i hit my imposter syndrome era (writing this book) ✍️

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  • @o_o-lj1ym
    @o_o-lj1ym 2 роки тому +26

    As someone who’s been told that they’ve ruined group chats by not having an iPhone, I feel acknowledged, seen and heard right now 😂

  • @Bluffer089
    @Bluffer089 2 роки тому +39

    I always wanted to write a fantasy book but never got past outlining. Watching your writing vlogs inspires me and makes me want to try again.

  • @erinmariecece
    @erinmariecece 2 роки тому +26

    The outro voice has such iconic old Christine polandbananas20 sketch vibes, and I am 100% here for it.

  • @novaartino2874
    @novaartino2874 2 роки тому +14

    I’m 37k words into my first draft and seeing you struggle is so relatable I love your videos!

    • @polandbananasBOOKS
      @polandbananasBOOKS  2 роки тому +6

      *high fives for 37k* !! If you’re at a struggle point I hope you break through soon!! And thank you!! 🤗🤗

  • @alicetabithaa
    @alicetabithaa 2 роки тому +7

    I swear every time you upload a writing video my brain switches back on and I need to open up my own writing again!! I can't wait until your next book is out!!

    • @polandbananasBOOKS
      @polandbananasBOOKS  2 роки тому +1

      Yay 🖤🖤🤗 thank you!!

    • @alicetabithaa
      @alicetabithaa 2 роки тому

      @@polandbananasBOOKS I often go back and watch all your writing videos right from the beginning because they really encourage me to keep going. I've just reached 35k words in my first draft and watching you hit the same hurdles as I have and seeing you overcome them is so inspiring 🥺💖💖 thank you for always being there when I need a little burst of happiness to my day 💖

  • @maiasitter677
    @maiasitter677 2 роки тому +3

    Thanks for starting this series. It really inspired me to start writing my own book again. I wrote over 2000 words in three days, which may not seem like a lot, but it's a lot more than the 0 words a day that I was doing before. Seeing you and your energy to write makes me want to write. So, thank you Christine. ❤️

    • @polandbananasBOOKS
      @polandbananasBOOKS  2 роки тому +2

      I’m so so happy to hear this! Congratulations on your progress!! 🤗 thank you so much for watching ❤️

  • @anna-maymoon1001
    @anna-maymoon1001 2 роки тому +5

    I hope when you read this you've had a good writing day! And if not then know you've inspired me to get back on the horse! ❤️

    • @polandbananasBOOKS
      @polandbananasBOOKS  2 роки тому

      Thank you!!!!!! I’m so happpy to hear that! 🤗❤️❤️❤️

  • @sarahwilson4227
    @sarahwilson4227 2 роки тому +2

    Idk what you put in your writing playlists, but I wrote to the again but better one and it was magical. I was very focused and productive.

  • @miskisek3058
    @miskisek3058 2 роки тому

    watched one video, already in love with your vibe! you acc give me sm motivation to continue writing especially now when i am writing a boring part in a story

    • @polandbananasBOOKS
      @polandbananasBOOKS  2 роки тому +1

      Thank you so much! I hope the story gets exciting for you again and the writing pours out! 😊

  • @carolinekelly758
    @carolinekelly758 2 роки тому +2

    I have always wanted to write a book and you offer so much inspiration!! Love these videos

    • @polandbananasBOOKS
      @polandbananasBOOKS  2 роки тому +1

      I hope you have an amazing book journey!! Thank you ! 🤗

  • @Siobhan146
    @Siobhan146 2 роки тому +2

    I'm so excited I can't wait until I can pre-order this book!

  • @acorn_woman
    @acorn_woman 2 роки тому +2

    these little episodes are so fun

  • @BeckyJeramsOfficial
    @BeckyJeramsOfficial 2 роки тому

    I love watching your writing vlogs, they are very motivational! And I'm so excited for your third book! 💕 I am just at the end of a 20k children's book, it's the first time I've ever written something this short before for a younger audience. It's been nice to have something that was so quick to write for a change!

    • @polandbananasBOOKS
      @polandbananasBOOKS  2 роки тому +1

      Oh my gosh congrats on finishing it!! That sounds like such a fun change of pace 🤗💜

    • @BeckyJeramsOfficial
      @BeckyJeramsOfficial 2 роки тому

      @@polandbananasBOOKS Thank you! 💕 Defo recommend writing different age groups for a palate cleanser, you'd be amazing at middle grade!

  • @hey-its-elle
    @hey-its-elle 2 роки тому +3

    In an older vlog, you mentioned that your go-to writing drink was a matcha tea, and I remember thinking "isn't that the green one? that looks like grass? yuck...?" And then I realized I never had one before, so I tried it and now it's MY go-to writing drink. Like, it's been at least 2 years and it's NECESSARY I swear. So thanks for that lol ☺️

  • @metalandmagi6486
    @metalandmagi6486 2 роки тому

    I'm editing the first draft of my own book now, and the struggle is real. You're videos are always so relatable and inspiring!

  • @TommG05
    @TommG05 2 роки тому

    I love your books SO much! You're, like, yeah - Such a fantastic Author!

  • @Melrae01
    @Melrae01 2 роки тому

    Yay this was so fun! ! can’t wait for the next one!!

  • @nicoledonahue262
    @nicoledonahue262 2 роки тому

    I am rewatching your book writing vlogs while I finish the first draft of my thesis for inspiration 😂

  • @Allymai_
    @Allymai_ 2 роки тому

    I didn't realise I needed the next time outro style this much until I had it again. Please find a way to bring them back more frequently.

  • @casarive14
    @casarive14 2 роки тому

    I have so much work to tackle today and seeing your word count go up is giving me motivation WE GOT THIS

  • @cathyenfield
    @cathyenfield 2 роки тому +2

    I'm really happy you're posting these videos now cause I feel really stuck with my book and you make me feel more seen. I don't have a deadline and I've got 33k words in (already on act 2), but I've been having that sense of 'is this even a book, what am I saying, who's my character' for weeks and it sucks all the fun out of writing, even though it's a story I was very excited to tell. I'd appreciate if anyone has any advice for me 💕

    • @polandbananasBOOKS
      @polandbananasBOOKS  2 роки тому +1

      💜💜 SO that sense is this even a book is so normal, it’s a phase I always hit in every project, and if you keep moving forward it will pass! If you’re really really stuck, my fix would be to try and reassess what part of the draft maybe isn’t working for you! If you’re bored by some scene or moment /and or feel annoyed by it when you’re reading/editing, maybe you need to rewrite the scene with something else happening, or whatever is happening, happening in different way that gets you excited again 🤓sometimes I just imagine what wild thing would I love to happen in this moment in the story and write it in cuz it gets me moving again

    • @cathyenfield
      @cathyenfield 2 роки тому

      @@polandbananasBOOKS thank you so much for your words!! I'll try to approach the book with that in mind now and see if I can actually progress feeling the story 🥲

    • @polandbananasBOOKS
      @polandbananasBOOKS  2 роки тому +1

      @@cathyenfield GOOD LUCK, WHATEVER IT IS THAT'S GOT YOU STUCK, YOU'LL FIGURE IT OUT =)

  • @racheldavey6195
    @racheldavey6195 2 роки тому

    I just finished my first draft of my first ever book and watching your writing vlog videos helped me get through it💓

  • @alicianichols6757
    @alicianichols6757 2 роки тому +2

    Christine will you do a midnights review video? I’ve loved your folklore and evermore ones!

    • @polandbananasBOOKS
      @polandbananasBOOKS  2 роки тому +1

      YES!!! as soon as I feel like the album has sunk into my soul I shall be recording a deep dive review 🤗

  • @elliesbookclub9399
    @elliesbookclub9399 2 роки тому

    I loveee your writing vlogs soooo much! I always love watching them whenever I write :)

  • @GraceHOsborn
    @GraceHOsborn 2 роки тому

    I’m about 71k into the first draft of the start of a trilogy and have about 59 more chapters to write (this thing is huge!) but I’m loving these vlogs and they’re giving me the urge to go get closer to writing “the end”!

    • @polandbananasBOOKS
      @polandbananasBOOKS  2 роки тому +1

      AMAZING! congrats on all the progress!!! And YAY!! so happy to hear that!! =D

    • @GraceHOsborn
      @GraceHOsborn 2 роки тому

      @@polandbananasBOOKS Awwwwww thank you, Christine!!! You’ve made my day!! Wishing you the best of luck-the final product will be worth the struggle.

  • @kv2661
    @kv2661 2 роки тому

    I want to listen to your podcast interview!

  • @isabellamartinico3153
    @isabellamartinico3153 2 роки тому +1

    HAPPY MIDNIGHTS RELEASE SO EXICTED CHRISTINE FOR NEW TAYLOR MUSIC

  • @Talgikiwi
    @Talgikiwi 2 роки тому +1

    Yay! I feel spoiled with all the videos *-*

  • @zenasarah220
    @zenasarah220 2 роки тому +3

    i really appreciate these writing vlog tangents - first be real and now iphones 😂

  • @fallinginfiction
    @fallinginfiction 2 роки тому

    I’m currently a little over 60k words into the first draft of my fourth novel. (It’s an adult contemporary romance that explores many important themes). Similarly to you, I’ve also been struggling to write my novel recently (specifically the ending chapters of the book), so I really relate to this. I have days where I hate my book and days where I absolutely love it, and continuing to work on it and reading through it, oddly enough, reminds me how much I love it. (I’ve also been documenting my thoughts about this book on my Instagram, but that’s besides the point).
    Also, I really love all of your writing vlogs - I’ve watched every single one, and these are hands down my favorite videos of yours, especially as a writer myself. I just love seeing and hearing about other people’s writing processes, including yours. While I rarely comment on your videos (despite watching and loving your content since 2013ish), I just figured I’d say that.
    p.s. Ever since Midnights released, it’s practically all I want to listen to and write to now! It’s just so good! I love Taylor Swift so much.

  • @aspiringauthorerinrail2890
    @aspiringauthorerinrail2890 Рік тому

    Okay, so here's the thing, I wrote a New Adult book for Nano, and I put it down, right? I pick it back up this month (Late February), I write a scene, finish a chapter, star a new one, then I put it down for the day, and I realize, shit, I had a dependency and I had to go back into the previous chapter, and read what I wrote in November! Also, I watch ER between writing projects, and I am not mad about it. It works, lol!

  • @jane01234
    @jane01234 2 роки тому

    Yay! So many videos!!

  • @qnicole1679
    @qnicole1679 2 роки тому

    Omg please let me know where your shirt at 8:15 is from! Obsessed

  • @jessicazmuda7557
    @jessicazmuda7557 2 роки тому

    Your writing vlogs have been so motivating as I write my own YA fantasy book. I'm 20,000 words in to a complete rewrite of my first draft😅 And your vlogs have introduced me to the beauty of matcha lattes😍

    • @polandbananasBOOKS
      @polandbananasBOOKS  2 роки тому

      YAY!! Oh my gosh, that’s amazing, I’m glad it’s going well!!! 🤗 and so glad to hear you’ve discovered the joy of matcha 🖤

  • @edensylvester13
    @edensylvester13 2 роки тому +2

    no your Apple rant is SO TRUE

  • @h.1199
    @h.1199 2 роки тому +1

    GODDDD I LOVE WRITING VIDEOS

  • @troybolton14
    @troybolton14 2 роки тому +3

    I NEED 2 KNOW ALL UR MIDNIGHTS THOUGHTS

    • @polandbananasBOOKS
      @polandbananasBOOKS  2 роки тому +2

      I’ll be recording a review once it all sinks in 🤗❤️

  • @PiaLaPlaca
    @PiaLaPlaca 2 роки тому

    these cliffhangers are killing me lol! currently working on revisions & my query letter so this makes me miss drafting so much ;(

    • @polandbananasBOOKS
      @polandbananasBOOKS  2 роки тому

      XD // ahh hope your revisions are going well!! sending all the good querying vibes!!

  • @jazminjones8100
    @jazminjones8100 2 роки тому +2

    Can't wait for the plot reveal! You always do them so nicely! I just realized this. I'm in this PolandbananaBooks shit for life!🍌🤘💛

  • @theblueumbrella3468
    @theblueumbrella3468 2 роки тому +2

    Did you release any info on this book? Like genre or anything?

    • @polandbananasBOOKS
      @polandbananasBOOKS  2 роки тому +3

      It’s a romcom, and the lead is 23 🤓 is the only info really thus far 👍

  • @theblueumbrella3468
    @theblueumbrella3468 2 роки тому +2

    Christine is always who I think of every Taylor release 😂

    • @polandbananasBOOKS
      @polandbananasBOOKS  2 роки тому +3

      I AM HONORED THANK YOU XD are you liking midnights?

    • @theblueumbrella3468
      @theblueumbrella3468 2 роки тому +1

      I do! It’s definitely giving Lover and a little 1989. But I like to sit with each album for awhile before I make any decisions lol. How about you?

    • @polandbananasBOOKS
      @polandbananasBOOKS  2 роки тому +2

      @@theblueumbrella3468 same, i need to let it sink in and sit with it, but def getting lover/1989/rep/folklore mashup vibes XD LOL

  • @Thatnerdygal
    @Thatnerdygal 2 роки тому +2

    I feel that with iPhones. Like before I got one in 2016, I had a flip phone while everyone around me had an iPhone and I felt so judged. I’m the only one of my friends to have an iPhone now and I don’t care that my friends don’t cause I don’t want to judge them like others judged me. Besides there so freaking expensive! Not everyone got that kind of money.

  • @JayGTheAwkwardBookworm
    @JayGTheAwkwardBookworm 2 роки тому

    “My cycle of annoyance!” 😂

  • @rajasviraina577
    @rajasviraina577 2 роки тому

    I wish you posted longer videos because these end too quick for me 😭

    • @polandbananasBOOKS
      @polandbananasBOOKS  2 роки тому

      i have so many long ones, i just wanted to mix it up for this series XD in reality this is the longest video of a ll time and i've made it into shorter ones LOL. the finale episode will be long =D

  • @tashapolis
    @tashapolis 2 роки тому +2

    I was eating oatmeal while watching this. Christine CEPTIOM

  • @_heyitsmay
    @_heyitsmay 2 роки тому

    I am very familiar with the "what is my character even doing" thought spiral 😂

    • @polandbananasBOOKS
      @polandbananasBOOKS  2 роки тому +1

      I feel like with every book I go through that stage. It’s just part of the process XD

  • @airunYT
    @airunYT 2 роки тому

    Wait, I don’t understand the Iphone problem you mentioned 😂 Are you referring to the Messages App? I don’t even know how that works. I don’t think anyone in Europe uses that as the main method to chat, specially because I think we have more variety of smartphones here, so it would be just a mess. It’s blue if the other person has an Iphone too and green when they don’t, so the message gets sent as an SMS, right? 😅

    • @polandbananasBOOKS
      @polandbananasBOOKS  2 роки тому +1

      Yes exactly LOLOL, wait I can’t believe this isn’t a thing in Europe! That’s so nice!!

    • @airunYT
      @airunYT 2 роки тому

      that’s funny! I have friends from several countries and we all chat through WhatsApp. Some others use Facebook Messenger or Telegram, but I don’t know anyone who consistently uses the Iphone app 😂 I’ve used it to joke around only with those crazy filters when sending a message, that’s it 😅

  • @Smellanie4121
    @Smellanie4121 2 роки тому

    Don’t know much about writing fiction but good luck with your book.

  • @cassierexroad2154
    @cassierexroad2154 2 роки тому

    Oh my gosh you have no idea how these vlogs keep me going 😂 my book 1 (bc I made the poor decision of writing all 3 at once) is 154,000 words BUT I've made it to draft 2!!! It needs heavy editing but we'll get through this 😭😂

    • @polandbananasBOOKS
      @polandbananasBOOKS  2 роки тому +1

      ahh!!! congrats on your draft and GOOD LUCK ON DRAFT TWO WOOoOOO!!!! =D

  • @queendsheena1
    @queendsheena1 2 роки тому +1

    Christine is losing her poor mind over that fire scene.

  • @yellowshimmer9198
    @yellowshimmer9198 Рік тому

    Unrelated! But where did you get the squidward shirt????

  • @rebeccacreer3321
    @rebeccacreer3321 2 роки тому

    you listening to Teeth is everything ngl

  • @jennaclarek
    @jennaclarek 2 роки тому

    oh my god this whole video is just exactly how i feel about where i left off editing my book and now i'm like ....damn i should write that huh LOL
    MISS YOU MISS YOUR FACE MWAH

  • @hannahkamerman3882
    @hannahkamerman3882 2 роки тому

    OH MY WORD I totally get the apple thing! Everyone in my family has an iPhone except me but I just got a MacBook and they keep telling me that I'm going to get an iPhone because it is soo superior to Samsung and so convenient for the reasons you talked about. But I like my Samsung, I don't want an iPhone! 🙈

  • @LMHR12
    @LMHR12 2 роки тому

  • @briellejunee
    @briellejunee 2 роки тому

    a day late but that's okay, this has really inspired me to pick back up on starting a new book! (one above 50k lol)

  • @Fuadstar55
    @Fuadstar55 2 роки тому

    Writing a book is never an easy task 😅
    You'll need a 6 months vacation after finishing it lol