OCD is awful. I used to have obsessions regarding the fear of my girlfriend leaving me. Once she eventually did a couple years later I realized that my own brain sabatoged my joy in the relationship.
I don't think OCD is my enemy. I think of it as a friend..even though it sounds weird. (Being weird is awesome. 🙂) OCD takes many things, that's right. Energy, time, nerve cells.. But it also gives much. I think people suffering from anxiety disorders are really deep and pure at heart. Which is really rare. According to me, most people lack morals. OCD makes you more tolerant and understanding towards others, OCD makes you think a lot 🤯 and yes, that's exhausting, I know.. But it's a good thing actually. Because many people don't have the courage to dive into their thoughts, to ask themselves the uncomfortable questions.. On the other hand, people with OCD have no other choice. So we end up reflecting just all the time. Which makes us better people. Because of this I don't want to be completely cured and live without OCD..(If that's even possible.) I just want it to be easier.. Because I really have problem concentrating on my lessons and remembering them. Studying is soo unproductive and difficult because of my intrusive thoughts. And that's why sometimes I show bad results. 😕 It wasn't like that before.. I was a smart kid. And my family was proud of me.. I was proud of myself, too.. But nowadays.. I don't feel I am good at anything.. I'm always tired and lack motivation. And that sucks. 🙄🤷🏽♀️
OCD is awful. I used to have obsessions regarding the fear of my girlfriend leaving me. Once she eventually did a couple years later I realized that my own brain sabatoged my joy in the relationship.
OCD I call it enemy that hurts me in my own head.
I don't think OCD is my enemy. I think of it as a friend..even though it sounds weird. (Being weird is awesome. 🙂) OCD takes many things, that's right. Energy, time, nerve cells.. But it also gives much. I think people suffering from anxiety disorders are really deep and pure at heart. Which is really rare. According to me, most people lack morals. OCD makes you more tolerant and understanding towards others, OCD makes you think a lot 🤯 and yes, that's exhausting, I know.. But it's a good thing actually. Because many people don't have the courage to dive into their thoughts, to ask themselves the uncomfortable questions.. On the other hand, people with OCD have no other choice. So we end up reflecting just all the time. Which makes us better people. Because of this I don't want to be completely cured and live without OCD..(If that's even possible.) I just want it to be easier.. Because I really have problem concentrating on my lessons and remembering them. Studying is soo unproductive and difficult because of my intrusive thoughts. And that's why sometimes I show bad results. 😕 It wasn't like that before.. I was a smart kid. And my family was proud of me.. I was proud of myself, too.. But nowadays.. I don't feel I am good at anything.. I'm always tired and lack motivation. And that sucks. 🙄🤷🏽♀️
Cheer up. God supports you!
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Thank you, I appreciate it 🧡🙏🏾
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