school was 22 weeks long down in Fort Benning Georgia (now named Fort Moore). 10 for Army Basic Training and the other 12 was considered AIT. During my training I had decided to go to Chappell services. I hadn't stepped foot in a church since 2019. The Army doesn't provide Baptist services which I was raised as, but they did have protestant and I went every week and ended up getting baptized. Flash forward to week 17/22, I started to develop absentee seizures, which was a condition that I had grown out of and hadn't had one in about 4-5 years. I ended being discharged but I was able to attend one final service where they were having an anonymous questionnaire where anyone could write down a question that they had. My question was "how could God let someone get so close to achieving a major goal but yet fall so short". Out of the three chaplains answering the questions none could answer it. I was devastated that I was so close to continuing the legacy that my father and brothers and a sister-in-law had paved but didn't make it. In the eyes of the world, I am a US Army veteran because I was able to complete the 10 weeks of Army BCT, but in my eyes I don't see how I deserve that title. I had done nothing in the military but the one thing every single soldier in the Army has to do. As much as I was devastated I was extremely excited to get home and see my girlfriend that I hadn't seen in so long. At this point 6 months felt like years to me. But when I got home, she became cold to me. She kept saying that I had changed and that I wasn't the same person I was. We started arguing over stupid things. During one of those arguments she admitted that while I was gone she had cheated on me, with not just one but two people. That hurt me more than the discharge. We had been together for four years, had plan on proposing to her, we had a cat that we were raising, she had miscarried our child. All of that just thrown away. It hurt more after the breakup because she had started telling her mom and others that I had raped her, even though everything we had done was consensual. It took me until December of this past year to finally start dating again. Flash forward again to this past week, I got into a massive fight with my roommate, cops were called, I ended up with a black eye and a minor concussion but I was painted as the bad guy. Now I'm rushing to find a place for me to go.
My stance with religion has changed multiple times since I was a kid. I'm 23 now will be 24 on Halloween, and my stance is: I believe in God. I know by his grace I am saved and I am going to heaven. But I will never set foot in a church as of now.
Any advice, any guidance, and all possible prayers that can be sent my way I'd greatly appreciate it. I know this was a long email and in all honesty, it wouldn't shock me if you didn't read everything.
Like I said I've been enjoying the content. Keep it up
Sincerely,
Lucas DeVore
Hey Lucas,
This is Dalton, I'm the producer. I'm really sorry the email didn't work. I'm gonna work to fix that but until then I put together this quick form, just enter your e-mail and submit. From there I will get you connected with Pastor Jp as soon as possible. form.jotform.com/232637437340051
@@riveschurchI appreciate it
Checkout Gremlin,/ Colliche listen to your heart,/Jelly roll son of a sinner , need a favor, /Ivan B forgive me for my honesty, don't look down.
Please react to jellyroll need a favour
Everything rather a substance or it's all a crutch or the proverbial band-aid easier to patch it than to do the painful thing and rip it off. Or maybe don't deserve to be completely "RELEASED" like haven't helped or gave enough back yet.
15:50-18:00 🤐
I have absolutely no idea how this was in my recommended. Yes, I listen to NF but not on UA-cam. I could only assume it’s bc of watching other music reaction videos..
I was baptized… had communion.. went to Sunday school.. but I still don’t know if I truly believe bc to me it’s extremely confusing. I feel like nothing was every truly explained.
Is their a video that breaks down the basics in an understandable way?
Yea well, when I’m the one who keeps hurting me and that in turn hurts my family… the source needs to go. I can’t keep a job both because of incompetence and drug addiction. I recently lost a certification due to it. Not because I did something wrong or messed up at work. It was random, no one even knew I did anything “wrong”. Now I have no idea how I’m going to support my family. I’m more than dead weight, I’m actively dragging us under now helpless to do anything. People like me should die.
I believe in high power but I don't fallow so that humans wrote or change over the years since they cut out and read made look better, plus I don't list to what war god followers preach, god accepted blood sacrifice in past even a virgin sacrifice, well the again man should not have Any other god then me that what god said in Bible, does that mean their are other gods, why did Jesus laugh at his followers when he watch the give grace for bread, only one know whose son Jesus but yet he the devil temped him and his work book was lost, if any look at Bible with different eye you will understand the the truth, but know the nut will scream at me I know the real truth not what sheep tell you to believe about some war god that took power over the others gods.
In the old testament yes it says for the wages of sin is death, that is why animal sacrifice was done to atone for our sins. It’s like we have laws in this world and if you break them you face consequences. God loves us soo much though that he made the most loving sacrifice to give up his only son Jesus Christ to die and take away the penalty of our sins. For the virgin sacrifice, God is not controlling he gave us free will to make our own choices. Judges 11:29-40, jep made a vow to God that he would give God anything if he was victorious in battle. It ended up being his daughter and his daughter willing gave up her life to fulfill his vow with God. So it was their choices that they made. There are no other Gods and when he refers to that I understand it like Greek mythology, those are man made Gods they are not real yet people believe they are and worship them. God is not a war God, he is a very loving and merciful God. A lot of people just paint whatever the feel about him but don’t take the time to get to know him and the truth. Love you brotha
I hope his next Album is the 7 letters I feel he’s looking for. HEALING 🤍